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this_o must_v needs_o be_v a_o gracious_a privilege_n see_v the_o picture_n of_o it_o be_v so_o full_a of_o glory_n rom._n 9_o 4._o it_o be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d a_o special_a right_n authority_n joh._n 1._o 12._o 2_o this_o the_o more_o appear_v because_o it_o be_v appropriate_v to_o a_o very_a few_o the_o subject_n of_o it_o be_v god_n elect_a and_o they_o only_a ephes_n 1._o 5_o he_o have_v predestinate_v we_o to_o the_o adoption_n of_o child_n and_o those_o elect_n be_v not_o actual_o so_o till_o they_o become_v actual_a believer_n john_n 1._o 12._o to_o as_o many_o as_o receive_v he_o i_o e._n believe_v in_o his_o name_n he_o give_v power_n etc._n etc._n and_o needs_o must_v it_o be_v so_o for_o by_o nature_n we_o be_v child_n of_o wrath_n as_o well_o as_o other_o ephes_n 2._o 2_o and_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o the_o first_o adam_n till_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n by_o faith_n in_o christ_n jesus_n gal._n 3._o 2._o 3_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o be_v 1_o 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perfect_a common_a place_n upon_o it_o have_v predestinate_v we_o to_o adoption_n according_a to_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o his_o will_n and_o therefore_o he_o will_v have_v that_o grace_n of_o his_o alone_a glorify_a thereby_o ver_fw-la 6._o and_o indeed_o what_o else_o can_v move_v he_o we_o be_v poor_a forlorn_a condemn_a creature_n the_o seed_n of_o a_o traitor_n and_o cast_v out_o in_o our_o nativity_n to_o the_o contempt_n of_o our_o person_n etc._n etc._n as_o be_v describe_v ezek_n 16._o 3_o 4_o 2_o the_o outward_a procure_a cause_n call_v also_o by_o they_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v jesus_n christ_n which_o follow_v next_o in_o the_o description_n through_o jesus_n christ_n now_o christ_n have_v a_o special_a influence_n upon_o this_o work_n two_o way_n 1._o as_o the_o purchaser_n of_o it_o unto_o we_o for_o he_o redeem_v we_o that_o we_o may_v receive_v the_o adoption_n 5._o gal._n 4._o 5._o of_o son_n we_o be_v not_o capable_a of_o this_o adoption_n till_o redeem_v unto_o it_o for_o we_o be_v by_o nature_n the_o subject_n nay_o the_o slave_n to_o another_o prince_n who_o rule_v effectual_o in_o the_o child_n 2._o ephes_n 2._o 2._o of_o disobedience_n nay_o we_o be_v condemn_v by_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n and_o so_o till_o our_o life_n and_o liberty_n be_v thus_o purchase_v be_v not_o capable_a of_o any_o inheritance_n our_o very_a being_n and_o estate_n be_v legal_o forfeit_v and_o but_o by_o christ_n purchase_n we_o have_v never_o be_v capable_a of_o inherit_v any_o thing_n but_o hell_n ephes_n 1._o 7_o 11._o 1._o pet._n 1._o 3_o 4._o 2._o as_o the_o deriver_n of_o it_o upon_o we_o he_o be_v the_o head_n of_o all_o the_o adopt_a family_n from_o who_o the_o privilege_n of_o the_o blood_n and_o right_a of_o inheritance_n be_v derive_v as_o a_o stream_n from_o the_o fountain_n upon_o we_o god_n first_o adopt_v christ_n &_o in_o he_o we_o for_o our_o privilege_n do_v not_o flow_v proper_o from_o the_o natural_a relation_n of_o christ_n to_o god_n the_o father_n but_o from_o the_o moral_a &_o assume_v relation_n that_o which_o christ_n receive_v from_o he_o when_o he_o undertake_v to_o bring_v many_o child_n to_o glory_n for_o the_o privilege_n of_o christ_n natural_a relation_n to_o the_o father_n can_v be_v communicate_v therefore_o he_o be_v call_v god_n only_o beget_v son_n and_o this_o be_v the_o blasphemy_n of_o the_o familist_n both_o old_a and_o new_a that_o the_o godhead_n dwell_v in_o the_o saint_n as_o it_o do_v in_o christ_n whence_o it_o will_v follow_v contrary_a to_o scripture_n that_o the_o saint_n also_o be_v the_o natural_a son_n of_o god_n this_o be_v that_o that_o i_o will_v say_v god_n have_v anoint_v christ_n as_o the_o second_o adam_n and_o the_o head_n of_o his_o church_n with_o the_o oil_n of_o gladness_n above_o his_o fellow_n bestow_v upon_o he_o the_o grace_n of_o justification_n sanctification_n and_o all_o privilege_n belong_v to_o they_o in_o a_o eminent_a manner_n and_o so_o make_v he_o the_o first_o bear_v son_n of_o his_o grace_n by_o adoption_n psal_n 89._o 26_o 27._o i_o will_v make_v he_o my_o first_o bear_v this_o filiation_n be_v not_o that_o natural_a relation_n to_o god_n for_o he_o be_v never_o make_v the_o natural_a son_n of_o god_n and_o in_o that_o respect_n see_v he_o have_v no_o brethren_n he_o can_v not_o proper_o be_v a_o first_o bear_v it_o must_v therefore_o be_v mean_v of_o a_o primogeniture_n by_o adoption_n and_o because_o primogeniture_n carry_v a_o right_a of_o authority_n with_o it_o among_o prince_n therefore_o it_o follow_v high_a than_o the_o king_n of_o the_o earth_n i_o will_v give_v he_o power_n over_o all_o the_o
than_o he_o be_v full_o satisfy_v so_o the_o immediate_a and_o direct_a testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n though_o sometime_o when_o the_o spirit_n give_v a_o man_n to_o believe_v it_o it_o may_v drown_v all_o doubt_n and_o fear_n yet_o in_o a_o time_n of_o temptation_n when_o a_o soul_n begin_v to_o question_v whether_o all_o its_o former_a refreshment_n from_o the_o spirit_n be_v not_o dream_n and_o delusion_n it_o be_v never_o so_o full_o satisfy_v as_o when_o it_o evident_o see_v and_o own_v the_o token_n of_o god_n love_n in_o its_o own_o heart_n the_o fruit_n of_o her_o marriage_n with_o christ_n and_o feel_v the_o child_n of_o grace_n leap_v in_o the_o womb_n then_o say_v the_o soul_n sure_o i_o be_o marry_v to_o christ_n for_o he_o do_v not_o drink_v water_n out_o of_o any_o cistern_n but_o his_o own_o and_o the_o seed_n of_o true_a grace_n can_v possible_o be_v the_o issue_n of_o a_o unlawful_a bed_n chap._n vii_o a_o discourse_n concern_v the_o manner_n of_o the_o mediate_v and_o argumentative_a testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n q._n how_o we_o may_v distinct_o conceive_v the_o witness_v of_o god_n spirit_n with_o our_o spirit_n in_o that_o mediate_v and_o argumentative_a way_n which_o we_o last_o speak_v of_o answ_n for_o answer_v hereunto_o see_v this_o work_n be_v direct_o opposite_a to_o that_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n before_o mention_v i_o shall_v review_v that_o again_o here_o and_o lay_v the_o comparison_n between_o they_o which_o i_o conceive_v will_v give_v we_o a_o clear_a light_n in_o this_o particular_a in_o the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n i_o tell_v you_o the_o soul_n be_v bring_v under_o the_o conviction_n of_o a_o practical_a syllogism_n such_o a_o one_o as_o this_o every_o unbeliever_n every_o person_n that_o be_v in_o a_o state_n of_o nature_n in_o general_a or_o in_o particular_a every_o drunkard_n swearer_n etc._n etc._n live_v under_o the_o reign_a power_n of_o such_o or_o the_o like_a sin_n be_v a_o child_n of_o wrath_n etc._n etc._n but_o thou_o be_v say_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n i_o say_v a_o man_n own_o spirit_n be_o such_o a_o one_o therefore_o thou_o be_v say_v god_n spirit_n i_o be_o say_v a_o man_n own_o spirit_n a_o child_n of_o wrath_n etc._n etc._n the_o three_o proposition_n of_o this_o syllogism_n i_o tell_v you_o employ_v three_o sort_n of_o conviction_n 1._o conviction_n of_o law_n 2._o conviction_n of_o case_n or_o fact_n 3._o conviction_n of_o state_n with_o the_o consequent_n of_o these_o suitable_o in_o unlock_v this_o prison_n there_o must_v be_v a_o key_n of_o as_o many_o ward_n as_o there_o be_v in_o the_o lock_n and_o those_o answerable_a to_o they_o for_o a_o key_n will_v not_o unlock_v a_o door_n that_o have_v not_o answerable_a ward_n to_o the_o lock_n that_o fasten_v it_o now_o these_o ward_n of_o the_o spirit_n key_n be_v 1._o conviction_n of_o gospel_n opposite_a to_o that_o of_o law_n 2_o conviction_n of_o another_o case_n suitable_a thereunto_o 3_o conviction_n of_o another_o state_n arise_v from_o both_o these_o 4_o and_o the_o consequent_n 1_o conviction_n of_o gospel_n for_o as_o the_o law_n the_o bondwoman_n from_o mount_n sinai_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o terror_n engender_v unto_o bondage_n gal._n 4._o so_o the_o gospel_n be_v the_o free_a woman_n the_o jerusalem_n from_o above_o that_o engender_v to_o liberty_n ibid._n and_o 2_o cor._n 3._o 17._o and_o so_o be_v the_o special_a ground_n of_o comfort_n the_o law_n be_v the_o warrant_n upon_o which_o the_o spirit_n imprison_v the_o conscience_n and_o the_o gospel_n the_o warrant_n on_o which_o it_o release_v it_o again_o and_o as_o it_o be_v in_o civil_a affair_n a_o man_n that_o be_v under_o a_o execution_n for_o body_n and_o good_n by_o such_o or_o such_o a_o statute_n hide_v and_o fly_n and_o be_v under_o fear_n and_o sometime_o lay_v fast_o in_o prison_n and_o can_v be_v release_v but_o either_o upon_o a_o repeal_n of_o that_o law_n or_o the_o annex_v some_o condition_n to_o it_o under_o which_o he_o sue_v for_o and_o recover_v his_o liberty_n so_o it_o be_v in_o this_o case_n the_o law_n say_v every_o one_o be_v accurse_v that_o continue_v not_o in_o every_o thing_n write_v in_o that_o book_n no_o fornicator_n idolater_n covetous_a etc._n etc._n shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n now_o a_o man_n that_o be_v under_o the_o sentence_n of_o this_o law_n in_o his_o own_o conscience_n be_v capable_a of_o release_n no_o way_n but_o either_o by_o the_o repeal_n of_o that_o law_n or_o add_v some_o such_o limitation_n or_o restriction_n or_o condition_n to_o it_o as_o may_v include_v he_o therefore_o when_o the_o spirit_n give_v peace_n from_o the_o word_n by_o way_n of_o argument_n it_o first_o produce_v the_o law_n of_o liberty_n the_o gospel_n against_o the_o law_n of_o bondage_n it_o be_v confess_v say_v the_o spirit_n in_o the_o conscience_n of_o a_o convert_a sinner_n the_o law_n give_v i_o no_o hope_n but_o there_o be_v a_o addition_n to_o and_o a_o exception_n from_o that_o law_n which_o i_o plead_v for_o my_o release_n there_o be_v a_o pardon_n proclaim_v for_o such_o sinner_n as_o i_o be_o isai_n 55._o 7._o prov._n 28._o 13._o the_o law_n in_o the_o new_a edition_n except_v believer_n joh._n 3._o 26_o from_o its_o sentence_n now_o the_o apprehend_n and_o assent_v to_o this_o truth_n be_v the_o first_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o order_n to_o this_o regular_a assurance_n of_o a_o man_n heart_n before_o god_n a_o man_n in_o a_o state_n of_o spiritual_a darkness_n be_v like_o hagar_n in_o the_o wilderness_n 19_o gen._n 21._o 19_o she_o and_o her_o son_n ishmael_n be_v ready_a to_o die_v for_o thirst_n when_o there_o be_v a_o well_o near_o they_o but_o they_o can_v not_o see_v it_o till_o the_o angel_n show_v it_o they_o so_o be_v it_o in_o the_o child_n of_o the_o law_n that_o hagar_n and_o ishmael_n shadow_v out_o when_o they_o be_v under_o bondage_n of_o spirit_n there_o be_v many_o precious_a well_n of_o salvation_n in_o the_o bible_n but_o all_o these_o be_v hide_v from_o their_o eye_n the_o bible_n be_v a_o seal_a book_n to_o they_o and_o the_o fountain_n of_o life_n be_v fountain_n shut_v up_o as_o to_o they_o till_o the_o spirit_n that_o lead_v into_o all_o truth_n direct_v a_o man_n or_o woman_n in_o such_o a_o case_n to_o such_o promise_n as_o may_v be_v a_o ground_n of_o peace_n to_o he_o that_o may_v satisfy_v the_o weary_a soul_n and_o refresh_v the_o sorrowful_a soul_n 25._o jer._n 31._o 25._o i_o appeal_v to_o the_o experience_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n that_o know_v what_o this_o mean_n whether_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v not_o many_o time_n guide_v they_o to_o place_n of_o scripture_n as_o it_o be_v by_o his_o own_o finger_n when_o they_o have_v even_o throw_v the_o bible_n away_o after_o much_o search_n for_o a_o comfort_a word_n and_o resolve_v to_o look_v no_o more_o for_o that_o that_o be_v not_o to_o be_v find_v there_o have_v not_o a_o secret_a whisper_n like_o that_o to_o augustine_n in_o his_o conversion_n tolle_fw-la lege_fw-la be_v cast_v into_o they_o try_v once_o again_o and_o have_v they_o not_o unexpected_o dip_v and_o light_v on_o a_o place_n that_o have_v satisfy_v they_o as_o with_o marrow_n and_o fatness_n have_v it_o not_o be_v with_o they_o as_o with_o a_o godly_a minister_n that_o i_o know_v when_o i_o be_v a_o child_n who_o have_v be_v under_o a_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n for_o many_o year_n and_o now_o even_o ready_a to_o die_v in_o that_o condition_n when_o the_o eight_o chapter_n of_o the_o roman_n be_v read_v to_o he_o a_o little_a before_o his_o last_o gasp_n stop_v at_o the_o first_o verse_n now_o there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n etc._n etc._n stay_v say_v he_o i_o never_o see_v so_o much_o in_o those_o word_n in_o my_o day_n as_o now_o though_o i_o read_v they_o often_o so_o i_o say_v can_v you_o not_o say_v that_o you_o have_v read_v such_o and_o such_o chapter_n ten_o twenty_o thirty_o forty_o time_n over_o and_o that_o not_o slight_o or_o cursory_o but_o deliberate_o and_o with_o meditation_n and_o yet_o can_v see_v never_o a_o well_o of_o salvation_n in_o they_o and_o yet_o afterward_o from_o those_o very_a place_n of_o scripture_n the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v make_v you_o draw_v water_n with_o joy_n so_o that_o it_o be_v the_o spirit_n that_o do_v this_o first_o work_n discover_v and_o convince_v of_o gospel_n truth_n the_o ground_n of_o our_o assurance_n now_o this_o conviction_n be_v either_o 1._o general_n and_o so_o the_o soul_n be_v convince_v of_o those_o very_a truth_n long_o before_o it_o can_v take_v comfort_n from_o they_o and_o believe_v they_o
so_o in_o the_o case_n of_o assurance_n from_o the_o spirit_n because_o some_o godly_a minister_n can_v preach_v so_o every_o way_n experimental_o as_o other_o can_v many_o trouble_a spirit_n decline_v they_o and_o their_o ministry_n and_o will_v scarce_o vouchsafe_v to_o discover_v their_o case_n to_o they_o none_o must_v be_v suppose_v able_a to_o do_v they_o good_a but_o such_o and_o such_o well_o such_o man_n ministry_n be_v try_v and_o it_o may_v be_v not_o out_o of_o any_o deficiency_n in_o they_o who_o it_o be_v possible_a may_v preach_v truth_n and_o apply_v medicine_n of_o sovereign_a value_n and_o virtue_n but_o mere_o through_o a_o secret_a hand_n of_o god_n render_v they_o unsuccessful_a that_o he_o may_v keep_v the_o mean_a of_o his_o eembassadour_n from_o contempt_n and_o the_o most_o eminent_a humble_a and_o let_v people_n know_v that_o the_o spirit_n of_o consolation_n and_o adoption_n as_o well_o as_o that_o of_o grace_n and_o supplication_n blow_v where_o and_o 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〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v in_o they_o suppose_v they_o may_v be_v like_o fiâ—e_n cover_v with_o ash_n and_o may_v look_v as_o if_o their_o fire_n be_v quite_o out_o 2_o tim._n 1._o 6._o and_o when_o they_o bid_v we_o quicken_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v ready_a â—_o apoc._n 3_o â—_o to_o die_v they_o suppose_v some_o life_n even_o where_o grace_n be_v most_o languish_v 2._o apoc._n 3._o 2._o object_n yea_o sir_n can_v i_o be_v assure_v it_o be_v but_o a_o swoon_n i_o shall_v take_v comfort_n but_o i_o fear_v i_o be_o quite_o dead_a dead_a and_o bury_v and_o a_o great_a stone_n upon_o the_o grave_n mouth_n that_o will_v never_o be_v remove_v and_o god_n seal_v upon_o it_o too_o that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v so_o answ_n if_o thou_o be_v quite_o dead_a thou_o will_v be_v pass_v fear_v it_o but_o the_o present_a fear_n demonstrate_v that_o yet_o there_o be_v life_n fear_n be_v a_o passion_n that_o arise_v from_o apprehension_n of_o a_o imminent_a danger_n if_o a_o tower_n be_v tumble_v upon_o a_o 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mother_n lap_n and_o say_v i_o be_o asleep_a as_o thou_o when_o thou_o say_v i_o be_o dead_a and_o yet_o complain_v object_n but_o my_o complaint_n signify_v nothing_o and_o my_o fear_n just_a as_o much_o as_o my_o complaint_n i_o complain_v out_o of_o form_n because_o i_o know_v not_o what_o else_o to_o say_v when_o i_o be_o examine_v concern_v my_o condition_n i_o must_v maintain_v discourse_n and_o i_o be_o a_o notorious_a hypocrite_n in_o all_o this_o therefore_o i_o pray_v you_o think_v not_o better_o of_o i_o then_o i_o be_o for_o any_o thing_n you_o hear_v from_o i_o a._n 1._o yet_o more_o contradiction_n thou_o be_v afraid_a man_n shall_v think_v too_o well_o of_o thou_o and_o thou_o endeavoure_v to_o make_v thyself_o as_o vile_a as_o may_v be_v lest_o they_o shall_v do_v so_o and_o be_v this_o a_o sign_n of_o a_o hypocrite_n 2._o beside_o friend_n let_v i_o ask_v you_o and_o let_v your_o conscience_n deal_v faithful_o with_o yourself_o and_o i_o do_v you_o not_o come_v unwilling_o to_o make_v these_o complaint_n to_o any_o body_n be_v it_o not_o the_o mere_a sense_n of_o such_o burden_n as_o if_o you_o shall_v smother_v will_v oppress_v you_o utter_o that_o drive_v you_o to_o speak_v these_o thing_n of_o yourself_o and_o which_o also_o have_v not_o they_o be_v draw_v from_o you_o by_o discourse_n you_o rather_o resolve_v to_o have_v keep_v to_o yourself_o and_o call_v you_o this_o hypocrsie_n for_o a_o poor_a slave_n under_o a_o intolerable_a burden_n to_o groan_v to_o save_v his_o heart_n from_o break_v by_o give_v it_o some_o vent_n 3._o take_v heed_n of_o hypocrisy_n rather_o in_o this_o evasion_n and_o other_o of_o the_o like_a kind_n if_o it_o be_v hypocrisy_n to_o endeavour_v to_o seem_v what_o we_o be_v not_o than_o i_o fear_v complaint_n of_o hypocrisy_n many_o time_n be_v not_o altogether_o free_a from_o it_o it_o may_v be_v it_o be_v not_o intend_v by_o thou_o to_o deceive_v god_n minister_n and_o people_n into_o a_o worse_a conceit_n of_o thou_o but_o it_o be_v material_o no_o less_o than_o i_o tell_v thou_o beware_v of_o it_o 4._o tell_v i_o do_v thou_o not_o tell_v god_n the_o same_o story_n as_o well_o as_o thou_o can_v which_o thou_o tell_v thy_o minister_n or_o fellow-christian_a object_n yea_o but_o may_v i_o not_o play_v the_o hypocrite_n with_o god_n too_o ans_fw-fr take_v heed_n of_o hear_v false_a witness_n against_o thyself_o and_o tell_v i_o again_o do_v thou_o not_o complain_v to_o god_n with_o a_o hearty_a and_o earnest_a desire_n of_o be_v relieve_v of_o the_o burden_n of_o deadness_n that_o oppress_v thou_o will_v thou_o not_o purchase_v deliverance_n from_o it_o if_o god_n will_v put_v thou_o to_o it_o upon_o those_o term_n at_o any_o rate_n ob._n yea_o but_o it_o be_v but_o form_n still_o it_o be_v but_o a_o discourse_n for_o want_v of_o another_o subject_n to_o speak_v of_o and_o so_o it_o be_v in_o prayer_n to_o god_n i_o must_v say_v something_o and_o i_o know_v not_o what_o else_o to_o say_v 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10._o 37._o suppose_v i_o can_v say_v to_o thou_o by_o a_o certain_a revelation_n from_o heaven_n the_o next_o moment_n o_o sad_a soul_n the_o lord_n will_v smile_v upon_o thou_o and_o sorrow_n and_o sigh_v shall_v fly_v away_o how_o will_v this_o affect_v thou_o will_v not_o this_o make_v a_o sudden_a alteration_n in_o thou_o will_v not_o faith_n joy_n and_o love_n and_o thankfulness_n strive_v which_o shall_v break_v out_o first_o sure_o they_o will_v but_o if_o thou_o be_v quite_o dead_a this_o will_v not_o affect_v thou_o a_o natural_a man_n take_v no_o pleasure_n in_o the_o approach_n of_o god_n he_o have_v rather_o have_v he_o far_o off_o they_o say_v to_o god_n depart_v from_o we_o job_n 21._o 14._o if_o the_o sun_n be_v never_o so_o near_o the_o earth_n yet_o the_o dead_a tree_n be_v not_o sensible_a of_o its_o influence_n it_o cause_v no_o alteration_n therein_o no_o leaf_n no_o bud_n no_o fruit_n testify_v its_o approach_n object_n but_o may_v not_o a_o wicked_a man_n delight_n in_o the_o approach_n of_o god_n comfort_v and_o refresh_v presence_n especial_o under_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n although_o there_o be_v no_o spiritual_a life_n in_o he_o at_o all_o ans_fw-fr he_o may_v delight_v in_o the_o removal_n of_o his_o present_a terror_n by_o application_n of_o comfort_n but_o it_o be_v not_o god_n in_o comfort_n that_o he_o look_v after_o let_v he_o have_v comfort_n or_o peace_n any_o way_n he_o be_v well_o please_v whether_o god_n draw_v nigh_o to_o he_o or_o no._n if_o the_o devil_n will_v conjure_v down_o his_o trouble_n if_o the_o world_n will_v choke_v they_o if_o music_n will_v fiddle_n they_o away_o if_o the_o cup_n will_v drown_v they_o it_o be_v all_o one_o to_o he_o shall_v i_o say_v nay_o it_o be_v more_o than_o if_o god_n speak_v they_o away_o but_o a_o live_a soul_n say_v if_o god_n will_v not_o let_v i_o out_o of_o this_o pit_n this_o dungeon_n i_o will_v never_o go_v out_o it_o be_v less_o to_o i_o to_o be_v free_a then_o to_o 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all_o thy_o tin_n isai_n 1._o 25._o that_o the_o comfortable_a presence_n of_o god_n will_v be_v the_o death_n of_o thy_o dear_a lust_n sure_o thou_o will_v say_v yea_o sir_n let_v he_o come_v and_o welcome_a it_o be_v a_o day_n i_o have_v pray_v for_o long_v for_o weep_v for_o wait_v for_o o_o i_o will_v not_o accept_v of_o the_o monarchy_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n for_o my_o share_n in_o this_o tiding_n i_o will_v not_o take_v heaven_n upon_o term_n of_o reconciliation_n with_o my_o lust_n be_v it_o thus_o with_o thou_o my_o life_n for_o thou_o thou_o be_v not_o dead_a chap._n xliii_o a_o case_n whether_o instead_o of_o grow_v a_o real_a saint_n may_v not_o decay_v in_o the_o act_n of_o some_o grace_n and_o yet_o either_o the_o universal_a habit_n of_o the_o new_a creature_n or_o the_o same_o very_a grace_n grow_v more_o habitual_o strong_a in_o he_o obj._n but_o i_o be_v once_o more_o quick_a and_o lively_a than_o i_o be_o now_o and_o therefore_o i_o find_v sensible_a decay_n of_o 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