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hatred_n by_o all_o that_o be_v before_o he_o all_o thing_n come_v alike_o to_o all_o etc._n etc._n but_o a_o man_n of_o this_o sort_n have_v reason_n to_o judge_v that_o the_o send_n on_o he_o adversity_n and_o waken_n of_o he_o out_o of_o a_o flâ—shly_a and_o deadly_a security_n do_v speak_v more_o of_o god_n favour_n to_o he_o than_o his_o prosperity_n do_v and_o this_o other_o sort_n of_o man_n who_o have_v feel_v a_o work_n of_o special_a grace_n on_o their_o heart_n may_v make_v use_n both_o of_o their_o prosperity_n and_o adversity_n for_o confirmation_n of_o their_o faith_n 4._o put_v case_n that_o a_o convert_n chase_v unto_o christ_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o resolve_v to_o bear_v christ_n yoke_n upon_o he_o shall_v find_v common_a benefit_n take_v back_o
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flow_v and_o ebb_n as_o we_o be_v please_v or_o displease_v with_o our_o own_o carriage_n and_o when_o we_o have_v most_o need_v to_o make_v use_n of_o the_o righteousness_n by_o faith_n in_o christ_n we_o forget_v it_o or_o slight_v it_o do_v not_o fly_v to_o it_o do_v not_o adhere_v to_o it_o do_v not_o comfort_v and_o strengthen_v ourselves_o in_o conflict_n by_o it_o as_o have_v ofttimes_o be_v observe_v by_o we_o what_o then_o will_v we_o do_v if_o our_o go_v about_o to_o establish_v our_o own_o righteousness_n do_v prosper_v or_o if_o the_o power_n of_o in_o bear_a sin_n do_v not_o set_v up_o itself_o against_o we_o and_o force_v we_o by_o the_o law_n either_o to_o despair_v or_o fly_v to_o christ_n and_o this_o our_o natural_a inclination_n even_o after_o conversion_n to_o return_v and_o seek_v after_o the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o law_n may_v be_v see_v in_o the_o galatian_n who_o have_v begin_v in_o the_o spiritual_a way_n of_o justification_n by_o faith_n seek_v to_o be_v perfect_v by_o the_o fleshly_a way_n of_o justification_n by_o work_n and_o do_v fall_v in_o danger_n of_o fall_v from_o grace_n and_o exclude_v themselves_o from_o the_o blessing_n of_o the_o promise_n through_o christ._n wherefore_o our_o infinite_o wise_a physician_n jesus_n christ_n take_v course_n as_o we_o have_v say_v for_o his_o own_o glory_n and_o our_o good_a not_o to_o repair_v at_o once_o the_o image_n of_o god_n in_o we_o not_o to_o heal_v our_o sinful_a disease_n all_o at_o once_o but_o piece_n and_o piece_n by_o degree_n that_o his_o righteousness_n bestow_v on_o those_o that_o fly_v unto_o he_o for_o refuge_n may_v be_v in_o high_a and_o high_a estimation_n daily_o that_o the_o fountain_n open_v up_o in_o he_o for_o remove_v of_o sin_n and_o uncleanness_n may_v daily_o be_v make_v use_n of_o and_o the_o benefit_n of_o justification_n may_v daily_o be_v look_v upon_o as_o a_o new_a gift_n that_o virtue_n may_v daily_o be_v suck_v out_o of_o he_o for_o bear_v of_o good_a fruit_n and_o out_o of_o his_o fullness_n we_o may_v receive_v daily_a grace_n for_o grace_n and_o may_v render_v thanks_o unto_o our_o god_n daily_o and_o bless_v he_o for_o his_o grace_n give_v unto_o we_o as_o do_v the_o prophet_n ps._n 103._o 1_o 3._o bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n who_o forgive_v all_o thy_o iniquity_n who_o heal_v all_o thy_o infirmity_n and_o grow_v in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n for_o the_o remission_n of_o so_o many_o sin_n as_o escape_v we_o daily_o as_o do_v the_o woman_n luk._n 7._o 47._o who_o love_v much_o because_o many_o sin_n be_v forgive_v she_o and_o grow_v in_o holiness_n without_o put_v confidence_n in_o our_o work_n as_o the_o psalmist_n do_v ps._n 71._o 15._o 16._o my_o mouth_n shall_v show_v forth_o thy_o righteousness_n i_o will_v go_v in_o the_o strength_n of_o the_o lord_n god_n and_o will_v make_v mention_n of_o thy_o righteousness_n even_o of_o thy_o only_a and_o the_o apostle_n give_v we_o his_o example_n phil._n 3._o 8_o 9_o 12_o 13_o 14._o wherefore_o let_v the_o doubt_a convert_n make_v use_n of_o these_o consideration_n and_o long_o for_o the_o come_n of_o christ_n who_o shall_v abolish_v sin_n and_o misery_n altogether_o to_o who_o with_o the_o father_n and_o holy_a spirit_n be_v glory_n for_o ever_o amen_n a_o table_n of_o the_o title_n of_o the_o several_a chapter_n book_n i._n chap._n page_n 1._o of_o conscience_n in_o general_n 1_o 2._o of_o case_n of_o conscience_n in_o general_n 7_o 3._o of_o regeneration_n what_o it_o be_v and_o the_o regenerate_a man_n who_o he_o be_v 10_o 4._o of_o divine_a covenant_n about_o the_o eternal_a salvation_n of_o man_n and_o in_o special_a of_o the_o covenant_n of_o redemption_n show_v that_o there_o be_v such_o a_o covenant_n and_o what_o be_v the_o article_n thereof_o 22_o 5._o of_o the_o covenant_n of_o work_n 71_o 6._o of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n 86_o 7._o for_o a_o further_a clear_n and_o confirmation_n of_o the_o doctrine_n about_o the_o three_o covenant_n from_o jer._n 31._o and_o heb._n 8._o 133_o 8._o of_o the_o prudent_a application_n of_o divine_a covenant_n in_o general_n 148_o 9_o of_o the_o more_o special_a application_n of_o divine_a covenant_n for_o remove_v the_o impediment_n of_o regeneration_n 162_o 10._o concern_v they_o that_o be_v like_a to_o despair_v 182_o 11._o concern_v they_o that_o absolve_v themselves_o without_o warrant_n 190_o book_n ii_o 1._o of_o consideration_n to_o be_v premise_v 215_o 2._o wherein_o the_o regenerate_a man_n doubt_n of_o his_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n by_o reason_n of_o his_o feel_a unworthiness_n be_v answer_v 241_o 3._o wherein_o the_o regenerate_a man_n doubt_n arise_v from_o the_o multitude_n and_o weight_n of_o his_o sin_n against_o the_o law_n and_o the_o gospel_n and_o against_o the_o light_n of_o his_o conscience_n be_v answer_v 245_o 4._o wherein_o be_v solve_v the_o doubt_n of_o the_o regenerate_a man_n raise_v by_o his_o suspicion_n whether_o he_o be_v elect_v or_o not_o 250_o 5._o wherein_o the_o regenerate_a man_n doubt_a of_o his_o regeneration_n because_o he_o find_v no_o power_n in_o himself_o to_o believe_v in_o christ_n be_v answer_v 253_o 6._o wherein_o the_o doubt_n of_o the_o regenerate_a man_n concern_v his_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n arise_v from_o his_o apprehend_a defect_n of_o humiliation_n and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n be_v answer_v 257_o 7._o wherein_o the_o christian_n doubt_n whether_o he_o be_v regenerate_v because_o he_o find_v not_o his_o righteousness_n exceed_v the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n be_v answer_v 263_o 8._o wherein_o the_o regenerate_a man_n doubt_n whether_o he_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n arise_v from_o his_o unquietness_n of_o spirit_n be_v answer_v 274_o 9_o wherein_o the_o convert_v doubt_v arise_v from_o his_o uncertainty_n at_o what_o time_n he_o be_v convert_v be_v solve_v 292_o 10._o wherein_o be_v solve_v the_o convert_v doubt_n of_o his_o regeneration_n 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