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condition_n of_o their_o present_a state_n or_o what_o in_o future_a be_v either_o necessary_a or_o in_o adventure_n to_o ensue_v but_o alas_o i_o never_o think_v on_o my_o danger_n until_o all_o hope_n of_o remedy_n be_v pass_v i_o never_o regard_v my_o step_n until_o i_o be_v in_o the_o snare_n of_o hell_n and_o now_o what_o death_n can_v i_o fear_v when_o i_o have_v lose_v the_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n without_o which_o any_o other_o life_n be_v death_n and_o which_o make_v death_n a_o pleasant_a passage_n to_o life_n be_v deep_o wound_v with_o the_o great_a grief_n what_o sense_n can_v i_o have_v of_o ordinary_a evil_a my_o deep_a misery_n have_v drown_v both_o my_o mind_n and_o my_o memory_n in_o so_o deep_a sorrow_n that_o all_o hope_n of_o relief_n be_v overwhelm_v with_o the_o thick_a throng_n of_o present_a discomfort_n and_o yet_o i_o will_v not_o cast_v down_o my_o hope_n in_o the_o lord_n i_o will_v not_o despair_v of_o his_o gracious_a help_n for_o he_o have_v not_o cast_v i_o down_o to_o cast_v i_o away_o he_o have_v not_o thus_o terrify_v i_o to_o the_o end_n i_o shall_v abandon_v all_o hope_n to_o the_o end_n i_o shall_v be_v swallow_v up_o in_o the_o monstrous_a mouth_n of_o despair_n but_o rather_o he_o call_v i_o to_o he_o to_o the_o end_n that_o i_o shall_v call_v upon_o he_o the_o first_o work_n that_o the_o lord_n do_v in_o the_o conversion_n of_o saint_n paul_n be_v the_o cast_n of_o he_o to_o the_o ground_n 9_o whereby_o thou_o do_v instruct_v we_o o_o lord_n that_o our_o dejection_n in_o ourselves_o be_v the_o first_o step_n of_o our_o advance_v to_o thou_o and_o assure_o thou_o will_v never_o have_v give_v i_o this_o grace_n to_o be_v sorrowful_a if_o thou_o have_v not_o therewith_o intend_v to_o give_v i_o life_n and_o therefore_o albeit_o i_o be_v cast_v down_o to_o the_o very_a gate_n of_o hell_n yet_o will_v i_o call_v upon_o thou_o to_o raise_v i_o again_o albeit_o i_o be_v crush_v and_o break_v to_o piece_n yet_o will_v i_o call_v upon_o thou_o to_o heal_v i_o i_o can_v never_o be_v so_o low_o drive_v never_o so_o overcharge_v with_o sorrow_n or_o with_o fear_n but_o still_o i_o will_v call_v upon_o thou_o for_o comfort_n for_o what_o other_o remedy_n have_v we_o feeble_a wretch_n toss_v in_o the_o vast_a gusty_a sea_n of_o this_o world_n beat_v with_o most_o rage_a tempest_n drive_v among_o so_o many_o rock_n and_o shelf_n so_o many_o infernal_a monster_n gape_v to_o devour_v we_o what_o other_o remedy_n have_v we_o i_o say_v but_o to_o call_v and_o cry_v to_o thou_o with_o the_o distress_a disciple_n awake_a lord_n lest_o we_o perish_v assure_o if_o out_o of_o these_o depth_n of_o danger_n and_o distress_n we_o cry_v not_o out_o to_o thou_o for_o help_v then_o be_v we_o near_o the_o great_a depth_n that_o can_v be_v then_o be_v we_o slip_v into_o the_o depth_n wherein_o cain_n be_v eternal_o swallow_v then_o be_v we_o ready_a to_o roar_v out_o his_o curse_a complaint_n my_o sin_n be_v great_a than_o can_v be_v forgive_v it_o be_v true_a cain_n indeed_o thy_o sin_n in_o itself_o be_v very_o great_a but_o in_o comparison_n of_o the_o infinite_a goodness_n of_o god_n it_o be_v not_o great_a thy_o sin_n may_v have_v be_v pardon_v well_o enough_o but_o thy_o opinion_n and_o conceit_n that_o it_o do_v exceed_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n that_o impious_a opinion_n so_o long_o as_o it_o stand_v can_v not_o be_v forgive_v thy_o despair_n be_v a_o great_a sin_n than_o the_o murder_n of_o thy_o brother_n thy_o despair_n be_v the_o cause_n wherefore_o the_o murder_n of_o thy_o brother_n can_v not_o be_v forgive_v thy_o damnable_a repentance_n leave_v no_o place_n for_o repentance_n to_o life_n the_o same_o trace_n follow_v they_o who_o the_o prophet_n describe_v to_o speak_v in_o this_o manner_n our_o sin_n be_v upon_o we_o 33._o and_o in_o they_o we_o consume_v how_o then_o shall_v we_o live_v but_o o_o omnipotent_a god_n be_v this_o a_o good_a reason_n with_o thy_o goodness_n my_o sin_n be_v upon_o i_o 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a_o father_n that_o have_v great_a care_n and_o providence_n over_o his_o spiritual_a child_n than_o any_o father_n can_v have_v over_o his_o carnal_a last_o in_o who_o shall_v i_o trust_v but_o in_o he_o who_o have_v command_v i_o to_o approach_v to_o he_o to_o trust_v in_o he_o and_o have_v promise_v i_o many_o favoure_n and_o reward_n if_o i_o will_v so_o do_v verse_n vi_o my_o soul_n fly_v to_o the_o lord_n before_o the_o morning_n watch_n i_o say_v before_o the_o morning_n watch_n 1_o two_o light_n of_o our_o understanding_n 2_o our_o weakness_n not_o so_o great_a as_o we_o pretend_v 3_o our_o own_o endeavour_n must_v be_v add_v to_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o that_o in_o two_o point_n 4_o in_o swiftness_n 5_o in_o timelinesse_n 6_o we_o be_v not_o perfect_a at_o the_o first_o and_o wherefore_o 7_o a_o prayer_n 8_o wherefore_o we_o be_v to_o resort_v to_o god._n 9_o joy_n answer_v desire_v as_o rest_n answer_v motion_n 10_o in_o affliction_n we_o must_v especial_o 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