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god_n this_o soul_n disease_n torment_v i_o very_o sore_a o_o that_o it_o may_v be_v please_v unto_o thy_o most_o glorious_a goodness_n even_o in_o such_o measure_n to_o ease_v i_o of_o this_o disease_n as_o by_o thy_o grace_n i_o will_v from_o this_o time_n forward_o deny_v myself_o and_o give_v glory_n unto_o thy_o truth_n i_o think_v thou_o say_v go_v to_o then_o see_v that_o thou_o conscionable_o deny_v thyself_o put_v thy_o whole_a trust_n in_o i_o and_o for_o thy_o comfort_n thou_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o find_v these_o my_o word_n true_a i_o be_o merciful_a my_o mercy_n be_v upon_o they_o that_o fear_v i_o most_o gracious_a lord_n bless_a be_v thy_o name_n i_o believe_v thy_o word_n and_o now_o through_o the_o grace_n of_o jesus_n christ_n i_o will_v steadfast_o set_v myself_o to_o deny_v myself_o o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v thorough_o do_v it_o and_o then_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v amem_fw-la about_o a_o hour_n after_o i_o have_v so_o pray_v unto_o god_n my_o pain_n of_o the_o spleen_n come_v upon_o i_o in_o such_o sort_n that_o my_o eye_n be_v much_o dazzle_v my_o heart_n deadly_o vex_v my_o limb_n faint_o weary_v be_v in_o this_o state_n i_o pray_v thus_o o_o good_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v this_o my_o deathful_a body_n can_v possible_o hold_v out_o nor_o be_v serviceable_a unto_o thou_o in_o any_o good_a measure_n according_a to_o my_o call_n o_o my_o good_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o have_v no_o warrant_n to_o expect_v any_o extraordinary_a relieve_v of_o my_o body_n and_o this_o deadlines_n put_v my_o poor_a soul_n out_o of_o comfort_n i_o think_v thou_o say_v let_v thy_o soul_n be_v steadfast_o &_o upright_o bend_v to_o serve_v i_o for_o so_o it_o shall_v receive_v comfort_n from_o i_o touch_v thy_o body_n do_v i_o what_o service_n thou_o can_v and_o betake_v it_o unto_o i_o to_o dispose_v thereof_o as_o i_o see_v good_a by_o grieve_v at_o thy_o diseasednes_n thou_o make_v it_o to_o be_v worse_o therefore_o be_v only_o zealous_a aga_v thy_o sin_n the_o cause_n of_o all_o thy_o misery_n but_o take_v heart_n of_o grace_n and_o sustain_v thy_o weak_a spirit_n have_v assure_v confidence_n of_o my_o mercy_n towards_o thou_o o_o my_o good_a lord_n most_o wonderful_a in_o mercy_n and_o almighty_a in_o power_n with_o all_o humble_a thankfulness_n i_o receive_v these_o word_n from_o thou_o my_o soul_n be_v certain_o persuade_v that_o thy_o purpose_n towards_o i_o be_v according_a to_o those_o word_n bless_a lord_n it_o greive_v i_o that_o i_o have_v so_o long_o displease_v &_o dishonour_v thou_o and_o now_o
but_o also_o traitorous_o incline_v the_o join_n of_o god_n mercy_n and_o justice_n together_o be_v thus_o first_o it_o please_v he_o to_o be_v merciful_a unto_o such_o and_o such_o exod._n 33.19_o second_o he_o appoint_v that_o they_o unto_o who_o he_o purpose_v to_o show_v mercy_n shall_v be_v join_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n unto_o his_o only_a son_n who_o for_o that_o purpose_n be_v at_o such_o a_o time_n to_o take_v unto_o he_o a_o body_n and_o a_o soul_n and_o so_o be_v both_o god_n and_o man_n after_o a_o most_o holy_a and_o guiltless_a life_n to_o suffer_v a_o cruel_a death_n to_o purchase_v for_o they_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n and_o cleansement_n from_o their_o wicked_a inclination_n tit._n 2.14_o god_n be_v bless_v full_o bless_v exceed_o bless_v he_o that_o be_v full_o bless_v have_v freedom_n from_o all_o manner_n of_o thing_n which_o may_v give_v he_o any_o discontent_n and_o not_o only_o so_o but_o also_o want_v nothing_o that_o may_v content_v or_o delight_v he_o 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then_o he_o be_v and_o such_o be_v the_o most_o honourable_a and_o gracious_a kindness_n of_o god_n that_o he_o take_v this_o wish_n in_o very_o good_a part_n so_o the_o great_a man_n of_o this_o world_n accept_v the_o good_a will_n of_o their_o poor_a friend_n god_n be_v glorious_a glory_n be_v proper_o the_o goodly_a show_n seem_v sight_n or_o appearance_n of_o any_o thing_n it_o also_o many_o time_n signify_v the_o famous_a report_n of_o some_o notable_a goodness_n in_o both_o these_o meaning_n glory_n be_v a_o title_n most_o proper_a unto_o god_n touch_v goodly_a show_n the_o glory_n of_o god_n appear_v two_o way_n in_o himself_o and_o in_o his_o work_n in_o god_n himself_o there_o be_v such_o a_o shine_a excellent_a majesty_n that_o the_o very_a angel_n be_v not_o able_a to_o endure_v the_o full_a appearance_n thereof_o as_o we_o may_v perceive_v by_o the_o vision_n of_o the_o prophet_n esay_n who_o do_v see_v certain_a very_o glorious_a angel_n before_o the_o face_n of_o god_n 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our_o duty_n be_v to_o take_v knowledge_n of_o his_o glory_n and_o to_o do_v what_o we_o can_v to_o make_v the_o same_o know_v unto_o other_o one_o great_a cause_n of_o undevotion_n and_o coldness_n in_o religion_n be_v the_o not_o consider_v of_o god_n work_n special_o that_o most_o admirable_a work_n of_o redemption_n manifest_v in_o the_o gospel_n psal_n 107.43_o whosoever_o be_v wise_a and_o will_v mark_v these_o thing_n even_o they_o shall_v understand_v the_o love_a kindness_n of_o the_o lord_n 2._o cor._n 3.18_o but_o we_o all_o with_o open_a face_n behold_v as_o in_o a_o glass_n the_o glory_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v change_v into_o the_o same_o likeness_n from_o glory_n to_o glory_n even_o as_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n 2._o cor._n 4.6_o for_o god_n who_o command_v the_o light_n to_o shine_v out_o of_o darkness_n have_v shine_v in_o our_o heart_n to_o give_v the_o light_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n in_o the_o face_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 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father_n will_v know_v unto_o man_n and_o be_v that_o party_n concern_v who_o the_o father_n give_v his_o word_n that_o he_o will_v send_v he_o into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n the_o three_o person_n in_o the_o godhead_n be_v the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o proceed_v from_o the_o father_n and_o from_o the_o son_n and_o therefore_o be_v the_o spirit_n of_o they_o both_o and_o he_o be_v in_o either_o of_o they_o both_o also_o both_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n be_v in_o he_o he_o be_v call_v the_o spirit_n not_o so_o much_o to_o signify_v his_o nature_n as_o to_o show_v his_o proceed_n because_o he_o be_v spire_v that_o be_v as_o it_o be_v breathe_v from_o the_o father_n and_o from_o the_o son_n he_o be_v call_v holy_a not_o only_o because_o of_o the_o holiness_n of_o his_o nature_n which_o be_v all_o one_o with_o the_o father_n and_o with_o the_o son_n but_o because_o he_o do_v sanctify_v that_o be_v make_v holy_a all_o those_o which_o shall_v be_v save_v rom._n 1.4_o all_o and_o every_o outward_a work_n of_o god_n come_v from_o the_o father_n through_o the_o son_n and_o by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o father_n begin_v every_o work_n of_o himself_o work_v in_o and_o through_o the_o son_n also_o in_o and_o by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n therefore_o the_o make_n and_o begin_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v entitle_v unto_o he_o the_o son_n work_v in_o and_o from_o the_o father_n in_o and_z by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n therefore_o the_o redemption_n and_o saviourship_n go_v in_o his_o name_n because_o he_o take_v unto_o he_o a_o body_n and_o a_o soul_n and_o so_o be_v both_o god_n &_o man_n purchase_v our_o salvation_n and_o save_v we_o in_o and_o from_o his_o father_n in_o and_z by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n joh._n 4.19_o the_o son_n can_v do_v nothing_o of_o himself_o mat._n 12.28_o but_o if_o i_o cast_v out_o devil_n by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n the_o holy_a ghost_n work_v in_o and_o from_o the_o father_n in_o and_z from_o the_o son_n and_o so_o 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