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be_v to_o say_v the_o commandment_n backward_o which_o will_v be_v sad_a work_n we_o must_v be_v very_o diligent_a watchful_a and_o careful_a to_o get_v rid_v of_o or_o avoid_v as_o much_o as_o possible_o we_o can_v those_o thing_n in_o ourselves_o which_o we_o reprove_v in_o other_o want_v of_o due_a care_n here_o we_o shall_v find_v exceed_o to_o damp_n our_o spirit_n and_o to_o be_v a_o very_a great_a obstruction_n to_o the_o discharge_n of_o our_o duty_n so_o it_o will_v also_o cause_v we_o and_o our_o reproof_n to_o be_v less_o regard_v if_o not_o despise_v by_o other_o they_o will_v not_o have_v that_o authority_n in_o they_o but_o they_o will_v be_v ready_a in_o heart_n at_o least_o if_o not_o in_o word_n to_o retort_v that_o upon_o we_o physician_n practice_n will_v be_v find_v another_o thing_n hereafter_o than_o many_o i_o fear_v now_o take_v it_o for_o but_o yet_o also_o heal_v thyself_o or_o that_o math._n 7.3_o 4_o 5._o we_o must_v not_o forget_v ourselves_o so_o as_o to_o leave_v prayer_n out_o or_o rather_o so_o as_o to_o leave_v god_n out_o of_o the_o business_n for_o want_v of_o engage_v he_o by_o prayer_n it_o be_v by_o prayer_n that_o this_o word_n of_o reproof_n must_v be_v sanctify_v when_o ever_o we_o be_v call_v to_o this_o duty_n we_o have_v need_n lift_v up_o a_o prayer_n to_o god_n that_o he_o will_v put_v suitable_a affection_n into_o our_o heart_n right_a word_n which_o be_v forcible_a into_o our_o mouth_n and_o that_o he_o will_v send_v the_o arrow_n home_o to_o the_o mark_n and_o direct_v it_o to_o the_o white_a and_o that_o he_o will_v so_o influence_n and_o wind_n about_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o party_n reprove_v that_o our_o reproof_n may_v not_o fail_v of_o attain_v our_o forementioned_a desire_a end_n 4._o if_o we_o will_v be_v profitable_a and_o successful_a reprover_n ourselves_o we_o must_v then_o learn_v in_o like_a manner_n to_o receive_v a_o reproof_n from_o other_o but_o this_o bring_v we_o to_o the_o second_o part_n of_o the_o case_n or_o question_n namely_o 2._o how_o we_o be_v to_o manage_v a_o reproof_n when_o it_o be_v give_v we_o by_o other_o question_n iu._n what_o must_v the_o people_n of_o god_n do_v when_o he_o be_v testify_v against_o they_o as_o the_o carriage_n of_o god_n people_n towards_o he_o so_o his_o dispensation_n towards_o they_o be_v very_o various_a sometime_o he_o smile_v and_o lift_v they_o up_o sometime_o he_o frown_v and_o cast_v they_o down_o a_o right_a and_o ready_a compliance_n with_o god_n in_o all_o his_o providential_a dispensation_n towards_o we_o be_v our_o plain_a and_o indiscensible_a duty_n and_o that_o wherein_o much_o of_o the_o excellency_n of_o a_o christian_a lie_v now_o in_o answer_n to_o this_o seasonable_a question_n which_o i_o take_v as_o chief_o aim_v at_o the_o public_a god_n testify_v against_o we_o in_o his_o judgement_n there_o though_o withal_o it_o with_o the_o answer_n to_o it_o may_v be_v also_o apply_v unto_o a_o private_a case_n take_v my_o poor_a thought_n in_o the_o follow_a particular_n 1._o we_o must_v see_v and_o take_v notice_n of_o god_n hand_n when_o it_o be_v either_o lift_v up_o in_o his_o threaten_n or_o lay_v on_o in_o his_o judgement_n the_o great_a god_n expect_v as_o well_o he_o may_v to_o be_v heedful_o notice_v and_o observe_v by_o all_o but_o more_o especial_o by_o his_o own_o people_n as_o in_o what_o he_o say_v so_o also_o in_o what_o he_o do_v as_o in_o his_o mercy_n so_o in_o his_o judgement_n by_o the_o contrary_n we_o great_o affront_v and_o provoke_v he_o as_o thereby_o we_o put_v a_o great_a and_o unworthy_a slight_n upon_o he_o this_o the_o lord_n take_v very_o ill_a and_o by_o it_o we_o be_v like_a to_o bring_v more_o and_o great_a judgement_n upon_o ourselves_o isa_n 26.11_o lord_z when_o thy_o hand_n be_v lift_v up_o they_o will_v not_o see_v but_o they_o shall_v see_v if_o we_o will_v not_o see_v his_o hand_n we_o be_v like_a to_o feel_v more_o of_o it_o till_o we_o can_v but_o see_v and_o take_v notice_n of_o it_o psal_n 28.5_o because_o they_o regard_v not_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n nor_o the_o operation_n of_o his_o hand_n he_o shall_v destroy_v they_o and_o not_o build_v they_o up_o this_o be_v one_o part_n of_o our_o duty_n 2._o a_o holy_a awful_a fear_n and_o dread_n of_o our_o incense_a god_n and_o of_o his_o judgement_n the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v a_o glorious_a and_o fearful_a name_n deut._n 28.58_o and_o as_o his_o attribute_n so_o his_o work_n also_o be_v part_n of_o his_o name_n and_o therefore_o ground_n for_o our_o fear_n and_o particular_o his_o work_n of_o judgement_n and_o so_o we_o read_v that_o moses_n be_v afraid_a when_o god_n displeasure_n be_v hot_a against_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n deut._n 9.19_o and_o so_o 2_o sam._n 6.19_o when_o uzziah_n be_v smite_v it_o be_v say_v that_o david_n be_v afraid_a of_o the_o lord_n that_o day_n and_o elsewhere_o it_o be_v he_o that_o say_v psal_n 119_o v._n 120._o my_o flesh_n tremble_v for_o fear_n of_o thou_o i_o be_o afraid_a of_o thy_o judgement_n it_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o all_o man_n to_o fear_v he_o who_o do_v but_o look_v upon_o the_o earth_n and_o it_o tremble_v who_o can_v and_o short_o will_v with_o one_o angry_a frown_n make_v all_o the_o stout_a heart_a sinner_n in_o the_o world_n fear_v he_o and_o tremble_v before_o he_o but_o especial_o he_o expect_v it_o from_o his_o own_o people_n who_o be_v better_o acquaint_v with_o he_o and_o know_v better_o than_o other_o do_v what_o the_o smile_n and_o frown_n of_o a_o god_n mean_v and_o that_o especial_o when_o he_o be_v meet_v they_o in_o those_o way_n of_o he_o in_o which_o he_o be_v terrible_a unto_o the_o child_n of_o men._n 3._o we_o must_v justify_v god_n in_o his_o severe_a dispensation_n towards_o we_o the_o lord_n be_v righteous_a in_o all_o his_o way_n and_o holy_a in_o all_o his_o work_n there_o be_v great_a depth_n sometime_o but_o never_o any_o the_o least_o irregularity_n or_o excess_n in_o any_o of_o his_o judgement_n righteousness_n be_v the_o habitation_n of_o his_o throne_n even_o when_o cloud_n and_o darkness_n be_v round_o about_o he_o as_o it_o be_v the_o duty_n so_o it_o have_v be_v the_o practice_n of_o god_n people_n when_o his_o hand_n have_v lie_v heavy_a on_o they_o yet_o to_o ascribe_v righteousness_n to_o he_o and_o it_o become_v we_o to_o look_v on_o they_o and_o do_v likewise_o to_o say_v as_o ez._n 9.15_o o_o lord_n god_n of_o israel_n thou_o be_v righteous_a neh._n 9_o 33._o howbeit_o thou_o be_v just_a in_o all_o that_o be_v bring_v upon_o we_o for_o thou_o have_v do_v right_a dan._n 9.14_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n be_v righteous_a in_o all_o his_o work_n that_o he_o do_v or_o as_o the_o prophet_n jeremiah_n in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o church_n lam._n 3.22_o it_o be_v of_o the_o lord_n mercy_n that_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v because_o his_o compassion_n fail_v not_o 4._o we_o must_v diligent_o search_v and_o try_v our_o heart_n and_o way_n we_o be_v not_o now_o speak_v of_o a_o matter_n that_o be_v foreign_a to_o we_o alas_o it_o be_v our_o own_o case_n the_o lord_n have_v certain_o a_o controversy_n with_o we_o if_o ever_o he_o have_v one_o with_o any_o people_n on_o this_o side_n utter_a ruin_n and_o his_o controversy_n have_v seem_v to_o be_v very_o much_o if_o not_o most_o with_o his_o own_o people_n now_o methinks_v we_o shall_v each_o of_o we_o be_v say_v lord_n be_v it_o i_o without_o doubt_v it_o be_v sin_n that_o have_v broach_v this_o quarrel_n between_o god_n and_o we_o and_o there_o be_v none_o of_o we_o without_o that_o achan_n in_o our_o tent_n our_o business_n be_v to_o
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