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lord_n god_n with_o all_o thy_o heart_n etc._n etc._n and_o thy_o even_o chrysten_v as_o thyself_o and_o so_o more_o special_o in_o the_o rest_n sin_n as_o thou_o shall_v find_v rehersyd_v in_o the_o prayer_n and_o practice_n of_o this_o exercise_n i_o will_v thou_o shall_v way_n and_o consider_v well_o there_o how_o and_o after_o what_o manner_n thou_o have_v offend_v special_o when_o thou_o shall_v have_v that_o prayer_n &_o meditation_n &_o thou_o shall_v lament_v weep_v and_o bewail_v thy_o sin_n earnest_o untyll_o that_o the_o bless_a spirit_n of_o adoption_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n vouche_v safe_a to_o descend_v into_o thy_o heart_n bere_v wytnes_n unto_o thy_o spirit_n and_o soul_n that_o thou_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o do_v hear_v that_o meruelu_n &_o sweet_a voice_n of_o he_o that_o very_o god_n the_o father_n have_v pleasure_n in_o the_o that_o be_v to_o say_v untyll_o thou_o feale_v in_o thy_o hart_n a_o persuasion_n that_o god_n have_v moo_v mercyful_o 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enormous_o i_o have_v dyshonor_v and_o offend_v thou_o ¶_o dear_a savyor_n and_o love_a lord_n jesu_n open_v the_o inner_a eye_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o see_v clear_o my_o noughtynes_n ¶_o most_n sweat_n and_o kind_a lord_n jesu_n open_a to_o i_o my_o great_a unkyndnes_n that_o i_o do_v and_o have_v shewyd_v unto_o the_o that_o love_v i_o so_o tender_o ¶_o oh_o my_o dear_a love_n my_o sweet_a lord_n jesu_n for_o your_o mercy_n show_v i_o my_o vylenes_n and_o great_a wickedness_n the_o great_a readiness_n to_o all_o kind_n of_o sin_n ¶_o when_o shall_v it_o please_v thy_o great_a goodness_n to_o geve_v i_o the_o spyryt_n of_o true_a and_o low_o contrycyon_n ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n jesu_n the_o sweat_n tear_n of_o thy_o true_a lover_n marry_o magdalene_n for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v optayne_n of_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n forgevenes_n and_o remyssyon_n ¶_o these_o or_o other_o like_a use_v all_o the_o time_n that_o thou_o do_v use_v this_o exercise_n not_o all_o at_o once_o but_o one_o or_o other_o that_o which_o thou_o can_v beer_n beast_n away_o &_o fele_v most_o devocyon_n in_o but_o if_o any_o other_o like_v come_v in_o to_o thy_o mind_n follow_v that_o for_o that_o be_v like_a to_o be_v of_o the_o holy_a goost_n ¶_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o second_o exercise_n for_o remyssyon_n of_o sin_n o_o moo_v bonteful_a and_o most_o love_a lord_n god_n my_o mooste_o merciful_a savyor_n jesu_n the_o creator_n and_o redeemer_n of_o my_o poor_a synful_a soul_n and_o redeemer_n of_o all_o mankind_n i_o be_o moost_n merciful_a maker_n that_o moo_v vile_a and_o most_o wyckyd_a wretch_n and_o unkynd_n sinner_n that_o so_o enormous_o so_o bodily_a so_o abhomynable_o and_o so_o often_o time_n have_v dyshonor_v thy_o highenes_n and_o godly_a majesty_n and_o presence_n i_o have_v offendid_a thy_o blessid_v holiness_n thy_o gracyu_v goodness_n thy_o great_a charytie_n and_o thy_o love_a mercy_n and_o long_o suffer_v i_o have_v contemn_v and_o disspysyd_v there_o be_v no_o creature_n lyve_n that_o have_v do_v so_o great_a injury_n and_o dishonour_n or_o have_v show_v unto_o thou_o so_o great_a unkyndnes_n so_o great_a contempt_n as_o i_o have_v ¶_o o_o mercyful_a lord_n how_o oft_o have_v i_o provokyd_v thou_o with_o my_o mooste_o detestable_a sin_n and_o with_o my_o moost_n foul_a and_o filthy_a life_n unto_o the_o moost_n just_a and_o ryghteous_a dampnacyon_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n i_o have_v provoke_v move_v and_o irritid_v thou_o which_o be_v most_o myghtyful_a mooste_o just_a dreadful_a lord_n god_n which_o be_v the_o most_o just_a righteous_a and_o terrible_a iuge_n of_o i_o and_o of_o all_o the_o world_n i_o have_v most_o unkind_o contemn_v the_o and_o turn_v my_o hart_n and_o love_n from_o the_o my_o dear_a and_o love_a savyor_n jesu_n in_o my_o shameful_a and_o filthy_a sin_n for_o the_o which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v so_o painful_a passion_n so_o cruel_a &_o shameful_a death_n and_o most_o lovyng_o &_o most_o mercyful_o shede_v thy_o precious_a heart_n blood_n and_o for_o my_o sake_n only_o and_o for_o thy_o charity_n that_o thou_o bear_v towards_o i_o moo_v unkind_a wretch_n yea_o most_o love_o only_o to_o perdom_n my_o sinful_a life_n and_o to_o save_v i_o from_o the_o most_o dreadful_a wrath_n and_o vengeance_n of_o thy_o ryghteousnes_n and_o from_o the_o most_o horryble_a pain_n and_o torment_n of_o the_o perpetual_a and_o everlasting_a fire_n of_o hell_n thou_o ledde_v a_o moost_n poor_a and_o painful_a life_n full_a of_o much_o labour_n and_o travel_n in_o moche_n sorrow_n and_o hevine_v of_o heart_n suffer_v many_o and_o innumerable_a rebuke_n confusion_n wrong_n and_o injury_n at_o the_o length_n after_o thy_o most_o holy_a and_o bless_a conversation_n thou_o sufferyd_v moo_v mortal_a heavyne_n sorrow_n and_o most_o dreadful_a envy_n the_o which_o be_v so_o sore_a and_o so_o vehement_a that_o for_o very_o sorrowful_a pain_n and_o oppression_n of_o thy_o bless_a heart_n thy_o whole_a body_n bra_v out_o in_o wonderful_a 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the_o length_n thou_o most_o payneful_o most_o miserable_o yet_o most_o lovynglye_o and_o willing_o suffer_v moo_v crewel_o moo_v bitter_a and_o moo_v shameful_a death_n for_o i_o special_o and_o for_o all_o mankind_n and_o so_o well_o thou_o yet_o lovy_v i_o that_o if_o need_n be_v thou_o be_v ready_a to_o suffer_v the_o like_a yea_o more_o painful_a passion_n &_o more_o cruel_a death_n rather_o than_o i_o shall_v perish_v if_o i_o will_v faithful_o love_v and_o serve_v the._n ¶_o o_o most_o love_a and_o merciful_a savyoure_n jesu_n i_o moo_v unkind_a sinner_n have_v neglect_v and_o set_v at_o nought_o the_o that_o have_v do_v so_o much_o for_o i_o and_o i_o have_v offend_v as_o unkynd_o and_o as_o grevous_o as_o though_o thou_o have_v do_v nothing_o at_o all_o for_o i_o for_o i_o have_v contynual_o offend_v and_o sin_v all_o my_o life_n but_o special_o in_o these_o n._n thou_o most_o here_o remember_v thy_o special_a deadly_a sin_n &_o one_o after_o another_o and_o be_v special_o sorry_a if_o time_n will_v serve_v and_o general_o i_o confess_v my_o innumerable_a enormyte_v wherein_o i_o have_v contemn_v and_o offend_v the._n first_o in_o break_v of_o thy_o holy_a ten_o commandment_n in_o the_o xii_o artycle_n of_o the_o catholyque_a faith_n the_o statute_n and_o commandment_n of_o holy_a church_n in_o the_o xii_o counsel_n of_o the_o gospel_n in_o break_v such_o private_a vow_n as_o i_o have_v promise_v in_o the_o vii_o mortal_a sin_n ¶_o omytting_n the_o vii_o work_n of_o meryc_a ghostly_a and_o in_o not_o do_v the_o vii_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a inspiration_n i_o have_v misuse_v the_o gift_n of_o grace_n lend_v unto_o i_o i_o have_v mysuse_v my_o v._o vytte_n or_o sense_n outward_a and_o my_o sense_n inward_a i_o have_v misspend_v all_o the_o power_n member_n and_o myghte_v of_o my_o body_n and_o of_o my_o soul_n i_o have_v mysspent_v the_o gift_n of_o nature_n the_o gift_n of_o fortune_n the_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a goost_n i_o have_v not_o desposyd_v i_o to_o have_v constante_n faith_n perfect_a hope_n and_o burn_a charity_n which_o be_v the_o three_o theological_a vertewe_n i_o have_v not_o have_v in_o i_o the_o four_o cardinal_a virtue_n prudence_n justice_n fortytude_n and_o temperance_n i_o have_v not_o labour_v to_o have_v in_o i_o the_o xii_o fruit_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n i_o have_v not_o labour_v so_o earnest_o to_o come_v to_o perfection_n of_o life_n and_o to_o the_o perfect_a love_n of_o the_o as_o i_o will_v have_v do_v to_o come_v unto_o high_a dignity_n and_o honour_n of_o the_o world_n i_o have_v sin_v and_o live_v sinful_o in_o everye_o place_n in_o every_o state_n in_o every_o office_n that_o i_o have_v live_v in_o by_o word_n by_o deed_n &_o think_v in_o omission_n in_o loss_n of_o my_o time_n and_o in_o unkyndnes_n and_o unthankfulnes_n towards_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n towards_o thy_o bless_a mother_n and_o all_o thy_o bless_a angel_n and_o saint_n and_o against_o all_o my_o neighbour_n against_o the_o good_a folk_n the_o bless_a friend_n of_o god_n against_o the_o weak_a and_o sinner_n against_o my_o benefactor_n and_o friend_n against_o my_o superior_n my_o egalle_n &_o my_o inferior_n against_o the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a against_o the_o soul_n in_o purgatory_n against_o all_o creature_n against_o my_o own_o self_n against_o both_o my_o body_n and_o my_o soul_n for_o i_o have_v misuse_v these_o creature_n to_o the_o great_a dyshonor_n of_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n to_o the_o injury_n of_o my_o neighbour_n and_o to_o the_o condemnation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o gift_n nor_o benefyt_n that_o thou_o haste_v give_v i_o nor_o no_o good_a thing_n in_o the_o which_o i_o have_v seek_v the_o sincere_o and_o pure_o for_o i_o have_v less_o or_o more_o seek_v my_o own_o commodytie_n my_o own_o will_n or_o pleasure_n thus_o in_o all_o my_o hole_n life_n i_o have_v either_o do_v &_o commit_v sin_n either_o omyttyd_v and_o not_o do_v my_o duty_n or_o else_o do_v my_o 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n._n and_o all_o you_o moo_v holy_a and_o bless_a company_n of_o heaven_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n and_o labour_n that_o you_o suffer_v here_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o holy_a goost_n and_o for_o the_o very_a love_n and_o honour_n of_o god_n i_o humble_o beseech_v your_o blessyd_v charyte_n pray_v for_o i_o unto_o my_o lord_n and_o sweat_n savyour_fw-mi jesu_n that_o he_o vochesaf_v to_o remyt_n my_o wickedness_n and_o sin_n and_o so_o to_o confirm_v i_o in_o his_o grace_n and_o love_n that_o i_o never_o return_v to_o sin_v again_o here_o turn_v thy_o heart_n again_o unto_o thy_o lord_n jesu_n sa_v ¶_o and_o be_v i_o daily_o fall_v and_o be_o ready_a to_o sin_v vochesafe_v to_o grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n grace_v ever_o moor_n as_o oft_o as_o i_o fall_v to_o arise_v again_o with_o perfect_a sorrow_n &_o hate_n of_o sin_v and_o with_o most_o low_o confidence_n &_o trust_n of_o his_o bless_a &_o sweat_v mercy_n that_o the_o multytude_n of_o my_o sin_v and_o mi_fw-mi great_a frailty_n 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have_v no_o other_o will_v they_o thou_o ¶_o oh_o most_o love_a lord_n fyxe_v my_o mind_n so_o steadfast_o upon_o the_o that_o i_o may_v mind_n nothing_o but_o the_o or_o nothing_o so_o oft_o as_o the._n ¶_o my_o dear_a and_o sweat_v saviour_n grant_v i_o grace_n to_o come_v to_o the_o perfect_v knowledge_n of_o the_o though_o i_o be_v ingnoraunte_n in_o all_o other_o knowelege_v ¶_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o exercise_n for_o reformation_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o wit_n &_o sense_n most_o merciful_a savyor_n jesu_n which_o be_v that_o petiful_a samarytan_n which_o by_o thy_o holy_a incarnation_n descendidst_n in_o to_o this_o world_n where_o thou_o find_v all_o the_o nature_n of_o man_n be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o damnation_n robbid_a in_o adam_n by_o the_o serpent_n that_o ghostly_a thief_n which_o spoilid_o our_o nature_n of_o the_o bless_a gift_n and_o garment_n of_o innocencye_n and_o oryginall_a justice_n and_o wound_v our_o naturales_fw-la that_o be_v to_o say_v all_o 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master_n to_o geve_v myself_o whooly_a to_o learn_v at_o the_o and_o to_o take_v the_o for_o my_o example_n and_o to_o my_o mooste_n gracyu_v lord_n and_o master_n resyne_v and_o yield_a myself_o full_o and_o whoo_o to_o obey_v the_o so_o that_o i_o may_v cast_v utter_o away_o my_o own_o will_n and_o in_o myself_o all_o together_o most_o streyght_o to_o obey_v and_o please_v the_o only_a that_o here_o after_o i_o may_v do_v no_o thing_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a without_o as_o it_o be_v thy_o love_n ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_n most_o gracius_fw-la jesu_n that_o at_o every_o word_n that_o i_o intend_v to_o speak_v at_o every_o look_n of_o my_o eye_n at_o every_o morsel_n that_o i_o shall_v eat_v at_o the_o move_n of_o every_o joint_n or_o member_n of_o my_o body_n that_o i_o shall_v stir_v i_o may_v inward_o in_o my_o hart_n ask_v leave_v of_o the_o the_o which_o leave_n if_o good_a conscience_n do_v wytnes_n that_o i_o have_v optayn_v than_o i_o may_v do_v it_o or_o else_o not_o ¶_o 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