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do_v venture_v on_o christ_n and_o resolve_o adhere_v to_o he_o before_o conversion_n the_o man_n make_v light_a of_o christ_n mind_v the_o farm_n friend_n merchandise_n more_o than_o christ_n mâ—t._n 22._o 5._o now_o christ_n be_v to_o he_o as_o his_o necessary_a food_n his_o daily_a bread_n the_o life_n of_o his_o heart_n the_o staff_n of_o his_o life_n phil._n 3._o 9_o his_o great_a design_n be_v that_o christ_n may_v be_v magnify_v in_o he_o phil._n 1._o 20._o his_o heart_n once_o say_v as_o they_o to_o the_o spouse_n what_o be_v thy_o belove_a more_o than_o another_o cant._n 5._o 9_o he_o find_v more_o sweetness_n in_o his_o merry_a company_n wicked_a game_n earthly_a delight_n than_o in_o christ._n he_o take_v religion_n of_o a_o fancy_n and_o the_o talk_n of_o great_a enjoyment_n for_o a_o idle_a dream_n but_o now_o to_o he_o to_o live_v be_v christ._n he_o set_v light_a by_o all_o that_o he_o account_v precious_a for_o the_o excellency_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o christ_n phil._n 3._o 8._o all_o of_o christ_n be_v accept_v by_o the_o sincere_a convert_n he_o love_v not_o only_o the_o wage_n but_o work_n of_o christ._n ro._n 7._o 12._o not_o only_o the_o benefit_n but_o the_o burden_n of_o christ_n he_o be_v willing_a not_o only_o to_o tread_v out_o the_o corn_n but_o to_o draw_v under_o the_o yoke_n he_o take_v up_o the_o command_n of_o christ_n yea_o and_o cross_n of_o christ_n mat._n 11._o mat._n 16._o 24._o the_o unsound_a close_n by_o the_o half_n with_o christ_n he_o be_v all_o for_o the_o salvation_n of_o christ_n but_o he_o be_v not_o for_o sanctification_n he_o be_v for_o the_o privilege_n
to_o offer_v the_o sacrifice_n of_o praise_n for_o all_o his_o fellow_n creature_n psal._n 147._o and_o 148._o and_o 150._o the_o lord_n god_n expect_v a_o tribute_n of_o praise_n from_o all_o his_o work_n psalm_n 103._o 2._o now_o all_o the_o rest_n do_v bring_v in_o their_o tribute_n to_o man_n and_o pay_v it_o in_o by_o his_o hand_n so_o then_o if_o man_n be_v false_a and_o faithless_a and_o selfish_a god_n be_v wrong_v of_o all_o and_o shaâ—l_v have_v no_o active_a glory_n from_o his_o work_n o_o dreadful_a thought_n to_o think_v of_o that_o god_n shall_v build_v such_o a_o world_n as_o this_o and_o lay_v out_o such_o infinite_a power_n and_o wisdom_n and_o goodness_n thereupon_o and_o all_o in_o vain_a and_o man_n shall_v be_v guilty_a at_o last_o of_o rob_v and_o spoil_v he_o of_o the_o glory_n of_o all_o o_o think_v of_o this_o while_o thou_o be_v unconvert_v all_o the_o office_n of_o the_o creature_n to_o thou_o be_v in_o vain_a thy_o meat_n nourish_v thou_o in_o vain_a the_o sun_n hold_v forth_o his_o light_n to_o thou_o in_o vain_a the_o star_n that_o serve_v thou_o in_o their_o course_n by_o their_o most_o powerful_a though_o hide_a influence_n judge_n 5._o 20._o hos._n 2._o 21_o 22._o do_v it_o in_o vain_a thy_o clothes_n warm_v thou_o in_o vain_a thy_o beast_n carry_v thou_o in_o vain_a in_o a_o word_n the_o unwearied_a labour_n and_o continual_a travel_n of_o the_o whole_a creation_n as_o to_o thou_o be_v in_o vain_a the_o service_n of_o all_o the_o creature_n that_o drudge_n for_o thou_o and_o yield_v forth_o their_o strength_n unto_o thou_o that_o therewith_o thou_o shall_v serve_v their_o maker_n be_v all_o but_o lose_v labour_n hence_o the_o whole_a creation_n groan_v under_o the_o abuse_n of_o this_o unsanctified_a world_n rom._n 8._o 22._o that_o pervert_v they_o to_o the_o service_n of_o their_o lust_n quite_o contrary_a to_o the_o very_a end_n of_o their_o be_v iii_o without_o this_o thy_o religion_n be_v in_o vain_a jam._n 1._o 26._o all_o thy_o religious_a performance_n will_v be_v but_o lose_v for_o they_o can_v neither_o please_v god_n rom._n 8._o 8._o nor_o save_o thy_o soulâ—_n 1._o cor._n 13._o 2_o 3._o which_o be_v the_o very_a end_n of_o religion_n be_v thy_o service_n never_o so_o specious_a yet_o 〈◊〉_d have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o they_o isai._n 1._o 14._o mal._n 1._o 10._o be_v not_o that_o man_n case_n dreadful_a who_o sacrifice_n be_v as_o murder_n and_o who_o prayer_n be_v a_o breath_n of_o abomination_n isa._n 66._o 3._o prov._n 28._o 9_o many_o under_o conviction_n think_v they_o will_v set_v upon_o mend_v and_o that_o a_o few_o prayer_n and_o alm_n will_v salve_v all_o again_o but_o alas_o sir_n while_o your_o heart_n remain_v unsanctified_a your_o duty_n will_v not_o pass_v how_o punctual_a be_v jebu_n and_o yet_o all_o be_v reject_v because_o his_o heart_n be_v not_o upright_o 2_o king_n 10._o with_o hos._n 1._o 4._o how_o blameless_a be_v paul_n and_o yet_o be_v unconvert_v all_o be_v but_o loss_n phil._n 3._o 6_o 7._o man_n think_v they_o do_v much_o in_o attend_v god_n service_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o twit_v he_o with_o it_o isa._n 58._o 3._o mat._n 7._o 22._o and_o set_v he_o down_o so_o much_o their_o debtor_n when_o as_o their_o person_n be_v unsanctified_a their_o duty_n can_v be_v accept_v o_o soul_n do_v not_o think_v when_o thy_o sin_n pursue_v thou_o a_o little_a pray_v and_o reform_v thy_o course_n will_v pacify_v god_n thou_o must_v begin_v with_o thy_o heart_n if_o that_o be_v not_o renew_v thou_o can_v no_o more_o please_v god_n than_o one_o that_o have_v unspeakable_o offend_v thou_o shall_v bring_v thou_o his_o vomit_n in_o a_o dish_n to_o pacify_v thou_o or_o have_v fall_v into_o the_o mire_n shall_v think_v with_o his_o loathe_a embrace_n to_o reconcile_v thou_o it_o be_v a_o great_a misery_n to_o labour_v in_o the_o fire_n the_o poet_n can_v not_o invent_v a_o worse_a hell_n for_o sisyphus_n than_o to_o be_v get_v the_o barrel_n still_o up_o the_o hill_n and_o then_o that_o it_o shall_v present_o fall_v down_o again_o and_o renew_v his_o labour_n god_n threaten_v it_o as_o the_o great_a of_o temporal_a judgement_n that_o they_o shall_v build_v and_o not_o inhabit_v plant_v and_o not_o gather_v and_o their_o labour_n shall_v be_v eat_v up_o by_o stranger_n deut._n 28._o 30_o 38_o 39_o 41._o be_v it_o so_o great_a a_o misery_n to_o lose_v our_o common_a labour_n to_o sow_v in_o vain_a and_o build_v in_o vain_a how_o much_o more_o to_o lose_v our_o pain_n in_o religion_n to_o pray_v and_o hear_v and_o fast_o in_o vain_a this_o be_v a_o undo_n and_o eternal_a loss_n be_v not_o deceive_v if_o thou_o go_v on_o in_o thy_o sinful_a state_n though_o thou_o shall_v spread_v forth_o thy_o hand_n god_n will_v hide_v his_o eye_n though_o thou_o make_v many_o prayer_n he_o will_v not_o hear_v 〈◊〉_d 1._o 15._o if_o a_o man_n without_o skill_n set_v about_o our_o work_n and_o mar_v it_o in_o the_o do_n though_o he_o take_v much_o pain_n we_o give_v he_o but_o small_a thanks_o god_n will_v be_v worship_v after_o the_o due_a order_n 1_o chron._n 15._o 13._o if_o a_o servant_n do_v our_o work_n but_o quite_o contrary_a to_o our_o order_n he_o shall_v have_v rather_o stripe_n than_o praise_v god_n work_n must_v be_v do_v according_a to_o god_n mind_n or_o he_o will_v not_o be_v please_v and_o this_o can_v be_v except_o it_o be_v do_v with_o a_o holy_a heart_n 2_o chron._n 25._o 2._o iv._o without_o this_o thy_o hope_n be_v in_o vain_a job_n 8._o 12_o 13._o the_o lord_n have_v reject_v thy_o confidence_n jer._n 2._o 37._o first_o thy_o hope_n of_o comfort_n here_o be_v in_o vain_a it_o be_v not_o only_o necessary_a to_o the_o safety_n but_o comfort_n of_o your_o condition_n that_o you_o be_v convert_v without_o this_o you_o shall_v not_o know_v peace_n isai._n 59_o 8._o without_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n you_o can_v have_v the_o comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n act_v 9_o 31._o god_n speak_v peace_n only_o to_o his_o people_n and_o to_o his_o saint_n pal._n 85._o 8._o if_o you_o have_v a_o false_a peace_n continue_v in_o your_o sin_n it_o be_v not_o of_o god_n speak_v and_o than_o you_o may_v guess_v the_o author_n sin_n be_v a_o real_a sickness_n isai._n 1._o 5._o yea_o the_o worst_a of_o sickness_n it_o be_v a_o leprosy_n in_o the_o head_n leu._n 13._o 44._o the_o plague_n in_o the_o heart_n 1_o king_n 8._o 38._o it_o be_v brokenness_n in_o the_o bone_n psal._n 51._o 8._o it_o pierce_v it_o 〈◊〉_d iâ—_n rack_v it_o torment_v 1_o 〈◊〉_d â—_o 10._o a_o man_n may_v as_o well_o expect_v ease_n when_o his_o â—â—scases_n be_v in_o their_o strength_n or_o his_o bone_n out_o of_o joint_n as_o true_a comfort_n while_o in_o his_o sin_n o_o wretched_a man_n that_o can_v have_v no_o ease_n in_o this_o case_n but_o what_o come_v from_o the_o deadliness_n of_o the_o diseaseâ—_n you_o shall_v have_v the_o poor-sick_a man_n say_v in_o his_o lightness_n he_o be_v well_o when_o you_o see_v death_n in_o his_o face_n he_o will_v needs_o up_o and_o about_o his_o business_n when_o the_o very_a next_o step_n be_v like_a to_o be_v into_o the_o grave_n the_o unsanctified_a often_o see_v nothing_o amiss_o they_o think_v themselves_o whole_a and_o cry_v not_o out_o for_o the_o physician_n but_o this_o show_v the_o danger_n of_o theâ—r_a case_n sin_n do_v natural_o breed_v distemper_n and_o disturbance_n in_o the_o soulâ—â—_n what_o a_o continual_a tempest_n and_o commotion_n be_v there_o in_o a_o discontented_a mind_n what_o a_o eat_a evil_n be_v inordinate_a care_n what_o be_v passion_n but_o a_o very_a fever_n in_o the_o mind_n what_o be_v lust_n but_o a_o fire_n in_o they_o bone_n what_o be_v pride_n but_o a_o deadly_a tympany_n or_o covetousness_n but_o a_o unsatiable_a and_o unsufferable_a thirst_n or_o malice_n and_o envy_n but_o venom_n in_o the_o very_a heart_n spiritual_a sloth_n be_v but_o a_o scurvy_a in_o the_o mind_n and_o carnal_a security_n a_o mortal_a lethargy_n and_o how_o can_v that_o soul_n have_v true_a comfort_n that_o be_v under_o so_o many_o disease_n but_o convert_v grace_n cure_v and_o so_o ease_v the_o mind_n and_o prepare_v the_o soul_n for_o a_o settle_a stand_v immortal_a peace_n great_a peace_n have_v they_o that_o love_v thy_o command_n and_o nothing_o shall_v offend_v they_o psal_n 119._o 165._o they_o be_v the_o way_n of_o wisdom_n that_o afford_v pleasure_n and_o peace_n prov._n 3._o 17._o david_n have_v infinite_o more_o pleasure_n in_o the_o word_n than_o in_o all_o the_o delight_n of_o his_o court_n psal._n 119._o 103_o 127._o the_o conscience_n can_v be_v true_o pacify_v till_o sound_o purify_v heb._n 10._o 22._o curse_a be_v that_o peace_n
awe_n and_o veneration_n welcome_o lord_n to_o thou_o will_v i_o pay_v my_o homage_n thy_o word_n and_o thy_o rod_n shall_v command_v my_o motion_n thou_o will_v i_o reverence_v and_o adore_v before_o thou_o will_v i_o fall_v down_o and_o worship_n grief_n likewise_o put_v in_o lord_n thy_o displeasure_n and_o thy_o dishonour_n thy_o people_n calamity_n and_o my_o own_o iniquity_n shall_v be_v that_o that_o shall_v set_v i_o abroach_o i_o will_v mourn_v when_o thou_o be_v offend_v i_o will_v weep_v when_o thy_o cause_n be_v wound_v anger_n likewise_o come_v in_o for_o christ_n lord_n nothing_o so_o enrage_v i_o as_o my_o folly_n against_o thou_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v so_o befool_v and_o bewitch_v as_o to_o hearken_v to_o the_o flattery_n of_o sin_n and_o temptation_n of_o satan_n against_o thou_o hatred_n too_o wâ—â—â—_n side_n with_o christ._n i_o protest_v mortal_a enmity_n with_o thy_o enemy_n that_o i_o will_v never_o be_v friend_n with_o thy_o foe_n i_o vow_v a_o immortal_a quarrel_n with_o every_o sin_n i_o will_v give_v no_o quarter_n i_o will_v make_v no_o peace_n thus_o let_v all_o thy_o power_n give_v up_o to_o jesus_n christ._n again_o thou_o must_v give_v up_o thy_o whole_a interest_n to_o he_o if_o there_o be_v any_o thing_n that_o thou_o keep_v back_o from_o christ_n it_o will_v be_v thy_o undo_n luke_n 14._o 33._o unless_o thou_o will_v forsake_v all_o in_o preparation_n and_o resolution_n of_o thy_o heart_n thou_o can_v not_o be_v his_o disciple_n thou_o must_v hate_v father_n and_o mother_n yea_o and_o thy_o own_o life_n also_o in_o comparison_n of_o he_o and_o as_o far_o as_o it_o stand_v in_o competition_n with_o he_o mat._n 10._o 37._o luke_n 14._o 26_o 27_o etc._n etc._n in_o a_o word_n thou_o must_v give_v he_o thyself_o and_o all_o that_o thou_o have_v without_o reservation_n or_o else_o thou_o can_v have_v no_o part_n in_o he_o direct_v ix_o make_v choice_n of_o the_o law_n of_o christ_n as_o the_o rule_n of_o thy_o word_n thought_n and_o action_n psal._n 119._o 30._o this_o be_v the_o true_a convert_v choice_n but_o here_o remember_v these_o three_o rule_n 1._o you_o must_v choose_v they_o all_o there_o be_v no_o come_n to_o heaven_n by_o a_o partial_a obedience_n read_v psal._n 119._o 6_o 128_o 160._o ezek._n 18._o 21._o none_o may_v think_v it_o enough_o to_o take_v up_o with_o the_o cheap_a and_o easy_a part_n of_o religion_n and_o let_v alone_o the_o duty_n that_o be_v costly_a and_o self-denying_a and_o grate_v upon_o the_o interest_n of_o the_o flesh_n you_o must_v take_v all_o or_o none_o a_o sincere_a convert_n though_o he_o make_v most_o conscience_n of_o the_o great_a sin_n and_o weighty_a duty_n yet_o he_o make_v true_a conscience_n of_o little_a sin_n and_o of_o all_o duty_n psal._n 119._o 6_o 113._o mat._n 23._o 23._o 2._o for_o all_o time_n for_o prosperity_n and_o for_o adversity_n whether_o it_o rain_v or_o shine_v a_o true_a convert_n be_v resolve_v in_o his_o way_n he_o will_v stand_v to_o his_o choice_n and_o will_v not_o set_v his_o back_n to_o the_o wind_n and_o be_v of_o the_o religion_n of_o the_o time_n i_o have_v stick_v to_o thy_o testimony_n i_o have_v incline_v my_o heart_n to_o perform_v thy_o statute_n always_o even_o to_o the_o end_n thy_o testimony_n have_v i_o take_v as_o a_o heritage_n for_o ever_o psal._n 119._o 31_o 111_o 117_o 44_o 93._o i_o will_v have_v respect_n unto_o thy_o statute_n continual_o 3._o this_o must_v not_o be_v do_v hand_n over_o head_n but_o deliberate_o and_o understand_o that_o disobedient_a son_n say_v i_o go_v â—ir_n but_o he_o go_v not_o mat._n 24._o 30._o how_o fair_o do_v they_o promise_v all_o that_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n shall_v speak_v unto_o thou_o we_o will_v do_v it_o and_o it_o be_v like_a they_o speak_v as_o they_o mean_v but_o when_o it_o come_v to_o trial_n it_o be_v find_v that_o there_o be_v not_o such_o a_o heart_n in_o they_o as_o to_o do_v what_o they_o have_v promise_v deut._n 5._o 27_o 29._o if_o you_o will_v 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as_o i_o and_o give_v up_o myself_o to_o thou_o as_o thou_o thou_o shall_v be_v sovereign_a over_o i_o my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n thou_o shall_v be_v in_o the_o throne_n and_o all_o my_o power_n shall_v bow_v to_o thou_o they_o shall_v come_v and_o worship_n before_o thy_o foot_n thou_o shall_v be_v my_o portion_n o_o lord_n and_o i_o will_v rest_v in_o thou_o thou_o call_v for_o my_o heart_n o_o that_o it_o be_v any_o way_n fit_a for_o thy_o acceptance_n i_o be_o unworthy_a o_o lord_n everlasting_o unworthy_a to_o be_v thou_o but_o since_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o so_o i_o free_o give_v up_o my_o heart_n to_o thou_o take_v it_o it_o be_v thou_o oh_o that_o it_o be_v better_o but_o lord_n i_o put_v it_o into_o thy_o hand_n who_o alone_a can_v mend_v it_o mould_v it_o after_o thy_o own_o heart_n make_v it_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o holy_a humble_a heavenly_a soft_a tender_a flexible_a and_o write_v thy_o law_n upon_o it_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o enter_v in_o triumphant_o take_v i_o up_o to_o thou_o for_o ever_o i_o give_v up_o to_o thou_o i_o come_v to_o thou_o as_o the_o only_a way_n to_o the_o father_n as_o the_o only_a mediator_n the_o mean_v ordain_v to_o bring_v i_o to_o god._n i_o have_v destroy_v myself_o but_o in_o thou_o be_v my_o help_n save_o lord_n or_o else_o i_o perish_v i_o come_v to_o thou_o with_o the_o rope_n about_o my_o neck_n i_o be_o worthy_a to_o die_v and_o to_o be_v damn_v never_o be_v the_o hire_n more_o due_a to_o the_o servant_n never_o be_v penny_n more_o due_a to_o the_o labourer_n than_o death_n and_o hell_n my_o just_a wage_n be_v due_a to_o 〈◊〉_d for_o my_o sin_n but_o i_o fly_v to_o thy_o merit_n i_o trust_v alone_o to_o the_o value_n and_o virtue_n of_o thy_o sacrifice_n and_o prevalency_n of_o thy_o intercession_n i_o submit_v to_o thy_o teach_n â—_o make_v choice_n of_o thy_o government_n stand_v open_a 〈…〉_z door_n that_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n may_v come_v in_o o_o thou_o spirit_n of_o the_o most_o 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name_n o_o lord_n upon_o i_o and_o upon_o all_o that_o i_o have_v as_o thy_o proper_a good_n set_a thy_o mark_n upon_o i_o upon_o every_o member_n of_o my_o body_n and_o every_o faculty_n of_o my_o soul._n i_o have_v choose_v thy_o precept_n thy_o law_n will_v i_o lay_v before_o i_o this_o shall_v be_v the_o copy_n which_o i_o will_v keep_v in_o my_o eye_n and_o study_v to_o write_v after_o according_a to_o this_o rule_n do_v i_o resolve_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o walk_v after_o this_o law_n shall_v my_o whole_a man_n be_v govern_v and_o though_o i_o can_v perfect_o keep_v one_o
of_o thy_o commandment_n yet_o i_o will_v allow_v myself_o in_o the_o breach_n of_o none_o i_o know_v my_o flesh_n will_v hang_v back_o but_o i_o resolve_v in_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o grace_n to_o cleave_v to_o thou_o and_o thy_o holy_a way_n what_o ever_o it_o cost_v i_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o can_v come_v off_o a_o loser_n by_o thou_o therefore_o i_o will_v be_v content_a with_o reproach_n and_o difficulty_n and_o hardship_n here_o and_o will_v deny_v myself_o and_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n and_o follow_v thou_o lord_n jesus_n thy_o yoke_n be_v easy_a thy_o cross_n be_v welcome_a as_o it_o be_v the_o way_n to_o thou_o i_o lay_v aside_o all_o hope_n of_o worldly_a happiness_n i_o will_v be_v content_a to_o tarry_v till_o i_o come_v to_o thou_o let_v i_o be_v poor_a and_o low_a little_a and_o despise_v here_o so_o i_o may_v but_o be_v admit_v to_o live_v and_o reign_v with_o thou_o hereafter_o lord_n thou_o have_v my_o heart_n and_o hand_n to_o this_o agreement_n be_v it_o as_o the_o law_n of_o the_o mede_n and_o persian_n never_o to_o be_v reverse_v to_o this_o i_o will_v stand_v in_o this_o resolution_n by_o grace_n i_o will_v live_v and_o die_v i_o have_v swear_v and_o will_v perform_v it_o that_o i_o will_v keep_v thy_o righteous_a judgement_n i_o have_v give_v my_o free_a consent_n i_o have_v make_v my_o everlasting_a choice_n lord_n jesus_n confirm_v the_o contract_n amen_n chap._n vii_o contain_v the_o motive_n to_o conversion_n though_o what_o be_v already_o say_v of_o the_o necessity_n of_o conversion_n and_o of_o the_o misery_n of_o the_o unconvert_v may_v be_v sufficient_a to_o induce_v any_o consider_a mind_n to_o resolve_v upon_o a_o present_a turn_v or_o conversion_n unto_o god_n yet_o know_v what_o a_o piece_n of_o desperate_a obstinacy_n and_o untractableness_n the_o heart_n of_o man_n natural_o be_v i_o have_v think_v it_o necessary_a to_o add_v to_o the_o mean_n of_o conversion_n and_o direction_n for_o a_o covenant-closure_n with_o god_n in_o christ_n some_o motive_n to_o persuade_v you_o hereunto_o o_o lord_n fail_v i_o not_o now_o at_o my_o last_o attempt_n if_o any_o soul_n have_v read_v hitherto_o and_o be_v yet_o untouched_a now_o lord_n fasten_v in_o he_o and_o do_v thy_o work_n now_o take_v he_o by_o the_o heart_n overcome_v he_o persuade_v he_o till_o he_o sayâ—_n thou_o have_v prevail_v for_o thou_o be_v strong_a than_o i_o lord_n do_v thou_o not_o make_v i_o a_o fisher_n of_o man_n and_o have_v i_o toil_v all_o this_o while_n and_o catch_v nothing_o alas_o that_o i_o shall_v have_v spend_v my_o strength_n for_o nought_o and_o now_o i_o be_o cast_v my_o last_o lord_n jesus_n stand_v thou_o upon_o the_o shore_n and_o direct_v how_o and_o where_o i_o shall_v spread_v my_o net_n and_o let_v i_o so_o enclose_v with_o argument_n the_o soul_n i_o seek_v for_o that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v able_a to_o get_v out_o now_o lord_n for_o a_o multitude_n of_o soul_n i_o now_o for_o a_o full_a draughtâ—_n o_o lord_n god_n remember_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o and_o strengthen_v i_o this_o once_o o_o god._n but_o i_o turn_v i_o unto_o you_o man_n and_o brethren_n heaven_n and_o earth_n do_v call_v upon_o you_o yea_o hell_n itself_o do_v preach_v the_o doctrine_n of_o repentance_n unto_o you_o the_o angel_n of_o the_o church_n travel_n with_o you_o gal._n 4._o 19_o the_o angel_n of_o heaven_n wait_v for_o you_o for_o your_o repent_v and_o turn_v unto_o god._n o_o sinner_n why_o shall_v the_o devil_n make_v merry_a with_o thou_o why_o shall_v thou_o be_v a_o morsel_n for_o that_o devour_a leviathan_n why_o shall_v harpy_n and_o hellhound_n tear_v thou_o and_o make_v a_o feast_n upon_o thou_o and_o when_o they_o have_v get_v thou_o into_o the_o snare_n and_o have_v fasten_v their_o talon_n in_o thou_o laugh_v at_o thy_o destruction_n and_o deride_v thy_o misery_n and_o sport_n themselves_o with_o thy_o damnable_a folly_n this_o must_v be_v thy_o case_n except_o thou_o turn_v and_o be_v it_o not_o better_o thou_o 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with_o sing_v and_o rest_n in_o his_o love_n luke_n 15._o 9_o isa._n 62._o 5._o never_o do_v jacob_n with_o such_o joy_n weep_v over_o the_o nâ—ck_n of_o his_o joseph_n as_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n will_v rejoice_v over_o thou_o upon_o thy_o come_n in_o to_o he_o look_v over_o the_o story_n of_o the_o prodigal_n methinks_v i_o see_v how_o the_o age_a father_n lay_v aside_o his_o estate_n and_o forget_v his_o year_n behold_v how_o he_o run_v luke_n 15._o 20._o oh_o the_o haste_n that_o mercy_n make_v the_o sinner_n make_v not_o half_a that_o speed_n methinks_v i_o see_v how_o his_o bowel_n turn_v how_o his_o compassion_n yearn_v how_o quick-sighted_a be_v love_n mercy_n spy_v he_o a_o great_a way_n off_o forget_v his_o riotous_a course_n unnatural_a rebellion_n horrid_a unthankfulness_n debauch_a practice_n not_o a_o word_n of_o these_o but_o receive_v he_o with_o open_a arm_n clasp_n about_o his_o neck_n forget_v the_o nastiness_n of_o his_o rag_n kiss_v the_o lip_n that_o deserve_v to_o be_v loathe_v the_o lip_n that_o have_v be_v join_v to_o harlot_n that_o have_v be_v commoner_n with_o the_o swine_n call_v for_o the_o fat_a calf_n the_o best_a robe_n the_o ring_n the_o shoe_n the_o best_a cheer_n in_o heaven_n store_n the_o best_a attire_n in_o heaven_n wardrobe_n luke_n 15._o 6_o 9_o 23._o yea_o the_o joy_n can_v be_v hold_v in_o one_o breast_n etc._n etc._n other_o must_v be_v call_v to_o participate_v the_o friend_n must_v meet_v and_o make_v merry_a angel_n must_v wait_v but_o the_o prodigal_n must_v be_v set_v at_o the_o table_n under_o his_o father_n wing_n he_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o the_o feast_n he_o be_v the_o sweet_a subject_n of_o the_o father_n delight_n the_o friend_n sympathize_v but_o none_o know_v the_o felicity_n the_o father_n take_v in_o his_o new_a bear_a son_n who_o he_o have_v receive_v from_o the_o dead_a methinks_v i_o hear_v the_o music_n and_o the_o dance_a at_o a_o distance_n oh_o the_o melody_n of_o the_o heavenly_a chorister_n i_o can_v learn_v the_o sonâ—_n rev._n 14._o 3._o but_o methinks_v i_o overhear_v the_o burden_n at_o which_o all_o the_o harmonious_a choir_n with_o one_o consent_n strike_v sweet_o in_o for_o thus_o go_v the_o round_a at_o heaven_n table_n for_o this_o my_o son_n be_v dead_a and_o be_v alive_a again_o be_v lose_v and_o be_v find_v luke_n 5._o 23_o 24_o 32._o i_o need_v not_o far_o explain_v the_o parable_n god_n be_v the_o father_n christ_n the_o cheer_n his_o righteousness_n the_o robe_n his_o grace_n the_o ornament_n minister_n saint_n angel_n the_o friend_n and_o servant_n and_o thou_o that_o read_v if_o thou_o will_v but_o unfeigned_o repent_v and_o turn_v the_o welcome_a prodigal_n the_o happy_a instance_n of_o all_o this_o grace_n and_o bless_a subject_n of_o this_o joy_n and_o love_n o_o rock_n oh_o adamant_n what!_o not_o move_v yet_o not_o yet_o resolve_v to_o turn_v forthwith_o and_o to_o close_v with_o mercy_n i_o will_v try_v thou_o yet_o once_o again_o if_o one_o be_v send_v to_o thou_o from_o the_o dead_a will_v thou_o be_v persuade_v why_o hear_v the_o voice_n from_o the_o dead_a from_o the_o damn_a cry_v to_o thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v repent_v i_o pray_v thou_o that_o thou_o will_v send_v he_o to_o my_o father_n house_n for_o i_o have_v five_o brethren_n that_o he_o may_v testify_v unto_o they_o lest_o they_o also_o come_v into_o this_o place_n of_o torment_n if_o one_o go_v unto_o they_o from_o the_o dead_a they_o will_v repent_v luke_n 16._o 27_o 28_o etc._n etc._n hear_v o_o man_n thy_o predecessor_n in_o impenitence_n preach_v to_o thou_o from_o the_o infernal_a gibbet_n from_o the_o flame_n from_o the_o rack_n that_o thou_o shall_v repent_v o_o look_v