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meek_a for_o than_o she_o seyth_v herself_o even_o as_o she_o be_v indeed_o and_o then_o she_o consider_v not_o herself_o nor_o do_v not_o trust_v or_o lean_v to_o herself_o but_o she_o tendith_v &_o bendyth_v herself_o all_o together_o in_o to_o the_o knowledge_n and_o love_n of_o jesu_n with_o stable_a medytation_n and_o desire_n behold_v he_o continual_o and_o then_o do_v she_o work_v more_o perfect_o great_a work_v both_o inward_a &_o outward_a than_o she_o be_v wont_v before_o this_o sight_n of_o jesu_n comfort_v and_o liftith_v up_o the_o soul_n so_o marvellous_o and_o swetli_a that_o she_o can_v not_o joy_n or_o be_v glad_a of_o any_o joy_n or_o comfort_n of_o his_o world_n nether_a can_v she_o be_v heavy_a or_o sorry_a for_o any_o adversity_n of_o the_o same_o for_o she_o remaynith_n unmovable_a and_o unsensible_a unto_o all_o such_o worldly_a thing_n covit_v to_o rest_v in_o jesu_n only_o have_v ever_o her_o eye_n on_o he_o for_o he_o pullith_a out_o her_o feat_n from_o out_o 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to_o have_v constante_n faith_n perfect_a hope_n and_o burn_a charity_n which_o be_v the_o three_o theological_a vertewe_n i_o have_v not_o have_v in_o i_o the_o four_o cardinal_a virtue_n prudence_n justice_n fortytude_n and_o temperance_n i_o have_v not_o labour_v to_o have_v in_o i_o the_o xii_o fruit_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n i_o have_v not_o labour_v so_o earnest_o to_o come_v to_o perfection_n of_o life_n and_o to_o the_o perfect_a love_n of_o the_o as_o i_o will_v have_v do_v to_o come_v unto_o high_a dignity_n and_o honour_n of_o the_o world_n i_o have_v sin_v and_o live_v sinful_o in_o everye_o place_n in_o every_o state_n in_o every_o office_n that_o i_o have_v live_v in_o by_o word_n by_o deed_n &_o think_v in_o omission_n in_o loss_n of_o my_o time_n and_o in_o unkyndnes_n and_o unthankfulnes_n towards_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n towards_o thy_o bless_a mother_n and_o all_o thy_o bless_a angel_n and_o saint_n and_o against_o all_o my_o neighbour_n against_o the_o good_a 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n._n and_o all_o you_o moo_v holy_a and_o bless_a company_n of_o heaven_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n and_o labour_n that_o you_o suffer_v here_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o holy_a goost_n and_o for_o the_o very_a love_n and_o honour_n of_o god_n i_o humble_o beseech_v your_o blessyd_v charyte_n pray_v for_o i_o unto_o my_o lord_n and_o sweat_n savyour_fw-mi jesu_n that_o he_o vochesaf_v to_o remyt_n my_o wickedness_n and_o sin_n and_o so_o to_o confirm_v i_o in_o his_o grace_n and_o love_n that_o i_o never_o return_v to_o sin_v again_o here_o turn_v thy_o heart_n again_o unto_o thy_o lord_n jesu_n sa_v ¶_o and_o be_v i_o daily_o fall_v and_o be_o ready_a to_o sin_v vochesafe_v to_o grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n grace_v ever_o moor_n as_o oft_o as_o i_o fall_v to_o arise_v again_o with_o perfect_a sorrow_n &_o hate_n of_o sin_v and_o with_o most_o low_o confidence_n &_o trust_n of_o his_o bless_a &_o sweat_v mercy_n that_o the_o multytude_n of_o my_o sin_v and_o mi_fw-mi great_a frailty_n 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