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it_o be_v death_n and_o not_o life_n and_o for_o my_o part_n i_o fear_v whether_o i_o have_v be_v by_o the_o spirit_n i_o doubt_v say_v the_o soul_n under_o dejection_n whether_o my_o call_n be_v ore_o by_o the_o voice_n of_o man_n in_o the_o bare_a letter_n or_o of_o christ_n in_o the_o spirit_n it_o be_v true_a the_o word_n come_v to_o some_o not_o in_o word_n only_o but_o also_o in_o power_n and_o in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 1_o thess_n 1.5_o but_o alas_o i_o doubt_v whether_o it_o come_v so_o to_o i_o there_o be_v conviction_n and_o comfort_n which_o be_v but_o natural_a legal_a and_o false_a and_o i_o doubt_v whether_o i_o have_v not_o be_v such_o there_o be_v indeed_o convincing_n and_o comfort_n which_o be_v evangelicall_n and_o spiritual_a christ_n say_v the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v convince_v of_o sin_n and_o of_o righteousness_n but_o i_o fear_v he_o never_o do_v convince_v i_o of_o either_o thus_o work_v the_o disquiet_v soul_n of_o some_o again_o four_o the_o fear_n of_o some_o in_o spiritual_a dejection_n appear_v about_o their_o holy_a action_n as_o hear_v pray_v repent_v etc._n etc._n and_o about_o these_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o soul_n cast_v down_o work_v thus_o i_o do_v sometime_o pray_v or_o rather_o endeavour_v to_o pray_v i_o do_v sometime_o mourn_v for_o sin_n or_o rather_o i_o do_v some_o thing_n like_o repentance_n but_o alas_o whence_o do_v this_o proceed_v i_o doubt_v the_o principle_n whence_o these_o act_n do_v arise_v be_v but_o poor_a and_o low_a and_o carnal_a it_o may_v be_v education_n profession_n ingenuity_n morality_n or_o at_o best_o
soul_n in_o the_o cave_n psal_n 57_o yea_o and_o he_o compose_v a_o special_a choice_n psalm_n upon_o each_o occasion_n therefore_o he_o style_v they_o michtams_n i._n e._n golden_a psalm_n and_o yet_o it_o be_v after_o all_o this_o that_o he_o fall_v in_o that_o foul_a business_n i_o may_v instance_n in_o peter_n case_n which_o seem_v and_o in_o a_o sense_n do_v exceed_v david_n and_o in_o the_o case_n of_o other_o and_o yet_o none_o ever_o charge_v they_o with_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n so_o that_o it_o be_v clear_a many_o be_v mistake_v in_o this_o sin_n and_o why_o may_v not_o thou_o be_v mistake_v oh_o soul_n who_o fear_v it_o three_o there_o be_v some_o soul_n who_o be_v not_o at_o present_a capable_a of_o that_o sin_n my_o meaning_n be_v that_o can_v possible_o at_o present_a be_v charge_v with_o it_o as_o now_o such_o as_o be_v not_o very_o high_o enlighten_v such_o as_o have_v not_o have_v any_o great_a or_o high_a income_n of_o joy_n and_o sweetness_n such_o as_o have_v not_o be_v eminent_a and_o long_a professor_n all_o divine_v conclude_v that_o a_o person_n sin_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n must_v be_v suppose_v to_o be_v 1._o one_o much_o enlighten_v 2._o one_o who_o have_v taste_v of_o the_o heavenly_a gift_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n yea_o and_o 3._o one_o who_o have_v be_v some_o famous_a and_o forward_a professor_n now_o alas_o poor_a soul_n thou_o cry_v out_o thou_o be_v but_o a_o babe_n a_o novice_n one_o who_o know_v little_a and_o have_v taste_v less_o one_o who_o have_v small_a light_n and_o weak_a life_n and_o no_o joy_n or_o comfort_n at_o all_o one_o who_o high_a degree_n of_o knowledge_n be_v but_o as_o yet_o a_o beam_n who_o great_a income_n of_o joy_n be_v but_o a_o drop_n who_o be_v a_o stranger_n to_o taste_v of_o the_o heavenly_a power_n and_o the_o world_n to_o come_v and_o who_o yet_o be_v no_o forward_a then_o humble_o to_o profess_v to_o desire_v to_o fear_n jehovah_n and_o to_o love_n jesus_n thou_o do_v often_o sigh_v these_o say_n and_o seal_v to_o they_o as_o true_a and_o this_o may_v secure_v thou_o from_o be_v guilty_a of_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n since_o at_o present_a thou_o be_v incapable_a of_o that_o sin_n but_o forthly_a the_o soul_n guilty_a of_o this_o sin_n can_v be_v trouble_v for_o it_o at_o least_o so_o as_o to_o desire_v to_o repent_v of_o it_o and_o to_o have_v christ_n to_o pardon_v it_o thy_o fear_n thy_o trouble_n thy_o disquiet_n o_o soul_n argue_v thou_o be_v free_a from_o this_o sin_n for_o be_v thou_o guilty_a of_o it_o thy_o heart_n it_o will_v be_v hardr_v and_o can_v not_o desire_v to_o repent_v thy_o conscience_n it_o will_v be_v sear_v and_o no_o way_n disquiet_v for_o it_o yea_o and_o thy_o desire_n will_v be_v dead_a so_o as_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o pant_v after_o christ_n nor_o the_o spirit_n thy_o very_a fear_n and_o disquiet_v shall_v answer_v in_o this_o case_n themselves_o they_o can_v not_o will_v not_o be_v in_o thou_o if_o this_o sin_n be_v commit_v by_o thou_o a_o senseless_a and_o troublelesse_a soul_n ever_o go_v along_o with_o this_o sin_n and_o therefore_o know_v this_o five_o none_o can_v be_v guilty_a of_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n but_o such_o as_o first_o total_o fall_v away_o from_o both_o practice_n and_o profession_n of_o all_o godliness_n and_o religion_n as_o it_o be_v heb._n 6.6_o second_o direct_o do_v despite_n unto_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n as_o it_o be_v heb._n 10.29_o and_o three_o such_o as_o do_v direct_o and_o plain_o and_o profess_o oppose_v and_o speak_v evil_a of_o the_o way_n of_o christ_n which_o sometime_o they_o profess_v now_o tell_v i_o o_o soul_n and_o beware_v of_o false_a witness_n against_o thyself_o quest_n first_o be_v thou_o total_o fall_v away_o from_o both_o the_o practice_n and_o profession_n of_o godliness_n do_v hold_v no_o point_n of_o faith_n do_v do_v no_o act_n of_o religion_n do_v make_v no_o profession_n of_o jesus_n christ_n answ_n sure_o i_o hear_v the_o say_v i_o desire_v to_o believe_v and_o the_o lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n i_o desire_v to_o walk_v exact_o to_o have_v a_o good_a conscience_n to_o god_n and_o man_n and_o this_o profession_n i_o make_v that_o if_o i_o know_v my_o heart_n i_o desire_v to_o worship_v the_o god_n of_o my_o father_n according_a to_o that_o order_n of_o the_o gospel_n which_o many_o count_n and_o call_v heresy_n well_o then_o o_o soul_n thou_o be_v not_o total_o fall_v away_o which_o yet_o thou_o will_v be_v if_o thou_o be_v guilty_a of_o the_o sin_n fear_v but_o quest_n second_o say_v soul_n and_o do_v not_o eclipse_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n grace_n in_o thou_o dare_v thou_o do_v despite_n to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n ans_fw-fr sure_o i_o hear_v thou_o answer_v i_o tremble_v at_o the_o thought_n thereof_o i_o will_v not_o for_o ten_o thousand_o world_n speak_v the_o least_o evil_a of_o that_o good_a spirit_n i_o be_o so_o far_o from_o despit_v he_o that_o i_o do_v earnest_o desire_v he_o and_o wait_v for_o he_o alas_o this_o o_o soul_n will_v not_o can_v not_o be_v be_v thou_o guilty_a of_o this_o sin_n then_o three_o answer_v o_o soul_n do_v thou_o oppose_v godliness_n quest_n what_o do_v or_o dare_v thou_o persecute_v such_o as_o desire_v to_o walk_v with_o christ_n &_o c_o answ_n be_v not_o this_o thy_o reply_n to_o this_o that_o thou_o rather_o pitty_a thyself_o for_o not_o be_v so_o forward_o as_o other_o than_o persecute_v they_o for_o be_v before_o thou_o yea_o thou_o be_v so_o far_o from_o oppose_v those_o that_o be_v godly_a that_o thou_o will_v if_o christ_n will_v help_v thou_o suffer_v any_o persecution_n rather_o than_o leave_v off_o thy_o endeavour_n to_o be_v godly_a now_o certain_o o_o poor_a deject_a soul_n thou_o be_v not_o guilty_a of_o the_o sin_n thou_o fear_v for_o if_o thou_o be_v thou_o will_v fall_v away_o whole_o and_o speak_v evil_a of_o the_o spirit_n direct_o and_o oppose_v godliness_n profess_o since_o these_o thing_n do_v ever_o accompany_v that_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n but_o last_o there_o have_v be_v precious_a soul_n who_o sometime_o fear_v their_o sin_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o yet_o have_v afterward_o enjoy_v the_o seal_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n they_o see_v the_o book_n of_o they_o mistress_n drake_n mistress_n wight_n and_o other_o of_o late_o have_v bring_v forth_o this_o experience_n full_o to_o light_n that_o soul_n who_o have_v sometime_o question_v their_o sin_v unto_o death_n have_v yet_o find_v the_o spirit_n seal_v they_o up_o to_o life_n and_o mistress_n drake_n breathe_v out_o a_o little_a before_o her_o death_n this_o comfortable_a counsel_n never_o let_v any_o despair_n how_o desperate_o miserable_a soever_o their_o case_n be_v wherefore_o then_o rouse_v up_o thyself_o o_o deject_a soul_n thou_o who_o now_o fear_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o spirit_n may_v ere_o long_o boast_v of_o the_o seal_n of_o the_o spirit_n trust_v thou_o in_o christ_n for_o thou_o shall_v yet_o praise_v he_o for_o joy_n and_o assurance_n give_v in_o by_o that_o holy_a ghost_n against_o who_o at_o present_a thou_o fear_v that_o thou_o have_v sin_v chap._n 14._o there_o remain_v yet_o one_o case_n more_o which_o be_v speak_v unto_o put_v a_o end_n to_o this_o section_n now_o this_o case_n be_v the_o fear_n of_o fall_v away_o after_o all_o case_n case_n many_o a_o poor_a soul_n which_o be_v satisfy_v it_o may_v be_v for_o the_o present_a in_o its_o state_n yet_o question_n it_o for_o the_o future_a oh_o say_v some_o soul_n we_o fear_v we_o shall_v never_o hold_v out_o many_o have_v go_v farte_n and_o yet_o have_v perish_v at_o last_o for_o want_v of_o perseverance_n indeed_o this_o be_v usual_o the_o last_o trouble_n of_o deject_a soul_n and_o in_o this_o as_o in_o a_o last_o refuge_n they_o shelter_v their_o fear_n suppose_v say_v they_o our_o case_n be_v now_o as_o good_a as_o the_o angel_n at_o first_o as_o good_a as_o adam_n in_o paradise_n yet_o adam_n fall_v and_o angel_n fall_v and_o we_o fear_v the_o like_a now_o unto_o these_o soul_n i_o will_v offer_v these_o particular_n satisfaction_n satisfaction_n in_o order_n to_o raise_v they_o from_o under_o this_o dejection_n first_o bless_a be_v the_o soul_n that_o fear_v always_o the_o soul_n stand_v sure_a while_o it_o tremble_v the_o apostle_n advise_v he_o that_o stand_v to_o take_v heed_n lest_o he_o fall_v and_o the_o way_n to_o stand_v be_v not_o to_o be_v high_o mind_v but_o to_o fear_v as_o it_o be_v rom._n 11.20_o many_o have_v never_o fell_a have_v they_o ever_o fear_v peter_n presumption_n be_v his_o fail_v
be_v too_o long_o to_o be_v out_o of_o covenant_n with_o god_n but_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o now_o too_o late_o to_o day_n if_o you_o will_v hear_v his_o voice_n o_o therefore_o close_o with_o the_o covenant_n now_o and_o do_v not_o lie_v cast_v down_o and_o deject_v with_o fear_n that_o thou_o be_v out_o but_o arise_v and_o come_v in_o for_o now_o in_o these_o gospel_n time_n even_o the_o stranger_n and_o eunuch_n debar_v in_o the_o time_n of_o the_o law_n from_o the_o congregation_n be_v invite_v to_o take_v hold_n of_o the_o covenant_n and_o there_o be_v promise_n to_o this_o purpose_n make_v unto_o they_o in_o esa_n 56._o to_o which_o place_n i_o refer_v thou_o for_o a_o further_a cure_n in_o this_o case_n chap._n 18._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o indisposition_n to_o duty_n indisposition_n unto_o good_a duty_n be_v oftentimes_o a_o cause_n of_o dejection_n cause_n cause_n and_o by_o reason_n of_o it_o some_o be_v cast_v down_o as_o conceive_v it_o inconsistent_a with_o a_o life_n of_o grace_n and_o acceptation_n with_o god_n now_o to_o cure_v this_o i_o shall_v apply_v these_o particular_a plaster_n first_o life_n and_o indisposition_n may_v consist_v together_o cure_n cure_n every_o live_a man_n be_v not_o lively_a always_o even_o the_o spouse_n of_o christ_n be_v sometime_o asleep_a cant._n 5.2_o even_o david_n himself_o cry_v out_o of_o straitness_n of_o heart_n it_o be_v possible_a thy_o soul_n may_v sometime_o be_v as_o a_o ship_n at_o sea_n without_o a_o full_a and_o fresh_a gale_n i_o may_v speak_v it_o i_o think_v as_o a_o universal_a truth_n never_o be_v any_o saint_n dispose_v to_o duty_n at_o all_o time_n alike_o and_o why_o shall_v thou_o be_v cast_v down_o at_o the_o common_a lot_n and_o condition_n of_o all_o christian_n second_o it_o be_v a_o mercy_n thou_o be_v not_o quite_o dead_a to_o duty_n many_o a_o soul_n be_v stark_o dead_a to_o prayer_n stark_o dead_a to_o the_o word_n etc._n etc._n and_o it_o be_v free_a grace_n thou_o be_v at_o worst_a but_o indispose_v better_a be_v the_o crawl_a snail_n then_o the_o dead_a elephant_n and_o it_o be_v a_o more_o bless_a state_n to_o be_v a_o creep_a worm_n though_o with_o much_o indisposition_n in_o the_o way_n of_o duty_n and_o life_n then_o a_o skip_a heart_n though_o with_o much_o agility_n in_o the_o way_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n three_o though_o thy_o indisposednesse_n be_v sad_a yet_o thy_o trouble_n for_o this_o be_v sweet_a note_n note_n bless_a be_v the_o soul_n that_o mourn_v for_o disposition_n to_o evil_a and_o indisposition_n to_o good_a time_n be_v when_o thou_o can_v live_v and_o not_o be_v trouble_v at_o a_o total_a neglect_n of_o duty_n it_o be_v a_o mercy_n that_o now_o thou_o love_v it_o so_o well_o as_o that_o thou_o be_v grieve_v that_o thou_o can_v do_v it_o no_o better_o but_o four_o consider_v thy_o acceptance_n with_o god_n do_v not_o depend_v upon_o thy_o do_v of_o duty_n nor_o upon_o thy_o liveliness_n and_o disposition_n in_o do_v no_o it_o depend_v sole_o upon_o his_o grace_n you_o be_v accept_v in_o the_o belove_a as_o it_o be_v in_o that_o precious_a place_n eph._n 1.6_o both_o thy_o person_n notwithstanding_o its_o fault_n and_o thy_o performance_n notwithstanding_o their_o fail_n be_v always_o accept_v in_o christ_n he_o have_v make_v we_o accept_v in_o the_o belove_a mark_v it_o it_o be_v not_o thou_o but_o god_n that_o make_v thou_o i_o say_v make_v thou_o not_o thyself_o that_o make_v thyself_o accept_v yea_o and_o this_o be_v in_o the_o belove_a not_o in_o our_o duty_n or_o disposition_n but_o in_o the_o belove_a i._n e._n in_o christ_n jesus_n i_o tell_v thou_o poor_a soul_n can_v thou_o do_v well_o and_z with_o never_o so_o much_o life_n and_o disposition_n out_o of_o christ_n it_o be_v nothing_o and_o contrary_a though_o thy_o do_n be_v poor_a thy_o disposition_n poor_a all_o poor_a yet_o thou_o and_o all_o thou_o be_v accept_v in_o the_o belove_a five_o it_o be_v the_o office_n of_o christ_n to_o present_v all_o thy_o performance_n to_o god_n and_o to_o procure_v acceptation_n in_o his_o blood_n he_o take_v away_o all_o thy_o fail_n and_o indisposition_n and_o he_o present_v all_o to_o the_o father_n well_o this_o mind_v this_o duty_n go_v never_o from_o saint_n to_o god_n as_o they_o come_v out_o of_o their_o own_o hand_n but_o as_o they_o go_v through_o christ_n last_o christ_n o_o deject_a soul_n will_v cure_v thy_o indisposednesse_n he_o will_v enlarge_v thy_o heart_n and_o inlve_v thy_o spirit_n and_o then_o shall_v thou_o not_o only_o walk_v but_o run_v the_o way_n of_o his_o commandment_n when_o he_o shall_v enlarge_v thy_o heart_n as_o it_o be_v psal_n 119_o 32._o the_o spirit_n be_v a_o spirit_n of_o life_n power_n sweetness_n enlargement_n and_o this_o spirit_n he_o have_v promise_v so_o that_o these_o thing_n suck_v by_o meditation_n may_v afford_v cure_n and_o comfort_n to_o thou_o o_o deject_a soul_n who_o be_v cast_v down_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o indisposition_n to_o duty_n chap._n 19_o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o want_n of_o income_n but_o alas_o say_v some_o other_o soul_n i_o do_v but_o in_o vain_a i_o do_v not_o complain_v of_o indisposition_n to_o though_o i_o may_v urge_v that_o but_o of_o want_n of_o income_n in_o duty_n cause_n cause_n see_v the_o thing_n as_o it_o be_v state_v sect._n 1._o cap._n 9_o i_o confess_v it_o be_v sad_a to_o be_v as_o the_o parch_a ground_n always_o gape_v and_o never_o to_o have_v drop_n from_o above_o cure_n cure_n but_o yet_o o_o soul_n let_v i_o entreat_v thou_o to_o mind_v a_o few_o thing_n in_o this_o case_n first_o divine_a income_n be_v not_o always_o the_o same_o peradventure_o thou_o have_v not_o so_o much_o now_o as_o former_o it_o may_v be_v so_o for_o first_o god_n give_v thou_o much_o at_o first_o to_o encourage_v thou_o as_o a_o beginner_n which_o he_o do_v not_o always_o to_o all_o usual_o it_o be_v in_o god_n house_n as_o it_o be_v in_o we_o at_o first_o come_v of_o a_o servant_n the_o master_n be_v a_o little_a more_o familiar_a than_o afterward_o at_o first_o come_v god_n may_v give_v much_o to_o welcome_v thou_o and_o to_o engage_v thou_o but_o now_o thou_o have_v be_v long_o in_o his_o house_n he_o mind_v thou_o as_o much_o as_o former_o though_o he_o hint_n it_o not_o so_o often_o beside_o second_o god_n may_v withhold_v income_n to_o try_v thou_o whether_o thou_o serve_v he_o for_o love_n or_o for_o the_o loaf_n many_o serve_v christ_n not_o for_o himself_o but_o for_o themselves_o rather_o for_o the_o penny_n of_o income_n then_o for_o respect_n to_o he_o now_o christ_n may_v withhold_v income_n to_o try_v thou_o and_o therefore_o be_v not_o cast_v down_o for_o want_n of_o they_o lest_o thou_o give_v he_o ground_n to_o suspect_v thou_o but_o consider_v second_o it_o be_v christ_n prerogative_n if_o he_o will_v use_v it_o to_o make_v we_o serve_v for_o nothing_o the_o psalmist_n speak_v it_o to_o the_o king_n daughter_n of_o christ_n he_o be_v thy_o lord_n and_o worship_n thou_o he_o psal_n 45.11_o he_o must_v be_v worship_v as_o a_o lord_n because_o of_o his_o greatness_n though_o he_o shall_v not_o give_v any_o income_n or_o wage_n yet_o three_o he_o do_v wait_v to_o give_v income_n in_o its_o season_n there_o be_v time_n when_o income_n will_v be_v most_o sweet_a and_o christ_n do_v wait_v for_o those_o time_n christ_n say_v to_o his_o mother_n woman_n what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v with_o thou_o joh._n 2._o he_o know_v there_o will_v by_o and_o by_o be_v a_o fit_a season_n to_o do_v that_o which_o she_o desire_v then_o at_o that_o time_n your_o time_n say_v christ_n be_v always_o my_o time_n be_v not_o yet_o come_v as_o it_o be_v job_n 7_o 6._o o_o remember_v deject_a soul_n christ_n wait_v to_o be_v gracious_a his_o income_n shall_v be_v when_o fit_a for_o thou_o four_o it_o will_v argue_v a_o choice_n frame_v of_o spirit_n in_o thou_o and_o therefore_o i_o mention_v it_o to_o press_v it_o on_o thou_o to_o do_v duty_n notwithstanding_o thou_o want_v income_n to_o work_v without_o wage_n argue_v a_o love_n to_o the_o master_n we_o work_v for_o a_o mercenary_a spirit_n will_v do_v for_o pay_v but_o a_o gracious_a childlike_a spirit_n will_v pay_v its_o self_n in_o its_o do_v and_o continue_v pray_v hear_v receive_v etc._n etc._n even_o without_o any_o income_n but_o last_o to_o cure_v thy_o deject_a soul_n who_o be_v trouble_v for_o want_n of_o income_n know_v that_o in_o heaven_n thou_o shall_v have_v income_n for_o all_o the_o master_n call_v the_o servant_n at_o the_o evening_n and_o give_v then_o to_o each_o his_o penny_n o_o consider_v thou_o shall_v ere_o long_o have_v income_n
to_o the_o full_a when_o thou_o shall_v enter_v into_o thy_o master_n joy_n when_o thou_o shall_v rest_v from_o thy_o labour_n thy_o income_n shall_v follow_v thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v come_v to_o abraham_n bosom_n and_o there_o thou_o shall_v come_v deject_a soul_n as_o poor_a a_o lazarus_n as_o thou_o be_v than_o thou_o shall_v have_v every_o prayer_n every_o sigh_n every_o groan_n come_v to_o remembrance_n and_o say_v now_o thou_o have_v all_o that_o which_o we_o go_v out_o for_o rouse_v up_o therefore_o o_o cast-downe_a soul_n god_n be_v a_o good_a master_n you_o shall_v not_o labour_v in_o vain_a be_v not_o deject_v but_o be_v steadfast_a unmoveable_a always_o abound_v in_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o as_o much_o as_o you_o know_v your_o labour_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a in_o the_o lord_n as_o it_o be_v 1_o cor._n 15._o last_o why_o then_o shall_v you_o be_v cast_v down_o for_o lack_n of_o income_n chap._n 20._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n i_o remember_v another_o cause_n i_o mention_v of_o dejection_n be_v the_o insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n many_o soul_n be_v deject_v at_o this_o that_o satan_n and_o his_o instrument_n triumph_v over_o as_o it_o be_v at_o large_a show_v before_o now_o to_o cure_v and_o comfort_v those_o cure_n cure_n let_v i_o entreat_v deject_v soul_n to_o mind_n and_o remember_v these_o ensue_a thing_n first_o satan_n will_v insult_v without_o ground_n he_o will_v say_v to_o david_n where_o be_v his_o god_n and_o he_o will_v but_o if_o to_o christ_n concern_v his_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n satan_n be_v a_o impudent_a enemy_n who_o will_v brag_v and_o triumph_v against_o a_o soul_n for_o nothing_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o a_o dog_n to_o bark_v a_o lion_n to_o roar_v wolf_n wolf_n a_o wolf_n to_o howl_v and_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o satan_n to_o insult_v be_v not_o therefore_o cast_v down_o at_o it_o second_o though_o satan_n insult_v christ_n be_v a_o friend_n and_o love_v we_o still_o even_o at_o that_o time_n that_o satan_n insult_v and_o buffet_v paul_n christ_n grace_n be_v sufficient_a shall_v the_o child_n be_v cast_v down_o for_o the_o insult_a of_o the_o groom_n or_o the_o scullion_n when_o he_o be_v belove_v of_o his_o father_n as_o his_o heir_n what_o though_o satan_n say_v where_o be_v thy_o god_n thy_o hope_n etc._n etc._n may_v not_o thou_o o_o soul_n say_v my_o god_n and_o hope_n be_v in_o heaven_n still_o all_o the_o devil_n in_o hell_n and_o man_n on_o earth_n shall_v never_o can_v never_o separate_v between_o thou_o and_o thy_o god_n neither_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o life_n nor_o death_n nor_o any_o thing_n can_v separate_v etc._n etc._n triumph_n o_o soul_n in_o that_o rom._n 8.35.37_o though_o satan_n insult_v be_v not_o thou_o cast_v down_o three_o the_o time_n shall_v come_v when_o thou_o shall_v tread_v upon_o thy_o insult_a enemy_n and_o when_o he_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a for_o all_o his_o insultation_n remember_v o_o cast_v down_o soul_n the_o god_n of_o peace_n will_v though_o thou_o can_v not_o and_o that_o short_o tread_v down_o satan_n under_o your_o even_o thy_o foot_n rom._n 16.20_o christ_n will_v take_v thou_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o own_v thou_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n angel_n and_o man_n yea_o and_o devil_n too_o and_o than_o thy_o enemy_n satan_n shall_v see_v who_o say_v where_o be_v thy_o god_n even_o than_o he_o shall_v see_v thy_o god_n as_o thou_o and_o be_v confound_v for_o all_o his_o insultation_n over_o thou_o last_o for_o wicked_a man_n who_o now_o it_o may_v be_v deride_v and_o scoff_n at_o thou_o be_v not_o deject_v for_o they_o because_o the_o day_n will_v come_v when_o they_o will_v wish_v they_o be_v as_o thou_o be_v when_o they_o shall_v as_o much_o admire_v at_o thy_o happiness_n and_o wisdom_n as_o now_o they_o sleight_v thy_o state_n and_o thought_n when_o god_n shall_v bring_v thou_o forth_o to_o light_n and_o thou_o shall_v behold_v his_o righteousness_n then_o shall_v all_o thy_o enemy_n see_v it_o and_o be_v ashamed_a which_o say_v where_o be_v the_o lord_n thy_o god_n then_o shall_v they_o lick_v the_o dust_n like_o a_o serpent_n and_o shall_v fear_v not_o only_o because_o of_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n but_o also_o because_o of_o thou_o as_o it_o be_v in_o that_o excellent_a scripture_n mich._n 7.9.10.17_o which_o scripture_n if_o thou_o read_v serious_o and_o act_v faith_n upon_o i_o dare_v assure_v thou_o of_o cure_n for_o this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n viz._n insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n chap._n 21._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o corporal_a affliction_n spiritual_a dejection_n be_v sometime_o cause_v by_o corporal_a affliction_n a_o sick_a body_n do_v in_o some_o person_n make_v a_o sad_a soul_n cause_n cause_n when_o hezekiah_n be_v sick_a and_o have_v receive_v the_o sentence_n and_o message_n of_o death_n he_o turn_v to_o the_o wall_n and_o weep_v and_o the_o thought_n of_o the_o die_a of_o his_o body_n produce_v dejection_n in_o his_o soul_n thus_o indeed_o it_o be_v oft_o with_o other_o now_o to_o cure_v this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n i_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o be_v large_a only_o take_v a_o few_o ingredient_n which_o mix_v together_o and_o apply_v may_v serve_v in_o this_o case_n to_o raise_v the_o deject_a spirit_n first_o consider_v the_o great_a ground_n of_o this_o dejection_n be_v a_o deceit_n cure_n cure_n afflict_a soul_n interpret_v affliction_n amiss_o and_o therefore_o be_v cast_v down_o they_o take_v every_o whip_n to_o be_v a_o effect_n of_o anger_n whereas_o its_o a_o sign_n of_o love_n your_o father_n o_o deject_a soul_n in_o your_o sickness_n be_v sweet_a he_o make_v thou_o sick_a in_o thy_o body_n to_o cure_v some_o disease_n in_o thy_o soul_n he_o do_v not_o afflict_v thou_o willing_o it_o be_v only_a that_o thy_o spirit_n may_v be_v well_o that_o he_o make_v thy_o body_n ill_o you_o have_v have_v father_n of_o your_o flesh_n who_o correct_v you_o and_o you_o give_v they_o reverence_n shall_v you_o not_o much_o rather_o be_v in_o subjection_n to_o the_o father_n of_o spirit_n &_o live_v heb._n 12.9_o this_o be_v speak_v in_o reference_n to_o affliction_n by_o this_o chastisement_n god_n seal_v up_o child-ship_n do_v not_o despise_v therefore_o the_o chastening_n of_o the_o lord_n nor_o be_v not_o deject_v for_o the_o word_n will_v bear_v this_o translation_n when_o thou_o be_v by_o sickness_n rebuke_v of_o the_o lord_n philo._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i.e._n they_o â—eject_v their_o own_o spirit_n philo._n heb_fw-mi 12.5_o it_o be_v a_o fault_n in_o the_o chastise_a child_n to_o be_v dog_v and_o it_o be_v a_o fail_v in_o thou_o o_o soul_n by_o reason_n of_o corporal_a affliction_n which_o be_v but_o a_o fatherly_a chastisement_n to_o be_v deject_v beside_o second_o your_o father_n know_v your_o frame_n he_o know_v what_o you_o can_v bear_v and_o he_o will_v lay_v no_o more_o upon_o you_o than_o your_o strength_n can_v master_v the_o lord_n will_v not_o always_o chide_v neither_o will_v he_o keep_v his_o anger_n for_o ever_o it_o be_v speak_v of_o affliction_n by_o disease_n as_o seem_v to_o be_v hint_v vers_fw-la 3._o but_o as_o a_o father_n pitty_v his_o child_n so_o the_o lord_n pity_v they_o who_o fear_v he_o for_o he_o know_v our_o frame_n he_o remember_v we_o be_v but_o dust_n as_o for_o man_n his_o day_n be_v but_o as_o grass_n as_o a_o flower_n in_o the_o field_n so_o he_o flourish_v psalm_n 103.9_o 13_o 14_o 15._o mind_v this_o o_o thou_o sick_a and_o sad_a soul_n thy_o father_n know_v thy_o frame_n he_o mind_v thou_o be_v but_o dust_n and_o he_o pittye_n thou_o in_o all_o thy_o affliction_n which_o he_o lay_v upon_o thou_o yea_o he_o sit_v by_o and_o make_v all_o thy_o bed_n in_o thy_o sickness_n as_o it_o be_v psa_n 41._o and_o he_o make_v sore_a and_o bind_v up_o be_v wound_v and_o his_o hand_n make_v whole_a as_o it_o be_v in_o job_n 4_o 18._o that_o be_v speak_v of_o sickness_n too_o christ_n if_o he_o will_v can_v make_v thou_o whole_a and_o certain_o if_o thou_o can_v believe_v thou_o shall_v see_v his_o glory_n as_o it_o be_v joh._n 11.40_o have_v he_o not_o say_v enough_o to_o make_v thou_o say_v as_o david_n say_v i_o shall_v not_o die_v but_o live_v to_o declare_v the_o work_n of_o god_n the_o lord_n have_v chastened_a i_o sore_o but_o have_v not_o give_v i_o over_o unto_o death_n see_v that_o place_n psalm_n 118.17_o 18._o o_o bear_v up_o deject_v heart_n though_o thou_o be_v sick_a yet_o thou_o may_v recover_v and_o go_v up_o to_o the_o house_n of_o god_n where_o thou_o may_v praise_v he_o for_o health_n restore_v to_o thou_o and_o
child_n even_o christ_n himself_o second_o god_n wrath_n be_v rather_o in_o appearance_n then_o in_o truth_n it_o be_v a_o vizard_n not_o thy_o father_n face_n that_o look_v so_o terrible_a thy_o father_n face_n be_v love_n all_o love_n only_a love_n fury_n be_v not_o in_o he_o only_a now_o he_o have_v put_v on_o a_o vizard_n to_o scare_v thou_o a_o little_a and_o he_o will_v lay_v it_o aside_o again_o he_o do_v but_o hide_v his_o face_n under_o that_o mask_n he_o will_v open_v it_o again_o in_o a_o little_a wrath_n i_o hide_v my_o face_n from_o thou_o isa_n 54.2_o mark_v it_o wrath_n be_v but_o a_o veil_n that_o hide_v god_n face_n in_o it_o be_v not_o his_o real_a face_n it_o be_v but_o as_o we_o say_v a_o copy_n of_o his_o countenance_n there_o be_v never_o a_o black_a letter_n in_o all_o god_n face_n especial_o as_o to_o his_o child_n no_o god_n be_v love_n it_o be_v his_o name_n in_o love_n there_o be_v no_o unlovely_a letter_n thou_o say_v god_n be_v angry_a it_o be_v true_a he_o appear_v so_o this_o note_v this_o but_o he_o be_v not_o so_o as_o he_o be_v never_o true_o please_v with_o sinner_n but_o be_v angry_a against_o they_o every_o day_n notwithstanding_o their_o conceit_n so_o he_o be_v never_o indeed_o displease_v with_o saint_n whatever_o they_o feel_v or_o fear_n but_o three_o all_o the_o anger_n and_o wrath_n of_o god_n be_v not_o against_o thy_o person_n but_o against_o thy_o sin_n suppose_v thy_o child_n be_v sick_a and_o wound_v deep_o wound_v with_o some_o bloody_a gash_n or_o cut_v desperate_o sick_a of_o some_o ugly_a disease_n thou_o be_v displease_v but_o with_o what_o with_o his_o person_n with_o thy_o child_n no_o but_o with_o his_o wound_n with_o his_o disease_n so_o it_o be_v with_o god_n he_o be_v only_o angry_a and_o displease_v with_o thy_o sin_n thy_o corruption_n and_o his_o rough_a hand_n which_o thou_o feel_v be_v but_o to_o take_v away_o and_o purge_v out_o that_o he_o be_v well_o please_v with_o thou_o ephraim_n be_v a_o dear_a still_o though_o god_n speak_v against_o he_o his_o bowel_n be_v trouble_v for_o he_o as_o it_o be_v jerem._n 31.18_o again_o four_o it_o be_v a_o mercy_n to_o be_v sensible_a and_o sorrowful_a for_o divine_a displeasure_n there_o be_v many_o a_o hard-hearted_a wretch_n in_o the_o world_n that_o slight_v god_n that_o make_v a_o mock_n of_o sin_n and_o wrath_n too_o bless_a be_v god_n that_o thou_o as_o david_n can_v say_v my_o flesh_n tremble_v for_o fear_n of_o thou_o and_o i_o be_o afraid_a of_o thy_o judgement_n psal_n 119.120_o and_o five_o god_n will_v not_o contend_v nor_o be_v wroth_a for_o ever_o your_o father_n anger_n o_o sad_a soul_n will_v over_o as_o we_o say_v i._n e._n will_v go_v away_o this_o cloud_n and_o storm_n will_v not_o last_v always_o read_v o_o deject_a soul_n isa_n 57_o hear_v god_n himself_o say_v i_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o neither_o will_v i_o be_v always_o wroth_a for_o the_o spirit_n will_v fail_v before_o i_o and_o the_o soul_n which_o i_o 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