xxii_o confession_n o_o my_o lord_n let_v all_o thing_n praise_v thou_o let_v thy_o just_a will_v be_v our_o law_n let_v subject_n humble_o obey_v in_o and_o for_o thou_o for_o inferior_n contend_v and_o withstand_v their_o superior_n in_o that_o thou_o will_v have_v they_o obey_v in_o ☜_o be_v most_o odious_a in_o thy_o eye_n and_o nothing_o they_o can_v do_v will_v please_v thou_o unless_o they_o will_v hear_v thy_o voice_n as_o well_o by_o other_o as_o from_o thyself_o for_o it_o be_v not_o so_o much_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o action_n that_o thou_o regard_v as_o the_o be_v do_v by_o we_o in_o that_o manner_n thou_o will_v have_v it_o do_v by_o we_o and_o in_o nothing_o can_v we_o obey_v thou_o as_o we_o ought_v to_o do_v unless_o we_o first_o regard_n and_o intend_v thou_o in_o that_o which_o by_o we_o be_v accomplish_v and_o a_o superior_a reflect_v on_o his_o own_o authority_n rather_o than_o on_o what_o in_o thy_o behalf_n he_o ought_v to_o exact_v in_o that_o case_n or_o case_n and_o rather_o on_o what_o by_o his_o power_n he_o can_v command_v then_o on_o what_o according_a to_o thy_o pleasure_n be_v best_a to_o be_v do_v rathâ—r_o govern_v in_o his_o own_o power_n then_o in_o thou_o and_o the_o effect_n unless_o it_o be_v very_o straight_o and_o right_o between_o his_o subiectâ—_n heart_n and_o thou_o will_v consequent_o be_v more_o human_a than_o divine_a and_o the_o superior_n while_o sensible_a of_o their_o honour_n abuse_v the_o power_n give_v by_o thou_o do_v yet_o loose_v what_o they_o will_v have_v for_o their_o subject_n often_o look_v upon_o rather_o what_o be_v defective_a in_o the_o superior_a then_o upon_o their_o own_o duty_n both_o of_o they_o fail_v in_o their_o duty_n to_o thy_o dishonour_n who_o so_o sweet_o have_v dispose_v of_o all_o thing_n if_o we_o do_v not_o pervert_v thy_o order_n with_o seek_v not_o thou_o and_o thy_o honour_n but_o our_o own_o and_o ourselves_o from_o which_o misery_n bless_v we_o i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thy_o own_o sake_n that_o thou_o maisâ—_n be_v glorify_v both_o in_o the_o commander_n and_o the_o obeyer_n the_o xxiii_o confession_n o_o how_o happy_a be_v those_o thou_o instructe_v in_o thy_o law_n and_o in_o who_o it_o go_v straight_o between_o their_o soul_n and_o thet_z for_o their_o only_a care_n be_v to_o please_v and_o praise_v thou_o in_o all_o thing_n these_o humble_o obey_v for_o thou_o and_o see_v how_o dangerous_a it_o be_v to_o resist_v thy_o will_n in_o any_o thing_n how_o little_a soever_o but_o very_o much_o must_v we_o strive_v to_o humble_v ourselves_o if_o we_o desire_v to_o know_v and_o stand_v unto_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v exact_v of_o we_o by_o thou_o for_o nothing_o be_v able_a to_o enlighten_v our_o blindness_n but_o thy_o grace_n shine_v in_o a_o humble_a soul._n if_o we_o know_v never_o so_o much_o and_o can_v do_v wonder_n if_o we_o have_v never_o so_o great_a guif_n of_o nature_n and_o grace_n ☜_o yet_o can_v we_o not_o thereby_o become_v please_v to_o thou_o unless_o withal_o we_o be_v diligent_a in_o the_o exercise_n of_o true_a humility_n o_o give_v i_o this_o gift_n for_o none_o of_o himsef_n be_v able_a to_o attain_v to_o it_o my_o god_n make_v i_o true_o humble_a that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o thou_o let_v i_o by_o love_n adhere_v to_o thou_o that_o all_o impediment_n may_v be_v remove_v between_o my_o soul_n and_o thou_o let_v all_o create_a thing_n be_v to_o i_o as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o as_o to_o their_o become_v any_o impediment_n between_o my_o poor_a soul_n and_o thy_o godnes_n that_o so_o i_o may_v not_o be_v hinder_v by_o any_o thing_n from_o be_v unite_v to_o thou_o for_o this_o thou_o may_v our_o soul_n that_o by_o thy_o grace_n we_o may_v return_v to_o thou_o who_o by_o sin_n we_o have_v stray_v from_o and_o that_o humble_o seek_v to_o love_n thou_o and_o use_v all_o thing_n create_v only_o to_o this_o end_n that_o we_o may_v at_o last_o find_v and_o possess_v â—hee_o who_o only_o be_v able_a to_o satiate_v we_o and_o therefore_o miserable_a be_v we_o when_o we_o seek_v any_o thing_n beside_o thou_o from_o which_o do_v i_o beseech_v thou_o defend_v us._n amen_o the_o xxiv_o confession_n non_fw-fr in_o solo_fw-la pane_fw-la vivit_fw-la homo_fw-la sed_fw-la in_o omni_fw-la verbo_fw-la quod_fw-la procedit_fw-la de_fw-la ore_fw-la dei_fw-la 4._o these_o be_v thy_o oâ—â—_n word_n my_o lord_n â—hich_v i_o rehear_n beâ—ore_v thou_o to_o whom_o power_n out_o my_o hart_n and_o my_o soul_n â—ith_v unspeakable_a joy_n hope_v that_o â—hy_a word_n shall_v be_v a_o light_n unto_o my_o foot_n that_o i_o may_v avoid_v the_o gin_n and_o snare_n which_o the_o world_n the_o â—â—esh_n and_o the_o devil_n do_v lay_v to_o catch_v â—nd_n entrap_v my_o sinful_a and_o weak_a â—oul_n thy_o word_n indeed_o be_v sweet_a because_o thou_o speak_v peace_n to_o the_o hart_n and_o give_v by_o they_o strength_n â—o_o the_o soul._n it_o be_v well_o know_v to_o thou_o why_o i_o do_v thus_o dilate_v myself_o in_o speak_v and_o write_v to_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n rehearse_v to_o thou_o to_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v manifest_a the_o desire_n intention_n and_o affliction_n or_o comfort_n of_o my_o hart_n for_o as_o thâ—uâ—ell_o â—ell_z know_v if_o i_o shall_v not_o when_o â—_o enjoy_v some_o more_o interior_a light_n set_v down_o in_o write_v some_o thiug_n which_o i_o may_v peruse_v at_o other_o time_n that_o â—re_n of_o obsurity_n i_o shall_v be_v apt_a to_o forget_v to_o praise_v thou_o ☞_o yea_o and_o eveâ—_o wither_v away_o with_o the_o grief_n and_o anguish_n which_o by_o thy_o sweet_a permission_n overwhelm_v my_o soul_n be_v thâ—â—_n bless_v for_o all_o who_o take_v away_o 〈◊〉_d beseech_v thou_o or_o give_v as_o it_o best_o pleaâ—seth_v thou_o from_o thy_o poor_a seruantâ—_n only_o deprive_v i_o not_o of_o graceâ—_n so_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o i_o care_v not_o whaâ—_n happen_v to_o i_o let_v thy_o will_n be_v do_v for_o time_n and_o eternity_n rooâ—_n out_o of_o my_o soul_n that_o pride_n whicâ—_n make_v i_o so_o far_o from_o be_v thaâ—_n thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v my_o desire_n be_v great_a to_o praise_n love_n honour_n and_o true_o serve_v thou_o but_o my_o power_n be_v so_o little_a that_o none_o have_v be_v less_o faithful_a to_o thou_o than_o i_o but_o where_o do_v the_o liberality_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercâ—_n extend_v itself_o more_o willing_o theâ—_n where_o there_o be_v great_a poverty_n anâ—_n misery_n though_o i_o be_v poor_a yet_o mâ—_n lord_n be_v rich_a though_o i_o be_v in_o all_o blindness_n as_o to_o the_o discern_a of_o trutâ—_n yet_o my_o lord_n be_v light_v itself_o to_o he_o therefore_o i_o will_v approach_v that_o in_o his_o light_n i_o may_v see_v light_a i_o will_v beg_v of_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v become_v capable_a of_o glori_v in_o thy_o riches_n and_o then_o nothing_o shall_v be_v want_v to_o i_o see_v my_o lord_n possess_v in_o himself_o all_o good_a thing_n be_v thou_o my_o lord_n what_o â—hou_n be_v and_o i_o a_o miserable_a sinner_n cast_v my_o eye_n upon_o the_o earth_n do_v cry_v to_o thou_o to_o be_v merciful_a to_o my_o sin_n i_o sit_v here_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n morn_n and_o lament_v that_o i_o have_v make_v no_o more_o haste_n to_o conclude_v a_o everlasting_a â—eague_n and_o peace_n with_o my_o lord_n god_n to_o who_o now_o my_o soul_n do_v aspire_v day_n and_o night_n without_o cease_v o_o my_o lord_n when_o i_o remember_v what_o â—hou_n have_v do_v for_o i_o i_o faint_v and_o fail_v to_o see_v how_o ungrateful_a for_o it_o i_o have_v be_v and_o be_o to_o thou_o what_o do_v thou_o mean_v to_o help_v i_o and_o â—ecall_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n when_o i_o least_o think_v of_o thou_o and_o not_o content_a with_o that_o baker_n thou_o do_v also_o by_o mean_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n of_o thou_o make_v my_o state_n which_o be_v so_o heavy_a â—_o burden_n to_o i_o through_o my_o fault_n and_o ignorance_n to_o become_v so_o delightful_a to_o i_o that_o i_o may_v and_o do_v true_o acknowledge_v that_o thy_o yoke_n of_o religion_n be_v sweet_a above_o all_o the_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n and_o thy_o burden_n so_o light_a that_o cross_n pain_n affliction_n internal_a and_o exâ—ternal_a bear_v as_o thy_o burden_n be_v most_o light_a and_o easy_a and_o cause_n more_o true_a peace_n to_o my_o hart_n than_o i_o can_v express_v which_o be_v it_o say_v to_o thy_o honour_n and_o grant_v i_o to_o humble_v myself_o in_o all_o that_o i_o may_v grow_v still_o more_o and_o more_o please_v to_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o comfort_n of_o my_o soul._n ☞_o let_v his_o instruction_n of_o who_o
i_o speak_v to_o thou_o according_a to_o his_o desire_n still_o more_o and_o more_o inflame_v my_o love_n unto_o thou_o be_v thou_o all_o in_o all_o and_o above_o all_o unto_o i_o if_o thou_o teach_v not_o my_o soul_n to_o love_n in_o vain_a be_v the_o endeavour_n of_o man_n speak_v and_o preach_v to_o i_o let_v i_o â—eare_z thou_o by_o he_o and_o let_v i_o not_o so_o harken_v to_o he_o without_o that_o i_o grow_v deaf_a to_o thou_o who_o be_v within_o thy_o word_n be_v work_n either_o speak_v by_o other_o for_o our_o good_a or_o by_o tâ—y_a self_n in_o the_o most_o interior_a of_o our_o soul._n o_o happiness_n that_o there_o shall_v be_v such_o a_o capacity_n in_o we_o of_o have_v relation_n to_o thou_o in_o all_o thing_n all_o thing_n create_v may_v fail_v we_o but_o thou_o who_o only_a can_v fatiat_fw-la our_o heart_n can_v never_o change_v or_o alter_v but_o be_v still_o the_o same_o and_o thy_o year_n shall_v not_o fail_v thou_o teach_v a_o soul_n true_a humility_n and_o solid_a virtue_n in_o thou_o nothing_o be_v neglect_v thou_o be_v the_o maiester_n of_o perfection_n thou_o teach_v the_o simple_a humble_a and_o love_a soul_n thy_o way_n and_o give_v her_o hide_a manna_n in_o the_o strength_n of_o which_o she_o may_v walk_v even_o to_o the_o house_n of_o her_o god_n where_o she_o shall_v praise_v he_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o qui_fw-la ambulat_fw-la simpliciter_fw-la ambulat_fw-la confidenter_fw-la who_o walk_v simple_o walk_v confident_o if_o we_o love_v thou_o all_o will_n cooperat_fw-la to_o good_a which_o grant_v to_o thy_o own_o praise_n amen_n the_o xxv_o confession_n 2_o omnis_fw-la populus_fw-la venit_fw-la ad_fw-la jesum_fw-la &_o sedens_fw-la docebat_fw-la eos_fw-la all_o the_o people_n come_v jesus_n and_o he_o sit_v teach_v they_o can_v i_o hear_v and_o consider_v these_o word_n write_v by_o thy_o best_a belove_a disciple_n and_o not_o even_o melt_v into_o tear_n of_o joy_n if_o indeed_o any_o have_v be_v by_o thou_o my_o lord_n reject_v i_o may_v have_v fear_v and_o that_o most_o just_o remember_v my_o past_a and_o present_a sin_n but_o to_o put_v i_o out_o of_o fear_n and_o doubt_v thy_o holy_a evangelist_n say_v omnis_fw-la all_o to_o thou_o therefore_o i_o will_v fly_v and_o of_o thou_o i_o will_v learn_v how_o i_o may_v please_v praise_n and_o love_v thou_o and_o how_o by_o true_a humility_n i_o may_v die_v to_o myself_o and_o all_o create_a thing_n hereby_o whole_o to_o live_v to_o thou_o my_o all_o and_o only_o good_a thou_o know_v that_o my_o soul_n without_o cease_v do_v long_o after_o thou_o and_o to_o see_v it-self_n free_a from_o all_o that_o which_o be_v a_o hindrance_n to_o my_o perfect_o love_v thou_o oâ—_n love_n of_o my_o lord_n god_n how_o forcible_a be_v thou_o in_o a_o pure_a soul_n o_o who_o will_v give_v thou_o to_o i_o that_o my_o hart_n may_v be_v purge_v and_o purify_v thereby_o to_o become_v a_o please_a habitation_n for_o my_o god_n o_o lord_n who_o be_v goodness_n itself_o can_v there_o be_v find_v any_o joy_n comfort_n or_o true_a content_n in_o any_o thing_n but_o thou_o can_v there_o i_o say_v for_o as_o for_o i_o far_o have_v it_o be_v from_o thou_o to_o permit_v any_o thing_n but_o thy_o self_n to_o be_v sweet_a to_o i_o o_o all_o you_o that_o think_v it_o a_o burden_n to_o be_v oblige_v by_o your_o profession_n to_o tend_v to_o great_a perfection_n and_o fear_v the_o punishment_n of_o our_o do_v the_o contrary_a raise_v up_o your_o heart_n ☜_o and_o remember_v what_o it_o be_v that_o our_o lord_n exact_v of_o you_o by_o this_o your_o profession_n and_o this_o as_o it_o may_v seem_v at_o first_o a_o severe_a exaction_n so_o remember_v well_o and_o consider_v i_o say_v what_o it_o be_v and_o your_o heart_n will_v rejoice_v that_o fear_v our_o lord_n it_o be_v o_o it_o be_v to_o love_v without_o bound_n or_o measure_n it_o be_v to_o leave_v yourself_o that_o you_o may_v find_v god_n it_o be_v to_o fly_v from_o the_o world_n that_o you_o may_v hear_v our_o lord_n speak_v peace_n to_o your_o soul_n it_o be_v to_o submit_v and_o subject_n yourself_o whole_o to_o he_o who_o will_n none_o can_v resist_v but_o as_o they_o be_v permit_v by_o he_o it_o be_v to_o be_v subject_a to_o every_o live_a creature_n for_o he_o who_o submit_v himsef_n to_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n that_o we_o may_v become_v capable_a of_o enjoy_v he_o this_o be_v that_o he_o exact_v of_o we_o who_o have_v dedicate_v our_o soul_n whole_o to_o he_o this_o be_v that_o he_o require_v which_o though_o at_o first_o it_o seem_v a_o burden_n to_o perform_v yet_o that_o which_o seem_v so_o be_v indeed_o quite_o otherwise_o ☞_o as_o we_o shall_v find_v in_o effect_n if_o we_o perform_v that_o out_o of_o love_n which_o out_o of_o his_o love_n to_o we_o he_o exact_v of_o us._n for_o what_o be_v sweet_a than_o to_o love_v yea_o and_o to_o love_v he_o who_o the_o more_o we_o love_v the_o more_o it_o become_v delightful_a to_o we_o to_o love_v the_o more_o strict_a our_o obligation_n be_v to_o he_o the_o light_a be_v our_o burden_n we_o have_v to_o bear_v for_o he_o do_v all_o that_o he_o have_v do_v for_o we_o to_o bring_v we_o into_o this_o state_n to_o oblige_v we_o to_o love_n do_v also_o if_o we_o be_v not_o the_o hindrance_n oblige_v himself_o to_o give_v we_o this_o divine_a love_n of_o he_o which_o be_v able_a to_o unite_v a_o poor_a contemptible_a creature_n to_o his_o divine_a majesty_n who_o we_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o name_n o_o sweet_a and_o most_o desirable_a yoke_n well_o may_v thou_o be_v say_v to_o be_v sweet_a thou_o bring_v true_a and_o perfect_a liberty_n for_o love_n make_v light_v all_o burden_n and_o sweeten_v all_o labour_n and_o to_o they_o that_o love_n it_o be_v easy_a to_o suffer_v any_o adversity_n for_o their_o loveds_n sake_n o_o let_v i_o be_v oblige_v by_o thou_o to_o love_n let_v i_o i_o say_v through_o thy_o mercy_n obtain_v this_o love_n of_o three_o which_o make_v a_o soul_n in_o all_o thing_n grateful_a and_o faithful_a to_o thou_o let_v i_o not_o offend_v thou_o in_o my_o misery_n and_o then_o come_v as_o many_o as_o please_v thou_o for_o i_o account_v that_o only_o a_o misery_n to_o wit_n to_o offend_v thou_o let_v all_o thing_n praise_v thou_o and_o let_v i_o in_o all_o praise_n thy_o divine_a majesty_n with_o they_o that_o love_v thou_o behold_v fire_n sea_n snow_n thunder_n lightning_z hail_o and_o â—he_v spirit_n of_o storm_n do_v thy_o will_n and_o yet_o i_o in_o all_o contradict_v it_o who_o be_o capable_a of_o thy_o love_n and_o be_o invite_v to_o love_v so_o many_o way_n by_o thou_o my_o god_n o_o let_v this_o thy_o love_n whole_o possess_v my_o soul_n that_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o may_v bless_v thy_o holy_a name_n i_o renounce_v into_o thy_o hand_n all_o that_o be_v in_o i_o contrary_a to_o this_o thy_o love_n let_v it_o whole_o consume_v i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o turn_v into_o love_n and_o that_o nothing_o else_o may_v be_v desire_v by_o i_o let_v i_o be_v drown_v and_o swallow_v up_o in_o that_o of_o divine_a love_n in_o which_o my_o soul_n may_v swim_v for_o all_o eternity_n never_o more_o by_o sin_n to_o be_v separate_v from_o thou_o o_o when_o will_v this_o day_n come_v that_o i_o may_v return_v to_o thou_o my_o beginning_n when_o will_v thy_o glory_n appear_v when_o shall_v death_n be_v swallow_a up_o in_o victory_n that_o i_o may_v without_o cease_v praise_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o name_n i_o write_v with_o no_o small_a comfort_n though_o otherwise_o i_o be_v so_o dry_a that_o i_o can_v scarce_o think_v upon_o thou_o to_o hear_v thâ—e_n name_v or_o to_o write_v to_o or_o of_o thou_o refresh_v my_o soul_n in_o all_o her_o misery_n and_o to_o it_o i_o fly_v from_o the_o thought_n fear_n and_o care_n which_o as_o thou_o know_v often_o oppress_v i_o for_o my_o humiliation_n who_o for_o my_o pride_n deserve_v just_o to_o be_v reject_v for_o ever_o by_o thou_o but_o in_o such_o case_n i_o hope_v both_o live_n and_o die_v that_o thou_o my_o lord_n be_v my_o god_n my_o mercy_n and_o what_o be_v want_v to_o i_o i_o shall_v abundant_o possess_v if_o i_o confide_v only_o in_o thou_o which_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v not_o fail_v to_o do_v who_o only_o be_v to_o be_v adore_v for_o all_o eternity_n amen_n the_o xxvi_o confession_n erant_fw-la appropinquantes_fw-la ad_fw-la jesum_fw-la publicani_fw-la .1_o &_o peccatores_fw-la ut_fw-la audirent_fw-la illum_fw-la there_o be_v sinner_n and_o publican_n approach_v to_o jesus_n that_o they_o may_v hear_v he_o this_o be_v write_v in_o the_o gospel_n of_o this_o day_n my_o lord_n which_o do_v much_o comfort_n my_o sinful_a
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be_v thy_o law_n the_o more_o perfect_o we_o perform_v they_o the_o more_o delightful_a be_v thy_o yoke_n they_o be_v make_v by_o thou_o out_o of_o thy_o love_n to_o we_o and_o if_o we_o love_v they_o will_v be_v most_o easy_a and_o pleasant_a to_o us._n for_o indeed_o where_o thou_o bid_v we_o leave_v and_o forskae_fw-la all_o that_o we_o may_v find_v rest_n in_o our_o soul_n thou_o speak_v to_o we_o as_o be_v sensual_a for_o when_o we_o leave_v our_o friend_n riches_n honour_n pleasure_n yea_o and_o even_o which_o be_v most_o of_o all_o our_o very_a self_n whaâ—_n have_v we_o leave_v or_o forsake_v some_o thinâ—_n indeed_o as_o it_o seem_v to_o we_o these_o thing_n be_v when_o through_o blindness_n and_o ignoâ—rance_n we_o esteem_v they_o as_o benefit_n and_o comfort_n but_o do_v it_o upon_o 〈◊〉_d word_n we_o find_v we_o have_v leave_v nothing_o â—â—_o find_v thou_o who_o be_v all_o thing_n we_o have_v leave_v our_o friend_n who_o be_v incident_a to_o leave_v we_o when_o we_o stand_v in_o most_o need_n of_o they_o we_o have_v leave_v honour_n which_o be_v have_v prove_v nothing_o else_o butâ—_n mere_a burden_n to_o us._n and_o so_o in_o fine_a nothing_o be_v there_o to_o be_v leave_v which_o if_o 〈◊〉_d do_v but_o love_v our_o own_o peace_n and_o quiâ—â—_n without_o all_o further_a respect_n we_o will_v choose_v as_o the_o very_o best_o what_o thou_o doâ—â—_n exact_a for_o virtue_n be_v amiable_a in_o itself_o and_o those_o that_o have_v but_o a_o very_a show_n of_o it_o as_o to_o what_o it_o be_v indeed_o even_o among_o the_o heathen_n be_v honour_v for_o godâ—_n who_o therefore_o will_v not_o follow_v the_o my_o god_n in_o who_o alone_o be_v to_o be_v founâ—_n true_a good_a thou_o teach_v the_o mild_a and_o humble_a thy_o way_n and_o thou_o restâ—_n willing_o in_o a_o peaceful_a hart_n what_o caâ—_n bring_v true_a peace_n to_o our_o soul_n but_o tâ—â—_n â—ove_n give_v this_o love_n therefore_o to_o i_o â—ho_fw-mi wish_v and_o desire_v only_o that_o â—n_o all_o i_o may_v be_v true_a to_o thou_o the_o four_o confession_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n to_o who_o i_o dust_n and_o ash_n be_o not_o worthy_a to_o speak_v yet_o hear_v i_o my_o lord_n recount_v here_o before_o thou_o thy_o own_o â—ords_n speak_v by_o thy_o servant_n in_o thy_o name_n who_o be_v truth_n itself_o 12._o venife_n silij_fw-la â—â—â—ite_fw-la i_o timorem_fw-la domini_fw-la docebo_fw-la vos_fw-la proâ—ibe_v lingâ—am_fw-la tuam_fw-la è_fw-la malo_fw-la &_o labia_fw-la tua_fw-la ne_fw-la â—juantur_fw-la dolum_fw-la diverte_a à _fw-fr malo_fw-la &_o fac_fw-la â—nam_fw-la inquire_v pacem_fw-la &_o persequere_fw-la eam_fw-la 14._o conte_n o_o son_n hearâ—_n i_o i_o will_v â—each_v you_o the_o â—eare_z of_o our_o lord_n forbid_v thy_o tongue_n from_o evil_a â—_o thy_o lip_n that_o they_o speak_v not_o guile_n turn_v â—rom_o evil_a and_o do_v good_a seek_v peace_n &_o prosecute_v itt_n here_o thou_o bid_v i_o as_o thy_o child_n come_v to_o thou_o and_o thou_o will_v teach_v â—e_n thy_o fear_n as_o that_o thou_o be_v my_o lord_n â—eere_o thou_o bid_v i_o refrain_v my_o tongue_n from_o guile_n and_o my_o lip_n that_o they_o speaâ—k_v not_o guile_n and_o also_o hate_v evil_a and_o do_v good_a inquire_v after_o peace_n and_o follow_v it_o these_o last_o word_n inâ—deed_o comprehend_v all_o but_o of_o whoâ—_n shall_v i_o inquire_v peace_n my_o lord_n &_o my_o goâ—_n of_o who_o i_o say_v shall_v i_o inquire_v to_o leaâ—_n it_o true_o of_o thyself_o who_o in_o teach_v i_o the_o way_n of_o peaoe_n can_v give_v i_o grayce_n to_o follow_v it_o of_o thou_o therefore_o i_o desire_v to_o learn_v who_o word_n be_v workâ—_n speak_v to_o my_o hart_n speak_v so_o that_o i_o may_v hear_v and_o follow_v it_o give_v i_o the_o humility_n which_o know_v no_o guile_n give_v i_o the_o love_n that_o deny_v it_o lâ—â—_n thou_o know_v that_o there_o be_v never_o more_o necessity_n of_o beg_v in_o this_o kind_a thy_o help_n because_o humble_a love_n be_v now_o of_o the_o world_n almost_o 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mother_n of_o thy_o prophet_n samuel_n that_o she_o turn_v her_o countenance_n no_o more_o towards_o several_a way_n for_o have_v be_v teach_v and_o instruct_v by_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n that_o one_o thing_n be_v to_o i_o only_o necessary_a let_v i_o not_o loose_v myself_o by_o follow_v or_o try_v those_o several_a way_n of_o which_o she_o speak_v i_o have_v as_o thou_o know_v my_o god_n have_v sufficient_a trial_n of_o they_o to_o the_o great_a misery_n and_o difficulty_n of_o my_o poor_a soul_n for_o that_o time_n let_v i_o now_o sing_v and_o that_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o soul_n 25_o that_o it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o to_o
according_a to_o thy_o own_o hart_n but_o proceed_v from_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o spirit_n of_o all_o truth_n who_o speak_v by_o the_o prophet_n and_o apostle_n for_o the_o comfort_n instruction_n and_o illumination_n of_o such_o as_o be_v true_a member_n of_o our_o holy_a mother_n the_o church_n how_o weak_a and_o contemptible_a soever_o they_o be_v in_o the_o beleif_n of_o which_o church_n and_o in_o hope_n of_o thy_o mercy_n which_o i_o have_v always_o experience_v to_o be_v great_a towards_o i_o thy_o poor_a servant_n i_o fly_v to_o thou_o in_o all_o my_o doubt_n and_o obscurity_n which_o sin_n ignorance_n and_o imperfection_n cause_n to_o my_o soul_n in_o her_o way_n â—owards_n thou_o her_o only_o desire_a belove_a â—he_n by_o who_o thou_o speak_v this_o have_v â—â—cepted_v any_o i_o shall_v not_o have_v daâ—d_v to_o have_v apply_v it_o to_o myself_o â—ut_v as_o it_o be_v i_o shall_v do_v thou_o wrong_n â—o_o fly_v from_o thou_o when_o thou_o bid_v i_o â—â—me_n and_o be_v illuminate_v though_o my_o â—â—nnes_n be_v great_a yet_o thy_o mercy_n excee_v all_o the_o sin_n in_o the_o world_n i_o â—ill_v therefore_o come_v to_o thou_o that_o my_o â—â—ce_n be_v not_o confound_v i_o will_v approach_v â—o_o thou_o the_o only_a true_a light_n that_o my_o souâ—â—_n may_v love_v thou_o be_v guide_v by_o â—his_n thy_o light_n in_o this_o light_n the_o glorious_a 〈◊〉_d augustin_n walk_v in_o a_o extraordinary_a manner_n when_o he_o cry_v out_o with_o â—_o most_o amorous_a hart_n lord_n let_v i_o know_v â—hee_o and_o let_v i_o know_v myself_n these_o too_o knowledge_n be_v inseparable_a companion_n and_o increase_v the_o one_o â—y_a the_o other_o for_o who_o can_v know_v theeâ—nlesse_a â—nlesse_z he_o know_v himself_o unless_o he_o â—e_v teach_v by_o thou_o those_o that_o will_v â—now_v some_o thing_n of_o thou_o and_o will_v be_v favour_v by_o thou_o for_o any_o end_n but_o to_o love_v thou_o and_o to_o learn_v to_o despise_v themselves_o be_v in_o peril_n of_o a_o 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their_o superior_n and_o better_n which_o be_v a_o evident_a sign_n that_o they_o be_v for_o all_o their_o pretence_n in_o a_o great_a error_n other_o object_n that_o they_o abstract_n their_o affection_n from_o all_o the_o world_n and_o indeed_o will_v seem_v to_o be_v dead_a to_o all_o creature_n but_o that_o this_o they_o do_v that_o they_o may_v the_o better_a love_n themselves_o and_o while_o they_o seek_v themselves_o in_o a_o spiritual_a manner_n in_o the_o gift_n and_o grace_n of_o god_n they_o say_v they_o be_v in_o more_o danger_n than_o those_o that_o live_v in_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n other_o alleadg_n that_o the_o quietness_n they_o seem_v to_o enjoy_v in_o occur_v accident_n of_o difficulty_n be_v either_o natural_a or_o else_o because_o they_o pretend_v to_o lead_v forsooth_o a_o spiritual_a life_n be_v bind_v in_o honour_n to_o endure_v they_o patient_o lest_o otherwise_o they_o be_v prove_v to_o their_o disgrace_n to_o be_v but_o in_o a_o imaginary_a course_n which_o a_o spiritual_a life_n in_o these_o day_n be_v general_o hold_v to_o be_v thus_o and_o in_o infinite_a other_o manner_n as_o it_o be_v know_v to_o thou_o i_o have_v in_o some_o sort_n experience_v even_o from_o they_o who_o i_o can_v have_v expect_v by_o the_o place_n they_o â—ear_v to_o have_v be_v hearten_v in_o my_o desire_n of_o tend_v to_o thou_o to_o the_o uttermost_a ability_n of_o my_o soul_n but_o well_o may_v they_o do_v it_o see_v they_o be_v also_o in_o place_n where_o they_o be_v bind_v to_o reform_v in_o i_o what_o be_v and_o be_v amiss_o in_o my_o life_n which_o i_o must_v confess_v be_v very_o much_o but_o yet_o i_o confide_v in_o thy_o help_n but_o in_o fine_a the_o objection_n against_o a_o internal_a life_n be_v so_o many_o that_o much_o help_n be_v necessary_a for_o a_o soul_n that_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o hold_v and_o go_v through_o with_o all_o objection_n and_o difficulty_n in_o that_o kind_n for_o one_o say_v for_o want_v of_o this_o circumstance_n all_o their_o life_n be_v in_o peril_n and_o another_o say_v that_o the_o say_a circumstance_n may_v stand_v with_o a_o true_a spiritual_a life_n but_o yet_o that_o there_o be_v another_o matter_n or_o circumstance_n which_o be_v necessary_a to_o be_v reform_v in_o their_o course_n and_o thus_o in_o their_o exception_n there_o be_v so_o many_o mind_n as_o man_n and_o yet_o none_o of_o they_o can_v say_v there_o be_v any_o sin_n in_o that_o which_o they_o alleadg_n for_o such_o a_o main_a impediment_n the_o fault_n be_v indeed_o only_o that_o it_o be_v not_o suitable_a to_o their_o apprehension_n and_o experience_n in_o spiritual_a matter_n thus_o therefore_o it_o stand_v with_o soul_n that_o in_o these_o day_n will_v lead_v a_o spiritual_a life_n but_o those_o who_o place_n all_o their_o hope_n in_o thou_o my_o god_n shall_v remain_v stable_a as_o a_o rock_n and_o in_o thou_o who_o be_v their_o strength_n and_o refuge_n they_o live_v peaceable_a and_o content_a have_v the_o testimony_n of_o their_o conscience_n to_o bâ—_n their_o comfort_n amid_o all_o opposition_n and_o contradiction_n but_o above_o all_o objection_n which_o i_o have_v hear_v that_o go_v near_o my_o hart_n be_v when_o i_o read_v or_o hear_v that_o it_o be_v perilous_a to_o walk_v the_o way_n of_o love_n ☜_o and_o that_o as_o some_o will_v seem_v to_o prove_v no_o soul_n in_o any_o other_o course_n or_o state_n be_v in_o such_o peril_n as_o be_v a_o soul_n who_o give_v herself_o to_o thiâ—_n study_n but_o let_v they_o affirm_v that_o who_o will_n for_o my_o part_n i_o will_v shut_v my_o ear_n from_o harken_v to_o such_o man_n because_o nothing_o be_v more_o plain_a more_o easy_a more_o secure_a more_o pleasant_a than_o the_o way_n of_o love._n for_o that_o way_n of_o love_n it_o can_v be_v call_v if_o the_o soul_n seek_v in_o it_o any_o thing_n but_o thou_o alone_o which_o these_o man_n will_v make_v it_o almost_o impossible_a for_o one_o to_o do_v but_o thou_o know_v my_o god_n that_o in_o this_o thou_o have_v wrong_v for_o it_o be_v thy_o own_o desire_n that_o soul_n shall_v love_v thou_o and_o thou_o have_v make_v they_o only_o for_o that_o end_n that_o they_o may_v whole_o attend_v even_o in_o this_o life_n to_o the_o love_n and_o praise_v of_o thou_o alone_o how_o can_v this_o way_n be_v dangerous_a where_o the_o only_a endeavour_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v that_o thy_o will_n be_v in_o all_o fullfil_v who_o can_v doubt_v of_o thy_o assistance_n and_o help_v therein_o though_o we_o be_v able_a to_o do_v nothing_o of_o ourselves_o very_o it_o can_v be_v doubt_v any_o more_o than_o it_o can_v be_v fear_v that_o thou_o will_v cease_v to_o be_v good_a to_o thy_o creature_n which_o thou_o have_v redeem_v with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n let_v not_o soul_n therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o any_o such_o fright_n be_v bring_v into_o fear_n of_o walk_v this_o noble_a and_o amiable_a way_n but_o let_v we_o sing_v in_o hope_n 1._o dominus_fw-la illuminatio_fw-la mea_fw-la &_o salus_fw-la mea_fw-la quem_fw-la timebo_fw-la si_fw-mi deus_fw-la pro_fw-la nobis_fw-la quis_fw-la contra_fw-la nos_fw-la my_o lord_n be_v my_o light_n and_o my_o salvation_n who_o shall_v i_o fear_v if_o god_n be_v with_o we_o what_o matter_n be_v it_o who_o be_v against_o us._n let_v we_o proceed_v humble_o till_o we_o be_v admit_v to_o enjoy_v thou_o the_o god_n of_o god_n in_o zion_n where_o thy_o praise_n shall_v be_v perfect_v in_o us._n these_o thing_n therefore_o remember_v and_o recount_v before_o thou_o do_v strengthen_v my_o soul_n that_o it_o fall_v not_o from_o the_o steadfastness_n which_o be_v ground_v and_o found_v upon_o thou_o to_o hearten_v and_o inconradg_n my_o soul_n by_o speak_v and_o write_v thus_o to_o thou_o be_v the_o cause_n why_o these_o thing_n have_v be_v
return_n for_o she_o have_v forsake_v all_o for_o thou_o and_o have_v taste_v of_o thy_o sweetness_n say_v with_o the_o prophet_n 8.37_o turn_v away_o my_o eye_n that_o they_o see_v not_o vanity_n lest_o like_o a_o dog_n she_o return_v to_o her_o vomit_n and_o after_o have_v have_v a_o glimmer_a of_o thy_o light_n she_o because_o she_o fear_v she_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o sustain_v thy_o chastisement_n and_o shall_v forget_v and_o loose_v herself_o by_o these_o tribulation_n and_o desirous_a that_o she_o may_v be_v happy_o enable_v to_o enâ—er_v the_o more_o full_o into_o thou_o and_o fear_v i_o say_v her_o own_o frailty_n she_o thus_o again_o cry_v out_o to_o thou_o by_o these_o other_o word_n of_o the_o psalmist_n say_v 187.2_o domine_fw-la deus_fw-la salutis_fw-la meae_fw-la in_o die_v clamavi_fw-la &_o nocte_fw-la coram_fw-la te_fw-la o_o lord_n god_n of_o my_o salvation_n day_n and_o night_n have_v i_o cry_v after_o thou_o for_o who_o but_o thyself_o can_v comfort_v a_o soul_n that_o indeed_o neither_o seek_v nor_o desire_v any_o thing_n but_o thou_o my_o god_n o_o when_o shall_v i_o spend_v all_o my_o strength_n and_o force_n in_o sing_v thy_o praise_n who_o will_v set_v their_o heart_n upon_o any_o thing_n but_o thou_o see_v thou_o have_v make_v all_o other_o thing_n so_o hard_o to_o be_v obtain_v that_o we_o may_v seek_v only_o thou_o for_o who_o we_o be_v make_v and_o who_o love_n we_o may_v more_o easy_o obtain_v then_o any_o thing_n else_o whatsoever_o o_o let_v i_o love_n thou_o who_o only_o for_o that_o end_n do_v create_v i_o we_o will_v have_v that_o which_o be_v worth_a nothing_o and_o many_o time_n grieve_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o that_o which_o will_v but_o cause_v we_o perplexity_n and_o trouble_v to_o have_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n neglect_v that_o which_o thou_o so_o infinite_o desire_v to_o bestow_v upon_o we_o to_o wit_n thy_o love_n than_o which_o nothing_o be_v so_o good_a or_o sweet_a or_o that_o bring_v such_o true_a peace_n to_o the_o soul._n the_o xx._n confession_n without_o pain_n it_o be_v impossible_a o_o my_o most_o amiable_a god_n to_o live_v in_o love_n but_o if_o the_o difficulty_n which_o thy_o true_a friend_n and_o servant_n feel_v be_v weigh_v with_o the_o misery_n of_o those_o who_o rather_o seek_v to_o please_v themselves_o and_o other_o then_o thou_o there_o will_v be_v find_v a_o infinite_a disâ—parity_n for_o thy_o yoke_n be_v sweet_a and_o thy_o burden_n light_n to_o the_o simple_a and_o humble_a and_o to_o those_o who_o serve_v thou_o for_o love_n and_o who_o joy_n thou_o thyself_o be_v and_o who_o nothing_o else_o but_o thou_o my_o god_n do_v seâ—k_n for_o in_o time_n or_o eternity_n these_o i_o say_v be_v despise_v contemn_a afflict_a pain_a tempt_v trouble_a and_o many_o time_n sit_v sorrowful_a with_o a_o heavy_a hart_n and_o sad_a countenance_n but_o thy_o will_n be_v their_o law_n and_o thy_o disposition_n their_o consolation_n i_o may_v bold_o affirm_v that_o in_o all_o this_o they_o suffer_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o the_o fondâ—_n lover_n of_o this_o world_n because_o thou_o be_v ever_o more_o present_a to_o they_o then_o tâ—ey_v to_o themselves_o do_v when_o thou_o see_v thy_o time_n refresh_v their_o soul_n with_o the_o light_n and_o comfort_n of_o thy_o grace_n yea_o seem_a to_o be_v even_o prodigal_a of_o thy_o sweetness_n to_o such_o as_o abide_v faithful_a to_o thou_o in_o their_o tribulation_n and_o hope_v confide_v and_o glory_n in_o thou_o and_o not_o in_o themselves_o and_o who_o take_v occasion_n in_o all_o they_o see_v hear_v suffer_v overcome_v to_o humble_v themselves_o under_o thy_o mighty_a hand_n and_o bless_v and_o praise_v thy_o justice_n and_o mercy_n in_o all_o thing_n whatsoever_o among_o which_o number_n admit_v i_o poor_a and_o contemptible_a sinner_n to_o thy_o great_a glory_n for_o this_o thy_o mercy_n from_o all_o creature_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n the_o xxi_o confession_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n remove_v 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deed_n it_o bear_v all_o thing_n it_o hope_v all_o thing_n and_o it_o confide_v in_o thou_o above_o all_o thing_n it_o wish_v only_o that_o thy_o will_n may_v be_v perform_v in_o all_o and_o by_o all_o creature_n by_o which_o mean_v it_o retain_v true_a peace_n in_o all_o that_o happen_v o_o give_v i_o this_o â—hy_a love_n which_o work_v such_o wonderful_a effect_n in_o a_o humble_a soul_n give_v it_o to_o i_o and_o i_o will_v ask_v thou_o no_o more_o let_v it_o possess_v my_o soul_n that_o nothing_o but_o thyself_o may_v be_v love_v or_o desire_v by_o i_o can_v thy_o goodness_n find_v in_o thy_o hart_n to_o see_v i_o thus_o languish_v for_o want_n of_o thy_o love_n seek_v myself_o in_o all_o thing_n and_o not_o be_v able_a out_o of_o true_a love_n to_o suffer_v any_o thing_n it_o be_v true_a thoâ—_n have_v make_v my_o soul_n to_o loathe_v all_o create_a thing_n and_o have_v show_v i_o most_o plain_o that_o all_o be_v vanity_n and_o affliction_n of_o spirit_n save_v to_o love_v thou_o and_o that_o nothing_o be_v permanent_a under_o the_o sun_n â—and_v that_o vain_a and_o inconstant_a be_v every_o creature_n live_v so_o that_o 〈◊〉_d can_v i_o think_v if_o i_o will_v so_o be_o i_o hold_v by_o thou_o desire_v the_o friendship_n or_o favour_n of_o any_o creature_n but_o this_o be_v not_o sufficient_a for_o i_o anâ—_n therefore_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o beg_v and_o beseech_v grace_n and_o mercy_n oâ—_n thou_o it_o suffice_v not_o i_o that_o my_o souâ—_n refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v but_o i_o musâ—_n also_o remember_v my_o god_n that_o with_o his_o love_n my_o soul_n may_v be_v inflame_v be_v thou_o ignorant_a that_o my_o soul_n have_v have_v through_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n a_o taste_n of_o thou_o can_v find_v comfort_n in_o any_o thing_n but_o in_o enjoy_v of_o thou_o o_o no_o this_o be_v as_o all_o other_o thing_n be_v most_o manifest_a to_o thou_o and_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v have_v i_o thus_o for_o love_n to_o importune_v thou_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v 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will_v have_v of_o thou_o because_o i_o woulâ—_n love_v thou_o beyond_o all_o that_o can_v be_v imaâ—gined_v or_o desire_v by_o i_o be_v thou_o in_o this_o as_o in_o all_o other_o thing_n my_o chooser_n for_o i_o who_o be_v my_o only_a choice_n most_o dear_a to_o i_o 3._o glorious_a thing_n be_v say_v of_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o god_n the_o most_o absolute_a and_o amiable_a beauty_n the_o more_o i_o shall_v love_v thou_o the_o more_o will_v my_o soul_n desire_v thou_o and_o to_o suffer_v for_o thou_o let_v i_o love_v thou_o for_o thyself_o and_o not_o any_o thing_n instead_o of_o thou_o and_o let_v my_o whole_a substance_n by_o thy_o love_n and_o praise_v be_v consume_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v return_v pure_a unto_o thou_o who_o be_v by_o all_o in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n bless_v and_o love_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n the_o xxix_o confession_n o_o my_o god_n my_o only_a belove_a i_o think_v i_o hear_v thou_o sweet_o check_v my_o soul_n with_o these_o word_n when_o under_o 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