satisfy_v myself_o ofttimes_o in_o holy_a duty_n with_o the_o work_n do_v not_o sufficient_o care_v whether_o my_o communion_n with_o thou_o be_v improve_v by_o my_o approach_n to_o thou_o and_o when_o i_o have_v be_v about_o those_o secular_a employment_n which_o thou_o allow_v i_o to_o be_v busy_v in_o under_o the_o sun_n how_o little_a have_v i_o serve_v thou_o in_o they_o or_o hearken_v to_o the_o direction_n thou_o have_v give_v in_o thy_o word_n for_o man_n to_o follow_v in_o their_o worldly_a labour_n so_o that_o if_o my_o estate_n and_o wealth_n and_o honour_n and_o outward_a accommodation_n shall_v prove_v snare_n unto_o my_o soul_n as_o they_o do_v to_o thousand_o psal_n 69.22_o and_o occasion_n of_o my_o miscarry_v unto_o all_o eternity_n i_o must_v acknowledge_v thy_o justice_n and_o blame_v none_o but_o myself_o who_o have_v refuse_v to_o hearken_v to_o thy_o counsel_n and_o will_v not_o be_v persuade_v there_o be_v any_o danger_n to_o be_v fear_v in_o such_o thing_n and_o yet_o how_o often_o have_v i_o hear_v and_o read_v in_o thy_o word_n that_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n and_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o riches_n do_v choke_v the_o world_n so_o that_o it_o become_v unfruitful_a mat._n 13.22_o and_o thereupon_o that_o those_o that_o be_v rich_a shall_v very_o hardly_o enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n mat._n 19_o 2â—.24_n how_o apt_a have_v i_o be_v to_o trust_v in_o uncertain_a riches_n rather_o than_o in_o the_o live_a god_n 1_o tim._n 6.17_o to_o make_v silver_n and_o gold_n my_o confidence_n and_o to_o have_v my_o heart_n steal_v away_o from_o thou_o and_o for_o those_o talent_n thou_o have_v trust_v i_o with_o how_o ready_a have_v i_o be_v to_o forget_v that_o i_o be_o but_o a_o steward_n that_o nothing_o i_o have_v 1_o cor._n 6.19_o hos_fw-la 2.8_o 9_o hag._n 2.10_o be_v my_o own_o but_o that_o all_o be_v thou_o and_o to_o be_v dispose_v of_o as_o thou_o prescribe_v for_o lord_n what_o have_v i_o that_o i_o have_v not_o receive_v and_o must_v not_o be_v accountable_a for_o much_o thou_o have_v do_v for_o i_o more_o than_o for_o thousand_o and_o ten_o thousand_o but_o where_o have_v be_v my_o thankfulness_n my_o obedience_n my_o care_n to_o please_v thou_o so_o much_o the_o more_o for_o all_o the_o good_a thou_o have_v show_v i_o and_o do_v for_o i_o thou_o have_v reach_v out_o to_o i_o with_o a_o liberal_a hand_n my_o beginning_n be_v but_o small_a job_n 8.7_o and_o inconsiderable_a but_o thou_o have_v great_o increase_v my_o latter_a end_n what_o outward_a blessing_n whether_o of_o estate_n or_o of_o repute_n or_o of_o health_n or_o of_o long_a life_n or_o of_o a_o numerous_a and_o hopeful_a posterity_n do_v i_o want_v what_o a_o number_n of_o danger_n and_o hazard_n psal_n 107.23_o 24_o 25_o 26._o and_o trouble_v by_o sea_n and_o land_n by_o night_n and_o day_n have_v thou_o merciful_o carry_v i_o through_o but_o ah_o my_o unthankfulness_n my_o forgetfulness_n of_o that_o god_n who_o have_v thus_o watch_v 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thou_o to_o return_v and_o against_o many_o signal_n favour_n of_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o i_o unworthy_a bless_a father_n thou_o know_v my_o sin_n better_a than_o i_o do_v and_o they_o be_v all_o of_o they_o so_o many_o debt_n which_o be_v record_v in_o thy_o book_n lord_n i_o have_v nothing_o at_o all_o to_o pay_v of_o those_o infinite_a sum_n which_o i_o owe_v unto_o thy_o dreadful_a justice_n i_o have_v no_o way_n to_o make_v thou_o any_o amends_o or_o satisfaction_n lord_n i_o do_v here_o judge_v myself_o 1_o cor._n 11.31_o worthy_a of_o what_o ever_o punishment_n either_o in_o this_o life_n or_o that_o which_o be_v to_o come_v thy_o word_n have_v denounce_v against_o sinner_n i_o deserve_v to_o lie_v everlasting_o under_o thy_o curse_n if_o thou_o shall_v send_v i_o unto_o hell_n i_o must_v i_o will_v justify_v thou_o psal_n 51.4_o in_o thy_o proceed_n and_o say_v it_o be_v i_o only_o that_o have_v undo_v myself_o 2._o the_o next_o thing_n to_o be_v do_v in_o order_n to_o the_o sue_v out_o our_o pardon_n be_v to_o plead_v the_o satisfaction_n and_o payment_n which_o christ_n have_v make_v to_o divine_a justice_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o so_o many_o as_o lay_v hold_n on_o he_o and_o penitent_o seek_v pardon_n and_o favour_n from_o god_n through_o his_o blood_n for_o he_o joh._n 1.29_o be_v that_o lamb_n of_o god_n which_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n and_o his_o blood_n speak_v better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n do_v heb._n 12.24_o this_o be_v to_o take_v sanctuary_n at_o the_o horn_n of_o that_o altar_n from_o which_o a_o believe_a and_o repent_v sinner_n shall_v not_o be_v pull_v away_o this_o be_v like_o the_o escape_n to_o the_o city_n of_o refuge_n from_o the_o avenger_n of_o blood_n in_o a_o word_n it_o be_v to_o fly_v from_o god_n by_o fly_v to_o he_o to_o fly_v from_o his_o justice_n by_o fly_v to_o his_o mercy_n lord_n i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n and_o it_o may_v be_v just_a with_o thou_o to_o write_v bitter_a thing_n against_o i_o job_n 13.26_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n and_o of_o my_o ripe_a year_n my_o sin_n be_v so_o many_o my_o guilt_n so_o black_a and_o horrid_a that_o the_o devil_n tempt_v i_o to_o despair_v and_o my_o own_o heart_n be_v ready_a to_o misgive_v i_o and_o to_o tell_v i_o there_o be_v no_o mercy_n for_o i_o that_o i_o come_v now_o too_o late_o and_o shall_v not_o be_v accept_v and_o if_o the_o mercy_n and_o grace_n that_o have_v be_v so_o oft_o offer_v to_o i_o and_o slight_v by_o i_o shall_v now_o be_v deny_v i_o if_o now_o that_o i_o come_v to_o knock_v thou_o shall_v bid_v i_o depart_v and_o refuse_v to_o take_v any_o notice_n of_o i_o i_o must_v confess_v thou_o shall_v be_v righteous_a thou_o have_v call_v on_o i_o and_o i_o have_v refuse_v thou_o have_v many_o a_o time_n stretch_v out_o thy_o hand_n to_o i_o and_o i_o regard_v thou_o not_o how_o just_o therefore_o may_v i_o call_v and_o not_o be_v hear_v and_o seek_v thou_o with_o importunity_n and_o not_o find_v thou_o prov._n 1.24_o 25_o 28._o lord_n my_o conscience_n accuse_v i_o my_o own_o heart_n condemn_v i_o and_o be_v ready_a to_o pass_v sentence_n against_o i_o but_o bless_a father_n be_v not_o thy_o grace_n free_a and_o do_v thou_o not_o use_v to_o bestow_v it_o upon_o such_o as_o be_v both_o undeserving_a and_o ill_a deserve_v too_o do_v not_o the_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n of_o god_n as_o far_o exceed_v the_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n of_o the_o most_o tender-hearted_a among_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o man_n as_o the_o heaven_n be_v high_a than_o the_o earth_n isa_n 55.9_o have_v thou_o not_o declare_v that_o this_o be_v thy_o name_n exod._n 34.6_o 7._o the_o lord_n the_o lord_n god_n merciful_a and_o gracious_a long_o suffer_v and_o abundant_a in_o goodness_n and_o truth_n keep_v mercy_n for_o thousand_o forgive_a iniquity_n transgression_n and_o sin_n that_o be_v sin_n of_o all_o sort_n sin_n that_o one_o have_v be_v habituate_v in_o and_o accustom_v unto_o yea_o and_o that_o i_o may_v have_v strong_a consolation_n through_o hope_n heb._n 6.17_o 18._o thou_o have_v swear_v that_o thou_o ezek._n 33.11_o delight_v not_o in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o he_o shall_v repent_v and_o have_v tell_v i_o that_o thou_o blotte_v out_o the_o transgression_n isa_n 43.25_o of_o sinner_n free_o for_o thy_o own_o sake_n if_o none_o shall_v be_v receive_v to_o mercy_n but_o those_o that_o deserve_v it_o and_o be_v worthy_a of_o it_o there_o will_v be_v cause_n indeed_o for_o i_o to_o wring_v my_o hand_n and_o lie_v down_o in_o horror_n and_o despair_n but_o as_o long_o as_o thy_o
their_o hand_n lord_n give_v i_o that_o wisdom_n and_o faithfulness_n that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v find_v willing_o and_o witting_o fail_v in_o my_o trust_n so_o convince_v i_o of_o the_o reality_n and_o truth_n of_o those_o thing_n within_o the_o vail_n and_o so_o possess_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o apprehension_n of_o the_o glory_n and_o pleasure_n and_o full_a satisfaction_n psal_n 16.11_o that_o be_v to_o be_v have_v in_o thy_o presence_n and_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v at_o all_o grievous_a to_o i_o to_o part_v with_o these_o thing_n below_o which_o be_v transitory_a and_o give_v i_o that_o evidence_n of_o my_o interest_n and_o part_n in_o these_o eternal_a thing_n that_o i_o may_v willing_o and_o cheerful_o let_v go_v my_o hold_n of_o thing_n temporal_a when_o thou_o shall_v call_v i_o hence_o 2._o the_o second_o thing_n that_o be_v to_o be_v do_v in_o order_n to_o our_o preparation_n for_o death_n be_v with_o all_o speed_n and_o importunity_n to_o sue_v out_o our_o pardon_n at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n that_o which_o be_v 1_o cor._n 15.56_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n indeed_o and_o make_v it_o to_o be_v so_o terrible_a be_v sin_n if_o sin_n be_v pardon_v death_n be_v disarm_v and_o can_v hurt_v we_o but_o where_o the_o conscience_n be_v load_v with_o guilt_n and_o the_o poor_a sinner_n know_v not_o but_o that_o all_o his_o transgression_n will_v be_v charge_v upon_o he_o that_o all_o those_o mat._n 18.24_o many_o thousand_o talent_n wherein_o he_o stand_v indebt_v to_o god_n justice_n will_v be_v exact_v mat._n 5.26_o to_o the_o utmost_a farthing_n he_o can_v look_v upon_o death_n as_o no_o other_o than_o a_o sergeant_n send_v to_o arrest_v he_o body_n and_o soul_n and_o to_o hale_v he_o to_o that_o prison_n from_o whence_o he_o must_v never_o be_v release_v till_o he_o have_v pay_v all_o that_o he_o owe_v and_o that_o will_v not_o be_v unto_o eternity_n but_o what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v in_o this_o case_n this_o be_v first_o to_o be_v premise_v that_o we_o have_v no_o way_n leave_v we_o by_o any_o thing_n we_o can_v give_v to_o god_n any_o thing_n that_o we_o can_v do_v or_o suffer_v to_o make_v satisfaction_n in_o the_o least_o to_o divine_a justice_n if_o a_o man_n shall_v 1_o cor._n 13.3_o give_v all_o his_o good_n to_o the_o poor_a if_o he_o shall_v give_v a_o thousand_o ram_n or_o ten_o thousand_o river_n of_o oil_n if_o he_o shall_v give_v the_o first-born_a of_o his_o body_n mic._n 6.6_o 7._o or_o his_o own_o body_n to_o be_v burn_v for_o the_o expiation_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o soul_n it_o will_v not_o be_v accept_v there_o be_v no_o way_n to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n but_o by_o god_n pardon_v and_o forgive_a it_o and_o that_o pardon_n be_v not_o as_o job_n say_v of_o wisdom_n job_n 28.16_o 17_o 18_o 19_o to_o be_v get_v for_o gold_n neither_o shall_v silver_n be_v weigh_v for_o the_o price_n of_o it_o it_o can_v be_v value_v with_o the_o gold_n of_o ophir_n with_o the_o precious_a onyx_n or_o the_o saphire_n the_o gold_n and_o the_o crystal_n can_v equal_v it_o and_o the_o exchange_n of_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v for_o jewel_n of_o gold_n etc._n etc._n the_o blood_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n the_o lamb_n of_o god_n joh._n 1.29.36_o 1_o pet._n 1.18_o 19_o far_o more_o precious_a than_o silver_n and_o gold_n be_v the_o only_a price_n of_o it_o by_o that_o it_o be_v procure_v by_o the_o shed_n of_o that_o blood_n full_a satisfaction_n have_v be_v make_v to_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o pardon_v of_o sin_n if_o we_o will_v obtain_v it_o be_v to_o be_v sue_v out_o at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n through_o the_o blood_n of_o that_o bless_a redeemer_n of_o we_o the_o scripture_n teach_v we_o how_o that_o be_v to_o be_v do_v and_o the_o way_n which_o we_o be_v there_o direct_v to_o take_v be_v this_o viz._n 1._o with_o sorrow_n and_o shame_n humble_o to_o confess_v wherein_o we_o have_v do_v amiss_o 2._o earnest_o and_o as_o for_o 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