sincere_a affection_n when_o shall_v i_o o_o only_a life_n of_o my_o soul_n relinquish_v all_o self-will_n and_o vanquish_v all_o my_o passion_n and_o imperfection_n 8._o in_o these_o and_o the_o like_a devotion_n thou_o may_v spend_v the_o evening_n and_o morning_n to_o excite_v cherish_v and_o increase_v thy_o desire_n to_o receive_v thy_o dear_a saviour_n that_o so_o thou_o may_v perfect_o please_v he_o and_o be_v most_o happy_o unite_v unto_o he_o and_o in_o thy_o pious_a practice_n of_o these_o thing_n take_v this_o caveat_n be_v sure_a to_o keep_v each_o power_n and_o faculty_n of_o thy_o soul_n pure_a and_o curiosity_n but_o take_v heed_n of_o vanity_n and_o curiosity_n free_a from_o all_o curiosity_n of_o worldly_a thing_n and_o from_o all_o idle_a and_o vain_a thought_n take_v also_o the_o like_a care_n of_o thy_o outward_a sense_n lest_o thy_o heart_n steal_v out_o by_o they_o and_o so_o thou_o lose_v all_o thy_o devotion_n explication_n the_o time_n of_o the_o sacred_a communion_n communion_n at_o the_o time_n near_o the_o communion_n draw_v nigh_o think_v thou_o be_v to_o receive_v the_o lord_n who_o create_v this_o great_a universe_n and_o thou_o to_o his_o own_o likeness_n the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o die_v for_o thou_o nâ—ked_a on_o the_o do_v 1._o think_v what_o thou_o be_v go_v to_o do_v cross_n that_o increase_v goodness_n which_o have_v so_o often_o free_v thou_o from_o danger_n death_n and_o damnation_n which_o thy_o sin_n deserve_v thank_v he_o with_o most_o profound_a thank_v thank_v humility_n and_o adore_v he_o unite_n implore_v adore_v implore_v all_o thy_o spirit_n and_o force_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n together_o as_o true_a god_n and_o true_a man_n beg_v also_o his_o pardon_n for_o thy_o fault_n and_o that_o the_o same_o love_n which_o move_v he_o to_o grant_v thou_o this_o great_a gift_n may_v also_o induce_v he_o to_o purge_v thy_o soul_n from_o the_o stain_n of_o all_o sin_n and_o uncleanness_n thereby_o dispose_v it_o to_o a_o more_o pure_a and_o perfect_a union_n with_o his_o divine_a majesty_n when_o the_o priest_n pronounce_v those_o sacred_a word_n domine_fw-la non_fw-la say_v when_o domine_fw-la non_fw-la sum_fw-la dignus_fw-la be_v say_v sum_fw-la dignus_fw-la o_o lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a accompany_v he_o with_o these_o follow_v and_o speak_v to_o thy_o lord_n and_o love_n from_o the_o bottom_n of_o thy_o heart_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o receive_v thou_o o_o my_o great_a lord_n before_o who_o majesty_n the_o angel_n of_o heaven_n tremble_o confess_v their_o own_o nothing_o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a o_o my_o lord_n that_o thou_o shall_v enter_v into_o my_o heart_n who_o be_o one_o of_o the_o mean_a weak_a and_o ungratefull_a creature_n upon_o earth_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a o_o my_o lord_n that_o thou_o shall_v lodge_v with_o i_o because_o i_o love_v thou_o not_o and_o i_o remember_v thou_o not_o though_o these_o be_v prime_a reason_n of_o thy_o institute_n and_o remain_v in_o this_o most_o bless_a sacrament_n thus_o humble_a confound_v and_o abysm_n thyself_o humble_a and_o confound_v thyself_o thyself_o at_o the_o serious_a consideration_n of_o thy_o sin_n malice_n and_o misery_n but_o then_o raise_v up_o thy_o heart_n with_o hope_n by_o the_o follow_a word_n sed_fw-la hope_n but_o still_o raise_v up_o thy_o heart_n with_o hope_n tantum_fw-la dic_fw-la verbo_fw-la &_o sanabitur_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la do_v thou_o only_o speak_v the_o word_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o soul_n will_v be_v save_v enter_v o_o my_o love_n into_o this_o unworthy_a harbour_n and_o make_v use_n of_o thy_o infinite_a power_n and_o goodness_n in_o pardon_v my_o sin_n supply_v my_o defect_n and_o protect_v i_o from_o my_o enemy_n 9_o and_o after_o thou_o have_v receive_v expression_n text._n have_v communicate_v entertain_v thy_o guest_n with_o amorous_a expression_n this_o divine_a sacrament_n betake_v thou_o present_o to_o the_o innermost_a closet_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o there_o enter_v into_o communication_n with_o thy_o holy_a guest_n use_v these_o or_o the_o like_a love_a and_o respectful_a expression_n what_o have_v move_v thou_o o_o great_a king_n of_o king_n to_o enter_v in_o to_o i_o who_o be_o nothing_o but_o a_o miserable_a despicable_a vild_a blind_a and_o naked_a creature_n and_o he_o will_v answer_v thou_o love_n for_o thou_o be_v my_o dove_n my_o friend_n my_o sister_n my_o spouse_n and_o my_o dear_o belove_v then_o thou_o may_v reply_v o_o increated_a love_n o_o sweet_a dilection_n o_o friendly_a and_o faithful_a charity_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o do_v what_o demand_v thou_o what_o desire_v thou_o i_o ask_v nothing_o say_v he_o but_o love_n i_o will_v have_v nothing_o burn_v in_o the_o hearth_n of_o thy_o heart_n but_o the_o fire_n of_o my_o love_n that_o it_o may_v devour_v all_o foreign_a love_n within_o thou_o and_o destroy_v all_o self-will_a and_o seek_v this_o this_o be_v my_o desire_n because_o i_o will_v be_v true_o thou_o and_o will_v have_v thou_o likewise_o be_v total_o i_o which_o can_v never_o be_v compass_v until_o thou_o free_o deliver_v up_o thyself_o to_o my_o will_n and_o pleasure_n for_o without_o this_o entire_a resignation_n thy_o fancy_n will_v be_v always_o fasten_v to_o the_o love_a and_o like_n of_o thyself_o and_o thy_o own_o action_n be_v they_o never_o so_o mean_a i_o desire_v therefore_o that_o thou_o shall_v hate_v thyself_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v the_o love_n of_o i_o i_o demand_v thy_o heart_n for_o my_o habitation_n that_o i_o may_v join_v and_o unite_v it_o unto_o i_o for_o to_o this_o end_n be_v my_o heart_n open_v to_o thou_o upon_o the_o altar_n of_o my_o cross_n my_o will_n be_v i_o say_v o_o my_o dear_o belove_a spouse_n that_o thou_o desire_v nothing_o think_v nothing_o understand_v nothing_o see_v nothing_o feel_v nothing_o but_o myself_o only_o that_o so_o i_o only_o may_v be_v in_o thâ—e_n and_o thou_o total_o turn_v into_o i_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v possess_v in_o i_o perfect_a quiet_a and_o i_o in_o thou_o pleasant_a context_n 10._o last_o thou_o shall_v offer_v the_o holy_a father_n and_o last_o offer_v up_o the_o divine_a son_n to_o his_o heavenly_a father_n son_n to_o his_o heavenly_a father_n for_o thyself_o for_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o for_o the_o soul_n depart_v in_o memory_n and_o union_n of_o that_o divine_a oblation_n which_o he_o offer_v upon_o the_o holy_a cross_n present_v in_o like_a manner_n all_o the_o unbloody_a sacrifice_n to_o the_o divine_a majesty_n which_o be_v that_o day_n offer_v up_o in_o his_o universal_a church_n chap._n xxxi_o of_o spiritual_a communion_n although_o my_o beloved_a thou_o can_v receive_v thy_o sweet_a saviour_n communicate_v 1._o thou_o may_v thus_o often_o communicate_v sacramental_o only_o once_o a_o day_n yet_o thou_o may_v receive_v he_o spiritual_o every_o hour_n and_o moment_n for_o nothing_o can_v hinder_v thou_o from_o this_o but_o only_o thy_o own_o fault_n and_o negligence_n and_o this_o spiritual_a communion_n may_v sometime_o prove_v more_o profitable_a to_o thy_o soul_n and_o please_v to_o thy_o saviour_n than_o the_o sacramental_a especial_o if_o there_o be_v a_o defect_n in_o thy_o due_a and_o diligent_a preparation_n 2._o for_o as_o often_o as_o thou_o desire_v desire_n by_o frequent_a desire_n to_o receive_v thy_o love_a lord_n god_n thus_o spiritual_o into_o thy_o soul_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o ever_o ready_a to_o feast_v thou_o with_o his_o own_o sacred_a hand_n and_o thou_o may_v thus_o easy_o dispose_v thyself_o unto_o it_o turn_v thyself_o to_o thy_o saviour_n to_o this_o end_n reflect_v upon_o thy_o own_o frailty_n and_o frequent_a fail_n and_o conceive_v a_o inward_a sorrow_n and_o detestation_n of_o thy_o defect_n then_o make_v thy_o supplication_n with_o a_o love_a affection_n that_o he_o will_v not_o disdain_v to_o enter_v thy_o poor_a cottage_n and_o feast_v thou_o with_o his_o own_o true_a body_n and_o blood_n 3._o so_o also_o when_o thou_o be_v move_v passion_n and_o it_o be_v a_o excellent_a exercise_n against_o passion_n with_o a_o pious_a zeal_n against_o any_o perverse_a passion_n and_o desire_v efficacious_o to_o mortify_v it_o or_o to_o plant_v some_o virtue_n in_o thy_o soul_n make_v use_n of_o this_o spiritual_a communion_n by_o convert_v thy_o thought_n towards_o thy_o lord_n god_n and_o invoke_v his_o aid_n with_o ardent_a prayer_n beseech_v he_o to_o enter_v and_o possess_v the_o secret_a part_n of_o thy_o soul_n or_o call_v to_o mind_v thy_o last_o sacramental_a communion_n speak_v to_o he_o with_o a_o inflame_a desire_n when_o o_o my_o good_a god_n shall_v i_o again_o welcome_v thou_o into_o the_o closet_n of_o my_o heart_n come_v now_o o_o my_o saviour_n and_o comfort_v i_o spiritual_o with_o the_o like_a strength_n and_o virtue_n explication_n if_o thou_o will_v practise_v this_o pious_a profit_n how_o to_o make_v
therefore_o thy_o humble_a petition_n 6._o make_v thy_o petition_n supplication_n to_o thy_o sweet_a saviour_n that_o since_o he_o vouchsafe_v free_o to_o come_v unto_o thou_o for_o his_o own_o mercy_n sake_n and_o for_o no_o merit_n of_o thou_o he_o will_v also_o be_v please_v to_o prevent_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n and_o adorn_v thou_o with_o the_o gift_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n that_o thou_o may_v become_v a_o worthy_a receptacle_n for_o his_o sacred_a body_n as_o he_o former_o by_o the_o like_a prevention_n prepare_v for_o himself_o a_o happy_a and_o holy_a habitation_n in_o the_o virginal_a entrails_n of_o his_o most_o bless_a mother_n chap._n xxxvii_o how_o we_o may_v devout_o offer_v up_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o mass_n when_o thou_o feel_v thy_o heart_n object_n 1._o 1._o free_a thy_o fancy_n from_o all_o outward_a object_n inflame_v by_o this_o forego_n or_o the_o like_a exercise_n free_a thy_o fancy_n of_o all_o sensible_a object_n and_o shut_v the_o window_n of_o thy_o sense_n so_o be_v up_o to_o thy_o lord_n god_n and_o fix_v there_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n upon_o he_o only_o pure_o free_o and_o quiet_o exclude_v all_o tumult_n of_o outward_a thought_n and_o implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n by_o recite_v the_o hymn_n of_o the_o holy_a church_n veni_fw-la creator_n spiritus_fw-la etc._n etc._n 2._o then_o come_v to_o put_v on_o the_o mystery_n 2._o in_o vest_v thyself_o mark_v the_o mystery_n sacred_a vestment_n mark_v with_o attention_n those_o mystery_n which_o they_o mean_v and_o signify_v and_o from_o that_o very_a instant_n of_o time_n take_v upon_o thou_o christ_n person_n who_o thou_o represente_v in_o this_o holy_a action_n that_o so_o thou_o may_v be_v move_v to_o conform_v each_o outward_a and_o inward_a deed_n to_o he_o who_o thou_o now_o personate_v decent_a 3._o let_v thy_o outward_a deportment_n be_v decent_a 3._o and_o as_o for_o the_o outward_a composure_n of_o the_o body_n see_v that_o thy_o go_v forth_o of_o the_o vestry_n be_v with_o all_o decency_n and_o gravity_n let_v thy_o countenance_n be_v cherfull_a thy_o eye_n humble_o cast_v down_o and_o not_o curious_a to_o pry_v after_o any_o passage_n do_v in_o the_o church_n let_v thy_o voice_n be_v low_a and_o sober_a read_v those_o sacred_a word_n neither_o precipitant_o nor_o over-pausing_o but_o beseem_o between_o both_o those_o extreme_n let_v the_o holy_a ceremony_n be_v pious_o and_o punctual_o observe_v and_o let_v all_o be_v attentive_o perform_v take_v more_o care_n in_o the_o canon_n and_o most_o of_o all_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o the_o word_n of_o consecration_n 4._o let_v thy_o inward_a composition_n also_o correspond_v with_o thy_o outward_a carriage_n correspondent_a 4._o and_o thy_o inward_a composition_n correspondent_a and_o therefore_o come_v to_o the_o foot_n of_o the_o atar_n look_v upon_o christ_n thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o love_n sit_v in_o his_o throne_n of_o glorious_a majesty_n attend_v by_o his_o angel_n and_o bless_a saint_n and_o think_v he_o be_v present_o come_v down_o from_o his_o throne_n to_o the_o altar_n to_o enrich_v thy_o poor_a soul_n with_o the_o treasure_n of_o his_o divinity_n and_o consider_v so_o high_a a_o majesty_n confess_v thy_o own_o misery_n meanness_n and_o nothing_o and_o so_o true_o humble_v thyself_o both_o inward_o and_o outward_o begin_v the_o action_n of_o the_o sacrifice_n and_o keep_v this_o presence_n of_o thy_o saviour_n sit_v in_o his_o throne_n and_o behold_v thy_o devotion_n until_o thou_o come_v to_o the_o consecration_n which_o do_v thou_o have_v he_o then_o before_o thou_o upon_o the_o altar_n thou_o touch_v he_o with_o thy_o hand_n and_o embrace_v he_o in_o thy_o heart_n there_o present_a in_o the_o sacrament_n 5._o in_o thy_o first_o memento_n contemplate_v memento_n 5._o in_o thy_o first_o memento_n thy_o lord_n jesus_n crucify_v repose_v in_o thy_o heart_n and_o depose_v all_o thy_o necessity_n and_o want_n in_o his_o sacred_a and_o sugar_a wound_n and_o first_o offer_v up_o thy_o whole_a mass_n to_o his_o holy_a head_n head_n to_o christ_n holy_a head_n intend_v it_o to_o the_o eternal_a honour_n of_o the_o most_o bless_a trinity_n and_o for_o the_o increase_n of_o the_o accidental_a glory_n of_o his_o dear_a mother_n thy_o angel_n guardian_n and_o thy_o particular_a protector_n and_o patron_n in_o heaven_n all_o which_o thou_o shall_v join_v together_o in_o the_o wound_n of_o thy_o lord_n venerable_a head_n and_o beseech_v they_o that_o as_o thou_o in_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n strive_v to_o augment_v their_o glory_n so_o they_o in_o their_o happy_a and_o heavenly_a mansion_n will_v be_v please_v to_o remember_v thou_o and_o join_v with_o thou_o in_o the_o oblation_n of_o this_o divine_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o and_o their_o creator_n 6._o come_v then_o to_o the_o wound_n hand_n to_o his_o right_a hand_n of_o his_o right_a hand_n pray_v for_o the_o state_n ecclesiastical_a that_o be_v for_o the_o pope_n cardinal_n bishop_n and_o pastor_n of_o the_o church_n for_o all_o religious_a person_n and_o their_o prelate_n and_o for_o they_o all_o offer_v up_o this_o present_a sacrifice_n 7._o at_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o left_a hand_n hand_n to_o his_o left_a hand_n pray_v for_o the_o laity_n for_o king_n prince_n magistrate_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o their_o people_n and_o in_o particular_a for_o thy_o parent_n friend_n familiar_n and_o all_o who_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v partaker_n in_o thy_o devotion_n 8._o at_o his_o most_o sweet_a heart_n offer_v heart_n to_o his_o sacred_a heart_n up_o thy_o whole_a self_n only_o humble_o represent_v unto_o he_o thy_o life_n past_a and_o beg_v his_o pardon_n thy_o present_a be_v and_o desire_v his_o direction_n thy_o spiritual_a necessity_n and_o corporal_a needs_o thy_o health_n thy_o temptation_n thy_o desire_n thy_o design_n consecrate_v all_o the_o future_a thought_n word_n and_o work_n of_o thy_o whole_a life_n to_o his_o eternal_a honour_n final_o resign_v thy_o whole_a self_n reverent_o and_o confident_o to_o his_o divine_a providence_n and_o so_o rest_v secure_a in_o his_o care_n since_o thou_o have_v deliver_v all_o thy_o affair_n into_o his_o custody_n who_o will_v better_a improve_v all_o thing_n for_o thy_o profit_n than_o thou_o can_v either_o ask_v or_o expect_v 9_o at_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o right_a foot_n foot_n to_o his_o right_a foot_n offer_v up_o the_o sacrifice_n for_o all_o they_o who_o be_v in_o god_n grace_n and_o continue_v in_o his_o charity_n that_o he_o will_v be_v please_v to_o preserve_v they_o still_o in_o his_o favour_n and_o friendship_n 10._o at_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o left_a foot_n foot_n to_o his_o left_a foot_n offer_v it_o up_o for_o all_o sinner_n that_o god_n will_v vouchsafe_v to_o convert_v and_o enlighten_v they_o for_o all_o poor_a weak_a and_o anyway_o afflict_a wight_n that_o he_o will_v please_v to_o comfort_n and_o deliver_v they_o and_o last_o for_o all_o thou_o either_o ought_v or_o be_v bind_v to_o pray_v and_o so_o conclude_v thy_o whole_a oblation_n with_o saint_n augustine_n word_n i_o recommend_v nosti_fw-la commendo_fw-la eos_fw-la quos_fw-la tu_fw-la vis_fw-la &_o scis_fw-la &_o velle_fw-la i_o nosti_fw-la unto_o thy_o majesty_n whosoever_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n will_v and_o know_v and_o will_v have_v i_o remember_v and_o final_o offer_v up_o thy_o saviour_n jesus_n thus_o load_v as_o i_o may_v say_v with_o all_o thy_o petition_n and_o necessity_n to_o his_o eternal_a father_n in_o this_o present_a sacrifice_n save_v those_o word_n of_o the_o psalmist_n behold_v o_o god_n our_o protector_n 10._o ps_n 83._o 10._o and_o look_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o thy_o christ_n and_o so_o proceed_v on_o in_o the_o sacred_a action_n 11._o in_o thy_o second_o memento_n thou_o memento_n 6._o in_o thy_o second_o memento_n have_v christ_n present_a in_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n now_o glorious_a and_o rise_v from_o death_n unite_v therefore_o thy_o affection_n unto_o he_o and_o strive_v to_o creep_v into_o his_o open_a side_n and_o there_o hide_v thyself_o safe_o and_o secure_o from_o all_o assault_n of_o thy_o enemy_n there_o also_o determine_v resolute_o to_o do_v his_o holy_a will_n for_o the_o future_a in_o all_o occurrence_n whatsoever_o and_o put_v on_o that_o pious_a affection_n of_o the_o royal_a prophet_n what_o be_v to_o i_o in_o heaven_n and_o beside_o 25._o psal_n 72._o 25._o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o love_n what_o will_v i_o upon_o the_o earth_n last_o offer_v up_o the_o sacrifice_n for_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o faithful_a depart_v and_o complete_a what_o remain_v of_o the_o sacred_a mass_n chap._n xxxviii_o a_o exercise_n aefter_o the_o holy_a communion_n represent_v to_o thyself_o as_o former_o place_n 1._o representation_n of_o the_o place_n thy_o bless_a saviour_n encompass_v with_o the_o glorious_a troop_n of_o angel_n and_o heavenly_a spirit_n
perfect_o perceive_v the_o abyss_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o and_o naughtiness_n and_o right_o conceive_v the_o immensity_n of_o thy_o greatness_n and_o goodness_n whereby_o i_o may_v depress_v myself_o unfeigned_o and_o exalt_v thou_o only_o in_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o be_v content_a to_o be_v contemn_v by_o all_o creature_n desire_v to_o be_v despise_v be_v willing_a to_o be_v tread_v on_o as_o dirt_n and_o dust_n and_o the_o very_a outcast_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n o_o let_v i_o real_o hate_v all_o honour_n and_o humble_o pronounce_v with_o mouth_n and_o mind_n i_o be_o nothing_o have_v nothing_o deserve_v nothing_o desire_v nothing_o but_o only_o to_o please_v thou_o perfect_o my_o jesus_n praise_v thou_o perpetual_o love_v thou_o pure_o and_o live_v with_o thou_o eternal_o 3._o grant_v i_o also_o good_a jesu_n by_o the_o merit_n of_o these_o thy_o wound_n the_o virtue_n of_o perfect_a obedience_n o_o let_v i_o never_o tire_v in_o trample_v down_o self-will_n in_o forsake_v my_o 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affliction_n end_n they_o may_v true_o understand_v their_o own_o state_n to_o send_v they_o some_o infirmity_n or_o permit_v some_o tribulation_n to_o befall_v they_o for_o such_o trial_n be_v his_o touchstone_n whereby_o he_o prove_v his_o servant_n sincerity_n o_o how_o soon_o shall_v you_o discover_v the_o false_a foundation_n whereon_o they_o build_v the_o edifice_n of_o their_o feign_a devotion_n how_o rot_a be_v their_o inward_a man_n and_o how_o full_a of_o secret_a pride_n for_o they_o refuse_v to_o resign_v their_o will_n and_o to_o humble_v their_o heart_n under_o god_n powerful_a hand_n in_o all_o the_o changeable_a course_n of_o prosperity_n and_o adversity_n they_o will_v not_o according_a to_o the_o divine_a example_n of_o god_n humble_a suffer_a son_n subject_n themselves_o to_o all_o creature_n nor_o take_v their_o seem_a enemy_n that_o which_o true_o they_o be_v to_o be_v their_o true_a friend_n as_o be_v instrument_n of_o god_n goodness_n pomotour_n of_o their_o perfection_n and_o helper_n in_o the_o reformation_n of_o their_o unmortified_a passion_n which_o be_v a_o evident_a sign_n of_o their_o dangerous_a state_n for_o the_o eye_n of_o their_o soul_n be_v dazzle_v and_o corrupt_v by_o gaze_v upon_o these_o outward_a action_n though_o good_a arrogate_a to_o themselves_o i_o know_v not_o what_o degree_n of_o perfection_n and_o from_o thence_o fall_v into_o self-conceit_n they_o judge_v rash_o and_o contemn_v other_o nor_o can_v they_o be_v recall_v or_o cure_v unless_o god_n himself_o strike_v strong_o at_o the_o door_n of_o their_o heart_n and_o dissipate_v the_o darkness_n of_o their_o interior_a with_o the_o divine_a ray_n of_o his_o gracious_a light_n make_v they_o see_v their_o own_o danger_n and_o seek_v the_o remedy_n for_o a_o great_a and_o manifest_a sinner_n be_v more_o easy_o reclaim_v than_o a_o seem_a saint_n who_o secret_a iniquity_n be_v shroud_v under_o the_o appearance_n of_o virtue_n and_o piety_n 9_o thus_o than_o it_o be_v manifest_a unto_o ourselves_o true_a perfection_n therefore_o consist_v in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o ourselves_o thou_o o_o my_o belove_a that_o spiritual_a perfection_n consist_v not_o at_o all_o in_o the_o aforesaid_a practice_n and_o persuasion_n know_v therefore_o that_o it_o be_v place_v in_o no_o other_o thing_n than_o in_o the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o god_n goodness_n and_o greatness_n and_o of_o our_o own_o baseness_n misery_n and_o nothing_o and_o of_o the_o proneness_n of_o our_o natural_a affection_n to_o all_o malice_n also_o in_o the_o hatred_n of_o ourselves_o and_o the_o love_n own_o in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o hatred_n of_o ourselves_o in_o resignation_n to_o god_n will_v and_o deny_v of_o our_o own_o of_o god_n and_o last_o in_o the_o absolute_a deny_v of_o our_o own_o will_n and_o entire_a resignation_n of_o it_o to_o the_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n that_o be_v that_o we_o total_o submit_v ourselves_o not_o only_o to_o the_o almighty_a god_n but_o even_o to_o every_o one_o of_o his_o creature_n for_o his_o sake_n and_o this_o for_o no_o other_o end_n than_o only_o to_o please_v his_o divine_a majesty_n who_o deserve_v to_o be_v pure_o serve_v high_o honour_v perfect_o praise_v and_o glorify_v by_o all_o 10._o this_o be_v the_o abnegation_n which_o example_n all_o which_o christ_n have_v teach_v we_o by_o word_n and_o example_n christ_n our_o saviour_n so_o often_o inculcate_v this_o be_v the_o obedience_n to_o which_o god_n son_n invite_v and_o direct_v his_o faithful_a follower_n both_o by_o his_o word_n and_o by_o his_o example_n this_o be_v the_o desirable_a cross_n which_o his_o diligent_a servant_n be_v to_o lay_v on_o their_o shoulder_n and_o so_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o their_o saviour_n this_o be_v that_o love_n which_o our_o lord_n so_o serious_o frequent_o and_o careful_o recommend_v to_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o especial_o to_o his_o disciple_n as_o his_o particular_a friend_n and_o child_n after_o his_o last_o supper_n 11._o if_o then_o my_o dear_o belove_a thou_o intend_v to_o attain_v to_o this_o high_a victory_n and_o we_o must_v also_o do_v it_o if_o we_o mean_v to_o purchase_v victory_n perfection_n thou_o must_v use_v violence_n to_o thyself_o and_o vanquish_v thy_o own_o affection_n both_o great_a and_o small_a thou_o must_v affect_v this_o fight_n and_o instruct_v thy_o mind_n to_o wage_v this_o holy_a war_n for_o the_o crown_n of_o victory_n be_v confer_v only_o upon_o the_o stout_a and_o lawful_a combatant_n god_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n more_o glorious_a to_o ourselves_o or_o more_o grateful_a to_o god_n 12._o for_o as_o this_o battle_n we_o now_o treat_v of_o be_v the_o great_a and_o of_o most_o difficulty_n so_o be_v the_o ensue_a victory_n most_o glorious_a to_o ourselves_o and_o most_o grateful_a to_o god_n in_o so_o much_o as_o if_o thou_o overcom_a subdu_a mortifie_v and_o roote_v out_o thy_o own_o disordinate_a and_o unruly_a affection_n thou_o offere_v up_o to_o god_n a_o more_o agreeable_a sacrifice_n than_o if_o neglect_v this_o thou_o shall_v whip_v thy_o body_n till_o it_o be_v imbrue_v in_o its_o own_o blood_n or_o fast_o beyond_o the_o austerity_n of_o the_o strict_a anchorite_n or_o convert_v thousand_o of_o infidel_n and_o sinner_n to_o christ_n faith_n and_o perfect_a penance_n for_o though_o the_o conversion_n of_o soul_n be_v in_o itself_o more_o dear_a to_o our_o lord_n god_n than_o the_o renounce_n of_o our_o own_o will_n in_o small_a matter_n yet_o it_o be_v thy_o part_n to_o will_n and_o do_v that_o chief_o and_o most_o careful_o which_o he_o most_o strict_o require_v of_o thou_o and_o this_o be_v undoubted_o the_o serious_a mortification_n of_o thy_o untamed_a passion_n wherein_o thou_o shall_v better_o please_v he_o than_o in_o any_o other_o high_a and_o holy_a employment_n 13._o be_v thus_o instruct_v o_o dear_o weapon_n but_o to_o obtain_v it_o we_o must_v provide_v four_o necessary_a weapon_n belove_v wherein_o christian_a perfection_n consist_v and_o that_o to_o obtain_v it_o thou_o must_v adventure_v upon_o a_o cruel_a and_o continual_a war_n if_o thou_o intend_v to_o be_v a_o conqueror_n it_o befit_v thou_o like_o a_o stout_a christian_a champion_n to_o arm_v thy-self_n with_o four_o necessary_a weapon_n which_o be_v 1._o diffidence_n of_o thyself_o 2._o confidence_n in_o god_n 3._o continual_a exercise_n 4._o devout_a prayer_n of_o all_o which_o weapon_n i_o shall_v by_o god_n assistance_n now_o brief_o treat_v according_a to_o their_o several_a order_n chap._n ii_o of_o the_o diffidence_n or_o distrust_v of_o ourselves_o this_o diffidence_n of_o thyself_o may_v be_v obtain_v by_o three_o manner_n nothing_o distrust_v of_o ourselves_o which_o be_v get_v first_o by_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o our_o own_o nothing_o of_o way_n first_o by_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o thy_o own_o baseness_n and_o misery_n true_o acknowledge_v that_o of_o thyself_o thou_o can_v not_o do_v the_o least_o good_a thing_n for_o man_n can_v no_o more_o effect_v any_o good_a or_o meritorious_a work_n by_o his_o own_o power_n than_o a_o stone_n if_o i_o may_v say_v it_o be_v able_a of_o itself_o to_o ascend_v upward_o and_o he_o have_v almost_o the_o like_a inclination_n to_o evil_a as_o a_o heavy_a stone_n have_v to_o the_o earth_n centre_n 2._o the_o second_o way_n to_o get_v this_o self-distrust_n prayer_n 2._o by_o prayer_n be_v to_o demand_v it_o of_o he_o who_o gracious_a gift_n it_o be_v with_o humble_a and_o earnest_a prayer_n and_o to_o prevail_v in_o thy_o petition_n thou_o must_v first_o yield_v that_o thou_o true_o want_v it_o and_o that_o of_o thyself_o thou_o can_v never_o attain_v to_o it_o and_o thus_o total_o naked_a present_a thy_o prayer_n with_o a_o constant_a faith_n and_o a_o courageous_a hope_n to_o be_v hear_v and_o to_o obtain_v this_o desire_a diffidence_n of_o thyself_o but_o let_v thy_o prayer_n increase_v in_o daily_a fervour_n and_o expect_v with_o perseverance_n the_o divine_a pleasure_n in_o the_o grant_n of_o thy_o petition_n and_o then_o be_v confident_a it_o will_v soon_o or_o late_a be_v grant_v unto_o thou_o 3._o the_o three_o be_v that_o as_o oft_o as_o thou_o weakness_n 3._o by_o often_o reflect_v upon_o our_o own_o weakness_n fail_v and_o fall_v into_o sin_n thou_o present_o turn_v thy_o soul_n eye_n towards_o thy_o own_o baseness_n misery_n and_o inaby_o to_o act_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a for_o until_o this_o be_v true_o know_v and_o humble_o acknowledge_v by_o thou_o never_o hope_v to_o be_v secure_a from_o fall_v 4._o whosoever_o therefore_o aspiâ—es_v to_o learn_v and_o this_o self-knowledge_n be_v leston_n musâ—_n need_v be_v learn_v a_o bless_a union_n with_o the_o increated_a verity_n must_v first_o study_v this_o necessary_a lesson_n of_o selfe-knowledg_n for_o god_n permit_v the_o proud_a &_o presumptuous_a to_o fall_v sometime_o into_o some_o grievous_a sin_n
my_o whole_a delight_n 5._o another_o remedy_n against_o suchlike_a devil_n mark_v well_o the_o craft_n of_o the_o devil_n surprise_v of_o pleasure_n may_v be_v to_o ponder_v present_o with_o thy_o understanding_n how_o cunning_o the_o devil_n who_o only_o seek_v to_o kill_v or_o at_o least_o to_o wound_v thy_o soul_n mortal_o lie_v lurk_v under_o this_o bait_n which_o when_o thou_o perceive_v tell_v he_o bold_o ah_o thou_o curse_a serpent_n how_o crafty_o and_o covert_o do_v thou_o lie_v in_o wait_n to_o infect_v i_o with_o thy_o poison_n and_o then_o lift_v up_o thy_o mind_n to_o god-ward_o say_v o_o the_o goodness_n of_o my_o god_n be_v thou_o eternal_o bless_v and_o praise_v which_o have_v discover_v my_o hide_a enemy_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o destroy_v my_o soul_n 6._o but_o in_o other_o accident_n which_o decree_n but_o when_o thing_n which_o be_v unpleasant_a befall_v thou_o think_v upon_o god_n eternal_a decree_n go_v against_o the_o hair_n and_o rather_o procure_v pain_n than_o pleasure_n thou_o may_v thus_o exercise_v thyself_o when_o something_o happen_v which_o be_v of_o hard_a digestion_n to_o thy_o sensuality_n as_o heat_n hunger_n sickness_n blow_n or_o the_o like_a elevate_v thy_o mind_n to_o that_o eternal_a will_n who_o will_v have_v it_o so_o and_o even_o from_o all_o eternity_n decree_v that_o thou_o shall_v suffer_v this_o or_o that_o calamity_n at_o this_o very_a time_n thus_o grievous_o and_o with_o these_o circumstance_n as_o thou_o now_o endure_v the_o same_o therefore_o full_a of_o hearty_a joy_n say_v within_o thyself_o now_o be_v thy_o divine_a will_n o_o my_o eternal_a lord_n and_o love_n accomplish_v in_o i_o whereby_o thou_o will_v from_o all_o eternity_n that_o i_o now_o in_o this_o manner_n measure_n and_o number_n shall_v receive_v and_o carry_v this_o cross_n and_o i_o acknowledge_v all_o this_o to_o be_v for_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o my_o own_o soul_n welfare_n and_o salvation_n 7._o and_o make_v use_v also_o of_o such_o like_a chance_n so_o likewise_o in_o any_o sudden_a or_o dismal_a chance_n thought_n upon_o all_o dismal_a occasion_n of_o wind_n weather_n and_o the_o like_a which_o be_v out_o of_o man_n power_n and_o providence_n to_o hinder_v or_o prevent_v so_o when_o thou_o read_v any_o thing_n which_o tickle_v thy_o fancy_n turn_v present_o all_o thy_o delight_n to_o thy_o lord_n god_n and_o conclude_v that_o he_o infallible_o be_v hide_v under_o those_o word_n and_o now_o by_o they_o sweet_o discover_v himself_o unto_o thou_o and_o in_o like_a manner_n when_o good_a thought_n occur_v with_o complacency_n complacency_n and_o in_o all_o self_n complacency_n and_o delight_n as_o proceed_v from_o the_o reflection_n upon_o some_o good_a and_o virtuous_a action_n turn_v thy_o mind_n sudden_o to_o thy_o lord_n god_n and_o adore_v he_o with_o all_o possible_a humility_n and_o reverence_n acknowledge_v that_o good_a to_o have_v spring_v from_o his_o grace_n and_o therefore_o thou_o grateful_o return_v it_o he_o glory_n explication_n a_o large_a declaration_n of_o the_o forego_n chapter_n concern_v the_o government_n of_o our_o outward_a sense_n that_o thou_o may_v right_o study_v this_o useful_a science_n and_o learn_v how_o to_o govern_v &_o regulate_v thy_o outward_a sense_n it_o import_v thou_o to_o use_v all_o exactness_n of_o custody_n all_o curiosity_n care_n and_o diligence_n and_o a_o perpetual_a and_o never-intermitted_n practice_v because_o the_o appetite_n which_o sit_v as_o captain_n pleasure_n the_o appetite_n be_v violent_o bend_v to_o seek_v its_o pleasure_n and_o chief_a commander_n of_o our_o corrupt_a nature_n be_v violent_o and_o inconsiderate_o bend_v to_o search_v after_o worldly_a solace_n earthly_a pleasure_n and_o outward_a contentment_n but_o be_v of_o itself_o unable_a to_o acquire_v they_o make_v use_n of_o the_o sense_n as_o his_o soldier_n it_o and_o make_v use_v of_o the_o sense_n to_o obtain_v it_o and_o natural_a instrument_n to_o apprehend_v their_o object_n from_o whence_o draw_v their_o image_n it_o imprint_n they_o in_o the_o soul_n and_o proceed_v on_o to_o pleasure_n which_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o sympathy_n between_o it_o and_o the_o flesh_n dilate_v itself_o through_o all_o those_o sense_n which_o be_v capable_a of_o such_o pleasure_n and_o from_o hence_o be_v derive_v the_o common_a contagion_n which_o infect_v &_o corrupt_v both_o body_n and_o soul_n second_o now_o if_o thou_o be_v true_o sensible_a of_o the_o danger_n of_o this_o poison_n apply_v speedy_o poison_n the_o antidote_n against_o this_o poison_n this_o antidote_n which_o i_o have_v here_o prepare_v against_o it_o beware_v of_o give_v up_o the_o reins_n to_o thy_o sense_n or_o let_v they_o run_v at_o random_n after_o the_o unruly_a fancy_n of_o their_o lead_a appetite_n and_o never_o make_v use_n of_o they_o in_o thing_n tend_v to_o mere_a pleasure_n without_o any_o further_a good_a end_n profit_n or_o necessity_n but_o if_o unaware_o they_o have_v get_v 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conclude_v that_o it_o have_v nothing_o of_o its_o own_o nature_n which_o can_v charm_v thy_o sense_n but_o that_o all_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n who_o spirit_n bestow_v invisible_o this_o be_v upon_o it_o give_v it_o this_o goodness_n and_o endue_v it_o with_o this_o beauty_n &_o with_o all_o other_o its_o prerogative_n and_o perfection_n then_o rejoice_v hearty_o that_o thy_o god_n be_v the_o only_a cause_n and_o source_n of_o so_o many_o and_o so_o great_a excellency_n which_o he_o eminent_o contain_v in_o his_o divine_a essence_n and_o whereof_o these_o be_v the_o least_o and_o low_a image_n 3._o so_o when_o thou_o find_v thy_o sense_n fasten_v upon_o some_o creature_n which_o be_v whether_o it_o be_v a_o creature_n which_o have_v only_o a_o be_v have_v only_o a_o be_v reduce_v it_o in_o thy_o thought_n to_o its_o first_o nothing_o look_v with_o the_o interior_a eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n upon_o thy_o sovereign_a creator_n there_o present_a who_o beautify_v it_o with_o this_o be_v and_o take_v pleasure_n in_o he_o alone_o thou_o may_v say_v o_o divine_a and_o desirable_a essence_n how_o do_v my_o heart_n leap_v with_o joy_n that_o thou_o alone_o be_v the_o infinite_a beginning_n of_o all_o create_v be_v 4._o in_o like_a manner_n when_o thou_o increase_v or_o have_v a_o vegetation_n and_o increase_v take_v notice_n of_o tree_n plant_n herb_n flower_n and_o such_o other_o thing_n thy_o understanding_n will_v soon_o distinguish_v how_o they_o have_v no_o life_n of_o themselves_o but_o from_o that_o quicken_a spirit_n which_o fall_v not_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o fight_n to_o who_o thou_o may_v thus_o breathe_v forth_o behold_v the_o true_a life_n from_o which_o in_o which_o and_o by_o which_o all_o creature_n live_v and_o increase_v o_o the_o lively_a and_o lovely_a contentment_n of_o my_o heart_n 5._o also_o behold_v brute-beast_n feeling_n or_o have_v sense_n and_o feeling_n let_v thy_o spirit_n soar_v up_o to_o thy_o god_n the_o free_a bestower_n of_o all_o their_o sense_n and_o motion_n say_v o_o prime_a mover_n of_o all_o thing_n yet_o remain_v in_o thyself_o immovable_a how_o great_a be_v my_o joy_n in_o thy_o firm_a stability_n 6._o moreover_o when_o thy_o sense_n be_v beauty_n or_o be_v endue_v with_o rare_a beauty_n touch_v and_o tickle_v with_o some_o rare_a beauty_n separate_v with_o all_o speed_n that_o which_o appear_v to_o the_o eye_n from_o the_o inward_a spirit_n which_o appear_v not_o at_o all_o and_o consider_v that_o all_o the_o outward_a fairness_n spring_v only_o from_o the_o invisible_a fountain_n say_v with_o a_o gladsome_a heart_n oh_o the_o jubilation_n of_o my_o soul_n when_o it_o think_v on_o that_o eternal_a and_o immense_a beauty_n which_o be_v the_o original_a source_n and_o essential_a cause_n of_o all_o create_a comeliness_n 7._o furthermore_o upon_o the_o consideration_n of_o any_o perfection_n in_o creature_n perfection_n or_o excellent_a perfection_n first_o make_v
have_v angel_n saint_n and_o god_n himself_o for_o thy_o companion_n and_o comforter_n final_o reflect_v upon_o the_o conflict_n which_o thou_o have_v undertake_v and_o consider_v how_o much_o thou_o have_v to_o do_v thou_o will_v find_v little_a leisure_n to_o spend_v in_o idle_a talk_n chap._n fourteen_o of_o the_o order_n to_o be_v observe_v in_o fight_v against_o our_o enemy_n in_o thy_o spiritual_a combat_n against_o thy_o disorder_a affection_n and_o passion_n follow_v this_o method_n first_o enter_v into_o the_o cabinet_n of_o thy_o enemy_n mark_v which_o be_v thy_o great_a enemy_n heart_n and_o let_v thy_o inquisitive_a thought_n search_v and_o examine_v with_o exact_a diligence_n which_o be_v the_o affection_n that_o there_o bear_v the_o great_a sway_n and_o with_o what_o thought_n and_o motion_n thou_o be_v most_o frequent_o tempt_v and_o trouble_v second_o and_o have_v find_v thy_o with_o and_o single_a out_o the_o fierce_a to_o fight_v with_o foe_n turn_v thy_o weapon_n against_o that_o single_a enemy_n which_o then_o actual_o molest_v thou_o most_o near_o endanger_v thou_o and_o be_v now_o ready_a to_o grapple_v with_o thou_o oppress_v thou_o and_o ruin_v thou_o three_o but_o in_o time_n of_o peace_n with_o they_o but_o when_o they_o appear_v not_o seek_v they_o thy_o passion_n when_o no_o enemy_n appear_v in_o field_n to_o provoke_v thou_o to_o battalle_a begin_v thou_o with_o they_o and_o make_v thy_o strong_a onset_n upon_o those_o which_o have_v chief_o indomage_v thou_o most_o frequent_o foil_v thou_o and_o wrought_v thy_o great_a confusion_n before_o thy_o lord_n god_n chap._n xv._o what_o course_n he_o must_v take_v who_o be_v conquer_v and_o grievous_o wound_v by_o his_o enemy_n if_o thou_o chance_v to_o fall_v into_o some_o vice_n either_o through_o frailty_n and_o weakness_n or_o through_o wickedness_n and_o wilful_a malice_n turn_v thou_o with_o speed_n when_o thou_o be_v fall_v rise_v with_o all_o speed_n all_o speed_n to_o god_n and_o 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pour_v fearful_a be_v not_o over-solicitous_a or_o fearful_a forth_o thy_o heart_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n be_v not_o solicitous_a and_o thoughtful_a whether_o he_o have_v forgive_v this_o thy_o sin_n or_o no_o for_o such_o a_o curiosity_n savour_v of_o pride_n endanger_v thou_o to_o fall_v into_o the_o snare_n of_o satan_n render_v thou_o unquiet_a and_o consume_v time_n to_o little_a purpose_n therefore_o cast_v thyself_o pure_o into_o the_o paternal_a bosom_n of_o thy_o merciful_a lord_n resume_v thy_o wont_a exercise_n and_o take_v up_o thy_o weapon_n again_o as_o though_o thou_o have_v not_o fall_v yea_o shall_v thou_o chance_v to_o fall_v many_o time_n a_o day_n and_o receive_v many_o grievous_a wound_n from_o thy_o enemy_n yet_o never_o despair_v never_o grow_v fainthearted_a or_o over-fearfull_a of_o thyself_o but_o still_o stand_v upon_o thy_o accustom_a guard_n against_o all_o new_a assault_n and_o do_v the_o same_o thing_n with_o no_o less_o confidence_n the_o second_o three_o four_o time_n and_o as_o often_o as_o thy_o need_n shall_v require_v as_o thou_o do_v at_o the_o first_o 3._o this_o kind_n of_o exercitation_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o displease_v the_o devil_n by_o how_o much_o he_o well_o know_v it_o be_v high_o please_v to_o god_n and_o for_o this_o reason_n he_o move_v all_o his_o engine_n to_o make_v we_o tepid_a and_o slack_a in_o frequent_v it_o do_v thou_o therefore_o use_v inclination_n but_o be_v diligent_a and_o use_v violence_n to_o thy_o own_o inclination_n violence_n to_o thyself_o and_o the_o more_o difficulty_n thou_o find_v by_o so_o much_o more_o redouble_v thy_o diligence_n in_o do_v it_o and_o esteem_v it_o not_o a_o thing_n over-irksome_a to_o renew_v it_o divers_a time_n in_o one_o and_o the_o same_o fall_n and_o if_o after_o the_o first_o next_o and_o three_o relapse_n thou_o feel_v a_o grievous_a trouble_n confusion_n and_o diffidence_n in_o thyself_o yet_o still_o endeavour_v by_o all_o mean_n to_o recover_v the_o inward_a quiet_a of_o thy_o soul_n sovereign_n recover_v the_o quiet_a of_o thy_o soul_n and_o reconciliation_n to_o thy_o sovereign_n and_o then_o reconcile_v thyself_o to_o thy_o love_a lord_n for_o that_o disquietness_n of_o conscience_n remain_v after_o the_o sin_n commit_v be_v not_o any_o sign_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n for_o have_v offend_v thy_o saviour_n but_o rather_o of_o fear_n for_o thy_o own_o private_a damage_n which_o thou_o have_v thereby_o deserve_v 4._o now_o the_o way_n to_o recover_v this_o fault_n the_o way_n to_o get_v this_o quiet_a be_v to_o forget_v thy_o fault_n quiet_a of_o mind_n may_v be_v this_o have_v true_o turn_v thyself_o to_o thy_o god_n and_o humble_o crave_v pardon_n for_o thy_o sin_n think_v no_o more_o of_o it_o but_o forget_v it_o total_o for_o the_o future_a and_o fix_v thy_o thought_n only_o upon_o thy_o lord_n infinite_a love_n by_o which_o he_o earnest_o desines_n to_o unite_v thou_o to_o himself_o and_o make_v thou_o partaker_n of_o his_o eternal_a beatitude_n and_o when_o by_o this_o or_o the_o like_a consideration_n thou_o have_v settle_v thy_o mind_n and_o state_v thy_o heart_n in_o tranquillity_n turn_v thy_o thought_n again_o to_o contemplate_v thy_o fall_n and_o do_v as_o thou_o be_v direct_v in_o the_o begin_n of_o this_o chapter_n and_o when_o thou_o go_v to_o confession_n as_o thou_o shall_v frequent_o do_v recall_v all_o thy_o fall_n and_o defect_n into_o thy_o memory_n discover_v they_o faithful_o and_o confess_v they_o simple_o to_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n chap._n xvi_o that_o we_o shall_v keep_v our_o heart_n ever_o quiet_a and_o joyful_a in_o our_o lord_n explication_n as_o when_o we_o have_v lose_v the_o quiet_a of_o our_o heart_n we_o be_v to_o use_v all_o possible_a endeavour_n to_o recover_v it_o as_o be_v aforesaid_a so_o thou_o must_v know_v quiet_a no_o accident_n can_v just_o deprive_v we_o of_o quiet_a that_o no_o accident_n whatsoever_o can_v with_o any_o just_a reason_n deprive_v we_o of_o the_o same_o for_o it_o be_v most_o true_a and_o thou_o have_v be_v often_o tell_v it_o that_o we_o must_v be_v angry_a with_o ourselves_o for_o our_o sin_n yet_o our_o grief_n must_v be_v govern_v with_o discretion_n and_o accompany_v with_o tranquillity_n and_o our_o sorrow_n must_v produce_v act_n and_o resolution_n of_o amendment_n of_o our_o life_n not_o of_o disquiet_n and_o anxiety_n in_o ourselves_o as_o for_o other_o painful_a and_o unpleasing_a accident_n as_o the_o sickness_n death_n yea_o and_o eternal_a damnation_n of_o our_o dear_a friend_n or_o the_o scourge_n of_o plague_n famine_n war_n saccaging_n burn_n and_o other_o evil_n fall_v upon_o ourselves_o though_o as_o they_o be_v thing_n contrary_a to_o our_o will_n for_o though_o we_o must_v needs_o abhor_v thing_n contrary_a to_o nature_n yet_o we_o may_v love_v they_o as_o come_v from_o god_n permission_n and_o so_o conform_v ourselves_o to_o his_o holy_a will_n nature_n we_o must_v needs_o reject_v they_o yet_o we_o may_v by_o the_o efficacious_a work_n of_o god_n grace_n not_o only_o desire_v they_o but_o even_o be_v delight_v with_o they_o as_o be_v the_o just_a punishment_n of_o the_o wicked_a and_o exercise_n of_o virtue_n to_o the_o good_a for_o which_o end_v out_o love_a lord_n permit_v they_o to_o befall_v we_o thus_o conform_v ourselves_o to_o god_n holy_a will_n we_o may_v quiet_o and_o peaceable_o pass_v through_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o this_o life_n bitterness_n and_o contrariety_n and_o take_v this_o for_o a_o truth_n that_o all_o disquiet_n of_o mind_n be_v displease_v to_o our_o dear_a lord_n because_o it_o be_v never_o without_o some_o imperfection_n and_o evermore_o proceed_v from_o some_o perverse_a root_n of_o self-love_n 1._o to_o obtain_v therefore_o this_o quiet_a of_o sentinel_n text._n thou_o be_v to_o appoint_v a_o sentinel_n heart_n in_o thy_o spiritual_a conflict_n thou_o
inward_a or_o mental_a prayer_n be_v a_o aswaye_v 1._o mental_a prayer_n include_v aswaye_v elevation_n of_o the_o mind_n to_o god_n and_o it_o always_o include_v either_o to_o a_o actual_a or_o virtual_a petition_n of_o something_o 2._o virtual_a petition_n be_v when_o the_o mind_n be_v lift_v up_o to_o god_n to_o obtain_v thing_n either_o a_o virtual_a petition_v â—_o some_o thing_n some_o grace_n from_o he_o show_v he_o our_o necessity_n simple_o and_o brief_o without_o any_o discourse_n or_o consideration_n of_o any_o other_o thing_n as_o when_o i_o elevate_v my_o mind_n to_o god_n and_o confess_v before_o he_o my_o weakness_n both_o to_o do_v well_o and_o to_o defend_v myself_o from_o do_v evil_a this_o sort_n of_o prayer_n be_v proper_o term_v virtual_a because_o when_o i_o thus_o brief_o lay_v my_o mind_n open_a to_o god_n he_o well_o know_v what_o be_v there_o want_v and_o how_o much_o i_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o his_o help_n explication_n and_o this_o virtual_o imply_v a_o humble_a supplication_n to_o his_o divine_a majesty_n that_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o supply_v my_o necessity_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o this_o confession_n of_o thy_o own_o want_n and_o weakness_n be_v real_a and_o manifest_a and_o thy_o desire_n efficacious_a and_o thy_o confidence_n lively_a by_o so_o much_o also_o thy_o demand_n shall_v be_v of_o more_o force_n and_o value_n 3._o there_o be_v also_o another_o kind_n of_o inward_a virtual_a prayer_n which_o consist_v in_o a_o simple_a behold_v or_o contemplation_n of_o god_n in_o our_o mind_n and_o this_o prayer_n be_v when_o we_o silent_o desire_v and_o as_o it_o be_v put_v our_o lord_n in_o remembrance_n of_o that_o grace_n we_o former_o demand_v 4._o learn_v o_o my_o belove_a this_o way_n of_o prayer_n and_o make_v it_o familiar_a unto_o thou_o by_o the_o frequent_a use_n of_o it_o for_o experience_n will_v give_v thou_o to_o understand_v that_o it_o be_v the_o best_a armour_n of_o proof_n against_o all_o enemy_n adversity_n and_o danger_n have_v it_o therefore_o always_o in_o readiness_n that_o where_o and_o whensoever_o need_n require_v thou_o may_v make_v use_n thereof_o 5._o actual_a petition_n or_o actual_a inward_a prayer_n be_v when_o grace_n be_v ask_v mind_n or_o a_o actual_a ask_n by_o word_n express_v in_o the_o mind_n by_o word_n express_v in_o the_o mind_n in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a manner_n give_v i_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n this_o grace_n this_o benefit_n for_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o most_o sacred_a name_n or_o thus_o i_o steadfast_o believe_v o_o my_o god_n that_o it_o be_v thy_o holy_a will_n i_o shall_v beg_v of_o thou_o this_o grace_n which_o i_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o do_v thou_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n accomplish_v thy_o own_o pleasure_n in_o i_o 6._o thus_o also_o thou_o may_v present_v before_o god_n divine_a majesty_n thy_o enemy_n which_o annoy_v thou_o or_o thy_o sin_n which_o afflict_v thou_o join_v therewith_o thy_o own_o weakness_n to_o resist_v they_o and_o say_v o_o lord_n look_v upon_o thy_o own_o creature_n make_v by_o thy_o holy_a hand_n and_o redeem_v by_o thy_o precious_a blood_n behold_v also_o thy_o enemy_n and_o i_o outrageous_o reach_v at_o i_o and_o strive_v to_o take_v i_o from_o thou_o and_o tear_v i_o in_o piece_n o_o my_o god_n to_o thou_o i_o only_o fly_v in_o thou_o only_o i_o trust_v consider_v my_o weakness_n and_o my_o enemy_n strength_n who_o will_v infallible_o subject_v i_o to_o his_o tyranny_n if_o i_o be_o leave_v destitute_a of_o thy_o powerful_a protection_n chap._n xxiii_o how_o we_o may_v join_v contemplation_n to_o this_o inward_a prayer_n 1._o if_o sometime_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o settle_v thyself_o to_o mental_a prayer_n for_o a_o certain_a space_n of_o time_n as_o a_o hour_n or_o more_o thou_o may_v join_v passion_n take_v some_o point_n of_o christ_n death_n or_o passion_n to_o this_o way_n of_o prayer_n certain_a meditation_n upon_o the_o life_n and_o death_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n 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desire_n he_o do_v all_o this_o for_o thou_o that_o thou_o by_o his_o example_n may_v learn_v to_o endure_v with_o patience_n thy_o small_a adversity_n for_o his_o honour_n and_o as_o he_o turn_v himself_o to_o his_o heavenly_a father_n and_o pray_v for_o thou_o so_o thou_o shall_v implore_v his_o grace_n to_o bear_v and_o overcome_v this_o cross_n thou_o now_o groane_v under_o and_o all_o other_o thy_o resolution_n of_o resolution_n grievance_n with_o quiet_a of_o mind_n and_o constancy_n of_o resolution_n 4._o and_o last_o compel_v thy_o will_n to_o consent_v to_o these_o suffering_n and_o quiet_o and_o compel_v thy_o will_n to_o take_v up_o thy_o cross_n quiet_o speak_v to_o it_o to_o take_v up_o this_o cross_n quiet_o and_o carry_v it_o on_o constant_o then_o turn_v thou_o to_o god_n thy_o heavenly_a father_n and_o humble_o beg_v of_o he_o the_o virtue_n of_o patience_n and_o that_o he_o will_v be_v please_v to_o hear_v the_o perfect_a prayer_n of_o his_o own_o dear_a son_n pour_v out_o on_o the_o cross_n for_o thou_o chap._n xxiv_o of_o another_o certain_a manner_n of_o prayer_n by_o way_n of_o meditation_n 1._o there_o be_v yet_o another_o manner_n of_o pray_v and_o meditate_v together_o as_o thus_o have_v attentive_o and_o serious_o consider_v upon_o thy_o together_o to_o pray_v and_o meditate_v together_o saviour_n bitter_a passion_n sustain_v for_o thy_o sake_n and_o to_o save_v thy_o soul_n apply_v thy_o own_o sense_n as_o aforesaid_a and_o endeavour_v to_o feel_v as_o it_o be_v the_o like_a dolour_n in_o thyself_o and_o let_v thy_o thought_n pierce_v into_o the_o promptitude_n of_o mind_n wherewith_o christ_n thy_o saviour_n suffer_v all_o this_o 2._o and_o have_v weigh_v his_o exceed_a pain_n and_o his_o exact_a patience_n proceed_v to_o these_o two_o follow_a consideration_n obedience_n by_o consider_v christ_n merit_v &_o the_o content_a his_o heavenly_a father_n take_v in_o his_o obedience_n first_o of_o the_o treasure_n of_o christ_n merit_n and_o second_o of_o the_o high_a content_n and_o good_a like_n which_o his_o heavenly_a father_n take_v in_o his_o dear_a son_n perfect_a obedience_n then_o 3._o have_v fill_v thy_o mind_n with_o these_o pious_a point_n of_o meditation_n produce_v they_o and_o present_v they_o to_o god_n and_o present_v they_o both_o to_o god_n thy_o lord_n god_n and_o beg_v by_o virtue_n of_o these_o that_o grace_n which_o thou_o stand_v in_o great_a need_n of_o and_o thus_o thou_o may_v put_v up_o thy_o petition_n not_o only_o in_o meditate_v upon_o any_o mystery_n of_o christ_n passion_n but_o also_o upon_o any_o internal_a or_o external_a action_n of_o he_o chap._n xxv_o of_o a_o way_n of_o pray_v by_o the_o intercession_n of_o the_o bless_a virgin_n 1._o there_o be_v yet_o beside_o these_o forego_n method_n of_o prayer_n and_o meditation_n another_o way_n
future_a and_o for_o a_o acknowledgement_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a obligation_n for_o thy_o saviour_n suffering_n undergo_v for_o thy_o sake_n amendment_n with_o a_o resolution_n of_o amendment_n thou_o will_v resolve_v to_o serve_v he_o love_v he_o and_o suffer_v for_o he_o hereafter_o the_o three_o profit_n be_v that_o thou_o will_v fall_v out_o with_o thy_o perverse_a inclination_n virtue_n the_o three_o a_o persecution_n of_o our_o passion_n the_o four_o a_o imitation_n of_o christ_n virtue_n and_o passion_n and_o persecute_v they_o to_o death_n be_v they_o never_o so_o little_a the_o four_o be_v that_o thou_o will_v force_v thyself_o to_o the_o utmost_a of_o thy_o power_n to_o imitate_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o dear_a saviour_n who_o endure_v all_o this_o not_o only_o to_o save_v thou_o and_o satisfy_v for_o thy_o sin_n but_o also_o to_o give_v thou_o a_o example_n to_o follow_v his_o sacred_a step_n another_o way_n to_o meditate_v on_o the_o passion_n and_o now_o my_o 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thy_o saviour_n carry_v himself_o towards_o thou_o place_n thy_o sweet_a saviour_n amid_o his_o bitter_a torment_n fix_v his_o eye_n full_a of_o tear_n and_o tenderness_n upon_o thou_o and_o conceive_v thou_o hear_v he_o thus_o expostulate_v with_o thou_o behold_v my_o child_n whither_o thy_o immoderate_a desire_n and_o unmortified_a affection_n have_v bring_v i_o because_o thou_o will_v not_o use_v a_o little_a violence_n to_o thyself_o see_v and_o consider_v how_o much_o and_o how_o willing_o i_o suffer_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o to_o give_v thou_o a_o pattern_n of_o perfect_a patience_n i_o beg_v of_o thou_o o_o my_o dear_a child_n and_o i_o conjure_v thou_o by_o all_o these_o my_o suffering_n and_o sorrow_n that_o thou_o will_v willing_o embrace_v and_o cheerful_o carry_v this_o cross_n and_o any_o other_o which_o i_o shall_v think_v fit_a to_o lay_v upon_o thy_o shoulder_n and_o that_o thou_o abandon_v thyself_o entire_o into_o such_o hand_n as_o i_o shall_v permit_v to_o persecute_v thou_o in_o body_n or_o fame_n how_o vile_a contemptible_a and_o cruel_a soever_o they_o be_v o_o do_v thou_o but_o conceive_v the_o greatness_n of_o the_o comfort_n i_o shall_v receive_v in_o this_o thy_o patience_n and_o courage_n but_o thou_o may_v read_v it_o in_o these_o my_o wound_n wherein_o my_o love_n to_o thou_o be_v write_v in_o bloody_a character_n and_o which_o i_o willing_o receive_v as_o so_o many_o precious_a pearl_n to_o enrich_v thy_o poor_a soul_n with_o all_o sort_n of_o virtue_n and_o perfection_n because_o i_o love_v it_o above_o all_o thing_n create_v and_o if_o i_o thy_o lord_n and_o creator_n be_o reduce_v to_o this_o extremity_n for_o thy_o love_n why_o o_o my_o dear_a spouse_n will_v thou_o not_o consent_v to_o endure_v a_o little_a to_o satisfy_v my_o heart_n desire_v to_o supple_a my_o wound_n and_o to_o mitigate_v these_o my_o pain_n cause_v by_o thy_o impatience_n which_o more_o afflict_v my_o soul_n than_o these_o grievous_a torment_n do_v my_o body_n five_o consider_v well_o who_o he_o be_v saviour_n five_o how_o thou_o shall_v carry_v thyself_o towards_o thy_o saviour_n that_o speak_v thus_o unto_o thou_o and_o thou_o will_v find_v that_o he_o be_v the_o king_n of_o glory_n jesus_n christ_n true_a god_n and_o true_a man_n mark_v also_o the_o greatness_n of_o his_o grief_n the_o variety_n of_o his_o torment_n and_o the_o manner_n and_o indignity_n of_o his_o disgrace_n too_o bad_a for_o the_o worst_a of_o man_n or_o most_o infamous_a malefactor_n in_o the_o world_n yet_o thou_o see_v thy_o saviour_n amid_o all_o these_o affront_n and_o affliction_n not_o only_o unmoveable_a mild_a and_o patient_a but_o even_o joyful_a and_o content_a as_o if_o he_o now_o keep_v his_o marriage-banquet_n and_o as_o a_o little_a water_n rather_o strengthen_v than_o extinguish_v a_o full_a kindle_a fire_n so_o by_o the_o increase_n of_o his_o torment_n which_o be_v small_a in_o respect_n of_o his_o excessive_a love_n his_o content_a and_o desire_v of_o suffer_v far_o great_a be_v more_o and_o more_o enkindle_v and_o augment_v consider_v further_o that_o he_o endure_v all_o this_o by_o no_o external_a violence_n nor_o for_o any_o self-interest_n but_o as_o he_o tell_v thou_o for_o thy_o love_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v imitate_v he_o and_o exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o virtue_n of_o patience_n and_o then_o penetrate_v into_o that_o which_o he_o desire_v thou_o shall_v do_v and_o into_o the_o content_a thou_o shall_v afford_v he_o by_o this_o thy_o practice_n of_o patience_n produce_v act_n of_o a_o passionate_a will_n to_o bear_v not_o only_o this_o cross_n patient_o and_o joyful_o but_o any_o great_a that_o so_o thou_o may_v imitate_v he_o more_o perfect_o and_o content_v he_o more_o abundant_o and_o imprint_v in_o thy_o mind_n a_o lively_a image_n of_o these_o his_o suffering_n and_o of_o his_o constancy_n therein_o be_v ashamed_a to_o think_v thy_o patience_n so_o much_o as_o a_o shadow_n of_o he_o or_o that_o thy_o affection_n be_v real_o any_o at_o all_o be_v compare_v with_o he_o and_o tremble_v that_o the_o least_o thought_n of_o not_o endure_v for_o the_o love_n of_o thy_o lord_n shall_v remain_v in_o thy_o heart_n thy_o crucify_a jesus_n my_o belove_a be_v the_o best_a book_n thou_o can_v read_v in_o in_o christ_n crucify_v be_v the_o best_a book_n to_o read_v in_o and_o the_o lively_a image_n thou_o can_v look_v upon_o to_o draw_v the_o perfect_a portrait_n of_o all_o virtue_n for_o it_o be_v the_o book_n of_o life_n it_o not_o only_o inform_v thy_o understanding_n by_o word_n but_o also_o inflame_v thy_o will_n by_o example_n the_o world_n be_v full_a of_o book_n yet_o all_o of_o they_o together_o can_v so_o speedy_o and_o perfect_o teach_v the_o true_a mean_n of_o obtain_v all_o virtue_n as_o do_v the_o right_a contemplation_n of_o christ_n upon_o his_o cross_n but_o they_o virtue_n and_o to_o learn_v all_o
virtue_n who_o employ_v much_o time_n in_o deplore_a their_o saviour_n passion_n and_o admire_v his_o patience_n and_o apply_v it_o not_o at_o all_o to_o their_o particular_a practice_n when_o occasion_n practice_n if_o thou_o make_v fit_a application_n to_o thy_o particular_a practice_n be_v offer_v do_v like_a unto_o those_o soldier_n who_o before_o the_o skirmish_n talk_v of_o great_a matter_n and_o speak_v high_a word_n in_o their_o tent_n but_o at_o the_o first_o sight_n of_o the_o appear_a enemy_n they_o take_v a_o fright_n quit_v their_o colour_n cast_v down_o their_o arm_n and_o utter_o forsake_v the_o field_n and_o indeed_o what_o thing_n can_v be_v more_o silly_a cowardly_a and_o unworthy_a than_o to_o contemplate_v as_o in_o a_o most_o clear_a glass_n the_o virtue_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n love_v they_o and_o admire_v they_o and_o present_o to_o forget_v they_o and_o disesteem_v they_o as_o soon_o as_o any_o occasion_n be_v present_v wherein_o to_o exercise_v ourselves_o in_o their_o imitation_n chap._n xxviii_o of_o sensible_a devotion_n as_o also_o of_o spiritual_a dryness_n and_o dereliction_n sensible_a devotion_n proceed_v sometime_o from_o a_o natural_a inclination_n sometime_o from_o the_o devil_n and_o sometime_o from_o god_n grace_n and_o by_o produce_v devotion_n be_v best_a know_v by_o the_o effect_n it_o produce_v the_o fruit_n of_o it_o thou_o may_v best_o judge_v from_o which_o of_o these_o spring_v it_o issue_v for_o if_o thence_o thou_o be_v no_o whit_n move_v to_o amendment_n of_o life_n thou_o may_v just_o fear_v it_o come_v either_o from_o thy_o enemy_n or_o from_o thy_o own_o nature_n and_o the_o more_o sweetness_n thou_o feel_v the_o more_o shall_v thou_o be_v suspicious_a whence_o it_o flow_v 2._o when_o therefore_o thy_o soul_n be_v replenish_v devotion_n how_o to_o make_v profit_n of_o all_o spiritual_a sweetness_n in_o devotion_n with_o spiritual_a sweetness_n question_v not_o whence_o it_o come_v nor_o adhere_v much_o unto_o it_o but_o still_o stick_v steadfast_o to_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o thy_o own_o baseness_n abstract_v thy_o heart_n from_o all_o other_o delight_n or_o desire_n than_o only_o that_o which_o it_o take_v in_o god_n and_o his_o good_a pleasure_n thus_o will_v these_o short_a sweetness_n whether_o they_o spring_v from_o thy_o own_o nature_n or_o thy_o enemy_n suggestion_n be_v true_o turn_v to_o thy_o comfort_n and_o profit_n 3._o dryness_n in_o like_a manner_n or_o desolation_n dryness_n three_o cause_n of_o spiritual_a dryness_n of_o the_o soul_n may_v proceed_v either_o out_o of_o our_o own_o natural_a defect_n or_o from_o the_o devil_n or_o from_o god_n from_o the_o devil_n who_o thereby_o devil_n the_o devil_n strive_v to_o render_v the_o soul_n tepid_a and_o tedious_a in_o her_o spiritual_a exercise_n and_o so_o to_o draw_v she_o by_o degree_n to_o leave_v they_o and_o look_v after_o earthly_a solace_n from_o our_o self_n either_o because_o ourselves_o ourselves_o we_o stand_v in_o fear_n of_o ourselves_o by_o reason_n of_o our_o sin_n or_o because_o we_o be_v negligent_a in_o the_o practice_n of_o our_o devotion_n from_o god_n who_o therefore_o permit_v god_n god_n this_o dryness_n to_o excite_v we_o to_o more_o diligence_n and_o abstract_n we_o from_o all_o other_o care_n and_o curiosity_n but_o they_o only_o which_o concern_v our_o creator_n or_o have_v some_o relation_n unto_o his_o honour_n or_o our_o own_o perfection_n or_o final_o to_o teach_v we_o not_o to_o trust_v or_o rest_n in_o spiritual_a joy_n but_o to_o depend_v whole_o on_o his_o holy_a will_n and_o pleasure_n as_o that_o resign_v soul_n do_v which_o say_v our_o lord_n give_v our_o lord_n have_v 21._o job_n 1._o 21._o take_v away_o as_o it_o have_v please_v he_o so_o it_o be_v do_v 4._o when_o therefore_o thou_o feel_v this_o dryness_n of_o devotion_n enter_v into_o thyself_o and_o search_v out_o the_o cause_n thereof_o thereof_o search_v out_o the_o true_a cause_n thereof_o and_o have_v find_v it_o fight_v against_o it_o not_o to_o recover_v that_o sensible_a sweetness_n of_o grace_n but_o to_o expel_v far_o from_o thou_o whatsoever_o be_v displease_v to_o the_o divine_a majesty_n 5._o and_o let_v it_o be_v thy_o continual_a piety_n and_o keep_v on_o thy_o accustom_a practice_n of_o piety_n care_n to_o keep_v on_o thy_o accustom_a practice_n of_o piety_n notwithstanding_o this_o dryness_n in_o thy_o soul_n yea_o though_o thou_o seem_v to_o labour_n in_o vain_a yet_o prosecute_v they_o with_o great_a diligence_n and_o drink_v of_o that_o bitter_a potion_n of_o desolation_n with_o a_o prompt_a and_o peaceable_a resolution_n and_o if_o it_o be_v so_o mingle_v with_o the_o thick_a dregs_n of_o a_o trouble_a mind_n that_o thou_o know_v not_o how_o to_o swallow_v it_o nor_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v thou_o yet_o persevere_v with_o alacrity_n and_o sit_v comfort_n and_o seek_v no_o outward_a comfort_n solitary_o thus_o defert_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o holy_a cross_n seek_v no_o outward_a solace_n though_o the_o whole_a world_n shall_v offer_v it_o or_o any_o creature_n afford_v it_o thou_o 6._o for_o thou_o arr_o to_o conceal_v this_o mitigate_v nor_o pray_v to_o have_v it_o mitigate_v cross_n of_o thou_o from_o all_o person_n except_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n to_o who_o thou_o be_v faithful_o to_o discover_v it_o not_o to_o have_v comfort_n from_o he_o but_o counsel_n how_o to_o carry_v thyself_o during_o this_o dryness_n conformable_a to_o the_o divine_a pleasure_n and_o good_a like_n 7._o nor_o be_v thou_o to_o make_v use_n of_o the_o holy_a communion_n prayer_n or_o any_o other_o spiritual_a exercise_n with_o intention_n to_o have_v the_o least_o mitigation_n of_o thy_o adversity_n but_o only_o that_o thy_o good_a god_n will_v give_v thou_o strength_n of_o spirit_n to_o support_v thy_o cross_n with_o patience_n and_o if_o through_o trouble_n and_o distraction_n thou_o can_v hardly_o make_v use_n of_o thy_o understanding_n in_o thy_o meditation_n keep_v only_o a_o willing_a mind_n to_o do_v it_o and_o supply_v it_o with_o jaculatory_a prayer_n and_o frequent_a elevation_n of_o thy_o mind_n to_o thy_o lord_n god_n explication_n in_o this_o case_n thou_o may_v make_v use_n of_o these_o or_o the_o like_a sacred_a sentence_n my_o heart_n be_v trouble_v within_o i_o my_o strength_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o 11._o ps_n 37._o 11._o the_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n be_v not_o with_o i_o lord_n i_o suffer_v violence_n answer_v for_o 24._o esay_n 38._o 24._o i_o return_v return_n o_o my_o belove_a let_v i_o 6._o cant._n 6._o hear_v thy_o voice_n how_o long_o shall_v i_o consider_v in_o myself_o 3._o psal_n 13._o 3._o and_o have_v grief_n in_o my_o heart_n all_o the_o day_n why_o o_o lord_n be_v thou_o go_v far_o 1._o psal_n 10._o 1._o off_o and_o despise_v in_o opportunity_n in_o tribulation_n pardon_v i_o that_o i_o may_v have_v some_o 14_o psal_n 38._o 14_o refresh_n before_o i_o go_v hence_o and_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o o_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o 9_o psal_n 22._o 9_o leave_v i_o or_o thou_o may_v say_v o_o my_o lord_n o_o my_o love_n where_o where_o do_v thou_o leave_v thy_o poor_a servant_n thus_o all_o alone_a who_o have_v no_o comfort_n in_o himself_o and_o desire_v none_o from_o any_o creature_n o_o what_o shall_v he_o do_v if_o he_o find_v it_o not_o in_o thou_o whither_o will_v thou_o go_v poor_a stray_a sheep_n if_o thou_o hear_v not_o the_o voice_n of_o thy_o divine_a shepherd_n o_o live_a fountain_n o_o source_n of_o all_o sweetness_n shall_v i_o never_o more_o become_v worthy_a to_o taste_v one_o only_a drop_n of_o thy_o delight_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n if_o thou_o my_o god_n and_o only_a refuge_n keep_v aloof_o from_o i_o o_o unlimited_a bounty_n when_o shall_v i_o have_v a_o lively_a feel_n of_o thy_o effect_n how_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o my_o dry_a soul_n to_o subsist_v in_o this_o desert_n earth_n be_v deprive_v o_o my_o god_n of_o thy_o 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of_o the_o same_o in_o the_o morning_n shut_v out_o all_o other_o thought_n from_o thy_o heart_n and_o let_v thy_o employment_n be_v to_o reflect_v upon_o and_o repeat_v the_o point_n prepare_v overnight_o for_o this_o morning_n exercise_n and_o think_v that_o thou_o be_v present_o to_o talk_v with_o thy_o lord_n god_n 3._o wherefore_o make_v as_o it_o be_v confer_v 3._o weigh_v his_o majesty_n with_o who_o thou_o confer_v a_o stand_n for_o a_o short_a space_n before_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o place_n of_o prayer_n imagine_v that_o thy_o great_a creator_n who_o the_o angel_n adore_v be_v present_a in_o the_o oratory_n expect_v thou_o to_o enter_v discourse_n with_o he_o and_o behold_v thy_o behaviour_n in_o thy_o prayer_n let_v this_o truth_n make_v a_o deep_a impression_n in_o thy_o mind_n and_o thereupon_o yield_v he_o most_o profound_a reverence_n with_o body_n and_o heart_n as_o crave_v permission_n to_o confer_v with_o his_o majesty_n 4._o then_o with_o bend_a knee_n begin_v petition_n 4._o begin_v with_o oblation_n and_o petition_n thy_o prayer_n first_o offer_v up_o to_o thy_o lord_n god_n all_o the_o cogitation_n word_n and_o action_n of_o thy_o whole_a life_n particular_o present_v unto_o he_o this_o present_a exercise_n now_o intend_v to_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o humble_o implore_v his_o gracious_a assistance_n that_o thou_o may_v perform_v this_o thy_o practice_n with_o such_o attention_n devotion_n and_o reverence_n as_o befit_v one_o that_o speak_v with_o his_o lord_n and_o saviour_n 5._o incontinent_o after_o this_o imagine_v mystery_n then_o apply_v thy_o sense_n to_o the_o mystery_n thyself_o present_a to_o the_o mystery_n thou_o intend_v to_o meditate_v on_o and_o in_o the_o very_a place_n where_o it_o befall_v for_o this_o will_v fix_v thy_o fancy_n from_o wander_a as_o if_o thy_o theme_n be_v of_o christ_n incarnation_n think_v thou_o see_v the_o glorious_a archangel_n enter_v the_o secret_a chamber_n of_o the_o sacred_a virgin_n and_o there_o listen_v to_o their_o mutual_a discourse_n so_o if_o thy_o subject_n be_v of_o thy_o saviour_n flagellation_n suppose_v a_o pillar_n before_o thou_o with_o thy_o dear_a lord_n fasten_v thereunto_o and_o eye_n those_o inhuman_a executioner_n how_o cruel_o they_o whip_v and_o beat_v he_o and_o thus_o thou_o be_v to_o vary_v thy_o fancy_n and_o conform_v it_o to_o the_o manner_n of_o the_o mystery_n 6._o and_o when_o the_o mystery_n be_v thus_o present_a to_o thy_o mind_n make_v thy_o petition_n obtain_v and_o beg_v what_o thou_o intend_v to_o obtain_v and_o beg_v that_o which_o thou_o propose_v to_o obtain_v by_o this_o exercise_n as_o if_o thy_o meditation_n be_v concern_v christ_n incarnation_n let_v thy_o prayer_n be_v for_o spiritual_a light_n that_o thou_o may_v clear_o penetrate_v and_o perceive_v that_o ineffable_a love_n which_o move_v he_o to_o be_v make_v man_n for_o thy_o sake_n if_o it_o be_v of_o his_o passion_n ask_v the_o grace_n of_o compassion_n and_o 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discourse_n so_o far_o only_a as_o many_o help_n to_o heat_v thy_o will_n with_o pious_a affection_n and_o solid_a resolution_n wherefore_o from_o each_o consideration_n extract_v some_o affection_n and_o from_o every_o affection_n draw_v some_o determinate_a and_o particular_a resolution_n to_o do_v this_o very_a day_n this_o or_o that_o thing_n for_o thy_o lord_n honour_n to_o reform_v this_o or_o that_o fault_n or_o imperfection_n and_o to_o mortify_v thy_o sensuality_n in_o this_o or_o that_o occasion_n and_o this_o be_v the_o true_a fruit_n and_o profit_n of_o prayer_n 9_o be_v resolute_a also_o in_o stay_v out_o expire_v or_o leave_v off_o before_o the_o time_n allot_v for_o prayer_n be_v expire_v the_o full_a time_n allot_v for_o thy_o prayer_n and_o stir_v not_o from_o it_o through_o any_o dryness_n in_o devotion_n or_o any_o trouble_n of_o distraction_n for_o such_o a_o prayer_n be_v for_o the_o most_o part_n more_o profitable_a to_o a_o soul_n use_v diligent_a resistance_n and_o patient_a expectance_n of_o god_n grace_n than_o when_o it_o sensible_o partake_v of_o the_o sweet_n and_o abundance_n of_o devotion_n 10._o thy_o exercise_n be_v end_v thyself_o in_o the_o end_n reflect_v how_o thou_o have_v behave_v thyself_o insist_v a_o while_n in_o the_o examination_n of_o thyself_o and_o reflect_v how_o thou_o have_v behave_v thyself_o in_o thy_o prayer_n if_o thou_o find_v all_o well_o give_v thy_o good_a god_n all_o the_o thanks_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v negligent_a resolve_v upon_o amendment_n and_o take_v notice_n of_o the_o cause_n of_o this_o ill_a success_n that_o thou_o fail_v not_o for_o the_o future_a 11._o let_v the_o matter_n or_o mystery_n medition_n and_o order_n well_o the_o matter_n of_o thy_o medition_n thou_o mean_v to_o meditate_v upon_o be_v well_o order_v as_o if_o thou_o propose_v to_o thyself_o thy_o saviour_n life_n and_o passion_n make_v thy_o entrance_n at_o his_o incarnation_n and_o due_o proceed_v in_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o ensue_a mystery_n and_o leap_v not_o inconstant_o from_o one_o to_o another_o chap._n xxxvi_o a_o exercise_n before_o the_o sacred_a communion_n 1._o the_o conformation_n of_o the_o place_n for_o place_n 1._o the_o place_n the_o settle_n of_o thy_o mind_n may_v be_v to_o imagine_v thy_o saviour_n christ_n encompass_v with_o his_o angel_n and_o saint_n who_o all_o adore_v his_o divine_a majesty_n with_o all_o possible_a reverencâ—_n 2._o make_v thou_o also_o thy_o humble_a house_n 2._o beg_v of_o thy_o saviour_n to_o fit_v up_o thy_o poor_a house_n address_n unto_o he_o and_o since_o he_o vouchsafe_v to_o divert_v into_o the_o harbour_n of_o thy_o poor_a heart_n entreat_v he_o to_o send_v before_o he_o such_o ornament_n as_o be_v necessary_a for_o his_o worthy_a entertainment_n because_o thy_o poverty_n be_v uncapable_a to_o provide_v what_o be_v suitable_a to_o so_o great_a a_o majesty_n 3._o then_o reflect_v who_o it_o be_v that_o intend_v it_o 3._o think_v what_o guest_n be_v to_o lodge_v in_o it_o to_o lodge_v with_o thou_o it_o be_v sure_o he_o who_o the_o angel_n name_v jesus_n the_o saviour_n of_o man_n kind_a he_o who_o only_o can_v cure_v thy_o wound_n he_o who_o so_o dear_o love_v thou_o and_o take_v such_o care_n of_o thy_o salvation_n that_o he_o come_v purposely_o and_o personal_o to_o procure_v it_o interpose_v his_o authority_n hazard_v his_o honour_n and_o lose_v his_o life_n for_o thou_o upon_o a_o ignominious_a cross_n and_o be_v sure_a to_o insist_v upon_o this_o pious_a consideration_n as_o be_v very_o proper_a to_o prepare_v thy_o soul_n for_o the_o receive_n of_o this_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n according_a to_o our_o saviour_n precept_n as_o often_o as_o you_o shall_v do_v these_o thing_n you_o shall_v do_v they_o in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o 4._o consider_v to_o what_o end_n thy_o dear_a thou_o 4._o why_o he_o come_v to_o thou_o lord_n come_v unto_o thou_o sure_o to_o conclude_v a_o union_n between_o himself_o and_o thy_o soul_n whence_o result_v a_o certain_a divine_a life_n which_o thou_o henceforth_o enjoy_v by_o this_o sweet_a union_n with_o thy_o saviour_n for_o the_o food_n we_o take_v beget_v humour_n of_o the_o same_o quality_n which_o itself_o be_v of_o and_o consequent_o no_o marvel_n if_o this_o heavenly_a food_n and_o divine_a nourishment_n do_v in_o some_o sort_n deify_v the_o soul_n he_o that_o eat_v i_o shall_v live_v for_o i_o say_v our_o lord_n 5._o let_v thy_o next_o consideration_n be_v to_o who_o he_o come_v to_o a_o little_a worm_n come_v 5._o to_o who_o he_o come_v of_o the_o earth_n to_o a_o vessel_n full_a of_o filth_n and_o rottenness_n and_o perhaps_o which_o be_v far_o worse_o even_o to_o his_o enemy_n to_o the_o contemner_n of_o his_o command_n to_o the_o wilful_a transgressor_n of_o his_o law_n to_o a_o base_a runaway_n who_o have_v forsake_v the_o colour_n of_o his_o lord_n god_n and_o take_v part_n with_o the_o devil_n 6._o make_v
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misery_n frailty_n insufficiency_n and_o nothing_o that_o so_o i_o may_v full_o speedy_o and_o solid_o come_v to_o this_o desire_a self-knowledge_n and_o humility_n i_o will_v run_v over_o my_o lesson_n repeat_v my_o question_n learn_v my_o answer_n and_o strive_v to_o grow_v skilful_a in_o this_o necessary_a and_o sacred_a science_n what_o have_v i_o receive_v that_o i_o have_v not_o abuse_v nothing_o body_n soul_n will_n judgement_n memory_n understanding_n affection_n sense_n meat_n drink_z company_n habit_n books_z prayer_z sacrament_n all_o creature_n can_v i_o then_o be_v proud_a of_o sin_n filthiness_n rottenness_n labour_n grief_n infirmity_n blindness_n obstinacy_n corruption_n death_n and_o damnation_n which_o be_v worse_a than_o nothing_o shall_v i_o boast_v of_o thy_o gift_n o_o my_o god_n which_o be_v not_o i_o or_o of_o my_o own_o abuse_n and_o ingratitude_n the_o one_o be_v to_o rob_v thou_o of_o thy_o honour_n the_o other_o be_v to_o be_v honour_v for_o thy_o dishonour_n 5._o what_o creature_n ever_o sin_v so_o grievous_o as_o i_o have_v do_v and_o yet_o sorrow_v so_o little_a and_o suffer_v less_o who_o ever_o forsake_v so_o great_a and_o good_a a_o god_n for_o so_o little_a and_o vain_a a_o toy_n as_o i_o have_v do_v what_o sinful_a soul_n be_v there_o now_o in_o hell_n that_o will_v not_o have_v be_v a_o glorious_a saint_n in_o heaven_n if_o it_o have_v the_o help_n favour_n feeling_n and_o visit_n which_o i_o have_v both_o have_v and_o abuse_v who_o ever_o receive_v so_o many_o mercy_n so_o sweet_a comfort_n and_o so_o great_a grace_n from_o thou_o o_o bountiful_a lord_n god_n and_o make_v so_o little_a and_o bad_a use_n of_o they_o as_o i_o have_v do_v if_o i_o deny_v all_o this_o my_o conscience_n witness_v against_o i_o if_o i_o confess_v it_o oh_o why_o be_o i_o not_o more_o humble_a final_o if_o such_o great_a trouble_n temptation_n and_o tribulation_n have_v happen_v to_o i_o as_o have_v do_v to_o other_o i_o shall_v by_o consent_v have_v ere_o now_o burn_v in_o hell_n fire_n but_o thou_o o_o meek_a and_o merciful_a creator_n have_v spare_v i_o because_o thou_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o send_v i_o small_a cross_n because_o i_o can_v bear_v great_a etc._n etc._n wherefore_o not_o unto_o i_o o_o lord_n but_o to_o thou_o be_v all_o honour_n for_o time_n and_o eternity_n o_o that_o i_o can_v know_v thou_o and_o know_v myself_o o_o that_o i_o can_v true_o see_v my_o own_o nothing_o and_o total_a dependency_n on_o thou_o my_o misery_n and_o malice_n and_o thy_o perfection_n and_o total_a goodness_n ay_o i_o weak_a and_o wretched_a n_n what_o be_v my_o force_n that_o i_o shall_v rely_v on_o they_o i_o have_v nothing_o o_o my_o lord_n but_o what_o be_v
thou_o my_o merit_n be_v thy_o mercy_n my_o good_n thy_o grace_n yet_o i_o neither_o have_v be_v thankful_a for_o receive_v they_o nor_o faithful_a in_o use_v they_o o_o when_o do_v i_o trust_v in_o my_o own_o strength_n and_o be_v not_o foil_v and_o confound_v grant_v therefore_o o_o my_o lord_n o_o my_o only_a hope_n and_o help_v o_o my_o sole_a safety_n and_o security_n that_o i_o may_v total_o trust_v to_o thou_o and_o distrust_v myself_o true_o acknowledge_v thou_o and_o deny_v myself_o entire_o love_v thou_o and_o hate_v myself_o 6._o i_o confess_v o_o my_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o the_o poor_a ungratefull_a unprofitabl_a and_o unworthy_a worm_n of_o the_o earth_n a_o thing_n altogether_o useless_a to_o the_o world_n and_o only_o active_a to_o offend_v thou_o and_o to_o do_v wicked_o in_o thy_o sight_n and_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o i_o can_v harbour_v any_o thought_n of_o self-love_n or_o self-i_a king_n o_o god_n of_o infinite_a glory_n greatness_n and_o majesty_n before_o who_o the_o power_n of_o heaven_n do_v tremble_v what_o be_v all_o creature_n in_o thy_o sight_n and_o what_o be_o i_o the_o mean_a of_o they_o all_o o_o what_o proportion_n be_v there_o great_a god_n between_o i_o and_o thou_o between_o thy_o all_o and_o my_o nothing_n and_o yet_o have_v i_o infringe_v thy_o law_n disobey_v thy_o command_n contemn_v thy_o counsel_n resist_v thy_o calling_n and_o contradict_v thy_o will_n to_o prefer_v my_o own_o o_o monstrous_a impiety_n and_o ingratitude_n and_o shall_v i_o not_o willing_o submit_v to_o all_o pain_n punishment_n contradiction_n and_o contempt_n which_o thou_o o_o my_o high_o offend_a creator_n shall_v suffer_v thy_o creature_n to_o inflict_v upon_o i_o behold_v o_o my_o lord_n i_o debase_v humble_a and_o annihilate_v myself_o under_o all_o thing_n that_o have_v a_o be_v i_o will_v henceforth_o utter_o hate_v distrust_n and_o detest_v myself_o and_o whole_o love_v thou_o and_o rely_v upon_o thy_o mercy_n o_o holy_a self-knowledge_n o_o sacred_a humility_n thou_o be_v the_o key_n of_o all_o perfection_n the_o door_n of_o all_o solid_a virtue_n piety_n and_o devotion_n 7._o i_o now_o clear_o see_v by_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o divine_a goodness_n o_o gracious_a lord_n god_n what_o have_v hitherto_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o nonproficiency_n in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o why_o the_o path_n of_o virtue_n seem_v and_o so_o unpleasant_a thorny_a tedious_a and_o troublesome_a to_o my_o deceive_a soul_n it_o be_v because_o i_o have_v not_o learned_a to_o leave_v loath_a deny_v and_o distrust_v myself_o and_o to_o rely_v whole_o on_o thou_o o_o my_o only_a comfort_n and_o support_v i_o will_v therefore_o henceforth_o faithful_o practice_v what_o i_o perceive_v so_o necessary_a i_o will_v profound_o humble_v my_o soul_n both_o inward_o in_o thy_o presence_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o outward_o to_o the_o whole_a world_n i_o will_v joyful_o and_o voluntary_o embrace_v all_o injury_n indignity_n contempt_n correction_n and_o confusion_n which_o can_v befall_v i_o with_o as_o much_o pleasure_n as_o i_o have_v former_o any_o cherishing_n and_o kindness_n i_o will_v utter_o destroy_v ruin_n and_o root_v out_o all_o self-love_n self-liking_a self-seeking_a self-praise_n and_o self-complacencie_a i_o will_v cast_v myself_o under_o the_o foot_n of_o the_o vile_a creature_n take_v pleasure_n in_o the_o mean_a employment_n and_o obey_v they_o most_o willing_o who_o my_o nature_n most_o distaste_v and_o dislike_v i_o will_v walk_v before_o thou_o o_o my_o creator_n as_o thy_o needy_a naked_a desolate_a and_o destitute_a vassal_n acknowledge_v myself_o void_a of_o all_o virtue_n and_o attribute_v to_o myself_o nothing_o but_o sin_n ingratitude_n defect_n fail_n imperfection_n i_o will_v full_o persuade_v myself_o that_o no_o one_o can_v contemn_v confound_v persecute_v and_o punish_v i_o as_o i_o deserve_v i_o will_v not_o regard_v whether_o i_o be_o honour_v or_o hate_v but_o imagine_v myself_o as_o a_o thing_n dead_a &_o forget_v or_o as_o that_o which_o never_o have_v a_o be_v and_o be_v now_o true_o nothing_o i_o will_v be_v content_v to_o be_v account_v a_o hypocrite_n in_o my_o sincere_a action_n and_o to_o be_v think_v full_a of_o inward_a impatience_n secret_a grudge_n and_o desire_n of_o revenge_n against_o they_o who_o shall_v any_o way_n mortify_v or_o misuse_v i_o though_o my_o heart_n be_v never_o so_o free_a from_o it_o final_o i_o will_v have_v these_o and_o the_o like_a thought_n and_o word_n always_o in_o my_o heart_n and_o mouth_n i_o be_o nothing_o i_o have_v nothing_o i_o do_v no_o good_a i_o be_o a_o unprofitable_a servant_n i_o utter_o hate_v and_o distrust_v myself_o and_o total_o rely_v upon_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n my_o love_n and_o my_o all_o for_o wednesday_n to_o obtain_v remission_n of_o our_o sin_n the_o three_o exercise_n 1._o who_o will_v give_v water_n to_o my_o head_n and_o fountain_n of_o tear_n to_o my_o eye_n and_o i_o will_v weep_v day_n and_o night_n for_o my_o sin_n which_o cover_v i_o all_o over_o like_o a_o incurable_a ulcer_n from_o the_o sole_n of_o the_o foot_n to_o the_o crown_n of_o the_o head_n where_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a soul_n in_o what_o labyrinth_n do_v thou_o walk_v in_o what_o sink_v of_o sin_n and_o puddle_n of_o uncleaness_n do_v thou_o wallow_v awake_v arise_v lament_v repent_v how_o long_o will_v thou_o sleep_v why_o will_v thou_o die_v when_o will_v thou_o shake_v off_o thy_o fetter_n ah_o return_v silly_a sheep_n to_o thy_o good_a pastor_n return_v poor_a prodigal_a to_o thy_o pious_a father_n who_o goodness_n so_o love_o invite_v thou_o who_o mercy_n have_v so_o long_o expect_v thou_o o_o great_a and_o glorious_a god_n the_o mighty_a monarch_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n king_n of_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o lord_n behold_v a_o poor_a and_o penitent_a publican_n who_o be_v ashamed_a to_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n to_o heaven_n and_o unworthy_a to_o take_v thy_o sacred_a name_n into_o his_o sinful_a mouth_n humble_o knock_v at_o thy_o gate_n of_o mercy_n clip_v thy_o holy_a foot_n and_o crave_v thy_o accustom_a pity_n and_o compassion_n o_o merciful_a lord_n hide_v not_o thyself_o from_o i_o shut_v not_o the_o door_n against_o i_o oh_o one_o crumb_n of_o comfort_n one_o dram_n of_o devotion_n to_o my_o sad_a and_o sick_a soul_n to_o my_o dry_a and_o desolate_a spirit_n 2._o i_o be_o conscious_a of_o my_o ingratitude_n against_o thou_o o_o supreme_a majesty_n and_o my_o sin_n be_v always_o before_o i_o and_o confound_v i_o but_o whither_o shall_v i_o retire_v myself_o from_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n but_o unto_o thou_o be_v not_o thou_o my_o father_n my_o father_n of_o mercy_n which_o have_v neither_o limit_n nor_o measure_n be_v not_o thou_o my_o maker_n my_o preserver_n my_o governor_n my_o deliverer_n my_o king_n my_o pastor_n my_o physician_n my_o priest_n and_o my_o sacrifice_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o all_o this_o and_o more_o to_o i_o and_o if_o i_o be_o nothing_o to_o thou_o refuse_v i_o reject_v i_o and_o relinquish_v i_o a_o prey_n to_o be_v swallow_v up_o by_o thy_o enemy_n but_o it_o be_v time_n o_o my_o lord_n that_o heaven_n and_o earth_n take_v notice_n of_o what_o thou_o be_v to_o i_o and_o what_o i_o be_o to_o thou_o it_o be_v time_n thou_o enter_v into_o thy_o right_n and_o i_o must_v now_o either_o give_v myself_o to_o thou_o or_o thou_o must_v take_v i_o unto_o thou_o not_o that_o i_o aspire_v to_o those_o excellent_a prerogative_n of_o thy_o dear_a servant_n no_o my_o lord_n it_o suffice_v i_o to_o be_v in_o the_o out-rank_n of_o thy_o mean_a slave_n to_o be_v only_o stamp_v with_o thy_o mark_n and_o link_v fast_o in_o thy_o chain_n that_o i_o may_v never_o more_o have_v the_o power_n to_o fly_v from_o thou_o o_o grant_v i_o this_o favour_n most_o merciful_a father_n which_o thy_o dear_a son_n have_v purchase_v for_o i_o by_o the_o price_n of_o his_o death_n and_o passion_n i_o be_o fall_v without_o thou_o by_o my_o own_o frailty_n but_o can_v never_o hope_v to_o rise_v but_o by_o thy_o mercy_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o only_a support_n i_o be_o sick_a without_o thou_o but_o can_v be_v cure_v without_o thou_o my_o heavenly_a physician_n i_o be_o dead_a without_o thou_o but_o can_v never_o be_v revive_v but_o by_o thou_o o_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n so_o true_a it_o be_v that_o to_o make_v i_o come_v to_o thou_o thou_o o_o most_o gracious_a lord_n god_n must_v first_o come_v to_o i_o o_o the_o admirable_a goodness_n of_o my_o love_a lord_n even_o this_o little_a i_o be_o do_v be_v rather_o thy_o own_o work_n than_o i_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n put_v repentance_n into_o my_o soul_n desire_v into_o my_o heart_n sigh_n into_o my_o breast_n
ourselves_o 18._o if_o on_o the_o contrary_a our_o nature_n be_v so_o facile_a and_o flexible_a that_o we_o scarce_o find_v difficulty_n in_o any_o thing_n we_o wonder_v to_o hear_v mention_n of_o rebellion_n contradiction_n desolation_n etc._n etc._n from_o all_o which_o we_o be_v secure_a and_o quiet_a and_o therefore_o we_o fear_v our_o action_n proceed_v rather_o from_o a_o natural_a promptitude_n than_o solid_a virtue_n 19_o if_o we_o so_o addict_v ourselves_o to_o recollection_n that_o we_o look_v upon_o work_n of_o obedience_n and_o the_o external_a practice_n of_o our_o duty_n as_o impediment_n to_o perfection_n 20._o if_o we_o find_v such_o a_o calm_a in_o our_o passion_n imperfection_n and_o temptation_n that_o we_o hope_v the_o worst_a be_v past_a 21._o if_o scrupulosity_n overwhelm_v we_o 1._o we_o must_v obey_v our_o spiritual_a director_n 2._o we_o must_v do_v our_o best_a endeavour_n but_o here_o arise_v two_o difficulty_n 1._o if_o our_o directour_n knowledge_n be_v small_a his_o experience_n less_o etc._n etc._n 2._o if_o we_o can_v satisfy_v ourselves_o that_o we_o have_v do_v our_o best_a etc._n etc._n 22._o if_o we_o fear_v we_o detest_v not_o sin_n sufficient_o because_o we_o feel_v not_o so_o great_a sorrow_n for_o the_o offence_n of_o god_n as_o we_o do_v sometime_o for_o a_o temporal_a loss_n 23._o if_o we_o can_v ground_v ourselves_o in_o a_o firm_a hope_n of_o mercy_n for_o that_o we_o be_v so_o frail_a and_o inconstant_a we_o sin_v daily_o and_o amend_v not_o our_o life_n we_o repay_v unto_o god_n evil_a for_o good_a we_o promise_v fidelity_n and_o practice_v nothing_o less_o 24._o if_o we_o go_v not_o on_o with_o alacrity_n because_o we_o know_v not_o that_o our_o sin_n be_v forgive_v that_o our_o confession_n be_v good_a and_o that_o we_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n 25._o though_o we_o can_v in_o this_o life_n assure_v ourselves_o infallible_o to_o be_v in_o good_a state_n yet_o if_o we_o can_v comfort_v ourselves_o with_o 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remove_v that_o which_o hinder_v grace_n to_o wit_n sin_n 2._o we_o must_v convert_v our_o heart_n from_o creature_n to_o our_o creator_n in_o a_o word_n we_o must_v detest_v sin_n and_o choose_v god_n and_o follow_v his_o ordinary_a mean_n appoint_v in_o his_o church_n for_o our_o direction_n and_o this_o be_v the_o summary_n of_o our_o duty_n the_o 22._o doubt_n if_o we_o fear_v we_o detest_v not_o sin_n sufficient_o because_o we_o feel_v not_o so_o great_a sorrow_n for_o the_o offence_n of_o god_n as_o we_o do_v sometime_o for_o a_o temporal_a loss_n let_v we_o assure_v ourselves_o first_o we_o can_v never_o have_v so_o much_o sorrow_n for_o our_o sin_n as_o god_n justice_n in_o rigour_n require_v 2._o god_n do_v not_o exact_v it_o of_o we_o because_o it_o be_v not_o in_o our_o power_n 3._o true_a sorrow_n consist_v not_o in_o feeling_n but_o in_o reason_n and_o freewill_n 4._o it_o be_v better_a to_o have_v sorrow_n sometime_o only_o in_o desire_n than_o feeling_n 5._o it_o be_v 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your_o daily_a sin_n will_v you_o despair_v of_o mercy_n even_o so_o efficacious_a be_v his_o former_a death_n if_o you_o fall_v hourly_o rise_v again_o courageous_o and_o purpose_n to_o stand_v more_o constant_o and_o fear_v nothing_o but_o draw_v humility_n out_o of_o your_o frailty_n say_v whereof_o be_o i_o proud_a now_o where_o be_v my_o strong_a resolution_n why_o do_v i_o judge_v other_o who_o be_v so_o feeble_a sickle_n frail_a as_o i_o be_o o_o lord_n this_o be_v the_o worm_n that_o be_v so_o proud_a then_o cast_v â—ll_o into_o christ_n sacred_a wound_n and_o leave_v all_o there_o go_v on_o with_o as_o much_o quiet_a and_o confidence_n as_o if_o you_o have_v not_o sin_v the_o 24._o doubt_n if_o we_o go_v not_o on_o which_o the_o alacrity_n because_o we_o know_v not_o that_o our_o sin_n be_v forgive_v that_o our_o confession_n be_v good_a and_o that_o we_o be_v in_o state_n of_o grace_n we_o must_v take_v notice_n that_o in_o seek_v these_o assurance_n we_o may_v oftentimes_o 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