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that_o come_v under_o the_o lash_n of_o this_o point_n first_o there_o be_v the_o carnal_a professor_n thaâ—_n just_o fall_v under_o conviction_n who_o deceive_v himself_o with_o his_o fair_a pretence_n and_o mere_a shaâ—â—_n dow_n he_o look_v like_o one_o that_o be_v make_v ready_a for_o christ_n and_o yet_o real_o and_o in_o good_a earnest_n he_o never_o endeavour_v to_o get_v his_o soul_n furnisheâ—_n with_o those_o preparation_n that_o will_v fit_v he_o sâ—â—_n christ_n this_o poor_a man_n like_o the_o five_o fooliâ—â—_n virgin_n have_v his_o lamp_n but_o he_o have_v no_o oyâ—â—_n it_o his_o heart_n be_v graceless_a and_o yet_o he_o go_v oâ—â—_n till_o he_o see_v himself_o deceive_v when_o it_o be_v too_o lateâ—_n my_o friend_n believe_v it_o for_o a_o truth_n it_o be_v not_o whâ—â—â—_n you_o appear_v to_o be_v by_o your_o profession_n but_o whaâ—â—_n you_o real_o and_o actual_o be_v by_o powerful_a impression_n within_o you_o and_o spiritual_a action_n do_v bâ—â—_n you_o that_o will_v make_v you_o to_o be_v ready_a for_o tâ—â—_n come_v of_o the_o lord_n christ_n do_v you_o think_v thaâ—_n the_o lord_n jesus_n will_v look_v upon_o your_o outward_a profession_n to_o be_v all_o the_o preparation_n he_o require_v when_o he_o shall_v come_v and_o call_v for_o your_o soul_n be_v not_o mistake_v whatever_o you_o think_v or_o judge_v in_o this_o case_n the_o lord_n christ_n will_v be_v of_o another_o mind_n yea_o and_o will_v disow_v such_o to_o be_v ready_a for_o he_o mark_v his_o own_o word_n math._n 7.21_o 22._o not_o every_o one_o that_o say_v unto_o i_o lord_n lord_n â—hall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n but_o he_o â—hat_n do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n many_o will_v say_v in_o that_o day_n lord_n lord_n have_v we_o not_o prophesy_v in_o thy_o name_n and_o 〈◊〉_d thy_o name_n cast_v out_o devil_n and_o in_o thy_o name_n one_o many_o marvellous_a work_n but_o maâ—k_v what_o answer_v he_o return_v they_o and_o then_o 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and_o this_o be_v all_o 〈◊〉_d readiness_n in_o his_o judgement_n that_o will_v be_v requisite_a to_o be_v mind_v add_v to_o these_o your_o jovial_a sir_n that_o spâ—â—â—_n their_o day_n in_o mirth_n and_o in_o a_o moment_n go_v doâ—â—_n to_o the_o grave_a that_o live_v as_o if_o their_o life_n be_v be_v sacrifice_v to_o their_o lust_n poor_a man_n tâ—â—â—_n put_v far_o from_o they_o the_o evil_a day_n and_o all_o thouâ—â—_n of_o the_o come_n of_o christ_n amos_n 6.3_o 4_o 5_o 6._o 〈◊〉_d man_n in_o the_o world_n be_v more_o unready_a for_o a_o dâ—â—_n hour_n than_o these_o and_o god_n many_o time_n coâ—â—â—_n upon_o these_o on_o a_o sudden_a and_o sweep_v they_o to_o the_o grave_a in_o the_o midst_n of_o their_o jollity_n read_v and_o tremble_v at_o those_o word_n of_o christ_n luk._n 12.20_o but_o god_n say_v unto_o he_o thou_o fool_n this_o night_n shall_v thy_o soul_n be_v require_v of_o thou_o if_o you_o mark_v it_o be_v that_o very_a night_n after_o the_o poor_a miser_n have_v be_v 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â—â—r_a awaken_v by_o any_o of_o these_o to_o consider_v his_o way_n these_o also_o be_v far_o from_o this_o readiness_n to_o meet_v the_o lord_n jesus_n poor_a secure_a sinner_n what_o will_v you_o do_v in_o the_o day_n when_o the_o lord_n shall_v â—ome_o forth_o against_o you_o do_v you_o think_v that_o then_o â—e_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o sit_v quiet_a and_o remain_v secure_a 〈◊〉_d trow_v not_o when_o god_n shall_v arise_v and_o comâ—â—â—pon_n you_o he_o will_v awaken_v you_o to_o purpâ—â—â—_n when_o there_o be_v a_o cry_n make_v at_o midnight_n 〈◊〉_d hold_n the_o bridegroom_n come_v the_o slumber_a virgin_n can_v sleep_v no_o long_o they_o have_v be_v secure_a and_o sleepy_a under_o ordinance_n and_o prâ—â—dences_n before_o but_o when_o christ_n come_v upon_o they_o they_o rouse_v up_o to_o purpose_n matth._n 25_o â—â—_o will_v it_o be_v do_v to_o you_o there_o be_v not_o the_o secâ—â—â—_n rest_n soul_n among_o you_o but_o when_o the_o lord_n chriâ—â—_n alarm_n you_o shall_v 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you_o 〈◊〉_d be_v glad_a that_o she_o be_v now_o in_o a_o full_a peaceable_a yâ—â—_n glorious_a condition_n and_o state_n in_o heaven_n yâ—â—_n have_v great_a cause_n of_o rejoice_v since_o her_o joy_n 〈◊〉_d begin_v which_o shall_v never_o end_v now_o the_o loâ—â—_n have_v betroth_v she_o to_o himself_o in_o righteousness_n and_o that_o for_o ever_o hos_fw-la 2.19_o i_o can_v remember_v that_o you_o be_v ever_o absolute_o against_o her_o marriage_n no_o nor_o that_o you_o be_v against_o it_o at_o all_o provide_v that_o she_o get_v a_o good_a husband_n she_o have_v now_o get_v a_o good_a match_n indeed_o the_o marriage_n betwixt_o christ_n and_o her_o soul_n be_v complete_v and_o consummate_v 2_o cor._n 11.2_o rev._n 19.7_o 8._o let_v we_o be_v glad_a and_o rejoice_v in_o he_o since_o she_o be_v now_o marry_v to_o christ_n and_o will_v you_o not_o rejoice_v at_o least_o a_o little_a with_o your_o daughter_n on_o â—her_a wedding-day_n she_o have_v sow_o in_o tear_n and_o now_o be_v reap_v 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