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in_o god_n appear_v by_o my_o practice_n both_o in_o this_o book_n and_o also_o in_o the_o residue_n of_o my_o life_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n this_o i_o profess_v my_o poor_a soul_n do_v vehement_o desire_v to_o give_v glory_n unto_o god_n in_o the_o revengeful_a abase_v of_o myself_o for_o the_o grievous_a displeasure_n &_o great_a dishonour_n which_o i_o have_v all_o my_o life_n long_o cause_v and_o do_v unto_o his_o most_o holy_a majesty_n thus_o much_o of_o the_o name_n jehovah_n the_o lord_n thy_o god_n etc._n etc._n the_o language_n wherein_o god_n speak_v these_o word_n read_v thus_o thy_o god_n as_o speak_v of_o more_o than_o one_o this_o whatsoever_o the_o poor_a jew_n say_v to_o the_o contrary_a show_v that_o in_o god_n there_o be_v more_o person_n than_o one_o which_o person_n how_o many_o and_o who_o they_o be_v the_o good_a lord_n jesus_n be_v one_o of_o they_o do_v plain_o show_v in_o say_v unto_o his_o disciple_n matth._n 28.19_o teach_v all_o nation_n baptise_v they_o in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o father_n and_o of_o the_o son_n and_o of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o first_o person_n be_v the_o father_n who_o beget_v the_o son_n o_o most_o marvelous_a beget_n the_o son_n be_v as_o old_a as_o the_o father_n the_o son_n have_v the_o very_a selfsame_o nature_n and_o substance_n with_o his_o father_n yea_o 14.10_o joh._n 14.10_o he_o be_v within_o his_o father_n and_o his_o father_n be_v within_o he_o the_o second_o person_n in_o the_o godhead_n be_v the_o son_n who_o be_v beget_v of_o the_o father_n as_o a_o word_n be_v beget_v of_o a_o man_n mind_n and_o therefore_o he_o be_v sometime_o call_v the_o word_n as_o also_o because_o he_o make_v the_o father_n and_o the_o
father_n will_v know_v unto_o man_n and_o be_v that_o party_n concern_v who_o the_o father_n give_v his_o word_n that_o he_o will_v send_v he_o into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n the_o three_o person_n in_o the_o godhead_n be_v the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o proceed_v from_o the_o father_n and_o from_o the_o son_n and_o therefore_o be_v the_o spirit_n of_o they_o both_o and_o he_o be_v in_o either_o of_o they_o both_o also_o both_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n be_v in_o he_o he_o be_v call_v the_o spirit_n not_o so_o much_o to_o signify_v his_o nature_n as_o to_o show_v his_o proceed_n because_o he_o be_v spire_v that_o be_v as_o it_o be_v breathe_v from_o the_o father_n and_o from_o the_o son_n he_o be_v call_v holy_a not_o only_o because_o of_o the_o holiness_n of_o his_o nature_n which_o be_v all_o one_o with_o the_o father_n and_o with_o the_o son_n but_o because_o he_o do_v sanctify_v that_o be_v make_v holy_a all_o those_o which_o shall_v be_v save_v rom._n 1.4_o all_o and_o every_o outward_a work_n of_o god_n come_v from_o the_o father_n through_o the_o son_n and_o by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o father_n begin_v every_o work_n of_o himself_o work_v in_o and_o through_o the_o son_n also_o in_o and_o by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n therefore_o the_o make_n and_o begin_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v entitle_v unto_o he_o the_o son_n work_v in_o and_o from_o the_o father_n in_o and_z by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n therefore_o the_o redemption_n and_o saviourship_n go_v in_o his_o name_n because_o he_o take_v unto_o he_o a_o body_n and_o a_o soul_n and_o so_o be_v both_o god_n &_o man_n purchase_v our_o salvation_n and_o save_v we_o in_o and_o from_o his_o father_n in_o and_z by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n joh._n 4.19_o the_o son_n can_v do_v nothing_o of_o himself_o mat._n 12.28_o but_o if_o i_o cast_v out_o devil_n by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n the_o holy_a ghost_n work_v in_o and_o from_o the_o father_n in_o and_z from_o the_o son_n and_o so_o 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the_o twenty_o of_o may_n i_o pray_v thus_o o_o good_a lord_n though_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v exceed_o great_a yet_o ought_v i_o not_o to_o despair_v for_o thy_o son_n liken_v the_o kingdom_n of_o thy_o grace_n unto_o a_o grain_n of_o muster_v seed_n and_o unto_o a_o little_a leaven_n o_o my_o soul_n have_v thou_o not_o a_o little_a faith_n look_v up_o unto_o heaven_n and_o crave_v of_o thy_o maker_n that_o the_o fullness_n of_o grace_n which_o be_v in_o jesus_n christ_n may_v have_v some_o little_a influence_n and_o entrance_n into_o thou_o by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n o_o my_o good_a lord_n my_o soul_n be_v full_a of_o unbelief_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o be_v merciful_a unto_o my_o unbelieve_a soul_n amen_n about_o noon_n the_o same_o day_n have_v dine_v with_o two_o stranger_n for_o i_o lodge_v and_o table_n in_o a_o vitteling-house_n come_v into_o my_o chamber_n i_o confess_v and_o pray_v thus_o o_o lord_n what_o be_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v undertake_v to_o walk_v 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o_o most_o excellent_o gracious_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o sinner_n do_v i_o be_o neither_o worthy_a nor_o able_a to_o praise_v thou_o yet_o exceed_o bind_v to_o do_v it_o o_o lord_n what_o move_v thou_o to_o be_v so_o good_a unto_o the_o worst_a of_o all_o sinner_n only_o thy_o own_o goodness_n for_o in_o i_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o cause_n of_o provocation_n yea_o a_o thousand_o and_o a_o thousand_o thousand_o cause_n which_o cry_v unto_o thou_o for_o vengeance_n and_o continual_o urge_v thy_o justice_n to_o pour_v a_o whole_a sea_n of_o wrath_n upon_o i_o and_o yet_o thou_o be_v gracious_a unto_o i_o have_v i_o the_o holy_a soul_n and_o the_o strong_a body_n of_o all_o that_o live_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n yea_o though_o i_o can_v live_v a_o hundred_o holy_a life_n &_o die_v as_o many_o right_a martyrdom_n in_o zeal_n of_o thou_o and_o of_o thy_o truth_n i_o shall_v not_o come_v near_o unto_o the_o make_n of_o a_o sufficient_a recompense_n for_o the_o goodness_n 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