do_v not_o know_v his_o own_o imbecility_n his_o eye_n be_v blind_v that_o he_o can_v not_o see_v his_o own_o infirmity_n the_o spirit_n indeed_o be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a he_o begin_v to_o show_v some_o courage_n when_o he_o draw_v his_o sword_n and_o cut_v of_o malchus_n his_o ear_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v soon_o abate_v and_o he_o flee_v from_o his_o master_n when_o he_o see_v he_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o surprise_v by_o his_o cruel_a foe_n and_o albeit_o he_o be_v so_o bold_a spirit_v then_o that_o he_o dare_v resist_v a_o multitude_n of_o man_n yet_o he_o be_v so_o timorous_a now_o that_o be_v terrify_v with_o the_o voice_n of_o a_o maid_n he_o do_v renounce_v his_o gracious_a lord_n and_o flat_o deny_v his_o love_a master_n so_o soon_o be_v his_o boast_a word_n turn_v into_o cowardly_a deed_n &_o the_o profess_a constancy_n of_o his_o love_n find_v most_o inconstant_a in_o the_o day_n of_o trial_n so_o we_o may_v note_v that_o peter_n 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compel_v thou_o to_o leave_v he_o but_o say_v with_o the_o apostle_n who_o shall_v separate_v i_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n shall_v tribulation_n or_o anguish_n shall_v persecution_n or_o hunger_n i_o be_o ready_a not_o only_o to_o be_v bind_v but_o also_o to_o die_v in_o jerusalem_n for_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n learn_v likewise_o by_o the_o example_n of_o peter_n not_o fond_o to_o vaunt_v of_o thy_o own_o courage_n or_o to_o boast_v of_o thy_o strength_n let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o fall_n be_v as_o a_o bridle_n to_o restrain_v thou_o from_o run_v headlong_o into_o the_o like_a fault_n say_v not_o in_o the_o prosperous_a time_n of_o thy_o abundance_n when_o all_o thing_n succeed_v happy_o according_a to_o thy_o wish_n and_o nothing_o fall_v out_o contrary_a to_o thy_o desire_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v move_v lest_o afterward_o thou_o be_v constrain_v to_o change_v thy_o note_n weep_v with_o bitter_a tear_n for_o thy_o folly_n and_o lament_v for_o thy_o presumption_n with_o sorrowful_a sigh_n say_v thou_o do_v turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o and_o i_o be_v trouble_v teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o know_v my_o own_o weakness_n open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o frailty_n of_o my_o flesh_n and_o fickleness_n of_o my_o mind_n when_o any_o cloud_n of_o persecution_n do_v appear_v over_o my_o head_n or_o any_o dread_n of_o future_a affliction_n trouble_v my_o heart_n i_o often_o presume_v with_o peter_n that_o i_o can_v go_v to_o prison_n with_o thou_o abide_v any_o torment_n for_o thy_o sake_n yea_o lose_v my_o life_n for_o thy_o love_n my_o love_a saviour_n but_o alas_o i_o see_v by_o the_o frailty_n of_o thy_o belove_a disciple_n that_o i_o shall_v prove_v but_o a_o dastard_a when_o i_o come_v to_o fight_v thy_o battle_n and_o begin_v to_o seek_v some_o coverture_n to_o hide_v my_o head_n from_o danger_n for_o how_o can_v i_o boast_v of_o my_o valour_n or_o brag_v of_o my_o manhood_n when_o as_o one_o of_o thy_o stout_a soldier_n who_o have_v be_v so_o long_o train_v up_o under_o thou_o and_o have_v receive_v so_o many_o encouragement_n by_o thou_o begin_v to_o faint_v at_o the_o word_n of_o so_o weak_a a_o enemy_n that_o he_o do_v deny_v the_o service_n of_o so_o good_a a_o master_n only_o for_o fear_n before_o he_o feel_v the_o bitterness_n of_o affliction_n what_o be_v man_n that_o he_o may_v boast_v of_o his_o strength_n or_o be_v proud_a of_o his_o virtue_n when_o the_o best_a be_v so_o unable_a to_o perform_v a_o good_a action_n that_o he_o be_v altogether_o unable_a to_o conceive_v a_o good_a motion_n lighten_v thou_o oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n my_o dark_a and_o obscure_a understanding_n that_o i_o may_v not_o fond_o run_v into_o the_o snare_n of_o temptation_n through_o a_o vain_a confidence_n of_o my_o own_o power_n or_o through_o a_o fond_a presumption_n of_o my_o own_o strength_n see_v i_o be_o so_o weak_a that_o i_o can_v conceive_v any_o good_a thought_n in_o my_o heart_n nor_o do_v any_o good_a deed_n with_o my_o hand_n unless_o thy_o divine_a grace_n do_v govern_v my_o affection_n and_o direct_v the_o course_n of_o my_o action_n but_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a saviour_n although_o the_o allurement_n of_o the_o flatter_a world_n shall_v so_o entice_v i_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o wanton_a flesh_n so_o overcome_v i_o and_o the_o fear_n of_o persecution_n so_o terrify_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a of_o thy_o livery_n and_o deny_v so_o gracious_a a_o lord_n yet_o vouchsafe_v oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n to_o turn_v thy_o favourable_a eye_n towards_o i_o that_o my_o faith_n may_v not_o utter_o fail_v though_o it_o begin_v to_o quail_v and_o that_o thou_o will_v never_o leave_v i_o when_o i_o begin_v to_o shrink_v from_o thou_o oh_o let_v i_o not_o presume_v of_o thy_o love_n nor_o despair_n of_o thy_o mercy_n let_v remembrance_n of_o thy_o word_n wound_v my_o heart_n and_o awake_v my_o sleepy_a conscience_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v cast_v down_o with_o true_a sorrow_n and_o that_o i_o may_v weep_v yea_o weep_v bitter_o with_o sorrowful_a peter_n luk._n 22.62_o for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o comfortable_a mercy_n and_o obtain_v remission_n of_o my_o grievous_a transgression_n by_o true_a repentance_n as_o he_o do_v thou_o have_v leave_v this_o example_n of_o the_o fall_n of_o thy_o love_a disciple_n record_v in_o thy_o holy_a word_n not_o to_o animate_v we_o to_o commit_v the_o sin_n of_o presumption_n but_o to_o comfort_v we_o that_o we_o run_v not_o into_o the_o pit_n of_o woeful_a desperation_n when_o we_o be_v overtake_v with_o the_o like_a fault_n and_o have_v commit_v the_o like_a folly_n therefore_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n so_o to_o presume_v of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v always_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o thy_o justice_n i_o be_o not_o assure_v that_o thou_o will_v turn_v thy_o eye_n towards_o i_o as_o thou_o do_v towards_o he_o so_o that_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v smite_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n stream_n forth_o bitter_a tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v receive_v i_o into_o thy_o bless_a service_n again_o as_o thou_o do_v he_o after_o i_o have_v deny_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o master_n it_o be_v thy_o free_a mercy_n to_o afford_v unto_o he_o such_o a_o unspeakable_a grace_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a love_n he_o can_v plead_v no_o worthiness_n of_o word_n nor_o merit_n of_o work_n to_o deserve_v thy_o favour_n but_o oh_o most_o gracious_a lord_n if_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v at_o any_o time_n tell_v i_o that_o i_o have_v or_o do_v commit_v the_o same_o offence_n yet_o vouchsafe_v that_o i_o may_v resort_v to_o the_o everlasting_a fountain_n of_o thy_o plentiful_a mercy_n that_o there_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n may_v be_v refresh_v with_o the_o sweet_a water_n of_o comfort_n so_o that_o it_o may_v neither_o be_v drown_v in_o the_o sea_n of_o excessive_a sorrow_n nor_o wound_v with_o the_o dart_n of_o cureless_a despair_n now_o consider_v thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o place_n where_o peter_n be_v and_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o people_n who_o be_v with_o he_o when_o he_o make_v such_o a_o fearful_a defection_n from_o his_o gracious_a lord_n and_o fail_v in_o his_o love_n towards_o his_o kind_n and_o love_a master_n he_o be_v in_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n who_o sit_v in_o counsel_n with_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharise_n against_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o anointed_n among_o a_o wicked_a crew_n of_o these_o cruel_a minister_n who_o mind_n be_v incense_v with_o fury_n and_o hand_n arm_v with_o cruelty_n to_o
thou_o do_v mild_o suffer_v the_o temptation_n and_o illusion_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o at_o last_o with_o thy_o holy_a word_n do_v put_v he_o to_o a_o shameful_a foil_n and_o force_v he_o like_o a_o coward_n to_o fly_v the_o field_n matth._n 4.10.11_o to_o make_v such_o bickerment_n more_o tolerable_a and_o easy_a unto_o we_o and_o to_o instruct_v we_o that_o whensoever_o christian_a warrior_n shall_v manage_v this_o double-edged_a sword_n aright_o that_o their_o common_a enemy_n will_v soon_o be_v daunt_v take_v himself_o to_o flight_n and_o they_o always_o obtain_v a_o glorious_a conquest_n section_n vii_o at_o length_n thou_o come_v to_o the_o lose_a sheep_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n lift_v up_o the_o bright_a lamp_n of_o thy_o divine_a word_n open_o to_o give_v light_n to_o the_o world_n which_o be_v obscure_v with_o thick_a cloud_n of_o sinful_a darkness_n that_o man_n see_v their_o sin_n may_v then_o sigh_v for_o their_o forepast_a iniquity_n &_o seek_v by_o speedy_a and_o true_a repentance_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n matth._n 5.1.2.3.4.5.6.7_o etc._n etc._n and_o thou_o also_o proclaim_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n to_o all_o obey_v the_o word_n do_v confirm_v the_o verity_n of_o thy_o infallible_a word_n with_o many_o wondrous_a and_o miraculous_a deed_n thou_o do_v plain_o declare_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o divinity_n and_o manifest_v the_o incomprehensible_a essence_n of_o thy_o godhead_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o those_o which_o be_v disease_v and_o be_v affect_v and_o grievous_o afflict_v with_o many_o infirmity_n luke_n 5.12.18_o perform_v all_o thing_n of_o thy_o free_a mercy_n without_o any_o merit_n to_o all_o nation_n that_o by_o thy_o gracious_a word_n and_o merciful_a work_n thou_o may_v gain_v the_o salvation_n of_o all_o true_o repent_v for_o their_o sin_n &_o seek_v by_o thy_o only_a mercy_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n but_o their_o foolish_a heart_n oh_o lord_n be_v darken_v their_o reason_n infatuate_v &_o their_o understanding_n blind_v they_o malicious_o despise_v proud_o contemn_v and_o careless_o reject_v thy_o bless_a word_n behind_o they_o neither_o do_v they_o oh_o lord_n admire_v no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o regard_v thy_o wondrous_a work_n which_o by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n thou_o have_v powerful_o wrought_v among_o they_o except_o a_o few_o noble_a champion_n which_o thou_o do_v choose_v among_o the_o weak_a and_o abject_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n that_o by_o they_o thou_o may_v batter_v down_o strong_a hold_n &_o throw_v down_o high_a tower_n that_o thy_o invincible_a power_n may_v appear_v in_o their_o weakness_n &_o so_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o majesty_n may_v shine_v the_o bright_a neither_o be_v they_o only_o unthankful_a to_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a benefit_n and_o great_a kindness_n but_o they_o do_v very_o spiteful_o reproach_v thou_o oh_o lord_n of_o lord_n and_o spit_v out_o the_o gall_n of_o their_o malice_n against_o thou_o plot_v in_o their_o devilish_a mind_n and_o perform_v with_o their_o desperate_a hand_n whatsoever_o their_o unbridled_a lust_n do_v command_v they_o for_o thou_o do_v the_o work_n of_o god_n which_o no_o other_o have_v do_v how_o malignant_a be_v their_o word_n how_o malicious_a be_v their_o speech_n for_o they_o say_v in_o their_o mad_a mood_n and_o furious_a folly_n this_o man_n be_v not_o of_o god_n he_o cast_v out_o devil_n by_o the_o prince_n of_o devil_n he_o have_v the_o devil_n he_o seduce_v the_o people_n he_o be_v a_o glutton_n and_o a_o drinker_n of_o wine_n a_o friend_n of_o publican_n and_o sinner_n matth._n 11.9_o why_o do_v thou_o weep_v oh_o man_n why_o be_v thy_o thought_n perplex_v and_o the_o peace_n of_o thy_o mind_n disturb_v when_o thou_o do_v feel_v the_o sting_n of_o venomous_a tongue_n or_o endure_v the_o stormy_a tempest_n of_o injurious_a word_n do_v thou_o not_o hear_v what_o monstrous_a slander_n bitter_a taunt_n and_o opprobrious_a speech_n be_v belch_v out_o against_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n only_o for_o thy_o cause_n and_o thy_o sin_n yet_o he_o do_v patient_o digest_v the_o extreme_a bitterness_n of_o their_o cruel_a malice_n and_o do_v always_o seek_v by_o gentle_a mildness_n and_o work_n of_o mercy_n to_o mollify_v their_o hard_a heart_n and_o to_o induce_v they_o to_o true_a repentance_n if_o they_o have_v call_v the_o master_n of_o the_o house_n belzebub_n how_o much_o more_o will_v they_o call_v they_o of_o his_o household_n mat._n 10.25_o luke_n 11.15_o but_o thou_o oh_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n do_v patient_o hear_v and_o constant_o sustain_v their_o blasphemous_a word_n spiteful_a derision_n and_o taunt_a speech_n although_o oftentimes_o they_o be_v carry_v with_o such_o a_o violent_a stream_n of_o rage_a fury_n against_o thou_o that_o they_o assail_v thou_o with_o stone_n hate_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o bless_a life_n and_o hasten_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o curse_a death_n and_o thou_o become_v before_o they_o as_o a_o man_n which_o hear_v not_o all_o and_o as_o one_o that_o be_v dumb_a have_v no_o word_n of_o reproof_n in_o thy_o mouth_n section_n viii_o last_o they_o value_v thy_o righteous_a and_o precious_a blood_n but_o at_o thirty_o piece_n of_o silver_n betray_v unto_o they_o by_o thy_o unkind_a disciple_n the_o son_n of_o perdition_n greedy_o desire_v with_o extreme_a hate_n without_o any_o shadow_n of_o just_a cause_n to_o hasten_v thy_o cruel_a death_n it_o be_v not_o a_o strange_a thing_n or_o a_o conceal_a secret_n exclude_v from_o the_o search_n of_o thy_o knowledge_n because_o the_o most_o covert_a cogitation_n of_o every_o heart_n be_v open_a unto_o thou_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o own_o disciple_n shall_v prove_v disloyal_a treacherous_o conspire_v against_o thou_o and_o like_o a_o traitor_n sell_v thou_o his_o gracious_a lord_n &_o kind_a master_n for_o a_o small_a piece_n of_o money_n when_o as_o at_o the_o supper_n where_o thou_o do_v wash_v thy_o disciple_n foot_n thou_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o handle_v wash_v and_o wipe_v with_o thy_o most_o holy_a hand_n the_o curse_a foot_n of_o that_o damn_a traitor_n swift_a to_o shed_v blood_n kneel_v down_o before_o he_o john_n 13.4.5_o oh_o wonderful_a example_n of_o humility_n oh_o patience_n most_o worthy_a of_o continual_a admiration_n but_o why_o do_v thou_o walk_v with_o thy_o outstretch_v neck_n oh_o earth_n and_o ash_n do_v pride_n still_o lift_v thou_o up_o do_v fret_a anger_n evermore_o molest_v thou_o behold_v and_o look_v upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n the_o mirror_n of_o humility_n and_o meekness_n the_o creator_n of_o every_o creature_n the_o fearful_a judge_n of_o the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a bow_v his_o knee_n before_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o man_n that_o shall_v traitorous_o betray_v he_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o deadly_a foe_n who_o long_o thirst_v for_o his_o innocent_a blood_n loathe_v his_o godly_a life_n and_o can_v never_o quench_v the_o rage_a flame_n of_o their_o fury_n until_o they_o have_v act_v the_o lamentable_a tragedy_n of_o his_o most_o cruel_a death_n learn_v therefore_o of_o he_o because_o he_o be_v meek_a in_o mind_n and_o lowly_a in_o heart_n debase_v thy_o high_a and_o lofty_a look_n and_o let_v the_o feel_a sense_n of_o thy_o scornful_a pride_n confound_v and_o cast_v down_o thy_o haughty_a thought_n and_o blush_v at_o thy_o furious_a madness_n and_o sigh_v at_o the_o inward_a sight_n of_o thy_o impatient_a folly_n this_o also_o oh_o loving_a lord_n be_v a_o plain_a argument_n of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n and_o extraordinary_a favour_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o public_o detect_v the_o mischievous_a malice_n and_o open_o disclose_v the_o horrible_a treason_n of_o thy_o graceless_a disciple_n and_o odious_a traitor_n but_o do_v only_a in_o the_o assembly_n of_o his_o brethren_n very_o slight_o admonish_v he_o to_o hasten_v his_o intent_a purpose_n john_n 13.27_o nevertheless_o neither_o the_o sweet_a stream_n of_o thy_o mercy_n can_v quench_v the_o burn_a fire_n of_o his_o fury_n nor_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o humility_n stay_v the_o rage_n of_o his_o madness_n but_o he_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o house_n labour_v diligent_o to_o bring_v his_o wicked_a designment_n into_o act_n which_o as_o yet_o lay_v cover_v in_o his_o treacherous_a heart_n john_n 13.30_o section_n ix_o how_o do_v thou_o fall_v from_o heaven_n oh_o cleere-shining_a lucifer_n which_o do_v appear_v so_o bright_a at_o thy_o rise_n in_o the_o morning_n thou_o once_o be_v beautiful_a with_o exceed_a glory_n place_v in_o pleasant_a paradise_n where_o all_o thing_n be_v abound_v which_o may_v breed_v delight_n who_o happy_a state_n do_v stand_v still_o at_o a_o stay_n subject_a to_o no_o contrary_a change_n have_v the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n for_o thy_o love_a companion_n &_o pure_a manna_n of_o the_o divine_a word_n for_o thy_o daily_a food_n how_o be_v thou_o now_o tumble_v
jesus_n be_v lead_v to_o annas_n and_o how_o he_o be_v there_o beat_v and_o buffet_v etc._n etc._n page_n 152_o med._n 9_o how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v lead_v from_o annas_n to_o caiphas_n and_o of_o his_o scourge_v there_o etc._n etc._n page_n 172_o med._n 10._o how_o peter_n deny_v his_o master_n thrice_o &_o of_o his_o repentant_a weep_n etc._n etc._n page_n 184_o med._n 11._o how_o jesus_n be_v send_v unto_o pilate_n &_o of_o his_o usage_n there_o pag._n 205_o med._n 12._o how_o pilate_n cause_v jesus_n to_o be_v scourge_v and_o then_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o he_o pag._n 213_o med._n 13._o how_o christ_n bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o shoulder_n be_v lead_v to_o mount_n caluarie_n to_o be_v crucify_v page_n 250_o med._n 14._o of_o the_o cruel_a and_o bitter_a crucify_a of_o our_o lord_n jesu_n perform_v on_o mount-caluary_a page_n 285_o med._n 15._o of_o the_o derision_n and_o scornful_a speech_n utter_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o be_v nail_v on_o the_o cross_n page_n 319_o med._n 16._o concern_v the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n behold_v her_o son_n upon_o the_o cross_n page_n 331_o med._n 17._o of_o the_o eclipse_n and_o obscuration_n of_o the_o sun_n about_o the_o nine_o hour_n and_o of_o the_o four_o speech_n which_o christ_n use_v upon_o the_o cross_n page_n 343_o med._n 18._o of_o the_o five_o &_o sixth_o word_n which_o the_o lord_n jesus_n speak_v upon_o the_o cross_n to_o wit_n i_o thirst_v and_o it_o be_v finish_v page_n 355_o med._n 19_o how_o christ_n give_v up_o the_o ghost_n &_o of_o the_o wonder_n then_o wrought_v and_o his_o death_n page_n 369_o med._n 20._o of_o jesus_n christ_n his_o burial_n and_o of_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o mother_n and_o other_o woman_n for_o his_o death_n page_n 381_o med._n 21._o of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n his_o resurrection_n of_o his_o appearance_n to_o his_o disciple_n of_o his_o ascension_n into_o heaven_n and_o of_o his_o come_n to_o judgement_n page_n 397_o 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by_o his_o holy_a spirit_n i_o think_v our_o most_o merciful_a lord_n can_v not_o contain_v his_o tear_n he_o have_v such_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o his_o sorrowful_a disciple_n so_o kind_n be_v his_o affection_n towards_o they_o so_o great_a be_v their_o reciprocal_a love_n towards_o he_o cleave_z thou_o also_o oh_o my_o soul_n to_o this_o most_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a company_n and_o follow_v thy_o lord_n weep_v and_o sigh_v sorrow_a and_o lament_v for_o he_o which_o go_v to_o die_v for_o thy_o transgression_n and_o to_o be_v sacrifice_v for_o thy_o sin_n say_v unto_o he_o faithful_o lord_n i_o will_v follow_v thou_o wheresoever_o thou_o go_v i_o be_o ready_a to_o go_v with_o thou_o into_o prison_n and_o to_o death_n now_o alas_o oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n thou_o do_v arm_v thy_o belove_a disciple_n with_o spiritual_a weapon_n and_o do_v labour_n by_o comfortable_a exhortation_n to_o expel_v cowardly_a fear_n out_o of_o their_o heart_n and_o to_o settle_v a_o constant_a courage_n in_o their_o doubtful_a mind_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v dismay_v in_o the_o day_n of_o peril_n nor_o falsify_v their_o faith_n for_o dread_n of_o any_o worldly_a affliction_n but_o most_o wicked_a judas_n be_v busy_v to_o furnish_v the_o jew_n with_o deadly_a weapon_n that_o they_o may_v wrongful_o apprehend_v thou_o and_o cruel_o condemn_v thou_o to_o a_o shameful_a death_n what_o damnable_a deed_n have_v thou_o do_v thou_o detestable_a traitor_n what_o infernal_a frenzy_n possess_v thy_o mind_n what_o hellish_a fury_n pervert_v thy_o understanding_n thou_o do_v leave_v a_o most_o gentle_a master_n sit_v at_o the_o table_n with_o his_o disciple_n friendly_a eat_n and_o familiar_o talk_v with_o they_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o sovereign_a lord_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n who_o be_v able_a to_o have_v make_v thou_o partaker_n of_o his_o eternal_a kingdom_n where_o thou_o may_v have_v live_v in_o happiness_n without_o measure_n and_o joy_n without_o end_n and_o thou_o do_v follow_v the_o devil_n who_o lead_v thou_o to_o the_o jew_n to_o bargain_n with_o they_o to_o betray_v into_o their_o hand_n thy_o gracious_a lord_n and_o bounteous_a master_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v be_v obedient_a to_o his_o will_n so_o shall_v thou_o be_v partaker_n of_o his_o reward_n who_o abide_v in_o the_o prison_n of_o everlasting_a darkness_n torment_v in_o the_o fire_n who_o flame_n be_v never_o slake_v nor_o shall_v ever_o be_v extinguish_v but_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o leave_v damn_v judas_n a_o fearful_a spectacle_n for_o all_o horrible_a traitor_n and_o let_v we_o return_v to_o innocent_a jesus_n enter_v into_o the_o garden_n with_o his_o disciple_n where_o he_o exhort_v they_o to_o watch_v careful_o and_o to_o pray_v earnest_o that_o they_o may_v not_o fall_v into_o temptation_n nor_o run_v into_o danger_n here_o my_o saviour_n begin_v to_o taste_v of_o the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o sorrow_n and_o to_o feel_v the_o pang_n of_o humane_a affliction_n his_o spirit_n weary_v with_o heaviness_n and_o his_o mind_n tire_v with_o sadness_n so_o that_o he_o crave_v comfort_n of_o his_o disciple_n say_v can_v you_o not_o watch_v with_o i_o one_o hour_n stay_v here_o oh_o my_o soul_n strain_v forth_o tear_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o throng_v forth_o sigh_n from_o thy_o heart_n draw_v near_o and_o express_v thy_o compassion_n towards_o thy_o afflict_a jesus_n behold_v how_o his_o countenance_n be_v change_v &_o his_o face_n cover_v with_o paleness_n he_o be_v scant_o able_a to_o utter_v in_o word_n the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o heavy_a heart_n and_o what_o do_v he_o say_v my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o unto_o death_n thy_o word_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n do_v not_o a_o little_a amaze_n my_o mind_n and_o affright_v my_o perplex_a thought_n for_o what_o do_v thou_o fear_v why_o be_v thou_o touch_v with_o sorrow_n why_o be_v thou_o press_v with_o heaviness_n from_o whence_o oh_o my_o love_a lord_n do_v arise_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o sadness_n do_v thou_o fear_v any_o imminent_a danger_n do_v thou_o dread_v the_o punishment_n which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o suffer_v but_o for_o what_o other_o thing_n oh_o sweet_a lord_n do_v thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n for_o what_o other_o end_n most_o bless_a saviour_n do_v thou_o assume_v flesh_n unto_o thou_o in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o bless_a virgin_n but_o that_o by_o thy_o death_n thou_o shall_v destroy_v our_o death_n and_o save_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v what_o benefit_n have_v we_o reap_v by_o thy_o birth_n how_o can_v we_o have_v rejoice_v for_o the_o happy_a day_n of_o thy_o bless_a nativity_n if_o our_o condemn_a soul_n have_v not_o be_v redeem_v to_o life_n by_o thy_o most_o precious_a death_n if_o thou_o oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n have_v refuse_v to_o die_v for_o i_o who_o shall_v have_v satisfy_v for_o my_o sin_n what_o can_v have_v cure_v my_o loathsome_a leprosy_n but_o the_o drop_n of_o thy_o blood_n what_o can_v restore_v i_o to_o life_n but_o thy_o innocent_a death_n what_o do_v move_v thou_o to_o die_v for_o i_o but_o thy_o exceed_a mercy_n whereas_o my_o loving_a saviour_n thou_o be_v subject_a to_o fear_v and_o heavy_a with_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n there_o appear_v unto_o we_o the_o verity_n of_o thy_o humanity_n not_o exempt_v from_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o nature_n yet_o always_o free_a from_o the_o infection_n of_o sin_n and_o clear_a from_o the_o spot_n of_o iniquity_n wherefore_o we_o may_v the_o more_o bold_o be_v most_o earnest_a suitor_n unto_o thou_o to_o obtain_v thy_o succour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o our_o necessity_n and_o to_o call_v for_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n in_o our_o bitter_a misery_n because_o we_o be_v assure_v that_o thou_o in_o thy_o humanity_n have_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o our_o suffering_n behold_v also_o now_o my_o soul_n his_o faithful_a
sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n but_o first_o of_o all_o kiss_n his_o bless_a foot_n and_o bathe_v they_o as_o mary_n do_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n sigh_v and_o groan_v with_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o mercy_n may_v be_v extend_v unto_o thou_o when_o such_o welcome_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o he_o prostrate_v thyself_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o earth_n that_o thou_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v wretched_a embrace_v the_o foot_n of_o thy_o jesv_n pacify_v they_o with_o thy_o tear_n who_o spare_v not_o to_o pour_v forth_o blood_n out_o of_o his_o foot_n hand_n heart_n and_o side_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o pollution_n and_o to_o wash_v away_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o sorrowful_a contrition_n thou_o may_v hear_v he_o pronounce_v unto_o thou_o the_o joyful_a word_n of_o salvation_n say_v thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o now_o my_o soul_n after_o we_o have_v fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o have_v pour_v out_o before_o he_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n let_v we_o arise_v with_o a_o comfortable_a heart_n to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a hand_n and_o then_o do_v we_o kiss_v his_o gracious_a hand_n with_o a_o reverend_a and_o lowly_a heart_n when_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o his_o worthy_a praise_n for_o his_o bountiful_a benefit_n free_o bestow_v upon_o we_o proclaim_v his_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o disclaim_v our_o unworthy_a merit_n who_o hand_n have_v raise_v we_o up_o out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o have_v advance_v we_o to_o everlasting_a honour_n last_o after_o we_o have_v reverent_o kiss_v his_o hand_n we_o may_v more_o bold_o approach_v to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a mouth_n to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o our_o creator_n that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v illuminate_v our_o obscure_a understanding_n and_o that_o his_o sweet_a breath_n may_v so_o inspire_v our_o soul_n that_o all_o our_o cogitation_n may_v be_v 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a_o halter_n that_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o curse_a death_n upon_o earth_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o continual_a pain_n in_o hell_n may_v stay_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n and_o manacle_v their_o bloody_a hand_n for_o although_o desperate_a judas_n be_v so_o torment_v with_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n in_o his_o fearful_a thought_n nor_o choose_v but_o cry_v in_o his_o torment_a misery_n deprive_v of_o all_o hope_n of_o comfortable_a mercy_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n matth._n 27.4_o and_o can_v find_v no_o other_o medicine_n to_o cure_v his_o desperate_a malady_n but_o the_o help_n of_o a_o halter_n be_v his_o own_o hangman_n to_o shorten_v his_o woeful_a day_n upon_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v make_v the_o more_o haste_n to_o abide_v everlasting_a torment_n in_o hell_n yet_o there_o be_v many_o who_o heart_n be_v so_o sore_o infect_v with_o his_o venomous_a humour_n and_o their_o thought_n so_o poison_v with_o greedy_a desire_n of_o unlawful_a gain_n that_o they_o make_v no_o conscience_n to_o betray_v their_o prince_n and_o country_n to_o prove_v disobedient_a and_o cruel_a to_o their_o natural_a parent_n and_o faithless_a to_o their_o dear_a friend_n yea_o to_o sell_v heaven_n their_o soul_n and_o themselves_o for_o a_o base_a piece_n of_o money_n but_o woeful_a be_v their_o inheritance_n which_o buy_v hell_n for_o their_o purchase_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o so_o bitter_o inveigh_v against_o the_o monstrous_a fact_n of_o curse_a judas_n that_o i_o forget_v the_o mildness_n of_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o do_v not_o rate_n and_o revile_v he_o call_v he_o in_o name_n as_o he_o be_v indeed_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n salute_v his_o master_n with_o a_o kiss_n as_o a_o token_n of_o his_o love_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v only_o to_o betray_v he_o my_o patient_a saviour_n jesus_n call_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o a_o friend_n mat._n 26.50_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o deadly_a foe_n that_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v breed_v remorse_n in_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v take_v full_a possession_n in_o his_o mind_n and_o rule_v powerful_o over_o his_o thought_n but_o why_o do_v my_o love_a saviour_n use_v such_o affable_a word_n to_o such_o a_o detestable_a traitor_n it_o be_v to_o teach_v i_o to_o repress_v my_o affection_n from_o rage_a fury_n when_o any_o of_o his_o wicked_a brood_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n and_o secret_o seek_v to_o contrive_v my_o death_n teach_v i_o my_o jesu_n to_o imitate_v thy_o patience_n when_o my_o courtesy_n be_v reward_v with_o cruelty_n when_o suppose_a friend_n prove_v faithless_a and_o when_o my_o kindness_n be_v recompense_v with_o bad_a word_n and_o reward_v with_o worse_a deed_n thou_o have_v will_v we_o to_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v we_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o our_o persecutor_n mat._n 5.44_o but_o our_o flesh_n be_v wayward_a and_o it_o can_v away_o with_o this_o doctrine_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o gracious_a lord_n to_o lend_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n to_o conform_v my_o mind_n to_o thy_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v obsequious_a and_o obedient_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n turn_v aside_o thy_o eye_n from_o hateful_a judas_n to_o look_v upon_o love_a peter_n who_o begin_v to_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o true_a love_n when_o he_o see_v his_o master_n attach_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o do_v bold_o object_v his_o own_o life_n unto_o danger_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v his_o harmless_a master_n out_o of_o peril_n and_o that_o he_o may_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o a_o little_a before_o he_o have_v profess_v in_o word_n mat._n 26.35_o joh._n 18.10_o as_o his_o love_n be_v much_o so_o his_o courage_n be_v great_a in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a master_n he_o regard_v not_o the_o multitude_n that_o 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life_n be_v free_v and_o deliver_v from_o the_o curse_n it_o be_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o have_v inflame_v thy_o age_a heart_n with_o courage_n thou_o can_v not_o hold_v thy_o hand_n when_o thou_o do_v see_v thy_o belove_a master_n so_o violent_o apprehend_v so_o currish_o handle_v and_o hale_v to_o the_o slaughter_n for_o whosoever_o my_o loving_a saviour_n have_v his_o heart_n knit_v unto_o thou_o with_o band_n of_o true_a love_n he_o dread_v no_o danger_n for_o thy_o sake_n but_o will_v be_v more_o willing_a to_o forgo_v his_o life_n then_o to_o leave_v his_o true_a love_n but_o thou_o do_v not_o desire_v my_o loving_a jesus_n nay_o thou_o do_v not_o allow_v that_o peter_n shall_v show_v his_o manhood_n or_o
tongue_n do_v not_o cease_v to_o prattle_v when_o multitude_n do_v flock_n after_o thou_o through_o the_o city_n and_o when_o the_o base_a people_n do_v swarm_v after_o thou_o through_o the_o village_n and_o desert_n and_o be_v not_o thou_o he_o which_o preach_v to_o the_o rude_a multitude_n in_o the_o temple_n and_o please_v their_o giddy_a humour_n with_o thy_o long_a oration_n be_v so_o impudent_a to_o inveigh_v against_o we_o pharise_n doctor_n of_o law_n and_o ruler_n of_o the_o people_n call_v we_o hypocrite_n check_v we_o rude_o for_o our_o manner_n and_o reprove_v we_o rash_o for_o our_o doctrine_n neither_o respect_v the_o dignity_n of_o our_o person_n nor_o dread_v the_o force_n of_o our_o authority_n now_o behold_v we_o have_v thou_o sure_a enough_o thou_o can_v not_o escape_v our_o hand_n thou_o be_v bind_v for_o fear_n of_o start_v we_o be_v no_o babe_n to_o be_v win_v with_o fair_a word_n now_o we_o have_v thou_o thou_o wretch_n as_o thy_o wicked_a deed_n have_v deserve_v such_o shall_v be_v thy_o recompense_n we_o be_v none_o of_o the_o rude_a and_o base_a multitude_n thou_o can_v not_o gull_v we_o with_o thy_o flatter_a speech_n nor_o beguile_v we_o with_o false_a apparition_n suppose_v oh_o my_o woeful_a soul_n that_o thou_o do_v hear_v the_o cruel_a jew_n bellow_v out_o such_o bitter_a taunt_n against_o my_o harmless_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o rage_n add_v more_o cruel_a deed_n to_o their_o cruel_a word_n for_o all_o of_o they_o like_o madman_n rush_v upon_o he_o in_o their_o violent_a fury_n some_o thump_v he_o with_o their_o hand_n some_o spurn_v he_o with_o their_o foot_n some_o strike_v he_o on_o the_o neck_n and_o as_o their_o hand_n be_v nimble_a to_o load_v he_o with_o blow_n so_o their_o tongue_n be_v not_o idle_a from_o rail_v and_o revile_v he_o with_o scornful_a word_n oh_o how_o wonderful_o be_v my_o lord_n deride_v how_o unworthy_o be_v he_o scorn_v yea_o some_o so_o barbarous_a be_v their_o mind_n and_o so_o brutish_a be_v their_o manner_n do_v spit_v in_o his_o face_n who_o ever_o do_v see_v such_o gross_a inhumanity_n who_o do_v not_o abhor_v such_o beastly_a incivillitie_n they_o all_o strive_v who_o shall_v do_v he_o most_o hurt_v and_o contend_v one_o with_o another_o to_o do_v he_o most_o mischief_n seek_v by_o spiteful_a word_n to_o vex_v his_o mind_n and_o by_o cruel_a blow_n to_o wound_v his_o body_n oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n how_o bitter_a be_v their_o speech_n direfullie_o breathe_v out_o against_o thou_o how_o terrible_a be_v their_o practice_n so_o bloodilie_a inflict_v upon_o thou_o why_o be_v not_o my_o vital_a spirit_n damp_a with_o woe_n why_o be_v not_o my_o eye_n drown_v in_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n and_o why_o be_v not_o my_o soul_n overwhelmed_n with_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n in_o this_o my_o sad_a meditation_n of_o thy_o affliction_n and_o devout_a contemplation_n of_o thy_o humane_a misery_n wherefore_o gush_v forth_o oh_o you_o tear_n from_o the_o inward_a fountain_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o overflow_v my_o eye_n with_o your_o plentiful_a shower_n but_o be_v thou_o make_v of_o flint_n oh_o my_o hard_a heart_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o break_v into_o piece_n be_v thy_o substance_n of_o marble_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o cleave_v asunder_o when_o i_o meditate_v upon_o these_o curse_a invective_n reproach_n and_o wicked_a deed_n do_v to_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n by_o the_o stony-hearted_a jew_n alas_o for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n that_o my_o lord_n shall_v suffer_v such_o great_a and_o grievous_a affliction_n for_o my_o sake_n and_o yet_o that_o i_o shall_v still_o remain_v senseless_a in_o my_o sin_n and_o have_v no_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n for_o my_o heinous_a offence_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o most_o merciful_a lord_n because_o i_o call_v all_o these_o thing_n to_o mind_n and_o have_v they_o in_o my_o meditation_n but_o for_o want_v of_o true_a love_n i_o be_o deprive_v of_o true_a devotion_n and_o my_o hard_a heart_n be_v without_o all_o sense_n of_o sorrowful_a contrition_n therefore_o wound_v my_o heart_n my_o love_a jesus_n that_o i_o may_v be_v grieve_v with_o thou_o and_o suffer_v for_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v vouchsafe_v to_o show_v i_o mercy_n &_o that_o i_o may_v with_o more_o boldness_n approach_v unto_o thy_o majesty_n thou_o be_v humble_v and_o i_o disdain_v my_o brethren_n with_o pride_n thou_o be_v pinch_v with_o hunger_n and_o i_o surfeit_v with_o abundance_n thou_o be_v afflict_v with_o torment_n and_o i_o spend_v my_o day_n in_o wanton_a pleasure_n thou_o do_v weep_v to_o think_v upon_o the_o woeful_a destruction_n of_o jerusalem_n but_o i_o be_o not_o touch_v with_o any_o tender_a affection_n of_o mercy_n when_o i_o see_v thousand_o oppress_v with_o misery_n i_o can_v find_v no_o place_n my_o sweet_a jesu_n to_o hide_v my_o face_n from_o confusion_n i_o can_v find_v no_o remedy_n for_o my_o deadly_a malady_n but_o in_o the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o comfortable_a mercy_n oh_o cure_v my_o disease_n with_o this_o excellent_a medicine_n and_o salve_v all_o my_o wound_n with_o this_o precious_a balm_n that_o all_o my_o affection_n may_v be_v so_o kindle_v with_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v to_o suffer_v and_o suffer_v with_o rejoice_v for_o thy_o glorious_a name_n who_o be_v content_v to_o be_v scorn_v and_o scourge_v to_o be_v account_v as_o a_o abject_a among_o the_o vile_a and_o wicked_a that_o i_o may_v be_v raise_v out_o of_o the_o pit_n of_o endless_a misery_n to_o be_v exalt_v for_o ever_o with_o thou_o in_o the_o palace_n of_o eternal_a glory_n a_o meditation_n how_o peter_n deny_v his_o master_n three_o time_n in_o the_o house_n of_o cayphas_n and_o of_o his_o weep_v for_o the_o same_o med_n x._o tremble_v with_o fear_n cause_v by_o a_o silly_a 18.17_o silly_a john_n 18.17_o maid_n once_o twice_o yea_o 22.60.61_o yea_o luk._n 22.60.61_o thrice_o saint_n peter_n do_v deny_v his_o bless_a lord_n 14.72_o lord_n mar._n 14.72_o remember_v what_o christ_n say_v go_v forth_o repent_v and_o 26.75_o and_o mat._n 26.75_o weep_v most_o bitter_o now_o let_v we_o cease_v a_o while_n to_o meditate_v on_o my_o saviour_n and_o consider_v how_o peter_n carry_v himself_o in_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o master_n he_o be_v loath_a to_o leave_v he_o because_o he_o do_v love_v he_o and_o therefore_o although_o at_o the_o first_o he_o flee_v yet_o he_o return_v again_o with_o the_o other_o disciple_n who_o by_o friendship_n bring_v he_o into_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n and_o as_o peter_n stand_v there_o by_o the_o fire_n a_o maid_n look_v upon_o he_o and_o say_v to_o they_o that_o be_v by_o this_o man_n also_o be_v with_o jesus_n of_o nazareth_n but_o peter_n who_o not_o long_o before_o have_v make_v such_o great_a brag_n of_o his_o love_n be_v now_o so_o daunt_v with_o fear_n that_o he_o flat_o deny_v his_o service_n say_v i_o know_v not_o the_o man_n and_o a_o little_a after_o another_o say_v unto_o he_o be_v not_o thou_o also_o one_o of_o his_o disciple_n so_o that_o now_o peter_n be_v not_o content_v simple_o to_o deny_v he_o but_o he_o begin_v earnest_o to_o forswear_v he_o now_o within_o a_o while_n after_o another_o come_v and_o say_v very_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o they_o and_o then_o peter_n begin_v to_o curse_v and_o swear_v say_v i_o know_v not_o the_o man_n who_o thou_o speak_v of_o and_o immediate_o the_o cock_n crew_n and_o the_o lord_n who_o stand_v not_o far_o off_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a look_v back_o upon_o peter_n not_o refuse_v fainthearted_a peter_n to_o be_v his_o servant_n although_o he_o have_v deny_v and_o abjure_v he_o for_o his_o master_n then_o peter_n remember_v the_o word_n which_o jesus_n have_v speak_v to_o he_o and_o he_o go_v out_o &_o weep_v bitter_o mat._n 26._o now_o let_v we_o serious_o meditate_v on_o the_o frailty_n of_o peter_n that_o see_v so_o stout_a a_o soldier_n so_o soon_o daunt_v with_o fear_n we_o may_v take_v heed_n not_o to_o presume_v too_o much_o upon_o our_o own_o weakness_n lest_o we_o play_v the_o coward_n and_o start_v back_o as_o he_o do_v when_o we_o be_v put_v to_o our_o trial_n consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o fervency_n of_o his_o love_n and_o greatness_n of_o his_o fear_n the_o willingness_n of_o his_o mind_n and_o weakness_n of_o his_o might_n i_o dare_v not_o say_v but_o that_o peter_n do_v love_v his_o lord_n and_o be_v sorry_a for_o the_o distress_a estate_n of_o his_o master_n although_o his_o heart_n faint_v and_o his_o stomach_n fail_v in_o the_o time_n of_o danger_n he_o think_v he_o shall_v have_v be_v able_a to_o have_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o he_o have_v so_o bold_o boast_v in_o word_n but_o alas_o he_o
torment_v my_o innocent_a saviour_n mark_v how_o soon_o he_o be_v infect_v by_o their_o wicked_a manner_n how_o soon_o his_o soul_n be_v corrupt_v with_o their_o naughty_a condition_n for_o now_o he_o begin_v to_o protest_v with_o swear_v and_o to_o affirm_v with_o curse_v that_o he_o know_v not_o his_o love_a master_n to_o who_o not_o long_o before_o he_o have_v make_v a_o solemn_a vow_n not_o only_o to_o forgo_v his_o liberty_n for_o his_o cause_n but_o also_o to_o loose_v his_o life_n for_o his_o sake_n luke_n 22.33_o oh_o fearful_a downfall_n of_o so_o great_a a_o apostle_n for_o if_o his_o love_a master_n and_o merciful_a saviour_n have_v not_o be_v more_o constant_a towards_o he_o in_o his_o love_n and_o tender_o compassionate_a towards_o he_o by_o his_o mercy_n he_o have_v never_o recover_v himself_o but_o have_v perish_v for_o ever_o no_o man_n can_v touch_v pitch_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v defile_v no_o man_n can_v tread_v upon_o thorn_n with_o barefeete_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v prick_v nor_o any_o man_n hold_v his_o hand_n among_o fiery_a coal_n but_o they_o will_v be_v burn_v even_o so_o no_o man_n can_v remain_v among_o lewd_a person_n and_o converse_v in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o his_o mind_n shall_v be_v stain_v with_o the_o spot_n of_o impiety_n his_o conscience_n wound_v with_o the_o thorn_n of_o sin_n and_o his_o soul_n make_v loathsome_a with_o the_o botch_n and_o blain_n of_o iniquity_n but_o so_o soon_o as_o my_o belove_a jesus_n have_v turn_v his_o eye_n towards_o peter_n and_o with_o his_o look_n have_v awaken_v his_o drowsy_a memory_n then_o perplex_v peter_n remember_v the_o word_n of_o his_o master_n so_o that_o his_o heart_n be_v surcharge_v with_o sorrow_n and_o his_o eye_n flow_v with_o tear_n he_o leave_v that_o wicked_a company_n and_o go_v out_o and_o weep_v yea_o he_o weep_v bitter_o luk._n 22.62_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o leave_v the_o dangerous_a society_n of_o the_o wicked_a neither_o let_v i_o desire_v or_o delight_n to_o dwell_v in_o the_o tent_n of_o the_o ungodly_a let_v i_o also_o learn_v by_o the_o example_n of_o thy_o sorrowful_a disciple_n to_o go_v into_o some_o secret_a place_n and_o withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o people_n when_o i_o call_v my_o self_n to_o reckon_v for_o my_o transgression_n but_o alas_o i_o be_o negligent_a in_o cast_v up_o this_o account_n and_o begin_v to_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o shed_v tear_n for_o my_o grievous_a offence_n that_o all_o impediment_n may_v be_v remove_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a all_o vain_a and_o wicked_a cogitation_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n when_o i_o come_v before_o thy_o presence_n oh_o lord_n to_o prostrate_v myself_o before_o thou_o in_o submissive_a humility_n desire_v thou_o to_o pass_v over_o my_o offence_n and_o to_o forgive_v i_o my_o sin_n through_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n then_o oh_o my_o good_a lord_n so_o deep_o wound_n my_o conscience_n with_o horror_n of_o my_o detestable_a 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eye_n may_v melt_v into_o tear_n as_o the_o rock_n do_v gush_v forth_o water_n when_o moses_n smite_v it_o with_o his_o rod_n exod._n 17.5_o that_o i_o may_v weep_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o bewail_v my_o transgression_n which_o have_v so_o often_o refuse_v thy_o service_n because_o i_o be_v loath_a to_o leave_v the_o vanity_n of_o the_o wicked_a world_n or_o to_o forsake_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o wanton_a flesh_n heale_n i_o oh_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o full_a of_o sore_n and_o my_o bone_n do_v rot_v away_o with_o corruption_n stay_v i_o up_o oh_o lord_n when_o my_o foot_n begin_v to_o slide_v and_o lift_v i_o up_o when_o i_o be_o down_o unless_o thou_o support_v i_o i_o can_v but_o slide_v and_o unless_o thou_o do_v lift_v i_o up_o i_o can_v rise_v again_o when_o i_o do_v fall_v i_o can_v do_v nothing_o without_o thou_o thou_o only_o do_v heal_v those_o that_o be_v bruise_v and_o thou_o alone_o do_v raise_v they_o up_o that_o be_v fall_v therefore_o look_v towards_o i_o and_o have_v 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that_o my_o saviour_n shall_v be_v afflict_v with_o thirst_n at_o his_o death_n who_o have_v tell_v we_o and_o it_o be_v true_a that_o he_o have_v tell_v we_o that_o he_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n tell_v i_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n how_o be_v thy_o moisture_n consume_v what_o cause_v thy_o thirst_n be_v thou_o not_o he_o which_o cry_v if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v to_o i_o &_o drink_n joh._n 7.37_o be_v thou_o able_a to_o satisfy_v other_o that_o be_v thirsty_a and_o be_v thou_o thyself_o oppress_v with_o thirst_n be_v not_o thou_o he_o my_o love_a saviour_n which_o say_v to_o the_o woman_n of_o samaria_n that_o thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n &_o that_o he_o which_o shall_v drink_v of_o this_o water_n shall_v never_o thirst_v any_o more_o but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o well_o of_o water_n in_o he_o spring_v up_o unto_o everlasting_a life_n thy_o speech_n my_o saviour_n be_v verity_n and_o thy_o word_n be_v truth_n thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n thou_o be_v able_a and_o as_o thou_o be_v able_a so_o thou_o be_v most_o willing_a to_o refresh_v our_o thirsty_a soul_n with_o this_o bless_a water_n if_o we_o will_v resort_v to_o drink_v of_o thy_o pure_a and_o crystal_a fountain_n i_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o thou_o may_v satisfy_v my_o soul_n with_o thy_o everlasting_a bread_n and_o quench_v my_o thirst_n with_o this_o water_n of_o life_n for_o my_o soul_n thirst_v after_o god_n which_o be_v a_o live_a fountain_n i_o will_v cry_v unto_o thou_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o saviour_n my_o protector_n and_o i_o will_v say_v i_o thirst_v i_o thirst_v my_o bountiful_a jesu_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v have_v but_o so_o much_o as_o a_o little_a taste_n of_o this_o celestial_a water_n oh_o how_o do_v i_o long_o to_o drink_v of_o this_o fountain_n quench_v thou_o my_o thirst_n oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n with_o this_o live_a water_n for_o thou_o only_o be_v able_a to_o quench_v my_o thirst_n because_o with_o thou_o there_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o grant_v that_o my_o soul_n may_v still_o thirst_v with_o such_o a_o longing_n after_o thy_o love_n that_o it_o may_v make_v haste_n to_o these_o water_n of_o comfort_n oh_o how_o dangerous_a and_o deadly_a be_v my_o malady_n how_o unsufferable_a be_v my_o misery_n how_o damnable_a be_v my_o state_n how_o desperate_a be_v my_o case_n if_o i_o shall_v not_o drink_v of_o this_o heavenly_a fountain_n but_o as_o the_o spring_n of_o these_o bless_a and_o wholesome_a water_n do_v ever_o flow_v and_o as_o thy_o unstinted_a bounty_n oh_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n ever_o abound_v so_o thou_o do_v never_o deny_v any_o thirsty_a soul_n to_o drink_v of_o this_o live_a water_n wherefore_o let_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n so_o inflame_v my_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v thirst_v and_o thirst_v may_v run_v unto_o thou_o to_o be_v refresh_v with_o this_o comfortable_a water_n i_o know_v oh_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o only_o afflict_v with_o thirst_n in_o thy_o body_n but_o that_o thou_o be_v more_o affect_v with_o thirst_n in_o thy_o spirit_n hear_v thou_o oh_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n the_o sweet_a word_n of_o thy_o saviour_n oh_o with_o what_o exceed_a mercy_n be_v it_o replenish_v with_o what_o inestimable_a charity_n be_v it_o utter_v he_o say_v i_o thirst_v but_o he_o say_v not_o i_o be_o pain_v grieve_a or_o afflict_v and_o what_o do_v thou_o thirst_v for_o so_o much_o oh_o my_o love_a lord_n thou_o do_v not_o thirst_v so_o much_o for_o wine_n which_o be_v press_v out_o of_o the_o grape_n of_o the_o vine_n or_o for_o water_n which_o flow_v out_o of_o the_o river_n but_o thy_o thirst_n be_v my_o salvation_n thy_o meat_n be_v my_o redemption_n thou_o do_v thirst_n for_o my_o faith_n my_o salvation_n my_o joy_n this_o spiritual_a thirst_n do_v more_o affect_v thy_o soul_n than_o any_o natural_a or_o humane_a thirst_n can_v afflict_v thy_o body_n therefore_o thirst_v thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n after_o thy_o love_a and_o merciful_a saviour_n as_o the_o thirsty_a hart_n desire_v the_o water_n oh_o how_o can_v thou_o but_o thirst_n after_o he_o who_o have_v thirst_v so_o much_o after_o thou_o let_v all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o sour_a be_v pleasant_a unto_o thou_o for_o his_o sake_n let_v all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o bitter_a be_v most_o sweet_a unto_o thou_o for_o his_o love_n refuse_v not_o to_o drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o affliction_n for_o his_o cause_n and_o he_o will_v not_o fail_v to_o refresh_v thou_o in_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o calamity_n his_o hand_n shall_v be_v stretch_v out_o to_o deliver_v thou_o in_o thy_o necessity_n grant_v i_o my_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o saviour_n with_o his_o mourn_a mother_n so_o she_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o lament_v his_o death_n who_o have_v be_v so_o kind_a a_o master_n unto_o she_o in_o his_o life_n what_o a_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o her_o cheek_n what_o a_o spring_n of_o sorrow_n arise_v in_o her_o heart_n how_o do_v her_o sorrowful_a sigh_n second_v her_o heavy_a sob_n how_o do_v her_o doleful_a sob_n prevent_v her_o lamentable_a sigh_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o senseless_a hand_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o breathless_a foot_n speak_v unto_o her_o love_a master_n with_o her_o tremble_a voice_n be_v dead_a as_o if_o he_o do_v hear_v she_o and_o be_v alive_a bathe_v they_o with_o her_o tear_n and_o give_v a_o little_a ease_n to_o she_o sore_o disease_a heart_n by_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o feeble_a lip_n master_n marry_o magdalen_n lamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n alas_o my_o sweet_a master_n alas_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n the_o staff_n of_o my_o stay_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o sole_a comfort_n of_o my_o perplex_a spirit_n alas_o for_o i_o how_o comfortless_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o how_o sorrowful_a shall_v i_o be_v by_o be_v without_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n for_o comfort_n in_o the_o straightness_n of_o my_o sorrow_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o go_v for_o succour_v in_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n how_o lamentable_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o wound_a head_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o sacred_a hand_n and_o foot_n unto_o my_o sight_n pierce_v with_o iron-naile_n and_o deprive_v of_o sense_n which_o i_o so_o careful_o anoint_v bathe_v they_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o dry_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n joh._n 11.2_o and_o 12.3_o mat._n 26.7_o but_o now_o alas_o in_o stead_n of_o odoriferous_a ointment_n they_o be_v mangle_v with_o wound_n and_o spot_v with_o blood_n oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o thou_o do_v commend_v i_o when_o i_o do_v anoint_v thou_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n wash_v thy_o foot_n with_o my_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o my_o hair_n thou_o do_v mitigate_v my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v remit_v my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o ask_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v not_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o command_v my_o sister_n to_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o great_a and_o how_o many_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o many_o token_n of_o thy_o kindness_n how_o many_o sign_n of_o thy_o charity_n how_o many_o argument_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n have_v thou_o show_v unto_o i_o what_o a_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o bounty_n have_v thou_o confer_v upon_o i_o when_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o mourning_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o brother_n thou_o do_v comfort_v i_o in_o my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v assuage_v my_o grief_n thou_o do_v weep_v with_o i_o such_o be_v thy_o kind_a affection_n towards_o my_o love_a brother_n such_o be_v thy_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o i_o his_o sorrowful_a sister_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o shed_v tear_n as_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o thou_o do_v raise_v my_o dead_a brother_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n for_o my_o consolation_n and_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n again_o for_o my_o comfort_n john_n 11.35_o ibidem_fw-la 43._o as_o nothing_o be_v more_o sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o i_o then_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a company_n so_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o sour_a and_o sharp_a unto_o i_o then_o want_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a society_n but_o alas_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v too_o weak_a a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o malady_n and_o although_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o say_v much_o yet_o extremity_n of_o grief_n will_v suffer_v i_o to_o say_v no_o more_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o tender_a mother_n deplore_a the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n and_o also_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n bewail_v the_o want_n of_o he_o who_o be_v her_o love_a master_n and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o stonie-hearted_n that_o thou_o be_v move_v with_o no_o feel_a compassion_n be_v thy_o heart_n so_o hard_o that_o it_o can_v give_v a_o groan_n be_v thy_o eye_n so_o dry_a that_o they_o will_v not_o yield_v a_o tear_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o burial_n of_o thy_o saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o sin_n and_o be_v slay_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o thou_o may_v mollify_v and_o moisten_v my_o hard_a and_o dry_a heart_n with_o plentiful_a shower_n of_o thy_o grace_n turn_v my_o head_n into_o a_o spring_n of_o water_n and_o change_v my_o eye_n into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o excuse_v myself_o because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n so_o forgetful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o so_o unkind_a unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o love_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o woe_n 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and_o weep_v in_o my_o meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n my_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n who_o do_v abide_v so_o many_o painful_a torment_n and_o reproachful_a taunt_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n how_o can_v i_o excuse_v the_o coldness_n of_o my_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o clear_v my_o unthankful_a mind_n if_o death_n take_v away_o my_o father_n or_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o mother_n i_o water_v my_o cheek_n with_o tear_n and_o weary_a my_o heart_n with_o groan_v i_o can_v weep_v for_o the_o death_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o wring_v my_o
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my_o wretched_a bosom_n to_o vex_v and_o molest_v i_o from_o what_o glorious_a and_o delightful_a state_n of_o felicity_n have_v thou_o tumble_v i_o headlong_o to_o languish_v in_o continual_a misery_n on_o this_o side_n bitter_a sorrow_n do_v sting_v i_o on_o the_o other_o side_n extreme_a pang_n and_o terrible_a fear_n do_v torment_v i_o while_o my_o mind_n be_v distract_v with_o heavy_a meditation_n upon_o my_o unrecoverable_a loss_n and_o as_o my_o loss_n be_v void_a of_o hope_n and_o consolation_n so_o my_o torment_n will_v admit_v no_o moderation_n and_o a_o sea_n of_o woe_n do_v overflow_v i_o but_o if_o that_o which_o be_v good_a and_o that_o which_o be_v evil_a do_v both_o alike_o punish_v and_o just_o afflict_v i_o so_o that_o i_o often_o feel_v the_o horror_n of_o death_n while_o i_o live_v in_o this_o wretched_a life_n my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v tell_v i_o and_o my_o perplex_a thought_n teach_v i_o that_o i_o have_v worthy_o deserve_v it_o for_o thou_o my_o soul_n 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bounty_n that_o thou_o may_v show_v unto_o he_o all_o token_n of_o thy_o accustom_a favour_n which_o may_v mollify_v the_o hardness_n of_o his_o wicked_a heart_n and_o quail_v the_o malice_n of_o his_o covetous_a mind_n for_o thou_o not_o forgetful_a that_o once_o he_o be_v sort_v among_o thy_o friend_n &_o have_v taste_v of_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o thy_o former_a love_n admit_v into_o the_o holy_a society_n of_o thy_o faithful_a disciple_n do_v kind_o admonish_v he_o say_v friend_n wherefore_o come_v thou_o mat._n 26.50_o and_o thou_o will_v have_v smite_v the_o guilty_a conscience_n and_o wound_v the_o harden_a heart_n of_o that_o odious_a dissembler_n and_o damnable_a traitor_n with_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o hellish_a deed_n and_o detestation_n of_o his_o execrable_a fact_n when_o thou_o speak_v to_o he_o say_v judas_n do_v thou_o betray_v the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o a_o kiss_n luk._n 22.48_o and_o behold_v the_o philistine_n be_v upon_o thou_o samson_n section_n xii_o it_o 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thy_o tender_a and_o innocent_a hand_n they_o currish_o hale_v thou_o a_o most_o meek_a lamb_n not_o once_o open_v thy_o mouth_n against_o they_o to_o bring_v thou_o who_o never_o have_v offend_v to_o a_o most_o bloody_a slaughter_n as_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v most_o innocent_a and_o love_a jesus_n a_o cruel_a thief_n a_o curse_a traitor_n or_o a_o bloody_a murderer_n their_o outrageous_a usage_n towards_o thou_o be_v so_o far_o out_o of_o measure_n and_o their_o mischievous_a deed_n so_o far_o void_a of_o reason_n and_o then_o oh_o christ_n thou_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o pour_v down_o shower_n of_o mercy_n and_o to_o let_v the_o honey-deaw_n of_o thy_o abundant_a sweetness_n to_o distil_v upon_o the_o head_n of_o thy_o cruel_a enemy_n when_o thou_o do_v with_o mild_a word_n and_o gentle_a speech_n calm_v the_o burn_a zeal_n of_o thy_o forward_a disciple_n who_o draw_v forth_o his_o sword_n and_o begin_v to_o lay_v about_o he_o in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o love_a master_n luke_n 22._o verse_n 49.50_o for_o he_o have_v no_o soon_o give_v a_o wound_n but_o thou_o do_v miraculous_o heal_v the_o hurt_n luke_n 22._o verse_n 51._o willing_a he_o to_o put_v up_o his_o sword_n keep_v the_o peace_n and_o make_v no_o resistance_n but_o such_o curse_a fury_n have_v blind_v their_o eye_n such_o stubborn_a grossness_n overclouded_n their_o understanding_n and_o such_o stony_a hardness_n have_v overgrow_v their_o heart_n that_o neither_o the_o majesty_n of_o the_o miracle_n nor_o mercy_n of_o the_o benefit_n can_v chase_v away_o the_o hellish_a vapour_n of_o their_o frantic_a fury_n or_o soften_v the_o extreme_a hardness_n of_o their_o heart_n that_o see_v their_o bedlam_n folly_n they_o may_v have_v relent_v with_o pity_n section_n xiii_o thou_o be_v bring_v before_o the_o high-priest_n john_n 18.24_o who_o malice_v and_o hate_v thy_o unblameable_a life_n wicked_o imagine_v and_o cruel_o seek_v thy_o bloody_a death_n when_o thou_o be_v churlish_o examine_v and_o false_o accuse_v thy_o modest_a reply_n be_v void_a of_o bitterness_n and_o thou_o do_v confess_v the_o truth_n with_o much_o humility_n and_o mildness_n yet_o they_o cry_v out_o in_o their_o rage_a madness_n he_o speak_v blasphemous_a word_n what_o need_v we_o stand_v upon_o further_a trial_n he_o be_v worthy_a of_o a_o shameful_a death_n oh_o most_o love_a lord_n how_o shameful_o be_v thou_o handle_v how_o despiteful_o be_v thou_o scorn_v how_o cruel_o be_v thou_o abuse_v of_o thy_o own_o people_n they_o pollute_v thy_o amiable_a face_n with_o their_o noisome_a spittle_n mat._n 26.67_o which_o the_o angel_n do_v always_o desire_v to_o behold_v and_o which_o have_v fill_v the_o heaven_n with_o joy_n and_o shall_v be_v desire_v of_o the_o most_o rich_a &_o noble_a of_o the_o people_n and_o which_o not_o long_o before_o shine_v more_o bright_a than_o the_o sun_n &_o appear_v most_o beautiful_a in_o glory_n they_o do_v beat_v and_o strike_v it_o with_o their_o sacrilegious_a hand_n they_o cover_v it_o with_o a_o veil_n to_o flout_v and_o deride_v thou_o and_o do_v cruel_o buffet_v thou_o with_o their_o fist_n be_v lord_n of_o every_o creature_n like_o a_o base_a and_o contemptible_a servant_n yea_o they_o deliver_v thou_o to_o be_v swallow_v up_o and_o devour_v of_o the_o uncircumcised_a section_n xiiii_o for_o after_o they_o have_v rail_v upon_o thou_o with_o revile_v word_n and_o buffet_v thou_o with_o store_n of_o blow_n they_o bring_v thou_o bind_v like_o a_o thief_n before_o the_o face_n of_o pilate_n mark_n 15.1_o require_v in_o their_o frantic_a fit_n and_o heat_n of_o their_o fury_n that_o he_o will_v pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o thou_o and_o they_o will_v never_o cease_v their_o clamorous_a voice_n neither_o be_v their_o outrageous_a out-cry_n appease_v before_o thou_o be_v condemn_v to_o suffer_v a_o most_o cruel_a and_o curse_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o never_o know_v sin_n or_o think_v any_o evil_n and_o although_o that_o wicked_a judge_n have_v certain_a knowledge_n and_o his_o own_o conscience_n do_v testify_v unto_o he_o that_o thou_o be_v false_o accuse_v bring_v like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o slaughter_n and_o that_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v forge_v of_o envy_n against_o thou_o when_o those_o hard-hearted_a jew_n earnest_o desire_v that_o a_o murderer_n may_v be_v give_v they_o and_o have_v pardon_n for_o his_o bloody_a offence_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v unjust_o be_v condemn_v to_o suffer_v a_o most_o cruel_a death_n prefer_v a_o devour_a wolf_n before_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n and_o dirty_a dross_n before_o pure_a gold_n yet_o his_o word_n towards_o thou_o be_v without_o any_o mildness_n and_o his_o deed_n quite_o without_o mercy_n fill_v thy_o soul_n with_o gall_n and_o bitterness_n when_o as_o he_o can_v find_v no_o cause_n or_o ferret_v out_o any_o occasion_n whereby_o he_o may_v just_o reprove_v thou_o luk._n 23.14_o he_o receive_v thou_o at_o their_o hand_n after_o they_o have_v taunt_o flout_v bitter_o deride_v and_o scornful_o disgrace_v thou_o and_o command_v thou_o to_o stand_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o those_o malicious_a scoffer_n who_o have_v use_v thou_o for_o a_o fool_n to_o cause_v their_o mirth_n and_o to_o increase_v thy_o sorrow_n neither_o do_v he_o spare_v to_o tear_v thy_o undefiled_a flesh_n with_o most_o bitter_a blow_n multiply_v stripe_n upon_o stripe_n with_o excessive_a cruelty_n and_o bleed_a wound_n upon_o wound_n without_o any_o humane_a pity_n matth._n 26.67_o oh_o thou_o belove_a son_n of_o my_o god_n what_o have_v thou_o commit_v worthy_a of_o such_o barbarous_a immanitie_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v worthy_a of_o such_o woeful_a and_o bitter_a confusion_n in_o very_a deed_n nothing_o at_o all_o i_o wretched_a man_n i_o alone_o a_o most_o horrible_a sinner_n have_v be_v the_o sole_a cause_n of_o all_o thy_o painful_a suffering_n my_o grievous_a sin_n have_v harden_v their_o heart_n and_o arm_v their_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o i_o oh_o lord_n have_v eat_v a_o sour_a grape_n and_o thy_o tooth_n be_v set_v on_o edge_n because_o than_o thou_o do_v make_v satisfaction_n when_o thou_o have_v do_v no_o injury_n and_o pay_v my_o infinite_a debt_n with_o thy_o most_o innocent_a death_n but_o all_o these_o injurious_a deed_n proceed_v from_o malicious_a hate_n and_o act_v with_o cruel_a hand_n can_v not_o satisfy_v the_o unsatiable_a impiety_n of_o the_o perfidious_a &_o unfaithful_a jew_n against_o thou_o most_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n who_o do_v never_o cease_v to_o do_v they_o good_a but_o evermore_o heal_v their_o incurable_a disease_n make_v the_o lame_a to_o walk_v the_o blind_a to_o see_v the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v and_o the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v thou_o do_v cleanse_v loathsome_a leper_n cure_v dead_a palsy_n and_o raise_v from_o death_n to_o life_n mat._n 4.24_o john_n 7.23_o
my_o strength_n what_o be_v my_o unite_a force_n to_o sustain_v so_o heavy_a a_o burden_n of_o worldly_a misery_n with_o such_o a_o invincible_a mind_n and_o peaceable_a patience_n as_o thou_o have_v command_v how_o can_v i_o sail_v in_o this_o troublesome_a ocean_n but_o i_o must_v needs_o run_v against_o the_o rock_n of_o woeful_a desperation_n unless_o thou_o be_v my_o pilot_n and_o guide_v my_o stern_n it_o be_v fond_a to_o put_v any_o confidence_n in_o man_n it_o be_v vain_a to_o put_v any_o trust_n in_o prince_n for_o although_o thou_o have_v call_v they_o god_n to_o teach_v they_o how_o high_a thou_o have_v exalt_v they_o and_o they_o indeed_o be_v true_o honourable_a that_o remember_v thou_o to_o be_v the_o author_n of_o their_o exaltion_n yet_o by_o and_o by_o thou_o have_v give_v they_o a_o cool_a card_n to_o quail_v and_o qualify_v their_o haughty_a pride_n tell_v they_o plain_o that_o for_o all_o that_o they_o shall_v die_v like_o man_n and_o return_v and_o be_v turn_v into_o dust_n as_o well_o as_o the_o mean_a of_o the_o people_n section_n xx._n be_v my_o foot_n oh_o christ_n like_v unto_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o swift_a hart_n that_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o follow_v thou_o so_o swift_a a_o runner_n through_o the_o thorn_n and_o prick_a bush_n of_o thy_o painful_a passion_n do_v i_o not_o walk_v upon_o the_o water_n always_o ready_a to_o sink_v with_o fearful_a peter_n unless_o thou_o put_v forth_o thy_o powerful_a hand_n to_o succour_v i_o mat._n 14.29.31_o but_o hear_v my_o voice_n oh_o thou_o son_n of_o david_n my_o merciful_a saviour_n infuse_v the_o precious_a quintessence_n of_o thy_o celestial_a grace_n into_o my_o bosom_n and_o then_o lie_v thy_o sweet_a cross_n upon_o thy_o servant_n which_o be_v the_o tree_n of_o life_n to_o they_o which_o apprehend_v it_o than_o as_o i_o hope_v i_o shall_v run_v forward_o cheerful_o and_o i_o shall_v carry_v that_o cross_n after_o thou_o with_o great_a willingness_n which_o thy_o cruel_a enemy_n do_v malicious_o impose_v upon_o thou_o lay_v that_o most_o hard_a cross_n i_o say_v upon_o my_o shoulder_n who_o breadth_n be_v chastity_n who_o length_n be_v eternity_n who_o height_n be_v omnipotency_n who_o depth_n be_v unsearchable_a wisdom_n nail_v my_o hand_n and_o my_o foot_n unto_o it_o and_o make_v thy_o servant_n oh_o lord_n in_o all_o thing_n conformable_a to_o thy_o passion_n grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o abstain_v from_o the_o work_n of_o the_o flesh_n which_o thou_o hate_v and_o to_o do_v righteousness_n which_o thou_o love_v and_o in_o both_o to_o seek_v thy_o glory_n nail_v my_o left_a hand_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o temperancie_n and_o my_o right_a hand_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o justice_n upon_o that_o high_a cross_n grant_v my_o mind_n continual_o to_o meditate_v on_o thy_o holy_a law_n and_o to_o cast_v all_o my_o cogitation_n upon_o thou_o and_o fasten_v my_o right_a foot_n to_o the_o same_o tree_n of_o life_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o wisdom_n grant_v that_o the_o unhappy_a happiness_n of_o this_o life_n slide_v away_o every_o moment_n may_v not_o allure_v i_o like_o a_o entice_a harlot_n to_o yield_v to_o the_o wanton_a inducement_n of_o carnal_a sensuality_n and_o to_o weaken_v his_o vigour_n by_o the_o intemperate_a abuse_n of_o unlawful_a pleasure_n neither_o let_v pine_v care_n pensive_a thought_n and_o sudden_a unhappy_a chance_n trouble_v the_o peace_n of_o it_o or_o procure_v any_o turbulent_a motion_n but_o let_v my_o spirit_n as_o well_o in_o the_o sunshine_n day_n of_o calm_a prosperity_n as_o in_o the_o bluster_a weather_n of_o stormy_a adversity_n be_v fasten_v to_o thy_o cross_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o prudent_a moderation_n and_o christian_a fortitude_n that_o neither_o in_o prosperity_n i_o may_v soar_v too_o high_a with_o the_o wing_n of_o aspire_a pride_n nor_o in_o the_o adversity_n be_v depress_v too_o low_o with_o the_o weight_n of_o dispairefull_a care_n but_o that_o there_o may_v appear_v some_o similitude_n of_o the_o prick_a thorn_n which_o pierce_v the_o vein_n of_o thy_o head_n make_v a_o passage_n for_o thy_o precious_a blood_n to_o run_v down_o to_o the_o skirt_n of_o thy_o clothing_n grant_v i_o pray_v thou_o that_o my_o mind_n may_v be_v so_o deep_o wound_v with_o the_o forcible_a compunction_n of_o healthful_a repentance_n that_o my_o eye_n may_v shower_n down_o plenty_n of_o tear_n to_o wash_v away_o the_o spot_n of_o my_o defile_a conscience_n so_o mollify_v the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v pliaable_a to_o receive_v the_o impression_n of_o tender_a pity_n so_o that_o it_o may_v still_o have_v a_o feel_a compassion_n of_o other_o man_n misery_n let_v a_o earnest_a zeal_n to_o emulate_v and_o imitate_v that_o which_o be_v righteous_a before_o thou_o so_o prick_v forward_o my_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v always_o place_v thy_o perfect_a law_n before_o my_o eye_n and_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n and_o that_o in_o the_o extreme_a fit_n of_o my_o great_a sorrow_n i_o may_v turn_v unto_o thou_o for_o my_o consolation_n and_o comfort_n and_o that_o despair_v of_o my_o own_o merit_n i_o may_v be_v relieve_v by_o thy_o mercy_n i_o be_o well_o please_v that_o thou_o put_v a_o sponge_n by_o a_o reed_n to_o my_o mouth_n and_o that_o thou_o give_v sour_a vinegar_n to_o my_o taste_n it_o like_v i_o that_o thou_o shall_v teach_v my_o reason_n by_o thy_o holy_a word_n that_o the_o glorious_a pride_n of_o the_o world_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o empty_a sponge_n which_o appear_v more_o in_o show_n than_o it_o be_v in_o substance_n and_o that_o the_o sweet_a taste_n of_o it_o be_v more_o sour_a than_o vinegar_n which_o exceed_v in_o sharpness_n and_o all_o the_o concupiscence_n of_o it_o more_o bitter_a than_o gall_n or_o wormwood_n even_o so_o oh_o heavenly_a father_n let_v the_o cup_n of_o babylon_n be_v bitter_a unto_o i_o let_v not_o the_o pleasant_a colour_n of_o the_o wine_n allure_v i_o to_o taste_v of_o that_o poison_a liquor_n neither_o let_v the_o deceitful_a sweetness_n of_o it_o overcome_v my_o understanding_n nor_o drown_v my_o reason_n as_o it_o have_v do_v they_o which_o think_v darkness_n to_o be_v light_n and_o light_a to_o be_v darkness_n bitter_a to_o be_v sweet_a &_o sweet_a to_o be_v bitter_a i_o dare_v not_o drink_v of_o the_o wine_n temper_v with_o myrrh_n and_o mix_v with_o gall_n because_o thou_o will_v not_o drink_v of_o it_o mark_n 15.23_o for_o thereby_o appear_v the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o envy_n and_o malice_n which_o thy_o furious_a foe_n do_v bear_v against_o thou_o who_o will_v afford_v thou_o no_o humane_a pity_n in_o thy_o great_a extremity_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o to_o give_v thou_o a_o cup_n of_o sweet_a water_n fashion_v thy_o servant_n oh_o lord_n like_v unto_o thy_o quicken_a death_n that_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n i_o may_v die_v daily_o crucify_a my_o carnal_a lust_n always_o loathe_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a and_o that_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n i_o may_v daily_o be_v reviue_v embrace_v and_o love_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v righteous_a and_o good_a and_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v to_o carry_v in_o i_o the_o perfect_a image_n of_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o crucify_a saviour_n express_v also_o a_o similitude_n of_o that_o in_o i_o which_o the_o unsaciable_a cruelty_n of_o the_o evil_a one_o act_v against_o thou_o after_o thy_o curse_a and_o yet_o most_o bless_a death_n let_v thy_o lively_a and_o powerful_a word_n pierce_v into_o my_o side_n and_o wound_v my_o hart_n for_o thy_o word_n oh_o lord_n will_v soon_o enter_v than_o a_o double-edged_a sword_n and_o penetrate_v deep_o than_o the_o sharp_a spear_n even_o to_o the_o division_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o marrow_n enclose_v in_o my_o bone_n that_o in_o steed_n of_o blood_n and_o water_n there_o may_v issue_v forth_o continual_a stream_n of_o love_n towards_o thou_o and_o thy_o brethren_n so_o that_o as_o thou_o have_v not_o spare_v to_o shed_v thy_o heart_n blood_n for_o i_o i_o may_v always_o be_v willing_a to_o express_v my_o gratuity_n towards_o thou_o last_o wrap_v my_o spirit_n in_o the_o pure_a linen_n cloth_n of_o thy_o righteous_a garment_n in_o which_o i_o may_v safe_o rest_v come_v out_o and_o go_v into_o the_o place_n of_o thy_o holy_a tabernacle_n and_o wherewith_o thou_o may_v hide_v i_o until_o thy_o anger_n be_v appease_v and_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n remove_v but_o the_o three_o day_n after_o the_o day_n of_o labour_n and_o punishment_n early_o in_o the_o dawn_n of_o the_o sabbath_n day_n raise_v i_o everlasting_o among_o thy_o child_n that_o in_o my_o flesh_n i_o may_v see_v thy_o brightness_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o countenance_n section_n xxi_o oh_o my_o saviour_n and_o my_o god_n