saint_n bernard_n his_o meditation_n or_o sigh_n sob_n and_o tear_n upon_o our_o saviour_n passion_n in_o memorial_n of_o his_o death_n also_o his_o motive_n to_o mortification_n with_o other_o meditation_n the_o three_o edition_n much_o amend_v by_o w._n p._n mr._n of_o art_n in_o cambridge_n 1_o cor._n 2.2_o i_o esteem_v not_o to_o know_v any_o thing_n among_o you_o save_v jesus_n christ_n and_o he_o crucify_v london_n print_v by_o t._n s._n for_o francis_n burton_n dwell_v in_o paul_n churchyard_n at_o the_o sign_n of_o the_o green_a dragon_n 1614_o to_o the_o right_n worshipful_a mr._n john_n bullocke_n of_o the_o inner_a temple_n esquire_n sir_n it_o be_v my_o purpose_n when_o i_o first_o undertake_v to_o translate_v these_o divine_a and_o comfortable_a meditation_n on_o the_o lord_n passion_n and_o motive_n to_o mortification_n select_v out_o of_o the_o work_n of_o s._n bernard_n and_o other_o ancient_a writer_n not_o verbal_o turn_v into_o english_a but_o augment_v with_o such_o other_o meditation_n as_o it_o please_v god_n to_o infuse_v into_o my_o mind_n to_o have_v dedicate_v they_o unto_o your_o worthy_a father_n who_o both_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o near_a alliance_n and_o other_o reason_n of_o moment_n may_v by_o his_o own_o right_n have_v challenge_v that_o duty_n at_o my_o hand_n but_o since_o it_o seem_v good_a unto_o the_o divine_a majesty_n to_o remove_v he_o from_o earth_n out_o of_o the_o society_n of_o mortal_a man_n to_o live_v for_o ever_o in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o bless_a angel_n in_o heaven_n before_o i_o can_v attain_v to_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o my_o wish_a desire_n i_o can_v find_v none_o more_o near_o and_o dear_a unto_o i_o then_o yourself_o who_o may_v vouchsafe_v to_o give_v the_o first_o kind_a entertainment_n to_o my_o well-intended_n labour_n when_o they_o shall_v come_v forth_o into_o the_o light_n for_o as_o the_o lord_n have_v bless_v you_o with_o a_o peaceable_a fruition_n of_o your_o father_n possession_n so_o no_o doubt_n you_o be_v also_o a_o true_a heir_n of_o his_o commendable_a virtue_n my_o desire_n be_v to_o profit_v all_o yet_o i_o be_o oblige_v by_o many_o private_a respect_n to_o commend_v my_o labour_n such_o as_o they_o be_v in_o a_o more_o special_a manner_n unto_o yourself_o that_o thereby_o i_o may_v seal_v unto_o you_o a_o true_a assurance_n of_o my_o grateful_a affection_n towards_o you_o for_o far_o be_v it_o from_o my_o thought_n that_o either_o i_o shall_v forget_v your_o kind_a speech_n or_o bury_v your_o good_a deed_n in_o the_o dark_a grave_n of_o oblivion_n express_v to_o i_o and_o extend_v towards_o i_o at_o my_o last_o conference_n with_o you_o i_o know_v you_o can_v but_o kind_o accept_v my_o small_a mite_n if_o you_o balance_v it_o with_o the_o willingness_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o i_o be_o assure_v you_o will_v not_o mislike_v it_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o matter_n though_o happy_o you_o may_v find_v some_o distaste_n in_o respect_n of_o the_o stile_n for_o what_o can_v be_v more_o fit_a for_o these_o time_n than_o motive_n to_o mortification_n or_o more_o comfortable_a to_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o sorrowful_a sinner_n than_o a_o serious_a meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o our_o crucify_a redeemer_n who_o be_v god_n become_v man_n for_o our_o sake_n suffer_v a_o most_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o our_o sin_n and_o be_v bury_v rise_v again_o for_o our_o justification_n but_o it_o be_v not_o my_o purpose_n here_o to_o relate_v what_o sweet_a stream_n do_v flow_v from_o this_o crystal_n and_o pure_a fountain_n what_o wholesome_a fruit_n may_v be_v gather_v from_o this_o fruitful_a tree_n or_o what_o rich_a treasure_n may_v be_v find_v in_o this_o golden_a mine_n i_o desire_v to_o contain_v my_o line_n within_o the_o bound_n of_o mediocrity_n especial_o when_o the_o current_n of_o my_o word_n turn_v towards_o one_o who_o god_n have_v bless_v with_o capacity_n able_a to_o conceive_v the_o great_a commodity_n which_o do_v proceed_v from_o such_o christian_a exercise_n yet_o before_o i_o make_v a_o full_a period_n give_v i_o leave_v i_o pray_v you_o to_o let_v you_o understand_v that_o i_o have_v much_o endeavour_v so_o to_o express_v the_o grievous_a passion_n of_o our_o gracious_a redeemer_n as_o if_o it_o be_v now_o in_o present_a action_n before_o our_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v the_o better_o stir_v up_o fervent_a motion_n of_o piety_n in_o the_o mind_n and_o kindle_v the_o spark_n of_o true_a devotion_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o reader_n for_o indeed_o the_o full_a scope_n of_o my_o desire_n be_v to_o glorify_v god_n and_o benefit_v my_o brethren_n and_o that_o your_o own_o soul_n as_o also_o the_o soul_n of_o every_o religious_a reader_n may_v be_v the_o more_o near_o and_o deep_o touch_v and_o wound_v with_o a_o feel_a consideration_n of_o our_o saviour_n death_n i_o suppose_v it_o the_o best_a way_n after_o a_o due_a preparation_n thereunto_o by_o prayer_n without_o which_o nothing_o can_v be_v sanctify_v unto_o we_o to_o begin_v at_o the_o first_o meditation_n and_o so_o take_v the_o history_n of_o his_o passion_n before_o you_o to_o proceed_v until_o you_o come_v unto_o the_o yield_a up_o of_o his_o ghost_n upon_o the_o cross_n in_o the_o progress_n whereof_o it_o may_v please_v god_n so_o to_o touch_v your_o heart_n with_o sorrow_n that_o your_o eye_n with_o those_o in_o the_o gospel_n who_o come_v to_o see_v his_o death_n luke_n 24.48_o may_v gush_v forth_o tear_n for_o grief_n that_o so_o innocent_a a_o lamb_n shall_v be_v so_o despiteful_o and_o cruel_o torture_v torment_a and_o crucify_v where_o also_o you_o in_o who_o person_n i_o speak_v unto_o all_o may_v just_o conceive_v a_o double_a grief_n first_o that_o jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a be_v kill_v for_o sin_n second_o that_o he_o be_v kill_v for_o our_o sin_n the_o consideration_n whereof_o shall_v move_v all_o with_o weeping_z peter_n luke_n 22.62_o to_o shed_v salt_n and_o brinish_a tear_n of_o contrition_n in_o remembrance_n of_o our_o offence_n that_o be_v therewith_o prick_v at_o the_o heart_n christ_n jesus_n may_v say_v unto_o our_o sorrowful_a soul_n as_o sometime_o he_o do_v unto_o the_o israelite_n i_o have_v hear_v your_o groan_a and_o will_v have_v compassion_n on_o you_o judge_n 2.18_o and_o may_v also_o thereunto_o add_v son_n be_v of_o good_a cheer_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o matth._n 9_o 2._o come_v hither_o and_o taste_v how_o sweet_a i_o thy_o lord_n be_o with_o i_o there_o be_v plenteous_a redemption_n and_o as_o in_o matter_n of_o sorrow_n it_o more_o deep_o pierce_v the_o soul_n of_o the_o hearer_n with_o grief_n or_o in_o matter_n of_o delight_n more_o affect_v the_o mind_n with_o joy_n to_o hear_v the_o particular_a relation_n of_o some_o tragical_a event_n or_o the_o part_n and_o particle_n of_o some_o delightful_a accident_n report_v then_o only_o to_o hear_v a_o bare_a narration_n of_o either_o in_o gross_a without_o express_v the_o part_n thereof_o so_o likewise_o it_o can_v choose_v but_o more_o deep_o wound_v the_o soul_n of_o every_o christian_a to_o hear_v or_o read_v the_o special_a and_o several_a suffering_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o passion_n then_o if_o it_o be_v only_o say_v thus_o christ_n die_v for_o us._n but_o lest_o i_o draw_v my_o line_n beyond_o the_o limit_n of_o due_a measure_n i_o here_o conclude_v desire_v the_o lord_n to_o bless_v you_o and_o the_o rest_n of_o your_o father_n issue_n with_o many_o happy_a day_n upon_o earth_n and_o when_o they_o be_v end_v here_o in_o peace_n to_o receive_v you_o all_o into_o his_o heavenly_a kingdom_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n you_o ready_o at_o command_n w.p._n a_o table_n of_o the_o meditation_n upon_o the_o lord_n passion_n 1_o a_o meditation_n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n into_o jerusalem_n ride_v upon_o a_o ass_n etc._n etc._n page_n 1_o med._n 2._o of_o the_o return_v of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n into_o jerusalem_n and_o of_o his_o often_o preach_v in_o the_o temple_n etc._n etc._n page_n 30_o med._n 3._o of_o the_o preparation_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n and_o wash_v his_o disciple_n foot_n etc._n etc._n page_n 57_o med._n 4._o of_o the_o institution_n of_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n of_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n etc._n etc._n page_n 72_o med._n 5._o how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n tell_v his_o disciple_n that_o one_o of_o they_o shall_v betray_v he_o etc._n etc._n page_n 89_o med._n 6._o of_o the_o go_n of_o christ_n into_o the_o mount-olivet_a and_o of_o his_o pray_v thrice_o in_o the_o garden_n etc._n etc._n page_n 104_o med._n 7._o how_o jesus_n arise_v from_o prayer_n and_o go_v to_o meet_v judas_n who_o with_o a_o multitude_n come_v to_o apprehend_v he_o etc._n etc._n page_n 130_o med._n 8._o how_o the_o lord_n
jesus_n be_v lead_v to_o annas_n and_o how_o he_o be_v there_o beat_v and_o buffet_v etc._n etc._n page_n 152_o med._n 9_o how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v lead_v from_o annas_n to_o caiphas_n and_o of_o his_o scourge_v there_o etc._n etc._n page_n 172_o med._n 10._o how_o peter_n deny_v his_o master_n thrice_o &_o of_o his_o repentant_a weep_n etc._n etc._n page_n 184_o med._n 11._o how_o jesus_n be_v send_v unto_o pilate_n &_o of_o his_o usage_n there_o pag._n 205_o med._n 12._o how_o pilate_n cause_v jesus_n to_o be_v scourge_v and_o then_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o he_o pag._n 213_o med._n 13._o how_o christ_n bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o shoulder_n be_v lead_v to_o mount_n caluarie_n to_o be_v crucify_v page_n 250_o med._n 14._o of_o the_o cruel_a and_o bitter_a crucify_a of_o our_o lord_n jesu_n perform_v on_o mount-caluary_a page_n 285_o med._n 15._o of_o the_o derision_n and_o scornful_a speech_n utter_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o be_v nail_v on_o the_o cross_n page_n 319_o med._n 16._o concern_v the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n behold_v her_o son_n upon_o the_o cross_n page_n 331_o med._n 17._o of_o the_o eclipse_n and_o obscuration_n of_o the_o sun_n about_o the_o nine_o hour_n and_o of_o the_o four_o speech_n which_o christ_n use_v upon_o the_o cross_n page_n 343_o med._n 18._o of_o the_o five_o &_o sixth_o word_n which_o the_o lord_n jesus_n speak_v upon_o the_o cross_n to_o wit_n i_o thirst_v and_o it_o be_v finish_v page_n 355_o med._n 19_o how_o christ_n give_v up_o the_o ghost_n &_o of_o the_o wonder_n then_o wrought_v and_o his_o death_n page_n 369_o med._n 20._o of_o jesus_n christ_n his_o burial_n and_o of_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o mother_n and_o other_o woman_n for_o his_o death_n page_n 381_o med._n 21._o of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n his_o resurrection_n of_o his_o appearance_n to_o his_o disciple_n of_o his_o ascension_n into_o heaven_n and_o of_o his_o come_n to_o judgement_n page_n 397_o finis_fw-la o_o my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o he_o kneel_v down_o and_o pray_v but_o be_v in_o a_o agony_n he_o pray_v more_o earnest_o and_o his_o sweat_n be_v like_o drop_n of_o blood_n trikle_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n luke_n 22.44_o sit_v you_o here_o whil_n i_o go_v and_o pray_v yonder_o most_o devout_n meditation_n upon_o the_o most_o holy_a and_o bitter_a passion_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n med_n i._o a_o meditation_n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n into_o jerusalem_n ride_v upon_o a_o ass_n and_o the_o bring_n in_o of_o he_o into_o the_o city_n with_o song_n and_o praise_n and_o of_o his_o return_n into_o bethany_n the_o same_o day_n into_o 21.5_o into_o mat._n 21.5_o jerusalem_n our_o saviour_n ride_v upon_o a_o 21.7_o a_o mat._n 21.7_o ass_n a_o simple_a harmless_a beast_n the_o people_n spread_v their_o 21.8_o their_o mat._n 21.8_o clothes_n and_o bough_n beside_o cry_v 21.9_o cry_v mat._n 21.9_o hosanna_n thou_o in_o heaven_n high_a the_o time_n approach_v which_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v from_o eternity_n prefix_v in_o which_o my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a jesus_n shall_v come_v to_o his_o preordain_a passion_n &_o cruel_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o he_o willing_o come_v to_o undergo_v be_v the_o only_o beget_v of_o god_n incarnate_v in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o virgin_n as_o through_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n he_o show_v exceed_v great_a humility_n so_o towards_o the_o hour_n of_o his_o passion_n come_v to_o the_o place_n where_o he_o shall_v endure_v the_o torment_n of_o a_o most_o shameful_a &_o cruel_a death_n he_o take_v his_o entrance_n from_o humility_n when_o ride_v meek_o upon_o a_o ass_n he_o come_v to_o the_o city_n where_o he_o shall_v sustain_v the_o undeserued_a punishment_n of_o the_o cross_n therefore_o when_o the_o lord_n jesus_n six_o day_n before_o the_o passeover_n have_v make_v his_o supper_n with_o his_o disciple_n in_o bethanie_n the_o town_n of_o marie_n and_o martha_n in_o the_o house_n of_o simon_n the_o leper_n which_o be_v a_o friend_n to_o the_o say_v mary_n and_o martha_n where_o mary_n also_o have_v pour_v a_o alabaster_n box_n of_o precious_a ointment_n upon_o his_o head_n the_o morning_n follow_v very_o early_o most_o kind_a jesus_n call_v two_o of_o his_o disciple_n say_v go_v into_o the_o town_n which_o be_v over_o against_o you_o where_o you_o shall_v find_v a_o she-asse_n tie_v and_o her_o colt_n lose_v they_o and_o bring_v they_o unto_o i_o and_o if_o any_o man_n shall_v say_v any_o thing_n against_o you_o say_v that_o the_o lord_n have_v need_v of_o they_o and_o straightway_o they_o will_v let_v they_o go_v the_o lowly_a and_o love_a disciple_n obey_v the_o commandment_n of_o their_o master_n license_v be_v free_o grant_v to_o they_o by_o the_o lord_n of_o all_o creature_n they_o present_v the_o shee-asse_n and_o her_o colt_n to_o their_o belove_a redeemer_n then_o jesus_n ride_v upon_o the_o ass_n direct_v his_o journey_n towards_o jerusalem_n and_o when_o he_o come_v to_o the_o go_v down_o of_o the_o mount_n olive_n many_o people_n which_o be_v come_v thither_o have_v hear_v of_o the_o strange_a miracle_n of_o lazarus_n who_o jesus_n raise_v out_o of_o his_o grave_n go_v forth_o to_o meet_v he_o and_o that_o they_o may_v do_v he_o the_o great_a honour_n some_o spread_v their_o garment_n upon_o the_o ground_n other_o cut_v down_o bough_n from_o the_o tree_n and_o strew_v they_o upon_o the_o earth_n and_o all_o of_o they_o some_o go_v before_o and_o some_o come_n behind_o cry_v hosanna_n to_o the_o son_n of_o david_n bless_a be_v he_o which_o come_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o with_o these_o praise_n and_o jubily_n they_o bring_v love_v jesus_n even_o to_o the_o gate_n of_o jerusalem_n follow_v after_o he_o with_o his_o disciple_n and_o after_o jesus_n behold_v the_o city_n he_o now_o foreknowing_a the_o destruction_n of_o it_o to_o come_v move_v with_o compassion_n pour_v forth_o tear_n over_o it_o but_o the_o pharise_n and_o scribe_n inflame_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o envy_n see_v jesus_n to_o be_v extol_v with_o admiration_n and_o honour_n rebuke_v sole_a redemption_n to_o deliver_v we_o out_o of_o the_o bondage_n of_o eternal_a death_n and_o from_o the_o intolerable_a pain_n of_o everlasting_a damnation_n to_o be_v make_v coheire_n with_o he_o of_o a_o most_o bless_a life_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n learn_v therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n to_o imitate_v thy_o bless_a saviour_n who_o abstain_v from_o meat_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n by_o seek_v by_o all_o mean_n to_o win_v their_o soul_n who_o be_v void_a of_o all_o humanity_n send_v he_o fast_v out_o of_o their_o city_n oh_o hard-hearted_a jew_n to_o give_v such_o unkind_a entertainment_n to_o my_o bountiful_a lord_n and_o love_a jesus_n but_o be_v thou_o kind_a oh_o my_o soul_n like_o lazarus_n and_o ready_a like_o mary_n and_o martha_n to_o receive_v thy_o saviour_n that_o he_o may_v give_v thou_o everlasting_a bread_n for_o thy_o food_n and_o water_n of_o eternal_a life_n for_o thy_o drink_n come_v and_o sup_v with_o i_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n vouchsafe_v to_o enter_v into_o my_o simple_a cottage_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o unworthy_a that_o thou_o shall_v come_v under_o my_o roof_n yet_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v always_o willing_a to_o come_v where_o thou_o be_v kind_o and_o friendly_o invite_v open_v thou_o the_o door_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v enter_v and_o dwell_v with_o i_o for_o ever_o then_o salvation_n shall_v come_v to_o my_o whole_a house_n than_o i_o shall_v lie_v down_o to_o sleep_v in_o peace_n and_o rise_v again_o without_o any_o dread_n of_o danger_n for_o i_o shall_v be_v safe_o cover_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n and_o remain_v in_o peaceable_a security_n under_o thy_o mighty_a protection_n consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o meditate_v often_o in_o thy_o inward_a thought_n of_o the_o strange_a ingratitude_n of_o the_o stony-hearted_a jew_n towards_o thy_o saviour_n jesus_n who_o will_v not_o afford_v he_o so_o much_o as_o a_o meal_n meat_n at_o night_n for_o his_o great_a pain_n he_o take_v with_o they_o all_o the_o day_n but_o he_o be_v constrain_v to_o return_v hungry_a with_o his_o disciple_n from_o so_o oppulent_a and_o populous_a a_o city_n to_o bethanie_n a_o poor_a and_o small_a village_n there_o to_o refresh_v his_o weary_a and_o weak_a body_n where_o he_o make_v so_o small_a a_o supper_n that_o he_o return_v hungry_a to_o jerusalem_n the_o next_o morning_n and_o spy_v a_o figtree_n which_o have_v only_o fair_a leaf_n hypocrisy_n beware_v of_o hypocrisy_n but_o no_o fruit_n to_o slake_v his_o hunger_n or_o to_o
have_v a_o devil_n these_o thy_o child_n my_o most_o love_a jesus_n do_v sit_v like_o olive_n branch_n round_o about_o thy_o table_n they_o sit_v down_o with_o thou_o link_v together_o with_o the_o bond_n of_o perfect_a love_n the_o mind_n of_o all_o they_o be_v faithful_a unto_o thou_o and_o all_o their_o affection_n long_v after_o thou_o only_a judas_n be_v a_o odious_a traitor_n and_o thou_o know_v well_o enough_o that_o he_o shall_v betray_v thou_o they_o all_o eat_v with_o thou_o the_o meat_n set_v before_o they_o and_o they_o eat_v the_o pure_a paschall_n lamb_n after_o the_o manner_n of_o the_o jew_n oh_o bless_a house_n oh_o happy_a supping-parlour_n worthy_a of_o great_a honour_n in_o which_o my_o gracious_a lord_n vouchsafe_v to_o make_v his_o bless_a supper_n wherefore_o be_v not_o i_o there_o then_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n to_o attend_v upon_o thou_o and_o thy_o faithful_a disciple_n i_o will_v have_v esteem_v it_o as_o my_o great_a honour_n to_o have_v do_v thou_o any_o service_n certain_o i_o will_v have_v gather_v up_o some_o of_o the_o crumb_n which_o fall_v from_o the_o table_n of_o my_o lord_n oh_o how_o joyful_a will_v it_o have_v be_v to_o my_o hart_n oh_o how_o will_v it_o have_v please_v my_o eye_n to_o have_v have_v but_o a_o view_n of_o thy_o amiable_a countenance_n i_o will_v have_v fall_v down_o flat_a at_o thy_o foot_n and_o with_o mary_n magdalene_n i_o will_v have_v wash_v they_o with_o my_o tear_n and_o thou_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n which_o do_v not_o despise_v the_o tear_n of_o a_o sinful_a and_o a_o sorrowful_a woman_n will_v not_o have_v reject_v i_o a_o poor_a publican_n and_o grievous_a sinner_n and_o as_o thou_o be_v compassionate_a towards_o she_o so_o thou_o will_v also_o have_v be_v merciful_a to_o i_o oh_o how_o comfortable_a will_v thy_o most_o pleasant_a speech_n my_o sweet_a saviour_n have_v be_v to_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n how_o quick_o will_v thy_o most_o wholesome_a word_n wherewith_o thou_o do_v refresh_v thy_o love_a disciple_n have_v heal_v the_o wound_n of_o my_o grieve_a conscience_n what_o do_v my_o lord_n begin_v to_o speak_v what_o be_v thy_o first_o word_n when_o thou_o be_v set_v at_o the_o table_n thou_o say_v i_o have_v earnest_o desire_v to_o eat_v this_o passeover_n with_o you_o before_o i_o suffer_v oh_o how_o great_a be_v thy_o charity_n how_o immeasurable_a be_v thy_o love_n my_o love_a jesus_n thou_o do_v earnest_o desire_v to_o eat_v with_o thy_o disciple_n but_o it_o be_v not_o to_o slake_v thy_o hunger_n or_o to_o refresh_v thy_o feeble_a nature_n thou_o have_v not_o such_o need_n of_o corporal_a food_n but_o it_o be_v thy_o meat_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o thy_o father_n thou_o be_v desirous_a to_o leave_v some_o token_n of_o thy_o exceed_a love_n with_o thy_o love_a disciple_n before_o thy_o departure_n and_o to_o seal_v they_o a_o everlasting_a assurance_n of_o thy_o continual_a providence_n over_o they_o let_v the_o precious_a balm_n of_o thy_o sovereign_a mercy_n heal_v the_o deep_a and_o deadly_a wound_n of_o my_o iniquity_n oh_o my_o god_n open_a thy_o pitiful_a ear_n to_o hear_v my_o petition_n answer_v i_o gracious_o and_o despise_v not_o my_o prayer_n command_v my_o wander_a heart_n to_o come_v out_o of_o the_o broad_a way_n that_o lead_v to_o hell_n and_o damnation_n and_o to_o return_v into_o the_o narrow_a path_n which_o conduct_v to_o heaven_n and_o everlasting_a salvation_n so_o that_o be_v once_o again_o return_v into_o it_o it_o may_v never_o hereafter_o wander_v out_o of_o it_o shut_v all_o worldly_a care_n and_o wicked_a cogitation_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n that_o neither_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o they_o may_v so_o depress_v my_o mind_n that_o the_o devotion_n of_o my_o prayer_n can_v ascend_v up_o unto_o thou_o nor_o so_o stop_v the_o passage_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o grace_n can_v descend_v down_o upon_o i_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o my_o most_o love_a jesus_n thou_o which_o be_v i_o assure_a salvation_n in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o great_a misery_n and_o my_o only_a comfort_n and_o consolation_n in_o the_o last_o and_o late_a hour_n of_o my_o deadly_a agony_n for_o i_o be_o wound_v and_o my_o heart_n be_v consume_v because_o i_o have_v forget_v to_o eat_v my_o bread_n which_o shall_v have_v nourish_v i_o to_o everlasting_a life_n indeed_o i_o have_v be_v altogether_o forgetful_a of_o thou_o my_o belove_a jesus_n for_o i_o have_v not_o call_v to_o my_o mind_n thy_o most_o holy_a passion_n with_o any_o zealous_a or_o serious_a meditation_n i_o have_v have_v no_o delight_n to_o think_v upon_o thy_o precious_a wound_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v to_o heal_v my_o sore_n neither_o have_v i_o find_v any_o comfort_n in_o the_o pure_a stream_n of_o thy_o innocent_a blood_n pour_v out_o to_o wash_v away_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o purge_v my_o corrupt_a soul_n i_o have_v not_o look_v after_o my_o belove_a in_o the_o day_n i_o have_v not_o long_v for_o my_o bridegroom_n in_o the_o night_n i_o confess_v my_o gracious_a lord_n i_o have_v not_o be_v mindful_a of_o thou_o my_o thought_n have_v be_v wander_v abroad_o my_o mind_n have_v not_o be_v exercise_v with_o any_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n my_o spirit_n have_v not_o be_v trouble_v with_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n my_o eye_n have_v shed_v no_o tear_n nor_o my_o heart_n send_v forth_o any_o sigh_n for_o my_o manifold_a transgression_n therefore_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o will_v return_v to_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v call_v upon_o he_o i_o will_v not_o cease_v to_o reiterate_v the_o most_o holy_a name_n of_o jesus_n until_o thy_o voice_n sound_n in_o my_o ear_n there_o there_o come_v therefore_o oh_o good_a jesus_n and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o hear_v oh_o sweet_a jesus_n the_o prayer_n of_o thy_o servant_n infuse_v and_o dip_v my_o heart_n in_o thy_o blood_n and_o diffuse_v thy_o grace_n into_o my_o soul_n oh_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n let_v my_o heart_n oh_o most_o love_a jesus_n be_v like_o wax_n melt_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o thy_o bloody_a side_n clothe_v my_o mind_n with_o the_o mourn_a garment_n of_o thy_o passion_n and_o let_v my_o zealous_a affection_n burn_v like_o fire_n in_o my_o serious_a meditation_n lead_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o mild_a and_o kind_a jesus_n to_o thy_o most_o holy_a supper_n where_o i_o may_v hear_v thou_o speak_v to_o thy_o disciple_n sit_v at_o thy_o table_n after_o thou_o have_v wash_v their_o foot_n tell_v i_o oh_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o have_v read_v what_o the_o lord_n my_o jesus_n do_v when_o he_o sit_v down_o again_o to_o the_o table_n after_o the_o wash_n of_o his_o disciple_n foot_n very_o while_o they_o be_v yet_o eat_v jesus_n take_v bread_n and_o give_v thanks_o he_o bless_v it_o break_v it_o and_o give_v it_o to_o his_o disciple_n and_o say_v take_v and_o eat_v this_o be_v my_o body_n which_o be_v give_v for_o you_o do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o and_o when_o he_o have_v give_v every_o one_o a_o morsel_n he_o take_v the_o cup_n and_o pour_v wine_n into_o it_o give_v thanks_n he_o likewise_o give_v it_o to_o they_o say_v drink_v you_o all_o of_o this_o for_o this_o be_v my_o blood_n of_o the_o new_a testament_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o you_o and_o for_o many_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n and_o they_o all_o drink_v of_o it_o let_v we_o pause_v a_o while_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o devout_a meditation_n ponder_v in_o our_o mind_n and_o treasure_n up_o in_o our_o heart_n the_o wonderful_a thing_n which_o our_o bless_a jesus_n have_v do_v for_o we_o for_o our_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a lord_n have_v make_v a_o memorial_n of_o his_o wonder_n he_o have_v give_v meat_n to_o they_o which_o fear_v he_o oh_o wonderful_a supper_n in_o which_o so_o many_o admirable_a thing_n be_v do_v and_o effect_v this_o be_v thy_o last_o supper_n oh_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n which_o thou_o do_v make_v when_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o world_n to_o thy_o father_n how_o many_o admirable_a wonder_n of_o thy_o exceed_a love_n how_o many_o miracle_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n be_v present_v unto_o we_o in_o this_o thy_o bless_a supper_n but_o thou_o have_v most_o special_o ordain_v this_o mystical_a sweet_a delightful_a and_o heavenly_a sacrament_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n that_o the_o memory_n of_o thy_o passion_n may_v remain_v for_o ever_o in_o the_o mind_n of_o the_o faithful_a oh_o wonderful_a sacrament_n in_o which_o be_v contain_v such_o abundance_n of_o all_o kind_n of_o sweenesse_n no_o sweetness_n be_v it_o never_o so_o dilicious_a can_v come_v near_o it_o in_o goodness_n no_o pleasure_n be_v it_o never_o so_o incomparable_a be_v
that_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n may_v appear_v the_o clear_a in_o the_o cure_n of_o my_o grievous_a malady_n and_o the_o beam_n of_o thy_o glory_n shine_v the_o bright_a by_o my_o deliverance_n therefore_o i_o will_v come_v confident_o unto_o thou_o my_o most_o mild_a and_o merciful_a jesus_n because_o thy_o mercy_n be_v infinite_a that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v with_o thou_o the_o everlasting_a delight_n of_o the_o bless_a give_v i_o therefore_o thy_o heavenly_a bread_n oh_o my_o good_a jesus_n thou_o which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n and_o grant_v oh_o bountiful_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v enable_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o eat_v worthy_o that_o i_o may_v remain_v in_o thou_o eternal_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o everlasting_o for_o i_o desire_v this_o one_o thing_n it_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o the_o contentment_n of_o my_o long_a affection_n that_o i_o may_v dwell_v inseparablie_o with_o thou_o for_o ever_o and_o i_o will_v cleave_v unto_o none_o other_o but_o only_o unto_o thou_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n because_o with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o shall_v see_v light_a a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n foretold_v his_o disciple_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v betray_v by_o one_o of_o they_o that_o same_o night_n med_n v._o among_o the_o 26.20.21_o the_o mat._n 26.20.21_o twelve_o as_o jesus_n sit_v at_o meat_n at_o his_o 14.14_o his_o mark_v 14.14_o last_o supper_n thus_o to_o they_o he_o say_v who_o 22.22_o who_o luke_n 22.22_o dip_v his_o hand_n in_o dish_n and_o with_o i_o eat_v by_o 18.5_o by_o john_n 18.5_o he_o the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v be_v betray_v after_o our_o most_o love_a and_o most_o gracious_a jesus_n have_v feed_v his_o disciple_n with_o his_o precious_a body_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o his_o blood_n he_o be_v trouble_v in_o spirit_n and_o say_v to_o his_o disciple_n very_o very_o i_o say_v unto_o you_o that_o one_o of_o you_o shall_v betray_v i_o which_o eat_v with_o i_o that_o the_o scripture_n may_v be_v fulfil_v he_o which_o eat_v my_o bread_n shall_v lift_v up_o his_o heel_n against_o i_o oh_o how_o hard_o be_v this_o say_n my_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a saviour_n oh_o how_o harsh_a and_o bitter_a meat_n have_v thou_o reserve_v for_o thy_o disciple_n at_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o supper_n thou_o do_v feed_v they_o with_o sweet_a milk_n in_o the_o beginning_n and_o thou_o give_v they_o delicious_a honey_n in_o the_o middle_n when_o thou_o do_v wash_v their_o foot_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o thy_o precious_a body_n for_o their_o meat_n and_o with_o thy_o royal_a blood_n for_o their_o drink_n but_o now_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o have_v reserve_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n sour_a sauce_n for_o their_o sweet_a meat_n when_o these_o sorrowful_a word_n do_v pass_v out_o of_o thy_o bless_a lip_n and_o that_o dreadful_a speech_n be_v utter_v by_o thy_o honie-flowing_a mouth_n woe_n be_v i_o my_o sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n i_o seem_v to_o see_v the_o cheerful_a countenance_n of_o thy_o dear_a disciple_n sudden_o change_v their_o heart_n overwhelmed_n with_o flood_n of_o sorrow_n their_o mind_n perplex_v with_o excessive_a grief_n the_o heat_n of_o their_o desire_n quite_o extinguish_v and_o all_o their_o hope_n whole_o dash_v so_o soon_o as_o those_o fearful_a word_n have_v pass_v through_o their_o ear_n and_o pierce_v their_o heart_n who_o of_o so_o sweet_a a_o beginning_n little_o expect_v so_o sour_a a_o conclusion_n have_v they_o not_o much_o matter_n of_o mourning_n and_o be_v it_o not_o a_o world_n of_o sorrow_n unto_o they_o that_o thou_o be_v their_o master_n captain_n governor_n guardian_n and_o ruler_n shall_v be_v betray_v to_o death_n and_o it_o do_v much_o more_o augment_v the_o matter_n of_o their_o woe_n and_o increase_v the_o heap_n of_o their_o grief_n that_o one_o of_o they_o shall_v contrive_v this_o horrible_a treason_n and_o be_v the_o author_n of_o this_o bloody_a attempt_n the_o first_o be_v a_o violent_a motive_n to_o move_v they_o to_o exceed_a sorrow_n because_o they_o so_o dear_o love_v and_o be_v so_o entire_o belove_v of_o their_o love_a master_n but_o the_o latter_a be_v so_o horrible_a to_o their_o ear_n and_o so_o terrible_a to_o their_o heart_n that_o it_o quite_o abate_v all_o their_o former_a joy_n &_o utter_o amaze_v their_o perplex_a mind_n marvel_v in_o their_o trouble_a cogitation_n who_o among_o such_o a_o little_a flock_n of_o sheep_n shall_v prove_v so_o wolvish_a as_o to_o devour_v so_o good_a a_o shepherd_n admire_v that_o any_o one_o in_o their_o holy_a society_n shall_v so_o far_o degenerate_a from_o his_o faithful_a fidelity_n as_o to_o betray_v the_o life_n of_o so_o bounteous_a so_o mild_a and_o so_o merciful_a a_o master_n but_o hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n what_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n answer_v when_o they_o hear_v those_o lamentable_a word_n pronounce_v they_o look_v one_o upon_o another_o their_o face_n be_v pale_a with_o fear_n and_o their_o heart_n full_o fraught_v with_o sorrow_n and_o scarce_o can_v their_o tongue_n utter_v any_o part_n of_o their_o inward_a grief_n the_o flood_n of_o their_o woe_n do_v flow_v fast_o and_o rise_v to_o so_o high_a a_o tide_n in_o their_o heart_n and_o they_o say_v with_o a_o tremble_a voice_n what_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v these_o which_o our_o dear_a master_n do_v utter_v who_o among_o we_o shall_v prove_v such_o a_o curse_a wretch_n as_o once_o to_o imagine_v or_o such_o a_o horrible_a traitor_n as_o once_o to_o complot_v such_o a_o detestable_a deed_n and_o execrable_a fact_n such_o a_o heinous_a intention_n say_v every_o one_o of_o they_o be_v far_o from_o my_o thought_n such_o a_o hellish_a motion_n do_v never_o enter_v into_o my_o breast_n for_o how_o shall_v such_o a_o devilish_a cogitation_n enter_v into_o our_o mind_n or_o find_v any_o harbour_n in_o our_o heart_n but_o our_o lord_n can_v be_v deceive_v wherefore_o every_o one_o of_o they_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n say_v be_v it_o i_o rabbi_n to_o who_o bless_a jesus_n answer_v one_o of_o the_o twelve_o which_o dip_v his_o hand_n with_o i_o in_o the_o dish_n shall_v betray_v i_o but_o peradventure_o many_o of_o they_o shove_v their_o hand_n in_o the_o dish_n at_o that_o time_n they_o be_v not_o able_a to_o discern_v who_o it_o shall_v be_v wherefore_o judas_n say_v what_o be_v it_o i_o rabbi_n but_o love_v jesus_n otherwise_o not_o discover_v he_o answer_v thou_o have_v say_v as_o though_o he_o shall_v say_v thou_o have_v say_v and_o not_o i_o for_o we_o may_v think_v true_o that_o if_o my_o love_a jesus_n have_v plain_o discover_v that_o curse_a man_n to_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o love_a and_o belove_a disciple_n they_o if_o we_o shall_v compare_v their_o affection_n with_o other_o man_n passion_n have_v not_o be_v able_a to_o have_v contain_v their_o hand_n but_o with_o one_o accord_n will_v have_v assail_v that_o most_o wicked_a traitor_n and_o have_v end_v his_o hateful_a day_n with_o a_o speedy_a death_n who_o allure_v with_o the_o bait_n of_o the_o devil_n go_v about_o to_o make_v sale_n of_o the_o bless_a life_n of_o their_o dear_a and_o best_a belove_a master_n for_o how_o will_v thou_o have_v be_v able_a oh_o bold_a and_o courageous_a peter_n to_o have_v cool_v the_o heat_n of_o thy_o fury_n and_o to_o have_v hold_v thy_o hand_n from_o take_v vengeance_n upon_o such_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n when_o as_o thou_o do_v not_o fear_v to_o make_v resistance_n against_o a_o great_a band_n of_o soldier_n in_o the_o defence_n of_o thy_o belove_a master_n for_o as_o their_o love_n towards_o love_a jesus_n be_v without_o mean_a so_o their_o hatred_n towards_o hateful_a judas_n will_v have_v be_v without_o moderation_n if_o his_o treacherous_a plot_n have_v be_v open_o discover_v unto_o they_o but_o i_o pray_v thou_o stay_v here_o a_o while_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o ponder_v within_o thy_o inward_a thought_n with_o devout_a meditation_n the_o sacred_a word_n and_o divine_a speech_n more_o sweet_a than_o honey_n &_o the_o honiecombe_n which_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n utter_v to_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n as_o he_o go_v to_o the_o place_n of_o his_o unjust_a apprehension_n which_o the_o evangelist_n john_n retain_v in_o his_o memory_n through_o the_o holy_a ghost_n have_v faithful_o record_v in_o his_o heavenly_a and_o most_o sacred_a gospel_n meditate_v there_o serious_o upon_o the_o wonderful_a love_n which_o he_o have_v towards_o his_o loyal_a disciple_n he_o be_v their_o lord_n and_o master_n yet_o he_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o eat_v meat_n comfort_v with_o the_o mean_a of_o they_o he_o wash_v their_o foot_n he_o give_v his_o body_n and_o blood_n unto_o they_o and_o after_o all_o these_o thing_n do_v not_o cease_v to_o teach_v they_o the_o
attempt_v by_o any_o force_n to_o rescue_v thou_o out_o of_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o cruel_a foe_n thou_o do_v disclose_v unto_o thy_o faithful_a disciple_n the_o dangerous_a day_n that_o be_v to_o come_v and_o tell_v they_o of_o the_o bitter_a affliction_n which_o be_v to_o ensue_v and_o that_o they_o shall_v be_v like_o sheep_n scatter_v without_o a_o shepherd_n but_o it_o be_v not_o that_o they_o shall_v arm_v their_o body_n with_o weapon_n but_o their_o head_n and_o soul_n with_o patience_n so_o indeed_o the_o love_n of_o thy_o apostle_n be_v full_a of_o zeal_n but_o yet_o it_o be_v barren_a &_o void_a of_o knowledge_n who_o have_v be_v often_o forewarn_v that_o thou_o shall_v suffer_v a_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n to_o fulfil_v the_o scripture_n and_o do_v the_o will_n of_o thy_o father_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n so_o inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o may_v free_o confess_v it_o with_o my_o mouth_n and_o so_o perform_v it_o with_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v not_o only_o be_v prepare_v to_o loose_v my_o liberty_n but_o to_o forgo_v my_o life_n for_o the_o name_n of_o my_o lord_n jesus_n who_o be_v bless_v for_o ever_o a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n take_v and_o bind_v be_v lead_v to_o anna_n his_o house_n where_o he_o be_v buffet_v and_o how_o all_o his_o disciple_n fie_v from_o he_o john_n 18.13_o med_n viii_o to_o 18.15_o to_o joh._n 18.15_o anna_n first_o be_v christ_n in_o 18.12.20_o in_o io._n 18.12.20_o fetter_n lead_v from_o thence_o to_o 18.24_o to_o john_n 18.24_o caiaphas_n where_o he_o beat_v be_v and_o 18.22_o and_o mat._n 26.67_o mark_v 18.22_o scourge_v and_o mock_v spit_v on_o and_o almost_o dead_a all_o which_o h'endure_v to_o bring_v we_o unto_o bliss_n so_o soon_o as_o false-hearted_a judas_n have_v salute_v his_o faithful_a master_n jesus_n with_o a_o deadly_a kiss_n the_o hard-hearted_a soldier_n lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o my_o kind_a saviour_n and_o do_v cruel_o bind_v he_o oh_o ungentle_a cord_n oh_o cruel_a hand_n and_o curse_a heart_n that_o do_v bind_v my_o lord_n jesus_n come_v hither_o therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o inward_a sorrow_n of_o heart_n and_o with_o weep_a eye_n lament_v with_o tender_a compassion_n for_o the_o currishnesse_n in_o word_n and_o cruelty_n in_o deed_n use_v against_o thy_o merciful_a saviour_n which_o patient_o suffer_v so_o many_o bitter_a word_n and_o cruel_a blow_n for_o thou_o and_o thy_o sin_n for_o it_o be_v now_o the_o hour_n of_o darkness_n and_o they_o begin_v to_o act_v with_o their_o merciless_a hand_n that_o which_o be_v conceive_v in_o their_o malicious_a mind_n revile_v he_o with_o blasphemous_a speech_n and_o afflict_v his_o precious_a body_n with_o deadly_a blow_n and_o thus_o they_o never_o cease_v all_o that_o night_n long_o both_o with_o their_o venomous_a tongue_n and_o villainous_a hand_n to_o torment_v my_o meek_a and_o patient_a jesus_n tell_v i_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n what_o be_v the_o contumelious_a word_n what_o be_v the_o outrageous_a deed_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v of_o those_o dogged_a soldier_n when_o they_o have_v lay_v their_o torment_a hand_n upon_o thou_o for_o true_o the_o wicked_a rose_n up_o against_o thou_o and_o the_o synagogue_n of_o the_o mighty_a they_o seek_v thy_o life_n and_o set_v not_o god_n before_o their_o eye_n they_o compass_v thou_o about_o like_o bee_n and_o burn_v with_o fury_n against_o thou_o like_o fire_n among_o the_o thorn_n oh_o let_v some_o spectacle_n of_o their_o barbarous_a cruelty_n be_v present_v unto_o i_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v wax_v dim_a with_o weep_v that_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v wound_v with_o sorrow_n &_o all_o my_o sense_n afflict_v with_o mourning_n for_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v tell_v i_o that_o my_o sin_n be_v as_o fuel_n to_o kindle_v their_o rage_n and_o my_o iniquity_n like_o wood_n to_o maintain_v the_o fire_n of_o their_o fury_n behold_v oh_o my_o soul_n with_o attentive_a devotion_n of_o mind_n and_o with_o store_n of_o tear_n flow_v from_o thy_o eye_n how_o furious_o they_o rush_v upon_o thy_o love_a saviour_n and_o how_o cruel_o with_o their_o bloody_a hand_n they_o torture_v and_o vex_v his_o bless_a body_n one_o tug_v he_o by_o his_o garment_n another_o hail_v he_o by_o the_o arm_n one_o take_v hold_v of_o his_o neck_n another_o pull_v he_o by_o the_o hair_n and_o lest_o he_o shall_v get_v from_o they_o they_o bind_v he_o and_o drag_v he_o like_o a_o untamed_a bull_n to_o the_o shambles_n oh_o most_o meek_a lamb_n oh_o most_o mild_a sheep_n how_o currishlie_o how_o cruel_o be_v thou_o handle_v like_o a_o wicked_a thief_n yea_o be_v ever_o any_o common_a thief_n so_o inhumane_o and_o shameful_o use_v although_o his_o life_n be_v odious_a and_o his_o deed_n never_o so_o desperate_a some_o hale_v he_o on_o this_o side_n some_o thrust_v he_o on_o that_o side_n some_o buffet_n he_o on_o the_o face_n other_o thump_v he_o on_o the_o back_n after_o they_o have_v revile_v and_o rail_v against_o he_o with_o most_o opprobrious_a word_n they_o pass_v from_o devilish_a word_n to_o deadly_a blow_n so_o that_o they_o never_o cease_v by_o word_n nor_o deed_n to_o grieve_v and_o vex_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n but_o employ_v all_o the_o faculty_n of_o their_o mind_n and_o all_o the_o force_n of_o their_o body_n to_o do_v he_o all_o hurt_n who_o never_o mean_v they_o any_o harm_n i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o tell_v thou_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n one_o half_a of_o the_o odious_a word_n nor_o one_o moiety_n of_o the_o horrible_a deed_n which_o those_o damn_a wretch_n use_v against_o thy_o harmless_a and_o love_a saviour_n my_o tongue_n do_v falter_v for_o grief_n and_o my_o speech_n do_v fail_v i_o for_o sorrow_n for_o all_o of_o they_o bitter_o curse_v he_o and_o cruel_o beat_v he_o void_a of_o all_o mercy_n and_o rage_v with_o hellish_a fury_n they_o hale_v he_o like_o a_o most_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o slaughter_n and_o among_o all_o that_o curse_a crew_n there_o be_v none_o so_o softhearted_a that_o either_o will_v pity_v the_o woeful_a case_n or_o speak_v in_o the_o cause_n of_o my_o gracious_a lord_n oh_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n have_v be_v water_v with_o tear_n and_o my_o heart_n have_v be_v wound_v with_o sorrow_n to_o have_v see_v my_o merciful_a jesus_n so_o unmercifullie_o abuse_v so_o ignominious_o and_o hatefullie_o misuse_v while_o they_o hurry_v he_o in_o their_o madness_n and_o hale_v he_o in_o their_o fury_n towards_o jerusalem_n who_o go_v as_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n among_o a_o company_n of_o devour_a wolf_n not_o once_o open_v his_o mouth_n to_o reprove_v they_o for_o their_o barbarous_a cruelty_n but_o do_v willing_o sustain_v the_o extremity_n of_o their_o malice_n with_o a_o patient_a mind_n sometime_o hale_v by_o one_o and_o sometime_o thrust_v forward_o by_o another_o think_v the_o time_n long_o till_o they_o may_v bring_v he_o where_o they_o will_v have_v he_o so_o greedy_a be_v their_o desire_n to_o do_v a_o bad_a deed_n and_o they_o make_v such_o post-haste_a to_o hasten_v the_o death_n of_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v what_o have_v thou_o deserve_v that_o thou_o shall_v endure_v the_o sting_n of_o their_o malice_n and_o abide_v the_o tempest_n of_o their_o madness_n very_o my_o lord_n thou_o do_v never_o offend_v they_o in_o thought_n but_o thy_o exceed_a love_n do_v move_v thou_o to_o suffer_v all_o thing_n with_o patience_n that_o thou_o may_v redeem_v i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n &_o all_o other_o that_o with_o a_o contrite_a hart_n &_o a_o break_a spirit_n sue_v unto_o thou_o for_o grace_n have_v a_o assure_a hope_n in_o thy_o bless_a word_n and_o confident_o believe_v in_o thy_o gracious_a promise_n i_o be_o that_o woeful_a man_n which_o have_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o thy_o torment_n and_o the_o cause_n of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n the_o wicked_a man_n have_v sin_v and_o the_o righteous_a be_v punish_v the_o guilty_a have_v trespass_v and_o the_o innocent_a be_v torment_v the_o ungodly_a have_v offend_v and_o the_o godly_a man_n be_v condemn_v oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n i_o have_v eat_v a_o sour_a grape_n and_o thy_o tooth_n be_v set_v on_o edge_n i_o have_v commit_v the_o trespass_n and_o thou_o have_v suffer_v the_o punishment_n blush_v therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n for_o shame_n smite_v thy_o heart_n for_o sorrow_n let_v thy_o eye_n be_v dissolve_v into_o tear_n and_o sacrifice_v thyself_o upon_o the_o altar_n of_o true_a repentance_n because_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o forgetful_o ungrateful_a towards_o thy_o love_a jesus_n for_o his_o marvelous_a kindness_n and_o so_o excessive_o unmindful_a of_o his_o excellent_a love_n oh_o my_o good_a jesu_n what_o shall_v
i_o render_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o great_a bounty_n what_o shall_v i_o yield_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a mercy_n i_o have_v nothing_o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v my_o poverty_n i_o acknowledge_v my_o needy_a necessity_n i_o have_v confess_v my_o most_o heinous_a sin_n and_o grievous_a offence_n before_o thy_o face_n i_o have_v not_o hide_v my_o unrighteousness_n out_o of_o thy_o sight_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a lord_n supply_v that_o by_o thy_o infinite_a liberality_n which_o be_v want_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o vile_a ingratitude_n and_o thou_o which_o be_v only_a able_a create_v a_o thankful_a heart_n in_o i_o thy_o poor_a unworthy_a servant_n that_o it_o may_v evermore_o be_v delight_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o still_o be_v joyful_a with_o the_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n meditate_v a_o while_n how_o sudden_a fear_n have_v quail_v the_o love_n of_o the_o disciple_n of_o my_o distress_a saviour_n for_o be_v terrify_v with_o his_o unexpected_a and_o cruel_a apprehension_n and_o dread_v their_o own_o danger_n they_o flee_v away_o leave_v their_o lord_n and_o belove_a master_n mark_n 14.50_o then_o thou_o may_v true_o say_v oh_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n they_o which_o see_v i_o flee_v from_o i_o i_o be_o forget_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n out_o of_o mind_n and_o again_o thou_o have_v put_v my_o friend_n my_o neighbour_n and_o acquaintance_n far_o from_o i_o also_o that_o be_v verify_v which_o the_o prophet_n have_v foretell_v all_o my_o friend_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o they_o that_o lie_v in_o wait_n have_v prevail_v against_o i_o he_o who_o i_o love_v have_v betray_v i_o for_o so_o be_v thou_o leave_v alone_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o they_o which_o be_v near_o unto_o thou_o make_v haste_n to_o be_v go_v and_o will_v tarry_v no_o long_o with_o thou_o consider_v further_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n fly_v for_o fear_n and_o lament_v with_o sorrow_n when_o they_o see_v their_o most_o belove_a master_n traitorous_o betray_v ignominious_o abuse_v and_o lead_v like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o shambles_n attend_v to_o their_o sigh_v and_o groan_v to_o their_o weep_a and_o moan_v for_o loath_a they_o be_v to_o leave_v so_o love_v and_o so_o well_o belove_v a_o master_n but_o why_o shall_v fear_v of_o danger_n have_v be_v so_o violent_a or_o dread_a of_o death_n so_o strong_a as_o to_o pull_v they_o from_o so_o dear_a a_o friend_n they_o profess_v they_o will_v remain_v constant_a and_o that_o no_o affliction_n shall_v abate_v their_o courage_n but_o their_o word_n prove_v no_o deed_n and_o all_o be_v but_o vain_a presumption_n self-love_n of_o their_o own_o security_n make_v they_o forsake_v their_o distress_a master_n in_o his_o captivity_n but_o tell_v i_o bold-hearted_n peter_n why_o do_v thou_o like_o a_o coward_n forsake_v thy_o faithful_a master_n do_v thou_o profess_v so_o much_o and_o perform_v so_o little_a be_v thy_o manhood_n so_o soon_o quail_v when_o thou_o be_v put_v to_o thy_o trial_n i_o know_v thou_o do_v show_v some_o sign_n of_o courage_n and_o thou_o begin_v to_o play_v the_o man_n when_o thy_o master_n be_v first_o apprehend_v but_o it_o be_v but_o do_v in_o a_o fit_a of_o thy_o anger_n and_o thy_o heat_n be_v soon_o cool_v thy_o promise_n great_a and_o thy_o performance_n little_a when_o thou_o be_v in_o mount_n tabor_n and_o see_v but_o some_o beam_n yea_o rather_o some_o sparkle_n of_o the_o eternal_a glory_n of_o thy_o bless_a master_n than_o thy_o sense_n be_v so_o ravish_v and_o thy_o mind_n so_o amaze_v that_o thou_o do_v cry_v out_o bonum_fw-la est_fw-la esse_fw-la hic_fw-la mat._n 17.1_o mark_v 9.2_o luke_n 9.28_o it_o be_v good_a to_o be_v here_o let_v we_o build_v three_o tabernacle_n but_o now_o thou_o do_v not_o say_v bonum_fw-la est_fw-la esse_fw-la hic_fw-la it_o be_v good_a to_o tarry_v here_o with_o my_o poor_a disgrace_a master_n say_v thou_o do_v love_v thy_o master_n well_o yet_o it_o appear_v thou_o do_v love_v thyself_o better_o oh_o why_o do_v thou_o make_v such_o a_o vain_a ostentation_n of_o thy_o courage_n and_o yet_o afterward_o show_v thyself_o such_o a_o coward_n but_o take_v heed_n oh_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o so_o vehement_o inveigh_v against_o fainthearted_a peter_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o fearful_a fellow_n that_o thou_o forget_v thyself_o and_o pass_v by_o thy_o own_o infirmity_n we_o all_o love_n christ_n when_o our_o cup_n may_v overflow_v with_o wine_n and_o our_o belly_n be_v fill_v with_o the_o fine_a wheat_n but_o the_o heat_n of_o our_o love_n be_v quick_o cool_v if_o but_o a_o small_a blast_n of_o stormy_a persecution_n do_v bluster_n against_o us._n we_o all_o desire_n to_o dwell_v with_o he_o as_o do_v ravish_v peter_n when_o his_o eye_n be_v dazzle_v with_o the_o beam_n of_o his_o glory_n appear_v unto_o he_o on_o mount_n tabor_n but_o all_o of_o we_o fly_v from_o he_o or_o follow_v he_o a-loofe-off_a when_o we_o see_v he_o go_v to_o golgotha_n we_o dare_v presume_v to_o say_v with_o forward_a peter_n lord_n if_o all_o leave_v thou_o i_o will_v not_o forsake_v thou_o mat._n 26.33_o mark_n 14.29_o john_n 13.37_o but_o alas_o when_o we_o come_v to_o the_o trial_n we_o be_v ready_a to_o fly_v and_o leave_v the_o field_n at_o the_o first_o alarm_n we_o can_v all_o be_v content_a to_o eat_v pleasant_a honey_n and_o to_o feed_v ourselves_o with_o sweet_a milk_n but_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o murmur_a and_o our_o heart_n with_o grudge_a the_o time_n be_v long_o and_o the_o journey_n tedious_a while_o we_o travel_v in_o the_o wilderness_n of_o this_o world_n towards_o heavenly_a canaan_n exod._n 17.2_o alas_o be_v the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n so_o fearful_a at_o the_o first_o encounter_n who_o have_v be_v so_o often_o foretell_v of_o that_o day_n and_o have_v be_v so_o well_o instruct_v by_o their_o love_a master_n to_o arm_v themselves_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o affliction_n then_o how_o can_v i_o poor_a worm_n boast_v of_o my_o strength_n and_o vaunt_v of_o my_o manly_a courage_n how_o shall_v i_o hold_v out_o unto_o the_o end_n when_o such_o stout_a soldier_n begin_v to_o shrink_v at_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o battle_n i_o know_v my_o own_o imbecility_n my_o powerful_a lord_n i_o confess_v my_o infirmity_n i_o feel_v my_o heart_n quake_v and_o i_o perceive_v my_o courage_n to_o quail_v so_o soon_o as_o i_o see_v but_o a_o dark_a cloud_n of_o affliction_n and_o stand_v in_o dread_n of_o every_o storm_n of_o persecution_n strengthen_v my_o heart_n oh_o lord_n with_o christian_a fortitude_n that_o my_o mind_n may_v not_o be_v dismay_v with_o fear_n nor_o my_o sense_n drown_v with_o the_o stream_n of_o immoderate_a sorrow_n whensoever_o i_o must_v drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a water_n of_o affliction_n for_o the_o profession_n of_o thy_o name_n or_o feel_v the_o prick_a thorn_n of_o persecution_n in_o my_o side_n for_o the_o confession_n of_o thy_o truth_n teach_v i_o to_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n and_o to_o follow_v thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v ashamed_a of_o this_o noble_a badge_n of_o true_a christianity_n instruct_v i_o to_o know_v that_o affliction_n be_v the_o lot_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v have_v their_o faith_n try_v in_o the_o fiery_a furnace_n and_o grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n such_o a_o plentiful_a measure_n of_o thy_o quicken_a grace_n that_o although_o my_o frail_a flesh_n begin_v to_o tremble_v and_o my_o weak_a heart_n to_o faint_v at_o the_o first_o assault_n of_o danger_n and_o i_o seek_v a_o corner_n to_o hide_v my_o head_n in_o in_o the_o time_n of_o trouble_n yet_o that_o i_o may_v not_o fly_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o but_o that_o i_o may_v quick_o return_v to_o thou_o as_o peter_n and_o john_n do_v who_o love_v and_o be_v so_o dear_o belove_v of_o thou_o and_o as_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o disciple_n do_v after_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o in_o the_o sorrowful_a time_n of_o calamity_n trouble_n and_o persecution_n so_o mitigate_v the_o dolour_n of_o my_o passion_n that_o i_o may_v endure_v all_o extremity_n with_o christian_a patience_n know_v that_o all_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o world_n be_v but_o momentary_a and_o that_o the_o joy_n prepare_v for_o the_o faithful_a after_o this_o life_n be_v innumerable_a and_o shall_v endure_v eternal_o now_o let_v we_o leave_v the_o sorrowful_a disciple_n and_o come_v to_o our_o love_a jesus_n who_o be_v bind_v be_v present_v to_o annas_n by_o the_o wicked_a jew_n who_o examine_v he_o concern_v his_o disciple_n and_o concern_v his_o doctrine_n joh._n 18.19_o and_o although_o the_o humility_n of_o my_o saviour_n be_v great_a and_o his_o modesty_n no_o
less_o in_o return_v a_o gracious_a answer_n unto_o he_o yet_o malchus_n who_o ear_n he_o have_v a_o little_a before_o restore_v which_o peter_n cut_v off_o give_v he_o a_o blow_n on_o the_o face_n say_v answer_v thou_o the_o high_a priest_n in_o that_o manner_n john_n 18.22_o here_o my_o soul_n thou_o have_v good_a occasion_n to_o eat_v thy_o bread_n with_o tear_n and_o to_o mingle_v thy_o drink_n with_o weep_v when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v of_o this_o cruel_a blow_n give_v by_o a_o most_o wicked_a ungrateful_a wretch_n to_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o here_o thou_o may_v admire_v at_o the_o incomparable_a mildness_n and_o wonder_v at_o the_o wonderful_a patience_n of_o my_o gentle_a saviour_n who_o do_v modest_o bear_v so_o great_a a_o injury_n that_o he_o give_v not_o he_o a_o evil_a word_n who_o have_v do_v he_o such_o a_o cruel_a deed_n but_o say_v to_o he_o mild_o friend_n if_o i_o have_v speak_v evil_o bear_v witness_n of_o evil_n but_o if_o i_o have_v say_v well_o why_o smite_v thou_o i_o john_n 18.23_o oh_o how_o great_a be_v thy_o humility_n always_o my_o good_a jesus_n how_o exceed_v be_v thy_o patience_n in_o all_o thing_n even_o unto_o death_n but_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v oh_o thou_o barbarous_a &_o ungrateful_a wretch_n how_o shall_v i_o speak_v bitter_a enough_o of_o thy_o monstrous_a cruelty_n which_o do_v smite_v he_o on_o the_o face_n contrary_a to_o all_o humanity_n who_o of_o his_o own_o accord_n do_v speedy_o heal_v the_o hurt_n and_o salve_v the_o wound_n which_o his_o disciple_n have_v give_v thou_o oh_o monster_n among_o man_n unworthy_a of_o any_o pity_n who_o name_n shall_v be_v odious_a to_o all_o that_o be_v good_a when_o they_o hear_v of_o thy_o cruelty_n behold_v oh_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n what_o plentiful_a matter_n be_v offer_v unto_o i_o to_o breed_v a_o serious_a meditation_n in_o my_o mind_n and_o to_o engender_v a_o sincere_a compassion_n in_o my_o heart_n when_o i_o remember_v oh_o that_o i_o can_v continual_o remember_v it_o what_o clemency_n what_o benignity_n thou_o have_v use_v towards_o i_o what_o calamity_n what_o indignity_n thou_o have_v suffer_v for_o i_o for_o thou_o be_v so_o treacherous_o betray_v so_o wrongful_o apprehend_v so_o injurious_o bind_v so_o currish_o hale_v so_o cruel_o torment_v and_o so_o unmerciful_o beat_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o guilty_a soul_n but_o i_o pray_v thou_o my_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a jesus_n that_o as_o thou_o do_v yield_v thyself_o a_o captive_a to_o the_o jew_n so_o thou_o will_v grant_v i_o thy_o grace_n to_o subjugate_v all_o my_o sense_n to_o do_v thy_o bless_a will_n and_o to_o keep_v they_o in_o true_a subjection_n to_o obey_v thy_o holy_a law_n and_o that_o i_o may_v captivate_v all_o my_o understanding_n to_o perform_v the_o duty_n of_o thy_o happy_a service_n which_o shall_v redeem_v i_o from_o bondage_n and_o bring_v i_o a_o everlasting_a freedom_n as_o thy_o faithful_a apostle_n have_v teach_v i_o a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v lead_v from_o the_o house_n of_o annas_n to_o the_o house_n of_o caiaphas_n and_o also_o of_o the_o derision_n rail_v speech_n and_o cruel_a scourge_v do_v unto_o he_o there_o by_o the_o jew_n med_n ix_o to_o 26.57_o to_o mat._n 26.57_o caiaphas_n house_n where_o scribe_n assemble_v be_v and_o 14.55_o and_o mark_v 14.55_o priest_n and_o elder_n jesus_n christ_n be_v lead_v after_o to_o 18.28.29_o to_o john_n 18.28.29_o pilate_n where_o he_o meek_o bear_v their_o scoff_n and_o 19.2_o and_o john_n 19.2_o thorny_a crown_n upon_o his_o head_n a_o wake_v now_o oh_o my_o soul_n sleep_v no_o long_a in_o the_o bed_n of_o wanton_a sensuality_n drive_v away_o drowsiness_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o careless_a sloathfulnesse_n out_o of_o thy_o mind_n and_o turn_v thyself_o whole_o to_o thy_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n disdainful_o despise_v scornful_o deride_v cruel_o torment_v and_o unmerciful_o scourge_v oh_o how_o shall_v thy_o hart_n be_v fraught_v with_o sadness_n and_o thy_o mind_n be_v fill_v with_o sorrow_n when_o thou_o shall_v find_v thy_o lord_n thy_o god_n subject_a to_o pain_n and_o affliction_n blow_n and_o reproach_n for_o he_o be_v whip_v all_o the_o night_n and_o he_o be_v chastise_v in_o the_o morning_n therefore_o let_v thy_o eye_n wax_v dim_a with_o weep_v let_v thy_o joy_n be_v turn_v into_o mourning_n &_o the_o voice_n of_o melody_n into_o woeful_a lamentation_n when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v upon_o the_o sorrowful_a misery_n and_o scornful_a reproach_n which_o thy_o innocent_a saviour_n do_v suffer_v for_o thy_o sake_n let_v all_o vain_a cogitation_n and_o idle_a thought_n be_v chase_v out_o of_o my_o mind_n by_o which_o it_o may_v be_v fond_o distract_v and_o vain_o shiver_v in_o this_o godly_a meditation_n so_o that_o it_o may_v be_v whole_o reflect_v towards_o thou_o and_o think_v upon_o nothing_o but_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesu_n let_v it_o think_v upon_o the_o contumelious_a reproach_n odious_a railing_n and_o grievous_a blow_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v be_v under_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a priest_n as_o a_o harmless_a sheep_n among_o ravenous_a wolf_n or_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o devour_a lion_n and_o grant_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a lord_n that_o while_o i_o ponder_v these_o thing_n in_o my_o mind_n tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n may_v fall_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o sigh_n of_o unfeigned_a sorrow_n arise_v from_o my_o heart_n to_o bewail_v the_o horror_n of_o my_o sin_n which_o be_v as_o cruel_a tormentor_n to_o afflict_v thy_o body_n and_o as_o sharpe-pointed_n needle_n to_o enter_v into_o thy_o tender_a flesh_n last_o let_v we_o meditate_v devout_o oh_o my_o soul_n how_o my_o kind_n jesus_n be_v post_v over_o unto_o caiaphas_n after_o he_o have_v be_v deride_v and_o buffet_v in_o the_o house_n of_o annas_n behold_v how_o this_o innocent_a lamb_n be_v hale_v to_o the_o shambles_n by_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o bloody_a butcher_n behold_v thy_o belove_a jesus_n bring_v with_o his_o hand_n bind_v before_o caiaphas_n the_o high_a priest_n environ_v with_o a_o great_a multitude_n of_o scribe_n and_o pharise_n all_o cry_n out_o against_o he_o the_o base_a people_n rail_v upon_o he_o with_o vile_a and_o odious_a word_n ban_v and_o curse_v he_o for_o his_o bless_a deed_n they_o malicious_o accuse_v he_o &_o wrongful_o charge_v he_o but_o their_o testimony_n be_v find_v to_o be_v false_a and_o their_o witness_n untrue_a true_o thou_o may_v say_v that_o which_o the_o prophet_n speak_v of_o thou_o they_o deliver_v i_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o ungodly_a and_o they_o cast_v i_o forth_o among_o the_o wicked_a and_o they_o have_v not_o spare_v my_o life_n the_o strong_a be_v gather_v against_o i_o and_o they_o stand_v like_o giant_n against_o i_o but_o although_o their_o demean_n our_o towards_o thou_o my_o loving_a saviour_n be_v without_o all_o piety_n and_o their_o word_n and_o deed_n without_o all_o pity_n yet_o thou_o do_v not_o open_v thy_o mouth_n to_o utter_v any_o word_n of_o reproof_n but_o thou_o do_v hear_v their_o spiteful_a taunt_n with_o patience_n and_o answer_v their_o malicious_a calumniation_n with_o silence_n and_o therefore_o the_o high_a priest_n begin_v to_o be_v displease_v and_o rise_v up_o from_o his_o seat_n ask_v thou_o in_o his_o anger_n why_o thou_o do_v not_o answer_v to_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v object_v against_o thou_o mat._n 26.62_o attend_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o consider_v the_o unspeakable_a mildness_n of_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n how_o patient_o how_o humble_o he_o hold_v his_o tongue_n as_o one_o that_o be_v dumb_a and_o can_v not_o speak_v and_o remain_v as_o one_o that_o be_v deaf_a when_o they_o revile_v he_o in_o their_o madness_n and_o rail_v upon_o he_o in_o their_o fury_n sustain_v with_o patience_n their_o false_a calumniation_n and_o forge_a objection_n and_o therefore_o his_o wonderful_a patience_n do_v make_v they_o more_o mad_a and_o his_o silence_n do_v the_o more_o exasperate_v they_o in_o their_o fury_n when_o they_o see_v he_o so_o meek_o to_o digest_v the_o venom_n of_o their_o virulent_a tongue_n and_o so_o mild_o to_o suffer_v the_o blow_n of_o their_o violent_a fist_n so_o that_o be_v transport_v with_o choler_n beyond_o the_o limit_n of_o modesty_n &_o carry_v with_o rage_n beyond_o the_o bound_n of_o reason_n they_o belch_v out_o such_o impious_a and_o clamorous_a speech_n against_o he_o have_v thou_o no_o tongue_n thou_o most_o wicked_a wretch_n behold_v be_v thou_o dumb_a and_o can_v not_o speak_v one_o word_n what_o be_v become_v of_o thy_o babble_n where_o be_v thy_o long_a discourse_n and_o plausible_a speech_n which_o thou_o do_v make_v to_o the_o multitude_n in_o the_o temple_n and_o to_o the_o seditious_a people_n in_o the_o street_n then_o thou_o be_v full_a of_o word_n and_o thy_o
tongue_n do_v not_o cease_v to_o prattle_v when_o multitude_n do_v flock_n after_o thou_o through_o the_o city_n and_o when_o the_o base_a people_n do_v swarm_v after_o thou_o through_o the_o village_n and_o desert_n and_o be_v not_o thou_o he_o which_o preach_v to_o the_o rude_a multitude_n in_o the_o temple_n and_o please_v their_o giddy_a humour_n with_o thy_o long_a oration_n be_v so_o impudent_a to_o inveigh_v against_o we_o pharise_n doctor_n of_o law_n and_o ruler_n of_o the_o people_n call_v we_o hypocrite_n check_v we_o rude_o for_o our_o manner_n and_o reprove_v we_o rash_o for_o our_o doctrine_n neither_o respect_v the_o dignity_n of_o our_o person_n nor_o dread_v the_o force_n of_o our_o authority_n now_o behold_v we_o have_v thou_o sure_a enough_o thou_o can_v not_o escape_v our_o hand_n thou_o be_v bind_v for_o fear_n of_o start_v we_o be_v no_o babe_n to_o be_v win_v with_o fair_a word_n now_o we_o have_v thou_o thou_o wretch_n as_o thy_o wicked_a deed_n have_v deserve_v such_o shall_v be_v thy_o recompense_n we_o be_v none_o of_o the_o rude_a and_o base_a multitude_n thou_o can_v not_o gull_v we_o with_o thy_o flatter_a speech_n nor_o beguile_v we_o with_o false_a apparition_n suppose_v oh_o my_o woeful_a soul_n that_o thou_o do_v hear_v the_o cruel_a jew_n bellow_v out_o such_o bitter_a taunt_n against_o my_o harmless_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o rage_n add_v more_o cruel_a deed_n to_o their_o cruel_a word_n for_o all_o of_o they_o like_o madman_n rush_v upon_o he_o in_o their_o violent_a fury_n some_o thump_v he_o with_o their_o hand_n some_o spurn_v he_o with_o their_o foot_n some_o strike_v he_o on_o the_o neck_n and_o as_o their_o hand_n be_v nimble_a to_o load_v he_o with_o blow_n so_o their_o tongue_n be_v not_o idle_a from_o rail_v and_o revile_v he_o with_o scornful_a word_n oh_o how_o wonderful_o be_v my_o lord_n deride_v how_o unworthy_o be_v he_o scorn_v yea_o some_o so_o barbarous_a be_v their_o mind_n and_o so_o brutish_a be_v their_o manner_n do_v spit_v in_o his_o face_n who_o ever_o do_v see_v such_o gross_a inhumanity_n who_o do_v not_o abhor_v such_o beastly_a incivillitie_n they_o all_o strive_v who_o shall_v do_v he_o most_o hurt_v and_o contend_v one_o with_o another_o to_o do_v he_o most_o mischief_n seek_v by_o spiteful_a word_n to_o vex_v his_o mind_n and_o by_o cruel_a blow_n to_o wound_v his_o body_n oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n how_o bitter_a be_v their_o speech_n direfullie_o breathe_v out_o against_o thou_o how_o terrible_a be_v their_o practice_n so_o bloodilie_a inflict_v upon_o thou_o why_o be_v not_o my_o vital_a spirit_n damp_a with_o woe_n why_o be_v not_o my_o eye_n drown_v in_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n and_o why_o be_v not_o my_o soul_n overwhelmed_n with_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n in_o this_o my_o sad_a meditation_n of_o thy_o affliction_n and_o devout_a contemplation_n of_o thy_o humane_a misery_n wherefore_o gush_v forth_o oh_o you_o tear_n from_o the_o inward_a fountain_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o overflow_v my_o eye_n with_o your_o plentiful_a shower_n but_o be_v thou_o make_v of_o flint_n oh_o my_o hard_a heart_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o break_v into_o piece_n be_v thy_o substance_n of_o marble_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o cleave_v asunder_o when_o i_o meditate_v upon_o these_o curse_a invective_n reproach_n and_o wicked_a deed_n do_v to_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n by_o the_o stony-hearted_a jew_n alas_o for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n that_o my_o lord_n shall_v suffer_v such_o great_a and_o grievous_a affliction_n for_o my_o sake_n and_o yet_o that_o i_o shall_v still_o remain_v senseless_a in_o my_o sin_n and_o have_v no_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n for_o my_o heinous_a offence_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o most_o merciful_a lord_n because_o i_o call_v all_o these_o thing_n to_o mind_n and_o have_v they_o in_o my_o meditation_n but_o for_o want_v of_o true_a love_n i_o be_o deprive_v of_o true_a devotion_n and_o my_o hard_a heart_n be_v without_o all_o sense_n of_o sorrowful_a contrition_n therefore_o wound_v my_o heart_n my_o love_a jesus_n that_o i_o may_v be_v grieve_v with_o thou_o and_o suffer_v for_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v vouchsafe_v to_o show_v i_o mercy_n &_o that_o i_o may_v with_o more_o boldness_n approach_v unto_o thy_o majesty_n thou_o be_v humble_v and_o i_o disdain_v my_o brethren_n with_o pride_n thou_o be_v pinch_v with_o hunger_n and_o i_o surfeit_v with_o abundance_n thou_o be_v afflict_v with_o torment_n and_o i_o spend_v my_o day_n in_o wanton_a pleasure_n thou_o do_v weep_v to_o think_v upon_o the_o woeful_a destruction_n of_o jerusalem_n but_o i_o be_o not_o touch_v with_o any_o tender_a affection_n of_o mercy_n when_o i_o see_v thousand_o oppress_v with_o misery_n i_o can_v find_v no_o place_n my_o sweet_a jesu_n to_o hide_v my_o face_n from_o confusion_n i_o can_v find_v no_o remedy_n for_o my_o deadly_a malady_n but_o in_o the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o comfortable_a mercy_n oh_o cure_v my_o disease_n with_o this_o excellent_a medicine_n and_o salve_v all_o my_o wound_n with_o this_o precious_a balm_n that_o all_o my_o affection_n may_v be_v so_o kindle_v with_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v to_o suffer_v and_o suffer_v with_o rejoice_v for_o thy_o glorious_a name_n who_o be_v content_v to_o be_v scorn_v and_o scourge_v to_o be_v account_v as_o a_o abject_a among_o the_o vile_a and_o wicked_a that_o i_o may_v be_v raise_v out_o of_o the_o pit_n of_o endless_a misery_n to_o be_v exalt_v for_o ever_o with_o thou_o in_o the_o palace_n of_o eternal_a glory_n a_o meditation_n how_o peter_n deny_v his_o master_n three_o time_n in_o the_o house_n of_o cayphas_n and_o of_o his_o weep_v for_o the_o same_o med_n x._o tremble_v with_o fear_n cause_v by_o a_o silly_a 18.17_o silly_a john_n 18.17_o maid_n once_o twice_o yea_o 22.60.61_o yea_o luk._n 22.60.61_o thrice_o saint_n peter_n do_v deny_v his_o bless_a lord_n 14.72_o lord_n mar._n 14.72_o remember_v what_o christ_n say_v go_v forth_o repent_v and_o 26.75_o and_o mat._n 26.75_o weep_v most_o bitter_o now_o let_v we_o cease_v a_o while_n to_o meditate_v on_o my_o saviour_n and_o consider_v how_o peter_n carry_v himself_o in_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o master_n he_o be_v loath_a to_o leave_v he_o because_o he_o do_v love_v he_o and_o therefore_o although_o at_o the_o first_o he_o flee_v yet_o he_o return_v again_o with_o the_o other_o disciple_n who_o by_o friendship_n bring_v he_o into_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n and_o as_o peter_n stand_v there_o by_o the_o fire_n a_o maid_n look_v upon_o he_o and_o say_v to_o they_o that_o be_v by_o this_o man_n also_o be_v with_o jesus_n of_o nazareth_n but_o peter_n who_o not_o long_o before_o have_v make_v such_o great_a brag_n of_o his_o love_n be_v now_o so_o daunt_v with_o fear_n that_o he_o flat_o deny_v his_o service_n say_v i_o know_v not_o the_o man_n and_o a_o little_a after_o another_o say_v unto_o he_o be_v not_o thou_o also_o one_o of_o his_o disciple_n so_o that_o now_o peter_n be_v not_o content_v simple_o to_o deny_v he_o but_o he_o begin_v earnest_o to_o forswear_v he_o now_o within_o a_o while_n after_o another_o come_v and_o say_v very_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o they_o and_o then_o peter_n begin_v to_o curse_v and_o swear_v say_v i_o know_v not_o the_o man_n who_o thou_o speak_v of_o and_o immediate_o the_o cock_n crew_n and_o the_o lord_n who_o stand_v not_o far_o off_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a look_v back_o upon_o peter_n not_o refuse_v fainthearted_a peter_n to_o be_v his_o servant_n although_o he_o have_v deny_v and_o abjure_v he_o for_o his_o master_n then_o peter_n remember_v the_o word_n which_o jesus_n have_v speak_v to_o he_o and_o he_o go_v out_o &_o weep_v bitter_o mat._n 26._o now_o let_v we_o serious_o meditate_v on_o the_o frailty_n of_o peter_n that_o see_v so_o stout_a a_o soldier_n so_o soon_o daunt_v with_o fear_n we_o may_v take_v heed_n not_o to_o presume_v too_o much_o upon_o our_o own_o weakness_n lest_o we_o play_v the_o coward_n and_o start_v back_o as_o he_o do_v when_o we_o be_v put_v to_o our_o trial_n consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o fervency_n of_o his_o love_n and_o greatness_n of_o his_o fear_n the_o willingness_n of_o his_o mind_n and_o weakness_n of_o his_o might_n i_o dare_v not_o say_v but_o that_o peter_n do_v love_v his_o lord_n and_o be_v sorry_a for_o the_o distress_a estate_n of_o his_o master_n although_o his_o heart_n faint_v and_o his_o stomach_n fail_v in_o the_o time_n of_o danger_n he_o think_v he_o shall_v have_v be_v able_a to_o have_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o he_o have_v so_o bold_o boast_v in_o word_n but_o alas_o he_o
torment_v my_o innocent_a saviour_n mark_v how_o soon_o he_o be_v infect_v by_o their_o wicked_a manner_n how_o soon_o his_o soul_n be_v corrupt_v with_o their_o naughty_a condition_n for_o now_o he_o begin_v to_o protest_v with_o swear_v and_o to_o affirm_v with_o curse_v that_o he_o know_v not_o his_o love_a master_n to_o who_o not_o long_o before_o he_o have_v make_v a_o solemn_a vow_n not_o only_o to_o forgo_v his_o liberty_n for_o his_o cause_n but_o also_o to_o loose_v his_o life_n for_o his_o sake_n luke_n 22.33_o oh_o fearful_a downfall_n of_o so_o great_a a_o apostle_n for_o if_o his_o love_a master_n and_o merciful_a saviour_n have_v not_o be_v more_o constant_a towards_o he_o in_o his_o love_n and_o tender_o compassionate_a towards_o he_o by_o his_o mercy_n he_o have_v never_o recover_v himself_o but_o have_v perish_v for_o ever_o no_o man_n can_v touch_v pitch_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v defile_v no_o man_n can_v tread_v upon_o thorn_n with_o barefeete_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v prick_v nor_o any_o man_n hold_v his_o hand_n among_o fiery_a coal_n but_o they_o will_v be_v burn_v even_o so_o no_o man_n can_v remain_v among_o lewd_a person_n and_o converse_v in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o his_o mind_n shall_v be_v stain_v with_o the_o spot_n of_o impiety_n his_o conscience_n wound_v with_o the_o thorn_n of_o sin_n and_o his_o soul_n make_v loathsome_a with_o the_o botch_n and_o blain_n of_o iniquity_n but_o so_o soon_o as_o my_o belove_a jesus_n have_v turn_v his_o eye_n towards_o peter_n and_o with_o his_o look_n have_v awaken_v his_o drowsy_a memory_n then_o perplex_v peter_n remember_v the_o word_n of_o his_o master_n so_o that_o his_o heart_n be_v surcharge_v with_o sorrow_n and_o his_o eye_n flow_v with_o tear_n he_o leave_v that_o wicked_a company_n and_o go_v out_o and_o weep_v yea_o he_o weep_v bitter_o luk._n 22.62_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o leave_v the_o dangerous_a society_n of_o the_o wicked_a neither_o let_v i_o desire_v or_o delight_n to_o dwell_v in_o the_o tent_n of_o the_o ungodly_a let_v i_o also_o learn_v by_o the_o example_n of_o thy_o sorrowful_a disciple_n to_o go_v into_o some_o secret_a place_n and_o withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o people_n when_o i_o call_v my_o self_n to_o reckon_v for_o my_o transgression_n but_o alas_o i_o be_o negligent_a in_o cast_v up_o this_o account_n and_o begin_v to_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o shed_v tear_n for_o my_o grievous_a offence_n that_o all_o impediment_n may_v be_v remove_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a all_o vain_a and_o wicked_a cogitation_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n when_o i_o come_v before_o thy_o presence_n oh_o lord_n to_o prostrate_v myself_o before_o thou_o in_o submissive_a humility_n desire_v thou_o to_o pass_v over_o my_o offence_n and_o to_o forgive_v i_o my_o sin_n through_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n then_o oh_o my_o good_a lord_n so_o deep_o wound_n my_o conscience_n with_o horror_n of_o my_o detestable_a sin_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v up_o a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n unto_o thou_o because_o thou_o be_v always_o well_o please_v with_o such_o a_o sacrifice_n and_o it_o send_v up_o a_o sweet_a savour_n into_o thy_o nostril_n now_o consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n that_o as_o the_o trespass_n of_o peter_n denial_n be_v great_a so_o his_o sorrow_n be_v grievous_a as_o the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o fall_n be_v sour_a so_o the_o stream_n of_o his_o tear_n be_v bitter_a yet_o they_o be_v not_o so_o bitter_a unto_o he_o for_o fear_n of_o punishment_n as_o they_o be_v bitter_a because_o he_o have_v deny_v so_o sweet_a and_o so_o love_v a_o master_n the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o horrible_a ingratitude_n be_v more_o bitter_a unto_o he_o then_o gall_n and_o more_o unpleasant_a than_o wormwood_n his_o tear_n be_v bitter_a unto_o he_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o presumption_n who_o promise_v so_o much_o and_o perform_v so_o little_a and_o they_o be_v bitter_a unto_o he_o when_o he_o think_v upon_o the_o sweet_a love_n of_o his_o master_n and_o the_o great_a benefit_n he_o have_v receive_v of_o he_o and_o yet_o their_o bitterness_n be_v mix_v with_o sweetness_n because_o they_o be_v sign_n of_o his_o hearty_a sorrow_n and_o token_n of_o his_o true_a repentance_n for_o where_o true_a repentance_n go_v before_o remission_n of_o sin_n always_o follow_v after_o eze._n 33.19_o thou_o see_v also_o that_o the_o look_n of_o the_o lord_n do_v draw_v out_o tear_n from_o peter_n eye_n neither_o be_v it_o any_o wonder_n for_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v as_o a_o flame_n of_o fire_n and_o the_o eye_n of_o peter_n as_o ice_n which_o begin_v to_o melt_v into_o tear_n by_o the_o influence_n of_o their_o heat_n as_o true_a token_n of_o his_o sorrowful_a relent_a and_o penitent_a heart_n oh_o happy_a be_v thy_o eye_n my_o bless_a saviour_n which_o do_v so_o warm_v the_o coldness_n of_o our_o heart_n that_o they_o may_v be_v able_a to_o have_v some_o sense_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o do_v so_o illuminate_v our_o dim_a understanding_n that_o we_o may_v see_v our_o error_n and_o see_v may_v sigh_v and_o weep_v for_o our_o transgression_n oh_o how_o soon_o do_v they_o dissolve_v the_o ice_n and_o melt_v the_o frost_n of_o our_o hard_a heart_n and_o turn_v it_o into_o the_o water_n of_o bitter_a lamentation_n and_o sorrowful_a devotion_n oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a jesu_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o pity_v my_o woeful_a case_n shut_v not_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o compassion_n against_o i_o oh_o let_v i_o taste_v of_o the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o wont_a clemency_n which_o have_v so_o often_o so_o stubborne_o renounce_v thou_o through_o the_o peevishness_n of_o my_o will_n so_o often_o deny_v thou_o by_o my_o wicked_a word_n and_o most_o often_o forswear_v thou_o by_o my_o wretched_a deed_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v the_o beam_n of_o thy_o eye_n make_v their_o reflection_n towards_o i_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v melt_v into_o tear_n as_o the_o rock_n do_v gush_v forth_o water_n when_o moses_n smite_v it_o with_o his_o rod_n exod._n 17.5_o that_o i_o may_v weep_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o bewail_v my_o transgression_n which_o have_v so_o often_o refuse_v thy_o service_n because_o i_o be_v loath_a to_o leave_v the_o vanity_n of_o the_o wicked_a world_n or_o to_o forsake_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o wanton_a flesh_n heale_n i_o oh_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o full_a of_o sore_n and_o my_o bone_n do_v rot_v away_o with_o corruption_n stay_v i_o up_o oh_o lord_n when_o my_o foot_n begin_v to_o slide_v and_o lift_v i_o up_o when_o i_o be_o down_o unless_o thou_o support_v i_o i_o can_v but_o slide_v and_o unless_o thou_o do_v lift_v i_o up_o i_o can_v rise_v again_o when_o i_o do_v fall_v i_o can_v do_v nothing_o without_o thou_o thou_o only_o do_v heal_v those_o that_o be_v bruise_v and_o thou_o alone_o do_v raise_v they_o up_o that_o be_v fall_v therefore_o look_v towards_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o i_o be_o desolate_a and_o poor_a neither_o turn_n away_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o but_o let_v thy_o eye_n be_v fix_v upon_o i_o if_o thou_o will_v vouchsafe_v oh_o my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a lord_n to_o show_v i_o this_o mercy_n and_o to_o regard_v the_o woeful_a estate_n of_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a creature_n then_o oh_o lord_n i_o shall_v call_v my_o transgression_n to_o remembrance_n &_o mourn_v for_o my_o grievous_a offence_n that_o i_o have_v commit_v against_o thou_o raise_v i_o up_o oh_o lord_n out_o of_o my_o dead_a sleep_n of_o careless_a security_n as_o thou_o do_v lazarus_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n joh._n 11.43_o 44._o open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v see_v to_o tread_v in_o the_o path_n of_o thy_o commandment_n be_v thou_o as_o a_o strong_a pillar_n to_o support_v and_o stay_v i_o in_o my_o weakness_n for_o i_o be_o so_o feeble_a that_o i_o can_v stand_v without_o thy_o help_n and_o every_o moment_n i_o shall_v be_v overwhelm_v unless_o thy_o strong_a hand_n do_v support_v i_o let_v thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n be_v evermore_o turn_v towards_o i_o that_o i_o may_v every_o day_n return_v unto_o thou_o by_o true_a and_o hearty_a repentance_n sorrow_v for_o my_o sin_n that_o be_v past_a and_o endeavour_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o take_v better_a heed_n to_o my_o way_n in_o time_n to_o come_v so_o that_o i_o may_v do_v that_o which_o be_v agreeable_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n and_o acceptable_a to_o thy_o holy_a will_n oh_o my_o god_n let_v thy_o servant_n peter_n his_o fall_n put_v i_o in_o continual_a mind_n to_o take_v heed_n to_o my_o own_o stand_n and_o his_o
innocent_a blood_n and_o so_o eager_o desire_v to_o have_v he_o put_v to_o a_o shameful_a death_n that_o they_o cry_v out_o in_o a_o rage_n and_o exclaim_v in_o their_o fury_n set_v barrabas_n at_o liberty_n and_o crucify_v jesus_n but_o when_o pilate_n perceive_v that_o nothing_o can_v calm_v the_o storm_n of_o their_o rage_n and_o repress_v the_o violence_n of_o their_o madness_n but_o effusion_n of_o his_o innocent_a blood_n than_o he_o command_v that_o my_o harmless_a jesus_n shall_v be_v cruel_o scourge_v think_v that_o the_o stream_n of_o blood_n run_v down_o from_o his_o sacred_a body_n will_v have_v allay_v the_o heat_n of_o their_o malice_n &_o quench_v the_o flame_n of_o their_o fury_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v his_o life_n that_o they_o only_o seek_v nothing_o but_o his_o innocent_a death_n can_v satisfy_v their_o bloody_a mind_n yea_o nothing_o but_o cruel_a death_n can_v tame_v their_o brutish_a rage_n matth._n 26._o but_o stay_v here_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o may_v review_v again_o thy_o innocent_a jesus_n accuse_v unjust_o revile_v malicious_o spiteful_o scorn_v and_o cruel_o scourge_v by_o the_o commandment_n of_o pilate_n they_o crown_v his_o head_n scornful_o with_o prick_v thorn_n and_o do_v tear_v his_o tender_a flesh_n with_o their_o cruel_a whip_n oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n mollify_v my_o hard_a hart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v whole_o dissolve_v into_o stream_n of_o sorrow_n with_o the_o memory_n of_o thy_o bitter_a scourge_v and_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v wound_v so_o that_o it_o may_v send_v forth_o deep_a groan_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o affliction_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o my_o thought_n and_o affection_n may_v be_v so_o serious_o affect_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o tedious_a passion_n that_o my_o sense_n may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o thy_o grievous_a pain_n for_o i_o myself_o most_o love_a lord_n be_o nothing_o able_a to_o perform_v that_o indeed_o which_o i_o do_v desire_n and_o conceive_v in_o my_o mind_n i_o do_v often_o time_n purpose_v with_o myself_o to_o meditate_v on_o thy_o passion_n and_o to_o think_v serious_o upon_o thy_o affliction_n and_o to_o ruminate_v in_o my_o secret_a thought_n what_o ignominious_a cruelty_n be_v act_v against_o thou_o when_o thou_o do_v finish_v the_o work_n of_o my_o redemption_n but_o alas_o my_o sense_n be_v replenish_v with_o such_o stupidity_n and_o dulness_n that_o i_o be_o not_o touch_v with_o any_o sensible_a compassion_n because_o my_o understanding_n be_v distemper_v with_o vain_a and_o fond_a cogitation_n and_o my_o heart_n be_v become_v so_o hard_o that_o it_o be_v unapt_a to_o conceive_v any_o tender_a affection_n while_o i_o meditate_v upon_o the_o grievous_a pain_n and_o muse_v on_o the_o great_a affliction_n which_o thou_o do_v sustain_v and_o patient_o endure_v to_o satisfy_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n due_a unto_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n i_o can_v taste_v the_o sweetness_n i_o can_v relish_v the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o passion_n because_o the_o matter_n be_v tedious_a to_o my_o corrupt_a thought_n and_o unpleasant_a to_o my_o carnal_a desire_n for_o so_o unconstant_a and_o instable_n be_v my_o heart_n so_o mutable_a and_o variable_a be_v the_o motion_n of_o my_o mind_n that_o they_o be_v both_o soon_o distract_v alienate_v and_o divorce_v from_o that_o heavenly_a meditation_n by_o swarm_n of_o idle_a fantasy_n &_o foolish_a cogitation_n but_o from_o whence_o oh_o lord_n do_v these_o noisome_a weed_n grow_v up_o in_o my_o hart_n how_o be_v it_o that_o they_o find_v such_o a_o fertile_a soil_n in_o my_o mind_n true_o because_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o plant_v with_o thy_o love_n nor_o my_o mind_n furnish_v with_o thy_o grace_n for_o i_o can_v never_o have_v my_o fill_n of_o those_o thing_n wherein_o i_o take_v too_o much_o delight_n my_o mind_n can_v be_v draw_v from_o their_o society_n because_o they_o have_v win_v my_o favour_n &_o have_v get_v my_o love_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n because_o i_o love_v thou_o so_o little_a and_o dote_v upon_o worldly_a vanity_n so_o much_o my_o hart_n slide_v away_o from_o thou_o &_o my_o affection_n be_v divert_v from_o thou_o and_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n how_o prone_a &_o ready_a i_o be_o to_o consent_v to_o every_o wicked_a motion_n and_o how_o impotent_a and_o feeble_a i_o be_o to_o go_v about_o any_o good_a action_n therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o not_o to_o correct_v i_o in_o thy_o wrath_n nor_o to_o proceed_v against_o i_o with_o severity_n of_o thy_o justice_n but_o to_o have_v pity_n on_o i_o a_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n and_o to_o confirm_v my_o unconstant_a hart_n with_o a_o steadfast_a delight_n in_o thy_o love_n &_o to_o establish_v my_o wander_a mind_n according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n so_o that_o no_o pleasure_n be_v it_o never_o so_o sweet_a may_v be_v able_a to_o allure_v i_o to_o leave_v thy_o bless_a love_n nor_o any_o tribulation_n be_v it_o never_o so_o bitter_a constrain_v i_o to_o forsake_v thy_o happy_a service_n drive_v all_o idle_a care_n out_o of_o my_o mind_n &_o purge_v all_o corrupt_a thought_n out_o of_o my_o hart_n and_o draw_v i_o whole_o unto_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v remember_v with_o a_o devout_a compassion_n &_o call_v to_o mind_n with_o a_o serious_a meditation_n how_o many_o what_o great_a &_o grievous_a torment_n what_o scornful_a derision_n thou_o do_v suffer_v in_o thy_o most_o precious_a body_n by_o the_o commandment_n of_o pontius_n pilate_n who_o contrary_a to_o the_o equity_n of_o thy_o cause_n and_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n joh._n 19.4_o command_v thou_o to_o be_v scourge_v without_o all_o pity_n when_o as_o he_o himself_o with_o his_o own_o word_n have_v justify_v thy_o innocency_n oh_o what_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n shall_v stream_n from_o my_o eye_n what_o groan_n and_o sorrowful_a sigh_n shall_v arise_v from_o the_o depth_n of_o my_o heart_n how_o shall_v all_o my_o sense_n be_v overwhelmed_n with_o a_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n when_o i_o meditate_v on_o the_o flinty_a heart_n and_o cruel_a hand_n of_o those_o tormentor_n who_o scourge_v my_o love_a redeemer_n my_o heart_n can_v conceive_v the_o outrage_n of_o their_o tyranny_n my_o tongue_n be_v too_o weak_a to_o express_v their_o barbarous_a inhumanity_n who_o be_v as_o eager_a to_o lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o my_o poor_a jesus_n as_o ravenous_a wolf_n be_v greedy_a to_o devour_v a_o tender_a lamb_n or_o hungry_a lion_n to_o cease_v upon_o their_o prey_n they_o make_v haste_n to_o unbind_v his_o arm_n and_o to_o untie_v his_o hand_n but_o it_o be_v not_o do_v to_o release_v he_o of_o his_o cruel_a band_n or_o to_o afford_v he_o any_o little_a ease_n but_o that_o they_o may_v strip_v he_o of_o his_o garment_n to_o scourge_v his_o naked_a body_n with_o their_o torment_a whip_n and_o to_o make_v his_o vein_n spout_v out_o blood_n with_o their_o cruel_a stripe_n ah_o ruthful_a spectacle_n to_o pitiful_a eye_n and_o able_a to_o have_v make_v a_o deep_a impression_n of_o tender_a compassion_n in_o their_o heart_n if_o they_o have_v not_o be_v more_o hear_v than_o marble_n what_o savage_a thought_n reign_v in_o their_o murder_a mind_n what_o monstrous_a indignity_n be_v do_v unto_o my_o love_a redeemer_n to_o be_v strip_v of_o his_o garment_n and_o to_o stand_v naked_a before_o such_o vile_a and_o base_a vassal_n who_o clothe_v the_o heaven_n with_o exceed_a glory_n and_o adorn_v the_o earth_n with_o admirable_a beauty_n now_o when_o they_o have_v strip_v he_o of_o his_o clothes_n they_o bind_v he_o to_o a_o pillar_n to_o endure_v their_o cruel_a stripe_n have_v banish_v pity_n from_o their_o heart_n and_o embrace_a cruelty_n with_o their_o hand_n sometime_o they_o lash_v he_o on_o the_o back_n sometime_o they_o scourge_v he_o on_o the_o breast_n now_o they_o let_v their_o smart_a whip_n fly_v on_o his_o shoulder_n anon_o they_o strike_v he_o on_o his_o arm_n they_o suffer_v no_o part_n of_o his_o body_n to_o be_v free_a from_o blow_n and_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o bitter_a word_n while_o yet_o they_o be_v execute_v their_o cruel_a deed_n but_o what_o tiger_n heart_n harbour_v in_o their_o breast_n oh_o my_o innocent_a saviour_n which_o rob_v they_o of_o grace_n and_o they_o disrobe_v thou_o of_o thy_o clothes_n what_o hellish_a fury_n arm_v their_o hand_n which_o bind_v thou_o to_o a_o pillar_n and_o scourge_v thy_o bless_a body_n how_o exceed_o execrable_a be_v their_o savage_a cruelty_n how_o rare_a and_o admirable_a be_v thy_o silent_a patience_n it_o be_v i_o it_o be_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n which_o deserve_v to_o be_v scourge_v with_o the_o whip_n of_o everlasting_a torment_n and_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a saviour_n
prepare_v for_o they_o from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n oh_o let_v my_o prayer_n come_v before_o thy_o presence_n let_v the_o zeal_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o lift_v up_o of_o my_o hand_n towards_o thy_o throne_n of_o mercy_n move_v thou_o to_o grant_v the_o request_n of_o my_o humble_a petition_n amen_n a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n carry_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o shoulder_n be_v lead_v to_o mount_n caluarie_n to_o be_v crucify_v and_o of_o those_o thing_n which_o happen_v by_o the_o way_n med_n xiii_o our_o bless_a saviour_n christ_n the_o perfect_a 19.17_o perfect_a john_n 19.17_o gain_n do_v 27.32_o do_v matth._n 27.32_o bear_v the_o cross_n whereon_o himself_o must_v die_v simon_n of_o 23.26_o of_o luk._n 23.26_o cyrene_n sometime_o they_o constrain_v to_o do_v 15.21_o do_v mark_n 15.21_o it_o so_o say_v the_o truth_n that_o can_v lie_v he_o which_o will_v come_v after_o i_o let_v he_o deny_v himself_o take_v up_o his_o cross_n and_o follow_v i_o matth._n 16.24_o run_v and_o make_v haste_n oh_o my_o soul_n at_o the_o voice_n of_o our_o most_o sweet_a redeemer_n who_o bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o own_o shoulder_n joh._n 19.16.17_o do_v invite_v thou_o to_o carry_v thy_o cross_n if_o thou_o desire_v to_o follow_v his_o step_n oh_o how_o sweet_a how_o delectable_a how_o delightful_a be_v it_o to_o carry_v the_o cross_n after_o my_o jesus_n his_o happiness_n can_v be_v utter_v his_o blessedness_n can_v be_v imagine_v which_o do_v follow_v thou_o my_o lord_n jesu_n in_o thy_o bless_a path_n he_o walk_v not_o in_o darkness_n he_o come_v not_o near_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n but_o shall_v have_v the_o light_n of_o life_n come_v therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o follow_v our_o jesus_n bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o own_o shoulder_n let_v we_o leave_v all_o and_o follow_v he_o with_o alacrity_n let_v nothing_o stop_v our_o passage_n let_v not_o any_o thing_n hinder_v we_o in_o our_o course_n look_v upon_o thy_o lord_n thy_o creator_n thy_o redeemer_n consider_v his_o tedious_a labour_n his_o grievous_a affliction_n his_o intolerable_a torment_n all_o of_o they_o without_o any_o mean_a none_o of_o they_o have_v any_o moderation_n let_v thy_o whole_a mind_n be_v ponder_v on_o they_o let_v they_o be_v the_o continual_a matter_n of_o thy_o daily_a meditation_n let_v thy_o heart_n be_v wound_v with_o the_o sword_n of_o sorrow_n and_o let_v thy_o eye_n be_v drown_v with_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n let_v thy_o heavy_a groan_n and_o sorrowful_a sigh_n begin_v in_o the_o morning_n and_o let_v they_o not_o cease_v in_o the_o evening_n oh_o let_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o lamentation_n demonstrate_v the_o burn_a zeal_n of_o thy_o compassion_n which_o thou_o do_v bear_v to_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n mourn_v with_o true_a contrition_n of_o heart_n for_o thy_o iniquity_n and_o weep_v with_o hearty_a sincerity_n for_o thy_o sin_n which_o cause_v thy_o christ_n to_o carry_v so_o heavy_a a_o cross_n here_o be_v plentiful_a matter_n for_o thy_o meditation_n here_o want_v no_o motive_n to_o stir_v up_o in_o thou_o a_o feel_a compassion_n for_o thou_o see_v how_o he_o be_v scorn_v and_o despise_v how_o cruel_o how_o currish_o he_o be_v abuse_v by_o the_o perfidious_a jew_n who_o be_v so_o obdurate_a in_o heart_n oh_o my_o most_o patient_a jesus_n who_o have_v his_o affection_n so_o barren_a of_o compassion_n that_o he_o have_v no_o sense_n of_o sorrow_n when_o he_o enter_v into_o a_o serious_a contemplation_n of_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o affliction_n and_o meditate_v on_o the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o passion_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v to_o pay_v the_o ransom_n of_o our_o sinful_a soul_n and_o to_o deliver_v they_o out_o of_o the_o band_n of_o eternal_a captivity_n for_o all_o the_o night_n thou_o be_v weary_v with_o the_o out-cry_n of_o contumelious_a tongue_n and_o tire_v with_o the_o violence_n of_o cruel_a hand_n hurry_v and_o hale_v from_o the_o garden_n where_o thou_o be_v with_o thy_o love_a disciple_n and_o although_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o go_v of_o thyself_o yet_o the_o churlish_a crew_n of_o hard-hearted_a soldier_n be_v so_o froward_a that_o their_o sturdy_a hand_n be_v always_o ready_a to_o tug_v and_o pull_v thou_o forward_o to_o vex_v thy_o feeble_a body_n and_o to_o grieve_v thy_o righteous_a soul_n for_o it_o be_v their_o solace_n to_o procure_v thy_o sorrow_n it_o be_v their_o pleasure_n to_o augment_v thy_o pain_n and_o they_o think_v every_o moment_n a_o month_n before_o they_o do_v present_v thou_o to_o annas_n where_o thou_o be_v rebuke_v with_o taunt_a check_n &_o buffet_v with_o ungentle_a blow_n on_o thy_o tender_a cheek_n and_o after_o that_o thou_o have_v with_o exceed_v patience_n endure_v the_o bitter_a tempest_n of_o their_o fury_n they_o bring_v thou_o from_o thence_o to_o the_o house_n of_o caiphas_n there_o to_o abide_v another_o storm_n of_o their_o malicious_a cruelty_n sometime_o they_o rail_v upon_o thou_o with_o their_o curse_a tongue_n sometime_o they_o thump_v thou_o with_o their_o cruel_a hand_n their_o speech_n be_v full_a of_o odious_a spite_n their_o word_n be_v infect_v with_o malicious_a venom_n which_o they_o belch_v against_o thou_o my_o love_a saviour_n their_o deed_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o deadly_a cruelty_n their_o word_n savour_v of_o nothing_o but_o barbarous_a inhumanity_n they_o scoff_v and_o deride_v thou_o with_o bitter_a jest_n they_o defile_v thy_o comely_a face_n with_o their_o filthy_a spittle_n then_o without_o any_o pity_n alas_o how_o shall_v they_o show_v any_o pity_n who_o heart_n be_v harden_v with_o bloodthirsty_a cruelty_n they_o bring_v thou_o in_o haste_n to_o the_o court_n of_o king_n herod_n where_o thou_o be_v flout_v at_o repute_v as_o a_o sottish_a fool_n scorn_v contemn_a and_o deride_v like_o a_o simple_a idiot_n their_o mirth_n be_v bedlam-madnes_n their_o jest_n be_v full_a of_o gall_n and_o bitterness_n now_o when_o they_o have_v act_v their_o outrageous_a villainy_n against_o thou_o and_o execute_v their_o devilish_a devise_n upon_o thou_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n yet_o all_o of_o they_o be_v too_o little_a to_o calm_v the_o tempest_n of_o their_o hateful_a fury_n but_o then_o this_o curse_a crew_n do_v hurry_v thou_o from_o the_o ungracious_a court_n of_o proud_a herod_n to_o the_o graceless_a house_n of_o pontius_n pilate_n where_o thou_o be_v taunt_v and_o check_v again_o with_o cruel_a quip_n and_o sharp_o scourge_v with_o smart_a whip_n strip_v naked_a contrary_a to_o all_o humanity_n and_o beat_v with_o bitter_a blow_n without_o any_o pity_n their_o whip_n be_v sharp_a to_o tear_v thy_o flesh_n their_o tongue_n be_v as_o keen_a as_o razor_n to_o wound_v thy_o soul_n they_o pierce_v thy_o head_n with_o a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n &_o put_v a_o feeble_a reed_n in_o thy_o hand_n flout_v thou_o with_o the_o name_n of_o a_o king_n and_o bend_v their_o knee_n do_v worship_v thou_o in_o derision_n offend_v thy_o sacred_a ear_n with_o their_o curse_a word_n and_o afflict_v thy_o wound_a body_n with_o their_o bloody_a hand_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o spiteful_o scorn_v bitter_o scourge_v and_o vile_o contemn_v at_o last_o thou_o be_v wrongful_o condemn_v to_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o doleful_a death_n but_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n who_o do_v afford_v thou_o any_o comfort_n in_o thy_o exceed_a sorrow_n who_o do_v approach_v to_o cure_v thy_o bleed_a wound_n alas_o there_o be_v no_o man_n by_o which_o be_v move_v with_o any_o sorrowful_a compassion_n for_o thy_o undeserued_a calamity_n but_o every_o man_n be_v forward_o to_o augment_v thy_o misery_n now_o they_o lay_v a_o most_o huge_a and_o heavy_a cross_n upon_o thy_o wound_a shoulder_n the_o weight_n of_o it_o do_v make_v thy_o knee_n to_o tremble_v thy_o leg_n to_o fail_v and_o thy_o whole_a body_n to_o faint_v and_o thus_o thou_o do_v go_v forward_o to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n guard_v with_o a_o band_n of_o arm_a soldier_n and_o hem_v in_o on_o every_o side_n with_o a_o rabble_n of_o bloody_a tormentor_n multitude_n of_o the_o base_a and_o rude_a people_n do_v flock_n together_o out_o of_o every_o quarter_n they_o crowd_v and_o thrust_v one_o another_o to_o see_v thou_o but_o alas_o it_o be_v not_o to_o afford_v thou_o any_o compassionate_a pity_n but_o to_o laugh_v and_o rejoice_v at_o thy_o misery_n they_o proclaim_v out_o the_o malice_n of_o their_o heart_n against_o thou_o in_o their_o madness_n and_o rail_v and_o revile_v thou_o in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o fury_n they_o all_o strive_v like_a bear_n and_o fierce_a lion_n to_o approach_v near_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o opprobrious_a speech_n what_o hateful_a and_o odious_a rail_n what_o curse_a word_n what_o uncharitable_a deed_n do_v my_o most_o humble_a and_o patient_a jesus_n suffer_v by_o those_o wicked_a
weep_v for_o thyself_o bewail_v thy_o sin_n lament_v thy_o transgression_n for_o they_o indeed_o be_v the_o tyrant_n that_o compel_v thou_o to_o bear_v so_o heavy_a a_o cross_n they_o urge_v thou_o to_o abide_v the_o penalty_n of_o so_o bitter_a a_o curse_n touch_v my_o heart_n oh_o lord_n touch_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o sting_n of_o a_o serious_a and_o restless_a compunction_n that_o i_o may_v no_o long_o lie_v lull_v a_o sleep_n in_o the_o lap_n of_o careless_a security_n fetter_v my_o foot_n that_o i_o may_v run_v no_o more_o in_o the_o broad_a way_n of_o iniquity_n mannacle_n my_o hand_n that_o they_o may_v be_v detain_v from_o cruel_a and_o impious_a action_n snaffle_n the_o unbrideled_a motion_n of_o my_o mind_n that_o it_o may_v be_v restrain_v from_o all_o idle_a scelerous_a and_o wicked_a cogitation_n keep_v the_o door_n of_o my_o lip_n and_o hedge_n in_o my_o tongue_n that_o it_o may_v not_o run_v without_o the_o bound_n of_o reason_n stop_v the_o passage_n of_o my_o ear_n when_o they_o be_v allure_v to_o listen_v to_o any_o loose_a or_o lewd_a discourse_n dispel_v and_o disperse_v the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o blindness_n from_o my_o eye_n take_v away_o the_o gross_a scale_n that_o darken_v my_o sight_n so_o that_o now_o i_o may_v see_v the_o ugly_a and_o deform_a shape_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v cease_v to_o love_v they_o begin_v to_o dislike_v and_o to_o loathe_v they_o which_o cause_v my_o saviour_n to_o endure_v the_o heavy_a wrath_n of_o his_o father_n which_o lie_v so_o heavy_a upon_o his_o soul_n and_o body_n that_o the_o weight_n of_o it_o press_v blood_n out_o of_o his_o vein_n mingle_v with_o water_n luke_n 22.44_o so_o ponderous_a be_v the_o burden_n of_o our_o iniquity_n so_o dolorous_a be_v the_o extremity_n of_o his_o bitter_a agony_n for_o never_o be_v there_o sorrow_n like_v unto_o this_o sorrow_n let_v my_o sweet_a music_n be_v continual_a mourning_n let_v my_o song_n of_o joy_n be_v turn_v into_o woeful_a lamentation_n let_v it_o be_v all_o my_o pleasant_a melody_n to_o muse_v on_o the_o misery_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n which_o make_v thou_o descend_v from_o the_o high_a heaven_n and_o will_v throw_v i_o down_o to_o the_o low_a hell_n where_o the_o fiery_a lake_n burn_v that_o shall_v never_o be_v extinguish_v who_o flame_n be_v so_o fierce_a that_o it_o can_v be_v great_a by_o any_o augmentation_n neither_o be_v it_o subject_a to_o any_o diminution_n if_o all_o the_o torment_n which_o bloody_a tyrant_n have_v invent_v can_v be_v inflict_v upon_o i_o at_o one_o time_n and_o my_o body_n be_v able_a to_o feel_v the_o pain_n of_o all_o they_o at_o once_o yet_o all_o of_o they_o will_v not_o be_v so_o horrible_a as_o one_o sparkle_n of_o this_o terrible_a fire_n it_o need_v no_o fuel_n to_o nourish_v the_o flame_n as_o itself_o never_o be_v waste_v so_o nothing_o inject_v into_o it_o be_v ever_o consume_v no_o tongue_n be_v able_a to_o express_v the_o horrible_a pang_n of_o the_o damn_a soul_n which_o be_v torment_v in_o this_o everlasting_a and_o unquenchable_a fire_n let_v the_o horror_n of_o it_o be_v fresh_a in_o my_o memory_n and_o the_o meditation_n imprint_v in_o my_o thought_n so_o that_o my_o hand_n may_v tremble_v and_o shake_v for_o fear_n and_o my_o whole_a body_n quiver_n and_o quake_v with_o terror_n of_o it_o when_o any_o evil_a imagination_n be_v hatch_v in_o my_o heart_n or_o any_o wicked_a deed_n shall_v be_v act_v with_o my_o hand_n that_o i_o may_v be_v terrify_v from_o nourish_a sin_n within_o my_o bosom_n that_o lay_v so_o heavy_a a_o cross_n upon_o thy_o shoulder_n yet_o when_o fear_n have_v cast_v i_o down_o let_v the_o gentle_a hand_n of_o thy_o mercy_n raise_v i_o up_o so_o that_o in_o my_o last_o deadly_a agony_n i_o may_v still_o lift_v up_o my_o heart_n and_o hand_n towards_o the_o seat_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o though_o remembrance_n of_o my_o heinous_a transgression_n do_v present_v nothing_o unto_o i_o but_o cause_n of_o fear_n and_o terror_n yet_o all_o my_o unfeigned_a repentance_n cause_v i_o to_o taste_v of_o thy_o infinite_a love_n and_o boundless_a mercy_n teach_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n to_o follow_v thou_o with_o fearfulness_n to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n and_o to_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n with_o alacrity_n on_o my_o shoulder_n but_o if_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o follow_v thou_o oh_o my_o most_o gracious_a lord_n then_o draw_v i_o after_o thou_o for_o unless_o thy_o father_n and_o thou_o do_v draw_v i_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o follow_v thou_o john_n 6.44_o i_o see_v my_o own_o infirmity_n i_o feel_v the_o defect_n of_o my_o great_a imbicility_n the_o cup_n of_o affliction_n be_v bitter_a unto_o my_o taste_n if_o it_o do_v but_o once_o touch_v my_o lip_n i_o be_o ready_a to_o refuse_v it_o i_o will_v none_o of_o it_o i_o be_o loath_a to_o feel_v any_o pain_n i_o covet_v nothing_o but_o wanton_a pleasure_n oh_o how_o do_v i_o begin_v to_o storm_n if_o i_o be_v but_o cross_v with_o a_o unkind_a word_n much_o less_o be_o i_o able_a to_o bear_v the_o cross_n of_o a_o malicious_a deed_n how_o be_v my_o mind_n trouble_v &_o the_o temper_n of_o my_o sense_n distemper_v if_o any_o thing_n fall_v out_o cross_a to_o my_o expectation_n or_o contrary_a to_o my_o desire_n so_o that_o oftentimes_o my_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o curse_v my_o heart_n with_o grudge_v and_o all_o my_o word_n savour_v of_o nothing_o else_o but_o bitter_a repine_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o be_v thy_o disciple_n my_o bless_a saviour_n so_o long_o as_o i_o may_v dwell_v in_o peace_n and_o reap_v a_o plentiful_a harvest_n of_o prosperity_n but_o alas_o i_o be_o weary_a of_o thy_o company_n if_o i_o feel_v but_o a_o little_a blast_n of_o adversity_n teach_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n and_o i_o shall_v learn_v if_o thou_o be_v my_o schoolmaster_n to_o know_v that_o it_o be_v the_o lot_n of_o those_o which_o will_v be_v train_v up_o in_o thy_o school_n to_o be_v under_o the_o rod_n of_o correction_n and_o that_o none_o be_v worthy_a thy_o to_o receive_v a_o crown_n unless_o they_o be_v willing_a to_o take_v up_o thy_o cross_n those_o that_o belong_v unto_o sweet_a spice_n which_o send_v forth_o always_o the_o most_o odoriferous_a smell_n when_o they_o be_v bray_v and_o bruise_v in_o the_o mortar_n they_o be_v like_a unto_o stone_n which_o must_v be_v hammer_v hew_v and_o square_v before_o they_o can_v be_v fit_a for_o the_o build_n of_o thy_o holy_a temple_n yea_o they_o be_v like_a unto_o gold_n mix_v with_o much_o dross_n and_o can_v have_v no_o glory_n before_o they_o be_v fine_v and_o refine_v seven_o time_n yea_o seaventy_n time_n seven_o time_n in_o the_o fire_n of_o affliction_n arm_v thou_o my_o hart_n with_o christian_n fortitude_n &_o my_o mind_n with_o constant_a patience_n oh_o thou_o which_o be_v my_o omnipotent_a redeemer_n that_o no_o torment_n may_v be_v so_o great_a no_o affliction_n so_o grievous_a no_o misery_n so_o unmeasurable_a but_o i_o may_v courageous_o suffer_v it_o to_o publish_v the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n and_o constant_o endure_v it_o to_o manifest_v the_o fidelity_n of_o thy_o love_n teach_v i_o so_o to_o carry_v thy_o cross_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o it_o be_v so_o deep_o imprint_v in_o my_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v daily_o crucify_v my_o carnal_a concupiscence_n wanton_a vanity_n and_o worldly_a desire_n oh_o let_v my_o soul_n be_v so_o ravish_v with_o joy_n by_o the_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o all_o my_o sense_n so_o well_o please_v and_o joyful_o delight_v with_o the_o odoriferous_a send_v of_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v nothing_o think_v of_o nothing_o so_o much_o or_o speak_v of_o any_o thing_n so_o often_o as_o of_o my_o crucify_a christ_n who_o only_o of_o his_o free_a mercy_n and_o gracious_a bounty_n die_v a_o most_o vile_a painful_a and_o ignominious_a death_n for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a miserable_a and_o desperate_a sinner_n that_o by_o his_o precious_a blood_n and_o bless_a though_o bitter_a passion_n i_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o everlasting_a salvation_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a christ_n some_o taste_n of_o it_o here_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o may_v patient_o wait_v for_o the_o full_a fruition_n of_o it_o hereafter_o in_o heaven_n amen_n a_o meditation_n declare_v the_o bitter_a and_o cruel_a crucify_a of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n perform_v on_o mount_n caluarie_n med_n xiiii_o view_v here_o the_o wound_n of_o christ_n upon_o the_o 23.33_o the_o luk._n 23.33_o cross_n his_o head_n his_o hand_n his_o foot_n also_o his_o 19.33_o his_o joh._n 19.33_o side_n bleed_v amain_o consider_v eke_o the_o loss_n 23.46_o loss_n luk._n
my_o bosom_n that_o be_v dead_a he_o may_v be_v carry_v out_o to_o his_o grave_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v infect_v no_o long_o with_o his_o carnal_a impiety_n and_o that_o i_o may_v no_o long_o wilful_o love_n but_o willing_o loath_a and_o for_o ever_o leave_v his_o damnable_a company_n but_o now_o oh_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n turn_v thy_o eye_n towards_o thy_o crucify_a jesus_n meditate_v serious_o in_o thy_o mind_n &_o let_v it_o be_v the_o perpetual_a matter_n of_o thy_o thought_n to_o think_v how_o thy_o love_a saviour_n be_v most_o pitiful_o martyr_v and_o cruel_o mangle_v torture_v without_o any_o pity_n scorn_v at_o his_o death_n with_o vile_a indignity_n and_o think_v unworthy_a of_o any_o mercy_n or_o kind_a humanity_n that_o thou_o may_v mourn_v for_o thy_o sin_n in_o the_o morning_n and_o repent_v for_o thy_o misdeed_n in_o the_o evening_n which_o be_v hard-hearted_a and_o bloudie-handed_n executioner_n to_o crucify_v thy_o innocent_a jesus_n cry_v out_o oh_o my_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a soul_n tremble_v at_o the_o ugly_a sight_n of_o thy_o grievous_a sin_n and_o trouble_v with_o the_o horror_n of_o thy_o guilty_a conscience_n cry_v out_o say_v oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n oh_o my_o mild_a and_o merciful_a jesu_n how_o exceed_o painful_a be_v the_o pang_n of_o thy_o passion_n how_o violent_a be_v the_o stream_n of_o thy_o affliction_n how_o cruel_o be_v thy_o body_n wound_v and_o thy_o soul_n press_v with_o the_o heavy_a weight_n of_o my_o sin_n oh_o how_o horrible_a how_o detestable_a how_o innumerable_a be_v my_o transgression_n that_o torment_v my_o saviour_n with_o so_o many_o heavy_a affliction_n what_o a_o dear_a price_n do_v thou_o pay_v for_o my_o redemption_n at_o what_o a_o high_a rate_n have_v thou_o buy_v i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n no_o sum_n of_o gold_n have_v it_o be_v never_o so_o much_o no_o heap_n of_o silver_n have_v they_o be_v never_o so_o great_a can_v rid_v i_o out_o of_o captivity_n it_o be_v only_o thy_o precious_a blood_n that_o may_v pay_v the_o price_n of_o my_o ransom_n it_o be_v only_o thy_o innocent_a death_n that_o be_v sufficient_a to_o purchase_v my_o freedom_n how_o be_v the_o naked_a body_n of_o my_o love_a redeemer_n and_o kind_a reconciler_n stretch_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n to_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o bitter_a curse_n which_o be_v due_a unto_o i_o for_o my_o monstrous_a impiety_n and_o the_o execution_n of_o it_o ready_a to_o be_v serve_v upon_o i_o for_o my_o intolerable_a iniquity_n how_o firm_a be_v thy_o harmless_a hand_n fix_v unto_o thy_o cross_n how_o hard_o be_v thy_o innocent_a foot_n nail_v unto_o it_o thou_o have_v only_a liberty_n to_o move_v but_o alas_o no_o where_o to_o lay_v down_o thy_o weak_a and_o weary_a head_n thou_o lie_v naked_a object_v to_o the_o blast_n of_o the_o wind_n and_o storm_n of_o the_o weather_n thou_o have_v no_o clothes_n to_o keep_v thou_o warm_v thou_o have_v no_o shelter_n to_o keep_v thou_o from_o harm_n thou_o be_v poor_a indeed_o at_o thy_o birth_n but_o now_o thou_o be_v more_o poor_a at_o thy_o death_n for_o at_o thy_o birth_n thou_o have_v a_o stable_a for_o thy_o chamber_n and_o a_o manger_n for_o thy_o cradle_n thou_o have_v swaddle_a clothes_n although_o they_o be_v course_n that_o may_v defend_v thou_o from_o cold_a and_o cherish_v thy_o tender_a body_n but_o at_o thy_o death_n thou_o be_v cruel_o rob_v of_o all_o thy_o garment_n thou_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o rag_n to_o lay_v upon_o thou_o the_o sharpness_n of_o the_o air_n nip_v thy_o skin_n the_o fury_n of_o the_o wind_n storm_v against_o thy_o naked_a body_n thou_o have_v no_o roof_n to_o cover_v thy_o head_n from_o the_o bluster_a wind_n thou_o have_v no_o place_n of_o harbour_n to_o protect_v thy_o body_n from_o the_o stormy_a weather_n oh_o how_o hard_o be_v the_o bed_n thou_o lie_v upon_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o thy_o death_n how_o hard_o be_v the_o pillow_n that_o lie_v under_o thy_o head_n when_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o yield_v up_o thy_o breath_n how_o be_v thy_o bless_a body_n debase_v by_o wretched_a man_n here_o upon_o the_o earth_n which_o be_v so_o high_o honour_v by_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n oh_o how_o shall_v my_o heart_n faint_a with_o bleed_a wound_n of_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n how_o shall_v my_o eye_n make_v my_o bed_n to_o float_v with_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n when_o i_o begin_v to_o call_v to_o a_o audit_n my_o heinous_a trespass_n and_o to_o cast_v up_o the_o infinite_a sum_n of_o my_o transgression_n which_o cause_v my_o lord_n to_o pass_v through_o such_o a_o great_a camp_n of_o misery_n and_o to_o abide_v the_o bitter_a brunt_n of_o so_o many_o calamity_n for_o what_o have_v thou_o do_v oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v so_o spiteful_o despise_v so_o malicious_o martyre_v so_o extreme_o torture_v and_o so_o cruel_o torment_v what_o wicked_a action_n have_v thy_o pure_a hand_n commit_v nay_o what_o good_a deed_n have_v they_o omit_v that_o they_o shall_v be_v so_o pitiful_o wound_v how_o have_v thy_o innocent_a foot_n transgress_v that_o they_o shall_v be_v so_o severe_o punish_v how_o have_v any_o little_a particle_n of_o thy_o bless_a body_n offend_v that_o it_o shall_v be_v so_o grievous_o torment_v true_o thy_o deed_n my_o bless_a saviour_n be_v always_o act_v with_o integrity_n and_o thy_o word_n do_v utter_v nothing_o but_o truth_n and_o sincerity_n thy_o hand_n be_v always_o clean_o from_o sinful_a action_n thy_o heart_n be_v always_o pure_a from_o wicked_a cogitation_n it_o be_v thy_o marvellous_a love_n thy_o miraculous_a mercy_n thy_o unspeakable_a pity_n that_o do_v induce_v thou_o to_o suffer_v those_o torment_n which_o be_v due_a unto_o i_o for_o my_o offence_n it_o be_v i_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n it_o be_v i_o myself_o that_o have_v so_o grievous_o sin_v it_o be_v thy_o wonderful_a charity_n it_o be_v thy_o charitable_a mercy_n to_o shed_v thy_o precious_a blood_n to_o cure_v the_o desperate_a disease_n of_o my_o deadly_a misery_n but_o such_o oh_o such_o and_o so_o vile_a be_v the_o horrible_a ingratitude_n of_o my_o mind_n such_o and_o so_o great_a be_v the_o dulness_n of_o my_o memory_n such_o and_o so_o hard_a be_v the_o stupidity_n of_o my_o hart_n that_o i_o be_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o mercy_n forgetful_a of_o thy_o bounty_n senseless_a without_o any_o compassion_n yea_o quite_o cold_a without_o any_o zealous_a meditation_n of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o oh_o let_v the_o sweet_a dew_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n distil_v down_o upon_o my_o head_n yea_o rather_o let_v it_o be_v infuse_v into_o my_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v mollify_v the_o hardness_n of_o my_o affection_n moisten_v the_o dryness_n of_o my_o bowel_n and_o fructify_v my_o mind_n with_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o love_n because_o i_o can_v yea_o rather_o because_o i_o be_o unwilling_a to_o suffer_v with_o thou_o and_o love_v thou_o so_o little_a who_o have_v always_o love_v i_o so_o much_o for_o i_o free_o confess_v i_o have_v no_o sense_n of_o thy_o innarrable_a and_o innumerable_a sorrow_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v for_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n alas_o my_o eye_n be_v dry_a without_o tear_n my_o kind_n jesu_n my_o heart_n be_v so_o dead_a that_o it_o can_v breathe_v forth_o any_o heavy_a groan_n my_o affection_n be_v stark_o cold_a without_o any_o heat_n of_o true_a devotion_n so_o often_o yea_o rather_o so_o seldom_o as_o i_o enter_v into_o a_o meditation_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n and_o ruminate_v thy_o tedious_a pain_n and_o terrible_a pang_n which_o thou_o do_v feel_v in_o thy_o most_o precious_a body_n to_o reverse_v the_o sentence_n of_o damnation_n pronounce_v against_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o purchase_v a_o gracious_a pardon_n for_o my_o condemn_a soul_n but_o pardon_v i_o forgive_v i_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n i_o have_v a_o hart_n of_o iron_n my_o bowel_n be_v more_o hard_a than_o marble_n unless_o thou_o mollify_v they_o they_o be_v unapt_a to_o receive_v any_o print_n of_o thy_o mercy_n or_o any_o impression_n of_o thy_o grace_n take_v away_o from_o i_o i_o pray_v thou_o my_o stony_a heart_n give_v i_o a_o fleshy_a and_o tender_a heart_n that_o may_v be_v wound_v with_o the_o thorn_n of_o sorrow_n for_o my_o rebellious_a thought_n yield_v forth_o doleful_a groan_n for_o my_o grievous_a sin_n and_o bleed_v with_o the_o wound_n of_o compunction_n when_o my_o mind_n do_v meditate_v on_o thy_o heavy_a passion_n oh_o why_o shall_v not_o my_o heart_n my_o wretched_a heart_n be_v pinch_v with_o some_o pain_n for_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o which_o do_v willing_o
tender_a to_o give_v my_o belove_a poor_a friend_n but_o that_o it_o may_v also_o be_v pliable_a to_o forgive_v my_o hateful_a foe_n see_v that_o thou_o be_v not_o so_o much_o touch_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o own_o affliction_n and_o no_o doubt_n the_o pain_n of_o they_o be_v most_o grievous_a unto_o thou_o as_o thou_o be_v move_v with_o zeal_n to_o pray_v for_o thy_o bloody_a enemy_n when_o they_o make_v a_o prey_n of_o thy_o garment_n and_o cast_v lot_n for_o thy_o unseam_v vesture_n joh._n 19.24_o now_o though_o pilate_n give_v wrongful_a judgement_n against_o thou_o to_o take_v away_o thy_o innocent_a life_n yet_o he_o seem_v to_o honour_v thou_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o thy_o death_n when_o he_o write_v on_o the_o cross_n jesus_n of_o nazareth_n king_n of_o the_o jew_n matt._n 27.37_o mar._n 15.26_o luk._n 23.38_o john_n 19.19_o it_o please_v he_o to_o entitle_v thou_o a_o king_n by_o name_n but_o alas_o he_o have_v no_o such_o conceit_n of_o thou_o in_o his_o secret_a thought_n but_o indeed_o thou_o be_v worthy_a of_o a_o far_o more_o honourable_a title_n be_v not_o only_a king_n of_o the_o jew_n but_o also_o of_o the_o gentile_n yea_o creator_n and_o governor_n of_o every_o creature_n nevertheless_o thou_o do_v not_o clothe_v thyself_o with_o the_o vesture_n of_o our_o humanity_n that_o thou_o shall_v be_v honour_v with_o any_o worldly_a dignity_n it_o be_v thy_o chief_a honour_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n joh._n 14.31_o thou_o come_v not_o to_o deprive_v herod_n of_o his_o kingdom_n nor_o to_o gather_v any_o force_n to_o deliver_v the_o jew_n as_o they_o fond_o dream_v of_o their_o messiah_n &_o vain_o expect_v at_o the_o come_n of_o their_o king_n thou_o come_v to_o deliver_v the_o people_n from_o the_o captivity_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o by_o shed_v thy_o precious_a blood_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n that_o i_o may_v set_v open_a the_o door_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v enter_v which_o be_v the_o true_a king_n of_o glory_n and_o that_o i_o may_v still_o desire_v although_o i_o be_o unable_a to_o show_v myself_o a_o love_a and_o loyal_a subject_n to_o receive_v thou_o send_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n as_o a_o harbinger_n before_o thou_o to_o give_v i_o warning_n of_o thy_o come_n and_o then_o i_o shall_v be_v prepare_v to_o entertain_v my_o gracious_a sovereign_n with_o humility_n of_o mind_n and_o token_n of_o sincere_a love_n i_o long_o oh_o my_o king_n for_o thy_o come_n for_o i_o be_o assure_v if_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o enter_v into_o my_o cottage_n thou_o will_v bestow_v such_o a_o royal_a gift_n upon_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v begin_v to_o disdain_v the_o pomp_n of_o the_o world_n and_o account_v nothing_o so_o dear_a unto_o i_o as_o thy_o love_n oh_o will_v my_o love_a saviour_n will_v embrace_v i_o between_o his_o bless_a arm_n oh_o i_o wish_v to_o live_v i_o long_o to_o die_v betwixt_o thy_o love_a embracement_n thy_o arm_n be_v stretch_v out_o on_o the_o cross_n as_o if_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o receive_v any_o penitent_a sinner_n refuse_v not_o to_o receive_v i_o a_o wretched_a sinner_n who_o wound_v with_o the_o horror_n of_o my_o sin_n do_v come_v unto_o thou_o as_o my_o physician_n who_o be_v only_o able_a and_o willing_a to_o heal_v my_o wound_n let_v thy_o precious_a blood_n stop_v the_o bloody_a issue_n of_o my_o sin_n thy_o mercy_n and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o mercy_n can_v cure_v my_o malady_n that_o one_o and_o that_o alone_a be_v all_o my_o remedy_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o say_v with_o thy_o apostle_n i_o be_o crucify_v with_o thou_o crucify_v my_o wanton_a flesh_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o thy_o fear_n mortify_v my_o rebellious_a thought_n with_o dread_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o meditation_n of_o thy_o judgement_n let_v it_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o my_o hart_n let_v it_o be_v the_o daily_a exercise_n of_o my_o mind_n let_v it_o be_v the_o object_n of_o all_o my_o thought_n to_o think_v on_o my_o lord_n jesus_n and_o he_o crucify_v i_o can_v wonder_v enough_o though_o i_o never_o cease_v to_o wonder_v at_o thou_o my_o jesu_n my_o saviour_n and_o my_o redeemer_n yet_o let_v i_o never_o cease_v to_o marvel_v at_o the_o wonderful_a work_n of_o thy_o passion_n which_o thou_o do_v so_o patient_o suffer_v that_o by_o thy_o innocent_a death_n thou_o may_v cancel_v the_o obligation_n of_o our_o infinite_a debt_n &_o affix_v it_o to_o thy_o cross_n that_o thou_o may_v deliver_v we_o poor_a and_o miserable_a wretch_n from_o the_o danger_n of_o the_o curse_n which_o be_v go_v out_o against_o we_o oh_o how_o can_v my_o meditation_n attain_v to_o the_o length_n of_o thy_o admirable_a love_n how_o can_v my_o cogitation_n measure_v the_o breadth_n of_o thy_o clemency_n how_o shall_v my_o deep_a imagination_n dive_v into_o the_o depth_n of_o thy_o mercy_n my_o eye_n be_v too_o dim_a to_o perceive_v the_o beauty_n my_o ear_n be_v too_o dull_a to_o hear_v the_o greatness_n my_o hart_n be_v too_o gross_a to_o conceive_v the_o goodness_n my_o taste_n be_v too_o weak_a to_o relish_v the_o sweetness_n my_o tongue_n be_v too_o feeble_a to_o declare_v the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o love_n no_o word_n be_v they_o never_o so_o many_o can_v express_v the_o quantity_n no_o eloquence_n be_v it_o never_o so_o excellent_a can_v relate_v the_o quality_n oh_o with_o what_o humility_n of_o mind_n with_o what_o exceed_v patience_n with_o what_o kind_n and_o tender_a affection_n do_v thou_o suffer_v the_o extreme_a pang_n of_o thy_o bitter_a affliction_n how_o be_v my_o mind_n amaze_v with_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o be_v all_o my_o thought_n confound_v with_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o clemency_n how_o be_v my_o soul_n ravish_v with_o the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n what_o do_v move_v thou_o oh_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n but_o thy_o unspeakable_a love_n what_o do_v induce_v thou_o but_o thy_o incomparable_a mercy_n to_o pay_v so_o dear_a a_o price_n for_o my_o redemption_n oh_o let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o infinite_a bounty_n never_o depart_v out_o of_o my_o mind_n let_v all_o my_o affection_n be_v inflame_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n let_v the_o sweetness_n and_o greatness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v my_o chief_a meditation_n mortify_v my_o disobedient_a cogitation_n with_o thy_o fear_n and_o crucify_v my_o rebellious_a action_n on_o thy_o cross_n that_o although_o sin_n must_v dwell_v and_o remain_v in_o i_o yet_o it_o may_v not_o reign_v and_o rule_v over_o i_o a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o derision_n and_o scornful_a speech_n utter_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o be_v nail_v on_o the_o cross_n by_o the_o jew_n and_o one_o of_o the_o thief_n which_o be_v crucify_v with_o he_o and_o of_o the_o second_o word_n he_o speak_v on_o the_o cross_n med_n xv._o betwixt_o 15.27_o betwixt_o mat._n 27.38_o mark_n 15.27_o thief_n christ_n suffer_v for_o no_o fault_n he_o shed_v his_o precious_a blood_n the_o 19.6_o the_o mark_n 23.4_o john_n 19.6_o sun_n thereat_o ashamed_a 27.52_o ashamed_a mar._n 15.33_o matth._n 27.45_o and_o 27.52_o ore-uaild_a his_o face_n the_o grave_n give_v up_o their_o dead_a with_o wonder_n more_o that_o can_v here_o be_v name_v now_o ruminate_v oh_o my_o sorrowful_a and_o lament_a soul_n what_o scornful_a speech_n what_o spiteful_a derision_n and_o bitter_a reproach_n be_v breathe_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o envious_a jew_n against_o my_o patient_a and_o silent_a jesus_n after_o they_o have_v nail_v his_o pure_a hand_n &_o bless_a foot_n to_o the_o cross_n call_v home_o all_o thy_o wander_a cogitation_n that_o they_o may_v be_v sole_o and_o whole_o intentive_a to_o this_o heavenly_a and_o divine_a meditation_n let_v stream_n of_o tear_n gush_v out_o of_o my_o melt_a eye_n let_v they_o penetrate_v into_o my_o bosom_n that_o they_o may_v mollify_v my_o stony_a heart_n so_o that_o it_o may_v be_v so_o deep_o wound_v with_o sorrowful_a compassion_n as_o if_o i_o have_v be_v a_o eyewitness_n of_o his_o painful_a passion_n when_o his_o innocent_a hand_n and_o bless_a foot_n stream_v forth_o precious_a blood_n yet_o the_o stream_n of_o it_o can_v not_o quench_v the_o fire_n of_o their_o malice_n they_o can_v not_o calm_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o stormy_a mind_n nor_o breed_v any_o one_o thought_n of_o pity_n in_o their_o cruel_a heart_n it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a for_o they_o to_o torment_v he_o with_o their_o bloody_a hand_n but_o now_o at_o his_o undeserued_a death_n they_o rail_v and_o revile_v he_o with_o their_o blasphemous_a mouth_n for_o as_o their_o heart_n be_v stony_a not_o apt_a to_o take_v any_o print_n of_o compassion_n and_o their_o hand_n fill_v with_o
neither_o despair_v with_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o my_o sin_n nor_o presume_v without_o fear_n to_o transgress_v the_o bound_n of_o thy_o holy_a law_n that_o although_o i_o have_v run_v long_o the_o wild_a race_n of_o unbrideled_a iniquity_n yet_o at_o last_o i_o may_v return_v home_o unto_o thou_o out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o impiety_n with_o this_o faithful_a and_o true_a repent_v offender_n and_o be_v a_o companion_n with_o he_o in_o thy_o paradise_n of_o everlasting_a felicity_n a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n behold_v her_o son_n lift_v up_o upon_o the_o cross_n stand_v by_o it_o accompany_v with_o john_n the_o evangelist_n and_o mary_n magdalene_n med_n xvi_o the_o bless_a virgin_n 9.25_o virgin_n john_n 9.25_o stand_v by_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n behold_v thy_o 26._o thy_o ibid._n 26._o son_n say_v he_o unto_o his_o mother_n oh_o most_o grievous_a loss_n that_o he_o must_v die_v who_o from_o all_o 23.14_o all_o luke_n 23.14_o fault_n be_v free_a now_o turn_v thy_o thought_n oh_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n from_o the_o blasphemous_a reproach_n scornful_a derision_n and_o malicious_a slander_n of_o the_o wicked_a jew_n insult_v against_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v how_o bountiful_a thy_o saviour_n be_v unto_o the_o penitent_a thief_n that_o be_v sorrowful_a for_o his_o own_o iniquity_n and_o courageous_a to_o justify_v my_o merciful_a redeemer_n for_o his_o unspotted_a innocency_n meditate_v a_o while_n on_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o bless_a mother_n who_o heart_n be_v wound_v with_o sorrow_n to_o see_v her_o son_n so_o cruel_o torment_v when_o he_o have_v never_o offend_v in_o word_n nor_o imagine_v any_o evil_n in_o thought_n how_o sharp_a be_v the_o sting_n of_o dolour_n to_o wound_v her_o heart_n how_o intolerable_a be_v the_o grief_n that_o do_v trouble_v her_o mind_n when_o she_o see_v his_o body_n bleed_v with_o so_o many_o wound_n before_o her_o woeful_a eye_n and_o hear_v their_o bitter_a word_n and_o devilish_a reproach_n cast_v out_o against_o he_o in_o the_o audience_n of_o her_o doleful_a ear_n as_o she_o have_v cause_n to_o rejoice_v at_o his_o bless_a birth_n so_o now_o she_o have_v good_a occasion_n to_o mourn_v for_o his_o cruel_a death_n for_o though_o no_o doubt_n she_o be_v anoint_v with_o oil_n of_o grace_n above_o her_o fellow_n yet_o we_o may_v not_o think_v she_o be_v quite_o exempt_v from_o the_o passion_n of_o a_o woman_n or_o void_a of_o the_o tender_a affection_n of_o a_o mother_n when_o she_o see_v the_o harmless_a head_n of_o her_o love_a and_o belove_a son_n bleed_v with_o a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n &_o his_o innocent_a hand_n and_o bless_a foot_n fasten_v to_o the_o cross_n with_o iron_n nail_n certain_o she_o know_v that_o his_o conception_n be_v so_o sanctify_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o her_o womb_n that_o his_o most_o bless_a body_n be_v always_o free_a from_o the_o infection_n of_o impiety_n and_o his_o flesh_n never_o taint_v with_o the_o corruption_n of_o iniquity_n but_o yet_o she_o know_v he_o do_v not_o suffer_v without_o sense_n of_o his_o pain_n and_o although_o he_o be_v endue_v with_o a_o supernatural_a patience_n yet_o she_o know_v that_o he_o feel_v the_o pang_n of_o his_o bitter_a passion_n subject_a by_o his_o humane_a nature_n to_o many_o infirmity_n as_o we_o be_v yet_o ever_o have_v a_o pure_a heart_n and_o clean_a hand_n from_o the_o spot_n of_o sin_n wherewith_o our_o soul_n be_v pollute_v &_o our_o body_n continual_o infect_v wherefore_o think_v oh_o my_o soul_n that_o as_o her_o affliction_n be_v grievous_a so_o her_o lamentation_n be_v great_a suppose_v that_o thou_o do_v see_v she_o with_o her_o face_n discolour_v with_o paleness_n discover_v her_o motherly_a sorrow_n to_o thy_o outward_a eye_n and_o that_o thou_o do_v hear_v her_o mournful_a tongue_n tell_v this_o doleful_a tale_n to_o thy_o attentive_a ear_n which_o shall_v cause_v thou_o to_o be_v a_o partner_n with_o she_o in_o her_o woe_n and_o sigh_v for_o thy_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o her_o sorrow_n to_o see_v her_o belove_a son_n so_o cruel_o crucify_v by_o the_o gentile_n and_o so_o disdainful_o deride_v by_o the_o jew_n think_v i_o say_v that_o thou_o do_v see_v she_o water_v her_o eye_n with_o store_n of_o tear_n &_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o sorrowful_a lip_n to_o she_o dear_o belove_a son_n which_o word_n shall_v draw_v out_o tear_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o drive_v out_o groan_n from_o thy_o hart_n which_o she_o pronounce_v with_o a_o doleful_a accent_n in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a manner_n oh_o what_o medicine_n be_v it_o never_o so_o sovereign_a can_v assuage_v the_o rigour_n of_o my_o malady_n what_o salve_n be_v it_o never_o so_o precious_a can_v heal_v the_o wound_n of_o my_o bleed_a heart_n what_o word_n be_v they_o never_o so_o comfortable_a can_v cheer_v up_o my_o doleful_a mind_n when_o i_o see_v thou_o my_o belove_a son_n so_o cruel_o torment_v and_o so_o ignominious_o taunt_v alas_o for_o i_o poor_a wretch_n thy_o sorrowful_a mother_n how_o intolerable_a be_v the_o pain_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o punishment_n that_o be_v inflict_v upon_o thou_o thy_o death_n be_v not_o so_o bitter_a unto_o i_o and_o yet_o how_o loath_a i_o be_o to_o forgo_v thou_o as_o these_o cruel_a torment_n which_o i_o see_v do_v torture_n thy_o innocent_a body_n and_o do_v great_o augment_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o perplex_a mind_n as_o thy_o bless_a life_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o chief_a felicity_n so_o will_v thy_o bitter_a death_n be_v the_o beginning_n of_o my_o misery_n who_o shall_v afford_v i_o comfort_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o calamity_n who_o shall_v give_v i_o counsel_v who_o shall_v be_v my_o succour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o necessity_n when_o i_o be_o separate_v from_o thou_o how_o shall_v i_o spend_v the_o day_n with_o sorrow_v and_o pass_v through_o the_o tedious_a night_n with_o mourning_n but_o thou_o oh_o my_o god_n omnipotent_a which_o be_v his_o eternal_a father_n who_o can_v not_o shut_v thy_o eye_n of_o compassion_n from_o thy_o afflict_a son_n comfort_v i_o his_o sorrowful_a mother_n thou_o see_v the_o wound_n of_o his_o body_n thou_o know_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o because_o thou_o be_v a_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o a_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n look_v down_o upon_o i_o out_o of_o thy_o holy_a sanctuary_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v prove_v i_o to_o be_v thy_o faithful_a handmaid_n so_o let_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o fatherly_a love_n temper_v the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o grief_n that_o although_o i_o be_v deprive_v from_o the_o humane_a society_n of_o my_o son_n yet_o the_o wing_n of_o thy_o providence_n may_v still_o overshadow_v i_o and_o thy_o omnipotent_a arm_n safe_o protect_v i_o but_o as_o the_o virgin_n marie_n do_v bewail_v the_o cruel_a and_o bloody_a death_n of_o her_o innocent_a son_n so_o marry_o magdalene_n with_o many_o tear_n gush_v out_o of_o her_o eye_n begin_v to_o lament_v the_o woeful_a case_n of_o he_o her_o love_a master_n on_o this_o or_o such_o like_a manner_n oh_o my_o dear_a master_n oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n oh_o my_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n i_o can_v live_v without_o thy_o love_a company_n i_o can_v abide_v without_o thy_o amiable_a society_n what_o tongue_n though_o it_o speak_v never_o so_o doleful_a can_v true_o relate_v my_o sorrow_n what_o word_n be_v they_o never_o so_o rhetorical_a can_v ease_v my_o inward_a grief_n when_o i_o see_v i_o shall_v be_v separate_v from_o so_o love_v and_o so_o kind_a a_o master_n oh_o how_o tyrannous_a be_v the_o torment_n wherewith_o the_o bloody_a tormentor_n do_v torment_v thy_o afflict_a body_n how_o sharp_a be_v the_o arrow_n of_o their_o malice_n wherewith_o they_o wound_n thy_o righteous_a soul_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o sight_n of_o their_o cruel_a deed_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o odious_a be_v their_o dogged_a word_n unto_o my_o ear_n yet_o my_o constant_a love_n unto_o thou_o will_v not_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o leave_v thou_o though_o it_o be_v a_o death_n unto_o i_o to_o see_v thy_o calamity_n so_o long_o as_o my_o eye_n may_v behold_v thou_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o bitter_a pang_n of_o thy_o passion_n do_v affright_v i_o with_o horror_n the_o sign_n of_o thy_o approach_a death_n do_v confound_v my_o sense_n with_o continual_a terror_n i_o see_v thy_o head_n which_o i_o anoint_v with_o precious_a ointment_n cruel_o pierce_v with_o thorn_n &_o pitiful_o bleedihg_v with_o many_o wound_n i_o see_v thy_o harmless_a hand_n pierce_v with_o iron_n nail_n and_o thy_o innocent_a foot_n stain_v with_o blood_n which_o i_o bathe_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o wipe_v with_o the_o
hair_n of_o my_o head_n oh_o how_o shall_v i_o sufficient_o bewail_v the_o innocent_a death_n of_o my_o love_a jesus_n how_o do_v my_o heart_n faint_a with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o sense_n fail_v i_o for_o grief_n when_o i_o see_v the_o torment_n of_o his_o body_n and_o when_o i_o think_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o soul_n but_o alas_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v stop_v the_o passage_n of_o my_o word_n my_o speech_n fail_v and_o my_o voice_n faint_v for_o grief_n now_o thou_o have_v hear_v my_o sorrowful_a soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n marie_n as_o a_o kind_a mother_n sorrow_v for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o dear_a son_n and_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o marie_n magdalene_n sigh_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o so_o love_a and_o kind_a a_o master_n cease_v not_o thou_o to_o shed_v tear_n with_o thy_o weep_a eye_n and_o to_o sob_v with_o a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n for_o the_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n of_o thy_o love_a saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o heinous_a sin_n and_o suffer_v for_o thy_o horrible_a transgression_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o gracious_a lord_n that_o my_o head_n may_v flow_v with_o water_n and_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v be_v turn_v into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n for_o where_o shall_v i_o go_v to_o draw_v water_n but_o to_o the_o fountain_n of_o my_o saviour_n oh_o why_o shall_v i_o cease_v to_o weep_v for_o thy_o sake_n when_o thou_o do_v weep_v so_o often_o because_o of_o my_o sin_n thou_o have_v tell_v i_o that_o they_o be_v happy_a and_o bless_v that_o mourn_n for_o their_o sin_n and_o lament_v for_o their_o offence_n and_o that_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v in_o the_o day_n of_o their_o trouble_n and_o receive_v consolation_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o their_o affliction_n draw_v i_o oh_o lord_n unto_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v behold_v thou_o and_o take_v such_o hold_n of_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v never_o depart_v from_o i_o receive_v i_o into_o the_o little_a number_n of_o thy_o love_a and_o faithful_a friend_n who_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o in_o thy_o extreme_a misery_n but_o do_v weep_v and_o sigh_v to_o see_v thy_o calamity_n so_o that_o be_v partaker_n with_o they_o of_o their_o sorrow_n by_o my_o meditation_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n suffer_v here_o upon_o earth_n i_o may_v be_v make_v copartner_n with_o they_o of_o thy_o unspeakable_a joy_n in_o thy_o bless_a kingdom_n of_o heaven_n oh_o let_v thy_o ear_n be_v open_a to_o the_o petition_n of_o my_o lip_n and_o let_v thy_o mercy_n grant_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o obscuration_n and_o eclipse_n of_o the_o sun_n about_o the_o nine_o hour_n and_o of_o the_o four_o speech_n which_o the_o lord_n speak_v on_o the_o cross_n med_n xvii_o when_o christ_n upon_o the_o 15.20_o the_o mar._n 15.20_o cross_n for_o we_o be_v nail_v and_o that_o his_o ghost_n be_v ready_a to_o 27.50_o to_o mat._n 27.50_o depart_v the_o 27.45_o the_o luk._n 23.45_o and_o math._n 27.45_o sun_n ashamed_a his_o splendent_a beam_n ore-vaild_a as_o blush_v to_o behold_v so_o vile_a a_o part_n now_o call_v to_o mind_v my_o sinful_a soul_n how_o the_o firmament_n be_v darken_v the_o sun_n eclipse_v and_o his_o beam_n obscure_v at_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o thy_o saviour_n and_o marvel_v not_o that_o the_o brightness_n of_o the_o sun_n be_v dim_v and_o that_o his_o golden_a beam_n do_v not_o show_v forth_o their_o glory_n when_o as_o the_o son_n of_o righteousness_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n have_v his_o beauty_n obscure_v and_o his_o glory_n darken_v with_o the_o cloud_n of_o his_o grievous_a and_o bitter_a passion_n and_o if_o thou_o consider_v the_o cruelty_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o the_o malice_n of_o his_o foe_n so_o virulent_a in_o the_o devilish_a cogitation_n of_o their_o heart_n and_o so_o violent_a in_o the_o bloody_a action_n of_o their_o hand_n thou_o may_v think_v that_o the_o sun_n do_v as_o it_o be_v disdain_v to_o afford_v they_o his_o comfortable_a heat_n or_o deny_v they_o his_o cheerful_a light_n that_o so_o their_o eye_n may_v be_v over-shadowed_a with_o darkness_n as_o the_o light_n of_o their_o understanding_n be_v obscure_v with_o malice_n but_o meditate_v not_o only_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o horrible_a cruelty_n of_o the_o barbarous_a gentile_n and_o on_o the_o execrable_a spite_n of_o the_o bloody_a jew_n and_o that_o their_o fact_n be_v so_o odious_a and_o their_o deed_n so_o detestable_a that_o they_o seem_v to_o deprive_v the_o sun_n of_o his_o splendent_a brightness_n and_o to_o rob_v the_o earth_n of_o her_o chief_a comfort_n but_o more_o often_o think_v serious_o of_o thy_o sin_n &_o meditate_v sincere_o of_o thy_o transgression_n which_o darken_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o mind_n &_o eclipse_v the_o beam_n of_o thy_o understanding_n so_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o see_v to_o tread_v in_o the_o path_n of_o harmless_a piety_n but_o do_v wander_v beside_o it_o into_o the_o dangerous_a way_n of_o damnable_a iniquity_n wherefore_o let_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o eye_n be_v obscure_v with_o weep_v and_o thy_o heart_n ache_v with_o groan_v as_o outward_a sign_n of_o thy_o inward_a sorrow_n as_o faithful_a witness_n of_o thy_o serious_a and_o true_a repentance_n so_o that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o the_o comfortable_a love_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n may_v still_o enlighten_v thy_o heart_n and_o the_o light_n of_o his_o cheerful_a countenance_n evermore_o shine_v upon_o thou_o oh_o let_v not_o the_o misty_a vapour_n of_o my_o gross_a offence_n my_o merciful_a saviour_n so_o obscure_a the_o beam_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o that_o their_o gracious_a influence_n may_v still_o have_v their_o powerful_a operation_n in_o my_o mind_n and_o revive_v my_o dead_a heart_n with_o the_o lively_a motion_n of_o fervent_a and_o true_a devotion_n let_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o spirit_n so_o dispel_v and_o dispierce_v the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v cherish_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o see_v the_o brightness_n of_o thy_o glory_n but_o now_o cease_v thou_o my_o soul_n to_o behold_v the_o darken_a sun_n with_o thy_o amaze_a eye_n and_o attend_v to_o thy_o voice_n of_o thy_o cry_a saviour_n with_o thy_o attentive_a ear_n what_o mournful_a tongue_n can_v utter_v the_o sharpness_n of_o his_o agony_n what_o thought_n can_v conceive_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o pain_n oh_o how_o grievous_a be_v the_o extremity_n of_o his_o pang_n which_o make_v he_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n unto_o heaven_n and_o his_o earnest_n and_o loud_a voice_n unto_o his_o celestial_a father_n cry_v out_o in_o this_o woeful_a manner_n eli_n eli_n lammazabatani_fw-la my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o oh_o how_o vehement_a be_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o angry_a father_n against_o thou_o my_o merciful_a jesu_n my_o love_a saviour_n how_o violent_a be_v the_o torment_n that_o vex_v thy_o body_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o affliction_n that_o press_v and_o perplex_v thy_o mind_n groan_v under_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o our_o sin_n impose_v upon_o thy_o innocent_a shoulder_n indeed_o our_o heinous_a sin_n our_o horrible_a transgression_n move_v false-hearted_a judas_n to_o betray_v thou_o and_o induce_v the_o stubborne-minded_n jew_n to_o reject_v thou_o they_o make_v thy_o disciple_n to_o fly_v for_o fear_n and_o to_o leave_v their_o love_a master_n in_o time_n of_o danger_n they_o compel_v thy_o head_n to_o be_v crown_v with_o prick_a thorn_n thy_o face_n to_o be_v defile_v with_o spittle_n thy_o body_n to_o be_v scourge_v with_o whip_n they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o nail_v thy_o foot_n they_o be_v the_o hammer_n and_o nail_n that_o fasten_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n these_o cause_v thy_o father_n to_o punish_v thou_o with_o the_o severity_n of_o his_o justice_n that_o thou_o be_v innocent_a may_v make_v satisfaction_n for_o our_o trespass_n suffer_v a_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o our_o redemption_n and_o to_o deliver_v our_o body_n and_o soul_n from_o eternal_a destruction_n these_o make_v thy_o love_a father_n seem_v to_o withdraw_v his_o cheerful_a countenance_n from_o thou_o because_o thou_o do_v appear_v so_o deform_v to_o his_o eye_n and_o ugly_a in_o his_o sight_n have_v put_v on_o the_o filthy_a rag_n of_o our_o iniquity_n although_o he_o do_v always_o love_v thou_o and_o can_v never_o leave_v thou_o be_v always_o beautiful_a with_o the_o true_a ornament_n of_o thy_o own_o integrity_n oh_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n water_v my_o bed_n with_o flow_a tear_n and_o my_o heart_n labour_n with_o continual_a groan_n to_o weep_v for_o the_o cruelty_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o lament_v for_o the_o tyranny_n of_o my_o transgression_n which_o be_v such_o cruel_a tormentor_n to_o
torture_v thy_o body_n and_o such_o furious_a tyrant_n to_o vex_v thy_o soul_n how_o great_a oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n be_v the_o torture_n which_o thou_o do_v patient_o endure_v for_o my_o sake_n how_o painful_a how_o shameful_a and_o curse_a be_v the_o death_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v for_o my_o sin_n the_o punishment_n be_v great_a wherewith_o thy_o body_n be_v afflict_v the_o anguish_n be_v grievous_a wherewith_o thy_o soul_n be_v affect_v the_o thorn_n be_v sharp_a that_o wound_v thy_o sacred_a head_n the_o whip_n be_v terrible_a that_o scourge_v thy_o naked_a body_n the_o nail_n be_v painful_a that_o enter_v through_o thy_o hand_n and_o pierce_v thy_o foot_n nothing_o but_o mark_n of_o cruelty_n appear_v to_o thy_o eye_n nothing_o but_o scornful_a reproach_n of_o thy_o enemy_n sound_v in_o thy_o ear_n but_o as_o thy_o outward_a affliction_n be_v unspeakable_a so_o thy_o inward_a sorrow_n be_v more_o intolerable_a when_o thou_o do_v think_v how_o forgetful_a we_o will_v be_v of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o how_o unthankful_a we_o will_v be_v for_o thy_o benefit_n and_o as_o thou_o my_o most_o dear_a jesu_n in_o the_o fierce_a fit_n of_o thy_o agony_n and_o sore_a pang_n of_o thy_o passion_n do_v call_v and_o cry_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n for_o succour_n so_o teach_v i_o to_o lift_v up_o my_o devout_a heart_n pure_a hand_n and_o a_o loud_a voice_n towards_o the_o seat_n of_o mercy_n when_o any_o outward_a affliction_n do_v pinch_v my_o body_n or_o any_o inward_a tribulation_n press_v my_o soul_n teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n in_o the_o stormy_a day_n of_o my_o great_a persecution_n to_o meditate_v on_o thy_o wont_a goodness_n and_o when_o my_o soul_n be_v most_o perplex_a with_o the_o horror_n of_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n to_o think_v on_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o forsake_v i_o not_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n when_o my_o strength_n fail_v uphold_v i_o when_o my_o foot_n begin_v to_o slide_v and_o raise_v i_o up_o when_o i_o begin_v to_o fall_v thou_o do_v never_o leave_v they_o without_o comfort_n in_o time_n of_o their_o trouble_n who_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o confidence_n of_o thy_o promise_n and_o faithful_o crave_v thy_o succour_n oh_o suffer_v not_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v cast_v down_o with_o immoderate_a mourning_n or_o my_o mouth_n to_o be_v fill_v with_o murmur_v when_o thy_o hand_n lie_v heavy_a upon_o i_o comfort_v my_o droop_a heart_n with_o some_o taste_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a consolation_n when_o either_o the_o sword_n of_o persecution_n do_v wound_n my_o body_n or_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n do_v afflict_v my_o mind_n let_v i_o remember_v that_o thy_o child_n be_v in_o this_o world_n as_o the_o israelite_n be_v in_o the_o desert_n they_o shall_v have_v many_o cruel_a foe_n abide_v hunger_n and_o thirst_n run_v through_o many_o danger_n and_o drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a water_n of_o mara_n before_o they_o can_v come_v into_o heavenly_a canaan_n and_o chaw_v the_o wormwood_n of_o affliction_n before_o they_o can_v eat_v of_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n more_o sweet_a than_o milk_n and_o more_o delicate_a than_o honey_n let_v i_o remember_v that_o abraham_n the_o father_n of_o the_o faithful_a be_v often_o afflict_v that_o jacob_n thy_o belove_a be_v constrain_v to_o fly_v for_o fear_n of_o esau_n his_o rough-handed_n and_o hard-hearted_a brother_n and_o then_o ungentle_o entreat_v and_o unjust_o reward_v for_o his_o faithful_a service_n by_o laban_n his_o churlish_a uncle_n that_o david_n thy_o choose_a be_v often_o in_o danger_n of_o his_o life_n pursue_v and_o persecute_v by_o furious_a saul_n before_o he_o be_v advance_v to_o his_o kingdom_n oh_o let_v i_o not_o forget_v the_o many_o misery_n and_o bitter_a affliction_n which_o tumble_v in_o heap_n upon_o job_n thy_o faithful_a servant_n let_v their_o patience_n calm_v the_o turbulent_a motion_n of_o my_o repine_a mind_n and_o let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o their_o deliverance_n arm_v my_o hart_n with_o a_o confident_a and_o steadfast_a resolution_n that_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o careful_a providence_n never_o sleep_v nor_o slumber_v but_o continual_o watch_v over_o thy_o faithful_a and_o belove_a and_o that_o thy_o omnipotent_a arm_n be_v then_o stretch_v out_o to_o rid_v they_o out_o of_o peril_n when_o they_o seem_v to_o be_v in_o a_o desperate_a case_n past_o all_o hope_n and_o far_a from_o succour_n and_o let_v i_o know_v that_o affliction_n be_v the_o best_a hope_n that_o thy_o child_n may_v expect_v in_o this_o worldly_a lottery_n but_o yet_o let_v the_o anchor_n of_o my_o hope_n take_v such_o sure_a hold_n on_o thy_o promise_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o misery_n that_o i_o may_v always_o be_v assure_v that_o thou_o be_v able_a and_o never_o unwilling_a to_o cure_v my_o malady_n if_o i_o call_v faithful_o upon_o thy_o name_n and_o wait_v thy_o appoint_a time_n with_o patience_n abide_v constant_a in_o thy_o love_n and_o confident_a in_o thy_o word_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o lord_n jesus_n to_o cry_v out_o unto_o thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o trouble_n &_o to_o crave_v thy_o strong_a aid_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o tribulation_n o_o let_v i_o drink_v a_o deep_a draught_n of_o the_o fountain_n of_o thy_o mercy_n when_o my_o poor_a heart_n be_v parch_v with_o thirst_n in_o this_o world_n of_o misery_n hear_v i_o from_o heaven_n and_o let_v my_o voice_n sound_n in_o thy_o ear_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v comfort_n when_o i_o be_o distress_v help_v i_o when_o i_o be_o oppress_v and_o peace_n of_o conscience_n when_o my_o soul_n be_v afflict_v that_o when_o i_o feel_v the_o sweet_a taste_n of_o thy_o mercy_n my_o lip_n may_v show_v thy_o praise_n and_o my_o tongue_n declare_v thy_o glory_n say_v with_o my_o voice_n i_o cry_v unto_o the_o lord_n with_o my_o voice_n i_o pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o hear_v i_o a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o five_o and_o sixth_o word_n which_o the_o lord_n jesus_n speak_v on_o the_o cross_n to_o wit_n i_o thirst_v and_o it_o be_v finish_v med_n xviii_o when_o christ_n our_o lord_n the_o 13.1_o the_o zach._n 13.1_o fountain_n of_o all_o bliss_n have_v say_v i_o 19.28_o i_o joh._n 19.28_o thirst_v and_o that_o the_o hour_n be_v come_v that_o he_o to_o death_n must_v yield_v for_o our_o 4.25_o our_o rom._n 4.25_o amiss_o he_o say_v it_o be_v 19.30_o be_v joh._n 19.30_o finish_v now_o and_o all_o be_v do_v here_o oh_o my_o soul_n consider_v not_o only_o the_o woe_n but_o mark_v the_o word_n of_o thy_o die_a jesus_n thou_o do_v hear_v he_o cry_v unto_o his_o heavenly_a father_n with_o fervency_n of_o his_o affection_n utter_v the_o vehemency_n of_o his_o affliction_n and_o now_o hear_v thy_o woeful_a jesus_n speak_v unto_o the_o wilful_a deafe-eard_a and_o dead-hearted_n jew_n say_v i_o thirst_v and_o although_o envy_n have_v so_o parch_v up_o their_o heart_n that_o they_o have_v no_o sap_n of_o relent_a pity_n yet_o let_v his_o word_n pierce_v so_o deep_a into_o thy_o tender_a heart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v wound_v with_o true_a compunction_n and_o stir_v up_o active_a and_o lively_a motion_n of_o compassion_n within_o thy_o bowel_n so_o often_o as_o thou_o do_v think_v on_o his_o necessity_n and_o so_o often_o as_o thou_o do_v meditate_v on_o his_o calamity_n but_o alas_o thou_o do_v seldom_o or_o never_o meditate_v on_o his_o humane_a misery_n oh_o what_o grievous_a infirmity_n misery_n distress_n and_o calamity_n do_v our_o frail_a assume_v nature_n bring_v upon_o thou_o my_o love_a sweet_a and_o merciful_a jesu_n how_o many_o great_a and_o unsupportable_a torment_n do_v our_o sin_n yea_o my_o sin_n make_v thou_o by_o imputation_n compel_v thou_o to_o suffer_v what_o do_v cause_v thou_o to_o do_v it_o my_o bless_a saviour_n but_o the_o ardent_a fervour_n of_o thy_o exceed_a love_n what_o worthiness_n of_o merit_n be_v there_o in_o we_o as_o a_o motive_n to_o move_v thou_o it_o be_v thy_o unspeakable_a mercy_n and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o inestimable_a mercy_n which_o do_v induce_v thou_o but_o can_v thou_o oh_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n contain_v thy_o tear_n within_o the_o little_a cave_n of_o thy_o eye_n and_o suppress_v thy_o groan_n and_o repress_v thy_o sigh_n within_o the_o hollow_a corner_n and_o cavern_n of_o thy_o heart_n when_o thou_o do_v think_v on_o the_o extreme_a thirst_n of_o thy_o love_a jesus_n and_o of_o the_o small_a compassion_n that_o be_v show_v unto_o he_o by_o the_o unmerciful_a jew_n wherefore_o cry_v out_o with_o the_o voice_n of_o mourning_n and_o lament_v in_o thy_o cry_n &_o say_v unto_o thy_o belove_a jesus_n oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n oh_o my_o most_o gracious_a reconciler_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a redeemer_n how_o shall_v my_o sad_a &_o sorrowful_a soul_n be_v afflict_v with_o heaviness_n how_o
sake_n see_v thou_o have_v suffer_v so_o much_o for_o my_o sin_n but_o before_o thou_o pass_v any_o further_a oh_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o let_v it_o pass_v without_o earnest_a meditation_n how_o that_o although_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o tormentor_n of_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n be_v so_o poison_v with_o impiety_n and_o their_o hand_n so_o pollute_v with_o cruelty_n that_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o their_o scorn_n and_o reproach_n kill_v his_o innocent_a body_n with_o their_o torture_n yet_o that_o the_o fury_n of_o their_o malicious_a heart_n be_v so_o restrain_v and_o the_o violence_n of_o their_o cruel_a hand_n so_o repress_v that_o they_o can_v not_o break_v one_o bone_n of_o his_o bless_a body_n as_o they_o do_v of_o the_o malefactor_n which_o be_v crucify_v with_o he_o because_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n have_v say_v they_o shall_v not_o and_o therefore_o their_o hand_n be_v fetter_v that_o they_o can_v not_o exod._n 12.46_o num._n 9.12_o zach._n 12.10_o wherefore_o let_v this_o meditation_n comfort_v thy_o droop_a heart_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o consolate_v thy_o faint_a spirit_n in_o the_o sour_a fit_n of_o any_o worldly_a misery_n and_o in_o the_o sore_a conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n that_o can_v betide_v thou_o that_o no_o tyrant_n be_v he_o never_o so_o mighty_a or_o his_o heart_n never_o so_o malicious_a can_v imagine_v more_o in_o his_o cruel_a thought_n or_o act_v any_o more_o with_o his_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o than_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v predestinate_v and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o high_a have_v always_o determine_v let_v this_o resolution_n be_v as_o a_o precious_a balm_n to_o heal_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o as_o a_o sovereign_a salve_n to_o cure_v thy_o sore_n that_o they_o may_v not_o fester_v with_o dispairefull_a repine_n or_o rancour_n with_o impatient_a mourning_n let_v no_o dread_n of_o danger_n throw_v down_o the_o fort_n of_o thy_o hope_n let_v no_o tempest_n of_o persecution_n shake_v the_o foundation_n of_o thy_o faith_n and_o let_v no_o wave_n of_o affliction_n quench_v the_o flame_n of_o thy_o love_n towards_o thy_o saviour_n but_o let_v the_o oil_n of_o his_o sufficient_a grace_n so_o strengthen_v the_o sinew_n of_o thy_o faith_n when_o it_o wax_v feeble_a that_o thy_o heart_n never_o fail_v nor_o thy_o courage_n quail_v when_o thou_o be_v molest_v with_o any_o sickness_n or_o affliction_n of_o body_n or_o move_v with_o any_o malady_n of_o thy_o mind_n be_v faithful_o persuade_v that_o no_o calamity_n can_v betide_v thou_o without_o his_o will_n nor_o no_o danger_n can_v come_v near_o thy_o dwell_n without_o his_o good_a pleasure_n and_o that_o no_o tyrant_n although_o they_o be_v never_o so_o mighty_a can_v do_v but_o so_o much_o and_o no_o more_o against_o thou_o than_o he_o in_o his_o wisdom_n know_v to_o be_v profitable_a for_o thou_o for_o neither_o the_o profane_a gentile_n nor_o the_o superstitious_a jew_n can_v do_v any_o more_o unto_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n than_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v who_o come_v to_o die_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n they_o can_v not_o do_v one_o jot_n more_o than_o be_v enact_v in_o the_o high_a court_n of_o the_o celestial_a parliament_n determine_v by_o the_o secret_a counsel_n of_o the_o trinity_n &_o confirm_v by_o the_o everlasting_a statute_n of_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n confirm_v my_o mind_n oh_o lord_n with_o a_o steadfast_a persuasion_n of_o thy_o power_n and_o comfort_v my_o weak_a nature_n with_o a_o resolute_a confidence_n in_o thy_o word_n that_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o adversity_n and_o day_n of_o my_o tribulation_n yea_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o death_n i_o may_v commend_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n as_o thou_o do_v thy_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n oh_o what_o a_o consolation_n &_o comfort_n may_v it_o be_v unto_o i_o in_o my_o great_a misery_n to_o commend_v my_o soul_n into_o thy_o custody_n for_o there_o it_o shall_v remain_v in_o the_o safe_a harbour_n of_o eternal_a tranquillity_n no_o more_o subject_a to_o misery_n no_o more_o obnoxious_a to_o vanity_n the_o joy_n that_o it_o shall_v possess_v be_v unspeakable_a the_o felicity_n incomparable_a the_o continuance_n of_o it_o never_o decay_v but_o always_o durable_a without_o any_o change_n or_o end_v receive_v my_o soul_n oh_o my_o love_a saviour_n into_o thy_o hand_n that_o it_o may_v be_v safe_a under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o it_o come_v from_o thou_o and_o therefore_o let_v it_o return_v unto_o thou_o receive_v my_o gift_n my_o bountiful_a giver_n but_o because_o oh_o lord_n nothing_o that_o be_v impure_a may_v appear_v in_o thy_o sight_n neither_o can_v thou_o behold_v any_o unclean_a thing_n with_o thy_o eye_n purge_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o wash_v away_o the_o spot_n of_o it_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n that_o be_v beautify_v with_o the_o pure_a white_a robe_n of_o thy_o mercy_n reu._n 12.18_o it_o may_v confident_o approach_v unto_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o majesty_n oh_o let_v the_o affection_n of_o my_o love_n be_v never_o defective_a towards_o thou_o and_o infuse_v that_o into_o i_o by_o the_o gift_n of_o thy_o grace_n which_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o obtain_v by_o my_o own_o strength_n captivate_v all_o my_o sense_n that_o they_o may_v be_v obsequious_a to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o frame_v all_o the_o member_n of_o my_o body_n to_o perform_v thy_o law_n that_o be_v partaker_n of_o thy_o death_n by_o true_a mortification_n of_o my_o flesh_n i_o may_v also_o be_v make_v partaker_n with_o thou_o of_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n by_o the_o vivification_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v bury_v and_o of_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o mother_n and_o other_o woman_n for_o his_o death_n med_n xx._n within_o a_o 15.46_o a_o mar._n 15.46_o tomb_n which_o in_o a_o rock_n be_v wrought_v joseph_n 27.90_o joseph_n mar._n 27.90_o enshrine_v the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n wrap_v in_o a_o 15.46_o a_o luk._n 23.53_o mark_n 15.46_o cloth_n which_o he_o of_o purpose_n buy_v oh_o happy_a man_n that_o do_v such_o love_n afford_v as_o there_o be_v a_o wicked_a and_o covetous_a judas_n oh_o my_o soul_n among_o the_o faithful_a disciple_n of_o thy_o love_a jesus_n to_o betray_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a death_n so_o there_o be_v a_o kind_a joseph_n find_v among_o the_o jew_n who_o bring_v he_o honourable_o to_o his_o grave_n oh_o who_o be_v able_a to_o relate_v the_o lamentation_n to_o express_v the_o sorrow_n and_o utter_v the_o grief_n of_o the_o virgin_n marie_n mourn_v for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o dear_a son_n and_o other_o woman_n who_o do_v behold_v he_o with_o their_o compassionate_a eye_n when_o like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o bewail_v his_o departure_n from_o they_o with_o flood_n of_o tear_n now_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v hear_v the_o virgin_n marie_n discover_v the_o inward_a sorrow_n of_o her_o heart_n of_o her_o grieve_a and_o wound_a heart_n utter_v out_o of_o her_o doleful_a mouth_n passionate_z as_o she_o be_v a_o tender_a heart_a woman_n and_o more_o compassionate_a as_o she_o be_v a_o love_a mother_n when_o she_o see_v the_o wound_a and_o breathless_a body_n of_o her_o son_n take_v down_o from_o the_o cross_n let_v she_o sorrowful_a word_n penetrate_v thy_o ear_n and_o pierce_v thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v bewail_v the_o debt_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o she_o lament_v the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a manner_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a son_n what_o be_v my_o felicity_n which_o i_o have_v by_o thou_o in_o thy_o life_n be_v it_o any_o thing_n else_o but_o extreme_a misery_n at_o thy_o death_n how_o be_v my_o chief_a joy_n change_v into_o sorrow_n my_o mirth_n into_o mourning_n how_o be_v my_o rejoice_v turn_v into_o lament_v my_o cheerfulness_n turn_v into_o heaviness_n nothing_o can_v mitigate_v my_o calamity_n nothing_o can_v ease_v my_o malady_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v oh_o my_o most_o dear_a son_n what_o heinous_a crime_n have_v thou_o commit_v what_o odious_a treason_n have_v thou_o perpetrate_v that_o thou_o be_v condemn_v to_o die_v such_o a_o shameful_a and_o bitter_a death_n thy_o pure_a hand_n be_v never_o defile_v with_o any_o evil_a action_n and_o thy_o harmless_a heart_n do_v never_o harbour_v any_o wicked_a cogitation_n thy_o eye_n be_v never_o bewitch_v with_o worldly_a vanity_n nor_o thy_o ear_n delight_v with_o lewd_a discourse_n thy_o mouth_n do_v utter_v forth_o wisdom_n and_o thy_o tongue_n speak_v nothing_o but_o the_o truth_n thy_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o mirror_n of_o piety_n thy_o word_n deserve_v no_o reprehension_n thy_o deed_n be_v without_o all_o
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o saviour_n with_o his_o mourn_a mother_n so_o she_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o lament_v his_o death_n who_o have_v be_v so_o kind_a a_o master_n unto_o she_o in_o his_o life_n what_o a_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o her_o cheek_n what_o a_o spring_n of_o sorrow_n arise_v in_o her_o heart_n how_o do_v her_o sorrowful_a sigh_n second_v her_o heavy_a sob_n how_o do_v her_o doleful_a sob_n prevent_v her_o lamentable_a sigh_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o senseless_a hand_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o breathless_a foot_n speak_v unto_o her_o love_a master_n with_o her_o tremble_a voice_n be_v dead_a as_o if_o he_o do_v hear_v she_o and_o be_v alive_a bathe_v they_o with_o her_o tear_n and_o give_v a_o little_a ease_n to_o she_o sore_o disease_a heart_n by_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o feeble_a lip_n master_n marry_o magdalen_n lamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n alas_o my_o sweet_a master_n alas_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n the_o staff_n of_o my_o stay_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o sole_a comfort_n of_o my_o perplex_a spirit_n alas_o for_o i_o how_o comfortless_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o how_o sorrowful_a shall_v i_o be_v by_o be_v without_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n for_o comfort_n in_o the_o straightness_n of_o my_o sorrow_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o go_v for_o succour_v in_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n how_o lamentable_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o wound_a head_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o sacred_a hand_n and_o foot_n unto_o my_o sight_n pierce_v with_o iron-naile_n and_o deprive_v of_o sense_n which_o i_o so_o careful_o anoint_v bathe_v they_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o dry_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n joh._n 11.2_o and_o 12.3_o mat._n 26.7_o but_o now_o alas_o in_o stead_n of_o odoriferous_a ointment_n they_o be_v mangle_v with_o wound_n and_o spot_v with_o blood_n oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o thou_o do_v commend_v i_o when_o i_o do_v anoint_v thou_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n wash_v thy_o foot_n with_o my_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o my_o hair_n thou_o do_v mitigate_v my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v remit_v my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o ask_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v not_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o command_v my_o sister_n to_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o great_a and_o how_o many_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o many_o token_n of_o thy_o kindness_n how_o many_o sign_n of_o thy_o charity_n how_o many_o argument_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n have_v thou_o show_v unto_o i_o what_o a_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o bounty_n have_v thou_o confer_v upon_o i_o when_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o mourning_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o brother_n thou_o do_v comfort_v i_o in_o my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v assuage_v my_o grief_n thou_o do_v weep_v with_o i_o such_o be_v thy_o kind_a affection_n towards_o my_o love_a brother_n such_o be_v thy_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o i_o his_o sorrowful_a sister_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o shed_v tear_n as_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o thou_o do_v raise_v my_o dead_a brother_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n for_o my_o consolation_n and_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n again_o for_o my_o comfort_n john_n 11.35_o ibidem_fw-la 43._o as_o nothing_o be_v more_o sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o i_o then_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a company_n so_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o sour_a and_o sharp_a unto_o i_o then_o want_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a society_n but_o alas_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v too_o weak_a a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o malady_n and_o although_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o say_v much_o yet_o extremity_n of_o grief_n will_v suffer_v i_o to_o say_v no_o more_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o tender_a mother_n deplore_a the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n and_o also_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n bewail_v the_o want_n of_o he_o who_o be_v her_o love_a master_n and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o stonie-hearted_n that_o thou_o be_v move_v with_o no_o feel_a compassion_n be_v thy_o heart_n so_o hard_o that_o it_o can_v give_v a_o groan_n be_v thy_o eye_n so_o dry_a that_o they_o will_v not_o yield_v a_o tear_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o burial_n of_o thy_o saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o sin_n and_o be_v slay_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o thou_o may_v mollify_v and_o moisten_v my_o hard_a and_o dry_a heart_n with_o plentiful_a shower_n of_o thy_o grace_n turn_v my_o head_n into_o a_o spring_n of_o water_n and_o change_v my_o eye_n into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o excuse_v myself_o because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n so_o forgetful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o so_o unkind_a unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o love_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o woe_n and_o alas_o for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a sinner_n who_o can_v measure_v the_o quantity_n of_o my_o infelicity_n who_o can_v describe_v the_o horror_n of_o my_o misery_n who_o can_v quiet_v the_o trouble_n of_o my_o mind_n who_o can_v pacify_v my_o trouble_a conscience_n because_o my_o hard_a heart_n have_v not_o be_v touch_v with_o any_o compunction_n nor_o my_o bowel_n move_v with_o any_o compassion_n when_o i_o do_v think_v on_o thy_o cruel_a death_n and_o meditate_v on_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n oh_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o oh_o miserable_a creature_n for_o when_o other_o do_v mourn_v at_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o passion_n shed_v tear_n and_o send_v forth_o sigh_n at_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o death_n my_o hart_n be_v so_o overgrow_v with_o hardness_n that_o it_o can_v be_v touch_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n be_v so_o dry_a without_o moisture_n that_o they_o will_v not_o send_v forth_o a_o tear_n oh_o why_o do_v i_o not_o sigh_v sob_n and_o weep_v in_o my_o meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n my_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n who_o do_v abide_v so_o many_o painful_a torment_n and_o reproachful_a taunt_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n how_o can_v i_o excuse_v the_o coldness_n of_o my_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o clear_v my_o unthankful_a mind_n if_o death_n take_v away_o my_o father_n or_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o mother_n i_o water_v my_o cheek_n with_o tear_n and_o weary_a my_o heart_n with_o groan_v i_o can_v weep_v for_o the_o death_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o wring_v my_o
whole_o depress_v thou_o which_o art_n willing_o tumble_v into_o the_o filthy_a mire_n of_o infernal_a stink_n and_o hellish_a savour_n be_v thou_o overwhelm_v with_o the_o horrible_a darkness_n of_o comfortless_a and_o in_o consolable_a sorrow_n which_o haste_v witting_o cast_v thyself_o down_o into_o a_o gulf_n of_o such_o beastly_a and_o luxurious_a pleasure_n wallow_v thou_o in_o the_o whirepoole_n of_o bitterness_n which_o have_v sport_v and_o delight_v thyself_o in_o the_o puddle_n of_o lascivious_a filthiness_n oh_o you_o horrible_a terror_n terrible_a sorrow_n uncomfortable_a mourning_n muster_v yourselves_o against_o i_o assault_n overwhelm_v vex_v cover_v trample_v upon_o i_o it_o be_v just_a it_o be_v just_a my_o wicked_a deed_n have_v deserve_v it_o i_o have_v with_o impudent_a boldness_n disdain_v and_o contemn_v your_o force_n and_o with_o shameful_a sensuality_n have_v procure_v your_o displeasure_n yea_o rather_o i_o have_v provoke_v god_n and_o not_o you_o and_o now_o with_o lamentable_a repentance_n i_o desire_v you_o to_o pour_v your_o full_a measure_n of_o vengeance_n upon_o i_o torment_v and_o torture_v the_o guilty_a that_o my_o sovereign_a lord_n may_v be_v avenge_v who_o i_o have_v so_o high_o offend_v let_v the_o vicious_a fornicatour_n feel_v before_o hand_n the_o torment_n of_o hell_n which_o he_o have_v deserve_v let_v he_o taste_v before_o hand_n that_o which_o he_o have_v prepare_v let_v he_o have_v some_o smack_n of_o those_o torment_a pang_n and_o passion_n which_o he_o shall_v abide_v and_o suffer_v hereafter_o extend_v and_o augment_v thou_o immoderate_a and_o unsatiable_a sinner_n thy_o sorrowful_a and_o doleful_a repentance_n which_o have_v so_o far_o enlarge_v the_o leprous_a uncleanness_n of_o thy_o odious_a and_o detestable_a vice_n tumble_v thyself_o and_o throw_v thyself_o again_o into_o the_o whirl_n pool_n of_o ceaseless_a sorrow_n bitterness_n and_o doleful_a distress_n which_o have_v so_o oft_o throw_v down_o thyself_o into_o the_o filthy_a pit_n of_o thy_o lustful_a desire_n and_o carnal_a pleasure_n consolation_n security_n delightful_a pleasure_n and_o joy_n do_v you_o now_o no_o more_o approach_v near_o unto_o i_o i_o hate_v and_o loathe_v your_o delectable_a company_n unless_o pardon_v of_o my_o sin_n shall_v reconcile_v and_o restore_v you_o let_v heavy_a pensivenesse_n and_o bitter_a mourning_n be_v still_o at_o hand_n like_o cruel_a tormentor_n and_o bloody_a executioner_n to_o vex_v i_o in_o my_o grow_a youth_n and_o to_o trouble_v i_o in_o my_o wearisome_a age_n will_v to_o god_n will_v to_o god_n it_o may_v be_v so_o i_o wish_v pray_v desire_v it_o may_v be_v so_o if_o i_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o listen_v up_o my_o eye_n towards_o heaven_n when_o i_o put_v up_o my_o humble_a supplication_n true_o i_o be_o not_o unworthy_a to_o obscure_v they_o and_o to_o put_v out_o their_o light_n with_o the_o stream_n and_o fountain_n of_o tear_n and_o lamentable_a weep_v if_o my_o mind_n be_v confound_v with_o great_a shamefulnes_n of_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o it_o can_v pray_v and_o crave_v for_o mercy_n it_o be_v meet_v that_o it_o shall_v be_v overwhelm_v with_o the_o tempest_n of_o exceed_a sorrow_n and_o doleful_a sadness_n if_o it_o fear_v to_o come_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n grievous_o offend_v it_o be_v just_a that_o the_o unsufferable_a torment_n prepare_v for_o rebellious_a sinner_n shall_v always_o appear_v and_o be_v present_v before_o it_o therefore_o let_v my_o heart_n think_v and_o think_v again_o what_o heinous_a treason_n it_o have_v commit_v what_o endless_a torment_n it_o have_v deserve_v let_v my_o understanding_n descend_v into_o itself_o &_o make_v a_o privy_a search_n in_o every_o corner_n before_o it_o go_v down_o into_o the_o land_n of_o darkness_n which_o death_n obscure_v with_o his_o gross_a and_o misty_a vapour_n and_o meditate_v who_o do_v attend_v and_o wait_v there_o for_o my_o wicked_a soul_n let_v it_o behold_v and_o view_v see_v and_o be_v trouble_v what_o be_v it_o oh_o god_n what_o be_v it_o which_o i_o behold_v in_o the_o land_n of_o misery_n and_o darkness_n horror_n horror_n what_o be_v it_o which_o i_o do_v view_n where_o no_o order_n but_o woeful_a confusion_n inhabit_v woeful_a be_v the_o out-cry_n of_o some_o howl_v out_o with_o lamentable_a voice_n woeful_a be_v the_o noise_n of_o other_o gnash_v their_o tooth_n torture_v with_o intolerable_a torment_n lamentable_a be_v the_o sight_n of_o the_o confuse_a multitude_n sob_v and_o sigh_v out_o woe_n wo_n how_o many_o and_o how_o many_o woe_n woe_n for_o that_o fire_n which_o burn_v with_o brimstone_n who_o flame_n be_v never_o extinguish_v and_o woeful_a be_v that_o obscure_a and_o dark_a dungeon_n where_o there_o dwell_v everlasting_a darkness_n with_o what_o terrible_a roar_n do_v i_o see_v you_o oh_o worm_n toss_v and_o turn_v about_o live_v in_o that_o flame_a fire_n which_o continua_o burn_v what_o direful_a and_o greedy_a desire_n do_v inflame_v you_o to_o return_v out_o of_o it_o who_o yet_o that_o fire_n of_o fire_n can_v so_o burn_v as_o that_o ever_o you_o shall_v be_v consume_v oh_o you_o devil_n burn_v together_o with_o they_o roar_v with_o burn_v and_o rage_v with_o fury_n wherefore_o be_v you_o so_o terrible_a and_o cruel_a to_o they_o which_o be_v tumble_v and_o roll_v up_o and_o down_o among_o you_o oh_o torment_n intolerable_a oh_o extreme_a sentence_n of_o justice_n insupportable_a shall_v no_o mean_a no_o remedy_n no_o end_n mitigate_v or_o assuage_v you_o be_v these_o the_o thing_n oh_o great_a and_o powerful_a god_n which_o be_v prepare_v for_o filthy_a fornicator_n and_o wicked_a contemner_n of_o thou_o of_o which_o i_o be_o one_o ay_o i_o be_o very_o one_o of_o those_o oh_o my_o soul_n tremble_v thou_o with_o terror_n faint_a and_o fail_v thou_o my_o understanding_n with_o quake_a fear_n and_o thou_o oh_o my_o heart_n cut_v and_o wound_v thyself_o with_o immoderate_a sorrow_n whither_o do_v you_o hale_v and_o tog_n may_v cruel_a tormentor_n while_o you_o execute_v your_o fury_n and_o wrath_n against_o i_o for_o my_o great_a and_o grievous_a offence_n whither_o do_v thou_o deliver_v i_o oh_o my_o sin_n whither_o do_v thou_o deliver_v i_o oh_o my_o god_n whither_o do_v thou_o deliver_v i_o if_o i_o have_v effect_v by_o my_o heinous_a and_o detestable_a rebellion_n that_o i_o shall_v be_v thy_o guilty_a offendor_n can_v i_o also_o bring_v it_o to_o pass_v that_o i_o shall_v not_o be_v thy_o creature_n if_o i_o have_v rob_v myself_o of_o my_o chastity_n have_v i_o also_o rob_v thou_o of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o lord_n lord_n if_o i_o have_v lose_v that_o for_o want_n whereof_o thou_o may_v condemn_v i_o a_o grievous_a offender_n have_v thou_o also_o lose_v that_o whereby_o thou_o be_v wont_a to_o save_v a_o penitent_a sinner_n do_v not_o oh_o lord_n do_v not_o so_o narrow_o attend_v to_o my_o wickedness_n that_o thou_o forget_v thy_o wont_a goodness_n where_o be_v it_o true_a oh_o true_a god_n where_o be_v as_o i_o live_v i_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o he_o be_v convert_v and_o live_v oh_o lord_n thou_o which_o do_v not_o lie_v lord_n what_o be_v i_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n if_o thou_o do_v bury_v in_o hell_n a_o sinner_n which_o cry_v unto_o thou_o or_o be_v it_o to_o throw_v a_o sinner_n into_o the_o lake_n of_o never-ceasing_a torment_n i_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n or_o be_v this_o i_o will_v that_o a_o sinner_n be_v convert_v and_o live_v i_o be_o a_o sinner_n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o sinner_n if_o therefore_o thou_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n what_o do_v compel_v thou_o which_o thou_o will_v not_o that_o thou_o deliver_v i_o to_o death_n and_o destruction_n if_o thou_o will_v that_o a_o sinner_n be_v convert_v and_o live_v what_o do_v let_v thou_o to_o perform_v that_o which_o thou_o will_v namely_o that_o i_o be_v convert_v live_v and_o be_v save_v if_o the_o enormity_n of_o my_o sin_n do_v constrain_v i_o to_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o hate_v do_v it_o also_o hinder_v thou_o to_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o desire_v when_o as_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n omnipotent_a far_o be_v it_o oh_o god_n far_o be_v it_o oh_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o the_o wickedness_n of_o a_o repent_v and_o lament_v sinner_n shall_v prevail_v more_o than_o the_o sentence_n the_o omnipotent_a remember_v oh_o just_a holy_a and_o merciful_a god_n that_o thou_o be_v merciful_a and_o also_o my_o creator_n and_o recreator_n therefore_o good_a lord_n remember_v not_o thy_o justice_n against_o thy_o sinner_n but_o remember_v thy_o wont_a clemency_n towards_o thy_o poor_a creature_n remember_v not_o thy_o anger_n against_o a_o guilty_a offender_n but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o accustom_a commiseration_n and_o mercy_n towards_o a_o miserable_a sinner_n