into_o i_o by_o thou_o a_o intelligent_a understand_v soul_n a_o soul_n that_o have_v love_n in_o its_o nature_n but_o a_o soul_n that_o never_o love_v thou_o three_o judge_v thyself_o before_o he_o as_o to_o the_o fact_n and_o as_o to_o the_o fault_n as_o to_o the_o fact_n i_o have_v never_o yet_o love_v thou_o o_o god_n i_o own_v it_o to_o thou_o lord_n i_o accuse_v i_o charge_v my_o soul_n with_o this_o before_o thou_o this_o be_v the_o truth_n of_o the_o fact_n i_o have_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o i_o and_o charge_v thyself_o with_o the_o fault_n oh_o horrid_a creature_n that_o i_o be_o i_o be_v make_v by_o thou_o and_o do_v it_o love_v thou_o thou_o do_v breath_n into_o i_o this_o reasonable_a immortal_a spirit_n and_o it_o do_v not_o love_v thou_o it_o be_v thy_o own_o offspring_n and_o do_v not_o love_v thou_o it_o can_v never_o be_v bless_v in_o any_o thing_n but_o thou_o and_o it_o do_v not_o love_v thou_o and_o then_o hereupon_o in_o the_o four_o place_n join_v to_o this_o self-judging_a self-loathing_a that_o we_o be_v to_o judge_n ourselves_o be_v a_o law_n lay_v upon_o we_o by_o the_o supreme_a lawgiver_n the_o one_o lawgiver_n that_o have_v power_n to_o save_v and_o to_o destroy_v and_o his_o word_n that_o enjoin_v it_o as_o plain_o tell_v we_o what_o must_v go_v with_o it_o that_o this_o self-judging_a must_v be_v accompany_v with_o self-loathing_a ezek._n 6.9_o ch_n 20.43_o and_o 36.31_o do_v god_n that_o right_n upon_o thyself_o that_o thou_o may_v tell_v he_o bless_a god_n i_o do_v even_o hate_v myself_o because_o i_o find_v i_o have_v not_o love_v thou_o and_o i_o can_v but_o hate_v myself_o and_o i_o never_o will_v be_v reconcile_v to_o myself_o till_o i_o find_v i_o be_o reconcile_v to_o thou_o this_o be_v do_v justice_n do_v not_o the_o scripture_n usual_o and_o familiar_o so_o represent_v to_o we_o the_o great_a turn_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o god_n when_o poor_a sinner_n become_v penitent_n and_o return_v that_o they_o be_v bring_v to_o hate_v themselves_o and_o loathe_v themselves_o in_o their_o own_o eye_n and_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n that_o can_v make_v a_o soul_n so_o loathsome_a in_o itself_o or_o aught_o to_o make_v it_o so_o loathsome_a to_o itself_o as_o not_o to_o love_v god_n to_o be_v destitute_a of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o then_o five_o hereupon_o too_o pity_v thyself_o pity_v thy_o own_o soul_n there_o be_v cause_n to_o hate_v it_o to_o loathe_v it_o and_o be_v there_o no_o cause_n to_o pity_v it_o to_o lament_v it_o do_v not_o this_o look_n like_o a_o lamentable_a case_n oh_o what_o a_o soul_n have_v i_o that_o can_v love_v any_o thing_n else_o that_o can_v love_v trifle_n that_o can_v love_v impurity_n that_o can_v love_v sin_n and_o can_v love_v god_n christ_n the_o most_o desirable_a good_a of_o soul_n what_o a_o soul_n have_v i_o what_o a_o monster_n in_o the_o creation_n of_o god_n be_v this_o soul_n of_o i_o methinks_v you_o shall_v set_v yourselves_o if_o any_o of_o you_o can_v find_v this_o to_o be_v the_o case_n to_o weep_v over_o your_o own_o soul_n some_o may_v see_v cause_n to_o say_v oh_o my_o soul_n thou_o have_v in_o thou_o other_o valuable_a thing_n thou_o have_v understanding_n in_o thou_o judgement_n in_o thou_o wit_n in_o thou_o perhaps_o learn_v considerable_a acquire_v endowment_n in_o thou_o but_o thou_o have_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v many_o other_o commendable_a or_o useful_a thing_n i_o can_v discourse_v plausible_o argue_v subtle_o i_o can_v manage_v affair_n dexterous_o but_o i_o can_v love_v god_n oh_o my_o soul_n how_o great_a a_o essential_a do_v thou_o want_v to_o all_o religion_n to_o all_o duty_n to_o all_o felicity_n the_o one_o thing_n necessary_a thou_o want_v thou_o have_v every_o thing_n but_o what_o thou_o need_v more_o than_o any_o thing_n more_o than_o all_o thing_n and_o oh_o my_o soul_n what_o be_v like_a at_o this_o rate_n to_o become_v of_o thou_o where_o be_v thou_o to_o have_v thy_o eternal_a abode_n to_o what_o region_n of_o horror_n and_o darkness_n and_o woe_n be_v thou_o go_v what_o society_n can_v be_v fit_a for_o thou_o no_o lover_n of_o god_n no_o lover_n of_o god_n what_o but_o of_o infernal_a accurse_a spirit_n that_o be_v at_o utmost_a distance_n from_o he_o and_o to_o who_o no_o beam_n of_o holy_a vital_a light_n shall_v ever_o shine_v to_o all_o eternity_n thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n be_v self-abandoned_a to_o the_o blackness_n of_o darkness_n for_o ever_o thy_o doom_n be_v in_o thy_o breast_n thy_o own_o bosom_n thy_o no-love_n to_o god_n be_v thy_o own_o doom_n thy_o eternal_a doom_n create_v thou_o a_o present_a hell_n and_o show_v whither_o thou_o belong_v six_o place_n let_v a_o due_a fear_n and_o solicitude_n hereupon_o be_v set_v on_o work_n in_o thou_o for_o consider_v thyself_o as_o one_o short_o to_o be_v arraign_v before_o the_o supreme_a tribunal_n and_o then_o here_o be_v the_o critical_a vertical_a point_n upon_o which_o thy_o judgement_n turn_v lover_n of_o god_n or_o no_o lover_n of_o god_n all_o be_v to_o be_v judge_v in_o reference_n to_o what_o they_o be_v and_o do_v in_o the_o body_n whether_o good_a or_o evil_n as_o in_o 2_o cor._n chap._n 5._o ver_fw-la 10._o what_o be_v thou_o as_o to_o this_o point_n while_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o body_n for_o the_o last_o judgement_n regard_v that_o former_a state_n what_o thou_o do_v and_o what_o be_v thy_o wont_n as_o to_o this_o whilst_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o body_n therefore_o by_o the_o way_n no_o hope_n after_o thou_o be_v go_v out_o of_o the_o body_n go_v out_o of_o the_o body_n no_o lover_n of_o god_n the_o depart_a soul_n no_o lover_n of_o god_n and_o this_o will_v be_v find_v your_o state_n at_o the_o judgment-day_n you_o be_v not_o to_o expect_v after_o death_n a_o gospel_n to_o be_v preach_v that_o you_o may_v then_o be_v reconcile_v to_o god_n no_o but_o what_o do_v you_o do_v in_o the_o body_n according_a to_o that_o you_o be_v to_o be_v judge_v do_v you_o love_n god_n in_o this_o body_n while_o here_o yea_o or_o no_o and_o this_o be_v a_o trial_n upon_o the_o most_o fundamental_a point_n for_o as_o all_o the_o law_n be_v comprehend_v in_o love_n as_o be_v former_o hint_v if_o you_o be_v find_v guilty_a in_o this_o point_n that_o you_o be_v no_o lover_n of_o god_n total_o destitute_a of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n you_o be_v a_o perpetual_a underminer_n of_o his_o whole_a government_n of_o the_o whole_a frame_n of_o his_o law_n a_o disloyal_a creature_n rebellious_a and_o false_a to_o the_o god_n that_o make_v you_o to_o jesus_n christ_n that_o redeem_v you_o by_o his_o blood_n all_o disobedience_n and_o rebellion_n be_v sum_v up_o in_o this_o one_o word_n have_v be_v no_o lover_n of_o god_n and_o will_v it_o make_v any_o man_n heart_n to_o meditate_v terror_n to_o think_v of_o have_v such_o a_o charge_n as_o this_o likely_a to_o lie_v against_o he_o in_o the_o judgement_n of_o that_o day_n that_o day_n when_o the_o secret_n of_o all_o heart_n be_v to_o be_v lay_v open_a every_o work_n must_v be_v then_o bring_v into_o judgement_n and_o every_o secret_a thing_n whether_o it_o be_v good_a or_o evil_n eccles._n 12.14_o and_o it_o will_v be_v to_o the_o confusion_n of_o many_o a_o one_o it_o may_v be_v your_o no-love_n of_o god_n be_v heretofore_o a_o great_a secret_n you_o have_v a_o heart_n in_o which_o be_v no_o love_n of_o god_n but_o it_o be_v a_o secret_a you_o take_v not_o care_n to_o have_v it_o write_v in_o your_o forehead_n you_o converse_v with_o man_n so_o plausible_o no_o body_n take_v you_o to_o be_v no_o lover_n of_o god_n to_o have_v a_o heart_n disaffect_v to_o god_n but_o now_o out_o come_v the_o secret_a that_o which_o you_o keep_v for_o a_o great_a secret_n all_o your_o day_n out_o come_v the_o secret_a and_o to_o have_v such_o a_o secret_a as_o this_o disclose_v to_o that_o vast_a assembly_n before_o angel_n and_o man_n here_o be_v a_o creature_n a_o reasonable_a creature_n a_o intelligent_a soul_n that_o live_v upon_o the_o divine_a bounty_n and_o goodness_n so_o many_o year_n in_o the_o world_n below_o and_o hide_v a_o false_a disloyal_a heart_n by_o a_o plausible_a show_n and_o external_a profession_n of_o great_a devotedness_n to_o god_n all_o the_o time_n of_o his_o abode_n in_o that_o world_n oh_o what_o a_o fearful_a thing_n will_v it_o be_v to_o have_v this_o secret_a so_o disclose_v and_o do_v you_o think_v that_o all_o the_o loyal_a creature_n that_o shall_v be_v spectator_n and_o auditor_n in_o the_o hear_n of_o that_o great_a day_n will_v not_o all_o conceive_v a_o just_a and_o a_o loyal_a indignation_n against_o
such_o a_o one_o when_o convict_v of_o not_o love_v god_n convict_v of_o not_o love_v he_o that_o give_v he_o breath_n him_z who_o he_o be_v to_o who_o he_o belong_v who_o name_n he_o bear_v what_o a_o fearful_a thing_n will_v it_o be_v to_o stand_v convict_v so_o upon_o such_o a_o point_n as_o this_o and_o sure_a in_o the_o mean_a time_n there_o be_v great_a reason_n for_o continual_a fear_n why_o a_o man_n heart_n shall_v meditate_v terror_n one_o will_v even_o think_v that_o all_o the_o creation_n shall_v be_v continual_o every_o moment_n in_o arm_n against_o he_o one_o will_v be_v afraid_a that_o every_o wind_n that_o blow_n shall_v be_v a_o deadly_a blast_n to_o destroy_v i_o that_o when_o the_o sun_n shine_v upon_o i_o all_o its_o beam_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o vindictive_a flame_n to_o execute_v vengeance_n upon_o i_o i_o will_v fear_v that_o even_o the_o very_a stone_n in_o the_o street_n shall_v fly_v against_o i_o and_o every_o thing_n that_o meet_v i_o be_v my_o death_n what_o to_o go_v about_o the_o street_n from_o day_n to_o day_n with_o a_o heart_n void_a of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n what_o a_o heart_n have_v i_o fear_v aught_o to_o be_v exercise_v in_o this_o case_n we_o be_v bid_v to_o fear_v if_o we_o do_v evil_a against_o a_o humane_a ruler_n if_o thou_o do_v that_o which_o be_v evil_a be_v afraid_a for_o he_o bear_v not_o the_o sword_n in_o vain_a rom._n 13.4_o but_o if_o i_o be_v such_o a_o evil_a doer_n against_o the_o supreme_a ruler_n the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n have_v i_o not_o reason_n to_o be_v afraid_a and_o to_o think_v sad_o with_o myself_o what_o will_v the_o end_n of_o this_o be_v but_o yet_o i_o will_v add_v in_o the_o seven_o place_n do_v despair_v for_o all_o this_o god_n be_v in_o christ_n reconcile_n the_o world_n to_o himself_o as_o in_o that_o 2_o cor._n chap._n 5._o v._n 19_o that_o sin_n may_v not_o be_v impute_v he_o be_v in_o christ_n to_o reconcile_v you_o to_o win_v heart_n to_o captivate_v soul_n to_o the_o love_n of_o god_n for_o what_o else_o be_v reconciliation_n on_o our_o part_n he_o be_v in_o christ_n to_o reconcile_v to_o conquer_v enmity_n to_o subdue_v disaffect_v heart_n to_o make_v such_o soul_n call_v and_o cry_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n i_o have_v be_v a_o stranger_n to_o thou_o i_o will_v through_o thy_o grace_n be_v so_o no_o long_o therefore_o do_v despair_v despair_v that_o ever_o you_o shall_v do_v well_o without_o love_v of_o god_n but_o do_v it_o despair_v you_o shall_v ever_o be_v bring_v to_o love_v he_o by_o no_o mean_n you_o have_v to_o do_v with_o he_o that_o be_v the_o element_n of_o love_n the_o god_n of_o love_n the_o fountain_n of_o love_n the_o great_a source_n of_o love_n the_o fountain_n at_o once_o both_o of_o loveliness_n and_o love_n who_o nature_n be_v love_n and_o be_v with_o his_o name_n in_o his_o son_n who_o be_v manifest_v in_o the_o flesh_n full_a of_o grace_n and_o truth_n i._n e._n sincere_a love_n he_o be_v incarnate_a love_n love_v point_v at_o we_o and_o be_v upon_o these_o term_n able_a to_o transform_v all_o the_o world_n into_o love_n the_o nature_n of_o god_n be_v all_o love_n 1_o john_n 4.16_o and_o in_o christ_n he_o be_v emanuel_n god_n with_o we_o so_o the_o divine_a love_n have_v a_o direct_a aspect_n upon_o we_o why_o then_o apply_v yourselves_o to_o he_o turn_v yourselves_o towards_o he_o open_v your_o soul_n to_o he_o say_v to_o he_o lord_n flow_v in_o with_o all_o the_o mighty_a power_n of_o thy_o own_o love_n upon_o my_o soul_n thou_o that_o 〈…〉_z the_o true_a genuine_a son_n of_o abraham_n and_o there_o can_v be_v no_o such_o child_n without_o love_n oh_o dissolve_v this_o stone_n this_o stone_n in_o my_o breast_n mollify_v this_o obdurate_a heart_n turn_v it_o into_o love_n how_o soon_o may_v it_o be_v do_v upon_o due_a application_n he_o can_v quick_o do_v it_o draw_v thou_o into_o a_o love-union_n with_o himself_o so_o as_o that_o thou_o shall_v come_v to_o dwell_v in_o love_n and_o dwell_v in_o god_n who_o be_v love_n and_o he_o in_o thou_o then_o the_o foundation_n be_v sure_o lay_v for_o all_o thy_o future_a duty_n and_o for_o all_o thy_o future_a felicity_n then_o how_o pleasant_o will_v thou_o obey_v and_o how_o bless_o will_v thou_o enjoy_v god_n for_o ever_o but_o such_o application_n must_v be_v make_v through_o christ_n and_o for_o the_o spirit_n which_o spirit_n be_v the_o spirit_n of_o love_n and_o of_o power_n and_o of_o a_o sound_a mind_n as_o you_o have_v it_o in_o that_o first_o of_o the_o second_o to_o tim._n v._n 7._o but_o these_o thing_n i_o can_v now_o further_o insist_v upon_o finis_fw-la book_n write_v by_o the_o reverend_n mr._n john_n how_o and_o sell_v by_o tho._n parkhurst_n at_o the_o bible_n and_o three_o crown_n in_o cheapside_n 1._o of_o thoughtfulness_n for_o the_o morrow_n with_o a_o appendix_n concern_v the_o immoderate_a desire_n of_o foreknowing_a thing_n to_o come_v 2._o of_o charity_n in_o reference_n to_o other_o man_n sin_n 3._o the_o redeemer_n tear_n weep_v over_o lose_v soul_n in_o a_o treatise_n on_o luke_n 19.41_o 42._o with_o a_o appendix_n wherein_o somewhat_o be_v occasional_o discourse_v concern_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o how_o god_n be_v say_v to_o will_v the_o salvation_n of_o they_o that_o perish_v 4._o two_o sermon_n preach_v upon_o these_o word_n yield_v yourselves_o to_o god_n 5._o a_o sermon_n direct_v what_o we_o be_v to_o do_v after_o a_o strict_a enquiry_n whither_o or_o no_o we_o true_o love_v god_n 6._o a_o funeral_n sermon_n for_o mrs._n esther_n samson_n the_o late_a wife_n of_o henry_n samson_n doctor_n of_o physic_n who_o die_v novemb_n 24_o the_o 1689._o 7._o the_o carnality_n of_o religious_a contention_n in_o two_o sermon_n preach_v at_o the_o merchant_n lecture_n in_o broadstreet_n 8._o a_o calm_a and_o sober_a enquiry_n concern_v the_o possibility_n of_o a_o trinity_n in_o the_o godhead_n in_o a_o letter_n to_o a_o person_n of_o worth_n 9_o a_o letter_n to_o a_o friend_n concern_v a_o postscript_n to_o the_o defence_n of_o dr._n sherlock_n notion_n of_o the_o trinity_n in_o unity_n relate_v to_o the_o calm_a enquiry_n 10._o a_o view_n of_o that_o part_n of_o the_o late_a consideration_n address_v to_o h.h._n about_o the_o trinity_n which_o concern_v the_o calm_a and_o sober_a enquiry_n on_o the_o same_o subject_a 11._o a_o funeral_n sermon_n on_o the_o death_n of_o that_o pious_a gentlewoman_n mrs._n judith_n hamond_n late_a wife_n of_o the_o reverend_n mr._n george_n hamond_n minister_n of_o the_o gospel_n in_o london_n some_o other_o book_n print_v for_o and_o sell_v by_o tho._n parkhurst_n at_o the_o bible_n and_o three_o crown_n in_o cheapside_n a_o body_n of_o practical_a divinity_n consist_v of_o above_o 176_o sermon_n on_o the_o lesser_a catechism_n compose_v by_o the_o reverend_a assembly_n of_o divine_n at_o westminster_n with_o a_o supplement_n of_o some_o sermon_n on_o several_a text_n of_o scripture_n by_o tho._n watson_n former_o minister_n of_o st._n stephen_n walbrook_n london_n recommend_v by_o 26_o minister_n to_o master_n of_o family_n and_o other_o folio_n sermon_n and_o discourse_n on_o several_a divine_a subject_n by_o the_o late_a reverend_n and_o learned_a david_n clarkson_n b._n d._n and_o sometime_o fellow_n of_o clare-hall_n cambridge_n with_o a_o epistle_n by_o mr._n john_n how_o and_o mr._n matth._n mead._n folio_n the_o grace_n and_o duty_n of_o be_v spiritually-minded_n declare_v and_o practical_o improve_v by_o john_n owen_n d._n d._n quarto_fw-la a_o practical_a exposition_n on_o the_o 130_o psalm_n wherein_o the_o nature_n of_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n be_v declare_v the_o truth_n and_o reality_n of_o it_o assert_v and_o the_o case_n of_o a_o soul_n distress_v with_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n and_o relieve_v by_o a_o discovery_n of_o forgiveness_n with_o god_n be_v at_o large_a discourse_v by_o john_n owen_n d._n d._n quarto_fw-la a_o exposition_n with_o practical_a observation_n upon_o the_o book_n of_o ecclesiastes_n by_o mr._n alexander_n nisbet_n minister_n of_o the_o gospel_n at_o irwin_n quarto_fw-la theological_a discourse_n in_o two_o part_n the_o first_o contain_v eight_o letter_n and_o three_o sermon_n concern_v the_o bless_a trinity_n the_o second_o discourse_n and_o sermon_n on_o several_a occasion_n by_o john_n wallis_n d._n d._n professor_n of_o geometry_n in_o oxford_n quarto_fw-la
what_o to_o have_v this_o matter_n hang_v in_o indifferency_n through_o neglect_n whether_o thou_o love_v god_n or_o love_v he_o not_o it_o show_v that_o neither_o regard_n to_o god_n nor_o a_o just_a value_n of_o thyself_o make_v thou_o care_n whether_o thou_o be_v a_o holy_a man_n or_o a_o devil_n for_o know_v that_o the_o love_a god_n or_o not_o love_v he_o do_v more_o distinguish_v a_o saint_n from_o a_o devil_n than_o wear_v a_o body_n or_o not_o wear_v it_o can_v do_v a_o devil_n if_o he_o do_v love_n god_n be_v a_o saint_n a_o man_n that_o do_v not_o love_n god_n he_o be_v no_o other_o though_o he_o wear_v a_o body_n than_o a_o incarnate_a devil_n it_o be_v the_o want_n of_o love_n to_o god_n that_o make_v the_o devil_n a_o devil_n make_v he_o what_o he_o be_v second_o for_o further_a direction_n take_v heed_n of_o pass_v a_o false_a judgement_n in_o this_o case_n a_o judgement_n contrary_n to_o the_o truth_n for_o first_o that_o be_v to_o no_o purpose_n it_o will_v avail_v thou_o nothing_o you_o can_v be_v advantage_v by_o it_o for_o you_o be_v not_o the_o supreme_a judgement_n there_o will_v be_v another_o and_o superior_a judgement_n to_o you_o that_o will_v control_v and_o reverse_v your_o false_a judgement_n and_o make_v it_o signify_v nothing_o it_o be_v therefore_o to_o no_o purpose_n and_o second_o it_o be_v a_o great_a piece_n of_o insolency_n for_o it_o will_v be_v to_o oppose_v your_o judgement_n to_o his_o certain_a and_o most_o authorise_a judgement_n who_o if_o this_o be_v your_o case_n have_v already_o judge_v it_o and_o tell_v you_o i_o know_v you_o that_o you_o have_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o you_o it_o belong_v to_o he_o by_o office_n to_o judge_n the_o father_n have_v commit_v all_o judgement_n to_o the_o son_n as_o a_o little_a above_o in_o this_o chapter_n from_o what_o will_v you_o depose_v he_o dethrone_v he_o disannul_v his_o judgement_n condemn_v he_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v righteous_a to_o borrow_v that_o job_n 40.8_o three_o it_o be_v most_o absurd_a suppose_v such_o character_n as_o you_o have_v hear_v do_v conclude_v against_o a_o man_n in_o this_o case_n yet_o to_o judge_v himself_o a_o lover_n of_o god_n if_o against_o the_o evidence_n of_o such_o character_n a_o man_n shall_v pronounce_v the_o wrong_a judgement_n it_o will_v be_v the_o most_o unreasonable_a and_o absurd_a thing_n imaginable_a for_o then_o let_v we_o but_o suppose_v how_o that_o wrong_a judgement_n must_v lie_v relate_v to_o those_o forementioned_a character_n that_o have_v be_v give_v you_o let_v i_o remind_v you_o of_o some_o of_o they_o he_o that_o never_o put_v forth_o the_o act_n of_o love_n to_o god_n can_v say_v he_o have_v the_o principle_n he_o that_o be_v not_o incline_v to_o do_v good_a to_o other_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o god_n 1_o john_n 3.17_o he_o that_o indulge_v himself_o in_o the_o inconsistent_a love_n of_o this_o world_n 1_o john_n 2.15_o he_o that_o live_v not_o in_o obedience_n to_o his_o know_a law_n john_n 14.15_o 1_o john_n 5.3_o with_o many_o more_o now_o if_o you_o will_v pass_v a_o judgement_n of_o your_o case_n against_o the_o evidence_n of_o such_o character_n come_v forth_o then_o let_v the_o matter_n be_v bring_v into_o clear_a light_n put_v your_o sense_n into_o plain_a word_n and_o this_o it_o will_v be_v i_o be_o a_o lover_n of_o god_n or_o i_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o i_o though_o i_o can_v tell_v that_o ever_o i_o put_v forth_o one_o act_n of_o love_n towards_o he_o in_o all_o my_o life_n i_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o i_o though_o i_o never_o know_v what_o it_o mean_v to_o do_v good_a to_o any_o for_o his_o sake_n against_o the_o express_a word_n of_o scripture_n how_o dwell_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o such_o a_o man_n i_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o i_o though_o i_o have_v constant_o indulge_v myself_o in_o that_o which_o he_o make_v a_o inconsistent_a love_n love_v not_o the_o world_n nor_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v in_o the_o world_n if_o any_o man_n love_v the_o world_n the_o love_n of_o the_o father_n be_v not_o in_o he_o i_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o i_o though_o i_o will_v never_o allow_v he_o to_o rule_v i_o though_o i_o never_o keep_v his_o commandment_n with_o a_o design_n to_o please_v he_o and_o comply_v with_o his_o wâ—ll_n i_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o i_o though_o i_o never_o value_v his_o love_n i_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o i_o though_o i_o never_o care_v for_o his_o image_n for_o his_o presence_n for_o his_o converse_n for_o his_o interest_n and_o honour_n i_o beseech_v you_o consider_v how_o all_o this_o will_v sound_v can_v any_o thing_n be_v more_o absurd_o speak_v and_o shall_v it_o be_v upon_o such_o improbability_n or_o impossibility_n as_o these_o that_o any_o man_n will_v think_v it_o fit_a to_o venture_v his_o soul_n i_o will_v pawn_v my_o soul_n upon_o it_o i_o will_v run_v the_o hazard_n of_o my_o soul_n upon_o it_o i_o be_o a_o lover_n of_o god_n for_o all_o this_o will_v you_o venture_v any_o thing_n else_o so_o beside_o your_o soul_n will_v you_o venture_v a_o finger_n so_o a_o eye_n so_o it_o be_v to_o place_v the_o name_n where_o there_o be_v nothing_o of_o the_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o place_v the_o name_n of_o a_o thing_n upon_o its_o contrary_n the_o soul_n of_o man_n can_v be_v in_o a_o indifferency_n towards_o god_n but_o if_o there_o be_v not_o love_n propension_n there_o be_v aversion_n and_o that_o be_v hatred_n and_o what_o be_v hatred_n to_o be_v call_v love_n if_o you_o bear_v that_o habitual_a disposition_n of_o soul_n towards_o god_n to_o go_v all_o the_o day_n long_o with_o no_o inclination_n towards_o he_o no_o thought_n of_o he_o no_o design_n to_o please_v he_o to_o serve_v he_o to_o glorify_v he_o if_o this_o be_v your_o habitual_a temper_n and_o usual_a course_n will_v you_o call_v this_o love_n shall_v this_o contrariety_n to_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v call_v love_n to_o he_o you_o may_v as_o well_o call_v water_n fire_n or_o fire_n water_n as_o so_o gross_o mis-name_n thing_n here_o and_o therefore_o again_o in_o the_o three_o place_n that_o we_o may_v advance_v somewhat_o plain_o and_o positive_o pass_v the_o true_a judgement_n if_o the_o character_n that_o you_o have_v hear_v do_v carry_v the_o matter_n so_o come_v at_o last_o plain_o and_o positive_o to_o pass_v the_o true_a judgement_n of_o your_o own_o case_n though_o it_o be_v a_o sad_a one_o and_o tell_v your_o own_o soul_n oh_o my_o soul_n though_o i_o must_v sad_o say_v it_o i_o must_v say_v it_o all_o thing_n conclude_v and_o make_v against_o thou_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v not_o in_o thou_o why_o be_v it_o not_o as_o good_a this_o shall_v be_v the_o present_a issue_n at_o your_o own_o bar_n and_o at_o the_o tribunal_n of_o your_o own_o conscience_n as_o before_o god_n judgment-seat_n why_o shall_v you_o not_o concur_v and_o fall_v in_o with_o christ_n the_o authorize_v judge_n who_o judgement_n be_v according_a to_o truth_n why_o this_o be_v a_o thing_n that_o must_v be_v do_v the_o case_n require_v it_o and_o god_n express_a word_n require_v it_o 1_o cor._n 11.31_o other_o previous_a and_o preparatory_a duty_n plain_o enjoin_v do_v by_o consequence_n enjoin_v it_o and_o require_v that_o it_o follow_v 2_o cor._n 13.5_o what_o be_v examination_n for_o but_o in_o order_n to_o judgement_n it_o must_v therefore_o be_v do_v and_o i_o shall_v show_v how_o it_o must_v be_v do_v and_o proceed_v to_o some_o far_a direction_n first_o you_o must_v do_v it_o solemn_o take_v yourselves_o aside_o at_o some_o fit_a season_n or_o another_o inspect_v your_o own_o soul_n review_v your_o life_n consider_v what_o your_o wont_a frame_n and_o your_o ordinary_a course_n have_v be_v and_o if_o you_o find_v by_o such_o character_n as_o heretofore_o be_v give_v this_o be_v the_o truth_n of_o your_o case_n then_o let_v judgement_n pass_v upon_o deliberation_n oh_o my_o soul_n thou_o have_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o thou_o whatsoever_o thy_o appearance_n hitherto_o have_v be_v and_o whatsoever_o thy_o peace_n and_o quiet_n have_v be_v thou_o have_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o thou_o let_v it_o be_v do_v with_o solemnity_n second_o do_v it_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n as_o before_o he_o as_o under_o his_o eye_n as_o under_o the_o eye_n of_o christ_n that_o eye_n that_o be_v as_o a_o flame_n of_o fire_n that_o search_v heart_n and_o try_v reins_o arraign_v thyself_o before_o he_o lord_n i_o have_v here_o bring_v before_o thou_o a_o guilty_a soul_n a_o delinquent_a soul_n a_o wretched_a a_o horrid_a delinquent_n a_o soul_n that_o be_v breathe_v
a_o sermon_n direct_v what_o we_o be_v to_o do_v after_o strict_a enquiry_n whither_o or_o no_o we_o true_o love_v god._n preach_v april_n 29._o 1688._o the_o second_o edition_n london_n print_v for_o tho._n parkhurst_n at_o the_o bible_n and_o three_o crown_n in_o cheapside_n near_o mercers-chapel_n 1696._o the_o epistle_n you_o may_v remember_v what_o a_o solemn_a awe_n be_v upon_o our_o congregation_n late_o at_o the_o preach_a of_o this_o ensue_a sermon_n and_o that_o not_o a_o few_o tear_n drop_v at_o the_o hear_n of_o it_o this_o engage_v some_o of_o we_o to_o entreat_v our_o reverend_a pastor_n to_o give_v way_n that_o by_o this_o publication_n it_o may_v be_v accommodate_v to_o your_o review_n we_o know_v it_o be_v no_o more_o than_o one_o single_a thread_n that_o belong_v to_o many_o other_o discourse_n upon_o the_o same_o subject_a which_o have_v precede_v and_o to_o other_o which_o we_o hope_v will_v follow_v but_o such_o as_o by_o your_o note_n and_o memory_n may_v easy_o be_v wrought_v into_o the_o whole_a piece_n it_o be_v but_o a_o thread_n yet_o a_o golden_a one_o and_o may_v contribute_v to_o the_o service_n of_o the_o tabernacle_n as_o in_o exod._n 25._o we_o know_v it_o be_v a_o great_a condescension_n in_o he_o to_o suffer_v such_o a_o imperfect_a piece_n to_o come_v abroad_o but_o when_o the_o reverend_a dean_n of_o c._n and_o other_o learned_a person_n of_o the_o church_n of_o england_n have_v deny_v themselves_o by_o suffer_v such_o small_a print_n for_o the_o general_a good_a we_o be_v persuade_v though_o he_o give_v not_o a_o positive_a judgement_n for_o it_o he_o will_v not_o dislike_v that_o which_o be_v for_o your_o service_n and_o be_v intend_v to_o go_v no_o far_o receive_v it_o therefore_o read_v it_o over_o and_o over_o and_o allot_v some_o time_n for_o the_o put_n in_o practice_n the_o grand_a examination_n urge_v upon_o we_o and_o do_v your_o utmost_a to_o persuade_v all_o under_o your_o roof_n and_o command_n to_o do_v the_o like_a that_o that_o which_o be_v preach_v with_o so_o much_o holy_a fervour_n and_o affection_n may_v beget_v in_o we_o and_o we_o a_o bright_a flame_n of_o divine_a love_n to_o our_o good_a lord_n to_o who_o we_o commend_v you_o and_o be_v your_o affectionate_a brethren_n and_o servant_n etc._n etc._n john_n 5.42_o but_o i_o know_v you_o that_o you_o have_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o you_o you_o have_v hear_v several_a discourse_n from_o this_o scripture_n and_o from_o another_o in_o the_o same_o gospel_n that_o we_o speak_v to_o alternate_o with_o this_o at_o several_a time_n thou_o know_v all_o thing_n lord_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o love_v thou_o c._n 20.17_o and_o that_o which_o after_o doctrinal_a explication_n have_v hitherto_o be_v insist_v on_o be_v a_o enquiry_n into_o the_o state_n of_o our_o own_o case_n in_o reference_n hereunto_o be_v we_o lover_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n or_o be_v we_o not_o there_o have_v be_v many_o thing_n signify_v to_o you_o by_o which_o this_o case_n may_v be_v discern_v and_o that_o which_o remain_v and_o most_o natural_o follow_v hereupon_o be_v to_o direct_v you_o what_o you_o be_v to_o do_v suppose_v your_o case_n upon_o enquiry_n to_o be_v this_o or_o that_o why_o such_o a_o enquiry_n if_o it_o have_v be_v attend_v to_o at_o all_o among_o we_o it_o must_v have_v signify_v somewhat_o it_o must_v one_o will_v think_v have_v some_o or_o other_o result_n and_o what_o shall_v we_o suppose_v it_o to_o result_v into_o but_o either_o this_o i_o do_v not_o love_n god_n or_o i_o do_v these_o be_v most_o vast_o different_a case_n it_o be_v a_o trial_n upon_o the_o most_o important_a point_n that_o can_v have_v be_v discuss_v among_o we_o and_o suppose_v there_o shall_v be_v two_o sort_n among_o we_o the_o effect_n of_o it_o be_v as_o if_o a_o part_a line_n shall_v be_v draw_v through_o a_o congregation_n sever_a the_o live_a from_o the_o dead_a here_o be_v so_o many_o live_n and_o so_o many_o dead_a soul_n indeed_o it_o be_v a_o very_a hard_a supposition_n to_o suppose_v that_o there_o shall_v be_v any_o one_o in_o all_o this_o assembly_n that_o do_v not_o love_n god_n a_o very_a hard_a supposition_n i_o be_o extreme_o loath_a to_o make_v such_o a_o supposition_n 〈…〉_z i_o be_v not_o suppose_v it_o for_o true_o it_o be_v a_o very_a sad_a case_n that_o we_o shall_v agree_v so_o far_o as_o we_o do_v in_o many_o other_o thing_n and_o not_o agree_v in_o this_o that_o be_v that_o we_o shall_v agree_v so_o many_o of_o we_o to_o come_v all_o and_o meet_v together_o here_o in_o one_o place_n agree_v to_o worship_n god_n together_o agree_v to_o sing_v his_o praise_n together_o to_o seek_v his_o face_n together_o to_o call_v upon_o his_o name_n together_o to_o hear_v his_o word_n together_o and_o not_o agree_v all_o to_o love_n god_n together_o the_o god_n who_o we_o worship_v who_o we_o invocate_v who_o name_n we_o bear_v and_o unto_o who_o we_o all_o of_o we_o pretend_v for_o who_o be_v there_o among_o we_o will_v say_v i_o have_v no_o part_n in_o god_n and_o it_o be_v a_o most_o lovely_a thing_n a_o most_o comely_a desirable_a thing_n that_o all_o such_o worship_a assembly_n even_o this_o worship_a assembly_n at_o this_o time_n and_o all_o time_n can_v still_o meet_v together_o under_o this_o one_o common_a notion_n true_o and_o just_o assume_v as_o so_o many_o lover_n of_o god_n we_o be_v sure_o there_o will_v be_v a_o assembly_n a_o general_n assembly_n in_o which_o no_o one_o that_o be_v not_o a_o lover_n of_o god_n will_v be_v find_v a_o assembly_n of_o glorious_a angel_n and_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o just_a man_n make_v perfect_a a_o numerous_a a_o innumerable_a assembly_n in_o which_o not_o one_o but_o a_o sincere_a lover_n of_o god_n what_o a_o bless_a thing_n be_v it_o if_o our_o assembly_n on_o earth_n be_v such_o but_o we_o can_v speak_v more_o gentle_o than_o to_o say_v there_o be_v cause_n to_o fear_v they_o be_v not_o such_o it_o have_v be_v actual_o otherwise_o among_o a_o people_n profess_v the_o true_a religion_n they_o come_v before_o thou_o and_o sit_v before_o thou_o as_o my_o people_n and_o with_o their_o mouth_n show_v much_o love_n with_o their_o face_n or_o in_o external_a appearance_n and_o show_v ore_fw-la tenus_fw-la they_o be_v lover_n of_o god_n and_o they_o hear_v thy_o word_n but_o they_o will_v not_o do_v they_o ezek._n 33.31_o if_o such_o a_o case_n have_v be_v actual_o it_o be_v still_o possible_a and_o be_v still_o too_o much_o to_o be_v fear_v to_o be_v but_o too_o common_a a_o case_n but_o now_o suppose_v that_o there_o be_v different_a case_n among_o we_o in_o reference_n to_o these_o different_a case_n there_o must_v be_v very_o different_a deportment_n and_o a_o very_a different_a management_n of_o 〈◊〉_d self_n this_o text_n more_o natural_o lead_v i_o to_o direct_v what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v upon_o the_o supposition_n of_o the_o sad_a case_n most_o deplorable_o sad_a that_o one_o be_v no_o lover_n of_o god_n though_o we_o must_v be_v lead_v on_o thereto_o by_o some_o thing_n common_a to_o both_o case_n therefore_o that_o i_o may_v proceed_v by_o step_n this_o be_v requisite_a in_o the_o first_o place_n that_o be_v that_o we_o make_v one_o judgement_n of_o our_o case_n or_o another_o that_o be_v that_o we_o bring_v the_o matter_n some_o way_n to_o a_o judgement_n not_o let_v so_o great_a a_o thing_n as_o this_o hang_v always_o in_o suspense_n it_o be_v very_o plain_a a_o little_a to_o press_v this_o that_o first_o while_o the_o case_n hang_v thus_o in_o suspense_n it_o suspend_v the_o proper_a subsequent_a duty_n too_o that_o shall_v follow_v hereupon_o what_o can_v thou_o do_v that_o be_v certain_o fit_a and_o proper_a for_o thy_o own_o soul_n when_o thou_o do_v not_o understand_v the_o state_n of_o its_o case_n how_o can_v thou_o guide_v thy_o course_n or_o tell_v which_o way_n to_o apply_v or_o turn_v thyself_o and_o second_o to_o press_v it_o further_o consider_v that_o the_o not_o bring_v or_o omit_v to_o bring_v this_o matter_n to_o a_o judgement_n if_o it_o proceed_v from_o indifferency_n and_o neglect_n speak_v the_o great_a contempt_n that_o can_v be_v both_o of_o god_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n the_o great_a that_o can_v be_v that_o be_v now_o suppose_v the_o question_n be_v ask_v do_v thou_o love_v god_n or_o do_v thou_o not_o and_o thou_o unconcerned_o answer_v i_o can_v tell_v i_o do_v know_v why_o what_o to_o be_v careless_o ignorant_a whether_o thou_o love_v god_n or_o love_v he_o not_o there_o can_v not_o be_v a_o more_o conclude_a medium_n against_o thou_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o love_v he_o it_o speak_v thou_o at_o once_o to_o despise_v both_o god_n and_o thyself_o