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i_o against_o i_o do_v they_o devise_v my_o hurt_n a_o evil_a disease_n say_v they_o cleave_v fast_o unto_o he_o and_o now_o that_o he_o lie_v he_o shâ—ll_v rise_v up_o no_o more_o yea_o my_o own_o familiar_a friend_n in_o who_o i_o trust_v that_o do_v eat_v of_o my_o bread_n have_v lift_v up_o his_o heel_n against_o i_o yet_o we_o may_v add_v aâ—_n he_o v_o 12._o and_n as_o for_o i_o thou_o upholde_v i_o in_o my_o integrity_n and_o set_v i_o before_o thy_o face_n forever_o though_o as_o psal._n 35.7_o etc._n etc._n without_o cause_n they_o have_v hide_v for_o i_o their_o net_n in_o a_o pit_n which_o without_o cause_n they_o have_v dig_v for_o my_o soul_n 11._o and_o false_a witness_n do_v rise_v up_o they_o lay_v to_o my_o charge_n thing_n that_o i_o know_v not_o they_o reward_v i_o evil_n for_o good_a 15_o 16._o in_o my_o adversity_n they_o rejoice_v and_o gather_v themselves_o together_o the_o object_n gather_v themselves_o together_o against_o i_o and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o they_o do_v tear_v and_o cease_v not_o with_o hypocritical_a mocker_n in_o feast_n they_o gnash_v upon_o i_o with_o their_o tooth_n 20._o for_o they_o speak_v not_o peace_n but_o they_o devise_v deceitful_a matter_n against_o they_o that_o be_v quiet_a in_o the_o land_n yet_o verse_n 9_o my_o soul_n shall_v be_v joyful_a in_o the_o lord_n it_o shall_v rejoice_v in_o his_o salvation_n 10._o all_o my_o bone_n shalâ—_n say_v lord_n who_o be_v like_a unto_o thou_o who_o deliver_v the_o poor_a from_o he_o that_o be_v too_o strong_a for_o he_o yea_o the_o poor_a and_o the_o needy_a from_o he_o that_o spoil_v he_o though_o friend_n be_v far_o off_o the_o lord_n be_v nigh_o to_o they_o that_o be_v of_o a_o broken_a heart_n and_o save_v such_o as_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n many_o be_v the_o affliction_n of_o the_o righteous_a but_o the_o lord_n deliver_v he_o out_o of_o they_o all_o psal._n 34.18_o 19_o the_o lord_n redeem_v the_o soul_n of_o his_o servant_n and_o none_o of_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o shall_v be_v desolate_a v._n 22._o therefore_o i_o will_v be_v glad_a and_o rejoice_v in_o his_o mercy_n for_o he_o have_v consider_v my_o trouble_n and_o have_v know_v and_o own_a my_o soul_n in_o adversity_n and_o have_v not_o shut_v i_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o enemy_n when_o my_o life_n be_v spend_v with_o grief_n and_o my_o year_n with_o sigh_v my_o strength_n fail_v because_o of_o my_o iniquity_n and_o my_o bone_n be_v consume_v i_o be_v a_o reproach_n among_o all_o my_o enemy_n but_o especial_o among_o my_o neighbour_n and_o a_o fear_n to_o my_o acquaintance_n they_o that_o do_v see_v i_o without_o flee_v from_o i_o i_o be_v forget_v and_o as_o a_o dead_a man_n out_o of_o mind_n i_o be_v like_o a_o break_a vessel_n i_o hear_v the_o slander_n of_o many_o fear_n be_v on_o every_o side_n while_o they_o take_v counsel_n together_o against_o i_o they_o devise_v to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n but_o i_o trust_v in_o thou_o o_o lord_n i_o say_v thou_o be_v my_o god_n my_o time_n be_v in_o thy_o hand_n deliver_v i_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o enemy_n and_o from_o they_o that_o persecute_v i_o make_v thy_o face_n to_o shine_v upon_o thy_o servant_n save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n o_o how_o great_a be_v thy_o goodness_n which_o thou_o have_v lay_v up_o for_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o which_o thou_o have_v wrought_v for_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o thou_o before_o the_o son_n of_o man_n thou_o shall_v hide_v they_o in_o the_o secret_a of_o thy_o presence_n from_o the_o pride_n of_o man_n thou_o shall_v keep_v they_o secret_o in_o a_o pavilion_n from_o the_o strife_n of_o tongue_n psal._n 31._o thus_o god_n be_v with_o we_o when_o man_n be_v far_o from_o we_o or_o against_o we_o his_o people_n find_v by_o happy_a experience_n that_o they_o be_v not_o alone_o because_o he_o be_v nigh_o they_o evil_a shall_v not_o come_v nigh_o they_o unless_o as_o it_o work_v for_o their_o good_a he_o be_v their_o hide_v place_n to_o preserve_v they_o from_o trouble_n the_o great_a water-flood_n shall_v not_o come_v nigh_o they_o he_o will_v compass_v they_o about_o with_o song_n of_o deliverance_n psal._n 32.6_o 7._o 3._o and_o as_o god_n be_v with_o we_o thus_o relative_o and_o efficient_o so_o also_o objective_o for_o our_o holy_a converse_n wherever_o our_o friend_n be_v god_n be_v still_o at_o hand_n to_o be_v the_o most_o profitable_a honourable_a and_o delightful_a object_n of_o our_o thought_n there_o be_v enough_o in_o he_o to_o take_v up_o all_o the_o faculty_n of_o my_o soul._n he_o that_o be_v but_o in_o a_o well_o furnish_v library_n may_v find_v great_a and_o excellent_a employment_n for_o his_o thought_n many_o year_n together_o and_o so_o may_v he_o that_o live_v in_o the_o open_a world_n and_o have_v all_o the_o visible_a work_n of_o god_n to_o meditate_v upon_o but_o all_o this_o be_v nothing_o if_o god_n be_v not_o the_o sense_n of_o book_n and_o creature_n and_o the_o matter_n of_o all_o these_o noble_a study_n he_o that_o be_v alone_o and_o have_v only_a god_n himself_o to_o study_v have_v the_o matter_n and_o sense_n of_o all_o the_o book_n and_o creature_n in_o the_o world_n to_o employ_v his_o thought_n upon_o he_o never_o need_v to_o want_v matter_n for_o his_o meditation_n that_o have_v god_n to_o meditate_v on_o he_o need_v not_o want_v matter_n of_o discourse_n whether_o mental_a or_o vocal_a that_o have_v god_n to_o talk_v of_o though_o he_o have_v not_o the_o name_n of_o any_o other_o friend_n to_o mention_v all_o our_o affection_n may_v have_v in_o he_o the_o high_a and_o most_o pleasant_a work_n the_o soul_n of_o man_n can_v have_v a_o more_o sweet_a and_o excellent_a work_n than_o to_o love_v he_o he_o want_v neither_o work_n nor_o pleasure_n that_o in_o his_o solitude_n be_v take_v up_o in_o the_o believe_a contemplation_n of_o eternal_a love_n and_o of_o all_o his_o bless_a attribute_n and_o work_n o_o then_o what_o happy_a and_o delightful_a converse_n may_v a_o believer_n have_v with_o god_n alone_o he_o be_v always_o present_a and_o always_o at_o leisure_n to_o be_v speak_v with_o and_o always_o willing_a of_o our_o access_n and_o audience_n he_o have_v no_o interest_n cross_n to_o our_o felicity_n which_o shall_v move_v he_o to_o reject_v we_o as_o worldly_a great_a one_o often_o have_v he_o never_o misunderstand_v we_o nor_o charge_v that_o upon_o we_o which_o we_o be_v never_o guilty_a of_o if_o we_o converse_v with_o man_n their_o mistake_v and_o interest_n and_o passion_n and_o insufficiency_n do_v make_v the_o trouble_n so_o great_a and_o the_o benefit_n so_o small_a that_o many_o have_v become_v thereby_o weary_a of_o the_o world_n or_o of_o human_a society_n and_o have_v spend_v the_o rest_n of_o their_o day_n alone_o in_o desert_n place_n indeed_o so_o much_o of_o god_n as_o appear_v in_o man_n so_o much_o be_v their_o converse_n excellent_a and_o delightful_a and_o they_o be_v the_o best_a that_o have_v most_o of_o god_n but_o there_o be_v so_o much_o of_o vanity_n and_o self_n and_o flesh_n and_o sin_n in_o the_o most_o or_o all_o of_o of_o we_o as_o very_o much_o darkness_n our_o light_n and_o damp_v the_o pleasure_n and_o blast_v the_o fruit_n of_o our_o society_n and_o converse_n o_o how_o oft_o have_v i_o be_v solace_v in_o god_n when_o i_o find_v nothing_o but_o deceit_n and_o darkness_n in_o the_o world_n how_o oft_o have_v he_o comfort_v i_o when_o it_o be_v pass_v the_o power_n of_o man_n how_o oft_o have_v he_o relieve_v and_o deliver_v i_o when_o all_o the_o help_n of_o man_n be_v vain_a it_o have_v be_v my_o stay_n and_o rest_v to_o look_v to_o he_o when_o the_o creature_n have_v be_v a_o break_a staff_n and_o deceitful_a â—_z have_v be_v but_o as_o a_o break_a tooth_n or_o a_o foot_n that_o be_v out_o of_o joint_n as_o solomon_n speak_v of_o confidence_n in_o a_o unfaithful_a man_n in_o time_n of_o trouble_n prov._n 25.29_o very_o as_o the_o world_n be_v but_o a_o horrid_a dungeon_n without_o the_o sun_n so_o it_o be_v a_o howl_a wilderness_n a_o place_n of_o no_o considerable_a employment_n or_o delight_n be_v it_o not_o that_o in_o it_o we_o may_v live_v to_o god_n and_o do_v he_o service_n and_o sometime_o be_v refresh_v with_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n and_o the_o communication_n of_o his_o love_n but_o of_o this_o more_o anoâ—_n use_v 1_o we_o see_v our_o example_n and_o our_o encouragement_n let_v we_o now_o as_o follower_n of_o christ_n endeavour_v to_o imitate_v he_o in_o this_o and_o to_o live_v upon_o god_n when_o man_n forsake_v we_o and_o to_o know_v that_o while_n god_n be_v with_o we_o we_o be_v not_o
friend_n on_o earth_n be_v nothing_o to_o his_o love_n o_o how_o plain_o have_v he_o declare_v that_o he_o love_v i_o in_o the_o strange_a condescension_n the_o suffering_n death_n and_o intercession_n of_o his_o son_n what_o love_n have_v he_o declare_v in_o the_o communication_n of_o his_o spirit_n and_o the_o operation_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o the_o near_a relation_n into_o which_o he_o bring_v i_o what_o love_n have_v he_o declare_v in_o the_o course_n of_o his_o providence_n in_o many_o and_o wonderful_a preservation_n and_o deliverance_n in_o the_o conduct_n of_o his_o wisdom_n and_o in_o a_o life_n of_o mercy_n what_o love_n appear_v in_o his_o precious_a promise_n and_o the_o glorious_a provision_n he_o have_v make_v for_o i_o with_o himself_o to_o all_o eternity_n o_o my_o lord_n i_o be_o ashamed_a that_o thy_o love_n be_v so_o much_o lose_v that_o it_o have_v no_o better_a return_n from_o a_o unkind_a unthankful_a heart_n that_o i_o be_o not_o more_o delight_v in_o thou_o and_o swallow_v up_o in_o the_o contemplation_n of_o thy_o love_n i_o can_v content_o let_v go_v the_o society_n and_o converse_n of_o all_o other_o for_o the_o converse_n of_o some_o one_o bosom_n friend_n that_o be_v dear_a to_o i_o than_o they_o all_o as_o jonathan_n to_o david_n and_o can_v i_o not_o much_o more_o be_v satisfy_v in_o thou_o alone_o and_o let_v go_v all_o if_o i_o mâ—y_v continue_v with_o thou_o my_o very_a dog_n will_v glad_o forsake_v all_o the_o town_n and_o all_o person_n in_o the_o world_n to_o follow_v i_o alone_o and_o have_v i_o not_o yet_o find_v so_o much_o love_n and_o gooâ—_n ness_n in_o thou_o my_o dear_a and_o bless_a god_n as_o to_o be_v willing_a to_o converse_v alone_o with_o thou_o all_o man_n delight_v most_o in_o the_o company_n of_o those_o that_o love_v they_o best_o they_o choose_v not_o to_o converse_v with_o the_o multitude_n when_o they_o look_v for_o solace_n and_o content_n but_o with_o their_o dear_a friend_n and_o shall_v any_o be_v 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glad_a attendance_n upon_o thy_o grace_n or_o at_o least_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o thought_n within_o i_o let_v thy_o celestial_a comfort_n delight_v my_o soul._n let_v i_o dwell_v as_o in_o thy_o family_n and_o when_o i_o awake_v let_v i_o be_v still_o with_o thou_o let_v i_o go_v no_o whither_o but_o where_o i_o be_o still_o follow_v thou_o let_v i_o â—o_o nothing_o but_o thy_o work_n nor_o serve_v any_o other_o but_o when_o i_o may_v true_o call_v it_o a_o serve_v thou_o let_v i_o hear_v nothing_o â—ut_v thy_o voice_n and_o let_v i_o know_v thy_o voice_n by_o whatever_o instrument_n thou_o shall_v speak_v let_v i_o never_o see_v aâ—y_a thing_n but_o thyself_o and_o the_o glass_n that_o represent_v thou_o and_o the_o book_n in_o in_o which_o i_o may_v read_v thy_o name_n and_o let_v i_o never_o play_v with_o the_o outside_n and_o gaze_v on_o word_n and_o letter_n as_o insignificant_a and_o not_o observe_v â—hy_a name_n which_o be_v the_o sense_n whether_o it_o be_v in_o company_n or_o in_o solitude_n let_v i_o be_v continual_o with_o thou_o and_o do_v thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o hold_v i_o by_o my_o right_a hand_n and_o guide_v i_o with_o thy_o counsel_n and_o afterward_o receive_v i_o unto_o thy_o glory_n psal._n 73.23_o 24_o 25_o 26_o 28._o psal._n 63.3_o 4._o if_o god_n be_v with_o i_o i_o be_o not_o alone_a for_o i_o shall_v be_v with_o he_o who_o love_n be_v of_o great_a use_n and_o benefit_n to_o i_o than_o the_o love_n of_o all_o my_o friend_n in_o the_o world_n their_o love_n may_v perhaps_o be_v some_o little_a comfort_n as_o it_o flow_v from_o his_o but_o it_o be_v his_o love_n by_o which_o and_o upon_o which_o i_o live_v it_o be_v his_o love_n that_o give_v i_o life_n and_o time_n and_o health_n and_o food_n and_o preservation_n that_o give_v i_o book_n give_v i_o book_n and_o give_v i_o understanding_n that_o give_v i_o provision_n and_o save_v i_o from_o turn_v it_o to_o pernicious_a fleshliness_n and_o excess_n that_o give_v i_o even_o my_o 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