affection_n that_o shall_v continue_v mutual_a love_n good_a lord_n let_v that_o dear_o chide_v she_o have_v leave_v behind_o she_o cement_n and_o join_v our_o heart_n in_o joint_a thankfulness_n unto_o thou_o and_o unite_v we_o one_o to_o another_o lord_n give_v they_o thy_o choice_a favour_n in_o jesus_n christ_n pardon_v of_o sin_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o order_n and_o dispose_v for_o the_o best_a whatever_o may_v concern_v they_o and_o they_o as_o to_o a_o happy_a tendency_n to_o their_o well-being_n in_o this_o world_n and_o attain_v of_o thyself_o in_o endless_a glory_n i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v very_o gracious_a unto_o he_o who_o thou_o have_v unite_v so_o near_o to_o she_o in_o a_o sweet_a conjugal_a relation_n lord_n i_o have_v sin_v and_o he_o also_o suffer_v good_a lord_n let_v all_o grace_n abound_v to_o he_o in_o all_o concern_v in_o this_o life_n and_o for_o a_o better_a and_o let_v her_o gain_n be_v his_o great_a advantage_n join_v his_o heart_n more_o close_o to_o thyself_o good_a lord_n bless_v that_o single_a posterity_n of_o he_o and_o we_o leave_v of_o she_o who_o be_v his_o dear_a wife_n and_o our_o dear_o belove_a child_n i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v his_o god_n in_o covenant_n with_o he_o and_o lord_n give_v he_o the_o efficacy_n of_o his_o baptism_n that_o he_o may_v be_v thou_o by_o grace_n and_o adoption_n i_o beseech_v thou_o take_v full_a and_o early_a possession_n of_o his_o heart_n good_a lord_n keep_v out_o the_o vanity_n and_o folly_n of_o childhood_n and_o youth_n that_o while_o he_o be_v young_a he_o may_v be_v a_o belove_a disciple_n of_o jesus_n christ_n if_o thou_o see_v it_o good_a to_o continue_v he_o in_o this_o life_n i_o beseech_v thou_o grant_v that_o he_o may_v in_o his_o dear_a mother_n room_n honour_n god_n in_o this_o world_n with_o a_o exemplary_a holy_a life_n a_o choice_a instrument_n of_o thy_o glory_n good_a lord_n charge_v thy_o providence_n with_o he_o in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n and_o make_v up_o all_o relation_n to_o he_o in_o thyself_o gracious_o support_v he_o in_o and_o through_o this_o world_n good_a lord_n preserve_v he_o from_o the_o soul-ruining_a evil_n of_o it_o and_o when_o thou_o will_v take_v he_o hence_o i_o beseech_v thou_o receive_v he_o to_o thyself_o in_o thy_o everlasting_a kingdom_n in_o the_o full_a fruition_n of_o god_n in_o glory_n lord_n though_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o clip_v off_o so_o great_a a_o piece_n of_o the_o comfort_n of_o my_o life_n in_o this_o world_n deny_v my_o vehement_a desire_n and_o request_n with_o the_o many_o prayer_n of_o thy_o people_n and_o our_o christian_a friend_n for_o the_o long_o stay_v of_o our_o dear_a child_n with_o we_o in_o this_o world_n yet_o thou_o be_v not_o the_o less_o a_o god_n hear_v prayer_n but_o have_v hear_v and_o grant_v to_o a_o high_a end_n not_o here_o on_o earth_n with_o we_o but_o in_o heaven_n with_o thou_o receive_v in_o the_o arm_n of_o everlasting_a mercy_n to_o which_o bless_a estate_n i_o beseech_v thou_o bring_v i_o and_o those_o relative_n very_o dear_a to_o i_o good_a lord_n sanctify_v to_o we_o this_o chasten_a hand_n and_o though_o thou_o cut_v off_o the_o stream_n my_o comfort_n of_o this_o life_n let_v not_o my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o parch_a heath_n that_o receive_v no_o good_a but_o draw_v i_o to_o thyself_o the_o fountain_n of_o durable_a mercy_n give_v i_o those_o live_a water_n from_o the_o well_n of_o thy_o salvation_n the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n with_o thy_o reconcile_a face_n and_o favour_n those_o river_n that_o make_v glad_a the_o city_n of_o god_n good_a lord_n vouchsafe_v i_o the_o sweet_a refresh_a gale_n and_o income_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o with_o thy_o grace_n conduct_v i_o off_o these_o ruff_n sea_n of_o sin_n and_o sorrow_n to_o my_o desire_a haven_n and_o port_n in_o those_o eternal_a mansion_n of_o glory_n where_o all_o in_o thou_o shall_v meet_v with_o full_a enjoyment_n of_o god_n and_o one_o another_o with_o sweet_a acclamation_n of_o thankfulness_n and_o praise_n to_o thou_o our_o god_n for_o ever_o for_o ever_o amen_n amen_n amen_n i_o have_v transcribe_v this_o long_a paragraph_n without_o alter_v or_o change_v the_o order_n of_o a_o word_n if_o some_o may_v account_v it_o tedious_a who_o either_o have_v not_o be_v exercise_v with_o such_o trial_n or_o have_v other_o short_a and_o cheap_a way_n to_o relieve_v themselves_o against_o they_o let_v they_o use_v their_o own_o method_n without_o censure_v or_o despise_v she_o this_o be_v her_o heart_n ease_n when_o she_o be_v overwhelm_v pour_v out_o her_o complaint_n to_o god_n in_o secret_n be_v her_o best_a anodine_n but_o i_o hope_v it_o will_v need_v no_o apology_n with_o most_o and_o if_o it_o do_v with_o any_o i_o will_v not_o run_v the_o risk_a of_o lose_v my_o labour_n by_o attempt_v it_o where_o the_o success_n be_v so_o doubtful_a and_o unpromised_a i_o shall_v venture_v to_o enlarge_v this_o section_n a_o little_a far_o for_o three_o reason_n first_o to_o show_v the_o ardour_n of_o her_o zeal_n for_o the_o spiritual_a good_a of_o this_o child_n so_o exceed_v dear_a to_o she_o which_o may_v be_v a_o instructive_a example_n to_o some_o mother_n or_o grandmother_n to_o stir_v up_o the_o like_a towards_o their_o descendant_n as_o near_o relate_v to_o they_o as_o this_o child_n to_o she_o second_o because_o i_o foresee_v i_o shall_v not_o in_o the_o body_n of_o this_o book_n have_v much_o far_a occasion_n to_o trouble_v the_o reader_n with_o any_o long_a transcript_n out_o of_o her_o write_n what_o remain_v be_v design_v for_o the_o appendix_n which_o will_v be_v entire_o her_o own_o last_o to_o imprint_v upon_o the_o child_n due_a sentiment_n of_o gratitude_n to_o god_n and_o she_o i_o meet_v with_o many_o expression_n of_o most_o pathetic_a tenderness_n towards_o this_o dear_a child_n who_o now_o next_o to_o myself_o be_v the_o centre_n in_o which_o all_o the_o line_n of_o her_o strong_a affection_n terminate_v july_n 14._o 1679._o our_o dear_a sweet_a child_n go_v to_o coggshall_n to_o his_o father_n house_n the_o lord_n preserve_v he_o from_o all_o evil_a and_o bless_v he_o and_o comfortable_o restore_v he_o to_o we_o again_o about_o a_o quarter_n of_o a_o year_n after_o he_o return_v well_o to_o we_o again_o bless_a be_v god_n for_o it_o we_o go_v four_o mile_n from_o home_n to_o visit_v a_o friend_n our_o dear_a child_n be_v preserve_v in_o a_o apparent_a danger_n the_o hinder_a wheel_n of_o the_o coach_n be_v very_o like_a to_o have_v bear_v he_o down_o and_o go_v over_o he_o as_o he_o be_v go_v into_o the_o coach_n the_o horse_n be_v disturb_v by_o a_o strange_a horse_n go_v away_o but_o through_o god_n prevent_a goodness_n i_o have_v a_o quick_a apprehension_n of_o the_o danger_n i_o sudden_o pull_v he_o away_o bless_a be_v our_o good_a god_n for_o this_o deliverance_n of_o our_o dear_a child_n he_o have_v no_o harm_n the_o wheel_n durty_v his_o hat_n and_o coat_n good_a lord_n help_v i_o to_o live_v thy_o praise_n who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o our_o mercy_n some_o may_v say_v these_o be_v small_a matter_n but_o i_o say_v they_o be_v no_o small_a evidence_n of_o a_o very_a thankful_a sense_n of_o god_n mercy_n and_o will_v leave_v they_o inexcusable_a who_o be_v not_o thankful_a for_o great_a in_o the_o year_n 1682._o god_n be_v please_v to_o put_v i_o in_o fear_n of_o the_o speedy_a dissolution_n of_o our_o dear_o belove_a grandchild_n he_o be_v in_o a_o languish_a consumptive_a condition_n with_o other_o symptom_n of_o the_o disease_n his_o breath_n be_v very_o short_a have_v lose_v his_o appetite_n he_o look_v very_o pale_a be_v very_o lean_a which_o impress_v on_o my_o thought_n that_o god_n will_v take_v he_o from_o i_o to_o his_o righteous_a will_v i_o labour_v to_o submit_v but_o god_n be_v please_v to_o reverse_v the_o sentence_n with_o a_o blessing_n on_o mean_n use_v the_o prescription_n of_o dr._n h._n who_o we_o send_v for_o from_o london_n to_o he_o and_o with_o my_o own_o great_a care_n of_o he_o he_o recover_v strength_n to_o god_n blessing_n i_o ascribe_v the_o praise_n who_o do_v not_o cast_v out_o my_o petition_n good_a lord_n let_v this_o pledge_n of_o thy_o compassionate_v mercy_n to_o i_o strengthen_v my_o faith_n in_o the_o grant_n of_o my_o more_o earnest_a request_n that_o i_o may_v assure_v myself_o agreeable_a to_o thy_o will_n of_o his_o sanctification_n i_o beseech_v thou_o season_v his_o tender_a mind_n with_o the_o savoury_a knowledge_n of_o thy_o bless_a self_n lord_n i_o do_v not_o ask_v of_o thou_o the_o excess_n and_o great_a thing_n of_o this_o world_n not_o earth_n but_o heaven_n thy_o bless_a self_n i_o beseech_v thou_o put_v
just_o very_o angry_a with_o i_o i_o be_v exceed_o afraid_a and_o ashamed_a to_o confess_v what_o or_o to_o who_o i_o have_v speak_v dread_v my_o father_n displeasure_n deny_v it_o good_a lord_n pardon_v this_o transgression_n with_o the_o aggravation_n of_o it_o o_o lord_n i_o thank_v thou_o for_o thy_o patience_n forbearance_n and_o longsufferance_n extend_v to_o i_o thou_o may_v most_v just_o have_v stop_v my_o corrupt_a breath_n and_o allow_v i_o neither_o space_n nor_o time_n of_o repentance_n i_o beseech_v thou_o with_o this_o abhor_a provocation_n forgive_v all_o my_o relative_a sin_n good_a lord_n pardon_v my_o sin_n of_o childhood_n youth_n ripe_a age_n single_a estate_n marry_a condition_n wheresoever_o whensoever_o against_o whosoever_o commit_v that_o they_o may_v not_o shame_v i_o in_o this_o world_n nor_o confound_v i_o before_o thou_o when_o i_o shall_v appear_v at_o thy_o tribunal_n the_o abhorrency_n she_o have_v of_o this_o fault_n be_v so_o great_a that_o i_o firm_o believe_v she_o never_o know_o speak_v a_o untruth_n after_o to_o her_o die_a day_n so_o gracious_a faithful_a and_o able_a be_v our_o good_a god_n to_o bring_v good_a out_o of_o evil_a and_o by_o set_v home_o the_o smart_n of_o one_o sin_n to_o prevent_v the_o commit_n of_o the_o like_a for_o ever_o after_o after_o many_o passage_n of_o god_n goodness_n and_o her_o father_n be_v indulgent_a kindness_n to_o she_o which_o i_o omit_v i_o meet_v with_o this_o evidence_n of_o her_o father_n confidence_n in_o her_o prudence_n and_o integrity_n that_o keep_v a_o petty_a cash_n for_o he_o of_o a_o hundred_o pound_n or_o more_o he_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o read_v over_o the_o particular_n charge_v as_o disburse_v for_o herself_o but_o will_v say_v pray_o thou_o take_v at_o any_o time_n what_o thou_o need_v by_o which_o freedom_n i_o bless_v god_n i_o be_v not_o make_v lavish_a but_o more_o spare_v lord_n i_o bless_v thou_o for_o the_o indulgent_a care_n and_o love_n of_o a_o parent_n how_o much_o more_o will_v thou_o give_v good_a thing_n to_o they_o that_o ask_v thou_o and_o no_o good_a thing_n will_v thou_o withhold_v from_o they_o that_o walk_v upright_o my_o dear_a father_n be_v very_o tender_a of_o i_o and_o in_o time_n of_o the_o civil_a war_n send_v i_o to_o ipswich_n for_o my_o safety_n where_o i_o stay_v a_o year_n and_o a_o quarter_n in_o which_o time_n a_o gentleman_n of_o a_o good_a estate_n in_o land_n and_o a_o merchant_n by_o profession_n have_v a_o great_a kindness_n for_o i_o one_o who_o in_o the_o best_a of_o my_o thought_n i_o do_v then_o approve_v but_o in_o the_o extension_n of_o god_n goodness_n to_o i_o in_o prevent_v my_o future_a disappointment_n as_o to_o thing_n of_o this_o life_n by_o a_o strange_a overrule_a providence_n my_o father_n slight_v that_o offer_n two_o or_o three_o year_n after_o the_o gentleman_n decay_v in_o his_o estate_n by_o great_a loss_n at_o sea_n about_o a_o year_n after_o my_o return_n from_o ipswich_n i_o go_v into_o warwickshire_n to_o stratford_n in_o both_o which_o place_n i_o acknowledge_v i_o do_v not_o improve_v that_o vacancy_n as_o i_o may_v to_o better_a advantage_n but_o squander_v it_o away_o vain_o and_o in_o idle_a visit_n not_o provide_v for_o eternity_n with_o my_o time_n lord_n pardon_v my_o neglect_n whilst_o here_o a_o gentleman_n of_o a_o very_a considerable_a estate_n be_v very_o importunate_a with_o i_o for_o my_o like_n but_o though_o his_o estate_n be_v a_o great_a temptation_n to_o i_o i_o can_v not_o fancy_v his_o person_n god_n goodness_n reserve_v for_o i_o my_o best_a choice_n have_v thus_o run_v over_o with_o what_o brevity_n i_o can_v what_o be_v but_o prefatory_a to_o my_o main_a design_n and_o for_o that_o end_n be_v force_v to_o omit_v many_o thing_n well-worthy_a to_o have_v be_v take_v notice_n of_o i_o shall_v make_v near_a approach_n to_o what_o i_o chief_o propound_v to_o myself_o which_o be_v to_o represent_v though_o in_o too_o faint_a colour_n the_o amiable_a beauty_n of_o that_o resplendent_a holiness_n and_o signal_n chatity_n with_o which_o the_o god_n of_o all_o grace_n to_o who_o be_v all_o the_o glory_n vouchsafe_v to_o adorn_v this_o bless_a soul_n sect_n ii_o how_o she_o be_v first_o awaken_v to_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o religion_n by_o temptation_n and_o because_o great_a and_o weighty_a fabric_n require_v deep_a and_o strong_a foundation_n that_o they_o may_v stand_v firm_a and_o last_o that_o god_n who_o work_n be_v perfect_a think_v good_a to_o use_v that_o method_n towards_o she_o he_o suffer_v her_o weary_a soul_n to_o be_v dug_n deep_a and_o long_o with_o sore_a and_o great_a temptation_n and_o as_o it_o be_v usual_o say_v a_o storm_n make_v a_o mariner_n a_o battle_n a_o soldier_n and_o temptation_n make_v a_o christian_n she_o be_v certain_o a_o excellent_a christian_a and_o to_o render_v she_o such_o she_o be_v long_o buffet_v with_o horrid_a satanical_a suggestion_n and_o blasphemous_a temptation_n which_o not_o only_o make_v she_o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o but_o many_o month_n and_o year_n and_o not_o only_o those_o fiery_a and_o envenom_a dart_n drink_v up_o her_o spirit_n but_o bring_v her_o life_n to_o the_o gate_n of_o the_o grave_a and_o her_o distress_a soul_n to_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n i_o shall_v for_o the_o comfort_n and_o support_v of_o other_o who_o may_v fall_v into_o the_o like_a distress_n give_v the_o account_n of_o it_o as_o set_v down_o by_o she_o own_o pen_n which_o may_v at_o least_o relieve_v they_o against_o one_o difficulty_n which_o oppress_v she_o very_o heavy_o that_o be_v she_o think_v her_o case_n to_o be_v singular_a and_o that_o never_o any_o have_v be_v in_o the_o like_a condition_n and_o one_o of_o the_o first_o glimpse_n of_o comfort_n which_o shine_v into_o her_o dark_a soul_n be_v from_o her_o good_a aunt_n be_v acquaint_v her_o that_o she_o have_v have_v experience_n of_o the_o like_a trial_n when_o i_o have_v be_v at_o home_n about_o half_a a_o year_n i_o grow_v melancholy_a occasion_v by_o some_o discontent_n which_o god_n be_v please_v to_o cure_v with_o a_o smart_n corrosive_n through_o suffer_v satan_n to_o take_v advantage_n of_o that_o humour_n which_o affliction_n swallow_v up_o all_o my_o other_o trouble_n i_o go_v to_o prayer_n according_a to_o my_o usual_a custom_n before_o i_o kneel_v down_o by_o a_o outward_a action_n of_o my_o hand_n which_o be_v in_o itself_o very_o innocent_a and_o at_o that_o time_n not_o irreverent_a far_o than_o the_o devil_n make_v it_o so_o by_o cast_v a_o blasphemous_a suggestion_n into_o my_o mind_n which_o look_v very_o hideous_o upon_o i_o but_o notwithstanding_o i_o pray_v without_o far_a molestation_n at_o that_o time_n i_o can_v remember_v what_o notice_n i_o take_v of_o the_o temptation_n in_o my_o prayer_n but_o when_o i_o have_v end_v my_o prayer_n my_o enemy_n fierce_o assault_v i_o i_o can_v neither_o see_v any_o thing_n nor_o hear_v or_o do_v any_o thing_n but_o evil_a motion_n be_v force_v into_o my_o mind_n and_o though_o i_o beseech_v the_o lord_n more_o than_o thrice_o i_o can_v not_o be_v free_a from_o that_o affliction_n sometime_o through_o my_o dark_a and_o cloudy_a fancy_n i_o have_v temptation_n that_o there_o be_v no_o god_n which_o be_v very_o vexatious_a to_o i_o and_o i_o impatient_a of_o it_o desire_v to_o apprehend_v a_o god_n all_o vengeance_n and_o terror_n rather_o than_o no_o god_n at_o all_o but_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o obviate_v that_o temptation_n by_o my_o meditate_v on_o the_o creation_n my_o father_n much_o love_a flower_n and_o as_o the_o season_n of_o the_o year_n will_v afford_v always_o have_v his_o flower-pot_n stand_v by_o he_o where_o he_o sit_v write_v in_o his_o shop_n but_o then_o be_v above_o in_o the_o parlour_n window_n to_o which_o i_o often_o go_v to_o countermine_v my_o temptation_n in_o admire_v the_o curious_a work_n of_o the_o god_n of_o nature_n with_o other_o there_o be_v then_o in_o flower_n a_o chalcedon_n iris_n full_a of_o the_o impress_n of_o god_n curious_a workmanship_n which_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o make_v use_n of_o to_o raise_v my_o poor_a heart_n and_o thought_n to_o the_o admire_a and_o adore_v of_o he_o bless_a be_v god_n that_o that_o temptation_n be_v not_o above_o my_o strength_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o extremity_n i_o go_v to_o mr._n watson_n a_o good_a man_n minister_n of_o stephen_n walbrook_n the_o parish_n wherein_o we_o live_v to_o he_o i_o impart_v somewhat_o of_o my_o trouble_n he_o strive_v to_o comfort_v i_o i_o find_v little_a ease_n with_o my_o burden_n it_o grow_v more_o heavy_a i_o repent_v i_o have_v make_v my_o condition_n know_v i_o think_v my_o estate_n to_o be_v singular_a and_o that_o i_o shall_v
hear_v book_n and_o ballad_n cry_v of_o i_o about_o the_o street_n though_o i_o have_v not_o acquaint_v any_o with_o my_o trouble_n but_o only_a mr._n watson_n my_o father_n sister_n my_o dear_a aunt_n quiney_n a_o gracious_a good_a woman_n take_v notice_n of_o my_o deject_a spirit_n she_o waylay_v i_o in_o my_o come_n home_o from_o the_o morning_n exercise_n then_o in_o our_o parish_n she_o surprise_v i_o with_o a_o inquisitive_a desire_n to_o know_v what_o i_o ail_v but_o i_o not_o ready_o inform_v she_o she_o ask_v i_o if_o i_o be_v not_o trouble_v with_o temptation_n i_o marvel_v at_o the_o question_n and_o then_o acquaint_v she_o with_o my_o affliction_n she_z from_o her_o own_o experience_n in_o the_o like_a case_n advise_v i_o which_o for_o the_o present_a be_v a_o refreshment_n to_o i_o for_o before_o i_o be_v not_o acquaint_v with_o any_o in_o the_o like_a condition_n with_o myself_o some_o little_a time_n after_o my_o dear_a father_n take_v notice_n of_o i_o that_o i_o be_v not_o well_o but_o not_o full_o understand_v what_o i_o ail_v send_v for_o a_o physician_n to_o i_o dr._n bathurst_n who_o i_o hope_v be_v a_o good_a man_n but_o i_o be_v much_o trouble_v at_o his_o come_n though_o i_o know_v my_o father_n send_v for_o he_o in_o his_o great_a care_n and_o love_n to_o i_o the_o physician_n come_v to_o i_o one_o morning_n before_o i_o be_v out_o of_o bed_n he_o perceive_v my_o distemper_n to_o be_v most_o dejectedness_n and_o melancholy_n with_o other_o talk_n he_o discourse_v very_o pious_o with_o i_o i_o take_v the_o freedom_n to_o tell_v he_o i_o think_v i_o do_v not_o need_v a_o physician_n and_o with_o the_o expression_n of_o my_o respect_n desire_v he_o to_o forbear_v come_v to_o i_o which_o the_o good_a man_n do_v not_o take_v ill_a but_o with_o good_a counsel_n leave_v i_o it_o please_v the_o lord_n sometime_o to_o refresh_v i_o with_o those_o word_n of_o the_o psalmist_n why_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o disquiet_v within_o i_o hope_v thou_o in_o god_n for_o thou_o shall_v yet_o praise_v he_o who_o be_v thy_o help_n and_o health_n of_o thy_o countenance_n and_o thy_o god_n how_o sweet_a be_v this_o propriety_n my_o god_n lord_n where_o thou_o give_v thyself_o thou_o give_v all_o and_o thou_o who_o have_v show_v i_o great_a and_o sore_a trouble_n will_v revive_v i_o again_o thou_o have_v bring_v up_o my_o soul_n from_o the_o brink_n of_o hell_n thou_o will_v keep_v i_o alive_a that_o i_o shall_v not_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n of_o destruction_n i_o desire_v to_o go_v from_o home_n into_o the_o country_n to_o some_o private_a good_a family_n where_o i_o have_v no_o acquaintance_n which_o when_o my_o father_n know_v he_o ready_o grant_v my_o request_n my_o good_a aunt_n understand_v my_o mind_n she_o acquaint_v mrs._n watson_n our_o minister_n wife_n a_o good_a woman_n with_o my_o desire_n by_o which_o mean_n i_o go_v to_o her_o father_n mr._n john_n beadle_n a_o honest_a worthy_a good_a man_n he_o be_v minister_n of_o banston_n in_o essex_n my_o dear_a father_n hire_v a_o coaeh_n and_o go_v with_o i_o to_o mr._n beadle_n and_o with_o the_o expression_n of_o his_o tender_a love_n say_v to_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o want_v any_o thing_n to_o do_v i_o good_a to_o the_o one_o half_a of_o his_o estate_n and_o he_o be_v very_o bountiful_a in_o the_o requital_n of_o my_o receipt_n in_o that_o family_n god_n goodness_n to_o be_v acknowledge_v my_o dear_a mother_n then_o be_v very_o kind_a to_o i_o i_o live_v at_o mr._n beadle_n half_a a_o year_n where_o i_o have_v the_o fatherly_a care_n and_o counsel_n and_o prayer_n of_o that_o good_a man_n with_o the_o great_a love_n of_o his_o wife_n a_o very_a good_a woman_n and_o very_o kind_a to_o i_o and_o the_o manifestation_n of_o the_o respect_n and_o care_n of_o their_o child_n and_o servant_n in_o any_o thing_n that_o may_v tend_v to_o my_o satisfaction_n and_o comfort_n the_o lord_n requite_v it_o to_o they_o in_o spiritual_a blessing_n with_o the_o mercy_n of_o this_o life_n in_o my_o continuance_n at_o mr._n beadle_n be_v the_o lord_n afford_v i_o with_o other_o opportunity_n and_o help_n much_o time_n in_o read_v and_o secret_a prayer_n which_o through_o grace_n i_o strive_v to_o improve_v for_o spiritual_a advantage_n and_o humble_o hope_v for_o the_o sake_n and_o merit_n of_o christ_n remain_v upon_o the_o file_n of_o god_n mercy_n for_o full_a return_n of_o grace_n for_o half_a a_o year_n i_o do_v not_o know_v that_o i_o sleep_v if_o i_o do_v it_o be_v very_o little_a and_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o want_v either_o sleep_n or_o health_n bless_a be_v god_n for_o his_o sustain_n and_o support_v arm._n if_o i_o desire_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v grateful_a to_o my_o appetite_n when_o it_o be_v bring_v i_o i_o dare_v not_o make_v use_n of_o it_o because_o i_o think_v it_o to_o be_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o a_o base_a sensual_a appetite_n i_o do_v eat_v very_o spare_o which_o with_o my_o much_o weep_v occasion_v i_o some_o little_a inconvenience_n which_o become_v habitual_a when_o i_o have_v be_v at_o banston_n about_o four_o month_n by_o god_n providence_n for_o i_o mr._n beadle_n exchange_v one_o lord's-day_n with_o mr._n walker_n than_o chaplain_n to_o my_o lord_n of_o warwick_n at_o leez_n the_o first_o time_n i_o see_v my_o dear_a husband_n when_o i_o have_v be_v at_o banston_n half_a a_o year_n my_o father_n write_v to_o i_o as_o to_o my_o come_n home_o to_o which_o i_o be_v inclinable_a though_o my_o father_n give_v i_o my_o liberty_n it_o be_v in_o my_o thought_n that_o i_o be_v without_o natural_a affection_n mr._n watson_n and_o his_o wife_n be_v at_o mr._n beadle_n and_o return_v to_o london_n i_o come_v home_o in_o company_n with_o they_o enjoy_v more_o calm_a of_o spirit_n than_o when_o i_o go_v from_o home_n i_o bless_v god_n my_o trouble_n wear_v off_o more_o gradual_o which_o to_o my_o satisfaction_n i_o desire_v if_o god_n have_v see_v it_o good_a for_o i_o may_v have_v be_v more_o signal_n in_o the_o discovery_n and_o manifestation_n of_o his_o favour_n in_o my_o victory_n and_o conquest_n of_o my_o temptation_n it_o be_v not_o for_o i_o to_o prescribe_v or_o limit_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n if_o i_o may_v take_v leave_n to_o beg_v and_o wait_v on_o he_o in_o who_o be_v all_o my_o fresh_a spring_n for_o supply_v of_o grace_n and_o comfort_n if_o the_o lord_n will_v give_v to_o i_o his_o unworthy_a creature_n in_o penny_n and_o half_a penny_n what_o in_o big_a sum_n he_o see_v fit_a to_o bestow_v on_o other_o that_o my_o dependence_n may_v be_v continual_o on_o he_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v thankful_a lord_n if_o thou_o will_v not_o subdue_v my_o enemy_n at_o once_o yet_o make_v they_o tributary_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o my_o spiritual_a advantage_n that_o these_o amorites_n may_v be_v hewer_n of_o wood_n and_o drawer_n of_o water_n useful_a to_o i_o that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o own_o deficiency_n and_o thy_o strength_n in_o my_o weakness_n for_o if_o thy_o presence_n go_v not_o with_o i_o i_o shall_v soon_o desert_v thy_o cause_n and_o though_o i_o may_v be_v assault_v let_v i_o not_o be_v overcome_v but_o see_v the_o quarrel_n be_v thy_o own_o lord_n undertake_v for_o i_o in_o this_o my_o military_a life_n here_o where_o there_o be_v no_o cessation_n of_o arm_n that_o i_o may_v war_v a_o good_a warfare_n that_o those_o my_o enemy_n which_o now_o affright_v i_o i_o may_v see_v no_o more_o for_o ever_o so_o grant_v lord_n jesus_n amen_n amen_n this_o mind_n i_o of_o that_o apposite_a passage_n in_o dan._n x._o 10_o 11._o and_o very_o applicable_a to_o her_o case_n vers_fw-la 9_o daniel_n be_v asleep_a upon_o his_o face_n with_o his_o face_n towards_o the_o ground_n then_z vers_n 10_o and_o behold_v a_o hand_n touch_v i_o which_o set_v i_o upon_o my_o knee_n and_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n and_o then_o vers_n 11._o he_o say_v to_o he_o stand_v upright_o on_o which_o place_n i_o meet_v with_o this_o note_n the_o lord_n do_v not_o at_o once_o restore_v his_o servant_n from_o their_o frailty_n that_o they_o by_o gradual_a comfort_n may_v prize_v every_o drop_n of_o mercy_n being_n not_o quicken_v all_o at_o once_o when_o they_o be_v mortify_v but_o may_v be_v admonish_v by_o the_o remainder_n of_o fear_n and_o frailty_n to_o keep_v their_o heart_n humble_a and_o in_o continual_a dependence_n upon_o god_n i_o shall_v have_v occasion_n more_o than_o once_o to_o touch_v this_o doleful_a string_n again_o it_o be_v record_v of_o our_o lord_n that_o when_o he_o be_v baptise_a he_o be_v drive_v of_o the_o spirit_n into_o the_o
husband_n but_o she_o that_o make_v ashamed_a be_v as_o rottenness_n to_o his_o bone_n prov._n 31.17_o she_o look_v well_o to_o the_o way_n of_o her_o household_n and_o cate_v not_o the_o bread_n of_o idleness_n she_o stretch_v forth_o her_o hand_n to_o the_o poor_a yea_o she_o reach_v forth_o her_o hand_n to_o the_o needy_a she_o rise_v also_o while_o it_o be_v yet_o night_n and_o give_v meat_n to_o her_o household_n col._n 3.18_o wife_n submit_v yourselves_o to_o your_o own_o husband_n as_o be_v fit_a in_o the_o lord_n eph._n 5.22_o wife_n submit_v yourselves_o unto_o your_o own_o husband_n as_o unto_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o wife_n see_v that_o she_o reverence_n her_o husband_n 1_o pet._n 3.1_o 6._o and_o ver_fw-la 3_o 4_o likewise_o you_o wife_n be_v in_o subjection_n to_o your_o own_o husband_n even_o as_o sarah_n obey_v abraham_n call_v he_o lord_n let_v not_o your_o adorn_v be_v plat_v of_o the_o hair_n wear_v of_o gold_n or_o put_v on_o of_o apparel_n but_o let_v it_o be_v the_o hide_a man_n of_o the_o heart_n in_o that_o which_o be_v not_o corruptible_a even_o the_o ornament_n of_o a_o meek_a and_o quiet_a spirit_n which_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n be_v of_o great_a price_n good_a lord_n grant_v i_o this_o with_o all_o the_o other_o grace_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n amen_n amen_n amen_n this_o last_o name_v scripture_n be_v the_o glass_n which_o she_o always_o dress_v herself_o by_o with_o exemplary_a modest_a decency_n as_o become_v a_o grave_n and_o holy_a matron_n and_o a_o minister_n wife_n as_o she_o will_v often_o urge_v as_o one_o reason_n of_o the_o plainness_n of_o her_o garb_n which_o be_v never_o sordid_a or_o negligent_a though_o always_o in_o black_a never_o appear_v abroad_o in_o any_o other_o colour_n so_o much_o as_o to_o a_o knot_n or_o ribbon_n i_o with_o great_a thankfulness_n acknowledge_v she_o be_v my_o crown_n and_o glory_n and_o thâ—_n heart_n of_o her_o husband_n do_v safe_o trust_v in_o she_o the_o four_o head_n which_o she_o collect_v out_o oâ—_n the_o scripture_n for_o her_o child_n use_n be_v thâ—_n threaten_n in_o god_n word_n he_o have_v denounc'â—_n against_o sinner_n to_o keep_v your_o heart_n in_o aâ—_n awful_a fear_n that_o you_o neglect_v not_o god_n remember_v that_o as_o he_o have_v and_o be_v so_o he_o stiâ—â—_n be_v and_o will_v be_v just_o in_o the_o punishment_n of_o thâ—_n breach_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a and_o righteous_a command_n in_o observe_v of_o which_o there_o be_v greâ—â—_n reward_n if_o his_o wrath_n be_v kindle_v but_o a_o little_a who_o can_v abide_v it_o but_o who_o know_v the_o power_n oâ—_n it_o how_o then_o shall_v we_o be_v able_a to_o dwell_v witâ—_n everlasting_a burn_n and_o devour_a fire_n stand_v in_o awe_n therefore_o and_o sin_n not_o then_o follow_v no_o less_o than_o forty_o nine_o pageâ—_n close_o write_v of_o god_n severe_a threatningâ—_n against_o sin_n and_o sinner_n in_o general_a and_o the_o particular_a kind_n of_o sin_n all_o exact_o cite_v as_o to_o thâ—_n book_n chapter_n and_o verse_n oh_o how_o rich_o diâ—_n the_o word_n of_o god_n dwell_v in_o she_o how_o do_v shâ—_n meditate_v in_o it_o day_n and_o night_n that_o she_o coulâ—_n so_o ready_o turn_v to_o almost_o any_o place_n only_o by_o heâ—_n own_o memory_n and_o observation_n for_o she_o woulâ—_n sometime_o though_o seldom_o come_v to_o i_o into_o my_o study_n and_o say_v pray_v my_o dear_a tell_v i_o wherâ—_n be_v such_o word_n repeat_v they_o for_o i_o know_v noâ—_n how_o to_o find_v they_o by_o a_o concordance_n never_o have_v use_v one_o the_o five_o head_n the_o promise_v for_o the_o pardon_n of_o sin_n the_o faithful_a say_n of_o god_n worthy_a of_o all_o acceptation_n jesus_n christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_o sinner_n yea_o the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n in_o he_o all_o the_o promise_n be_v yea_o and_o in_o he_o amen_n then_o she_o begin_v with_o gen._n 3.15_o he_o shall_v â—ruise_v thy_o head_n a_o very_a comfortable_a word_n to_o â—er_n who_o have_v so_o many_o conflict_n with_o the_o old_a serpent_n her_o enemy_n as_o she_o always_o call_v he_o then_o follow_v a_o choice_a collection_n in_o ten_o page_n which_o she_o conclude_v with_o rom._n 10._o for_o the_o scripture_n say_v whosoever_o believe_v in_o he_o shall_v â—ot_n be_v ashamed_a the_o six_o head_n the_o promise_v to_o perseverance_n in_o grace_n god_n which_o begin_v a_o good_a work_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o his_o people_n will_v perfect_v it_o for_o he_o work_v all_o our_o work_n in_o we_o and_o for_o we_o and_o to_o he_o be_v the_o glory_n who_o be_v the_o author_n and_o finisher_n for_o we_o be_v keep_v by_o the_o power_n of_o god_n through_o faith_n unto_o salvation_n then_o follow_v twenty_o nine_o page_n of_o such_o promise_n the_o seven_o head_n the_o promise_v in_o affliction_n for_o support_n and_o comfort_n god_n do_v not_o willing_o grieve_v the_o child_n of_o man_n there_o have_v no_o temptation_n overtake_v you_o but_o such_o as_o be_v common_a but_o god_n in_o his_o faithfulness_n will_v not_o suffer_v it_o to_o be_v above_o strength_n but_o will_v with_o the_o temptation_n also_o make_v a_o way_n to_o escape_v for_o he_o know_v our_o frame_n whereof_o we_o be_v make_v and_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o then_o follow_v twenty_o one_o page_n of_o these_o promise_n upoâ—_n habak_v 1.12_o be_v not_o thou_o from_o everlasting_a o_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o holy_a one_o we_o shall_v not_o dyâ—_n she_o add_v bless_a be_v god_n for_o these_o word_n anâ—_n all_o his_o bless_a promise_n for_o which_o a_o reasoâ—_n will_v appear_v afterward_o when_o she_o show_v whaâ—_n support_v they_o yield_v she_o in_o a_o hour_n of_o temptation_n in_o the_o close_a she_o direct_v her_o word_n 〈◊〉_d her_o child_n for_o who_o use_n chief_o she_o haâ—_n take_v this_o pain_n have_v these_o great_a and_o precious_a promiseâ—_n cleanse_v yourselves_o from_o all_o filthiness_n of_o flesh_n anâ—_n spirit_n perfect_a holiness_n in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n for_o godliness_n have_v the_o promise_n of_o this_o lifâ—_n and_o of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v therefore_o seek_v first_o tâ—â—_n kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o its_o righteousness_n and_o all_o these_o thing_n shall_v be_v add_v unto_o you_o theâ—_n conclude_v thus_o i_o intend_v not_o by_o this_o collection_n of_o promiseâ—_n and_o threaten_n transcribe_v out_o of_o scripture_n 〈◊〉_d take_v you_o off_o from_o the_o historical_a and_o preceptory_a part_n of_o god_n word_n to_o which_o as_o nothing_o 〈◊〉_d to_o be_v add_v so_o nothing_o be_v to_o be_v diminish_v froâ—_n it_o but_o only_o to_o get_v wine_n and_o oil_n near-hand_o these_o precious_a cordial_n not_o far_o off_o when_o mosâ—_n need_v of_o they_o therefore_o i_o request_v and_o charge_v your_o conscientious_a read_v all_o the_o truth_n oâ—_n god_n reveal_v in_o your_o bible_n the_o holy_a scripture_n the_o eight_o head_n a_o abbreviation_n of_o faith_n and_o christian_a principle_n which_o say_v she_o i_o have_v collect_v out_o of_o divers_a author_n with_o some_o thing_n of_o my_o own_o conception_n as_o god_n help_v my_o understanding_n this_o contain_v eleven_o page_n and_o be_v a_o very_a judicious_a and_o useful_a and_o methodical_a discourse_n but_o because_o she_o distinguish_v not_o between_o what_o be_v she_o own_o and_o what_o she_o collect_v from_o other_o i_o transcribe_v nothing_o out_o of_o it_o she_o conclude_v it_o thus_o these_o truth_n i_o do_v with_o the_o best_a of_o my_o judgement_n assent_n to_o and_o beseech_v god_n to_o establish_v my_o heart_n in_o the_o firm_a belief_n of_o his_o word_n good_a lord_n let_v my_o faith_n be_v sound_a and_o save_v also_o the_o nine_o head_n i_o may_v call_v a_o body_n of_o divinity_n which_o she_o give_v no_o intimation_n whether_o it_o be_v collect_v from_o other_o or_o of_o her_o own_o composure_n as_o she_o do_v in_o what_o go_v before_o and_o therefore_o i_o have_v reason_n to_o think_v it_o be_v she_o own_o it_o begin_v with_o a_o description_n of_o god_n as_o to_o his_o essence_n person_n and_o attribute_n then_o proceed_v to_o his_o work_n of_o creation_n and_o providence_n etc._n etc._n and_o prove_v by_o apposite_a scripture_n all_o she_o set_v down_o it_o be_v very_o methodical_a and_o clear_a in_o 44_o page_n if_o i_o have_v any_o judgement_n a_o able_a divine_a need_n not_o be_v ashamed_a to_o own_v it_o and_o i_o think_v it_o will_v be_v no_o reproach_n to_o wish_v that_o all_o can_v exceed_v it_o when_o she_o have_v speak_v of_o death_n and_o the_o resurrection_n she_o add_v good_a lord_n fit_v i_o for_o a_o die_a hour_n bring_v i_o to_o it_o in_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n be_v with_o i_o in_o it_o and_o carry_v i_o through_o it_o and_o after_o three_o page_n in_o which_o she_o describe_v
sometime_o two_o by_o the_o glass_n she_o will_v be_v attentive_a at_o the_o read_v the_o scripture_n in_o the_o family_n and_o ask_v her_o sister_n the_o meaning_n of_o some_o passage_n she_o understand_v not_o she_o will_v constant_o go_v alone_o to_o prayer_n she_o tell_v one_o of_o the_o maid_n the_o devil_n tempt_v she_o to_o play_n at_o prayer_n but_o she_o have_v pray_v against_o he_o and_o that_o he_o do_v not_o trouble_v she_o so_o much_o since_o she_o desire_v one_o of_o her_o sister_n to_o grant_v she_o a_o request_n and_o say_v that_o she_o must_v not_o deny_v she_o which_o be_v not_o to_o refuse_v any_o good_a counsel_n when_o ever_o it_o be_v give_v she_o but_o to_o accept_v of_o it_o from_o who_o soever_o it_o come_v another_o time_n be_v with_o her_o sister_n as_o they_o sit_v at_o work_n she_o tell_v they_o all_o those_o thing_n will_v be_v dirt_n in_o heaven_n and_o it_o most_o concern_v they_o to_o get_v their_o sin_n pardon_v and_o a_o interest_n in_o jesus_n christ_n discourse_v of_o the_o vanity_n of_o this_o world_n and_o happiness_n of_o be_v good_a and_o fit_a for_o heaven_n as_o she_o have_v opportunity_n she_o will_v frequent_o be_v give_v good_a counsel_n with_o much_o sweetness_n and_o gravity_n if_o she_o be_v ill_o she_o will_v strive_v to_o hide_v it_o for_o fear_v of_o grief_n to_o her_o father_n and_o myself_o say_v when_o we_o ask_v she_o how_o she_o do_v pretty_a well_o i_o thank_v god_n four_o day_n before_o she_o die_v when_o the_o maid_n go_v to_o help_v she_o up_o in_o the_o morning_n she_o tell_v she_o she_o be_v very_o sick_a but_o god_n will_v do_v her_o good_a by_o that_o sickness_n and_o she_o shall_v love_v he_o the_o better_a for_o it_o in_o this_o last_o and_o short_a sickness_n she_o have_v very_o serious_a apprehension_n of_o death_n say_v she_o shall_v die_v but_o be_v not_o afraid_a of_o death_n and_o desire_v she_o may_v die_v quiet_o and_o without_o disturbance_n the_o physician_n desire_v to_o give_v she_o a_o little_a wine_n ask_v she_o if_o she_o love_v sack_n she_o answer_v no._n he_o desire_v she_o to_o take_v a_o little_a she_o say_v she_o will_v if_o he_o please_v but_o she_o do_v not_o love_v it_o to_o fuddle_v with_o a_o few_o hour_n before_o she_o die_v she_o desire_v to_o go_v to_o bed_n out_o of_o which_o she_o have_v be_v take_v by_o reason_n of_o the_o phlegm_n that_o trouble_v she_o and_o i_o be_v unwilling_a she_o say_v she_o will_v now_o go_v to_o bed_n for_o adieu_o and_o for_o all_o where_o she_o fall_v a_o sleep_n in_o jesus_n enfold_v in_o the_o arm_n of_o everlasting_a mercy_n she_o resign_v up_o her_o soul_n with_o these_o and_o the_o like_a expression_n lord_n let_v i_o come_v to_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n and_o lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n i_o acknowledge_v the_o word_n be_v give_v she_o but_o she_o ready_o receive_v they_o and_o oft_o repeat_v though_o she_o can_v not_o speak_v but_o with_o difficulty_n she_o have_v be_v so_o affable_a and_o win_a to_o all_o rich_a and_o poor_a that_o many_o shed_v more_o tear_n for_o she_o than_o at_o the_o departure_n of_o their_o own_o child_n she_o be_v much_o desire_v in_o life_n and_o of_o all_o who_o know_v she_o much_o lament_v at_o death_n how_o partial_a soever_o this_o relation_n may_v seem_v to_o any_o and_o as_o from_o bribe_v affection_n yet_o i_o assert_v the_o truth_n to_o god_n goodness_n who_o have_v ordain_v praise_n in_o the_o mouth_n of_o babe_n and_o suckling_n and_o have_v i_o humble_o hope_v now_o perfect_v the_o same_o in_o the_o consummation_n of_o her_o eternal_a bliss_n in_o the_o fruition_n of_o himself_o to_o his_o everlasting_a praise_n i_o have_v hitherto_o in_o this_o account_n leave_v out_o many_o remarkable_a passage_n for_o brevity_n let_v i_o obtain_v liberty_n to_o transcribe_v the_o rest_n of_o the_o paragraph_n verbatim_o word_n for_o word_n as_o her_o pen_n leave_v it_o lord_n i_o bless_v thou_o that_o of_o eleven_o for_o who_o i_o praise_v thou_o thou_o have_v yet_o spare_v i_o two_o i_o beseech_v thou_o if_o it_o may_v consist_v with_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n continue_v they_o in_o this_o world_n keep_v they_o from_o the_o evil_a of_o it_o to_o a_o good_a old-age_n choice_a instrument_n of_o thy_o glory_n god_n lord_n sanctify_v they_o with_o thy_o grace_n and_o holy-spirit_n and_o with_o a_o indelible_a character_n and_o inscription_n stamp_v thy_o own_o image_n on_o they_o that_o they_o may_v be_v thou_o by_o grace_n and_o adoption_n lord_n be_v thou_o their_o god_n and_o portion_n i_o beseech_v thou_o put_v they_o not_o off_o with_o any_o thing_n less_o than_o thyself_o good_a lord_n i_o beg_v that_o thou_o will_v take_v a_o through_o and_o full_a possession_n of_o their_o soul_n and_o give_v they_o to_o retrieve_v my_o error_n by_o a_o more_o early_o know_v serve_a and_o love_v of_o thou_o and_o punish_v none_o of_o my_o iniquity_n with_o their_o sin_n but_o keep_v they_o blameless_a to_o thy_o everlasting_a kingdom_n and_o bound_v up_o their_o soul_n in_o the_o bundle_n of_o eternal_a life_n amen_o amen_n january_n 23._o 1669._o be_v a_o day_n of_o mercy_n to_o i_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o affliction_n be_v lord_n day_n my_o sweet_a mary_n lie_v then_o dead_a with_o we_o in_o the_o house_n the_o extremity_n of_o my_o affection_n force_v i_o into_o the_o chamber_n where_o she_o than_o lay_v a_o cold_a piece_n of_o clay_n i_o there_o pour_v out_o my_o soul_n to_o god_n in_o prayer_n and_o from_o thence_o return_v into_o to_o the_o chamber_n of_o my_o signal_n mercy_n i_o have_v receive_v from_o god_n who_o comfort_v those_o who_o be_v cast_v down_o though_o he_o deny_v my_o vehement_a desire_n and_o wrestle_n with_o he_o in_o the_o time_n of_o her_o sickness_n for_o her_o long_a continuance_n with_o i_o in_o this_o world_n the_o lord_n abundant_o make_v up_o and_o compensated_a my_o loss_n i_o take_v my_o bible_n and_o my_o intention_n be_v to_o read_v in_o the_o new-testament_n to_o allay_v my_o own_o grief_n with_o the_o dolorous_a suffering_n of_o my_o saviour_n but_o my_o bible_n sudden_o fall_v open_a in_o my_o lap_n and_o my_o eye_n present_o fix_v upon_o habbak_n 1.12_o which_o be_v powerful_o set_v home_o upon_o my_o heart_n with_o great_a comfort_n and_o refreshment_n with_o full_a measure_n run_v over_o stream_n of_o mercy_n and_o love_a kindness_n yeaâ—_n of_o tender_a mercy_n flow_v into_o my_o soul_n a_o eternal_a god_n in_o exchange_n of_o a_o transient_a comfort_n the_o lord_n tender_v i_o himself_o who_o be_v from_o everlasting_a with_o this_o propriety_n the_o lord_n my_o god_n oppose_v his_o all-sufficient_a righteousness_n against_o all_o my_o unrighteousness_n my_o holy_a one_o i_o shall_v not_o die_v but_o live_v lord_n how_o have_v thou_o silence_v my_o inordinate_a passion_n and_o affection_n in_o superabundant_o out-bidding_a all_o creature-comfort_n and_o relation_n i_o beseech_v thou_o enable_v i_o so_o to_o live_v here_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v with_o thou_o where_o i_o shall_v sin_v no_o more_o and_o grief_n sorrow_n and_o sigh_v shall_v flee_v away_o the_o same_o lord_n day_n in_o the_o afternoon_n my_o daughter_n elizabeth_n who_o god_n give_v i_o june_n 8._o 1658._o to_o our_o great_a satisfaction_n and_o comfort_n sudden_o break_v out_o into_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n and_o most_o pathetical_a vehement_a desire_n after_o god_n and_o his_o grace_n with_o confession_n and_o bewail_v of_o her_o sin_n with_o such_o sensible_a and_o suitable_a expression_n as_o show_v it_o come_v from_o her_o very_a soul_n which_o draw_v plenty_n of_o tear_n of_o love_n and_o admiration_n from_o we_o all_o o_o my_o god_n how_o shall_v i_o love_v thou_o how_o shall_v i_o praise_v thou_o for_o this_o grace_n which_o i_o trust_v be_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n good_a lord_n confirm_v and_o establish_v the_o thought_n of_o her_o heart_n before_o thou_o for_o ever_o this_o day_n be_v a_o tragicomedy_n if_o i_o may_v so_o speak_v bitterness_n turn_v into_o surprise_v sweetness_n weep_v have_v continue_v for_o a_o night_n but_o joy_n come_v in_o before_o the_o succeed_a morning_n even_o joy_v unspeakable_a and_o full_a of_o glory_n i_o never_o remember_v my_o dear_a under_o such_o transport_v of_o spiritual_a peace_n and_o satisfaction_n as_o from_o the_o consolation_n of_o god_n from_o the_o manifestation_n of_o his_o love_n which_o flow_v into_o her_o soul_n from_o that_o scripture_n abovenamed_a and_o i_o may_v true_o say_v the_o impression_n of_o it_o never_o wear_v whole_o off_o but_o even_o at_o many_o year_n distance_n the_o name_n of_o those_o word_n will_v renew_v the_o spiritual_a relish_v she_o taste_v in_o they_o and_o the_o briny_a tear_n for_o the_o natural_a
through_o thy_o grace_n i_o loathe_v o_o bless_a lord_n and_o enter_v my_o solemn_a protest_v against_o they_o defiance_n and_o detestation_n of_o they_o good_a god_n i_o will_v not_o have_v a_o irreverent_a thought_n of_o thy_o sacred_a be_v incomprehensible_a and_o most_o excellent_a perfection_n and_o transcendent_a glory_n which_o i_o will_v and_o do_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n soul_n and_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o whole_a man_n with_o all_o integrity_n acknowledge_v and_o subscribe_v to_o with_o my_o own_o hand_n to_o which_o o_o lord_n i_o beg_v the_o seal_n of_o thy_o spirit_n as_o a_o witness_n to_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o be_o in_o christ_n jesus_n thy_o child_n and_o servant_n elizabeth_n walker_n engage_v i_o be_o o_o lord_n by_o covenant_n with_o thou_o in_o baptism_n to_o fight_v thy_o battle_n i_o beseech_v thou_o put_v on_o i_o that_o whole_a and_o complete_a armour_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o resist_v my_o strong_a enemy_n which_o war_n against_o my_o soul_n and_o fight_v against_o thou_o bless_a lord_n i_o desire_v to_o prostrate_v myself_o at_o thy_o foot_n in_o the_o deep_a sense_n of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n that_o thou_o shall_v look_v upon_o and_o help_v such_o a_o miscreant_n and_o forlorn_a sinner_n but_o for_o his_o sake_n that_o never_o sin_v i_o beseech_v thou_o support_v i_o with_o thy_o compassionate_a mercy_n to_o i_o a_o loathsome_a and_o defile_a sinner_n and_o give_v i_o not_o over_o to_o spiritual_a judgement_n hardness_n of_o heart_n blindness_n of_o mind_n impenitency_n a_o evil_a heart_n of_o unbelief_n depart_v from_o thou_o give_v i_o not_o up_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o they_o that_o hate_v i_o and_o will_v work_v my_o ruin_n i_o beseech_v thou_o do_v not_o choose_v my_o delusion_n leave_v i_o to_o a_o deceivable_a heart_n to_o which_o i_o dare_v not_o trust_v without_o the_o guard_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n leave_v i_o not_o o_o god_n to_o my_o own_o strength_n in_o which_o i_o can_v do_v the_o least_o good_a and_o without_o thou_o shall_v fall_v into_o the_o great_a evil_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o sink_v to_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o sin_n and_o eternal_a misery_n from_o which_o o_o god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v thy_o unfathomed_a mercy_n in_o christ_n jesus_n speedy_o prevent_v i_o and_o give_v a_o mortal_a stab_n to_o all_o my_o corruption_n by_o what_o course_n soever_o thou_o will_v take_v with_o i_o only_o let_v i_o fall_v into_o thy_o compassionate_a hand_n good_a lord_n bound_v up_o my_o wound_n and_o heal_v my_o putrify_a soar_v i_o beseech_v thou_o forsake_v i_o not_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o old_a age_n when_o strength_n fail_v and_o suffer_v not_o the_o defect_n of_o my_o body_n to_o become_v the_o sin_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o beseech_v thou_o suffer_v no_o trial_n to_o be_v above_o my_o strength_n but_o bless_a lord_n thou_o that_o have_v suffer_v be_v tempt_v make_v a_o way_n for_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o bear_v it_o i_o beseech_v thou_o lay_v that_o hand_n on_o i_o thou_o take_v hold_v on_o peter_n with_o that_o i_o may_v not_o sink_v in_o the_o deep_a water_n in_o which_o there_o be_v no_o stand_v good_a lord_n suffer_v no_o weapon_n form_v against_o i_o to_o prosper_v but_o bring_v i_o up_o out_o of_o my_o astonishment_n and_o confusion_n of_o soul_n though_o the_o enemy_n break_v in_o like_o a_o flood_n let_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n in_o my_o heart_n lift_v up_o a_o standard_n against_o he_o good_a lord_n take_v a_o full_a possession_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o suffer_v no_o rival_n with_o thou_o let_v i_o be_v guide_v govern_v and_o act_v by_o thou_o good_a lord_n let_v no_o sin_n have_v dominion_n over_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o fill_v my_o heart_n and_o soul_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n deep_a reverentialness_n of_o thou_o much_o love_n fervour_n and_o zeal_n for_o thy_o glory_n which_o i_o beseech_v thou_o cause_n to_o be_v ever_o very_a and_o exceed_o dear_a and_o precious_a to_o i_o and_o suffer_v not_o the_o envenom_a arrow_n of_o my_o enemy_n to_o stick_v on_o i_o but_o i_o beseech_v thou_o quench_v all_o those_o fiery_a dart_n the_o poison_n of_o they_o drink_v up_o my_o spirit_n good_a lord_n apply_v to_o my_o soul_n that_o heal_a balsam_n make_v of_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o with_o a_o indelible_a character_n let_v thy_o law_n be_v write_v on_o my_o heart_n o_o bless_a god_n father_n saviour_n sanctifier_n i_o beseech_v thou_o make_v this_o the_o transcript_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o a_o holy_a life_n in_o submission_n and_o obedience_n to_o thou_o in_o all_o thing_n with_o all_o possible_a adoration_n thanksgiving_n and_o praise_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n most_o due_a in_o heaven_n and_o on_o earth_n to_o which_o i_o say_v amen_n amen_n amen_n she_o read_v also_o all_o the_o good_a book_n with_o intent_a diligence_n she_o can_v inquire_v out_o or_o be_v inform_v of_o on_o this_o subject_a and_o weep_v bucket_n of_o tear_n to_o quench_v those_o fiery_a dart_n which_o though_o she_o have_v a_o excellent_a eye_n bring_v she_o many_o year_n since_o to_o the_o use_n of_o spectacle_n and_o cause_v she_o oft_o to_o use_v the_o psalmist_n expression_n my_o eye_n be_v consume_v because_o of_o grief_n and_o wax_v old_a because_o of_o my_o enemy_n and_o will_v often_o pray_v that_o her_o bodily-infirmity_n may_v not_o be_v her_o soul_n dis-advantage_n and_o say_v that_o though_o they_o be_v not_o her_o sin_n they_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o they_o thus_o be_v her_o life_n a_o continual_a warfare_n in_o which_o she_o fight_v the_o good_a fight_n of_o faith_n and_o be_v more_o than_o conqueror_n through_o he_o that_o love_v she_o and_o help_v she_o and_o i_o be_o comfortable_o upon_o good_a ground_n persuade_v have_v receive_v a_o glorious_a crown_n of_o righteousness_n from_o he_o who_o appearance_n she_o so_o hearty_o love_v and_o so_o constant_o and_o earnest_o wait_v for_o her_o warfare_n be_v accomplish_v and_o she_o rest_v from_o these_o and_o all_o her_o labour_n and_o as_o she_o overcome_v in_o his_o strength_n who_o teach_v her_o hand_n to_o war_n and_o finger_n to_o fight_n and_o cover_v her_o head_n in_o the_o day_n of_o battle_n so_o to_o he_o be_v all_o the_o glory_n and_o eternal_a praise_n amen_n amen_n sect_n xviii_o friend_n she_o use_v to_o pray_v for_o i_o subjoin_v to_o the_o precedent_n a_o account_n of_o another_o paper_n which_o as_o the_o last_o abovenamed_a i_o find_v in_o a_o distinct_a sheet_n with_o this_o title_n a_o catalogue_n of_o christian_a friend_n who_o i_o desire_v in_o a_o peculiar_a manner_n to_o present_v in_o my_o poor_a prayer_n to_o god_n at_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o that_o god_n will_v do_v for_o they_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n above_o what_o i_o can_v ask_v then_o follow_v this_o prayer_n gracious_a god_n thou_o have_v command_v to_o pray_v for_o all_o man_n but_o especial_o for_o the_o household_n of_o faith_n lord_n thou_o never_o say_v seek_v my_o face_n in_o vain_a but_o have_v with_o great_a condescension_n and_o encouragement_n invite_v thy_o people_n to_o make_v their_o address_n to_o thou_o for_o themselves_o and_o other_o and_o have_v join_v with_o the_o command_n thy_o promise_n to_o hear_v and_o grant_v agreeable_a to_o thy_o will_n what_o be_v best_a for_o we_o lord_n thou_o give_v liberal_o and_o do_v not_o upbraid_v and_o will_v not_o send_v thy_o people_n away_o empty_a see_v thou_o always_o have_v it_o plentiful_o by_o thou_o i_o come_v unto_o thou_o in_o the_o name_n and_o for_o the_o sake_n and_o alone_a righteousness_n merit_n and_o mediation_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o my_o alone_a saviour_n jesus_n christ_n in_o the_o behalf_n of_o myself_o and_o christian_a friend_n lord_n i_o beg_v of_o thou_o for_o thy_o church_n and_o peculiar_a people_n and_o by_o name_n present_a before_o thou_o some_o know_v to_o i_o my_o christian_a friend_n they_o and_o their_o joynt-relation_n good_a lord_n shower_n down_o on_o they_o the_o blessing_n of_o prayer_n gracious_a god_n i_o do_v beseech_v thou_o extend_v thy_o choice_a favour_n to_o my_o most_o near_a relation_n my_o dear_a husband_n my_o dear_a grandson_n his_o father_n and_o his_o relation_n with_o my_o other_o near_a relation_n good_a lord_n be_v very_o gracious_a to_o our_o neighbour_a ministry_n mr._n alchorne_n mr._n hublon_n mr._n loe_o mr._n arrowsmith_n doctor_n fuller_n mr._n siday_n with_o the_o rest_n lord_n give_v they_o the_o plentiful_a increase_n of_o their_o labour_n the_o engraft_v many_o soul_n into_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o be_v very_o gracious_a to_o those_o who_o have_v know_v my_o soul_n in_o adversity_n and_o have_v be_v earnest_a petitioner_n in_o my_o behalf_n at_o thy_o throne_n of_o
grace_n good_a lord_n grant_v i_o the_o blessing_n of_o prayer_n and_o requite_v they_o and_o they_o in_o spiritual_a blessing_n good_a lord_n remember_v in_o much_o mercy_n the_o relation_n of_o my_o dear_a decease_a friend_n be_v thou_o the_o god_n of_o the_o widow_n and_o the_o father_n of_o the_o fatherless_a child_n also_o any_o that_o ever_o ask_v my_o poor_a prayer_n gracious_a god_n though_o these_o i_o name_n i_o stretch_v out_o my_o crave_v hand_n over_o the_o world_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v thy_o most_o suitable_a mercy_n reach_v they_o good_a lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o this_o town_n and_o people_n in_o a_o sound_a conversion_n bless_v our_o family_n with_o soul-mercy_n and_o all_o our_o servant_n in_o the_o margin_n be_v name_v about_o thirty_o head_n of_o family_n with_o their_o relation_n of_o almost_o all_o rank_n and_o degree_n from_o right-honourable_a down_o to_o they_o of_o low_a condition_n for_o who_o she_o have_v a_o peculiar_a esteem_n and_o endear_v affection_n who_o so_o far_o suffer_v with_o i_o that_o they_o have_v lose_v a_o sincere_a friend_n and_o humble_a earnest_a intercessor_n at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n i_o will_v use_v a_o expression_n of_o her_o own_o pen_n touch_v above_o on_o the_o like_a occasion_n i_o humble_o hope_v these_o prayer_n remain_v upon_o the_o file_n of_o god_n mercy_n and_o i_o humble_o and_o heartit_o beseech_v he_o they_o may_v be_v answer_v with_o blessed_n return_v upon_o myself_o and_o i_o and_o upon_o all_o they_o and_o they_o for_o who_o they_o be_v send_v up_o with_o so_o devout_a and_o commendable_a charity_n and_o zeal_n amen_n sect_n xix_o some_o try_v calamity_n on_o the_o nation_n on_o friend_n and_o family_n and_o signal_n deliverance_n from_o danger_n as_o she_o be_v none_o of_o those_o who_o regard_v not_o god_n work_n nor_o the_o operation_n of_o his_o hand_n but_o due_o observe_v and_o humble_o adore_v his_o providential_a dispensation_n so_o she_o cast_v they_o not_o behind_o she_o back_o but_o constant_o record_v they_o with_o awaken_n pious_a reflection_n upon_o they_o whether_o relate_v to_o the_o nation_n friend_n or_o family_n i_o shall_v scarce_o mention_v one_o of_o twenty_o only_o touch_v a_o few_o one_o or_o two_o of_o a_o kind_n as_o instance_n and_o example_n to_o other_o to_o provoke_v to_o imitation_n about_o four_o year_n after_o king_n charles_n the_o second_v come_v into_o england_n begin_v the_o great_a plague_n may_v the_o 5_o 1665._o of_o which_o die_v in_o and_o about_o london_n 68592._o i_o think_v it_o shall_v have_v be_v 98592_o her_o pen_n by_o a_o easy_a mistake_n point_v the_o first_o figure_n upward_o which_o shall_v have_v be_v turn_v downward_o as_o have_v be_v compute_v beside_o great_a multitude_n in_o other_o part_n of_o the_o kingdom_n in_o the_o year_n follow_v be_v the_o dreadful_a fire_n september_n the_o second_o which_o consume_v and_o burn_v down_o eighty_o nine_o church_n and_o as_o account_n have_v be_v give_v 13200_o house_n lord_z how_o manifold_a be_v thy_o judgement_n give_v the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n to_o learn_v righteousness_n thereby_o if_o some_o may_v blame_v i_o yet_o i_o believe_v some_o will_v have_v thank_v i_o have_v i_o add_v many_o more_o of_o these_o national_a concern_v as_o a_o very_a brief_a chronicle_n especial_o with_o her_o useful_a reflection_n whoso_o be_v wise_a will_v consider_v these_o thing_n and_o they_o shall_v understand_v the_o love_a kindness_n of_o the_o lord_n whoso_o do_v his_o great_a and_o wonderful_a work_n that_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v have_v in_o remembrance_n but_o for_o brevity_n i_o refrain_v and_o as_o she_o take_v notice_n of_o public_a concern_v so_o do_v she_o also_o of_o what_o touch_v particular_a person_n especial_o her_o friend_n as_o for_o instance_n january_n 13._o 1672._o god_n be_v please_v to_o suffer_v a_o sudden_a and_o lamentable_a fire_n to_o consume_v in_o a_o few_o hour_n a_o large_a house_n the_o habitation_n of_o a_o good_a gentleman_n our_o friend_n and_o neighbour_n mr._n luther_n of_o miles_n three_o mile_n distant_a from_o we_o upon_o which_o she_o write_v a_o most_o kind_a and_o christian_a letter_n to_o he_o of_o which_o i_o find_v the_o copy_n she_o record_v the_o death_n of_o many_o friend_n and_o always_o with_o a_o short_a character_n of_o they_o and_o useful_a improvement_n as_o for_o instance_n april_n 12._o 1678._o it_o please_v god_n to_o take_v to_o himself_o the_o most_o excellent_a lady_n the_o countess_n of_o warwick_n she_o be_v eminent_a in_o religion_n a_o sound_n christian_n in_o knowledge_n and_o practice_n exceed_v charitable_a do_v very_o much_o good_a a_o very_a sincere_a and_o oblige_a friend_n very_o sweet_a in_o disposition_n and_o in_o condescension_n to_o all_o even_o to_o those_o much_o below_o she_o she_o do_v excel_v both_o in_o religion_n and_o in_o all_o other_o commendable_a virtue_n she_o live_v very_o desirable_a and_o die_v much_o bewail_v as_o a_o deep_a loss_n to_o her_o relation_n to_o the_o neighbourhood_n to_o the_o church_n and_o people_n of_o god_n to_o all_o that_o know_v she_o among_o who_o to_o my_o dear_a husband_n to_o he_o she_o be_v a_o most_o entire_a friend_n and_o to_o myself_o good_a lord_n sanctify_v to_o we_o this_o heavy_a deprivation_n the_o loss_n of_o our_o honourable_a and_o most_o endear_v friend_n lord_n make_v up_o the_o breach_n which_o for_o extent_n be_v very_o wide_a yet_o not_o beyond_o the_o bound_n of_o thy_o boundless_a compassion_n good_a lord_n fill_v up_o to_o we_o and_o all_o that_o share_n in_o this_o smarty_a touch_n of_o thy_o hand_n with_o full_a supply_n fetch_v beyond_o creature-enjoyment_n more_o immediate_a from_o thyself_o in_o thy_o immutable_a friendship_n and_o never-dying_a love_n and_o favour_n in_o that_o unchangeable_a rock_n of_o age_n christ_n jesus_n which_o lord_n vouchsafe_v to_o grant_v amen_n amen_n and_o have_v name_v several_a death_n of_o other_o friend_n with_o true_a character_n of_o they_o she_o conclude_v good_a lord_n sanctify_v to_o i_o these_o frequent_a warning_n of_o mortality_n and_o death_n i_o beseech_v thou_o fit_v i_o for_o my_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o world_n she_o mention_n also_o three_o eminent_a deliverance_n from_o the_o danger_n of_o fire_n break_v out_o in_o our_o house_n in_o which_o we_o inhabit_v and_o one_o in_o another_o house_n of_o we_o in_o the_o parish_n which_o be_v prevent_v by_o signal_n providence_n which_o she_o set_v down_o and_o close_v with_o most_o thankful_a praise_n there_o be_v not_o a_o eminent_a danger_n into_o which_o i_o fall_v and_o out_o of_o which_o god_n mercy_n rescue_v i_o which_o she_o remember_v not_o with_o expression_n which_o testify_v a_o most_o dear_a affection_n to_o myself_o and_o a_o most_o pious_a and_o devout_a sense_n of_o god_n watchful_a providence_n and_o comfortable_a instance_n of_o his_o gracious_a answer_n to_o her_o prayer_n i_o shall_v touch_v but_o one_o or_o two_o out_o of_o very_a many_o august_n 1660._o my_o dear_a husband_n come_v from_o london_n fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o four_o robber_n which_o prevent_v his_o come_n home_o that_o day_n which_o much_o trouble_v i_o be_v saturday_n night_n and_o be_v very_o tempestuous_a with_o great_a rain_n lightning_n and_z thunder_z but_o after_o some_o time_n spend_v by_o myself_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o family_n be_v in_o bed_n i_o pour_v out_o my_o request_n to_o god_n in_o his_o behalf_n my_o heart_n be_v much_o quiet_v i_o go_v to_o my_o rest_n where_o god_n give_v i_o the_o repose_v of_o the_o night_n and_o in_o the_o morning_n bring_v home_o my_o dear_a husband_n to_o our_o mutual_a comfort_n and_o his_o perform_v the_o work_n of_o that_o day_n in_o god_n own_o service_n bless_a be_v god_n he_o receive_v no_o eminent_a harm_n but_o attempt_v to_o escape_v one_o of_o the_o thief_n with_o a_o club_n strike_v he_o on_o the_o side_n of_o his_o head_n but_o his_o hat_n break_v the_o blow_n that_o he_o have_v not_o much_o hurt_n i_o bless_v god_n they_o take_v his_o money_n watch_n and_o ring_n but_o none_o of_o his_o clothes_n and_o though_o the_o tender_a mercy_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v cruel_a god_n so_o overrule_v their_o usual_a harsh_a demeanour_n that_o one_o of_o they_o pull_v off_o one_o of_o his_o own_o coat_n and_o wrap_v it_o about_o he_o for_o some_o time_n and_o set_v he_o under_o a_o tree_n to_o shroud_v he_o from_o the_o rain_n and_o tempest_n bless_a be_v god_n for_o his_o preservation_n in_o this_o danger_n some_o passage_n in_o the_o precede_a paragraph_n run_v so_o parallel_v with_o what_o we_o read_v st._n john_n 4.50_o that_o i_o shall_v transcribe_v the_o word_n and_o then_o make_v a_o unforced_a and_o appposite_a application_n of_o they_o to_o the_o purpose_n for_o which_o i_o produce_v they_o and_o allude_v to_o they_o then_o
put_v forth_o her_o utmost_a ability_n and_o strength_n in_o assist_v the_o sick_a and_o infirm_a not_o the_o mean_a neighbour_n who_o she_o will_v not_o visit_v and_o help_v in_o such_o circumstance_n administer_v to_o they_o what_o in_o her_o judgement_n she_o think_v most_o proper_a for_o they_o and_o not_o only_o direct_v how_o to_o use_v what_o she_o bring_v they_o but_o stay_v with_o they_o or_o come_v again_o to_o see_v the_o operation_n or_o success_n and_o she_o confine_v not_o this_o kindness_n to_o the_o limit_n of_o the_o parish_n but_o will_v extend_v it_o to_o some_o distance_n i_o will_v take_v the_o freedom_n to_o give_v one_o instance_n because_o the_o reverend_a person_n for_o and_o to_o who_o she_o perform_v it_o in_o thankful_a acknowledgement_n ever_o after_o use_v both_o while_o she_o live_v and_o since_o she_o die_v to_o call_v she_o his_o nurse_n a_o neighbour_a minister_n have_v a_o long_a and_o dangerous_a sickness_n when_o upon_o a_o visit_n make_v he_o she_o take_v notice_n that_o as_o she_o fear_v he_o want_v person_n of_o experience_n about_o he_o have_v before_o lose_v his_o wife_n and_o his_o physician_n by_o reason_n of_o distance_n can_v not_o be_v long_o or_o often_o with_o he_o she_o daily_o go_v to_o he_o for_o many_o day_n at_o near_a two_o mile_n distance_n and_o stay_v with_o he_o most_o part_n of_o the_o day_n i_o affirm_v not_o that_o she_o watch_v with_o he_o any_o night_n but_o i_o be_o sure_a she_o have_v do_v so_o elsewhere_o and_o perfect_o remember_v when_o and_o where_o because_o it_o have_v slip_v my_o memory_n and_o though_o she_o be_v so_o modest_a as_o not_o to_o assume_v much_o to_o herself_o i_o have_v hear_v she_o say_v she_o think_v god_n make_v her_o instrumental_a not_o only_o to_o the_o speedy_a recovery_n of_o his_o health_n but_o preservation_n of_o his_o life_n another_o object_n of_o her_o painful_a charity_n which_o i_o the_o rather_o name_v because_o our_o litany_n express_o reckon_v it_o among_o the_o object_n of_o our_o devout_a prayer_n be_v woman_n labour_v with_o child_n who_o she_o will_v rise_v at_o any_o hour_n of_o the_o night_n to_o go_v too_o and_o carry_v with_o she_o what_o may_v be_v useful_a to_o they_o have_v good_a skill_n and_o store_n of_o medicine_n always_o ready_a by_o she_o for_o such_o occasion_n and_o there_o be_v scarce_o ever_o any_o difficulty_n in_o that_o case_n round_o about_o but_o recourse_n be_v make_v to_o she_o both_o for_o advice_n and_o medicine_n and_o if_o may_v be_v with_o convenience_n for_o her_o presence_n which_o be_v always_o very_o acceptable_a and_o comfortable_a to_o the_o distress_a woman_n when_o the_o distance_n be_v such_o that_o she_o can_v afford_v it_o i_o may_v write_v well_o near_o as_o much_o of_o her_o forgive_n as_o her_o give_a charity_n for_o though_o the_o object_n and_o occasion_n of_o exercise_v this_o grace_n be_v not_o so_o many_o and_o so_o frequent_a as_o those_o of_o the_o other_o yet_o what_o they_o want_v in_o number_n be_v make_v up_o abundant_o in_o weight_n and_o measure_n under_o which_o pressure_n and_o provocation_n she_o behave_v herself_o as_o become_v the_o daughter_n of_o he_o who_o be_v dumb_a before_o the_o shearer_n and_o open_v not_o his_o mouth_n she_o will_v not_o recompense_v evil_a for_o evil_n nor_o answer_v revile_v with_o revile_v but_o commit_v her_o cause_n to_o he_o who_o judge_v righteous_o know_v it_o be_v for_o his_o sake_n she_o be_v so_o despiteful_o use_v and_o think_v it_o not_o strange_a that_o see_v the_o master_n of_o the_o house_n be_v call_v beelzebub_n those_o of_o his_o household_n shall_v â—e_v call_v so_o too_o she_o have_v well_o study_v our_o saviour_n sermon_n on_o the_o mount_n and_o consider_v that_o passage_n especial_o for_o she_o reckon_v the_o practice_n of_o that_o lesson_n among_o the_o sign_n of_o a_o regenerate_v state_n st._n matth._n 5.44_o i_o say_v to_o you_o love_v your_o enemy_n bless_v they_o that_o curse_v you_o do_v good_a to_o they_o that_o hate_v you_o pray_v for_o they_o that_o despiteful_o use_v you_o and_o persecute_v you_o that_o â—e_n may_v be_v the_o child_n of_o your_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o to_o confess_v her_o weakness_n i_o be_o persuade_v she_o think_v it_o as_o true_a a_o sign_n of_o a_o sincere_a christian_n to_o love_v a_o enemy_n though_o a_o bad_a man_n for_o the_o natural_a image_n of_o god_n remain_v in_o he_o as_o some_o do_v to_o hate_v a_o friend_n though_o a_o good_a man_n for_o the_o renew_a image_n of_o god_n which_o appear_v in_o he_o if_o her_o opinion_n be_v a_o error_n i_o hope_v it_o be_v on_o the_o right-hand_a and_o so_o may_v escape_v be_v repute_v a_o heresy_n but_o i_o remember_v i_o be_o write_v of_o forgive_a charity_n and_o i_o will_v not_o give_v occasion_n to_o start_v such_o a_o question_n as_o i_o once_o hear_v start_v by_o a_o gentleman_n after_o a_o lash_a sermon_n preach_v on_o a_o text_n of_o mercy_n he_o say_v in_o droll_fw-fr it_o be_v a_o sermon_n of_o mercy_n but_o the_o question_n be_v whether_o it_o be_v a_o merciful_a sermon_n sed_fw-la motos_fw-la praestat_fw-la componere_fw-la fluctus_fw-la peace_n and_o be_v still_o unruly_a passion_n what_o have_v add_v to_o her_o crown_n oâ—_n glory_n as_o i_o be_o confident_a her_o carriage_n in_o such_o rencounter_n do_v shall_v be_v take_v by_o thâ—_n better_o handle_v esteem_v favour_n for_o the_o issueâ—_n rather_o than_o injury_n for_o the_o design_n when_o beeâ—_n fight_v the_o throwing_z dust_n upon_o they_o it_o be_v say_v will_v puiet_v they_o she_o be_v dead_a and_o her_o dusâ—_n shall_v for_o ever_o extinguish_v all_o resentment_n and_o let_v they_o be_v bury_v in_o a_o eternal_a amnestry_n have_v she_o live_v or_o i_o write_v of_o she_o in_o another_o age_n one_o thing_n more_o may_v have_v be_v add_v to_o the_o list_n of_o or_o bring_v up_o the_o rear_n of_o her_o charity_n that_o be_v the_o temper_n of_o her_o mind_n and_o carriage_n towards_o those_o who_o be_v not_o altogether_o of_o her_o size_n and_o dimension_n nor_o cast_v exact_o in_o her_o mould_n i_o confess_v she_o be_v one_o of_o the_o old-fashioned_a christian_n who_o think_v her_o heavenly_a father_n example_n a_o authentic_a warrant_n for_o her_o imitation_n of_o who_o whosoever_o fear_v god_n and_o work_a righteousness_n be_v accept_v and_o though_o virtue_n and_o vice_n change_v their_o name_n and_o grow_v unmodish_a and_o obsolete_a like_a garb_n and_o word_n yet_o old_a wine_n relish_v best_a to_o her_o pallate_n which_o so_o many_o spit_n out_o as_o soon_o as_o taste_v and_o cry_v it_o be_v vapid_a or_o eager_a some_o perhaps_o may_v wonder_v that_o so_o wise_a a_o man_n as_o st._n paul_n shall_v not_o only_o allow_v moderation_n to_o be_v commendable_a but_o enjoin_v it_o as_o a_o duty_n and_o press_v it_o by_o the_o medium_fw-la of_o the_o day_n of_o the_o lord_n draw_v near_o let_v you_o moderation_n be_v know_v unto_o all_o man_n the_o lord_n be_v at_o hand_n when_o now_o his_o come_n be_v sixteen_o hundred_o year_n near_o most_o man_n be_v as_o many_o mile_n more_o distant_a from_o moderation_n than_o when_o he_o write_v but_o i_o must_v acknowledge_v how_o much_o soever_o it_o may_v lessen_v she_o in_o the_o esteem_n of_o any_o that_o she_o have_v a_o latitude_n not_o in_o her_o conversation_n for_o she_o always_o walk_v in_o the_o narrow_a way_n in_o her_o judgement_n about_o little_a indifferent_a matter_n oh_o how_o diametrical_o opposite_a be_v some_o in_o both_o she_o observe_v there_o be_v man_n of_o all_o complexion_n and_o black_n and_o tawnys_n as_o well_o as_o whites_n be_v descendant_n of_o the_o first_o adam_n and_o so_o she_o hope_v those_o of_o different_a persuasion_n may_v be_v ingraft_v into_o the_o second_o adam_n and_o therefore_o think_v job_n word_n canonical_a to_o this_o day_n why_o persecute_v we_o he_o see_v the_o root_n of_o the_o matter_n be_v find_v in_o he_o she_o do_v not_o think_v all_o that_o in_o a_o few_o thing_n dissent_v from_o the_o communion_n in_o which_o she_o live_v such_o rank_a heathen_n that_o if_o she_o hear_v a_o man_n name_v they_o without_o set_v a_o stigmatise_v brand_n upon_o they_o like_o the_o bigoted_a jew_n of_o st._n paul_n upon_o the_o mere_a name_n of_o the_o gentile_n act_n 22.22_o she_o shall_v cry_v out_o away_o with_o such_o a_o fellow_n from_o the_o earth_n for_o it_o be_v not_o fit_a that_o he_o shall_v live_v it_o be_v a_o true_a and_o weighty_a say_v worthy_a our_o remembrance_n and_o imitation_n that_o the_o prime_a object_n of_o god_n love_n be_v his_o dear_a son_n and_o next_o to_o that_o the_o image_n of_o his_o son_n wherever_o he_o find_v it_o and_o she_o write_v after_o this_o copy_n she_o love_v the_o lord_n
and_o song_n of_o thanksgiving_n who_o do_v so_o anticipate_v that_o state_n and_o work_n whilst_o here_o below_o she_o have_v leave_v sixteen_o whole_a page_n of_o one_o form_n of_o thanksgiving_n which_o she_o begin_v thus_o lord_n what_o shall_v i_o render_v to_o thou_o for_o all_o thy_o unspeakable_a benefit_n in_o thy_o mercy_n to_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o let_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n excite_v and_o stir_v up_o in_o my_o heart_n a_o thankful_a acknowledgement_n lord_n i_o bless_v thou_o for_o thyself_o in_o who_o all_o perfection_n be_v eternal_a and_o unchangeable_a a_o everliving_a and_o immortal_a god_n fill_v with_o all_o adorable_a excellency_n the_o author_n and_o original_a of_o all_o thing_n the_o first_o principle_n of_o all_o good_a who_o art_n most_o amiable_a to_o a_o intellectual_a eye_n most_o adequate_a and_o proportionable_a most_o suitable_a to_o immortal_a being_n thou_o lord_n be_v the_o felicity_n and_o bliss_n of_o soul_n etc._n etc._n and_o so_o she_o proceed_v sixteen_o whole_a page_n without_o any_o vain_a tautology_n only_o begin_v the_o several_a paragraph_n with_o lord_n i_o bless_v thou_o or_o the_o like_a this_o be_v write_v the_o most_o curious_o of_o any_o thing_n i_o yet_o have_v find_v of_o she_o and_o continue_v to_o the_o end_n with_o most_o raise_a fervour_n of_o holy_a praise_n i_o can_v scarce_o forbear_v to_o say_v with_o flow_a stream_n of_o sweet_a and_o pious_a eloquence_n i_o will_v venture_v my_o reader_n be_v candour_n to_o excuse_v my_o add_v the_o last_o line_n i_o bless_v thou_o for_o the_o hope_n i_o have_v of_o a_o glorious_a resurrection_n when_o thou_o will_v be_v glorify_v in_o thy_o saint_n thou_o will_v say_v to_o the_o north_n give_v up_o and_o to_o the_o south_n keep_v not_o back_o that_o thy_o son_n may_v be_v bring_v from_o far_o and_o thy_o daughter_n from_o the_o end_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o all_o as_o faithful_a depository_n shall_v restore_v to_o thou_o at_o that_o universal_a jubilee_n then_o shall_v my_o dust_n arise_v and_o praise_v thou_o i_o bless_v thou_o for_o thy_o kingdom_n afree_a donation_n and_o inheritance_n of_o thy_o saint_n there_o shall_v be_v no_o prick_a briar_n or_o grieve_v thorn_n when_o i_o shall_v neither_o fin_n nor_o sorrow_n any_o more_o but_o for_o ever_o be_v in_o the_o exaltation_n of_o eternal_a bliss_n where_o thy_o angel_n cherubim_n and_o seraphim_n adore_v and_o worship_v thou_o with_o the_o high_a fervour_n of_o zeal_n and_o love_n and_o where_o my_o soul_n shall_v shine_v in_o its_o full_a strength_n in_o thy_o everlasting_a praise_n amen_n amen_n amen_n and_o there_o be_v not_o one_o line_n less_o warm_a and_o savoury_a in_o all_o the_o other_o than_o be_v this_o beginning_n and_o conclusion_n of_o it_o the_o time_n will_v fail_v i_o to_o recount_v and_o reckon_v up_o all_o the_o other_o grace_n in_o which_o she_o be_v eminent_a and_o to_o blazon_v their_o lustre_n and_o reflect_v their_o brightness_n the_o tenderness_n of_o her_o conscience_n which_o be_v very_o remarkable_a as_o i_o can_v evidence_n in_o many_o particular_n this_o pulse_n of_o her_o soul_n beat_v very_o quick_a but_o withal_o be_v very_o even_o and_o uniform_a she_o use_v not_o to_o strain_v at_o gnat_n and_o swallow_v camel_n her_o rule_n be_v in_o dubious_a case_n always_o to_o choose_v the_o safe_a to_o the_o best_a of_o her_o judgement_n not_o to_o consult_v with_o flesh_n and_o blood_n and_o be_v sway_v by_o the_o advice_n they_o suggest_v to_o do_v nothing_o rash_o but_o with_o due_a and_o prudent_a deliberation_n she_o be_v afraid_a of_o sin_n as_o sin_n and_o therefore_o of_o all_o sin_n and_o will_v abstain_v from_o all_o appearance_n of_o evil._n though_o she_o be_v not_o such_o a_o stoic_a as_n to_o esteem_v all_o sin_n equal_a yet_o she_o esteem_v none_o in_o itself_o little_a because_o there_o be_v no_o little_a god_n to_o sin_n against_o no_o little_a law_n to_o be_v despise_v no_o little_a heaven_n to_o be_v lose_v no_o little_a hell_n to_o be_v endure_v but_o a_o almighty_a god_n a_o royal_a law_n a_o heaven_n of_o unconceivable_a glory_n and_o a_o hell_n of_o endless_a and_o easeless_a torment_n be_v concern_v in_o all_o and_o it_o render_v the_o least_o sin_n in_o its_o own_o nature_n a_o very_a great_a one_o to_o venture_v on_o it_o bold_o against_o the_o light_n and_o dictate_v of_o conscience_n her_o care_n to_o improve_v that_o inch_n of_o precious_a time_n on_o which_o so_o vast_a a_o eternity_n depend_v be_v very_o signal_n she_o squander_v not_o a_o hour_n scarce_o suffer_v a_o moment_n to_o run_v waste_n she_o use_v she_o know_v no_o game_n nor_o need_v other_o to_o relax_v or_o recreate_v her_o spirit_n but_o vicissitude_n and_o variety_n of_o commendable_a employment_n the_o change_n of_o business_n sufficient_o relieve_v she_o when_o she_o be_v weary_a of_o one_o she_o count_v it_o a_o refreshment_n to_o set_v upon_o another_o as_o a_o traveller_n who_o sometime_o ride_v and_o sometime_o walk_v but_o still_o proceed_v continue_v his_o journey_n change_v his_o posture_n but_o not_o his_o design_n and_o few_o ever_o make_v religion_n their_o business_n more_o intent_o and_o with_o few_o interruption_n her_o public_a spiritedness_n shall_v not_o be_v forget_v the_o concern_v of_o the_o nation_n especial_o of_o the_o church_n lay_v very_o near_o her_o heart_n she_o prefer_v jerusalem_n before_o her_o chief_a joy_n i_o will_v wrap_v up_o this_o section_n with_o two_o which_o be_v diffuse_v and_o spread_v over_o all_o the_o rest_n her_o zeal_n and_o her_o humility_n zeal_n be_v not_o so_o proper_o a_o distinct_a peculiar_a grace_n as_o the_o cream_n and_o flower_n of_o they_o all_o the_o oil_n which_o swim_v upon_o the_o water_n of_o the_o sanctuary_n the_o varnish_n which_o both_o preserve_v they_o from_o fade_v and_o give_v a_o shine_a advantageous_a lustre_n to_o all_o the_o colour_n with_o which_o the_o lively_a picture_n of_o the_o new_a creature_n be_v draw_v not_o a_o distinct_a piece_n of_o the_o divine_a armour_n but_o the_o edge_n and_o keenness_n the_o furbish_a and_o brightness_n both_o of_o offensive_a and_o defensive_a arms._n her_o zeal_n be_v very_o vigorous_a and_o lively_a she_o know_v not_o what_o it_o be_v to_o be_v dull_a and_o sluggish_a whatever_o her_o hand_n find_v to_o do_v she_o do_v it_o with_o all_o she_o may_v and_o nature_n which_o too_o often_o be_v the_o remora_fw-la of_o grace_n in_o she_o be_v a_o nimble_a and_o useful_a handmaid_n to_o it_o she_o have_v a_o agile_a active_a body_n spare_v and_o lean_a fear_v to_o be_v fat_a say_v she_o hate_v to_o be_v clog_v with_o a_o foggy_a bulk_n of_o flesh_n and_o of_o a_o vivacious_a sprightly_a soul_n and_o these_o stream_n be_v in_o the_o right_a channel_n whafted_a she_o as_o wind_n and_o tide_n to_o her_o desire_a port_n and_o harbour_n that_o she_o be_v never_o becalm_v or_o wind-bound_a but_o sail_v amain_o and_o keep_v on_o her_o course_n with_o swift_a expedition_n till_o she_o have_v finish_v it_o with_o safety_n and_o with_o joy_n not_o that_o i_o ascribe_v it_o sole_o or_o chief_o to_o these_o but_o principal_o to_o the_o divine_a gale_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o god_n so_o free_o and_o plenteous_o vouchsafe_v to_o she_o that_o wind_n which_o blow_v where_o it_o list_v and_o for_o ever_o bless_v be_v his_o goodness_n which_o so_o often_o fill_v her_o sail_n last_o she_o be_v clothe_v with_o humility_n as_o the_o apostle_n counsel_n this_o i_o may_v call_v her_o dust-gown_n for_o the_o aptness_n of_o the_o allusion_n but_o it_o hang_v not_o so_o loose_a about_o she_o but_o be_v gird_v on_o with_o the_o girdle_n of_o truth_n about_o her_o loin_n she_o wear_v it_o constant_o no_o dress_n be_v more_o become_v herself_o or_o other_o in_o her_o account_n she_o study_v to_o bring_v it_o into_o fashion_n by_o her_o example_n and_o advice_n she_o buy_v several_a of_o mr._n w._n a_n treatise_n of_o that_o subject_a to_o give_v to_o friend_n those_o who_o receive_v they_o will_v attest_v it_o and_o i_o hint_v before_o she_o have_v make_v preparation_n to_o write_v a_o tractate_n of_o it_o among_o other_o thing_n she_o have_v to_o say_v of_o it_o she_o have_v prepare_v this_o encomium_n that_o it_o be_v the_o foundation_n that_o give_v stability_n the_o strength_n which_o give_v security_n the_o ornament_n that_o reflect_v beauty_n and_o the_o completion_n which_o give_v the_o finish_n stroke_n to_o all_o other_o grace_n i_o shall_v not_o after_o all_o this_o need_v to_o draw_v her_o character_n distinct_o if_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n in_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v add_v in_o the_o close_a of_o all_o i_o be_o now_o arrive_v at_o my_o mournful_a heavy_a loss_n and_o her_o much_o wait_v for_o and_o desire_a gain_n and_o great_a
inlet_n to_o delusive_a fancy_n and_o be_v a_o forerunner_n of_o apostasy_n if_o not_o seasonable_o reduce_v such_o religious_a performance_n go_v out_o like_o the_o snuff_n of_o a_o candle_n it_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o choose_v a_o fit_a time_n but_o you_o must_v allow_v sufficient_a time_n to_o pray_v if_o you_o be_v straighten_a in_o your_o time_n you_o will_v be_v straighten_a in_o your_o prayer_n also_o a_o great_a help_n in_o the_o well-performance_n of_o the_o duty_n of_o secret_a prayer_n be_v to_o take_v pain_n with_o your_o heart_n by_o meditation_n as_o the_o offering_n of_o sweet_a incense_n be_v prepare_v and_o compound_v of_o many_o costly_a material_n exod._n 30.34_o so_o be_v a_o spiritual_a prayer_n not_o rude_o and_o confuse_o but_o deliberate_o advise_o prepare_o and_o very_o particular_o present_v before_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v usual_o from_o want_n of_o preparation_n you_o find_v such_o deadness_n and_o indisposedness_n in_o prayer_n a_o heedful_a and_o deliberate_a read_n of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n before_o prayer_n be_v also_o a_o great_a help_n for_o the_o well-performing_a of_o the_o duty_n a_o far_a help_n in_o the_o duty_n of_o prayer_n be_v to_o have_v right_a conception_n of_o god_n conceive_v of_o he_o as_o he_o be_v and_o as_o he_o have_v reveal_v himself_o in_o his_o word_n to_o be_v a_o omnipresent_v god_n psal_n 139._o that_o he_o be_v real_o though_o not_o visible_o present_a in_o all_o place_n and_o in_o that_o place_n where_o you_o be_v pray_v that_o he_o see_v your_o heart_n whenever_o you_o set_v about_o this_o or_o any_o holy_a duty_n set_v god_n before_o your_o eye_n and_o represent_v he_o under_o the_o notion_n of_o a_o omnipresent_v all-seeing_a god_n conceive_v of_o god_n as_o one_o full_a of_o majesty_n and_o greatness_n infinite_o above_o any_o of_o his_o creature_n this_o apprehension_n may_v much_o both_o quicken_v we_o and_o awe_v we_o in_o prayer_n conceive_v of_o god_n as_o one_o that_o be_v exceed_o gracious_a and_o plenteous_a in_o mercy_n to_o all_o that_o call_v upon_o he_o to_o apprehend_v god_n in_o his_o greatness_n do_v stir_v up_o fear_n and_o godly_a reverence_n to_o apprehend_v god_n in_o his_o goodness_n do_v stir_v up_o faith_n and_o holy_a boldness_n conceive_v of_o god_n in_o prayer_n as_o one_o god_n not_o divide_v in_o essence_n yet_o distinguish_v into_o three_o person_n the_o father_n the_o son_n and_o spirit_n all_o concur_v to_o the_o prayer_n of_o believer_n and_o have_v a_o different_a office_n about_o they_o there_o be_v the_o father_n hear_v the_o son_n intercede_v the_o spirit_n help_v our_o infirmity_n conceive_v of_o god_n not_o absolute_o but_o in_o christ_n god_n in_o himself_o be_v a_o consume_a fire_n heb._n 12._o but_o in_o christ_n he_o be_v a_o merciful_a father_n there_o be_v no_o come_n unto_o god_n but_o by_o jesus_n christ_n heb._n 7.25_o entertain_v and_o maintain_v very_o honourable_a thought_n of_o the_o duty_n of_o prayer_n itself_o this_o will_n both_o move_v you_o to_o the_o duty_n and_o much_o quicken_v you_o in_o the_o duty_n what_o the_o psalmist_n say_v of_o the_o city_n of_o god_n psal_n 87.3_o that_o may_v be_v say_v of_o the_o duty_n of_o prayer_n great_a and_o glorious_a thing_n be_v speak_v of_o it_o you_o may_v read_v of_o wonderful_a effect_n of_o faith_n the_o effect_n and_o fruit_n of_o prayer_n be_v as_o many_o and_o great_a heb._n 11._o it_o have_v obtain_v promise_n subdue_v kingdom_n turn_v away_o enemy_n it_o have_v raise_v the_o dead_a stop_v the_o sun_n course_n yea_o make_v it_o go_v back_o it_o have_v open_v prison-door_n and_o unlock_v secret_n it_o have_v open_v heaven_n and_o shut_v it_o again_o with_o much_o reverence_n be_v it_o speak_v it_o have_v lay_v hold_n upon_o god_n himself_o and_o put_v he_o to_o a_o merciful_a retreat_n when_o he_o have_v be_v march_v in_o anger_n against_o person_n or_o people_n god_n speak_v as_o if_o his_o hand_n be_v hold_v and_o tie_v up_o by_o prayer_n let_v i_o go_v say_v he_o to_o jacob_n and_o let_v i_o alone_o say_v he_o to_o moses_n as_o if_o the_o lord_n will_v indent_v with_o moses_n and_o offer_v he_o a_o composition_n to_o hold_v his_o peace_n exod._n 32.10_o wonderful_a be_v that_o passage_n isa_n 45.11_o if_o read_v right_a god_n say_v concern_v the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n command_v you_o i_o the_o prevalency_n of_o fervent_a prayer_n be_v very_o great_a it_o prevail_v much_o with_o god_n jam._n 5.15_o 16._o keep_v your_o heart_n close_o to_o the_o duty_n and_o suffer_v they_o not_o to_o stray_v or_o wander_v a_o stray_a heart_n must_v needs_o be_v a_o straighten_a heart_n in_o prayer_n if_o you_o will_v have_v your_o heart_n enliven_v and_o enlarge_v in_o prayer_n remember_v to_o repel_v every_o vain_a thought_n that_o come_v in_o to_o your_o disturbance_n resist_v it_o and_o call_v in_o help_n from_o heaven_n against_o it_o let_v the_o guilt_n of_o no_o one_o sin_n lie_v upon_o your_o conscience_n that_o will_v clog_v disquiet_a and_o check_v your_o spirit_n in_o prayer_n it_o be_v not_o amiss_o to_o observe_v a_o method_n in_o prayer_n especial_o when_o you_o pray_v with_o other_o as_o she_o will_v sometime_o do_v when_o both_o myself_o and_o curate_n be_v absent_a rather_o than_o family-worship_n shall_v be_v whole_o omit_v though_o not_o tie_v to_o word_n but_o confuse_a repetition_n and_o disorderly_a digression_n dis-affect_a those_o that_o join_v with_o you_o though_o some_o profane_a scorner_n may_v mock_v and_o snear_o at_o this_o what_o real_a evil_a scorn-worthy_a be_v there_o in_o it_o for_o a_o serious_a holy_a mother_n to_o instruct_v her_o daughter_n aforehand_o to_o pray_v with_o their_o maid_n and_o child_n if_o god_n have_v spare_v they_o and_o give_v they_o those_o relation_n i_o wish_v no_o mother_n will_v give_v their_o child_n counsel_n or_o example_n more_o liable_a to_o exception_n choose_v such_o a_o place_n to_o pray_v in_o as_o be_v most_o convenient_a where_o you_o may_v not_o be_v disturb_v by_o noise_n in_o your_o ear_n nor_o be_v divert_v by_o any_o object_n before_o your_o eye_n shut_v also_o the_o door_n lest_o the_o wind_n of_o vainglory_n get_v in_o thereat_o mat._n 6.5_o 6._o be_v much_o in_o the_o use_n of_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n which_o be_v a_o short_a yet_o serious_a lift_v up_o the_o soul_n in_o desire_n to_o god_n gen._n 43.14_o 49.18_o neh._n 2.4_o 2_o sam._n 15.31_o luk._n 23.42_o john_n 12.27_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n be_v a_o special_a mean_n to_o keep_v our_o heart_n very_o spiritual_a and_o savoury_a when_o often_o in_o heaven_n it_o be_v a_o special_a mean_n to_o fit_v they_o for_o more_o solemn_a and_o continue_a prayer_n you_o may_v find_v this_o way_n of_o pray_v very_o familiar_a with_o the_o best_a of_o man_n yea_o with_o christ_n himself_o also_o remember_v to_o set_v their_o example_n before_o your_o eye_n who_o have_v perform_v the_o duty_n of_o prayer_n with_o life-enlargement_n and_o importunity_n see_v gen._n 32.24_o matth._n 26.26.39_o heb._n 5.7_o hos_fw-la 12.3_o example_n sway_v we_o sometime_o more_o than_o any_o rule_n or_o precept_n for_o far_a encouragement_n to_o this_o duty_n of_o prayer_n consult_v with_o many_o other_o promise_v that_o of_o our_o saviour_n where_o he_o say_v matth._n 21.22_o whatever_o you_o ask_v in_o prayer_n believe_v you_o shall_v receive_v and_o in_o john_n 14.13_o 14._o whatsoever_o you_o shall_v ask_v in_o my_o name_n i_o will_v do_v it_o if_o you_o shall_v ask_v any_o thing_n in_o my_o name_n i_o will_v do_v it_o and_o matth._n 7.7_o 8._o ask_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v you_o seek_v and_o you_o shall_v find_v knock_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v open_v unto_o you_o for_o every_o one_o that_o ask_v receive_v and_o he_o that_o seek_v find_v and_o to_o he_o that_o knock_v it_o shall_v be_v open_v call_v upon_o i_o and_o i_o will_v answer_v thou_o and_o show_v thou_o great_a and_o mighty_a thing_n which_o thou_o know_v not_o jer._n 33.3_o jam._n 5.15_o the_o prayer_n of_o faith_n shall_v save_v the_o sick_a and_o the_o lord_n shall_v raise_v he_o up_o and_o if_o he_o have_v commit_v sin_n they_o shall_v be_v forgive_v he_o the_o effectual_a fervent_a prayer_n of_o a_o righteous_a man_n avail_v much_o whosoever_o shall_v call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n shall_v be_v save_v rom._n 10.3_o if_o any_o man_n want_v wisdom_n let_v he_o ask_v of_o god_n who_o give_v to_o all_o man_n liberal_o and_o upbraid_v not_o and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v he_o but_o let_v he_o ask_v in_o faith_n nothing_o waver_v for_o he_o that_o waver_v be_v like_o a_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n drive_v with_o the_o wind_n and_o toss_v thus_o she_o conclude_v it_o may_v seem_v somewhat_o abrupt_o i_o can_v give_v no_o reason_n and_o will_v not_o guess_v only_o the_o
unwritten_a paper_n which_o remain_v may_v seem_v to_o imply_v she_o design_v more_o this_o be_v just_a the_o forty_v part_n of_o what_o she_o have_v write_v for_o she_o child_n use_n be_v 6_o page_n in_o her_o book_n of_o twelve_o score_n so_o that_o i_o have_v enough_o if_o i_o will_v enlarge_v to_o tire_v myself_o and_o satisfy_v not_o to_o say_v clog_n my_o reader_n but_o i_o will_v consult_v my_o own_o ease_n and_o they_o in_o add_v little_a more_o of_o what_o a_o account_n be_v give_v sect._n 12._o under_o eleven_o or_o twelve_o distinct_a head_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o tempt_v to_o add_v the_o example_n to_o the_o rule_n i_o mean_v the_o large_a form_n of_o prayer_n and_o thanksgiving_n each_o contain_n 16_o page_n but_o i_o will_v forbear_v only_o as_o i_o touch_v a_o few_o line_n of_o the_o beginning_n and_o end_n of_o the_o thanksgiving_n before_o so_o i_o shall_v give_v a_o little_a taste_n of_o this_o prayer_n which_o she_o begin_v thus_o good_a lord_n give_v i_o to_o know_v thou_o who_o pass_v all_o knowledge_n and_o though_o i_o can_v comprehend_v thou_o in_o the_o perfection_n and_o fullness_n of_o thy_o glory_n yet_o vouchsafe_v to_o give_v i_o to_o apprehend_v thou_o in_o thy_o love_n and_o pardon_v mercy_n to_o i_o a_o poor_a miserable_a sinner_n who_o in_o my_o first_o be_v be_v invest_v with_o a_o happy_a and_o righteous_a estate_n from_o which_o o_o lord_n in_o my_o first_o original_a i_o soon_o decline_v etc._n etc._n and_o so_o proceed_v most_o humble_o to_o acknowledge_v the_o guilt_n and_o pollution_n of_o original_a sin_n as_o i_o think_v yea_o know_v most_o orthodox_o if_o our_o bibles_n our_o article_n our_o homily_n yea_o our_o liturgy_n be_v more_o orthodox_n than_o socinus_n and_o those_o ephramite_n who_o lisp_v his_o sibboleth_n because_o they_o can_v or_o will_v not_o pronounce_v aright_o the_o shibbole_v of_o the_o church_n of_o england_n good_a old_a doctrine_n then_o she_o proceed_v to_o a_o large_a confession_n of_o actual_a sin_n both_o of_o omission_n and_o commission_n against_o both_o table_n acknowledge_v the_o demerit_n of_o they_o proceed_v to_o sue_v out_o the_o pardon_n of_o they_o in_o these_o word_n o_o god_n thou_o know_v my_o foolishness_n and_o my_o sin_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o pardon_v my_o iniquity_n and_o blot_v out_o my_o transgression_n though_o they_o be_v as_o a_o thick_a cloud_n good_a lord_n wash_v i_o from_o my_o impurity_n in_o that_o fountain_n set_v open_a for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n the_o precious_a blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v not_o only_o able_a to_o expiate_v my_o guilt_n but_o to_o cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o my_o filthiness_n that_o through_o his_o stripe_n i_o may_v be_v heal_v and_o cleanse_v from_o all_o my_o original_a and_o actual_a defilement_n etc._n etc._n have_v enlarge_v upon_o this_o she_o proceed_v to_o pay_v for_o sanctification_n and_o inherent_a righteousness_n that_o she_o may_v be_v a_o new_a creature_n in_o christ_n jesus_n then_o most_o full_o and_o earnest_o against_o temptation_n then_o for_o the_o assistance_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o render_v all_o god_n ordinance_n and_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n effectual_a then_o for_o growth_n in_o grace_n for_o comfort_n for_o a_o heavenly_a frame_n of_o heart_n and_o life_n for_o assurance_n and_o manifestation_n of_o god_n love_n to_o she_o then_o for_o wisdom_n to_o consider_v her_o latter_a end_n and_o to_o be_v help_v in_o that_o spiritual_a arithmetic_n so_o to_o number_v her_o day_n as_o to_o apply_v her_o heart_n to_o true_a wisdom_n then_o that_o god_n will_v fit_v and_o prepare_v she_o for_o her_o dissolution_n that_o when_o her_o day_n shall_v be_v consummate_v on_o earth_n her_o corruptible_a may_v put_v on_o incorruption_n and_o her_o mortal_n put_v on_o immortality_n then_o she_o conclude_v with_o these_o word_n then_o shall_v death_n my_o last_o enemy_n be_v vanquish_v and_o swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n and_o from_o thy_o unworthy_a creature_n everlasting_a praise_n shall_v be_v render_v unto_o thou_o through_o jesus_n christ_n that_o give_v i_o the_o victory_n for_o thou_o have_v redeem_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o grave_a i_o beseech_v thou_o receive_v i_o into_o thy_o eternal_a kingdom_n and_o glory_n that_o neither_o death_n nor_o life_n thing_n present_a nor_o thing_n to_o come_v may_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v i_o from_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n my_o lord_n then_o she_o proceed_v to_o pray_v for_o the_o church_n of_o which_o a_o taste_n be_v give_v in_o her_o monday-morning_n prayer_n sect._n 7._o pag._n 45._o gracious_a lord_n the_o mercy_n i_o ask_v of_o thou_o for_o my_o own_o soul_n i_o earnest_o beg_v of_o thou_o for_o thy_o church_n and_o people_n bless_a lord_n thou_o have_v make_v the_o earth_n by_o thy_o power_n establish_v the_o world_n by_o thy_o wisdom_n and_o stretch_v out_o the_o heaven_n by_o thy_o discretion_n thy_o arm_n be_v not_o shorten_v that_o thou_o can_v not_o save_o good_a lord_n take_v care_n of_o zion_n build_v up_o the_o wall_n of_o jerusalem_n that_o in_o zion_n there_o may_v be_v deliverance_n and_o holiness_n in_o thy_o house_n let_v the_o mountain_n of_o thy_o house_n be_v establish_v in_o the_o top_n of_o the_o mountain_n be_v thou_o a_o wall_n of_o fire_n round_o about_o and_o her_o glory_n in_o the_o midst_n thereof_o but_o i_o forget_v myself_o it_o be_v hard_a to_o stop_v my_o pen._n then_o i_o beseech_v thou_o especial_o for_o the_o land_n of_o my_o nativity_n the_o nation_n of_o which_o i_o be_o a_o sinful_a member_n here_o be_v a_o large_a paragraph_n the_o next_o be_v for_o the_o world_n give_v thy_o gospel_n a_o free_a and_o glorious_a passage_n through_o the_o world_n good_a lord_n pity_v those_o that_o sit_v in_o the_o region_n and_o shadow_n of_o death_n then_o i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v merciful_a to_o all_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o sorrow_n and_o affliction_n the_o disconsolate_a the_o sick_a those_o who_o contend_v with_o poverty_n imprisonment_n reproach_n disgrace_n then_o for_o they_o who_o suffer_v persecution_n for_o the_o truth_n then_o for_o her_o relation_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o almost_o ashamed_a that_o i_o have_v thus_o mangle_v so_o excellent_a a_o prayer_n so_o pious_o so_o judicious_o in_o such_o suitable_a scripture_n phrase_n and_o language_n i_o think_v it_o have_v be_v better_a to_o have_v transcribe_v the_o whole_a or_o let_v it_o quite_o alone_o but_o her_o friend_n may_v command_v a_o copy_n of_o it_o if_o they_o please_v have_v finish_v her_o intercession_n for_o other_o she_o return_v to_o conclude_v with_o renew_a petition_n for_o herself_o which_o i_o will_v venture_v to_o set_v down_o good_a lord_n be_v the_o god_n and_o portion_n of_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a creature_n and_o of_o those_o so_o dear_a unto_o i_o give_v i_o a_o relation_n to_o thou_o a_o affiance_n in_o thou_o and_o a_o dependence_n upon_o thou_o that_o in_o all_o my_o concern_v i_o may_v come_v to_o thou_o in_o who_o be_v all_o my_o fresh_a spring_n the_o riches_n of_o free_a grace_n to_o poor_a sinner_n and_o treasury_n of_o mercy_n purchase_v with_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n i_o beseech_v thou_o withhold_v not_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n from_o i_o but_o give_v i_o of_o that_o hide_a manna_n the_o sweet_a refresh_a income_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n into_o my_o soul_n and_o when_o my_o heart_n be_v overwhelm_v i_o beseech_v thou_o lead_v i_o to_o the_o rock_n that_o be_v high_a than_o i_o for_o thou_o have_v be_v a_o shelter_n to_o i_o lord_n be_v thou_o a_o strong_a tower_n to_o i_o to_o which_o i_o may_v continual_o resort_v for_o who_o have_v i_o in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o and_o if_o i_o know_v any_o thing_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n there_o be_v none_o comparative_a on_o earth_n that_o i_o desire_v beside_o thou_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n beside_o thou_o there_o be_v no_o saviour_n i_o beseech_v thou_o guide_v i_o with_o thy_o counsel_n and_o when_o i_o shall_v go_v hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o in_o this_o world_n i_o beseech_v thou_o receive_v i_o into_o thy_o glory_n then_o follow_v the_o thanksgiving_n full_a as_o large_a as_o the_o form_n of_o prayer_n and_o if_o it_o may_v be_v more_o spiritual_a raise_v and_o divine_o savoury_a but_o i_o will_v not_o repeat_v the_o error_n to_o mangle_v it_o and_o set_v down_o so_o imperfect_a piece_n and_o spoil_v its_o beauty_n but_o signify_v to_o her_o friend_n that_o i_o shall_v free_o allow_v they_o to_o read_v the_o original_a which_o be_v fair_o legible_a or_o if_o they_o think_v it_o worth_a the_o while_n to_o copy_n it_o out_o or_o at_o more_o leisure_n to_o print_v some_o few_o copy_n of_o it_o and_o other_o of_o her_o useful_a
thy_o soul_n and_o with_o all_o thy_o strength_n the_o second_o be_v like_o the_o first_o thou_o shall_v love_v thy_o neighbour_n as_o thyself_o on_o this_o brief_a account_n christ_n put_v so_o great_a a_o stress_n he_o say_v on_o these_o hang_v all_o the_o law_n and_o the_o prophet_n and_o st._n james_n say_v 28._o if_o you_o fulfil_v the_o royal_a law_n according_a to_o the_o scripture_n thou_o shall_v love_v thy_o neighbour_n as_o thyself_o which_o god_n require_v not_o in_o word_n only_o but_o in_o deed_n also_o relieve_v their_o necessity_n if_o any_o be_v naked_a or_o destitute_a of_o daily_a food_n to_o feed_v and_o clothe_v they_o to_o say_v depart_v in_o peace_n and_o give_v they_o not_o those_o thing_n needful_a to_o the_o body_n it_o will_v not_o profit_v therefore_o withhold_v not_o good_a from_o they_o to_o who_o it_o be_v due_a if_o it_o be_v in_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o hand_n to_o do_v it_o it_o be_v a_o more_o bless_a thing_n to_o give_v than_o to_o receive_v he_o that_o give_v to_o the_o poor_a shall_v not_o lack_v but_o he_o that_o hide_v his_o eye_n shall_v have_v many_o a_o curse_n do_v not_o say_v i_o have_v but_o little_a now_o to_o give_v but_o i_o will_v give_v hereafter_o remember_v the_o poor_a woman_n mite_n be_v more_o in_o christ_n esteem_n than_o those_o who_o have_v of_o their_o abundance_n cast_v into_o the_o treasury_n dear_a johnny_n it_o may_v be_v something_o may_v be_v spare_v from_o unnecessary_a expense_n buy_v fruit_n or_o the_o like_a of_o which_o too_o much_o may_v be_v prejudicial_a to_o thy_o health_n and_o may_v be_v lay_v out_o to_o a_o better_a account_n do_v not_o give_v grudge_o by_o constraint_n lest_o it_o be_v as_o the_o lame_a or_o blind_a which_o be_v not_o to_o be_v bring_v to_o god_n like_o cain_n sacrifice_n which_o he_o bring_v with_o a_o unwilling_a mind_n not_o acceptable_a to_o god_n let_v the_o object_n stir_v up_o thy_o compassion_n that_o thou_o may_v not_o give_v too_o spare_o god_n love_v a_o cheerful_a giver_n dear_a johnny_n he_o that_o give_v to_o the_o poor_a lend_v to_o the_o lord_n he_o that_o make_v all_o grace_n to_o abound_v will_v repay_v thou_o in_o temporal_a and_o spiritual_a blessing_n good_a measure_n shake_v and_o press_v together_o and_o run_v over_o shall_v be_v give_v to_o thou_o god_n have_v give_v many_o promise_n to_o the_o charitable_a to_o hint_n but_o a_o few_o the_o lord_n will_v deliver_v he_o in_o time_n of_o trouble_n and_o will_v not_o deliver_v he_o to_o the_o will_n of_o his_o enemy_n the_o lord_n will_v preserve_v he_o and_o keep_v he_o alive_a and_o he_o shall_v be_v bless_v upon_o the_o earth_n the_o lord_n will_v strengthen_v he_o upon_o the_o bed_n of_o languish_v he_o will_v make_v all_o his_o bed_n in_o his_o sickness_n psal_n 41._o for_o thy_o encouragement_n read_v isaiah_n 58._o yield_v obedience_n to_o god_n command_n he_o have_v say_v deut._n 7._o if_o there_o be_v among_o you_o a_o poor_a man_n thou_o shall_v not_o harden_v thy_o heart_n not_o shut_v thy_o hand_n against_o thy_o poor_a brother_n thou_o shall_v sure_o give_v unto_o he_o and_o thy_o heart_n shall_v not_o be_v grieve_v when_o thou_o give_v unto_o he_o but_o thou_o shall_v open_v thy_o hand_n wide_a unto_o thy_o poor_a and_o to_o thy_o needy_a for_o for_o this_o thing_n shall_v the_o lord_n bless_v thou_o in_o all_o thou_o put_v thy_o hand_n unto_o dear_a johnny_n thou_o be_v also_o bind_v by_o a_o obligatory_a promise_n to_o thy_o grandfather_n and_o to_o i_o we_o have_v sometime_o give_v thou_o money_n for_o this_o purpose_n to_o inure_v thou_o betimes_o to_o be_v charitable_a that_o something_o of_o it_o thou_o may_v give_v unto_o the_o poor_a as_o thou_o have_v promise_v a_o penny_n in_o every_o shilling_n it_o be_v but_o a_o little_a do_v not_o withhold_v that_o lest_o it_o become_v a_o accurse_a thing_n to_o thou_o like_o achan_n wedge_n of_o gold_n at_o the_o last_o day_n the_o day_n of_o judgement_n this_o duty_n of_o charity_n in_o right_a performance_n of_o it_o will_v be_v a_o distinguish_a character_n of_o those_o who_o shall_v stand_v at_o christ_n right-hand_n from_o those_o who_o shall_v stand_v at_o his_o lefthand_n who_o hand_n be_v as_o straight_o as_o their_o heart_n be_v hard_o they_o will_v have_v no_o pity_n on_o the_o poor_a therefore_o they_o shall_v find_v none_o but_o christ_n will_v say_v unto_o they_o depart_v you_o curse_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n prepare_v for_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n with_o that_o infernal_a company_n but_o those_o at_o christ_n right-hand_a which_o feed_v the_o hungry_a clothe_v the_o naked_a visit_v the_o sick_a and_o imprison_v which_o christ_n will_v take_v as_o do_v unto_o himself_o he_o will_v reward_v with_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n dear_a johnny_n make_v thou_o friend_n of_o the_o mammon_n of_o this_o world_n that_o when_o this_o life_n fail_v thou_o may_v be_v receive_v into_o everlasting_a habitation_n dear_a johnny_n as_o god_n may_v bless_v thou_o with_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n let_v not_o thy_o little_a at_o present_a be_v the_o measure_n of_o great_a plenty_n he_o that_o sow_v spare_o shall_v reap_v spear_o but_o he_o that_o sow_v bountiful_o shall_v reap_v bountiful_o not_o only_o in_o this_o life_n but_o in_o that_o to_o come_v there_o be_v degree_n of_o glory_n in_o heaven_n the_o better_a here_o the_o happy_a hereafter_o though_o not_o of_o merit_n but_o of_o grace_n god_n will_v pass_v by_o the_o imperfection_n of_o his_o people_n which_o cleave_v to_o their_o best_a performance_n dear_a johnny_n with_o other_o religious_a duty_n continue_v thy_o custom_n of_o private_a prayer_n at_o least_o twice_o a_o day_n morning_n and_o evening_n beside_o public_a and_o family_a prayer_n ejaculatory_a prayer_n be_v also_o of_o great_a benefit_n it_o be_v short_a but_o holy_a desire_n lift_v up_o thy_o heart_n to_o god_n let_v they_o be_v thy_o last_o thought_n before_o sleep_n that_o god_n may_v give_v thou_o as_o his_o belove_a sleep_n the_o like_a as_o soon_o as_o thou_o wake_v in_o the_o morning_n before_o more_o solemn_a prayer_n and_o with_o both_o render_v he_o praise_n for_o the_o mercy_n thou_o lie_v down_o in_o peace_n and_o rise_v in_o safety_n always_o under_o god_n protection_n these_o holy_a desire_n may_v be_v oft_o send_v to_o heaven_n and_o bring_v thou_o blessing_n the_o world_n can_v give_v and_o will_v defend_v thou_o from_o the_o sin_n and_o vanity_n of_o it_o keep_v thy_o heart_n in_o a_o good_a frame_n they_o may_v be_v as_o the_o angel_n ascend_v and_o descend_v upon_o jacob_n ladder_n where_o god_n be_v above_o it_o ready_a to_o receive_v thou_o that_o thy_o return_n to_o secular_a employment_n may_v be_v sanctify_v and_o blessed_v that_o god_n may_v by_o thy_o holy_a wrestle_n with_o he_o as_o he_o do_v jacob_n bless_v thou_o in_o thy_o way_n to_o canaan_n and_o new_a jerusalem_n above_o and_o in_o thy_o more_o lengthen_a prayer_n with_o thy_o own_o necessity_n and_o receipt_n from_o god_n remember_v the_o church_n and_o people_n of_o god_n as_o need_n require_v with_o prayer_n and_o praise_n go_v to_o god_n with_o filial_a fear_n and_o holy_a reverence_n of_o body_n and_o mind_n god_n be_v in_o heaven_n by_o his_o greatness_n superiority_n and_o majesty_n thou_o on_o earth_n in_o weakness_n and_o indigency_n bring_v thy_o want_n to_o his_o all-sufficient_a fullness_n and_o immense_a goodness_n ready_a able_a willing_a to_o supply_v all_o thy_o necessity_n beg_v thou_o pardon_v of_o thy_o sin_n and_o what_o thou_o need_v for_o the_o sake_n merit_n and_o ever-prevaling_a intercession_n of_o jesus_n christ_n ask_v that_o thou_o may_v receive_v his_o holy_a spirit_n as_o the_o seal_n of_o his_o love_n to_o thou_o with_o the_o impute_a righteousness_n of_o christ_n reconcile_a thou_o to_o god_n beg_v that_o thou_o may_v also_o have_v a_o inherent_a righteousness_n from_o he_o renew_v thou_o in_o the_o spirit_n of_o thy_o mind_n into_o his_o image_n that_o thou_o may_v become_v one_o with_o he_o his_o law_n be_v write_v on_o thy_o heart_n that_o he_o may_v guide_v thou_o by_o his_o counsel_n in_o this_o troublesome_a world_n that_o no_o temptation_n may_v be_v above_o thy_o strength_n these_o thing_n ask_v with_o thy_o daily_a bread_n which_o imply_v the_o supply_n of_o all_o the_o necessity_n of_o humane_a nature_n and_o be_v not_o desirous_a of_o more_o than_o god_n see_v good_a for_o thou_o and_o for_o all_o the_o receipt_n for_o soul_n and_o body_n be_v thankful_a forget_v not_o to_o render_v praise_n to_o god_n for_o what_o he_o bestow_v on_o thyself_o and_o other_o forget_v not_o zion_n pray_v for_o the_o peace_n of_o jerusalem_n they_o shall_v prosper_v that_o love_n she_o pray_v for_o the_o conversion_n of_o enemy_n that_o the_o