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A85176	The new non-conformist; who having obtained help of God, doth persist unto this very day; witnessing, both to small and great, some of those glorious things which the Apostles, the prophets, & Moses, did say should come to pass. Or, the voice of a careful shepherd, crying from his watch-tower at W.C. unto his little flock at W.L. with a loud voice.	Feake, Christopher, fl. 1645-1660.	1654 (1654)	Wing F571; Thomason E737_1; ESTC R202090	39,800	63

bear up under that weight of glory which breaks in upon us when the most High condescends to visit any of our souls from the throne of his glory Oh! how are we even filled with wonderment at those enjoyments and attainments especially when we remember what we were in time past enemies in our mindes by wicked works full of unrighteousness or self-righteousness very vain foolish disobedient serving divers base lusts and pleasures Now for such wretches and vile base creatures as we were to be so graciously dealt withal to be admitted into the presence of the great Jehovah to partake of exceeding great precious promises of the divine nature of the holy Spirit to be sealed with it to the day of redemption and a thousand such priviledges what maner of love is this Oh! all ye Saints break forth in secret and open admirations wonder at these things as at the most rare and excellent objects that are in all the world What what are the pleasures and honours and pomp and powers of the children of men to that joy and peace which is in believing to those ravishing delights that are in the presence of the Lord and at his right hand for evermore Assuredly if the holy Spirit were fallen upon any of us in that spiritual glory that is expected we should indeed shine like lights in the world and hold forth the word of life most affectionately and effectually to the Saints and to the sinful sons of men we should be a blessing each of us in every place where we come Parents would adorn the Gospel Children would adorn the Gospel Pastors People would be Ornaments to the way of Christ and the want of that Spirit and the non-resting thereof upon us is the ground of all that unevenness in our walking of our unfruitfulness and barrenness in the Lords Orchard of our unusefulness in our generation As for my present condition I tell you again and I tell you rejoycing The Lord is good exceeding good I am filled with his company I am satisfied as with marrow and fatness I must praise him with joyful lips when I meditate in the night watches my meditations are very sweet It is best for me to be with God with his people and I shall be much with the Lord that I may again once more be with his hidden ones and his holy ones that rejoyce in his Highness I am departed for a season that I may return for a great space of time goodness and mercy shall follow me all the dayes of my life and I would gladly be a pillar in the house of my God and would go no more out And let me tell you I earnestly and I desire your help also beg and intreat that the Lord Jesus that the name of the city of my God which is the new Jerusalem which cometh down out of heaven from my God and Christs new name may be written upon me I am looking out for my right to enter into that City which shall be called The Lord is There Brethren beloved of the Lord how is it with you and the daughters of Sion are you like the chariots of Aminadab a living lively people a zealous active people Tell me at this local distance how is it with you do you fear the Lord above many do you thrive and prosper as the primitive Saints used to prosper that were Saints indeed do you wrestle for me in good earnest for I trust this imprisonment shall turn to a good account through your prayer and the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ to that dear Saviour of yours and mine be excellent glory for ever His glorious grace be with every faithful heart Amen From my Quarters at Windsor-Castle this 15 of the 12 Moneth 1653. Your Shepherd in bonds Christoph Feake My dear friends and companions in the fellowship of the Gospel SEeing the good pleasure of the Lords goodness and the work of Faith is fulfilling in me the Lords unworthy prisoner the time appointed of the Father is not yet come I do not finde my spirit willing to accept of deliverance before the one and the other be fulfilled with power that the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ may be glorified in me and I in him according to the grace of God and of the Lord Jesus Christ Oh dear hearts it is given to me a poor silly worm despised of the people through the wonderful free grace of my God Not onely to believe which is no small token of the favour of God in Christ but also to suffer for his sake which seems to be an addition of his favour to those that have first believed Oh! who knows what it is to be sealed with the holy Spirit of promise but those that have a spiritual feeling of the mighty power thereof how good is it to draw nigh to God! I have often spoken of it and felt it but now it is glorious indeed to keep company with the Lord himself in his own holy place even the Holy of Holies My hearts desire for you all and every one is That you might be filled with all wisdom and spiritual understanding and by degrees come to all riches of full assurance of understanding to the acknowledgement of the mystery of God even the Father and of Christ for verily that is such a condition as makes a heaven on this side heaven Oh! the excellent glory sweetness and fulness of that estate but never I am perswaded did any of the Saints enjoy themselves and their God so richly and abundantly as the sincere Martyrs and sufferers for the Name of Christ and the Gospel because none have occasion so much as they all the world hate them and their persecutors especially therefore if the Lord also hid himself from them poor wretches they would be of all men most miserable Therefore further Christ is bound by the duty of his Office to look after Them to stand by Them to cherish and to nourish Them to countenance and incourage Them to fill them with his own fulness when the world hath emptied them and scorned them and imprisoned them and buffeted them and put them into the forms of traitors of hereticks of seditious ones c. If the Lord should not reveal his love yea if he should not crown them with loving kindness and tender mercies then That Temptation would rationally prevail It is in vain to serve God it is better to serve the lusts of men and our own It will urge further What profit is it that we have kept his Ordinances Is it not better to observe the Ordinances of the Kings of the earth of the Princes of the States and Protectors of the earth then otherwise and do as the most do as those do who are lovers of pleasures more then lovers of God But blessed be the Lord Jehovah my rock for ever I have no ground to be dissatisfied with my condition in this respect as if the Lord did keep at a

THE NEW Non-conformist Who having obtained help of GOD doth persist unto this very day WITNESSING Both to Small and GREAT Some of those Glorious Things WHICH The Apostles the Prophets Moses did say should come to pass OR The VOICE of A Careful Shepherd Crying From his Watch-tower at W.C. Unto his Little Flock at W.L. With a loud Voice Matth. 10.17 Matth. 7.15 Philip. 3.2 Tit. 1.12 BEWARE of Men Beware of Dogs Beware of Wolves and of other evil Beasts Joh. 10.11 12 13. The GOOD SHEPHERD giveth his life for the sheep But He that is an HIRELING and not the Shepherd whose own the sheep are not seeth the wolf coming and leaveth the sheep and fleeth and the wolf catcheth them and scattereth the sheep The Hireling fleeth because he is an Hireling and careth not for the sheep Printed at London for Livewel Chapman at the Crown in Popes-head-Alley 1654. A PREFACE To every Honest and Intelligent READER IT seemed good unto the Apostles and Elders Act. 15.23 〈◊〉 and Brethren at Jerusalem when they wrote to the brethren of the Gentiles in Antioch and Syria and Cilicia to recommend their beloved Barnabas and Paul with this short choice Character They are men which have hazarded their lives for the Name of our Lord Iesus Christ 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Tradiderunt animas Bez. exposuerunt And verily they must not love the Lord Jesus at that ordinary rate which even the Bishops and the Deacons of the Churches generally content themselves withal at this day who do intend to adventure their lives in his Cause and for his Name against the present refined policies and practices of the Whorish Woman and her lovers the Kings of the earth with their Retinue It is a sad Symptome Mat. 24.12 when the love of many grows colder and colder at that point of time when the Lord expects as well he may if you knew all Christian friends it should grow hotter and hotter till it amounts to that degree and perfection of operation which is mentioned Rev. 11.5 If any One will hurt them who stand before the Lord of the whole earth fire proceedeth of out their mouth and devoureth their enemies and if ANY ONE will hurt them he must in this maner be killed I humbly conceive the Word of JEHOVAH is not in any of his servants hearts as A BURNING FIRE but they are also at the same time enflamed with love and zeal this multiplication of heat as I may so say causeth them like Ieremiah to be weary of forbearing Jer. 20.9 so that they cannot stay and contain themselves within those bounds of Mediocrity and Moderation which used to be cried up by the luke-warm generation of Preachers and Professors in all ages hitherto But the Scriptures must be fulfilled and therefore it 's not to be admired that there should be such an universal Apostacy and that those who had a Name to live Rev. 3.1 are now dead Wonder not I say Oh Little Remnant that there are so many fallen asleep but rather ponder the true reason why there are any kept awake For that most excellent old Doctrine which our Lord taught his Disciples in the daies of his flesh and accordingly after his ascension was very much practised hath been of late if you observe it almost utterly out of date I mean the Doctrine of self-denial and of forsaking all Relations Mat. 16.24 Luke 9.23 Liberty Goods good Name yea life it self for his sake and the Gospels How little is it preached now how much less is it practised But the reason is ready and upon record These are the last days and the Spirit speaketh plainly 2 Tim. 3.1 c. and without a Parable That in those days men shall be lovers of their own selves cevetous boasters proud blasphemers c. lovers of pleasures more then lovers of God yet having a form of godliness but denying the power thereof Observe whether very many in stead of denying themselves as Christ hath taught do not deny the power of godliness 2 Pet. 2.1 and the Lord that bought them as the world and lust perswade But hearken dear hearts and be cheerful yea be ye very joyful in believing that the Spirit of life and power from God shall ere it be long enter into a choice company Rev. 11. Ezek. 37.10 and they shall stand upon their feet and fear shall fall upon all those who see them for I know and am perswaded that there is at this present time a remnant according to the election of grace reserved by God to himself Rom. 11.4 5. notwithstanding the present Apostacy who have not bowed the knee either to the Beast or to his Image I wait to see this reserved remnant call'd out of their several holes and caves where they are hid from the world and from one another and so brought together even as so many dry bones bone to his bone c. to make a standing Army for the King of Saints in the time appointed of the Father Mine heart Judg. 5.9 a Deborah's was is towards the Governours of Israel that offer themselves willingly among the people bless ye the Lord. Oh! keep your garments clean and close about you and you shall walk with Christ in white for such are worthy How do I rejoyce in Spirit that I can in Spirit go thorow the grates of my Prison and pass thorow all the guards which are set to shut and keep me up from the society of the Saints and converse sweetly in a mystery with those beloved Brethren of mine whose faces I never saw in the flesh Methinks I hear A mystical Conference betwixt the prisoner and his Brethren who are one spirit with him in the present truth and work of God in the world Dan. 8.13 with Daniel one Saint speaking and another Saint saying unto that certain Saint which spake How long shall be the vision concerning the daily sacrifice and the transgression of desolation to give both the Sanctuary the Host to be troden under foot Then methinks I hear a sweet voice from another Believer saying The Sanctuary shall be cleansed it shall be cleansed Amen say I from my watch-Tower the Lords Sanctuary hath need of cleansing Quest But where are the Instruments say others and who shall be imployed in this glorious work we thought the Son of David had had such Worthies come from New-England from Holland at the beginning of the late great revolution as would not onely have helped to maintain their own their Brethrens attainments but would also have advanced valiantly like undaunted Leaders of the Lords voluntiers 2 Tim. 2.3 upon the old carnal Church and its Clergie and as becomes good Souldiers of Jesus Christ would have endured any hardness rather then have given place by retreat or subjection though but for an hour Gal. 2.5 that so the truth of the Gospel of the Kingdom might have prevailed in the

Brethren in the Lord my Joy and my Crown INdeed and in truth The high and glorious mysteries of the New Testament and the most sweet ministrations thereof are little understood by any of the Saints in this day Therefore we are so exceeding low in our Spirits in our Experiences in our Affections and Resolutions for our dear Lord Jesus But in the appointed season the return of our King from a far Country will amaze all those that would not have him to reign over them This salutation now is sent unto you to signifie to you that you are in my heart through rich grace to live and to die with you in this most noble and most honourable Cause of the Lord Jesus Christ both yours and mine Blessed be the Father of our Lord Jesus that ever he revealed his Son in such a poor silly inconsiderable worm as I am Oh the riches of his grace to intrust me with the preaching of the glorious Gospel of the blessed God I would not exchange mine imployment so sweet so comfortable for all the riches glory authority and pompous excellencies which the fourth kingdom can tempt the sons of the earth withal God is gloriously gracious in these dispensations of sufferings What a sweet night have I had Why should the Lord condescend to refresh the Spirit of a poor sinful very sinful creature in so transcendent a manner Be of good cheer wait on the Lord believe more pray more praise more do more love more abound in every good work more and more The God of Peace of Grace of Truth shall be with you Undoubtedly as I lately told you the Spirit of the Lord is rising he cannot be kept down by the Princes Powers Souldiers Politicians of the Earth Oh what confusions in Counsels What concussions in Kingdomes and Common-wealths what contestations among the professors in this City are at hand Great is Gospel-truth and shall and must prevail How can we forbear triumphing in the expectations of the downfal of mystical Babylon If the Lord crucifie us unto the world and the world unto us as I know he will and pour out his Spirit richly What may we not attempt for the interest of our dear Lord Remember The Lord is our Judge the Lord is our Law-giver in the Hebrew Statute-maker the Lord is our King He will save us Your eminent growth in Grace and in the Knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ is that rich blessing which living and dying I bequeath unto you and request for you A rise and shine O ye precious sons and daughters of Sion in the midst of this dark world as the stars in the firmament each of you in the families neighbourhood and companies where the Lord hath or shall dispose of you Believe it my dear hearts the Lord is coming keep close together love as brethren above all be exceeding careful to maintain on your part holy heavenly spiritual intimate communion with the Father with the Lord Jesus and with the Saints of the most High the fruits whereof will be joy in the Holy Ghost unspeakeable and most full of glory Amer and Amen Hallelujah Letter the first from White-Hal written while I was waiting on the Councel before I was called in Yours in the most sweet fellowship of the Gospel and at liberty whilst in bonds for they are easie ones hitherto CHRISTOPHER FEAKE POSTSCRIPT My Fellow-prisoner for Christ Mr. Powel saluteth the Congregation with dear affection For the well-beloved CHURCH of Christ meeting in Colemanstreet Swan-Ally My very dear hearts ●he sons and daughters of despised Sion THe most spiritual blessings in heavenly things in Christ be your portion yea the Lord Jesus himself with all his fulness and glory be still the lot of your inheritance and when the streams are at any time cut off the Lord shew you the Fountain which is Himself God blessed for ever Although my heavenly Father hath given me a Writ of ease for the present yet I am with you in Spirit and signifie to you my love in the Lord my time is not yet come it may be it must be the fruit of your fervent prayers I am cleerly convinced from a power invisible and invincible that this imprisonment is not unto death But for the glory of God that the Son of God might be glorified thereby See John 11.4 I allude to that saying of Christ concerning Lazarus his sickness saith Christ This sickness is not unto death and yet afterward Jesus said plainly vers 14. Lazarus is dead did Christ speak untruth before when he said This sickness is not unto death No in no wise So although this imprisonment should be unto death which blessed be my Lord my God my Father I do nothing fear in the vulgar sence yet in a spiritual sence it is not but for the glory of God yea undoubtedly if I should be gathered to my Fathers by the Souldiers the Priests means in an unusual way I rejoyce in Spirit in the apprehensions of faith which the Lord vouchsafeth to me that out of my blood shall spring forth such a notable Spirit as will be the utter ruine of that cursed whore with all the powers on earth new and old that take her part paint her face and do her work Wherefore rouze up my dearest hearts in the might of your God and go on in the Name of your Captain-General and by your secret inward in●isible weapons wound this base upstart ●rivate interest under the fifth rib But in the midst of all your h●●y ●eal for the service of your dear Lord forget no● I charge you and every of you before him that quickneth all things and witnessed a good confession before Pont●us Pilate that you do principally constantly zealously minde the inward work the intimate communion which the Saints use to have with the Father and the Son as being their present paradise on this side heaven Oh for the Lords sake every one of you Parents Children Masters Servants Young men Old Disciples Weak Strong Rich Poor Married Unmarried Oh! I say Be holy be humble be spiritual live in love walk in sweet peace Blessed be God I have such satisfaction of you generally that you are a holy people wholly separate to God and if there should be any close hypocrite among you pray the maske and vizard off that it may he known who hath not loved the Lord Jesus Christ in sincerity but their own lusts secretly traded in A godly jealousie over you causeth me thus in true Gospel-affection to write unto you watching over you at this distance with thoughtfulness and carefulness in some small measure night and day that I might present you to Christ and He to his Father as beautiful and glorious a part of his spiritual kingdom as any other in this generation Oh! that it might be so Oh! that it might be so The Lord Jesus Christ be with your Spirit especially in your holy Assemblies Brethren all of you pray

pray for me This 1 day in the morning the 5 day of my most comfortable confinement 1653. An unworthy worm desirous to serve the Lord Jesus and all his Saints Christoph. Feake POSTSCRIPT I and my yoke-fellow salute every Saint in the Lord. My Wife a dear comfort to me desires the prayers of the Church particularly for her and we both desire you to bless the Lord joyntly for his wonderful goodness to us he is verily a God hearing prayer For the well-beloved CHURCH of Christ meeting in Colemanstreet Swan-Alley My dearly beloved in the Lord WHo in the Lord Jesus are builded together for an Habitation of God by the Spirit This is the fourth time I have in much affection written to you saluting you again in the Lord as a holy people peculiar to Christ our Head in the light and power of whose glorious Spirit you every one walking shall certainly come up to those attainments and enjoyments which will render you truly honorable in the eyes of your very adversaries Blessed be the name of our God for ever who hath translated us from death to life some time since who is also transforming us from glory to glory as by the Spirit of the Lord. Brethren know That the Messengers of the Church together with the loving Epistle which they brought with them were exceeding welcome and acceptable to the Lords Prisoner who was and is still filled with comfort from the Father of mercies and the God of all comfort yea I do not know of any one minute wherein dejectedness of Spirit hath been my portion yea on the contrary a cheerful lightsome frame and temper is my lot from my tender Father night and day My care for you which is my greatest exercise ending in faith and joyful confidence that the Lord is doing good to you as unto me and those that are approved will be made manifest in these tr●ing times and seasons Wherefore I befeech you all again and again by the mercies of God by the meekness and gentleness of Christ that you walk very circumspectly in these evil daies that you set the Lord alwaies before you resolving in the sense and remembrance of those first loves that were mutually between the Lord and each of your souls at your first conversion and believing and when you were first sealed after that you believed by the holy Spirit of promise out of faithfulness and love to Christ to follow the Lamb on Mount Sion whithersoever he goeth first in paths of holiness then upon the Mountains of Israel in fresn green Pastures where He I say He leads you then to Prison through Fire through Water anywhere every-where the Lord being in the midst of you and with you Ah my dear brethren the Lord Jesus being with us bonds are not bonds reproach is not reproach enemies are no enemies death it self is not death My heart is inlarged I could wish my self among you that I might pour out my soul before you The Lord is good his mercy endureth for ever The brethren you sent to me have reported the presence of the Lord in the midst of you your purpose of heart to cleave to the Lord and to one another My counsel for the present is as followeth though they be the same things that I write over again now as before yet consider them Paul did so 1. Now that ye are come together in the name of the Lord Jesus let every member of the Congregation consider what they are obliged to Is it not to continue together with the Church walking in all the waies and Ordinances of Jesus Christ Did they not consent in the hearing of Angels and men to do their duties which are Commands of Christ as well as to receive of the priviledges of the Gospel Those that from respects of their particular spiritual profit do omit their duty as in the publick capacity of the members of the body of Christ without the consent of the whole upon Scripture-grounds will finde themselves in a snare ere they are aware 2. Being all together before the Lord as His peculiar people desire earnestly to know of him whether or no there be not some of your number whom he intends to set apart as a Teacher in the Congregation for the carrying on the work of the Lord in the Congregation and then if so to beg to know who he is if not to intreat him to furnish you with helps this way as it were from heaven that so you may not onely be edified among your selves but be ●eet like a golden Candlestick with burning and shining lights in it to give light to the dark world and so serve the Lord in your generation upon the best account 3. I desire you to consider that the more my coming among you is and shall be a fruit of your prayers in faith the more we shall all rejoyce together when we meet And therefore I desire you to spread my condition before the Lord that I am sent hither by an arbitrary power no accusers brought face to face no witnesses produced but in a private Juncto determined to commit me and Brother Simpson to this Castle In Order to the preservation of the peace and safety of the Nation these are the words of the Mittimus no crime laid to our charge their own fears and jealousies are the cause of this unrighteous dealing with us to rend and rear us violently from our Congregations and here not to suffer us to preach the Gospel to the poor people that they may be saved while they are eating and drinking and rising up to play Mr. Jenkins when he was banished by the old Parliament from London had free liberty to preach as often as he would The Lord beholds all these things and I write not this by way of complaint the Lord knoweth for my life is comfortable without intermission and the Lord hath sent me hither for some glorious end I am verily perswaded 4. I intreat you looking upon each other as the sons and daughters of the living God to grow in love in brotherly love in love in the Spirit to abound in love as the Apostle speaks toward each other and toward all men as by the rich grace of God I finde I do towards you and this you will finde that loving the Lord Jesus more dearly you will be the more tenderly affectioned each toward other This is the distin●uishing character of the Disciples of Christ this is the primitive Spirit and Philadelphia of all the Churches in Asia which signifieth brotherly love was not reproved but incouraged by Jesus Christ Oh! be you that Churches Sister 5. Beg in stead of all the rich glorious effusions of the Spirit of Christ that would render you a happy holy heavenly people a spiritual zealous faithful fruitful people I finde I finde Brethren that the excellent Spirit is rising returning revealing it self in the world though the world cannot will not receive it Walk in the Spirit live in the Spirit

writing and hearing of the sweet and precious Name of the Lord Jesus It is most pleasant to ponder and to meditate upon the mystery of God even the Father and of Christ When once we have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts thereof when we are by means of walking with the holy One become spiritually minded then Oh then we suck sweetness out of bitterness and can turn water into wine then we finde meat in the eater then we enjoy liberty in bonds and life in death then we feel the Lord blessing when men are cursing Christianity is a mystery throughout yea the managing of the most easie and obvious affairs in the Churches of the Saints is to be in a mystery All your things are to be spiritually ordered It 's a most glorious sight to me to see every debate every consultation every resolution all your ordinary matters beautified and adorned with that holy gravity and seriousness of language gesture method with that sweetness of love humility mutual condescention with that meekness of wisdom in the Elders of attention and reception and consent in the Brethren that may render you amiable to the Lord Jesus and his elect Angels being in the midst of you formidable to wicked men and the evil Angels that observe you and watch for your halting and would rejoyce to espie among you any uncomliness or absurdity this would be an excellent means to help you to set the Lord alwaies before you to have fresh and new thoughts of Gods Omnipresence of Christs walking in the midst of the golden Candlesticks this used to over-awe my disorderly Spirit when I was among you I hope I shall learn as Timothy how to behave my self in the House of God which is the Church of the living God in this short time of banishment better then formerly I believe the Lord intends a manifold benefit by my absence to you and many others as well as to my own soul I rejoyce exceedingly in spirit to consider We do not live in the declining age of the Church but in that season when the Lord will adde abundantly more of his Spirit then in many generations formerly Wherefore let me beseech you to gird up the loyns of your minde put on your sandals walk climbe up to the top of Pisgah look over Jordan behold the Land of promise the Land of rest the Land flowing with milk and honey look beyond the downfal of Babylon the marriage-supper of the Lambe the great battel of Armageddon look beyond the victory over the Dragon the Beast and the false Prophet to the binding of Satan look beyond the binding of Satan to the coming down of the new Jerusalem to the spiritual glory of the City whose name is Jehovah-Shammah to the peaceable reign of our Solomon there remaineth a rest for the people of God Believe and live to enter into that rest Let the word of Christ dwell richly in you the Lord make you all mighty in the Scriptures wiser then your teachers wiser then your enemies and then nevertheless the more humble and lowly and lovely in the possession of your attainments The Lord fill the great vessels and the small vessels brim-ful of grace and peace and truth and love and spiritual understanding in a word fill you with his Spirit as with new wine the Lord make you drunk with his Spirit Oh that every one in the Congregation had a high Spirit for Christ a mighty Spirit for Christ I would to the Lord you had each of you the Spirit of David's Worthies in a spiritual sence that a few of you even two or three of you were able to break through the host of the Philistines for our Davids sake Be of good comfort There is work to do for the Lords young Disciples that are in their first love and their love to their Saviour and his interest will be tried There is business also for the Lords old Disciples that have been tried already and have overcome let them continue faithful to the death and they shall receive a crown of life a crown of righteousness which the Lord is preparing for them that love his appearing Brethren I have received your Messengers with gladness and we do mutually refresh each other the Lord be with your Spirit I shall further enlarge my thoughts the next opportunity pray and strive in prayer for a poor worthless creature the Lord is good to me in abundance I long to appear with joy in the great Congregation From my captivity in Windsor the 15 of the 1 Moneth 1653 4. Your faithful Shepherd in bonds Christoph. Feake Dearly Beloved in the Lord Jesus THe desire of my Soul on your behalf is this That the Lord would so communicate himself to you that ye might be like the Saints at Rome in Pauls time full of goodness filled with all knowledge able also to admonish one another and in that case I should rejoyce with you all abundantly for my chains and bonds would be lighter and easier to me by many degrees Whereas now I must ingenuously confess before the Lord and unto you that the care that cometh upon me daily because of you is more unto me then all the cruel mockings and scourgings with the tongue yea even then my bonds and imprisonment which I indure at this day The honour of our dear Lord is so much concerned in your walking and comunion together in your sweet gentle meek and holy behaviour in the ordering and managing of the affairs of Christs spiritual Kingdom through him set up by you that still at every turn you come into my thoughts How do they walk do they walk orderly do they please God do they edifie one another in love have the adversaries no cause to speak reproachfully hath their adversary the Devil no advantage to speak against them do they pray in the holy Spirit Is there a high and a mighty Spirit for God and for Christ and for his Cause in the midst of them Ah! Brethren I think with my self how shall I finde you when I come unto you again Have you increased with the increasings of God are you more and more strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man do you live by the faith of the Son of God I would to God I might finde you less luke-warm and more zealous for the Lord then when I left you more in the Spirit and less in the flesh and in self and in this world Do none of your eyes begin to dazzle at the glory and splendor of the Court as do the eyes of others Come Brethren a day in the Lords Courts is better then a thousand in any Princes Court upon the face of the Earth and for my part I had rather be a door-keeper or sit at the threshold of the Lords House then to dwell in the Tents or Palaces of wickedness It may be the Lord hath called me aside for a short space for this very purpose to tempt you