Treachery The settled bent of their Hearts and so the general course of their Lives is right 16. The upright Man is striving after and growing up towards full Perfection The Righteous shall hold on his way And he that hath clean Hands wax stronger and stronger Thus the Way of the Lord is strength to the Upright And his Word does good to the Upright Mic. 2.7 It is an ill sign when one is at a constant stay in Religion When one holds on in a round of Duties without going forward And commonly Hypocrites go out at last in a stinking snuff But the Path of the Just is as the shining Light which shineth more and more unto the Perfect Day Prov. 4.18 Such are pressing towards the Mark Phil. 3.14 15. Of Zeal TIT. 2.14 A peculiar People zealous of good Works 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 accensum studio bonorum operum as Beza fervently given unto good Works as in our old English translation Zeal is a word of various acceptation In general it signifies heat and fervour From 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 ferveo In Heb. 10.27 there is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which we read fiery indignation in our old Translation violent Fire This Word is transferred to the heat and fervour of the Spirit and Affections which is of diverse kinds As 1. There is a natural Zeal As some naturally are of lively active spirits full of mettle as we use to say Luther seemeth to have been naturally of such a temper As Bucer said of him Nihil in eo non vehemens What an happy thing it is when such a temper is guided and acted by Grace Ordinarily such will do more for God 2. There is a carnal Zeal We find emulations among the works of the Flesh reckoned up Gal. 5.19 20 21. In the Greek 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 And the Apostle James condemns 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a bitter Zeal Jam. 3.14 Envy is a kind of Zeal but not of the right kind It is bitter Zeal It is a sort of wild Grapes There is a Blind Zeal Such as Idolaters Papists Persecuters may be acted by A blind zeal when Men are Zealous in a false way and Zealous against the Truth Taking light for darkness and darkness for light Calling good evil and evil good There is a superstitious extravagant and erratick zeal when Men are Zealous about such things where it would be a vertue to be cool and moderate And there is an Hypocritical Zeal when Men have or seem to have great Zeal for the Truth and against Errour and falshood but it is only for self-respects and carnal ends Thus carnal Zeal moves in a large Sphere takes a great compass 3. There is a Spiritual Zeal A being zealous of good Works indeed and zealous for God even for his sake An holy Zeal This is both commanded Rev. 3.19 Be zealous And commended Num. 25.11 Phinehas the Son of Eleazer hath turned my wrath away while he was zealous for my sake So this Zeal should not go unrewarded Many commend lukewarmness and indifferency in Religion under the terms of Moderation Prudence and Discretion But Christ and the World are not of a mind A lukewarm temper the Lord cannot endure Rev. 3.15 16. Because thou art luke-warm and neither cold nor hot I will spue thee out of my mouth But as Bishop Hall observes Vol. 1. p. 903. The goodness of God winks at the Errors of honest Zeal and so loveth the strength of good Affections that it passeth over their Infirmities Again ib. p. 938. He Pardoneth the Errours of our fervency rather than the indifferencies of lukewarmness Indeed where there is no Zeal for God there is no Love to God Qui non Zelat non amat Where there is Life there will be some heat Here 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to be spiritually alive and to be lively are not more alike in sound than really akin Zeal in one degree or other is as inseparable from spiritual Life as heat is from fire It 's true as every sincere Christian is not a Nathaniel for degree and measure of Sincerity and plain-heartedness So neither is every such Soul a Moses a Phinehas an Elias for Zeal Yet the Kingdom of Heaven suffers violence and the violent take it by force Mat 11.12 And it is one property of Christ's redeemed ones his peculiar People to be zealous of good Works This holy Zeal of which I am to speak as was said of Vprightness and Sincerity is not any distinct particular Grace but a modus or respect of other Graces Though some define it as a compound of Love and Anger Zelus est affectus ex amore irâ mixtus cum scil irascimur ei à quo laeditur id quod amamus Yet I cannot so confine it There must be Zeal accompanying our Repentance 2 Cor. 7.11 And Zeal in our Love We must love fervently 1 Pet. 1.22 and 4.8 And it is the symtom of corrupt times when love waxeth cold Mat. 24.12 Zeal is the spritely vigour and activity of all Grace the ardor of all the Affections with the earnestness and intention that is in all spiritual actings Indeed the chief heat of it is in the Spirit 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Rom. 12.11 This Fire is burning in the gracious Heart in the sanctified Will and Affections yet its heat is further diffused into the Conversation All our Spiritual Sacrifices must be offered up with this Fire Fervent in Spirit serving the Lord. Prayer must be Zealous fervent Prayer Jam. 5.16 Col. 4.12 13. Ministers must Preach zealously as Apollos Act. 18.25 None are allowed to do the work of the Lord negligently remisly There must be Zeal in hearing the Word Here our hearts should burn within us as Luk. 24.32 we should be zealous in reproving as Gal. 2.11 Yea no good work is well done without Zeal We must be zealous of and zealous in good Works It s not enough barely to do good Works but we must be earnest upon it and vigorous in the Work Quest But how shall we know whether our Zeal be right Answ 1. True Zeal is guided by a right Judgment a judgment regulated by the Word To allude to that Isa 4.4 The spirit of judgment must go along with the spirit of burning A blind ignorant rash Zeal is not good nor will it prove ones estate good Such a Zeal Paul had while a desperate Persecuter Act. 26.9 which afterwards he saw to be fury and madness rather than Zeal v. 11. This made him Mad once not his learning as Festus would have had it v. 24. such a Zeal the carnal unbelieving Jews had Rom. 10.2 Let Men be never so zealous in their way if it be not God's way their Zeal runs waste God is not honoured but dishonoured not well pleased but displeased with that Zeal which is not according to his Word To be zealous for what he hath not commanded and much more to be zealous for what he hath forbidden to be zealous against
could not but express his Zeal for God at Athens when he had none to back him Acts 17. Come see my Zeal for the Lord says Jehu a Kings 10.16 An Hypocrite is not well pleased if he have not some to take notice of his Zeal some that will applaud him for it His Zeal in a good cause is soon cooled if he have not some about him such as would encourage and help to blow it up Whereas true Zeal will burn still when there are none about it but such as endeavour to blow it out As Lot's Soul was vexed from day to day in Sodom with their unlawful deeds 2 Pet. 2.8 If a Zealous Christian hath his lot cast in a wicked prophane Place or Family even there will his Zeal be breaking forth True Zeal will not be smothered or put out with the coldness and deadness of others about it but rather useth to be more excited and intended As Fire burns hottest in cold frosty Weather 5. True Zeal is not Partial but would appear for all that wherein God's Honour and Interest lieth It is as Extensive as sincere and sound Obedience It is Quantitas intensiva obedientiae according to Dr. Ames Thus to be Zealous of good works in the whole kind of them ready to promote any good Work earnestly desirous to abound in every good Work would shew our Zeal to be right But a partial Zeal as a partial Obedience is not right As partial heats in the Body are no signs of good Health To be Zealous for works of Charity but no friends of Holiness and true Piety Or to seem forward for pious Exercises but to be careless of other Moral Duties To be negligent in the duties of our particular Callings and Relations cannot be right True Zeal in a Magistrate will make him active for God as a Magistrate as Nehemiah was True Zeal in a Minister will make him diligent in the work of his Ministry Like Apollos who being fervent in Spirit spake and taught diligently the things of the Lord Acts 18.25 True Zeal in the Master of a Family will make him Industrious in his Place To instruct his Houshold in the Way of the Lord and to engage them in God's Service after Abraham's example Yea one that is truly Zealous of good Works will act uniformly Not be hot in Prayer Hearing Conference and Cold and Heartless as to other Duties 6. True Zeal sets against all Sin as it is discovered This will cause ones Blood to rise against Sin So a Man will be ready to reprove and shew his dislike of Sin as he has opportunity So he will endeavour in his Place according to his Power to oppose Sin to prevent suppress it True Zeal will make a Man an enemy to Sin wheresoever he sees it wheresoever he meets with it To appear very forward to condemn the faults of an Enemy of such as bear no good will to us and to bear with Sin in our Friends in such as are nearly related to us this is not right True Zeal would make one like Levi in God's Cause Who said unto his Father and to his Mother I have not seen him neither did he acknowledg his Brethren nor knew his own Children Deut. 33.9 As Asa would not bear with Idolatry in his own Mother 2 Chron. 15.16 In the trial of your Love observe its working at a distance as this will better appear in its workings towards those that are farthest off in its being extended to Strangers Enemies than in its workings towards Friends and Relations that are near you But in the trial of your Zeal on the contrary especially observe how it worketh near hand To condemn Sin in others but to indulge and spare our own Sins is not right Some are so Zealous against others Offences De Adventu Dom. Ser. 4. as Bernard says that they might seem to hunger and thirst after Righteousness if they had the same judgment also of their own Sins But now a weight and a weight as he alludes is an abomination to the Lord. True Zeal would least endure Sin in its own Territories As Fire has most power on what is next it Zeal where it is in truth will be firing out ones own Corruptions Like an Hearth of fire among Wood and like a Torch of fire in a Sheaf As the Psalmist says My Zeal hath consumed me Psal 119.139 So Zeal will be consuming ones Lusts Are we salted with this Fire according to the expression Mark 9.49 A truly Zealous Christian has the greatest indignation against his own Sins and is most forward to take revenge on himself and them 2 Cor. 7.11 And he would not spare one of his Sins Jehu destroyed Baal out of Israel yet this shewed his Zeal was not right that he departed not from the sins of Jeroboam he was still for the Golden Calves 2 Kings 10.28 29. A resolved indulgence and allowance of any known Sin and true Zeal are inconsistent 7. A right and regular Zeal is most vehement in the greatest Matters As Fire the grosser the substance that it takes hold Ignis in materia densiori acriùs urit and feeds upon the hotter it burns True Zeal is more for plain and necessary Duties than for any disputable point or matter of Controversie So likewise it riseth against Sin according to the quality and aggravations thereof What one noteth to have always been the Hypocrites guise Dr. Downam on Psal 15. p. 33. is the genius of false Zeal scil To neglect the greater Duties and to affect the observation of the less to prefer Circumstances before the Substance and Ceremonies before the works either of Piety or Charity to place the height of their Religion either in observing or urging Ceremonies or contrariwise in inveighing against them Observe it to be more Zealous for or against a Ceremony than for the weightiest and most substantial Duties or than against great and foul Enormities to be more Zealous about some disputable Point and Opinion wherein sound Christians may have different apprehensions than for main matters of Faith and Godliness matters essential to true Christianity wherein all that are Christians indeed must agree both as to Belief and Practice is no good sign You would not take him for a wise and careful Builder that laid the greatest weight on the weakest part of the Wall So it must be indiscreet Zeal or worse than indiscreet which is more for unnecessary Opinions than for the most substantial Duties and fundamental Truths Is that true Zeal for God Or rather is it not a selfish Zeal which is for ones own Opinions neglecting those things which make most for the Honour of God and wherein the main interest of Religion lieth Though many warm themselves at these Sparks many comfort themselves that they are Zealous in their way for their own Parties and Opinions yet in the end they may lie down in sorrow for it But some will say Would you not have us Zealous for
11. True Zeal is for expedition in God's Service As Phinehas Ignis est maxime actuosus maximè mobilis who was zealous for God could not sit still when he saw God so greatly Dishonoured Psal 106. Then stood up Phinehas and executed Judgment Then stood up Phinehas The word may import his readiness and forwardness to appear for God against Sin as occasion was then offered So Nehemiah testified against the Merchants that had lodged but once or twice without Jerusalem under the Wall on the Sabbath threatning to clap them up If they did so again he would lay hands on them Neh. 13.20 21. So David Psal 101.8 I will early destroy all the wicked Though it may point at the usual time of sitting in Judgment in the morning yet withal it may import that he would not be delatory in the work Thus Zeal will set Men early on work for God will make Men quick and speedy in giving check to Sin as they have power and opportunity to put a stop to it as soon as they can Sinful sluggish demurs delays put-offs are contrary to the nature of true Zeal So a listlesness to Duty is no sign of Zeal It is cold that benummeth So it is a sign of the want of Zeal a sign of extream coldness when we cannot find our hands to turn them to any good work when we are like the slothful Prov. 19.24 that hides his hand in his bosom 12. True Zeal makes souls as forward unto so free and lively in God's service What a Man does zealously he does very heartily To be zealous of good Works is not barely to do some good Works but it further implieth earnestness alacrity and fervency of spirit in the doing of Good Works To pray with Zeal is more than saying a Prayer it is no less than to be fervent in Prayer to pray earnestly To be zealous in works of Charity is not meerly to give to such that stand in need but to give willingly and freely Like those of Macedonia 2 Cor. 8.3 that were willing of themselves That needed no spurring on What the Apostle sayes of Love 1 Cor. 13.4 It is kind bountiful this may well be said of Zeal which is the fervour of Love Zeal is bountiful at least in will and desire Cold has a condensing and contracting quality but heat rarifies and extends So Zeal in the Heart enlarges it A zealous Christian would not serve God at an ordinary rate he desires to abound in the work of the Lord. The flame will be mounting upwards A zealous spirit is a raised spirit raised in God's Service But a cold dead heart is still bearing downward We read of Jehoshaphat that his heart was lifted up in the wayes of the Lord 2 Chron. 17.6 So one of a zealous spirit never thinks he does enough for God He will desire still to serve him more and to serve him better 13. True Zeal gives courage in the Cause of God filleth the Soul full of resolution for God And indeed that may be the meaning of Jehoshaphat's heart being lifted up in the wayes of the Lord. A zealous Spirit is a magnanimous Spirit An holy Zeal is indeed Cos fortitudinis the Whetstone of Valour As Esther's Zeal for God and his People put courage into her though she might naturally be timorous as is common to her Sex What an heroick resolution was there Esth 4.16 I will go in unto the King and if I perish I perish If we have no Spirit no Courage to appear for God his Truth and Wayes sure we have no Zeal forthem Indeed of all things Sinners are most offended at holy Zeal They that have nothing to say against Christian Meekness or Charitableness and some other Graces yet can ill endure the heat of Godly Zeal O it is scorching and tormenting to them Here they are ready to cry out Fire fire as one says This oft puts them into a great combustion Yet true Zeal will break thorow opposition Many Waters cannot quench Love neither can the Floods drown it The like may be said of Zeal It is not quenched or cooled but oft more intended and increased when others would discourage it 14. True Zeal that is a cause of such courage and resolution for God that giveth confidence and boldness before Men yet is joyned with Humility and Holy Fear and Trembling before God One gracious disposition is not contrary to another And true Zeal is not blown up with high thoughts of ones self but with high thoughts of God The Dread and Reverence of the most High of an infinitely Glorious and Holy Majesty promotes true Zeal for God helpeth to set an edge upon it and steeleth the Soul with an holy boldness hardeneth it against a base carnal fear of Man Mr. Vines But it is not right when as one says Zeal that should eat us up is eaten up of Pride 15. Right regular Zeal will more dispose and fit us for our Work and Duty not take off from Duty or transport into Sin That is not Zeal but distempered Passion it is not from Grace but from the workings of Corruption when we are discomposed and unhinged 16. If we have true Zeal for God it will be a joy to us to see any zealous and active for God As on the other hand it will be our great grief to see Men generally cold indifferent lukewarm in Religion To see others regardless of God and of the interest of true Religion will move our displeasure and indignation But it will not offend us to see any acted with regular Zeal for God Indeed the Apostle did and would rejoyce that Christ was Preached though some preached Christ out of envy Phil. 1.15 18. How much more would he have rejoyced to have seen as good proof and evidence of their pure Love and Zeal as he saw of their Envy carrying them out in the work If we are truly zealous for God we shall be taken with those whom we see or hear to be zealous for him our hearts will be towards such yea knit to them as Jonathans was to David And we shall bless God for such As Deborah Judg. 5.9 My heart is towards the Governours of Israel that offered themselves willingly among the People Bless the Lord. She desired that the Lord might be praised that put such a spirit into them If others out-shine us here yet if we have true Zeal for God we shall be so far from envying them that the more zealous any are the more we shall honour and be taken with them 17. If we are truly zealous we have an holy emulation a desire to follow yea if it might be to outstrip those that excel in vertue As the Apostle speaks 1 Cor. 14.12 Forasmuch as ye are zealous of spiritual gifts seek that ye may excel As the Corinthians Zeal and forwardness provoked very many 2 Cor 9.2 We should not envy such as have got the start of us and yet should in a good
Judgment Thus God is oft terrible in his doings towards the Children of Men Psal 66.3 5. Moses was afraid of the hot displeasure wherewith the Lord was wroth against the children of Israel Deut. 9.19 And when Vzzah was smitten David was afraid of the Lord that day 2 Sam. 6.9 If the righteous are said not to fear at such times as Job 5.21 22. we must understand with such a miserable distracting fear as is wont to possess the hearts of sinners They are not so surrounded with fear like Pashur called Magor-missabib Jer. 20.3 Their fear is not overwhelming or such as is opposite to all Faith Hope and joy in the Lord or such as puts them quite besides their duty at such times Yet they may not be stupid sensless but ought to fear with such a fear as is opposite to security as may quicken unto Duty Pro. 14.16 A wise Man feareth and departeth from evil Pro. 22.3 He foreseeth the evil and hideth himself Yea not only God's Judgments but his Works of Mercy should teach us to fear him So much is implied Jer. 5.24 As they should have said in their heart Let us now fear the Lord our God that giveth Rain both the former and the latter rain in his season he reserveth unto us the appointed weeks of the Harvest And while temporal Mercies should have this effect to engage us to fear him much more should spiritual Mercies and his Grace in Christ That there is forgiveness with him Again the Word of God teacheth his Fear As Faith comes by the Word of God which is therefore fitly called The word of Faith so a Godly fear As the Word is called by that name It is called the fear of the Lord Psal 19.9 It teacheth his fear it is a special means to work his fear in us it is the Rule to guide and order our fear of him And that is a superstitious fear a spurious fear not a true genuine fear of God which is not agreeable to his Word Isa 29.13 Therefore such as regard not the Word but count it as a strange thing are strangers to the Fear of God As it shews we fear not God as we ought if we slight and contemn his Works so if we slight and disregard his Word It is by the knowledg of God his Attributes c. as revealed in his Word and Works that Men come to fear him 2. The true Fear of God also springs from an high and holy admiration of him and from love to him Every Child of God admires loves and fears together And because he loves God he fears to displease him And his fear is from high thoughts of God not from hard thoughts of him Many have a fear of God that do not reverence him Their fear is not from any high esteem of him The wicked fear and hate His terrours make them afraid as it is Job 18.11 but they are not taken with his Excellency The Devils have such a fear They tremble at his Wrath yet are full of rage and spite against him That fear which is from hard thoughts of God looking on him as an enemy is not a right fear 2. The true Fear of God may be known by the freeness and pleasingness of it When it is not a forced thing When the will is to fear him A fear of God falleth upon some even as an heavy pressure which they would be rid of would cast off if they knew how It surprizeth takes hold of them as a Bailiff or Officer takes hold on a Debtor or Malefactor Isa 33.14 which they would shake off but cannot But they do not chuse the Fear of the Lord Prov. 1.29 whereas they that truly fear God are devoted to his Fear as we read that Psa 119.38 They desire to fear his Name As Neh. 1.11 thy Servants who desire to fear thy Name God's Servants do fear and desire more and more to fear his Name They would not banish but endeavour to cherish and increase the fear of God in their hearts That fear which is a torment which is counted a punishment which Men would expel is not of the right kind True Fear is not an oppression of spirit but rather elevates the Spirit it raiseth the Soul in admiration does not sink it in dejection As we may allude to that expression Isa 60.5 Thine heart shall fear and be inlarged The true Fear of God will enlarge the heart more towards God It will cause it to flow over The Grace of Fear does not contract but enlarge the heart Naturalists observe that the most fearful creatures have the largest hearts And the more we fear God aright the more our hearts will be enlarged towards him 3. The true Fear of God may be known by the degree and measure or intention of it When we fear God above all He is greatly to be feared 1 Chr. 16.25 Great is the Lord and greatly to be praised he also is to be feared above all Gods To be feared above all Creatures Isa 51.12 13. Who art thou that thou shouldest be afraid of a Man that shall die and of the Son of Man which shall be made as the Grass And forgettest the Lord thy Maker and hast feared continually every day because of the fury of the oppressor see again Mat. 10.28 Obediah feared the Lord greatly 1 Kin. 18.3 As Fear is part of the worship which is required in the first Commandment God is so to be feared as we are not to fear any other If we fear any other person or thing above him or like and equally to him then we set up other Gods besides him What we fear most that is our God Now how is it with us Does the fear of God rule in our hearts Does it ordinarily prevail over carnal fear when the Lord threatneth on one hand and Men threaten on the other which of these do we ordinarily most regard Are we more afraid of God's displeasure of his frowns than of the wrath of Man than of the frowns of the World when it comes to a pinch at any time that we must either suffer for sin if we chuse to sin that is to incur God's displeasure rather than suffer rather than bear Man's displeasure is not this to fear Man more than God In this case may not the Lord say of us as Isa 57.11 Of whom hast thou been afraid or feared that thou hast lied and hast not remembred me So when Children or Servants make nothing of the sin of lying to hide any fault and by this means to prevent their Parents or Masters displeasure does it not shew that they forget God that they do not fear him The true fear of God would check carnal fear Though carnal fear be not totally expelled here yet the grace of fear will keep it under I grant that a Child of God may be foiled and worsted on a suddain and for a time by carnal fear As Peter was once and again Mat. 26.69 c. Gal. 2.12
in the Judgment is a clear apprehension a deep sense of our own weakness and insufficiency That we can do nothing of our selves That the way of Man is not in himself neither is it in him that walketh to direct his steps That we are nothing can do nothing separate from God and Christ That we are unable to perform any Duty to improve any Ordinance to use any Mercy to bear any Cross to withstand any Temptation to master and mortifie any Corruption to act any Grace without him Yea that we have such a necessary and absolute dependance on God that we cannot live or move or act naturally without him That we ought to say as Jam. 4.15 If the Lord will we shall live and do this or that 3. Self-denial as in the Judgment is a deep sense and thorough conviction of our own unworthiness and wretched vileness That we of our selves deserve nothing but are less than the least of Mercies That to us belongeth nothing but shame and confusion of face That when we have done our best have done all we can we deserve not so much as thanks Luk. 17.10 That what ever God does for us is of his free Mercy 2. Self-denial is more especially in the Will and Affections 1. When a Mans Will is set for the utter renouncing and rejecting of carnal and corrupt Self When he is in good earnest for casting off the Old-Man which is corrupt with its deceitful Lusts When he would no more be ruled by the Law in his Members or live and walk after the Flesh As the Lord is is said to deny and not to know Men whom he rejects and condemns 2 Tim. 2.12 Mat. 10.33 As a Man renounceth repudiates a disloyal adulterous Wife As a Father is provoked to disown cast off a rebellious Son This is a main part of Self-denial when we are for cashiering our Lusts for plucking out Right Eyes and cutting off Right Hands when we would have no more to do with our Idols So long as we are under the dominion of any Lust till such time as the Will is resolvedly set against Sin so long as we are setting up Self as Lord and our own Wills as our Law in a way of contradiction unto God our Soveraign Lord and to his holy Will And thus to deny God indeed instead of denying our selves 2. When it is a Man's hearty desire in all things to be subject to God's Will and Command Lord what wilt thou have me to do That is a Self-denying Spirit which is willing to do as God would have it Let a Man deny himself that is say some deny his own will so far as it is not confonant to God's Will that is to deny our selves to be more for doing God's Will than our own When we had rather please and serve God than please or serve our selves When we are following Christ our Pattern John 5.30 I seek not my own Will but the Will of the Father that hath sent me When it is pleasing to us to cross our selves to comply with the Will of God When we desire to deny our own Ease Profit Interest to promote God's Interest and to do him service 3. When it is a Mans hearty desire as to be subject to God's Preceptive Will so to submit to his Providential and Disposing Will. When a Man can say from his Heart Whatever I suffer the Will of the Lord be done When he desires rather to submit to the Will of God than to have his own will This is to deny our selves to be willing that God should chuse our Inheritance for us that he should carve for us rather than to be left to our own Carving to be willing to put our selves with all we have into his Hands that he should have the ordering of us of our conditions and all our concerns that he should dispose of all as pleaseth him to have our wills thus resolved unto the Will of God To have such a frame of Heart as David had 2 Sam. 15.25 26. If I shall find favour in the Eyes of the Lord he will bring me back again But if otherwise Behold here am I let him do to me as seemeth good vnto him 4. When it is our hearty desire that we may be able to forsake all for God and Jesus Christ to part with Estates to give up Liberties to lay down our very Lives for him if he call us to it This is to deny our selves not to will or intend the keeping of any thing in the World how dear soever to us but to be ready and resolved in the strength of his Grace to part with all in his Cause Self-denial is not without a will and intention even of suffering Martyrdom by the help of his Grace if the Lord call us to it As they are joyned here Let him deny himself and take up his Cross And so it follows the Text For whosoever will save his Life shall lose it To will the saving of our Lives or any thing we have that God would have laid out for him I mean to will the same most intensely and prevailingly is contrary to Self-denial it is to prefer our own interest before God's Interest 5. When we are no more for depending on our selves but for depending upon God and on the Grace of God in Christ for Assistance for Acceptance and for a gracious Recompence This is the disposition of a Self-denying Spirit Self-denial is contrary to Self-dependence These things may help you to understand what Self-denial is as in the Will and Affections 3. Self-denial in Life and Practice in brief is not to live to our selves but to the Lord Rom. 14.7 8. More plainly 1. It is a strenuous opposing and crossing of sinful Self A denying to make provision for the Flesh as to make no provision for Pride to make no provision for Sensuality c. to be starving out our Corruptions to be beating down a body of Sin to strive against our Corruptions with might and main 2. It is an using and employing what we have what God intrusts us with our several Talents Estates Powers Interests Parts Gifts c. not for our selves chiefly and ultimately but for God 3. It is to reserve nothing for Self but actually to forsake all for God which he calleth us to part with to deny our selves of our dearest Worldly Enjoyments and our greatest outward Comforts for him Let him deny himself Se i. e. animam suam animam i. e. vitam suam A Man may not except so much as his own life and a Man would give all he has for that Job 2.4 Let a Man deny himself A seipso procul absit according to the Persic Version Though in the phrase of the World Proximus sum egomet mihi A Man's self is nearest to him According to the Ethiopic Version Odio habebit animam suam A Man must hate his own Life as it is Luke 14.26 Let a Man deny himself That is Let him carry