what excellent truths are these lay them up charily ye will have need of them Being asked where his comfort lay he said In Christ and in the free-grace of God and then added Work work apace dear friends assure your selves nothing will more trouble you when ye come to die then that ye have done no more for God who hath done so much for you Being again asked what they should do for him he said Do not only pray for me but praise God also for his unspeakable mercy to me especially that in this my weakness he hath kept Satan from me and that I see the worth of a Christ and do taste of the sweetness of Gods love more then ever Again O how good is God! entertain good thoughts of him So he concluded all prayers for him with a loud Amen Upon Saturday-evening he began to set himself to die forbad all Cordials gave his dying-blessing to his Son that was present and calling for the 8th to the Romans he entertained no more disdiscourse with the sons of men Herein God was exceeding good to him as a return of prayer his breathings were easie and even and his soul without the least motion or resistance of the body did enter into rest while we below were entring upon the day of rest for then did he begin a perpetual Sabbath in Heaven when we begin ours on earth that is before one a clock on Sunday morning 12 of Decem. 1658. In all the Wills that he made this Legacy was ever renewed Item I bequeath to all my children and my childrens children to each of them a Bible with this Inscription None but Christ VIII Mrs. Scots Life and Death SHe was Daughter and Heir to Sir Matthew Howland also Heir to her Uncle Sir John Howland She was first married to the Son and Heir of Sir Walter Roberts of Kent when she was not 17 years old and afterwards to Mr. Scot a worthy Justice of Peace in the same County She had Sir Howland Roberts and two other Sons with two Daughters she was one of a choice spirit of a marvellous sweet temper and disposition of an amiable and a winning carriage and of a religious and charitable conversation About 19 years of age as she was riding on Hunting she had a fall from her horse and put her leg out of joynt which was the happy occasion of her conversion after this time she never hunted scarce ever came on horse-back and she writ it down in a book among other experiences of Gods goodness especially to her soul resolving for the time to come to walk constantly in Gods ways which she made good Once going to the Sacrament she had grievous temptations as if she might live without Ordinances and as if there were no necessity of them but her faith fought against it and she found sweet comfort and strength in the Sacrament she received Christ and gave her self up to him She writ in the foresaid book the comforts she found in frequent Fasts and Sacraments concluding with such words as these My God doth give me sweet experiences of the growth of grace in my soul and all from the vertue of Christ's blood Again This day I was at a Fast and God came graciously in and melted my heart and made good his promise to me They that wait on the Lord shall renew their strength Again she writ thus This day I did receive Jesus Christ in the Sacrament and so came home rejoycing and fully assured that all my sins are pardoned and that Christ may as well be pulled out of Heaven as I be pulled from Christ Again out of the same book I kept a Fast by my self to seek help from God in a great straight that I was in for no power but his could help me out and deliver me the Lord did in great mercy assist me Afterward I kept a Fast in private with others about the same thing my heart at first was out of frame very heavy and perplexed but God at length came in and melted it and made the duty very sweet to me Now she thought the Ordinances could not be too often enjoyed and when in Winter-time she could not use the Coach to her Country-Church she would usually walk on foot in all the rainy and tempestuous weather that long and tedious up-hill and down-hill way In London she would be often by seven of the clock in the morning at the Lecture at Christ-Church from High-Holborn and there stay till the second Sermon was ended She had the grace as well as the gift of Praying which was both to admiration and to satisfaction Every day she had constantly in the Family morning and evening Prayer with something also of the Word and part of a Psalm sung on the Lords day morning-duties after dinner singing and praying and at evening repeating singing and praying She was indeed a true sanctifier and a spiritual observer of the Lords day even to a thought and would often bewail the liberty which too many Professors did take on those dayes to talk of civil and sometimes of worldly things without any remorse She never went abroad but she first withdrew her self into her Closet for some time to prayer and the like when she returned home Such exceeding in-comes she had at the Table of the Lord the Lord so blessing that Ordinance to her that she would often say She could there fetch from the Lord any mercy that she wanted as direction in straights support in troubles power against sin conquest over self and grace to carry her on in the wayes of God Whilst her Father Sir Matthew Howland and her Uncle Sir John Howland lived she would often say foreseeing the same as being their only Heir She was afraid of too much of the world to come upon her and to be an incumbrance to her As her life so her death was full of grace and comfort The Lord did graciously strengthen her upon her bed of languishing though she was walking thorow the valley of death she feared no evil her God was with her the Lord sustained her Though her pains and tortures were very great there being applied to her Cupping-glasses with lancings yet did the Lord put gladness in her heart so as she would say God hath been very good to me Oh how good is God! there hath not the least cloud interposed between God and my soul all this sickness so as I shall go to my gracious God triumphing She would often say O friends how sweet and precious is Jesus Christ And again O friends get an interest in Christ and try your faith To the servants and keepers that helped to turn her in her bed for in a few dayes from Wednesday to Munday she was by much pain become helpless she said I am very weak but my God is very strong and there is my comfort he will lift me up Oh praise the Lord for his goodness Her eldest Daughter saying Mother I am going to Church and
to the Sacrament That is well said she but I cannot go Childe be sure to go in the strength of Christ and do all your duties in his strength and the Lord go with you She would often say That she did never put on her best attire but she had thoughts of cloathing her self with the rich robe of Christs righteousness and decking her self with the jewels of his heavenly graces When her Steward came to ask her any domestick question she would say Oh do not trouble me with these things on the Sabbath day Such was her happy mistake she thought all the time of her sickness was a Sabbath and indeed so it was the Law of the Sabbath was written upon her heart every day was more and more a Sabbath with her as she drew neerer her end as she drew neerer to that rest which remains for ever into which she expired and in which she now triumpheth with him whom her soul loved and with the spirits of just men made perfect and with the Angels of God to all eternity Dec. 1658. Thanks be to God for his mercy The Preacher at her Funeral from Prov. 31.29 speaking of her unparalleld goodness did number up 10 several excellencies that did shine in her 1. Was her knowledge as being eminently verst in the methods of grace and in the mysteries of godliness 2. Was her wisdom by which she brought down all her heavenly principles into practice 3. Was her humility her knowledge did not puff her up her head was not so high but her heart lay as low 4. Was her meekness she would not provoke any nor easily be provoked by any she was most fearful to give offence most free to forgive it 5. Was her mercy the love of Christ to her had melted her all into compassion compassion to the bodies of poor creatures and compassion to the souls of all 6. Was her conscientious attending on the Ordinances the Word the Sacraments Fasts Prayer c. 7. Was her stability in judgement being a well-bottomed Christian 8. She was not a censorious Christian 9. She was of a sweet and cheerful spirit among crosses and tryals 10. She was very good in her relations never Mother had a better childe never child had a better Mother never servants had a better governour never friends a better friend she did fill all her relations with wisdom and fidelity So with gladness and rejoycing was she carried to enter into the Kings Palace into the joy of her Lord where there is fulness of that joy and pleasures for evermore Amen IX Monsieur du Moulins Life and Death HE was Minister of Gods Word and Professor of Divinity at Sedan in France and being 90 years old died there March 10. 1658. During his whole life he was much given to devotion but about 3 years and an half since he had a fall from a horse after which he had no health and yet performed his charge constantly in the Church and in the Schools or else privately in Meditation or in Prayer Feb. 26. 1658. he awaked in the morning very ill but being helped into the Pulpit he from Psal 16.9 preached as it were his own Funeral Sermon and giving an account to his Hearers of his faith and hope he took his leave of them as if he knew that to be the last time as it was that he should preach to them 28. It being also a Sermon-day he desired his Colleagues to remember him in the Prayers of the Church After the Sermon much company came to him to bid him farewel and to receive his blessing some had encouragement from him and some had admonition Taking his leave of his Colleagues for he was thought to be near his end he said Fare ye well my Masters I do not doubt but ye will carefully look to the conduct of the Flock that is committed to you One of them said The Lord grant that we may imitate you you have done good service and your labours will live when you are gone He replied Ah Sir you know not how much you grieve me by saying so I am conscious to my self that I have neglected my duty in many things that I have many wayes offended my God yet I must say that I have loved his holy truth and do hope in his mercy he is my Father and my God and Jesus Christ is my Saviour whosoever believes on him shall not perish Then he added Thou hast led me and taught me from my youth O Lord forsake me not in the last period of my life have mercy upon me O God O my Father have mercy upon me O Lord hear me help me and save me O my God He said I have been grieved for the afflictions of the Church O Lord purge and purifie her from all kinde of scandal let her be blessed and let not the adversaries of the truth triumph over her for ever Once coming out of a strong and sore fit being a burning Feaver he said O my God how weary how tyred am I When shall I rest in thy bosome in thy everlasting arms when shall I be filled with thy hid treasures when shall I drink of the rivers of thy pleasures I am unworthy of it I confess O Lord but thou art glorified by doing good to the unworthy It is not for them that are whole but for them that are sick that thy beloved Son the great Physician of souls was sent into the world whosoever believe in him are passed from death to life Being asked by one of the many friends that were about him Whether he did not perfectly hope in the grace of God that was presented to him he said I do hope not perfectly yet as much as I am able The first four dayes of his sickness he was both day and night with little intermission either in good discourse or in praying but the six last dayes he was much in a deep slumber though he did strive earnestly against it and sometimes would say Stir me prick me for I should now watch it is not a time now to sleep but to die O great God abandon me not to my infirmities but so preserve and keep up my spirit that I may glorifie thee even when I am dying For a whole day he was ever and anon saying The Word was made flesh Being well awake a friend asked if he did lift up his heart to God O yes said he I do it incessantly and God is gracious to me Sometimes he feeling of his pulse would say O what a grief is this I cannot die O good God have mercy upon me set my soul free shorten the dayes of my combat if it be thy blessed will The two last dayes did add to his burning Feaver and to his deadly slumber contracting of the sinews and convulsions every hour was thought to be his last but about midnight he opened his eyes saying I shall soon be eased I am going to my Father and to my God he hath heard me
indeed And a while after I go to him with confidence for he hath arrayed me with his robe Being raised to a rapture not to be expressed he said I see him and with an acclamation of joy Oh how beautiful he is And then putting some by with his hand I renounce all worldly all earthly affections I will no more love any thing but thee O God who dost alone possess me In this rapture his eyes were clear and sparkling his mouth open and panting after the living God his arms were stretched out toward Heaven and his body striving wonderfully to rise as it were to meet and embrace that beautiful object of his love so as all his friends did wish and pray that God would receive him in that happy instant but his time was not yet come The next day toward evening the assistants perceiving certain signes of approaching death did double their endeavours to comfort and strengthen him he understood every thing that was said to him and shewed most holy elevations in his prayers and in these words did give them thanks that prayed with him The Lord hear you the Lord bless you for all your labour of love to my poor soul When he did hear the glory at hand extolled in some emphatical sentences of Scripture he returned into his former raptures and once more pronounced those words of the Psalmist Psal 17. l. I shall be satisfied when I awake with thy likeness And twice or thrice had these words Come Lord Jesus come And as the last time that Text which he loved so much Joh. 3.16 God so loved the world c. and then concluded thus Lord Jesu receive my spirit To him that comforted him with these words Sir you shall soon see your Redeemer with those eyes of yours he said with an effort laying his hand over his heart I do stedfastly believe it This was the last intelligible saying that he did pronounce yet did he make several offers and great indeavours to be understood and was a quarter of an hour with much fervent affection speaking but the flegme that filled his throat and palate hindred him His friends making their last prayer with him he did perpetually lift up his eyes and his hands towards Heaven though he was not able to utter a word Some moments after he did quietly give up the Ghost dying with peace and joy and comfort which was very visible in his face And this was half an hour after midnight even Sunday morning when he was going to keep an everlasting Sabbath in the highest Heavens So all did bless the Name of the Lord. X. Mr. Crook's Life and Death HE was born at Waldingfield in Suff. in the year 1574. son to Dr. Thomas Crook sometimes Preacher at Grays-Inn in London and dyed in 1649. From Merchant-Taylors School in London he went to Cambridge being in Pembrook-Hall a while he was admitted Fellow in Emanuel-Colledge and grew to be well skilled in the Greek Hebrew and Arabick tongues as also in Italian French and Spanish He gave several Books to the University-Library as also to the Libraries of Pembrook-Hall and Emanuel-Colledge He did usually preach three times a week and though by his profound judgement and faithful memory he could dexterously dispatch that with little labour which cost others much yet he often professed with rejoycing that he never durst serve God with that which cost him but little He did practise what he preached and his Motto was Impendam Expendam I will spend and be spent for the glory of God accordingly he never gave over studying and preaching till all his strength of body failed him And expecting death he oftentimes did Preach as it were his own Funeral-Sermon It was his care to discover to his People the divine authority the purity and the sufficiency of the Scriptures the Decalogue the Articles of Faith the Lord's Prayer the Sacraments God in Trinity his Decrees the Creation and Providence the Fall Sin Christ the New-Covenant the Mediator Gospel-faith Vocation Regeneration Justification Adoption Sanctification and Glorification the Church the last Judgement the Christian warfare c. When his Preaching-day Jan. 17. happened being his birth-day he alwayes noted his years with this penitential close God be merciful to me a sinner His divine spirit of Prayer seemed to excel all other his excellencies therein he was full of penitent unbowelling confessions of earnest deprecations petitions pantings and sighings after God and his grace of mighty Arguments by which he used to set all home of feeling thanksgivings and divine raptures carrying up his soul to Heaven If any Christians came to him for resolutions in cases of conscience for counsel in straits for comfort in spiritual desertions for healing of a wounded spirit he wisely and compassionately administred to their several occasions so as they went from him both satisfied and comforted He was never weary of his Lords work his behaviour was pious he was grave without austerity pleasant without levity courteous without dissembling he did love useful discourses but abhorred froth and babling he was a great Master of his own passions and affections a great admirer of learning and piety in others though far beneath himself he conversed more with heaven then with earth Sickness at last seized upon him and it was full of biting pains which he bare with much patience his only grief was that God had taken him off from his labour which was his life and his joy if he were weary in work yet was he never weary of work his spirit was still willing though the flesh was weak And now when he saw no more ability for labour he did account it superfluous to live so did not only cheerfully yield but patiently desire to die After that he had in himself received the sentence of approaching death he desired his friends not to pray for life but for faith for patience for repentance and for joy in the holy Ghost His godly friends continuing with him and blessing God for him he would often say Alas I am nothing but a voice as being troubled at the increasing decayes of nature whereby he was disabled to do any more work for his Lord and Master Some of his last words were these Lord cast me down as low as Hell in repentance but then by a lively faith raise me up to the highest Heavens in an humble holy confidence of thy salvation This day seven night said he will be the day on which we have remembred Christs nativity I shall scarce live to see it but for me also was that Childe born unto me also was that Son given who is Wonderful Counsellor the mighty God the everlasting Father the Prince of Peace He is now come to the end of his labours and to the beginning of his rest his work was with God his reward shall be from his God And thus did set this bright occidental Star upon the day of the Lords Nativity being the 75 year of his age He had been a Preacher 47 years even to above 7000 Sermons As he was full of dayes so was he full of grace and full of peace and full of assurance yea he was full of the truest honour for his worth and works sake in the hearts of all that feared God His memory shall be blessed and his name shall be a sweet perfume to posterity So let us leave this happy Brother of ours in the bed of Honour until the joyful morning of the blessed Resurrection of the just Blessed be the Name of the Lord. FINIS This was finished about the first of May which was the day of my Nativity and now the seventieth year of my age and of our Redemption 1664.