and_o comfort_v you_o withal_o eat_v a_o morsel_n thereof_o and_o draw_v out_o your_o wine_n for_o his_o sake_n that_o send_v it_o and_o do_v not_o refuse_v or_o dislike_v both_o for_o the_o meanness_n of_o the_o messenger_n that_o bring_v &_o now_o present_v his_o lord_n affect_v love_n express_v to_o you_o therein_o if_o you_o accept_v thereof_o thankful_o and_o glad_o i_o shall_v return_v my_o master_n intelligence_n and_o think_v my_o pain_n well_o bestow_v rest_v well_o satisfy_v and_o account_v myself_o most_o bountiful_o by_o you_o to_o be_v reward_v if_o my_o suit_n be_v grant_v namely_o your_o kind_a acceptance_n thereof_o from_o my_o unworthy_a hand_n thou_o at_o all_o time_n to_o bring_v thou_o to_o my_o lord_n and_o master_n jesus_n christ_n his_o court_n h._n g._n the_o prodigal_n tear_n the_o prodigal_n testimony_n of_o his_o conversion_n manifest_v in_o the_o detestation_n of_o his_o former_a folly_n hear_v o_o hear_v you_o that_o walk_v after_o the_o lust_n of_o your_o heart_n you_o that_o spend_v your_o time_n in_o vanity_n defer_v the_o time_n of_o repentance_n from_o infancy_n to_o youth_n and_o from_o youth_n to_o age_n not_o care_v to_o turn_v from_o you_o the_o evil_a day_n which_o draw_v near_o nor_o apply_v your_o heart_n to_o wisdom_n but_o how_o to_o satisfy_v the_o inordinate_a lust_n &_o affection_n of_o the_o flesh_n you_o draw_v on_o sin_n after_o sin_n multiply_v transgression_n you_o be_v become_v a_o stiff-necked_a people_n harden_v your_o heart_n against_o the_o sweet_a and_o comfortable_a motion_n of_o god_n spirit_n ready_a to_o awake_v you_o from_o this_o sleep_n of_o sin_n and_o to_o renew_v in_o you_o that_o image_n which_o be_v well-near_a deface_v in_o you_o by_o mean_n of_o your_o transgression_n hear_v the_o tear_n and_o attend_v the_o complaint_n of_o a_o convert_v pervert_v one_o that_o have_v wander_v too_o login_v the_o field_n of_o vanity_n and_o now_o after_o the_o taste_n of_o those_o bitter_a husk_n of_o penury_n return_v home_o with_o blubber_a face_n contrite_a heart_n and_o humble_a spirit_n cry_v peccavi_fw-la i_o have_v sin_v i_o have_v sin_v walk_v in_o the_o foolishness_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n and_o like_o the_o wild_a ass_n shift_v the_o wind_n so_o have_v i_o shut_v my_o ear_n to_o the_o word_n of_o discipline_n and_o correction_n and_o what_o do_v the_o prodigal_n in_o the_o gospel_n which_o i_o do_v not_o he_o receive_v his_o portion_n and_o consume_v it_o and_o have_v not_o i_o receive_v the_o portion_n of_o god_n love_n in_o as_o ample_a manner_n as_o any_o even_o the_o portion_n of_o my_o heavenly_a father_n which_o he_o no_o soon_o bestow_v on_o i_o than_o i_o in_o the_o height_n of_o my_o heart_n waste_v nor_o do_v the_o prodigal_a go_fw-mi further_o from_o his_o father_n than_o i_o from_o the_o instruction_n of_o my_o heavenly_a father_n depart_v from_o bethel_n the_o house_n of_o god_n to_o bethaven_n the_o house_n of_o iniquity_n oh_o miserable_a exile_n from_o the_o mansion_n of_o peace_n concord_n and_o tranquillity_n to_o the_o receptacle_n of_o sin_n horror_n and_o impiety_n from_o the_o smooth_a run_a stream_n of_o syloe_n to_o the_o water_n of_o bitterness_n from_o the_o tower_n of_o my_o strength_n to_o the_o vale_n of_o desolation_n unhappy_a exchange_n to_o deprive_v myself_o of_o so_o glorious_a inheritance_n so_o exquisite_a blessing_n so_o incomparable_a bounty_n for_o the_o vain_a flourish_n of_o a_o little_a worldly_a delight_n which_o in_o the_o end_n convert_v to_o bitterness_n for_o a_o momentanie_n pleasure_n to_o forfeit_v a_o eternal_a treasure_n not_o subject_a to_o the_o change_n or_o mutability_n of_o time_n nor_o expose_v to_o the_o violence_n of_o any_o perturbation_n nor_o engage_v to_o popular_a respect_n but_o in_o itself_o &_o of_o itself_o perfect_o refine_v derive_v her_o best_a lustre_n from_o none_o other_o subject_n than_o the_o original_n of_o all_o beauty_n the_o idea_n of_o all_o perfection_n the_o mirror_n of_o all_o lustre_n god_n himself_o and_o this_o to_o loose_v for_o any_o earthly_a respect_n how_o much_o be_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n eclipse_v to_o conceyve_v no_o better_o of_o a_o infinite_a goodness_n then_o of_o a_o float_a pleasure_n produce_v none_o other_o fruit_n than_o bitterness_n anguish_n and_o sorrow_n and_o what_o remedy_n esau_n can_v not_o regain_v his_o birthright_n with_o many_o tear_n and_o can_v my_o unfeigned_a repentance_n though_o i_o shall_v blind_v my_o eye_n with_o weep_v and_o groan_n in_o the_o heaviness_n of_o my_o heart_n repossess_v i_o of_o all_o that_o i_o have_v lose_v can_v the_o sigh_n of_o a_o trouble_a spirit_n and_o the_o extreme_a heaviness_n which_o i_o sustain_v by_o reason_n of_o the_o burden_n of_o my_o sin_n prevail_v with_o the_o lord_n who_o poyse_v the_o sin_n of_o man_n and_o have_v swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n to_o be_v evenge_v of_o the_o wicked_a yes_o lord_n yes_o as_o i_o have_v find_v grace_n and_o favour_n in_o thy_o sight_n suffer_v i_o to_o speak_v a_o word_n unto_o thou_o be_v not_o displease_v with_o i_o the_o prodigal_n comfortable_a and_o undoubted_a assurance_n that_o god_n will_v accept_v his_o tear_n and_o contrition_n rely_v and_o trust_v in_o the_o mercy_n and_o promise_n of_o god_n remember_v not_o my_o sin_n pass_v let_v thy_o mercy_n prevent_v they_o i_o be_o weaken_v and_o clean_o outwear_v and_o go_v mourn_a every_o day_n i_o shall_v remember_v all_o my_o year_n unto_o thou_o with_o bitterness_n of_o heart_n i_o know_v lord_n that_o peter_n weep_v and_o be_v pardon_v and_o shall_v i_o that_o knock_v at_o the_o gate_n of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v exclude_v marry_o magdalene_n have_v in_o she_o many_o legion_n of_o devil_n yet_o with_o tear_n of_o unfeigned_a repentance_n she_o be_v assoil_v and_o make_v a_o temple_n of_o the_o holie-ghost_n behold_v lord_n my_o tear_n be_v unfeigned_a my_o anguish_n of_o heart_n abundant_a and_o my_o grief_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o thou_o have_v promise_v to_o look_v to_o he_o that_o be_v poor_a that_o be_v break_v in_o spirit_n and_o that_o tremble_v at_o thy_o word_n behold_v oh_o lord_n i_o be_o 66._o poor_a deprive_v of_o thy_o favour_n break_v in_o spirit_n to_o have_v offend_v so_o benign_a a_o saviour_n and_o i_o tremble_v at_o thy_o word_n as_o at_o judgement_n of_o terror_n worthy_o deserve_v to_o be_v eternal_o thrust_v from_o thy_o presence_n and_o to_o have_v my_o be_v with_o the_o reprobate_n yet_o lord_n will_v thou_o be_v good_a unto_o israel_n thou_o will_v wash_v i_o from_o my_o filthynes_n and_o cure_v my_o infirmity_n thou_o will_v bind_v up_o my_o wound_n with_o that_o good_a samaritan_n pour_v the_o oil_n of_o thy_o divine_a comfort_n into_o they_o for_o this_o lord_n will_v i_o thank_v thou_o and_o for_o this_o badge_n of_o thy_o love_n will_v i_o sing_v praise_n unto_o thou_o i_o will_v make_v melody_n 19_o in_o my_o heart_n to_o the_o lord_n for_o it_o be_v a_o good_a thing_n to_o be_v thankful_a these_o tear_n which_o i_o shed_v shall_v witness_v my_o contrition_n the_o praise_n which_o i_o sing_v to_o thou_o shall_v express_v my_o affection_n and_o the_o speedy_a renew_n of_o my_o way_n shall_v show_v my_o conversion_n the_o prodigal_n confession_n of_o the_o manner_n of_o his_o vanity_n with_o a_o feel_n of_o god_n great_a goodness_n father_n i_o have_v feed_v too_o long_o upon_o the_o husk_n of_o vanity_n i_o have_v stray_v too_o far_o from_o thy_o temple_n and_o walk_v in_o unknown_a way_n where_o i_o be_v famish_v for_o want_v of_o spiritual_a food_n all_o athirst_a for_o want_v of_o spiritual_a drink_n for_o the_o well_o be_v deep_a and_o i_o have_v not_o wherewithal_o to_o draw_v but_o 4._o now_o since_o my_o return_n i_o be_o replenish_v with_o all_o thing_n thou_o have_v put_v on_o i_o a_o new_a garment_n so_o as_o i_o have_v lay_v away_o all_o my_o old_a affection_n and_o betake_v i_o to_o a_o new_a spiritual_a school_n thou_o have_v put_v upon_o my_o finger_n a_o ring_n to_o intimate_v that_o i_o be_o marry_v and_o affiance_v to_o thou_o thou_o have_v feast_v i_o with_o thy_o choice_a dainty_n express_v the_o joy_n thou_o conceyve_v at_o my_o conversion_n i_o will_v stay_v therefore_o 10._o no_o long_o in_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n nor_o with_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o mâ—loch_n i_o be_o now_o for_o my_o father_n household_n for_o my_o father_n have_v many_o servant_n and_o in_o my_o father_n house_n there_o be_v many_o mansion_n i_o have_v feed_v too_o long_o with_o the_o hog_n eat_v acorn_n under_o the_o tree_n but_o never_o look_v up_o from_o whence_o they_o come_v when_o thy_o great_a benefit_n o_o lord_n be_v multiply_v upon_o i_o and_o thy_o fatherly_a kindness_n be_v show_v in_o abundance_n i_o be_v as_o one_o that_o have_v
soul_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v to_o day_n have_v thou_o employ_v thy_o time_n in_o study_n well_o fit_v god_n glory_n thy_o brother_n benefit_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n health_n who_o have_v thou_o oppress_v who_o have_v thou_o injure_v o_o these_o commemoration_n be_v able_a to_o rouse_v up_o the_o sluggish_a soul_n from_o the_o sleep_n of_o sin_n and_o security_n and_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o himself_o and_o his_o own_o infirmity_n alas_o how_o many_o vain_a hour_n we_o spend_v with_o nabuchadnezzar_n in_o walk_v 26._o vain_o in_o the_o pride_n of_o our_o heart_n nay_o even_o in_o the_o royal_a place_n of_o babel_n strowt_a in_o the_o very_a height_n of_o our_o heart_n as_o vessel_n not_o compose_v of_o ordinary_a substance_n but_o admire_v our_o own_o demerit_n begin_v to_o boast_v of_o our_o own_o action_n here_o we_o glory_n in_o gorgeous_a building_n when_o indeed_o our_o house_n shall_v be_v like_o obadiahs_n temple_n 26._o dedicate_v to_o god_n worship_n there_o of_o our_o learning_n yet_o for_o all_o our_o learning_n we_o be_v but_o agrippaes_n halfe-christians_a here_o of_o the_o applause_n of_o people_n and_o amid_o our_o glory_n with_o herod_n become_v miserable_a hominis_fw-la there_o of_o policy_n 7._o but_o haman_n like_v it_o become_v stark_a folly_n vain_a be_v the_o imagination_n of_o man_n full_a of_o vanity_n falsehood_n and_o untrueth_n and_o wherein_o can_v we_o glory_v of_o our_o own_o strength_n o_o then_o since_o our_o time_n be_v so_o short_a our_o hour_n so_o few_o and_o our_o constitution_n so_o weak_a let_v we_o become_v respective_a of_o the_o time_n lest_o have_v lose_v it_o we_o be_v never_o able_a to_o recall_v it_o again_o the_o prodigal_n care_v to_o redeem_v his_o expense_n of_o time_n past_a o_o my_o soul_n think_v thou_o of_o this_o redeem_v that_o time_n thou_o have_v spend_v if_o not_o in_o hour_n for_o many_o have_v be_v the_o hour_n of_o my_o vanity_n yet_o in_o tear_n that_o the_o lord_n god_n behold_v thy_o contrition_n may_v take_v thy_o repentance_n in_o lieu_n of_o thy_o time_n expense_n thou_o have_v a_o reckon_n o_o lord_n of_o all_o my_o idle_a hour_n how_o vain_o i_o have_v consume_v my_o day_n in_o the_o affection_n of_o vanity_n o_o that_o i_o may_v redeem_v the_o time_n with_o sorrow_v and_o yet_o there_o be_v some_o comfort_n appear_v for_o as_o thou_o have_v a_o book_n of_o account_n wherein_o my_o sin_n be_v set_v down_o so_o i_o know_v thou_o have_v a_o bottle_n wherein_o to_o put_v my_o tear_n albeit_o i_o be_v unworthy_a to_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n to_o heaven_n to_o pray_v to_o thou_o yet_o be_o i_o not_o unworthy_a by_o blind_a my_o eye_n with_o tear_n to_o weep_v before_o thou_o true_a it_o be_v that_o tear_n be_v the_o best_a and_o soveraign_a balm_n to_o cure_v the_o wound_n of_o a_o sin-bleeding_a soul_n and_o never_o come_v tear_n from_o the_o heart_n which_o cure_v not_o the_o poison_n of_o sin_n my_o eye_n therefore_o like_o plentiful_a fountain_n shall_v ever_o be_v send_v forth_o water_n to_o rinse_v the_o ulcer_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o fire_n of_o zeal_n to_o consume_v the_o thorny_a care_n in_o which_o i_o have_v be_v too_o long_o enwrap_v there_o shall_v be_v no_o impediment_n now_o if_o the_o progress_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n do_v hinder_v i_o from_o so_o heavenly_a a_o expedition_n o_o that_o i_o have_v not_o eye_n to_o see_v my_o folly_n before_o this_o time_n or_o have_v eye_n woe_n be_v i_o i_o direct_v they_o not_o to_o the_o line_n and_o level_a of_o wisdom_n yet_o my_o comfort_n be_v though_o poenitentia_fw-la sera_fw-it augustin_n raro_fw-la est_fw-la vera_fw-la yet_o poenitentia_fw-la vera_fw-la nunquam_fw-la est_fw-la sera_fw-it never_o too_o late_o unfeigned_o to_o forsake_v my_o evil_a way_n for_o thou_o will_v receive_v the_o thief_n rather_o than_o fail_v even_o at_o the_o last_o hour_n to_o express_v thy_o mercy_n and_o fatherly_a compassion_n to_o penitent_a sinner_n yet_o that_o example_n minister_n i_o a_o double_a use_n not_o to_o despair_v at_o the_o last_o because_o there_o be_v one_o nor_o to_o defer_v my_o repentance_n to_o the_o last_o because_o there_o be_v but_o one_o happy_a thief_n happy_a theft_n the_o thief_n a_o heir_n in_o heaven_n the_o thief_n a_o inheritance_n in_o heaven_n amongst_o the_o scythian_n 15._o no_o fact_n be_v with_o such_o severity_n punish_v as_o theft_n for_o say_v the_o historian_n if_o it_o have_v be_v lawful_a to_o steal_v amongst_o they_o what_o have_v be_v safe_a among_o they_o but_o i_o say_v no_o theft_n in_o this_o kind_n be_v lawful_a to_o this_o good_a thief_n for_o without_o it_o nothing_o at_o all_o have_v be_v safe_a unto_o he_o the_o prodigal_n description_n of_o the_o diversity_n of_o theft_n the_o oppressor_n of_o the_o poor_a steal_n for_o they_o suck_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o orphan_n and_o treasure_n up_o vengeance_n for_o themselves_o the_o monopolist_n steal_v for_o they_o do_v engross_v to_o themselves_o a_o peculiar_a gain_n enlarge_n the_o garnar_n with_o the_o rich_a man_n to_o make_v their_o punishment_n the_o great_a the_o lawyer_n with_o his_o mental_a reservation_n for_o he_o who_o shall_v procure_v his_o client_n peace_n prolong_v his_o suit_n because_o he_o have_v a_o action_n to_o his_o purse_n as_o his_o adversary_n have_v to_o his_o land_n the_o proud_a pharisee_n steal_v for_o he_o mean_v to_o steal_v god_n glory_n from_o he_o attribute_v that_o to_o his_o own_o merit_n which_o be_v none_o of_o he_o make_v himself_o the_o author_n and_o accomplisher_n of_o every_o deserve_a work_n let_v i_o be_v none_o of_o these_o good_a father_n i_o see_v their_o miserable_a end_n by_o their_o sinister_a mean_n for_o how_o shall_v vicious_a beginning_n have_v virtuous_a end_n they_o pervert_v the_o way_n of_o justice_n walk_v in_o crooked_a by_o path_n where_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n never_o trace_v be_v it_o far_o from_o i_o to_o be_v say_v to_o steal_v thy_o glory_n with_o the_o pharisee_n or_o protract_v the_o poor_a widow_n cause_n with_o the_o trifle_a lawyer_n or_o hoard_v up_o vengeance_n for_o myself_o with_o the_o covetous_a ingroser_n or_o suck_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o needy_a with_o the_o remorceless_a oppressor_n the_o prodigal_n show_v wherein_o true_a content_n consist_v i_o will_v desire_v one_o thing_n of_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n and_o that_o shall_v be_v all_o to_o taste_v true_a contentation_n and_o not_o the_o worldling_n seem_v content_a who_o profess_v themselves_o to_o be_v full_o satisfy_v yet_o cry_v still_o more_o and_o more_o that_o content_n proceed_v enforce_v i_o will_v have_v 14._o my_o enfranchised_a let_v it_o be_v riches_n to_o i_o to_o possess_v thou_o clothing_n to_o i_o to_o put_v on_o my_o lord_n jesus_n food_n unto_o i_o to_o feed_v on_o the_o bread_n of_o his_o word_n and_o life_n unto_o i_o to_o live_v for_o my_o saviour_n glory_n so_o shall_v my_o riches_n be_v eternal_a not_o subject_a to_o the_o casualty_n of_o fortune_n or_o chance_n for_o no_o moat_n can_v corrupt_v that_o treasure_n which_o be_v reserve_v in_o heaven_n for_o the_o elect_v so_o shall_v my_o clothing_n never_o be_v wear_v out_o but_o like_o the_o israelite_n garment_n continue_v evermore_o new_a for_o they_o which_o put_v on_o christ_n shall_v continual_o have_v their_o raiment_n renew_v so_o shall_v my_o food_n for_o it_o be_v spiritual_a manna_n feed_v my_o soul_n with_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a meditation_n nourish_v so_o shall_v my_o life_n never_o fade_v be_v by_o the_o almighty_a preserve_v alas_o lord_n if_o i_o shall_v continue_v in_o my_o old_a transgression_n and_o in_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n assay_v to_o climb_v up_o to_o heaven_n with_o the_o giant_n shall_v not_o i_o be_v soon_o destroy_v yea_o lord_n what_o be_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o stand_v against_o thou_o or_o be_v my_o house_n of_o clay_n so_o firm_a that_o it_o can_v support_v itself_o without_o thou_o when_o the_o king_n of_o juda_n proclaim_v war_n against_o the_o king_n of_o israel_n the_o king_n of_o israel_n return_v 9_o answer_v that_o the_o thistle_n rebel_v against_o the_o cedar_n and_o shall_v i_o that_o be_o light_a than_o vanity_n oppose_v myself_o against_o the_o eternal_a power_n of_o the_o almighty_a no_o lord_n i_o will_v rather_o humble_v myself_o before_o thy_o throne_n and_o with_o tear_n of_o hearty_a remorse_n purchase_v pardon_n thou_o have_v hang_v the_o white_a banner_n out_o to_o express_v thy_o mercy_n unto_o all_o such_o as_o will_v submit_v themselves_o i_o will_v descend_v therefore_o before_o the_o red_a signal_n of_o thy_o wrath_n denounce_v 3._o blood_n and_o vengeance_n i_o have_v foreslowed_n my_o return_n o_o lord_n too_o long_o sleep_v on_o the_o bed_n of_o security_n i_o have_v carowse_v balthazar-like_a
not_o receive_v or_o as_o one_o that_o have_v not_o taste_v they_o for_o why_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n have_v bewitch_v i_o and_o the_o delude_a object_n of_o seem_a happiness_n have_v captivate_v i_o but_o now_o lord_n i_o be_o escape_v the_o snare_n of_o the_o fowler_n the_o net_n be_v break_v and_o my_o soul_n be_v deliver_v or_o as_o a_o brand_n from_o the_o fire_n so_o have_v i_o be_v prevent_v by_o thy_o mercy_n the_o prodigal_n bequest_n to_o god_n and_o what_o shall_v i_o give_v 12._o unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o that_o he_o have_v give_v unto_o i_o sacrifice_n and_o burnt-offering_n thou_o will_v not_o have_v but_o a_o contrite_a and_o break_a hart_n o_o lord_n thou_o will_v not_o despise_v my_o heart_n be_v prepare_v my_o 47._o heart_n be_v prepare_v i_o will_v give_v thou_o what_o thou_o have_v so_o long_a time_n ask_v and_o if_o thou_o say_v as_o thou_o say_v unto_o david_n give_v i_o thy_o 26._o heart_n i_o will_v answer_v with_o david_n i_o will_v give_v thou_o my_o heart_n it_o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n it_o be_v thou_o for_o thou_o suffer_v thy_o own_o heart_n to_o be_v pierce_v for_o it_o and_o shall_v i_o then_o detain_v it_o from_o thou_o that_o have_v so_o dear_o purchase_v it_o i_o will_v reserve_v it_o only_o for_o thou_o thou_o shall_v make_v it_o thy_o own_o temple_n for_o the_o heart_n be_v the_o temple_n of_o god_n to_o who_o fit_a 16_o may_v i_o bequeath_v my_o heart_n then_o to_o thou_o who_o have_v give_v thyself_o for_o a_o ransom_n thy_o spirit_n for_o a_o pledge_n thy_o word_n for_o a_o guide_n the_o world_n for_o a_o walk_n and_o reserve_v a_o kingdom_n for_o my_o inheritance_n to_o who_o fit_a than_o to_o thou_o that_o creat_v i_o after_o thy_o own_o form_n renew_v it_o when_o i_o have_v deface_v that_o form_n illuminate_v i_o with_o thy_o spirit_n invest_v i_o with_o thy_o grace_n and_o minister_v whatsoever_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v necessary_a for_o the_o conservation_n of_o nature_n who_o fit_a than_o thou_o who_o mercy_n prevent_v i_o fall_v who_o grace_n conduct_v i_o walk_v and_o who_o comfort_n raise_v i_o droop_a i_o will_v therefore_o with_o unfeigned_a repentannce_n return_v to_o thou_o for_o i_o shall_v find_v favour_n in_o thy_o fight_n my_o heart_n will_v i_o sacrifice_v unto_o thou_o for_o more_o acceptable_a it_o be_v unto_o thou_o then_o many_o burn_a offering_n i_o will_v not_o suffer_v it_o to_o stray_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o fear_v as_o dina_n be_v deflower_v when_o she_o strain_v from_o home_n so_o my_o heart_n by_o gad_v from_o thou_o her_o best_a home_n and_o sure_a sanctuary_n may_v chance_v to_o be_v corrupt_v with_o the_o filthiness_n of_o this_o world_n she_o have_v many_o suitor_n and_o all_o hope_n to_o have_v she_o give_v she_o i_o say_v the_o tempter_n give_v she_o i_o say_v riches_n give_v she_o i_o say_v pleasure_n but_o none_o of_o these_o shall_v have_v she_o for_o what_o be_v riches_n that_o i_o shall_v set_v my_o mind_n upon_o they_o or_o pleasure_n that_o i_o shall_v give_v myself_o over_o unto_o she_o have_v i_o not_o taste_v the_o vanity_n of_o the_o one_o and_o the_o peril_n of_o the_o other_o for_o wherein_o can_v the_o epicure_n glory_n or_o the_o sensual_a man_n please_v himself_o he_o have_v taste_v of_o pleasure_n in_o abundance_n and_o slave_v his_o best_a affection_n to_o unworthy_a object_n he_o have_v drink_v deep_a of_o the_o babylonian_a cup_n expose_v himself_o to_o the_o place_n of_o public_a shame_n and_o make_v himself_o heir_n of_o beggary_n what_o delight_n be_v upon_o earth_n which_o this_o licentious_a man_n embrace_v not_o what_o consort_n he_o embrace_v not_o what_o mean_n of_o spend_v hour_n and_o that_o without_o tediousness_n he_o use_v not_o and_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n so_o vain_a behold_v his_o time_n be_v expire_v the_o period_n and_o date_n of_o his_o day_n extend_v and_o all_o his_o former_a delight_n like_o a_o vapour_n vanish_v and_o great_a be_v his_o 25._o account_n when_o it_o shall_v be_v demand_v of_o he_o where_o be_v thy_o talon_n what_o advantage_n have_v thou_o make_v of_o it_o o_o quam_fw-la amar_n a_o est_fw-la ea_fw-la voluptas_fw-la etc._n etc._n say_v a_o bless_a father_n which_o ruin_v thy_o soul_n deprive_v thou_o of_o a_o inheritance_n drive_v thou_o from_o heaven_n press_v thou_o to_o hell_n and_o make_v thou_o eternal_o wretched_a what_o fruit_n then_o of_o so_o many_o idle_a hour_n what_o comfort_n in_o the_o veil_n of_o bitterness_n or_o by_o the_o river_n wherein_o repent_v thou_o will_v but_o no_o time_n be_v admit_v weep_v thou_o will_v but_o tear_n be_v fruitless_a suffer_v thou_o will_v but_o suffering_n be_v 16._o effectless_a there_o be_v no_o joy_n leave_v which_o may_v any_o way_n solace_v thy_o poor_a forlorn_a spirit_n be_v place_v there_o where_o neither_o the_o virg._n saint_n can_v come_v unto_o thou_o or_o thou_o to_o the_o saint_n o_o misery_n above_o misery_n to_o loose_a and_o to_o loose_v that_o irrecoverable_o which_o shall_v have_v be_v keep_v eternal_o instead_o of_o felicity_n to_o gain_v misery_n instead_o of_o comfort_n and_o spiritual_a consolation_n death_n ruin_n and_o perdition_n shall_v then_o pleasure_n have_v my_o heart_n that_o produce_v no_o better_a fruit_n then_o bitter_a repentance_n no_o no_o leave_v i_o all_o delight_n and_o all_o outwardly-seeming_a comfort_n go_v far_o from_o i_o you_o can_v content_v i_o for_o i_o be_o of_o a_o more_o incircumscribed_a nature_n once_o i_o confess_v be_v you_o too_o much_o possess_v of_o my_o heart_n for_o my_o affection_n be_v devote_a my_o understanding_n darken_v and_o all_o my_o intellectual_a power_n and_o faculty_n so_o expose_v to_o your_o service_n as_o i_o walk_v in_o darkness_n august_n and_o yet_o which_o be_v more_o miserable_a imagine_v that_o i_o be_v in_o light_n i_o be_v blind_a and_o know_v it_o not_o in_o darkness_n &_o perceive_v it_o no_o naked_a and_o feel_v it_o not_o but_o the_o lord_n have_v give_v i_o sight_n that_o i_o may_v see_v his_o glory_n light_n that_o i_o may_v walk_v in_o his_o light_n and_o apparel_v i_o with_o the_o best_a ornament_n of_o his_o divine_a spirit_n a_o defence_n against_o the_o inclemency_n of_o all_o season_n take_v upon_o i_o the_o whole_a spiritual_a armour_n of_o a_o christian_a to_o discomfit_n satan_n subdue_v the_o flesh_n renew_v the_o spirit_n and_o confirm_v in_o i_o the_o power_n of_o the_o almighty_a the_o prodigal_n describe_v how_o the_o thing_n in_o this_o present_a world_n do_v hinder_v man_n in_o his_o best_a devotion_n &_o service_n unto_o god_n and_o his_o forsake_v of_o they_o yet_o honour_n with_o her_o ambitious_a and_o elate_v title_n challenge_v a_o part_n in_o i_o it_o be_v a_o fine_a thing_n to_o have_v store_n of_o attendance_n to_o be_v great_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n to_o have_v the_o chief_a place_n in_o feast_n to_o be_v admire_v &c._n &c._n once_o it_o be_v mortal_o dangerous_a and_o as_o the_o world_n go_v of_o a_o thousand_o least_o meritorious_a ever_o to_o be_v gape_v with_o the_o fish_n and_o with_o a_o greediness_n to_o apprehend_v every_o occasion_n lest_o while_o the_o water_n be_v in_o trouble_v the_o mean_n of_o hamus_fw-la obtain_v be_v cut_v off_o desert_n in_o precedency_n of_o this_o kind_n lest_o observe_v where_o all_o art_n be_v ofttimes_o exile_v learn_v discountenance_v and_o ignorance_n for_o a_o purple_a magistrate_n honour_v ut_fw-la iwenal_n pveri_fw-la junonis_fw-la avem_fw-la alas_o poor_a honour_n when_o merit_v seldom_o possess_v thou_o the_o laconian_n will_v not_o have_v honour_n hereditary_a from_o the_o father_n to_o the_o son_n without_o the_o demerit_n of_o the_o son_n alas_o then_o how_o ibid._n many_o of_o iwenall_n block_n shall_v we_o see_v represent_v upon_o the_o theatre_n of_o honour_n brave_a descent_n base_o disparage_v and_o prodigality_n without_o one_o prodigal_n tear_v in_o great_a family_n farewell_n then_o honour_n thy_o name_n be_v only_o worthy_a because_o only_a man_n of_o name_n possess_v thou_o thou_o be_v not_o a_o fit_a harbour_n for_o the_o poor_a prodigal_n to_o lodge_v his_o heart_n in_o yet_o riches_n be_v fair_a inducement_n and_o worthy_a a_o heart_n of_o gold_n true_o they_o be_v so_o but_o many_o mammon_n have_v they_o they_o build_v on_o a_o weak_a foundation_n they_o know_v how_o to_o enlarge_v their_o barn_n but_o not_o to_o communicate_v to_o the_o necessity_n of_o the_o saint_n they_o can_v sing_v a_o 12._o requiem_n to_o their_o soul_n 12._o with_o now_o soul_n take_v thy_o ease_n but_o they_o remember_v not_o what_o the_o prophet_n say_v there_o be_v no_o rest_n to_o the_o ungodly_a then_o must_v 22._o my_o heart_n plant_v my_o pavilion_n elsewhere_o for_o she_o will_v glad_o have_v a_o rest_a
place_n that_o when_o the_o deluge_n of_o sin_n be_v past_a she_o may_v bring_v one_o olive_n branch_n unto_o the_o ark_n of_o her_o soul_n to_o express_v her_o peace_n be_v make_v the_o prodigal_n express_v that_o nothing_o can_v content_v the_o soul_n or_o have_v any_o right_n in_o the_o soul_n but_o god_n only_a and_o alone_o give_v unto_o god_n that_o 2_o which_o be_v go_n it_o be_v 21._o he_o that_o deserve_v thou_o o_o my_o heart_n and_o there_o be_v none_o fit_a to_o possess_v thou_o but_o he_o he_o it_o be_v that_o can_v only_o satisfy_v thou_o he_o it_o be_v that_o can_v only_o suffice_v thou_o thou_o require_v peace_n he_o will_v give_v it_o thou_o as_o he_o give_v it_o unto_o such_o as_o follow_v august_n he_o he_o be_v the_o god_n of_o peace_n who_o then_o can_v establish_v my_o heart_n in_o peace_n but_o he_o that_o be_v the_o god_n of_o peace_n teneat_fw-la te_fw-la cor_fw-la meum_fw-la quia_fw-la perfodisti_fw-la 20._o eor_fw-la tuum_fw-la ut_fw-la saluares_fw-la meum_fw-la it_o be_v not_o pleasure_n shall_v transport_v i_o nor_o riches_n ensnare_v i_o or_o honour_n inflame_v i_o i_o be_o whole_o press_v for_o my_o saviour_n i_o will_v take_v up_o his_o cross_n willing_o with_o simon_n of_o cyrene_n and_o on_o my_o shoulder_n bear_v it_o where_o though_o i_o faint_v under_o my_o burden_n yet_o will_v he_o support_v i_o with_o his_o mercy_n for_o his_o love_n be_v more_o strong_a than_o wine_n what_o affliction_n can_v separate_v i_o from_o the_o love_n of_o my_o god_n no_o lord_n i_o have_v sin_v i_o have_v sin_v and_o in_o the_o abundance_n of_o my_o sorrow_n do_v i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o for_o refuge_n neither_o hunger_n nor_o nakedness_n shall_v take_v i_o from_o thou_o i_o have_v taste_v thy_o exceed_a mercy_n towards_o i_o and_o thy_o compassion_n have_v be_v from_o generation_n to_o generation_n for_o who_o infra_fw-la ever_o come_v unto_o thou_o for_o sight_n and_o go_v away_o blind_a for_o hear_n and_o go_v away_o deaf_a for_o speech_n and_o go_v away_o dumb_a for_o health_n and_o go_v away_o sick_a for_o comfort_n and_o go_v away_o sorrowful_a for_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n and_o go_v away_o a_o sinner_n o_o inexplicable_a mercy_n o_o inscrutable_a piety_n o_o ineffable_a clemency_n i_o that_o have_v ever_o offend_v and_o never_o till_o now_o repent_v i_o that_o have_v multiply_v trangression_n upon_o transgression_n make_v league_n with_o my_o sin_n i_o that_o have_v be_v a_o rebellious_a child_n and_o have_v turn_v my_o ear_n from_o thy_o discipline_n and_o instruction_n i_o that_o never_o feel_v remorse_n of_o conscience_n never_o make_v recourse_n to_o thy_o temple_n never_o break_v the_o bread_n of_o comfort_n to_o the_o hunger-starved_a soul_n to_o be_v short_a i_o that_o glory_v in_o my_o sin_n and_o make_v light_n of_o my_o offence_n defer_v repentance_n from_o day_n to_o day_n be_o now_o hear_v in_o thy_o mercy_n comfort_v in_o my_o misery_n and_o promise_v a_o inheritance_n of_o glory_n cyrus_n that_o renown_a l._n prince_n of_o persia_n promise_v such_o as_o aid_v he_o against_o his_o grandsire_n ast_n yage_n that_o if_o they_o be_v footman_n he_o will_v make_v they_o horseman_n if_o horseman_n they_o shall_v ride_v in_o their_o chariot_n but_o the_o king_n of_o host_n that_o ride_v in_o the_o cloud_n for_o thing_n temporal_a thing_n eternal_a for_o thing_n of_o no_o value_n bounty_n of_o incomparable_a esteem_n no_o he_o ibid._n will_v do_v more_o even_o while_o we_o sojourn_v here_o in_o this_o tabernacle_n of_o clay_n for_o he_o will_v help_v we_o faint_v exhort_v and_o excite_v we_o fight_v and_o crown_v we_o vanquish_a hence_o it_o be_v poor_a prodigal_n that_o i_o reap_v comfort_n see_v his_o mercy_n upon_o all_o flesh_n ready_a to_o save_v then_o to_o kill_v willing_a to_o hear_v than_o we_o to_o ask_v and_o as_o forward_o to_o crown_v as_o we_o to_o fight_v the_o prodigal_n earnest_a desire_n though_o father_n i_o have_v ever_o retire_v myself_o in_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o day_n and_o have_v not_o labour_v in_o thy_o vineyard_n yet_o come_v in_o the_o evening_n of_o my_o day_n the_o sunset_n of_o my_o life_n it_o be_v thy_o fatherly_a will_n that_o i_o shall_v have_v my_o penny_n suffer_v i_o at_o least_o father_n to_o 15._o feed_v upon_o the_o crumb_n under_o thy_o table_n or_o as_o the_o prodigal_a son_n let_v i_o be_v one_o of_o my_o father_n meiny_n i_o desire_v no_o great_a place_n in_o thy_o house_n for_o i_o be_o unworthy_a of_o thy_o acceptance_n yet_o father_n speak_v but_o comfortable_o to_o thy_o servant_n and_o my_o soul_n will_v be_v glad_a thou_o have_v promise_v that_o at_o what_o time_n soever_o a_o sinner_n do_v repent_v he_o of_o his_o sin_n thou_o will_v put_v all_o his_o offence_n out_o of_o thy_o remembrancr_n behold_v lord_n i_o present_v myself_o unto_o thou_o prostrate_a upon_o the_o ground_n desire_v remission_n and_o pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n nor_o be_v these_o tear_n i_o shed_v dissemble_v for_o thou_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o all_o heart_n and_o examine_v the_o reins_n and_o i_o know_v thou_o have_v denounce_v a_o double_a woe_n upon_o the_o hypocrite_n and_o pharisee_n it_o be_v not_o my_o prayer_n but_o my_o hearty_a prayer_n not_o my_o tear_n but_o my_o hearty_a tear_n not_o my_o conversion_n but_o my_o hearty_a conversion_n which_o please_v thou_o for_o the_o pharisee_n prayer_n the_o harlot_n vow_n the_o traitor_n kiss_v the_o sacrifice_n of_o cain_n the_o fast_a of_o jezabel_n the_o oblation_n of_o ananias_n theteare_n of_o esau_n be_v nothing_o they_o be_v not_o accept_v because_o not_o hearty_o offer_v but_o this_o sacrifice_n which_o i_o offer_v proceed_v from_o my_o heart_n otherwise_o father_n have_v i_o not_o give_v it_o thou_o for_o i_o know_v thou_o be_v just_a and_o righteous_a and_o consider_v all_o the_o way_n of_o man_n whether_o they_o be_v straight_o or_o crooked_a how_o long_a lord_n how_o long_o ere_o thy_o fury_n will_v be_v appease_v that_o my_o way_n may_v be_v direct_v to_o thou_o my_o hope_n erect_v by_o thou_o and_o my_o confidence_n plant_v in_o thou_o so_o may_v the_o tempest_n rage_n but_o not_o dismay_v i_o the_o flood_n rise_v but_o not_o come_v near_o i_o the_o wind_n blow_v but_o not_o remove_v i_o for_o my_o foundation_n be_v build_v on_o a_o rock_n a_o rock_n impregnable_a a_o mount_n in_o accessible_a a_o fort_n irremoveable_a bless_a medit._n fort_n where_o the_o saint_n be_v enthrone_v glorious_a mount_n with_o god_n presence_n beautify_v and_o puissant_a rock_n which_o against_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n have_v prevail_v o_o that_o i_o may_v be_v but_o a_o doorkeeper_n in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n sing_v song_n of_o mirth_n and_o spiritual_a melody_n to_o inhabit_v there_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n happy_a citizen_n which_o be_v enfranchise_v there_o joyful_a chorister_n that_o may_v sing_v there_o and_o victorious_a soldier_n that_o for_o the_o church_n millitant_a be_v transplant_v to_o a_o church_n triumphant_a here_o they_o begin_v to_o fight_v there_o to_o reign_v here_o they_o be_v in_o tent_n of_o clay_n now_o in_o camp_n of_o immortality_n now_o in_o heaven_n here_o on_o earth_n in_o heaven_n to_o receive_v their_o reward_n in_o earth_n to_o sustain_v all_o affliction_n for_o whosoever_o will_v partake_v of_o consolation_n must_v likewise_o have_v his_o share_n of_o tribulation_n and_o that_o which_o the_o poet_n say_v be_v true_a pati_fw-la noncesset_fw-la qui_fw-la regnare_fw-la cupit_fw-la fit_v it_o be_v dear_a father_n that_o thy_o child_n suffer_v here_o to_o reign_v elsewhere_a that_o no_o punishment_n how_o intolerable_a soever_o may_v seem_v worthy_a of_o the_o infinite_a love_n which_o be_v bear_v unto_o we_o in_o christ_n our_o lord_n for_o be_v the_o master_n inferior_a to_o the_o servant_n thy_o son_n bless_a father_n who_o foot_n step_v we_o ought_v to_o follow_v be_v whip_v that_o we_o may_v be_v exempt_v scourge_v that_o we_o may_v be_v spare_v crown_v with_o thorn_n that_o we_o may_v be_v crown_v with_o a_o crown_n of_o pure_a gold_n crucify_a that_o we_o may_v be_v glorify_v far_o be_v it_o from_o i_o to_o refuse_v thy_o cross_n which_o bear_v that_o cross_n that_o i_o shall_v have_v bear_v so_o willing_o thy_o cross_n be_v my_o gain_n thy_o death_n my_o life_n thy_o wonnde_n my_o cure_n thy_o caluarie_n where_o thou_o be_v hang_v my_o place_n of_o glory_n whereto_o i_o shall_v be_v advance_v woe_n be_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v so_o long_o wander_v from_o the_o fold_n of_o the_o true_a shepherd_n he_o that_o be_v the_o great_a shepherd_n of_o our_o soul_n long_o have_v i_o stray_v from_o these_o green_a and_o flourish_a pasture_n of_o true_a consolation_n follow_v my_o own_o vanity_n err_v in_o the_o prick_a brake_n of_o
reviue_v the_o state_n of_o himself_o depend_v on_o another_o word_n he_o be_v not_o his_o own_o for_o why_o he_o be_v slave_v to_o his_o own_o indigested_a passion_n but_o my_o disease_n have_v be_v much_o otherwise_o i_o be_v sick_a and_o know_v it_o not_o have_v vlceres_fw-la run_v and_o feel_v they_o not_o for_o i_o be_v obdurate_a and_o become_v as_o one_o that_o hear_v not_o custom_n in_o sin_n take_v away_o from_o i_o all_o sense_n of_o sin_n oft_o hear_v i_o the_o lord_n invite_v and_o his_o holy_a spirit_n induce_v i_o to_o return_v with_o the_o shunamite_n but_o behold_v i_o cry_v with_o the_o 19_o sluggard_n yet_o a_o little_a and_o then_o a_o little_a presume_v on_o mercy_n and_o defer_v my_o return_n there_o be_v no_o portion_n of_o sacred_a scripture_n mention_v mercy_n but_o i_o have_v it_o no_o sentence_n of_o justice_n but_o i_o will_v turn_v reâ—_n from_o it_o make_v the_o arm_n of_o his_o mercy_n long_o than_o the_o arm_n of_o his_o justice_n i_o delay_v from_o this_o day_n till_o tomorrow_o and_o i_o find_v myself_o more_o unapt_a too_o morrow_n then_o today_o for_o i_o be_v bind_v to_o the_o yoke_n of_o servile_a affection_n and_o turn_v my_o mind_n from_o correction_n pamper_v myself_o with_o sure_a god_n will_v be_v merciful_a be_o not_o i_o his_o image_n and_o will_v he_o see_v his_o own_o similitude_n deface_v do_v he_o not_o creatc_n i_o and_o frame_v he_o i_o to_o destroy_v i_o though_o i_o have_v worthy_o incense_v my_o creator_n i_o can_v be_v no_o less_o than_o his_o creature_n tush_o tush_o god_n have_v forget_v it_o let_v we_o eat_v and_o drink_v and_o be_v merry_a miserable_a food_n that_o famish_v the_o eater_n uncomfortable_a drink_n that_o poison_v the_o taster_n and_o harsh_a melody_n that_o confound_v the_o hearer_n the_o prodigal_n resolution_n now_o father_n will_v i_o change_v my_o diet_n it_o 14._o shall_v be_v meat_n and_o drink_v to_o i_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n the_o melody_n which_o i_o make_v shall_v be_v in_o my_o heart_n unto_o the_o lord_n and_o if_o i_o dance_v it_o shall_v be_v as_o david_n do_v before_o the_o ark_n and_o if_o i_o sing_v in_o this_o strange_a land_n in_o this_o place_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n it_o shall_v be_v the_o lord_n song_n thus_o will_v i_o convert_v myself_o unto_o the_o lord_n and_o regain_v my_o inheritance_n with_o many_o tear_n i_o will_v weep_v and_o weep_v bitter_o iudicium_fw-la enim_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la ille_fw-la teneat_fw-la qui_fw-la pro_fw-la amissione_n tui_fw-la amare_fw-la flebit_fw-la be_v it_o a_o light_a thing_n for_o thou_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v bereave_v of_o that_o sovereign_a good_a which_o rule_v thou_o and_o conduct_v thy_o foot_n in_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n o_o no_o sell_v all_o thou_o have_v here_o be_v a_o gem_n of_o a_o incomparable_a value_n lose_v this_o and_o thou_o make_v shipwreck_n of_o thy_o soul_n deprive_v thou_o of_o all_o hope_n the_o tempest_n be_v great_a nor_o can_v the_o port_n be_v attain_v except_o the_o anchor_n be_v fix_v rise_v then_o poor_a disconsolate_a spirit_n and_o meet_v thy_o saviour_n that_o be_v walk_v upon_o the_o sea_n as_o upon_o dry_a place_n meet_v he_o and_o entertain_v he_o for_o both_o sea_n and_o wind_n obey_v he_o he_o be_v the_o best_a pilot_n though_o thy_o ship_n sink_v he_o will_v preserve_v thou_o for_o he_o come_v not_o to_o wound_v but_o to_o heal_v to_o save_v not_o to_o kill_v he_o it_o be_v that_o be_v protection_n to_o the_o fatherless_a a_o castle_n of_o defence_n to_o the_o desolate_a for_o who_o ever_o trust_v in_o he_o and_o be_v leave_v succourless_a though_o my_o friend_n forsake_v i_o yet_o the_o lord_n take_v i_o up_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o my_o soul_n reap_v comfort_n it_o be_v not_o the_o high-towring_a cedar_n of_o this_o world_n that_o express_v his_o mind_n by_o his_o look_n his_o spirit_n by_o his_o gate_n shall_v deprive_v i_o of_o this_o prerogative_n he_o be_v ambitious_a here_o he_o will_v be_v as_o despicable_a there_o humility_n be_v the_o best_a step_n and_o direct_v path_n to_o this_o honour_n she_o think_v none_o worse_a than_o herself_o and_o in_o that_o show_v she_o own_o eminency_n she_o never_o entertain_v comparison_n confess_v herself_o the_o miserable_a of_o all_o creature_n without_o comparison_n the_o prodigal_a desire_v humility_n to_o accompany_v he_o in_o his_o way_n to_o god_n soueraignesse_n of_o virtue_n company_n let_v i_o have_v thy_o company_n i_o shall_v more_o delight_v in_o thy_o aspect_n then_o the_o object_n of_o beauty_n thou_o have_v perfection_n in_o thou_o and_o not_o know_v thyself_o thou_o know_v far_o above_o thyself_o bless_a attendant_n may_v thou_o live_v in_o the_o court_n free_a without_o a_o writ_n of_o protection_n at_o prince_n instalment_n may_v thou_o ever_o be_v in_o their_o election_n may_v thou_o be_v as_o thou_o shall_v be_v wear_v but_o not_o out_o wear_v by_o greatness_n thou_o be_v the_o best_a servitor_n of_o honour_n elate_v mind_n can_v not_o possess_v thou_o because_o their_o sphere_n be_v far_o above_o thou_o i_o wish_v admiration_n of_o age_n that_o thou_o may_v ride_v on_o thy_o foot-cloth_n but_o i_o doubt_v it_o thou_o will_v change_v thy_o nature_n with_o thy_o honour_n it_o be_v dangerous_a sit_v in_o a_o poison_a saddle_n humility_n can_v ride_v without_o stirrup_n thou_o it_o be_v present_v thyself_o when_o i_o be_v not_o myself_o ambition_n have_v puff_v i_o up_o wantonness_n bring_v i_o on_o my_o knee_n self-conceit_n make_v i_o admire_v myself_o emulation_n not_o in_o virtue_n for_o seldom_o appear_v it_o in_o the_o vicious_a but_o in_o the_o corrivallship_n possess_v i_o of_o a_o frenzy_n alove-sicke_a fancy_n i_o be_v make_v a_o cage_n of_o unclean_a bird_n no_o impiety_n to_o which_o i_o be_v not_o slave_v humility_n i_o thank_v thou_o thou_o read_v a_o lecture_n of_o mortification_n unto_o i_o before_o i_o know_v not_o what_o mortality_n mean_v thou_o anatomize_v to_o i_o my_o constitution_n keep_v i_o but_o company_n a_o little_a while_n long_o and_o i_o will_v answer_v thy_o hope_n but_o let_v i_o rip_v up_o my_o own_o error_n a_o little_a further_o i_o know_v he_o deserve_v not_o humility_n convoy_n that_o apologize_v his_o sin_n two_o cause_n i_o have_v of_o inward_a sorrow_n one_o of_o outward_a the_o two_o prodigal_a inward_a have_v relation_n to_o myself_o only_o the_o outward_a to_o other_o general_o the_o first_o in_o myself_o instance_a the_o second_o to_o other_o traduce_v the_o inward_a motive_n cause_v of_o sorrow_n of_o sin_n commit_v virtuous_a work_n omit_v many_o come_v into_o my_o remembrance_n which_o i_o be_o ashamed_a to_o express_v yet_o because_o malady_n conceal_v be_v most_o augment_v i_o will_v augment_v my_o shame_n that_o the_o lord_n may_v cover_v my_o sin_n the_o prodigal_n hearty_a suit_n unto_o god_n to_o pardon_v the_o sin_n of_o his_o youth_n forgive_v o_o lord_n my_o secret_a sin_n and_o race_n out_o of_o thy_o memory_n the_o exorbitance_n of_o my_o youth_n spare_v the_o sprig_n o_o lord_n for_o it_o be_v tender_a soon_o wre_v from_o the_o primarie_a seed_n of_o goodness_n and_o draw_v into_o the_o mazie_a labyrinth_n of_o all_o error_n may_v not_o my_o crooked_a way_n be_v once_o make_v straight_o that_o the_o oblation_n that_o i_o offer_v may_v be_v accept_v with_o abel_n and_o i_o find_v favour_n in_o thy_o sight_n yes_o lord_n these_o penitent_a tear_n i_o offer_v will_v be_v able_a to_o appease_v thy_o wrath_n it_o be_v record_v that_o antipater_n on_o a_o time_n charge_v in_o a_o letter_n which_o he_o write_v to_o alexander_n curt._n his_o mother_n olympias_n with_o great_a crime_n be_v answer_v again_o by_o alexander_n one_o mother_n tear_n will_v raze_v out_o many_o of_o these_o letter_n though_o the_o mother_n shall_v forgether_o child_n or_o the_o child_n the_o mother_n that_o bear_v he_o yet_o lord_n will_v thou_o be_v mindful_a of_o our_o tear_n and_o cancel_v that_o great_a bill_n thou_o have_v against_o we_o if_o we_o return_v unfeigned_o to_o thou_o and_o in_o the_o sorrow_n of_o our_o heart_n make_v confession_n of_o all_o our_o sin_n behold_v lord_n i_o have_v commit_v great_a folly_n and_o from_o the_o bortome_n of_o my_o heart_n confess_v that_o i_o have_v worthy_o deserve_v thy_o displeasure_n my_o commission_n and_o omission_n like_o two_o heavy_a poise_n weigh_v i_o down_o erect_v my_o hope_n o_o lord_n for_o i_o have_v none_o to_o fly_v unto_o but_o thou_o woe_n be_v i_o what_o excellent_a work_n of_o mercy_n have_v i_o ommit_v and_o what_o shall_v i_o answer_v o_o lord_n when_o thou_o shall_v ask_v i_o where_o be_v the_o naked_a thou_o clothe_v the_o afflict_a which_o thou_o visit_v the_o succourless_a which_o thou_o releive_v the_o hungar-starued_n which_o thou_o feed_v
i_o therefore_o wash_v my_o couch_n with_o tear_n and_o fall_v down_o before_o thy_o footstool_n for_o what_o be_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v persist_v in_o my_o sin_n or_o whence_o come_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v promise_v to_o myself_o continuance_n esau_n compare_v man_n life_n to_o the_o grass_n that_o soon_o wither_v job_n to_o a_o post_n a_o shuttle_n a_o breath_n a_o vapour_n david_n lengthen_v his_o day_n but_o to_o a_o span_n if_o then_o as_o grass_n it_o must_v of_o necessity_n fade_v if_o a_o post_n it_o must_v run_v if_o a_o shuttle_n it_o must_v pass_v if_o a_o breath_n son_n blow_v over_o if_o a_o vapour_n soon_o vanish_v if_o a_o span_n soon_o shorten_v o_o that_o my_o foot_n be_v as_o hind_n foot_n that_o i_o may_v walk_v the_o way_n of_o thy_o statute_n not_o look_v back_o like_o lot_n wife_n nor_o behind_o the_o plow-stilt_n with_o the_o sluggard_n for_o curse_a be_v he_o that_o do_v the_o business_n of_o god_n negligent_o 10._o herein_o lord_n have_v i_o grievous_o offend_v repair_v to_o thy_o temple_n but_o without_o reverence_n pray_v but_o with_o small_a fervency_n trust_v in_o thou_o but_o with_o a_o doubtfulness_n and_o how_o can_v these_o many_o obliquity_n be_v straighten_v but_o by_o the_o level_a of_o thy_o word_n that_o can_v make_v all_o thing_n straight_o it_o be_v true_a lord_n it_o be_v true_a that_o the_o general_a depravednesse_n of_o all_o the_o world_n give_v sin_n upon_o earth_n a_o passport_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n see_v thou_o the_o sin_n of_o man_n and_o will_v be_v avenge_v thou_o carry_v thy_o fan_n in_o thy_o hand_n to_o sweep_v the_o ungodly_a from_o off_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o where_o then_o shall_v be_v a_o place_n for_o all_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n loe_o all_o shall_v then_o become_v say_v the_o prophet_n jeremie_n 10._o in_o the_o same_o place_n as_o a_o naked_a tree_n in_o the_o wilderness_n bereave_v of_o both_o flower_n and_o fruit_n because_o like_a to_o the_o wild_a figtree_n it_o bring_v forth_o no_o fruit_n when_o thou_o expect_v it_o shall_v lord_n i_o pray_v thou_o though_o my_o harvest_n be_v but_o yet_o in_o the_o blade_n accept_v my_o slender_a endeavour_n and_o so_o ripen_v they_o that_o they_o may_v bring_v a_o plentiful_a crop_n to_o thou_o in_o propagate_a thy_o glory_n the_o church_n unity_n and_o the_o benefit_n of_o such_o as_o thou_o have_v join_v to_o i_o in_o neighbourhood_n affection_n or_o affiance_n much_o ado_n thou_o know_v lord_n there_o be_v in_o the_o build_n of_o the_o material_a temple_n and_o every_o one_o be_v enjoin_v to_o bring_v in_o something_o towards_o the_o erection_n of_o it_o my_o portion_n o_o lord_n be_v but_o small_a yet_o be_v my_o love_n with_o the_o great_a though_o i_o can_v not_o bring_v 9_o gold_n from_o ophir_n nor_o the_o cedar_n and_o fir_n from_o lebanon_n yet_o will_v i_o offer_v my_o prayer_n in_o thy_o temple_n confess_v thou_o before_o much_o people_n marry_o rejoice_v that_o she_o have_v a_o little_a oil_n to_o sprinkle_v upon_o christ_n the_o widow_n of_o zareptah_n be_v joyful_a that_o she_o have_v a_o little_a food_n for_o the_o prophet_n i_o will_v likewise_o be_v glad_a and_o rejoice_v if_o i_o can_v reserve_v but_o one_o small_a moiety_n for_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n for_o work_n of_o this_o nature_n never_o pass_v unrewarded_a a_o cup_n of_o cold_a water_n be_v as_o acceptable_a as_o the_o silk_n of_o tyre_n or_o the_o treasure_n of_o egypt_n happy_a then_o be_o i_o if_o rich_a in_o spirit_n though_o poor_a in_o state_n purchase_v for_o a_o cup_n of_o cold_a water_n the_o water_n of_o life_n but_o there_o must_v ever_o be_v something_o do_v by_o man_n before_o the_o promise_n be_v perform_v by_o god_n the_o battle_n must_v be_v fight_v ere_o the_o victory_n be_v achieve_v the_o tree_n must_v be_v plant_v ere_o it_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n and_o the_o seed_n must_v be_v throw_v into_o the_o ground_n before_o it_o multiply_v we_o must_v have_v a_o perfect_a knowledge_n of_o god_n ere_o we_o can_v dedicate_v our_o member_n servant_n to_o righteousness_n offer_v they_o to_o god._n but_o how_o shall_v we_o know_v god_n there_o be_v a_o harbinger_n which_o go_v always_o before_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n to_o prepare_v his_o house_n and_o that_o be_v love_n the_o bond_n of_o perfection_n now_o how_o shall_v we_o love_v he_o who_o we_o have_v not_o see_v be_v at_o enmity_n among_o ourselves_o who_o we_o daily_o see_v so_o good_a be_v our_o love_n now_o a_o day_n as_o the_o italian_a proverb_n may_v be_v verify_v of_o it_o tanto_fw-la buon_n i_o val_n niente_fw-it so_o good_a as_o it_o be_v good_a for_o nothing_o yet_o how_o poor_a and_o fruitless_a soener_n god_n desire_v it_o let_v he_o then_o have_v it_o for_o he_o only_o deserve_v it_o i_o will_v love_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o will_v consecrate_v my_o vow_n unto_o thou_o where_o i_o mean_v thus_o to_o express_v they_o in_o the_o humbleness_n of_o my_o spirit_n without_o dejection_n and_o in_o the_o confidence_n of_o my_o heart_n without_o presumption_n will_v i_o humble_v myself_o before_o thou_o with_o reverence_n and_o offer_v up_o my_o vow_n unto_o thou_o with_o affiance_n i_o will_v come_v near_o thou_o in_o spirit_n because_o remove_v from_o thou_o by_o the_o veil_n of_o my_o flesh_n the_o one_o shall_v caution_n i_o of_o my_o shame_n the_o other_o put_v i_o in_o mind_n of_o my_o glory_n hagar_n shall_v not_o get_v the_o upperhand_n over_o her_o mistress_n my_o flesh_n shall_v be_v teach_v to_o obey_v that_o if_o need_n be_v she_o may_v safe_o govern_v as_o there_o be_v but_o dicitur_fw-la one_o sun_n to_o give_v light_n to_o the_o universal_a world_n so_o there_o shall_v be_v but_o one_o son_n to_o enlighten_v my_o little_a world_n and_o that_o be_v the_o sun_n of_o my_o soul_n this_o son_n shall_v observe_v the_o same_o course_n which_o the_o natural_a sun_n observe_v her_o two_o tropicke_n shall_v be_v reduce_v to_o two_o remembrance_n of_o my_o birth_n and_o of_o my_o death_n that_o as_o the_o sun_n by_o these_o two_o equal_a circle_n equal_o distant_a turn_v either_o high_a have_v be_v at_o the_o low_a or_o low_a have_v be_v at_o the_o high_a so_o my_o soul_n transport_v too_o high_a with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o her_o dissolution_n to_o wit_n her_o liberty_n may_v be_v bring_v back_o to_o the_o remembrance_n of_o her_o birth_n the_o very_a original_n of_o her_o misery_n i_o will_v not_o have_v my_o flesh_n to_o intermeddle_v in_o these_o consideration_n for_o she_o be_v like_o a_o harsh_a instrument_n that_o sound_v nothing_o but_o discord_n when_o the_o soul_n tell_v the_o flesh_n of_o a_o dissolution_n she_o tremble_v and_o fear_v her_o account_n like_o a_o usurer_n at_o the_o sight_n of_o death_n head_n or_o as_o felix_n hear_v paul_n dispute_v of_o 24_o the_o last_o judgement_n many_o object_n of_o delight_n there_o be_v which_o captivate_v the_o flesh_n be_v conversant_a only_o in_o outward_a thing_n i_o will_v have_v the_o flesh_n therefore_o be_v put_v to_o silence_n lest_o my_o soul_n conceive_v a_o difficulty_n in_o depart_v when_o so_o harsh_a and_o disconsonant_a music_n sound_v in_o her_o ear_n the_o sun_n of_o my_o soul_n shall_v purify_v the_o corruption_n of_o my_o body_n which_o impure_a mettle_n must_v of_o necessity_n be_v refine_v or_o it_o will_v blemish_v the_o excellency_n and_o beauty_n of_o that_o be_v contain_v in_o it_o i_o know_v a_o myrtle_n be_v a_o myrtle_n though_o plant_v among_o nettle_n and_o at_o one_o time_n or_o other_o the_o soul_n beauty_n will_v show_v itself_o enlighten_v the_o poor_a case_n which_o cover_v it_o i_o know_v also_o that_o the_o cause_n of_o my_o long_a stray_n have_v proceed_v from_o my_o indirect_a dispose_n prefer_v the_o body_n advice_n before_o the_o judgement_n of_o the_o soul_n but_o the_o proverb_n shall_v be_v confirm_v in_o my_o flesh_n evil_a council_n shall_v be_v worse_o for_o the_o counsellor_n i_o will_v chastise_v my_o flesh_n for_o her_o rash_a and_o indiscreet_a advise_v and_o admire_v the_o resolution_n of_o my_o spirit_n that_o ever_o stand_v in_o opposition_n against_o she_o recollect_v yourselves_o you_o wander_v &_o unsettle_a thought_n of_o i_o fix_v your_o intention_n where_o there_o be_v no_o further_a extension_n the_o fruition_n of_o perfect_a content_n i_o know_v the_o time_n have_v be_v when_o vanity_n so_o bewitch_v you_o as_o like_o poor_a ulysses_n companion_n you_o be_v force_v too_o willing_a a_o force_n to_o hear_v the_o enchant_a harmony_n of_o every_o siren_n but_o now_o odiss_n you_o have_v that_o moli_fw-la that_o herb_n of_o experience_n that_o will_v charm_v the_o enchantress_n and_o teach_v you_o true_a resolution_n shall_v a_o little_a taste_n or_o distaste_v
country_n liberty_n and_o be_v it_o not_o a_o far_o more_o noble_a and_o glorious_a death_n to_o die_v in_o defence_n of_o our_o own_o soul_n where_o many_o temptation_n be_v daily_a &_o hourly_o assault_v perpetual_a inducement_n ensnare_a &_o also_o not_o violent_a siege_n lie_v we_o have_v need_n have_v expert_a captain_n to_o marshal_v our_o troop_n to_o wit_n our_o passion_n prepare_v mind_n to_o wit_n all_o affliction_n and_o impregnable_a bulwark_n to_o withstand_v the_o violence_n of_o siege_n to_o wit_n preparative_n against_o all_o inducement_n a_o soul_n thus_o fortify_v can_v well_o be_v surprise_v the_o enemy_n may_v well_o lie_v at_o the_o gate_n but_o it_o will_v be_v matter_n of_o great_a difficulty_n for_o he_o to_o enter_v a_o poor_a man_n have_v need_n have_v no_o traitorous_a passion_n or_o motion_n within_o he_o to_o render_v up_o the_o castle_n and_o fortress_n of_o his_o soul_n he_o have_v enemy_n enough_o without_o all_o shall_v be_v faithful_a unto_o he_o at_o home_n he_o must_v have_v no_o effeminate_a appetite_n lest_o like_o another_o tarpeia_n it_o seek_v to_o ruinate_v her_o possessor_n as_o that_o wantonly-amourous_a maid_n will_v have_v betray_v the_o capitol_n to_o a_o hostile_a usurper_n we_o shall_v therefore_o have_v our_o passion_n in_o subjection_n our_o illimited_a desire_n in_o bondage_n virginem_fw-la lest_o they_o be_v as_o they_o be_v boundless_a in_o themselves_o enforce_v the_o soul_n to_o pass_v the_o bound_n of_o discreet_a moderation_n it_o be_v excellent_o observe_v by_o that_o father_n of_o moral_a morality_n plutarch_n esteem_v he_o that_o can_v moderate_v his_o affection_n to_o be_v half_o virtuous_a but_o he_o that_o have_v sovereign_a command_n over_o his_o passion_n to_o be_v a_o perfect_a man_n but_o as_o these_o day_n go_v we_o take_v such_o to_o be_v good_a man_n with_o cicero_n as_o have_v offic._n only_a appearance_n of_o virtue_n in_o they_o perfection_n be_v too_o absolute_a for_o this_o time_n and_o inferior_a virtue_n say_v one_o be_v good_a enough_o for_o iron_n age_n if_o with_o balaam_n we_o desire_v 22_o to_o die_v the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a it_o be_v enough_o no_o matter_n for_o the_o interim_n of_o our_o life_n we_o ground_n upon_o a_o infalliable_a axiom_n a_o good_a end_n be_v ever_o attend_v with_o a_o good_a life_n it_o be_v true_a but_o a_o evil_a life_n seldom_o or_o never_o produce_v a_o good_a end_n he_o therefore_o that_o mean_n to_o die_v in_o god_n favour_n must_v live_v in_o his_o fear_n for_o he_o that_o on_o the_o stage_n of_o this_o world_n make_v not_o his_o entrance_n in_o his_o fear_n seldom_o make_v his_o exit_fw-la in_o his_o favour_n but_o i_o will_v dedicate_v my_o heart_n to_o god_n that_o he_o who_o require_v it_o may_v possess_v it_o so_o shall_v both_o his_o fear_n and_o favour_n lodge_v in_o the_o harbour_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o bless_a be_v such_o a_o temple_n as_o shall_v be_v think_v worthy_a to_o receive_v so_o comfortable_a a_o guest_n he_o that_o have_v his_o heart_n possess_v of_o god_n can_v find_v no_o discordant_a passion_n transport_v he_o no_o exorbitant_a affection_n reign_v in_o he_o all_o thing_n be_v safe_a all_o all_o secure_a for_o the_o god_n of_o peace_n live_v in_o he_o the_o holy_a spirit_n whole_o possess_v he_o and_o the_o angel_n as_o minister_a servant_n be_v depute_v by_o god_n to_o attend_v he_o o_o then_o let_v my_o heart_n enjoy_v thou_o that_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o member_n may_v follow_v thou_o whither_o soever_o thou_o go_v for_o like_a as_o the_o poise_n of_o a_o clock_n turn_v the_o wheel_n one_o way_n so_o the_o heart_n be_v the_o main_a poise_n of_o every_o human_a composition_n what_o manner_n of_o way_n soever_o it_o do_v turn_v draw_v by_o a_o attractive_a power_n all_o the_o corporal_a motion_n with_o it_o or_o like_v as_o the_o iron_n be_v con_v draw_v by_o the_o adamant_n the_o straw_n by_o the_o jeate_n and_o the_o helyo_n trophic_a by_o the_o sun_n even_o so_o be_v the_o faculty_n of_o the_o body_n draw_v by_o the_o attractive_a power_n of_o the_o heart_n for_o as_o they_o receive_v all_o life_n by_o she_o so_o like_o loyal_a subject_n they_o render_v as_o to_o their_o sovereign_n their_o legiance_n unto_o she_o the_o prodigal_n offer_v go_v then_o o_o my_o hart_n heart_n i_o give_v thou_o to_o my_o maker_n he_o crane_v thou_o and_o he_o only_o shall_v have_v thou_o while_o thou_o be_v i_o thou_o be_v a_o wander_a heart_n a_o faithless_a heart_n a_o secure_a and_o carnal_a heart_n a_o remorceless_a and_o impenitent_a heart_n but_o be_v now_o thy_o creator_n he_o will_v apparel_v thou_o anew_o adorn_v thou_o with_o the_o excellent_a gift_n of_o his_o spirit_n that_o be_v clothe_v here_o with_o the_o ornament_n of_o his_o grace_n thou_o may_v be_v transplant_v hence_o to_o the_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n and_o what_o gift_n better_a or_o more_o acceptable_a than_o my_o heart_n to_o my_o maker_n that_o make_v my_o heart_n i_o will_v say_v with_o that_o bless_a father_n my_o heart_n o_o lord_n be_v create_v by_o thou_o and_o it_o can_v find_v no_o rest_n till_o it_o come_v unto_o thou_o no_o rest_n indeed_o for_o what_o rest_n or_o peace_n in_o this_o world_n what_o comfort_n in_o this_o life_n solil_n quaequanto_fw-es magis_fw-la procedit_fw-la tanto_fw-la magis_fw-la ad_fw-la mortem_fw-la accedit_fw-la where_o there_o be_v of_o that_o side_n fear_v of_o this_o side_n tremble_v here_o hunger_n there_o thirst_n here_o heat_n there_o cold_a here_o grief_n there_o anguish_n of_o mind_n abound_v and_o to_o all_o these_o succee_v importunate_a death_n which_o with_o a_o thousand_o kind_n of_o disease_n daily_a and_o sudden_o seize_v upon_o wretched_a man_n why_o then_o shall_v man_n so_o attentive_o set_v his_o heart_n upon_o the_o vain_a delight_n of_o this_o world_n let_v he_o but_o consider_v the_o certainty_n of_o it_o and_o he_o shall_v confess_v nothing_o more_o inconstant_a light_a and_o waver_v let_v he_o observe_v the_o vanity_n of_o it_o and_o he_o will_v acknowledge_v nothing_o so_o foolish_a contemptuous_a or_o undeseruing_a well_o might_n democritus_n laugh_v in_o these_o day_n where_o the_o world_n as_o that_o philosopher_n imagine_v seem_v to_o be_v make_v of_o nothing_o but_o discord_n many_o discord_n indeed_o where_o there_o be_v no_o unity_n betwixt_o man_n and_o his_o conscience_n policy_n and_o religion_n church_n and_o commonwealth_n youth_n and_o age_n and_o that_o i_o may_v use_v the_o church_n very_a annexion_n man_n and_o wife_n where_o some_o esteem_n wife_n and_o child_n as_o bill_n of_o charge_n which_o move_v the_o wiseman_n answer_n be_v demand_v when_o a_o man_n shall_v marry_v a_o young_a man_n not_o yet_o a_o old_a man_n not_o at_o all_o wherefore_o arminus_n a_o ruler_n of_o carthage_n be_v importunate_o persuade_v marriage_n to_o marry_v answer_v i_o dare_v not_o for_o if_o i_o chance_v to_o light_v upon_o one_o that_o be_v wise_a she_o will_v be_v wilful_a if_o wealthy_a then_o wanton_a if_o poor_a then_o peevish_a if_o beautiful_a then_o proud_a if_o deform_v then_o loathsome_a and_o the_o least_o of_o these_o be_v able_a to_o kill_v a_o thousand_o man_n a_o strange_a age_n when_o our_o great_a comfort_n be_v oftentimes_o pervert_v and_o make_v the_o indefinite_a evil_n what_o concord_n in_o so_o main_a opposition_n esteem_v this_o for_o a_o life_n let_v he_o that_o please_v i_o have_v see_v in_o my_o few_o year_n expense_n and_o many_o hour_n bitter_a experience_n that_o the_o very_o great_a comfort_n be_v but_o appearance_n and_o where_o a_o promise_a event_n show_v itself_o there_o some_o sinister_a occurrent_a ever_o thwart_v the_o effect_n i_o will_v so_o resolve_v to_o live_v that_o i_o may_v die_v cheerful_o without_o look_v back_o to_o what_o i_o leave_v behind_o i_o resolution_n will_v judge_v of_o delight_n as_o impertinence_n avail_v little_a to_o my_o heavenly_a voyage_n what_o i_o have_v i_o will_v use_v free_o without_o profuseness_n and_o without_o spare_v to_o show_v i_o be_o master_n of_o my_o own_o lavish_o to_o consume_v what_o i_o may_v with_o reputation_n keep_v i_o will_v not_o and_o to_o spare_v where_o discretion_n bid_v i_o spend_v i_o scorn_v it_o the_o one_o imply_v a_o prodigal_a humour_n expose_v to_o observance_n the_o other_o a_o niggardliness_n indiscreete_o parsimonious_a for_o the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n i_o thus_o resolve_v if_o they_o have_v more_o permanence_n and_o not_o such_o motive_n cause_v of_o repentance_n i_o shall_v wellnear_o as_o much_o dote_v on_o they_o as_o i_o now_o loathe_v they_o but_o to_o have_v delight_n immix_v with_o such_o interchangeable_a course_n of_o discontent_n fall_v to_o their_o ebb_n before_o ever_o they_o come_v to_o their_o flow_v i_o think_v every_o wise_a man_n will_v conclude_v with_o that_o wise_a of_o man_n
transitory_a delight_n and_o heavenly_a he_o can_v define_v of_o goodness_n that_o never_o hear_v of_o it_o the_o prodigal_n show_v how_o contrary_n that_o passion_n with_o there_o contrary_n be_v cure_v have_v be_v best_a cure_v by_o their_o contrary_n therefore_o if_o my_o mind_n be_v incline_v to_o pride_n i_o will_v present_o expostulate_v the_o cause_n with_o myself_o why_o i_o shall_v be_v proud_a i_o will_v compare_v humility_n with_o pride_n their_o mean_n and_o end_n for_o the_o mean_n or_o mediate_a course_n i_o see_v humility_n more_o honour_v less_o envy_v more_o prosperous_a in_o her_o affair_n and_o more_o absolute_a in_o her_o end_n i_o see_v pride_n oftentimes_o distasteful_a to_o herself_o for_o friend_n she_o lose_v many_o get_v none_o and_o what_o desert_n or_o wilderness_n great_a than_o to_o be_v without_o friend_n she_o be_v never_o observe_v but_o either_o with_o laughter_n or_o hate_n and_o what_o be_v that_o observance_n worth_n which_o either_o purchase_v contempt_n or_o spite_n but_o where_o humility_n go_v the_o eye_n of_o man_n follow_v as_o if_o they_o have_v spy_v a_o mirror_n for_o themselves_o to_o imitate_v or_o some_o worthy_a majesty_n shroud_v in_o a_o humble_a cover_n this_o virtue_n i_o have_v ever_o humble_a observe_v to_o descend_v lineal_o to_o the_o great_a and_o noble_a bear_v which_o move_v the_o philosopher_n to_o call_v it_o a_o heroic_a virtue_n we_o shall_v see_v a_o early_a mushroom_n that_o be_v now_o grow_v to_o a_o little_a honour_n buy_v perchance_o for_o seldom_o merit_v put_v on_o a_o strange_a counterfeit_a face_n of_o seem_a honour_n smile_v he_o dare_v not_o beyond_o a_o point_n for_o fear_v to_o unstarch_n his_o look_n he_o hold_v this_o opinion_n which_o be_v a_o flat_a heresy_n that_o pride_n be_v the_o best_a habilliment_n of_o honour_n where_o true_a honour_n will_v show_v itself_o without_o a_o foot-cloth_n thus_o will_v i_o compare_v these_o two_o several_a subject_n together_o where_o if_o pride_n scorn_v to_o be_v compare_v to_o so_o poor_a a_o creature_n as_o be_v humility_n i_o shall_v love_v she_o the_o worse_o for_o comparison_n to_o they_o that_o deserve_v least_o be_v ever_o most_o offensive_a if_o i_o find_v the_o disposition_n opponent_n of_o my_o mind_n natural_o free_a engage_v to_o some_o miserable_a desire_n of_o have_v i_o will_v set_v against_o her_o liberality_n how_o worthy_o esteem_v the_o one_o be_v and_o how_o contemptible_a the_o other_o where_o if_o precept_n will_v not_o do_v it_o i_o will_v confirm_v my_o doctrine_n with_o example_n if_o i_o find_v my_o mind_n hard_a to_o be_v wean_v from_o miserable_a spare_v i_o will_v first_o enforce_v a_o bounty_n so_o in_o time_n my_o mind_n enforce_v to_o do_v that_o she_o will_v not_o will_v become_v willing_a and_o ready_a to_o do_v that_o i_o will_v opponent_n if_o envy_n reign_v in_o i_o i_o will_v oppose_v against_o her_o brotherly_a love_n that_o mutual_a love_n which_o be_v require_v not_o only_o in_o humane_a society_n but_o in_o the_o perfection_n of_o god_n law_n love_v one_o a_o other_o say_v our_o saviour_n christ_n the_o reason_n be_v confirm_v by_o a_o bless_a father_n the_o love_n of_o god_n say_v he_o engender_v love_n to_o our_o neighbour_n the_o love_n of_o our_o neighbour_n increase_v our_o love_n unto_o gâ—d_n this_o be_v the_o serpent_n sin_n and_o be_v to_o this_o day_n he_o envy_a the_o welfare_n of_o our_o first_o parent_n in_o paradise_n and_o continue_v his_o envy_n to_o their_o race_n expulse_v paradise_n far_o be_v it_o that_o my_o soul_n have_v so_o love_v a_o mirror_n to_o follow_v as_o her_o christ_n shall_v harbour_v that_o vice_n which_o be_v most_o opposite_a to_o christ_n the_o jews_n crucify_a christ_n through_o envy_n and_o i_o shall_v re-crucifie_a my_o dear_a saviour_n by_o lodging_n in_o my_o hart_n envy_n my_o soul_n which_o shall_v be_v a_o temple_n for_o god_n shall_v not_o be_v make_v a_o synagogue_n for_o sathan_n the_o pure_a mettle_n be_v to_o be_v choose_v charity_n be_v of_o all_o other_o a_o mettle_n most_o refine_v envy_n of_o all_o other_o most_o adulterate_a and_o corrupt_a thus_o oppose_v virtue_n against_o vice_n reason_n will_v direct_v i_o to_o prefer_v virtue_n before_o vice_n for_o where_o sense_n become_v obedient_a to_o reason_n there_o the_o newman_n be_v more_o set_v by_o then_o the_o olde-man_n but_o where_o there_o be_v a_o conflict_n which_o while_o we_o subsist_v in_o this_o tabernacle_n of_o clay_n we_o must_v of_o necessity_n endure_v and_o where_o the_o newman_n seem_v too_o weak_a for_o the_o encounter_n than_o the_o worst_a part_n become_v sovereign_a all_o thing_n seem_v confound_v and_o as_o in_o the_o first_o chaos_n without_o order_n or_o disposition_n to_o strengthen_v i_o in_o this_o encounter_n i_o must_v incessant_o call_v upon_o god_n that_o he_o will_v assist_v i_o with_o his_o grace_n that_o incline_v my_o ear_n to_o his_o commandment_n i_o may_v learn_v understanding_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o psalmist_n they_o which_o 1_o observe_v they_o have_v a_o good_a understanding_n so_o by_o the_o light_n of_o my_o understanding_n i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o discomfit_v sin_n distinguish_v betwixt_o sense_n &_o reason_n re-al_o my_o force_n orderly_o fight_v valiant_o and_o vanquish_v in_o the_o end_n i_o know_v lord_n under_o who_o banner_n i_o fight_v the_o assault_n therefore_o of_o the_o resolution_n flesh_n shall_v not_o surprise_v i_o nor_o the_o world_n ensnare_v i_o nor_o the_o devil_n though_o he_o come_v from_o compass_v the_o whole_a earth_n make_v a_o prey_n on_o i_o if_o the_o death_n of_o the_o saint_n be_v precious_a in_o the_o lord_n sight_n much_o more_o the_o life_n of_o the_o saint_n nor_o shall_v one_o hair_n fall_v from_o my_o head_n without_o thy_o permission_n who_o will_v not_o be_v press_v to_o the_o lord_n battle_n he_o be_v that_o lion_n of_o juda_n he_o it_o be_v that_o bruise_v the_o head_n of_o the_o serpent_n he_o it_o be_v that_o discomfit_v death_n and_o become_v conqueror_n over_o hell_n and_o shall_v i_o fear_v to_o follow_v such_o a_o captain_n if_o i_o be_v in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o desert_n he_o will_v send_v forth_o a_o fiery_a cloud_n to_o conduct_v i_o if_o so_o i_o be_v way-faring_a as_o i_o be_o during_o this_o earthly_a pilgrimage_n he_o will_v send_v a_o raphael_n to_o guide_v i_o to_o be_v short_a have_v he_o i_o have_v more_o with_o i_o then_o against_o i_o the_o thought_n of_o he_o make_v the_o philistine_n fly_v and_o say_v god_n be_v come_v into_o the_o host_n 7_o where_o he_o fight_v all_o the_o element_n be_v unite_v together_o in_o his_o assistance_n and_o aid_n when_o he_o fight_v against_o the_o aramite_n the_o sun_n take_v his_o part_n when_o he_o fight_v against_o the_o sodomite_n 26._o the_o fire_n take_v his_o part_n when_o he_o fight_v against_o the_o egyptian_n the_o water_n take_v his_o part_n when_o he_o fight_v against_o the_o murmurer_n the_o earth_n take_v his_o part_n no_o as_o he_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o the_o forest_n so_o the_o beast_n of_o the_o forest_n assist_v he_o when_o he_o fight_v against_o the_o idolater_n 3._o the_o lion_n take_v his_o part_n when_o he_o fight_v against_o the_o mocker_n the_o bear_n take_v his_o part_n 24._o thus_o all_o thing_n make_v with_o god_n for_o god_n make_v all_o thing_n and_o who_o can_v distrust_v so_o puissant_a a_o captain_n so_o invincible_a a_o general_n it_o be_v but_o a_o vain_a and_o insolent_a brag_n when_o the_o king_n of_o juda_n proclaim_v war_n against_o the_o king_n of_o aram_n and_o say_v no_o man_n shall_v deliver_v they_o out_o of_o my_o hand_n but_o 9_o where_o the_o lord_n say_v no_o man_n shall_v deliver_v they_o out_o of_o his_o hand_n it_o be_v true_a for_o the_o author_n to_o the_o hebrew_n sai_z it_o be_v 10._o a_o fearful_a thing_n to_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n let_v we_o fight_v therefore_o not_o with_o philip_n silver_n word_n in_o greece_n not_o with_o artaxerxes_n golden_a archer_n in_o persia_n but_o with_o pythagoras_n weapon_n one_o mind_n one_o heart_n and_o one_o soul_n perpetual_a weapon_n these_o be_v the_o triumph_n whereof_o have_v everlasting_a trophy_n power_n disnuit_v be_v weak_a than_o those_o which_o be_v knit_v together_o and_o where_o the_o power_n and_o organ_n of_o our_o soul_n be_v not_o combine_v there_o the_o castle_n be_v soon_o ruin_v there_o be_v three_o thing_n observe_v war_n serve_v in_o management_n of_o war_n a_o discreet_a command_n in_o the_o general_n a_o unfeigned_a obedience_n in_o the_o soldier_n and_o a_o convenience_n in_o the_o seat_n of_o the_o campe._n these_o three_o shall_v be_v observe_v in_o our_o spiritual_a warrefare_n where_o the_o spirit_n be_v general_n the_o motion_n or_o affection_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v the_o
riches_n honour_n and_o the_o like_a as_o they_o be_v earthly_a blessing_n but_o not_o by_o the_o use_n of_o they_o to_o pervert_v they_o and_o make_v they_o curse_n this_o come_v to_o pass_v when_o oftentimes_o man_n of_o immerited_a rank_n obtain_v honour_n they_o seem_v strange_o transport_v above_o themselves_o ancient_a acquaintance_n be_v dash_v out_o of_o date_n with_o their_o present_a raise_n they_o 18._o live_v as_o they_o may_v ever_o live_v to_o have_v supplicant_n and_o never_o to_o be_v petitioner_n themselves_o if_o these_o hear_v a_o poor_a man_n suit_n and_o do_v he_o right_o it_o be_v as_o the_o unrighteous_a judge_n do_v to_o the_o widow_n rather_o for_o importunacie_n then_o fear_v either_o of_o god_n or_o man_n these_o man_n no_o soon_o attain_v honour_n than_o they_o get_v some_o face_n casten_z in_o a_o mould_n which_o may_v suit_v with_o their_o honour_n too_o public_a access_n they_o say_v purchase_v contempt_n the_o client_n must_v pay_v his_o enter_a penny_n before_o he_o approach_v his_o presence_n it_o be_v a_o brave_a thing_n will_v some_o think_v to_o be_v a_o doorkeeper_n to_o a_o honourable_a man_n yet_o have_v i_o rather_o be_v a_o doorkeeper_n elsewhere_o i_o will_v not_o prostitute_v myself_o for_o a_o unlawful_a gain_n to_o the_o heavy_a poise_n of_o honour_n it_o be_v position_n enough_o for_o i_o to_o observe_v and_o admonish_v my_o friend_n of_o a_o after-accompt_n this_o have_v be_v my_o position_n and_o i_o will_v not_o willing_o forgo_v it_o i_o will_v not_o purchase_v i_o that_o estate_n pro_fw-la termino_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la which_o shall_v forfeit_v my_o estate_n post_fw-la terminum_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la providence_n have_v teach_v i_o many_o thing_n traduce_v to_o i_o from_o the_o silly_a of_o god_n creature_n for_o i_o think_v myself_o of_o far_o more_o excellency_n than_o the_o pismire_n and_o shall_v i_o then_o be_v outstrip_v by_o she_o in_o that_o which_o make_v i_o most_o excellent_a i_o have_v pass_v too_o much_o of_o my_o spring_n already_o and_o now_o the_o winter_n be_v come_v and_o my_o fruit_n shall_v be_v ripe_a and_o the_o great_a husbandman_n expect_v it_o yet_o be_o i_o but_o where_o i_o be_v it_o be_v a_o rule_n in_o christianity_n non_fw-la progredi_fw-la est_fw-la regredi_fw-la and_o behold_v i_o have_v not_o only_o not_o come_v forward_o but_o make_v a_o cowardly_a retreat_n yet_o do_v i_o come_v to_o share_v the_o victory_n that_o never_o be_v at_o the_o battle_n to_o the_o reap_v that_o never_o be_v at_o the_o sow_v and_o to_o taste_v the_o fruit_n of_o that_o vine_n i_o never_o plant_v i_o will_v stand_v no_o long_o idle_a but_o with_o all_o fervency_n of_o devotion_n heattie_a contrition_n and_o integrity_n of_o heart_n return_v with_o the_o good_a shunamite_n and_o receive_v the_o blessing_n of_o my_o father_n if_o esau_n will_v not_o jacob_n shall_v the_o present_a delight_n of_o this_o world_n though_o it_o relish_v as_o well_o in_o the_o palate_n of_o a_o carnal_a man_n as_o ever_o 27._o esau_n pottage_n do_v yet_o i_o find_v the_o substance_n of_o my_o soul_n create_v for_o another_o end_n a_o more_o excellent_a inheritance_n the_o remainder_n of_o my_o time_n shall_v be_v spend_v in_o weep_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n that_o my_o age_n may_v express_v herself_o sorrowful_a in_o some_o proportion_n as_o my_o youth_n be_v joyful_a grant_v therefore_o request_n holy_a father_n that_o the_o sensuality_n of_o my_o youth_n bring_v i_o not_o to_o a_o lethargy_n in_o my_o age_n if_o my_o spring_n be_v without_o flourish_n let_v not_o my_o winter_n be_v without_o fruit_n and_o though_o habit_n of_o sin_n take_v away_o from_o the_o reprobate_a all_o thought_n of_o sin_n where_o the_o tree_n lie_v as_o it_o fall_v yet_o let_v my_o eye_n be_v as_o continual_a laver_v to_o wash_v away_o the_o pollution_n of_o my_o soul_n for_o a_o clean_a lord_n always_o require_v a_o clean_a habitation_n how_o much_o i_o have_v err_v in_o the_o vanity_n of_o my_o heart_n suppose_v myself_o to_o stand_v where_o i_o do_v fall_v to_o go_v forward_o where_o i_o make_v a_o retrograde_a in_o the_o course_n of_o virtue_n yet_o when_o i_o be_v blind_a thy_o mercy_n direct_v i_o when_o i_o be_v down_o thy_o may_v support_v i_o and_o when_o i_o renew_v my_o error_n by_o a_o new_a relapse_n make_v my_o sickness_n more_o dangerous_a thou_o the_o great_a physician_n of_o our_o soul_n bind_v up_o my_o wound_n power_n balm_n into_o my_o sore_n and_o set_v i_o on_o my_o foot_n again_o the_o prodigal_n inquisition_n what_o shall_v i_o give_v 119._o to_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o that_o he_o have_v give_v to_o i_o if_o i_o look_v into_o my_o creation_n i_o see_v myself_o create_v of_o nothing_o if_o i_o look_v into_o my_o recreation_n i_o see_v myself_o renew_v that_o be_v become_v worse_o than_o nothing_o if_o i_o look_v into_o my_o daily_a conservation_n i_o see_v myself_o without_o god_n mercy_n hourly_a return_n to_o nothing_o as_o there_o be_v no_o august_n moment_n nor_o point_n of_o time_n wherein_o i_o stand_v not_o in_o need_n of_o god_n providence_n so_o shall_v there_o be_v no_o point_n of_o time_n wherein_o i_o ought_v not_o to_o show_v my_o thankfulness_n for_o that_o vice_n of_o all_o other_o be_v most_o hateful_a to_o the_o almighty_a it_o be_v call_v desiccans_fw-la ventus_fw-la dry_v up_o the_o fountain_n of_o god_n mercy_n far_o be_v it_o from_o i_o to_o stop_v the_o spring_n of_o god_n exceed_v bounty_n by_o my_o own_o unthankfulness_n but_o as_o i_o have_v receive_v much_o so_o to_o render_v unto_o the_o almighty_a for_o that_o i_o have_v receive_v in_o athens_n no_o vice_n be_v more_o extreme_o punish_v than_o vnthankefulnesse_n and_o among_o the_o persian_n such_o as_o be_v more_o ready_a to_o receive_v then_o give_v be_v mark_v with_o the_o note_n of_o infamy_n 147._o that_o lord_n who_o be_v good_a to_o all_o and_o who_o mercy_n be_v over_o all_o his_o work_n shall_v be_v daily_o praise_v and_o glorify_v in_o his_o work_n but_o how_o shall_v my_o soul_n praise_v the_o lord_n praise_n be_v not_o seemly_a in_o the_o mouth_n of_o a_o sinner_n i_o be_o a_o man_n of_o pollute_a lip_n and_o uncircumcised_a heart_n expose_v unto_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n conversant_a in_o thing_n outward_a satisfy_v the_o flesh_n and_o affection_n thereof_o how_o can_v i_o then_o praise_v the_o lord_n or_o if_o i_o praise_v he_o how_o shall_v my_o praise_n be_v acceptable_a unto_o he_o but_o shall_v i_o therefore_o hold_v my_o peace_n and_o cease_v to_o praise_v he_o who_o have_v prepare_v for_o my_o soul_n a_o mansion_n of_o peace_n no_o lord_n vae_fw-la tacentibus_fw-la i_o will_v declare_v thy_o mercy_n betimes_o in_o the_o morning_n and_o i_o will_v prevent_v the_o evening_n watch_v with_o my_o meditation_n my_o heart_n shall_v no_o long_o be_v divide_v from_o my_o lord_n for_o a_o heart_n divide_v can_v live_v saul_n say_v to_o samuel_n honour_v i_o before_o this_o people_n the_o prodigal_n treatise_n of_o the_o honourer_n of_o the_o worldling_n so_o the_o rich_a man_n say_v to_o his_o riches_n the_o ambitious_a man_n to_o his_o honour_n and_o preferment_n carnal_a man_n to_o his_o temporary_a delight_n honour_v i_o you_o riches_n honour_v i_o you_o preferment_n honour_v i_o you_o delight_n before_o this_o people_n but_o my_o soul_n shall_v disclaim_v these_o outward_a honour_n these_o like_o the_o pagan_n adore_v their_o imaginary_a god_n which_o notwithstanding_o will_v leave_v they_o miserable_a wretched_a and_o despicable_a here_o the_o italian_a have_v plutarch_n his_o saturn_n candie_n her_o jupiter_n samos_n her_o juno_n india_n her_o baccbus_n egypt_n her_o isis_n and_o osiris_n old_a troy_n her_o vesta_n tritonia_n in_o africa_n her_o pallas_n france_n and_o germany_n their_o mercury_n under_o the_o name_n of_o teuthe_n athens_n her_o minerva_n delphos_n apollo_n delos_n diana_n paphos_n venus_n thrace_n her_o mars_n lampsacho_n of_o hellespont_n her_o priapus_n and_o lypara_n with_o lemnos_n their_o vulcan_n and_o what_o do_v our_o christian_n else_o now_o adays_o they_o erect_v statue_n etc._n in_o honour_n of_o riches_n so_o do_v our_o worldling_n who_o scripture_n be_v his_o sculpturae_fw-la in_o honour_n of_o our_o great_a and_o eminent_a place_n such_o be_v our_o ambitious_a man_n other_o in_o gorgeous_a edifice_n with_o a_o dare_a motto_n upon_o they_o non_fw-la norunt_fw-la haec_fw-la monumenta_fw-la mori_fw-la and_o these_o be_v our_o vain_a man_n who_o build_v fair_a house_n for_o their_o body_n &_o let_v the_o mansion_n of_o their_o soul_n lie_v desolate_a other_o do_v satiate_v their_o boundless_a affection_n in_o the_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n of_o this_o world_n where_o like_o penelope_n wooer_n they_o contrive_v their_o one_o subversion_n how_o miserable_o be_v these_o man_n lead_v into_o captivity_n and_o