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or_o enjoy_v endless_a felicity_n in_o heaven_n and_o therefore_o of_o how_o much_o great_a worth_n and_o weight_n we_o think_v the_o soul_n and_o the_o eternal_a salvation_n or_o damnation_n thereof_o than_o the_o momentary_a health_n or_o sickness_n of_o our_o body_n so_o much_o great_a account_n and_o esteem_n ought_v we_o to_o make_v of_o the_o business_n of_o our_o soul_n then_o of_o any_o other_o worldly_a or_o bodily_a affair_n whatsoever_o for_o what_o avail_v it_o a_o man_n say_v christ_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o make_v wrack_n of_o his_o soul_n if_o therefore_o we_o keep_v diverse_a man_n for_o diverse_a office_n about_o our_o body_n and_o many_o thousand_o do_v live_v
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without_o he_o and_o so_o much_o more_o diligence_n ought_v there_o to_o be_v employ_v therein_o especial_o in_o this_o time_n wherein_o god_n be_v still_o ready_a to_o further_o our_o endeavour_n in_o this_o behalf_n whereas_o when_o time_n be_v expire_v condemn_v he_o may_v for_o our_o negligence_n or_o reward_v we_o for_o our_o carefulness_n but_o not_o help_v we_o any_o more_o to_o alter_v the_o state_n of_o our_o soul_n be_v it_o never_o so_o miserable_a four_o we_o may_v gather_v how_o material_a and_o important_a this_o matter_n be_v by_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n and_o his_o saint_n who_o withdraw_v themselves_o from_o all_o other_o worldly_a affair_n think_v it_o work_v enough_o to_o attend_v to_o this_o business_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o whosoever_o at_o this_o day_n be_v honour_v in_o god_n church_n they_o be_v honour_v only_o in_o this_o that_o they_o have_v with_o a_o glorious_a conclusion_n happy_o and_o constant_o accomplish_v this_o business_n to_o god_n glory_n and_o 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and_o these_o thing_n please_v i_o say_v the_o lord_n as_o who_o will_v say_v it_o be_v folly_n and_o vanity_n to_o glotie_n and_o rejoice_v in_o any_o other_o thing_n then_o in_o the_o knowledge_n and_o service_n of_o god_n and_o procure_v mercy_n and_o mild_a judgement_n for_o our_o soul_n the_o second_o consideration_n how_o we_o ought_v to_o arm_v our_o mind_n against_o temptation_n that_o happen_v when_o we_o seek_v earnest_o to_o serve_v god_n first_o see_v this_o business_n of_o our_o soul_n be_v of_o so_o great_a moment_n he_o that_o earnest_o go_v about_o the_o same_o must_v offer_v himself_o up_o unto_o god_n and_o be_v most_o ready_a to_o endure_v constant_o all_o the_o danger_n comber_n and_o difficulty_n that_o shall_v happen_v and_o resolve_v never_o by_o god_n grace_n to_o be_v dismay_v and_o beat_v back_o from_o his_o purpose_n by_o any_o trouble_n or_o encounter_v whatsoever_o know_v that_o glorious_a and_o honourable_a enterprise_n can_v never_o be_v achieve_v without_o many_o contradiction_n wherefore_o let_v he_o persuade_v himself_o that_o when_o he_o have_v settle_v his_o mind_n serious_o to_o follow_v this_o business_n hell_n itself_o and_o all_o the_o enemy_n of_o god_n and_o man_n soul_n will_v conspire_v against_o he_o the_o flesh_n to_o allure_v he_o to_o delight_n of_o the_o sense_n and_o to_o recall_v to_o the_o vomit_n of_o his_o abandon_a pleasure_n the_o world_n to_o entice_v he_o with_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n with_o minister_a occasion_n of_o sin_n and_o provoke_v by_o evil_a example_n yea_o if_o that_o will_v not_o serve_v by_o terrify_v he_o with_o persecution_n extortion_n obloquy_n slander_n and_o torment_n and_o with_o all_o kind_n of_o disgrace_n final_o the_o devil_n a_o profess_a enemy_n to_o all_o that_o take_v care_n of_o their_o soul_n will_v seek_v to_o entrap_v he_o with_o a_o thousand_o train_n passion_n and_o subtle_a temptation_n leave_v nothing_o that_o he_o think_v may_v remove_v a_o man_n from_o these_o endeavour_n tend_v to_o his_o salvation_n second_o the_o case_n stand_v thus_o let_v that_o say_n of_o scripture_n come_v to_o our_o mind_n my_o son_n come_v to_o the_o service_n of_o god_n stand_v in_o justice_n and_o fear_n and_o prepare_v thy_o soul_n unto_o temptation_n wherefore_o he_o that_o enter_v into_o the_o way_n of_o life_n must_v remember_v that_o he_o be_v not_o come_v to_o a_o play_n pastime_n or_o pleasure_n but_o to_o a_o continual_a rough_a battle_n and_o fight_n against_o most_o unplacable_a enemy_n and_o let_v he_o resolve_v himself_o never_o in_o this_o world_n to_o look_v for_o quiet_a and_o peace_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o for_o any_o truce_n for_o a_o moment_n of_o time_n but_o arm_v himself_o for_o a_o perpetual_a combat_n and_o rather_o think_v of_o a_o multitude_n of_o happy_a victory_n which_o by_o god_n grace_n he_o may_v attain_v then_o of_o any_o repose_n or_o quietness_n from_o the_o rage_n and_o assault_n of_o his_o enemy_n let_v he_o see_v and_o peruse_v the_o pattern_n of_o his_o captain_n course_n who_o from_o his_o birth_n to_o his_o death_n be_v in_o a_o restless_a battle_n persecute_v in_o his_o swaddle_a clout_n by_o herod_n annoy_v the_o rest_n of_o his_o infancy_n by_o banishment_n wander_v and_o need_n in_o the_o flower_n of_o his_o age_n slander_v hate_a pursue_v whip_v crucify_a and_o most_o barbarous_o misuse_v in_o the_o same_o sort_n be_v all_o his_o apostle_n and_o all_o his_o principal_a soldier_n handle_v for_o who_o he_o love_v he_o chastise_v and_o prove_v like_o gold_n in_o the_o furnace_n and_o therefore_o no_o man_n must_v think_v it_o a_o new_a thing_n to_o be_v tempt_v and_o trouble_v when_o he_o once_o run_v a_o virtuous_a course_n contrary_a to_o the_o like_n of_o his_o enemy_n for_o the_o disciple_n be_v not_o above_o his_o master_n nor_o the_o servant_n above_o his_o lord_n who_o as_o we_o see_v have_v the_o same_o entreaty_n three_o lest_o we_o shall_v be_v aghast_a and_o discourage_v at_o the_o expectation_n and_o fear_n of_o so_o many_o discomfort_n and_o the_o uncessant_a malice_n of_o so_o spiteful_a enemy_n let_v we_o remember_v the_o word_n of_o elizeus_fw-la that_o more_o stand_v with_o we_o then_o against_o us._n against_o the_o corruption_n of_o nature_n we_o have_v grace_n against_o the_o devil_n we_o have_v god_n who_o will_v never_o suffer_v we_o to_o be_v tempt_v above_o our_o force_n and_o strength_n against_o the_o power_n of_o hell_n we_o have_v the_o prayer_n of_o the_o faithful_a against_o the_o misery_n of_o the_o body_n we_o have_v the_o spiritual_a comfort_n of_o the_o mind_n which_o god_n allot_v in_o such_o measure_n as_o our_o necessity_n require_v and_o if_o there_o be_v nothing_o else_o this_o be_v enough_o to_o make_v trouble_n welcome_a in_o
be_v keep_v by_o the_o law_n and_o restrain_v by_o terror_n thereof_o from_o open_a wickedness_n math._n 23.13.16.23.25_o these_o hate_n the_o law_n but_o profess_v to_o love_v it_o psal_n 78.36_o 37._o these_o ashamed_a of_o their_o nakedness_n cover_v it_o with_o figleave_n or_o spider_n web_n of_o their_o own_o external_a righteousness_n isa_n 59.5.6_o these_o cry_n but_o god_n hear_v they_o not_o isa_n 1.15_o these_o change_n their_o word_n and_o work_n but_o not_o themselves_o gen._n 4.3_o &_o 28.8.9_o hos_fw-la 7.16_o these_o be_v in_o the_o house_n but_o as_o servant_n not_o as_o child_n john_n 8.35.36_o galat._n 4.22_o etc._n etc._n these_o go_v with_o their_o lamp_n but_o without_o oil_n they_o come_v to_o the_o feast_n but_o want_v the_o wedding_n garment_n mat._n 25_o 3._o &_o 22_o 11.1â—_n these_o be_v light_a before_o the_o world_n but_o darkness_n before_o god_n mat._n 6.2_o 5.16_o isa_n 58.2.3.8_o these_o though_o they_o see_v and_o know_v their_o sickness_n yet_o like_a to_o king_n asa_n they_o seek_v not_o the_o lord_n in_o their_o disease_n but_o to_o the_o physician_n or_o with_o salve_n and_o medicine_n of_o their_o own_o make_n think_v to_o cure_v themselves_o 2._o chro._n 16_o 12._o joh_n 5.40_o hos_fw-la 5.13_o these_o do_v not_o the_o evil_n which_o they_o love_v but_o the_o good_a which_o they_o love_v not_o num_fw-la 14.2.4.40_o these_o expect_v salvation_n by_o themselves_o and_o their_o own_o righteousness_n ronvere_n 10_o 3._o jer._n 2.35_o these_o under_o moses_n conduct_v perish_v by_o god_n hand_n in_o the_o desert_n and_o come_v not_o into_o the_o land_n of_o promise_n these_o both_o shall_v perish_v and_o be_v punish_v with_o everlasting_a perdition_n from_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n their_o portion_n shall_v be_v with_o the_o devil_n in_o the_o lake_n of_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n which_o be_v the_o second_o death_n mat._n 25.30.41_o &_o 24.51_o job_n 13.16_o 2._o thes_n 1.8.9_o reve._n 20.10.13.15_o the_o hypocrite_n hope_n shall_v perish_v job_n 8.13_o the_o rejoice_v of_o the_o wicked_a be_v short_a the_o joy_n of_o hypocrite_n be_v but_o a_o moment_n job_n 20.5_o saint_n that_o right_o believe_v and_o obey_v god_n word_n with_o their_o utmost_a power_n the_o friend_n of_o the_o lord_n psal_n 119.3.5_o 10.11_o etc._n etc._n these_o be_v bear_v anew_o not_o of_o blood_n nor_o of_o the_o will_n of_o the_o flesh_n or_o of_o man_n but_o of_o god_n therefore_o they_o savour_v the_o thing_n of_o god_n &_o mind_n heavenly_a thing_n be_v child_n of_o wisdom_n joh._n 6.13_o &_o 3.3_o luke_n 7.35_o these_o be_v call_v and_o choose_v of_o god_n be_v both_o in_o &_o of_o the_o church_n and_o so_o continue_v ephes_n 1.4_o etc._n etc._n job_n 17.9_o in_o these_o sin_n die_v and_o righteousness_n reviu_v daily_a both_o inward_o and_o outward_o rom._n 6.2_o 3_o 4_o etc._n etc._n to_o these_o the_o law_n be_v not_o give_v or_o it_o lie_v not_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d on_o they_o 1._o tim._n 1.9_o for_o they_o have_v the_o gospel_n the_o law_n and_o ministry_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o god_n word_n be_v write_v in_o fleshly_a table_n of_o their_o heart_n within_o and_o without_o by_o the_o finger_n of_o god_n and_o they_o all_o behold_v as_o in_o a_o mirror_n the_o glory_n of_o the_o lord_n with_o open_a face_n and_o be_v change_v into_o the_o same_o image_n from_o glory_n to_o glory_n as_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n 2._o cor_fw-la 33.18_o eze._n 11_o 19_o heb_fw-mi 8.10_o these_o be_v the_o right_a keeper_n of_o the_o law_n in_o spirit_n which_o sometime_o also_o be_v keep_v of_o the_o law_n till_o faith_n come_v psal_n 119.33_o 34._o gal._n 3.23_o 25._o these_o love_n the_o law_n and_o profess_v their_o love_n psalm_n 119.97_o rom._n 7.22_o these_o have_v their_o nakedness_n cover_v of_o christ_n and_o by_o the_o garment_n of_o his_o righteousness_n revel_v 3.18_o and_o 16.15_o these_o call_n upon_o god_n and_o he_o answer_v they_o jer._n 29.12.13_o these_o change_n both_o their_o action_n and_o themselves_o or_o rather_o be_v change_v of_o the_o lord_n rom._n 12.2_o these_o be_v no_o more_o stranger_n but_o child_n of_o god_n family_n wherein_o they_o abide_v for_o ever_o gal._n 4.28_o 1._o joh_n 3_o these_o go_v to_o meet_v the_o bridegroom_n with_o oil_n in_o their_o lamp_n &_o be_v array_v with_o the_o wedding_n robe_n mat._n 25.4_o these_o be_v light_a both_o before_o god_n and_o the_o world_n ephes_n 5.8_o mat._n â—_o 16_o phil._n 2.15_o these_o see_v their_o sin_n and_o feel_v themselves_o wound_v by_o those_o fiery_a serpent_n but_o lift_v up_o their_o eye_n to_o the_o serpent_n of_o brass_n they_o seek_v to_o christ_n only_o the_o physician_n of_o their_o soul_n number_n 21.8_o 9_o joh._n 3.14_o 15._o these_o love_n good_a and_o desire_n to_o do_v it_o yet_o do_v the_o evil_n which_o they_o hate_v rom._n 7.15_o these_o expect_v salvation_n only_o by_o christ_n righteousness_n not_o by_o themselves_o phil._n 3.9_o ronvere_n 3_o 24.28_o these_o after_o moses_n death_n be_v bring_v by_o jesus_n into_o the_o rest_n of_o canaan_n the_o rest_n that_o remain_v for_o the_o people_n of_o god_n heb._n 4.8.9_o these_o shall_v enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o their_o lord_n shall_v live_v and_o reign_v with_o he_o in_o heaven_n and_o with_o his_o holy_a angel_n for_o evermore_o amen_n mat._n 25.21.34.46_o the_o saint_n shall_v be_v preserve_v for_o ever_o psal_n 37.28_o and_o man_n shall_v say_v very_o there_o be_v fruit_n for_o the_o righteous_a doubtless_o there_o be_v a_o god_n that_o judge_v in_o the_o earth_n psal_n 58.11_o a_o prayer_n unto_o god_n the_o father_n thou_o that_o rule_a in_o the_o high_a reign_v for_o ever_o &_o only_a can_v do_v all_o thing_n god_n the_o governor_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n at_o who_o beck_n all_o creature_n tremble_v and_o the_o pillar_n of_o heaven_n shake_v o_o heavenly_a god_n perfect_a workman_n and_o potter_n i_o wretch_n make_v out_o of_o clay_n or_o rather_o of_o filthy_a mud_n 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