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this_o be_v continue_v pag._n 481_o chap._n 36._o 3._o the_o effect_n of_o this_o sad_a condition_n these_o be_v express_v according_a to_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o person_n thus_o deserted_n 1._o as_o they_o be_v sleep_v christian_n and_o they_o be_v 1._o careless_n pag._n 483_o 2._o decline_a in_o affection_n pag._n 484_o 3._o apt_a to_o he_o draw_v to_o evil_a ibid._n 2._o as_o they_o be_v awaken_v in_o these_o there_o be_v different_a working_n 1._o evil_n effect_n as_o 1._o heartless_a complaint_n pag._n 485_o 2._o fruitless_a complaint_n pag._n 486_o 3._o great_a unquietness_n express_v in_o three_o thing_n pag._n 487_o 2._o good_a effect_n as_o 1._o sorrow_n pag._n 490._o 2._o long_v desire_n pag._n 491_o 3._o repentance_n ibid._n 4._o subjection_n pag._n 492_o 4._o the_o cause_n of_o the_o restlessness_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o god_n pag._n 492_o 1._o from_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o subject_n express_v in_o five_o thing_n pag._n 492_o 2._o from_o the_o object_n in_o 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life_n my_o duty_n like_o thing_n without_o life_n and_o my_o unfaithfulnesse_n appear_v as_o the_o light_n in_o all_o my_o way_n i_o wonder_v how_o i_o can_v own_o such_o action_n which_o stand_v all_o like_a the_o child_n of_o beggar_n clothe_v with_o rag_n and_o full_a of_o vermin_n cast_v your_o eye_n upon_o other_o and_o say_v such_o as_o have_v less_o engagement_n less_o encouragement_n than_o i_o be_v get_v farâ—_n before_o i_o the_o last_o be_v first_o and_o the_o first_o last_n many_o be_v grieve_v and_o dull_v by_o my_o deadness_n that_o shall_v have_v be_v quicken_v by_o my_o life_n look_v up_o to_o god_n and_o say_v oh_o foolish_a and_o unjust_a man_n have_v i_o thus_o requite_v the_o lord_n my_o god_n look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o say_v i_o may_v by_o sow_v much_o have_v make_v my_o harvest_n rich_a and_o full_a but_o now_o it_o be_v just_a i_o shall_v reap_v little_a that_o have_v sow_v little_a yea_o that_o have_v sow_v vanity_n i_o shall_v reap_v iniquity_n 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