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the_o cross_n whence_o the_o true_a fruit_n be_v manifest_v see_v i_o tread_v no_o further_o then_o unto_o the_o state_n in_o which_o i_o then_o consist_v by_o suffer_v i_o always_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o chirst_n where_o the_o latter_a always_o discover_v the_o defect_n and_o imperfection_n of_o the_o former_a yet_o let_v every_o man_n mind_n his_o own_o call_n and_o observe_v it_o diligent_o so_o all_o in_o time_n will_v clear_o appear_v and_o come_v forth_o into_o the_o light_n salute_v p._n n._n our_o friend_n hearty_o god_n will_v look_v upon_o he_o to_o his_o advantage_n and_o will_v make_v his_o daily_a sigh_n fruitful_a through_o his_o eternal_a mercy_n which_o we_o be_v all_o to_o expect_v none_o except_v the_o lord_n endow_v thou_o with_o wisdom_n and_o prudence_n that_o thou_o may_v act_v aright_o in_o all_o thing_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v walk_v before_o he_o with_o tremble_v there_o be_v book_n enough_o for_o we_o to_o look_v into_o if_o we_o will_v but_o perpetual_o observe_v our_o own_o conscience_n that_o we_o may_v most_o accurate_o follow_v their_o dictate_v moreover_o through_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n we_o have_v the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n for_o our_o only_a external_a rule_n but_o the_o holy_a spirit_n above_o all_o these_o for_o our_o alone_a master_n or_o teacher_n bless_a be_v he_o who_o be_v deprive_v of_o his_o own_o proper_a wisdom_n and_o be_v instruct_v and_o instigate_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n alone_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o thou_o and_o with_o we_o amen_n epist._n xxxiv_o concern_v a_o certain_a danger_n that_o hang_v over_o that_o place_n by_o reason_n of_o persecution_n unto_o which_o he_o be_v about_o to_o go_v dear_a brother_n may_v the_o omnipotent_a lord_n preserve_v my_o mortify_a body_n according_a to_o his_o mercy_n in_o his_o divine_a will_n i_o have_v purpose_v to_o go_v to_o that_o place_n and_o to_o expect_v the_o will_n of_o god_n concern_v i_o beseech_v he_o from_o the_o most_o inward_a and_o deep_a bottom_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o he_o will_v set_v i_o before_o the_o enemy_n and_o that_o the_o remnant_n of_o my_o life_n which_o be_v very_o small_a may_v not_o tend_v to_o the_o destruction_n but_o to_o the_o salvation_n of_o any_o one_o this_o i_o beg_v from_o his_o eternal_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n withal_o hope_v that_o this_o danger_n will_v prove_v destruction_n to_o i_o only_o and_o will_v go_v no_o further_o the_o lord_n make_v know_v his_o will_n to_o i_o in_o this_o one_o desire_n of_o i_o according_a to_o his_o commiseration_n if_o the_o lord_n shall_v suffer_v i_o in_o this_o tabernacle_n tolerable_o to_o pass_v through_o so_o as_o still_o to_o subsist_v as_o i_o have_v occasion_n i_o shall_v signify_v it_o to_o thou_o but_o my_o brother_n which_o way_n soever_o i_o turn_v myself_o or_o look_v back_o all_o thing_n renounce_v i_o and_o of_o the_o present_a there_o remain_v no_o place_n more_o for_o i_o and_o therefore_o i_o convert_v myself_o to_o that_o which_o the_o forsake_v of_o all_o creature_n show_v unto_o i_o the_o omnipotent_a god_n take_v care_n to_o secure_v i_o under_o his_o own_o protection_n epist._n xxxv_o a_o answer_n send_v to_o his_o brother_n concern_v a_o woman_n that_o die_v also_o concern_v his_o own_o condition_n together_o with_o a_o devout_a exhortation_n most_o belove_a brother_n a_o real_a grief_n have_v possess_v i_o for_o the_o departure_n of_o that_o woman_n out_o of_o this_o temporary_a world_n i_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n that_o all_o will_v be_v do_v for_o a_o good_a end_n and_o from_o he_o i_o expect_v peace_n and_o tranquillity_n with_o commiserate_v grace_n which_o we_o all_o hunt_v after_o and_o hearty_o seek_v for_o our_o soul_n together_o with_o a_o expectation_n of_o a_o eternity_n to_o come_v i_o find_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o be_o now_o oblige_v to_o her_o child_n and_o i_o love_v they_o with_o a_o true_a tendency_n of_o mind_n according_a to_o my_o poor_a slender_a ability_n may_v the_o lord_n for_o his_o mercy-sake_n turn_v all_o for_o the_o better_a moreover_o as_o to_o what_o concern_v my_o condition_n the_o same_o kind_n of_o bond_n do_v always_o hold_v i_o bind_v according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o a_o disease_n and_o a_o infirmity_n so_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v the_o lord_n may_v he_o direct_v my_o way_n and_o bow_v they_o down_o under_o his_o fear_n in_o the_o obedience_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n and_o may_v he_o bestow_v free_o his_o grace_n on_o we_o all_o that_o we_o may_v continue_v our_o life_n in_o righteousness_n with_o devotion_n and_o a_o diligent_a observation_n of_o all_o our_o work_n and_o counsel_n lest_o in_o all_o our_o action_n there_o be_v somewhat_o find_v that_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n may_v the_o lord_n give_v his_o grace_n to_o we_o all_o that_o we_o may_v go_v forward_o in_o his_o way_n and_o bear_v such_o fruit_n as_o may_v be_v please_v to_o he_o in_o the_o eight_o follow_a epistle_n be_v somewhat_o describe_v of_o that_o great_a misery_n into_o which_o the_o lord_n cast_v he_o a_o little_a before_o his_o death_n i._o my_o brother_n my_o body_n have_v a_o increase_n of_o some_o strength_n just_a as_o a_o man_n grow_v but_o very_o slow_o so_o as_o it_o can_v scarce_o be_v observe_v though_o yet_o it_o proceed_v on_o yet_o be_v the_o purpose_n of_o god_n unknown_a to_o i_o although_o like_o a_o pestiferous_a cloud_n a_o many_o difficulty_n and_o sorrow_n be_v set_v before_o my_o eye_n out_o of_o which_o i_o can_v spy_v no_o deliverance_n but_o by_o death_n that_o so_o i_o may_v whole_o penetrate_v even_o unâ—â—_n god_n which_o will_v come_v to_o pass_v if_o the_o time_n shall_v prove_v prosperous_a yea_o and_o further_o also_o of_o all_o mean_n
be_v no_o long_o desire_v when_o viz._n any_o one_o desire_n to_o arrive_v at_o the_o true_a substance_n or_o essence_n there_o be_v a_o claritude_n give_v which_o foretell_v to_o a_o man_n that_o essence_n of_o the_o thing_n in_o which_o he_o be_v not_o yet_o get_v and_o to_o which_o he_o at_o last_o come_v just_o as_o a_o flower_n be_v a_o certain_a demonstration_n of_o the_o fruit_n that_o be_v to_o come_v in_o the_o future_a chap._n xix_o when_o the_o lord_n say_v to_o the_o young_a son_n my_o son_n go_v and_o work_n in_o the_o vineyard_n to_o day_n and_o he_o answer_v i_o go_v lord_n but_o come_v unto_o the_o elder_a he_o also_o say_v go_v work_n in_o the_o vineyard_n and_o he_o answer_v i_o will_v not_o those_o two_o son_n be_v but_o one_o man._n for_o when_o a_o man_n begin_v he_o will_v do_v all_o he_o will_v suppress_v sin_n purify_v himself_o he_o will_v worship_n love_n and_o adore_v god_n and_o adhere_v unto_o he_o etc._n etc._n he_o think_v that_o he_o be_v able_a to_o perform_v all_o this_o but_o when_o the_o business_n come_v to_o trial_n than_o a_o man_n at_o last_o apprehend_v that_o he_o can_v scarce_o observe_v the_o outward_a show_n of_o virtue_n or_o righteousness_n and_o that_o also_o with_o much_o indignation_n and_o reluctancy_n because_o he_o have_v not_o that_o true_a essential_a righteousness_n and_o virtue_n whence_o true_a desire_n spring_v for_o it_o be_v essential_a virtue_n only_o that_o make_v a_o man_n pleasant_a and_o willing_a to_o do_v whatsoever_o he_o be_v to_o do_v and_o to_o omit_v whatsoever_o he_o be_v to_o omit_v and_o if_o this_o virtue_n be_v essential_o in_o he_o then_o be_v he_o more_o backward_o and_o full_a of_o loathe_v against_o vice_n than_o he_o be_v before_o against_o virtue_n when_o vice_n be_v yet_o in_o the_o throne_n therefore_o unless_o the_o very_a root_n of_o vice_n and_o of_o unrighteousness_n whence_o external_a wickedness_n do_v spring_n as_o the_o fruit_n of_o a_o corrupt_a tree_n be_v purge_v out_o no_o true_a virtue_n or_o real_a and_o substantial_a righteousness_n can_v grow_v forth_o in_o a_o man_n and_o therefore_o all_o man_n be_v liar_n and_o have_v only_o the_o outside-shew_a of_o righteousness_n without_o the_o true_a essence_n of_o the_o thing_n for_o the_o thing_n come_v not_o forth_o out_o of_o the_o mind_n because_o the_o mind_n have_v not_o receive_v it_o for_o the_o heart_n of_o that_o man_n that_o be_v full_a of_o any_o thing_n the_o man_n himself_o be_v the_o most_o subject_v servant_n to_o that_o thing_n also_o sin_n be_v not_o hearty_o or_o from_o the_o mind_n omit_v as_o be_v yet_o in_o the_o mind_n though_o as_o to_o show_v it_o may_v be_v omit_v i_o say_v not_o all_o this_o for_o this_o purpose_n that_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o wait_v so_o long_o to_o omit_v the_o show_n of_o the_o vice_n and_o perform_v a_o show_n of_o virtue_n till_o vice_n inward_o also_o be_v extirpate_v and_o essential_a virtue_n implant_v but_o that_o none_o shall_v remain_v content_v if_o as_o to_o the_o show_n only_o he_o omit_v vice_n and_o have_v the_o possession_n of_o virtue_n nor_o that_o then_o he_o account_v of_o himself_o for_o a_o just_a man_n or_o shall_v think_v that_o he_o have_v then_o so_o fulfil_v righteousness_n and_o to_o have_v depart_v from_o sin_n for_o we_o must_v earnest_o pray_v both_o by_o night_n and_o by_o day_n that_o it_o be_v omit_v hearty_o or_o out_o of_o the_o mind_n which_o external_o be_v omit_v as_o to_o the_o show_n thereof_o but_o the_o truth_n be_v that_o be_v not_o the_o work_n of_o man_n but_o of_o god_n only_o for_o it_o be_v not_o possible_a for_o any_o man_n to_o extirpate_v sin_n from_o the_o root_n itself_o but_o a_o man_n can_v suffer_v only_o that_o god_n may_v do_v that_o according_a to_o his_o faithful_a promise_n if_o a_o man_n can_v perform_v that_o thing_n it_o will_v not_o be_v a_o constant_a or_o a_o abide_a thing_n because_o whatsoever_o a_o man_n do_v be_v inconstant_a and_o be_v annihilate_v again_o by_o man_n if_o therefore_o a_o man_n shall_v suppress_v sin_n it_o will_v again_o bud_v forth_o for_o the_o work_n of_o a_o man_n be_v not_o permanent_a or_o last_a but_o may_v be_v break_v off_o by_o other_o but_o that_o which_o god_n work_v be_v subject_a to_o no_o destruction_n when_o he_o suppress_v sin_n and_o extirpate_v it_o it_o must_v remain_v suppress_v for_o evermore_o and_o righteousness_n implant_v in_o its_o stead_n must_v abide_v the_o same_o to_o all_o eternity_n chap._n xx._n this_o be_v the_o meaning_n of_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o two_o son_n who_o shall_v go_v and_o labour_n in_o the_o vineyard_n he_o that_o will_v not_o do_v it_o he_o do_v it_o that_o be_v he_o come_v so_o far_o as_o to_o confess_v that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o he_o to_o extirpate_v sin_n and_o to_o implant_v righteousness_n and_o when_o he_o thus_o become_v deficient_a in_o himself_o and_o despair_v thereof_o he_o wait_v for_o the_o gracious_a promise_n of_o god_n viz._n that_o god_n himself_o will_v do_v that_o when_o it_o prove_v impossible_a for_o man_n to_o do_v it_o and_o that_o same_o will_n to_o perform_v of_o the_o first_o son_n and_o all_o his_o other_o action_n and_o omission_n exercise_v as_o to_o show_v be_v prefigure_v by_o abraham_n beget_v ishmael_n for_o he_o bring_v he_o forth_o by_o work_v he_o himself_o do_v it_o but_o he_o be_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n but_o he_o can_v not_o produce_v isaac_n by_o work_v for_o as_o to_o he_o he_o be_v to_o wait_v on_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n viz._n that_o god_n himself_o shall_v work_v it_o and_o he_o be_v bear_v after_o the_o spirit_n and_o when_o these_o thing_n be_v fulfil_v whatever_o be_v to_o be_v omit_v be_v omit_v without_o labour_n and_o whatever_o be_v do_v be_v do_v without_o labour_n for_o the_o lord_n have_v willing_a servant_n who_o do_v all_o willing_o and_o omit_v also_o because_o that_o which_o at_o first_o make_v a_o man_n backward_o and_o loath_a be_v extirpate_v and_o in_o its_o room_n righteousness_n be_v implant_v to_o resist_v the_o break_n out_o of_o sin_n by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n and_o to_o have_v a_o show_n of_o virtue_n can_v be_v do_v with_o man_n work_v but_o the_o extirpation_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o implantation_n of_o righteousness_n be_v do_v without_o man_n work_v according_a to_o the_o word_n of_o promise_n which_o be_v to_o be_v expect_v with_o desire_n if_o this_o shall_v once_o come_v upon_o we_o it_o can_v be_v again_o suppress_v but_o must_v remain_v eternal_o before_o christ_n come_v the_o law_n and_o make_v a_o man_n contrite_a and_o and_z sorrowful_a so_o as_o if_o a_o man_n will_v submit_v unto_o it_o he_o will_v desire_v christ_n that_o which_o the_o law_n show_v it_o do_v not_o take_v away_o and_o that_o which_o it_o command_v it_o do_v not_o give_v but_o at_o length_n christ_n come_v and_o take_v away_o what_o the_o law_n have_v discover_v viz._n sin_n and_o he_o implane_v what_o the_o law_n have_v command_v viz._n righteousness_n therefore_o christ_n come_v at_o last_o and_o he_o do_v all_o this_o and_o then_o begin_v in_o man_n the_o time_n of_o the_o new_a testament_n that_o in_o he_o all_o thing_n may_v be_v fulfil_v and_o confirm_v which_o have_v be_v promise_v of_o christ_n but_o before_o this_o he_o live_v under_o the_o law_n viz._n in_o the_o time_n of_o the_o old_a testament_n and_o want_v christ_n the_o friend_n of_o god_n live_v in_o the_o continual_a death_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o in_o mind_n they_o live_v and_o be_v free_a to_o rejoice_v in_o sorrow_n and_o to_o live_v in_o death_n be_v to_o take_v safety_n from_o one_o enemy_n for_o what_o enemy_n be_v great_a than_o death_n and_o yet_o out_o of_o it_o how_o much_o health_n spring_v for_o by_o death_n we_o be_v separate_v from_o that_o which_o come_v into_o we_o by_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n before_o death_n a_o man_n have_v a_o kingdom_n in_o god_n but_o in_o death_n god_n have_v or_o give_v a_o kingdom_n in_o man_n man_n be_v lead_v against_o his_o will_n into_o this_o death_n as_o christ_n say_v unto_o peter_n when_o thou_o be_v young_a thou_o do_v gird_n thyself_o and_o go_v whither_o thou_o will_v but_o when_o thou_o shall_v be_v old_a thoâ—_n shall_v stretch_v out_o thy_o hand_n and_o another_o shalâ—_n bound_v thou_o and_o lead_v thou_o whither_o thou_o wouldâ—â—_n not_o a_o man_n ought_v not_o to_o depart_v from_o man_n that_o be_v his_o adversary_n for_o be_v with_o they_o he_o be_v prepare_v and_o his_o foundation_n be_v uncover_v to_o he_o but_o let_v he_o depart_v from_o those_o who_o esteem_v high_o of_o he_o lest_o perhaps_o he_o fall_v into_o pride_n to_o gross_a work_n there_o be_v need_n
in_o the_o death_n and_o not_o in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n it_o much_o more_o behoove_v he_o to_o possess_v use_v know_v and_o behold_v the_o creature_n in_o the_o same_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n for_o if_o this_o be_v to_o be_v do_v inward_o as_o to_o god_n much_o more_o ought_v it_o to_o be_v do_v outward_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n for_o all_o thing_n must_v be_v behold_v and_o apply_v in_o death_n and_o not_o in_o life_n if_o it_o be_v to_o the_o right_o do_v whilst_o therefore_o we_o be_v not_o yet_o dead_a but_o be_v yet_o alive_a we_o ought_v to_o be_v lift_v up_o on_o the_o cross_n and_o lay_v down_o such_o a_o life_n under_o a_o just_a judgement_n for_o else_o we_o can_v be_v conversant_a in_o or_o with_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n unless_o when_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n and_o our_o conversation_n which_o be_v without_o death_n be_v no_o conversation_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o though_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n it_o may_v have_v a_o semblance_n yet_o it_o can_v stand_v before_o god_n but_o when_o life_n be_v as_o be_v say_v so_o lay_v down_o we_o be_v by_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n raise_v up_o again_o into_o a_o new_a life_n for_o unless_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n shall_v be_v we_o shall_v remain_v eternal_o in_o death_n when_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n leave_v all_o do_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n he_o beg_v to_o be_v hear_v of_o he_o in_o his_o kingdom_n therefore_o he_o yield_v up_o himself_o into_o conformity_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n wherefore_o also_o he_o be_v conform_v also_o in_o the_o resurrection_n he_o be_v crucify_v by_o law_n which_o like_o a_o just_a magistrate_n do_v not_o desist_v from_o he_o till_o it_o have_v throw_v he_o into_o death_n and_o then_o he_o have_v finish_v his_o office_n and_o so_o become_v justify_v from_o â—in_a he_o also_o revive_v not_o any_o more_o into_o â—hat_n life_n to_o which_o he_o die_v by_o the_o law_n otherwise_o the_o law_n will_v have_v have_v power_n over_o he_o again_o but_o christ_n vivify_v he_o another_o way_n and_o in_o his_o resurrection_n raise_v he_o up_o again_o into_o eternal_a life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o then_o the_o law_n have_v no_o more_o power_n over_o he_o for_o that_o life_n for_o which_o satan_n by_o mean_n of_o the_o law_n accuse_v a_o man_n be_v judge_v by_o and_o through_o death_n and_o be_v take_v out_o oâ—_n the_o way_n all_o that_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n must_v die_v in_o the_o wilderness_n but_o their_o child_n come_v into_o the_o promise_a land_n by_o these_o particular_n that_o fruit_n be_v denote_v which_o follow_v upon_o a_o go_v out_o when_o a_o man_n come_v into_o the_o land_n of_o promise_n and_o there_o grow_v fat_a and_o gross_a if_o then_o he_o do_v not_o behave_v himself_o right_o he_o be_v again_o expel_v into_o the_o land_n of_o the_o north_n where_o much_o misery_n grief_n and_o pain_n 〈◊〉_d sustain_v till_o the_o lord_n do_v bring_v he_o from_o thence_o again_o then_o he_o enter_v into_o again_o by_o another_o way_n viz._n with_o a_o greâ—ter_a glory_n and_o riches_n then_o before_o anâ—_n than_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v cast_v out_o again_o fâ—â—_v though_o they_o which_o return_v from_o babylon_n do_v not_o find_v that_o in_o the_o temple_n which_o they_o have_v before_o yet_o the_o glory_n of_o thâ—_n last_o temple_n be_v great_a than_o that_o of_o the_o first_o chap._n xxviii_o when_o a_o man_n lose_v himself_o he_o never_v find_v himself_o the_o same_o again_o as_o he_o be_v when_o he_o lose_v himself_o and_o he_o know_v not_o the_o fruit_n as_o yet_o of_o that_o lose_n of_o himself_o when_o he_o as_o yet_o have_v not_o see_v it_o or_o experience_v it_o when_o corruption_n be_v present_a fruit_n do_v not_o present_o appear_v for_o that_o do_v grow_v by_o degree_n even_o to_o its_o full_a ripeness_n he_o that_o be_v free_a from_o all_o person_n have_v need_n that_o he_o be_v free_a also_o in_o his_o own_o person_n and_o that_o not_o only_o notional_o but_o also_o essential_o when_o a_o man_n have_v lose_v be_v body_n he_o never_o find_v it_o the_o same_o again_o but_o in_o his_o soul_n he_o find_v a_o supernatural_a understanding_n light_n and_o claritude_n and_o whâ—â—â—â—ver_o then_o he_o understand_v of_o god_n be_v 〈◊〉_d â—et_a god_n but_o rather_o the_o contrary_n 〈◊〉_d a_o â—herefore_o he_o have_v find_v his_o soul_n so_o 〈◊〉_d also_o â—ust_z he_o again_o lose_v it_o as_o before_o he_o 〈◊〉_d do_v be_v body_n so_o as_o he_o shall_v never_o firâ—â—â—ed_v it_o such_o a_o soul_n again_o but_o the_o calamity_n of_o this_o destruction_n and_o death_n be_v vast_a but_o out_o of_o these_o a_o man_n come_v into_o the_o true_a essence_n viz._n god_n and_o then_o that_o be_v much_o more_o essential_a than_o it_o be_v at_o first_o when_o he_o be_v to_o lose_v himself_o with_o so_o great_a a_o anguish_n and_o death_n chap._n xxix_o when_o a_o man_n lose_v himself_o as_o to_o the_o body_n he_o afterward_o find_v himself_o as_o to_o his_o soul_n in_o the_o supernatural_a understanding_n knowledge_n vision_n and_o use_v then_o when_o he_o again_o lose_v himself_o as_o to_o his_o soul_n he_o be_v strip_v of_o all_o these_o again_o and_o then_o arise_v great_a calamity_n hell_n and_o misery_n yet_o if_o he_o go_v forth_o out_o of_o they_o than_o he_o find_v himself_o in_o the_o vision_n of_o god_n and_o in_o such_o wisdom_n understanding_n and_o claritude_n as_o the_o former_a understand_a vision_n and_o use_n of_o his_o soul_n when_o he_o first_o â—ost_o his_o body_n can_v not_o comprehend_v christ_n therefore_o so_o assume_v humanity_n 〈◊〉_d that_o he_o be_v unite_v therewith_o but_o 〈◊〉_d after_o that_o the_o inferior_a power_n also_o aâ—_n to_o be_v assume_v by_o he_o there_o be_v yet_o need_v of_o another_o death_n then_o a_o man_n stand_v in_o a_o full_a purpose_n of_o persevere_v in_o christ_n and_o never_o to_o go_v back_o again_o from_o he_o just_o like_o he_o who_o sit_v at_o a_o table_n spread_v and_o fill_v with_o various_a and_o delicate_a sort_n of_o food_n desire_v not_o to_o depart_v from_o thence_o or_o like_o he_o who_o live_v well_o and_o sound_n desire_v not_o to_o kill_v himself_o how_o much_o misery_n and_o difficulty_n of_o death_n be_v require_v before_o a_o man_n be_v purify_v â—s_v know_v to_o they_o who_o have_v experience_v the_o thing_n and_o when_o a_o man_n be_v purge_v and_o prepare_v for_o the_o seed_n of_o god_n that_o â—t_a may_v be_v sow_o yet_o he_o do_v not_o hitherto_o apprehend_v nor_o perceive_v that_o seed_n and_o know_v not_o that_o he_o be_v sow_o therewith_o until_o it_o come_v up_o nor_o yet_o do_v it_o come_v up_o until_o it_o be_v corrupt_v in_o the_o earth_n how_o great_a misery_n and_o anguish_n in_o duong_n be_v require_v to_o that_o corruption_n of_o the_o â—eed_n be_v also_o know_v to_o they_o who_o have_v â—elt_v it_o this_o death_n of_o the_o soul_n happen_v â—fter_o the_o death_n of_o the_o body_n be_v past_a for_o a_o â—eath_n also_o belong_v to_o the_o soul_n both_o which_o death_n must_v be_v fulfil_v in_o a_o man_n when_o the_o body_n be_v lose_v the_o soul_n also_o must_v be_v lose_v and_o this_o be_v that_o same_o talon_n which_o the_o lord_n require_v of_o the_o man_n beside_o those_o ten_o for_o both_o sum_n be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o he_o will_v have_v both_o pay_v unto_o himself_o that_o which_o be_v say_v before_o concern_v the_o seed_n sow_o in_o a_o purify_a mind_n which_o be_v not_o perceive_v until_o it_o be_v corrupt_v and_o growth_n forth_o the_o very_a same_o thing_n do_v more_o clear_o appear_v from_o the_o similtude_n of_o the_o field_n sow_o with_o corn._n chap._n xxx_o in_o a_o man_n from_o who_o sin_n be_v take_v away_o and_o who_o be_v purge_v again_o from_o sin_n no_o more_o motion_n thereof_o be_v find_v in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o mind_n for_o from_o a_o root_n cleanse_v from_o all_o sin_n how_o can_v any_o evil_a spring_n forth_o for_o that_o will_v be_v â—â—sign_n that_o somewhat_o be_v still_o deficient_a there_o and_o that_o the_o bottom_n be_v not_o whole_o purify_v if_o plato_n have_v have_v his_o foundation_n thorough_o purge_v he_o have_v not_o indulge_v his_o anger_n over_o his_o servant_n whâ—â—_n motion_n soever_o happen_v in_o they_o that_o aâ—â—urified_v proceed_v not_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o their_o mind_n but_o from_o without_o only_a and_o such_o do_v present_o drive_v they_o out_o again_o whether_o it_o be_v anger_n or_o honour_n or_o ambition_n or_o such_o like_a to_o a_o man_n once_o purify_v there_o be_v yet_o need_v of_o a_o close_a purification_n â—nd_v after_o that_o of_o another_o yet_o more_o close_o death_n and_o
for_o where_o the_o virtue_n of_o divine_a will_n be_v feel_v there_o such_o word_n do_v excite_v consternation_n therefore_o it_o be_v not_o for_o he_o to_o say_v i_o hope_v it_o will_v be_v so_o or_o so_o or_o so_o it_o shall_v be_v or_o so_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v and_o the_o like_a but_o he_o say_v thus_o 〈◊〉_d hope_v the_o lord_n will_v do_v it_o christ_n say_v i_o be_o the_o truth_n we_o think_v that_o christ_n be_v with_o we_o and_o that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o we_o be_v by_o nature_n but_o thus_o he_o be_v contrary_a to_o we_o and_o be_v our_o death_n chap._n viii_o all_o ceremony_n conform_v themselves_o according_a to_o god_n and_o be_v a_o representation_n of_o the_o hide_a truth_n but_o they_o do_v not_o conform_v themselves_o unto_o our_o weakness_n as_o some_o say_v yea_o and_o that_o god_n give_v they_o because_o of_o our_o weakness_n when_o as_o other_o wise_a they_o have_v not_o be_v necessary_a to_o which_o opinion_n we_o must_v assent_v yea_o furthermore_o they_o say_v that_o the_o very_a incarnation_n of_o christ_n be_v to_o be_v thus_o adorn_v which_o opinion_n be_v it_o far_o from_o we_o he_o that_o be_v upon_o a_o right_a foundation_n and_o have_v a_o understand_a heart_n will_v be_v whole_o opposite_a to_o these_o opinion_n for_o such_o a_o one_o feel_v and_o know_v that_o without_o the_o incarnation_n of_o christ_n no_o salvation_n can_v be_v find_v on_o the_o earth_n and_o that_o ceremony_n together_o with_o all_o creature_n be_v only_o a_o representation_n of_o the_o heavenly_a truth_n and_o that_o they_o be_v all_o conformeâ—_n according_a to_o god_n but_o not_o according_a to_o we_o and_o so_o also_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v and_o therefore_o they_o judge_v too_o dry_o concern_v they_o who_o say_v they_o be_v toy_n and_o trifle_n as_o also_o they_o do_v attribute_v too_o much_o to_o they_o who_o be_v glue_v fast_o unto_o they_o and_o from_o they_o do_v make_v god_n to_o themselves_o and_o set_v they_o in_o the_o place_n of_o the_o true_a substance_n they_o err_v on_o both_o hand_n wherefore_o we_o be_v to_o wait_v for_o a_o right_a judgement_n in_o all_o thing_n from_o the_o lord_n and_z and_z to_o fear_v least_o any_o thing_n be_v rash_o add_v from_o our_o opinion_n for_o opinion_n deceive_v we_o where_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n be_v feel_v and_o be_v conquer_v and_o break_v a_o man_n be_v cast_v into_o great_a affliction_n but_o when_o a_o man_n put_v that_o affliction_n from_o he_o and_o put_v it_o upon_o christ_n as_o if_o he_o have_v satisfy_v for_o it_o and_o that_o that_o satisfaction_n ought_v to_o be_v impute_v to_o a_o man_n and_o to_o be_v fulfil_v in_o he_o so_o as_o that_o sin_n be_v to_o be_v take_v away_o and_o righteousness_n to_o be_v fulfil_v there_o a_o man_n have_v not_o a_o true_a sense_n of_o sin_n but_o neglectâ—th_v it_o with_o a_o light_a mind_n this_o opinion_n also_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o writing_n of_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o doctrine_n of_o the_o apostle_n who_o testify_v that_o christ_n must_v snatch_v a_o man_n out_o of_o sin_n and_o let_v up_o righteousness_n and_o break_v the_o serpent_n head_n and_o overcome_v all_o thing_n and_o that_o this_o victory_n ought_v to_o be_v do_v in_o a_o man_n and_o not_o to_o remain_v without_o he_o rom._n 8._o 4._o for_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v a_o people_n in_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v do_v and_o fulfil_v which_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o apostle_n and_o all_o ceremony_n testify_v let_v no_o man_n therefore_o deceive_v himself_o by_o impose_v upon_o christ_n any_o thing_n without_o himself_o where_o god_n do_v possess_v a_o man_n there_o god_n reign_v and_o keep_v he_o but_o man_n be_v not_o at_o all_o touch_v with_o any_o care_n for_o what_o belong_v to_o god_n but_o a_o man_n be_v not_o to_o eye_v any_o thing_n but_o his_o littleness_n and_o emptyness_n that_o be_v his_o selfishness_n this_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o upon_o that_o account_n he_o bow_v under_o all_o and_o judge_v himself_o to_o be_v worser_o more_o foolish_a and_o more_o unworthy_a than_o all_o man_n all_o the_o rest_n that_o be_v any_o thing_n be_v god_n and_o be_v due_a to_o god_n nor_o do_v it_o concern_v man_n but_o if_o any_o one_o depart_v from_o his_o nothingness_n will_v arrogate_v to_o himself_o the_o thing_n which_o beâ—ong_v unto_o god_n that_o will_v prove_v the_o high_a pride_n and_o the_o most_o heavy_a fall_v chap._n ix_o when_o any_o one_o be_v give_v up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n there_o be_v nothing_o so_o heavy_a nor_o so_o painful_a which_o he_o can_v bear_v in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n without_o election_n but_o as_o god_n will_v so_o be_v a_o thing_n commend_v to_o he_o who_o will_v do_v all_o thing_n and_o where_o that_o be_v there_o be_v peace_n and_o no_o where_o else_o a_o certain_a person_n say_v such_o as_o the_o judgement_n be_v so_o i_o suffer_v under_o a_o heavy_a judgement_n heavy_o under_o a_o light_a judgement_n light_o when_o one_o also_o be_v ashamed_a befote_n his_o neighbour_n because_o of_o that_o for_o who_o sake_n he_o be_v ashamed_a before_o god_n conscience_n be_v more_o at_o quiet_a but_o when_o one_o for_o a_o secret_a hide_a baseness_n blush_v not_o before_o man_n conscience_n be_v burden_v and_o therefore_o here_o we_o must_v be_v bind_v and_o no_o man_n ought_v to_o be_v ashamed_a when_o he_o be_v oblige_v to_o confess_v himself_o guilty_a before_o his_o neighbour_n god_n keep_v his_o promise_n but_o we_o understand_v they_o perverse_o until_o their_o own_o â—ime_n come_v when_o we_o see_v what_o they_o be_v and_o to_o who_o they_o belong_v he_o who_o will_n be_v resign_v he_o want_v appropriation_n and_o its_o the_o same_o to_o he_o whither_o the_o thing_n be_v or_o be_v not_o he_o who_o have_v a_o will_n yield_v up_o to_o god_n he_o esteemâ—â—â—_n for_o heavenly_a whatsoeur_fw-fr happen_v to_o he_o for_o all_o that_o be_v god_n to_o he_o and_o god_n be_v heavenly_a whatsoever_o fall_v out_o to_o he_o be_v 〈◊〉_d advantage_n disadvantage_n peace_n disquiet_a riches_n poverty_n bitter_a sweet_a heat_n cold_a hunger_n thirst_n honour_n dishonour_n yet_o aâ—â—_n all_o these_o god_n to_o he_o and_o consequent_o heaven_n he_o be_v also_o without_o appropriation_n and_o nothing_o else_o please_v he_o as_o if_o 〈◊〉_d be_v heaven_n unless_o that_o god_n will_v it_o but_o before_o any_o one_o come_v thither_o many_o thing_n be_v require_v especial_o time_n he_o who_o want_v this_o resign_v will_n esteem_v all_o that_o be_v against_o his_o own_o will_n for_o torment_n and_o hell_n yea_o even_o those_o thing_n which_o of_o themselves_o be_v pleasant_a out_o proper_a will_n therefore_o be_v to_o be_v discard_v and_o to_o this_o purpose_n serve_v our_o exercise_n o_o how_o bitter_a be_v death_n to_o he_o who_o be_v yield_v up_o to_o life_n all_o thing_n perish_v but_o god_n and_o what_o be_v unite_v to_o he_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v such_o a_o terror_n to_o the_o flesh_n that_o when_o any_o thing_n be_v 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it_o can_v be_v do_v and_o he_o must_v die_v and_o god_n must_v fulfil_v the_o law_n in_o his_o stead_n that_o which_o a_o man_n think_v he_o shall_v do_v in_o his_o life_n that_o be_v at_o last_o perform_v in_o his_o death_n when_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n be_v real_o in_o a_o man_n also_o his_o resurrection_n be_v real_o in_o he_o if_o one_o be_v real_a such_o also_o be_v the_o other_o if_o the_o one_o be_v only_o notional_a so_o also_o be_v the_o other_o for_o there_o be_v divers_a resurrection_n a_o man_n give_v up_o to_o god_n belong_v to_o god_n and_o he_o have_v no_o propriety_n but_o be_v a_o stranger_n to_o himself_o whatever_o therefore_o god_n or_o
figure_n into_o mere_a estence_n he_o that_o thus_o ascend_v in_o image_n must_v now_o also_o die_v even_o to_o himself_o because_o by_o this_o his_o asent_a and_o go_v forward_o in_o image_n he_o be_v prepare_v so_o as_o he_o can_v be_v how_o touch_v with_o this_o death_n by_o which_o he_o die_v and_o be_v corrupt_v and_o then_o he_o suffer_v a_o death_n of_o all_o his_o ornament_n and_o gift_n yea_o of_o his_o own_o self_n and_o therefore_o he_o can_v never_o be_v restore_v more_o nor_o be_v make_v glad_a by_o any_o mean_n because_o the_o joy_n be_v reserve_v for_o he_o that_o abide_v after_o death_n as_o the_o prophet_n faith_n these_o shall_v be_v write_v for_o the_o generation_n to_o come_v and_o the_o people_n which_o shall_v be_v create_v shall_v praise_v the_o lord_n and_o again_o thy_o labour_n shall_v be_v reward_v and_o thy_o posterity_n shall_v rejoice_v therein_o this_o be_v that_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o fruit_n which_o spring_v out_o of_o that_o death_n and_o corruption_n and_o hence_o spring_v glory_n to_o the_o lord_n this_o be_v that_o bottle_n that_o can_v hold_v new_a wine_n which_o a_o natural_a man_n can_v contain_v though_o he_o shall_v have_v a_o state_n very_o pure_a and_o noble_a this_o be_v the_o seed_n whence_o conception_n arise_v wherefore_o it_o be_v not_o in_o vain_a nor_o be_v it_o in_o vain_a that_o by_o the_o good_a help_n of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d have_v separate_v himself_o and_o dispose_v himself_o unto_o divine_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v he_o compel_v to_o follow_v order_n and_o so_o he_o act_v right_o and_o have_v not_o do_v right_o unless_o he_o have_v do_v so_o because_o he_o will_v have_v be_v disobedient_a to_o god_n who_o be_v a_o god_n of_o order_n and_o lead_v a_o man_n in_o order_n whence_o eternal_a death_n that_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n will_v follow_v a_o man_n must_v be_v lead_v in_o order_n even_o unto_o his_o death_n for_o unless_o he_o shall_v follow_v order_n he_o will_v certain_o remain_v unprepared_a nor_o will_v ever_o come_v thereto_o and_o therefore_o we_o must_v first_o endeavour_v to_o yield_v ready_a obedience_n and_o always_o to_o attend_v to_o that_o which_o be_v next_o and_o also_o from_o the_o very_a first_o beginning_n the_o cross_n will_v not_o be_v want_v and_o by_o the_o way_n thereof_o we_o shall_v go_v by_o what_o a_o man_n depart_v from_o earthly_a thing_n in_o obedience_n to_o his_o conscience_n by_o that_o be_v he_o atlength_n right_o prepare_v to_o come_v into_o the_o earth_n that_o be_v into_o the_o corruption_n of_o himself_o and_o that_o which_o grow_v out_o of_o this_o stand_v before_o god_n this_o corrupttion_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n ought_v to_o last_v even_o to_o the_o corporal_a death_n of_o a_o man_n and_o after_o that_o the_o tender_a twig_n at_o last_o spring_v forth_o but_o the_o mind_n here_o even_o yet_o before_o the_o corporal_a death_n come_v into_o the_o resurrection_n and_o be_v make_v a_o son_n of_o grace_n and_o of_o the_o covenant_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n now_o pour_v forth_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n christ_n wash_v we_o from_o sin_n by_o his_o blood_n which_o speak_v better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n without_o the_o effusion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n there_o be_v accomplish_v no_o remission_n of_o sin_n or_o purification_n it_o be_v a_o most_o excellent_a thing_n to_o be_v free_v and_o purge_v from_o sin_n but_o to_o feel_v how_o that_o redemption_n be_v perform_v and_o to_o experience_n that_o misery_n be_v no_o pleasant_a matter_n but_o exceed_v sharp_a and_o difficult_a nor_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o man_n so_o much_o as_o to_o behold_v the_o thing_n much_o less_o to_o execute_v and_o perform_v it_o but_o it_o be_v god_n alone_o who_o both_o begin_v and_o finish_v it_o to_o who_o nothing_o be_v deficient_a because_o his_o work_n be_v all_o perfect_a now_o here_o a_o man_n do_v nothing_o else_o but_o give_v himself_o up_o into_o tranquillity_n and_o sufferâ—_n the_o operation_n of_o god_n the_o work_n of_o redemption_n god_n have_v reserve_v to_o himself_o alone_o and_o the_o glory_n thereof_o be_v he_o and_o because_o god_n handle_v the_o matter_n no_o man_n needs_o to_o say_v that_o the_o thing_n be_v impossible_a because_o the_o work_n and_o purpose_n of_o god_n go_v forward_o here_o also_o do_v faith_n and_o patience_n take_v place_n which_o also_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n and_o not_o we_o when_o one_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n in_o the_o mind_n then_o in_o the_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o appetite_n remain_v in_o the_o flesh_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o misery_n affliction_n and_o death_n the_o man_n have_v for_o he_o walk_v not_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o be_v that_o which_o condemn_v under_o the_o law_n and_o be_v hurry_v away_o violent_o by_o sin_n be_v crucify_v by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n now_o where_o these_o thing_n be_v not_o there_o a_o man_n still_o walk_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o there_o be_v at_o that_o time_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o of_o appetite_n in_o the_o flesh_n so_o much_o the_o more_o of_o life_n and_o joy_n a_o man_n have_v but_o alas_o it_o be_v a_o miserable_a life_n which_o be_v follow_v by_o eternal_a death_n chap._n vi_o by_o what_o way_n or_o mean_n the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v accomplish_v after_o this_o time_n no_o man_n live_a can_v comprehend_v or_o understand_v for_o whosoever_o will_v know_v or_o understand_v that_o he_o belong_v unto_o death_n and_o become_v subject_a unto_o death_n we_o have_v indeed_o a_o representation_n of_o the_o thing_n but_o what_o the_o very_a thing_n will_v be_v in_o the_o future_a be_v not_o lawful_a for_o we_o to_o know_v when_o the_o thing_n itself_o be_v present_a then_o at_o length_n it_o be_v know_v all_o thing_n to_o come_v be_v lock_v up_o from_o the_o natural_a man_n in_o darkness_n and_o ignorance_n yet_o he_o arrive_v so_o far_o as_o to_o know_v that_o he_o know_v nothing_o etc._n etc._n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o straight_a so_o much_o the_o more_o durable_a be_v the_o judgement_n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o desertion_n so_o much_o the_o near_o be_v any_o one_o to_o god_n for_o the_o most_o part_n inward_a affliction_n get_v entrance_n by_o outward_a affliction_n and_o outward_a affliction_n be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o gate_n by_o which_o the_o inward_a enter_v into_o a_o man_n for_o without_o outward_a affliction_n nature_n search_v out_o many_o escape_n that_o inward_a affliction_n can_v touch_v she_o as_o if_o one_o keep_v in_o a_o dungeon_n shall_v still_o see_v light_n by_o one_o only_a cranny_n and_o upon_o that_o account_n the_o evil_n of_o be_v in_o a_o dungeon_n will_v become_v much_o easy_a to_o he_o so_o also_o as_o nature_n can_v catch_v 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upon_o these_o good_a quality_n because_o concupiscence_n be_v still_o present_a and_o the_o object_n be_v only_o change_v and_o become_v more_o noble_a and_o this_o be_v that_o same_o state_n and_o condition_n which_o go_v before_o that_o same_o death_n corruption_n and_o the_o grave_n and_o must_v be_v bring_v to_o pass_v and_o no_o man_n can_v arrive_v thereat_o unless_o it_o be_v give_v to_o he_o of_o god_n for_o from_o he_o flow_v the_o help_n and_o assistance_n and_o that_o accompany_v with_o the_o desertion_n and_o renounciation_n of_o all_o thing_n visible_a and_o inferior_a by_o mean_n of_o many_o affliction_n this_o be_v that_o state_n to_o know_v christ_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n in_o which_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v leave_v before_o we_o come_v to_o the_o other_o desertion_n where_o chirst_n appear_v and_o be_v acknowledge_v or_o know_v in_o spirit_n nor_o do_v he_o ever_o appear_v as_o he_o do_v in_o the_o former_a or_o forego_v state_n to_o observe_v order_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o to_o be_v exorbitant_a in_o nothing_o keep_v the_o mind_n free_a but_o when_o it_o be_v otherwise_o there_o arise_v burden_n and_o care_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o liberty_n allow_v for_o profitable_a exercise_n because_o of_o the_o great_a heap_n of_o confusion_n that_o hinder_v the_o man_n whoever_o therefore_o will_v be_v free_v from_o all_o pernicious_a imagination_n he_o ought_v to_o beware_v that_o when_o he_o err_v upon_o one_o hand_n be_v turn_v therefrom_o that_o he_o err_v not_o also_o on_o the_o other_o for_o a_o burden_n await_v upon_o he_o on_o either_o side_n wherefore_o we_o must_v pray_v unto_o god_n to_o direct_v our_o external_a affair_n into_o a_o middle_a way_n for_o that_o middle_n be_v between_o both_o extreme_n good_a now_o this_o be_v say_v concern_v thing_n necessary_a outward_o but_o not_o of_o thing_n internal_a unless_o it_o be_v so_o far_o as_o external_o have_v a_o respect_n to_o internal_o and_o be_v serviceable_a unto_o they_o 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the_o life_n former_o sweet_a it_o be_v therefore_o necessary_a that_o a_o man_n put_v always_o a_o curb_n upon_o himself_o and_o that_o he_o keep_v himself_o in_o prison_n as_o it_o be_v lest_o he_o any_o way_n stray_v and_o that_o he_o shall_v bound_v himself_o within_o narrow_a limit_n and_o that_o he_o be_v in_o constant_a expectation_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o the_o lord_n come_v not_o but_o with_o strait_n and_o pressure_n for_o in_o such_o it_o be_v that_o the_o advancement_n and_o growth_n of_o a_o man_n consist_v otherwise_o he_o be_v stunt_v in_o the_o cross_n alone_o conversion_n and_o faith_n in_o christ_n be_v give_v and_o there_o it_o be_v that_o we_o have_v or_o hear_v our_o answer_n all_o fruit_n grow_v out_o of_o pressure_n affliction_n and_o misery_n which_o be_v every_o where_o present_v by_o thing_n visible_a let_v every_o one_o therefore_o become_v subject_a to_o the_o cross_n and_o let_v he_o not_o fly_v from_o it_o at_o all_o god_n know_v the_o conclusion_n of_o 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that_o which_o a_o man_n sometime_o thought_n be_v hurtful_a to_o he_o and_o his_o hindrance_n that_o afterward_o serve_v to_o advance_v and_o put_v he_o forward_o therefore_o shall_v a_o man_n remain_v without_o any_o choice_n of_o his_o own_o but_o wait_v what_o god_n will_v do_v with_o he_o and_o thus_o yield_v himself_o up_o as_o be_v bow_v under_o the_o divine_a will_n here_o be_v the_o communion_n of_o saint_n and_o that_o in_o the_o high_a degree_n let_v therefore_o the_o low_a degree_n blush_v that_o even_o it_o also_o do_v not_o earnest_o long_a after_o this_o communion_n for_o if_o the_o sun_n give_v himself_o forth_o in_o common_a certain_o then_o the_o moon_n ought_v to_o do_v the_o like_a who_o else_o ought_v to_o be_v ashamed_a if_o she_o shall_v claim_v to_o herself_o too_o great_a a_o propriety_n and_o arrogate_v all_o to_o be_v she_o he_o who_o be_v swallow_v up_o by_o create_a thing_n feel_v from_o they_o either_o a_o pleasure_n or_o a_o pain_n even_o to_o joy_n or_o 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god_n alone_o and_o thus_o man_n be_v to_o abide_v in_o humility_n without_o judge_v or_o contemn_v of_o other_o chap._n xxix_o sin_n be_v hate_v in_o a_o double_a sense_n and_o that_o by_o divers_a sort_n of_o person_n for_o some_o do_v hate_v sin_n because_o of_o affliction_n they_o thereby_o be_v afflict_v and_o terrify_v in_o their_o conscience_n as_o also_o because_o of_o the_o loss_n they_o sustain_v by_o it_o as_o the_o loss_n of_o their_o soul_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o eternal_a salvation_n and_o if_o these_o two_o be_v not_o viz._n the_o torment_n of_o conscience_n and_o the_o loss_n of_o heaven_n they_o can_v love_v sin_n and_o be_v friend_n with_o it_o yea_o become_v to_o be_v unite_v and_o to_o be_v in_o league_n therewith_o and_o it_o be_v thus_o prove_v because_o that_o same_o hatred_n of_o sin_n proceed_v not_o from_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o mind_n nor_o from_o regeneration_n in_o as_o much_o as_o there_o be_v in_o this_o state_n still_o leave_v the_o old_a life_n to_o which_o belong_v judgement_n and_o condemnation_n and_o be_v that_o that_o must_v die_v the_o death_n whereas_o other_o viz._n such_o as_o be_v transplant_v into_o god_n do_v hate_n sin_n out_o of_o the_o nature_n of_o their_o mind_n and_o out_o of_o regeneration_n for_o the_o new_a life_n which_o be_v in_o they_o will_v not_o bear_v sin_n nor_o suffer_v it_o to_o be_v and_o that_o not_o because_o of_o that_o torment_n of_o conscience_n or_o loss_n of_o salvation_n but_o out_o of_o its_o own_o nature_n by_o reason_n of_o its_o tenderness_n and_o its_o holy_a temper_n for_o this_o nature_n can_v endure_v nothing_o that_o be_v strange_a for_o it_o be_v the_o newman_n christ_n jesus_n who_o be_v god_n himself_o hence_o
be_v it_o that_o these_o two_o sort_n do_v thus_o differ_v one_o from_o another_o the_o first_o be_v when_o some_o be_v the_o enemy_n of_o sin_n for_o their_o own_o sake_n when_o as_o by_o nature_n they_o be_v still_o friend_n but_o the_o other_o and_o second_o sort_n be_v when_o it_o have_v lose_v ipseity_n or_o propriety_n and_o hate_v sin_n by_o nature_n for_o such_o be_v in_o god_n and_o be_v new_a creature_n have_v attain_v a_o new_a sense_n which_o be_v spiritual_a whereas_o the_o former_a sort_n be_v still_o natural_a and_o have_v a_o natural_a sense_n whence_o they_o wear_v about_o they_o not_o the_o new_a but_o the_o old_a creature_n yet_o they_o be_v well_o enough_o in_o their_o own_o kind_n and_o their_o state_n or_o condition_n precede_v the_o latter_a or_o second_o and_o wait_v for_o it_o the_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o we_o for_o this_o last_o state_n be_v not_o the_o result_n of_o our_o study_n and_o endeavour_n but_o of_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n a_o mâ—n_z come_v thereunto_o not_o active_o but_o passive_o and_o it_o behoove_v that_o god_n only_o be_v the_o workmaster_n therein_o tauler_n say_v keep_v thyself_o passive_a and_o god_n will_v be_v active_a and_o then_o the_o thing_n will_v not_o be_v impossible_a because_o god_n himself_o will_v do_v it_o and_o transfer_v a_o man_n to_o that_o one_o scope_n or_o end_n viz._n god_n himself_o and_o all_o this_o by_z and_o through_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n who_o be_v just_a suffer_v for_o the_o unjust_a that_o he_o may_v bring_v we_o unto_o god_n and_o that_o be_v it_o which_o be_v promise_v in_o the_o prophet_n that_o the_o lord_n will_v prepare_v such_o a_o people_n as_o shall_v declare_v his_o praise_n which_o be_v write_v in_o luke_n 1.71_o salvation_n from_o our_o enemy_n and_o that_o which_o paul_n say_v tâ—_n condemn_v sin_n through_o sin_n it_o be_v a_o great_a bitterness_n to_o i_o yet_o it_o be_v a_o sword_n that_o pierce_v into_o my_o breast_n no_o man_n can_v know_v what_o it_o be_v unless_o he_o have_v lie_v in_o it_o but_o to_o all_o the_o rest_n who_o yet_o stand_v in_o the_o labour_n of_o the_o law_n those_o say_n be_v as_o sweet_a as_o honey_n but_o to_o i_o bitter_a but_o when_o they_o also_o shall_v have_v come_v thus_o far_o the_o same_o thing_n will_v happen_v also_o to_o they_o oh_o grief_n that_o i_o must_v draw_v my_o salvation_n from_o out_o of_o my_o enemy_n and_o experimental_o feel_v that_o sin_n shall_v be_v condemn_v through_o sin_n chap._n xxx_o if_o we_o ever_o be_v willing_a to_o become_v proficient_o we_o must_v bear_v one_o with_o another_o as_o god_n also_o have_v bear_v with_o we_o and_o still_o bear_v with_o we_o and_o even_o as_o other_o also_o do_v bear_v with_o we_o yet_o it_o be_v chief_o to_o be_v endeavour_v that_o we_o daily_o become_v less_o and_o less_o troublesome_a unto_o other_o and_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n we_o shall_v have_v soundness_n of_o conscience_n we_o ought_v to_o be_v brethren_n and_o not_o accuse_v diffame_v or_o contemn_v one_o another_o for_o any_o shame_n or_o spot_n and_o if_o any_o one_o can_v do_v or_o have_v this_o from_o the_o very_a foundation_n yet_o he_o ought_v to_o suppress_v these_o thing_n in_o himself_o and_o to_o have_v a_o care_n lest_o they_o break_v forth_o again_o and_o then_o will_v the_o conscience_n be_v endue_v with_o no_o bitterness_n and_o the_o state_n of_o the_o man_n will_v be_v well_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v troublesome_a to_o one_o another_o in_o gesture_n or_o word_n or_o work_n or_o thought_n but_o every_o where_o to_o seek_v peace_n in_o love_n and_o because_o now_o it_o be_v tell_v we_o concern_v affliction_n that_o we_o must_v be_v subject_v thereunto_o in_o what_o manner_n soever_o it_o rush_v in_o upon_o we_o it_o be_v to_o be_v accept_v as_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o a_o man_n in_o affliction_n aught_o to_o abstain_v from_o all_o delight_v derive_v from_o the_o creature_n we_o must_v begin_v to_o cut_v off_o our_o member_n before_o we_o come_v at_o the_o heart_n sin_n must_v be_v starve_v to_o death_n and_o as_o it_o be_v usual_a to_o deal_v with_o a_o fever_n neither_o food_n be_v to_o be_v give_v to_o it_o and_o wherever_o it_o will_v put_v forth_o itself_o it_o be_v to_o be_v hinder_v from_o grow_v yea_o also_o its_o life_n which_o be_v so_o strong_o manifest_v in_o we_o be_v by_o the_o help_n of_o conscience_n to_o be_v suppress_v until_o it_o come_v to_o its_o death_n if_o any_o one_o will_v serious_o possess_v these_o thing_n let_v he_o daily_o call_v upon_o god_n that_o he_o will_v be_v present_a with_o he_o in_o they_o when_o he_o the_o author_n be_v sometime_o ask_v what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v with_o those_o person_n who_o persecute_v other_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o faith_n answer_v that_o we_o ought_v to_o love_v even_o our_o persecutor_n and_o add_v this_o similitude_n if_o any_o one_o by_o great_a and_o daily_a travail_n desire_v to_o go_v to_o cologne_n by_o a_o journey_n or_o way_n very_o difficult_a and_o troublesome_a and_o some_o body_n shall_v by_o chance_n come_v and_o put_v this_o traveller_n into_o a_o coach_n and_o so_o carry_v he_o to_o cologne_n certain_o to_o such_o a_o one_o he_o ought_v to_o return_v the_o great_a thanks_o but_o not_o hatred_n chap._n xxxi_o concern_v the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n the_o author_n be_v ask_v concern_v prayer_n answer_v i_o every_o day_n appear_v thrice_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o prayer_n be_v ask_v whither_o by_o the_o voice_n of_o his_o mouth_n he_o answer_v yes_o viz._n in_o the_o morning_n at_o noon_n and_o at_o night_n be_v ask_v whither_o he_o do_v so_o by_o reason_n of_o all_o those_o sin_n which_o press_v he_o down_o with_o the_o heavy_a care_n or_o anxiety_n and_o which_o be_v in_o he_o most_o displease_v to_o god_n he_o answer_v yes_o but_o say_v he_o such_o representation_n be_v always_o set_v before_o my_o â—â—es_n that_o i_o may_v appear_v pure_a and_o that_o do_v keep_v i_o from_o sin_v moreover_o i_o always_o have_v my_o mind_n lift_v up_o to_o god_n in_o my_o labour_n that_o i_o may_v diligent_o observe_v the_o very_a bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n nor_o will_v i_o let_v my_o hand_n be_v free_a from_o labour_n if_o i_o have_v wander_v or_o err_v any_o where_o or_o have_v do_v any_o thing_n that_o i_o know_v to_o be_v unjust_a i_o be_v not_o hear_v but_o reject_v of_o the_o lord_n therefore_o i_o be_v still_o endeavour_v that_o i_o may_v always_o appear_v pure_a and_o pure_a if_o i_o intend_v to_o be_v hear_v of_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o a_o man_n shall_v exceed_o serious_o and_o diligent_o exercise_v himself_o in_o prayer_n if_o he_o intend_v to_o be_v advance_v in_o the_o lord_n for_o paul_n say_v that_o man_n ought_v to_o pray_v in_o every_o place_n lift_v up_o pure_a hand_n without_o wrath_n and_o contention_n viz._n lest_o that_o our_o conscience_n shall_v accuse_v we_o or_o our_o cogitation_n excuse_v themselves_o and_o thereupon_o become_v angry_a and_o contend_v in_o we_o prepare_v thyself_o first_o before_o thou_o pray_v nor_o go_v about_o it_o like_v one_o that_o be_v about_o to_o tempt_v god_n we_o ought_v with_o fear_n and_o terror_n yea_o with_o great_a tremble_a appear_v before_o god_n in_o prayer_n and_o therefore_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v prepare_v before_o we_o pray_v poverty_n and_o affliction_n teach_v we_o to_o pray_v by_o how_o much_o great_a the_o affliction_n be_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o pierce_a will_n the_o prayer_n be_v we_o be_v to_o endeavour_v not_o to_o seem_v or_o profess_v ourselves_o otherwise_o before_o man_n than_o we_o profess_v ourselves_o before_o god_n for_o man_n before_o man_n seem_v to_o be_v somewhat_o when_o yet_o before_o god_n they_o be_v still_o as_o a_o nothing_o in_o the_o bottom_n and_o consequent_o they_o deceive_v themselves_o chap._n xxxii_o a_o man_n ought_v not_o open_o to_o reveal_v his_o divine_a exercise_n viz._n that_o by_o which_o he_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n some_o be_v natural_o so_o close_o of_o heart_n that_o they_o be_v willing_o silent_a and_o reveal_v to_o no_o man_n their_o divine_a exercise_n that_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n and_o be_v please_v to_o god_n other_o be_v natural_o open_a of_o heart_n so_o as_o they_o willing_o discover_v to_o any_o one_o their_o divine_a exercise_n and_o their_o whole_a mind_n and_o that_o be_v very_o displease_v to_o god_n such_o therefore_o be_v to_o endeavour_v and_o study_v to_o gâ—t_o close_a heart_n and_o let_v they_o learn_v to_o bridle_v their_o tongue_n and_o beg_v help_n from_o the_o lord_n for_o no_o man_n can_v ready_o come_v to_o be_v silent_a unless_o first_o he_o be_v deep_o smite_v in_o his_o heart_n with_o
most_o bitter_a affliction_n so_o as_o his_o heart_n become_v as_o it_o be_v ground_n to_o powder_n for_o he_o that_o be_v not_o yet_o come_v to_o this_o poverty_n but_o be_v still_o rich_a can_v hold_v his_o tongue_n he_o that_o handle_v himself_o severe_o that_o he_o may_v break_v his_o nature_n and_o become_v harsh_a to_o his_o own_o selâ—_n can_v difficult_o compassionate_v other_o who_o he_o see_v not_o to_o be_v as_o severe_a as_o he_o be_v himself_o and_o therefore_o he_o so_o drive_v other_o that_o they_o may_v be_v like_o he_o in_o state_n or_o condition_n and_o he_o be_v unmerciful_a nor_o also_o can_v he_o be_v silent_a although_o sometime_o he_o have_v his_o conscience_n press_v down_o with_o solicitous_a care_n because_o his_o heart_n be_v not_o yet_o pierce_v quite_o through_o nor_o be_v dig_v down_o to_o its_o very_a bottom_n nor_o utter_o break_v with_o bitter_a affliction_n but_o he_o that_o have_v hâ—s_a heart_n ground_n to_o power_n and_o deep_o wound_v with_o great_a and_o bitter_a misery_n he_o can_v hold_v his_o tongue_n yea_o he_o choose_v rather_o to_o be_v silent_a although_o sometime_o necessity_n shall_v require_v it_o otherwise_o then_o to_o speak_v unless_o god_n shall_v compel_v he_o thereunto_o for_o such_o a_o one_o can_v so_o ready_o convert_v himself_o towards_o outward_a thing_n but_o what_o thing_n soever_o be_v in_o such_o a_o man_n be_v turn_v to_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o heart_n and_o all_o thing_n be_v fill_v with_o sorrow_n chap._n xxxiii_o i_o never_o find_v so_o clear_a a_o understanding_n nor_o so_o great_a experience_n as_o in_o grief_n sorrow_n misery_n affliction_n and_o in_o the_o death_n and_o destruction_n of_o the_o flesh_n that_o time_n which_o be_v spend_v in_o the_o cross_n pain_n grief_n misery_n and_o strait_n be_v gain_v but_o that_o which_o be_v spend_v in_o pleasure_n joy_n delight_n and_o play_n be_v lose_v the_o mind_n of_o a_o man_n that_o be_v still_o float_v up_o and_o down_o and_o can_v still_o be_v move_v at_o thing_n pleasant_a or_o painful_a or_o in_o joy_n or_o in_o grief_n do_v not_o yet_o belong_v unto_o god_n for_o in_o god_n there_o be_v no_o mutation_n because_o he_o be_v unchangeable_a now_o when_o the_o mind_n of_o man_n can_v be_v move_v by_o the_o aforesaid_a thing_n then_o be_v god_n present_a in_o that_o soul_n and_o it_o be_v he_o who_o work_v that_o in_o the_o man_n those_o six_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n must_v first_o be_v accomplish_v then_o at_o length_n follow_v that_o seven_o gift_n viz._n the_o spirit_n of_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o put_v a_o man_n into_o a_o sweet_a calm_a because_o this_o spirit_n of_o fear_n preserve_v all_o the_o former_a gift_n that_o they_o may_v remain_v pure_a and_o than_o it_o be_v that_o a_o man_n be_v in_o all_o respect_n strike_v with_o a_o great_a fear_n and_o tremble_a that_o he_o may_v right_o use_v they_o and_o keep_v they_o pure_a it_o be_v this_o last_o gift_n of_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n that_o keep_v steady_a in_o all_o thing_n that_o man_n that_o have_v receive_v it_o we_o be_v therefore_o earnest_o to_o endeavour_v to_o act_v right_o in_o all_o concern_v and_o to_o walk_v before_o god_n with_o holy_a fear_n our_o conscience_n be_v our_o book_n into_o which_o we_o ought_v every_o day_n to_o look_v and_o in_o which_o to_o diligent_o and_o serious_o read_v and_o study_v that_o we_o may_v most_o exact_o perform_v that_o which_o it_o witness_v conscience_n be_v a_o thousand_o witness_n about_o which_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n be_v our_o rule_n of_o direction_n chap._n xxxiv_o this_o year_n prove_v more_o difficult_a or_o hard_o to_o i_o than_o it_o be_v ever_o before_o in_o all_o my_o life_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v most_o accurate_o weigh_v and_o ponder_v on_o that_o same_o time_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a any_o one_o ascend_v in_o affliction_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o accurate_o do_v he_o weigh_v and_o count_v his_o time_n and_o it_o prove_v thereby_o more_o profitable_a to_o he_o all_o the_o forego_n time_n of_o i_o which_o i_o have_v spend_v before_o this_o year_n vanish_v away_o and_o come_v to_o nothing_o even_o as_o this_o my_o present_a time_n also_o shall_v vapour_n away_o into_o nothing_o because_o my_o body_n be_v annihilate_v i_o have_v no_o support_n hence_o be_v it_o that_o time_n become_v so_o tedious_a to_o i_o but_o when_o time_n be_v spend_v in_o labour_n it_o produce_v no_o difficulty_n but_o when_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o can_v neither_o pray_v nor_o desire_n nor_o lift_v up_o one_o thought_n to_o god_n yea_o here_o i_o lie_v and_o corrupt_v in_o body_n mind_n and_o spirit_n as_o long_o as_o breath_n remain_v in_o i_o yea_o as_o to_o my_o understanding_n also_o and_o my_o reason_n i_o be_o reduce_v to_o nothing_o as_o for_o my_o understanding_n i_o know_v nothing_o of_o it_o whither_o viz._n i_o have_v a_o understanding_n or_o not_o for_o in_o this_o great_a gulf_n of_o misery_n all_o thing_n be_v reduce_v to_o dust_n and_o ash_n here_o i_o lie_v and_o be_o sensible_a of_o nothing_o but_o judgement_n death_n and_o condemnation_n and_o when_o one_o say_v to_o he_o be_v it_o so_o that_o when_o thou_o be_v accuse_v present_o judgement_n be_v at_o hand_n he_o answer_v be_o i_o accuse_v not_o as_o though_o i_o be_v so_o perfect_a as_o that_o i_o can_v not_o be_v accuse_v but_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o to_o take_v up_o life_n in_o such_o a_o moment_n of_o time_n as_o that_o accusation_n may_v assault_v i_o in_o even_o in_o that_o very_a moment_n shall_v i_o be_v blow_v into_o mere_a atom_n but_o i_o have_v not_o so_o much_o time_n leave_v i_o because_o as_o many_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n as_o yet_o remain_v so_o many_o judgement_n and_o death_n do_v i_o suffer_v i_o lie_v as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o thick_a dark_a cloud_n and_o see_v nothing_o oh_o how_o very_a small_a weak_a and_o dim_a be_v that_o poor_a ray_n of_o light_n that_o be_v round_o about_o i_o i_o can_v see_v far_o before_o i_o yea_o neither_o do_v my_o way_n and_o path_n appear_v to_o my_o sight_n yea_o i_o be_o lead_v on_o where_o no_o way_n be_v and_o that_o which_o be_v life_n to_o another_o that_o be_v death_n to_o i_o and_o contrary_o that_o which_o be_v another_o death_n be_v my_o life_n judgement_n be_v so_o sharp_a to_o i_o as_o it_o be_v when_o one_o not_o think_v any_o thing_n lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o some_o place_n and_o present_o some_o body_n knock_v he_o on_o the_o finger_n when_o any_o will_v reply_v upon_o he_o that_o this_o case_n be_v a_o certain_a kind_n of_o preservation_n from_o god_n because_o he_o lay_v his_o hand_n so_o faithful_o upon_o thou_o he_o still_o answer_v true_a indeed_o this_o condition_n be_v the_o most_o safe_a before_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n but_o the_o most_o afflict_v one_o in_o my_o sight_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v acknowledge_v this_o state_n to_o be_v safe_a forthwith_o another_o judgement_n be_v to_o be_v undergo_v by_o i_o for_o plain_o i_o be_o lead_v without_o knowledge_n without_o be_v acquaint_v or_o understand_v the_o way_n for_o he_o who_o have_v experience_v the_o thing_n its_o self_n and_o he_o that_o have_v be_v lead_n in_o this_o way_n only_o notional_o be_v vast_o differ_v because_o true_a knowledge_n and_o understanding_n be_v such_o a_o life_n such_o a_o prop_n that_o a_o man_n come_v then_o only_o to_o know_v they_o when_o god_n withdraw_v they_o from_o he_o just_o as_o when_o one_o labour_v with_o great_a thirst_n and_o see_v a_o pot_n stand_v before_o he_o yet_o for_o all_o that_o his_o thirst_n can_v but_o afflict_v he_o still_o but_o than_o if_o there_o shall_v come_v one_o who_o shall_v take_v the_o pot_n quite_o away_o then_o remain_v no_o hope_n of_o ever_o attain_v to_o drink_v thereof_o all_o the_o elect_n be_v bring_v unto_o god_n through_o affliction_n but_o all_o do_v not_o tread_v this_o same_o path_n of_o the_o cross_n by_o which_o i_o be_o to_o pass_v chap._n xxxv_o all_o thing_n be_v transform_v and_o change_v whence_o i_o observe_v that_o ere_o long_o many_o wonderful_a thing_n will_v happen_v and_o the_o strange_a thing_n of_o god_n will_v spring_v forth_o i_o indeed_o have_v desire_v to_o see_v they_o but_o i_o shall_v not_o arrive_v at_o they_o for_o i_o see_v my_o end_n before_o my_o eye_n yet_o i_o rejoice_v because_o of_o the_o time_n to_o come_v which_o now_o be_v ready_a at_o the_o door_n and_o i_o rejoice_v concern_v that_o time_n when_o i_o look_v upon_o child_n remember_v i_o my_o mind_n presage_v not_o as_o if_o all_o i_o say_v be_v gospel_n it_o will_v be_v that_o the_o glory_n and_o the_o knowledge_n of_o
try_v how_o it_o will_v be_v to_o be_v distract_v and_o draw_v hither_o and_o thither_o by_o a_o waver_a kind_n of_o zeal_n nor_o ever_o to_o get_v free_a from_o accusation_n of_o that_o sort_n and_o much_o less_o to_o be_v strengthen_v by_o a_o firm_a faith_n of_o mind_n but_o to_o be_v always_o vex_v and_o torment_v with_o anxious_a thought_n of_o heart_n partly_o through_o the_o so_o often_o repeat_v pang_n and_o prick_v of_o conscience_n inward_o and_o partly_o by_o the_o unspeakable_a hot_a zeal_n of_o the_o many_o contender_n about_o the_o truth_n outward_o they_o become_v wrack_v in_o so_o miserable_a a_o manner_n that_o at_o the_o last_o they_o grow_v whole_o ignorant_a which_o way_n to_o take_v or_o turn_v themselves_o for_o so_o long_o as_o a_o man_n be_v still_o hold_v captive_a in_o himself_o by_o any_o kind_n of_o iniquity_n whatsoever_o and_o be_v in_o the_o inward_o of_o his_o soul_n private_o accuse_v of_o it_o and_o yet_o he_o give_v no_o due_a heed_n thereunto_o be_v ignorant_a how_o he_o may_v get_v free_a therefrom_o and_o study_v and_o endeavour_v what_o he_o can_v to_o defend_v it_o either_o by_o scripture-saying_n or_o by_o some_o other_o way_n which_o still_o hold_v he_o in_o this_o error_n nor_o yet_o be_v he_o for_o all_o this_o free_v from_o it_o in_o his_o mind_n his_o conscience_n all_o this_o while_n free_o prompt_v and_o tell_v he_o whether_o he_o do_v well_o or_o ill_a and_o notwithstanding_o he_o endeavour_v to_o pacify_v his_o conscience_n by_o these_o or_o such_o like_a way_n yet_o he_o shall_v find_v that_o all_o this_o his_o labour_n be_v lose_v when_o he_o shall_v see_v that_o this_o same_o secret_a accusation_n and_o lay_v of_o blame_n upon_o he_o before_o his_o judge_n will_v never_o give_v over_o or_o cease_v in_o this_o point_n therefore_o let_v every_o one_o try_v himself_o and_o let_v no_o man_n deceive_v himself_o flatter_v himself_o with_o sugar_a word_n for_o the_o day_n will_v manifest_v all_o thing_n whether_o we_o 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they_o conclude_v nature_n to_o be_v leave_v alive_a whereas_o notwithstanding_o nature_n can_v in_o and_o by_o its_o life_n arrive_v at_o that_o pass_n but_o only_o and_o alone_o by_o the_o benefit_n of_o its_o death_n introduce_v into_o it_o by_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n and_o that_o in_o so_o much_o verity_n that_o nature_n appear_v no_o more_o with_o its_o own_o proper_a life_n but_o remain_v eternal_o cast_v off_o with_o the_o death_n and_o curse_n thereof_o but_o that_o nature_n which_o they_o call_v purge_v and_o dead_a to_o its_o reason_n in_o my_o opinion_n do_v indeed_o only_o depend_v on_o principle_n of_o understanding_n and_o science_n but_o not_o on_o truth_n itself_o for_o hitherto_o it_o have_v not_o approach_v to_o the_o essence_n itself_o nor_o be_v unite_v therewith_o for_o though_o reason_n lay_v aside_o its_o natural_a discretion_n that_o thereby_o it_o may_v be_v near_o to_o the_o divine_a intellect_n yet_o for_o all_o that_o the_o intellect_n be_v not_o yet_o then_o make_v one_o with_o the_o essence_n but_o be_v rather_o contrary_a to_o it_o and_o as_o it_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o truth_n see_v that_o that_o spiritualised_a nature_n hide_v itself_o under_o the_o show_n of_o intellect_n but_o not_o of_o essence_n and_o be_v in_o that_o still_o entertain_v who_o shall_v deliver_v a_o man_n from_o these_o intricacy_n the_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o we_o anâ—_n my_o brother_n i_o therefore_o write_v thus_o that_o i_o may_v also_o discover_v to_o thou_o my_o opinion_n for_o that_o man_n be_v endow_v with_o no_o smaâ—â—_n understanding_n yet_o he_o be_v deep_o seduce_v and_o be_v deep_o wise_a but_o withal_o he_o be_v deep_o to_o be_v dispute_v with_o the_o lord_n keep_v we_o humble_a in_o the_o truth_n that_o that_o which_o belong_v to_o death_n may_v be_v also_o throw_v off_o into_o death_n but_o let_v he_o reign_v and_o rule_v to_o all_o eternity_n epist._n xxiv_o be_v a_o brief_a argument_n that_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o family_n of_o love_n be_v lay_v and_o build_v upon_o carnal_a liberty_n to_o the_o same_o person_n i_o w._n be_v here_o and_o have_v utter_o and_o cordial_o renounce_v the_o thing_n its_o self_n because_o he_o have_v experience_v &_o find_v from_o their_o presence_n that_o they_o be_v infect_v with_o the_o venom_n of_o carnal_a liberty_n and_o that_o all_o issue_v out_o of_o that_o fountain_n also_o i_o restore_v to_o he_o the_o book_n if_o haply_o they_o may_v be_v willing_a to_o have_v they_o restore_v again_o to_o they_o he_o also_o be_v most_o full_o satisfy_v admire_v that_o so_o sublime_a a_o understanding_n be_v subject_a to_o error_n for_o he_o confess_v that_o my_o opinion_n be_v beyond_o all_o doubt_n true_a see_v that_o a_o man_n be_v always_o to_o be_v subject_v to_o divine_a terror_n but_o that_o such_o elevate_a spirit_n do_v fall_v into_o error_n be_v from_o thence_o that_o they_o too_o much_o covet_v their_o proper_a security_n whence_o at_o length_n spring_v up_o boast_v and_o pride_n and_o then_o after_o that_o a_o fall_n the_o lord_n preserve_v we_o all_o from_o evil_n according_a to_o his_o great_a mercy_n that_o see_v it_o be_v of_o grace_n that_o we_o be_v save_v so_o also_o in_o grace_n be_v we_o conserve_v and_o not_o through_o our_o own_o self_n epist._n xxv_o concern_v the_o opinion_n of_o plato_n to_o the_o same_o person_n my_o brother_n i_o send_v thou_o back_o the_o little_a book_n concern_v plato_n which_o when_o i_o have_v read_v i_o find_v just_a so_o as_o thou_o write_v for_o the_o fall_n of_o these_o who_o call_v themselves_o the_o family_n of_o love_n be_v subtle_a though_o in_o that_o small_a tract_n they_o be_v mighty_o defend_v all_o thing_n be_v interpret_v for_o the_o better_a yet_o the_o excuse_n relish_v not_o well_o with_o i_o except_o i_o shall_v say_v that_o by_o their_o ultimate_a scope_n to_o which_o they_o think_v they_o shall_v come_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o love_n their_o wisdom_n be_v shameful_a as_o in_o they_o 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shall_v fail_v i_o the_o lord_n prepare_v we_o all_o that_o we_o may_v be_v make_v fit_a for_o his_o work_n in_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o himself_o see_v and_o judge_v ii_o my_o brother_n the_o condition_n of_o my_o body_n be_v tolerable_a as_o it_o always_o be_v but_o i_o remain_v unshaken_a in_o my_o heart_n and_o the_o trust_n or_o confidence_n of_o my_o life_n be_v so_o small_a by_o reason_n of_o want_n of_o strength_n in_o my_o limb_n that_o i_o can_v only_o walk_v up_o and_o down_o the_o house_n with_o tremble_v under_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o god_n true_a indeed_o i_o remain_v like_o other_o as_o to_o outward_a appearance_n but_o at_o heart_n and_o over_o my_o original_n and_o root_n of_o life_n there_o impend_v a_o judgement_n and_o by_o my_o unconsidered_a step_n through_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n it_o threaten_v a_o end_n and_o my_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o time_n such_o be_v the_o constitution_n of_o my_o whole_a life_n way_n and_o conversation_n may_v the_o 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the_o lord_n it_o will_v be_v that_o with_o a_o heart_n prepare_v and_o submit_v we_o may_v receive_v all_o from_o his_o hand_n and_o may_v be_v lead_v through_o even_o unto_o the_o end_n herewith_o i_o recommend_v thou_o to_o the_o lord_n who_o will_v lead_v we_o all_o with_o all_o our_o strength_n and_o essence_n unto_o the_o true_a death_n in_o christ_n that_o he_o out_o of_o this_o 〈◊〉_d may_v build_v up_o a_o eternal_a life_n whiâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d never_o more_o be_v subject_v unto_o any_o 〈◊〉_d v._o my_o brother_n my_o condition_n be_v the_o 〈◊〉_d that_o it_o be_v when_o you_o depart_v bâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d consideration_n thereof_o do_v shake_v alâ—_n 〈◊〉_d power_n into_o a_o tremble_a and_o a_o terâ—â—â—â—_n because_o of_o that_o evident_a death_n by_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o the_o lord_n which_o as_o it_o be_v a_o obscure_a cloud_n of_o death_n i_o have_v always_o before_o my_o eye_n even_o from_o that_o very_a time_n whâ—â—_n thou_o be_v with_o i_o the_o reason_n bâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d its_o beginning_n 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and_o receive_v i_o into_o his_o eternal_a rest_n my_o weakness_n be_v great_a all_o thing_n be_v know_v to_o the_o lord_n thy_o brother_n in_o the_o high_a strait_n the_o most_o wretched_a in_o the_o lord_n m._n w._n to_o his_o sister_n the_o nine_o day_n before_o his_o death_n dear_a sister_n whilst_o i_o be_o write_v this_o i_o be_o so_o order_v that_o i_o can_v write_v no_o more_o my_o dear_a sister_n be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o young_a brother_n and_o of_o his_o wife_n and_o small_a child_n that_o they_o may_v be_v the_o most_o advance_a and_o help_v as_o the_o time_n may_v need_v my_o most_o belove_a sister_n i_o be_o in_o the_o high_a content_n in_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o by_o his_o grace_n do_v bid_v the_o farewell_n with_o this_o my_o die_a hand_n being_n according_a to_o the_o will_n god_n bind_v in_o so_o short_a a_o chain_n as_o he_o propose_v to_o himself_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n grant_v peace_n to_o our_o belove_a brother_n and_o sister_n and_o now_o i_o turn_v i_o to_o my_o present_a call_n viz._n to_o that_o eternal_a peace_n through_o the_o death_n of_o my_o flesh_n which_o now_o hasten_v itself_o to_o its_o end_n and_o now_o my_o most_o belove_a sister_n behold_v my_o die_a salutation_n and_o my_o last_o farewell_n to_o thou_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n wherewith_o salute_v thou_o as_o depart_v out_o of_o this_o life_n thy_o brother_n m._n w._n 16_o april_n 1560._o he_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n 25_o april_n in_o the_o year_n of_o our_o lord_n 1560._o and_o of_o his_o own_o age_n the_o 39_o the_o end_n