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and_o fear_n in_o due_a obedieuce_n and_o loyalty_n to_o the_o king_n and_o his_o law_n and_o in_o brotherly-love_n and_o affection_n to_o one_o another_o o_o lord_n bless_v all_o my_o relation_n especial_o my_o wise_a and_o child_n pardon_v their_o sin_n and_o save_v their_o soul_n make_v they_o near_o and_o dear_a unto_o thyself_o season_n their_o tender_a year_n with_o thy_o grace_n and_o fear_v be_v their_o satiable_a good_a in_o every_o condition_n and_o if_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n bring_v we_o together_o again_o that_o we_o may_v serve_v thou_o better_o than_o sormer_o we_o have_v do_v and_o if_o it_o shall_v seem_v good_a unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n find_v out_o a_o way_n for_o my_o deliverance_n out_o of_o prison_n not_o i_o but_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v o_o god_n i_o have_v find_v that_o thy_o service_n be_v perfect_a freedom_n and_o thy_o favour_n be_v better_a than_o life_n help_v i_o to_o order_v my_o conversation_n aright_o that_o i_o may_v see_v more_o of_o thy_o 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of_o thy_o mercy_n loose_v i_o for_o the_o honour_n of_o my_o advocate_n and_o mediator_n jesus_n christ_n to_o who_o with_o thou_o o_o father_n thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n be_v ascride_v and_o give_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o from_o all_o creature_n all_o possible_a honour_n glory_n power_n praise_n may_v majesty_n adoration_n dominion_n and_o whatever_o can_v be_v imagine_v or_o express_v from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n hallow_v be_v thy_o name_n thy_o kingdom_n come_v thy_o will_v be_v do_v in_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n finis_fw-la
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