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dwell_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o sun_n how_o can_v he_o complain_v of_o thirst_n out_o of_o who_o belly_n flow_v river_n of_o live_a water_n 38._o what_o can_v i_o wish_v that_o my_o christ_n be_v not_o to_o i_o will_v i_o have_v meat_n and_o drink_v 55._o my_o flesh_n be_v meat_n indeed_o and_o my_o blood_n be_v drink_v indeed_o will_v i_o have_v clothing_n but_o 14._o put_v you_o on_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n say_v the_o apostle_n will_v i_o have_v medicine_n 2._o he_o be_v the_o tree_n of_o life_n the_o leaf_n whereof_o be_v for_o the_o heal_n of_o the_o nation_n will_v i_o have_v safety_n and_o protection_n he_o true_o be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o salvation_n 7._o he_o be_v my_o defence_n so_o as_o i_o shall_v not_o fall_v in_o god_n be_v my_o health_n and_o my_o glory_n the_o rock_n of_o my_o might_n and_o in_o god_n be_v my_o trust_n will_v i_o have_v direction_n 27._o i_o be_o the_o way_n and_o the_o truth_n will_v i_o have_v life_n christ_n be_v to_o i_o to_o live_v 25._o i_o be_o the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o life_n will_v i_o have_v all_o spiritual_a good_a thing_n 30._o we_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n who_o of_o god_n be_v make_v unto_o we_o wisdom_n and_o righteousness_n and_o sanctification_n and_o redemption_n oh_o the_o happy_a condition_n of_o the_o man_n that_o be_v in_o christ_n and_o have_v christ_n in_o he_o shall_v i_o account_v he_o rich_a that_o have_v store_n of_o ox_n and_o sheep_n and_o horse_n and_o camel_n that_o have_v heap_n of_o metal_n and_o some_o spot_n of_o ground_n and_o shall_v i_o not_o account_v he_o infinite_o more_o rich_a that_o own_v and_o enjoy_v he_o who_o the_o earth_n be_v and_o the_o fullness_n of_o it_o who_o heaven_n be_v and_o the_o glory_n of_o it_o shall_v i_o just_o account_v that_o man_n great_a who_o the_o king_n will_v honour_v and_o place_n near_o to_o himself_o and_o shall_v i_o not_o esteem_v that_o man_n more_o honourable_a who_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n be_v please_v to_o admit_v 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xxii_o 19_o holy_a resolution_n 1._o that_o our_o present_a estate_n be_v best_a for_o we_o after_o these_o serious_a consideration_n and_o meet_v disposition_n shall_v in_o the_o last_o follow_v certain_a firm_a resolution_n for_o the_o full_a actuate_a our_o contentment_n and_o first_o we_o must_v resolve_v out_o of_o the_o infallible_a ground_n of_o divine_a providence_n former_o speak_v of_o that_o the_o present_a estate_n wherein_o wear_v be_v certain_o the_o best_a for_o we_o and_o therefore_o we_o must_v herein_o absolute_o captivate_v our_o understanding_n and_o will_v to_o that_o of_o the_o high_a how_o unmeet_a judge_n be_v flesh_n and_o blood_n of_o the_o best_a fitness_n of_o a_o condition_n for_o we_o as_o some_o palate_n which_o be_v none_o of_o the_o
many_o from_o their_o life_n yea_o how_o many_o that_o out_o of_o a_o impatience_n to_o stay_v the_o leisure_n of_o vengeance_n have_v make_v their_o own_o hand_n their_o hasty_a executioner_n and_o even_o where_o this_o extremity_n prevail_v not_o look_v about_o and_o you_o shall_v see_v man_n that_o be_v not_o able_a match_n to_o their_o passion_n woeful_o macerate_v themselves_o with_o their_o own_o thought_n wear_v out_o their_o tedious_a day_n upon_o the_o rack_n of_o their_o own_o heart_n and_o make_v good_a that_o observation_n of_o the_o wise_a man_n 13._o by_o the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o heart_n the_o spirit_n be_v break_v now_o all_o these_o mischief_n may_v have_v be_v happy_o prevent_v by_o a_o meek_a yieldance_n of_o ourselves_o to_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o alwise_a and_o a_o all-merciful_a god_n and_o by_o a_o humble_a composure_n of_o our_o affection_n to_o a_o quiet_a suffering_n it_o be_v the_o power_n of_o patience_n to_o calm_v the_o heart_n in_o the_o most_o bluster_a trial_n 7._o and_o when_o the_o vessel_n be_v most_o toss_v 7._o yet_o to_o secure_v the_o freight_n this_o if_o it_o do_v not_o abate_v of_o our_o burden_n yet_o it_o add_v to_o our_o strength_n and_o win_v the_o father_n of_o mercy_n both_o to_o pity_v and_o retribution_n whereas_o murmur_v israelites_n can_v never_o be_v free_a from_o judgement_n and_o it_o be_v a_o dreadful_a word_n that_o god_n speak_v of_o that_o choose_a nation_n 8._o my_o heritage_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o a_o lion_n in_o the_o forest_n it_o still_o yell_v against_o i_o therefore_o have_v i_o hate_v it_o a_o child_n that_o struggle_v under_o the_o rod_n just_o double_v his_o stripe_n and_o a_o unruly_a malefactor_n draw_v on_o beside_o death_n torture_n sect_n xv._n consider_v the_o vicissitude_n of_o favour_n and_o affliction_n furthermore_o it_o be_v a_o main_a help_n towards_o contentation_n to_o consider_v the_o gracious_a vicissitude_n of_o god_n deal_v with_o we_o how_o he_o intermix_v favour_n with_o his_o cross_n temper_v our_o much_o honey_n with_o some_o little_a gall_n the_o best_a of_o we_o be_v but_o shrewd_a child_n 9_o yet_o he_o chide_v we_o not_o always_o say_v the_o psalmist_n he_o smile_v often_o for_o one_o frown_n and_o why_o shall_v we_o not_o take_v one_o with_o another_o it_o be_v the_o answer_n wherewith_o that_o admirable_a pattern_n of_o patience_n stop_v the_o querulous_a mouth_n of_o his_o tempt_a wife_n 10._o what_o shall_v we_o receive_v good_a at_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o shall_v we_o not_o receive_v evil_a it_o be_v a_o memorable_a example_n which_o come_v late_o to_o my_o knowledge_n of_o a_o worthy_a christian_a who_o have_v live_v to_o his_o middle_a age_n in_o much_o health_n and_o prosperity_n and_o be_v now_o for_o his_o two_o last_o year_n miserable_o afflict_v with_o the_o strangury_n who_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o torment_n can_v say_v oh_o my_o lord_n god_n how_o gracious_a have_v thou_o be_v unto_o i_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o eight_o and_o forty_o year_n of_o health_n and_o now_o but_o two_o year_n of_o pain_n thou_o may_v have_v cause_v i_o to_o lie_v in_o this_o torture_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n and_o now_o thou_o have_v carry_v i_o comfortable_o through_o the_o rest_n and_o have_v merciful_o take_v up_o with_o this_o last_o parcel_n of_o my_o torment_n bless_v be_v thy_o name_n for_o thy_o mercy_n in_o forbear_v i_o and_o for_o thy_o justice_n in_o afflict_v i_o to_o be_v thankful_a for_o present_a blessing_n be_v but_o ordinary_a but_o to_o be_v so_o thankful_a for_o mercy_n past_a that_o the_o memory_n of_o they_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o put_v over_o the_o sense_n of_o present_a misery_n be_v a_o high_a improvement_n of_o grace_n the_o very_a heathen_n by_o the_o light_n of_o nature_n and_o their_o own_o experience_n can_v observe_v this_o interchange_n of_o god_n proceed_n and_o make_v some_o kind_n of_o use_n of_o they_o according_o camillus_n after_o he_o have_v upon_o ten_o year_n siege_n livius_n take_v the_o rich_a city_n veios_n pray_v that_o some_o mishap_n may_v befall_v himself_o and_o rome_n to_o temper_v so_o great_a a_o happiness_n when_o one_o will_v have_v think_v the_o prize_n will_v not_o countervail_v the_o labour_n and_o the_o loss_n of_o time_n and_o blood_n and_o alexander_n the_o great_a when_o report_n be_v make_v to_o he_o of_o many_o notable_a victory_n achieve_v by_o his_o army_n can_v say_v o_o jupiter_n mix_v some_o misfortune_n with_o these_o happy_a news_n lo_o these_o man_n can_v tell_v that_o it_o be_v neither_o fit_a nor_o safe_a for_o great_a blessing_n to_o walk_v alone_o but_o that_o they_o must_v be_v attend_v with_o their_o page_n affliction_n why_o shall_v not_o we_o christian_n expect_v they_o with_o patience_n and_o thanks_o they_o say_v thunder_z and_o lightning_n hurt_v not_o if_o it_o be_v mix_v with_o rain_n in_o those_o hot_a country_n which_o lie_v under_o the_o scald_a zone_n when_o the_o first_o shower_n fall_v after_o a_o long_a drought_n it_o be_v hold_v dangerous_a to_o walk_v sudden_o abroad_o for_o that_o the_o earth_n so_o moisten_v send_v up_o unwholesome_a steam_n but_o in_o those_o part_n where_o the_o rain_n and_o sunshine_n be_v usual_o interchange_v it_o be_v most_o pleasant_a to_o take_v the_o air_n of_o the_o earth_n new_o refresh_v with_o kindly_a shower_n neither_o be_v it_o otherwise_o in_o the_o course_n of_o our_o life_n this_o medley_n of_o good_a and_o evil_n conduce_v not_o a_o little_a to_o the_o health_n of_o our_o soul_n one_o of_o they_o must_v serve_v to_o temper_v the_o other_o and_o both_o of_o they_o to_o keep_v the_o heart_n in_o order_n be_v our_o affliction_n long_o and_o our_o comfort_n rare_a and_o short_a we_o have_v yet_o reason_n to_o be_v thankful_a the_o least_o be_v more_o than_o god_n owe_v we_o but_o now_o when_o if_o heaviness_n endure_v for_o a_o night_n joy_n come_v in_o the_o morning_n and_o dwell_v with_o we_o so_o that_o some_o fit_n of_o sorrow_n be_v 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