and is a fruite which is onely found in the bosome of the Catholike Church None but a virgine mother brings out virgines Obedience directs all secures all confirmes all and makes a fitt tabernacle for God in the harte of man by banishing thence selfe iudgement and selfe will But heauenly charitie as a glorious mother farr outstrips them all giues them all their begining increase and perfection For why indeede my soule did we first enterprise this holy worke but because we loue What could be able to robbe vs of all we haue but loue What did wowe vs to virginall chastitie but the loue of a virgine spouse What could moue men to depriue them selues of beloued libertie and to liue at the dispose of anothers will but the loue of him alone who chused rather to dye thē not to accomplish the will of his heauenly Father Loue then saith your holy Father and doe vvhat thou vvilt THE II. POINTE. That vvithout charitie nothing is done to secure our happie eternitie Consider that if humilitie put the foundation of your spirituall Towre it was by charities guidance and order for as humilitie goes not without charitie so charitie neuer leaues humilitie If pouertie raysed the walls it was with the treasure wherwith charitie furnished her If chastitie adorned it within it was with the pure burning gold which she had of charitie Finally if obedience confirmed and secured the whole worke it was by the force she receiued of charitie vvhich is as stronge as death In a word all is from charitie and all is for charitie AFFECTION RESOLVT He S. Paule knewe this truth my soule as certainly as he affirmes it vndauntedly to wit that not onely the foresaid vertues profit vs nothinge without charitie but euen that tho vve should haue all faith so that vve could remoue mountaines though vve should distribute all our goods to be meate for the poore finally though vve should deliuer our bodies to burne and yet vvant charitie it profits vs nothing Charitie saith holy S. Augustine is that which discernes the sonns of God from the sonns of the Diuell Charitie is that one necessarie thinge which alone sufficeth Charitie in a word is that Euangelicall gemme for which if a man should giue all his substance he shall repute it as nothing Come thē ô come then ô thou holy spirit Deus Charitas and replenish the hartes of thy faithfull and inflame them vvith the fire of thy loue THE FIRST MEDITAT FOR THE 7. DAY That all the vertues are loue THE FIRST POINTE. COnsider that so true it is that nothing is done without charitie that your holy Father makes noe difficultie to teach you that vvithout charitie the rest of the vertues are not indeede reputed vertues nay further that the rest of the vertues are but indeede loue and charitie so or so qualified For what is humilitie but charitie stooping and reputing her selfe nothing What is pouertie but charitie contemning all and stripping herself of all What is chastitie but loue preseruing corruptible man from corruption of bodie and mynde What finally obedience but loue freely and reasonably sacrifycing vp the will of man and making it supple and inclinable to euerie creature AFFECTION and RESOL. Charitie then my soule is that transcendant heauenly vertue without which there is noe true vertue at all It is she which gouernes as Queene giues life vigour and worth to all the other vertues He who loueth not remaynes in death It is she who perfumes them all with the odour and sweeenesse of holy loue since we doe not meerely imbrace them because they are vertues but rather in qualitie of thinges that are desired imbraced and beloued by God To discouer à man truly vertuous we vse not to inquire what he beleeues or what he hopes for but what he loues If earth h'es earthly if Heauen he 's heauenly if God he 's Godlike for as such they become all desirable louing and louelie Let me loue thee then ô Lord let me loue thee and loue all other thinges which I loue and practise for thee and in thee that my beloued may be myne and I wholie his THE II. POINTE. That vve ought incessantly to desire and breath after charitie Consider that if as we haue seene Charitie be all in all our thoughtes ought to be sett vpon the continuall desire of it For what ought we or doe we indeede desire but what euery one proposeth to himselfe for his end and the end of the lavve is loue What ought any Christiā to desire but the accomplishment of the lawe of God and the fulnesse of the lavve is charitie Nor fares it in those heauenly desires as in vaine worldly wishes a million of them puts not one pennie into our purses Wheras by the verie desire of the loue of God we begin to loue God indeed and still the more we desire it the more we loue Yea when this desire waxes stronge and hartie the desire is turned into fire and inflames the couering harte He that desires God vvith his vvhole harte has alreadie him vvhom he loues saith S. Gregorie And S. Augustine a holy desire is the vvhole life of a good Christian AFFECTION and RESOL. But alas my poore soule tho we clearely discerne this desire to be most iust aduantagious and most worthy of a christiā harte yet we somtymes perceiue our selues not to be so happie as euen to haue this desire Let vs then at least say with the Prophete my soule hath desired earnestly to desire thy iustifications at all tymes Let vs not fayle to haue this desire of desiring continually in our harte saying with S. Au. Giue me thy selfe restore me thy selfe for vvhat is not thy verie selfe is verie nothing to me and it will happen with vs as it did with the holie Prophete that in these holy thoughtes and desirs fire will flashe out and so throughly inflame our soule that as the stagge thirsteth after the fountaines of fresh water so shall we vehementlie couet and thirst after our good God that drainlesse fountaine of liuing water which flowes into life euerlastnig THE II. MEDITATION Of vvhom vve are to learne Charitie tovvards one another THE FIRST POINTE. COnsider that we ought to learne this most important lesson this one necessarie thinge of him who doth as well teach it as giue it our Sauiour Iesus who brought downe this sacred fire into earth and his vvill vvas it should burne the hartes of men And indeede neuer did he seeme so peculiarly to make himselfe the Master of any thinge as of this vertue and humilitie This is my precept said that deare master of ours that you loue one another My litle children I giue you a new precept that you loue one another In this all men shall know that you are my Disciples if you haue loue one to another Holy Father I pray c. that they may be one as we also are one I in them and thou in me AFFECTION and RESOL. This is the great commandement indeede my soule this Christs speciall precept Loue one another this the badge by which he will haue all his seruants to be knowne If they loue one another If we come without this wedding garmēt we shall be repulsed If we knocke not hauing this oyle of charitie in our Lampes wherby we may be knowne to men to be Gods Disciples God vvill not knovve vs the dore vvill be shut What thinge more wishfull could we haue desired to haue heard thē by affording mutuall loue and assistance to one another which we haue all such neede of to secure our saluation And yet the most louing and beloued Apostle assures vs It is the precept of our soueraigne Lord and Master doe this faith he and it sufficeth Beare one anothers burden and so you shal accomplish the lavve of Christ THE SECONDE POINTE. Hovv vve ought to exercise Charitie to one another Consider that this ought to be done by his example who gaue the commande of it and afterwards came graciously downe to teach it by his owne practise Thus we are taught by the great Apostle Receiue helpe comfort support and loue one another as Christ receiued assisted supported and loued vs. But how did Christ loue vs c Marrie he loued vs first with a free and disinterested loue which looked vpon noe preceedant merites 2. With a right loue not to receiue any thinge from vs but to discharge the ouer-flowing riches of his mercifull breastes vpon our pouertie 3. With a perseuerant loue for louing his vvho vvere in the vvorld he loued them to the end 4. With a stronge loue euen as stronge as death it selfe he loued vs and deliuered himselfe for vs for vs men and for our saluation AFFECTION and RESOL. If then my soule we hope for any consolation in Christ if any solace of Charitie if any societie of spirit if any bowells of commiseration let vs endeuour to fulfill the B. Apostles ioy by being of one meaning having the same charitie of one mynd agreeing in one That nothing be done by contention nor by vaine glorie but in humilitie each counting others better then themselues In a word let vs receiue comfort support and loue our poore brethren and that too as Christ gaue vs the example with a pure and disinterrested loue because it is his blessed pleasure that so it should be With a right loue not seeking that vvhich is profitable in particular to our selues but that vvhich is profitable to many With a perseuerant loue which is not to end but with the end of our liues Finally with a stronge loue readie to wrastle with obuious difficulties and euen with death it selfe for the good of our brother as our deare Lord gaue vs an example
day It highly behoues vs then to run ouer our life past in the bitternesse of our harts and obserue whether our holy professions haue bene seconded by answerable practises and whether due performances followed our solemne promises Haue we indeede my soule renounced the Diuell and all his pompes Or rather haue we not left Christ and followed his wicked allurements Vpon what follies haue we not feasted our eyes To what highth hath not our thoughtes aspired Of what impurities and disloyalties haue not our hartes at least bene brimme full Obserue and lament our miseries THE II. POINTE. Of the seconde obligation vvhich vve contracte in Baptisme Consider that the seconde obligation which we cōtracte in Baptisme is to be listed among the soldiers of Iesus Christ to fight vnder the banner of the Crosse and openly to professe his lawe That Sweete lawe of loue which conteynes all Christian dutie the loue of God incomparably aboue all other thinges as being infinitly louelie and comprisinge in himselfe all the motiues and obligations of loue and the loue of our neighbour as our selues that is in order to God in God and for God All the loue we can afford to the rest of the creatures is but onely for solaces to our necessities and pouerties as prouisions for the way of our pilgrimage to be vsed not to be inioyed not to haue our hates fixed vpon which are wholie due to God and our neighbour AFFECTION and RESOL. Ah my soule had we bene to haue made choyce of what lawe we our selues had most desired not to haue receiued it from the hand of our almightie maker who had full power to impose what lawe he pleased vpon the workes of his hands what other lawe would we haue wished but that which we haue A lawe by which we are not permitted onely but euen commanded to loue our Kinge the Kinge of Kinges the Kinge of glorie What more honorable To loue him wholy from whose loue and bountie we haue all that we haue What more reasonable To loue him from whose liberalitie we expect all that we yet want the possession of his heauenly Kingdome the inioyment of himselfe for all eternitie What more profitable And as to the other parte of the lawe what poore liues should we not leade nay what deathes and Hells should we not suffer did we in lieu of loue to our neighbour afford him onely neglect scorne and hatred Let me loue thee then ô my deare Lord and my neighbour in thee and for thee for euer THE FIRST MEDITAT FOR THE SECONDE DAY Of the third obligation contracted in Baptisme THE FIRST POINTE. COnsider that the third obligation that we contracted in Baptisme was that we are bound to liue the life of Christ according to that of S. Paule I liue not novv I but Iesus Christ liues in me for vve are buried togeither vvith him by Baptisme and ought also to ryse with him and walke after him in newnesse of life because he left vs an example and his will is that we should followe his foostepps that is that we should walke in the lowlie pathes of humilitie pouertie and abiection as he did from his verie first steppe into this world in labours hunger and thirst from his youth in suffering reproches contumelies and outragious contēpts all his life longe in being abandonned at his death by his Apostles and euen by his heauenly Father my God my God vvhy haste thou forsaken me AFFECTION and RESOL. The life of Christ my soule is our paterne the imitation of it is our obligation and the liuely expression of it is our perfection Let vs seeke noe other nor other way then by humbly following his footestepps To that he calls vs learne of me vvho am mylde and humble in harte not to high speculations with are more apt to fill vs with vanitie then feede vs with solide foode Caluarie was left vs for the imitation of his vertues Thabor onely to admire his Maiestie He is our Alpha and Omega our begining and our end Let all our applications be to him and our dependences of him Let all our conuersations be with him our desires followe him our discourses of him our continuall cryes to him O my dearest Lord and sauiour thou my loue thou my life Let this couenant be made betwixt vs. Let me wholy dye to my selfe that thou alone mayst liue in me Let my passions be wholy silenced that thou alone mayst be heard in me Let all my sollicitous cares which are fruitlesse without thee wholy cease that thou onely mayst worke in me THE II. POINTE. Consider that notwithstanding all those former benefits and obligatiōs contracted therby we haue bene so vngratfull and neglectfull of our owne good as litle to mynde them Nay like true Prodigalls we haue dissipated and spent all those gracious and Godlike talents and forgetting our promesses and obligations we haue returned backe into the slauerie of the Diuell And here it was in deede that our good God magnified his mercyes towards vs. We run from him into a foraigne land and he leaues the ninetie nine to seeke vs. Wee strike at him by sinne and euen crucify him againe and he supportes vs with patience We steppe downe to hell and he brings vs backe He frequently knockes at our harts by his holy word preached to our eares by his internall voyce inculcated to our hartes by wholsome tribulations multiplyed vppon vs and breakes through our deafness And hauinge himselfe wrought all this in vs he crownes his owne mercyes by takeinge vs againe into his familiarity and he and all his courte reioyceth at our conuersion AFFECTION and RESOL. O thou God of mercy to what a length hast thou extended thy patience with me It was I that ran from thee into a Land of disproportion I that forsooke thee the fountaine of liueinge water and made to my selfe cisternes broken cisterns which could hold noe water I that turned the vse of thyne owne giftes to abuse by loueinge them more then thy selfe in such or such an occasion I that stept downe into Hell at such or such a time soe or soe often and thou the while ceasedst not to redouble thy cryes Why vvilt thou perish ô thou house of I sraëll Why dost thou loue vanity and seeke a lye loose thy chaynes from thy necke ô thou captiue daughter of Sion At least after all thy disloyaltyes call mee but Father Ah my soule be noe longer deafe to all these gracious inuitations but run though alas but too late to that Father of mercyes and say with a contrite and humbled hart Father I haue offended against heauen against thee I am noe longer vvorthy to be called thy Sonne deale with mee onely as with one of the hyrelings of thy house THE II. MEDITATION FOR THE SECONDE DAY The greeuousnesse of sinne THE FIRST POINTE. COnsider what sinne is and your holy father S. Augustine will teache you that it is noe substance at all but a miserable
difficultie to be great knocks hard to haue helpe from heauen putts downe for a caueat to all that it is better to be ignorant with safetie then knowing with danger And that vnlesse we beleeue humbly we shall not see clearely AFFECTION and RESOL. Let vs beware my soule of bearing our heads too high and of being proudely wise let vs be wise with so brietie it is to the simple and humble litle ones that God giues grace and reueales misteries shutt vp from the wise of the world who vanish in their owne sense and reputing themselues wise are indeed fooles It is the simplicitie of beleeuing not the viuacitie of vnderstanding which saues the troupes of Christians Low layd then ô Lord in my poore nothing humbly will I expect from thee the knowledge of such truthes as thy wisdome may see necessarie for thy glorie and my eternall good This is all I need and all I desire II. POINT Consider the excellences and fruites of Faith wherof the first is that it makes the humble and simple man see the most hidden misteries though with an obscure light perfectly and infallibly without disputation hesitation or doubt at all Faith hath indeed eyes saith he yea eyes both greater stronger and more powerfull eyes which neuer deceaued any eyes which are alwayes fixed vpon our Lord eyes finally which in some sort sees that to be true which as yet she sees not and wherby she most certainly sees that she doth not yet see what she beleeues AFFECTION and RESOL. Who are not content with these eyes haue deseruedly eyes and see not yea with open eyes run to their destruction and descend into Hell aliue because they would preferre their witt before the infallible guidance of Faith which was the proper guide giuen vs by God to direct our stepps in Christianitie O most blessed light who art not seene saue onely by most purifyed eyes purifie thes eyes of myne that flying vanitie they may dwel vpon VERITIE and in thy light see light indeed III. POINT Consider that a seconde excellence of faith is that it is the iust mans foode or his iustice because if he beleeues he vseth precaution if he vse precaution he also begins to vse endeuour and God knowes his endeuour and lookes into his will and obserues his combat with the flesh exhorts him to fight helps him to ouercome expects him strugling supports him falling crownes him ouercoming O how excellent a fruite of Faith is this AFFECTION and RESOLVT Grant ô Lord that this Faith which is the iust mans foode and life may alwayes be found in me so vigourous and liuely that by a wise precaution or fore-sight I may looke ouer temporall and fixe vpon eternall things For those vse my best endeuours vpon the purchace of those to spend my substance for the attayning of those to fight lawfully in his sight who after that good combat and conseruation of faith will bestow vpon me that crowne of iustice which the same faith assuring is layd vp for me and such as loue his coming THE X. MEDITATION A continuation of the fruites and excellencies of Faith I. POINT COnsider as a third excellencie of Faith that their are no greater riches no greater treasures no honors no substance of this world greater then the Catholike faith which saues sinners inlightēs the blind cures the infirme baptiseth the Cathecumenes iustifies the faithfull repaires the penitent increaseth the iust crownes Martirs conserueth Virgins widowes wiues in puritie orders clarkes consecrates Priests prepars vs to the Kingdome of heauen and makes vs partake with the Angells in that eternall inheritance AFFECTION and RESOLV See then my soule how when we thinke to haue left all we possesse all nay while we thinke to haue lost all by persequution we inioy all more happily while our Faith which is the greatest riches honor substance of this world is not impaired but increased by it They may robbe vs of our riches yet while our faith is firme they touch not that aurum optimum which is Charitie They may depriue vs of wordly honors but not of that noble title of being the sons of God They may order our substance to new Masters but they cannot quelle our expectation and hope of a better and permanent substance II. POINT Consider yet further that it is Christian faith which doth rayse our thoughts and conduct vs to the verie highth or topp of WISDOME AND TRVTH the fruition vvherof is no other thing then blessed life or BEATITVDE vvhich is neuer found saue onely in the discipline of our Catholike Mother AFFECTION and RESOL. If Beatitude be that which all men incessantly seeke for and not finding can neuer rest if it can neuer be found saue by the benefit of Faith alone and faith can noe way be procured but by Gods free gift What millions of prayses doe we owe to that infinite Goodnes who freely bestowed this incomparable great gift of Faith vpon vs which inables vs to see all good things O how many hovv many vvould haue vvished to haue seene vvhat vve haue seene and haue not seene it c. Benedicam Domino in omni tempore semper laus eius in ore meo III. POINT Consider for the last fruite or excellencie that though this Catholike faith Eagle-like is able to flie right vp and fixe those stronge and vndazeled eyes of hers vpon the sun it selfe and euen gaze vpon Maiestie without being oppressed by glorie yet doth she graciously accommodate her selfe to euery capacitie be they litle be they great be they weake be they stronge she hath foode wherwith to nourish them to saciate them AFFECTION and RESOLV Yes heauenly father because so it was pleasing in thy sight These things thou didst hide from the prudent and wise of the world and hast reuealed them to the litle ones to those litle ones who seeke thee in simplicitie and humilitie of hart The wisest if they be wise indeed and walke not in wonders aboue them selues and so vanish in their owne presumption must be forced to make their reason stoope in obedience to Faith humbly pronouncing Credo I beleeue what I am not able by witt to discouer And the least and simplest of the children of God doth no lesse ô diuine faith how excellent a Mistrisse thou art who in a moment canst persuade vs more wholsome truthes then all the Aristotles in an Age. THE XI MEDITATION Hovv he behaued himselfe in Hope and vvhat motiues he had to imbrace it I. POINT COnsider with Saint Augustine that Faith indeed shewes vs faire things and such as are worthy of all labour to obteyne them Yet had we no Hope at all whereby we might be inabled as well to obteyne them as to know them we should ether not att all or at least verie weakely loue the things which by faith we discouer to be so beautifull His faith was therfore accōpaigned with hope vvhich is no other thing then that vvherby a man is encourraged to
Lord thy sorowes passe all our sorowes yet my soule it is maiestie that is thus smitten it 's innocencie which thus suffers It 's indeede the God of Gods whose immensitie cannot be comprehended whose perfections excellencies cannot be numbred whose goodnesse is boundlesse whose mercyes cannot be matched Alas my deformed hidden crucifyed Lord whither hath mercy goodnesse loue to miserable man ledd thee was it thought fittinge to this goodnesse that thy wounds should be without number as are thy perfectiōs mercyes to man soe to make an absolute demonstration that as there is noe loue soe are there noe sorrowes like to thyne Let me not liue but to loue thee suffer for thy sake THE II. POINTE. Consider further that he sufferd inall his senses by the presence of all the obiects of sorrow He saw his choysen Apostles sleeping while he was sweating bloud He saw the Trayter whom he had newly fedd with his owne blessed body bloud come in the heade of a barbarous band to apprehend him He saw the execrable crueltie of an vngratefull nation which he had alwayes oblidged and loued by preference Finally his cares were full of blaspheemies scoffes and scornes and his eyes and harte of the sorrowes teares and bloud of a God dying AFFECTION And yet my soule it is the very naturall sonne of God that suffers all this He is the splendour of his fathers glorie and the figure of his substance And shall we his poore sonns taken in by adoption onely see with drye eyes his full of teares and bloud or shall we after this sad sight permitt them any more to be filled with vanitie Shall our eares lye open to destractions adulations and found rumours which hurt our soules whyle his for our sake are filled with contumelies and blasphemies Shall we Christians pamper the rest of our senses with sweetes and delicacies while our Christs so hugely suffers in them all Ah! be it euer farre from vs to pay his loue with such intolerable ingratitude THE III. POINT He suffers in his soule But if his body vniuersally and all his senses be ingaged in the sufference is his soule at least free Ah noe it s sadd to death it s replenished vvith euill or sorrow the bitter vvaters of tribulations haue broken in vpon it The horrour of death the ingratitude of mē the scorne of Nations Pilates iniustice Herods mockerie Annas and Cayphas blasphemie the Scribes and Pharisies circumuentions the Ministers and Soldiers crueltie the peoples preference of Barabbas and their tumultuous and vniust Crucifige See then vvhether there be any sorrovv like to his sorrovv AFFECTION and RESOL. O man of dolours and accustomed to sufferances from thy youth Were not thy sorrowes and in them thy loue to man sufficiently expressed in abandonning that innocent chast and tender virginall body of thyne to the cruell persecutours wills vnlesse thou didst withall permitt the bitter flouds of tribulatiō and deadly saddnesse enter into and take possession of thy blessed soule Consider my soule and see whether their be any sorowe like to this sorrow or any loue like to his loue who gaue vp his soule to such sorrowes for thy sake If the horrour of death inuade thee thy Master went before thee waded through to death it selfe Proue friends vngratefull so they were to thy Lord. Are others of lesse worth preferred before thee but so was Barrabas before thy Master Christ Remember remember my soule that the seruant is not greater then his master c. THE IV. POINTE. He suffers vvithout a comforter Consider his body 's tormented his senses offended his soule afflicted and oppressed Is none left to comfort him Noe none relictus est solus he 's abandoned left all alone to wrastle with all the legions of sorrowes Non est qui consoletur eum There is none left to comfort him Was there euer so pittious a spectacle His Apostles are fled Peter followes a farre of and sweares he knowes him not The dolorous mother stands neere the Crosse indeed but her presence affords so smale solace that her sorrowes serue to redouble his The Angells come not neere His heauenly father abandonns him nay yet more Heauens stand amaysed at it he is euen forsaken by himselfe while he stopps the influence of his diuinitie that it flow not vpon his humanitie leauing it to suffer all alone without all comfort See then vvhether there be any sorrovv like to his sorrovv AFFECTION and RESOL. O my soule looke vpon the face of thy Christ Admire his his vn wearied suffering loue Hartily acknowledge that there is noe sorrow like his sorrow Imprint in thy harte at what a deare rate thou wast bought Ah my soule it was not with gold and siluer and such corruptible thinges but with the sorrowes and teares and bloud and death of a a God-man our Sauiour Iesus With sorrowes which spredd thēselues so vniuersally ouer body senses and soule with teares and bloud so plentifully and freely powred out with death so ignominious so deuoyd of all comfort so abandonned that it forced from the mouth of a most obedient and dearest child My God my God vvhy hast thou forsaken me Resolue firmely then that neither sorrowes nor bloodshed nor abandonments nor death it selfe shall separate vs from the loue of that dearest Lord. THE FIRST MEDITAT FOR THE FOVRTH DAY Of Deathe THE FIRST POINTE. Nothinge more certaine then death lesse certaine then the tyme therof COnsider and striue to imprint in our harts that which we all know yet seeme not to know it that which we all beleeue and yet as it were beleeue it not to witt that as there is nothinge soe certaine as death soe is there nothinge soe vncertaine as the houre therof Consult our owne Knowledge vppō these truthes we Know that neither Salomons witt nor Samsons strength nor Absolons beauty were founde proofe against it They were and now are not mortui sunt is certaine Consult the word of truth and we shall finde that we are bound to beleeue what we otherwise Know. Consult our selues againe vppon the vncertaintie of it and we finde that we haue Knowne many taken away when they and their friends least feared it some by violent some by naturall deathes some in their childhoode before they well knew what it was to liue some in theire flourishinge spring when vigourous youth promised them they could not dye Some in the decline of their age while death threatned and yet was not feared soe certaine it is that the houre of death is vncertaine to all as Christ himselfe makes it sure to faith Watch saith he because you neither know the day nor the houre AFFECTION and RESOLV Dye then we must my soule thereis nothinge soe certaine departe we must out of this cottage of clay Gods iustice hath pronounced the sentence Remember man that thou art dust in-to dust thou shalt returne But when must this sentence be put in execution that is noe lesse
recōcilement with God But alas who is so impertinētly proude as to presume to haue them without his gifte who commands them assuring vs by S. Iohn that vvithout him vve can doe nothinge Say there-for giue ô Lord I humbly beseech thee what thou commandest that I may loue thee as much as I desire and as much as dutie obliges me to Giue humilitie that inseparable companion of Charitie and sure Guardien of virginitie Giue finally fountaines of teares that day and night I may bewaile my offences giue them I say because without thee we are able to doe nothing Noe for if with B. Magdalene we come to Christ it is because his heauenly Father drawes vs. If the deepe inwarde sense of our crymes make vs insensible with her of all outward confusion which they bringe with them it is the sorrovv vvhich is accordinge to God and from God that workes it in our hartes If we washe his feere with teares it is God who powres downe that heauenly dewe If we loue him it is because he loued vs first And yet ô ineffable goodnesse and benignitie by these his owne gifts he drawes vs to him and then crownes the same by his free pardon saying thy sinns are forgiuen thee A Prayer Grant ô Lord we beseech thee that the worke of thy mercy may direct our hartes because with out thee we are not able to please thee per Christum Dominum nostrum Amen Other Prayers O almightie and eternall Father daigne by the merits of the life and passion of thy onely beloued sonne deeply to imprinte in our hartes true sorrow to haue offended thee meerely out of the motiues of loue for alas if we auoyde sinne onely out of feare of Hell fire we feare not to offende but to burne nor are we iustified therby since it is not feare of punishment but loue of iustice vvhich makes vs iust in thy sight ô Lord. Grant me also deare Lord a perfect detestation of sinne and a firme resolution to auoyde it here-after especially in such and such thinges which I am most subiect to and stand most guiltie of in thy sight euen purely for thyne owne goodnesse sake who art infinitly worthy of the loue of all thy creatures Grant me finally a true contempt of the world and a willing flight from it and all its pompes and vanities which are the diuells weapons to destroye vs and therby faithfully acquitt my selfe of the solemne promises made in my baptisme Amen FINIS A SPIRITVALL EXERCISE before profession THE FIRST MEDITAT The Preparitorie prayer Veni Creator and Deus qui corda c. THE FIRST POINTE. CONSIDER that since now the yeare of your nouishippe or tryall is come to an end and that by Gods speciall grace and assistance to his honour and glorie and the good of your soule you haue conceiued a generous resolution to sett vpon the building of the Euangelicall Towre you are highly concerned maturely to examine how it is to be done Nor can you proceede more securely then by taking it from the mouth of Prime Truth saying which of you mynding to build a tower doth not first sitt downe and reckon the charges that are necessaire whether he haue to finish it least that after he hath layd the foundation and is not able to finish it all that see it begin to mocke him saying this man began to build and he could not finish it You ought therfor to consider the strength of your body the bent of your mynde the motiues which brought you hither that so you may discouer whether your body be not in truth too infirme your mynd too weake and wauering your motiues too light and incōsiderate out of some disgust rather then a disinterrested choyce out of confidence of your owne abilitie and strength rather then Gods inspirations and dependance of his grace AFFECTION Let this be done my soule in sinceritie and truth with grauitie and care still taking your counsells with God and from God It is not a childs play you are going about but the worke of a perfect man Your choyce is not for a day but for life The consequence of it not for a tearme of some fewe yeares but for eternitie eternitie my soule In thinges in a manner indifferent the choyce is indifferent In such things of smale importance it litle importes whether this or that be done so either of them be done to Gods glorie God is pleased and we merite If we should stand a waighing Doubles saith B. Sales trading would proue too troublesome Marrie goes on the same the choyce of ones vocation the proposition of a matter of great consequence a worke of much difficultie c. deserue a serious ponderation that Gods will which is our dutie happinesse and perfection may be discerned therin And let our firme resolutions be made accordingly THE II. POINTE. Consider with what it is that this Euangelicall Towre or spirituall building ought to be built and S. Augustine will teach you that it is to be done vvith noe other treasure then the forsaking of all and follovving of Christ which he takes from Truth it selfe saying Euery one of you that doth not renounce all that he hath can not be my Disciple And the same Truth expresses what he meanes by renounceing of all in these words If any man come to me and hateth not his Father and mother and vvife and children and brethren and sisters yea and his evvne life besides he cannot be my Disciple AFFECTION This my soule is the conctition of the obligation into which we are to enter for the building of this spirituall Towre This must be performed by vs and euen by all Christians in generall at least in perparation of mynde or els in vaine doe we pretend to be the Disciples or seruants of Christ Giue all and gayne all At any lesse coste this spirituall Towre will not be finished at any lesse rate the Euangelicall pearle will not be purchaced Vnlesse all this be performed saith Christ himselfe You cannot be my Disciples you cannot be true Religious and true followers of Christ Vnlesse this generous resolution be absolutley vndertaken let our designe be absolutly forsaken To serue God by halues will proue vnprosperous to vs God desires the hart which was made by himselfe and for himselfe and he will haue it whole The virgines whole thoughtes and sollicitudes ought to be imployed vpon the thinges vvhich pertaine to our Lord that she may be holy both in body and in spirit Remember that it was S. Paule who saith it THE II. MEDITATION FOR THE FIRST DAY Of the solide and sure fundation of this spirituall building THE FIRST POINTE. COnsider what fundation ought to be layd to supporte this waightie and most important building and your holy Father will tell you againe that it ought to be noe other then humilitle Doe you saith he pretende to erecte a fabrike of a huge highth Thinke first of the foundation humilitie And by how much higher we
it nor can he deceiue vs that he vvho exaltes himselfe shall be humbled and be that humbleth himselfe shall be exalted Nay my soule since the same Truth comes to teach vs this lesson in his sacred passion let vs not proue so much contrarie to his blessed designe and our owne aduantage as not to endeuour to learne it with the whole strife of our hartes Howbeit sith he is as well the teacher as giuer of it let vs often say with S. Augustine thou commandest humilitie ô Lord giue vvhat thou commandest and commande vvhat thou vvilt THE II. MEDITATION FOR THE 2. DAY THE FIRST POINTE. COnsider that hence it was that the diuine wisdome or Word of God which was in the begining with God nay was God and therfor could thinke it noe stealth to be coequall coeternall consubstantiall with God the Father exinanited or powred himselfe out and became flesh Et Verbum caro factum est taking vpon him the shape of a seruant Earth is at a losse vpon this abismall humiliation litle kowing as faith S. Augustine what to say to it or what conceipt to make of it Nay the heauenly powers stand amaysed to sea the kinge of Angells become lesse then the Angells yee iust like to one of vs in all thinges saue sinne nay one of vs indeede flesh of our flesh bones of our bones poore man Vnlesse we should yet say further lesse then man Nouissimus virorum the least and last of men a vvorme and not a man with the royall Prophete AFFECTION RESOLVT Ah my poore soule if the gracious inuitations and mylde lessons of Wisdome cannot preuayle to plucke downe our proude harte let at least the abismall example of our humanised God the eternall Word made flesh put before our eyes dissipate and cure that pernicious tumour It is thy verie God that lyes humbled at thy feete my soule it is diuinitie it selfe which lyes as it were infirme before thee that so thy swelling being worne downe thou mightst deiect thy selfe and caste thy selfe prostrate vpon that great God Deus Deorum now for thy example become the last and least of men THE II. POINTE. Consider that if this heauenly designe and resolution be truly admirable farre farre aboue the reach of men and Angells and the execution of it ineffably gracious and euen rauishinge as speaking more sweetnesse and heauēly delightes to humane hartes then they are any way capable to comprehende so that they doe not so much intice as inforce the said hartes to humilitie if there be any sense of man left in man so the admirable circumstances which accompaignie it doe powerfully preach the same lessons to the eyes of the world If then it hath pleased him to build himselfe a cottage of the same claye wherof he made vs he will also haue all the rest suted to it This most humble Loue metamorsised-kinge will haue an humble mother Queene a poore handmayde of our Lord An humble putatiue father Ioseph a carpenter An humble Pallace a poore Rocke or caue An humble chaire of state a manger Humble attendants an oxe and an Asse vvith a fevve sillie shephardes and after that all his life longe poore rude simple fishermen AFFECTION and RESOL. What my soule will be euer able to decrye pride if this doe not And what will be able to imprinte humilitie deepe in the verie bottomes of our hartes if this proue not effectuall His poore abiect and despicable condition in the verie first steppe he made into this world began to publish it His lowlie obscure and hidden life all the tyme of his infancie declared it in his riper yeares he continually preached it the course of his whole life confirmed it and at his death he signed it with his pretious bloude humbling himselfe to death and the death of the crosse the most infamous of all deathes O my soule let vs then being forced by all these pressing and euen oppressing arguments either humble our selues to the ground in all occasions of humiliation or at least confesse to our confusion that we are the most vnworthy and vnsutable seruants to a diuine Master who was in all thinges so incomparably humble THE I. MEDITATION FOR THE THIRD DAY Of the Benefit of a religious vocation THE FIRST POINTE. COnsider that it seemed not enough to that Kinge of glorie First to haue made you a reasonable creature after his owne likenesse and all the other creatures for your vse 2. to haue regenerated you to a new and better life by the holy Sacrament of Baptisme 3. to haue giuen you the knowledge of the Catholike faith hauing culled you out of multitudes that daylie perish but his gracious beneuolence went yet further on with you and by this holie vocation to Religion called you to be his peculiar friend and seruant and Fauourite to haue a more neere and deare conuersation with him and to make it your businesse in earth to singe his prayses and mercyes as the Blessed shall doe for euer and euer in Heauen AFFECTION and RESOL. O the infinite goodnesse of my deare Lord who goes still on in my behalfe heaping benefit vpon benefit and fauours vpon fauours yea fauours of singular preference tender loue and greatest assurance towards the attayning of Beatitude that can be mette with vpon this perilous sea Fauours not granted to all nay scarce to a few among multitudes who daylie suffer shipwracke while thy free grace deare God not my merits hath guided my doubtfull nauigation to a safe harbour Where witnesse S. Bernard who experienced the same one liues more purely falls more rarely riseth more quicklie walkes more cautiously receiues grace more frequently reposeth more securely dyes more confidently and is rewarded more abundantly THE II. POINTE. That this vocation leads to a certaine state Consider that Gods goodnesse by meanes of this holie vocation lendes you not to a certaine indifferencie of seruing him or not seruing him at your owne pleasure and election but he bringes you therby to a setled and permanent state wherin your body is tyed to stabilitie in a certaine place and all your actions are marked out and limited by Rule and constitutions and all these confirmed by the three essential vowes of Religion Pouertie chastitie and obedience according to S. Augustins Rule Which vowes are noe other things then sacred and solemne promises freely deliberatly and with out constrainte made to God in the face of the holy Church of thinges which are better as S. Thomas of Aquine teacheth AFFECTION and RESOL. This my soule was Gods singular goodnesse to vs to winne our hartes by our owne free choyce to renounce that dangerous libertie which might happly haue proued our ruine to imbrace the true libertie of the children of God which is neuer so free or euen truly free indeede but vnder the seruitude of that most pious Kinge of glorie according to that of S. Augustine Libertie is neuer greater then vnder a pious Kinge whom to serue is indeede