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saint_n paul_n word_n true_o say_v that_o we_o labour_v labour_n in_o our_o mind_n to_o be_v rid_v of_o sin_n and_o to_o attain_v some_o better_a condition_n of_o life_n and_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o we_o but_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n which_o be_v with_o we_o it_o be_v our_o labour_n and_o it_o be_v not_o we_o something_o there_o be_v no_o question_n in_o we_o to_o set_v forward_o in_o the_o business_n and_o yet_o this_o something_o without_o god_n we_o do_v sufficient_o find_v to_o be_v even_o as_o nothing_o we_o may_v as_o indeed_o we_o must_v be_v do_v and_o so_o we_o our_o endeavour_n but_o let_v we_o know_v and_o be_v assure_v that_o there_o can_v be_v no_o harvest_n except_o god_n prosper_v it_o for_o it_o shall_v be_v like_o the_o corn_n grow_v upon_o the_o house_n top_n wherewith_o the_o mower_n fill_v not_o his_o hand_n neither_o he_o that_o bind_v up_o the_o sheaf_n his_o bosom_n many_o time_n do_v we_o observe_v in_o the_o passage_n of_o our_o life_n that_o when_o we_o most_o 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wickedness_n covetousness_n maticiousnesse_n etc._n etc._n we_o can_v imagine_v how_o the_o vent_n thereof_o can_v be_v stop_v but_o that_o it_o must_v needs_o have_v passage_n one_o way_n or_o other_o and_o indeed_o so_o for_o the_o most_o part_n when_o it_o be_v stop_v of_o its_o ordinary_a course_n it_o find_v out_o a_o secret_a vent_n elsewhere_o and_o true_o after_o this_o manner_n sometime_o we_o seem_v to_o be_v reclaim_v and_o reform_v of_o our_o accustom_a vice_n whenas_o in_o very_a deed_n we_o do_v but_o turn_v out_o of_o one_o sin_n into_o another_o for_o this_o be_v the_o devil_n policy_n now_o and_o then_o to_o imitate_v repentance_n by_o alter_v and_o change_v up_o and_o down_o our_o sin_n to_o the_o end_n they_o may_v not_o grow_v tedious_a unto_o we_o to_o make_v we_o loath_a and_o abhor_v they_o utter_o or_o perchance_o to_o give_v our_o conscience_n some_o satisfaction_n with_o the_o show_n of_o repentance_n that_o we_o may_v the_o more_o secure_o continue_v in_o 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manacle_n of_o unrighteousness_n which_o do_v so_o strong_o tie_v we_o unto_o unhappiness_n a_o misery_n certain_o full_a of_o all_o misery_n to_o be_v so_o far_o involve_v therein_o that_o we_o can_v see_v no_o probability_n to_o get_v out_o and_o yet_o lo_o this_o be_v not_o the_o utmost_a it_o do_v not_o rest_v here_o we_o must_v yet_o â—urther_o entertain_v a_o great_a unhappiness_n for_o now_o behold_v a_o far_o more_o grievous_a and_o worse_a thing_n for_o the_o present_a hereby_o happen_v unto_o we_o god_n judgement_n the_o usual_a consequence_n of_o continuance_n in_o fin_n prepare_v after_o so_o long_a forbearance_n to_o lay_v siege_n unto_o our_o conscience_n and_o the_o messenger_n of_o satan_n like_o a_o trumpeter_n be_v send_v in_o to_o summon_v we_o beforehand_o for_o behold_v hideous_a and_o dismay_v thought_n begin_v to_o slip_v into_o our_o mind_n exceed_o to_o terrify_v and_o strike_v through_o our_o unhappy_a soul_n the_o strangeness_n of_o which_o many_o time_n at_o the_o first_o come_v of_o it_o do_v so_o ghastly_a affright_n and_o startle_v we_o that_o our_o heart_n be_v ready_a to_o faint_v and_o swoon_v with_o the_o terror_n thereof_o and_o this_o this_o i_o say_v for_o the_o present_a out_o of_o our_o unadvisâ—dnesse_n and_o ignorance_n of_o the_o right_a understanding_n hereof_o common_o become_v a_o great_a snare_n to_o we_o to_o keep_v we_o off_o from_o repentance_n than_o all_o our_o former_a sin_n and_o distemper_n beside_o for_o when_o perchance_o we_o endeavour_v to_o settle_v our_o thought_n upon_o humiliation_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o take_v upon_o we_o the_o examination_n of_o our_o wicked_a and_o sinful_a life_n as_o lift_v up_o our_o thought_n into_o this_o meditation_n oh_o how_o the_o time_n pass_v away_o the_o daily-consuming_a torch_n of_o our_o life_n burn_v out_o apace_o and_o shall_v we_o continue_v still_o in_o this_o desolate_a and_o deplore_a condition_n without_o due_a repentance_n and_o reconciliation_n with_o god_n 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