either as a judgement on their hard hearts which cannot repent they shall be cut off in the midst of their strength and sinnes as most interpret the words or wicked men though they die feeble and aged yet are they said dies dimidiare not to live out halfe their dayes because they are so deeply in love with the world and greedy of life that they would willingly live as long againe as already they had or lastly are so carelesse of their walking so little knowing how the precious time passes away that they are at their journeyes end ere they thinke they have gone halfe way thus being tooke away before they expected death they are tooke away also ere they could halfe provide for it Whereas if wee consider how fraile and brittle even naturally how subject to variety of casualties the frequent instruments of sudden death wee are how many continually fall on every side of us what store of blood-thirsty Papists and desperate Libertines rage and swarme in our land each whereof suae vitae incuriosus tuae dominus growne carelesse of his owne life becomes master of thine and upon these considerations alwayes keep e Sen. Ep. 66. in our view and minde approaching death we should never be unprepared for it Non subito moriuntur qui semper se morituros cogitaverunt i.e. those which with Saint Paul dye daily f 1 Cor. 15.31 for so also may he be understood cannot die suddenly If therefore thou art resolv'd to pray From sudden death good Lord deliver us pray also with David g Psal 92.12 Teach us so to number our dayes that we may apply our hearts unto wisdome i.e. bring them to wisdome make them wise Now a wise mans heart saith the Preacher h Eccles â— 5 discerneth both time and judgement the last time death and the last judgement at Christs second comming not that he punctually knowes the time when he shall die or when Christ shall in flaming fire be revealed from heaven no these times and seasons belong unto God alone but that he so well discernes the one and the other that neither of them shall take him unprovided to this purpose as it becommeth a wise sonne he gathereth in summer l Prov. 10.5 In the long dayes of peace and the glorious sun-shine of the Gospel he layes up against Winter i.e. either against times of blindnesse and persecution when the meanes shall be denyed him or else against death when his strength like that of Plants returnes to the earth there to be kept untill the Resurrections spring You therefore which desire to be freed from sudden death and by your prayer will witnesse this your desire witnesse it also I beseech you by your carefull endeavour to prepare for its comming pray that you may apply your hearts unto wisdome and manifest your selves to be wise sonnes by gathering in Summer O gather therefore gather apace whilst it may be yet said to be Summer For ought I know our Sunne may be declining and our Summer drawing towards an end darkenesse and spirituall blindnesse may be comming faster on us then the yeares Winter We have truth is at this time a great shine great store of excellent and faithfull Preachers but this may be but Vltimus lucernaefulgor the last blaze of a dying candle greatest at last The times are dangerous full of teares and dismall expectations what bloody and desperate designes are continually hatcht and discovered strange talke and projects abroad God knowes whether the Jesuites many yeares plot may now have issue the scales may turn sure I am our sinnes and hardened hearts deserve it nay doe we not see them swagge and much adoe to keepe even and did not the prayers and humiliations of some few good soules amongst us which sigh and cry both for their owne and the abominations of the land adde weight unto the right scale we were utterly lost O how suddenly may the freedome and liberty of injoying God in his Ordinances for want of valuing and rightly using them be tooke from us Let therefore you and me and him let every one of us resolve with his Saviour m Iohn 9.40 To worke the workes of him that sent us whilst 't is day because the night comes when no man can worke the workes of him that sent mee not of my Father Vt obligationem faciendi ipso missionis nomine declaret n Maldon in locum that he might shew the necessity of performing these workes from his purposely being sent for their performance So ought wee whilst 't is called to day the time of our life the time of our liberty or the time allowed us for comming in let us ply the businesses breeding faith and perfecting repentance not onely because they are the works of our Father works tending to his glory but also because they are the works of him that sent us to this end hath hee sent us into the World that we might repent and beleeve It concernes us therefore carefully to use all the meanes to attaine to this perfection ere we are took out of the world ere the night of death come on us when no man can work And for ought I know to the contrary this night wherein no man can work may as well include our last sicknesse the time of dying as that after it Death is a harder task and there is more to do in it then most men think of How much businesse we may then have and how little time allowed for its dispatch God onely knowes A carelesse man going on in the sinnes and courses of the world who thinkes it not worth the while in times of health and content to trouble himselfe with the melancholy of repentance will finde it employment more then enough on his death-bed for his weak heart and giddy head to set his house in order the chief thing in these troubles cared for by worldly Achitophels with patience to undergoe his present paines or to make the little and spiritlesse flesh God shall leave him willing to depart What no time then my brethren and quiet will he have to make even with God having run on 30 40 50. or more yeares in horrible arrerages what little leisure then will hee have to resist the Devill quiet his conscience or answer his clamorous sinnes I shall in a word shew you what a toile and trouble almost invincible 't will be for that man to dye well that hath lived ill acquainting you with these 2. things 1. How hard it is for such a one to be willing to dye 2. How hard it is for him dying to resist the Devill First see how hard it will bee for him to bee willing to dye Whatsoever is destructive to being or life nature abhorres the continuance and preservation of this being its onely appetite Such a one then as yet being in the state of nature cannot but mightily dread death Nay there hath been in the dearest of Gods
1 Sam. 21.6 and immediately breaks that Oath and Pacification and through the evill Spirit that was upon him sought again to smite him to the wall with his Javelin b vers 10. anon after David being certified by Ionathan of his Fathers murderous intentions c 1 Sam. 20. à ver 37. ad 41. was forc't to flie for his life and in his flight betook himselfe to Ahimelech the Priest for reliefe and succour and so well told he his tale that he got of him the Shew-bread and Goliah's Sword d 1 Sam. 21 à ver 6. ad 9. But see the ground and Author of this great mischiefe Doeg was then in the Temple and heard all as 't is the peculiar lot of Gods people to fall into the hands of Doegs treacherous and deceitfull people this sneaking Parasite carries and aggravates the businesse to Saul I saw the Sonne of Iesse comming to Nob to Ahimelech the Priest and he enquired of the Lord for him e Sam. 22.9.10 and what of that 't was after treason and conspiracy the King enquired sed ea ratio est adulatorum ut si principem calentem videant velint eum incenderc ex stulto prorsus insanū facere f Pet. Martyr in loc but such is the condition of flatterers that they 'l blow a heated Tyrant into a flame and turne his folly into madnesse Upon this false information Ahimelech and the rest of the Priests with all of their Families were sent for g ver 11. they come Saul becomes both the accuser and the Judge and presently falls upon the tryall Heare now thou Sonne of Ahituh and he answered Here am I and Saul said unto him Why have yee conspired against me h ver 12.13 But wherein laid the conspiracy in relieving a man faithfull to his God and Prince And who is so faith full amongst all thy Servants as David which is the Kings Son in Law Conjuratio est consensus aliquorum contra rempub i Pet. Martyr Ib. The conspire which mischievously plot against the Common-Wealth he goeth at thy bidding and is honourable in thy house did he then begin to enquire of God for him k vers 14.15 i.e. is this the first time I enquired for him or being thy Son-in-law and thy faithfull Servant I did not so much enquire of God for him as for thee At last knowing he was to deale with a Tyrant whom reason law or right would nothing move hee gives over pleading and falls to begging Let not the King impute any thing to thy Servant for thy Servant knew nothing of this more or lesse l ver 15. What if you had Ahimelech would you not therefore have relieved him because the King unjustly persecured him would that have beene faire dealing think you If others had been of this minde he had never overcome the Tyrants cruelty But now I see that our Priests as they desire to be cald are not the first that would rather renounce a just cause then displease an unjust man Our cruell High-Priest violent and peremptory as he was did with his power so brow-beat and dare all the rest as one of themselves lately and publikely confest that they had but one voice amongst them all the rest being but his ecchoe's his dictates out-nois'd those of their conscience for woe had been to them who had done otherwise who had relieved any though never so innocent and religious whom his Grace had slung his Iavelin at sent his Citation for or once cal'd Puritane Rubet auditor cui frigida mens est But to goe forwards would this Priest his closing with Saul serve his turne no certainly For the King said Thou shalt surely die Ahimelech thou and all thy Fathers house m ver 16. The sentence is past between which and execution some respite ought to be but no such matter now he immediately sayes unto the foot-men that were about him Turne and slay the Priests of the Lord n ver 17. fearing happily lest cooling and comming to himselfe he might on better consideration not have been guilty of so much innocent blood But wherefore should they be slaine Because they knew when David fled and told it not unto me but where is the witnesse Doeg you 'l say did affirme it but is not this against the known Law o Deut. 17.6 At the mouth of two or three witnesses shall hee that is worthy of death die but at the mouth of one witnesse he shall not die But see the honest Guard farre honester then their master would not put forth their hand to fall upon the Priests of the Lord p vers 17. they well know he was but Gods Minister for their good mandatorius siquid vult facere contra mandatum id jubet esse irritum q et Martyr Ib. and whatsoever a Commissioner injoynes beyond his Commission is voide and ought not to be obeyed But if one won't another will the Devill will alwayes supply Tyrants with suitable instruments Doeg seemes to be glad of the office and resolute to doe whatsoever the King should command him never interposing that honest condition of the Israelites to Ioshua onely the Lord be with thee r Iosh 1.17 and forthwith he fals to work fell on the Priests of the Lord and slew on that day fourescore and five persons that wore a linnen Ephod ſ 1 Sam. 12.18 he slew the Priests the Priests of the Lord he slew men unarm'd men consecrated to God he slew old men and women he slew children and sucklings to whom Scythians and Parthians have shown mercy in the time of the cruellest warre and to make up the summe he slew so many innocents he slew them he their informer was their executioner first bely'd them with his tongue and then butchered them with his hand chuse which you will now either Saul or his instrument and you cannot but confesse there is cause more then enough of my Psalmists question and exclamation Why dost thou Saul thou envious malitious unjust bloody Tyrant or why dost thou Doeg thou sneaking base informing Parasite thou cruell murdering butcher why dost thou boast thy selfe in this so unheard of a mischief But happily on good grounds Davids wonder may be that any whatsoever should boast in any whatsoever mischief therfore I shal endeavor to make good the question in general And now me thinks I am brought into a wildernesse the subject I am fallen on is so large and fearefull should I let fly my Meditations with that bitternesse and liberty wherewith such mad and prodigious boasters ought to be took up I should lose both you and my selfe But the sutablenesse of my first questions businesse both to our times and our present occasion tempted me to so much over-largenesse that I could not but in equity promise brevity in the following questons that therefore I may bee as good as my word I shall not keep you long
THE VANITY OF Self-boasters OR The Prodigious madnesse of tyrannizing Sauls mis-leading Doegs or any others whatsoever which peremptorily goe on and atheistically glory in their shame and mischief IN A SERMON Preached at the Funerall of John Hamnet Gent. late of the Parish of Maldon in Surrey BY E. H. Minister of the same and late Fellow of Merton Colledge in Oxford Sen. Hyppol Act. 1. Quod non potest vult posse qui nimium potest LONDON Printed by R. Bishop for S. GELLIBRAND at the Brazen Serpent in Pauls Church-yard 1643. Amicissimo juveni Ioanni Hamnet Generoso ornatissimi viri Ioannis Hamnet nuperrimae de Maldon apud Regnos Suthreios Gen. filio unico haeredi S. ROgasti ut a me concio haec rogo ego ut a te pater tuus exscriberetur optatum jam habes utinam ego pariter felix hoc enim mihi unicum in votis juxta precibus at ipsissimum patris prodeas exemplar ut sis non rei familiaris tantum sed virtutum haeres ut emorituri parentis jam jamque ultimum emittentis spiritum coelestibus planè oraculis fidem habeas morem geras sic te tibi reddas sic tecum vivas sic proprio sinu domique senatum aerarium exercitum habeas sic Deo proximior fias sic amico E. H. Mald. pridiè Calend. Iul. An. salutis 1643. THE VANITIE OF Self-boasters OR A SERMON Preached at the Funerall of John Hamnet Gent. late of the Parish of Maldon in SURREY PSAL. 52.1 Why boastest thou thy selfe O mighty man in mischiefe the goodnesse of the Lord endures for ever IT was much folly in the Stoicks to hold that all sinnes were equall none of a greater stain or poyson then another but 't is stupidity in the Papists to make the gap so wide as to affirm some to be veniall onely and the other mortall If the Papists were in the right then every soule which sinneth should not dye (a) Ezek. 11.20 if the Stoicks then should it not have been easier for Sodom and Gomorrah then for that City (b) Mat. 10.15 Every sinne doth lineam transilire as Cicere expresses it is a transgression of the Law and that is death then none is veniall thus the Papists erre and if every sinne is a transgression of the Law then Longè progredicum semel transieris auget transeundi culpam as the same Orator and reason tells us the growth and continuance of sinne make an inequality and thus the Stoicks erre Nay every vertue being a quality hath its latitude whose medium is not 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a strict Arithmeticall meane but 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a Geometricall meane which proportionably varies its distance according to the diversity of circumstances (c) Arist Ethie 2. What differences then and disproportions are there between vices which are therefore vices because they have no mean Yes doubtlesse an ill suggestion quickly stifled is not so bad as that which is nourisht into a thought nor this thought as bad as such a one which growes up into the mouth and breakes out in words nor this neither so sinnefull as that which sets the head a plotting and the hand a working mischiefe nor this plotted active mischiefe so black and sinfull as a wicked habit wallowed and delighted in nor hath this wicked habit so much death and wormwood in it as when it is swoln to such a bulk come to such a non ultra as to be boasted of for lower then this canst thou not sinke unlesse thou sinkst into hell and takest Iobs wifes advice cursest God and dyest Again not to love and pray for our enemies is a very sinne a breach of our Saviours injunction (d) Mat. 5.44 but a greater sinne is it to withhold our love and prayers from Gods best Children and holiest servants but worser is it to hate them but yet farre worser to be an instrument of their ruine but worst of all and horror to imagine to triumph that thou wast thus mischievously imployed to boast that thou didst hatch the plot that ruind them dischargedst the Cannon that tore them madest the pill that poysoned them wast a Doeg a knight of the Post which didst accuse and butcher them Lastly of all sinnes pride and boasting have the blackest brand and of all boastings a boasting in mischiefe and of all boastings in mischiefe a boasting O thou mighty man or that thou art mighty in mischiefe Well then may David in wonder and amazement or I in his person aske Saul the persecutor or Doeg his informer and executioner his bloody misleading instrument or any other incarnate Devill peremptorily triumphing in the blood or fall of Gods people Why dost thou boast thy selfe O mighty man in mischiefe the goodnesse of the Lord endures for ever This paraphrase for the explanation of the words Take another whereby wee may know the occasion of them David was now an innocent persecuted Dove as you have the History 1 Sam. 21 22. who willingly would have returned with an Olive branch in his mouth for hee sought peace but they would have warre (e) Psal 120.7 Wherefore finding the floods still up the waves encompassing him on every side which made him afraid (f) Psal 18.4 And having no quiet place no whereto rest his foot on he returnes like Noahs Dove to the Arke betaked himself to Abimeleth the Priest of the Lord for advice and succour who beleeving him fast both to God and the King though the king was not pleased to think so did not stick in case of necessity to break a ceremony gives him the hallowed bread and Goliahs sword But see the mischiefe the Devill as usually it falls out had sent a Doeg who even in Gods Temple was his Chappell to gather pretence of slander and death against them who presently carries and aggravates the businesse to Saul Saul being before heated was now on fire turn'd his former rage into madnesse so quickly doth a bloody tyrannicall nature kindle at the least hint he forth with sends for Abimelech and making his will his Law becomes himself both the accuser and the Iudge and makes Doeg his informer his speedy executioner who forth with falls on Abimelech and for the reliefe he afforded the Lords servant and his own faithfull subject ruines both him his family and City Had not David then think you just cause to be thunder-struck at the confident and peremptory proceeding of the tyrant Saul or his bandog Doeg and in amazement to cry out Why doest thou boast thy selfe O mighty man in mischief the goodnesse of the Lord endures for ever This the occasion of the words I will not raise a quarrell by telling you how Expositors wrangled and are divided about my text how they turn and alter both the sense and words because though they ring as it were changes on them and set the words severall wayes yet like skilfull Musitians they keep the
multum navigare but multum jactari not to faile farre but to be much tost so old people may not so properly be said to live long as to be troubled long But grant that some old men have beene so healthy and happy that they never yet tasted the bitter of crosse or sicknesse and grant that with Wine good Company Cardes and a carelesse selfe loving heart they can merrily passe over the feares and miseries of Church and State grant that in such franticke jollity they attaine to 80.100 yeares yet that life is but vapor aliquanto diuturnior saith the Father a better lasting vapour t Austin in Psal 6. nay sitoto illo tempore viveres ex quo Adam è paradiso emissus est vsque in hodiernum diem videres vitam tuam sayes he non fuisse diuturnam quae sic avolasset if thou hadst beene borne when sinne slung Adam out of Paradise and lived to this present moment thou must necessarily confesse thy life may not properly be called long which is so swift-winged Seeing then our life is so short miserable and uncertaine may we not stand amazed at the generall pride that overspreades and oppresseth the whole Kingdome and aske almost every man we meet Why doest thou poor miserable nothing-man why doest thou boast thy selfe And thus much suffice for the proofe and illustration of the first branch of our first question let 's in the next place apply what hath beene said Applicati ∣ on No better use can we make of this first question and of the ground and reason of it thus open'd nor any likelier meanes to take us off from pride and boasting then by often and serious meditation of our earthy fraile and miserable condition to lay up against and to provide for death If our life at the best peaceablest and healthiest times be but a hands breadth u Psal 39.5 then certainly in these bleeding sicke and worst times we are fallen on 't is not onely before God but in it selfe nothing All of us now as David complaines x Psal 119.109 carry our soules in our hands or as our Divines y Ainsworth in locum with the Chaldee Paraphrast expound him being every day nay every houre through the destroying angels of Warre and the sicknesse raging amongst us in jeopardy of our lives it should make us again with David as Lorinus z Lorin in lib. Sapient 6.4 v. 7. and others expound him to carry our soules in our hands i. with meditation of the certainty of death and the uncertainty of its comming animam velutmanibus gestare ut Domino ad nutum offeramus so to carry our soules in our hands that we be ready willingly and preparedly to yeeld them up unto the Lord let him call for them never so suddenly And here bethinking my selfe both of the misery and carelesnesse of our times I am lost in the comparison If ever England were inhabited by people of Laish if ever we were lost in a Leathargie buried in security dull'd and deaded in a senselesse course of sinning then now especially What alatums and warnings have wee had and even now are bellowing in our eares and yet Behold joy and gladnesse slaying of Oxen and killing of sheepe eating of flesh and drinking wine a Psal 22. At such a carelesnesse the Prophet stands amazed even when judgement was threatned and for it the Lord assures the Jewes that they should be utterly destroyed this iniquity should not be purged away untill you die verse 14. Oh my Brethren how justly may we be lost then with the apprehension of the deadnes senselesse stupidity of our times and what a fearfull and utter destruction may we expect at Gods hands whose judgements are not onely threatned but in execution Oh! they fall thicke and heavy on us and yet are we still the same constant and carelesse trudgers on in the old sinnes of our nature cuâ—â—ome and crimes nay we hate to bee reformed accounting those our enemies and misusers who would recall and better us Warre Civill warre the most bloody and lasting of any and the sicknesse rage amongst us the sad breach betweene the King and his great Councell not made onely but proclaimed the gappe growes daily wider the Drumme speakes louder and the sword drinkes blood thirstier then ever massacres burnings batteries besieges things not heard of for many many yeares in our Island are our familiar misery and discourse yet alas alas as if we could neither see nor heare we continue the same carelesse indifferent Christians We often heare and reade of the cruell suffering of our Brethren both with us and beyond the Seas especially in bleeding and dying Ireland such sufferings that 't would make the heart ake to thinke of them the eare tingle to heare them and the tongue faulter to relate them and yet still tooke with the sinnes and courses of the world with the vanities idolatries and superstitions of pastimes you never set about the making up of your accounts betweene God and your soules of the making even with heaven the Lord knowes how soone sooner 't is to be feared then the Devill will let us beleeve we may be made to drinke the dregs of that cup which our poore Brethren have begun unto us 'T is much to be wondred at that you which have so many arguments for praying against sudden death should make such no-preparation against it But doe you know what in that short ejaculation you pray for In it you doe not so much pray against theeves bloody persecuters the Pestilence Impostumes Apoplexies Palsies Fire Water Thunder Earthquakes the hazzards and dangers of Civill Warre onely the usuall messengers of untimely deathes but that you may by a blessed use of the meanes such as praying hearing meditation conference sanctified afflictions c. so confirme your faith and perfect your repentance that you may at all times be armed and provided against death which meanes if you neglect you live contrary to your owne pretended desire and consequently your prayer is vaine and hypocriticall an abomination to the Lord. But if your prayer be hearty and your endevours answerable that thereby you are prepared to meet the Lord whensoever he shall call for you death then can never be sudden let it come when it will and how it will or by whom it will So much truth hath that of Solomons in it c Wisd 4.7 Though the righteous be prevented with death yet shall he be at rest though he be tooke away sooner then after the ordinary course of nature he might expect in his youth happily full strength or best complexion yet being tooke so doing standing on his watch and guard by faith and repentance having made Christ his and by a continuall circumspection living in a constant expectation of death he dyes in full assurance of rest and happinesse whereas wicked d Psal 55. vit bloody and deceitfull men shall not live out halfe their dayes i
children this unwillingnesse to dye in Jeremiah (i) â—r 37.20 Therefore heare me now I pray thee and let my supplications be acceptable unto the King my Lord that thou cause me not to return to the house of Ionathan the Scribe lest I dye there Our Saviour foretelling Peter that bold professor Though all should be offended yet not I k Mat. 26.37 of his death foretold him also how unwillingly he would undergoe it Thou shalt be carried whither thou wouldest not (l) Iohn 21.18 And thus unwilling have the Saints been to dye not only when wealth and pleasures would have made them in love with life but even in such times as these when sinne and misery did abound in the world yet even then loath have they been to be took out of it just as Lot who though his righteous soule was vext day by day whilst he lived in Sodom (m) 2 Pet. 2.8 although he knew that a fearefull destruction was falling on it suddenly yet how strangely did he linger when God would take him out of it insomuch that the two Angels were constrained laying their hands on him to force him out So weak was the purest and best flesh that was ever made even our Saviours though united to the God-head that it begged If it be possible let this cup passe from me Ipsa vox non exauditi magna est expositio Sacramenti (n) Leo in Mat. 26.39 The mystery that Christ should be God and not be heard is to tell us that nature flesh and blood would not willingly purchase any good thing at so deare a rate as the price of its life and being Man then yes the best man nay God himselfe as he was a man being not able without some struggle and reluctancie to undergoe the last and sad departure of the soule from the body these deare intimate and ancient friends with what heart-breaking then and tormenting unwillingnesse doth a man formerly carelesse and customary in Religion yeeld up his soule Againe take notice how hard 't will be for him to resist the Devill who then especially recollects what malice and poyson is within him and vents it with most violence Vltimum magno scelus animo patrandum as Medea of her selfe (o) Sen. Med. Sad and present experience will tell you that when the besiegers of a Town heare that the siege is shortly to be raised by the reliefe of approaching succours whereby it must necessarily be for ever rescued out of their hands how fast and lowd will the Ordnance then thunder what underminings what stratagems what force will be then used then will they recollect whatsoever is man in them not a brain heart or hand which shall not be then imployed that their former hopes may not faile or their former labour be lost And can the Devill thinke you who hath besieged a soule for 30 40 50 or 60. yeares and all this while hath more then hopes of taking it be forced to remove siege ere hee hath tryed his utmost strength fury and policie And as the Devill will on our death-beds use his utmost endeavours so shall we formerly carelesse be utterly disenabled for resistance Alas we have not in time of health got unto our selves the whole armour of a Christian which is very improbable I will not say impossible to begain'd in the last sicknesse for the armour the chiefest whereof is the shield of Faith comes by hearing (p) Rom. 10.17 God therefore seldome very seldome bestowes his graces on those who in their health have not thrived by this Ordinance And this is the reason why many carelesse ones dye either without a Minister or happily having an ignorant loose one which knows not how to awaken a soule out of its damnable lethargy or lastly having a faithfull one cannot by reason of their present paines or feare of hell reape any profit by him and if any seemingly to us are by Gods blessing on a faithfull Minister brought to repent their repentance is scarce acceptable or sound 1. Not acceptable May not God say to such as he in the Comedy Cum nemini obtrudipotest itur ad me you make me your refuge not your choise nay you come not onely last unto me but you reserve that which is worst for me As in a barrell long drawn Non tantum minimum sed pessimum relictum what is left is not onely little but grownes and dregges the worst of all so offering your selves unto me on your death-beds you give me onely that little of your life that is left and this little is the worst part too made up of paines weaknesses feares and agonies nor this neither would you give me knew you how otherwise to bestow it What thank-worthy is it to be willing to leave your sinnes when you can keep them no longer to renounce the world and its vanities when you must be took from them to give means to the poore when you your selves cannot make use of them to forgive your enemies when you are disinabled to return their injuries or to perswade your wife and children to rely on my providence because you can no longer lay up for them 2. 'T is usually unsound Many at their last gaspe with teares in their eyes groanes in their hearts and confession in their mouthes miscarry and goe to hell which we assuredly conclude to be in heaven and have oft with joy related what good ends they have made looking onely at their last pensivenesse and not at their former lives by which onely may we guesse what followes death death being the Eccho to life so we usually dye as we live This sad truth my own reason and experience makes good Some have I known in extremity of sicknes being as they thought the last have made large confessions of their past errours and have profest strong resolutions of amendment for the future in supposition of recovery Oh! said they if it would please God to spare me suffer me to recover my strengh ere I goe hence adde unto my yeares mightily would I manifest how the Lord hath sanctified his visitation unto me by a reclaimed strict and exemplary life yet being restored againe to their former strength and liberty Dogges and Sowes as they are have suddenly returned to their vomit and mire this my experience tels me now my reason tels me that had these wretches died in this their repentance which the devill made them beleeve and they us was sound and true they must necessarily have gone to hell because their after relapses and wallowings proved them to be counterfeits Thus are we necessitated to fear the miscarrying of all these careless ones though they are permitted to dye in their beds with a long and ordinary sicknesse Oh then in what danger do they live and how do they walke upon the brinke of hell which care not through repentance and humiliation to make their peace with God in these dismall bloody dying times of ours when
it be with them as 't was with him their faith shall make them whole they shall receive their sight c Vers 52. then only may they venture abroad and be able to follow Iesus on the way Lastly can we imagine that the curse of Elisha on Gehezi d 2 King 5 ult not bow and sink him The leprosie therefore of Naaman shall cleave unto thee and thy seed for ever and he went out from his presence a leper as white as snow How can it then but humble us to consider that as a just punishment of our first sinne God hath said the leprosie of Adam shall cleave unto us and our seed for ever and we are ever since borne leprous all over no part of us free from the crown of the head to the sole of the foot e Is 1.6 In primopeccato saith Tilenus persons corrupit naturam in originali natura corrumpit personam f Syntag. li. 1. cap. 56. Thes 1. in the first sinne man corrupted nature but since in originall sinne out hereditary leprosie nature corrupts the man children even of the best and holiest Christians are borne covered with this leprosie quomodo preputium manet in t is quos genuerint circumcisi palea in fructu qui de purgato tritico nascitur g Aust Tom. 7. p. 276. c. just as children begot by circumcised Parents bring notwithstanding their fore-skinne with them or as the fruit of the best winnowed wheat spring up wrapt in chaffe In a word to consider what lamenesse and blindnesse what bruises and leprosie what crushings and depravednesse as a just consequence of our first fall is brought on us should mightily humble us because Gods judgments are not laid on us so much to punish as to humble us for sinne to bring us to the knowledge of that death and shame which is in sinne by afflicting us for it Thus saith the Lord I will punish the world for their evill and the wicked for their iniquity and I will cause the arrogancy of the pround to cease and will lay low the haughtinesse of the terrible h Is 13.11 as if the Lord should say to this end men shall suffer not onely that they might be punished but that they might bee humbled that their arrogancy might cease and that their haughtinesse might be laid low God forbid that the Church of Laodicea's case should be ours either that we should be ignorant of our miserable condition by nature should not know that we are wretched and miserable poor blind naked and not knowing thus much should think our selves sufficienly rich and wanting nothing and upon these false thoughts swell and extoll our selves build castles in the ayre promise our selves safety and salvation to be got by our own naturall strength and abilities when truth is these will prove castles in the ayre indeed weak and nothing And so much of the second branch of the first Question the third followes Branch 3 Quest 1 To what end dost thou boast thy selfe it being already manifested that there is no just reason why thou poor fraile nothing man shouldst boast thy selfe and secondly that thou hast nothing whereof thou maist justly boast We shall have the lesse labour to prove thou canst have no right end in thy boasting let mee therefore in a few words ask thee to what end dost thou boast thy selfe But alas I may not expect an answer to my question for I am confident that the veriest Captaine the highest crested of this proud Regiment would blush to acknowledge the empty fond end their vaunting aimes at and I wish that they would blush also to heare it that the rest may discover and laugh at them for I purpose to speak truth for them and try whether their guilty faces will confesse what their tongues dare not Hearken the whole onely maine end of these selfe-boasting men is mearely and nothing else but the Euge and the Bellè the popular Oh brave oh admirable oh honest The clap and cry the throat and applause of the giddy multitude of wondring ignorants risum teneatis amici 'T is a just complaint of the French mans i Mountaig Essay l 2.6.16 that wee usually empanell and select a jury of men out of a whole County to determine of an house or an acre of Land but the judgment and determination of our selves we referre to the idle breath of common people An quicquam stultius quèm quos singulos contemnes eos aliquid putares esse universos can their be a greater folly then to esteeme of their full cry whose particular mouthes thou wouldst scorne Gloria quantalibet quid erit si gloria tantum What is glory if thou hast nothing else to make it good nay if thou hast a substance whereof that is the shadow yet still may it be askt Gloria quantalibet quid erit What is the prayse and esteem which men afford thy vertues which is so blind and unequall that well may it be termed a shadow For as the shadow is never justly proportioned to the dimensions of thy body so nor this to thy desert the worlds esteeme like the shadow in the morning and beginning of thy Sun when thou first appearest and art cryed up is farrelarger then thy desert but in the midst and prime of the day when thou art best and most deserving then usually this thy shadow comes farre short of thee thou shalt not have halfe the glory thou meritest and as a shadow sometimes goes before the body and sometimes followes after so many steale glory from the ignorant world ere their desert cals for 't and some again whose lives have been excellently good exemplary have dyed in disgrace yet their works and glory have followed them k Rev. 14.13 and their names smell sweet upon earth Let then children and Poets Players and Painters hunt after the clap and cry of the times let light tottering Christians follow the fashion even in religion too let Popelings hug and vaunt themselves in their outside boasting and meerely ceremonious devotions but let us us whose hope and aime 't is to be those little ones our Saviour speaks of l Malli 18.6 little in our own conceits and little in the worlds let I say us neglecting the vaine empty glory the world affords earnestly seek after the massie and weighty glory humility shall enjoy in heaven a glory of that bulk and substance that where David sayes thou O Lord art my glory m Psal 3.3 the originall signifies his weightinesse and gravity which place I beleeve S. Paul had respect unto when hee call'd it an exceeding eternall weight of glory n 2. Cor. 4.17 And here I thought to make the application of this third branch the continuance of this exhortation hoping to have some of these tinkling Cymbals these outside men hereby to be perswaded off from their affectation of vaine-glory but I have considered that there is more good to