and_o enter_v with_o the_o desire_n into_o he_o and_o he_o will_v not_o cast_v out_o they_o that_o come_v unto_o he_o he_o have_v give_v to_o the_o will_v a_o open_a gate_n in_o christ_n say_v come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v heavy_a lade_v with_o sin_n i_o will_v refresh_v you_o take_v my_o yoke_n upon_o you_o that_o be_v the_o cross_n of_o the_o enmity_n in_o the_o flesh_n which_o be_v the_o yoke_n of_o christ_n who_o must_v bear_v it_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o man_n this_o cross_n the_o resign_v will_n must_v take_v upon_o it_o in_o the_o evil_a earthly_a sinful_a flesh_n and_o bear_v it_o after_o christ_n in_o patience_n in_o hope_n of_o deliverance_n and_o always_o break_v it_o he_o head_v of_o the_o serpent_n with_o the_o resign_v will_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o christ_n will_n and_o spirit_n and_o kill_v and_o destroy_v the_o earthly_a will_n in_o god_n anger_n and_o not_o let_v it_o rest_v on_o a_o soft_a bed_n when_o sin_n be_v commit_v think_v i_o will_v repent_v one_o time_n or_o other_o 26._o no_o no_o the_o earthly_a will_n grow_v strong_a fat_a and_o wanton_a upon_o this_o soft_a bed_n but_o so_o soon_o as_o the_o breath_n of_o god_n shine_v in_o thou_o and_o sheweth_z sin_n to_o thou_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n must_v sink_v itself_o down_o into_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n &_o wrap_v itself_o up_o close_o in_o it_o and_o take_v the_o passion_n of_o christ_n into_o its_o possession_n and_o be_v a_o lord_n over_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n and_o kill_v it_o and_o destroy_v it_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ._n 27._o it_o must_v die_v though_o it_o be_v never_o so_o unwilling_a be_v at_o enmity_n with_o the_o voluptuous_a earthly_a flesh_n give_v it_o not_o what_o it_o will_v have_v let_v it_o fast_o and_o suffer_v hunger_n till_o its_o tickle_a cease_v account_v the_o will_n of_o the_o flesh_n thy_o enemy_n and_o do_v not_o what_o the_o desire_n in_o the_o flesh_n will_v and_o then_o thou_o shall_v bring_v a_o death_n into_o the_o death_n in_o the_o flesh_n 28._o regard_v not_o any_o scorn_n of_o the_o world_n think_v they_o do_v but_o scorn_v thy_o enemy_n and_o that_o it_o be_v become_v a_o fool_n to_o they_o nay_o do_v thou_o thyself_o account_v it_o thy_o fool_n which_o adam_n cause_v thou_o to_o have_v in_o thou_o and_o suffer_v to_o be_v thy_o false_a heir_n cast_v the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n out_o of_o the_o house_n that_o strange_a child_n which_o god_n do_v not_o give_v to_o be_v in_o the_o house_n of_o life_n in_o adam_n at_o the_o beginning_n for_o the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n must_v not_o inherit_v with_o the_o son_n of_o the_o freewoman_n 29._o the_o earthly_a will_n be_v but_o the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n for_o the_o four_o element_n shall_v have_v be_v man_n servant_n but_o adam_n have_v bring_v they_o into_o childship_n filiation_n therefore_o god_n say_v to_o abraham_n when_o he_o have_v open_v the_o covenant_n of_o the_o promise_n in_o he_o cast_v out_o the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n for_o he_o shall_v not_o inherit_v with_o the_o son_n of_o the_o free_a this_o son_n of_o the_o free_n be_v christ_n which_o god_n of_o his_o grace_n have_v bring_v again_o into_o the_o flesh_n for_o we_o viz._n a_o mind_n new_a mind_n wherein_o the_o will_n viz._n the_o eternal_a will_n of_o the_o soul_n may_v draw_v and_o drink_v the_o water_n of_o life_n of_o which_o christ_n speak_v say_v whosoever_o shall_v drink_v of_o this_o water_n that_o he_o will_v give_v we_o it_o shall_v spring_v up_o in_o he_o and_o be_v a_o fountain_n of_o eternal_a life_n this_o fountain_n be_v the_o renovation_n of_o the_o mind_n of_o the_o soul_n viz._n the_o eternal_a astrum_n or_o constellation_n of_o the_o eternal_a nature_n viz._n of_o the_o creature_o property_n of_o the_o soul._n 30._o therefore_o i_o say_v that_o all_o fiction_n and_o device_n to_o come_v to_o god_n by_o let_v they_o have_v what_o name_n soever_o they_o will_v which_o man_n contrive_v and_o invent_v for_o way_n to_o god_n be_v lose_v labour_n and_o unprofitable_a without_o a_o new_a mind_n there_o be_v no_o other_o way_n to_o god_n but_o a_o new_a mind_n which_o turn_v from_o wickedness_n and_o enter_v into_o repentance_n for_o the_o sin_n it_o have_v commit_v and_o go_v forth_o from_o its_o iniquity_n and_o will_v it_o no_o more_o but_o wrap_v its_o will_n up_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n and_o with_o all_o earnestness_n die_v from_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n so_o that_o the_o mind_n of_o the_o soul_n will_v sin_n no_o more_o 31._o and_o although_o all_o the_o devil_n do_v follow_v he_o hard_o and_o do_v go_v with_o their_o desire_n into_o the_o flesh_n yet_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n shall_v stand_v still_o and_o hide_v itself_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n willing_a and_o desire_v nothing_o but_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 32._o no_o hypocritical_a flattery_n or_o outward_a comfort_a one_o self_n avail_v at_o all_o as_o when_o man_n will_v cover_v sin_n and_o iniquity_n in_o the_o flesh_n with_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o christ_n and_o remain_v in_o self_n still_o christ_n say_v except_o you_o turn_v and_o become_v as_o child_n you_o shall_v not_o see_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n the_o mind_n must_v become_v as_o whole_o new_a as_o in_o a_o child_n that_o know_v nothing_o of_o sin_n christ_n say_v also_o you_o must_v be_v bear_v anew_o or_o else_o you_o shall_v not_o see_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n there_o must_v arise_v a_o will_n whole_o new_a in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n it_o must_v be_v bring_v forth_o out_o of_o christ_n intarnation_n enter_v into_o the_o humanity_n and_o rise_v in_o christ_n resurrection_n 33._o now_o before_o this_o can_v be_v do_v the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n must_v die_v in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n first_o for_o in_o adam_n it_o receive_v the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n viz._n sin_n into_o it_o this_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n must_v first_o cast_v out_o and_o the_o poor_a captive_a soul_n must_v wrap_v itself_o up_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n earnest_o with_o all_o the_o power_n it_o have_v so_o that_o the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n viz._n sin_n in_o itself_o may_v die_v in_o the_o death_n of_o christ._n 34._o true_o sin_n must_v die_v in_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n or_o else_o there_o can_v be_v no_o vision_n of_o god_n for_o the_o earthly_a will_n in_o sin_n and_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n shall_v not_o see_v god_n but_o christ_n that_o come_v into_o the_o flesh_n the_o soul_n must_v put_v on_o the_o spirit_n and_o flesh_n of_o christ_n it_o can_v inherit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n in_o this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o sin_n hang_v to_o it_o outward_o which_o must_v putrify_v in_o the_o earth_n and_o rise_v again_o in_o new_a power_n 35._o hypocrifie_n flattery_n and_o verbal_a forgiveness_n avail_v nothing_o we_o must_v be_v child_n not_o by_o outward_a imputation_n but_o bear_v of_o god_n from_o within_o in_o the_o new_a man_n which_o be_v resign_v in_o god_n 36._o all_o such_o flatter_a of_o ourselves_o in_o say_v christ_n have_v pay_v the_o ransom_n and_o make_v satisfaction_n for_o sin_n he_o be_v dead_a for_o our_o sin_n if_o we_o also_o do_v not_o die_v from_o sin_n in_o he_o and_o put_v on_o his_o merit_n in_o new_a obedience_n and_o live_v therein_o all_o be_v false_a and_o a_o vain_a frivolous_a comfort_n 37._o he_o that_o be_v a_o bitter_a enemy_n and_o hater_n of_o sin_n he_o can_v and_o may_v comfort_v himself_o with_o the_o suffering_n of_o christ_n he_o that_o do_v not_o willing_o see_v hear_v nor_o taste_v sin_n but_o be_v at_o enmity_n with_o it_o and_o will_v willing_o always_o do_v that_o which_o be_v well_o and_o right_a if_o he_o know_v but_o what_o he_o ought_v to_o do_v he_o that_o be_v such_o a_o one_o i_o say_v have_v put_v on_o the_o spirit_n and_o will_n of_o christ._n 38._o the_o outward_a flattery_n of_o be_v account_v a_o child_n of_o god_n by_o imputation_n or_o external_a application_n be_v false_a and_o vain_a the_o work_n do_v in_o the_o outward_a flesh_n only_o do_v not_o make_v the_o child_n of_o god_n but_o the_o work_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o spirit_n make_v and_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n which_o work_v be_v so_o powerful_a in_o the_o outward_a work_n that_o it_o shine_v forth_o as_o a_o new_a light_n and_o manifest_v itself_o to_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n in_o the_o outward_a work_n of_o the_o flesh_n 39_o for_o if_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v light_n than_o the_o whole_a body_n be_v
that_o i_o may_v die_v from_o my_o vanity_n and_o sin_n in_o the_o death_n of_o my_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ._n o_o thou_o breath_n of_o the_o great_a love_n of_o god_n quicken_v i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o weak_a breath_n in_o i_o that_o it_o may_v begin_v to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o thou_o o_o lord_n jesus_n thou_o sweet_a strength_n i_o beseech_v thou_o give_v my_o soul_n to_o drink_v of_o thy_o fountain_n of_o grace_n thy_o sweet_a water_n of_o eternal_a life_n that_o it_o may_v awake_v from_o death_n and_o thirst_n after_o thou_o o_o how_o extreme_a faint_a i_o be_o for_o want_v of_o thy_o strength_n o_o merciful_a god_n do_v thou_o turn_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o i_o can_v not_o turn_v myself_o o_o thou_o vanquisher_n of_o death_n help_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o to_o wrestle_v how_o fast_o do_v the_o enemy_n hold_v i_o with_o his_o three_o chain_n and_o will_v not_o suffer_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o come_v before_o thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o come_v and_o take_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n into_o thyself_o be_v thou_o my_o draw_v to_o the_o father_n and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o devil_n bond_n look_v not_o upon_o my_o deformity_n in_o stand_v naked_a before_o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o garment_n i_o pray_v thou_o do_v but_o thou_o clothe_v my_o breath_n which_o yet_o live_v in_o i_o and_o desire_v thy_o grace_n and_o let_v i_o yet_o once_o see_v thy_o salvation_n o_o thou_o deep_a love_n i_o pray_v thou_o take_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n into_o thou_o bring_v it_o forth_o out_o of_o the_o bond_n of_o death_n through_o thy_o death_n in_o thy_o resurrection_n in_o thou_o o_o quicken_v i_o in_o thy_o strength_n that_o my_o desire_n and_o will_n may_v begin_v to_o spring_v up_o and_o flourish_v anew_o o_o thou_o vanquisher_n of_o death_n and_o of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n do_v thou_o overcome_v in_o i_o i._o self_n break_v its_o will_n and_o bruise_v my_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v fear_v before_o thou_o and_o be_v ashamed_a of_o its_o 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easy_o leave_v his_o fort_n of_o prey_n 28._o this_o may_v be_v see_v clear_o in_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n that_o many_o who_o have_v be_v drive_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v yet_o oftentimes_o depart_v from_o resignation_n into_o self_n viz._n into_o their_o own_o reason_n and_o will_n in_o which_o satan_n have_v cast_v they_o into_o sin_n and_o into_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n as_o appear_v by_o david_n &_o solomon_n also_o by_o the_o patriarch_n prophet_n and_o apostle_n who_o have_v oftentimes_o commit_v great_a error_n when_o they_o have_v depart_v from_o resignation_n into_o self_n viz._n into_o their_o own_o reason_n and_o lust_n 29._o therefore_o it_o be_v necessary_a for_o the_o child_n of_o god_n to_o know_v how_o to_o behave_v themselves_o when_o they_o will_v learn_v the_o way_n of_o god_n they_o must_v beat_v down_o &_o cast_v away_o their_o very_a thought_n and_o desire_v nothing_o nor_o have_v the_o least_o will_n to_o learn_v any_o thing_n unless_o they_o find_v themselves_o to_o be_v in_o true_a resignation_n so_o that_o god_n spirit_n lead_v teach_v and_o guide_v man_n spirit_n and_o that_o the_o humane_a will_n which_o be_v addict_v to_o itself_o be_v whole_o break_v off_o from_o its_o own_o lust_n and_o resign_v in_o god_n 30._o all_o speculation_n in_o the_o wonder_n of_o god_n be_v very_o dangerous_a for_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o will_n may_v soon_o be_v captivate_v therewith_o unless_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o will_n go_v or_o walk_v after_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o then_o it_o have_v power_n in_o the_o resign_v humility_n to_o behold_v the_o wonder_n of_o god_n 31_o i_o do_v not_o say_v that_o a_o man_n shall_v search_v and_o learn_v nothing_o in_o natural_a art_n and_o science_n no_o for_o it_o be_v profitable_a for_o he_o but_o a_o man_n must_v not_o begin_v with_o his_o own_o reason_n man_n ought_v not_o only_o to_o govern_v his_o life_n by_o the_o light_n of_o outward_a reason_n which_o be_v good_a in_o itself_o but_o he_o must_v sink_v with_o that_o light_n into_o the_o deep_a humility_n before_o god_n and_o set_v the_o spirit_n and_o will_n of_o god_n first_o in_o all_o his_o search_n so_o that_o the_o light_n of_o reason_n may_v see_v through_o the_o light_n of_o god_n and_o though_o reason_n do_v know_v much_o it_o must_v not_o arrogate_v to_o itself_o as_o if_o it_o be_v in_o its_o own_o possession_n but_o give_v glory_n to_o god_n to_o who_o alone_a wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n do_v belong_v 32._o for_o the_o more_o reason_n sink_v itself_o down_o into_o simple_a humility_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o the_o more_o unworthy_a it_o account_v itself_o in_o its_o sight_n the_o more_o it_o die_v from_o self-desire_n and_o the_o more_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n pierce_v through_o it_o and_o bring_v it_o into_o the_o high_a knowledge_n so_o that_o it_o may_v behold_v the_o great_a wonder_n of_o god_n for_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n work_v only_o in_o resign_v humility_n in_o that_o which_o neither_o seek_v nor_o desire_v itself_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n take_v hold_v of_o whatsoever_o desire_v to_o be_v simple_a and_o lowly_a before_o he_o and_o bring_v it_o forth_o in_o his_o wonder_n he_o have_v pleasure_n only_o in_o those_o that_o fear_n and_o bow_v themselves_o before_o he_o 33._o for_o god_n have_v not_o create_v we_o for_o ourselves_o only_o but_o to_o be_v instrument_n of_o his_o wonder_n by_o which_o he_o desire_v to_o manifest_v his_o wonder_n the_o resign_v will_n trust_v god_n and_o expect_v all_o good_a from_o he_o but_o self-will_n rule_v itself_o for_o it_o be_v break_v off_o from_o god_n all_o that_o self-will_n do_v be_v sin_n and_o against_o god_n for_o it_o be_v go_v out_o of_o that_o order_n wherein_o god_n create_v it_o into_o disobedience_n and_o desire_v to_o be_v its_o own_o lord_n and_o master_n 34._o when_o its_o own_o will_n die_v from_o itself_o than_o it_o be_v free_a from_o sin_n for_o it_o desire_v nothing_o but_o that_o which_o god_n desire_v of_o his_o creature_n it_o desire_v only_o to_o do_v that_o for_o which_o god_n have_v create_v it_o and_o that_o which_o god_n will_v do_v by_o it_o and_o though_o it_o be_v and_o must_v be_v the_o do_v yet_o it_o be_v but_o the_o instrument_n of_o the_o do_v by_o which_o god_n do_v what_o he_o will_n 35._o for_o this_o be_v the_o true_a faith_n in_o be_v man_n viz._n to_o die_v from_o himself_o viz._n from_o his_o own_o desire_n and_o in_o all_o his_o beginning_n and_o design_n to_o bring_v his_o desire_n into_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o arrogate_v the_o do_n of_o nothing_o to_o himself_o but_o esteem_v himself_o in_o all_o his_o do_n to_o be_v but_o a_o servant_n or_o minister_n of_o god_n and_o to_o think_v that_o all_o he_o do_v or_o go_v about_o be_v for_o god_n for_o in_o such_o a_o intention_n the_o spirit_n of_o god_n lead_v he_o into_o true_a uprightness_n and_o faithfulness_n towards_o his_o neighbour_n for_o he_o think_v thus_o with_o himself_o i_o do_v my_o work_n not_o for_o myself_o but_o for_o god_n who_o have_v call_v and_o ordain_v i_o to_o do_v it_o as_o a_o servant_n in_o his_o vineyard_n he_o listen_v continual_o after_o the_o voice_n of_o his_o master_n who_o within_o he_o command_v he_o what_o he_o shall_v do_v the_o lord_n speak_v in_o he_o and_o bid_v he_o do_v it_o 36._o but_o self_n do_v what_o outward_a reason_n from_o the_o star_n command_v into_o which_o reason_n the_o devil_n bring_v himself_o fly_v in_o with_o his_o desire_n all_o what_o ever_o self_n do_v î_v without_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o it_o be_v do_v altogether_o in_o the_o fantasy_n that_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n may_v accomplish_v its_o pastime_n therewith_o 37._o no_o work_n which_o be_v do_v without_o the_o will_n of_o god_n can_v reach_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n it_o be_v all_o but_o a_o unprofitable_a work_n imagery_n in_o this_o great_a turmoyl_a of_o mankind_n for_o nothing_o be_v please_v to_o god_n but_o what_o he_o himself_o do_v by_o the_o will_n as_o his_o instrument_n for_o there_o be_v but_o one_o only_a god_n in_o the_o essence_n of_o all_o essence_n and_o all_o that_o which_o work_v with_o he_o in_o that_o essence_n be_v one_o spirit_n with_o he_o but_o that_o which_o work_v in_o itself_o in_o its_o own_o will_n be_v in_o itself_o without_o be_v under_o his_o dominion_n it_o be_v indeed_o under_o or_o in_o that_o dominion_n wherewith_o he_o rule_v every_o life_n but_o not_o in_o or_o under_o that_o holy_a divine_a government_n in_o himself_o but_o in_o the_o dominion_n of_o nature_n wherewith_o he_o govern_v evil_a and_o good_a nothing_o be_v divine_a which_o walk_v and_o work_v not_o in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n 38_o christ_n say_v every_o plant_n which_o my_o heavenly_a father_n have_v not_o plant_v shall_v be_v root_v out_o and_o burn_v in_o the_o fire_n all_o the_o work_n of_o man_n which_o he_o have_v wrought_v without_o the_o will_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v burn_v 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strength_n honour_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o great_a god_n in_o thy_o power_n and_o sweetness_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o from_o the_o driver_n of_o anguish_n o_o thou_o fair_a love_n my_o heart_n embrace_v thou_o where_o have_v thou_o be_v so_o long_o i_o think_v i_o be_v in_o hell_n in_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n o_o gracious_a love_n abide_v with_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o and_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o comfort_n lead_v i_o in_o the_o right_a way_n i_o give_v myself_o up_o into_o thy_o love_n i_o be_o dark_a before_o thou_o do_v thou_o enlighten_v i_o o_o noble_a love_n give_v i_o thy_o sweet_a pearl_n put_v it_o i_o pray_v thou_o into_o i_o o_o great_a god_n in_o christ_n jesus_n i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v thou_o now_o in_o thy_o truth_n in_o thy_o great_a power_n and_o glory_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v forgive_v i_o my_o sin_n and_o fill_v i_o with_o thy_o strength_n i_o shout_v for_o joy_n before_o thou_o in_o my_o life_n and_o extol_v thou_o in_o thy_o firmament_n of_o heaven_n which_o none_o can_v open_v but_o thy_o spirit_n in_o thy_o mercy_n my_o bone_n rejoice_v in_o thy_o strength_n and_o my_o heart_n sport_v delight_v in_o thy_o love_n thanks_o be_v to_o thou_o for_o ever_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o out_o of_o hell_n and_o turn_v death_n into_o life_n in_o i_o o_o sweet_a love_n let_v i_o not_o depart_v from_o thou_o again_o grant_v i_o thy_o garland_n of_o pearl_n and_o abide_v in_o i_o o_o be_v my_o peculiar_a possession_n that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thou_o for_o ever_o upon_o this_o virgin_n sophia_n say_v to_o the_o soul_n my_o noble_a bridegroom_n my_o strength_n and_o power_n you_o be_v a_o thousand_o time_n welcome_a why_o have_v thou_o forget_v i_o so_o long_o that_o i_o have_v be_v constrain_v in_o great_a grief_n to_o stand_v without_o the_o door_n and_o knock_v have_v i_o not_o always_o call_v thou_o and_o entreat_v thou_o but_o thou_o have_v turn_v away_o thy_o countenance_n from_o i_o and_o thy_o ear_n decline_v my_o territory_n thou_o can_v not_o see_v my_o light_n for_o thou_o do_v walk_v in_o the_o valley_n of_o darkness_n i_o be_v very_o near_o thou_o and_o entreat_v thou_o continual_o but_o thy_o sin_n hold_v thou_o captive_a in_o death_n so_o that_o thou_o know_v i_o not_o i_o come_v to_o thou_o in_o great_a humility_n and_o call_v thou_o but_o thou_o be_v rich_a in_o the_o power_n of_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n and_o do_v not_o regard_v my_o humility_n and_o lowliness_n thou_o have_v take_v the_o devil_n to_o be_v thy_o paramour_n he_o have_v desile_v thou_o thus_o and_o build_v up_o his_o fort_n of_o prey_n in_o thou_o and_o turn_v thou_o quite_o away_o from_o my_o love_n and_o faith_n into_o his_o hypocritical_a kingdom_n of_o falsehood_n wherein_o thou_o have_v commit_v much_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n and_o break_v thy_o will_n off_o from_o my_o love_n and_o so_o break_v the_o bond_n of_o wedlock_n and_o set_v thy_o love_n and_o affection_n upon_o a_o stranger_n and_o suffer_v i_o thy_o bride_n which_o god_n do_v give_v thou_o to_o stand_v alone_o in_o the_o extinguish_a substance_n without_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o fiery_a strength_n i_o can_v not_o be_v joyful_a without_o thy_o fiery_a strength_n for_o thou_o be_v my_o husband_n my_o shine_a brightness_n be_v make_v manifest_a by_o thou_o thou_o can_v manifest_v my_o hide_a wonder_n in_o thy_o fiery_a life_n and_o bring_v they_o into_o majesty_n and_o yet_o without_o i_o thou_o be_v but_o a_o dark_a house_n wherein_o be_v nothing_o but_o anguish_n and_o torment_n &_o a_o odious_a horrible_a pain_n o_o noble_a bridegroom_n stand_v still_o with_o thy_o countenance_n towards_o i_o and_o
those_o child_n that_o come_v to_o he_o be_v his_o reward_n which_o he_o have_v merit_v and_o deserve_v 128._o for_o thus_o he_o say_v father_n the_o man_n be_v thou_o and_o thou_o have_v give_v they_o to_o i_o as_o my_o reward_n and_o i_o will_v give_v they_o eternal_a life_n but_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n will_v be_v give_v to_o none_o unless_o they_o come_v to_o he_o in_o his_o spirit_n into_o his_o humanity_n suffer_v and_o merit_n and_o in_o his_o merit_n be_v bear_v a_o true_a child_n of_o the_o merit_n 129_o we_o must_v be_v bear_v of_o his_o merit_n &_o put_v on_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o passion_n and_o death_n not_o extra_fw-la outward_o with_o verbal_a flattery_n with_o bare_a comfort_v of_o ourselves_o and_o still_o remain_v alien_n and_o strange_a child_n of_o a_o strange_a seed_n essence_n no_o the_o strange_a essence_n inherit_v not_o the_o childship_n but_o the_o innate_a essence_n inherit_v it_o 130._o this_o innate_a essence_n be_v not_o of_o this_o world_n but_o in_o heaven_n of_o which_o st._n paul_n speak_v say_v our_o conversation_n be_v in_o heaven_n the_o filial_a essence_n walk_v in_o heaven_n and_o heaven_n be_v in_o man_n 131._o but_o if_o heaven_n in_o man_n be_v not_o open_a and_o a_o man_n stand_v without_o heaven_n flatter_v himself_o and_o say_v i_o be_o still_o without_o but_o christ_n will_v receive_v i_o in_o by_o his_o grace_n be_v not_o his_o merit_n i_o such_o a_o one_o be_v in_o vanity_n and_o sin_n with_o the_o outward_a man_n and_o with_o the_o soul_n in_o hell_n viz._n in_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n 132._o therefore_o learn_v to_o understand_v right_o what_o christ_n have_v teach_v we_o and_o do_v for_o we_o he_o be_v our_o heaven_n he_o must_v get_v a_o form_n in_o we_o or_o else_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v in_o heaven_n thus_o then_o the_o soul_n inward_a man_n with_o the_o holy_a body_n of_o christ_n viz._n in_o the_o new-birth_n be_v in_o heaven_n and_o the_o outward_a mortal_a man_n be_v in_o the_o world_n of_o which_o christ_n speak_v say_v my_o sheep_n be_v in_o my_o hand_n and_o none_o shall_v pluck_v they_o away_o the_o father_n which_o give_v they_o to_o i_o be_v great_a than_o all_o chap._n vi_o of_o the_o right_n and_o of_o the_o wrong_n go_v to_o church_n receive_v the_o sacrament_n and_o absolution_n 133._o belove_a brethren_n we_o will_v tell_v you_o faithful_o not_o with_o flatter_a lip_n to_o please_v the_o antichrist_n but_o from_o our_o christ._n pearl_n from_o a_o christian_a essence_n and_o knowledge_n not_o from_o the_o husk_n and_o history_n but_o from_o a_o filial_a spirit_n from_o christ_n knowledge_n as_o a_o branch_n grow_v on_o the_o vine_n christ_n from_o the_o measure_n of_o that_o knowledge_n which_o be_v open_v in_o we_o according_a to_o the_o counsel_n of_o god_n 134._o man_n tie_v we_o nowadays_o to_o the_o history_n to_o the_o material_a church_n of_o stone_n which_o be_v indeed_o good_a in_o their_o kind_n if_o man_n do_v also_o bring_v the_o temple_n of_o christ_n into_o they_o and_o man_n teach_v that_o their_o absolution_n be_v a_o forgive_n of_o sin_n etc._n etc._n that_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lord_n take_v away_o sin_n also_o that_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n be_v infuse_v into_o man_n by_o the_o ministry_n all_o this_o have_v a_o proper_a meaning_n if_o it_o be_v true_o expound_v and_o if_o man_n do_v not_o cleave_v mere_o to_o the_o husk_n 135._o many_o a_o man_n go_v to_o church_n twenty_o of_o thirty_o year_n hear_v sermon_n receive_v the_o sacrament_n and_o some_o hear_v absolution_n read_v or_o declare_v and_o yet_o be_v as_o much_o a_o beast_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o vanity_n at_o the_o last_o as_o at_o the_o first_o a_o beast_n go_v into_o the_o church_n and_o to_o the_o supper_n and_o a_o beast_n come_v out_o from_o thence_o again_o 136._o how_o will_v he_o eat_v that_o have_v no_o mouth_n how_o will_v he_o hear_v that_o have_v no_o hear_n can_v any_o man_n eat_v that_o food_n which_o be_v so_o shut_v up_o that_o he_o can_v get_v it_o how_o will_v he_o drink_v that_o can_v come_v by_o no_o water_n 137._o what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o i_o to_o go_v to_o the_o material_a church_n of_o stone_n and_o there_o fill_v my_o ear_n with_o empty_a breath_n or_o to_o go_v to_o the_o supper_n and_o feed_v nothing_o but_o the_o earthly_a mouth_n which_o be_v mortal_a and_o corruptible_a can_v i_o feed_v and_o satisfy_v it_o with_o a_o piece_n of_o bread_n at_o home_n what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v a_o immortal_a life_n to_o have_v the_o bestial_a man_n observe_v the_o form_n of_o christ_n institution_n if_o it_o can_v obtain_v the_o jewel_n of_o the_o institution_n for_o st._n paul_n say_v of_o the_o supper_n you_o receive_v it_o to_o judgement_n because_o you_o discern_v not_o the_o lord_n body_n 138._o the_o covenant_n stand_v firm_a and_o be_v stir_v in_o the_o use_n of_o the_o institution_n christ_n proffer_v his_o spirit_n to_o we_o in_o his_o word_n viz._n in_o his_o preach_v word_n and_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n in_o the_o sacrament_n and_o his_o absolution_n in_o a_o brotherly_a reconciliation_n one_o to_o another_o 139._o but_o what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o a_o beast_n to_o stand_v and_o listen_v and_o yet_o have_v no_o hear_n to_o receive_v the_o inward_a live_a word_n nor_o any_o ground_n vessel_n wherein_o to_o lay_v the_o word_n that_o it_o may_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n of_o who_o christ_n say_v the_o devil_n pluck_v the_o word_n out_o of_o their_o heart_n lest_o they_o believe_v and_o be_v save_v but_o how_o can_v he_o do_v so_o yes_o be_v the_o word_n find_v no_o place_n in_o the_o hear_n to_o stick_v fast_o in_o 140._o and_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o absolution_n what_o good_a do_v it_o i_o for_o one_o to_o say_v i_o pronounce_v or_o declare_v to_o thou_o the_o absolution_n of_o thy_o sin_n when_o the_o soul_n be_v whole_o shut_v up_o in_o sin_n whosoever_o say_v thus_o to_o a_o sinner_n so_o shut_v up_o err_v and_o he_o that_o receive_v 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a_o severe_a judge_n but_o the_o saint_n shall_v behold_v he_o as_o a_o love_a immanuel_n 145._o god_n anger_n stand_v open_a in_o his_o testament_n towards_o the_o wicked_a but_o towards_o the_o saint_n the_o heavenly_a love_a kindness_n and_o in_o it_o the_o power_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o holy_a name_n jesus_n stand_v open_a what_o good_a do_v the_o holy_a thing_n do_v to_o the_o wicked_a that_o can_v enjoy_v it_o and_o what_o then_o be_v it_o that_o can_v take_v away_o his_o sin_n when_o his_o sin_n be_v but_o stir_v and_o make_v manifest_a by_o it_o 146._o the_o sacrament_n do_v not_o take_v away_o sin_n neither_o be_v sin_n forgive_v
make_v and_o if_o thou_o lose_v thy_o life_n and_o come_v to_o have_v thy_o own_o power_n faint_a than_o thy_o life_n be_v in_o that_o for_o who_o sake_n thou_o forsake_v it_o viz._n in_o god_n from_o whence_o it_o come_v into_o the_o body_n the_o scholar_n 8._o god_n have_v create_v man_n in_o and_o for_o thing_n the_o natural_a life_n to_o rule_v over_o all_o creature_n on_o earth_n and_o to_o be_v a_o lord_n over_o all_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v reason_n he_o shall_v possess_v it_o for_o his_o own_o the_o master_n if_o thou_o rule_a over_o all_o creature_n outward_o only_a then_o thy_o will_n and_o rule_v be_v in_o a_o bestial_a kind_n and_o be_v but_o *_o a_o imaginary_a transitory_a rule_v and_o thou_o bring_v also_o thy_o desire_n into_o a_o bestial_a essence_n whereby_o thou_o becom_a infect_a and_o captivate_v and_o get_v also_o a_o bestial_a condition_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v leave_v the_o imagelkie_n imaginary_a condition_n than_o thou_o be_v 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