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vessel_n of_o thy_o mercy_n thy_o wrath_n for_o the_o child_n of_o wrath_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o grace_n redeem_v i_o thou_o have_v adopt_v i_o for_o thy_o child_n for_o heir_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o coheir_n with_o christ_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o with_o confidence_n abba_n father_n father_n therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o again_o in_o favour_n of_o thy_o well-beloved_a rebuke_v i_o not_o in_o thy_o anger_n neither_o chastise_v i_o in_o thy_o hot_a displeasure_n but_o rather_o 2._o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o weak_a o_o lord_n heal_v i_o for_o my_o bone_n be_v vex_v o_o lord_n i_o be_o assure_v that_o thou_o rebuke_v i_o not_o to_o cast_v i_o away_o and_o therefore_o thy_o mercy_n will_v put_v some_o end_n unto_o my_o misery_n ah_o father_n of_o mercy_n wherefore_o tarry_v thou_o then_o so_o many_o year_n be_v pass_v in_o grief_n so_o many_o day_n and_o night_n in_o tear_n my_o flesh_n stick_v unto_o my_o bone_n and_o my_o bone_n be_v impair_v o_o lord_n why_o do_v thou_o any_o more_o with_o thy_o rod_n and_o if_o thou_o redouble_v thy_o blow_n never_o so_o little_a what_o difference_n will_v there_o be_v between_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o gentleness_n and_o that_o of_o thy_o fury_n the_o father_n strike_v the_o child_n till_o he_o feel_v it_o to_o the_o quick_a and_o thou_o know_v it_o o_o lord_n if_o i_o do_v feel_v thou_o &_o if_o thy_o chastisement_n have_v pierce_v even_o unto_o the_o marrow_n of_o my_o bone_n till_o he_o have_v promise_v amendment_n and_o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n if_o i_o have_v a_o desire_n thereof_o and_o if_o continual_o i_o ask_v for_o thy_o spirit_n to_o better_v i_o but_o thou_o will_v do_v more_o o_o lord_n for_o thy_o rod_n be_v the_o medicine_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o therefore_o thou_o will_v have_v they_o pierce_v so_o far_o that_o they_o penetrate_v into_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n certain_o o_o lord_n i_o will_v say_v more_o for_o 3._o my_o soul_n be_v also_o sore_o vex_v but_o thou_o o_o lord_n how_o long_o o_o lord_n when_o thou_o do_v visit_v we_o with_o thy_o rod_n it_o be_v just_o for_o thou_o be_v a_o righteous_a judge_n then_o thy_o justice_n do_v discover_v our_o injustice_n the_o languishment_n and_o droop_a of_o our_o body_n do_v manifest_v the_o impairment_n and_o defect_n of_o our_o soul_n our_o soul_n true_o confect_v in_o leprosy_n which_o give_v feeling_n to_o the_o body_n feel_v not_o notwithstanding_o its_o own_o evil_a but_o in_o the_o pain_n of_o the_o body_n never_o remember_v its_o own_o misery_n but_o in_o the_o misery_n that_o it_o suffer_v thou_o do_v afflict_v we_o o_o lord_n we_o have_v therefore_o sin_v and_o continual_o ah_o good_a god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o make_v my_o soul_n dolorous_a for_o itself_o sensible_a for_o itself_o and_o not_o for_o this_o body_n give_v it_o a_o feel_n of_o its_o fault_n and_o not_o of_o its_o punishment_n at_o lest_o o_o lord_n of_o its_o fault_n by_o its_o pain_n but_o o_o god_n let_v it_o be_v pain_v and_o not_o trouble_v pain_v in_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o its_o sin_n not_o trouble_v but_o comfort_v in_o the_o assurance_n of_o thy_o mercy_n for_o thy_o affliction_n o_o lord_n be_v term_v the_o visitation_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o visit_n be_v of_o a_o friend_n to_o his_o friend_n of_o the_o physician_n to_o his_o patient_n thy_o visitation_n therefore_o ought_v to_o be_v welcome_v of_o we_o that_o be_v so_o wholesome_a unto_o we_o wholesome_a to_o the_o soul_n by_o the_o body_n healthful_a and_o profitable_a unto_o the_o body_n itself_o after_o
and_o die_v for_o our_o offence_n and_o be_v raise_v again_o for_o our_o justification_n amen_n a_o meditation_n on_o proverb_n 3.11_o 12._o my_o son_n despise_v not_o the_o chasten_n of_o the_o lord_n neither_o be_v weary_a of_o his_o correction_n for_o who_o the_o lord_n love_v he_o correct_v even_o as_o a_o father_n the_o son_n in_o who_o he_o delight_v overwhelm_v with_o grief_n in_o my_o flesh_n oppress_v with_o astonishment_n in_o my_o spirit_n with_o sorrow_n in_o my_o soul_n in_o danger_n to_o yield_v myself_o unto_o the_o word_n of_o the_o unaduised_a who_o upon_o the_o redouble_a of_o such_o rude_a blow_n do_v murmur_n about_o i_o where_o be_v now_o his_o god_n that_o god_n who_o he_o do_v call_v upon_o so_o oft_o myself_o to_o mutter_v between_o my_o tooth_n where_o be_v indeed_o those_o infinite_a bounty_n and_o wherefore_o have_v thou_o sue_v i_o as_o a_o adversary_n have_v make_v i_o a_o but_o to_o thy_o most_o rough_a arrow_n i_o hear_v the_o wise_a man_n mild_o say_v my_o son_n despise_v not_o the_o chasten_n of_o the_o lord_n neither_o be_v weary_a of_o his_o correction_n for_o who_o the_o lord_n love_v he_o correct_v even_o as_o a_o father_n the_o son_n in_o who_o he_o delight_v at_o this_o word_n i_o breathe_v a_o little_a and_o come_v by_o little_a &_o little_a to_o myself_o this_o word_n as_o good_a strong_a vinegar_n comfort_v my_o spirit_n restore_v my_o pulse_n bring_v i_o out_o of_o sound_v restore_v life_n to_o my_o soul_n one_o drop_n of_o this_o sour_a sweet_a liquor_n on_o my_o tongue_n bake_v with_o grief_n refresh_v it_o change_v its_o blackness_n yea_o its_o language_n why_o then_o begin_v i_o to_o say_v to_o my_o soul_n this_o despair_n will_v it_o change_v into_o hope_n from_o a_o judge_n o_o lord_n who_o i_o do_v dread_v thou_o and_o a_o angry_a judge_n shall_v i_o feel_v thou_o as_o a_o father_n a_o love_a father_n shall_v it_o be_v then_o true_a that_o these_o rude_a chastisement_n be_v to_o i_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n seal_v of_o my_o adoption_n the_o earnest_n of_o my_o salvation_n and_o first-fruit_n of_o thy_o grace_n therefore_o will_v i_o hold_v this_o liquor_n in_o my_o palate_n gargarise_v my_o mouth_n therewith_o that_o it_o may_v penetrate_v my_o heart_n go_v to_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o soul_n for_o when_o man_n be_v afflict_v it_o be_v from_o god_n hand_n in_o this_o hand_n will_v he_o be_v hear_v with_o this_o hand_n he_o speak_v and_o these_o affliction_n be_v chastisement_n to_o his_o own_o though_o punishment_n to_o other_o with_o the_o same_o hand_n he_o do_v afflict_v they_o and_o heal_v they_o with_o the_o same_o rod_n he_o beat_v they_o down_o and_o raise_v they_o up_o beat_v down_o the_o flesh_n raise_v the_o soul_n if_o you_o behold_v the_o wound_n its_o open_n and_o the_o blood_n he_o draw_v from_o we_o he_o seem_v not_o much_o differ_v from_o a_o enemy_n if_o his_o soft_a hand_n if_o his_o tender_a affection_n if_o his_o wholesome_a intention_n see_v he_o be_v thy_o creator_n thy_o redeemer_n how_o much_o do_v he_o exceed_v any_o surgeon_n be_v he_o never_o so_o much_o thy_o friend_n yea_o any_o father_n whatsoever_o and_o it_o be_v always_o a_o great_a point_n for_o we_o to_o consider_v that_o our_o affliction_n come_v from_o god_n make_v a_o part_n of_o his_o providence_n for_o to_o omit_v that_o the_o creature_n ought_v to_o yield_v to_o the_o whole_a and_o sovereign_a power_n of_o the_o creator_n we_o do_v yield_v so_o much_o to_o the_o power_n of_o a_o prince_n and_o that_o without_o reply_n alwise_a and_o just_a that_o he_o be_v can_v he_o do_v any_o thing_n either_o without_o reason_n or_o without_o justice_n and_o be_v they_o not_o therefore_o either_o trial_n of_o our_o faith_n or_o chastisement_n of_o our_o sin_n yea_o all_o good_a that_o he_o be_v a_o lover_n of_o his_o creature_n can_v he_o do_v aught_o but_o in_o goodness_n in_o mercy_n which_o surpass_v all_o his_o work_n to_o the_o edification_n therefore_o of_o his_o church_n to_o our_o own_o salvation_n for_o our_o profit_n say_v the_o apostle_n 12.10_o apostle_n heb._n 12.10_o that_o we_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o his_o holiness_n we_o may_v profit_v in_o holiness_n we_o may_v walk_v from_o faith_n to_o faith_n from_o obedience_n to_o obedience_n my_o son_n then_o say_v the_o wise_a man_n despise_v not_o the_o chasten_n of_o the_o lord_n the_o wise_a man_n wise_a from_o elsewhere_o than_o from_o flesh_n and_o blood_n inspire_v true_o from_o god_n in_o this_o matter_n who_o teach_v we_o here_o as_o his_o child_n and_o see_v that_o he_o be_v inspire_v from_o god_n god_n by_o his_o mouth_n teach_v we_o as_o child_n of_o god_n despise_v not_o say_v he_o and_o who_o can_v despise_v this_o discipline_n as_o well_o may_v he_o ward_v his_o thunderbolt_n who_o can_v be_v exempt_v from_o they_o decline_v his_o jurisdiction_n or_o eschew_v his_o censure_n it_o be_v therefore_o as_o much_o as_o if_o he_o shall_v say_v undergo_v it_o willing_o take_v it_o in_o good_a part_n suppose_v it_o to_o be_v a_o lesson_n which_o he_o give_v thou_o in_o his_o school_n the_o slave_n fly_v before_o his_o master_n who_o fear_v more_o the_o scourge_n than_o his_o anger_n do_v not_o thou_o do_v so_o child_n that_o thou_o be_v fear_v more_o his_o anger_n than_o his_o rod_n fear_v more_o thy_o sin_n the_o cause_n of_o his_o anger_n than_o his_o anger_n itself_o but_o if_o he_o show_v thou_o his_o rod_n humble_v thyself_o kiss_v it_o yea_o adore_v it_o a_o door_n in_o thy_o god_n his_o benignity_n who_o daigne_v to_o visit_v thou_o whether_o in_o chastisement_n or_o in_o trial_n &_o always_o find_v in_o thou_o too_o much_o matter_n of_o chastisement_n tell_v he_o with_o david_n 23.4_o david_n psal_n 23.4_o thy_o rod_n and_o thy_o staff_n they_o comfort_v i_o if_o he_o strike_v thou_o if_o he_o cast_v a_o stone_n at_o thou_o he_o be_v thy_o shepherd_n thou_o go_v astray_o he_o set_v thou_o in_o the_o way_n and_o therefore_o the_o wise_a man_n call_v it_o discipline_n not_o punishment_n discipline_n because_o by_o these_o affliction_n he_o keep_v thou_o to_o school_v he_o conform_v thy_o motion_n thy_o action_n to_o his_o holy_a word_n a_o discipline_n sure_o in_o his_o intention_n how_o rough_a soever_o it_o seem_v to_o thou_o because_o it_o tend_v whole_o to_o thy_o instruction_n not_o to_o thy_o destruction_n a_o discipline_n also_o on_o thy_o part_n in_o its_o effect_n if_o thou_o take_v well_o thy_o chastisement_n do_v amend_v and_o return_v more_o and_o more_o unto_o he_o take_v it_o therefore_o in_o good_a part_n husband_n it_o well_o for_o he_o add_v neither_o be_v weary_a of_o his_o correction_n not_o only_o despise_v it_o not_o but_o undergo_v it_o not_o for_o once_o but_o often_o if_o he_o redouble_v if_o he_o return_v often_o to_o it_o be_v not_o weary_a of_o it_o but_o true_o who_o be_v not_o weary_a of_o the_o mild_a reprehension_n of_o his_o best_a friend_n and_o who_o ear_n and_o head_n be_v not_o break_v therewith_o why_o then_o when_o god_n redouble_v his_o blow_n on_o man_n and_o that_o with_o so_o heavy_a a_o hand_n who_o can_v subsist_v ay_o but_o attend_v with_o patience_n and_o be_v not_o weary_a thereof_o certes_o we_o have_v the_o same_o reason_n both_o to_o suffer_v this_o chastisement_n &_o to_o persevere_v in_o this_o patience_n if_o we_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v god_n who_o continue_v it_o all_o just_a all_o wise_a he_o do_v it_o for_o our_o good_a who_o be_v all_o goodness_n all_o mercy_n and_o see_v we_o do_v not_o complain_v of_o the_o physician_n who_o purge_v we_o at_o several_a time_n nor_o of_o the_o surgeon_n who_o search_v the_o wound_n and_o that_o often_o in_o a_o day_n though_o it_o be_v never_o without_o pain_n yea_o smart_a pain_n when_o god_n dress_v our_o sin_n a_o obstinate_a evil_n a_o mortal_a plague_n cleave_v to_o our_o spirit_n yea_o to_o our_o marrow_n shall_v we_o complain_v if_o he_o resume_v the_o launcer_n press_v the_o venom_n out_o applies_z at_o diverse_a time_n the_o sear_a iron_n or_o the_o cautere_a according_a as_o the_o ulcer_n threaten_v a_o issue_n or_o that_o the_o humour_n incit_v itself_o against_o the_o cataplasm_n according_a as_o we_o be_v and_o he_o know_v we_o redouble_v his_o visitation_n either_o with_o the_o launcet_n or_o the_o do_v be_v not_o therefore_o weary_a when_o the_o lord_n do_v correct_v thou_o why_o then_o what_o shall_v we_o do_v accustom_v ourselves_o to_o god_n rod_n become_v lumpish_a or_o unsensible_a but_o on_o the_o contrary_a god_n will_v have_v thou_o to_o feel_v he_o to_o understand_v he_o feel_v his_o blow_n know_v the_o cause_n thereof_o feel_v thyself_o by_o they_o and_o woe_n unto_o he_o that_o rouse_v
tribulation_n also_o in_o as_o much_o also_o as_o 8.28_o as_o rom._n 8.28_o all_o thing_n work_v together_o for_o good_a as_o it_o be_v in_o emulation_n one_o of_o the_o other_o to_o they_o that_o love_n god_n to_o they_o unto_o who_o by_o his_o love_n shed_v abroad_o in_o their_o heart_n he_o have_v give_v to_o love_v he_o call_v according_a to_o his_o purpose_n in_o as_o much_o in_o a_o word_n that_o in_o all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o difficult_a 37._o difficult_a verse_n 37._o we_o be_v more_o than_o conqueror_n through_o he_o that_o love_v we_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n belove_v with_o so_o strong_a a_o love_n and_o conjunction_n that_o in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o the_o father_n love_v we_o the_o father_n vouchsafe_v to_o delight_v in_o we_o where_o we_o cry_v confident_o with_o the_o apostle_n that_o 38._o that_o rom._n 8.35_o 38._o neither_o tribulation_n nor_o distress_n shall_v separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n in_o those_o tribulation_n he_o acknowledge_v his_o badge_n nay_o not_o death_n itself_o nor_o any_o thing_n that_o may_v happen_v unto_o we_o how_o sharp_a soever_o it_o be_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n nay_o rather_o they_o do_v assure_v we_o they_o do_v testify_v unto_o we_o his_o love_n be_v unto_o we_o pledge_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o good_a will_n first_o fruit_n of_o his_o glory_n but_o here_o the_o flesh_n repugn_v why_o say_v it_o shall_v affliction_n be_v a_o mark_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n why_o then_o all_o they_o who_o be_v chastise_v be_v they_o his_o child_n contrariwise_o look_v about_o you_o see_v in_o how_o many_o sort_v this_o mark_n be_v defective_a i_o but_o the_o wise_a man_n say_v not_o that_o all_o those_o who_o god_n strike_v be_v his_o child_n for_o they_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o his_o judgment_n so_o frequent_a on_o stranger_n on_o the_o wicked_a but_o he_o mean_v that_o all_o his_o child_n those_o to_o who_o 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