with it for nothing they have run to meet that death which I flie from as formidable and ugly Thou fearest death Look upon the examples of those holy men who have tendered themselves to the painfullest martyrdome see Ignatius resolving to challenge the Lions see the tender virgins daring the worst cruelty of Tyrants and embracing death in his worst formes see silly Mothers in an ambition of a crowne of life running with their children in their armes to overtake death see those resolute Saints that might have been loosed from their wheels and racks with proffers of life and honour and scorned the exchange Doe I professe their faith doe I looke for their glory and shall I partake nothing of their courage Thou art afraid of death what a slaughter dost thou make every houre of all other creatures what meale passeth thee wherein some of them doe not bleed for thee yea not for need not for use but for sport for pleasure dost thou kill them dayly without pitty without scruple Alas we made them not they are our fellowes he that made us made them too How much are we lesse to God then they are to us Doe we see so many thousands of them then dye for us and shall we think much to returne our life to our Creator Thou art afraid of death Thou mistakest him thou thinkest him an enemy he is a friend If his visage be sowre and hard he is no other then the grim porter of Pararadise which shall let thee into glory Like unto Peters good Angell he may smite thee on the side but he shall lead thee out of thy prison through the Iron gates into the City of God Were there an absolute perition in our dissolution we could not feare it too much now that it doth but part us a while for our advantage what doe we feare but our gaine The stalk and eare arises from the graine but it must rot first Oh our foolishnesse if we be unwilling that one grain should putrifie for the increase of an hundred Thou art afraid of death Hast thou well considered from how many evills it acquites thee All the tumults of State all the bloudy cruelties of warre all the vexations of unquiet neighbours all secret discontentments of minde all the tormenting paines of body are hereby eased at once thou shalt no more complaine of racking convulsions of thy wringing collicks of the dreadfull quarry that is within thy reynes and bladder of thy belking goutes of thy scalding feavers of thy galling ulcers of the threats of thine Imposthumes the stoppings of thy strangury the giddinesse of thy vertigo or any other of those killing diseases wherewith thy life was wont to be infested here is a full Supersedea◠for them all what reason hast thou to be affraid of ease Lastly thou fearest death Is it not that thy Saviour underwent for thee did thy blessed redeemer drink of this cup and art thou no willing to pledge him His was a bitter one in respect of thine for it was besides spieed with the wrath of his Father due to our sinnes yet he drank it up to the very dregges for thee and wilt thou shrink at an ordinary drought from his hand And why did he yeeld to death but to overcome him Why was death suffered to seize upon that Lord of life but that by dying he might pull out the sting of death The sting of death is sinne So then death hath lost his sting now thou mayest carry it in thy bosome it may coole thee it cannot hurt thee Temper then thy feare with these thoughts and that thou mayest not be too much troubled with the sight of death acquaint thy selfe with him before-hand present him to thy thoughts entertaine him in thy holy and resolute discourses It was good counsell that Bernard gave to his novice that he should put himselfe for his meditations into the place where the dead body◠were wont to be wash◠and to settle himselfe upon the beare whereon they were wont to be carryed forth so feeling and frequent remembrances could not but make death familiar and who can startle at the sight of a familiar acquaintance at a stranger we doe especially if he come upon us on a sudden but if hee bee a dayly and entire guest he is at all houres welcome without our dismay or trouble §. XV. Of the moderation of the passion of anger OF all the passions that are incident to a man there is none so impetuous or that produceth so terrible effects as anger for besides that intrinsecall mischiefe which it works upon a mans owne heart in regard whereof Hugo said well Pride robs me of God envy of my neighbour anger of my selfe what bloudy Tragedies doth this passion act every day in the world making the whole earth nothing but either an Amphitheater for fights or a shambles for slaughter so much the more need is there of an effectuall moderation of so turbulent an affection Our schoole hath wont to distinguish it there is a zealous anger and there is a vicious The great Doctor of the Gentiles when hee sayes Be angry and sin not showes there may be a sin-lesse anger He that knew no sinne was not free from this passion when he whipped the money-changers twice out of the Temple Surely if we be not thus angry we shall sinne If a man can be so coole as without any inward commotion to suffer Gods honour to be trod in the dust he shall finde God justly angry with him for his want of anger I know not whether it vvere a praise that was given to Theodosius that never any man saw him angry so as it may fall an immunity from anger can bee no other then a dull stupidity Moses was a meek man as any upon earth yet vvas he not angry vvhen he smote the Egyptian vvas he not angry vvhen upon the sight of Israels Idolatry hee threw downe and brake the Tables of God vvhich he had in his hand There is so little need of quenching this holy fire that there is more need of a bellowes to blow it up that it might flame up to that perfect height of the Psalmist My zeale hath consumed me because mine enemies have forgotten thy words Oh the truly heavenly fire that burnt in that sacred bosome he doth not say my zeale hath warmed me but hath consumed me as if it were his highest perfection to be thus sacrificed and burnt to ashes neither doth he say because my friends have forgotten thy words but Because my enemies Every man can be troubled with a friends miscarriage but to be so deeply affected for an enemy must needs be transcendently gracious It is the vicious anger we must oppose in our selves In it selfe that passion is neither good nor evill it is either as it is used Like as we are wont to say of the planet Mercury that the influences are either good or evill according to his conjunction with
so soon It is a long reckoning that remaines to be made for great receipts for vve are not the owners vve are the baylifes or stewards of our vvhole estates In the day of our great Audit there is not one peny but must be calculated and vvhat can the greatnesse of the summe passed through our hands then availe us other then to adde difficulty to the computation and danger to the accountant When Death shall come roughly to us in the style that Benedict did to Totilaes servant Lay downe that thou bearest for it is not thine owne and the great Master of the universall family of the world shall call us to a redde rationem for all that we have received Woe is me what pleasure shall it be to me that I had much What is the poore horse the better for the carriage of a rich sumpter all day when at night he shall lie downe with a galled back I heare him that wished to live Croesus wishing to die a beggarly Cynick that was not worth his shroud The cheare goes downe well till it come to the shot when that goes too deep vve quarrell at our excesse Oh our madnesse to doat upon our future repentance The second remedy is the due consideration of the object of our desires Alas vvhat poore stuffe is this vvherewith vve are transported what is the most preciovs metall of either colour but thick clay as the maker himself calls it What is the largest territory but an insensible spot of contemptible earth what are the greatest commands but a glorious servitude what the highest offices but golden fetters vvhat the highest titles but aire and sound And if the fond minds of worldlings can set other glosses on these bewitching contentments yet as when a man that hath eaten saffron breathes upon a painted face he presently descryes and shames the false complexion so when the truly rationall and judicious shall come to spend his thoughts upon the best and all of these garish and glittering allurements he shall speedily detect their vanity and bewray their dissembled unworthinesse §. XII The moderation of our passions and therein first of our sorrow THe moderation of our passions challengeth the next roome In the pursuit whereof since their variety is great it were easie to passe our bounds but we shall moderate our discourse and select some of the most impetuous As for love and joy they have so much affinity with pleasure and delight whereof we have already treated that we shall spare the labour of their further mention Sorrow shall take the first place a passion that hath beene guilty of much blood We have read and heard of some few that have dyed of joy as Chilon of Sparta when he imbraced his sonne returning with honour and Clidemus the Athenian when he was crowned by the Players these Tertullian instances in So Pope Leo the tenth if we beleeve Iovius is said to dye for the joy of taking Millaine so Senas the Generall of the Turkish gallies dyed for the joy of the returne of that sonne whom he had given for lost It was with these as with them whom we have seene choaked with those cordiall waters which they have received for the remedy of their qualmes But our experience tells us of a thousand for one that have beene kill'd with griefe Not perhaps in a sudden violence which kinde of death Caesar esteemed more easie but in a lingring and languishing forme of murder for a broken spirit dryeth and bones saith Solomon and by the sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken This is our childs part which was beset us in Paradise before we were By the mothers side In sorrow shalt thou bring forth By the fathers In sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the dayes of thy life Sorrow in birth sorrow in life and in death sorrow The shadow doth not more inseparably follow the body then this doth our existence so as he that meant to say Thrice miserable mistooke not much when he said Thrice man If we look upon those who have had the greatest share in Gods love we shall finde them to have drunk deepest of this cup. The great mirrour of patience can say My bowels boyled and rested not the dayes of affliction prevented me I went mourning without the Sun I am a brother to Dragons and a companion to owles And the sweet singer of Israel warbles out sad straines of complaint in this kinde The sorrowes of death compassed me about and the paines of hell gat hold on me And againe My soule melts for very heavinesse Esay cryes out of his loynes Ieremy of his bowells and good Ezekiah chatters like a Crane or Swallow and mournes like a Dove What speak I of these when I hear the Lord of life and glory say My soule is exceeding heavy even to the death Now this sorrow is ever out of the sense of some evill Evill whether of sin or of punishment Of sinne whether of others or our owne Punishment as bodily sicknesse death of friends worldly losses all these are just grounds of sorrow Rivers of waters run downe mine eyes because they keep not thy law saith holy David And doe we not think he sorrowed more for his owne sinnes There is no rest in my bones saith he because of my sinne And all the night long I make my bed to swim I water my couch with my teares Punishment doth not more necessarily follow upon sinne then sorrow followes punishment Davids eye is consumed because of his griefe Ezekiah turnes him to the wall and weeps And whiles St. Paul chargeth not to mourn immoderatly for the dead he supposeth just teares due Garments were allowed to be torne by Gods people at the death of friends and at the Parents death after thirty dayes wearing it was their guise to lay downe those rent garments never to be sowne up againe wee pitty and grieve at the childishnesse of those innocent babes that can play at wink and hide about their Fathers hearse And for afflictions whether of body or estate how are they such if we feele them not and how doe we feele them if we sorrow not The sense of paine argues life as St. Ambrose well It is ill taken by the Almighty from his people that he had striken them but they grieved not this is what lyes in us to disappoint God of his purpose and to put our selves into the posture of Solomons drunkard They have striken me doth he say and I was not sick they have beaten me and I felt it not we are wont to censure that child for stubborne and gracelesse that sheds no teares when he is whipped It cannot be well with us if vve sorrow not Blessed are they that mourne But there are certaine just conditions and cautions of our griefe vvhich vve cannot exceed or neglect vvithout offence both to God and to
vvhich cannot but naturally abhorre paine and torture What malefactor vvas ever in the vvorld that vvas not troubled to thinke of his execution There is a sorrow that lookes not at the punishment but the sinne regarding not so much the deserved smart as the offence that is more troubled with a Fathers frowne then with the whip in a strangers hand with the desertions of God then with the feare of an hell Under this sorrow and sometimes perhaps under the mixture of both doth God suffer his dearest ones to dwell for a time numbring all their teares and sighes recording all their knocks on their breasts and stroakes on their thighes and shakings of their heads and taking pleasure to view their profitable and at last happy self-conflicts It is said of Anthony the holy Hermite that having beene once in his desart beaten and buffeted by Divells he cryed out to his Saviour O bone Iesu ubi eras O good Iesus where wert thou whilâ—s I was thus handled and received answer Iuxta te sed expectavi certamen tuum I was by thee but stayed to see how thou wouldest behave thy selfe in the combat Surely so doth our good God to all his he passeth a videndo vidi upon all their sorrowes and will at last give an happy issue with the temptation In the meane time it cannot but concerne us to temper this mixed sorrow of ours with a meet moderation Heare this then thou drouping soul thou are dismayed with the haynousnesse of thy sinnes and the sense of Gods anger for them dost thou know with whom thou hast to doe hast thou heard him proclaim his own style The Lord the Lord mercifull and gratious long suffering and abundant in goodnesse and truth keeping mercy for thousands forgiving iniquities and transgressions and sinnes and canst thou distrust that infinite goodnesse Lo if there were no mercy in heaven thou couldst not be otherwise affected Looke up and see that glorious light that shines about thee With the Lord there is mercy and with him is plentious redemption And is there plentious redemption for all and none for thee Because thou hast wronged God in his justice wilt thou more wrong him in his mercy and because thou hast wronged him in both wilt thou wrong thy selfe in him Know O thou weak man in what hands thou art He that said Thy mercy O Lord is in the heavens and thy faithfulnesse reacheth unto the clouds said also Thy mercy is great above the heavens and thy truth reacheth unto the clouds It is a sure comfort to thee that he cannot faile in his faithfulnesse and truth thou art upon earth and these reach above thee to the clouds but if thy sinnes could be so great and high as to over-look the clouds yet his mercy is beyond them for it reacheth unto heaven and if they could in an hellish presumption reach so high as heaven yet his mercy is great above the heavens higher then this they cannot If now thy hainous sinnes could sink thee to the bottome of hell yet that mercy which is above the heavens can fetch thee up againe Thou art a grievous sinner we know one that said he was the chiefe of sinners who is now one of the prime Saints in heaven Looke upon those whom thou must confesse worse then thy selfe Cast back thine eyes but upon Manasseh the lewd son of an holy Parent See him rearing up Altars to Baal worshipping all the host of heaven building Altars for his new Gods in the very courts of the house of the Lord causing his sonnes to passe through the fire trading with witches and wicked spirits seducing Gods people to more then Amoritish wickednesse filling the streets of Jerusalem with innocent bloud say if thy sinne can be thus crimson yet behold this man a no lesse famous example of mercy then wickednesse And what is the hand of God shortned that he cannot now save Or hath the Lord cast off for ever and will he be favourable no more Is his mercy cleane gone for ever hath God forgotten to be gracious hath he in anger shut up his tender mercies O man say justly on This is mine infirmity thine infirmity sure enough and take heed if thou persist to distrust that it be not worse These misprisons of God are dangerous The honour of his mercy is justly deare to him no marvell if he cannot indure it to be questioned when the temptation is blowne over heare what the same tongue sayes The Lord is mercifull and gratious slow to anger and plentious in mercy He will not alway chide neither will he keep his anger for ever He hath not dealt with us after our sinnes nor rewarded us after our iniquities For as the heaven is high above the earth so great is his mercy towards them that feare him Oh then lay hold on the large and illimited mercy of thy God and thou art safe What cares the debtor for the length of a bill that is crossed what cares the condemned person for the sentence of death whiles hee hath his pardon sealed in his bosome Thou art an hainous sinner Wherefore came thy Saviour wherefore suffered he If thy sinne remaine wherefore serves his bloud If thy debt bee still called for wherefore was thine obligation cancelled If thou be still captive to sin and death wherefore was that deare ransome paid why did he stretch forth his blessed hands upon the crosse but to receive thee why did he bow downe his head but to invite thee why vvas his precious side opened but that he might take thee into his heart Thou despisest him if thou trustest him not Iudas and thou shall sin more in despairing then in betraying him Oh then gather heart to thy selfe from the merits from the mercies of thine All-sufficient Redeemer against all thy sinfulnesse For who is it that shall be once thy Judge before what Tribunall shalt thou appeare to receive thy sentence Is it not thy Saviour that sits there He that dyed for thee that he might rescue thee from death shall he can he doome thee to that death from which he came to save thee Comfort thy self then with these words and if thou wouldst keep thy soule in an equall temper as thou hast two eyes fixe the one of them upon Gods justice to keep thee low and humble and to quit thee from presumption fixe the other upon his transcendent mercy to keepe thee from the depth of sorrow and desperation §. XIV Of the moderation of the Passion of Feare SOrrow is for present and felt evils Feare is onely of evils future A passion so afflictive that even the expectation of a doubtful mischief that may come is more grievous to us sometimes then the sense of that mischiefe when it is come That which Torquemade reports of a Spanish Lord in his knowledge I could second with examples at home of some who have been thought otherwise
concision saith the Apostle of the Gentiles Iustly must wee spit at these blasphemers who say they are Iewes and are not but are the Synagogue of Satan If they be coloured friends but true hereticks such as doe destroy directly and pertinaciously the foundation of Christian religion the Apostles charge is expresse Haereticum hominem devita A man that is an hereticke after the first and second admonition avoyd and reject and such an one as he may be that addes blasphemy to heresie it might be no reall mistaking though a verball of that wise and learned Pontifician who misreading the vulgar made two words of one and turned the Verbe into a Noune De vita Supple Tolle put an hereticke to death A practise so rise in the Roman Church against those Saints who in the way which they call heresie worship the Lord God of their Fathers beleeving all things which are written in the Law in the Prophets in the Apostles that all the world takes notice of it seeming with the rap't Evangelist to heare the soules from under the Altar crying aloud How long Lord holy and true dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell upon the earth Surely were wee such as their uncharitable 〈◊〉 mis-construction would make us their cruelty were not excusable before God or men but now as our innocence shall aggravate their condemnation before the just Tribunal in heaven so our example shall condemne them in the judgement of all impartiall Arbiters here on earth For what Client of Rome was ever sentenced to death by the reformed Church meerely for matter of religion what are wee other to them then they are to us the cause is mutually the same only our charity is more our cruelty lesse Neither is this any small testimony of our sincere innocence It is a good rule of Saint Chrysostome if wee would know a Wolfe from a Sheep since their clothing as they use the matter will not difference them looke to their fangs if those be bloody their kinde is enough bewrayd for who ever saw the lips of a Sheep besmear'd with blood It is possible to see a Campian at Tiburne or a Garnets head upon a pole Treasonable practises not meere Religion are guilty of these executions But however our Church is thus favourable in the case of those heresies which are either simple or secondary and consequentiall yet in the cases of hereticall blasphemy her holy zeale hath not fear'd to shed blood witnesse the flames of Ket and Legat and some other Arrians in our memory And the zealous prosecution of that Spanish Cistertian whom wee heard and saw not long since belching out his blasphemous contumelies against the Sonne of God who after hee was given over to the secular power for execution was by the Spanish Embassadour Master Gondemor carryed backe into Spaine by leave from King Iames of blessed memory in which kind also Master Calvin did well approve himselfe to Gods Church in bringing Servetus to the stake at Geneva As for those which are heretickes onely by consequence and interpretation heedlesly undermining that foundation which they would pretend to establish as we may not in regard of their Opinions in themselves utterly blot them out of the Catalogue of brethren so we must heartily indeavour all good meanes for their reclamation strive to convince their errours labour with God for them in our prayers trye to win them with all loving offices neither need we doubt to joyne with them in holy duties untill their obdurednesse and wilfull pertinacy shall have made them uncapable of all good counsell and have drawne them to a turbulent opposition of the truth for as it is in actuall offences that not our sinne but our unrepentance damnes us so it is in these matters of opinion not the errour but the obstinacy incurres a just condemnation So long therefore as there is hope of reformation wee may wee must comply with this kind of erring Christians but not without good cautions First that it be only in things good or indifferent Secondly That it be with a true desire to win them to the truth Thirdly that we finde our selves so throughly grounded as that there be no danger of our infection for we have knowne it fall out with some as with that noble Grecian of whom Xenophon speakes who whiles hee would be offering to stay a Barbarian from casting himselfe down from the rock was drawne down with him for company from that precipice Saint Austen professes that this was one thing that hardned him in his old Manicheisme That hee found himselfe victorious in his disputations with weake adversaries such men in stead of convincing yeeld and make themselves miserable and their opposites foolishly proud and mis-confident Fourthly that we doe not so farre condescend to complying with them as for their sakes to betray the least parcell of divine Truth I◠they be our friends it must be only usque ad aras there we must leave them That which wee must be content to purchase with our blood we may not forgoe for favour even of the dearest Fiftly that we doe not so far yield to them as to humour them in their errour as to obfirme them in evill as to scandalize others And lastly if wee finde them utterly incorrigible that wee take off our hand and leave them unto just censure As for differences of an inferiour nature if but De venis capillaribus minutioribus theologicarum quaestionum spinetis as Staphilus would have theirs or if of matters rituall and such as concerne rather the Decoration then the health of Religion it is fit they should be valued accordingly neither peace nor friendship should be crazed for these in themselves considered But if it fall out through the peevishnes and selfe-conceit of some crosse dispositions that even those things which are in their nature indifferent after the lawfull command of Authority are blazon'd for sinfull and haynous and are made an occasion of the breach of the common peace certainly it may prove that some schisme even for triviall matters may be found no lesse pernicious then some heresie If my coat be rent in peeces it is all one to me whether it be done by a Bryer or a nayle or by a knife If my vessell sinke it is all one whether it were with a shot or a leake The lesse the matter is the greater is the disobedience and the disturbance so much the more sinfull No man can be so foolish as to thinke the value of the Apple was that which cast away man-kinde but the violation of a Divine Interdiction It is fit therefore that men should learne to submit themselves to every Ordinance of man for the Lords sake But if they shall bee wilfully refractary they must be put in minde that Korahs mutiny was more fearefully revenged then the most grievous idolatry §. XV. The eleventh rule of Moderation To refrayne from all rayling termes