quare_fw-la non_fw-la modo_fw-la quare_fw-la non_fw-la hac_fw-la horâ_fw-la aug._n coâ—s_z lib._n 9_o cap._n 12._o for_o ever_o how_o long_o will_v thou_o hide_v thy_o face_n from_o i_o how_o long_o shall_v i_o be_v put_v off_o from_o day_n to_o day_n why_o not_o now_o lord_n say_v st._n augustin_n after_o the_o lord_n have_v open_v his_o eye_n to_o discover_v and_o his_o heart_n to_o choose_v and_o desire_v this_o one_o thing_n this_o choice_n can_v not_o stand_v with_o a_o careless_a indifferency_n 2._o we_o shall_v diligent_o and_o solicitous_o inquire_v after_o and_o make_v use_n of_o all_o mean_n to_o obtain_v it_o that_o eager_a desire_n even_o now_o mention_v will_v enforce_v earnestness_n in_o prayer_n attentiveness_n in_o hear_v studiousness_n in_o read_v seriousness_n in_o meditation_n all_o our_o delight_n will_v be_v in_o the_o law_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o in_o his_o law_n we_o shall_v meditate_v day_n and_o night_n how_o sweet_a will_v the_o glad_a tiding_n of_o salvation_n be_v to_o the_o long_a soul_n how_o comfortable_a to_o hear_v of_o joy_n and_o gladness_n and_o that_o peace_n of_o god_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n 12.3_o mat_n 7.7_o prov._n 2.3_o etc._n etc._n 10.4_o heb._n 12.3_o and_o all_o those_o sweet_a breathe_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o the_o gospel_n of_o salvation_n and_o these_o be_v the_o request_n of_o those_o only_a that_o ask_v and_o seek_v and_o knock_v this_o hide_a treasure_n can_v be_v find_v but_o by_o most_o diligent_a search_n it_o be_v the_o diligent_a hand_n that_o bring_v in_o this_o riches_n he_o that_o will_v partake_v of_o these_o joy_n must_v not_o be_v weary_a 49.18_o gen._n 49.18_o nor_o faint_a in_o his_o mind_n nor_o slack_v or_o take_v off_o his_o hand_n but_o persist_v with_o all_o perseverance_n even_o to_o the_o last_o gasp_n wait_v with_o good_a jacob_n for_o this_o salvation_n 3.8_o jâ—b_n 23.12_o prov._n 8.11_o phil._n 3.8_o 3._o such_o as_o choose_v this_o good_a part_n will_v 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of_o the_o word_n be_v more_o worth_a than_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o that_o he_o will_v not_o wish_v to_o live_v in_o paradise_n without_o the_o word_n but_o with_o it_o he_o can_v live_v in_o hell_n itself_o a_o strange_a hyperbole_n but_o a_o express_a evidence_n of_o his_o exceed_a great_a affection_n to_o it_o 4._o this_o choice_n be_v ever_o attend_v with_o great_a care_n that_o we_o come_v not_o short_a of_o that_o which_o we_o have_v choose_v let_v we_o fear_v say_v the_o apostle_n heb._n 4.1_o lest_o any_o come_v short_a or_o be_v cast_v behind_o as_o he_o that_o set_v in_o vigorous_o to_o run_v the_o race_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d but_o fail_v before_o he_o reach_v the_o goal_n and_o again_o we_o ought_v abundant_o to_o heed_n that_o we_o spill_v not_o or_o shed_v the_o thing_n which_o we_o have_v hear_v 2.25_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 2_o john_n 8._o rev._n 2.25_o heb._n 2.1_o as_o a_o rive_a vessel_n which_o lose_v the_o liquor_n pour_v into_o it_o this_o be_v that_o which_o st._n john_n advise_v look_v to_o yourselves_o that_o we_o lose_v not_o the_o thing_n which_o we_o have_v wrought_v but_o that_o we_o may_v receive_v a_o full_a reward_n such_o be_v that_o admonition_n to_o the_o church_n of_o thiatira_n that_o which_o you_o have_v already_o hold_v fast_o he_o that_o be_v serious_a in_o his_o choice_n will_v with_o st._n paul_n stretch_v forth_o to_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v yet_o before_o and_o press_v towards_o the_o mark_n or_o scope_n for_o the_o prize_n 14._o phil._n 3.13_o 14._o and_o grow_v yet_o more_o vigorous_a in_o the_o pursuit_n 〈◊〉_d jâ—b_n 17.9_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o righteous_a shall_v hold_v on_o his_o way_n and_o he_o that_o have_v clean_a hand_n shall_v add_v strength_n thus_o it_o appear_v that_o no_o careless_a or_o slothful_a person_n who_o set_v light_n by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n or_o such_o as_o neglect_v it_o or_o prefer_v the_o world_n before_o it_o or_o that_o grudge_n to_o be_v 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4._o turn_v not_o this_o grace_n of_o god_n into_o lasciviousness_n despise_v not_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o goodness_n forbearance_n and_o long-suffering_a not_o know_v that_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n lead_v thou_o to_o repentance_n 2.4_o rom._n 2.4_o take_v heed_n now_o lest_o there_o be_v in_o thou_o a_o evil_a heart_n of_o unbelief_n in_o depart_v from_o the_o live_a god_n 12._o heb._n 3.7_o 8_o 12._o hear_v his_o voice_n while_o it_o be_v call_v to_o day_n lest_o you_o be_v further_o harden_v through_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n now_o be_v the_o day_n of_o thy_o visitation_n take_v care_n to_o know_v it_o and_o improve_v it_o this_o day_n be_v salvation_n come_v to_o thy_o house_n 18.32_o lu._n 19.41_o etc._n etc._n verse_n 9_o isa_n 65.2_o ezek._n 18.32_o open_v thy_o heart_n and_o entertain_v it_o lay_v hold_n on_o eternal_a life_n whilst_o the_o lord_n hand_n be_v stretch_v out_o all_o the_o day_n to_o offer_v it_o do_v not_o continue_v to_o walk_v in_o thy_o evil_a 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by_o all_o that_o be_v before_o he_o resp_n yet_o be_v we_o not_o upon_o any_o of_o these_o consideration_n to_o be_v discourage_v from_o this_o choice_n 96._o vid._n chemâ—_n exam._n part_n 1._o de_fw-fr fid_fw-we justific_a geth_o tom._n 3._o the_o justific_a c._n 4._o sect_n 96._o as_o for_o that_o say_n in_o eccles_n 9.1_o it_o be_v not_o right_o apply_v to_o this_o case_n though_o so_o much_o urge_v by_o the_o papist_n against_o the_o certitude_n of_o divine_a grace_n as_o our_o divine_n have_v abundant_o prove_v and_o let_v we_o further_o consider_v that_o god_n have_v sufficient_o declare_v in_o his_o holy_a word_n how_o serious_o he_o will_v that_o we_o shall_v choose_v and_o enjoy_v this_o great_a blessing_n 29.29_o deut._n 29.29_o why_o do_v we_o object_v
operis_fw-la transituri_fw-la merces_fw-la est_fw-la requies_fw-la permansura_fw-la a_o g._n mat._n 6.19_o 20._o they_o shall_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n in_o old_a age_n they_o shall_v be_v fat_a and_o flourish_a the_o wage_n of_o this_o transient_a work_n shall_v be_v everlasting_a rest_n this_o part_n shall_v not_o be_v take_v away_o for_o 1._o no_o enemy_n can_v take_v it_o away_o no_o thief_n can_v rob_v we_o of_o this_o treasure_n if_o any_o can_v it_o must_v be_v either_o the_o devil_n or_o the_o world_n or_o the_o flesh_n or_o death_n but_o 1._o the_o devil_n can_v notwithstanding_o all_o his_o malice_n power_n or_o subtlety_n the_o gate_n of_o hell_n with_o all_o their_o temptation_n terror_n or_o stratagem_n can_v never_o deprive_v we_o of_o this_o choice_n that_o enemy_n may_v tempt_v and_o sift_v and_o buffet_v 9_o 1_o cor._n 7.5_o luk._n 22.31_o 32._o 2_o cor._n 12.7_o 9_o etc._n etc._n but_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n be_v sufficient_a to_o preserve_v and_o uphold_v the_o soul_n in_o temptation_n and_o through_o christ_n intercession_n faith_n shall_v not_o fail_v he_o may_v thrust_v sore_o at_o the_o child_n of_o god_n to_o make_v he_o fall_v but_o the_o lord_n will_v help_v upon_o resistance_n he_o be_v force_v to_o flee_v 4.4_o psalm_n 118.13_o jam._n 4.7_o rom._n 16.20_o gal._n 2.20_o ephes_n 3.17_o luke_n 11.22_o 1_o john_n 4.4_o and_o shall_v at_o length_n be_v tread_v underfoot_o through_o the_o power_n of_o christ_n who_o live_v and_o dwell_v in_o every_o true_a believer_n the_o victory_n must_v certain_o in_o this_o case_n fall_v to_o the_o strong_a and_o sure_o great_a be_v he_o that_o be_v in_o his_o saint_n than_o he_o that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n 2._o the_o world_n can_v take_v it_o away_o notwithstanding_o all_o its_o enmity_n and_o malignity_n or_o its_o scorn_n and_o reproach_n and_o cruel_a mock_n and_o persecution_n or_o yet_o its_o snare_n enticement_n 5._o john_n 16.33_o 1_o john_n 5.4_o 5._o etc._n etc._n there_o be_v power_n enough_o in_o christ_n by_o faith_n in_o he_o to_o overcome_v it_o 3._o nor_o yet_o shall_v the_o fesh_n that_o remain_v in_o corrupt_a nature_n ever_o be_v able_a to_o take_v it_o away_o notwithstanding_o all_o its_o averseness_n to_o that_o which_o be_v good_a or_o perverseness_n and_o strong_a inclination_n to_o that_o which_o be_v evil_a 7._o rom._n 7._o though_o it_o be_v rebellious_a and_o lust_n against_o the_o spirit_n and_o hinder_v from_o duty_n and_o provoke_v to_o sin_n yet_o shall_v it_o never_o prevail_v so_o far_o as_o to_o deprive_v a_o believer_n of_o his_o choice_n for_o it_o be_v daily_o crucify_v mortify_a 5.24_o gal._n 5.24_o and_o subdue_v by_o the_o power_n of_o divine_a grace_n which_o work_v mighty_o in_o every_o child_n of_o god_n though_o he_o be_v compass_v about_o with_o this_o body_n of_o death_n and_o force_v to_o cry_v out_o with_o st._n paul_n 24._o rom._n 7.23_o 24._o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o etc._n etc._n yet_o he_o can_v also_o he_o thank_v god_n that_o jesus_n christ_n be_v his_o deliverer_n 4._o neither_o yet_o can_v death_n or_o any_o of_o its_o attendant_n take_v it_o away_o for_o it_o be_v never_o able_a to_o separate_v from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n 15.54_o ro_n 8.35_o etc._n etc._n 1_o cor._n 15.54_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o that_o victory_n which_o god_n give_v we_o through_o christ_n our_o lord_n 2._o as_o no_o enemy_n can_v so_o god_n will_v not_o take_v it_o away_o for_o 1._o he_o delight_v in_o it_o 57.15_o isa_n 57.15_o to_o see_v his_o child_n to_o make_v this_o choice_n he_o who_o name_n be_v holy_a who_o inhabit_v eternity_n who_o throne_n be_v the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n his_o footstool_n 2._o 66.1_o 2._o etc._n etc._n yet_o this_o almighty_a god_n have_v a_o special_a eye_n to_o he_o that_o be_v of_o a_o poor_a and_o contrite_a spirit_n and_o tremble_v at_o his_o word_n for_o he_o see_v his_o own_o image_n and_o likeness_n there_o wherewith_o he_o be_v so_o take_v that_o he_o be_v hold_v in_o the_o gallery_n to_o behold_v it_o 14._o cant._n 7.5_o psalm_n 34.18_o 1_o cor._n 6.19_o psa_fw-la 132.13_o 14._o so_o great_a pleasure_n do_v he_o take_v in_o this_o that_o he_o be_v ever_o nigh_o unto_o such_o a_o heart_n and_o delight_n to_o dwell_v in_o it_o it_o be_v his_o temple_n his_o choose_a and_o desire_a habitation_n his_o rest_n where_o he_o will_v dwell_v for_o he_o have_v desire_v it_o and_o will_v take_v up_o his_o residence_n and_o make_v his_o abode_n there_o he_o engage_v his_o word_n and_o promise_n never_o to_o forsake_v it_o 13.5_o john_n 14.23_o heb._n 13.5_o 2._o beside_o it_o be_v the_o work_n of_o his_o own_o spirit_n by_o which_o he_o lead_v into_o all_o truth_n bring_v the_o soul_n in_o frame_n sacrifice_n the_o whole_a man_n kindle_v holy_a desire_n and_o fervent_a affection_n towards_o himself_o and_o what_o ever_o may_v conduce_v to_o everlasting_a happiness_n it_o be_v the_o spirit_n which_o work_v all_o our_o work_n in_o we_o 2.13.1.6_o isa_n 26.12_o rom._n 8.26_o phil._n 2.13.1.6_o help_v our_o infirmity_n give_v both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v and_o what_o he_o have_v begin_v he_o will_v not_o take_v off_o his_o hand_n until_o he_o have_v also_o finish_v 3._o furthermore_o it_o be_v part_n of_o the_o purchase_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n viz._n to_o sanctify_v here_o as_o well_o as_o to_o glorify_v in_o heaven_n he_o have_v procure_v both_o the_o choice_n and_o grace_n to_o choose_v and_o he_o shall_v sure_o obtain_v the_o fruit_n of_o his_o suffering_n he_o shall_v see_v of_o the_o travel_n of_o his_o soul_n 53.11_o isa_n 53.11_o and_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v have_v pay_v a_o infinite_a ransom_n for_o his_o captive_n he_o will_v take_v care_n that_o they_o may_v be_v actual_a partaker_n of_o that_o dear_a buy_v freedom_n he_o will_v lose_v none_o of_o those_o who_o the_o father_n have_v give_v he_o 6.39.17.12_o john_n 6.39.17.12_o therefore_o he_o improve_v the_o opportunity_n of_o his_o exaltation_n to_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o father_n in_o make_v intercession_n for_o they_o and_o a_o part_n of_o his_o prayer_n in_o their_o behalf_n be_v 24._o rom._n 8.34_o luke_n 22.32_o joh._n 17.11_o 15_o 17_o 19_o 23_o 24._o that_o their_o faith_n may_v not_o fail_v but_o that_o they_o may_v be_v keep_v through_o the_o name_n of_o the_o father_n from_o the_o evil_a that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n and_o that_o they_o may_v be_v sanctify_v through_o the_o truth_n which_o be_v his_o word_n that_o they_o may_v be_v make_v perfect_a in_o one_o until_o they_o be_v with_o he_o where_o he_o be_v that_o they_o may_v behold_v his_o glory_n loc_n heb._n 7.25_o john_n 11.42_o heb._n 5.7_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d vid._n par._n gerh._o estius_n and_o à _fw-la lap._n in_o loc_n now_o he_o ever_o live_v to_o intercede_v thus_o for_o they_o and_o he_o be_v sure_a to_o speed_v for_o the_o father_n will_v deny_v he_o nothing_o and_o he_o be_v hear_v always_o for_o his_o piety_n or_o as_o other_o for_o his_o dignity_n all_o which_o be_v consider_v it_o must_v follow_v that_o as_o he_o have_v merit_v for_o they_o grace_n to_o choose_v this_o good_a part_n so_o likewise_o that_o what_o they_o have_v so_o choose_v shall_v never_o be_v take_v away_o from_o they_o 4._o yea_o god_n have_v lay_v upon_o himself_o a_o covenant-engagement_n to_o maintain_v this_o privilege_n which_o he_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o his_o saint_n as_o for_o i_o 59.21_o isa_n 59.21_o this_o be_v my_o covenant_n with_o they_o say_v the_o lord_n my_o spirit_n which_o be_v upon_o thou_o and_o my_o word_n which_o i_o have_v put_v in_o thy_o mouth_n shall_v not_o depart_v out_o of_o thy_o mouth_n etc._n etc._n from_o benceforth_o and_o for_o ever_o again_o i_o will_v put_v my_o fear_n in_o their_o heart_n and_o write_v it_o in_o their_o inward_a part_n and_o i_o will_v be_v their_o god_n 13.5_o jer_n 31.33.32.4_o heb._n 13.5_o and_o they_o shall_v be_v my_o people_n and_o i_o will_v put_v my_o fear_n in_o their_o heart_n that_o they_o shall_v not_o depart_v from_o i_o likewise_o he_o have_v say_v i_o will_v never_o leave_v thou_o nor_o forsake_v thou_o and_o very_o apt_o to_o our_o purpose_n speak_v that_o promise_n of_o our_o saviour_n whosoever_o drink_v of_o the_o water_n 4.14_o john_n 4.14_o that_o i_o shall_v give_v he_o shall_v never_o thirst_v but_o the_o water_n that_o i_o shall_v give_v he_o shall_v be_v in_o he_o a_o well_o of_o water_n spring_v up_o into_o everlasting_a life_n and_o in_o another_o place_n he_o that_o believe_v in_o i_o 119.49_o john_n 7.38_o tit._n 1.2_o 2_o tim._n 2.13_o psalm_n 119.49_o out_o of_o his_o belly_n shall_v flow_v river_n of_o live_a water_n thus_o he_o have_v promise_v who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o
mary_n choice_n declare_v in_o a_o sermon_n preach_v at_o the_o funeral_n of_o the_o right_n honourable_a lady_n mary_n wharton_n late_a wife_n of_o the_o honourable_a sir_n thomas_n wharton_n knight_n of_o the_o bath_n at_o edlington_n in_o the_o county_n of_o york_n together_o with_o a_o narrative_a of_o the_o religious_a and_o holy_a life_n and_o death_n of_o that_o excellent_a lady_n by_o p._n w._n rector_n of_o edlington_n favour_n be_v deceitful_a and_o beauty_n be_v vain_a but_o a_o woman_n that_o fear_v the_o lord_n she_o shall_v be_v praise_v prov._n 30.31_o vivit_fw-la post_fw-la funera_fw-la virtus_fw-la london_n print_v by_o robert_n white_a for_o henry_n mortlock_n and_o be_v to_o be_v sell_v at_o the_o white_a hart_n in_o westminster_n hall_n and_o at_o the_o phoenix_n in_o st._n paul_n churchyard_n 1674._o viro_fw-la verè_fw-la honorabili_fw-la &_o omnigenà _fw-la virtute_fw-la ac_fw-la pielate_fw-la insigni_fw-la domino_fw-la thomae_fw-la wharton_n equiti_fw-la ord._n balnei_fw-la patrono_fw-la svo_fw-la colendissimo_fw-la nec_fw-la non_fw-la d._n philippo_n wharton_n armigero_fw-la unico_fw-la ejus_fw-la &_o optimae_fw-la spei_fw-la filio_fw-la unà _fw-la cum_fw-la elizabetha_n ipsius_fw-la uxore_fw-la ac_fw-la viri_fw-la generosissimi_fw-la d._n richardi_fw-la hutton_n de_fw-fr goldsborough_n armigeri_fw-la filia_fw-la unica_fw-la praecorditer_n adhuc_fw-la lugentibus_fw-la conjugem_fw-la dilectissimam_fw-la matrem_fw-la desideratissimam_fw-la hanc_fw-la qualemcunque_fw-la conciunculam_fw-la funebrem_fw-la et_fw-la annexam_fw-la narratiunculam_fw-la in_o perpetuae_fw-la observantiae_fw-la testimonium_fw-la funebrem_fw-la d._n d._n d._n jisdem_fw-la omni_fw-la obsequio_fw-la devinctissimus_fw-la p._n w._n to_o the_o reader_n courteous_a reader_n i_o have_v here_o give_v thou_o a_o rude_a draught_n of_o a_o very_a exact_a precedent_n present_v thou_o with_o a_o excellent_a subject_n but_o very_o inartificial_o handle_v my_o acquaintance_n with_o 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such_o a_o undertake_n yet_o be_o necessary_o put_v upon_o this_o task_n none_n other_o be_v at_o hand_n with_o who_o she_o have_v in_o this_o short_a while_n so_o frequent_o converse_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o relation_n to_o she_o and_o near_a neighbourhood_n this_o picture_n deserve_v a_o apelles_n to_o have_v draw_v it_o to_o the_o life_n and_o great_a pity_n it_o be_v that_o so_o choice_a a_o piece_n shall_v be_v expose_v to_o thy_o view_n with_o such_o dull_a and_o dusky_a colour_n and_o by_o such_o a_o unskilful_a hand_n but_o i_o question_v not_o but_o that_o every_o pious_a and_o ingenuous_a reader_n will_v from_o these_o hint_n represent_v to_o himself_o much_o more_o than_o i_o have_v or_o can_v express_v and_o by_o his_o large_a apprehension_n supply_v my_o defect_n thou_o have_v the_o sermon_n in_o the_o same_o method_n wherein_o it_o be_v preach_v without_o addition_n of_o any_o chief_a head_n only_o in_o the_o transcribe_v diverse_a passage_n be_v considerable_o enlarge_v 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keep_v he_o within_o the_o bound_n of_o privacy_n which_o if_o he_o now_o seem_v to_o have_v transgress_v thy_o charity_n will_v rather_o impute_v it_o to_o some_o other_o urgent_a cause_n than_o his_o own_o choice_n it_o be_v but_o lose_a labour_n and_o actum_fw-la agere_fw-la to_o censure_v his_o weakness_n who_o himself_o have_v do_v it_o before_o thou_o the_o best_a use_n thou_o can_v make_v of_o what_o he_o have_v do_v be_v serious_o to_o apply_v what_o thou_o find_v to_o concern_v thyself_o and_o to_o imitate_v the_o example_n here_o lay_v before_o thou_o choose_v with_o her_o that_o good_a part_n whereof_o our_o saviour_n have_v give_v assurance_n that_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v take_v away_o from_o thou_o that_o both_o thou_o and_o i_o may_v make_v such_o use_n of_o what_o be_v here_o present_v shall_v be_v the_o prayer_n of_o the_o most_o unworthy_a in_o gospel-work_a p._n w._n mary_n choice_n st._n luke_n x._o xlii_o but_o one_o thing_n be_v needful_a and_o mary_n have_v choose_v that_o good_a part_n which_o shall_v not_o be_v take_v away_o from_o she_o this_o text_n be_v a_o part_n of_o our_o saviour_n answer_n to_o martha_n expostulation_n with_o he_o for_o detain_v her_o sister_n from_o her_o assistance_n whilst_o all_o the_o work_n lie_v upon_o her_o hand_n in_o make_v provision_n for_o he_o and_o his_o disciple_n lord_n say_v she_o do_v thou_o not_o take_v care_n etc._n etc._n verse_n 40._o marry_o be_v so_o well_o employ_v sit_v at_o his_o foot_n and_o hear_v his_o word_n ver_fw-la 39_o well_o may_v our_o saviour_n have_v sharp_o rebuke_v martha_n obstreperous_a and_o unseasonable_a disturbance_n but_o with_o all_o mildness_n he_o only_o admonish_v she_o how_o much_o mary_n employment_n be_v to_o be_v prefer_v before_o she_o martha_n martha_n loc_n repetitio_fw-la nominis_fw-la est_fw-la indicium_fw-la dilectionis_fw-la aut_fw-la forâ—è_fw-la movendae_fw-la intentionis_fw-la ut_fw-la audiret_fw-la attentiús_fw-la aug._n de_fw-fr verb._n dom._n serm._n 26._o aret._n and_o other_o in_o loc_n say_v he_o thou_o be_v careful_a and_o trouble_a etc._n etc._n verse_n 41._o diverse_a interpreter_n suppose_v here_o a_o vehement_a reprehension_n of_o martha_n overmuch_o solicitude_n for_o thing_n not_o necessary_a and_o her_o neglect_n of_o the_o one_o thing_n necessary_a which_o mary_n have_v choose_v but_o other_o suppose_v that_o the_o word_n do_v not_o so_o much_o import_v a_o reprehension_n of_o martha_n love_a care_n as_o a_o defence_n of_o mary_n who_o be_v better_o employ_v and_o therefore_o excusable_a loc_n non_fw-la opus_fw-la reprehendit_fw-la sed_fw-la munus_fw-la distinxit_fw-la aug._n ubi_fw-la supra_fw-la serm._n 27._o so_o also_o ambr._n in_o loc_n simoâ—_n de_fw-fr cass_n l._n 9_o c._n 33._o bucer_n and_o other_o in_o loc_n though_o she_o do_v neglect_v inferior_a business_n in_o this_o part_n of_o his_o answer_n which_o be_v to_o be_v the_o subject_a of_o our_o discourse_n we_o may_v observe_v 1._o a_o admonition_n to_o martha_n that_o one_o thing_n be_v needful_a 2._o a_o commendation_n of_o mary_n for_o her_o choice_n of_o that_o one_o thing_n mary_n have_v choose_v etc._n etc._n in_o treat_v of_o the_o former_a of_o these_o we_o shall_v inquire_v by_o way_n of_o explication_n 1._o what_o this_o one_o thing_n be_v 2._o how_o it_o be_v call_v one_o 3._o in_o what_o respect_v it_o be_v say_v to_o be_v necessary_a i._o for_o the_o first_o it_o be_v evident_a in_o the_o text_n itself_o that_o this_o one_o thing_n be_v that_o good_a part_n which_o mary_n have_v choose_v and_o not_o that_o abstract_a monas_n or_o unity_n which_o some_o speak_v of_o but_o extra_fw-la rem_fw-la beside_o the_o text_n as_o one_o say_v oppose_v to_o multiplicity_n loc_n calv._n in_o loc_n nor_o yet_o that_o unity_n which_o be_v oppose_v to_o schism_n as_o st._n augustin_n seem_v to_o take_v it_o nor_o yet_o that_o little_a which_o may_v suffice_v for_o hospitable_a entertainment_n loc_n aug._n de_fw-fr verb._n dom._n serm._n 26._o vid._n theophil_n lyser_n stella_fw-la etc._n etc._n in_o loc_n exclude_v superfluity_n as_o some_o other_o expound_v
be_v expect_v than_o of_o every_o pious_a soul_n 1â—_n mat._n 6.6_o 2_o sam._n 7.18_o dam._n 6_o 1â—_n who_o care_n be_v not_o to_o be_v see_v or_o hear_v in_o those_o retirement_n by_o any_o but_o their_o heavenly_a father_n yet_o by_o providence_n something_o be_v find_v among_o her_o paper_n write_v with_o her_o own_o hand_n upon_o a_o special_a occasion_n which_o may_v afford_v some_o discovery_n of_o her_o godly_a and_o devout_a frame_n of_o spirit_n even_o in_o that_o heavenly_a and_o secret_a duty_n the_o occasion_n be_v this_o that_o reverend_n and_o holy_a man_n of_o god_n mr._n john_n hudson_n now_o the_o right_n reverend_a bishop_n of_o elphin_n in_o ireland_n preach_v upon_o that_o text_n 1_o sam._n 1.27_o for_o this_o child_n i_o pray_v etc._n etc._n among_o other_o savoury_a passage_n observe_v that_o mercy_n and_o blessing_n obtain_v by_o prayer_n will_v be_v sweet_a and_o that_o we_o shall_v especial_o record_v special_a mercy_n which_o practice_n will_v both_o help_v our_o memory_n we_o be_v very_o apt_a to_o forget_v mercy_n psal_n 106.7_o and_o also_o strengthen_v our_o faith_n psal_n 85.1_o 2_o 3_o etc._n etc._n vers_fw-la 8_o 9_o i_o will_v hear_v what_o god_n the_o lord_n will_v speak_v etc._n etc._n sure_o his_o salvation_n be_v nigh_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o her_o gracious_a soul_n make_v such_o good_a use_n of_o that_o sermon_n that_o she_o from_o that_o time_n resolve_v to_o keep_v a_o record_n of_o such_o special_a mercy_n as_o it_o shall_v please_v the_o lord_n to_o vouchsafe_v she_o more_o especial_o such_o as_o be_v give_v in_o upon_o prayer_n and_o in_o those_o paper_n wherein_o they_o be_v find_v record_v she_o thus_o bespeak_v the_o lord_n in_o her_o prayer_n o_o my_o god_n i_o desire_v now_o to_o come_v before_o thou_o humble_v in_o my_o soul_n for_o my_o own_o baseness_n and_o filthiness_n from_o head_n to_o foot_n every_o member_n of_o my_o body_n be_v ready_a and_o incline_v to_o every_o sin_n every_o faculty_n of_o my_o 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name_n for_o the_o gracious_a presence_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n at_o all_o time_n when_o i_o set_v myself_o before_o thou_o in_o earnest_a to_o seek_v thy_o face_n and_o favour_n in_o private_a and_o in_o especial_a at_o a_o fast_a i_o keep_v and_o sacrament_n i_o receive_v when_o i_o be_v leave_v all_o alone_a at_o wobourn_n when_o i_o receive_v much_o comfort_n etc._n etc._n then_o again_o reckon_v up_o many_o particular_a mercy_n receive_v at_o the_o lord_n hand_n upon_o her_o prayer_n to_o he_o for_o her_o husband_n and_o son_n among_o which_o she_o forget_v not_o affectionate_o to_o mention_v the_o good_a mean_n of_o grace_n and_o salvation_n they_o have_v live_v under_o and_o the_o content_v peaceable_a plentiful_a cheerful_a condition_n they_o have_v enjoy_v ever_o since_o they_o come_v together_o but_o these_o say_v she_o be_v but_o one_o of_o thousand_o that_o i_o have_v and_o do_v enjoy_v o_o give_v i_o to_o live_v in_o some_o measure_n answerable_a to_o this_o goodness_n of_o thou_o etc._n etc._n after_o this_o manner_n have_v she_o record_v the_o many_o special_a mercy_n deliverance_n blessing_n which_o she_o her_o husband_n son_n and_o family_n have_v receive_v note_v the_o day_n and_o month_n of_o the_o year_n and_o the_o whole_a contexture_n be_v in_o the_o same_o tenor_n of_o prayer_n and_o praise_n ever_o desire_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v give_v she_o to_o live_v the_o life_n of_o faith_n and_o thanksgiving_n which_o be_v her_o frequent_a expression_n but_o the_o particular_a mercy_n confer_v upon_o herself_o and_o her_o relation_n be_v not_o the_o only_a subject_n of_o her_o thankful_a praise_n so_o great_a be_v her_o affection_n to_o the_o church_n of_o god_n and_o to_o her_o dear_a native_a country_n that_o public_a blessing_n be_v also_o sound_v record_v in_o her_o secret_a devotion_n thus_o when_o it_o please_v god_n to_o heal_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o distract_a nation_n by_o the_o happy_a restauration_n of_o his_o 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