of_o carnal_a affection_n and_o this_o my_o request_n be_v to_o obtain_v for_o without_o thy_o special_a grace_n we_o shall_v neither_o lead_v a_o good_a life_n in_o this_o world_n nor_o live_v eternalie_a in_o the_o life_n to_o come_v 23_o and_o whereas_o i_o now_o live_v in_o the_o body_n it_o be_v no_o joy_n to_o i_o for_o better_v it_o be_v for_o i_o to_o die_v than_o to_o live_v 23_o because_o through_o this_o life_n i_o be_o debar_v the_o far_a from_o eternal_a life_n which_o can_v come_v unless_o that_o death_n do_v destroy_v the_o life_n present_a yea_o and_o death_n also_o itself_o be_v destroy_v hence_o it_o be_v that_o my_o desire_n be_v to_o heaven-ward_o and_o my_o heart_n seek_v eternal_a rest_n fetch_v deep_a sigh_n and_o cry_v it_o be_v now_o enough_o lord_n take_v away_o my_o soul_n which_o thou_o have_v redeem_v with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n 19_o open_v to_o i_o the_o gate_n of_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o let_v in_o a_o poor_a pilgrim_n 13_o return_v unto_o thou_o 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bear_v with_o i_o 9_o and_o show_v all_o patience_n i_o know_v my_o fault_n because_o through_o my_o sin_n i_o may_v not_o enter_v into_o thy_o kingdom_n for_o none_o unclean_a thing_n shall_v enter_v thereinto_o 15_o but_o when_o shall_v i_o be_v without_o sin_n when_o shall_v i_o through_o be_v cleanse_v that_o i_o may_v not_o fear_v to_o be_v prohibit_v but_o rejoice_v rather_o to_o be_v let_v in_o if_o i_o go_v not_o forward_o more_o zealous_o nor_o be_v more_o careful_a than_o hitherto_o i_o have_v be_v i_o be_o afraid_a my_o hope_n will_v be_v little_a enough_o but_o lord_n thou_o which_o will_v that_o no_o man_n shall_v perish_v 9_o but_o that_o all_o shall_v be_v save_v grant_v i_o more_o grace_n to_o the_o amendment_n of_o my_o life_n and_o to_o hope_v for_o celestial_a blessing_n give_v i_o the_o spirit_n of_o inward_a fatness_n let_v not_o my_o heart_n here_o rejoice_v after_o the_o flesh_n but_o in_o fear_v let_v it_o expect_v for_o death_n let_v no_o care_n or_o creature_n hold_v i_o back_o but_o let_v thy_o desire_a presence_n draw_v and_o comfort_v i_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n which_o trust_v in_o thou_o o_o lord_n 14_o but_o more_o bless_a be_v he_o that_o be_v pass_v out_o of_o this_o wicked_a world_n for_o he_o shall_v no_o more_o either_o feel_v or_o fear_v any_o trouble_n 4_o ⸪_o chap._n 7._o 1._o a_o godly_a desire_n for_o a_o good_a death_n o_o lord_n thou_o be_v my_o hope_n even_o from_o my_o youth_n 5_o in_o this_o hope_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o until_o the_o last_o hour_n and_o time_n of_o my_o resolution_n shall_v come_v oah_n that_o i_o be_v so_o well_o prepare_v that_o i_o may_v even_o now_o die_v under_o the_o hope_n of_o grace_n oah_n that_o i_o have_v end_v this_o life_n with_o a_o happy_a departure_n and_o lay_v off_o the_o load_n of_o this_o body_n 15_o how_o many_o danger_n and_o fear_n have_v i_o then_o escape_v happy_a be_v the_o man_n who_o thou_o have_v choose_v and_o take_v up_o who_o be_v now_o go_v out_o of_o this_o world_n unto_o the_o father_n 48_o from_o banishment_n unto_o a_o kingdom_n 34_o from_o the_o prison_n unto_o the_o palace_n 23._o from_o darkness_n unto_o light_n 5_o from_o death_n unto_o life_n 4_o unto_o security_n from_o danger_n 17_o from_o labour_n unto_o rest_n 23_o and_o from_o all_o manner_n misery_n unto_o everlasting_a felicity_n 5_o happy_a be_v the_o soul_n that_o now_o enjoy_v her_o reward_n triumph_v in_o thou_o her_o lord_n but_o alas_o that_o my_o contrie_n be_v so_o long_o keep_v from_o i_o 5_o how_o gracious_o and_o merciful_o shall_v thou_o deal_v with_o i_o if_o quick_o i_o be_v call_v away_o and_o bid_v to_o come_v unto_o thou_o that_o where_o thou_o be_v i_o may_v be_v also_o oah_n that_o i_o have_v be_v take_v out_o of_o this_o world_n before_o ever_o i_o have_v know_v the_o filthiness_n of_o the_o same_o and_o before_o i_o be_v afraid_a to_o offend_v even_o in_o small_a thing_n how_o happy_a then_o have_v i_o be_v but_o now_o the_o long_a here_o i_o live_v the_o 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say_v the_o chaste_a and_o devoute_a soul_n come_v say_v she_o lord_n jesus_n 20_o o_o come_v and_o tarry_v not_o untie_v my_o sin_n lose_v my_o fetter_n bring_v i_o out_o of_o prison_n out_o of_o the_o lake_n of_o misery_n and_o miry_a clay_n 1_o i_o have_v wait_v patient_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n incline_v to_o i_o and_o hear_v my_o cry_n leave_v i_o not_o any_o long_o in_o this_o wicked_a world_n let_v it_o content_v thou_o that_o hitherto_o i_o have_v strive_v that_o so_o long_o i_o have_v be_v
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be_v create_v and_o be_v as_o i_o may_v say_v create_v again_o through_o thou_o my_o saviour_n o_o good_a jesus_n how_o manifold_a be_v the_o benefit_n bring_v unto_o we_o by_o thy_o humanity_n thou_o become_v our_o brother_n and_o flesh_n of_o our_o flesh_n 14_o that_o we_o may_v be_v count_v the_o child_n of_o god_n 7_o and_o have_v access_n unto_o the_o father_n through_o thou_o 2_o the_o fire_n of_o who_o displesure_n none_o can_v quench_v but_o thou_o alone_o of_o who_o himself_o do_v say_v 5_o this_o be_v my_o belove_a son_n in_o who_o i_o be_o well_o please_v happy_a be_v the_o soul_n which_o earnest_o record_v and_o hearty_o love_v &_o worthy_o extoll_v the_o sacrament_n of_o our_o redemption_n and_o for_o they_o thank_v thou_o and_o final_o depend_v upon_o thy_o counsel_n more_o than_o upon_o her_o own_o sense_n for_o none_o be_v meet_v to_o search_v out_o no_o wisdom_n can_v reach_v into_o this_o mystery_n only_o it_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o belief_n and_o the_o pureness_n of_o the_o hart_n lighten_v from_o above_o 8_o that_o behold_v the_o same_o oah_n bless_a be_v he_o that_o be_v worthy_a to_o receive_v that_o by_o grace_n which_o the_o wise_a of_o the_o world_n can_v not_o understand_v by_o nature_n 25_o o_o sweet_a jesu_n the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o father_n make_v i_o in_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n to_o know_v this_o great_a and_o wonder_a mystery_n of_o thy_o incarnation_n 16_o for_o therein_o the_o sweetness_n of_o our_o whole_a salvation_n lie_v and_o thereby_o the_o rare_a friendship_n that_o ever_o be_v see_v appear_v 32_o and_o through_o it_o the_o unsearchable_a fullness_n of_o thy_o wisdom_n glitter_v most_o glorious_o oah_n let_v thy_o servant_n grow_v on_o still_o in_o godliness_n in_o the_o study_n of_o well_o do_v and_o more_o and_o more_o in_o this_o memorable_a secret_a of_o thy_o incarnation_n make_v i_o acquaint_v with_o the_o mystery_n of_o thy_o holy_a passion_n and_o draw_v i_o whole_o into_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o work_n the_o declaration_n of_o this_o love_n and_o humility_n be_v a_o wonder_a deep_a and_o a_o certain_a celestial_a sea_n which_o may_v not_o be_v swim_v over_o wherein_o do_v swim_v too_o and_o fro_o the_o spiritual_a fish_n both_o small_a and_o great_a which_o thou_o have_v take_v within_o the_o net_n of_o faith_n wherefore_o let_v this_o thy_o so_o great_a love_n and_o sweetness_n thou_o so_o great_a humility_n and_o kindness_n abide_v still_o in_o my_o remembrance_n let_v it_o always_o remain_v in_o every_o sacrifice_n of_o prayer_n that_o i_o be_o to_o make_v and_o in_o all_o my_o holy_a exercise_n let_v there_o be_v somewhat_o as_o pleasant_a frankincense_n and_o delightful_a spice_n for_o a_o sweet_a smell_a savour_n to_o be_v offer_v unto_o god_n the_o father_n concern_v the_o mystery_n of_o thy_o incarnation_n and_o passion_n let_v now_o then_o such_o as_o thou_o haste_v redeem_v i_o say_v who_o thou_o haste_v redeem_v out_o of_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o enemy_n 74_o sing_v out_o with_o i_o the_o song_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a praise_n and_o of_o inward_a joy_n together_o with_o thankesgeve_a yea_o let_v all_o the_o angel_n stand_v about_o thy_o throne_n fall_v upon_o their_o face_n and_o worship_v the_o lamb_n of_o god_n who_o have_v take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n 29_o say_v 12_o praise_v and_o glory_n and_o wisdom_n and_o thanks_n and_o honour_n and_o power_n and_o might_n be_v unto_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n for_o evermore_o amen_n a_o three_o benefit_n not_o inferior_a to_o the_o former_a be_v the_o grace_n of_o justification_n whereby_o of_o thy_o goodness_n thou_o haste_v draw_v i_o unto_o repentance_n and_o amendment_n of_o life_n forgive_a my_o sin_n and_o give_v i_o both_o hope_n of_o pardon_n and_o willingness_n to_o do_v well_o and_o to_o serve_v thou_o evermore_o this_o after_o paul_n du_o have_v consider_v he_o adhort_v his_o disciple_n to_o be_v both_o thankful_a for_o so_o great_a a_o benefit_n and_o also_o mindful_a of_o the_o heavenly_a grace_n and_o to_o study_v to_o show_v themselves_o worthy_a so_o spiritual_a a_o call_n brethren_n say_v he_o 27_o you_o see_v your_o call_n how_o that_o not_o many_o wise_a man_n after_o the_o flesh_n not_o many_o mighty_a not_o many_o noble_a be_v call_v but_o god_n have_v choose_v the_o foolish_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n to_o confound_v the_o wise_a these_o thing_n i_o consider_v in_o myself_o who_o notwithstanding_o i_o be_o contemptible_a and_o unmeete_a for_o this_o world_n yet_o by_o thy_o holy_a call_n be_o i_o save_v from_o the_o shipwreck_n of_o the_o same_o unto_o thy_o holy_a service_n and_o this_o i_o ascribe_v whole_o not_o unto_o any_o goodness_n of_o i_o but_o unto_o thy_o providence_n for_o the_o which_o i_o extol_v thy_o goodness_n and_o bless_v thou_o even_o i_o say_v for_o call_v i_o gracious_o for_o give_v i_o a_o desire_n to_o please_v thou_o for_o pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n for_o put_v i_o under_o thy_o sweet_a yoke_n soften_a my_o heart_n with_o the_o oil_n of_o thy_o spirit_n who_o the_o world_n neither_o know_v neither_o see_v nor_o savore_v o_o merciful_a jesu_n keep_v i_o in_o this_o mind_n i_o beseech_v thou_o increase_v thy_o gift_n of_o grace_n within_o i_o more_o and_o more_o so_o long_o as_o i_o remain_v in_o this_o visible_a light_n i_o perceive_v right_a well_o this_o call_n of_o i_o be_v a_o great_a benefit_n not_o give_v to_o all_o man_n but_o only_o to_o such_o as_o god_n the_o father_n have_v ordain_v thereunto_o because_o it_o be_v not_o in_o he_o that_o will_v nor_o in_o he_o that_o run_v but_o in_o god_n that_o show_v mercy_n 16_o that_o every_o mouth_n may_v be_v stop_v 19_o and_o all_o the_o world_n culpable_a before_o god_n and_o that_o no_o flesh_n shall_v rejoice_v in_o thy_o presence_n 29_o nor_o ascribe_v any_o of_o their_o own_o virtue_n or_o good_a work_n to_o themselves_o for_o if_o thou_o shall_v deal_v with_o i_o in_o justice_n alas_o i_o be_v then_o damn_v with_o the_o curse_a spirit_n in_o hell_n but_o of_o thy_o goodness_n o_o lord_n thou_o have_v spare_v i_o and_o forgive_v my_o sin_n whereby_o i_o be_o not_o as_o the_o child_n of_o perdition_n and_o therefore_o be_o i_o bind_v to_o render_v great_a thanks_n unto_o thou_o for_o so_o excellent_a a_o benefit_n and_o will_v to_o god_n both_o in_o my_o speech_n and_o in_o my_o life_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n i_o may_v answer_v my_o calling_n but_o lord_n in_o steed_n of_o all_o thanks_n receive_v i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o poor_a service_n whereby_o i_o desire_v and_o in_o deed_n be_o bind_v to_o serve_v thou_o grante_n also_o that_o the_o debt_n of_o my_o service_n may_v proceed_v from_o the_o hart_n and_o final_o agree_v to_o thy_o will_n and_o honour_n and_o that_o my_o hart_n be_v never_o turn_v from_o thy_o love_n but_o that_o both_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n may_v alike_o watch_v and_o perseveare_a day_n and_o night_n in_o thy_o holy_a service_n even_o so_o long_o as_o life_n be_v within_o my_o body_n and_o i_o have_v my_o wit_n to_o remember_v thou_o let_v thy_o praise_n be_v never_o out_o of_o my_o mouth_n nor_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o manifold_a benefit_n slip_v out_o of_o my_o hart_n and_o if_o thy_o servant_n shall_v yet_o live_v many_o year_n either_o a_o hundred_o or_o how_o many_o soever_o grante_v that_o i_o may_v not_o prove_v lukewarm_a or_o abash_v at_o thy_o service_n but_o be_v even_o so_o zealous_a and_o so_o willing_a to_o serve_v thou_o as_o i_o be_v at_o the_o first_o hour_n and_o day_n when_o my_o heart_n be_v admonish_v and_o confirm_v of_o thou_o even_o with_o a_o pure_a and_o whole_a mind_n only_o to_o follow_v thou_o my_o lord_n neither_o let_v any_o infirmity_n or_o adversity_n hinder_v my_o purpose_n but_o even_o as_o now_o i_o mean_v and_o purpose_n in_o the_o hear_n of_o thou_o my_o god_n so_o i_o beseech_v thou_o give_v grace_n that_o what_o now_o i_o have_v promise_v i_o may_v perform_v and_o although_o through_o my_o infirmity_n and_o fault_n this_o my_o course_n shall_v be_v break_v as_o there_o be_v no_o man_n so_o righteous_a upon_o earth_n but_o he_o sin_v 36_o yet_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o despeire_n and_o to_o faint_v utterlie_o but_o put_v into_o my_o mind_n forthwith_o to_o bow_v the_o knee_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o with_o much_o sorrow_n and_o tear_n to_o offer_v unto_o thou_o my_o woeful_a and_o wound_a conscience_n to_o be_v heal_v with_o the_o salve_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o that_o my_o purpose_n may_v be_v bind_v more_o sure_o than_o ever_o it_o be_v let_v i_o never_o repent_v i_o of_o this_o covenant_n but_o still_o give_v thanks_n that_o i_o have_v find_v such_o favour_n in_o thy_o eye_n
molest_v thy_o servant_n struken_v with_o a_o horrible_a fear_n etc._n then_o shall_v they_o utterlie_o be_v confound_v which_o lay_v a_o good_a conscience_n and_o honesty_n aside_o give_v themselves_o to_o vanity_n and_o wantonness_n they_o shall_v suffer_v punishment_n then_o which_o have_v loose_v the_o bridle_n unto_o the_o flesh_n then_o shall_v they_o roar_v towards_o heaven_n which_o now_o be_v cunning_a in_o vain_a music_n and_o dance_n then_o shall_v that_o be_v turn_v into_o mourn_v which_o have_v be_v contract_v by_o inordinate_a pleasure_n they_o shall_v be_v bind_v up_o in_o bundle_n together_o to_o be_v burn_v then_o 43_o which_o have_v be_v companion_n together_o at_o drunkenness_n and_o bellie-cheere_n and_o who_o love_n have_v bind_v in_o wickedness_n the_o revenge_a fire_n shall_v roll_n together_o in_o torment_n o_o you_o foolish_a and_o wretched_a o_o you_o frantic_a and_o blind_a lover_n of_o the_o world_n what_o do_v you_o what_o be_v your_o meaning_n how_o will_v you_o escape_v the_o vengeance_n of_o the_o lord_n why_o for_o a_o little_a pleasure_n which_o you_o do_v love_n do_v you_o hasten_v unto_o everlasting_a torment_n why_o fear_v you_o not_o hell_n which_o do_v so_o fear_v a_o little_a penance_n and_o you_o which_o fly_v the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n why_o aforehand_o do_v you_o not_o take_v heed_n of_o the_o eternal_a death_n of_o the_o soul_n unless_o therefore_o you_o do_v convert_v and_o repent_v you_o shall_v never_o escape_v these_o horrible_a and_o fiery_a torment_n of_o god_n displeasure_n when_o i_o consider_v the_o day_n and_o hour_n of_o the_o general_a judgement_n my_o bone_n do_v shake_v for_o fear_n because_o entreaty_n then_o shall_v not_o turn_v away_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n but_o he_o will_v be_v a_o righteous_a judge_n to_o all_o 23_o o_o god_n most_o holy_a mighty_a and_o merciful_a saviour_n save_v i_o from_o that_o bitter_a death_n and_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o repent_v that_o i_o may_v unfeinedlie_o bewail_v my_o sin_n before_o i_o depart_v our_o of_o this_o present_a world_n ⸫_o chap._n 3._o 1._o a_o humble_a confession_n of_o sin_n 2._o with_o a_o prayer_n for_o grace_n to_o repent_v my_o sorrow_n be_v ever_o before_o i_o 17_o o_o my_o god_n foulie_o have_v i_o spot_v my_o life_n with_o manifold_a sin_n but_o lord_n behold_v my_o tear_n which_o i_o shed_v before_o thou_o because_o i_o have_v so_o much_o offend_v thy_o holiness_n for_o i_o know_v that_o in_o i_o that_o be_v in_o my_o flesh_n dwell_v no_o good_a thing_n 18_o and_o that_o so_o long_o as_o i_o carry_v about_o a_o mortal_a body_n i_o be_o not_o free_a from_o wickedness_n 15_o i_o therefore_o do_v sin_n and_o offend_v day_n by_o day_n and_o which_o be_v more_o lamentable_a i_o suffer_v many_o sin_n to_o pass_v away_o without_o sorrow_n and_o due_a repentance_n for_o be_v busy_v most_o common_o and_o encumber_v with_o affair_n of_o the_o world_n and_o vane_n curiousness_n i_o be_o not_o able_a so_o speedy_o to_o return_v unto_o wholesome_a tear_n whereof_o it_o be_v that_o the_o darkness_n of_o sin_n do_v increase_v so_o mighty_o against_o i_o the_o which_o both_o stop_v up_o the_o fountain_n of_o grace_n &_o hinder_v the_o stream_n of_o heavenly_a comfort_n from_o come_v unto_o i_o lord_n and_o be_v that_o a_o small_a offence_n soule_n no_o my_o god_n it_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n and_o so_o much_o the_o great_a as_o it_o pass_v the_o soon_o from_o the_o heart_n and_o do_v not_o prick_v i_o with_o sorrow_n but_o lord_n will_v thou_o not_o regard_v this_o my_o wicked_a deal_n how_o long_o shall_v i_o delude_v thou_o and_o thus_o deceive_v myself_o will_v thou_o always_o be_v silent_a where_o be_v thy_o rod_n where_o be_v thy_o spur_n where_o be_v thy_o wand_n o_o lord_n why_o do_v thou_o withdraw_v thy_o judgement_n and_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n from_o my_o eye_n be_v these_o thing_n always_o in_o my_o remembrance_n can_v i_o be_v so_o reckless_a thy_o silence_n and_o patience_n be_v for_o my_o amendment_n 9_o but_o if_o i_o still_o be_v negligent_a will_v thou_o not_o then_o punish_v i_o severelie_o â—0_n sure_o thou_o will_v punish_v i_o if_o not_o in_o this_o world_n yet_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v for_o nothing_o shall_v pass_v away_o unrevenged_a neither_o small_a neither_o great_a offence_n but_o much_o better_a here_o in_o this_o world_n where_o both_o weep_a be_v profitable_a the_o pain_n be_v short_a the_o satisfaction_n more_o accept_v and_o reconcilement_n soon_o have_v and_o therefore_o spare_v not_o the_o rod_n but_o with_o a_o sharp_a water_n anoint_v my_o eye_n and_o reserve_v not_o my_o sin_n until_o the_o time_n to_o come_v lest_o then_o i_o be_v deliver_v unto_o the_o torment_n until_o i_o have_v pay_v the_o utmost_a farthing_n 26_o better_a be_v it_o now_o a_o little_a for_o my_o profit_n to_o be_v prick_v than_o hereafter_o to_o feel_v the_o bitter_a pain_n of_o hell_n fire_n purgatorij_fw-la wherefore_o i_o be_o to_o mourn_v and_o to_o conceive_v a_o great_a sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n for_o many_o thing_n i_o have_v to_o bewail_v but_o no_o cause_n at_o all_o to_o laugh_v the_o darkness_n of_o my_o hart_n the_o slipperine_n of_o my_o conscience_n my_o proneness_n unto_o wickedness_n my_o want_n of_o grace_n do_v wish_v i_o yea_o rather_o of_o necessity_n do_v enforce_v i_o to_o weep_v and_o to_o lament_v furthermore_o the_o remembrance_n of_o manifold_a temptation_n and_o of_o assault_n to_o sin_n shall_v make_v i_o have_v little_a lust_n to_o be_v merry_a spare_v i_o o_o lord_n spare_v i_o for_o though_o i_o weep_v be_v touch_v inwardlie_o with_o sorrow_n it_o be_v no_o marvel_n because_o the_o time_n be_v now_o to_o weep_v o_o happy_a be_v the_o hour_n when_o i_o conceive_v sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n bless_a be_v the_o tear_n which_o do_v flow_v from_o the_o grief_n of_o heart_n at_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o foulness_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n and_o who_o be_v able_a to_o sound_v the_o bottom_n of_o this_o depth_n and_o to_o reproove_v the_o hide_a filthiness_n without_o feeling_n o_o my_o god_n the_o true_a light_n 9_o thou_o can_v lighten_v all_o the_o obscure_a place_n of_o my_o heart_n yea_o and_o burn_v up_o all_o the_o spot_n thereof_o in_o the_o spirit_n of_o heat_n and_o judgement_n it_o be_v in_o thou_o to_o give_v a_o new_a heart_n to_o create_v a_o new_a spirit_n 10_o and_o there_o to_o prepare_v a_o secret_a habitation_n that_o it_o may_v be_v a_o place_n for_o thou_o to_o rest_v in_o and_o a_o tabernacle_n of_o thy_o name_n which_o be_v the_o lover_n of_o cleanes_n and_o the_o guest_n of_o the_o good_a conscience_n but_o forsomuch_o as_o willing_o thou_o do_v not_o visit_v a_o disorder_a house_n but_o common_o leave_v the_o same_o to_o be_v illude_v with_o beastly_a affection_n i_o be_o the_o more_o careful_a lest_o that_o betide_v i_o but_o help_v i_o o_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a god_n to_o repair_v the_o ruin_n of_o this_o my_o house_n woe_n to_o he_o from_o who_o thou_o departe_v away_o offend_v but_o peace_n to_o he_o unto_o who_o thou_o descende_v and_o with_o who_o thou_o abide_v i_o miserable_a wretch_n now_o place_v in_o the_o mid_n of_o snare_n and_o load_v with_o the_o shackles_n of_o wickedness_n what_o counsel_n be_v best_a for_o i_o or_o what_o remedy_n to_o be_v use_v but_o only_o to_o lift_v up_o my_o heavy_a eye_n unto_o thou_o that_o my_o cry_n may_v be_v hear_v in_o the_o heaven_n for_o a_o pollute_a conscience_n shall_v never_o find_v or_o have_v a_o better_a medicine_n than_o bitter_o to_o slay_v itself_o in_o prayer_n and_o how_o can_v extreme_a tentation_n more_o profitable_o be_v cure_v that_o it_o prevail_v not_o than_o by_o pour_v continual_a petition_n unto_o thou_o and_o by_o humble_v ourselves_o but_o who_o can_v give_v i_o these_o blessing_n i_o mean_v to_o pray_v and_o to_o weep_v as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v where_o may_v i_o attain_v that_o humility_n and_o abundance_n of_o tear_n doubtless_o of_o thou_o lord_n with_o who_o be_v mercy_n 7_o and_o great_a redemption_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n the_o giver_n of_o all_o grace_n 17_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v as_o i_o be_o bind_v bewail_v my_o offence_n seem_v they_o never_o so_o small_a and_o to_o amend_v all_o without_o vain_a excuse_n aswell_o those_o offence_n which_o be_v secret_a as_o those_o that_o be_v well_o know_v let_v this_o my_o hearty_a repentance_n get_v i_o thy_o favour_n again_o and_o prepare_v unto_o well_o do_v and_o to_o that_o which_o tend_v unto_o salvation_n chap._n 4._o 1._o a_o lamentation_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o her_o weakness_n and_o unstaidness_n in_o the_o race_n of_o virtue_n thy_o eye_n do_v see_v i_o when_o i_o be_v without_o form_n 16_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n
drink_v thereof_o the_o sharp_a shall_v his_o torment_n be_v because_o the_o whole_a pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n shall_v more_o speedy_o pass_v away_o than_o the_o wind_n etc._n and_o leave_v to_o their_o lover_n pain_n and_o burn_n 25_o therefore_o out_o of_o my_o sight_n thou_o deceitful_a glory_n of_o the_o world_n and_o all_o foolish_a pleasure_n of_o the_o flesh_n many_o you_o do_v draw_v and_o deceive_v but_o in_o the_o end_n you_o leave_v and_o destroy_v they_o 17_o woe_n to_o they_o which_o believe_v thou_o woe_n to_o they_o which_o be_v there_o drown_v but_o come_v and_o come_v nigh_o i_o most_o holy_a humility_n and_o the_o full_a renounce_n of_o all_o worldly_a pomp_n and_o never_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o o_o thou_o sweet_a remembrance_n of_o my_o present_a pilgrimage_n what_o be_o i_o but_o ash_n and_o earth_n 9_o and_o whether_o tend_v i_o but_o towards_o earth_n 19_o oah_n how_o wretched_a be_o i_o become_v how_o justly_o may_v i_o lament_v when_o i_o think_v upon_o my_o pilgrimage_n 13_o and_o how_o little_a i_o be_o privy_a how_o i_o shall_v end_v the_o same_o if_o i_o live_v well_o and_o continue_v so_o there_o be_v no_o cause_n why_o i_o shall_v fear_v a_o evil_a death_n but_o who_o can_v glory_v of_o a_o good_a life_n and_o of_o a_o pure_a conscience_n he_o which_o know_v himself_o to_o be_v such_o a_o one_o let_v he_o rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n 31_o and_o take_v compassion_n upon_o i_o a_o sinner_n to_o live_v i_o have_v no_o desire_n 23_o because_o misery_n enuiron_v i_o on_o every_o side_n to_o die_v a_o evil_a conscience_n be_v afraid_a for_o to_o answer_n god_n it_o have_v not_o one_o for_o a_o thousand_o 3_o the_o prophet_n be_v not_o so_o in_o a_o fear_n which_o say_v 1_o my_o heart_n be_v prepare_v o_o god_n my_o heart_n be_v prepare_v o_o lord_n the_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n let_v my_o life_n come_v unto_o a_o good_a end_n and_o prolong_v not_o the_o day_n of_o my_o lamentation_n with_o sorrow_n i_o come_v into_o this_o prison_n and_o without_o grief_n i_o shall_v not_o get_v out_o s._n long_o do_v i_o think_v this_o life_n and_o the_o rather_o because_o of_o the_o continual_a misery_n and_o trouble_n which_o i_o find_v therein_o but_o in_o truth_n it_o be_v not_o long_o for_o it_o pass_v away_o more_o swift_o than_o a_o post_n 25_o to_o a_o man_n that_o live_v in_o pain_n and_o misery_n all_o time_n be_v long_o 2_o and_o he_o compt_v a_o day_n for_o a_o year_n this_o make_v my_o life_n tedious_a unto_o i_o and_o so_o much_o the_o more_o it_o do_v trouble_v i_o as_o the_o more_o true_o i_o consider_v all_o the_o misery_n of_o the_o same_o but_o if_o happy_o any_o consolation_n and_o joy_n come_v between_o it_o stand_v i_o upon_o to_o look_v about_o whether_o they_o be_v of_o god_n or_o no_o if_o they_o beâ—_n of_o god_n i_o accept_v they_o glad_o but_o yet_o i_o know_v not_o how_o long_o they_o will_v continue_v yet_o how_o short_a soever_o they_o be_v they_o like_v and_o please_v i_o well_o but_o will_v to_o god_n he_o will_v pour_v they_o large_o upon_o i_o and_o cause_v they_o to_o continue_v with_o i_o a_o long_a while_n but_o the_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n which_o be_v not_o of_o god_n be_v vile_a and_o vade_v albeit_o to_o the_o show_n they_o appear_v sweet_a and_o pleasant_a thus_o even_o thus_o pass_v away_o this_o life_n replenish_v continual_o both_o with_o good_a and_o evil_a thing_n therefore_o so_o long_o as_o i_o live_v in_o this_o world_n i_o be_o a_o poor_a pilgrim_n 13_o i_o can_v true_o say_v i_o have_v enough_o because_o present_o there_o be_v saâ—ietie_n of_o no_o good_a thing_n 8_o but_o the_o good_a thing_n which_o i_o look_v for_o thou_o be_v 57_o in_o who_o i_o believe_v so_o that_o when_o thy_o glory_n have_v appear_v and_o replenish_v i_o then_o even_o than_o i_o will_v acknowledge_v that_o i_o have_v enough_o but_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n because_o this_o word_n be_v hide_v from_o i_o much_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n do_v environ_v my_o soul_n and_o therefore_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o holy_a say_n i_o repeat_v this_o oftentime_o 38_o my_o soul_n be_v very_o heavy_a even_o unto_o the_o death_n well_o be_v it_o with_o i_o if_o this_o hour_n be_v come_v and_o that_o neither_o grief_n nor_o sorrow_n do_v possess_v i_o but_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v thy_o goodness_n conserve_v i_o chap._n 6._o 1._o a_o ardent_a desire_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o be_v loose_v from_o sin_n and_o from_o the_o trouble_n of_o this_o world_n bring_v my_o soul_n out_o of_o prison_n 7_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o sorrow_n will_v not_o suffer_v i_o to_o be_v still_o for_o why_o do_v i_o yet_o live_v in_o this_o world_n i_o know_v not_o what_o i_o can_v do_v here_o slow_o god_n he_o know_v i_o go_v forward_o in_o virtue_n nay_o will_v to_o god_n i_o go_v not_o backward_o o_o lord_n what_o a_o pleasure_n shall_v thou_o do_v i_o if_o speedy_o thou_o will_v take_v i_o out_o of_o this_o life_n that_o a_o worse_a thing_n come_v not_o unto_o i_o 14_o my_o life_n alas_o sigh_v in_o pain_n and_o in_o welldoing_a amend_v not_o if_o thou_o look_v for_o my_o conversion_n i_o repent_v not_o by_o the_o same_o but_o do_v abuse_v thy_o long_a suffering_n if_o thou_o punish_v i_o i_o do_v â—ardlie_o show_v patience_n because_o thou_o pursue_v dry_a stubble_n 25_o why_o then_o do_v thou_o not_o quite_o take_v away_o thy_o servant_n why_o do_v i_o live_v upon_o the_o earth_n that_o be_v why_o do_v i_o dwell_v among_o good_a people_n and_o yet_o reform_v not_o my_o life_n and_o manner_n why_o so_o unwoorthelie_o and_o dangerous_o keep_v i_o the_o place_n of_o some_o better_a person_n and_o yet_o walk_v so_o careless_o and_o so_o coldlie_o in_o this_o life_n thus_o pour_v i_o out_o this_o woeful_a thing_n which_o i_o consider_v of_o in_o the_o ear_n of_o my_o god_n yet_o gracious_a lord_n cry_v not_o out_o in_o thy_o anger_n against_o i_o cut_v down_o the_o tree_n 7_o and_o cast_v it_o into_o the_o fire_n i_o accuse_v my_o infirmity_n before_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v find_v grace_n in_o thy_o sight_n through_o my_o confession_n it_o be_v my_o part_n to_o accuse_v but_o it_o belong_v unto_o thou_o to_o show_v mercy_n 9_o it_o be_v my_o part_n to_o weep_v and_o to_o sigh_v bitter_o but_o it_o belong_v unto_o thou_o lord_n merciful_o to_o comfort_v wherefore_o my_o lord_n and_o god_n either_o give_v i_o more_o grace_n in_o this_o life_n or_o take_v i_o speedy_o out_o of_o this_o world_n that_o the_o rent_n be_v not_o worse_a for_o to_o live_v long_o and_o not_o to_o cease_v from_o ill_a live_n be_v but_o to_o augment_v the_o punishment_n of_o hell_n neither_o can_v i_o away_o with_o such_o a_o life_n as_o know_v neither_o how_o to_o proceed_v in_o virtue_n nor_o to_o bewail_v wickedness_n for_o that_o party_n which_o lead_v a_o holy_a and_o righteous_a life_n be_v greeve_v at_o the_o heart_n whensoever_o he_o offend_v and_o that_o he_o may_v in_o grace_n and_o virtue_n increase_v more_o and_o more_o it_o be_v always_o his_o desire_n what_o shall_v he_o do_v which_o know_v himself_o daily_a to_o offend_v and_o that_o his_o flesh_n greevouslie_o do_v rise_v against_o the_o spirit_n who_o also_o be_v overcome_v with_o tediousness_n sometime_o and_o cool_v with_o negligence_n and_o idleness_n do_v give_v over_o to_o resist_v or_o else_o lay_v aside_o the_o spiritual_a weapon_n 11_o do_v follow_v the_o swing_n of_o the_o flesh_n whether_o his_o own_o will_n do_v draw_v he_o alas_o lord_n and_o god_n such_o a_o one_o alas_o draw_v nigh_o unto_o the_o gate_n of_o death_n and_o live_v in_o the_o flesh_n run_v into_o the_o death_n of_o the_o soul_n oah_n how_o be_v every_o one_o to_o take_v heed_n that_o he_o be_v not_o seduce_v and_o supplant_v of_o the_o enemy_n â—_o no_o man_n be_v suâ—_n from_o temptation_n 13_o no_o man_n be_v pure_a from_o sin_n 7_o but_o all_o the_o sort_n of_o we_o be_v frail_a 2_o but_o lord_n thou_o which_o be_v almighty_a 3_o and_o know_v all_o thing_n 12_o raise_v up_o the_o break_a in_o heart_n and_o cleanse_v the_o unclean_a from_o all_o filthiness_n renew_v a_o new_a spirit_n within_o his_o bowel_n that_o all_o faintness_n and_o lazenes_n may_n leave_v he_o that_o spiritual_a zeal_n may_v return_v and_o that_o thy_o love_n may_v continue_v unmooveable_a within_o he_o unto_o the_o end_n for_o he_o only_o want_v thy_o assistance_n who_o be_v peâ—sed_v down_o with_o his_o own_o weight_n 15_o neither_o be_v he_o able_a to_o cast_v off_o the_o load_n of_o sin_n until_o thou_o send_v strength_n from_o heaven_n of_o power_n to_o lose_v the_o hard_a fetter_n
because_o he_o be_v faithful_a as_o we_o have_v hear_v so_o we_o have_v see_v 3_o as_o we_o have_v believe_v so_o we_o have_v speak_v and_o bear_v witness_n to_o the_o truth_n 11_o once_o the_o lord_n do_v speak_v and_o it_o be_v do_v 9_o he_o say_v my_o counsel_n shall_v stand_v 10_o but_o you_o shall_v come_v to_o naught_o o_o you_o son_n of_o man_n 10_o wo_n unto_o they_o which_o imagine_v evil_a 1_o and_o afterward_o make_v a_o scoff_n at_o the_o word_n of_o god_n wo_n unto_o you_o which_o do_v feign_v a_o religion_n out_o of_o your_o own_o brain_n and_o be_v exalt_v in_o your_o own_o power_n hear_v the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n you_o which_o serve_v the_o lord_n know_v you_o that_o he_o have_v a_o controversy_n with_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n 1_o to_o turn_v away_o yourselves_o it_o be_v not_o good_a stand_v you_o therefore_o and_o consider_v his_o way_n return_v you_o and_o come_v unto_o he_o so_o will_v he_o ioiefullie_o receive_v you_o into_o favour_n for_o the_o lord_n be_v gracious_a and_o merciful_a 2_o he_o keep_v not_o his_o anger_n as_o man_n do_v 9_o but_o pardon_v all_o sin_n yea_o and_o moreover_o he_o restore_v the_o former_a grace_n with_o the_o late_a only_o return_v you_o with_o all_o your_o heart_n and_o dedicate_v yourselves_o whole_o and_o unfeinedlie_o to_o his_o service_n thus_o do_v the_o sanct_n speak_v in_o my_o ear_n that_o which_o music_n be_v at_o a_o banquet_n and_o sweet_a smell_a frankincense_n in_o a_o censar_n even_o that_o be_v the_o word_n of_o god_n in_o a_o pure_a hart_n and_o thy_o sanct_n lord_n fill_v with_o thy_o spirit_n have_v thus_o sound_v forth_o the_o memory_n of_o thy_o abundant_a sweetness_n and_o have_v lest_o their_o word_n unto_o we_o to_o be_v sound_v abroad_o but_o my_o speech_n often-time_n be_v stop_v so_o that_o it_o have_v no_o passage_n to_o ascend_v but_o if_o that_o fire_n come_v from_o above_o then_o shall_v my_o tongue_n be_v hot_a and_o if_o it_o once_o be_v inflame_v i_o shall_v forthwith_o be_v consume_v i_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o stand_v in_o the_o presence_n thereof_o for_o as_o the_o wind_n drive_v away_o chaff_n so_o shall_v sorrow_n be_v expel_v from_o the_o hart_n and_o as_o the_o rust_n by_o the_o fire_n so_o shall_v my_o sin_n be_v consume_v the_o fire_n of_o god_n which_o consume_v all_o thing_n shall_v sweep_v the_o floor_n of_o man_n hart_n descend_v and_o get_v up_o touch_v i_o a_o little_a and_o i_o shall_v flee_v thing_n pass_v shall_v be_v as_o though_o they_o have_v never_o be_v and_o that_o to_o come_v shall_v not_o be_v account_v of_o for_o all_o sin_n shall_v utterlie_o be_v forget_v old_a thing_n shall_v pass_v away_o new_a shall_v come_v abundantlie_o holy_a desire_n shall_v increase_v and_o rise_v up_o on_o all_o side_n wheresoever_o the_o good_a spirit_n shall_v blow_v fear_v shall_v depart_v love_n shall_v possess_v the_o heart_n of_o all_o all_o affliction_n shall_v cease_v for_o this_o alteration_n be_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n therefore_o that_o which_o i_o say_v be_v not_o to_o my_o own_o but_o to_o his_o praise_n the_o pensive_a have_v comfort_n the_o hungry_a bread_n the_o thirsty_a drink_n the_o sick_a be_v heal_v the_o waver_a assist_v the_o weak_a strengthen_v the_o weary_a quiet_v the_o hopeless_a comfort_v the_o complainer_n pity_v to_o the_o blind_a sight_n to_o the_o wander_a a_o ready_a way_n to_o the_o knocker_n the_o gate_n be_v open_v he_o which_o doubt_v be_v now_o resolve_v he_o which_o stagger_v be_v now_o strengthen_v he_o that_o diligent_o inquire_v be_v now_o entertain_v ioiefullie_o by_o mother_n charity_n the_o friend_n come_v more_o ioiefullie_o to_o meet_v than_o be_v the_o soul_n desirous_a to_o speak_v with_o he_o l._n lo_o now_o be_o i_o present_a say_v he_o say_v on_o what_o new_a thing_n have_v fall_v out_o what_o have_v you_o forget_v what_o you_o be_v to_o suffer_v and_o to_o do_v for_o my_o sake_n b._n yet_o this_o stay_a i_o not_o be_v desirous_a to_o go_v forward_o with_o he_o so_o straightway_n i_o mount_v aloft_o and_o forget_v all_o my_o affliction_n he_o will_v not_o by_o and_o by_o discomfort_v the_o party_n so_o long_v to_o abide_v with_o he_o but_o with_o gentle_a word_n he_o say_v that_o in_o due_a time_n it_o shall_v be_v perform_v l._n thy_o desire_n be_v good_a and_o request_n unto_o i_o do_v like_o i_o well_o notwithstanding_o it_o may_v not_o present_o be_v grant_v go_v thy_o way_n and_o get_v home_o to_o thy_o own_o house_n and_o declare_v to_o thy_o acquaintance_n what_o the_o lord_n have_v do_v for_o thou_o say_v unto_o they_o prepare_v your_o heart_n every_o one_o of_o you_o and_o lie_v down_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o sin_n and_o be_v you_o wary_a and_o strong_a to_o resist_v the_o snare_n of_o satan_n 7_o watch_z and_o pray_v lest_o you_o fall_v into_o tentation_n 38_o i_o will_v come_v short_o look_v that_o i_o find_v you_o ready_a lo_o i_o have_v warn_v you_o aforehand_o chap._n 12._o 1._o the_o desire_n of_o the_o soul_n after_o god_n 2._o the_o property_n of_o god_n by_o the_o sundry_a title_n ascribe_v unto_o he_o 3._o none_o come_v unto_o god_n unless_o god_n draw_v he_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n 3_o o_o of_o what_o excellency_n be_v thou_o my_o soul_n what_o wonderful_a virtue_n be_v hide_v in_o thou_o that_o thou_o can_v never_o be_v at_o rest_n until_o thou_o have_v attain_v perfect_a happiness_n and_o find_v the_o last_o end_n which_o thou_o so_o desire_v which_o once_o be_v know_v and_o find_v out_o the_o care_n be_v go_v oah_n happiness_n above_o all_o happiness_n o_o end_n without_o end_n when_o shall_v i_o both_o without_o measure_n and_o everlastinglie_o enjoy_v thou_o i_o find_v many_o good_a thing_n in_o this_o world_n but_o they_o continue_v not_o 16_o neither_o do_v they_o satisfy_v my_o desire_n 8_o but_o one_o thing_n be_v necessary_a 42_o this_o one_o thing_n be_v that_o i_o seek_v this_o oâ—e_a thing_n i_o desire_v for_o one_o thing_n be_v all_o thing_n 7_o 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many_o thing_n cease_v to_o seek_v many_o thing_n join_v thou_o to_o one_o stick_v unto_o one_o for_o in_o one_o thing_n all_o thing_n consist_v let_v other_o inquire_v after_o manifold_a and_o diverse_a outward_a thing_n but_o do_v thou_o seek_v one_o inward_a good_a thing_n and_o it_o be_v sufficient_a lo_o this_o man_n seek_v a_o farm_n 18_o that_o man_n travel_v about_o his_o merchandise_n another_o heap_v up_o much_o gold_n and_o silver_n another_o hunt_v after_o pleasure_n and_o preferment_n another_o visit_v his_o friend_n and_o kindred_n another_o be_v merry_a with_o his_o acquaintance_n another_o ride_v unto_o city_n and_o castle_n another_o do_v long_a to_o see_v diverse_a country_n of_o the_o world_n another_o desire_v wisdom_n another_o preferment_n another_o principality_n another_o a_o kingdom_n and_o thus_o one_o wish_v one_o thing_n another_o man_n another_o thing_n even_o aswell_o among_o the_o spiritual_a sort_n as_o among_o the_o secular_a but_o few_o do_v seek_v one_o thing_n and_o other_o thing_n pure_o and_o simple_o for_o one_o thing_n and_o therefore_o they_o neither_o do_v find_v any_o sure_a peace_n nor_o yet_o savour_v the_o inward_a grace_n of_o the_o spirit_n for_o so_o many_o as_o be_v the_o servant_n of_o christ_n do_v covet_v not_o temporal_a not_o earthly_a thing_n 1_o as_o though_o they_o be_v then_o iolie_a and_o glorious_a fellow_n if_o they_o abund_v therewith_o what_o then_o will_v thou_o say_v that_o the_o thing_n which_o they_o seek_v for_o do_v touch_v thou_o o_o devout_a soul_n in_o truth_n thou_o can_v not_o for_o my_o part_n i_o detest_v all_o these_o thing_n for_o my_o good_a
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therewithal_o how_o strong_o and_o how_o often_o he_o fling_v i_o this_o way_n and_o that_o way_n my_o god_n and_o lord_n which_o know_v all_o secret_n 19_o and_o be_v a_o witness_n to_o every_o privy_a cogitation_n of_o the_o hart_n 8_o and_o still_o see_v i_o and_o perceave_v how_o i_o be_o nothing_o else_o but_o a_o frail_a creature_n 11_o even_o he_o know_v right_a well_o if_o therefore_o he_o have_v not_o assist_v i_o when_o i_o be_v extreemelie_a afflict_v doubtless_o i_o have_v perish_v 92_o beâ—ing_v ready_a to_o fall_v into_o the_o pit_n of_o desperation_n but_o he_o who_o manner_n be_v to_o comfort_v the_o trooble_v in_o spirit_n 18_o take_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o if_o god_n help_v and_o assist_v not_o who_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v so_o manifold_a tentation_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v of_o his_o great_a mercy_n that_o i_o stand_v before_o the_o face_n of_o such_o trooblesome_a tempest_n and_o also_o it_o be_v of_o the_o same_o his_o goodness_n that_o still_o i_o do_v stand_v and_o fall_v not_o but_o hereof_o i_o may_v not_o vanelie_o â—oast_v so_o long_o as_o i_o live_v in_o this_o mortal_a â—odie_n for_o though_o i_o see_v the_o element_n be_v now_o clear_a yet_o do_v i_o not_o think_v that_o long_o it_o will_v continue_v quiet_a for_o the_o wind_n sudden_o will_v arise_v and_o that_o happy_o when_o we_o think_v lest_o thereof_o so_o that_o by_o so_o much_o i_o perceive_v i_o do_v need_v my_o friend_n his_o assistance_n by_o how_o much_o i_o perceive_v i_o do_v lie_v open_a on_o all_o side_n to_o trouble_n we_o shall_v be_v quiet_a no_o where_o but_o in_o heaven_n 4_o where_o my_o friend_n do_v feed_v his_o elect_a with_o joy_n and_o exultation_n but_o when_o there_o what_o can_v i_o speak_v thereof_o scarce_o can_v i_o think_v any_o thing_n thereof_o and_o that_o not_o evident_o enough_o and_o enter_v thereinto_o i_o may_v not_o oah_n that_o he_o will_v come_v and_o set_v i_o in_o that_o all_o glorious_a quiet_a and_o fructfull_a pasture_n of_o his_o sanct_n where_o neither_o satan_n be_v nor_o danger_n to_o be_v fear_v as_o yet_o i_o toil_n in_o the_o sea_n and_o whether_o i_o shall_v attain_v unto_o the_o port_n of_o salvation_n by_o reason_n of_o my_o trouble_n arise_v through_o so_o many_o contrary_a wind_n i_o be_o utterlie_o ignorant_a so_o that_o i_o be_o altogether_o out_o of_o quiet_a notwithstanding_o it_o be_v a_o shield_n and_o comfort_n unto_o i_o that_o i_o still_o do_v behold_v the_o light_n of_o faith_n that_o with_o all_o submission_n i_o seek_v the_o favour_n of_o my_o belove_a that_o i_o bear_v towards_o he_o a_o constant_a hope_n that_o i_o will_v not_o be_v separate_v from_o his_o love_n 35_o and_o that_o i_o do_v rest_n upon_o his_o providence_n and_o unsearchable_a goodness_n more_o than_o upon_o myself_o and_o therefore_o though_o too_o too_o often_o i_o do_v stagger_v yea_o and_o fall_v too_o sometime_o into_o sin_n yet_o be_o i_o not_o to_o despeire_n but_o rather_o continual_o to_o fly_v unto_o he_o 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as_o to_o be_v accept_v into_o thy_o holy_a warfare_n thou_o can_v o_o almighty_a 18_o and_o all_o merciful_a god_n 3_o who_o have_v of_o nothing_o create_v i_o 3_o and_o foresee_v the_o fall_n and_o infirmity_n of_o man_n thou_o be_v able_a i_o say_v and_o that_o thou_o will_v i_o beseech_v thou_o forgive_v the_o sin_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v supply_n what_o i_o have_v omit_v restore_v what_o i_o have_v lose_v heal_v what_o be_v sick_a cleanse_v what_o be_v unclean_a lighten_v what_o be_v dark_a assuage_v that_o which_o swell_v inflame_v what_o be_v quench_v repair_n that_o be_v break_v recover_v that_o be_v neglect_v amend_v what_o be_v awry_o make_v plain_a what_o be_v rouge_v restrain_v what_o be_v curious_a call_v home_o that_o which_o wander_v place_n what_o be_v out_o of_o order_n yea_o and_o alter_v the_o whole_a state_n of_o my_o mind_n that_o nothing_o be_v want_v to_o my_o former_a purpose_n and_o let_v all_o occasion_n of_o evil_a work_n for_o the_o best_a unto_o i_o 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own_o glory_n the_o number_n of_o his_o benefit_n be_v so_o great_a that_o i_o can_v not_o place_v they_o all_o before_o thy_o eye_n and_o therefore_o of_o a_o great_a many_o i_o choase_n three_o precious_a gift_n even_o as_o the_o wiseman_n do_v which_o be_v about_o to_o offer_v to_o the_o lord_n 11_o wherein_o i_o think_v good_a to_o comprehend_v the_o rest_n for_o every_o benefit_n of_o god_n if_o you_o mark_v well_o be_v either_o of_o nature_n or_o of_o grace_n or_o of_o superexcellency_n and_o whatsoever_o else_o be_v may_v full_o be_v refer_v unto_o one_o of_o these_o three_o kind_n in_o the_o creation_n you_o have_v the_o benefit_n of_o nature_n in_o the_o redemption_n the_o benefit_n of_o superexcellency_n in_o our_o justification_n note_v the_o benefit_n of_o grace_n for_o all_o which_o and_o for_o every_o of_o they_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o sacred_a trinity_n one_o equal_a deity_n both_o before_o all_o world_n now_o and_o for_o evermore_o 12_o amen_n the_o end_n of_o the_o four_o book_n a_o table_n of_o the_o content_n of_o every_o chapter_n contain_v in_o this_o book_n along_v of_o the_o soul_n after_o god_n the_o incomprehensible_a majesty_n of_o the_o lord_n a_o exhortation_n to_o the_o love_n of_o god_n chapter_n 1._o page_n 1_o of_o god_n his_o distinct_a judgement_n at_o the_o end_n of_o this_o world_n the_o curse_a state_n of_o the_o ungodlie_a chapter_n 2._o page_n 14_o a_o humble_a confession_n of_o sin_n with_o a_o prayer_n for_o grace_n to_o repent_v chap._n 3._o pag._n 19_o a_o lamentation_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o her_o weakness_n and_o unstaidness_n in_o the_o race_n of_o virtue_n chap._n 4._o pag._n 25_o of_o the_o shortness_n and_o misery_n of_o this_o present_a life_n a_o prayer_n for_o grace_n to_o renounce_v the_o world_n and_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o same_o chap._n 5._o pag._n 30_o a_o ardent_a desire_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o be_v loose_v from_o 〈◊〉_d and_o from_o the_o trouâ—â—â—_n 〈…〉_o this_o world_n chapter_n 6._o 〈◊〉_d 37_o a_o godly_a desire_n for_o a_o good_a death_n chap._n 7._o pag._n 44_o a_o meditation_n of_o one_o dead_a unto_o the_o world_n yet_o alive_a in_o christ._n chapter_n 8._o pag._n 51_o a_o desire_n of_o the_o soul_n that_o no_o earthly_a creature_n may_v carry_v she_o away_o unto_o vanity_n chap_n 9_o pag._n 59_o a_o comparison_n between_o earthly_a and_o heavenly_a joy_n with_o a_o prayer_n for_o grace_n to_o contemn_v this_o transitory_a world_n chap._n 10._o pag_n 63_o that_o all_o comfort_n and_o pleasure_n be_v in_o god_n a_o prayer_n that_o all_o people_n may_v glorify_v the_o lord_n the_o bless_a state_n of_o good_a man_n that_o we_o be_v to_o be_v ready_a against_o the_o come_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ._n chap._n 11._o pag._n 71_o the_o desire_n of_o the_o soul_n after_o god_n the_o property_n of_o god_n by_o the_o sundry_a title_n ascribe_v unto_o he_o none_o come_v unto_o god_n unless_o god_n draw_v he_o chap._n 12._o pag_n 80_o how_o and_o when_o the_o soul_n and_o god_n be_v unite_v together_o the_o misery_n where_o god_n be_v not_o present_a chap._n 13._o page_n 92_o a_o lamentation_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o want_n of_o grace_n chapter_n 14._o page_n 101_o touch_v the_o fruit_n of_o friendship_n the_o benefit_n of_o christ_n upon_o man_n the_o true_a felicity_n and_o joy_n of_o the_o soul_n the_o affinity_n between_o christ_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n chapter_n 15._o page_n 107_o the_o more_o we_o love_v christ_n the_o more_o we_o may_v tentation_n and_o when_o happiness_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v how_o to_o bear_v affliction_n chapter_n 16._o page_n 118_o the_o majesty_n and_o omnipotency_n of_o god_n how_o and_o why_o the_o lord_n afflict_v his_o child_n chapter_n 17._o page_n 133_o the_o confidence_n of_o a_o true_a christian._n god_n justifi_v the_o ungodlie_a give_v whatsoever_o good_a be_v to_o man_n will_n have_v no_o man_n to_o despeire_n but_o that_o all_o sinner_n shall_v fly_v unto_o his_o mercy_n chap._n 18._o pag._n 147_o the_o desire_n of_o a_o christian_a soul_n be_v never_o satisfy_v till_o god_n be_v enjoy_v no_o comfort_n any_o whit_n comparable_a to_o the_o spiritual_a joy_n chapter_n 19_o page_n 156_o a_o complaint_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o want_n of_o her_o bless_a state_n what_o weep_v please_v god_n who_o true_o bless_v a_o description_n of_o god_n chap._n 20._o page_n 162_o the_o delaieng_v of_o the_o happy_a be_v patient_o to_o be_v bear_v the_o felicity_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v with_o a_o prayer_n for_o the_o same_o chap._n 21._o pag._n 171_o a_o godly_a meditation_n concern_v the_o access_n unto_o the_o holy_a of_o holies_n even_o jesus_n christ_n the_o king_n of_o angel_n godly_a petition_n for_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n chap._n 22._o pag._n 180_o a_o godly_a prayer_n and_o commendation_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ._n chapter_n 23._o page_n 187_o a_o prayer_n for_o comfort_n unto_o jesus_n christ._n chap._n 24._o pag._n 194_o that_o for_o god_n his_o benefit_n we_o be_v to_o thank_v he_o chap._n 25._o pag._n 202_o finis_fw-la â§_o at_o london_n print_v by_o richard_n yardley_n and_o peter_n short_a dwell_v at_o the_o nether_a end_n of_o breadstreet_n at_o the_o sign_n of_o the_o star_n 1592._o 1592._o psal_n 73_o verse_n 28._o 28._o psal._n 73_o 28_o 28_o luk._n 18_o 19_o 19_o math._n 6_o 21_o coloss._n 3_o 1._o 2_o 2_o phil._n 4_o 7_o 7_o 1._o john_n 2_o 16_o 16_o rom_n 8_o 35_o 36_o etc._n etc._n 1._o cor_fw-la 13_o 4_o 5_o etc._n etc._n etc._n psa._n 73_o 25_o man._n soule_n man._n man._n psal._n 26_o 8._o soule_n soule_n psal._n 94_o 8_o 9_o 10_o psal_n 119_o 12_o 12_o psal._n 94_o 12_o 12_o jam._n 4_o 6_o 6_o mat._n 11._o 25_o 25_o 1._o cor
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not_o choose_v i_o 16_o but_o my_o mercy_n do_v prevent_v you_o dare_v any_o yet_o murmur_v against_o you_o for_o come_v unto_o i_o comfort_v thyself_o his_o murmur_n be_v not_o against_o thou_o but_o flat_o against_o my_o person_n because_o it_o be_v i_o that_o receive_v 15_o and_o â—eate_v with_o sinner_n 13_o and_o why_o ought_v you_o not_o to_o challenge_v my_o acquaintance_n the_o which_o 〈◊〉_d rejoice_v to_o offer_v rather_o than_o to_o withdraw_v from_o any_o one_o s._n oah_n gracious_a lord_n lie_v not_o this_o â—in_a to_o their_o charge_n but_o to_o i_o and_o to_o
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