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must_v let_v that_o alone_a for_o ever_o iii_o my_o walk_a substance_n be_v a_o mere_a shadow_n and_o my_o repose_n unquietness_n i_o endeavour_v for_o holiness_n but_o can_v attain_v it_o i_o seek_v for_o happiness_n but_o can_v find_v it_o satan_n beguile_v i_o of_o it_o the_o world_n attract_v i_o from_o it_o and_o my_o own_o soul_n stand_v in_o opposition_n to_o my_o contentment_n my_o understanding_n defraud_n i_o my_o affection_n contrive_v against_o i_o and_o my_o memory_n decline_v i_o those_o thing_n which_o i_o will_v do_v i_o can_v perform_v and_o i_o daily_o commit_v those_o thing_n which_o my_o conscience_n check_v i_o to_o the_o contrary_n so_o that_o all_o that_o i_o be_o or_o can_v expect_v to_o be_v in_o this_o
life_n be_v nothing_o but_o vanity_n and_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n iv_o and_o what_o can_v my_o thought_n raise_v from_o this_o or_o where_o shall_v i_o be_v comfort_v it_o be_v thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n be_v the_o only_a expedient_a that_o can_v relieve_v i_o thou_o o_o bless_a jesus_n be_v unto_o i_o life_n eternal_a and_o by_o thy_o suffering_n death_n be_v to_o i_o a_o advantage_n while_o my_o body_n sleep_v it_o shall_v rest_v secure_a and_o that_o rest_n shall_v be_v perfect_o bless_v i_o shall_v rest_v from_o labour_n sorrow_n and_o sin_n my_o sleep_n shall_v be_v safe_a and_o my_o beatifical_a vision_n happy_a while_o my_o body_n sleep_v in_o the_o dust_n my_o soul_n shall_v awake_v to_o righteousness_n when_o my_o soul_n be_v dismantle_v of_o flesh_n and_o flesh_n of_o fade_a beauty_n my_o spirit_n shall_v be_v adorn_v with_o the_o robe_n of_o thy_o glory_n v._o while_o my_o dust_n be_v drive_v with_o the_o wind_n upon_o the_o surface_n of_o the_o earth_n my_o spirit_n shall_v 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here_o forlorn_a poor_a wretched_a and_o naked_a dispossess_v of_o grace_n and_o rob_v of_o goodness_n thou_o have_v there_o large_a treasure_n and_o of_o great_a price_n a_o heavenly_a mansion_n and_o a_o goodly_a heritage_n christ_n have_v long_o ago_o purchase_v it_o and_o be_v now_o go_v before_o to_o prepare_v it_o ix_o here_o in_o this_o life_n thou_o long_v much_o to_o behold_v what_o thou_o never_o see_v but_o in_o the_o other_o be_v great_a and_o glorious_a thing_n prepare_v for_o thou_o such_o as_o no_o mortal_a eye_n have_v see_v ear_n hear_v neither_o can_v it_o enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n to_o conceive_v how_o earnest_o then_o shall_v thou_o long_o to_o behold_v they_o and_o much_o more_o earnest_o to_o enjoy_v they_o how_o willing_o shall_v this_o make_v thou_o say_v with_o holy_a david_n my_o soul_n be_v a_o thirst_n for_o god_n yea_o even_o for_o the_o live_a god_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n x._o alas_o thou_o be_v here_o my_o soul_n but_o grope_v in_o the_o dark_a daily_o commit_v error_n and_o mistake_v every_o minute_n stumble_v and_o fall_v into_o sin_n shame_n and_o sorrow_n in_o great_a danger_n of_o the_o misery_n of_o humane_a life_n but_o in_o great_a danger_n of_o eternal_a torment_n xi_o all_o that_o thou_o can_v pretend_v to_o know_v here_o be_v to_o confess_v thyself_o ignorant_a thou_o only_o know_v thing_n here_o by_o their_o event_n but_o there_o thou_o shall_v know_v they_o in_o their_o primitive_a cause_n thou_o be_v here_o tire_v out_o in_o gain_v this_o imperfect_a feeble_a and_o empty_a knowledge_n there_o thou_o shall_v be_v delight_v in_o know_v all_o that_o be_v desirable_a by_o know_v he_o in_o who_o be_v lay_v up_o all_o the_o treasure_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n these_o transitory_a drop_n of_o joy_n be_v full_a of_o bitterness_n but_o those_o river_n of_o eternal_a pleasure_n flow_v from_o the_o fountain_n of_o eternal_a sweetness_n thou_o have_v here_o the_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n of_o the_o wicked_a world_n to_o delight_v thou_o but_o thou_o have_v there_o a_o far_o great_a and_o more_o exceed_a weight_n of_o glory_n to_o surround_v thou_o thou_o be_v here_o enclose_v by_o the_o misery_n of_o life_n but_o thou_o be_v there_o enlarge_v by_o the_o blessedness_n of_o death_n xii_o bless_a lord_n all_o this_o by_o grace_n i_o know_v and_o steadfast_o believe_v and_o yet_o carnal_o i_o be_o still_o blind_a and_o ignorant_a unable_a to_o discuss_v and_o unwilling_a to_o desire_v those_o thing_n which_o belong_v unto_o my_o peace_n but_o when_o thou_o with_o thy_o precious_a eyesalve_n shall_v once_o anoint_v my_o eye_n and_o open_v they_o to_o behold_v the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a temple_n i_o shall_v then_o ardent_o affect_v it_o and_o unfeigned_o long_a for_o it_o i_o shall_v then_o most_o ready_o forsake_v these_o brittle_a wall_n of_o frail_a mortality_n to_o dwell_v with_o thou_o in_o perfect_a holiness_n and_o 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agony_n and_o extremity_n when_o all_o the_o comfort_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n shall_v fail_v than_o lord_n jesus_n forsake_v i_o not_o neither_o be_v thou_o far_o from_o i_o moreover_o give_v i_o then_o that_o inward_a joy_n and_o bless_a comfort_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o may_v uphold_v and_o comfort_v i_o in_o all_o the_o terror_n and_o amazement_n of_o this_o dark_a and_o obscure_a passage_n in_o all_o the_o dreadful_a temptation_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o my_o own_o accuse_v conscience_n let_v thy_o spirit_n witness_v to_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o be_o thy_o choose_a purify_v i_o and_o take_v away_o my_o dross_n powerful_o protect_v i_o by_o thy_o save_a grace_n so_o shall_v i_o assure_o be_v make_v a_o partaker_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n meditation_n xxii_o in_o time_n of_o sickness_n hear_v my_o prayer_n o_o lord_n which_o i_o make_v unto_o thou_o upon_o my_o bed_n of_o sickness_n incline_v thy_o ear_n unto_o i_o in_o this_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n o_o 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my_o sin_n iii_o o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o heal_v my_o soul_n for_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o call_v to_o remembrance_n o_o lord_n thy_o tender_a mercy_n and_o thy_o love_a kindness_n which_o have_v be_v ever_o of_o old_a o_o remember_v not_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n nor_o the_o offence_n of_o ripe_a year_n but_o according_a to_o thy_o mercy_n think_v thou_o upon_o i_o iv_o cast_v i_o not_o away_o in_o the_o time_n of_o age_n forsake_v i_o not_o now_o that_o my_o strength_n fail_v i_o go_v not_o far_o from_o i_o o_o god_n my_o god_n haste_v thou_o to_o help_v i_o thou_o o_o god_n have_v teach_v i_o from_o my_o youth_n up_o until_o now_o forsake_v i_o not_o therefore_o in_o my_o old_a age_n when_o i_o be_o gray-headed_n v._o the_o day_n of_o our_o age_n be_v threescore_o year_n and_o ten_o and_o though_o some_o be_v so_o strong_a that_o they_o come_v to_o fourscore_o which_o be_v a_o mercy_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v crown_v i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n yet_o 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full-pardon_a of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o admit_v i_o who_o be_o thy_o own_o purchase_n to_o a_o participation_n of_o thy_o glory_n a_o prayer_n for_o a_o happy_a end_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n o_o most_o glorious_a jesus_n lamb_n of_o god_n fountain_n of_o eternal_a mercy_n life_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o conqueror_n over_o sin_n and_o death_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o compassion_n to_o give_v i_o grace_n so_o to_o employ_v this_o transitory_a life_n in_o virtuous_a and_o pious_a exercise_n that_o when_o the_o day_n of_o my_o death_n shall_v come_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o my_o pain_n of_o body_n i_o may_v feel_v the_o sweet_a refresh_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n comfort_v my_o soul_n and_o relieve_v all_o my_o spiritual_a necessity_n ii_o lay_v no_o more_o upon_o i_o than_o thou_o shall_v enable_v i_o to_o bear_v and_o let_v thy_o gentle_a correction_n in_o this_o life_n prevent_v the_o insupportable_a stripe_n in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v give_v i_o patience_n and_o humility_n and_o the_o grace_n of_o repentance_n and_o a_o absolute_a renounce_n of_o myself_o and_o a_o resignation_n to_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o providence_n with_o a_o power_n to_o perform_v thy_o will_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o then_o do_v what_o thou_o please_v to_o i_o only_o in_o health_n or_o sickness_n in_o life_n or_o death_n let_v i_o feel_v thy_o comfort_n refresh_v my_o soul_n and_o let_v thy_o grace_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n amen_n meditation_n xxiii_o thanksgiving_n for_o ease_n in_o sickness_n or_o recovery_n out_o of_o it_o bless_a by_o thy_o name_n o_o lord_n for_o blessing_n the_o mean_n which_o be_v apply_v unto_o i_o it_o be_v thy_o hand_n and_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o thou_o have_v relieve_v i_o the_o water_n of_o affliction_n have_v long_o since_o drown_v i_o and_o the_o stream_n of_o death_n have_v go_v over_o my_o soul_n if_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n have_v not_o move_v upon_o these_o water_n and_o 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ruinous_a that_o needs_o we_o must_v we_o can_v by_o any_o mean_v possible_a make_v it_o the_o place_n for_o though_o our_o body_n as_o say_v our_o saviour_n be_v not_o so_o glorious_a as_o the_o lily_n yet_o say_v job_n they_o be_v as_o frail_a iii_o and_o by_o that_o time_n with_o david_n they_o wax_v old_a as_o do_v a_o garment_n how_o earnest_o with_o st._n paul_n shall_v we_o groan_v to_o be_v clothe_v upon_o 2_o cor._n 5.2_o to_o be_v clothe_v with_o new_a apparel_n whilst_o the_o old_a be_v as_o it_o be_v turn_v for_o when_o christ_n shall_v come_v in_o the_o cloud_n with_o his_o holy_a angel_n at_o once_o to_o restore_v and_o reform_v our_o nature_n he_o shall_v change_v our_o vile_a body_n that_o they_o may_v be_v change_v like_o unto_o his_o glorious_a body_n iv_o but_o here_o i_o speak_v of_o what_o it_o be_v not_o what_o it_o shall_v be_v though_o it_o shall_v be_v glorious_a yet_o now_o it_o be_v vile_a though_o it_o shall_v be_v immortal_a yet_o now_o it_o be_v fade_v 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or_o malcontent_n and_o therefore_o weary_a of_o its_o possession_n the_o king_n of_o terror_n will_v not_o fail_v either_o to_o meet_v or_o overtake_v we_o vii_o and_o whilst_o we_o be_v travel_v to_o the_o very_a same_o country_n i_o mean_v the_o land_n of_o forgetfulness_n without_o consider_v it_o as_o a_o antichamber_n to_o heaven_n or_o hell_n although_o we_o walk_v thither_o in_o several_a road_n it_o be_v plain_a that_o he_o who_o live_v long_a go_v but_o the_o far_a way_n about_o and_o that_o he_o who_o die_v soon_o go_v the_o near_a way_n home_o viii_o i_o remember_v it_o be_v a_o humour_n i_o know_v not_o whether_o of_o a_o cruel_a or_o capricious_a emperor_n to_o put_v a_o tax_n upon_o childbirth_n to_o make_v it_o a_o thing_n exciseable_a for_o a_o man_n to_o be_v bear_v of_o a_o woman_n as_o if_o he_o have_v farm_a god_n custom-house_n he_o make_v every_o man_n fine_a for_o be_v a_o man_n a_o great_a instance_n of_o his_o cruelty_n and_o as_o good_a a_o emblem_n of_o our_o frailty_n our_o state_n of_o pilgrimage_n upon_o earth_n ix_o for_o we_o arrive_v at_o this_o world_n as_o at_o a_o foreign_a and_o strange_a country_n where_o i_o be_o sure_a it_o be_v proper_a although_o not_o just_o that_o we_o pay_v toll_n for_o our_o very_a land_n and_o then_o be_v land_a we_o be_v such_o transitory_a inhabitant_n that_o we_o do_v not_o so_o proper_o dwell_v here_o as_o sojourn_v x._o all_o the_o meat_n we_o take_v in_o be_v at_o god_n ordinary_a and_o even_o the_o breath_n which_o we_o drink_v be_v not_o we_o but_o he_o which_o when_o he_o take_v away_o we_o die_v and_o be_v turn_v again_o into_o our_o dust_n insomuch_o that_o to_o expire_v be_v no_o more_o in_o effect_n then_o to_o be_v honest_a to_o pay_v back_o a_o life_n which_o we_o do_v but_o borrow_v the_o prayer_n thou_o have_v bring_v we_o from_o nothing_o o_o lord_n that_o we_o may_v see_v thy_o salvation_n that_o we_o who_o may_v have_v be_v for_o ever_o without_o thou_o may_v through_o the_o knowledge_n of_o thyself_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o thy_o glory_n ii_o o_o enliven_v we_o that_o we_o may_v give_v up_o ourselves_o whole_o to_o thy_o service_n and_o perpetual_o study_v to_o do_v something_o to_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o name_n that_o we_o may_v not_o throw_v away_o those_o soul_n on_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n which_o thou_o have_v give_v we_o for_o thyself_o and_o to_o be_v employ_v in_o thy_o service_n but_o that_o sacrifice_v our_o will_n to_o thou_o and_o our_o life_n to_o a_o perfect_a love_n of_o thou_o we_o may_v find_v that_o joy_n which_o accompany_v thy_o grace_n here_o and_o that_o glory_n which_o know_v no_o end_n or_o change_v hereafter_o in_o thy_o presence_n for_o evermore_o amen_n meditation_n xxvii_o that_o death_n free_v we_o from_o the_o vexation_n trouble_n and_o care_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n a_o short_a life_n and_o a_o merry_a be_v that_o which_o many_o man_n applaud_v but_o as_o the_o son_n of_o a_o woman_n have_v but_o a_o few_o day_n to_o live_v so_o even_o those_o few_o day_n be_v full_a of_o trouble_n and_o indeed_o so_o they_o be_v in_o whatsoever_o condition_n a_o man_n be_v place_v for_o if_o he_o be_v poor_a he_o have_v the_o trouble_n of_o pain_n to_o get_v the_o good_n of_o this_o world_n ii_o if_o he_o be_v rich_a he_o have_v the_o trouble_n of_o care_n to_o keep_v his_o riches_n the_o trouble_n of_o avarice_n to_o increase_v they_o the_o trouble_n of_o fear_n to_o lose_v they_o the_o trouble_n of_o sorrow_n when_o they_o be_v lose_v and_o so_o his_o riches_n can_v only_o make_v he_o the_o more_o illustrious_o happy_a iii_o if_o he_o live_v as_o he_o ought_v he_o have_v the_o trouble_n of_o self-denial_n the_o trouble_n of_o mortify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o lust_n col._n 3.5_o the_o trouble_n of_o be_v in_o death_n often_o 2_o cor._n 11.23_o the_o trouble_n of_o crucify_a himself_n rom._n 6.6_o and_o of_o die_v daily_o 1_o cor._n 15.31_o iv_o if_o to_o avoid_v those_o trouble_n he_o live_v in_o pleasure_n as_o he_o ought_v not_o he_o have_v the_o trouble_n of_o be_v tell_v that_o he_o be_v dead_a whilst_o he_o live_v 1_o tim._n 5.6_o the_o trouble_n to_o think_v that_o he_o must_v die_v eccles_n 41.1_o the_o trouble_n to_o fear_n whilst_o he_o be_v die_v that_o he_o must_v live_v when_o he_o be_v dead_a that_o he_o may_v die_v eternal_o v._o not_o to_o speak_v of_o those_o trouble_n which_o a_o man_n suffer_v in_o his_o nonage_n by_o be_v wean_v from_o the_o breast_n and_o by_o breed_v tooth_n in_o his_o boy-age_n and_o youth_n by_o the_o bear_v the_o yoke_n of_o subjection_n and_o the_o rigid_a discipline_n of_o the_o rod_n in_o his_o manhood_n and_o ripe_a year_n by_o make_v provision_n for_o all_o his_o family_n as_o servant_n general_n to_o the_o whole_a vi_o not_o to_o speak_v of_o those_o trouble_n which_o flow_v in_o upon_o he_o from_o every_o quarter_n whether_o by_o loss_n or_o affront_v contempt_n or_o envy_v by_o the_o anguish_n of_o some_o malady_n and_o by_o the_o loathsomeness_n of_o other_o rather_o than_o want_v matter_n of_o trouble_n he_o will_v be_v most_o of_o all_o trouble_a that_o he_o have_v nothing_o to_o vex_v he_o vii_o in_o his_o sober_a interval_n and_o fit_n when_o he_o consider_v that_o he_o must_v die_v and_o begin_v to_o cast_v up_o the_o account_n of_o his_o sin_n it_o will_v be_v some_o trouble_n to_o he_o that_o he_o be_v without_o chastisement_n whereby_o he_o know_v he_o be_v a_o bastard_n and_o not_o a_o son_n heb._n 12.8_o viii_o it_o will_v disquiet_v he_o not_o a_o little_a
that_o he_o live_v at_o rest_n in_o his_o possession_n and_o become_v his_o great_a cross_n that_o he_o have_v prosperity_n in_o all_o thing_n not_o only_o the_o sting_n and_o the_o stroke_n but_o the_o very_a remembrance_n of_o death_n will_v be_v bitter_a to_o he_o so_o say_v jesus_n the_o son_n of_o sirach_n wisd_v 4.1_o verse_n 1._o the_o prayer_n and_o yet_o how_o hardly_o can_v we_o endure_v even_o the_o small_a trouble_n for_o thy_o sake_n o_o lord_n so_o insensible_a be_v we_o of_o thy_o goodness_n so_o forgetful_a of_o thy_o power_n that_o we_o do_v not_o only_o in_o our_o want_n condemn_v and_o accuse_v thy_o providence_n but_o be_v ready_a even_o to_o turn_v infidel_n in_o our_o misfortune_n ii_o make_v we_o therefore_o o_o lord_n to_o see_v the_o vanity_n both_o of_o the_o world_n and_o our_o own_o heart_n the_o pleasure_n of_o it_o may_v neither_o drown_v nor_o the_o cross_n of_o it_o deject_v our_o hope_n or_o discourage_v our_o obedience_n let_v that_o glory_n which_o thou_o have_v promise_v to_o those_o that_o conquer_v the_o world_n for_o thy_o sake_n be_v ever_o in_o our_o eye_n that_o so_o in_o what_o condition_n soever_o we_o be_v in_o we_o may_v still_o be_v find_v crown_v and_o triumph_v in_o faith_n above_o all_o the_o trouble_n and_o vexation_n of_o this_o world_n meditation_n xxviii_o that_o many_o have_v desire_v death_n rather_o than_o life_n man_n that_o be_v bear_v of_o a_o woman_n be_v so_o full_a of_o trouble_n to_o the_o brim_n that_o many_o time_n it_o overflow_v he_o on_o one_o side_n or_o other_o we_o all_o be_v trouble_v but_o some_o be_v trouble_v on_o every_o side_n 2_o cor._n 4.8_o insomuch_o that_o they_o themselves_o be_v the_o great_a trouble_n unto_o themselves_o and_o it_o be_v a_o kind_a of_o death_n to_o they_o they_o can_v die_v ii_o we_o find_v king_n david_n so_o sick_a of_o life_n as_o to_o fall_v into_o a_o wish_v for_o the_o wing_n of_o a_o dove_n that_o so_o his_o soul_n may_v fly_v away_o from_o the_o great_a 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