Soule-Reviving Influences Of the Sun of RIGHTEOUSNESSE Or Some bright beames of Light and Love sparkling from Christ upon the darke and drooping hearts of sin-weakned and clouded Believers even while we are in this Solitary wildernesse not yet arrived at the Land of Spirituall Canaan but taking a turne in the darke and dampe valley of the shadow of death With severall Evangelicall and heart-winning incouragements to the life of faith in the Sonne of God notwithstanding our manifold weaknesses and hainous provocations yea to the keeping up of the same comfort hope confidence and joy in him in the sadest straights of the sorest darknesse In a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment but with everlasting kindnesse will I have mercy on thee saith the Lord thy Redeemer Isa 54. 8. For Israel hath not been forsaken nor Judah of his God though their Land was filled with sinne against the holy one of Israel Jer. 51. 5. I cryed in mine affliction unto the Lord and he heard me out of the belly of hell cryed I and thou heardst my voyce Jonah 2. 2. LONDON Printed for Giles Calvert at the Black-Spread-Eagle at the West end of Pauls 1654. The Preface To all the truly faithful the Sons and Daughters of the most High God as wel those under the form of Presbytery as those under other administrations Grace be multiplied and peace from God our Father and the Lord Iesus Christ our Head and Hope Precious Hearts EVER since any of the light and glory of Christ dawned upon us since first we saw that morning star of righteousnesse any of the brightnesse of the glory thereof in those hearts of ours which once lived in the coasts of Zebulun and Naphtali in the Region and shadow of death our life hath remained hid with Christ in God and is that sparke of glory which hath alwaies attracted the most venemous envies of those men who make the flesh their residence were you lower as Saints you should be higher as creatures The world indeed may outrunne you and come first to the Meridian altitude of their glory but surely in the end the inheritance shall be yours their first shall be last and your last first your latter end shall in brightnesse out-shine your beginning And in the meane time also your God wil not leave you Fatherlesse in this solitary desert his left hand is under your head and his right hand embraces you Heaven rains Mannah in the wildernesse The Lord who is your Husband and your Redeemer the Mighty one of Jacob though he may seeme as with Jacob to wrestle with you wil be as the dew unto you the Rocks shall give water in the heat of drought in the wildernesse shall waters break out and streames in the Desert The possession that he hath in you shal for ever entitle you A spring shut up and a fountaine sealed I know nothing you have that is long lived but Jesus Christ earth more grosly carnal and heaven more refinedly carnal shal passe away even the kingdome of heaven so farre as it is made up of forms and administrations shall wither and die but the kingdom of God within you shall remain as Mount Sion which shall never be shaken Forget not therefore your resting place which is the Lord Jesus who will come and lead you with his sweet spices and the savor of his oyntment then shal not the consideration that he hath laid his hand upon any of your enjoyments below himselfe have an uncomly influence upon you Expect not a bed of rest in the barren wildernesse of your owne performances righteousnesses since God hath appointed spiritual Canaan to be your rest and in the midst of sinne and miserie pray in faith without wavering that the Lord Jesus would by his Spirit lead you unto that rock which is infinitely higher then selfe and fix your eie of faith upon that brazen Serpent the Lord Jesus who is made unto us of God Wisdome Righteousnesse Sanctification and Redemption one vision of whose love wil bid defiance to the stoutest of our lusts and to all the powers of darknesse combined therewith yea to Principalities and Powers and spiritual wickednesses in high places and in an encounter wil more then conquer them all so that our David come into the field and engage against them for us And you who have taken forth so many Lessons in the Schoole of Christ as well as the poore Lambs of his fold for whose sakes chiefly the insuing Treatise is made publick are the objects of Satans rancor he either tempts us to sinne and that will cause us to doubt or else he tempts us to doubt and that will cause us to sinne In the treatise are held forth some of the dewes of Hermon hill descending upon the parched hearts and spirits of poore sin-weakned believers with several evangelicall and experimental directions for quieting and establishing a poore soule upon the Rock of ages the Lord Jesus in the apprehension and assurance of his rich grace and free love and in the life of faith in him notwithstanding it s owne weaknesses corruptions and hainous provocations yea for keeping up the same comfort hope joy and confidence in God at all times with several reasons and inducements thereunto and to exult and triumph in God and the soul-astonishing riches of his grace making its boast of him all the day long who wil lead us forth with perfect boldnesse not only to looke in the face of but to trample upon the most terrible of our adversaries sin our own legal righteousnesse death Satan and hell it selfe through the great and glorious conquest of our captaine who hath led captivity captive in whom God alwaies beholds us and in whose righteousnesse we shall be found being not only delivered from this present evil world but made freely meet to be partakeâ—s of the inheritance of the Saints in light And surely the bright and glorious appearance of God in you and the high Spirit of faith and prayer which hee hath richly powred forth upon divers of you is so far from leading those to repentance who wondring after the beast are bewitched by her and drunke with the wine of the wrath of her fornications that it makes them to gnaw their tongues for paine and blaspheme the God of heaven The Prince of darknesse can indeed do no lesse then repine to see a stronger then himselfe bind him and release many of his captives And hereupon he with the greater violence bestirrs himselfe in setting the Foxes and young Cubs to destroy the Vines and tender grapes and endeavours with might and main to let out the wild boare out of the wood and the wilde beasts of the field into the Vineyard which the Lords right hand hath planted The Mysterie of iniquity is now grown more mysterious and deceiving then ever
God and his motive to make and enter into this covenant was his everlasting love the righteousnesse upon which it is established is an everlasting Righteousnesse and all the mercies and blessings thereof are everlasting as everlasting pardon for I will be mercifull to their unrighteousnesse and their sinnes and Iniquities will I remember no more Everlasting kindnesse In a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment but with everlasting kindnesse will I have mercy on thee saith the Lord thy Redeemer everlasting mercy for the Lord is good his mercy is everlasting and his truth endureth to all generations Everlasting joy and the ransomed of the Lord shall returne and come to Sion with Songs and everlasting joy upon their heads c. Everlasting consolation Now our Lord Jesus Christ himselfe and God even our Father who hath loved us and given us everlasting consolation c. and likewise everlasting life For God so loved the world that he gave his onely begotten Son that whosoever believeth on him should not perish but have everlasting life God hath ordained men unto eternal life before they believe and faith is a fruit of the spirit of Christ and of consequence we must be in Christ before we can bring forth fruit that whosoever believeth on him should not perish c. This and such like expressions are to be considered as declarations of the qualification of such as are saved not that faith gives us any interest in Christ but manifests unto us that he who hath loved us with an everlasting love hath by his Spirit come into our hearts and created faith there and shewed forth this love unto us When God is said to be in Covenant with a Soule A soule is then properly actually or expressy in Covenant with God when God hath come to it in the promise and then when it feels it self under the power of the promise it begins only to know it is in Covenant and yet to obey as if it were but to enter into that covenant which God hath made with it in Christ before it could do any thing so as they that believe doe rather feele themselves in that covenant which God hath made with them without any thing in themselves either faith or repentance c. The effect of this Covenant The Lord in and through this covenant brings a poore creature to see and seeing to admire the superabundant riches of his free grace and love and humbly and thankfully to embrace the same and the heart thus wrought upon vehemently desires that such carriage and kindness of its God might not slip out of mind but that the consideration of this soul-ravishing heart-melting and astonishing grace and loving kindnesse might through the Spirit of the Mediatour of this covenant carry him forth stedfastly to believe in dearly to love chearfully to obey and dutifully to honour and serve the God of this mercy in soule body and spirit so long as the Sun and Moon endure and for ever in a word the soul is carried forth out of selfe unto God and in God alone finds rest and satisfaction Divers inviting Characters and soul-winning encouragements of faith Faith is an assenting or cleaving to the truth and faithfulnesse of God in his promise not from any thing the soule sees or feels in it selfe but from something it apprehends in God in his word faith sometimes is attended with much strife and strugling for Satan wil say to the soule it is in vain to believe Christ saith come I will ease thee and faith sweetly perswades the heart to rest upon the ability and fidelity of God in his free promise Faith is an emptying grace yea it is its property to empty the soule and keep it empty of selfe confidence and thereby it makes way for receiving of the righteousnesse of Christ even as the poor widows empty vessels for the receiving of the oyl out of the cruse whereas the fulnesse of the vessel caused the stay Yea it implies an emptinesse of selfe that we may be filled with him out of whose fulnesse wee receive grace for grace Faith is a believing that Jesus Christ is the Christ which implies a seeing and knowing that all is in Christ for life and salvation and so to rest upon him for it he that thus believs in Christ is brought over by Christ unto Christ and so centered upon him that he wil never go from him My soule wait thou on God for my expectation is from him And in those souls who enjoy this precious faith old things are done away and they are new creatures there is a light set up in the soul and the soul sees and knowes all is by Christ and that there is no way or meanes of life but by him and thereupon closes with him and rests upon him Faith looks unto what God saith rests upon it and sets to its seale that God is true Faith doth not lay hold on Christ to fetch Justification from him till Christ hath first laid hold on us and imputed his righteousness unto us and by his Spirit in a free promise of grace declared the same unto us and then faith becomes active to receive and depend upon Christ and his everlasting righteousnesse Faith works by love and most highly prizeth Christ and his righteousnesse debases and vilifies self admires the immense and infinite riches of Gods free grace and love and engages the heart to holinesse yea to dedicate it selfe as a monument of eternal praise and thanksgiving for his inestimable goodnesse Yea that soul that is possessed of such precious faith can never in its owne eye see God high enough nor it selfe vile enough and fetches all its strength from Christ to doe all it doth There are many mistakes about faith some have thought comfort joy or ravishments of soule with God to be faith and so because they had not them have concluded they had no faith it is not mens believing but the object of faith that gives faith its denomination There are many precious souls that trust in Christ for life from an hope of mercy but this hope though the poore soul at present sees or knowes no certainty of enjoyment of what it hopes for hath a blessing intailed on it Turn ye to the strong hold ye prisoners of hope Eleven Motives to believe 1. By believing we come to know our interest in Christ and salvation by him 2. By believing we honour God he that receives his testimony hath set to his seale that God is true 3. If ye believe not surely ye shall not be established there is no true quietnesse and settlement of soule without believing thou standest by faith and fallest into sin by unbeliefe the word preached is precious and powerful yet it profited not being not mixed with faith in them that heard it 4. It s faith that
If thou beest included in and art under the promise of them thou shalt possesse them 2. Consider they may be made good to thee without thy sensible enjoyment of them there is neither faith nor hope exercised upon what we possesse to have a right in or to a thing and to possesse it are distinct They died in faith they possessed not what they believed they should enjoy Abraham believed he should have a sonne here was his faith yet did he not then possesse his sonne To make enjoyment essentiall to faith is a very great mistake wee being united and married unto Christ doe through faith by him bring forth fruit unto God yea perfect obedience imputatively and through the operation of his Spirit I have many discouragements for that I am not filled with joy and comfort and peace in believing Consider two things viz. 1. Faith may be strong when joy is absent David had faith when he had not joy Restore to me the joy of my salvation he had refused comfort before but now he came to want it 2. Such as judge their condition good because they are filled with joy build upon a sandy foundation in that they are not founded upon Christ alone If some had joy they would make it a Christ to them they would live upon it and therby abuse Christ themselves and their joy It is a mercy unto such poore creatures that they have not joy til they better know how to use it I cannot believe that I am in Christ for that I fall back into sinne Consider three things viz. 1. That no sinne can make one less beloved of God or lesse in Christ for the mercies of God are called sure mercies his love an everlasting love his covenant an everlasting covenant I am perswaded saith Paul That neither death nor life nor principalities nor powers c. shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord So that to whom he is once merciful he is ever merciful whom he once loves he ever loves when he once takes poore creatures into covenant with him he is ever theirs I am the Lord I change not 2. That whom the Father loves he loves in his Son in whom he is well pleased and his Son is alwaies alike beloved of him The same yesterday to day and for ever and whom he loves in his Son he accounts as his Son he is made unto us of God righteousnesse sanctification and redemptiin so as wee being not beloved for our owne sakes nothing in us can make God love us lesse because he loves us not for our selves nor any thing in our selves but in and through his Son in whom he is wel pleased with us 3. Consider That if God should love us lesse or more as we are lesse or more sinful then he should be as man and as the Son of man and if believers stood upon these termes with God then how are these Scriptures said to be true He arose again for our Justification Who shall lay any thing to the charge of Gods Elect Who shall condemne There is no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus The foundation of God standeth sure he ever lives to make intercession for us so as God is ever the same that loves and his love is as himselfe ever the same and Christ in whom we are beloved ever the same and our righteousnesse ever the same Thy righteousnesse is of mee saith the Lord. Saith a poore drooping believer I having lyen a long time under and used the means of grace grow stil worse and worse therefore I cannot but conclude That God wil not doe me good Poore heart 1. Dost thou know Gods means and the number of them Have your ends been good and rightly placed Have you used the means in a right manner measure time and in sincerity Have you not rested in the means Have you used them in faith waiting for Gods blessing upon them The word they heard profited them not for want of faith 2. It is not good reasoning to say because God hath not as yet given me my request therefore he never wil mind what the Lord saith But ye are a chosen generation a royal Priesthood c. Which in time past were not a people but are now the people of God which had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy They shallnot be ashamed that wait for me 3. Consider that it is just with God to blast the means yea it is a mercy to blast it that yet still using them we might look more unto Christ for his blessing upon them and to be all unto us 4. Consider If thou hast a wil that Christ should save thee and rule in thee and over thee he that hath begun this good work in thee wil perfect the same Thou shalt one day know that thy sins are pardoned and not imputed unto thee and subdued in thee 5. Consider God may have mercy for thee though thou know it not for mens sins are first forgiven before they can know it believe it or be assured of it thy sins may be pardoned though thou knowest it not faith believes the pardon of sinne but our believing neither pardons nor procures the pardon of any sin but faith brings into the soule the apprehension of the pardon of those sins which were pardoned before though not by us known so to be til then I fear that my motions Godward doe flow from a principle of self-love and not from pure love unto the Lord Jesus Consider though they do not yet the Lord Jesus promised to his people Israel of old who were incompassed with as many Aggravations of sinnes and infirmities as thou that he would love them freely and as he loved his people Israel of old so he wil love thee freely and betroth thee unto himselfe in loving kindnesse and mercyes he hath also promised and his faithfulnesse is engaged I will circumcise thy heart saith he and thou shalt love mee he wil give thee an heart-breaking sight and sense of the free pardon of all thy sins through the spirits manifestation of the riches of his superabundant grace and love and thy apprehension thereof through faith ingages thy heart and constrains thee to love him again Wee love him because he loved us first Saith a poore deserted soule I cannot believe that God wil pardon my sins they being greater and heightned with many more circumstances of aggravation then the sins of others are This is the effect of thy unbeliefe and of thy low and finite thoughts of God his grace and mercy whereas they are infinite Oh measure not the Lord by thy selfe but remember that hee whose Character is The Lord gracious and merciful c. Hee doth great things
this as it should seeme was infidelity therefore hee exhorted them to use all diligence to the full assurance of faith and hope unto the end and to believe whatsoever is contained in the covenant of grace of which remission of sinne is one main thing we must therfore after commission of sinne fly for refuge unto the covenant by a true and lively faith it being confirmed by an oath and ratified to us in the bloud of Christ and thence fetch pardon solid comfort and strong consolation 5 Admire such wisdome and love as sparkles forth in that God who made not a covenant with us for our good works nor can it be broken or disanulled by our sins nor is it in our keeping nor stands it upon the rotten and sandy foundation of selfe and duties but is grounded upon the word and faithfulness of that God with whom there is no variablenesse nor shadow of turning 6 Consider as concerning thy objection against thy selfe upon the accompt of thy unworthines whereof thou art sensible that the Lord chargeth the Angels with folly and thou being sensible of thine unworthiness Christ invites thee immediately to himselfe it is nothing but ignorance and pride that keepes poore soules from coming to Christ they will not be beholding to him for all and therfore would stay til they have somthing of their own to commend them unto Christ But if they wil stay til then they shal never come to Christ but now for that thou seest no good thing yea nothing but evil in thy self thou shouldest the rather go unto Christ who is the fountaine set open for sinne and for uncleanness wherein thy uncleane soul must be washed for Christ saith unlesse I wash thee thou canst not be cleane nor have any part in mee Surely if I were not an out-cast and a reprobate I should not be left as I am in a wildernesse condition Israel was accounted an out-cast yet God was then a God unto her and shee a people unto him True saith the poore soule were I a branch in Christ and a true member of his house then could I believe these precious truths and promises of his but I am neither of both but separated from him and his people Be not arrogant in any false conclusion against thy selfe but hearken unto what the Lord saith Let not the Son of the stranger that hath joyned himselfe to the Lord speak saying The Lord hath utterly separated mee from his people neither let the Eunuch say Behold I am a dry tree Even unto them will I give in mine house and within my walls a place and a name better then of Sons and Daughters A believers comfort hope joy confidence c. should be in God the same at all times The Lord hath various dispensations of providence as well relating to the outward as the inward man He hath his way in the whirlwind And he is in the small still voice his dispensations are many times contrary one unto another to day perhaps thou enjoyest peace joy strength riches and honor with health prosperity and many friends and to morrow all these may be blasted to day God unbosoms himself unto thee and shines forth upon thee and there is a sweet intercourse of love between him thy soule but in a moment he withdrawes him selfe as blessed Job and divers other of the children of God experienced And we find that David reckning of a day of desertion saith Though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death I will fear none evill for thou art with me thy rod and thy staff comfort mee wherein he holds forth his resolution to encounter with such a wildernesse condition where by desertion he should take a turne in the dark and damp valleys of the shadow of death and be incompassed with dreadful terrours and sore trials Gods actings in and upon his people are not alwaies as he is unto them but he being unchangeable is to his ever the same however he may seeme to bee his actings in us or upon us are the accomplishment of his wil for his own glory and the good of his people therefore make we a good construction of all his dealings with us remembring that what we think to be worst may be best for us However it be yet God is good Gods children are to carry an even spirit through the various dispensations of the providence of the Almighty In order to thy confirmation in this truth peruse and seriously meditate upon the ensuing places of Scripture and crave the assistance of the blessed spirit of truth in the opening and understanding of them wherein is treasured up much of the marrow and fatness yea and of the glory of the Gospel Hos 2. 19 20. Jer. 3. 14 1. Jer. 33. 8. Isa 62. 5. Heb. 8. 10 12. Ezek. 16. 62 63. Heb. 3. 6. Jer. 33. 20 21 Hos 14. 5. Isa 61. 10. Isa 54. 5. Jer. 31. 9. Hab. 3. 17 18. Heb. 6. 17 18. Rom. 3. 3. 2 Tim. 2. 13. Rom. 8. 28 33 35 38 39. Isa 41. 10. Isa 57. 18 19. Isa 54 7 8. Heb. 10. 19 20 22. Psal 46. 1 2 3 4. Rom. 8. 1 2. John 13. 1. Zech. 3. 9. Isa 63. 16. Josh 1. 5. Psalm 89. 30 31 32 33 34. Ezek. 16 14. Six Reasons of the Point 1. Reason Because that God who hath loved thee with an everlasting love loves thee in his Son thou art not beloved for thy owne sake or for any thing in thee but upon the account of the Lord Jesus in whom God is well pleased therefore no corruption in us nor all we doe can make us to be loved more or lesse believers are never the more just before God for their own integrity nor the lesse just for their iniquity God may well say of himselfe I am the Lord and change not his love is as himselfe ever the same and Christ in whom thou art beloved the same yesterday to day and for ever and hereupon thou art commanded to rejoyce evermore to rejoyce exceedingly 2. Reason Because whatsoever thoughts thou hast of God he is unchangeable if he doth withdraw himselfe if he doth allure thee into the wildernesse it is that he may speake comfortably unto thee and all this while thou hast his promise with thee and his faithfulnesse is ingaged unto thee For a small moment have I forsaken thee but with great mercies will I gather thee in a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment but with everlasting kindnesse wil I have mercie on thee saith the Lord thy redeemer Having loved his own which were in the world hee loved them to the end 3. Reason Because God considers his to be in Christ before they had a being in themselves and indeede they are never out of Christ they dwel in
turned that he fed upon wind and followed after the East winde and provoked the Lord unto anger most bitterly and that yet Gods bowels did still worke towards Ephraim so that he could not destroy him The Lord is exceedingly gracious unto such wretched creatures of his though they compasse him about with lies Let such poore believers consider that a sinner can never be too foule for his Saviour too much wounded and too sick for this Phisician to heale and cure nor too filthy for a fountaine opened to wash and that the whole neede not a phisician but those that are sick and that Christ came unto the world to justifie the ungodly and to save the chief of sinners he came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance and let such a soule that cannot as a Saint stick close unto the Lord Jesus as a sinner and his hopes in Christ through the enjoyment of his spirit within him wil lead him forth in the strength of Christ to purifie himselfe as Christ is pure Had the Lord Jesus by his Spirit wrought an effectual work of grace upon my heart I should have growne in grace but I doe not so my life is not holy nor am I like unto the Lords children 1. Consider whether thou art a child a young man or a father in Christ for as there is a great difference betweene a child and a man in Christ so betweene a babe in Christ 1 Cor. 3. 1. and a man in Christ 2. Consider whether thou art a babe in the wombe or borne that is a babe that is unskilful in the word of righteousnesse as a child being begotten and alive is in the womb before it is borne so a soule is spiritually alive and begotten from above before it be born Christ must be formed in us before we can be new born babes before we can desire the sincere milk of the word that we might grow thereby When thou art delivered out of bondage darknesse and fears concerning thy eternal condition thou art born and brought forth for as the wombe is a place of bondage so is a doubting condition and therefore thou canst not looke for those attainments in this condition as others find in another and also in case thou art new borne there cannot be that expected from thee which is from a man in Christ there is a great difference you know to be put betweene a child and a man 3. Learne to distinguish betweene the fruits of the Spirit and the exercise of them it is not the having of the fruits of the Spirit but the exercise of them that attains an holy conversation and know that it is one thing to be the Lords and another thing for God to convey his power into the soul wherby to make it conformable to his wil and to live by faith in the Son of God the first is where the later is not 4. Know that the time of doubting is a barren time men cannot fight and work at such a time And yet as trees in the winter season grow in the roote though not in the branches so maist thou grow in humility love c. though thou maist unto thy self seem to decay in those and other graces of the Spirit But when a soule is delivered from its enemies that is to say from Satans errours and its owne doubtings then it begins to serve being delivered we serve there must be deliverance before working therefore a time of doubting and of bondage is not a season of growing in holy services 5. Believers are of several growthes and states 1. Babes or children in Christ 2. Young men 3. Fathers Can babes worke Yet if babes die in that state they shall not misse of glory it is one thing to be justified and another thing to be sanctified as it is one thing to live and another to be borne and to work distinct from both There is a great difference of degrees of the Lords own people some are spiritual but others are termed carnal as appears by Pauls epistle to the Church of Christ in Corinth And I brethren could not speak unto you as unto spirituall but as unto carnal even unto babes in Christ thou mayest be begotten and yet not borne not a new born babe 6. If thou beest ignorant or in temptation then thy heart is clouded and distâ—mpered with feares and thy selfe not a competent judge of thy owne growth is a new borne babe able to judge of its own growth Consider also it may be thou dost not use the meanes or not rightly in Gods way And when grace is as seed newly cast into the earth and a weak believer while a babe for want of exercise and experience scarce knowes what he hath then as the land newly sown little differs in shew from other ground which was never sowne so a poore babe in Christ seems little different from the men of the world who lie in their sins and as childrens complaints are not alwaies to be taken for rules so the complaints of such babes that they grow not in grace do not so much evince their want as the sensiblenesse of their want of the growth of grace and of conformity to the wil of the Lord Jesus which is a certaine fruit of the in being of the spirit of Christ in the poore soule it is the spirit that convinceth of sinne and spiritual desires cannot possibly proceede from our selves but from faith In a word Let such a poore doubting believer hearken unto what God saith unto him From me is thy fruit found The righteous shal flourish like the Palme tree he shall grow like those Cedars in Lebanon Those that be planted in the house of the Lord shall flourish in the courts of our God they shall still bring forth fruits in old age they shal be fat and flourishing And unto this end the Lord hath also promised I wil be as the dew unto Israel he shal grow as the Lily and cast forth his fruits as Lebanon his branches shall spread and his beauty shall be as the Olive tree and his smel as Lebanon the Lord hath also further promised that he wil turne the barren wildernesse into a fruitful field he wil open a fountain of pure living water and poure it forth upon the barren wildernesse and the dry ground The barren dry and unfruitful ground of unbelievers is by by the unction of the Spirit made the garden of the Lord and being trees of the Lords owne planting shall be watered every moment yea refreshed and comforted with the streame of that river that makes glad the City of God In the wildernesse shal waters break out and streames in the desert and the parched ground shall become a pool and the thirsty land springs of water I say believers however it may seeme do alwaies grow in faith love or humility My heart is
past finding out and wonders without number Fear not the Lord will do great things Worlds of sinne are in the vast Ocean of Gods love swallowed up as nothing But saith the poore soul my sins are many So were Israels and Judahs yet God notwithstanding pardons them all But mine are great and hainous So were Israels and Judahs and Manasses and so were the woman 's mentioned in Luke so were Pauls yet God pardoned them all as he hath also many others if thou art a wonderful sinner Christ is a wonderful Saviour But mine are after the receiving of many mercies So were Solomons his heart was turned from the Lord God of Israel which had appeared unto him twice But I have sinned against Gods entreaties to returne So did Israel and Judah aforementioned I said after shee had done all thâ—se things saith the Lord turne thou unto me but shee returned not But I have sinned against the reproofs of the Lord. This was their transgression still Thou hast a whores forehead thou wouldst not be ashamed when I saw how that by all occasions rebellious Israel had played the Harlot I cast her away and gave her a bill of divorcement yet her rebellious sister Judah was not afraid but shee went also and played the Harlot But I have sinned not only against the mercies of the Lord but against his fatherly corrections and chastisements So did they In vain have I smitten your children They have received no correction Thy bellowes are burnt the lead is consumed of the fire the founder melteth in vaine for the wicked are not plucked away For his wicked covetousnesse I am angry with him and have smitten him I hid me and was angry yet he went on frowardly in the way of his owne heart yet for all this the Lord saith I have seene his waies and will heal him I will lead him also and restore comforts unto him and his mourners But I have committed one sin often So did they Thou hast played the harlot with many lovers But I have continued a long time in sin So did they We have not obeyed the voice of the Lord from our youth unto this day But my sins are against knowledge and conscience So did David concerning Bathsheba and in putting Vriah to death and so did Peter sin when he said and sware That he knew not the man and that he was not with him But I am fallen back from what I have beene So were they Return thou backsliding Israel But I have willingly and resolvedly forsaken God So did they Oh generation take heed to the word of the Lord. Have I beene as a wildernesse unto Israel or a land of darknesse Wherefore saith my people wee are Lords we wil come no more unto thee But I have willingly chosen sin So did they saying Wee have loved strangers and after them will wee goe But I have seduced others and caused them to sinne So had they Thou hast also taught the wicked ones thy wayes And King Manasseh seduced the people to doe more evill then did the Nations whom the Lord destroyed before the children of Israel and made Judah also to sinne with his Idols Yet Manasseh obtained mercy when Amon his sonne a lesser sinner perished in his sinnes That men may know that the Lord will have mercy upon whom he will have mercy and whom he will hee hardeneth But I have sinned as much as I could So had they Behold thou hast spoken and done as evill things as thou couldst But my sinnes are committed notwithstanding many vowes and Covenants against them So were theirs Thou saidst I will no more transgresse but like an harlot thou runnest about upon every high hill and under every greene tree thou wanderest playing the Harlot But I have justified my self in all my sins So had they yet thou saist because I am innocent surely his wrath shall turne from mee Behold I will enter into Judgement with thee because thou saist I have not sinned But I despaire having no hope of mercy This is worst of all yet so did they Thou saidst there is no hope c. And saith Jeremiah in his Lamentations when I cry he shutteth out my prayers And I said my strength and my hope is perished from the Lord and Job saith My Hope hath he removed like a tree Abraham believed in hope against hope Ye were sometimes without hope and without God in the world saith Paul to the Church of Christ in Ephesus these had been in thy condition and yet found mercy be therefore of good cheare saith David concerning his and thy God I was of his low and hee helped me The riches brought grace is unsearchable All that know his name will trust in him c. 2. Consider that it is thy selfe-deceit which dictates unto thee that thou mightest pleade for mercy if thy sinnes were fewer and smaller or thy selfe better the sicker thou art the more standst thou in need of such a Physician as Christ is oh make the more hast unto him he came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance He will save none but the ungodly and these without works or any of their previous Qualifications 3. Consider that God makes his grace to superabound where sinne did but abound And if thou art a greater sinner then David then art thou dearer to Christ then him for he paid more for thee then for him As Jacob loved Rachel more then Leah because he suffered and endured most for her And as the Prodigals father rejoyced most in his lost and dead sonne though he had spent his owne and his fathers substance with Harlots Even so thou who art the greatest sinner didst cost Christ most and art certainly become dearest unto him we have an eminent example of this in the Prophesie of Jeremiah Is Ephraim my deare sonne he is a pleasant childe for since I spake against him I doe earnestly remember him still therefore my Bowels earne towards him I will surely have mercy upon him saith the Lord. 4 Consider that for a regenerate person upon commission of sin immediately and directly to have an eye to the covenant of grace and to believe the pardon of his sinns is the way to get such assurance as brings true and solid comfort such a course was taken to heale men stung of the fiery scorpion they were to looke upon the brazen serpent if once twice yea seaven times a day so often as they were stung so often looking were healed This the Apostle Paul exhorted the Hebrewes to in the like case they had backsliden and come near to the sin against the holy Spirit and the roote of