disdain_v to_o be_v comfort_v by_o a_o angel_n 3._o grant_v in_o all_o adversity_n &_o desolation_n in_o all_o tribulation_n and_o affliction_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v comfort_n from_o thou_o only_o 4._o and_o that_o i_o may_v find_v help_n and_o assistance_n at_o thy_o hand_n 5._o o_o that_o i_o can_v in_o all_o event_n whole_o rely_v on_o thou_o 6._o and_o leave_v myself_o wholye_a to_o thy_o fatherlie_a care_n 7._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o by_o reason_n of_o thy_o greatness_n and_o vehemency_n of_o grief_n have_v thy_o body_n moisten_v all_o over_o with_o a_o bloody_a sweat_n 8._o o_o that_o all_o the_o part_n of_o my_o interior_a man_n will_v sweat_v out_o holy_a tear_n of_o contrition_n 9_o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n offer_v thyself_o to_o be_v take_v by_o judas_n the_o traitor_n &_o other_o thy_o enemy_n thirstinge_v after_o thy_o blood_n and_o desiringe_v thy_o death_n 10._o grant_v that_o for_o the_o honour_n of_o of_o thy_o name_n i_o may_v not_o fly_v adversity_n 11._o but_o may_v cheerefullye_o go_v to_o meet_v they_o 1â—_n and_o joyful_o receive_v they_o as_o precious_a token_n send_v from_o thou_o 13._o and_o humble_o and_o constant_o endure_v they_o as_o longâ—_n as_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o 14._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o do_v love_o kiss_v the_o traitor_n judas_n come_v deceitefullye_o to_o thou_o 15._o show_v by_o the_o calmness_n of_o thy_o countenance_n and_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o word_n that_o thou_o do_v love_v he_o 16._o grant_v i_o may_v show_v myself_o loâ—inge_v and_o mild_a to_o all_o my_o enemy_n 17._o that_o i_o may_v pardon_v they_o from_o my_o hart_n howsoever_o they_o shall_v offend_v i_o 18._o and_o tolerate_v and_o love_v they_o as_o the_o minister_n of_o thy_o will_n and_o promoter_n of_o my_o salvation_n 19_o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o do_v permit_v thy_o enemy_n most_o furious_o to_o lay_v thâ—ir_n sacrilegous_n hand_n upon_o thou_o 20._o and_o be_v cruel_o bind_v by_o they_o do_v not_o revenge_v but_o mild_o endure_v the_o reproach_n blasphemy_n and_o injury_n wherewith_o they_o do_v most_o wicked_o affront_v thou_o 21._o o_o that_o be_v free_v from_o the_o bond_n of_o vice_n i_o may_v be_v fast_o tie_v to_o thou_o with_o she_o sweet_a chain_n of_o love_n 22._o o_o that_o thou_o will_v bestow_v upon_o i_o the_o grace_n of_o true_a patience_n amen_n the_o viii_o exercise_n 1._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n praise_v honour_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o christ._n who_o do_v restore_v and_o heal_v the_o ear_n of_o malchas_n one_o of_o thy_o furious_a persecutor_n cut_v of_o by_o peter_n thy_o chief_a disciple_n 2._o that_o rendringe_v good_a for_o evils_n the_o riches_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o mildness_n may_v shine_v forth_o to_o us._n 3._o grant_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o the_o desire_n of_o revenge_n may_v never_o hau_o place_n in_o my_o hart_n 4._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v bear_v intimate_a compassion_n and_o affection_n towards_o all_o such_o as_o offend_v i_o 5._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o like_o a_o lamb_n among_o ravenous_a wolf_n do_v remain_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o reprobate_n 6._o thy_o disciple_n &_o all_o friend_n runninge_v away_o and_o forsakeinge_v thou_o 7._o strengthen_v my_o too_o too_o great_a weakness_n and_o make_v steadfast_a my_o too_o too_o great_a inconstancy_n with_o the_o most_o strong_a support_v of_o thy_o grace_n 8._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v lead_v bind_v as_o a_o malefactor_n and_o thief_n by_o a_o troop_n of_o soldier_n unto_o annas_n and_o to_o be_v present_v before_o he_o 9_o o_o unspeakable_a mildness_n of_o my_o redeemer_n 10._o behold_v whilst_o thou_o be_v take_v whilst_o thou_o be_v draw_v whilst_o thou_o be_v hale_v thou_o do_v not_o complain_v thou_o do_v not_o murmur_v thou_o make_v no_o resistance_n 11._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o these_o example_n of_o thy_o virtue_n may_v shine_v in_o i_o to_o my_o good_a and_o thy_o everlasting_a glory_n 1â—_n haeyle_n sweet_a jesus_n king_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n who_o stand_a humble_o like_o a_o base_a and_o abject_a person_n before_o the_o proud_a bishop_n do_v with_o great_a modesty_n receive_v a_o cruel_a blow_n give_v thou_o upon_o the_o face_n by_o one_o of_o his_o servant_n 13._o suppress_v i_o beseech_v thou_o in_o i_o all_o motion_n of_o anger_n and_o wrath_n dull_a all_o the_o sting_n of_o indignation_n and_o extinguish_v all_o desire_n of_o revenge_n 14._o that_o even_o provoke_v with_o injury_n i_o may_v not_o be_v trouble_v 15._o i_o may_v not_o strive_v or_o make_v any_o tumult_n 16._o but_o suffer_v all_o thing_n with_o a_o meek_a and_o patient_a mind_n i_o may_v render_v good_a for_o evil_n and_o ever_o be_v ready_a to_o favour_n those_o who_o most_o cross_a and_o molest_v i_o amen_n the_o ix_o exercise_n 1._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n praise_v honour_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o â—_o christ._n who_o do_v suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v shameful_o lead_v bind_v to_o caïphas_n that_o thou_o may_v restore_v we_o to_o true_a liberty_n freeinge_v we_o from_o the_o bond_n of_o everlasting_a death_n 2._o grant_v that_o in_o the_o very_a midst_n of_o derision_n and_o contumely_n i_o may_v give_v thou_o thanks_n with_o all_o my_o hart_n 3._o and_o that_o by_o they_o i_o may_v be_v advance_v and_o increase_v in_o thy_o love_n 4._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o peter_n the_o chief_a of_o thy_o apostle_n thrice_o deny_v and_o yet_o thou_o most_o merciful_o lookedst_a upon_o he_o and_o provokedst_a he_o to_o repentance_n and_o holy_a tear_n for_o his_o offence_n 5._o o_o that_o it_o may_v please_v thou_o in_o like_a manner_n to_o look_v upon_o i_o with_o that_o lovely_a eye_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 6._o that_o with_o due_a tear_n of_o repentance_n i_o may_v bewail_v my_o sin_n past_a 7._o and_o have_v bewail_v they_o may_v not_o hereafter_o any_o more_o return_n to_o they_o again_o 8._o hail_o sweet_a jefus_fw-la who_o with_o a_o please_a countenance_n and_o modest_a look_n stand_a before_o the_o bishop_n and_o the_o elder_n of_o the_o people_n of_o the_o jew_n do_v not_o disdain_v to_o be_v false_o accuse_v and_o suffer_v many_o injury_n 9_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v never_o utter_v any_o falsity_n or_o calumniate_v any_o man._n 10._o but_o may_v suffer_v such_o calumny_n as_o be_v lay_v against_o i_o with_o great_a tranquillity_n of_o hart_n 11._o and_o referringe_n all_o difficulty_n to_o thou_o with_o silence_n i_o may_v expect_v thy_o grace_n and_o comfort_n 12._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o whilst_o thou_o make_v profession_n of_o the_o truth_n affirminge_v thyself_o to_o be_v son_n of_o god_n adiur_v by_o caïphas_n in_o the_o name_n of_o god_n yet_o do_v thou_o not_o disdain_v to_o be_v esteem_v a_o blasphemer_n by_o the_o say_v caïphas_n and_o his_o assistant_n 13._o grant_v in_o all_o place_n and_o before_o all_o man_n i_o may_v stand_v to_o the_o truth_n and_o in_o awe_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o divinity_n and_o majesty_n not_o to_o fear_v the_o censure_n and_o judgement_n of_o men._n 14._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o by_o the_o wicked_a jew_n waste_v proclaim_v guilty_a of_o death_n and_o without_o cause_n condemn_v 15._o that_o by_o thy_o unjust_a condemnation_n thou_o may_v deliver_v we_o form_v the_o guilt_n of_o our_o sin_n wherewith_o we_o be_v just_o attaint_v 16._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v reject_v all_o sinister_a and_o rash_a suspicion_n 17._o that_o i_o may_v suffer_v without_o any_o bitterness_n of_o hart_n all_o such_o wrongful_a detraction_n and_o wicked_a judgement_n as_o other_o shall_v devise_v against_o i_o 18._o and_o that_o on_o all_o occasion_n i_o may_v retain_v by_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o grace_n a_o quiet_a and_o untroubled_a mind_n the_o x._o exercise_n 1._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n praise_v honour_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o christ_n who_o for_o my_o sake_n waste_v make_v the_o disgrace_n and_o scorn_v of_o man_n and_o the_o out_o cast_v of_o the_o people_n 2._o and_o do_v not_o turn_v away_o thy_o sacred_a face_n which_o the_o angel_n desire_v to_o behold_v from_o the_o filthy_a spittle_n of_o thy_o adversary_n 3._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v imitate_v thy_o meekness_n and_o patience_n 4._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o be_v most_o cruel_o beat_v and_o buffet_v and_o most_o unworthilie_o reproach_v and_o revile_v for_o my_o sake_n 5._o grant_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v never_o refuse_v to_o be_v despise_v and_o to_o be_v repute_v base_a and_o vile_a 6._o and_o accord_v to_o thy_o permission_n be_v content_v to_o be_v exercise_v with_o all_o kind_n of_o injury_n 7._o that_o i_o may_v receive_v they_o not_o as_o from_o man_n but_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o fatherlye_o mercy_n 8._o
be_v observe_v discreet_a liberty_n be_v to_o be_v use_v yea_o it_o may_v so_o happen_v that_o not_o one_o single_a act_n at_o all_o of_o the_o whole_a book_n be_v to_o be_v use_v if_o god_n so_o enable_v and_o replenish_v a_o soul_n and_o this_o be_v the_o best_a of_o all_o idleness_n rom._n 8._o 26._o a_o holy_a idleness_n for_o then_o the_o spirit_n ask_v for_o we_o with_o unspeakable_a groan_n and_o in_o this_o case_n we_o must_v not_o conceive_v ourselves_o idle_a or_o do_v nothing_o this_o be_v otium_fw-la sanctum_fw-la a_o holy_a vacation_n 6._o we_o must_v be_v wary_a not_o to_o oppress_v our_o soul_n too_o much_o with_o vocal_a prayer_n as_o office_n of_o our_o lady_n the_o dead_a litany_n etc._n etc._n which_o though_o they_o be_v very_o good_a prayer_n allow_v and_o commend_v by_o the_o church_n yet_o be_v they_o not_o command_v but_o leave_v to_o our_o choice_n and_o we_o need_v not_o fear_n if_o we_o discharge_v these_o mental_a exercise_n due_o we_o shall_v discharge_v our_o obligation_n as_o to_o all_o other_o voluntary_a prayer_n and_o custom_n of_o devotion_n be_v they_o to_o the_o saint_n or_o for_o our_o friend_n for_o in_o these_o exercise_n there_o be_v nothing_o neglect_v so_o they_o be_v perform_v with_o humility_n and_o indifferencye_n pure_o for_o the_o love_n and_o honour_n of_o god_n &_o our_o soul_n good_n yet_o hereby_o we_o be_v not_o to_o conceive_v ourselves_o free_v from_o such_o office_n or_o duty_n as_o be_v of_o obligation_n but_o only_o as_o i_o say_v from_o such_o as_o be_v mere_o voluntary_a and_o rather_o a_o clog_n and_o burden_n to_o the_o soul_n than_o any_o advantage_n or_o furtherance_n in_o the_o way_n of_o virtue_n 7._o it_o will_v suffice_v to_o exercise_v and_o use_v daily_o two_o mental_a exercise_n to_o wit_n the_o one_o in_o the_o morning_n the_o other_o at_o the_o most_o convenient_a time_n in_o the_o eveninge_n and_o by_o thus_o do_v and_o practice_v virtue_n and_o mortification_n without_o which_o prayer_n 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in_o this_o summarie_n direction_n exercise_n and_o what_o else_o in_o this_o treatise_n be_v take_v out_o of_o these_o manuscript_n and_o if_o any_o thing_n to_o be_v reprove_v it_o be_v to_o be_v attribute_v to_o he_o who_o set_v they_o forth_o b._n all_o s._n bernard_n work_n s._n bonaventures_n little_a work_n or_o opuscula_fw-la fath._n bennet_n canfields_n book_n of_o the_o three_o will_n c._n the_o work_n of_o climachus_n cassianus_n work_v correct_v the_o colloquy_n of_o s._n catherine_n of_o sienna_n d._n dionysius_n areopagita_n his_o mystic_a divinity_n the_o little_a work_n of_o dionysius_n the_o carthusian_n of_o contemplation_n the_o work_n of_o s._n dorotheus_n g._n the_o work_n of_o s._n gregory_n the_o great_a h._n hugo_n of_o s._n victor_n harphins_n his_o mystic_a dininitie_n accord_v to_o the_o roman_a impression_n i._o the_o golden_a book_n of_o john_n gersen_n of_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ._n john_n of_o the_o crosse._n l._n lincolniensis_n or_o hugo_n bishop_n of_o lincoln_n r._n regnum_fw-la dei_fw-la intra_fw-la nos_fw-la or_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n within_o us._n rusbrochius_n his_o work_n richard_z of_o s._n victor_n work_n the_o revelation_n of_o saint_n gertrude_n and_o saint_n brigitt_n s._n the_o scale_n of_o perfection_n suso_n his_o life_n and_o work_n the_o secret_a path_n of_o divine_a love._n t._n thaulerus_n his_o life_n and_o work_n s._n teresa_n her_o work_n &_o her_o life_n write_v by_o herself_o v._o vitæ_fw-la patrum_fw-la or_o the_o live_v of_o thâ—_n father_n many_o other_o book_n there_o be_v more_o thâ—n_n i_o can_v number_v up_o very_o proper_a for_o thou_o which_o obuious_o may_v happen_v into_o thy_o hand_n but_o these_o i_o only_o reckon_v up_o that_o thou_o may_v easy_o find_v out_o devout_a reader_n what_o may_v serve_v thy_o turn_n and_o to_o save_v thou_o a_o labour_n never_o
i_o have_v know_v to_o have_v fall_v upon_o other_o man_n and_o touch_v not_o i_o be_v a_o sufficient_a argument_n to_o i_o that_o my_o delivery_n from_o every_o one_o of_o they_o be_v a_o peculiar_a benefit_n from_o thou_o 19_o o_o most_o gracious_a lord_n shall_v i_o be_v ungrateful_a for_o these_o benefit_n 20._o if_o the_o fierceness_n and_o cruelty_n of_o lion_n and_o serpent_n be_v assuage_v with_o benefit_n why_o shall_v not_o thy_o benefit_n be_v sufficient_a to_o tame_v and_o assuage_v my_o sinful_a hart_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o iv_o exercise_n 1._o but_o if_o so_o strict_a a_o account_n shall_v be_v demand_v for_o these_o thing_n which_o cost_v thou_o so_o little_a what_o account_n will_v thou_o ask_v of_o those_o which_o thou_o have_v buy_v to_o thyself_o with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n 2._o how_o have_v i_o pervert_v thy_o counsel_n 3._o how_o have_v i_o violate_v the_o mystery_n of_o thy_o incarnation_n 4._o thou_o be_v make_v man_n to_o make_v i_o a_o god_n i_o have_v make_v myself_o a_o beast_n and_o the_o slave_n of_o the_o devil_n 5._o thou_o have_v come_v down_o to_o the_o earth_n to_o bring_v i_o to_o heaven_n and_o i_o have_v not_o hearken_v to_o or_o acknowledge_v this_o high_a vocation_n 6._o but_o have_v persevere_v in_o wickedness_n and_o in_o the_o dirt_n and_o mire_n of_o my_o baseness_n 7._o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o i_o have_v cast_v myself_o again_o headlong_o into_o my_o old_a bondage_n 8._o thou_o have_v raise_v i_o i_o have_v again_o embrace_v death_n 9_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o one_o body_n with_o thou_o and_o i_o have_v join_v my_o self_n again_o with_o the_o devil_n 10._o so_o many_o and_o so_o great_a benefit_n can_v not_o do_v so_o much_o as_o make_v i_o know_v thou_o 11._o nor_o so_o many_o token_n of_o love_n make_v i_o requite_v thou_o with_o love._n 12._o nor_o so_o many_o desert_n and_o gift_n make_v i_o hope_v in_o thou_o 13._o nor_o such_o a_o strict_a kind_n of_o justice_n as_o appear_v in_o thy_o passion_n make_v i_o fear_v thou_o 14._o thou_o have_v humble_v thyself_o even_o to_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o earth_n i_o puff_n myself_o up_o with_o pride_n 15._o thou_o do_v hang_v naked_a on_o the_o cross_n i_o seek_v the_o world_n &_o worldly_a delight_n 16._o thou_o be_v god_fw-we be_v buffet_v if_o any_o man_n touch_v my_o garment_n who_o be_o only_o a_o most_o vile_a worm_n i_o present_o become_v colericke_a 17._o what_o shall_v i_o say_v my_o sweet_a sawiour_n behold_v how_o great_a thy_o mercy_n and_o charity_n be_v towards_o i_o 18._o thou_o will_v die_v to_o kill_v my_o sin_n and_o â—_o persuminge_v in_o thy_o say_a mercy_n goodness_n and_o love_n have_v â—ot_n fear_v to_o sin_n against_o thou_o what_o great_a impiety_n can_v be_v imagine_v 19_o i_o have_v take_v occasion_n of_o thy_o goodness_n to_o work_v malice_n and_o by_o that_o mean_a which_o thou_o have_v use_v to_o kill_v sin_n i_o have_v take_v occasion_n to_o raise_v again_o sin_n in_o myself_o 20._o because_o thou_o be_v so_o good_a i_o think_v i_o may_v without_o prejudice_n be_v evil_a 21._o and_o because_o thy_o benefit_n be_v so_o many_o i_o think_v i_o may_v without_o punishment_n render_v unto_o thou_o as_o many_o injury_n this_o be_v further_a continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o v._o exercise_n 1._o thus_o have_v i_o make_v thy_o medecine_n occasion_n of_o sinneâ—_n and_o i_o have_v turn_v that_o sword_n which_o i_o receive_v of_o thou_o to_o defend_v myself_o from_o my_o enemy_n against_o my_o own_o bowel_n and_o with_o the_o same_o murder_a my_o own_o soul_n 2._o final_o thou_o die_v as_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o the_o apostle_n that_o they_o that_o now_o live_v may_v not_o live_v to_o themselves_o but_o unto_o thou_o 3._o and_o i_o as_o the_o child_n of_o jezable_a have_v make_v thy_o death_n as_o a_o mean_a to_o deprive_v myself_o of_o thy_o blessing_n by_o fly_v from_o thy_o service_n and_o make_v myself_o the_o bondslave_n of_o thy_o enemy_n 4._o alas_o what_o do_v he_o deserve_v who_o commit_v such_o enormity_n 5._o if_o dog_n have_v eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o jezable_a what_o will_v become_v of_o i_o 6._o if_o the_o apostle_n make_v it_o so_o heinous_a a_o matter_n of_o the_o law_n itself_o to_o take_v a_o occasion_n to_o break_v the_o law_n how_o great_a be_v my_o malice_n who_o of_o grace_n &_o mercy_n have_v take_v a_o occasion_n to_o offend_v grace_n and_o mercy_n itself_o 7._o o_o most_o patient_a lord_n who_o for_o sinner_n haste_v suffer_v buffet_n but_o far_o more_o patient_a in_o suffer_v sinner_n will_v this_o thy_o patience_n â—ndure_v for_o ever_o 8._o i_o remember_v what_o thou_o have_v say_v by_o the_o prophet_n i_o have_v hold_v my_o peace_n i_o have_v keep_v silence_n i_o have_v be_v patiint_a as_o one_o that_o have_v be_v labouringe_v with_o child_n i_o will_v speak_v 9_o i_o see_v that_o the_o earth_n that_o yield_v not_o fruit_n after_o rain_n be_v reject_v and_o curse_a 10._o i_o see_v that_o the_o vineyard_n which_o be_v well_o till_v producinge_v no_o grape_n but_o wild_a vine_n by_o thou_o be_v command_v to_o be_v destroy_v 11._o wherefore_o o_o unprofitable_a &_o fruitless_a branch_n do_v thou_o not_o fear_v the_o voice_n of_o that_o potent_a husbandman_n that_o dresser_n of_o the_o vineyard_n who_o as_o truth_n itself_o report_v take_v away_o all_o branch_n not_o bear_v fruit_n and_o cast_v they_o into_o the_o fire_n 12._o what_o shall_v i_o do_v my_o lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o confess_v i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o appear_v in_o thy_o sight_n nor_o to_o behold_v thou_o 13._o whither_o shall_v i_o fly_v from_o thy_o face_n 14._o be_v not_o thou_o my_o father_n and_o in_o very_a truth_n a_o father_n of_o mercy_n which_o have_v no_o end_n or_o measure_n 15._o for_o though_o i_o have_v as_o much_o as_o lay_v in_o i_o for_o a_o long_a time_n desist_v to_o be_v thy_o child_n yet_o thou_o even_o to_o this_o present_a do_v not_o desist_v to_o be_v my_o father_n 16._o although_o i_o have_v do_v many_o thing_n worthy_a of_o damnation_n yet_o thou_o have_v not_o desist_v to_o save_v i_o 17._o what_o then_o shall_v i_o do_v but_o cast_v myself_o down_o at_o thy_o foot_n and_o humble_o crave_v mercy_n 18._o be_v not_o thou_o my_o creator_n my_o preserver_n my_o redeemer_n my_o deliverer_n my_o king_n my_o pastor_n my_o priest_n and_o my_o sacrifice_n 19_o whither_o then_o shall_v i_o go_v whither_o then_o shall_v â—_o fly_v but_o unto_o thou_o 20._o if_o thou_o repel_v i_o who_o will_v receive_v i_o 21._o if_o thou_o reject_v i_o of_o who_o shall_v i_o seek_v succour_n 22._o acknowledge_v o_o lord_n and_o receive_v this_o sheep_n that_o have_v run_v a_o stray_n 23._o behold_v i_o come_v full_a of_o wound_n thou_o can_v heal_v i_o 24._o i_o come_v all_o blind_a thou_o can_v give_v i_o sight_n 25._o i_o come_v all_o dead_a thou_o can_v raise_v i_o 26._o i_o come_v all_o full_a of_o leprosy_n thou_o can_v make_v i_o clean_o 27._o thou_o shall_v sprinkle_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o i_o soap_n with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n shed_v for_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v make_v clean_o 28._o thou_o shall_v wash_v i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v make_v white_a than_o snow_n 29._o thy_o mercy_n be_v great_a than_o my_o iniquity_n thy_o clemency_n exceed_v my_o malice_n and_o thou_o can_v forgive_v more_o than_o i_o can_v sin_v 30._o do_v not_o therefore_o o_o lord_n do_v not_o repel_v and_o reject_v i_o 31._o do_v not_o consider_v the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n 32._o i_o resign_v myself_o wholye_a into_o thy_o hand_n 33._o thou_o o_o god_n who_o be_v able_a to_o do_v all_o thing_n convert_v i_o unto_o thou_o renew_v my_o spirit_n 34._o enlighten_v my_o understand_v sanctyfie_v my_o will_n increase_v my_o strength_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n 35._o that_o i_o may_v depend_v only_o on_o thou_o fear_v and_o love_v thou_o above_o all_o thing_n and_o serve_v thou_o feruentlye_o 36._o and_o in_o all_o my_o action_n hereafter_o to_o conform_v myself_o to_o thy_o blissed_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 37_o i_o beseech_v thou_o finallye_o to_o impart_v unto_o i_o thy_o abundant_a effectual_a grace_n by_o which_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o begin_v to_o lead_v a_o perfect_a and_o holy_a life_n and_o to_o serve_v thou_o perfect_o and_o thorough_o even_o to_o the_o end_n here_o end_v the_o 5._o exercise_n of_o contrition_n the_o vi_o exercise_n 1._o take_v pity_n o_o lord_n take_v pity_n o_o merciful_a sawiour_n of_o i_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n do_v thing_n worthy_a of_o blame_n and_o worthylye_o suffer_v for_o the_o same_o 2._o be_v
by_o thou_o daily_a afflict_a for_o that_o i_o be_o continual_o find_v to_o have_v offend_v 3._o if_o i_o ponder_v the_o evil_n which_o i_o daily_a commit_v that_o which_o i_o endure_v be_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o it_o 4._o that_o which_o i_o have_v do_v be_v much_o more_o grievous_a than_o my_o affliction_n thou_o be_v just_a o_o lord_n and_o right_o be_v thy_o judgement_n all_o thy_o judgement_n most_o just_a and_o true_a 5._o thou_o o_o lord_n our_o god_n be_v just_a &_o full_a of_o goodness_n neither_o be_v there_o in_o thou_o any_o wickedness_n 6._o because_o when_o we_o offend_v thou_o do_v not_o uniustlye_o and_o cruel_o afflict_v we_o who_o when_o we_o be_v not_o haste_v powrefullye_o make_v we_o and_o when_o for_o our_o sin_n we_o be_v guilty_a of_o damnation_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o goodness_n set_v we_o in_o the_o state_n of_o salvation_n 7._o i_o know_v o_o lord_n god_n and_o be_o assure_v that_o our_o life_n be_v not_o govern_v by_o uncertain_a chance_n but_o wholye_n dispose_v and_o order_v by_o thy_o awful_a power_n and_o providence_n 8._o thou_o therefore_o take_v care_n of_o all_o thing_n but_o especial_o of_o such_o as_o serve_v the_o who_o put_v their_o confidence_n in_o thy_o only_o mercy_n 9_o wherefore_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o deal_v with_o i_o accord_v to_o my_o iniquity_n by_o which_o i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o anger_n but_o accord_v to_o thy_o manifold_a mercy_n which_o surmount_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n 10._o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o do_v punish_v i_o outwardlye_o give_v always_o a_o invincible_a patience_n inwardlye_o to_o the_o end_n may_v never_o cease_v to_o praise_v thou_o 11._o take_v pity_v of_o i_o o_o lord_n and_o help_v i_o both_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n 12._o thou_o ay_o say_v who_o know_v all_o thing_n and_o be_v able_a to_o do_v all_o thing_n whatsoever_o who_o live_v and_o riegue_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 13._o o_o lord_n jesus-christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n who_o with_o thy_o hand_n stretch_v forth_o on_o the_o cross_n have_v drink_v the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o thy_o passion_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o all_o mankind_n succour_v i_o this_o day_n i_o beseech_v thou_o 14._o behold_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o that_o be_o needy_a do_v come_v to_o thou_o who_o be_v wealthy_a i_o that_o be_o full_a of_o misery_n do_v approach_n to_o thou_o replenish_v with_o mercy_n suffer_v i_o not_o therefore_o to_o depart_v void_a or_o as_o one_o worthy_a to_o be_v despise_v 15._o i_o begin_v hungry_a let_v i_o not_o end_v empty_a 16._o i_o approach_v as_o one_o hunger_n starn_v let_v i_o not_o depart_v unfedd_v 17._o and_o if_o i_o sigh_v before_o i_o eat_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v at_o least_o eat_v after_o i_o have_v sigh_v 18._o first_o therefore_o most_o sneete_a jesus_n before_o the_o magnificence_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n i_o confess_v against_o i_o my_o injustice_n 19_o behold_v o_o lord_n whereas_o i_o be_v conceive_v and_o bear_v in_o sin_n thou_o have_v wash_v and_o sanctify_v i_o from_o the_o same_o and_o i_o after_o this_o have_v i_o defile_v myself_o with_o great_a offence_n 20._o those_o wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v be_v of_o necessity_n but_o those_o in_o which_o i_o afterward_o lie_v wallowinge_v be_v voluntary_a this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o vii_o exercise_n 1._o this_o notwithstanding_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v not_o unmindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o goodness_n have_v draw_v i_o from_o my_o father_n house_n and_o from_o the_o tabernacle_n of_o sinner_n 2._o and_o thou_o inspire_v i_o with_o thy_o grace_n to_o follow_v the_o company_n of_o those_o who_o seek_v thy_o face_n who_o walk_v the_o direct_a way_n that_o lead_v to_o felicity_n live_v among_o the_o lily_n of_o chastity_n and_o sittinge_n at_o the_o table_n with_o thou_o in_o the_o parlour_n of_o most_o profound_a poverty_n 14._o as_o i_o have_v sin_v so_o do_v thou_o correct_v &_o amend_v i_o 15._o and_o be_v by_o the_o stripe_n of_o thy_o fatherlie_a pity_n correct_v &_o amend_v commit_v i_o to_o the_o care_n &_o custody_n of_o thy_o only_o beget_v son_n jesus-christ_n our_o lord_n 16._o be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o woman_n to_o forget_v the_o child_n of_o her_o own_o womb_n 17._o and_o though_o she_o shall_v forget_v o_o most_o love_a father_n thou_o have_v promise_v not_o to_o be_v unmindful_a 18._o behold_v i_o cry_v &_o thou_o do_v not_o hear_v i_o 19_o i_o be_o afflict_v with_o with_o grief_n &_o thou_o do_v not_o comfort_v i_o 20â—_n o_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v or_o do_v in_o this_o extreme_a misery_n alas_o i_o be_o altogether_o comfortless_a &_o which_o be_v worse_o be_o chase_v out_o of_o thy_o presence_n 21._o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o from_o how_o great_a good_a into_o how_o great_a evil_a be_o i_o fall_v 22._o whither_o do_v i_o attempt_v to_o go_v &_o whither_o be_o i_o come_v 23._o where_o be_o i_o &_o where_o be_o i_o not_o 24._o how_o be_v it_o that_o i_o that_o do_v sigh_v after_o heaven_n do_v now_o sigh_v through_o so_o great_a tribulation_n 25._o i_o have_v seek_v comfort_n &_o have_v find_v affliction_n 26._o and_o true_o it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o not_o to_o be_v then_o to_o be_v without_o thou_o sweet_a jesus_n 27._o it_o be_v better_a not_o to_o live_v then_o to_o live_v without_o thou_o the_o only_a true_a life_n this_o exercise_n be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v the_o viii_o exercise_n where_o be_v now_o o_o lord_n jesus_n thy_o accustom_a mercy_n 2._o will_v thou_o be_v displease_v with_o i_o for_o ever_o 3._o be_v appease_v i_o beseech_v thou_o &_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o &_o turn_v not_o thy_o love_a face_n away_o from_o i_o who_o to_o redeem_v i_o have_v not_o turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o those_o who_o do_v mock_v &_o spit_v at_o thou_o 4._o i_o confess_v that_o i_o have_v sin_v &_o my_o conscience_n do_v adjudge_v i_o worthy_a of_o damnation_n neither_o be_v my_o penance_n sufficient_a to_o make_v satisfaction_n 5._o nenerthelesse_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o thy_o mercy_n do_v surmount_v all_o offence_n whatsoever_o be_v they_o never_o so_o abominable_a 6._o wherefore_o o_o most_o merciful_a lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o do_v not_o write_v down_o my_o malicious_a bitterness_n neither_o enter_v into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n 7._o but_o accord_v to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n blot_n out_o my_o iniquity_n 8._o woe_n be_v to_o i_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n when_o the_o book_n of_o our_o conscience_n shall_v be_v open_v wherein_o our_o action_n be_v register_v when_o of_o i_o it_o shall_v be_v open_o proclaim_v see_v here_o a_o man_n and_o his_o work_n 9_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o my_o lord_n aâ—_n that_o dreadful_a day_n when_o the_o heaven_n shall_v reveal_v my_o iniquity_n and_o the_o earth_n shall_v bear_v witness_n against_o i_o 10._o verilye_o i_o shall_v be_v mute_a and_o able_a to_o say_v nothing_o but_o holdinge_v down_o my_o head_n through_o shame_n and_o confusion_n i_o shall_v stand_v before_o thou_o shakinge_v and_o blushingé_fw-fr 11._o alas_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v i_o will_v call_v and_o cry_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n why_o be_o i_o consume_v be_v silent_a 12._o nevertheless_o if_o i_o speak_v my_o grief_n will_v not_o cease_v 13._o and_o if_o i_o hold_v my_o peace_n i_o shall_v interiorlie_o be_v torment_v with_o insupportable_a bitterness_n 14._o weep_v o_o my_o soul_n and_o make_v lamentation_n as_o a_o young_a marry_a weoman_n for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o husband_n 15._o weep_v and_o be_v wail_v thy_o misery_n for_o that_o thy_o bridegroom_n who_o be_v christ_n have_v forsake_v thou_o 16._o o_o anger_n of_o the_o almighty_a rush_n not_o upon_o i_o for_o i_o can_v subsist_v against_o tâ—â—e_n 17._o verâ—â—â—e_v there_o be_v nothing_o in_o i_o that_o be_v able_a to_o sustain_v thou_o 18._o take_v pity_n on_o i_o lest_o i_o despair_n of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o by_o dispairinge_v of_o myself_o i_o may_v find_v comfort_n in_o confidinge_v in_o thou_o 19_o and_o albeit_o i_o have_v do_v that_o for_o which_o thou_o may_v just_o condemn_v i_o yet_o thou_o have_v not_o lose_v thy_o accustom_a property_n of_o show_n mercy_n and_o pity_n 20._o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v not_o desire_v the_o death_n of_o sinner_n neither_o do_v thou_o take_v pleasure_n in_o the_o perdition_n of_o those_o that_o die_v 21._o nay_o rather_o that_o those_o who_o be_v dead_a may_v live_v thou_o thyself_o haâ—â—_n die_v and_o thy_o death_n have_v be_v the_o death_n of_o that_o death_n that_o be_v due_a to_o sinner_n and_o they_o by_o thy_o death_n be_v come_v to_o life_n 22._o grant_v
i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o live_v i_o may_v not_o die_v since_o that_o thy_o death_n have_v give_v life_n much_o more_o let_v thy_o life_n give_v life_n 23._o let_v thy_o heavenlye_a â—â—â—d_v help_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o that_o hate_v i_o lest_o they_o insult_v and_o rejoice_v over_o i_o sayinge_v we_o have_v devour_v he_o the_o ix_o exercise_n 1._o how_o be_v it_o possible_a o_o good_a jesus_n that_o ever_o any_o one_o can_v despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n who_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n thou_o have_v redeem_v we_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n &_o have_v reconcile_v we_o to_o god_n 2._o behold_v o_o lord_n protect_v by_o thy_o mercy_n i_o run_v cravinge_v pardon_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o glory_n call_n and_o knockinge_v until_o thou_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o 3._o for_o if_o thou_o have_v call_v we_o to_o pardon_v even_o when_o we_o do_v not_o seek_v it_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v we_o obtain_v pardon_n if_o we_o ask_v it_o 4._o remember_v not_o thy_o justice_n o_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n towards_o i_o a_o sinner_n 5._o but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o thy_o creature_n 6._o remembeh_n not_o thy_o anger_n towards_o i_o guilty_a but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o in_o misery_n 7._o forget_v my_o pride_n provokinge_v thou_o to_o displeasure_n and_o weigh_v my_o wretcheunnesseâ—_n imploringe_v thy_o favour_n 8._o for_o what_o do_v thy_o sacred_a name_n jesus_n signify_v but_o only_o a_o saviour_n 9_o wherefore_o o_o sawiour_n jesus_n be_v thou_o my_o succour_n and_o protection_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n 10._o i_o do_v presume_v very_o much_o on_o thy_o divine_a bounty_n because_o thou_o thyself_o do_v teach_v we_o to_o ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 11._o wherefore_o i_o do_v ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o thy_o door_n as_o thou_o have_v admonish_v i_o to_o do_v 12._o thou_o therefore_o o_o lord_n who_o will_v i_o to_o ask_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v receive_v 13._o thou_o do_v counsel_v i_o to_o seek_v grant_v i_o likewise_o to_o find_v 14._o thou_o do_v teach_v i_o to_o knock_v open_v unto_o i_o knockinge_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 15._o recover_v i_o be_v disease_v repair_v i_o be_v craised_z raise_v meâ—_n be_v dead_a 16._o vouchsafe_v likewise_o so_o to_o direct_v and_o govern_v all_o my_o sense_n thought_n and_o action_n in_o that_o which_o be_v please_a unto_o thou_o 17._o that_o from_o henceforth_o i_o may_v faithful_o serve_v thou_o live_v to_o thou_o and_o give_v myself_o wholye_a unto_o thou_o 18._o i_o know_v my_o lord_n that_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o i_o owe_v myself_o unto_o thou_o 19_o and_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o and_o have_v be_v make_v man_n for_o i_o i_o do_v owe_v if_o i_o have_v it_o to_o give_v thou_o much_o more_o than_o myself_o unto_o thou_o by_o how_o much_o thou_o be_v great_a than_o i_o who_o have_v give_v thyself_o for_o i_o 20._o behold_v i_o have_v nothing_o else_o to_o give_v thou_o neither_o can_v i_o give_v thou_o this_o without_o thou_o 21._o take_v i_o therefore_o and_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v thy_o by_o imitation_n and_o affection_n like_a as_o i_o be_o by_o condition_n and_o creation_n who_o live_v and_o reign_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n the_o x._o exercise_n 1._o o_o lord_n god_n almighty_a who_o art_n trinity_n in_o unity_n who_o be_v always_o in_o all_o thing_n and_o be_v before_o all_o thing_n and_o will_v be_v in_o all_o thing_n everlastinglie_o one_o bliss_v god_n for_o all_o eternity_n 2._o to_o thou_o this_o and_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n i_o commend_v my_o soul_n my_o body_n my_o seeinge_v my_o hear_v taste_n smell_v and_o touchinge_v 3._o all_o my_o cogitation_n affection_n word_n and_o action_n 4._o all_o thing_n that_o i_o have_v without_o and_o within_o i_o my_o sense_n and_o understand_v my_o memory_n faith_n and_o belief_n and_o my_o constancy_n in_o well_o do_v all_o these_o i_o commend_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o powerful_a protection_n 5._o to_o the_o end_n that_o all_o the_o night_n and_o day_n hour_n and_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n thou_o preserve_v and_o direct_v i_o 6._o hear_v i_o o_o sacred_a trinity_n and_o preserve_v i_o from_o all_o evil_a from_o all_o mortal_a sin_n 7._o and_o from_o all_o the_o deceit_n and_o vexation_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o of_o all_o my_o enemy_n visible_a and_o invisible_a 8._o by_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o patriarch_n by_o the_o suffrage_n of_o the_o apostle_n by_o the_o constancy_n of_o the_o martyr_n 9_o by_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o confessor_n by_o the_o chastity_n of_o the_o virgin_n and_o by_o the_o intercession_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n who_o have_v please_v and_o faithful_o serve_v thou_o since_o the_o world_n begin_v 10._o root_n out_o of_o my_o hart_n all_o vainglorious_a ostentation_n and_o increase_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o compunction_n 11._o abate_v my_o pride_n and_o increase_v my_o humility_n 12._o stir_v i_o up_o to_o tear_n and_o contrition_n and_o mollify_v my_o hart_n be_v hard_o as_o a_o stone_n 13._o deliver_v i_o and_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n from_o all_o the_o snare_n of_o my_o ghostlye_o enemy_n and_o preserve_v i_o in_o the_o performance_n of_o that_o which_o be_v most_o please_a unto_o thou_o 14._o teach_v i_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o lord_n because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n 15._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n perfect_a sense_n and_o intelligence_n whereby_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o know_v and_o acknowledge_v thy_o marvellous_a great_a kindness_n 16._o grant_v that_o my_o petition_n may_v be_v such_o as_o that_o they_o may_v be_v please_a to_o thou_o and_o profitable_a to_o myself_o 17._o grant_v i_o tear_n flowinge_v from_o my_o whole_a affection_n which_o may_v be_v able_a to_o dissolve_v the_o band_n of_o my_o sin_n 18._o hear_v i_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n hear_v i_o o_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n 19_o hear_v what_o i_o demand_v and_o grant_v that_o thou_o may_v hear_v what_o i_o demand_v 20._o if_o thou_o despise_v i_o i_o shall_v perish_v and_o be_v consume_v if_o thou_o respect_v i_o i_o shall_v live_v this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o xi_o exercise_n 1._o if_o thou_o o_o lord_n examine_v my_o righteousness_n i_o shall_v be_v find_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n stinkinge_v through_o rottenness_n 2._o but_o if_o thou_o behold_v i_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o mercy_n thou_o will_v thereby_o raise_v i_o be_v through_o sin_n but_o a_o carcase_n from_o the_o sepulchre_n of_o my_o iniquity_n 3._o whatsoever_o thou_o hate_v o_o lord_n â—n_v i_o expel_v and_o root_v out_o of_o i_o 4._o and_o plant_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o chastity_n and_o continency_n to_o the_o end_n â—hat_n whatsoever_o i_o shall_v demand_v of_o â—hee_o in_o my_o demand_n i_o may_v not_o offend_v â—hee_o â—_o take_v from_o i_o that_o which_o be_v hurtful_a and_o give_v i_o that_o be_v profitable_a 6._o give_v i_o a_o medicine_n o_o lord_n by_o which_o the_o soar_v of_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v heal_v 7._o bestow_v upon_o i_o o_o lord_n thy_o fear_n compunction_n of_o hart_n humility_n and_o a_o conscience_n free_a from_o all_o sin_n 8._o grant_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v always_o able_a to_o live_v in_o charity_n with_o my_o brother_n not_o forgettinge_v my_o own_o sin_n or_o pryinge_v into_o the_o sin_n or_o do_n of_o other_o man_n 9_o pardon_v my_o soul_n pardon_v my_o sin_n pardon_v my_o offence_n pardon_v my_o abomination_n 10._o visit_v i_o weaken_v cure_v i_o disease_v refresh_v i_o weary_v raise_v i_o dead_a 11._o take_v pity_n o_o god_n take_v pity_n of_o i_o and_o behold_v i_o from_o the_o sacred_a seat_n of_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n 12._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o hart_n thaâ—_n may_v fear_v thou_o a_o mind_n that_o may_v louâ—_n thou_o a_o sense_n that_o may_v conceive_v thou_o eye_n that_o may_v see_v thou_o 13._o and_o illuminate_v the_o darkness_n of_o my_o hart_n with_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o light_n 14._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n discretion_n to_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v betwixt_o good_a and_o evil_a and_o enduemee_n with_o a_o understand_v that_o be_v always_o watchful_a 15._o i_o humble_o crave_v pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o humble_o crave_v it_o o_o lord_n of_o thou_o from_o who_o and_o by_o who_o i_o hope_v to_o find_v favour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o necessity_n 16._o o_o marry_o mother_n of_o god_n mother_n of_o jesus-christ_n our_o lord_n thou_o sacred_a and_o unspotted_a virgin_n vouchsafe_v
thy_o most_o worthy_a lady_n 3._o o_o my_o most_o merciful_a lady_n what_o fountain_n of_o tear_n may_v i_o affirm_v to_o have_v flow_v from_o thy_o most_o chaste_a eye_n when_o thou_o behold_v thy_o only_a son_n though_o free_a from_o all_o offence_n to_o be_v bind_v whip_v and_o slay_v in_o thy_o presence_n 4._o in_o what_o mournful_a manner_n may_v i_o imagine_v thy_o doleful_a countenance_n at_o that_o time_n to_o be_v blubber_v all_o over_o with_o weep_v when_o thou_o behold_v this_o thy_o innocent_a son_n thy_o god_n and_o thy_o lord_n to_o be_v stretch_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n and_o that_o sacred_a flesh_n frame_v of_o thy_o flesh_n to_o be_v by_o those_o bloody_a butcher_n so_o cruel_o rend_v in_o piece_n 5._o with_o what_o unspeakable_a grief_n may_v i_o well_o think_v thy_o poor_a hart_n at_o that_o time_n to_o be_v torment_v when_o thou_o do_v hear_v those_o word_n pronounce_v weoman_n behold_v thy_o son_n and_o to_o the_o disciple_n behold_v thy_o mother_n when_o thou_o do_v accept_v of_o the_o disciple_n instead_o of_o his_o master_n and_o the_o servant_n in_o jeiu_n of_o his_o lord_n 6._o o_o that_o i_o have_v be_v worthy_a with_o joseph_n to_o have_v take_v my_o lord_n down_o from_o the_o cross_n to_o have_v enbaulm_v and_o bury_v he_o to_o have_v follow_v or_o accompany_v he_o to_o his_o sepulchre_n that_o so_o i_o may_v have_v do_v some_o little_a service_n at_o so_o great_a a_o funeral_n 7._o i_o be_o as_o a_o poor_a fatherless_a child_n and_o my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o weoman_n bereave_v of_o her_o husband_n in_o the_o absence_n of_o my_o bury_a lord_n 8._o vouchsafe_v gracious_o to_o behold_v the_o tear_n of_o my_o distress_a orphancie_n and_o widowhood_n which_o i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o until_o thou_o return_v o_o my_o god_n 9_o may_v it_o please_v thou_o therefore_o may_v it_o please_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o manifest_v thyself_o to_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v comfort_v 10._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v see_v thou_o and_o i_o shall_v obtain_v what_o i_o desire_v 11._o make_v manifest_a thy_o glory_n and_o my_o joy_n will_v be_v accomplish_v 12._o my_o soul_n have_v thri_v after_o thou_o and_o so_o have_v likewise_o my_o flesh_n exceed_o 13._o my_o soul_n have_v thirst_v after_o my_o god_n the_o live_a fountain_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o be_v present_v before_o the_o face_n of_o my_o lord_n 14._o when_o will_v thou_o come_v o_o my_o comforter_n for_o who_o i_o will_v wish_v and_o earnest_o wait_v 15._o o_o that_o i_o may_v once_o behold_v my_o delight_n which_o i_o do_v so_o much_o desire_v 17._o o_o how_o trulye_o shall_v i_o be_v satisfy_v when_o thy_o glory_n shall_v appear_v which_o i_o greatelye_a hunger_n to_o behold_v 17._o when_o shall_v i_o become_v drink_v through_o the_o plenty_n of_o thy_o heavenlye_a habitation_n for_o which_o i_o sigh_v often_o 18._o when_o will_v thou_o make_v i_o to_o drink_v of_o the_o river_n of_o thy_o pleasure_n which_o i_o so_o much_o thirst_n after_o 19_o in_o the_o mean_a while_o let_v my_o tear_n be_v my_o continual_a food_n until_o it_o be_v say_v unto_o i_o behold_v thy_o god_n until_o it_o be_v say_v unto_o my_o soul_n behold_v thy_o bridegroom_n 20._o in_o the_o mean_a while_n feed_v i_o with_o my_o sob_n and_o tear_n nourish_v i_o with_o my_o sorrow_n and_o lamentation_n 21_o peradventure_o my_o redeemer_n will_v come_v and_o visit_v i_o because_o he_o be_v full_a of_o mercy_n he_o will_v not_o be_v long_o in_o come_n because_o he_o be_v full_a of_o pity_n to_o he_o be_v glory_n for_o all_o eternity_n amen_n the_o xv._o exercise_n 1._o o_o lord_n my_o god_n grant_v unto_o my_o hart_n to_o desire_v thou_o by_o desiringe_v thou_o to_o seek_v thou_o by_o seek_v to_o find_v thou_o by_o find_v to_o love_v thou_o by_o love_v thou_o to_o gaâ—ne_a pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n heretofore_o commit_v and_o be_v pardon_v to_o commit_v they_o no_o more_o 2._o grant_v o_o lord_n god_n repentance_n to_o my_o hart_n and_o sorrow_n to_o my_o spirit_n 3._o o_o my_o king_n extinguish_v in_o i_o the_o heat_n of_o unlawful_a lust_n and_o kindle_v in_o i_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n 4._o o_o my_o redeemer_n expel_v from_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o pride_n and_o arrogancy_n and_o mercifullye_o grant_v i_o the_o treasure_n of_o thy_o humility_n 5._o o_o my_o sawiour_n remove_v from_o i_o all_o anger_n and_o testinesse_n and_o gracious_o give_v i_o the_o shield_n of_o patience_n &_o meekness_n 6._o o_o my_o creator_n root_v out_o of_o i_o all_o bitterness_n of_o affection_n and_o bestow_v on_o i_o the_o sweetness_n of_o a_o mild_a disposition_n 7._o give_v unto_o i_o most_o merciful_a father_n a_o firm_a faith_n true_a hope_n and_o everlasting_a charity_n 8._o o_o my_o god_n my_o mercy_n i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thy_o belove_a son_n sake_n grant_v unto_o i_o to_o take_v pity_n on_o the_o afflict_a to_o pardon_v such_o as_o have_v offend_v i_o to_o love_v those_o who_o hate_v i_o and_o to_o render_v good_a for_o evil_n 9_o to_o despise_v noeman_n but_o rather_o reverence_v all_o men._n 10._o to_o embrace_v patience_n in_o adversity_n and_o temperance_n in_o prosperity_n 11._o to_o tread_v underfoot_o by_o contempt_n all_o temporal_a thing_n and_o greatelye_a to_o desire_v those_o that_o be_v eternal_a 12._o behold_v o_o my_o maker_n i_o have_v now_o request_v of_o thou_o many_o thing_n and_o those_o not_o small_a albeit_o i_o deserve_v nothing_o at_o all_o 13._o i_o confess_v alas_o i_o confess_v that_o i_o do_v not_o only_o not_o deserve_v these_o gift_n and_o grace_n which_o i_o have_v demand_v but_o great_a and_o grievous_a torment_n to_o be_v inflict_v upon_o i_o 14._o publican_n notwithstanding_o harlot_n and_o thief_n do_v enbolden_v i_o who_o on_o a_o sudden_a be_v deliver_v out_o of_o the_o jaw_n of_o the_o ghostlye_o adversary_n be_v receive_v into_o the_o bosom_n of_o their_o true_a shepherd_n 15._o for_o thou_o o_o god_n the_o maker_n of_o all_o thing_n though_o in_o all_o thy_o work_n thou_o be_v full_a of_o admiration_n yet_o be_v thou_o most_o to_o be_v admire_v in_o thy_o work_n of_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n 16._o whereupon_o by_o a_o certain_a servant_n of_o thy_o thou_o have_v say_v of_o thyself_o his_o mercy_n be_v above_o all_o his_o work_n 17._o and_o as_o speak_v of_o one_o we_o hope_v thou_o have_v say_v of_o all_o thy_o people_n i_o will_v not_o take_v away_o my_o mercy_n from_o he_o 18._o for_o thou_o disdain_v no_o man_n dispise_v no_o man_n unless_o peradventure_o such_o a_o one_o as_o be_v as_o it_o be_v beside_o himself_o shall_v hate_v thou_o 19_o thou_o therefore_o not_o only_o forbear_v to_o strike_v when_o thou_o be_v angry_a but_o likewise_o give_v gift_n and_o grace_n to_o those_o that_o have_v provoke_v thou_o if_o they_o shall_v cease_v from_o live_v wicked_o 20._o o_o my_o god_n the_o horn_n of_o my_o health_n and_o my_o refuge_n i_o unhappy_a creature_n i_o have_v provoke_v thou_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o i_o have_v incense_v thy_o anger_n and_o deserve_v thy_o displeasure_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o xvi_o exercise_n 1._o i_o have_v sin_v thou_o suffer_v i_o i_o have_v do_v amiss_o and_o yet_o thou_o look_v not_o angrylie_o upon_o i_o 2._o if_o i_o repent_v thou_o do_v pardon_v i_o if_o i_o return_v thou_o receive_v i_o yea_o moreover_o whilst_o i_o delay_v to_o do_v it_o thou_o expect_v i_o 3._o thou_o recalle_v i_o wandringe_v thou_o invite_v i_o resistinge_a thou_o wait_v for_o i_o linger_v thou_o embrace_v i_o returninge_v 4._o thou_o instructe_v i_o simple_a thou_o comforte_v i_o sorrowful_a 5._o thou_o raise_v i_o from_o sin_n thou_o â—â—pairest_a i_o after_o i_o be_o fall_v 6._o thou_o give_v when_o i_o ask_v thou_o vonchsafe_v to_o be_v find_v when_o i_o seek_v thou_o and_o when_o i_o knock_v thou_o open_v unto_o i_o 7._o behold_v o_o lord_n god_n of_o my_o salvation_n what_o to_o object_n i_o know_v not_o what_o answer_v to_o make_v i_o be_o ignorant_a 8._o there_o be_v no_o place_n of_o refuge_n to_o which_o i_o can_v fly_v from_o thou_o there_o be_v no_o place_n so_o secret_a in_o which_o i_o may_v remain_v secret_a from_o thou_o 9_o thou_o have_v show_v i_o the_o way_n of_o liveinge_v well_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o the_o knowledge_n of_o walk_a as_o i_o ought_v 10._o thou_o have_v threaten_v to_o punish_v i_o with_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n thou_o have_v promise_v to_o reward_v i_o with_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n 11._o now_o therefore_o o_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n pierce_v my_o flesh_n with_o thy_o fear_n to_o the_o end_n that_o those_o thing_n which_o thou_o
do_v threaten_v i_o may_v eschape_n by_o fear_v thou_o 12._o and_o give_v i_o again_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o salvation_n that_o those_o thing_n which_o thou_o do_v promise_v i_o may_v receive_v by_o love_v thou_o 13._o o_o lord_n my_o strength_n my_o force_n my_o god_n my_o refuge_n and_o my_o deliverer_n instruct_v i_o what_o i_o ought_v to_o think_v and_o conceive_v of_o thou_o 14._o teach_v i_o with_o what_o word_n i_o be_o to_o call_v upon_o thou_o 15._o make_v know_v unto_o i_o which_o way_n i_o may_v please_v thou_o 16._o one_o thing_n doubtless_o i_o know_v with_o which_o thou_o be_v appease_v and_o another_o which_o thou_o do_v not_o despise_v very_o a_o penitent_a spirit_n be_v to_o thou_o a_o sacrifice_n acceptable_a so_o likewise_o a_o hart_n that_o be_v contrite_a and_o humble_a 17._o with_o these_o gift_n o_o my_o god_n &_o my_o aid_n do_v thou_o enrichmee_o 18._o barricade_n i_o with_o these_o bulwark_n against_o my_o enemy_n 19_o grant_v i_o this_o refreshinge_v against_o the_o flame_n of_o my_o vicious_a inclination_n 20._o set_a open_v this_o pious_a place_n of_o refuge_n to_o which_o i_o may_v fly_v from_o the_o tumult_n of_o my_o inordinate_a affection_n amen_n the_o xvii_o exercise_n 1._o graunt_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o be_v not_o of_o the_o number_n of_o those_o who_o for_o a_o time_n believe_v and_o in_o time_n of_o temptation_n do_v depart_v and_o leave_v thou_o 2._o cover_v my_o head_n in_o the_o day_n of_o battle_n thou_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o hope_n in_o the_o day_n of_o affliction_n and_o my_o safeguard_n in_o the_o time_n of_o tribulation_n 3._o behold_v o_o lord_n my_o light_n and_o my_o life_n i_o have_v ask_v those_o thing_n which_o i_o wanâ—_n i_o have_v make_v know_v those_o thing_n which_o i_o fear_v my_o conscience_n nevertheless_o torment_v i_o the_o secret_n of_o my_o hart_n do_v reprehénd_v i_o 4._o and_o what_o love_n afford_v fear_n disperse_v zeal_n encourage_v i_o dread_n daunt_v i_o 5._o my_o action_n cause_v i_o to_o fear_v but_o thy_o pity_n give_v i_o cause_n of_o hope_n 6._o thy_o mercy_n embolden_v i_o my_o naughtiness_n with_o hold_v i_o 7._o and_o to_o speak_v the_o truth_n their_o occur_v to_o my_o memory_n many_o sinful_a imagination_n which_o reprehend_v the_o boldness_n of_o my_o presume_v affection_n 8._o he_o therefore_o who_o deserve_v anger_n with_o what_o face_n can_v he_o demand_v favour_n 9_o he_o who_o merit_v to_o be_v punish_v how_o can_v he_o be_v so_o fool_n hardy_a as_o to_o ask_v to_o be_v reward_v 10._o he_o incense_v the_o judge_n who_o neglect_v to_o make_v satisfaction_n for_o his_o offence_n and_o yet_o make_v mean_n to_o obtain_v a_o recompense_n 11._o that_o malefactor_n mock_v and_o deride_v his_o king_n and_o lord_n who_o earnest_o require_v the_o prize_n and_o honour_n which_o he_o never_o deserve_v 12._o that_o foolish_a son_n likewise_o provoke_v to_o anger_v the_o sweet_a affection_n of_o his_o father_n who_o upon_o reproach_n offer_v without_o repentance_n dare_v usurp_v and_o lay_v title_n to_o his_o inheritance_n 13._o what_o be_v this_o o_o father_n that_o i_o recompt_n of_o myself_o i_o have_v deserve_v death_n yet_o beg_v for_o life_n 14._o i_o have_v move_v my_o king_n to_o anger_n who_o aid_n notwithstanding_o i_o impudentlye_o implore_v 15._o i_o have_v despise_v my_o judge_n who_o boldlye_o i_o beg_v to_o be_v my_o helper_n 16._o i_o have_v insolentlye_o refuse_v to_o hear_v he_o as_o a_o father_n who_o now_o i_o presume_v to_o choose_v as_o my_o defender_n 17._o woe_n be_v i_o for_o not_o come_v so_o soon_o as_o i_o ought_v alas_o alas_o how_o little_o have_v do_v i_o make_v 18._o i_o neglect_v to_o beware_v of_o the_o weapon_n which_o wound_v i_o behore_n hand_n and_o now_o i_o be_o trouble_v through_o the_o apprehension_n of_o death_n at_o hand_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o xviii_o exercise_n 1._o i_o have_v make_v my_o former_a scar_n to_o fester_v with_o new_a sore_n since_o i_o have_v renew_v my_o former_a fault_n by_o new_a iniquity_n 2._o and_o those_o which_o the_o divine_a salve_n have_v make_v sound_a my_o phrenetical_a itchinge_v have_v again_o unbound_v 3._o the_o skin_n which_o be_v grow_v over_o my_o wound_n have_v hide_v my_o malady_n by_o reason_n of_o corruption_n breakinge_v forth_o have_v grow_v to_o purify_v because_o my_o iniquity_n be_v reiterated_a have_v bereave_v i_o of_o mercy_n which_o before_o be_v grant_v 4._o for_o that_o i_o know_v it_o be_v write_v in_o what_o hour_n soever_o a_o just_a man_n shall_v sin_v all_o his_o good_a deed_n shall_v be_v forget_v 5._o if_o the_o righteousness_n of_o a_o good_a man_n be_v abolish_v when_o he_o fall_v into_o sin_n 6._o by_o how_o much_o more_o be_v the_o penance_n of_o a_o sinner_n deface_v if_o he_o return_v to_o the_o same_o 7._o how_o often_o like_o a_o dog_n have_v i_o return_v to_o that_o which_o i_o have_v vomit_v up_o before_o 8._o and_o as_o a_o sow_n have_v wallow_v again_o in_o the_o mire_n 9_o i_o confess_v that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o i_o to_o remember_v how_o many_o simple_a and_o ignorant_a person_n through_o my_o mean_n have_v sin_v 10._o how_o many_o that_o be_v desirous_a to_o cease_v from_o sin_n have_v i_o persuade_v to_o sin_n 11._o how_o many_o that_o have_v withstand_v i_o have_v i_o constrain_v 12._o to_o how_o many_o that_o be_v willinge_v have_v i_o consent_v 13._o to_o how_o many_o walk_a in_o the_o right_a way_n have_v i_o prepare_v a_o gin_n or_o snare_n 14._o to_o how_o many_o that_o have_v seek_v the_o right_a way_n have_v i_o uncover_v the_o pit_n that_o they_o may_v fall_v in_o 15._o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v frighten_v with_o committinge_n still_o the_o like_a i_o easy_o put_v those_o past_a out_o of_o my_o mind_n 16._o but_o thou_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n be_v a_o just_a judge_n have_v observe_v and_o record_v and_o do_v observe_v and_o record_v all_o my_o offence_n and_o have_v number_v all_o my_o footstep_n 17._o thou_o have_v all_o this_o while_n hold_v thy_o peace_n thou_o have_v be_v silent_a thou_o have_v be_v patient_a 10._o woo_v be_v i_o for_o that_o thou_o will_v speak_v at_o length_n as_o a_o weoman_n in_o her_o travail_n this_o exercise_n be_v continue_v the_o xix_o exercise_n 1._o i_o dâ—â—re_v not_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n presume_v on_o my_o own_o merit_n yea_o i_o be_o afraid_a and_o tremble_v to_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o 2._o for_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n be_v spot_v and_o blemish_v with_o many_o sin_n and_o defect_n and_o i_o have_v be_v negligent_a â—â—_o think_v and_o word_n 3._o to_o thou_o therefore_o o_o merciful_a god_n &_o dear_a sawiour_n i_o wretched_a sinner_n be_v in_o these_o strait_n recurre_v as_o unto_o the_o fountain_n of_o mercy_n and_o pity_n â—_o fly_v unto_o thou_o for_o salvation_n 4._o and_o to_o thou_o o_o lord_n i_o lie_v open_a my_o wound_n and_o sore_n to_o thou_o i_o discover_v my_o infirmity_n of_o which_o i_o be_o ashamed_a 5._o i_o know_v my_o sin_n to_o be_v many_o and_o great_a for_o which_o i_o stand_v in_o fear_n 6._o i_o hope_v in_o thy_o mercy_n which_o be_v without_o end_n 7._o lord_n jesus-christ_n eternal_a king_n god_n and_o man_n look_v upon_o i_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 8._o harken_v unto_o i_o puttinge_v my_o trust_n in_o thou_o have_v pity_n on_o i_o that_o be_o full_a of_o misery_n and_o sin_n thou_o o_o lord_n who_o never_o restreign_a the_o flowinge_a of_o the_o fountain_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 9_o i_o be_o hartilye_o sorry_a that_o ever_o i_o have_v offend_v thou_o i_o desire_v to_o amend_v for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v 10._o do_v away_o therefore_o from_o i_o o_o most_o merciful_a father_n all_o my_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n that_o so_o be_v purify_v and_o cleanse_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n i_o may_v be_v able_a worthilye_o to_o serve_v thou_o and_o bliss_o to_o be_v unite_v unto_o thou_o 11._o let_v my_o soul_n thirst_v always_o after_o thou_o the_o source_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n the_o fountain_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o sun_n of_o eternal_a light_n the_o river_n of_o pleasure_n the_o plentifulness_n of_o the_o house_n of_o god_n 12._o let_v it_o always_o earnest_o aspire_v after_o thou_o seek_v thou_o and_o find_v thou_o deseruinge_v such_o ingratitude_n at_o my_o hand_n 6._o i_o much_o desire_n that_o i_o be_v more_o sorry_a &_o that_o my_o hart_n may_v break_v for_o any_o one_o of_o the_o offence_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v against_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n 7._o how_o great_a reason_n be_v there_o that_o i_o shall_v melt_v into_o tear_n for_o the_o least_o of_o they_o 8._o for_o i_o have_v little_o
able_a to_o steed_n other_o 10._o so_o that_o the_o whole_a world_n grow_v weary_a of_o i_o and_o of_o my_o life_n and_o be_v and_o daily_o long_o to_o be_v ride_v of_o i_o by_o death_n or_o some_o other_o way_n they_o care_v not_o how_o and_o in_o this_o case_n to_o remain_v diverse_a year_n yea_o for_o my_o whole_a life_n time_n though_o never_o so_o long_o 11._o i_o be_o resign_v that_o die_v in_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n which_o i_o hope_v and_o earnest_o pray_v i_o may_v always_o do_v and_o of_o a_o natural_a death_n i_o be_v for_o all_o that_o through_o some_o occasion_n or_o other_o by_o the_o permission_n of_o god_n esteem_v to_o have_v kill_v or_o destroy_v myself_o and_o thereupon_o to_o be_v accord_v to_o the_o custom_n of_o our_o country_n pierce_v through_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o body_n with_o a_o stake_n and_o bury_v in_o the_o high_a way_n and_o every_o one_o that_o pass_v by_o to_o cast_v a_o stone_n on_o my_o grave_n in_o detestation_n of_o i_o to_o the_o unspeakable_a shame_n confusion_n and_o damnation_n of_o my_o own_o fame_n and_o to_o the_o foul_a aspersion_n of_o my_o family_n resignation_n of_o and_o concern_v the_o soul_n the_o v._o exercise_n 1._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o undergo_v all_o sort_n of_o temptation_n which_o may_v please_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n to_o lay_v or_o permit_v to_o fall_v upon_o i_o for_o my_o exercise_n and_o trial_n and_o to_o endure_v they_o to_o the_o end_n ever_o adheringe_v to_o thou_o and_o not_o yeildinge_v to_o sin_n by_o occasion_n of_o they_o so_o far_o as_o thy_o holy_a grace_n shall_v enable_v i_o 2._o to_o endure_v all_o manner_n of_o desolation_n privation_n aridity_n dryness_n and_o indevotion_n all_o darkness_n in_o my_o understand_v and_o all_o dullness_n and_o coldness_n of_o affection_n in_o my_o will_n towards_o my_o god_n so_o far_o as_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o help_v it_o and_o will_v not_o for_o my_o comfort_n convert_v i_o to_o external_a solace_n 3._o to_o want_v all_o manner_n of_o gift_n &_o grace_n that_o be_v not_o absolute_o necessary_a to_o my_o salvation_n as_o all_o supernatural_a contemplation_n sweeteness_n and_o extraordinary_a divine_a visit_n and_o favour_n 4._o to_o resign_v myself_o in_o all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o contrary_a to_o nature_n and_o its_o inclination_n to_o sensuality_n and_o its_o affection_n 5._o to_o resign_v myself_o to_o bear_v with_o the_o repugnance_n which_o i_o find_v in_o my_o sensuality_n until_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n soon_o or_o late_a ever_o or_o never_o in_o this_o life_n it_o may_v be_v bring_v to_o perfect_a subjection_n to_o the_o soul_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n to_o bear_v with_o the_o labour_n and_o difficulty_n that_o be_v in_o fight_a against_o it_o or_o in_o resistinge_v the_o desire_n of_o itt_n 6._o to_o resign_v myself_o to_o die_v before_o that_o i_o can_v reach_v to_o perfection_n and_o to_o live_v and_o die_v in_o that_o state_n or_o degree_n of_o perfection_n which_o shall_v 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be_o as_o to_o my_o soul_n nor_o in_o what_o degree_n of_o perfection_n and_o not_o to_o know_v whither_o i_o go_v backward_o or_o forward_o in_o perfection_n 6._o i_o be_o resign_v not_o know_v whither_o i_o be_o in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n or_o no_o as_o no_o man_n without_o special_a revelation_n do_v know_v himself_o to_o be_v i_o crave_v notwithstanding_o and_o desire_v that_o i_o may_v be_v industrious_a and_o do_v my_o part_n and_o cooperate_v with_o my_o grace_n 7._o i_o be_o resign_v that_o god_n may_v give_v and_o bestow_v on_o he_o who_o of_o all_o creature_n live_v most_o hate_v i_o all_o those_o gift_n grace_n and_o favour_n which_o my_o soul_n my_o nature_n or_o my_o hart_n can_v crave_v or_o wish_v of_o thou_o my_o god_n for_o myself_o and_o be_o resign_v to_o want_v they_o myself_o and_o to_o have_v no_o more_o than_o thy_o will_n be_v to_o bestow_v on_o i_o 8._o and_o i_o be_o moreover_o content_v and_o resign_v that_o in_o the_o end_n of_o my_o life_n thou_o my_o 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4._o obtain_v for_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o perfect_a pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o the_o perfect_a grace_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 5._o that_o i_o may_v diligent_o worship_v chastlye_o and_o feruentlye_o love_v thy_o son_n my_o sawiour_n and_o thou_o the_o mother_n of_o mercy_n 6._o hail_o sweet_a marie_n who_o forshew_v in_o sundry_a figurative_a speech_n and_o promise_v in_o diverse_a oracle_n of_o the_o prophet_n the_o ancient_a father_n do_v coveâ—_n most_o earnest_o 7._o o_o my_o lady_n receive_v i_o for_o thy_o poor_a servant_n adopt_v i_o o_o mother_n for_o thy_o son_n 8._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v be_v number_v among_o they_o who_o thou_o do_v love_n who_o name_n be_v write_v in_o thy_o virginal_a breast_n and_o who_o thou_o do_v teach_v direct_v help_v cherishâ—_n and_o protect_v 9_o hail_o sweet_a marie_n who_o god_n by_o a_o most_o honourable_a privilege_n do_v preserve_v from_o sin_n 10._o and_o adorn_v with_o most_o singular_a grace_n and_o most_o excellent_a gift_n 11._o o_o glorious_a virgin_n o_o gracious_a virgin_n o_o moâ—t_o pure_a virgin_n choose_v among_o thousand_o 12._o doâ—_n not_o repel_v i_o wicked_a sinner_n do_v not_o despise_v and_o reject_v i_o defile_v with_o the_o filth_n of_o sin_n 13._o but_o hear_v i_o miserable_a wretch_n dry_v unto_o thou_o comfort_v i_o desiringe_v thou_o and_o help_v i_o trustinge_v in_o thou_o amen_n a_o exercise_n to_o the_o holy_a angel_n and_o especial_o the_o angel_n guardian_n 1._o i_o salute_v you_o o_o holy_a spirit_n and_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n congratulate_v your_o happiness_n who_o continual_o contemplate_v and_o behold_v the_o divine_a face_n and_o allsatiatinge_a goodness_n 2._o you_o o_o seraphin_n cherubin_n and_o throne_n who_o be_v of_o the_o high_a jerarchie_n you_o o_o domination_n virtue_n and_o power_n of_o the_o middle_n you_o o_o prince_n archangell_n and_o angel_n of_o the_o low_a who_o continual_o singe_v holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n god_n of_o sabaoth_n 3._o thou_o o_o my_o 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such_o as_o be_v in_o sufferance_n for_o thou_o 9_o great_a and_o very_o great_a be_v the_o honour_n do_v to_o man_n to_o have_v angel_n to_o wait_v on_o and_o assist_v he_o 10._o o_o my_o dear_a angel_n guardian_n govern_v protect_v and_o defend_v i_o illuminate_v comfort_n and_o direct_v i_o now_o and_o ever_o more_o 11._o o_o blissed_a angel_n be_v you_o ever_o bliss_v and_o praise_v for_o all_o and_o every_o favour_n and_o benefitt_a you_o have_v most_o lovinge_o and_o powrefullye_o bestow_v on_o i_o and_o vouchsafe_v i_o and_o one_o on_o my_o own_o experience_n a_o most_o singular_a one_o 12._o grant_v o_o father_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n that_o they_o may_v ever_o rejoice_v concern_v we_o that_o be_v by_o our_o practice_n of_o virtue_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v ever_o be_v praise_v by_o they_o and_o we_o and_o that_o both_o they_o and_o we_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o one_o sheepefould_a that_o together_o we_o may_v confess_v to_o thy_o holy_a name_n o_o thou_o crâ—atsr_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n amen_n a_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n towards_o our_o holy_a father_n and_o religious_a founder_n s._n bennet_n 1._o hail_o most_o bliss_v â—and_n glorius_fw-la father_n i_o congratulate_v with_o all_o my_o hart_n thy_o glory_n and_o grace_n with_o god_n 2._o i_o praise_v likewise_o and_o thank_v the_o divine_a goodness_n that_o make_v thou_o worthy_a and_o bring_v thou_o to_o the_o same_o 3._o bestow_v on_o thou_o in_o this_o life_n very_o great_a natural_a and_o supernatural_a gift_n and_o grace_n by_o mean_n whereof_o thou_o have_v obtain_v thy_o present_n most_o glorious_a and_o happy_a condition_n 4._o in_o particular_a i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o that_o it_o give_v thou_o the_o grace_n in_o the_o very_a flower_n or_o prime_a of_o thy_o youth_n with_o a_o thristye_a mind_n to_o seek_v after_o the_o sole_a felicity_n of_o the_o future_a life_n 5._o and_o for_o that_o end_n to_o forsake_v all_o the_o vain_a pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n the_o solace_n of_o thy_o parent_n kindred_n and_o country_n the_o desire_n of_o humane_a science_n and_o learning_n and_o general_o all_o thing_n that_o may_v not_o be_v needful_a for_o thou_o towards_o attayninge_v the_o foresay_a felicity_n 6._o and_o i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o that_o by_o such_o call_n and_o take_v of_o thou_o so_o tymelye_o out_o of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o snare_n of_o it_o he_o free_v and_o secure_v thou_o from_o worse_a habit_n and_o multitude_n of_o sin_n which_o the_o world_n if_o thoâ—_n have_v remain_v long_o in_o it_o have_v beeâ—e_o apt_a to_o breed_v and_o cause_n in_o thou_o 7._o i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o leadinge_n thou_o to_o a_o place_n of_o solitude_n and_o there_o providinge_v for_o thou_o all_o corporal_a necessaries_n towards_o his_o holy_a service_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n good_a 8._o and_o especial_o for_o that_o the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n 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that_o thy_o expiration_n be_v aspiration_n accord_v to_o what_o s._n gregory_n the_o great_a say_v of_o thou_o ultimum_fw-la spiritum_fw-la inter_fw-la verba_fw-la orationis_fw-la efflavit_fw-la to_o wit_n his_o last_o breath_n be_v prayer_n pass_o forth_o of_o the_o faithful_a contemplation_n of_o this_o life_n to_o the_o real_a and_o beatificke_a contemplation_n of_o the_o other_o 1â—_n i_o now_o cordiallye_o congratulate_v the_o perfect_a felicity_n thou_o enjoy_v 15._o and_o since_o i_o be_o call_v by_o the_o divine_a grace_n as_o i_o true_o hope_v to_o live_v accord_v to_o thy_o holy_a rule_n for_o my_o salvation_n and_o perfection_n vouchsafe_v thy_o holy_a intercession_n for_o that_o end_n that_o i_o may_v through_o god_n grace_n live_v accordinglye_o and_o die_v consummate_v and_o perfect_a therein_o and_o thereby_o for_o without_o his_o grace_n i_o can_v do_v nothing_o 16._o and_o as_o the_o say_a s._n gregory_n say_v thou_o frame_v thy_o rule_n accord_v to_o thy_o holy_a life_n sweet_a jesus_n give_v i_o grace_v interiorlye_o and_o exteriorlye_o to_o be_v a_o faithful_a imitator_n thereof_o 17._o that_o i_o may_v be_v lead_v by_o the_o same_o guide_v the_o holy_a ghost_n 18._o and_o exercise_v true_a spiritual_a prayer_n the_o only_a mean_n to_o all_o virtue_n 19_o that_o i_o may_v in_o all_o thing_n abandon_v myself_o with_o all_o purity_n of_o intention_n 20._o and_o do_v all_o good_a and_o abstain_v from_o all_o evil_n which_o interiorlye_o and_o exterior_o may_v concern_v i_o 21._o especial_o in_o all_o thing_n occurringe_n patientlye_o to_o suffer_v all_o injury_n use_v cross_n 22._o and_o that_o all_o may_v be_v accomplish_v god_n grant_v i_o as_o he_o do_v to_o thou_o the_o gift_n of_o perseverance_n 23._o that_o i_o expiringe_v may_v be_v admit_v into_o the_o happy_a society_n of_o thou_o and_o thy_o