For I am the least of the Apostles I am not meet to be called an Apostle because I persecuted the Church of God The Sense of his own imperfections and the remembrance of former Sins make him think better of another than himself Phil. 2.3 But in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than himself 6ly and lastly The Spirit hath wrought a holy Gospel Zeal in the hearts of those who are come unto Christ we read of an Ignorant and Blind Zeal Ro. 10.2 For I bare them Record that they have a Zeal of God but not according to knowledge This Zeal which is a Fruit of the Spirit is 1. A holy Zeal the heart burns with the Fire of Zeal against Sin and Wickedness such a Zeal was in Phinâ—as when he Slew the Israelitish Man and the Midianitish Woman for their abominable Sin in the sight of God Numb 25.6 7 8. And David being a man possessed with this holy Zeal was troubled for the wicked's forgetfulness of the Law of God Psal 119.139 My Zeal hath consumed me because mine Enemys have forgotten thy words And it is a holy Zeal in that it is fervent for holiness and for godliness for Christ hath redeemed such Tit. 2.14 Who gave himself for us that he might redeem us from all Iniquity and purify unto himself a peculiar People Zealous of good Works I say this Zeal being holy is for the depression of Sin because it is contrary to holyness and for the promotion of holyness because the Soul delights in it and is a fervent Lover of it 2. It is a Zeal for God his Glory and his Name this true Zealot is tender of the Name and Honour of God this the Lord testifys concerning Phineas Numb 25.11 And the Lord spake unto Moses saying Phineas the Son of Eleazar the Son of Aaron the Priest hath turned away my wrath from the Children of Israel whilst he was Zealous for my sake among them that I consumed not the Children of Israel in my Jealousy So Elijah was Zealous for the Lord 1 King 19.10 And he said I have been very jealous for the Lord God of Hosts The Septuagint renders it 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I have burned with vehement Zeale for the Lord. 2. For his worship and service as in that forequoted vers 1 Kings 19.10 Zelando Zelavi hoc est vehementissimo arsi zelo pro Domino For the Children of Israel have forsaken thy Covenant thrown down thine Altars and slain thy Prophets with the Sword Thus it was Prophesied of Christ Isa 69.9 and applyed to him Jo. 2.17 For the Zeale of thine house hath eaten me up i. e. A Zeal for the true worship and service of God so as he hath instituted and commanded in his word 3. This Zeale leads the Soul to be Zealous for Christ O how Zealous were the Apostles and all the faithful Servants of Christ when they broke through all difficultys to exalt Christ and keep Faithful to him All the Waters of affliction could not quench this Zeal neither could the Scorching Flames consume it the threats and edicts of Enemys could not at all cool the heat of this Zeal but rather added Fuel to the Fire and made it burn more vehemently What made Paul so resolute when he heard what was prophecied concerning him if he went up to Jerusalem Act. 21.11 12 13. Why it was his Zeal made him so couragious and answer like a Faithful and bold Champion of Christ Jesus I am ready not only to be bound but to dye at Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus 4ly It is a Zeal according to knowledge There is much blind and ignorant Zeal abroad in the World such as was among the Jews Rom. 10.2 the Apostle Paul was once a blind Zealot Phil. 3.6 Concerning Zeal Persecuting the Church how many such Zealots are there among the Papists nay how many have we here at home who are zealous for either their own invention or else the traditions of our Fore-fathers but this Zeal is not an ignorant one but flows from Divine illumination and is accompanied with a saving knowledge of the revealed will of God and of those things which concern the Lord Jesus which makes the Soul more zealous for them 5ly and lastly It is a Zeal for spiritual things and gifts 1 Cor. 4.1 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Follow after Love and zealously affect spiritual things as the words may be read and vers 39. Therefore Brethren be ye zealous that ye may Prophesie There is a zeal which pretends to be for spiritual things but Jehu like is ready for carnal and base things spiritual and divine things are most sutable to be the objects of this Spiritual and Divine Zeal Thus have I finished the use of Examination by which you may certainly know whether you are come to Christ or no. There is still a use of Exhortation that remains under this point of Doctrine that It is the indispensable duty of all labouring and heavy laden Sinners who look for rest and Salvation to come unto the Lord Jesus that they may obtain it And if it is a duty as hath been proved then let me exhort all to come for if you do neglect or refuse to come you do neglect your dutys and slight your Souls and refuse the only means of eternal Salvation But here you may be ready to make this question how must I come unto the Lord Jesus that I may obtain rest and salvation In answering of this question I shall take in the third Doctrine because I have already exceeded my first intentions shall manage the fourth by way of motive and incouragement because I observe poor sinners are generally very unwilling to come to Christ they had rather weary themselves and labour under their burthens of sin till they are in the end crushed down with the intolerable ponderosity of eternal vengeance 1. Then if thou wouldst come unto Christ aright pray for the holy Spirit that he may inable thee to come to Christ in that way which will certainly end in rest and Salvation for as I have before declared it is the Spirit that illuminates the understanding in all those things which are necessary to Salvation it is that convinceth the conscience of those dutys which absolutely concern the Soul he inclines the will to comply readily with the whole known and reveal'd will of God he sanctifys the affections and works grace in the Soul all these are his works alone 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 efficiently let the Instrument be what it will he is not oblieged to any means or method yet the means as Instruments depend wholly upon his Energy and Co-operation therefore if thou wouldst come to Christ aright pray heartily and seek fervently for the holy Spirit without whose conduct thou canst never come to Christ effectually and so as to be eased of thy Burthens 2ly When thou hast sought for the Spirit and dost feel him working upon thy Soul
tremble but he sends him away with this I will call for thee when I have a convenient season And how many such Felix's have we in our days They pretend to Love the Letter but cannot indure the power of the Gospel though it is the power not the Letter that must save their Souls Paul praised God for the power of the Gospel among the Thessalonians For we give thanks to God always for you because our Gospel came not to you in word only but in power 1 Thess 1.2.5 But how many turn their backs upon Christ his Ministers and his word because the power of the Gospel will not let them sleep in sin and go quietly to Hell with deluded ungrounded hopes of Heaven If John Baptist will preach and let Herod peaceably injoy his Herodias he will gladly hear him rejoice in him but if he preach powerfully Mat. 14. and reprove him because of his Herodias then through him into prison behead him rather than I will be seperated from my Herodias It is said Heb. 4.12 The word of God is powerful sharper than a Two-edged sword But sinners cannot endure the Keenness of it when it comes to dissect and lay open the Interiors those cursed principles of lust and wickedness which lodge within the soul they will then bid Adeiu unto Christ not considering that the Gospel is the power of God to salvation Rom. 1.16 Therefore this would be but a weak bulwork to keep the soul from coming to Christ if sin and Satan did not delude the soul 4ly There is this in the Doctrine of Christ which is an obstacle hindrance to sinners it condemns and casts away all selfe Righteousness in point of salvation and directs the sinner to Christ alone for it Isa 45.22 Look unto me and be yee saved Some of the Papists confess we are justified by the imputation of Christs righteousness Nos imputatione Christi meriti justificamur Tapper Tom. 2. art Cap. 36. all the ends of the earth for I am God and there is none else which as I have proved before is spoken of Christ Acts. 4.12 Neither is their Salvation in any other for there is no other name given under heaven whereby we can be saved The Scripture holds forth Christ as the only way to salvation Christ and his Apostles preached up this Doctrine God hath so loved the world that he hath given his only begotten Son that whosoever believeth in him shall not perish but have everlasting life So Christ is the way when the Jailor was convinced in his Conscience and cryed out What shall I do to be saved The answer was not become more righteous leave thy sins although that he must do but believe in the Lord Jesus and thou shalt be saved and thy house Acts. 16.30 31. This is the Doctrine of the Whole Assembly of the Apostles and Churches of Believers in Jerusalem We believe that through the grace of our Lord Jesus we shall be saved even as they Acts. 15.5 The Apostle Paul would be saved no other way Phil. 3.8.9 He would not be found in his own Righteousness but in the Righteousness of Christ But yet how many Thousand Souls have split and do daily split themselves upon this Rock They have stumbled at the stumbling stone Rom. 9.32 The Jews did so of old they would not with the Apostle Paul renounce their Pharisaical Righteousness They sought a Righteousness but not â—hat of faith therefore the Gentiles obtain it and they miss of it vers 30.31 Jesus Christ bids them come unto him without mony and without price but these will not come unto him unless their hands be full both of mony and price Propter incertitudinem propriae justitiae periculum inanis gloriae tutissimum est totam fiduciam in Sola Dei misericordia benignitate reponere De Justific l. 5. So it is and has been with the Papists and Quakers they have no need of a Christ and his Righteousness whilest they live but when they come to a death bed and conscience is a little awakened they will with that great Goliah Bellarmine who stifly contended for relyance on good works say * that because of the uncertainty of Mans own righteousness and the danger of vain glory it is the safest way for men to place their whole confidence in the mercy and goodness of God alone The Gospel exalts Christ but they debase him and set up themselves with their imperfect Righteousness rather than they will come to him in whome they may be compleat Col. 2.10 5ly The Doctrine of the Gospel ascribes the whole of our Salvation to free grace Eph. 2.5 By grace ye are saved and gives God all the Glory now the Arminians Quarrel at this and will have the grace of God no further free than we are free and have a power to accept of it therefore this keeps them from coming fully to Christ although they do pretend to believe in him because they will not quite renounce self for it is no true coming to Christ unless we come as lost condemned Wretches and not being able to help our selves in the work of our Salvation all is done by a free act of grace of the Father electing the Son redeeming and the blessed Spirit converting and leading the Sinner to the Lord Jesus for it is God who doth work all our works in us both to will and to do of his own good pleasure Phil. 2.13 and because of the Doctrine of election and the free grace of God many refuse to come unto Christ 6ly And lastly it is an hindrance because the Gospel commands all works of Righteousness yet none to be relyed upon 1 Cor. 15.34 Awake to Righteousness and sin not It is not sufficient that we avoide sin but we must also do good worke righteousness yet when we have done all to say we are unprofitable servants We have done that which was our duty to do Luke 17.10 The Gospel commands to love enemies at well as friends Mat. 5.44 Now these precepts will not well digest with those who are of a persecuting spirit Also the Gospel commands to love our Brethren 1 Jo. 3.54 to be charitable to be full of good works to be Zealous for God and the Gospel and it requires obedience to all the institutions of the Lord Jesus Tit. 2.14 but this the sin cannot away with to bring his neck under Christs yoke notwithstanding his yoke is easy and his burden is light Mat. 11.29 He loves to be at liberty that he may sin with freedome which is indeed the greatest slavery Now this stumbles the sinner that he must do that which is Righteous and holy and that at all times and to flee from the appearance of sin and fear nothing so much as it as Chrysostome said Nihil timeo nisi peccatum So that he looks upon it the greatest servitude imaginable to yield up himself unto Christ Then thinks he there is no meriting by what I
plentiful draughts to the believing soul 10ly Remember Satan is called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 1 Pet. 5.8 A calumniator and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Rev. 12.10 the accuser of the Brethren By laying open the Infirmities miscarriages of the saints and servants of the Lord Jesus and representing them as vile as others if not to the eye of the world yet they are so in secret and they are but painted on the external side but all rotten within But I know this to be one of Satans devices to keep poor souls from coming to Christ O saith he to the sinner there are none without their failings and if you expect to be perfectly holy you must be so in another world observe the steps of those that seem most precise saith Satan and you shall see that they sin dayly they are as proud as passionate and as worldly as others if you live in one sin they live in another therefore be not so much concerned about your self and about coming to Christ And if this will not do he finds out some who walke with the people of God and go under the notion of Servants of Christ when indeed they are not but are like those Jo. 6.26 Who followed Christ not because of his Miracles but for the Loaves for some by interest not for love and yet they live in sin and do as they world do Now he strikes the nail to the head and the sinner sits down contented as if he had no need to press forward through the Crowd of the wicked and wickedness of this world and come to Christ I grant that which cannot be denyed that the best of Saints have their failings and infirmitys as Noah Abraham Lot David and many more but consider 1. They did not live in the practise of any known sin 2. They did not neglect coming to Christ and believing in him 3. If none of these be so holy as thou thinkest they pretend or ought to be yet it is thy duty to provide for thine own soul Therefore resist Satan and come to Christ 11ly By shewing the poverty and afflictions the people of God undergo Joh. 7.48 and that if they come to Christ they must expect the same This is a wile by which she insnares many says Satan see there are not many mighty or noble ones of that way They are but an impoverished people that are his followers and are afflicted distressed dayly as the Apostle said 2 Cor. 4.8.9 Troubled on every side In perplexities continually this is the portion of them who are his disciples it has ever been so with them here the Devil speaks truth but to a wicked end scil To keep the miserable from seeking to a Saviour Abraham Moses David Josiah Constantine Galeaceus with many more Indeed the followers of Christ have been and are for the most part a poor and afflicted people although there has been some honorable ones that have forsaken all and followed Christ but the reason why there have been and are so few great ones of the world that close with Christ is because Satan and their Riches will not let them Thus it was with the young man in the Gospel Mat. 19.21 Go saith Christ part with all sell all and follow me but he rather chose to part with Christ and bid farewell to him he went away the Text saith sorrowing but we never read he came again repenting Again they who abound with the riches of this world are least sollicitous about the riches of another now the poor having but little here seek for a better treasure James 2.5 God hath chosen the poor of this world rich in faith Heirs of the Kingdome 3. They are most secure thinking God is oblieged to give Heaven freely unto them because he bestows earth liberally upon them 4. They must needs have the least love for their immortal Souls whose greatest care is taken up about their bodys therefore the Apostle saith 1 Cor. 1.26 Not many wise after the flesh not many mighty not many noble are called not but that they are invited to come but they refuse it And as for their afflictions which the Apostle calls light they will work for them a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory therefore let not Satan hold thee by this wile 12ly Professorum paucitas religionem non probat esse falsam The Paucity of Professors doth not prove the Religion to be false The Paucity and fewness of Christ's Followers is another device of his to impede and hinder sinners with this Argument the serpent makes excellent work for and among the Papists O say those Hellish Emissarys fit Instruments for that roaring devouring Lyon to work by when they come to dispute with poor silly creatures there are but few of that way in comparison of ours we have whole Kingdomes of our perswasion that way is but an affected Singular way and in the Multitude of Councellors there is much safety a few may erre but the universal Church cannot this is the subtilty of Satan his Servants but this is no just reason for thy not coming because there are but few for Christs Flock hath always been a little Flock Luk. 12.32 When Christ was upon the earth he had but Twelve Apostles and a few more that followed him those of the Pharisees and Saduces were of greater number but it could be no true Argument that therefore they must needs be of the true religion then Christs few Disciples that followed him 2. Councells have and do erre as our Divines have sufficiently proved but the word of God is true 3. If none else come to Christ yet it is thy duty and should be thy care because Salvation is alone to be had in him Acts. 4.12 13ly Satan deters many from coming to Christ by telling them of the reproaches scorns and hatred of others which tâ—â—y will incur and must expect to undergo for the world hath ever despised such persons who have been Christs true and faithful Disciples If they go but through the street and their habit discover what they are you shall hear how they are reproached and scorned but it is not so with those who lead their conversation after the Customes of this world Moreover they are hated by their relations their friends and acquaintance you must not expect a good name nor an aspect of love from them this must be your Lot and who would expose themselves to all these afflictions what will you make yourselves to be abhorred of most men bring misery upon your selves do not do it but keep in the same way you are in keep up your reputation among your neighbours and maintain the love of your friends get the good will of all and this is the only way It is a common Maxime That Truth is Truth ever Veritas semper est veritas à quocunque dicatur from whomsoever it is spoken So Satan speaks abundance of truth when he suggests these
from secret Sins Which Petition implys that Sin though never so secret defiles the Soul moreover the holy Prophet hath not only regard in the word secret to those Sins which the Eye of man had not seen but to those Sins which were secret to himself which in thought Word or deed he had perpetrated and yet not observed Psal 51.2 Wash me throughly from my iniquity and cleanse me from my Sin vers 7. Purge me with hysop and I shall be clean wash me and I shall be whiter then Snow Which Scripture doth evince that Sin doth defile and therefore the Soul needs cleansing which cannot be done but by the Blood of Jesus Christ 1 Jo. 1.7 The Blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all Sin The Prophet Isaiah witnesseth this truth when he beheld the glory of the Lord Jesus Isa 6. proved by Jo. 12.41 he cryed Wo is me for I am undone because I am a Man of unclean Lips Isa 6.5 When he had a vision of the Lord Jesus and was nigh unto him then he exclaims that he is unclean so it is with thee if thou art come to Christ thou art convinced that Sin hath polluted and defiled thee the conviction of which drives thee to that Fountain viz. the Blood of Christ laid open for Sin and for uncleanness Every Sin commited is against the blessed Trinity and the goodness love wisdom and Patience of God Zach. 13 1. 4ly Thou art convinced that Sin is against God Psal 51.4 Against thee thee only have I Sinned and done evil in thy sight Agreeable to this is that of the Prodigal Luk. 15.18 I will arise and go to my Father and say unto him Father I have Sinned against Heaven and before thee Thou art convinced that every Sin is against the Essence and Being of God contrary to his nature and to his revealed will I leave thee to inlarge upon this in thy private meditation 5ly Thou art convinced of the dangerous consequences and effects of Sin if persisted in for then there is nothing to be expected but wrath confusion and eternal destruction wher 's Malum culpae the Evil of guilt preceeds and goes before Malum penae the Evil of punishment follows after If the preceeding sins be not repented of and the Soul washed with and justifyed through the blood of Jesus Ro. 2.8 9. To them who are contentious and do not obey the truth but obey unrighteousness indignation and wrath tribulation and anguish upon every Soul of man that doth evil of the Jew first and also of the Gentile Ro. 1.18 The wrath of God is revealed from Heaven against all ungodlyness and unrighteousness of Men who hold the truth in unrighteousness here is nothing but wrath upon wrath threatned against disobedient Sinners 6ly Thou art convinced of Righteousness as Jo. 16.8 When be it come he shall convince the World of Righteousness Thou art convinced that a righteousness thou needest a righteousness thou must have both internal which is wrought by the Spirit and external which is wrought by Christ God is a righteous God and his Law is righteous and there is no standing the tryal without a compleat and perfect righteousness the Law will admit of no repentance as the gospel doth it requires full satisfaction in point of suffering or compleat and perfect performance in point of doing if the offence be but one and against one clause of the Law there is a breach of the whole Jam. 2.10 and how shall the poor Sinner do now who hath broken all the Spirit convinces the Sinner of the righteousness of Christ which is apprehended by faith and he inables the Sinner to lay hold of it and to say Christ was made Sin for me who knew no Sin that I might become the righteousness of God in him 2 Cor. 5.21 Paul was thus convinced when he said I would not be found in my own righteousness but in the righteousness of God which is by Faith in Christ Phil. 3.8 9. Thou art convinced of the necessity of a perfect righteousness if thou art truely come unto and hast closed with Christ 7ly and Lastly thou art convinced of Judgment Jo. 16.8 he convinces of Judgment Heb. 9.27 It is appointed for Men once to dye and after death comes judgment a particular as well as a universal and it shall be a righteous judgment Rom. 2.5 speaking of the Sinner who is impenitent Thou treasurest up wrath against the day of wrath and Revelation of the righteous judgment of God now being convinced of this thou expectest preparest dayly for it because it is the day in which thou shalt be acquitted but the enemys of Christ condemned For there is no condemnation to them who are in Christ Jesus Rom 8 1 But there is no standing forth ungodly in Judgment Psal 1.5 That which is the ground of terror to the wicked scil the day of judgment is a ground of comfort and consolation to the righteous the Apostle James doth exhort the afflicted Brethren to be patient upon this consideration that the coming of the Lord was at hand the Judge standeth before the Door Jam. 5.7.8 9. 3ly If thou art come to the Lord Jesus then the holy Spirit hath inclined thy will and made it flexible Psal 110.3 They shall be a willing People in the day of thy Power Cantic 6.12 The Margent of some Bibles read it thus My Soul set me on the Chariots of my willing People It is true that the will remains still in Man Wollebius Mansit quidem arbitrium hominis liberum à coactione sed non ad bonum malum idem but it is as true that it is depraved as one saith Mansit Voluntas sed depravata the Spirit doth not coact or inforce the will for the will of Man remains free from compulsion but yet not equally so both to good and evil for it is free only to evil Now I say the Spirit hath not drawn compulsively but willingly lead thee unto the Lord Jesus of unwilling by nature he hath made thee abundantly willing through the Work of grace 1. Thou art made willing to part with thy Sins to shake hands with them and bid adieu to all thy former vanitys which by nature thou art Prone to there is a purging out of the old leaven For the Temple of God is holy 1 Cor. 3.16 17. And believers are that Temple it is inconsistant for Sin and Christ to dwell together for Christ came to destroy Sin and to redeem his People from it Tit. 2.14 2ly Thou art made willing by the holy Spirit to renounce thy own ragged and imperfect righteousness for as I have declared before this keeps back many from coming fully to the Lord Jesus but there must not only be Sin cast away but self-righteousness also for it is the ruin of many and hath been so that they relye more upon their own righteousness then on Christs righteousness the Jews lost themselves by this Rom.