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his_o happiness_n for_o what_o great_a torment_n can_v our_o mind_n endure_v than_o to_o be_v a_o everlasting_a spectator_n of_o the_o bliss_n and_o happiness_n of_o one_o who_o it_o hate_v how_o then_o will_v it_o fret_v and_o gall_v our_o meager_a and_o envious_a spirit_n to_o see_v that_o bless_a be_v who_o we_o can_v endure_v surround_v with_o a_o infinite_a happiness_n with_o a_o happiness_n so_o vast_a as_o that_o it_o can_v admit_v of_o no_o increase_n and_o yet_o so_o secure_a as_o that_o it_o can_v never_o suffer_v a_o diminution_n so_o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a you_o see_v for_o the_o mind_n of_o man_n to_o live_v happy_o upon_o god_n in_o the_o other_o life_n unless_o it_o be_v inspire_v beforehand_o with_o a_o hearty_a love_n and_o affection_n to_o he_o and_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o our_o holy_a religion_n do_v so_o strict_o require_v we_o to_o love_v the_o lord_n our_o god_n with_o all_o our_o heart_n with_o all_o our_o soul_n and_o with_o all_o our_o mind_n mat._n 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