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separation_n &_o a_o desire_n to_o be_v whole_o unite_v to_o he_o in_o that_o sad_a &_o ignominious_a state_n for_o unless_o thy_o heart_n be_v now_o unite_v unto_o that_o of_o jesus_n suffer_v thou_o may_v not_o hope_v hereafter_o to_o be_v unite_v unto_o thy_o jesus_n triumph_v fix_v thy_o eye_n therefore_o steady_o upon_o thy_o sovereign_a lord_n bleed_v &_o die_v upon_o the_o cross_n &_o thereby_o draw_v a_o copy_n in_o thy_o own_o heart_n by_o his_o wound_a foot_n order_v thy_o affection_n by_o his_o pierce_v hand_n rectify_v thy_o action_n by_o his_o crown_a head_n purify_v thy_o thought_n by_o his_o open_a side_n regulate_v thy_o love_n &_o by_o his_o sorrowful_a soul_n draw_v in_o thy_o the_o picture_n of_o compassion_n &_o imitation_n that_o for_o ever_o after_o the_o life_n of_o jesus_n may_v be_v make_v manifest_a in_o thou_o colloquy_n behold_v here_o o_o victorious_a saviour_n of_o man_n &_o angel_n my_o languish_a &_o sigh_v heart_n earnest_o sue_v to_o become_v one_o 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thou_o resolve_v to_o practice_v temperance_n &_o shun_v gluttony_n etc._n etc._n saturday_n crucify_a of_o jesus_n cons_n 1._o how_o jesus_n with_o much_o pain_n &_o shame_n arrive_v to_o mount_n calvary_n be_v again_o unclothe_v &_o thus_o all_o his_o sore_n be_v renew_v my_o sin_n not_o blot_v out_o by_o repentance_n shall_v one_o day_n be_v disclose_v to_o the_o whole_a world_n 2._o how_o they_o stretch_v thy_o jesus_n upon_o the_o cross_n fasten_v he_o with_o nail_n thereunto_o &_o they_o raise_v he_o up_o where_o he_o hang_v betweme_a two_o thief_n oh_o what_o ignominy_n 3._o how_o he_o there_o hang_v for_o the_o space_n of_o three_o hour_n revile_v by_o jew_n &_o gentile_n forsake_v by_o his_o disciple_n drench_v with_o gall_n &_o vinegar_n pierce_v to_o the_o heart_n with_o a_o spear_n &_o yet_o he_o pray_v for_o his_o enemy_n enter_v &_o make_v thy_o abode_n in_o that_o love-wounded-heart_n affect_v oh_o my_o jesus_n that_o i_o can_v imitate_v thou_o in_o the_o purity_n of_o 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&_o upright_a intention_n this_o aught_o then_o especial_o to_o be_v when_o we_o approach_v to_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n that_o great_a proof_n of_o god_n love_n to_o mankind_n that_o efficacious_a mean_n of_o confirm_v we_o in_o our_o spiritual_a life_n &_o a_o most_o assure_a pledge_n of_o our_o future_a bless_a life_n above_o we_o may_v not_o then_o venture_v hither_o of_o mere_a custom_n or_o for_o company_n sake_n nor_o to_o purchase_v a_o vain_a esteem_n of_o holiness_n or_o a_o increase_n of_o temporal_a blessing_n or_o some_o spiritual_a gust_n or_o sweetness_n in_o that_o great_a act_n of_o christian_a worship_n no_o philothea_n we_o must_v go_v to_o god_n for_o god_n himself_o that_o our_o love_n to_o he_o may_v be_v great_a our_o devotion_n quick_a &_o our_o spirit_n strong_a in_o perform_v the_o will_n of_o our_o sovereign_a lord_n and_o
permit_v with_o any_o one_o but_z with_o thy_o sprirituall_a director_n nor_o with_o he_o of_o any_o thing_n which_o have_v not_o a_o straight_a reference_n to_o the_o work_n in_o hand_n say_v rather_o with_o young_a samuel_n speak_v thou_o o_o lord_n for_o thy_o servant_n hear_v thou_o by_o open_v the_o sweet_a balsam_n lose_v their_o odour_n &_o by_o too_o much_o noy_n we_o deprive_v ourselves_o of_o hear_v what_o the_o holy_a spirit_n will_v speak_v in_o our_o soul_n if_o therefore_o thou_o desire_v hearty_o to_o hear_v the_o speech_n of_o peace_n which_o god_n speak_v to_o the_o soul_n which_o he_o have_v lead_v into_o solitude_n stop_v thy_o ear_n to_o all_o discourse_n of_o other_o &_o put_v â_fw-la bar_n to_o thy_o own_o lip_n for_o much_o speech_n be_v not_o void_a of_o sin_n &_o where_o sin_n be_v god_n holy_a wisdom_n can_v make_v no_o abode_n no_o noise_n be_v hear_v whilst_o salomon_n temple_n be_v build_v &_o a_o great_a than_o solomon_n be_v here_o §._o 4._o choice_n of_o 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&_o say_v thou_o thalt_v not_o depart_v hence_o unless_o thou_o do_v bless_v i_o with_o the_o blessing_n of_o peace_n &_o mercy_n colloquy_n ah_o my_o soul_n can_v thou_o be_v hungry_a have_v eat_v of_o the_o bread_n of_o angel_n or_o a_o thirst_n have_v taste_v of_o the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n or_o cold_a have_v be_v at_o this_o divine_a fire_n alas_o my_o sovereign_a lord_n my_o carelessness_n in_o attend_v to_o thy_o presence_n in_o this_o sacred_a banquet_n my_o frequent_a relapse_n into_o my_o old_a vice_n &_o ungratitude_n for_o thy_o many_o wonderful_a favour_n have_v even_o deaden_v my_o heart_n &_o render_v it_o insensible_a to_o the_o gracious_a influence_n of_o this_o heavenly_a food_n enliven_v my_o spirit_n o_o my_o god_n with_o thy_o grace_n &_o fortify_v it_o with_o this_o bread_n of_o angel_n &_o in_o the_o strength_n thereof_o i_o will_v walk_v to_o thy_o holy_a mountain_n the_o mountain_n where_o god_n delight_v to_o abide_v where_o he_o live_v for_o ever_o 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