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confession_n as_o i_o have_v do_v she_o can_v not_o have_v speak_v more_o to_o the_o purpose_n and_o more_o to_o the_o profit_n and_o edify_n of_o every_o one_o of_o they_o than_o she_o have_v do_v whereby_o we_o may_v clear_o see_v that_o she_o be_v undoubted_o a_o great_a prophetess_n and_o that_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o god_n speak_v in_o she_o what_o a_o singular_a grace_n the_o holy_a maid_n have_v not_o only_o in_o see_v the_o state_n of_o their_o soul_n that_o be_v present_a with_o she_o but_o also_o in_o discern_v the_o quality_n and_o condition_n of_o they_o that_o be_v far_o from_o she_o and_o in_o strange_a country_n with_o certain_a other_o point_n of_o like_a sort_n worthy_a to_o be_v note_v chap._n 6._o many_o devout_a person_n resort_v unto_o the_o holy_a maid_n at_o time_n for_o spiritual_a comfort_n do_v use_v to_o kneel_v down_o before_o she_o and_o to_o do_v great_a reverence_n to_o she_o than_o be_v usual_o do_v to_o other_o religious_a person_n the_o which_o thing_n because_o she_o do_v not_o refuse_v some_o that_o be_v present_a take_v offence_n and_o murmur_v ymagine_v with_o themselves_o that_o she_o have_v be_v vainglorious_a and_o that_o she_o have_v take_v pleasure_n in_o such_o courtesy_n doctor_n raimundus_n to_o take_v away_o this_o occasion_n of_o offence_n go_v to_o the_o holy_a maid_n and_o tell_v she_o what_o be_v conceive_v of_o she_o to_o who_o she_o make_v answer_v in_o this_o sort_n father_n say_v she_o our_o lord_n know_v that_o i_o be_o so_o thorough_o occupy_v in_o view_v the_o secret_a quality_n of_o the_o soul_n of_o they_o that_o resort_n to_o i_o that_o i_o take_v little_a heed_n to_o the_o outward_a gesture_n of_o their_o body_n and_o as_o she_o see_v the_o secret_a disposition_n of_o soul_n so_o do_v she_o likewise_o take_v either_o pass_a great_a delight_n in_o they_o if_o they_o be_v virtuous_o dispose_v or_o very_o great_a grief_n and_o bothsomenes_n towards_o they_o if_o she_o see_v they_o give_v to_o vice_n and_o uncleanness_n on_o a_o time_n while_o the_o holy_a maid_n be_v talk_v with_o pope_n gregory_n concern_v the_o state_n of_o the_o church_n where_o doctor_n raimundus_n be_v use_v for_o a_o interpreter_n between_o they_o because_o the_o pope_n understand_v not_o the_o italian_a tongue_n and_o she_o speak_v no_o latin_n among_o other_o thing_n she_o lament_v she_o very_o much_o of_o the_o court_n of_o rome_n and_o say_v that_o where_o of_o reason_n there_o ought_v to_o be_v a_o most_o pleasant_a paradyse_n of_o virtue_n and_o holiness_n there_o she_o find_v a_o most_o loathsome_a syncke_n of_o all_o stink_a vice_n and_o uncleanness_n the_o pope_n be_v somewhat_o move_v with_o those_o word_n ask_v of_o doctor_n raimundus_n how_o long_o it_o be_v sense_n she_o be_v first_o acqueint_v with_o the_o court_n of_o rome_n and_o understanding_n that_o it_o be_v but_o a_o few_o day_n he_o ask_v she_o how_o she_o come_v to_o have_v such_o knowledge_n of_o the_o manner_n of_o the_o court_n in_o 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doctor_n raimundus_n and_o diverse_a other_o credible_a person_n report_v that_o when_o she_o come_v with_o they_o into_o place_n where_o neither_o she_o nor_o they_o have_v ever_o be_v before_o there_o resort_v unto_o she_o many_o man_n and_o woman_n that_o seem_v by_o their_o apparel_n word_n and_o outward_a behaviour_n very_o honest_a and_o godly_a folk_n but_o be_v in_o deed_n give_v to_o some_o unclean_a vice_n which_o thing_n she_o perceive_v by_o and_o by_o and_o therefore_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a be_v bring_v to_o speak_v with_o they_o of_o heavenly_a matter_n as_o they_o require_v nor_o so_o much_o as_o to_o turn_v her_o face_n towards_o they_o and_o if_o she_o see_v that_o they_o tarry_v over_o long_o she_o will_v break_v out_o into_o word_n also_o and_o say_v to_o they_o that_o if_o they_o mind_v to_o talk_v of_o god_n or_o of_o godly_a matter_n they_o shall_v first_o rid_v themselves_o out_o of_o the_o devil_n snare_n and_o amend_v their_o life_n and_o with_o that_o she_o will_v find_v some_o occasion_n to_o withdraw_v herself_o from_o their_o company_n now_o her_o confessor_n and_o other_o that_o be_v about_o she_o at_o such_o time_n inquire_v further_o of_o the_o behaviour_n and_o conversation_n of_o such_o person_n as_o she_o refuse_v thus_o to_o speak_v withal_o find_v in_o deed_n that_o they_o be_v note_v of_o some_o grievous_a crime_n and_o that_o they_o continue_v in_o the_o same_o without_o repentance_n an_o other_o time_n there_o come_v a_o woman_n to_o speak_v with_o the_o holy_a maid_n who_o behaviour_n be_v so_o woman_n lie_v and_o talk_v so_o honest_a that_o so_o many_o as_o be_v there_o present_a take_v she_o to_o be_v a_o very_a virtuous_a woman_n the_o which_o notwithstanding_o the_o holy_a maid_n turn_v her_o face_n away_o from_o she_o as_o it_o seem_v of_o purpose_n because_o she_o will_v neither_o see_v the_o woman_n nor_o be_v see_v of_o she_o whereof_o doctor_n raimundus_n have_v great_a wonder_n and_o therefore_o take_v occasion_n afterwards_o to_o ask_v she_o secret_o what_o the_o cause_n be_v why_o she_o have_v so_o do_v to_o who_o she_o make_v answer_v after_o this_o manner_n o_o father_n say_v she_o if_o you_o have_v feel_v such_o a_o stench_n of_o sin_n as_o i_o feel_v while_o that_o woman_n speak_v to_o i_o i_o be_o well_o assure_v you_o will_v have_v cast_v up_o all_o that_o have_v be_v in_o your_o stomach_n upon_o this_o doctor_n raimundus_n use_v mean_n to_o come_v to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o that_o woman_n conversation_n and_o understand_v that_o she_o be_v a_o priest_n concubine_n how_o the_o holy_a maid_n pray_v continual_o for_o the_o state_n of_o the_o church_n and_o how_o by_o prayer_n she_o obtain_v of_o god_n the_o cease_n of_o two_o rebellion_n in_o rome_n chap._n 7._o
see_v that_o be_v move_v with_o pity_n she_o turn_v herself_o to_o god_n after_o her_o accustom_a manner_n in_o prayer_n and_o beseech_v he_o with_o great_a instance_n that_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o prolong_v her_o mother_n life_n our_o lord_n make_v answer_v that_o if_o she_o can_v be_v bring_v to_o dispose_v herself_o to_o die_v at_o that_o time_n it_o will_v be_v best_a for_o she_o forsomuch_o as_o if_o she_o live_v long_o there_o be_v such_o storm_n of_o trouble_n and_o adversity_n towards_o she_o as_o she_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v the_o holy_a maid_n hear_v that_o go_v to_o her_o mother_n and_o comfort_v she_o and_o use_v many_o sweet_a persuasion_n with_o she_o to_o induce_v she_o to_o be_v content_a see_v it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n to_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o wretched_a state_n to_o a_o more_o happy_a and_o bless_a life_n but_o the_o mother_n geve_v but_o a_o deaf_a ear_n to_o this_o kind_n of_o talk_n charge_v her_o daughter_n earnest_o that_o she_o shall_v rather_o pray_v to_o god_n for_o the_o continuance_n of_o her_o life_n for_o as_o yet_o she_o can_v in_o no_o wise_n be_v bring_v to_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o wordle_n then_o the_o holy_a maid_n in_o great_a anguish_n and_o perplexity_n of_o mind_n become_v a_o mediatrix_fw-la between_o almighty_a god_n and_o her_o mother_n humble_o beseech_v he_o on_o the_o one_o side_n that_o he_o will_v not_o suffer_v her_o mother_n to_o depart_v until_o she_o be_v resolve_v to_o die_v willing_o for_o his_o love_n and_o earnest_o exhort_v she_o on_o the_o other_o side_n that_o she_o shall_v yield_v her_o hart_n full_o and_o whole_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n but_o she_o be_v so_o fix_v on_o the_o wordle_n that_o she_o may_v not_o abide_v to_o hear_v of_o death_n whereupon_o our_o lord_n speak_v to_o the_o holy_a maid_n after_o this_o sort_n daughter_n say_v he_o tell_v thy_o mother_n that_o if_o she_o will_v not_o consent_v to_o die_v now_o a_o time_n shall_v come_v when_o she_o shall_v 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hart_n and_o murmur_a against_o god_n she_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o life_n without_o any_o further_a contrition_n or_o repentance_n for_o her_o sin_n her_o daughter_n take_v this_o manner_n of_o her_o departure_n marvelous_a heavy_o and_o can_v receive_v no_o comfort_n but_o set_v herself_o to_o prayer_n which_o she_o have_v evermore_o try_v to_o be_v a_o present_a remedy_n against_o all_o evels_n she_o sigh_v sob_v and_o weep_v very_o lamentable_o and_o pour_v out_o the_o grief_n of_o her_o hart_n before_o god_n with_o these_o word_n o_o my_o dear_a lord_n and_o god_n be_v these_o the_o promise_n that_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o that_o there_o shall_v no_o one_o of_o my_o house_n and_o family_n perish_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o enemy_n behold_v o_o lord_n my_o mother_n be_v now_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o life_n without_o repentance_n for_o her_o sin_n without_o confession_n without_o the_o right_n of_o holy_a church_n o_o sweet_a lord_n o_o father_n of_o all_o comfort_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o reject_v the_o petition_n of_o thy_o lowly_a handmaid_n at_o this_o tyme._n see_v o_o lord_n i_o lie_v here_o prostrate_a before_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o will_v not_o rise_v out_o of_o this_o place_n until_o my_o mother_n be_v restore_v to_o life_n again_o and_o i_o ascertain_v of_o her_o salvation_n that_o thy_o promise_n may_v be_v verify_v and_o my_o soul_n comfort_v while_o the_o holy_a maid_n be_v thus_o pray_v there_o be_v a_o number_n of_o woman_n in_o the_o chamber_n some_o of_o the_o household_n and_o some_o of_o the_o neighbour_n that_o come_v thither_o at_o that_o time_n as_o the_o manner_n be_v to_o mourn_v and_o to_o do_v such_o thing_n as_o be_v to_o be_v do_v about_o the_o dead_a corpse_n among_o these_o woman_n some_o there_o be_v also_o that_o give_v diligent_a ear_n to_o the_o holy_a maid_n &_o hear_v distinct_o what_o word_n she_o speak_v in_o her_o prayer_n 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bolster_n or_o pillow_n of_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a vision_n and_o revelation_n show_v unto_o she_o with_o a_o doctrine_n how_o to_o discern_v between_o true_a and_o false_a vision_n chap._n 16._o this_o holy_a virgin_n declare_v in_o secret_a confession_n to_o her_o ghostly_a father_n that_o at_o what_o time_n she_o begin_v to_o retire_v her_o self_n from_o all_o conversation_n and_o to_o live_v alone_o in_o her_o cell_n it_o please_v her_o spouse_n jesus_n christ_n to_o visit_v she_o in_o visible_a manner_n and_o to_o geve_v her_o instruction_n in_o matter_n concern_v her_o salvation_n father_n say_v she_o take_v this_o for_o a_o most_o certain_a truth_n that_o i_o be_v never_o teach_v the_o rule_n of_o spiritual_a life_n by_o any_o man_n or_o woman_n but_o only_o by_o jesus_n christ_n the_o spouse_n of_o my_o soul_n who_o have_v inform_v i_o always_o either_o by_o secret_a inspiration_n or_o else_o appear_a open_o unto_o i_o and_o speak_v to_o i_o as_o i_o now_o speak_v to_o you_o 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the_o child_n of_o pride_n can_v geve_v none_o other_o thing_n but_o only_o what_o he_o have_v and_o therefore_o in_o his_o vision_n there_o must_v needs_o ensue_v in_o a_o soul_n ignorance_n and_o error_n by_o reason_n whereof_o it_o conceive_v a_o false_a reputation_n of_o itself_o which_o be_v the_o proper_a condition_n of_o pride_n by_o this_o may_v thou_o know_v whether_o thy_o vision_n be_v of_o i_o or_o of_o the_o enemy_n of_o truth_n or_o of_o falsehood_n if_o they_o come_v of_o truth_n they_o will_v make_v thy_o soul_n humble_a if_o they_o come_v of_o falsehood_n they_o will_v make_v thy_o soul_n proud_a thus_o be_v she_o instruct_v of_o the_o teacher_n of_o all_o truth_n jesus_n christ_n and_o she_o keep_v his_o doctrine_n and_o instruction_n very_o faithful_o in_o mind_n and_o utter_v they_o afterwards_o to_o her_o ghostly_a father_n and_o other_o for_o their_o instruction_n as_o it_o shall_v be_v declare_v hereafter_o and_o after_o this_o time_n it_o please_v god_n to_o 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dishonesty_n unto_o who_o she_o make_v none_o answer_v whatsoever_o he_o say_v neither_o will_v she_o so_o much_o as_o look_v in_o his_o face_n but_o forthwith_o turn_v away_o from_o he_o and_o so_o keep_v herself_o faithful_a and_o true_a to_o her_o husband_n and_o so_o do_v this_o chaste_a virgin_n to_o her_o spouse_n christ_n and_o by_o this_o mean_a she_o gate_n a_o great_a victory_n over_o her_o enemy_n bore_v his_o ear_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o a_o strong_a and_o faithful_a prayer_n howbeit_o though_o he_o see_v his_o first_o assault_n thus_o easy_o frustrate_v and_o put_v by_o yet_o do_v he_o not_o cease_v but_o move_v a_o other_o battle_n against_o she_o which_o be_v much_o more_o fierce_a and_o cruel_a than_o the_o foreme_a how_o the_o enemy_n accompany_v with_o a_o great_a multitude_n of_o unclean_a spirit_n renew_v his_o battarie_n against_o this_o strong_a fortress_n and_o use_v great_a enforcement_n than_o before_o chap._n 21._o when_o the_o unclean_a spirit_n see_v 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away_o to_o thy_o blesful_a tabernacle_n do_v thou_o not_o see_v o_o lord_n that_o there_o be_v nothing_o under_o the_o sun_n wherein_o i_o can_v take_v delight_n do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o i_o do_v love_n no_o creature_n in_o this_o world_n but_o only_o in_o thou_o or_o for_o thou_o do_v thou_o not_o see_v o_o eye_n of_o heaven_n which_o see_v all_o thing_n that_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o i_o unsightly_a and_o yrckesome_a the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n only_o except_v whereon_o my_o hart_n be_v fix_v wherefore_o then_o do_v thou_o suffer_v this_o my_o wretched_a body_n to_o be_v so_o long_a a_o let_v and_o stay_v that_o i_o can_v not_o come_v and_o have_v the_o joyful_a fruition_n of_o that_o most_o excellent_a beauty_n that_o i_o so_o much_o desire_v o_o my_o most_o gracious_a and_o amiable_a lord_n o_o most_o sweet_a love_n of_o my_o hart_n suffer_v i_o no_o long_o to_o dwell_v in_o this_o earthy_a and_o foul_a prison_n but_o take_v i_o out_o and_o call_v i_o to_o 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