that_o he_o find_v himself_o desert_v but_o in_o he_o be_v we_o take_v up_o &_o save_v martyr_n and_o witness_n of_o the_o truth_n have_v suffer_v great_a and_o grievous_a torment_n but_o divine_a consolation_n from_o above_o do_v abundant_o shine_v in_o their_o soul_n the_o part_n which_o tyrant_n can_v not_o kill_v nor_o touch_n look_v unto_o jesus_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o their_o faith_n who_o for_o the_o joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o endure_v the_o cross_n 12.2_o heb._n 12.2_o and_o despise_v the_o shame_n and_o mock_v of_o they_o that_o stand_v by_o who_o turn_v his_o holy_a word_n in_o scornful_a jest_n as_o though_o he_o have_v call_v for_o elias_n christ_n soul_n now_o be_v burn_v up_o with_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n for_o sin_n 69.22_o psal_n 69.22_o and_o all_o the_o moisture_n of_o his_o body_n dry_v up_o with_o the_o same_o yet_o do_v he_o not_o quench_n his_o thirst_n until_o the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n be_v satisfy_v 19.28_o john_n 19.28_o 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that_o christ_n have_v purchase_v unto_o thou_o the_o great_a benefit_n of_o adoption_n 1â—_n john_n 20_o 1â—_n for_o thy_o brother_n christ_n have_v make_v his_o father_n thy_o father_n &_o therefore_o will_v have_v a_o fatherly_a care_n of_o thou_o for_o ever_o for_o who_o be_v more_o faithful_a 19_o 1._o pet._n 4._o 19_o than_o our_o father_n to_z whon_fw-mi we_o commend_v our_o soul_n which_o do_v not_o perish_v but_o be_v keep_v by_o he_o 15.21.22_o 1._o cor._n 15.21.22_o while_o they_o be_v join_v to_o the_o body_n at_o the_o resurrection_n &_o be_v receive_v when_o we_o depart_v this_o life_n in_o his_o arm_n who_o will_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o be_v take_v from_o his_o hand_n but_o will_v sure_o keep_v they_o in_o peace_n be_v thou_o therefore_o careful_a of_o thy_o soul_n at_o all_o time_n but_o special_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o separation_n for_o then_o the_o devil_n be_v busy_a to_o devour_v thou_o for_o be_v know_v his_o time_n to_o be_v short_a &_o the_o gulf_n of_o 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lord_n not_o my_o foot_n only_o but_o my_o hand_n and_o my_o head_n also_o merciful_a father_n let_v not_o the_o gate_n of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v close_v upon_o i_o which_o have_v be_v open_v to_o so_o many_o poor_a sinner_n before_o i_o if_o thou_o refuse_v to_o be_v merciful_a where_o shall_v mercy_n be_v find_v 23.43_o luc._n 23.43_o o_o lord_n thou_o do_v not_o abhor_v the_o penitent_a thief_n nor_o the_o woman_n of_o canaan_n when_o she_o request_v thou_o 15.22_o mat._n 15.22_o neither_o the_o woman_n apprehend_v in_o adultery_n 8._o john_n 11_o 8._o nor_o the_o publican_n pray_v to_o thou_o 74._o mat._n 26_o 74._o neither_o yet_o the_o disciple_n that_o deny_v thou_o in_o the_o smell_n of_o these_o thy_o ointment_n do_v my_o soul_n run_v after_o thou_o 4.10_o cant._n 4.10_o i_o do_v confess_v in_o sincerity_n 15._o 1._o tim._n 1_o 15._o o_o lord_n that_o of_o all_o sinner_n i_o be_o the_o chief_a where_o sin_n have_v abound_v lord_n let_v thy_o mercy_n superabound_v i_o say_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n with_o that_o poor_a leper_n lord_n if_o thou_o will_v 8.2_o mat._n 8.2_o thou_o can_v make_v i_o clean_o yea_o although_o i_o be_v spot_v as_o the_o leopard_n and_o black_a as_o a_o moor_n one_o drop_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n be_v able_a to_o make_v i_o as_o white_a as_o snow_n i_o believe_v lord_n 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o help_v my_o unbelief_n it_o be_v thy_o praise_n o_o lord_n that_o thou_o make_v the_o barren_a womb_n the_o mother_n of_o many_o child_n and_o turn_v the_o barren_a wilderness_n into_o a_o fruitful_a land_n 10._o psal_n 107_o 35._o exod._n 15_o 25._o john_n 2.9_o mat._n 12_o 10._o thou_o lord_n can_v make_v bitter_a water_n sweet_a and_o can_v turn_v water_n into_o wine_n o_o lord_n pity_n my_o wither_a heart_n as_o thou_o pity_v the_o wither_a hand_n quicken_v this_o dead_a heart_n of_o i_o by_o the_o quicken_a virtue_n of_o thy_o spirit_n yea_o lord_n 17.8_o act._n 16.14_o numb_a 17.8_o open_v my_o heart_n as_o thou_o open_v 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into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n fashion_v i_o so_o to_o thy_o own_o image_n 2.20_o gal._n 2.20_o that_o i_o no_o long_o live_v but_o christ_n may_v live_v in_o i_o mark_v i_o with_o that_o new_a name_n which_o no_o man_n know_v but_o he_o that_o have_v receive_v it_o give_v i_o to_o taste_v of_o that_o hide_v manna_n which_o no_o man_n can_v decern_v but_o he_o that_o have_v taste_v of_o it_o create_v in_o my_o soul_n spiritual_a sense_n that_o in_o a_o spiritual_a manner_n i_o may_v take_v thou_o up_o who_o be_v the_o spirit_n of_o spirit_n furnish_v my_o languish_a soul_n with_o some_o of_o the_o first_o fruit_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a canaan_n that_o in_o the_o strength_n thereof_o i_o may_v walk_v until_o thou_o possess_v i_o into_o that_o promise_a rest_n be_v with_o i_o in_o all_o my_o tentation_n and_o lead_v i_o through_o all_o difficulty_n that_o i_o may_v sing_v that_o joyful_a triumph_n with_o thy_o own_o apostle_n thank_n be_v to_o god_n who_o have_v give_v we_o victory_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o first_o day_n sin_n make_v i_o ashamed_a to_o speak_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n but_o my_o saviour_n encourage_v i_o to_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o under_o the_o shadow_n of_o his_o merit_n do_v i_o appear_v in_o thy_o sight_n and_o in_o his_o name_n do_v i_o present_v myself_o and_o my_o supplication_n to_o thy_o majesty_n o_o lord_n do_v thou_o not_o number_v my_o step_n if_o the_o conscience_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o this_o one_o day_n do_v so_o dash_v and_o confound_v i_o what_o fear_n may_v arise_v in_o my_o soul_n through_o the_o memory_n of_o sin_n commit_v my_o whole_a life-time_n i_o do_v confess_v o_o lord_n my_o whole_a life_n have_v be_v a_o wander_a from_o thou_o and_o all_o my_o day_n i_o have_v be_v do_v nothing_o but_o make_v up_o a_o dâ—ttâ—y_n against_o myself_o thou_o need_v not_o o_o lord_n to_o lead_v any_o process_n against_o i_o for_o my_o conviction_n the_o conscience_n may_v both_o accuse_v witness_n and_o condemn_v o_o lord_n all_o my_o life_n have_v be_v either_o sinful_a or_o unfruitful_a if_o i_o have_v do_v any_o thing_n that_o seem_v good_a it_o be_v either_o counterfeit_n or_o corrupt_v or_o some_o way_n unperfite_a the_o dung_n of_o all_o my_o sacrifice_n just_o may_v thou_o cast_v upon_o my_o face_n i_o have_v rather_o seem_v nor_o true_o be_v religious_a therefore_o do_v i_o seek_v salvation_n without_o myself_o 3.17_o mat._n 3.17_o i_o seek_v it_o in_o he_o in_o who_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v israel_n stinge_v with_o fiery_a serpent_n 6._o numb_a 21_o 6._o be_v heal_v by_o look_v to_o the_o
and_o where_o i_o be_o a_o weak_a creature_n in_o a_o waste_n wilderness_n therefore_o as_o thou_o carry_v thy_o own_o israel_n upon_o eagle_n wing_n through_o the_o wilderness_n towards_o that_o earthly_a canaan_n carry_v i_o through_o this_o waste_a wilderness_n of_o the_o world_n until_o i_o come_v to_o my_o heavenly_a canaan_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o ship_n toss_v to_o and_o fro_o with_o continual_a tempest_n many_o time_n when_o i_o have_v a_o straight_a course_n to_o heaven_n i_o be_o drive_v aside_o by_o the_o contrary_a wind_n of_o my_o corrupt_a affection_n lord_n jesus_n be_v thou_o pilot_n to_o the_o ship_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o make_v no_o shipwreck_n as_o tentation_n follow_v tentation_n like_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n every_o one_o upon_o the_o back_n of_o another_o so_o let_v grace_n be_v double_v that_o although_o satan_n seek_v to_o winnow_v i_o as_o wheat_n yet_o he_o prevail_v not_o i_o long_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o 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in_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n yet_o have_v carry_v my_o fantasy_n after_o profane_a earthly_a and_o carnal_a thing_n ah_o lord_n i_o what_o he_o can_v accomplish_v in_o the_o day_n he_o labour_v to_o bring_v it_o to_o pass_v in_o the_o night_n take_v not_o these_o for_o my_o action_n but_o for_o my_o enemy_n devilish_a suggestion_n i_o will_v wish_v the_o mind_n be_v so_o pure_a and_o the_o heart_n so_o spiritual_o dispose_v that_o ever_o sleep_v or_o wake_v i_o be_v about_o spiritual_a matter_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n thou_o can_v not_o dwell_v inro_fw-la a_o filthy_a heart_n sweep_v the_o house_n of_o my_o soul_n wash_v i_o anew_o 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o and_o make_v i_o clean_o prepare_v a_o lodging_n for_o thy_o own_o spirit_n into_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n possess_v thoâ—_n thy_o own_o dwell_n for_o thou_o hâ—st_v buy_v it_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o own_o son_n keep_v i_o o_o lord_n 1.7_o 1._o john_n 1.7_o 1.5_o 1._o pet._n 1.5_o unto_o that_o life_n which_o thou_o have_v keep_v for_o i_o and_o while_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n save_v i_o from_o carnal_a security_n let_v my_o delight_n ever_o be_v to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o multiply_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n upon_o i_o 6.6_o mat._n 6.6_o let_v i_o not_o weary_a of_o welldoing_a but_o lead_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o my_o time_n have_v be_v so_o waste_v time_n slyde_v away_o and_o i_o profit_v little_a or_o nothing_o in_o it_o let_v no_o day_n slip_v away_o without_o some_o spiritual_a advantage_n o_o lord_n i_o count_v it_o my_o great_a gain_n to_o gain_v christ_n 3.8_o phil._n 3.8_o yea_o i_o
neither_o call_v he_o christ_n his_o master_n or_o lord_n but_o i_o shall_v deliver_v him_n as_o a_o contemptible_a creature_n neither_o inquyre_v of_o the_o quarrel_n what_o they_o will_v do_v with_o he_o for_o his_o mind_n be_v only_o on_o the_o money_n and_o here_o remember_v my_o soul_n that_o for_o a_o small_a price_n he_o betray_v the_o worde_n which_o be_v in_o the_o beginning_n which_o word_n be_v god._n 1.1_o john_n 1.1_o have_v thou_o receive_v earthly_a or_o temporal_a good_n to_o expel_v from_o thy_o soul_n thy_o saviour_n or_o by_o brybrie_n and_o simony_n pervert_v iâ—stice_n and_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n that_o be_v in_o thou_o betimes_o repent_v many_o sin_n do_v thou_o commit_v for_o the_o thirst_n of_o gold_n desire_v of_o preferment_n and_o ambition_n clim_v to_o promotion_n he_o seek_v the_o world_n forsake_v heaven_n but_o find_v none_o of_o they_o cast_v from_o thou_o therefore_o 4.2_o 2._o cor._n 4.2_o cloak_n of_o sin_n and_o shame_n and_o walk_v not_o in_o craftiness_n neither_o handle_v the_o word_n of_o god_n deceitfullie_o but_o in_o declaration_n of_o the_o truth_n approve_v thyself_o to_o every_o man_n conscience_n judas_n sell_v his_o redeemer_n and_o hang_v himself_o lose_v his_o grace_n and_o just_o for_o no_o man_n can_v keep_v that_o which_o he_o have_v sell_v woe_n unto_o they_o 11._o jud._n 11._o that_o be_v cast_v away_o by_o the_o deceit_n of_o balaams_n wage_n this_o wretch_n can_v not_o be_v move_v by_o his_o master_n humility_n goodwill_n and_o courtesy_n to_o repentance_n albeit_o that_o mild_a lamb_n sit_v at_o table_n with_o he_o have_v give_v he_o a_o savoury_n and_o well-tasted_n morsel_n which_o be_v have_v dip_v in_o the_o platter_n and_o reach_v with_o his_o own_o hand_n to_o signify_v that_o he_o will_v feed_v and_o benefit_n his_o very_a know_a enemy_n and_o also_o to_o give_v evident_a demonstration_n that_o not_o of_o infirmity_n but_o most_o willing_o he_o do_v lay_v down_o his_o life_n for_o mankind_n the_o four_o step_n in_o the_o soul_n ascension_n by_o heavenly_a contemplation_n fourthlie_o consider_v diligent_o with_o thyself_o my_o soul_n how_o naughty_o thy_o christ_n be_v esteem_v when_o the_o judge_n pontius_n pilate_n prefer_v a_o arrant_a malefactor_a 27.16_o mat._n 27.16_o a_o notable_a prisoner_n barrabas_n to_o he_o who_o be_v the_o image_n of_o the_o invisible_a god_n the_o first_o bear_v of_o every_o creature_n 1.15.18_o col._n 1.15.18_o he_o be_v before_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o he_o all_o thing_n consist_v he_o be_v the_o bead_n of_o the_o body_n of_o the_o church_n he_o be_v the_o beginning_n and_o first_o bear_v of_o the_o dead_a that_o in_o all_o thing_n be_v may_v have_v the_o pre-eminence_n and_o good_a reason_n it_o be_v so_o for_o he_o be_v the_o brightness_n of_o his_o glory_n and_o the_o ingrave_v form_n of_o his_o father_n 1.3_o heb._n 1.3_o and_o bear_v up_o all_o thing_n by_o his_o mighty_a word_n now_o be_v he_o that_o stone_z casten_z aside_o of_o the_o bvilder_n and_o vilipend_v of_o all_o man_n yet_o be_v become_v the_o head_n of_o the_o corner_n 118.22_o psal_n 118.22_o a_o stone_n i_o say_v try_v and_o most_o precious_a so_o that_o 28.16_o esay_n 28.16_o whosoever_o shall_v fall_v on_o this_o stone_n he_o shall_v be_v break_v 21.44_o mat._n 21.44_o and_o on_o whosoever_o it_o shall_v fall_v it_o will_v grind_v he_o to_o powder_n and_o notwithstanding_o this_o timorous_a judge_n know_v that_o for_o envy_v they_o bid_v deliver_v he_o 27.18_o mat._n 27.18_o and_o though_o his_o wife_n send_v unto_o he_o upon_o the_o judgement_n seat_n to_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o that_o just_a man_n and_o though_o he_o find_v by_o his_o own_o sentence_n no_o cause_n of_o death_n in_o he_o be_v take_v water_n and_o wash_v his_o hand_n say_v i_o be_o innocent_a of_o the_o blood_n of_o this_o just_a man_n and_o albeit_o that_o christ_n himself_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n under_o pontius_n pilate_n witness_v a_o good_a confession_n for_o this_o cause_n be_v he_o bear_v and_o for_o this_o come_v he_o into_o the_o world_n 18.37_o john_n 18.37_o that_o he_o shall_v bear_v witness_n unto_o the_o truth_n yet_o i_o say_v for_o all_o these_o thing_n the_o multitude_n of_o the_o jew_n deny_v the_o holy_a one_o and_o the_o just_a and_o desire_v a_o murderer_n to_o be_v give_v to_o they_o 3.14_o act._n 3.14_o and_z killed_z the_o lord_z of_o life_n o_o what_o villainy_n and_o indignity_n be_v this_o but_o consider_v o_o thou_o my_o soul_n that_o jesus_n of_o nâ—zareth_n a_o man_n approve_v of_o god_n among_o they_o with_o great_a work_n 2.22.23_o act._n 2.22.23_o and_o wonder_n and_o sign_n which_o god_n do_v by_o he_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o as_o they_o themselves_o also_o know_v he_o i_o say_v do_v they_o take_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v deliver_v by_o the_o determinat_fw-la couâ—sell_n and_o foreknowledge_n of_o god_n and_o have_v crucify_v and_o slay_v he_o do_v thou_o condemn_v this_o base_a and_o vile_a contempt_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n consider_v that_o through_o ignorance_n they_o do_v it_o 2.8_o 1._o cor._n 2.8_o as_o also_o their_o governor_n for_o have_v they_o know_v they_o will_v not_o have_v crucify_v the_o lord_n of_o glory_n but_o alas_o poor_a soul_n how_o often_o do_v thou_o not_o prefer_v a_o man_n life_n but_o any_o foolish_a toy_n and_o vanish_v shade_n of_o thy_o lust_n and_o filthy_a pleasure_n to_o thy_o redeemer_n for_o in_o every_o sin_n thou_o do_v commit_v thou_o have_v a_o secret_a discourse_n in_o judgement_n and_o a_o corrupt_a reason_n of_o election_n what_o shall_v be_v reject_v or_o embrace_v avoid_v or_o except_v and_o thou_o such_o be_v thy_o vainitie_n do_v make_v thy_o idle_a concupiscence_n not_o so_o heavy_a as_o a_o feather_n to_o proponderat_a and_o weigh_v down_o in_o the_o wrongous_fw-la &_o false_a balance_n of_o thy_o fantasy_n the_o love_n fear_v and_o obedience_n that_o thou_o ought_v to_o christ_n but_o these_o thing_n ignorant_a soul_n that_o thou_o suppose_v be_v vantage_n unto_o thou_o 3.7.8_o phil._n 3.7.8_o the_o same_o count_n loss_n for_o christ_n sake_n yea_o doubtless_o think_v all_o thing_n but_o loss_n for_o the_o excel_a knowledge_n sake_n of_o christ_n jesus_n thy_o lord_n for_o who_o counpt_v all_o thing_n loss_n and_o judge_v they_o to_o be_v dongue_z 12.32_o john_n 12.32_o that_o thou_o may_v win_v christ_n who_o do_v draw_v all_o man_n to_o himself_o and_o shall_v this_o ignorance_n excuse_v they_o no_o true_o for_o ignorance_n in_o those_o that_o will_v not_o understand_v without_o doubt_n be_v a_o sin_n ignorance_n in_o those_o that_o can_v not_o understand_v be_v a_o punishment_n for_o sin_n but_o thou_o my_o soul_n after_o thou_o have_v escape_v from_o the_o filthiness_n of_o the_o world_n 20.21_o 2._o pet._n 20.21_o through_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o of_o thy_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n if_o thou_o be_v yet_o entangle_v therein_o and_o overcome_v the_o latter_a end_n be_v worse_a with_o thou_o than_o the_o beginning_n for_o it_o have_v be_v better_a for_o thou_o not_o to_o have_v know_v the_o way_n of_o righteousness_n than_o after_o thou_o have_v know_v it_o to_o turn_v from_o the_o holy_a commandment_n give_v unto_o thou_o for_o the_o servant_n that_o know_v the_o will_n of_o his_o master_n and_o do_v it_o not_o shall_v be_v beat_v with_o many_o stripe_n yea_o he_o that_o neither_o know_v nor_o do_v shall_v be_v beat_v with_o few_o 1.77_o jam._n 4.17_o luc._n 1.77_o always_o shall_v be_v beat_v but_o to_o he_o that_o know_v and_o do_v it_o not_o 3.18_o 2._o pet._n 3.18_o to_o he_o it_o be_v sin_n for_o christ_n give_v we_o grace_n to_o grow_v in_o this_o knowledge_n but_o before_o thou_o come_v poor_a soul_n to_o a_o deep_a contemplation_n of_o this_o step_v aforesaid_a consider_v how_o our_o saviour_n enter_v into_o this_o conflict_n with_o sin_n and_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n due_a thereto_o which_o be_v when_o he_o have_v discharge_v the_o duty_n to_o they_o who_o be_v commit_v unto_o he_o instruct_v they_o and_o commend_v they_o to_o god_n then_o be_v it_o a_o seasonable_a time_n in_o peace_n rest_v and_o security_n with_o a_o good_a conscience_n to_o lay_v down_o his_o life_n this_o shall_v be_v especial_o meditate_a of_o thou_o my_o soul_n and_o so_o go_v he_o on_o to_o the_o mount_n 18.2_o john_n 18.2_o which_o place_n be_v well_o know_v to_o judas_n so_o voluntary_o be_v his_o sacrifice_n for_o we_o shall_v not_o have_v reap_v benefit_n by_o it_o unless_o willing_o and_o with_o such_o a_o readiness_n to_o pleasour_n his_o father_n and_o satisfy_v god_n anger_n he_o have_v die_v as_o man_n nor_o angel_n can_v express_v then_o to_o judas_n again_o be_v be_v familiar_a and_o acquaint_v with_o christ_n 22.21_o
sin_v who_o breath_n be_v in_o their_o nose-thirles_a and_o who_o help_n be_v vain_a they_o will_v not_o acknowledge_v that_o it_o belong_v to_o they_o sure_o both_o they_o and_o their_o posterity_n feel_v the_o smart_n of_o that_o innocent_a blood_n which_o man_n though_o they_o know_v the_o law_n of_o god_n how_o that_o they_o which_o commit_v such_o thing_n be_v worthy_a of_o death_n yet_o not_o only_o do_v they_o sin_n 1.32_o rom._n 1.32_o but_o also_o favour_v they_o that_o do_v they_o for_o to_o sin_n by_o himself_o or_o by_o another_o be_v all_o one_o and_o he_o that_o consent_v be_v accessâ—â—ie_n to_o the_o fact_n but_o here_o be_v their_o great_a blindness_n that_o they_o do_v not_o revoke_v and_o retreat_v their_o sentence_n hear_v his_o innocence_n justie_a by_o the_o traitor_n confess_v in_o no_o way_n speak_v thou_o against_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n my_o soul_n but_o be_v ashamed_a of_o the_o lie_v of_o thy_o ignorance_n strive_v for_o the_o truth_n unto_o death_n 4.25.28_o eccl._n 4.25.28_o and_o defend_v justice_n for_o thy_o life_n and_o the_o lord_n god_n shall_v sight_n for_o thou_o against_o thy_o enemy_n but_o hard_a of_o all_o be_v that_o rough_a answer_n that_o judas_n receive_v they_o minister_v no_o comfort_n unto_o he_o but_o increase_v the_o flamme_n of_o despare_n that_o be_v kindle_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o he_o the_o weak_a have_v you_o not_o strengthen_v 34.4_o ezek._n 34.4_o as_o he_o complain_v just_o of_o they_o the_o sick_a you_o have_v not_o heal_v neither_o have_v you_o bund_a up_o the_o break_a nor_o bring_v again_o that_o which_o be_v dryven_v away_o neither_o have_v you_o seek_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v but_o with_o cruelty_n &_o rigour_n have_v you_o rule_v they_o but_o the_o good_a sbepherd_n never_o rest_v but_o go_v after_o that_o which_o be_v lose_v while_o he_o find_v it_o 15.4.6_o luc._n 15.4.6_o and_o make_v his_o rejoice_v the_o compensation_n of_o his_o travel_n he_o do_v cast_v the_o money_n in_o the_o 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for_o sin_n nor_o any_o great_a burden_n than_o the_o heavy_a weight_n of_o our_o vile_a transgression_n here_o satan_n be_v a_o great_a politician_n for_o he_o change_v himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n while_o he_o lessen_v our_o sin_n &_o extenuate_v they_o entice_v man_n to_o fall_v but_o when_o the_o deed_n be_v do_v like_o lighten_v he_o shine_v in_o man_n cast_v his_o sin_n sudden_o before_o he_o at_o the_o which_o thunderbolt_n he_o be_v benumb_v &_o stupefy_v feel_v the_o bitter_a pang_n of_o a_o evil_a conscience_n and_o do_v so_o cast_v he_o down_o with_o this_o great_a stroke_n that_o he_o who_o before_o glory_v in_o sin_n now_o think_v himself_o seclude_v from_o mercy_n and_o salvation_n lord_n hide_v thy_o face_n from_o my_o sin_n 10.11_o psal_n 51.9_o 10.11_o and_o put_v away_o all_o my_o iniquity_n create_v in_o i_o â—_o clean_o heart_n o_o god_n and_o renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o cast_v i_o not_o away_o from_o thy_o presence_n and_o take_v not_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o but_o diligent_o perpend_v peter_n and_o judas_n repentance_n by_o compare_v they_o together_o that_o thou_o may_v understand_v dear_a soul_n in_o what_o state_n their_o iniquity_n be_v commit_v their_o fall_n heavy_o wound_v their_o conscience_n doubtless_o for_o peter_n not_o only_o deny_v christ_n but_o bind_v himself_o to_o curse_n if_o he_o have_v know_v he_o which_o be_v a_o sin_n almost_o to_o death_n and_o the_o other_o judas_n do_v commit_v a_o heinous_a trespass_n worthy_a of_o everlasting_a condemnation_n but_o peter_n be_v of_o frailty_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o fear_v of_o death_n but_o judas_n be_v of_o set_a purpose_n and_o of_o destinate_a malice_n do_v attempt_v that_o detestable_a fact_n and_o peter_n again_o not_o in_o a_o cause_n of_o itself_o so_o much_o unblamable_a but_o of_o immoderate_a timeritie_n conjoin_v therewith_o and_o to_o judas_n desperate_a malice_n be_v a_o insatiable_a greediness_n annex_v but_o the_o forgetfulness_n 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god_n be_v come_v upon_o they_o to_o the_o utmost_a both_o upon_o they_o and_o on_o their_o posterity_n for_o upon_o they_o be_v come_v all_o the_o righteous_a blood_n that_o be_v shed_v upon_o the_o earth_n from_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n the_o righteous_a 23.35_o mat._n 23.35_o and_o the_o blood_n of_o zacharias_n the_o son_n of_o barachias_n who_o they_o slay_v between_o the_o temple_n &_o the_o altar_n every_o man_n detest_v this_o heinous_a cruelty_n and_o thou_o my_o soul_n say_v that_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v in_o those_o day_n tâ—ou_o will_v not_o have_v put_v hand_n in_o thy_o saviour_n but_o thou_o lack_v nothing_o but_o time_n for_o thou_o resiste_v the_o know_a truth_n of_o christ_n and_o hate_v the_o professor_n thereof_o whereby_o thou_o crucifie_v again_o the_o son_n of_o god_n 4.19_o eph._n 4.19_o and_o make_v a_o mock_n of_o he_o for_o he_o that_o despise_a moses_n law_n die_v without_o mercy_n under_o two_o or_o three_o witness_n of_o how_o much_o sore_a punishment_n suppose_v you_o shall_v he_o be_v worthy_a which_o tread_v under_o foot_n the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o count_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o new-testament_n as_o a_o unholie_a thing_n 10.28_o heb._n 10.28_o wherewith_o he_o be_v sanctify_v and_o do_v despite_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o therefore_o well_o may_v christ_n have_v say_v as_o for_o i_o behold_v i_o be_o in_o your_o hand_n do_v with_o i_o 26.14.15_o jer._n 26.14.15_o as_o you_o think_v good_a and_o right_n but_o know_v you_o for_o certain_a that_o if_o you_o put_v i_o to_o death_n you_o shall_v sure_o bring_v innocent_a blood_n upon_o yourselves_o and_o upon_o your_o city_n 19_o luc._n 19_o and_o upon_o the_o inhabitant_n thereof_o for_o of_o a_o truth_n the_o lord_n have_v send_v i_o unto_o you_o for_o to_o speak_v all_o these_o word_n in_o your_o ear_n but_o for_o three_o transgression_n of_o israel_n 2.6_o amos._n 2.6_o and_o for_o four_o the_o lord_n will_v not_o turn_v to_o it_o because_o they_o sell_v the_o 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will_v repay_v it_o but_o here_o dear_a soul_n far_o be_v it_o from_o thou_o that_o once_o the_o least_o conception_n of_o shed_v of_o blood_n come_v in_o thy_o mind_n yea_o remember_v this_o be_v that_o hate_v his_o brother_n be_v a_o man_n slayer_n be_v therefore_o void_a and_o free_a of_o such_o inordinate_a passion_n be_v angry_a and_o sin_v not_o let_v not_o the_o sun_n go_v down_o upon_o thy_o wrath_n but_o overcome_v evil_a with_o good_a but_o here_o especial_o call_v to_o mind_v these_o imprecation_n and_o curse_n the_o jew_n use_v against_o themselves_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o effectual_a to_o destruction_n than_o the_o word_n which_o proceed_v out_o of_o thy_o own_o mouth_n beware_v therefore_o of_o violent_a and_o immoderate_a perturbation_n which_o louse_n the_o bridle_n rain_v of_o the_o tongue_n neither_o excuse_n thyself_o by_o inconsideration_n rashness_n and_o anger_n to_o have_v do_v the_o same_o accustom_v not_o therefore_o thy_o mouth_n dear_a soul_n to_o swear_v 23.9.10.11_o eccl._n 23.9.10.11_o for_o in_o it_o there_o be_v many_o fall_v neither_o take_v up_o fâ—r_v a_o custom_n the_o name_n of_o the_o holy_a one_o for_o thou_o shall_v n_o it_o be_v unpunished_a for_o such_o thing_n for_o as_o a_o servant_n which_o be_v oft_o punish_v can_v not_o be_v without_o some_o scar_n so_o be_v that_o swear_v and_o name_v god_n continual_o shall_v not_o be_v faultless_a a_o man_n that_o use_v much_o swear_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o wickedness_n and_o the_o plague_n shall_v never_o depart_v from_o his_o house_n when_o he_o shall_v offend_v biâ—_n fault_n shall_v be_v upon_o he_o and_o if_o he_o acknowledge_v not_o his_o sin_n he_o make_v a_o double_a offence_n and_o if_o he_o swear_v in_o vain_a he_o shall_v not_o be_v innocent_a but_o bis_fw-la house_n shall_v be_v full_a of_o plague_n now_o pilate_n think_v himself_o secure_a when_o he_o be_v exoner_v to_o be_v enemy_n to_o caesar_n sit_v down_o absolue_v barrabas_n &_o which_o be_v worse_o condemn_v the_o innocent_a beat_v and_o scourge_v he_o then_o deliver_v he_o to_o the_o jew_n to_o satisfy_v their_o wicked_a appetite_n his_o conscience_n fast_o a_o sleep_n run_v on_o 6.6_o heb._n 6.6_o as_o the_o arrow_n out_o of_o the_o bow_n to_o a_o mischief_n for_o when_o man_n be_v past_a feel_n and_o without_o remorse_n 15.15_o mar._n 15.15_o he_o give_v himself_o to_o wantonness_n to_o work_v all_o uncleanness_n even_o with_o greediness_n and_o with_o such_o speed_n as_o a_o horse_n rush_v into_o battle_n for_o pilate_n do_v this_o to_o gratify_v the_o people_n have_v he_o their_o favour_n for_o it_o no_o they_o delate_a &_o accuse_v he_o to_o the_o emperor_n which_o banish_v he_o and_o for_o fear_n of_o great_a shame_n be_v participant_a also_o of_o christ_n blood_n put_v violent_a hand_n in_o himself_o &_o slay_v himself_o how_o be_v the_o matter_n pilate_n be_v this_o the_o form_n of_o judgement_n that_o thou_o have_v learn_v from_o the_o roman_n wherein_o thou_o neither_o have_v regard_n of_o reason_n examination_n of_o witness_n the_o guilty_a of_o law_n but_o only_o respect_v the_o desire_n of_o tumultuous_a man_n be_v it_o not_o to_o asswadge_v uproar_n and_o establish_v law_n and_o justice_n that_o thou_o be_v send_v precedent_n to_o jerusalem_n will_v it_o mitigate_v sedition_n to_o kill_v the_o just_a no_o rather_o increase_v it_o what_o do_v these_o wicked_a jew_n through_o all_o palestina_n &_o syria_n commit_v under_o caius_n claudius_n nero_n until_o veâ—pasian_n &_o titus_n be_v send_v to_o overthrow_v they_o and_o thou_o in_o thy_o time_n do_v know_v what_o it_o be_v to_o hunt_v after_o the_o applause_n of_o the_o people_n the_o three_o step_v in_o the_o three_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o be_v barrabas_n let_v loose_a and_o christ_n deliver_v unto_o the_o soldier_n in_o purple_a apparel_n to_o be_v crucify_v the_o murderer_n barrabas_n do_v live_v by_o the_o bounty_n of_o christ_n for_o there_o be_v but_o one_o to_o be_v set_v free_a at_o the_o passeover_n not_o two_o and_o christ_n adjudge_v to_o die_v this_o barrabas_n represent_v all_o the_o child_n of_o adam_n 2._o eph._n 2._o for_o we_o be_v all_o the_o child_n of_o wrath_n liable_a in_o god_n just_a judgement_n to_o eternal_a death_n neither_o be_v any_o deliverance_n to_o be_v look_v for_o but_o by_o his_o death_n who_o be_v condemn_v for_o we_o so_o that_o now_o there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o that_o be_v in_o jesus_n christ_n 8.1_o rom._n 8.1_o now_o the_o soldier_n be_v as_o ready_a to_o receive_v he_o as_o pilat_z be_v to_o deliver_v he_o to_o put_v this_o wicked_a sentence_n in_o execution_n 22.18_o 1._o sam._n 22.18_o good_a judge_n shall_v never_o find_v good_n officer_n to_o execute_v so_o ready_o a_o good_a action_n 39_o 2._o sam._n 3_o 39_o as_o the_o wicked_a do_v find_v for_o a_o evil_a for_o the_o devil_n have_v many_o servant_n in_o the_o world_n but_o god_n have_v few_o neither_o suffer_v they_o he_o any_o where_o to_o rest_n scarce_o while_o the_o cross_n be_v in_o preparation_n but_o take_v he_o to_o the_o common-hall_n for_o the_o malice_n of_o man_n against_o wickedness_n will_v end_v but_o against_o a_o innocent_a who_o suffer_v for_o christ_n will_v never_o end_v but_o these_o torturer_n be_v instrument_n of_o that_o terrible_a wrath_n of_o the_o father_n upon_o his_o son_n who_o be_v a_o consume_a fire_n he_o be_v strip_v of_o his_o purple_a vesture_n lest_o the_o people_n shall_v have_v be_v more_o enrage_v at_o that_o royal_a apparel_n he_o be_v clad_v with_o and_o despise_v authority_n when_o they_o see_v he_o crucify_v in_o the_o same_o but_o sure_o it_o be_v their_o mind_n to_o renew_v his_o recent_a blood_n and_o fresh_a wound_n and_o to_o add_v
vengeance_n but_o this_o mild_a lamb_n of_o god_n 12.24_o heb._n 12.24_o the_o mediator_n of_o the_o new_a covenant_n his_o blood_n speak_v better_a thing_n than_o those_o he_o regard_v not_o the_o injury_n shame_n and_o pain_n he_o be_v in_o and_o forget_v not_o to_o have_v pity_n on_o they_o that_o cruel_o torment_v he_o he_o suffer_v together_o with_o they_o of_o who_o he_o do_v suffer_v he_o cure_v they_o that_o wound_v he_o and_o procure_v life_n for_o they_o that_o kill_v he_o and_o therefore_o by_o this_o his_o prayer_n full_a of_o majesty_n he_o be_v hear_v in_o that_o which_o he_o fear_v for_o he_o be_v his_o belove_a son_n 17.5_o mat._n 17.5_o in_o who_o he_o be_v well_o please_v but_o here_o diligent_o consider_v what_o be_v the_o company_n he_o be_v crucify_v with_o for_o he_o come_v not_o to_o save_v the_o just_a 9.13_o mat._n 9.13_o but_o sinner_n a_o example_n whereof_o he_o manifest_v in_o save_v of_o one_o of_o the_o thief_n touch_v with_o repentance_n whereof_o his_o 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deliver_v she_o because_o she_o have_v know_v my_o name_n so_o do_v david_n fugitive_a from_o the_o face_n of_o saul_n commend_v his_o parent_n to_o the_o king_n of_o gath._n but_o the_o obedience_n promptitude_n and_o alacrity_n of_o john_n in_o receive_v his_o mother_n declare_v the_o willing_a heart_n of_o a_o disciple_n to_o accomplish_v the_o mind_n of_o his_o master_n so_o he_o acquit_v love_n for_o love_n nothing_o be_v comparable_a to_o the_o sense_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n if_o it_o have_v be_v no_o more_o than_o natural_a love_n marie_n will_v never_o have_v follow_v her_o son_n to_o such_o a_o vile_a death_n if_o she_o have_v not_o believe_v that_o that_o death_n shall_v
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