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behind_o he_o even_o as_o the_o snail_n leave_v slime_n behind_o it_o so_o he_o leave_v the_o corruption_n of_o sin_n behind_o he_o the_o corruption_n of_o the_o devil_n will_v show_v itself_o and_o the_o holy_a righteousness_n of_o god_n will_v show_v itself_o but_o there_o be_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o difference_n for_o where_o the_o corruptiou_n of_o satan_n remainerh_n there_o be_v nothing_o but_o lasciviousness_n 10_o blasphemy_n lie_v threaten_a and_o keep_v of_o evil_a company_n 17_o but_o where_o the_o purity_n of_o christ_n remain_v there_o be_v upright_a deal_n righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n lord_n 13._o fill_v we_o with_o thy_o spirit_n lord_n endue_v we_o with_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n for_o where_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n remain_v there_o can_v no_o corruption_n enter_v in_o oh_o let_v we_o labour_v for_o the_o riches_n of_o christ_n for_o if_o a_o poor_a man_n that_o be_v never_o so_o poor_a 5._o have_v but_o the_o riches_n of_o christ_n he_o be_v 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to_o have_v our_o will_n melt_v into_o the_o will_n of_o that_o everliving_a and_o glorious_a god_n 39_o the_o secret_n of_o god_n be_v hide_v from_o man_n 26._o and_o his_o way_n past_o find_v out_o but_o the_o lord_n will_v reveal_v they_o to_o his_o child_n in_o some_o part_n when_o his_o time_n appoint_v be_v come_v lord_n humble_a these_o proud_a heart_n of_o we_o and_o endue_v we_o with_o the_o gift_n of_o humiliation_n oh_o let_v we_o labour_n to_o return_v thanks_o unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o his_o mercy_n that_o he_o have_v pour_v down_o upon_o we_o for_o the_o way_n of_o beget_v more_o be_v to_o return_v thanks_o unto_o the_o lord_n &_o to_o give_v reverence_n unto_o he_o we_o reverence_v our_o earthly_a father_n our_o natural_a father_n oh_o why_o shall_v not_o we_o much_o more_o reverence_v our_o heavenly_a father_n 9_o oh_o let_v we_o labour_n to_o forsake_v this_o world_n and_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v therein_o for_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o be_v desirable_a oh_o let_v we_o labour_n to_o stick_v close_o unto_o that_o holy_a one_o for_o when_o all_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n fail_v 8._o he_o will_v never_o fail_v he_o will_v stick_v close_o to_o we_o when_o all_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n decay_n and_o moscer_n away_o he_o will_v be_v a_o everlasting_a rock_n lord_n open_v our_o blind_a eye_n that_o we_o may_v see_v clear_o the_o weakness_n of_o ourselves_o and_o the_o strength_n of_o christ_n oh_o let_v we_o labour_n to_o lead_v our_o life_n and_o conversation_n well_o in_o this_o life_n for_o as_o we_o do_v so_o we_o must_v look_v to_o be_v do_v by_o if_o we_o sow_v unto_o the_o flesh_n 8._o we_o shall_v reap_v corruption_n but_o if_o we_o sow_v unto_o the_o spirit_n we_o shall_v reap_v life_n everlasting_a october_n the_o 21th_o let_v we_o labour_n to_o repent_v of_o all_o our_o sin_n which_o we_o have_v live_v in_o former_o which_o lie_v unrepented_a of_o for_o after_o the_o day_n of_o death_n there_o be_v no_o repentance_n 10._o as_o life_n leave_v we_o so_o judgement_n find_v we_o october_n the_o 22th_o oh_o let_v we_o cast_v our_o care_n upon_o the_o lord_n 5._o for_o he_o will_v care_v for_o we_o he_o have_v promise_v to_o be_v a_o father_n to_o the_o fatherless_a and_o a_o husband_n to_o the_o widow_n lord_n pull_v back_o satan_n that_o lurk_v roar_a lion_n that_o go_v about_o to_o devour_v my_o poor_a soul_n but_o he_o can_v my_o christ_n will_v tread_v he_o under_o foot_n that_o he_o can_v get_v no_o power_n over_o my_o poor_a soul_n lord_n graft_v thy_o word_n into_o our_o head_n and_o not_o only_o into_o our_o head_n but_o into_o our_o heart_n also_o we_o be_v poor_a earthworm_n lord_n breath_n into_o we_o the_o breath_n of_o life_n that_o we_o may_v become_v lively_a saint_n of_o thou_o that_o we_o may_v become_v lively_a saint_n of_o thou_o and_o that_o we_o may_v sing_v hallelujah_n with_o thou_o in_o the_o high_a heaven_n take_v heed_n you_o lie_v not_o one_o to_o another_o for_o if_o you_o go_v in_o that_o way_n the_o devil_n will_v take_v that_o occasion_n to_o pour_v in_o more_o corruption_n lord_n mollify_v these_o hard_a heart_n of_o we_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o be_v so_o harden_v with_o sin_n and_o corruption_n october_n the_o 24_o lord_n 14._o open_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o blind_a that_o â—ey_n may_v see_v clear_o the_o purity_n that_o be_v in_o christ_n and_o the_o corruption_n that_o be_v in_o themâ—ves_n they_o see_v and_o perceive_v not_o they_o hear_v â—nd_v understand_v not_o lord_n enrich_v our_o soul_n with_o thy_o grace_n that_o â—e_n may_v be_v instrument_n to_o enrich_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n lord_n pull_v back_o satan_n that_o lurk_v roarâ—g_a lion_n that_o go_v about_o to_o destroy_v my_o poor_a â—ul_n but_o he_o can_v my_o christ_n will_v give_v he_o â—o_o power_n he_o will_v not_o let_v he_o touch_v it_o he_o â—oth_v what_o he_o can_v to_o get_v victory_n but_o he_o cannot_v my_o christ_n will_v not_o let_v he_o the_o devil_n â—aliceth_v the_o 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