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that_o the_o wicked_a have_v a_o certain_a faith_n which_o justify_v not_o what_o manner_n of_o faith_n be_v that_o which_o bring_v salvation_n minist_n 5.1_o that_o faith_n which_o be_v a_o justify_n before_o god_n schol._n who_o work_v this_o faith_n minist_n 2.8_o the_o holy_a spirit_n schol._n what_o thing_n be_v that_o which_o the_o soul_n apprehend_v by_o faith_n minist_n â—_o jesus_n christ_n god_n and_o man_n bless_v for_o evermore_o our_o mediator_n who_o be_v humble_v unto_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n for_o our_o fake_n now_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n the_o father_n with_o all_o the_o rich_a benefit_n which_o he_o have_v purchase_v to_o be_v pour_v out_o upon_o we_o in_o this_o life_n 4.25_o and_o in_o the_o life_n to_o come_v schol._n how_o shall_v we_o know_v whether_o as_o yet_o we_o have_v so_o lay_v sure_o hold_v of_o christ_n as_o to_o make_v he_o our_o own_o minist_n first_o we_o must_v mark_v if_o our_o soul_n have_v perceive_v all_o 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child_n of_o god_n or_o not_o minist_n by_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n schol._n which_o be_v the_o sure_a mark_n and_o fruit_n of_o adoption_n in_o we_o min._n 14.7_o persuasion_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n towards_o we_o of_o our_o election_n redemption_n and_o glorification_n joy_n flow_v from_o this_o feel_n with_o increase_n of_o persuasion_n and_o peace_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n schol._n yet_o what_o if_o the_o soul_n have_v no_o such_o disposition_n minist_n yet_o must_v we_o look_v back_o unto_o what_o we_o have_v feel_v next_o we_o must_v see_v what_o we_o desire_v to_o feel_v and_o further_o what_o we_o hope_v to_o feel_v scho._n how_o may_v one_o know_v whether_o as_o yet_o he_o have_v ever_o have_v any_o feel_n minist_n 36.7.8.9_o he_o must_v look_v if_o ever_o in_o lay_v sure_a hold_n of_o christ_n his_o soul_n have_v be_v fill_v with_o a_o spiritual_a sweetness_n above_o all_o the_o pleasure_n of_o nature_n which_o in_o some_o measure_n have_v leave_v a_o seal_n and_o stamp_n of_o heaven_n in_o the_o soul_n that_o have_v thus_o enable_v he_o to_o discern_v betwixt_o a_o absence_n and_o a_o presence_n of_o god_n so_o that_o he_o be_v always_o joyful_a 88.14_o when_o he_o have_v any_o feel_n of_o god_n love_n by_o the_o contrary_a ever_o sad_a and_o heavy_a for_o his_o absence_n schol._n yet_o see_v the_o wicked_a may_v have_v a_o inward_a restrain_v virtue_n to_o curb_v sin_n and_o a_o outward_a conformity_n with_o the_o law_n of_o god_n how_o may_v it_o be_v know_v whether_o one_o have_v a_o restrain_v virtue_n only_o 29.9_o or_o the_o renew_v virtue_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n min._n this_o be_v most_o easy_a to_o discern_v scho._n explain_v your_o meaning_n minist_n the_o first_o internal_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v a_o sight_n of_o sin_n which_o offend_v the_o majesty_n of_o god_n a_o sight_n also_o of_o god_n who_o have_v be_v offend_v next_o a_o secret_a sorrow_n proceed_v from_o a_o hatred_n to_o sin_n with_o a_o love_n of_o that_o glorious_a offend_a majesty_n provoke_v then_o a_o true_a desire_n to_o be_v free_v of_o sin_n with_o a_o love_a heart_n and_o earnest_a desire_n to_o love_n god_n for_o himself_o further_o also_o a_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n to_o consecrate_v our_o secret_a thought_n will_n 39.1_o and_o affection_n unto_o his_o holiness_n as_o a_o live_a sacrifice_n a_o strife_n also_o against_o all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o occasion_n of_o sin_n 7.11_o with_o a_o endeavour_n to_o keep_v our_o thought_n and_o affection_n steadfast_o upon_o god_n and_o his_o will_n last_o as_o the_o mind_n natural_o strais_fw-fr from_o god_n the_o will_n be_v perverse_a and_o the_o affection_n disorder_v if_o there_o be_v then_o a_o sting_n in_o the_o conscience_n bring_v true_a remorse_n these_o be_v sign_n of_o the_o operation_n of_o the_o true_a spirit_n by_o his_o renew_v grace_n schol._n see_v the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v a_o thing_n sensible_a which_o be_v feel_v in_o his_o renew_v virtue_n in_o the_o slaughter_n of_o sin_n and_o reformation_n unto_o newness_n of_o life_n what_o if_o all_o this_o while_n one_o feel_v nothing_o but_o the_o growth_n of_o sin_n hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o blindness_n of_o mind_n min._n 7.14_o first_o he_o must_v see_v if_o he_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v his_o sin_n blindness_n and_o hardness_n of_o heart_n 2._o look_v if_o he_o secret_o mislike_v the_o same_o 3._o mark_v if_o he_o will_v willing_o wish_v it_o remove_v 1.4_o 4._o consider_v if_o he_o have_v desire_v to_o use_v or_o any_o way_n wish_v he_o may_v use_v the_o mean_n though_o to_o his_o feel_n he_o be_v no_o way_n able_a to_o use_v the_o same_o 3.26.32.33_o 5._o look_v back_o if_o at_o any_o time_n god_n former_o do_v ever_o give_v he_o grace_n to_o believe_v in_o he_o for_o that_o present_a without_o any_o sense_n or_o feeling_n even_o when_o not_o be_v able_a to_o pray_v in_o languor_n patience_n and_o hope_n he_o wait_v for_o god_n presence_n 6._o consider_v if_o after_o earnest_a prayer_n and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n at_o any_o time_n he_o have_v find_v light_n joy_n peace_n a_o persuasion_n of_o mercy_n with_o some_o softness_n of_o heart_n the_o power_n of_o sin_n abate_v last_o if_o he_o find_v this_o continual_o before_o his_o eye_n the_o good_a which_o i_o will_v i_o do_v not_o 7.19_o but_o the_o evil_n which_o i_o will_v not_o that_o do_v i._n scholar_n declare_v unto_o i_o then_o some_o mark_n of_o the_o renew_v spirit_n min._n a_o love_n of_o god_n and_o his_o image_n for_o his_o own_o cause_n be_v goodness_n and_o love_n itself_o 51.19_o then_o a_o unfeigned_a hatred_n of_o that_o which_o offend_v god_n last_o a_o mislike_v of_o our_o own_o evil_a heart_n with_o a_o true_a thirst_n and_o hunger_n to_o have_v it_o make_v better_a sc._n can_v a_o reprobat_fw-la have_v these_o mark_n minist_n no._n scholar_n how_o so_o minist_n because_o they_o be_v the_o mark_n of_o election_n and_o be_v wrought_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n which_o a_o reprobate_n can_v receive_v schol._n who_o be_v they_o who_o feel_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n and_o shall_v also_o perish_v in_o the_o same_o wrath_n minist_n those_o who_o god_n in_o his_o judgement_n wake_v give_v the_o conscience_n over_o to_o find_v the_o deluge_n of_o torment_n 2.16_o the_o sting_n of_o reprobation_n withdraw_v from_o they_o his_o spirit_n either_o to_o seek_v mercy_n true_o or_o to_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v any_o mercy_n for_o they_o so_o despair_v schol._n when_o do_v the_o lord_n waken_v such_o wicked_a man_n to_o feel_v these_o horror_n of_o conscience_n minist_n some_o soon_o some_o late_a 27.4_o some_o long_o before_o their_o death_n as_o cain_n some_o again_o immediate_o before_o their_o death_n as_o judas_n scho._n what_o kind_n of_o sense_n
have_v a_o reprobate_n when_o he_o be_v thus_o waken_v minist_n light_n feeling_n &_o persuasion_n schol._n what_o light_n see_v he_o minist_n first_o all_o his_o sin_n accuse_v 25.41_o convict_a condemn_a and_o torment_v he_o 2._o the_o great_a god_n a_o consume_a fire_n to_o devour_v he_o 3._o eternity_n of_o pain_n prepare_v for_o he_o and_o to_o be_v give_v over_o by_o the_o judge_n to_o be_v torment_v for_o ever_o with_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n schol._n what_o feel_v the_o reprobate_n be_v thus_o waken_v minister_n first_o that_o sin_n be_v bitter_a 30.33_o 2._o that_o there_o be_v a_o everlasting_a wrath_n prepare_v for_o impenitent_a sinner_n 3._o that_o the_o conscience_n howsoever_o for_o a_o while_o asleep_a in_o hardness_n of_o heart_n be_v capable_a of_o wrath_n 27._o 4._o that_o it_o be_v a_o fearful_a thing_n to_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o live_a god_n 16.24_o and_o last_o that_o hell-torment_n do_v take_v away_o all_o peace_n and_o comfort_n bring_v nothing_o but_o sorrow_n and_o unquietnes_n yea_o that_o a_o little_a look_n of_o hell_n for_o one_o evil_a thought_n be_v more_o fearful_a and_o terrible_a than_o all_o the_o torment_n in_o the_o earth_n schol._n whereof_o be_v the_o reprobate_n persuade_v when_o he_o be_v thus_o waken_v minister_n 27.5_o first_o that_o god_n never_o elect_v he_o nor_o yet_o jesus_n christ_n have_v redeem_v he_o and_o that_o he_o be_v never_o renew_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n 15._o 2._o that_o he_o shall_v never_o have_v comfort_n in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n 3._o that_o there_o be_v a_o everlasting_a wrath_n prepare_v for_o he_o and_o that_o he_o shall_v never_o come_v forth_o of_o that_o prison_n and_o torment_n last_o that_o god_n and_o his_o creature_n visiible_a and_o invisible_a 28.1_o elect_a and_o reprobate_n shall_v all_o be_v his_o enemy_n help_v to_o aggravate_v his_o torment_n schol._n what_o be_v the_o degree_n by_o which_o a_o reprobate_n be_v bring_v unto_o this_o torment_n minist_n first_o profaneness_n 22.13_o 2._o impenitency_n 3._o infidelity_n 4._o senselessness_n and_o dead_a security_n 5._o a_o waken_n by_o a_o sensible_a wrath_n last_o a_o rejection_n of_o he_o into_o everlasting_a torment_n scholar_n what_o difference_n be_v there_o betwixt_o the_o elect_a and_o the_o reprobate_n in_o the_o sense_n and_o feel_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n minister_n first_o the_o reprobate_n he_o feel_v and_o fret_v at_o the_o same_o 4.24_o next_o his_o torment_n pain_v he_o so_o that_o he_o will_v glad_o be_v rid_v of_o the_o pain_n but_o never_o true_o repent_v he_o of_o the_o sin_n 3._o the_o weight_n of_o his_o torment_n proceed_v from_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n and_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n the_o judge_n make_v he_o to_o despair_v 27.5_o cast_v off_o mercy_n turn_v his_o back_n upon_o god_n and_o his_o free_a promise_n in_o christ_n jesus_n so_o plunge_v himself_o without_o recovery_n in_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n schol._n how_o do_v the_o child_n of_o god_n behave_v himself_o in_o the_o feel_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n min._n be_v waken_v out_o of_o the_o dead_a sleep_n of_o sinful_a security_n 51.7_o first_o torment_n make_v he_o to_o lament_v and_o sorrow_n that_o he_o shall_v have_v provoke_v his_o god_n thus_o to_o deal_v with_o he_o next_o he_o thirst_v for_o reconciliation_n with_o god_n through_o jesus_n christ_n further_o he_o draw_v near_o 119.49_o lay_v sure_a hold_n upon_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n desire_v to_o feel_v they_o by_o experience_n yea_o 3.8_o more_o he_o see_v no_o salvation_n for_o he_o out_o of_o christ_n crucify_v and_o therefore_o renounce_v himself_o and_o all_o that_o be_v in_o he_o cleave_v only_o to_o god_n free_a mercy_n and_o love_n in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n last_o 71.14.15_o he_o give_v not_o over_o but_o constant_o wait_v hang_v still_o on_o god_n free_a love_n and_o the_o truth_n of_o his_o promise_n reveal_v in_o his_o word_n schol._n yet_o show_v unto_o i_o further_o how_o near_o the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v come_v unto_o the_o wicked_a in_o the_o sense_n and_o feel_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n minister_n first_o 55.4.5_o god_n child_n will_v feel_v all_o his_o impediment_n stand_v up_o betwixt_o god_n and_o he_o 2._o he_o may_v have_v no_o kind_n of_o feeling_n either_o of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n or_o of_o his_o mercy_n election_n redemption_n or_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o sanctification_n 3._o god_n child_n will_v feel_v for_o his_o sin_n in_o god_n absence_n in_o his_o conscience_n burn_v wrath_n unquietness_n and_o torment_n 4._o when_o he_o think_v of_o god_n he_o may_v be_v trouble_v eternity_n will_v dash_v he_o the_o conscience_n of_o he_o also_o at_o that_o time_n may_v bear_v such_o witness_n against_o he_o 88.15_o that_o altogether_o he_o may_v doubt_v of_o his_o salvation_n easy_o than_o he_o may_v be_v persuade_v to_o despair_v and_o if_o at_o such_o a_o time_n it_o be_v give_v unto_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n to_o judge_v he_o will_v willing_o subscribe_v his_o own_o condemnation_n scholar_n declare_v then_o what_o be_v that_o manner_n of_o work_v by_o which_o god_n use_v to_o heal_v a_o soul_n be_v thus_o disease_v minist_n 3.5_o he_o have_v a_o secret_a work_n for_o that_o present_a unfelt_a by_o the_o patient_n yet_o afterward_o full_o reveal_v scholar_n but_o in_o such_o a_o narrow_a pinch_n how_o may_v we_o judge_v of_o that_o secret_a work_n minister_n 7.11_o first_o by_o that_o grief_n we_o have_v for_o grieve_v of_o our_o god_n 2._o by_o that_o desire_n we_o have_v to_o be_v reconcile_v with_o god_n for_o still_o the_o more_o grievous_a that_o the_o torment_n be_v so_o much_o the_o great_a will_v desire_v of_o reconciliation_n be_v and_o the_o hatred_n to_o sin_n 4.18_o 3._o by_o that_o hope_n we_o have_v above_o hope_n against_o our_o feel_n look_v unto_o god_n free_a promise_n with_o assurance_n that_o he_o will_v come_v with_o this_o resolution_n that_o though_o he_o delay_v 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rom._n 8.26_o consolation_n for_o such_o who_o as_o they_o think_v be_v not_o able_a to_o serve_v god_n in_o spirit_n and_o truth_n rom._n 7.21_o psa_fw-la 73.25_o isa_n 8.17_o psal_n 16.9_o and_o 40.1_o lam._n 3.26_o cant._n 1.3_o psal_n 121.1.2_o cant._n 3.4_o cant._n 3.4_o psal_n 142.3.4_o psal_n 143.6.7_o why_o god_n at_o first_o will_v not_o be_v find_v in_o the_o mean_n psa_fw-la 77.7_o isa_n 38.27_o ezek._n 36.22_o 1._o sam._n 1.10.11.19_o job._n 42.7_o lam._n 2.31_o 32._o jere._n 3.12_o psa_fw-la 42.11_o mic._n 7.8.9_o psal_n 37._o psal_n 27.13.14_o hab._n 3.2_o job._n 13.15_o isa_n 28.16_o isa_n 54.7_o jer._n 31.37_o 3._o who_o they_o be_v who_o feel_v no_o wrath_n yet_o remain_v under_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n rom._n 7_o 9_o jud._n 10._o 2._o tim._n 3.5_o the_o several_a condition_n of_o this_o estate_n eph._n 2.12_o 1._o cor._n 15_o 34._o 2._o thes_n 1.8_o heb._n 6.4_o 5_o 6._o eph._n 4.18_o 19_o rom._n 1.28_o how_o far_o a_o professor_n may_v be_v under_o this_o wrath._n 2._o pet._n 2.21_o luc._n 8_o 13._o and_o 1._o cor._n 13.2.13.2_o math._n 27_o 4._o numb_a 23_o â—0_n matt._n 19_o â—6_n heb._n 6.4_o mar._n 6.20_o rom._n 2.15_o &_o 3.20_o 1._o cor._n 13.2_o isa_n 29.13_o 1._o cor._n 8.1_o jam._n 2.19_o gal._n 2.20_o 2._o cor._n 7.10_o gen._n 4.13_o numb_a 23_o 10._o joh._n 5.35_o jud._n 19_o 2._o tim._n 3.55_o joh._n 4.16.17_o 1._o tim._n 3.5_o mark_n 6.29_o mar._n 7.6.7.8.9_o 1_o cor._n 1.4_o 37._o psal_n 119.97_o psa_fw-la 40.8_o rom._n 7.15.22.23.24_o psal_n 119.5_o isa_n 1.9_o jon._n 2.4_o pro._n 1.23_o matth._n 5.6_o isa_n 30.18_o isa_n 4.3_o rome_n 5.1_o eph._n 2.8_o act._n 20._o â—1_n â—_o tit._n 2_o 5._o and_o 2_o 8._o heb._n 10._o â—_o rom._n 4.25_o col._n 2.3.9_o act._n 15.11_o io._n 21.19_o 1._o pet_n 1.8_o psal_n 42.1_o 2._o psal_n 51.12_o 2._o cor._n 7.10_o
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