there to give an Account for the Deeds done in the Body 2 Cor. 5.10 and such as have done well shall receive a Crown of Life and Peace with God forever and they that have done Evil shall go into Everlasting Punishment Mat. 25.46 And therefore as you have been Transgressors against God and Strangers to the Life of Holiness it is upon my Spirit from the Lord God to warn you speedily to turn every one from the Evil of your Wayes that out of Darkness you all may come and out of Ignorance and Blindness unto Christ Jesus the true Way that you may have Life who said I am come that you may have Life and that you may have it more abundantly John 10.10 And therefore turn unto him in your Hearts whose Spiritual Appearance is inwardly whom God hath sent a Light into the World John 1.9 Now that all may come unto him and believe in your Hearts the Lord Jesus and be saved for people have been in a great Mistake concerning the Faith that saves and overcomes the World for the true Faith is the Gift of God Ephes 2.8 arising from the Word of Faith nigh in the Heart Rom. 10.8 which Faith Christ is the Author of and the Finisher also Heb. 12.2 and without this Faith you cannot please God Hebr. 11.6 And so all People read your States and Condition in the Light of Christ within you which shews unto you what you are and declares unto you your Thoughts this is the Record which God hath given of his Son in the Earth which is Eternal Life and this Life is in his Son John 5.11 this reproves you in secret for sin this is the Holy Spirit of Promise that was to come whom the Prophets prophesied of in the dayes of old whom God hath given for a Leader and a Commander of the People Isa 55.4 the Gentiles Light and Israel's Glory Luke 2.32 and unto him you must turn who stands at the Door of your Hearts and knocks Revel 3.20 who is come to destroy Sin in the Flesh whose living Power was felt in the Hearts of many Thousands in dayes past after his Resurrection in the dayes of the Apostles when he returned to his Glory that he had with the Father before the World was who descended first into the lowest parts of the Earth and ascended up far above all Heavens Ephes 4.9 10. that he might fill all things whose Glory fills Heaven and Earth neither is there any Creature that is not manifest in his Sight but all things are naked and open to the Eye of him with whom we have to do Hebr. 4.13 who dyed for our Sins and rose again for our Redemption and Justification Rom. 4.25 who appeared first to Mary Magdalen and made her a Preacher of his Resurrection Mat. 28.10 Mark 16.9 and then to his Disciples before he ascended into Heavenly Glory And when he ascended up on high he led Captivity captive und gave Gifts unto Men Ephes 4.8 And though he appeared to his Disciples as they sate at Meat yet he bad them wait for the Gift of the Spirit when he asecended unto the Father Luke 4.49 And so they were made Witnesses of his Resurrection that he rose out of the Grave and not only so but that he was in Heavenly Glory who came again as he had foretold his Disciples who said Ye have heard how I said I go away and come again unto you c. John 14.28 And as the Apostle said he was offered up once for all and to every one that looks for him will he appear the second time without Sin unto Salvation and by his spiritual Appearance were many Thousands gathered and many were made able Ministers of the New Testament not of the Letter but of the Spirit 2 Cor. 3.6 And this Spirit of Grace taught them to deny all Ungodliness and worldly Lusts and to live soberly and righteously in this present World Tit. 2.12 And this Grace of God that bringeth Salvation hath appeared unto all men Tit. 2.11 even to Jew and Gentile the Grace of God the pure Spirit of Christ the Light of the Gentiles unto which Light the Apostles were sent to turn the Heathen that had no wrâ—tten Law in those Days and from the Power of Satan unto God Acts 28.8 Thus the Lord stretched forth his Everlasting Arm of Strength and Power in those Days that People might be gathered unto him and raised up by Christ Jesus out of Death and spiritual Bondage and those Preachers of the Glorious Gospel of God's Kingdom travailed chearfully in the Lord's Work and preached freely as they had received freely Mat. 10.8 declaring both to Jew and Gentile that God hath raised his Son from the dead Acts 2.24 25. and that the Day of Joy and Glad tidings was come wherein Deliverance from the wicked one was to be known and Redemption from dead Works to serve the living God Heb. 9.14 who waited for the Son from Heaven mark that you that are Preachers in this Nation The Apostles did not come to People with Enticing Words of Man's Wisdom but directed them to the Light that was revealed from Heaven to wit the Son of God the Light of the World Thes 1.10 1 Cor. 2.4 John 1.9 and if you turn not People to the Son of God the Light of the World to wait for him inwardly then ye are blinded and are in Darkness and preach another Gospel then Christ jesus whom the Apostles did preach Gal. 1.8 for Christ Jesussaid Seek not the Kingdom in Observations for behold the Kingdom of Heaven is within you Luke 17.21 And Paul to the Romans saith That which may be known of God is manifested in them for God hath shewed it unto them Rom. 1.19 And the true Gospel is the Power of God wherein the Righteousness of God is revealed from Faith to Faith Rom. 1.16 17. and the Light of this Glorious Gospel shines within and if this glorious Gospel be hid it is to them that are lost in whom the God of this World hath blinded the Minds of them that believe not 2 Cor. 4.3 4. And you that have not this Gospel take heed how you preach lest you be found false Witnesses runnning before the true Guide Christ Jesus and professing God and Christ and yet dead in Sin all such Preachers and Hearers that are not come to the Gospel within to the Word of Eternal Life in their Hearts 1 John 5.12 are out of the Truth in the Fall and so abiding in Death for he that hath not the Son who is the Truth hath not Life for this living Word within was the Foundation of the Holy Prophets and Apostles by which they were made alive and this did divide between the good bad which Word is quick and powerful and searcheth the Heart and trieth the Reins Heb. 4.12 Rev. 2.23 And it is the same to this Day as ever it was yea it lives and abides for ever 1 Pet. 1.23 And the
Form of Godliness in the outside Profession of Christ hath been setting up Faiths and Forms of Worship from the true Faith and true Worship of God which is in the Spirit John 4.23 and out of the Power and Life in the dark out of the Light wherein the Fellowship of the Saints stood in the dayes of old 1 Joh. 1.7 And this Faith that 's of man's making and setting forth works not by Love neither brings people into Unity and a holy Fellowship one with another but people are brought under by Constraint and by outward Force and such as are in their Way zealous for their Worship run into Persecution and so the Ground is not good the Heart is not changed but the old Man of Sin remains and this is far from the true Faith that works by Love and many times people whose Hearts God hath touched are compelled to go to such Worships against that which hath in some measure given them to see the Insufficiency of those Worships and Faiths that stand not in God's Power And so people you that are in any measure made tender in your Consciences and are breathing inwardly for Deliverance that you may witness Redemption to your Souls and know not the true Way and are many times afflicted inwardly and accept not Faith to believe in yout Hearts on the Lord Jesus Wait you in the Sense of that which begets the Breathings and pens your Hearts for the Desire to spring forth that desires after the Lord and that will let you see the Way more and more yea the invisible Way of God Christ Jesus who is the Way the Truth and the Life John 14.6 and then you will have Faith to believe that God will bring you forth out of the False Wayes of this World into Peace with himself and into Covenant with him and so your Hearts will be changed and you will come to witness inwardly the Law of the Spirit of Life written in your Hearts and so then you will have no need to wander abroad to seek Christ Jesus in the dark wayes of this World but you will all know the VVay of his Appearance in your selves and so you will be his People and he will be your God Hebr. 8.10 And this is the same Truth that was in the dayes of the Apostles Christ the true Foundation that upheld all the true Christians in the former dayes who were the true Church in Covenant with God joyned unto the Lord and so were Heirs of God's Kingdom yea joynt Heirs with Christ Rom. 8.17 Ephes 2.20 and this was a true Church that was in God and in Christ Jesus 1 Thes 1.1 not an outside Profession only but an inward Possession a people that were risen with Christ seeking the things that are above where Christ sitteth at the Right Hand of God Colloss 3.1 So they had Heavenly Riches and Treasure laid up in Heaven that faileth not And this true Church was the House of God not an Outward House builded with men's Hands but a Spiritual House a People made alive to God by Christ Jesus and so they were the Workmanship of God Ephes 2.10 1 Pet. 2.5 But since the Apostacy came in and people having gone a whoring from the Lord they have not known this Mystery but have been building High Places and calling them Churches and God's House contrary to the Scriptures and so People have lost the true Sense and saving Knowledge of Christ Jesus though they have the Letter of the â—criptures which tells us plainly that the Bodies of the true Christians are God's Temples and his House 1 Cor. 6.15 19. And his Church is of his building and of his raising up who is the sure VVorkman even Jesus Christ that makes alive and brings up Mankind unto God out of the Fall and of this Church he was and is the Head who is worthy of more Honour then the House which is his Church the Ground and Pillar of Truth 1 Tim. 3.15 So Christ Jesus was in his House in his Church over which he ruled and was the Head and he is in his Church to this day and is the true Head the true Guide and Leader of his People that are quickned by him and brought forth to Praise him with one â—ongue and one Morth even as one Body And so all people come to know Christ in you as they that we read of in the Scriptures Coll 26.27 for this is a Time wherein he is to be sound if you seek to him berimes and not sleight the Day of your Visitation for the Visitation of the Almighty is come and he hath caused the Day pring from on Pigh to visit us Luke 1.78 79. in which the Lord will bring to pass that which hath been of old in his Determination viz to set up Righteousness in the Earth and this Day shall never have an End it the lasting Dispensation that shall never more be vailed Prov. 14.6 and blessed are all that come to the Knowledge of it and in the first Breakin gs forth of it in the dayes of the Apostles many Thousands were gathered to God and that which was the Cause of its being vailed from man's Understanding was because of the Unfaithfulness of such as did profess the Truth whose Candlestick at last was removed out of its place Rev. 2.5 and Darkness came over them who retained a Form of Godliness and lost the Power thereof and these were the first that rebelled against the Spirit of Christ in the dayes of the Apostles Acts 7.51 and so the Devil got the Possession of their Hearts and sate in the Temple of God shewing himself that he is God 2 Thess 2.4 Therefore oh ye professing Christians search your selves let not the Devil rule in your Hearts for all Unrighteousness is begotten in the Heart by the Devil who is the Author of all Sin in the Heart before it be committed but turn to the Light of Christ within that convinceth your Consciences and shews you the Begettings of that false spirit and so you will know Deliverance from the subtil Serpent the Enemy of all Mankind for it is high time to look about you and consider whose Servants you are and to whom you yield your selves Servants to obey and whose Work you are doing whether ye are obeying Christ Jesus in the Spirit of Truth that leads out of the World's Wayes Fashions and Customs into all Truth John 14 16 17 20 and Righteousnes that ye may know ye are his Sheep for My Sheep saith he hear my Voice John 10.11 14. and I lead them out and they follow me and ill give unto them Eternal Life John 10.28 Or whether you are obeying the Devil which is the Spirit of Error which leads your Minds into the Wickedness which is in the World out from God and Christ Jesus the true Light into Darkness and Death and so you are under the Bondage of Corruption polluted with all manner of Uncleanness and so in the Way to Everlasting
Primitive Câ—ristians who were true Believers their Faith did arise from this living Word which came down from Heaven And Wo be to such as turn away from him that speaks from Heaven Heb. 12.25 which is sent forth from God to destroy the Works of the Devil 1 John 3.8 Christ Jesus the Seed Immortal and Incorruptible 1 Pet. 1.23 that bruiseth the Head of the Serpent and by this Seed they were redeemed in the Days of the Apostles and brought forth and born of it not of corruptible Seed but of incorruptible and this Seed must be witnessed within as in the Days of Old to raise up Mankind out of the Fall inwardly and to quicken to God by his Spirit that dwelleth in you said the Apostle Rom. 8.11 And this is the true Shepherd that laid down his Life for the Sheep John 10.11 that gathers his Sheep from the Barren Mountains where they have been scattered in the cloudy dark Day Ezek. 34.12 and brings out of the Wilderness and Solitary Ways into a sure Dwelling and a quiet Resting Place Isa 32.18 And this true Bishop of the Soul was known savingly in the primitive times by all those that did return unto him as the Apostle said Ye were as Sheep going astray but are now returned to the Shepherd and Bishop of your Souls 1 Pet. 2.25 And so by the Operation of his Spirit inwardly People came to the Knowledge of God and Christ Jesus whom God sent forth to save the World and this is Life Eternal as our Lord said in the Days of his Flesh to know thee the only true God and Jesus Christ whom thou hast sent John 17 3. And there is not another Way to Salvation but as People come to know Christ revealed in them as the Apostle said Examine your selves prove you own selves what know you not how that Christ Jesus is in you except you be Reprobates 2 Cor. 13 5. but in those Days this pure Way of Life was hid from the wise and prudent and revealed to Babes and Sucklings mark such as were born again regenerated and walked in the Way of Regeneration those only knew the Mysteries of God's Kingdom for it was revealed unto them by the Spirit Rom. 2.10 But the wise Men who were outside Professors yet Rebellious and Stiff necked and a Gainsaying People unto whom God stretched forth his Hand all the Day long but they would not obey him nor hearken to his Voice Rom. 10.21 Acts 7.51 These knew not Christ in the Mystery but crucified him though they were I rofessors and had a Zeal for the Traditions of their Fore-Fathers yet I say the Workings of God's Spirit was a strange Thing unto them for said the Apostle We preach Christ in a Mystery which none of the Princes of this World knew for if they had known him they would not have crucified the Lord of Life 1 Cor. 2.7 8. And those holy Apostles and Servants of Christ who preacht by the Spirit even by the Revelation of Jesus Christ Gal. 1.12 they were hated and persecuted and set at nought and esteemed as a Foolish and Ignorant People as the off-scouring of all things 1 Cor. 4.13 And said the Apostle God hath made foolish the Wisdom of this World When the World by Wisdom knew not God it pleased God by the Foolishness of Preaching to save them that believe 1 Cor. 20.21 So those that were Enemies to God and to the Appearance of his Son they cast him that is the true Heir out of the Vin yard and slew him that the Inheritance might be theirs Mat. 21.38 39. So read this ye professing Christians who are in the Rebellion against Christ's Appearance who is now appeared in Spirit in these last Days Glory to the Name of the Lord forever And is not this it that you rebel against even his Appearance in your Hearts that breaks your Peace in the Transgression and brings forth your Deeds which you have wickedly wrought in secret to your Remembrance And do you not love Darkness rather then Light because your Deeds are evil John 3.19 And are you not in the same Transgression with those Jews who hated his Appearance in the Flesh and are turned from Jesus Christ in your Hearts and consulting together against him who is the Light Life of Men how you may betray and overcome this true Principle of Eternal Life in your selves others that you may set up your selves and live in your Pride and Lostiness and all manner of Wickedness and so in much Wantonness you pass and spend away your precious time in Rioting and Drunkenness in Chambering and Wantonness which is forbidden and will be eternally punished James 5.5 6. And so you live above the Cross of Christ Jesus the Power of God in your own Hearts which Cross said the Apostle Crucisies the World unto me and me unto the World And so you are found Enemies to God resisting the holy Ghost as they that cast him out in Days past and would not believe that it was he And said Christ Jesus If ye believe not that I am he you shall dye in your Sins John 8.24 Acts 7.51 Ye shall seek me but shall not find me and whither I go thither ye cannot come So all People believe that it is he that reproves you in secret and obey him in your Hearts lest you dye in your Sins c. for it is surely the same true Witness that in old time testified of the World that the Works thereof are Evil John 7.7 which is a sure Witness that doth not alter but is Unchangeable with whom there is no Variableness James 1.17 but if you rebel against him who is the great Power of God Christ Jesus WO will be unto you for evermore Therefore I warn you in God's holy Fear and in the Authority of his Spirit That you rebel no longer against God for if ye continue in the Rebellion against him Time will not bring End to your Misery but you will go into Everlasting Punishment and so take heed to your wayes lest ye be found with Judas betraying his Master for Judas was a Professor of Christ and yet apostatized So ye professing Christians take heed lest ye be found in the Treachery dealing deceitfully against the Light of Christ Jesus in your Hearts professing him with your Mouthes and denying him in your Hearts who is the Spirit of Truth that reproves the World of Sin Righteousness and of Judgment Joh. 16.8 And therefore examine your selves and try whether ye be in the true Faith for there is but One Lord One Faith and One Baptism Ephes 4.5 which is the Baptism of the Holy Ghost the pure Spirit of Life which baptizeth into one Body 1 Cor. 12.13 And so all other Faiths and Baptisms will come to an End and this brings into true Love and Unity one with another And this true Faith works by Love Gal. 5.6 But in this dark Night of Apostacy the World that hath retained a
Destruction and as the Ground that bringeth forth Bryers and Thorns which is nigh unto Cursing whose End is to be burned for his Servants you are to whom you yield your selves to obey whether of Sin unto Death or of Obedience unto Righteousness Rom. 6.16 for it s not sufficient to say with your Mouthes and your Lips We believe in God and Christ Jesus while ye abide in the Transgression and your Hearts far from him and that he dyed without the Gates of Jerusalem and ye still live in the Nature of the Wicked One this is the same as they in old time who retained a Form of Godliness and denyed the Power thereof 2 Tim. 3.5 who were False Apostles Deceitful Workers transforming themselves into the Apostles of Christ and it s no Marvel said the Apostle for Satan himself is transformed into an Argel of Light and it 's no great thing if his Ministers also be transformed as the Ministers of Righteousness whose End shall be according to their Works 2 Cor. 11.13 14 15. And this was the great Deceit that entered into the Church and began in the Days of the Apostles when that false Spirit of Antichrist seduced those that were called Christians I say such as were deceitful Professors of Christ Jesus in that Day who turned aside after filthy Lucre into Balaam's VVay and so loved this present VVorld 2 Pet. 2.15 and these denyed the Immediate working of the Spirit of Christ and so became Enemies to God and unto the Cross of Christ whose God is their Belly whose Glory is their Shame who mind earthly things said the Apostle Phil. 3.19 and said Jude Beloved you have heard before of the Apostles of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ how that there should Mockers come in the last time walking after their own ungodly Lusts these be they said he who separate themselves Jude 18 19. sensual not having the Spirit and these were they that denyed the only Lord God and our Lord jesus Christ savingly under the Dispensation of the Gospel who rebelled against the Spirit and Power of God in their Hearts and these were corrupted deceitful treacherous Heady High-minded Lovers of Pleasure more then Lovers of God 2 Tim. 3.3 4. And thus the Devil by his Insinnuations brought in the Apostacy and led People into the Rebellion against the Light and Spirit of our Lord Jesus Christ and so People have been bewildred and greatly desolated since the Days of the Holy Apostles Rev. 12.6 and VVanderers from Hill to Mountain even from one dry Profession to another in the Darkness of Transgression and so Ignorance hath abounded in the Kingdoms of men and the general Doctrine hath Been denying the work of the Spirit of Christ within and the Light not to be the Way and so People are bâ—inded from time to time and following the Spirit Power of Darkness who leads from God and Christ Jesus who is Light and Life to the Souls that obey him into Death and Sorrow under the We and Indignation of Almighty God Now consider ye that are denying the Working of the Spirit of God within you and say Revelation is ceast Oh that you would diligently weigh this thing in the just Ballance in your own Hearts Is not this the denying of Christ for God looks to the Heart 1 Sam. 16.17 and not to the outward Appearance and all that deny the Spirit of Christ within they have broken Covenant with God and are in Danger of Eternal Death and so go a whoring after other Gods and other Lovers as the old apostate Jews who turned aside into by Paths and crooked Ways from the Way of Life whose Services Sacrifices and offerings New moons and Sabbaths were all an Abomination to the Lord Isa 1.13 And so you that deny the work of the Spirit in your Hearts your Service Worships and Ordinances are not acceptable to the Lord because Sin remains the Sting of Death yet untaken away you remaining in the Guilt dead in Trespasses and Sins and so the Spirit of the VVicked One keeps the House hath the Possession in the Heart who hath no right to reign in the Hearts of the Children of Men therefore as the wicked Spirit hath reigned which hath led you into Darkness and possessed you with a Perswasion that Revelation is ceast now examine and try your selves that he may be cast out and your Hearts cleansed and your Souls redeemed that Christ may reign whose right it is and so you will come to know the VVorking of God's Holy Spirit the true Power Christ Jesus who is come to destroy Sin in the Flesh Rom. 8.3 to the 11th and as you yield your selves unto him inwardly so the Change of the Mind you will come to witness and your Affections Desires and Inclinations will be redeemed out of the Earthly corruptible things and Vanities of the VVorld into a Heavenly-mindedness and so you will have Treasure in Heaven with the Lord being delivered from the Power of Death and Darkness which rules in the Hearts of the Children of Disobedience and so you will be true VVitnesses for God that he hath raised up his Son from the dead who is become a quickning Spirit who works in the Hearts of all that obey him and these are the true Christians this Day who are redeemed by Christ Jesus to God out of the Fall out of the Death that came by Sin into the Life that came by Christ Jesus who sinned not and so you will know in your selves the Truth and the VVay which is Holy and no Defilement at all in it which is the Light and Life of Men Christ Jesus John 1.4 for assuredly the Day is dawned wherein God hath opened the VVay of Truth which is not another but the same as in old time which is the VVay of Holiness Isa 2.3 35.8 And though this seems to be a strange thing to preach Christ Jesus in Spirit this Day who is the Light of the VVorld as God hath sent him forth to enlighten every man that cometh into the VVorld John 1.4 9. yet we know to our Souls Comfort and Satisfaction that he is come whose Power and Dominion shall sway and bear Rule in the Hearts of the Sons and Daughters of Men until he hath utterly wasted that wicked Nature in Man that rebels against him and will not that he should reign Luke 19.27 And though People have rebelled against him in this Night of Darkness and the Clouds thereof have shaddowed vailed and darkned the Understandings of the Sons of Men yet that shall not make void the Ancient Promise of God who said that the Knowledge of his Glory should fill the Earth as the Waters cover the Sea Isa 11.9 Hab. 2.14 neither shall it frustrate the Intention of the Lord whole Determination hath been and is to make an End of Sin and bring in Everlasting Righteousness Dan. 9.24 though the Enemy of the Souls of Men hath brought in a great and deep Mystery
by poor Lazarus lest said he they also come to this Place of Torment Luke 16.28 So all you that are lofty and wanton upon the Earth consider your latter End who spend your precions Time to the Flesh in the Lust of Uncleanness and nourish your Hearts as in a Day of Slaughter James 5.5 O remember the Day wherein the Holy Pure God will plead with you for all your Abominations and for your Secret Sins that you have committed against the God of Heaven and how you make merry over the VVitness that brings Condemnation upon you because of your Sins and even torments the VVorker of Iniquity in secret this is the Faithful and True VVitness even Jesus the True Messenger who brings Gâ—adtidings to the imprisoned Soul that 's like to perish in Iniquity and this is he that was crucified in the Flesh but quickned again in the Spirit by which Spirit he preached to the Spirits in prison 1 Pet. 3.18 19. And it may be thus men may rebel agaiâ—st him and not turn at his Reproofs but spiritually may crucifie him to themselves as some did in Days past Heb. 6.6 Rev. 11.8 but it would have been much better that they had never had a Being for when God shall call them to an Account for the Deeds done in the Body then shall they cry to the Mountains fall upon us and to the Hills cover or hide us from the Face of him that sits upon the Throne and from the Wrath of the Lamb Rev. 6.15 16 17. for the Hour of his Judgment is come and who shall be able to stand Therefore return unto him betimes before it be too late that you may be reconciled to the Father and so the Lord will return unto you in his Love and in his Tender Mercy will he visit you as you yield unto him in your Hearts for such as obey him this Day do certainly injoy his Peace and in his Name is their Safety which is his Power by which their Souls are kept from the spiritual Enemy and therefore O Land of my Nativity hear the Word of the Lord God of Heaven which VVord is near unto all the Inhabitants thereof from one End unto another that the Land may be cleansed and enjoy hâ—r Sabbaths lest Afflictions and great â—orrow come in like a flood upon the inhabitants from the Great God whose Righteous Soul is grieved because of the Abominations that are within thy Borders who by his searching living Power that is Eternal over all Death and Hell is searching from one End to the other to bring Mankind into his Light and Life to worship him in his Spirit and Truth who is the blessed Creator of all the Beginning and the End to whom be Glory forever Amen THE Righteous God whose Power is great and who is wonderful in Counsel and excellent in working Isaiah 28.29 hath in these last Days appeared invisibly in the inward Parts of Mankind to place his Name and his pure Fear in the Hearts of his People according to his ancient Promise Heb. 10.16 Jer. 31.33 and to write his Law in the Hearts of his Children who are truly turned unto him and amongst the many Witnesses the Lord who is rich in his Love unto Mankind not willing that any should perish he visited me who was a Wanderer in Desolation from Year to Year seeking the Way of the Redeemed of the Lord and a Cry in secret was begotten in my Heart after God who in his own time did hear and Answer my Earnest Desire and I well remember the Days of my tender Years when I was very young there was an Innocent Breathing within me after the Thing that is Good and I saw Sin in its Conception but knew not that which gave me the Knowledge of it and Swearing I saw to be a great Evil in them that were addicted thereunto and unto the Nineth and Tenth Year of my Age I was in a good Measure restrained from Evil according to the Knowledge I then had but afterwards when Years did encrease I well remember my great Loss for evil Desires did spring up within me and by the subtil one I was betrayed and led into divers Pleasures and Vanities of this Wicked World and into many Evils which did displease the Lord and so the Tender Desires which were after Righteousness were slain and then great Darkness and Sorrow did overtake me and so into a spiritual Captivity from the Light that did shine within me in my tender Years and so for many Years walkt in the Crooked By-paths of Darkness and Ignorance in Disobedience without the Knowledge of the true God in which time I was a Servant to the Wicked One and so are all that obey him be they high or low rich or poor and after some Years I began to consider my Condition and something within me bringing to Remembrance what I had done and laying before me the Danger that attends the wicked and in this time a Travail was begotten within me to seek the Lord and repent of my Sins and from Day to Day under the Indignation of the Lord which was revealed against me because of Sin and here was a Travail through much Fear and Doubtfulness what would become of my Soul if God should cut off my Life and indeed I could read Adam's Condition when he was afraid of the Lord and hid himself because he was naked and in the first Adam I then was and so lost in the Fall and as God behold me in that woful State Heb. 2.15 subject to Bondage for Fear of Death at last he opened unto my Soul the way of Life howbeit Sorrow overtook me and much Bowed-downness did compass me about and then the Enemy of my Soul woâ—â—d have taken away my Life but the secret invisible Arm of God's Power did uphold me though I knew it not so I say God is the Saviour of all men especially of them that believe 1 Tim. 1.10 And as Tenderness was begotten in my Heart so my Sins became a Burden too heavy for me to bear And this Testimony I give in the Name of the Lord that whosoever feels the Weight of their Sins it 's by the working of God's Heavenly Power begetting Tenderness in their Hearts though they know it not And so none can come to God but by this Way as our Lord said None can come unto me except the Father that has sent me draw him John 6.44 And so my Heart was bowed before the Lord and an Inward Desire begotten that none could satisfie but him alone And I saw the Ways of Man in his corrupt Nature were not those which lead to God's Kingdom and from Professor to Prophane all were gone astray then my Cry was the more earnest to the unknown God and none amongst my Worldly Relations and Neighbours could tell me the Way of my Soul 's Beloved till at last the Power of the Lord opened my Understanding and as I retired my mind inwardly in
the Heavenly Light I was made more and more sensible of the Operation of his blessed Spirit which gave me Dominion over one Sin and here was the Beginning of the Work of God in my Soul and then I had a little Hope of overcoming and a little Faith to believe I should be saved So this is the Seed of God's Kingdom which is immortal compared to a little Leaven â—â—…d in three Measures of Meal until the whole be leavened which Seed is the Foundation which God hath laid 1 Cor. 3.11 for Man and Woman to build upon And when all my Hope was lost of getting out of that fallen State and when I could not believe that I should be saved if I died in Sin so that this Cry was within me My Bones are dryed my Hope is lost I am cut off for my Part Ezek. 37.11 then did the Lord remember me and manifested a Saviour in an acceptable Time and as my Mind was inclined towards the invisible Power that opened my Understanding Ephes 5.13 14. so the Sins of Youth I overcame and this is the Light of the Glory of God that shined in my dark Heart before I knew what it was and so it is certain the Light shineth in Darkness but the Darkness comprehendeth it not John 1.5 and then I came to know God's Salvation near me according to his Promise Isa 51.5 and so I saw the Days I had spent in Vanity and began to redeem the Time Ephes 5.15 16. and also how youthful Lusts and Pleasures came over me in the Beginning and how I was betrayed from my Innocent State in the Days of my Childhood so now I know this is the Spirit of Promise that brings all Things to my Remembrance Joh. 14.26 and so my Soul by the Spirit of Jesus Christ was redeemed from dead Works and out of the dark Ways of sin and Ignorance into the Light of Righteousness to serve the living and true God and this I affirm is the Spirit of Truth that first convinceth the Conscience of sin and then as it is obeyed it leadâ— out of sin and roots out the Worker of Iniquity and sets up Righteousness and Holiness in the Heart and this is the true Teacher that comes to do the works that none other can do and such as declare that which he hath done for their Souls they are the true Messengers as it is written How beautiful upon the Mountains are the Feet of them that bring Glad-tidings and publish Peace bringing Glad-ridings of good Things Rom. 10.15 and such as are come unto this true Teacher and abide with him are happy forever and as my Soul lamented in Days past for a Saviour and languished for lack of Spiritual Comfort now I am satisfied fully in that I feel a VVitness in my self 1 John 5.10 which bears witness that my Soul is redeemed and this was before me for some Years to give a Testimony of these Things which God hath done for me in restoring me to my Habitation Everlasting Praises be given to his Name forevermore And as Man that is lost in the first Adam as he obeys the Heavenly and Spiritual Adam Christ Jesus who never fell so he comes to God again and is restored into Life and a holy Liberty vvith the Sons of God And novv my Soul is made a VVitness for Jesus Christ that God haâ—h raised him from the Dead vvho hath quickned me that was dead in Sins and Trespasses 1 Cor 15.45 And this is the Mystery of Godliness hid from the wise and prudent and revealed unto Babes and Sucklings Mat. 11.25 Luke 10.21 And this Everlasting Power that is now revealed is that which will overcome even unto the End Rev. 3.21 and his Government is everlasting and shall root out and destroy the Government of the Wicked One for he shall reign whose Right it a Rev. 11.15 And now all you that have Desires after the Lord and are not come to the Knowledge of him consider these Things and singly read these Line that the saving Knowledge of God you may come unto and then the Burden of Sin an the heavy Weight will be taken away from your Souls and then Life and Immortal Glory will be your Portion forever for great yea unspeakable is God's Love to his People who are saved by him and Infinite are his Mercies to he Souls of his Children and though there be many miserable Comforters that say Revelation is ceast so much as to say The Way of God's Heavenly Mercies to the Souls of Men is shuâ— up but blessed be the Lord there are many Witnesses this Day unto whose mourning Souls God hath opened the Way of his Tender Mercies and they are come to the Faithful and True VVitness even Jesus the Mediator and he openeth and none can shut and shuts and none can open And my Soul is made willing to invite all to come for the Spirit saith come and the Bride saith come and let him that is a thirst come and drink of the Water of Life freely Rev. 22.17 that all may be saved from the VVrath to come which will be heavy upon those of this Generation who sleight the Day of their Visitation and therefore you that are come to seel your Sins to be your Burden look not out for a Saviour but wait for the Appearance of Christ within and you will find him to your great Satisfaction and Everlasting Comfort and in your Age and Generation you will come to be VVitnesses for God and his Presence you will come to know in which is Life and at his Right Hand are Pleasures for evermore And this is the Joy of my Soul now God hath made me sensible of his VVay even to do his VVill and I know that such as do not his VVill will be found on the left Hand amongst the Hypocrites and such as are without God unto whom it will be said depart ye cursed into Everlasting Fire prepared for the Devil and his Angels Mat. 7.23 Mat. 24.41 And then I well remember when this VVay of Life first I came to knovv and when I was separated from my former Acquaintances could not go with them into the same kind of Riot as before they then turned against me and I became a By woâ—d unto my Neighbours and as the Apostle said They think it strange because you go not with them to the same kind of Riot speaking evil of you 1 pet 4.4 and so our Lord foretold of theâ—e things who said They shall cast you out of their Company and your Names shall be cast out as evil for the Kingdom of God Sake and when men shall persecute you and speak all manner of Evil fasly for my Name Sake rejoyce in that Day for great is your Reward list up your Heads and be glad for your Redemption draweth night Luke 21.28 And this was that which did uphold me in that Day even my Redeemer drawing nigh And now I have written concerning my Coming forth