is the great Charter the Magna Charta of all your spiritual priviledges and immunities Now in this great Charter the Lord declares That sincerity shall go for perfection Luke 1.5 6. Acts 13.22 2 Chron 3â— â—8 19 20. In this great Charter the Lord hath declared That he judges his people by the standing bent and frame of their hearts and not by what they are under some pangs of passion or in an hour of temptation In this great Charter the Lord declares That his eye is more upon his peoples inward disposition than 't is upon their outward actions and that his eye is more upon their will 2 Cor. 8.12 Phil. 2.13 than 't is upon their work In this great Charter the Covenant of grace the Lord hath declared That he will not forsake his people nor cast off his people Ponder much upon Jer. 31.31 to 38. because of those failings and weaknesses that may and do attend them 1 Sam. 12.22 For the Lord will not forsake his people for his great name sake because it hath pleased the Lord to make you his people He chose you for his love and he still loveth you for his choice God will rather pity his people under their weakness than he will reject them for their weakness The Covenant of grace that God hath made with his people is as the Covenant that a man makes with his Wife I will betroth thee unto me for ever saith the Lord. Hos 2.19 20. Jer. 3.13 Turn O back-sâ—iding children saith the Lord for I am married unto you Now a man will never reject his Wife he will never cast off his Wife for those common weaknesses and infirmities that daily attends her no more will the Lord cast off his people because of the infirmities that daily hang upon them In this great Charter the Covenant of grace the Lord declares that he will require no more than he gives and that he will give what he requires and that he will accept what he gives and what can a God say more and what can a gracious soul desire more O Sirs when all is cloudy over head and all dark within doors when a Christians graces are not transparent when his evidences for heaven are soiled and blotted and when neither heart nor house are as they should be 't is good then to turn to the Covenant grace and to dwell upon the Covenant of grace Thus David did 2 Sam. 23.5 Although my house be not so with God yet he hath made with me an everlasting covenant ordered in all things and sure for this is all my salvation and all my desire although he make it not to grow Let me give a little light into the words Although my house be not so with God Though David in the main had a good heart yet he had but a wicked house Absalom had slain his Brother rebelled against his Father and lay with his Fathers Concubines And Amnon had defloured his Sister c. Now David under a deep sense of all this wickedness and of his own personal unworthiness sadly sighs it out Although my house be not so with God c. though I have not walked so exactly and perfectly as I shold have done though neither I nor my house have walked answerable to those great mercies and singular kindnesses of God that have been extended to us Yet he hath made with me an everlasting Covenant The word everlasting hath two acceptations it doth denote 1. Sometimes a long duration Vide Isa 55.3 Gen. 17.7 Psal 105.9 10 Isa 61.8 Heb. 13.20 in which respect the old Covenant clâ—athed with figures and ceremonies is called everlasting because it was to endure and did endure a long time â— Sometimes it denotes a perpetual duration a duration which shall last for ever In this respect the Covenant of grace is everlasting it shall never cease never be broken nor never be alteâ—ed Now the Covenant of grace is an everlasting Covenant in a twofold respect First Ex parte soederantis in respect of God who will never break Covenant with his people but is their God and will be their God for ever and ever Psal 48.14 For this God is our God for ever and ever he will be our guide even unto death I and after death too for this is not to be taken exclusive he will never leave his people nor forsake his people Heb. 13.5 6. Secondly Ex parte confoederatorum in respect of the people of God who are brought into Covenant and shall continue in Covenant for ever and ever You have both these expressed in that excellent Scripture Jer. 32.40 I will make an everlasting covenant with them that I will not turn away from them to do them good but I will put my fear in their hearts that they shall not depart from me Seriously dwell upon the place it shews that the Covenant is everlasting on God's part and also on our part On God's part I will never turn away from them to do them good and on our part They shall never depart from me How so I will put my fear in their hearts that they shall not depart from me even that fear spoken of in ver 39. That they may fear me for ever Ordered in all things O! what head can conceive or what tongue can express that infinite counsel wisdom love care and tenderness that the blessed God has exprest in ordering the Covenant of grace so as it may most and best suit to all the wants and straits and necessities and miseries and desires and longings of poor sinners souls The Covenant of grace is so well ordered by the unsearchable wisdom of God that you may find in it remedies to cure all your diseases and cordials to comfort you against all your faintings Isa 40.28 Psal 147.5 and a spiritual armoury to arm you against all your enemies viz. the world the flesh and the devil Dost thou O distressed sinner want a loving God a compassionate God a reconciled God a sin pardoning God here thou mayest find him in the Covenant of grace Dost thou want a Christ to counsel thee by his wisdom and to cloath thee with his righteousness and to adorn thee with his grace here thou mayest find him in a Covenant of grace Dost thou want the Spirit to enlighten thee to teach thee to convince thee to awaken thee to lead thee to cleanse thee to cheer thee and to seal thee up to the day of redemption Eph. 1.13 here thou mayest find him in a Covenant of grace Dost thou want grace or peace or rest or quiet or content or comfort or satisfaction here thou mayest find it in a Covenant of grace God has laid into the Covenant of grace as into a common store all those things that sinners or Saints can either beg or need Look as that is a well ordered Commonwealth where there are no wholsom Laws wanting to govern a people and where there are no wholsom remedies
falls and knocks and blows that children get that are learning to go do but make them cleave the closer and hang the faster upon the Nurses skirts or about the Mothers neck So when all a Christians falls do but work him to cleave the closer and hang the faster upon the strength of Christ and to be still a drawing more and more vertue and power from Christ then is the prevalency of sin made serviceable to holy and gracious ends and where God ordinarily thus works there is certainly a work of God in power upon that Soul 2 Cor. 7.11 For behold this self same thing that ye sorrowed after a godly sort what carefulness it wrought in you yea what clearing of your selves yea what indignation yea what fear yea what vehement desire yea what zeal yea what revenge in all things you have approved your selves to be clear in this matter this Scripture I have fully opened in my eighth sign of godly sorrow in this book and to that I refer you The Mother by suffering the child to get one fall keeps the child from many a fall and so 't was with these Corinthians Adams fall was an inlet to abundance of grace and his unrighteousness did usher into the world the most glorious Righteousness of Jesus Christ Hezekiah falls and by his fall 2 Chron. 32.25 26 31. God gives him a clearer and fuller sight of his own heart than ever he had before in all his dayes Sin is no gainer but a loser by every fall of the Saints God does and will by the over-ruling hand of his grace make the very miscarriages of his people to be glorious inlets to more eminent degrees of Grace and holiness God hath a great Revenue of glory from the very infirmities of the Saints and the Saints have a great Revenue of comfort from their very miscarriages by the wise powerful over-ruling and sanctifying hand of God God is that powerful that skilful Physician that can make an Antidote and Sovereign remedy of sin that is the most deadly poyson in all the World God does and will make the very sins of his people to further the Salvation of his people according to that golden promise Rom. 8.28 God never suffers his people to fall into any sin but out of a design to break the neck and back of that sin they fall into God suffered David to fall into those two great sins of Murder and Adultery but by these very falls he broke the very back of those sins for we never read that ever he fell into those sins the second time And so God suffered Peter to deny him once but by that sore fall God broke the neck of that very sin for we never read that ever he denyed Christ any more at the voice of a Damsel yea 't is very observable that Peters courage and boldness for the truth received a very high advance by those deep wounds that he had formerly given them when he denyed the Lord that bought him After his sore falls for courage and boldness he carries the Bell from all the Apostles as you may see in Acts 4.12 It is the nature of true Grace to gather strength by every wound Grace gathers strength by contraries as Fire doth when it is compassed about with coldness by an Antiper stasis By all a Ch istians falls his graces grow brighter and stronger At the long run a Christian by all his falls loses nothing but his dross his chaff his scum his filth Now he that finds his sins thus over-ruled for the good of his soul he is certainly a gracious Soul O Sirs remember this for ever viz. That the oftner an Hypocrite or a Formalist falls the more ground and strength his sins get upon him and so will continue to do till all that Grace and goodness which he seemed to have had be quite extinguished But Ninthly Where a bare naked command of God is commonly ordinarily of that power force and authority with the soul as to curb sin and restrain the soul from sin and to arm and fence the soul against the encroachments and commands of sin there is certainly a saving work a powerful work of God upon that Soul When a man can say to Heaven and Hell stand you by for the present and to precious Promises stand you by for the present and to Divine threatnings stand you by for the present here is a Command of God that forbids such and such actions and therefore I cannot I dare not do this or that wickedness Gen. 39.9 and sin against the Lord there is certainly a principle of Grace in that mans heart That is a great word of David Psal 119.161 My heart standeth in awe of thy word When a naked command from God does so over-awe the heart as that it dares not sin against God then doubtless the heart is sincere with God A child does not stand in more awe of the rod nor a servant of a beating nor a Favourite of his Princes frowns than a real Christian when he is himself stands in awe of the Word So Psal 119.11 Thy Word have I hid within my heart that I might not sin against thee When a man hides the Word in his heart as a Treasure that he may not lose it and as a Rule that he may not transgress it then his heart is indeed right with God When the Law of God in a mans heart arms him against the lusts of his heart and life then doubtless his heart is sound with God So Psal 17.4 By the words of thy lips I have kept me from the paths of the destroyer or as some read the words According to the command and charge of thy words I have kept me from the sinful wayes manners behaviours c. of the destroyer or the cruel man Matth. 28.18 19 20. Acts 10.41 42. Christ commanded his Apostles to make him known to the World and to Preach the everlasting Gospel and to make known those Mysteries and Riches of Grace that were hid in former Ages The Jewish Authority threatens them and commands them not to speak at all nor teach in the name of Jesus Acts 4.17 18. But the command of Christ carries it with the Apostles against all their threatnings and commands verse 19.20 But Peter and John answered and said unto them Whether it be right in the sight of God to hearken unto you more then unto God judg ye For we cannot but speak the things which we have heard and seen When the commands of Authority run counter-cross to the commands of God the commands of God must be obeyed though the greatest Auâ—hority under Heaven should be displeased and enraged God never gave the greatest Authority in the world any Authority to act contrary to his commands Disobedience to unlawful commands is no disobedience Wo to hâ—m that obeyes the commands of men in opposition to the commands of God 1 Cor. 9.16 For though I preach the Gospel I have nothing
poor The safest chest is the poor mans Box. God will never forget your charity to his Heb. 6.10 Cicero could say that to be rich is not to possess much but to use much And Seneca could rebuke them that so studied to encrease their wealth that they forget to use it being perswaded that God doth bless their increase the more for they have among them a very elegant Proverb to that purpose Decima ut dives fias Pay thy tythes that thou mayest be rich The poor mans hand is Christs Treasury and he shall not lose his reward that casts his mites into that Treasury It is fabled of Midas that what ever he touched he turned it into gold But this is most sure that whatever the hand of charity toucheth it turneth it into gâ—ld be it but a cup of cold water nay into heaven it self Mat. 10.42 And whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones a cup of cold water only in the name of a Disciple verily I say unto you he shall in no wise lose his reward Cold water having not fuel to heat it cold water which cost not the charge of fire to warm it A Sea of pleasures a heaven of blessings attends men of charitable minds though their charity can extend no further than to a cup of cold water for God measures mens deeds by their minds and not their minds by their deeds The Kenites in Sauls time that were born many Ages after Jethro's death received life from his dust and favour from his hospitality nay the very Egyptians for harbouring and at first dealing kindly with the Israelites though without any respect to their righteousness were preserved by Joseph in that sore famine and kindly dealt with ever after by Gods special command I have read a story of one Evagâ—i a rich man who lying upon his death-bed and being importuned by Sinesius a pious Bishop to give something to charitable uses he yielded at last to give three hundred pounds but first took bond of the Bishop that it should be repaid him in another world but before he had been one day dead he is said to have appeared to the Bishop delivering in the bond cancelled as thereby acknowledging that what was promised was made good Whether the Relation be fabulous or not I shall not now stand to determine but this is certain that all acts of charity shall be certainly and signatly rewarded Several Writers observe that the ground is most barren nearest the golden Mines and experience tells us that many who are enriched with fair estates are most barren in good works but this will be bitterness in the end He that shall consult two Scriptures among many others will conclude that he that hath a withered hand has no honest heart 2 Chron. 31.10 1 John 3.17 The wealth that such men have is but as Aristotle calls it Arist Rhetor. l. 2. c. 6. Foelix amentia a happy madness because they are so taken up with their wealth that they neither know what they are nor what they do Josephus writing of the waters of Egypt saith That they were blood in the hands of an Aegyptian but water in the hand of an Israelite Wealth in the hand of a worldling is like blood in the hand which is good for nothing Josephus but wealth in the hand of a charitable Christian is like water in the hand which may be of use both to a mans self and others By what has been said there is nothing more evident than this viz. That men of publick spirits and men of charitable spirits of all men on earth are 1. To be most highly prized 2. Most cordially loved And 3. Most greatly honoured c. Gentlemen those that shall read what I have writ in this Epistle concerning publick spiritedness and charitableness and know you well they know how to make the Application without any further direction from me Sir John I must crave leave to say that it is and will be your honour and comfort both in life and death and in the day of your account that in all the great Places Offices and Employments unto which divine Providence has called you for divers years together you have laid out your time your strength your estate for the publick good when others have been serving themselves upon the publick you have been a serving of the publick Sir 't is your great mercy and happiness that you can stand forth and say as once Samuel did Behold here I am witness against me 1 Sam. 12.3 whose Ox have I taken or whose Ass have I taken or whom have I defrauded whom have I oppressed or of whose hand have I received any bribe to blind mine eyes therewith Your prudence and moderation before your Mayoralty and in it when you had many a narrow bridge to go over and after it to this day will never be forgotten by all sober Citizens Sir the French History tells us that when an old Courtier would needs depart from the Court and retire himself to a private life the King desired him to leave his advice in some general Rules about the Government of his Kingdom Upon this motion of the King the old Courtier took a sheet of white paper and writ upon the top of the leaf Moderation and in the middle of the leaf Moderation and at the bottom of the leaf Moderation intimating to the King that the only way to keep his Kingdom in Peace and Prosperity was to manage his Government throughout with a spirit of Moderation When Vespasian asked Apollonius what was the cause of Nero's ruin he answered That Nero could tune the Harp well but in Government he did alwayes wind up the strings too high or let them down too low Both of your staying in London in the time of the last great Plague when death peep'd in at every window and when most Magistrates Ministers and People were fled from their Habitations the terror of the Lord and of his judgments being very great in that day upon all sorts and ranks of men and that chiefly mainly if not only upon the account of publick service and that nothing might be wanting on your side to preserve poor creatures from perishing The old Romans for lesser services than you did in these dismal dayes have set up many a statue of brass but the Lord is faithful and will not forget to reward your work your great work your hazardous work and that matchless love and bowels that you shew'd to very many that were impoverished for want of Trade and to very many that lay in a sick languishing and dying condition How free how full how seasonable how sutable how impartial how constant and well regulated your charity then was and since hath been is very well known to God above and to some faithful friends still alive but all will out in the great day Mat. 25. I know you don't love that your left hand should know what your
it at last with a witness I have read of a Gallant addicted to uncleanness who at last meeting with a beautiful Dame and having injoyed his fleshly desires of her he found her in the morning to be the dead body of one that he had formerly been naught with which had been acted by the Devil all night and left dead again in the morning so that the Gallant 's pleasure ended in no small terror And thus 't is doubtless with all sinful pleasures What sin is there so sweet or profitable that is worth burning in hell for or worth shutting out of heaven for c. But Sixthly When men commonly take part with sin when they take up arms in the defence of sin and in defiance of the commands of God the motions of the spirit and the checks of conscience then sin is in dominion he that readily resolvedly and habitually fights sins battels is sins servant and without all peradventure under the reign and dominion of sin Look as we groundedly conclude that such men are under the reign and dominion of that King that they readily resolvedly and habitually take up arms to fight for so when the inward faculties of the soul and the outward members of the body do readily resolve and habitually take up arms to fight for sin then and there sin is in dominion as you may plainly see by consulting the Scriptures in the margent Rom. 6.19 20. Eph. 2.2 3. Titus 3.3 but where the soul readily resolvedly and habitually strives against it conflicts with it and makes war against it there 't is not in dominion there it reigns not as you may see by comparing the Scriptures in the margent together Rom. 7.23 24. Gal. 5.17 Rom. 8.13 That man that can truly appeal to God and say Lord thou that knowest all hearts and things thou knowest that there is nothing under the whole heavens that I am so desirous and ambitious of as this that my sins may be subdued that my strongest lusts may be mortified and that those very corruptions that my nature constitution and complexion is most inclined to may be brought to an under That man that can appeal to God and say O Lord what ever becomes of me I will never be reconciled to any known sin yea Lord though I should perish for ever yet I am resolved to fight against my sins for ever Let God do what he will against me I will do all I can against my sins and to honour my God that man is not under the reign and dominion of sin But Seventhly When sin commonly rises by opposition then it reigns Look as grace when it is in the Throne it rises by opposition 2 Sam. 6.22 I will yet be more vile Mark 10.47 Act. 4.6 to the 34 5.40 41 42. 48. And many charged him that he should hold his peace but he cryed the more a great deal Thou son of David have mercy on me so when sin is in the Throne it rises higher and higher by opposition As the more water you cast upon Lime the more fiercely it burns so when sin is in its reign and dominion it flames out the more by opposition witness the Jews malice and envy against Christ which when it received but a little easie gentle check by Pilate Mark 15.12 13 14. they cryed out so much the more Crucifie him crucifie him A man that is under the reign and dominion of sin is like the Rainbow the Rainbow is never on that side of the world that the Sun is but wheresoever it appears it is in opposition against the Sun if the Sun be in the East the Rainbow is in the West c. Where sin has the Throne it will still rise higher and higher by opposition reprove a swearer for swearing and he will swear so much the more yea many times he will swear that he did not swear when indeed he did and so it holds in all other vices that the sinner is given up to 'T is said of Catiline that he was a compound and bundle of warring lusts and vices the same may be said of all others where sin is in dominion But Eighthly and lastly If the Lord Jesus Christ hath not dominion over you then sin has certainly dominion over you Rom. 6.17 18. Christ hath no dominion over that soul that sin hath dominion over and sin hath no dominion over that soul that Christ hath dominion over Christ and sin cannot have dominion over the same soul at one and the same time Christ's dominion is destructive and inconsistent with sins dominion c. Quest But how shall I know whether the Lord Jesus Christ hath dominion over my soul or no How shall I know whether the Lord Jesus Christ be my Lord or no For if I can but groundedly conclude that Christ is my Lord then I may very boldly safely and undoubtedly conclude that sin is not my Lord but if Christ be not my Lord I may more than fear that sin is certainly my Lord. Ans Sol. Canst thou truly say in the presence of the great and glorious God Psal 139.23 24. Psal 26.2 Jer. 11.20 17.10 Prov. 17.3 1 Thes 2.4 that is the tryer and searcher of all hearts that thou hast given up thy heart and life to the Rule Authority and Government of Jesus Christ and that thou hast chosen him to be thy Soveraign Lord and King and art truly willing to submit to his dominion as the only precious and righteous holy and heavenly sweet and pleasant profitable and comfortable safe and best dominion in all the world and to resign up thy heart thy will thy affections thy life thy all really to Christ wholly to Christ and only to Christ Canst thou truly say O dear Lord Jesus other Lords viz. the world the flesh and the devil have had dominion too long over me Isa 26.13 but now these Lords I utterly renounce I for ever renounce and do give up my self to thee as my only Lord beseeching thee to rule and reign over me for ever and ever O Lord though sin rages and Satan roars and the world sometimes frowns Josh 24.15 and sometimes fawns yet I am resolved to own thee as my only Lord and to serve thee as my only Lord my greatest fear is of offending thee and my chiefest care shall be to please thee and my only joy shall be to be a praise a name and an honour to thee O Lord I can appeal to thee in the sincerity of my heart that though I have many invincible weaknesses and infirmities that hang upon me and though I am often worsted by my sins and overcome in an hour of temptation yet thou that knowest all thoughts and hearts thou dost know that I have given up my heart to the obedience of Jesus Christ and do daily give it up to his rule and government and 't is the earnest desire of my soul above all things in this world
that Jesus Christ may still set up his Laws in my heart and exercise his dominion over me Now doubtless there is not the weakest Christian in the world but can venture himself upon such an appeal to God as this is and without all peradventure where such a frame and temper of spirit is there the dominion of Jesus Christ is set up and where the dominion of Christ is set up there sin has no dominion Mat. 6.24 but where the dominion of Christ is not set up there sin is in full dominion Christ's dominion cannot consist with sins dominion nor sins dominion cannot consist with Christ's dominion Now by these eight things if men are not resolved before hand to put a cheat upon their own souls they may know whether their sins have dominion over them or no and so accordingly conclude for or against themselves But Fifteenthly and lastly A godly man may argue thus There is no condemnation to them who walk not after the flesh Walking in Scripture signifies to hold on a course of life Gen. 5.22 17.1 but after the spirit Rom. 8.1 But I walk not after the flesh but after the spirit therefore there is no condemnation to me Walking after the flesh notes a course of sin and walking after the spirit notes a course of godliness Now to such as keep off from a course of sin and that keep on in a course of godliness there is no condemnation there is not one condemnation for God the father won't condemn such a person nor Jesus Christ won't condemn such a person nor the holy spirit won't condemn such a person nor the word of grace won't condemn such a person nor no commandment or threatnings will condemn such a person no nor such a mans own heart nor conscience if it be rightly informed won't condemn him and therefore well may the holy Ghost say to such a one there is no condemnation to such a one there is not one condemnation c. ☞ Now thus you see by comparing spiritual things with spiritual things and by a rational arguing from Scripture a man may attain unto a comfortable certainty of his gracious state and safely and groundedly conclude his interest in Christ Now this assurance of Gods favour by the witnessing of our own spirits which assurance is deduced by way of argument syllogistically is more easily attained than many may I not say than most Christians imagine for let a gracious man but clear himself of heart-condemning sins 1 Joh. 3.20 21. and rationally argue as before has been hinted and he will speedâ—ly reach to some comfortable supporting soul-satisfying and soul-quieting assurance there being an infallible connexion between the forementioned graces and future glory These fifteen arguments may well be lookt upon as fifteen sure and infallible evidences of the goodness and happiness of a Christians estate O that you would often every day think on this viz. That the undoubted verity of Gods promises proveth an inseparable connexion between true faith and eternal glory John 3.14 15 16. And as Moses lifted up the Serpent in the wilderness even so must the Son of man be lifted up That whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have eternal life God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son that whosoever believeth on him should not perish but have everlasting life John 5.24 Verily verily these serious asseverations or protestations amount almost to an oath I say unto you he that heareth my words and believeth on him that sent me hath everlasting life and shall not come into condemnation but is passed from death to life John 3.36 He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life He hath it in the promise he hath it in the first Fruits Rom. 8.23 he hath it in the earnest Ephes 1.13 14. and he hath it in Christ his Head Ephes 2.6 Mark 16.16 He that believeth and is Baptised shall be saved he that believeth not shall be damned 1 Pet. 2.6 Behold I lay in Sion a chief Corner stone Elect precious and he that believeth on him shall not be confounded John 6.40 And this is the will of him that sent me that every one which seeth the Son and believeth on him may have everlasting life and I will raise him up at the last day Verse 47. Verily verily I say unto you he that believeth on me hath everlasting Life John 2.25 Jesus said unto her I am the Resurrection and the Life he that believeth in me though he were dead yet shall he live Verse 26. And whosoever liveth and believeâ—h in me shall never dye John 20.31 But these are written that ye may believe that Iesus is the Christ the Son of God and that believing ye might have life through his name Look as certainly as the unbeliever shall be cast into outer darkness so certainly shall the Believer be partaker of the glorious inheritance of the Saints in light for certainly the Promises are as true as the threatnings Acts 16.30 31. Believe on the Lord Iesus Christ and thou shalt be saved Josh 23.14 chap. 21.45 The Apostle speaks not doubtingly perhaps thou shalt be saved nor they do not say Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and it may be thou mayest go to Heaven but they speak boldly confidently peremptorily believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved O my Soul what greater certainty and security can any man have than the infallible promise of that God that is truth it self who will not who cannot deny his word but the same love and free Grace that moved him to infuse grace into his childrens souls will move him also to keep the word that is gone out of his mouth and to make good whatever he hath promised thus you evidently see that the Promises prove an inseparable connexion between Grace and glory between Faith and everlasting Life so that let me but prove that I have a saving Faith and the Scriptures last cited prove infallibly that I shall be saved O labour as for life daily to give a firm and fixed assent to the truth of those blessed Promises last cited and hold it as an indisputable and inviolable Principle That whosoever believeth on the Lord Jesus Christ or whosoever hath received Christ as his Lord and Saviour shall be certainly saved 1 Tim. 1.15 1 John 1.9 Heb. 6.17 18. â—zek 32.11 and chap. 18.32 1 John 5.10.14 Jam. 2 19. This is the person that hath the Word the Promise the Covenant the Oath of that God that cannot possibly lye or dye for the pardon of his sin and for the Salvation of his Soul Now O my Soul what security couldest thou ask more of a deceitful man than that which the great Iehovah â—he faithful God of his own accord hath given to thee viz. his word and his Oath Now not to believe God upon his Promise and Oath is to make him a Lyar yea the worst of Lyars yea 't is
to do worse than the Dâ—vils â—â—r they believe and tremble Though the word of the Lord desâ—rves the greatest credit that any mortals can give unto it he being truth it self that hath said it though it had no Oaths nor no Asseverations to be its surety yet God in his infinite condescending love to poor sinners that he may sink the truth of what he saith deeper into the hearts and minds of his people and leave the fairer and fuller print in our assents to the same he sets on the word of Promise with the weight of Asseverations and Oaths yea and to all these he hath annexed his Broad Seal the Lords Supper and the Privy Seal of his Spirit O unreasonable unbelief shall not the Oath of God silence all Disputes A man would never desire of any honest man so much as God hath condescended to for the confirmation of our Faith witness his Promises his Covenant his Oath and his Seals and therefore let us give glory to him by believing and quietly rest upon his faithfulness O Sirs that soul that dares not take his sanctification as an evidence yea as a choice and sure evidence of his interest in Christ and of the Lords precious love to him according to the Promises of his favour and Grace several of which hath been but now under consideration that Soul ought to acknowledg it as his sin yea as his great sin for which he deserves to be smartly rebuked as making God a loud Lyar. O my friends it is a spiritual peevishness and sinful crossness that keeps many good men and women long in a sad dark doubting perplexed and disconsolate condition and certainly 't is no small sin to set light by any work of the blessed Spirit and the joy comfort and peace that we might have by it ah how many are there that fear the Lord who quench grieve vex and provoke the holy Spirit by denying his work and by quarrelling against themselves and the blessed work of the Spirit in them Certainly 't is the duty of every Christian to hear as well what can be said for him as what can be said against him Many poor Psal 77.2 Psal 88. Job 15.11 chap. 16.8 9. weak and yet sincere Chr stians are often apt to be too sowre rigid and bitter against their own souls they love to practise a merciless severity against themselves they do not indifferently impartially consider how the case stands between God and their own souls It is in this case as Solomon speaks in another There is that maketh himself rich Prov. 13.7 Ever since man ceased to be what he should be he striveth to seem to be what he is not It is not the outward shew that shews what things are and yet hath nothing And there is that maketh himself poor and yet hath great Riches That is there be those in the world that pretend they are rich and make a shew before men as if they were men of great estates whereas indeed they are exceeding poor and needy There are not a few that stretch their wing beyond their nest that bear a port beyond their Estates that trick up themselves with other mens plumes laying it on above measure in cloaths in high entertainments in stately Buildings in great Attendance c. when not worth one groat in all the World but either they dye in Prison or lay the key under the door or compound for twelve pence in the pound c. And there are others again that are exceeding rich and wealthy and yet feign themselves and look upon themselves to be very poor and needy To apply this spiritually 'T is the damning sin of the self-flattering Hypocrite Rev. 3.17 to make himself rich to make himself significant to make his condition better than 't is And it is the vanity the folly of some sincere Christians to make their condition worse than indeed it is to make themselves more miserable and unhappy than indeed they are Ah Christians 't is sad with you tâ—s night with you when you read over the evidences of Gods love to your souls as a man does a Book which he intends to confute Is it not sad when Christians shall study hard to find evasions to wheel off all those comforts refreshings cheerings and supports that are tendered to them that are due to them and that they may upon Gospel-grounds justly claim as their portion as their inheritance And O that all such Christians would seriously and frequently lay to heart these eight things First that they highly dishonour the blessed God and the work of his Grace by denying that which he hath done for them and wrought in them Secondly they are spiritual Murderers they are self-Murderers they are soul-Murderers for by this means they stab and wound their own precious souls and Consciences through and through with many a deadly dart Now is there any Murder like to spiritual Murder to self-Murder to soul-Murder surely no. But Thirdly They are Thieves for by this means they rob their own precious souls of that joy peace comfort rest content assurance and satisfaction which otherwise they might enjoy Now there is no theft to spiritual theft and of all spiritual theft there is none to that which reaches the precious and immortal soul Mark all prevalent Disputes about our personal integrity they do hold off the Application and tasts of comfort though they do not disanul the title and right Even the good man will walk uncomfortably so long as he concludes and strongely fears that his Estate is sinful for sensible comfort riseth or falleth cometh on or goeth off according to the strength of our judgment and present apprehensions observe it is not what indeed our estate is but what we judg of it which breeds in us sensible comfort or discomfort a false heart may even break with a timpany of foolish joy upon an erring perswasion oâ— his estate and so may a sound sincere heart be very heavy and disconsolate upon an unsound misconstruction and judging of its true condition But Fourthly They bear false witness against Christ his Spirit their own Souls and the work of Grace that is wrought in them O how many dark doubting drooping Christians are there who if you could give them ten thousand worlds yet would never be brought to bear false witness against their poorest Neighbour Brother or Friend and that out of Conscience because of that Command Thou shalt not bear false witness c. who yet make no Conscience no bones of it frequently to bear witness against the Lord Jesus Christ and his gracious works upon their own hearts But Fifthly they joyn with Satan and his work and his suggestions and with that strong party he has in them against the Lord Jesus Christ and his work and his weak party in them See Mr. Dod on the Commandments p. 310 311. and p. 321 322 323 324. Sin is Satans work and Grace is Christs work Now how sad is it
of Dispensations in his dealings with a man When God sets a man up before all the world as a mark to shoot at as he did Job Now a poor Christian is ready to doubt and conclude Job 7.20 c. 16.12 Surely the Lord has no regard of me he has no entire love for me his heart is not certainly towards me seeing all these sore tryals make so much against me but here the poor Christian is mistaken as Jacob once was Gen 42.36 And Jacob their Father said unto them Me have ye bereaved of my children Joseph is not and Simeon is not and ye will take Benjamin away all these things are against me Gen. 45.5 6 7 8 9. But Jacob was out for all those things made for him and for the preservation of the visible Church of God in the World Certainly all the afflictions that befall the people of God Rev. 3.19 Heb. 12.5 6. are but his love-tokens As many as I love I rebuke and chasten and therefore those Christians are miserably mistaken that take them for testimonies of his wrath and effects of his disfavour O Sirs what can be more absurd displeasing and provoking than for a Christian to make that an Argument of Gods hatred that he intends for an instance of his love and yeâ— Christians are apt thus to act It is observable the Apostle reckons affliction amongst Gods honoraries and tokens of respect Judg. 6.12 13. Exod. 17.7 Phil. 1.29 For to you t is given saith he not only to believe but also to suffer Which saith Father Latymer is the greatest promotion that God gives in this world Job 7.17 18. Job when he was himself could not but admire at it that God should make such an account of man and that he should so magnify him and dignify him as to think him worthy of a rod a whiping as to think him worth a melting Prov. 1.32 Psal 73.5 Eccles 9.1 2. and trying every morning yea every moment T is certain that great prosperity and worldly glory are no sure tokens of Gods love and t is as certain that great troubles and afflictions are no sure marks of Gods hatred and yet many poor Christians when the waters of affliction rise high and are ready to overflow them O how apt are they to conclude that God hates them and will revenge himself upon them and that they have nothing of God or Christ or the Spirit or Grace in them Or 5. Lam. 1.16 When the Spirit the Comforter stands afar off and witholds those special influences without which in a common ordinary way a Christian cannot divinely candidly clearly and impartially transact with God in order to his own peace comfort and settlement Or 6. When either a Christians evidences are not at hand or else they are so soiled darkned blotted and obscured as that he is not able to read them Psal 88. Job 33.10 It is an old saying that Melancholia est vehiculum Daemonum In the German proverb Luther sayes it goes for currant Caput Melancholicum diaboli Balneum The melancholy head is the Devils bathing place Or 7. When a Christian is extreamly opprest with melancholy Melancholy is a dark and dusky humor which disturbs both Soul and body and the cure of it belongs rather to the Physitian than to the Divine It is a most pestilent humor where it abounds one calls it Balneum Diaboli the Devils Bath t is a humor that unfits a man for all sorts of services but especially those that concern his soul his spiritual estate his everlasting condition The Melancholy person tyres the Physitian grieves the Minister wounds Relations and makes sport for the Devil There are 5 sorts of persons that the Devil makes his Ass to ride in triumph upon viz. the ignorant person the unbelieving person the proud person the hypocritical person and the Melancholy person Melancholy is a disease that works strange passions strange imaginations and strange conclusions It unmans a man it makes a man call good evil and evil good sweet bitter and bitter sweet light darkness and darkness light The distemper of the body oftentimes causeth distemper of soul for the Soul followeth the temper of the body A Melancholy spirit is a dumb spirit you can get nothing out of him Mat. 9.28 29. It is no more wonder to see a Melancholy man doubt and question his spiritual condition than it is to see a child cry when he is beaten or to hear a sick man groan or to hear a drowning man call out for a boat You may silence a Melancholy man when you are not able to comfort him Whilest Nebuchadnezzar was under the power of a deep Melancholy he could not tell whether he was a man or a Beast Melancholy is the mother of fears doubts disputes and discomforts and a deaf spirit you can get nothing into him Now of all the evil spirits we read of in the Gospel the dumb and the deaf were the worst darkness sadness solitariness heaviness mourning c. are the only sweet desirable and delightful companions of melancholy persons Melancholy makes every sweet bitter and every bitter seven times more bitter the melancholy person is marvellously prone to bid sleep farewel and joy farewel and meat farewel and friends farewel and Ordinances farewel and duties farewel and Promises farewel and Ministers farewel and his Calling farewel and t is well if he be not even ready to bid God farewel too Melancholy persons are like Idols that have eyes but see not and tongues but speak not and ears but hear not Melancholy turns truths into Fables and fables into truths it turns fancies into realities and realities into fancies Melancholy is a fire that burns inwards and is hard to quench Now if a Christian be under the power of natural or accidental Melancholy his work is not now to be a trying his estate or a casting up of his accounts to see what he is worth for another world but to use all such wayes and means as God hath prepared in a natural way for the cure of Melancholy for as the Soul is not cured by natural causes so the body is not cured by spiritual Remedies Now in the seven cases last mentioned a Christians work lyes rather in mourning self-judging self-loathing self-abhorring and in repenting and reforming and in fresh and frequent exercises of Faith on the Lord Jesus on his Blood on his Promises and on his free rich sovereign and glorious Grace â—hat is displayed and offered in the Gospel and in a patient waiting upon the Lord in the use of all holy and heavenly helps for deliverance out of his present straits tâ—yals and exercises then in falling upon that great work of casting up his spiritual accounts and of searching into the Records of glory to see whether his name be Registred in the Book of Life or no. O Sirs when poor Christians are bewildered their proper work is to cast themselves upon the
wrath and hatred A man may be poor and yet precious in the eyes of God he may be greatly abhorred by the World and yet highly honoured by God he may be debased by men and yet exalted by God But now sin is so great an evil that it subjects the sinners Soul to the wrath and hatred of God all other evils do but strike at a mans present well-being but sin strikes at a mans eternal well-being all other evils can never hinder a mans communion with God a man may have communion with God in poverty in sickness in Prison in Banishment but sin is so great an evil that it interrupts communion with God it cuts off communion with God All outward evils are Gods creatures Is there any evil in the City that the Lord hath not done But sin is the Devils creature 't is a brat of his own begetting yea 't is worse than the Devil 't is that which has turn'd glorious Angels into infernal Devils All other evils do not fight against the greatest good but sin is that grand evil that fights against the greatest good it fights against the being of God the essence of God the glory of God Peccatum est Dei-cidium sin is a killing of God 't is a murthering of God Sin is a universal evil 't is all evil 't is nothing but evil there is not one drop one spark of good to be found in any sin but now in all outward evils there is some good there is some good in poverty in sickness in war in death but there is not the least good in sin sin is the sole object of Gods hatred he hates nothing but sin he is angry with nothing but sin he has forbid nothing but sin he has revealed his wrath from heaven against nothing but sin so great an evil is sin Sin is that grand evil that has Midwiv'd all other evils into the world 'T was sin that drown'd the old world with water 't was sin that destroyed Sodom with fire and Brimstone Judges 5.8 Psal 107.34 Deut. 28.21 't was sin that laid Jerusalem on heaps 't was sin that has Midwiv'd Sword Famine and Pestilence into the World 't was sin that laid the Foundation of Hell that laid the corner-stone in that land of darkness for before sin there was no Hell 'T was sin that Crucified the Lord of glory Now O how great must that evil be that has ushered in all these great evils into the World Rom. 8.7 Sin is enmity against God God hath no enemy in the World but sin and those whom sin hath made him Sin hath set all the World against the Lord of glory 't is sin that has turn'd men into incarnate Devils and that has drawn them out to fight against God and Christ and their own Souls and the things of their everlasting peace Now when a man looks upon sin as the greatest evil in the world and his heart rises and is enraged against it because of the vile filthy odious and hainous nature of it 't is a clear evidence that such a man has the Divine nature in him take that one instance for all Psal 19.12 13. Keep back thy servant from presumptuous sins But why does David pray thus So sayes he shall I be innocent from the great transgression Mark he does not pray thus Lord keep me from presumptuous sins that so I may be free from troubles without and from terrors within or from Hell beneath but Lord keep me from presumptuous sins that so I may be innocent from the great transgression He does not say so shall I be free from the great correction but so shall I be free from the great transgression That 's a heart worth gold that is more sensible and more affected with the evil that is in sin than with the evil that comes by sin Aug. Epist 144. 'T was a weighty saying of Austin That man sayes he which fears Hell he doth not fear to sin but fears to burn but that man fears to sin that fears sin as he would fear Hell Common Grace never works a man thus to fear sin but renewing grace doth Common convictions carry the Soul out to look more on the evil that comes by sin than on the evil that is in sin and hence it comes to pass that Souls under common convictions are more affected and afflicted at the fear of Hell and dread of wrath and damnation than they are affected or afflicted at the vileness odiousness and hainous nature of sin When an unsanctified person is angry with sin and chides sin and falls out with sin and makes some head against sin 't is either because it hath crackt his credit or clouded his honour or hindered his profit or imbittered his pleasure or provoked his friends or incensed the Magistrate or enraged his Conscience or exposed him to shame disgrace or contempt here and Hell hereafter Bâ—t never because a holy God is dishonoured a righteous Law transgressed a blessed Saviour frequently Crucified or the blessed Spirit greatly grieved The child will not touch the Coal because it will burn him and the prudent man will not touch the Coal because it will sâ—â—t him A gracious heart rises against sin because of its defiling and polluting nature but an unsanctified heart rises against sin because of its burning and damning nature A sanctified person hates sin because it pollutes his soul but an unsanctified person hates it because it destroyes his soul A sanctified person loaths sin and abhors sin because it fights against Gods holiness but an unsanctified person loaths it and abhors it because it provokes and stirs up Gods Justice A sanctified person detests sin because of the Hell that is in sin but an unsanctified person detests sin because of the Hell that follows sin c. But Seventhly Where there is an irreconcileable opposition in the Soul against sin there is a saving work of God upon that mans heart Where there is such a detestation of sin and such an enmity raised in the soul against sin as that the Soul cannot The contrariety to sin which is in a real Christian arises from an inward gracious nature which is opposite to the whole species or kind of sin as contrarieties of nature are to the whole kind As light is contrary to all darkness and fire to all water So that this contrariety to sin arising from the inward man is universal to all sin c. nor will not upon no terms in the World admit of any Truce or Reconcilliation with sin there is Christ and Grace formed in the heart The War between a gracious heart and sin is like the War between Rehoboam and Jeroboam 1 Kings 14.30 There was war between Rehoboam and Jeroboam all their dayes The Oracle said to the Cirrheans Noctes diesque belli gerendum they could not be happy unless they waged war night and day no more can we except we perpetually fight against our lusts O friends
they remained with loud cries and tears to testify their remorse for offending him and shall we make nothing of offending those weak Christians that are the price of Christs bloud and the travel of his soul the Lord forbid Besides our venturing upon the appearance of evil may prove a great temptation to weak Christians not only to venture upon seeming evils but also to venture upon real evils doubtless many weak Christians have been drawn to apparent evils by observing others to venture upon the appearance of evil 'T is commonly seen that when strong Christians will adventure upon appearing evils weak Christians will be emboldned thereby to commit real evils 1 Cor. 8.8 9 10. But meat commendeth us not to God for neither if we eat are we the better neither if we eat not are we the worse But take heed lest by any means this liberty of yours become a stumbling block to them that are weak For if any man see thee which hast knowledg sit at meat in the Idols Temple shall not the Conscience of him which is weak be emboldned to eat those things which are offered to Idols When the weak shall see men of knowledg communicating with Idolaters in their Feasts their Consciences will be emboldned and confirmed in their old Superstition about those Idols which they were beginning to leave returning now a fresh to a more reverent esteem and service of them than ever c. O friends as you would not offend the weak as you would not tempt the weak keep off from all shews and appearances of evil c. But Sixthly Christians venturing upon appearing evils will exceedingly harden and encourage wicked men to commit real evils 'T is very natural and customary with wicked men to make use of the appearing infirmities of the Saints as excuses and Apologies to bear them out in their greatest enormities and wickednesses Why did not such and such knowing eminent Christians do thus and thus and we have gone but one step beyond them and is that so great and hainous a crime they have been playing and sporting themselves about the pit and we are but slipt or stept into the pit They have been sitting and bibbing with such and such company and we have but taken two or three merry cups more than ordinary in the same company and is that so great a sin c. O Sirs As we should walk wisely towards those that are without 1 Thess 4.12 Jude 22. so we should walk compassionately towards those that are without Of some have compassion making a difference Jer. 9.1 Did not Jeremy wish that his head were waters and his eyes a Fountain of tears that he might weep day and night for the slain of the daughter of his people Did not Samuel mourn for Saul 1 Sam. 15.25 Luke 19.10 Luke 10 30-35 Phil. 3.20 Levit. 19.17 1 Sam. 17.34 Gen. 31.40 Did not Christ weep over Jerusalem Did not the compassionate Samaritan bind up his wounds pouring in Oyl and Wine who fell among Thieves in his going from Jerusalem to Jericho Did not Paul weep over those that were enemies of the Cross of Christ Yea shall we shew pity and compassion to an Ox or an Ass that is fallen into a Ditch Nay shall David rather venture upon a Lyon than lose a Lamb Shall Jacob rather endure heat by day and cold by night than neglect his Flock Shall Moses fight with odds rather than the Cattle shall perish with thirst Nay shall Xenocrates a Heathen shew compassion to a poor Sparrow that being scared and pursued by a Hawk flew into his bosome for succour c. And shall not we have that compassion on poor sinners precious and immortal Souls as to abstain from the appearance of sin which may more wayes than one prove so exceeding prejudicial to them c. Jer. â—â— 50 Wicked men are wonderful prone to watch for the Saints haltings Christians are lights upon a high Hill yea they are Stars in the Firmament of the Church and therefore every mans eye is upon them and if wicked men can but discern the least indecency the least appearance of any excentrick or irregular motion O how readily will they let fly against God and the Gospel against Religion and against all that have a Profession of Religion upon them Now the honour of God and the credit of the Gospel should be so dear and precious in the eyes of every Christian that he should rather chuse to dye than to venture upon the least apparition of sin whereby the honour of God may be clouded or the credit of the Gospel impeached or eclipsed or the Soul of a poor sinner endangered or worsned both the least sin and the least appearance of sin must be avoided and prevented the Cockatrice must be crushed in the Egg else it will soon become a Serpent the very thought of sin if not thought on will break out into action action into custome custome into habit and then both body and Soul are in the ready way of being irrecoverably lost Camerarius tells us a sad story of two Brothers who walking out in the evening and seeing the Element full of bright spangling Stars one of them being a Grasier wished that he had as many Oxen as there were Stars in the Firmament then said the other Brother If I had a Pasture as big as all the World where would you keep the Oxen he answered In your Pasture What said the other whether I would or no Yes said his Brother The matter was very light 't was but a little evil or an appearing evil but it fell out very heavily for presently they fell to words and then drew one upon another and in the close killed one another O friends as you love the lives of sinners and as you love the Souls of sinners keep off from all appearance of evil But Seventhly Other precious Saints have abstained from all appearances of evil witness Joseph Paul Daniel c. but lately cited And to these let me add that great instance of Augustine who retracted even Ironies because they had the appearance of evil And so the Primitive Christians would not let up Lights and Bayes at their doors though for this they were persecuted as enemies to the Emperour Tertullian because the Temple and the doors of Idolaters were wont to be thus garnished 2 Sam. 24.21 22 23 24. And so David refused to take the Threshing floor and Threshing instruments and Oxen c. of Araunah as a gift but would needs buy them at a price and this he did partly out of a Divine nobleness and partly to avoid the very shew of Covetousness Now why has God left all these famous Presidents upon Record but on purpose to encourage his Saints in all Ages to abstain from all appearing evils as well as from all apparent evils Certainly God looks that we should so eye the best the highest the worthyest and the exactest examples as that we
general Rule So here as no man can safely and groundedly conclude from no better Promises than from some few particular actions though in themselves materially and substantially good that his heart is therefore sincere 'T is not a pang of the Soul nor a mood nor a fit of an Ague nor a flash of Lightning nor a mans being as the morning dew but his habitual purpose resolution and inclination to good that evidences the man to be really good Psal 119.20 My soul breaketh for the longing that it hath unto thy Judgments at all times c. A sheep may slip into a slow as soon as a Swine and an Apple-tree may have a fit of barrenness as well as a Crab-tree But the sheep loves not to wallow in the Mire as the swine does And though the Apple-tree be barren one year yet it brings forth fruit the next so on the contrary no man ought to conclude because of some gross particular sinful actions and extravagant motions that his heart is unfound O Sirs we are not to make a Judgment of our states and conditions by some particular actions whether they are good or evil but we are to make a Judgment of our states and conditions by the general frame bent and disposition of our hearts and by the constant tenour of our lives 'T is certain that God accounts every wicked man guilty of all those sins wickednesses and vanities which the setled purpose desire bent bias and frame of his Soul inclined him to though he doth not actually commit them Matth. 5.28 He that looketh on a Woman to lust after her hath committed Adultery already with her in his heart A man may commit Adultery and yet not touch a Woman There are many thousands that dye of the wound in the eye So 1 John 3.15 Whosoever hateth his Brother is a Murtherer A man may commit Murther and yet not kill a man yea he may commit Murther and yet not touch a man Prov. 23.7 For as he thinketh in his heart so is he The man is as his mind is God esteems of wicked men according to their hearts and not according to their words So 't is as certain that the Lord accounts every godly man to do all that good that the setled purpose frame bent biass and unfeigned desires of his Soul inclines him to 2 Cor. 8.12 If there be first a willing mind 't is accepted So Heb. 11.17 By Faith Abraham when he was tryed offered up Isaac and he that had received the Promises offered up his only Son that is in disposition and full purpose of heart and willingness of mind which God accepted for the deed a true intent is in Gods account as a real act So David had a purpose a mind a will to build God a house and for this God commends him 1 Kings 8.18 And the Lord said unto David my Father whereas it was in thy heart to build a house unto my Name thou didst well that it was in thy heart yea God rewards him for it as if he had actually done it and tells him in his ear that he would build him an house 2 Sam. 7.27 So when that servant that ow'd his Lord ten thousand Talents had shew'd his readiness and willingness and resolvedness to pay all Lord have patience with me and I will pay thee all Matth. 18.26 a thing as impossible for him to do as 't is for us to keep the whole Law and not to fail in one point but his desires his mind his will his purposes was to do it well and what does his Lord do why his Lord had compassion on him and loosed him and forgave him the debt v. 27. his Lord took this for full and current payment he accepted of the will for the deed So when Zacheus had unfeignedly professed his purpose and willingness to make restitution Christ presently replies This day is Salvation come to thy house Luke 19.9 Certainly the Lord accounts that Soul a true Believer and a blessed Soul that unfeignedly desires to believe witness that Matth. 5.6 Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after Righteousness for they shall be filled And 't is as certain that the Lord accounts that sinner a true penitent that doth unfeignedly desire purpose and resolve to repent to break off his sins and to turn to the Lord as you may see in that great instance of the Prodigal Luke 15.18 19 20. I will arise and go to my Father and will say unto him Father I have sinned against Heaven and before thee and am no more worthy to be called thy Son make me as one of thy hired Servants And he arose and came to his Father But when he was yet a great way off his Father saw him and had compassion and ran and fell on his neck and kissed him Assoon as ever the Prodigal did but purpose and resolve to repent and return to his Father the compassions of his Father are kindled and turned towards him and he does not go but runs and falls on his neck and in stead of kicking and killing there is nothing but kissing and embracing a returning Prodigal God alwayes sets a higher value upon our dispositions than upon our actions 2 Cor. 8.10 1 Cor. 9.17 1 Pet. 5.2 Exod. 25.2 Philemon 14 and in our best services he esteems more of our wills than he does of our deeds as is evident by the Scriptures in the Margent Every good man is as good in the eye and account of God as the ordinary frame and bent of his Spirit speaks him to be Every man is as holy as humble as heavenly as spiritual as gracious as serious as sincere as fruitful as faithful as watchful c. as the setled purposes desires resolutions and endeavours of his Soul speaks him to be Hence Noah is said to be a just man and perfect or upright in his Generation Gen. 6.9 And hence Job is said to be a perfect and an upright man one that feared God and eschewed evil Job 1.1.8 And hence David is said to be a man after Gods own heart 1 Sam. 13 14. And to fulfill all his wills Acts 13.22 here the Greek word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 is wills to note the universality and sincerity of his obedience And hence Zacharias and Elizabeth are said to be both righteous before God walking in all the Commandments and Ordinances of God blameless Luke 1.5 6. Hence the Church is said to be all fair Cant. 4.7 Thou art all fair my love and there is no spot in thee And hence those hundred forty and four thousand Saints that had their Fathers Name written in their Foreheads Rev. 14.1 are said to be without fault v. 5. And in their mouth was found no guile for they are without fault before the Throne of God God in the Covenant of Grace and upon the credit of his Sons blood and for the glory of his Free Grace and favour is graciously pleased to accept of his
kind of preter-natural heat in a hot fit in a present heat fall upon hearing and reading and praying and reforming of his Family and upon leaving of this sin and that and upon casting off this vain company and that and upon associating of himself with this good company and that Bâ—t this hot fit does not last the cold fit takes him again and then he shakes hands with all his duties and loses all his good inclinations and layes aside all his warm resolutions Job 27.8 9. Hosea 6.4 Psal 78.36 37. Will the Hypocrite pray alwayes Ephraims goodness was as a morning Cloud which soon vanisheth and as the early dew which is soon dryed up by the Sun-beams they were both false and fickle unsteady and unstable constant only in inconstancy their hearts were never right with God for they were not stedfast in his Covenant There are four times wherein an Hypocrite may express a great readiness and forwardness to Religious duties First When he is under terrors and distress of Conscience O how for a little ease a little rest a little quiet a little comfort what wont the Hypocrite do c. Secondly When he is under sore and heavy afflictions Hos 5.15 So Pharaoh and Ahab c. In their affliction they will seek me early Isa 26.16 Lord in trouble have they visited thee they poured out a Prayer when thy chastening was upon them Psal 78.34 When he slew them then they sought him It is a reproach to some No Penny No Pater-noster And it is a shame to others No Plague no Pater-noster no punishment no Prayer c. Thirdly When Religion is in fashion when 't is a credit to be a Professor and when Profession is the High-way to profit and preferment in the warm Summer of prosperity when there is no hazard no danger no loss to be a Christian who then so forward in Religious duties as the Hypocrite but when the Sun of Persecution is up then he falls away Matth. 13.5 6. Fourthly When others presence counsel and examples have an influence upon them 2 Chron. 24.2 17-23 O now they keep close duties Joash did that which was right in the sight of the Lord all the dayes of Jehoiada the Priest but when Jehoiada was dead Joash serves Groves and Idols and turns a deaf ear to those Prophets that testified against him and gives Zechariah the Son of Jehoiada his Pasport out of the World for inveighing against his evil manners and the wicked courses of his Princes and People Whilest the good Judges lived the Israelites kept close to the service of God Judges 2.7 And the people served the Lord all the dayes of Joshua and all the dayes of the Elders that outlived Joshuah who had seen all the great works of the Lord that he did for Israel Judges 17.6 Chap. 21.25 But when the good Judges were dead the Israelites did what was right in their own eyes every mans lust was his Law Whilest Moses was present there was no talking of a Golden Calf but no sooner was his back turn'd but the Israelites make a Golden Calf and worship it when they had done Exod. 32 1-9 c. But now mark that obedience that springs from Faith that is a constant obedience that is constant in opposition to fits and starts and imports the course and bent of a Christians life which is alwayes to walk with God to cleave to God to follow God and to obey God But Seventhly and lastly That obedience that springs from Faith is directed to right ends Gospel obedience has alwayes Gospel ends atttending of it Quest What are they Answ They are these nine First To testify our thankfulness to the Lord for all his favours and benefits that we have received from him Psal 103.1 2 3 4. Psal 116.12 c. Secondly To recover the Image of God again to the heighth of what we are able The first Adam lost the Image of God by his disobedience Now this Image of God we recover again in Christ our second Adam but so as that the more enlightned the more holy the more humble the more heavenly the more righteous the more gracious and the more obedient we are Ephes 4.24 the more we recover of this Image of God which consists in knowledg righteousness and true holiness Now saith the Believer my intent is to recover that precious Image of God which I lost in the first Adam and therefore do I labour to come up to the highest pitches of obedience because the higher I rise in my obedience the more I shall recover of the lost Image of God I know that I lost this Image by partaking of the disobedience and pollution of the first Adam and I know that I have recovered in part the same Image by partaking of the obedience and holiness of the second Adam And I yet further know that the more holy and obedient I am the more I shall be like to that God that is holiness it self and the more I shall recover of that blessed Image which consists in perfect holiness Thirdly not for the justification of their persons for that is only by Christs compleat obedience which is made theirs by Faith 1 Cor. 1.30 Col. 2.10 But for the testification of their justifying Faith according to that of the Apostle Jam. 2.17 18 26. c. Fourthly That they may imitate the Lord Jesus that they may be the more conformable to Christ their head who proposes his holiness to Believers as a pattern for them to follow as a Copy for them to write after 1 John 2.6 He that saith he abideth in him Matth. 11.28 29. ought himself also to walk even as he walked Now saith the Believer O how holy how humble how heavenly how meek how compassionate how zealous how exemplary how convincing how winning how obedient was he when in this World and therefore O my Soul look to it that thou makest it thy business thy work thy Heaven to â—mitate the Lord Jesus to the utmost that thou art able to â—each too Fifthly Though not for the obtaining of Salvation that being made sure to us by Christ yet for the obtaining of Assurance of Salvation and for the making of our Calling and Election sure according to that word 2 Pet. 1.5 11. Sixthly That they may keep up their communion with God for though the Union the Saints have with God by Christ depends wholly upon that which is without viz. their being married to Christ and cloathed with his Righteousness yet the Communion which the Saints have with God through the Spirit hath much dependance upon a Saints walking and upon his obedience So that if a Saint shall dare to walk carnally and loosly Jer. 3.14 Isa 49.1 2. though he shall not break the Marriage-knot and lose his union yet he will by such sinful practices grieve the Spirit and lose his communion with God But on the other hand when a Believer walks spiritually graciously obedientially
Hebrew runs Any way of pain or of grief or of provocation that is any course of sin that is grievous or provoking to the eyes of divine glory A real Saint can neither allow of sin nor wallow in sin nor be transformed into the image of sin nor mix it self with sin 'T is possible for a sincere Christian to step into a sinful path or to touch upon sinful facts Gal. 6.1 Prov. 16.17 and now and then in an hour of temptation to slide to trip and to be overtaken unawares but his main way his principle work is to depart from iniquity As a true traveller may now and then step a few steps out of his way who yet for the main keeps his way keeps the road or as a Bee may now and then light upon a thistle but her main work is to be gathering at the flowers or as a Sheep may now and then slip into the dirt or into a slow but its main work is to be grazing upon the mountains Certainly O soul if sin be now thy greatest burden it shall never hereafter prove thy eternal bane God never yet sent any man to hell for sin to whom sin has commonly been the greatest hell in this world God has but one hell and that is for those to whom sin has been commonly a heaven in this world That man that hates sin and that daily enters his protest against sin that man shall never be made miserable by sin Sin in a wicked man is like poyson in a serpent it is in its natural place it is delightful to a sinner but sin in a Saint is like poyson in a man's body it is offensive and the heart rises against it and is carried forth to the use of all divine Antidotes whereby it may be expelled and destroyed nothing will satisfie a gracious soul but the heart bloud of his lusts Now he shall never be damned for his sins whose heart is set upon killing his sins Seventeenthly Such a poor soul that dares not say that God is his God or that Christ is his Redeemer or that he has a work of grace upon his heart yet can say with some integrity of heart before the Lord that if God and Christ grace and glory holiness and happiness were offered to him on the one hand and all the honours pleasures profits delights and carnal contents of the world were offered him on the other hand he had infinitely rather ten thousand thousand times chuse God and Christ grace and glory holiness and happiness than the contrary Certainly such a soul has true grace in him and a saving work past upon him for none can freely seriously habitually resolutely chuse God and Christ grace and glory holiness and happiness as their summum bonum chiefest good but such who are really good 1 John 4.19 Deut. 7.6 7 8 9. 26.17 18 19. Look as our love to God is but an effect of his love to us We love him because he first loved us so our chusing of God for our God is but an effect of God's chusing us for his people we chuse him because he first chose us Such who in their serious choice set up God and Christ above all other persons and things such God will certainly make happy and blessed for ever God never did nor never will reject those or damn those who really chuse him for their God and for their great all The greatest part of the world chuse their lusts rather than God and the creatures rather than Christ Luke 12.21 they chuse rather to be great than gracious to be rich in this world than to be rich towards God to be outwardly happy than to be inwardly holy Mat. 10.42 to have a heaven on earth than to have a heaven after death and so they miscarry for ever That soul that with Mary has chosen the better part that soul with Mary shall be happy for ever every man must stand or fall for ever as his choice has been But Eighteeenthly Canst thou truly say in the presence of the great and glorious God that is the searcher of all hearts Psal 139.23 24. that thou hast given up thy heart and life to the rule authority and government of Jesus Christ and that thou hast chosen him to be thy Soveraign Lord and King and art truly willing to submit to his dominion as the only precious and righteous government and as the only holy and heavenly sweeâ— and pleasant profitable and comfortable safe and best dominion in all the world and to resign up thy heart thy will thy affections thy life thy all really to Christ wholly to Christ Isa 26.13 and only to Christ Canst thou O poor soul look up to heaven and truly say O dear Lord Jesus other Lords viz. the world the flesh and the devil have had dominion too long over me but now these Lords I do heartily renounce Isa 33.22 I do utterly renounce I do for ever renounce and do give up my self to thee as my only Lord beseeching thee to rule and reign over me for ever and ever O Lord though sin rages and Satan roars and the world sometimes frowns and sometimes fawns yet I am resolved to own thee as my only Lord and to serve thee as my only Lord and my greatest fear by divine assistance shall be of offending thee and my chiefest care shall be to please thee and my only joy shall be to be a praise a name and an honour to thee O Lord I can appeal to thee in the sincerity of my heart Psal 65.3 Rom. 7.23 that though I have many invincible sins weaknesses and infirmities that hang upon me and though I am often worsted by my sins and overcome in an hour of temptation yet thou that knowest all thoughts and hearts thou dost know that I have given up my heart and life to the obedience of Jesus Christ and do daily give them up to his rule and government and 't is the earnest desire of my soul above all things in this world that Jesus Christ may still set up his Laws in my heart and exercise his dominion over me Now certainly there is not the weakest Christian in all the world but can venture himself upon such an appeal to God as this is and without all peradventure where such a frame and temper of spirit is there the dominion of Jesus Christ is set up and where the dominion of Christ is set up there sin has no dominion for the dominion of sin and the dominion of Christ are inconsistent and therefore such a soul is happy and will be happy to all eternity But Cant. 8.5 Acts 11.21 22 23 Psal 71.16 Isa 61.10 Nineteenthly That man that will venture his soul upon Christ and that will lean upon Christ and cleave to Christ with full purpose of heart and that will cleave to his bloud and cleave to his righteousness and cleave to his merits and satisfaction in
of spiritual life 2 Cor. 7.1 1 Thes 5.13 c. and runs invisibly through all the body Fountains were to be kept pure by the Roman Laws of the twelve Tables and the heart that is the spring and fountain of all actions is to be kept pure by the Laws of the great God Men keep the heart principally from hurt because every wound there is mortal O that men were as wise for their souls God's eye is mainly upon the heart The heart well guarded and watcht keeps all in security Alexander was safe while Antipater kept the watch so all within that little world Man will be safe while the heart is strongly guarded The heart is the fountain the root the store-house the primum mobile the great wheel that sets all a going and therefore above all keepings keep your hearts 'T is a foolish thing to watch the out-works and leave the Fort-Royal without a guard so 't is a foolish thing to watch the out-works the eye the ear the tongue the hand the feet though these must all be watcht and to leave the heart which is a Christians Fort-Royal without a guard Omnia si perdas animam servare memento If all things else must needs be lost Yet save thy soul what e're it cost He that makes it his business to watch and weep and sigh and groan most over his own heart he doubtless is in a gracious estate he that makes it his work his daily work his greatest work 3 John 2. his work of works to keep a continual guard upon his heart he certainly is in a blessed estate he that lamentingly cryes out O that my soul did but prosper as my body O that my inward man were but in as good a frame as my outward man O that this proud heart were but more humble O that this hard heart were but more softned O that this carnal heart were but more spiritual O that this earthly heart were but more heavenly O that this unbelieving heart were but more believing O that this passionate heart were but more meek O that this slight heart were but more sericus O that this blind heart were but more enlightned O that this dull heart were but more quickned O my heart my heart when wilt thou be better O my God my God! when shall my heart be better O bring it into a gracious frame and for ever keep it in a gracious frame He that thus lamentingly cryes out of his heart he certainly has an honest heart and will be happy for ever O Lord my memory is weak and my utterance is bad and my understanding is dark and my gifts are low and my affections are flat and my temptations are strong Psa 39 22 23 24 and my corruptions are prevalent but thou who art the great heart searcher thou knowest that I would fain have my heart in a better temper I had rather have my heart brought into a gracious frame and kept in a gracious frame than to have all the riches of the Indies than to be an Emperor yea than to be King over all the earth If it be indeed thus with thee thou art blest and shalt be blest for ever 2 Cor. 8.12 For if there be first a willing mind it is accepted according to that a man hath and not according to that he hath not I know the Apostle speaks this in point of alms but 't is applicable to the case in hand and to a hundred other cases God measures his people not by their works but by their wills if their wills be to be more holy humble heavenly and to have their hearts alwayes in a most gracious frame then they are accepted of God for every good man is as good in the eye of God in the judgment of God and in the account of God as he would be Not long before famous Mr. Banes died some friends that were with him in his Library which was an excellent one fell a commending of it I saith he there stand my books but the Lord knows that for many years lost past I have studied my heart more than Books O no Minister to him no Scholar to him who studies his heart more than his books nor no Christian to him who studies his heart more than his day-books or more than his Shop-books or that studies his heart more than his counting-house or that studies his heart more than a good bargain c. That man is for heaven and heaven is for that man who makes it his greatest business in this world to watch his heart to guard his heart the hypopocrite looks most to externals but the sincere Christian looks most to internals the hypocrites main watch is about his lips but a sincere Christians main watch is about his heart the hypocrites main work lyes without doors but the sincere Christians main work lyes within doors All know that know any thing that both nature and grace begin at the heart but art begins at the face A painter doth not begin a picture at the heart a picture hath but a face but an outside And as nature begins at the heart but art at the face so grace begins at the heart but hypocrisie at the face at the outside of Religion Every man is that really that he is inwardly Rom. 2.28 29. He is not a Jew which is one outwardly neither is that circumcision which is outward in the flesh but he is a Jew which is one inwardly and circumcision is that of the heart in the spirit and not in the letter whose praise is not of men but of God Certainly that man that makes it his great business to watch his heart and to keep his heart alwayes in a gracious frame that man is a gracious man 'T is true our hearts are like our watches seldom got to go well and when they do go well how hard a work is it to keep them going well The motions of our watches are not constant sometimes they go faster and sometimes they go slower and often they stand in need of mending Though in these and many other respects our hearts are like our watches yet if we make it our grand work to keep a constant guard upon our hearts and our main design in this world to have our hearts brought and kept in a gracious frame our spiritual estate is good and we shall be happy for ever c. In my other Writings there are variety of special evidences which the Christian Reader if he please and if need require may make use of in order to the further clearing up of his gracious estate and therefore let these twenty suffice at this time And thus much for this Chapter c. CHAP. III. Now in this Chapter I shall treat of sound saving repentance of repentance unto Life yea of that Evangelical repentance that hath the precious Promises of remission of sin and salvation running out unto it My purpose at this time is not to handle
his pride his hardness his obdurateness his envy his malice his hatred c. but he cryes out take away the judgment take away the judgment take away the frogs take away the lice take away the caterpillars c. But under all these dreadful and amazing judgments that he was under such a word as this never fell from his lips take away my sin O Lord take away my sins thy judgments do terrifie me but my sins will damn me and therefore what ever becomes of my life kingdom and crown take away my sins and save my soul David saw sin to be a greater evil than flying before his enemies or than famine or pestilence was and therefore he desires rather to be rid of his sins than to be rid of the punishment that was due to his sin but Pharaoh saw no such evil in sin and therefore he cryes out take away the plague take away the plague And Job upon the dunghil cryes out I have sinned what shall I do unto thee O thou preserver of men Job Job 7.20 does not cry out O I have lost all my substance I am bereaved of all my children I am set as naked upon the dunghil as ever I was born my friends reproach me my wife tempts me to curse my God which is ten thousand times worse than to curse my self Satan persecutes me and God has not only forsaken me but is also become a severe enemy to me c. Job cryes out of his sin and not of his sufferings a deep sense of his sins swallows up as it were all sense of his sufferings And so that great Apostle Paul does not cry out O wretched man that I am that bonds attend me in every place and that I have neither house nor home to go to and that I am despised scorned reproached and persecuted and that I am accounted factious seditious rebellious erronious and that I am lookt upon as the off-scouring of the world c. O no but he cryes out of his sin O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of death Rom. 7.23 24. So the Prophet Micah I will bear the indignation of the Lord because I have sinned Micah 7.9 Though of all burdens the indignation of the Lord be the greatest burden yet divine indignation is but a light burden in comparison of sin A gracious soul can better stand under the burden of God's indignation for sin than it can stand under the burden of sin it self which hath kindled that indignation c. Thirdly Godly sorrow is a great sorrow 't is a superlative sorrow 't is a sad and serious sorrow a sincere mourning is a deep mourning it springs from serious and deep apprehensions of the great anger and deep displeasure of God and of the woful nature demerit burden bitterness vileness and filthiness of sin c. The blessed Scripture seems to make godly sorrow a superlative sorrow calling it a great mourning like the mourning of Hadadrimmon in the valley of Megiddo and a bitterness as one is in for his first-born Zech. 12.10 11. And so the Church My bowels are troubled within me mine heart is turned within me for I have grievously reâ—elled Lamen 1.20 And David watered his couch with his tears Psal 6.6 And Mary Magdalen wept much as Well as she loved much Luke 7. And Peter went out and wept bitterly Mat. 26. ult Clement observes that all the time that Peter lived after this great fall he would every night when he heard the cock crow fall upon his knees and weep bitterly Hosea 7.14 Look as shallow brooks make the greatest noise so hypocrites and formalists may howl and roar and cry and make more noise than the true penitent but yet the sorrow of a true penitent is more inward secret solid still and deep As you know the deepest Rivers run most silently and make least noise so the deepest sorrow makes least noise The mourning of repenting souls Ezek. 7.16 Isa 51.20 Isa 59.11 under the apprehensions of their sins is like the mourning of Doves but the mourning of wicked men under the apprehension of their sins is like the bellowing of Bulls and roaring of Bears Fourthly A sincere mourning is an extensive mourning 't is an universal mourning Godly sorrow and grief extends it self not only to some sins but to all sins great and small Look as a holy heart hates all sin so a holy heart mourns over all sin that it sees and knows to be sin God hates one sin as well as another and he has forbid one sin as well as another and he has revealed his wrath from heaven against one sin as well as another and he is provoked by one sin as well as another and Christ is crucified by one sin as well as another and the Spirit is grieved as well by one sin as by another and the Gospel is reproached by one sin as well as another and the conscience is wounded by one sin as well as another and Satan is gratified by one sin as well as another and wicked mens mouths are opened by one sin as well as another and young comers on in Religion are stumbled grieved and offended by one sin as well as another and the soul is endangered by one sin as well as another An unsound heart may mourn for great sins that make great wounds in his conscience and credit and that leave a great blot upon his name or that waste or rot his body or destroy his estate or that expose him to publick scorn and shame c. Prov. 5 8-14 but for sins of omission for wandring thoughts idle words deadness coldness slightness in religious duties and services unbelief secret pride self-confidence and a thousand more such gnats as these he can swallow without any remorse But now godly sorrow is of a general extent it mourns as well for small sins as for great Davids heart smote him as well for cutting off the lap of Saul's garment as it did for killing of Uriah with the sword A gracious soul weeps over many sins that none can charge upon him but God and his own conscience Psal 19.12 O cleanse thou me from secret faults Yea let me say that godly sorrow and grief extends not only to a man 's own sins but also to the sins of others as well as his own Ezek. 9.4 5. And this you may see also in David Psal 119.53 136 158. And in Jeremiah Jer. 9.1 2 3. And in Paul Phil. 3.18 And in Lot 2 Pet. 2.7 8. And if you please to turn to my Treatise on Holiness you may see seven special arguments for this their practise Page 139 to pag. 145. and therefore a touch in this place may suffice Fifthly Godly sorrow is a lasting sorrow 't is a durable sorrow as long as a Christian continues sinning he can't but continue mourning David's sins were alwayes before him Psal 51.3 though his Absalom nor his Bathsheba were not
delivered from sin 6. Concomitant of godly sorrow Sixthly Yea what zeal Zeal is an extream heat of all the affections set against sin and working strongly towards God David's zeal did eat up his sin as well as himself And Paul was as zealous in propagating the Gospel as he had been furious in persecuting of it Many mens zeal is hot and burning when scorns and reproaches are cast upon them but the penitent man's zeal is most hot and burning when Religion is scorned Saints persecuted truth endangered and the great and dreadful name of God blasphemed c. The zeal of a true penitent will carry him on in a course of godliness and in a course of mortification in spight of all the diversions and oppositions that the world the flesh and the devil can make Holy zeal is a fire that will make its way through all things that stands between God and the soul The true penitent is unchangably resolved to be hid of his sins what ever it cost him who ever escapes who ever lives he is fully determined his lusts shall die for it only remember this though zeal should eat up our sins yet it must not eat up our wisdom no more than policy should eat up our zeal Seventhly Yea what revenge The true penitent revenges himself upon himself for his sins 7. Concomitant of godly sorrow not by whips and scourges as the Papists do 1 Cor. 9.27 A penitent sinner loaths the very scars of his sins after they are healed Nazian but by buffetting the flesh and bringing it into subjection by fasting and prayer and by crossing of his lusts and loading of them with chains and by diâ—â—ding the sword of mortification against them and by with-holding from them that fuel that might feed them and by the use of all other holy exercises whereby the old man the body of sin and death may be subdued to the obedience and discipline of the Spirit of God Holy revenge will shew it self by contradicting of corrupt self and by a severe chastising and punishing of all those instruments that have been servants to the flesh as you may see by the daughters of Israel in dedicating their looking-glasses by which they had offended Exod. 38.8 to the service of the Sanctuary Acts 19.19 and as you may see by the Ephesians burning of their costly and curious books before all men Luke 7. and by Mâ—ry Magdalens wiping of Christ's feet with her hair wherewith formerly her fond and foolish lovers were inticed and intangled And the same spirit you may see working in Zacheus Luke 19.8 9. and in the Jailor Acts 16.23 24 29 30 31 33 34. And so blessed Cranmer thrust his right hand first into the fire that being the hand by which he subscribed the Popish Articles revengfully crying out This unworthy right hand this unworthy right hand as long as he could speak The common language of holy revenge is this Lord pour out all thy wrath and all thy fierce anger and all thy fiery indignation upon this lust and that lust Lord bend thy bow and shoot all the arrows of thy displeasure into the very heart of my strong corruptions Lord when wilt thou rain hell out of heaven upon this proud heart this unbelieving heart this unclean heart this worldly heart this froward heart this treacherous heart of mine c. I have read of Hannibal that when he saw a pit full of the bloud of his enemies he cryed out with much content and delight O beautiful sight So when a penitent Christian sees his spiritual enemies his strong corruptions all in a goar bloud O! how delightfully and rejoycingly does he cry out O beautiful sight O blessed sight that ever I have seen Exod. 15. When the children of Israel saw the Egyptians dead upon the Sea-shore then they sang a song of praise the Application is easie O Sirs let no man deceive his own immortal soul for 't is most certain that repentance to life hath all these lively companions attending of it Sound repentance and the companions of it are born together and will live and continue together till the penitent soul changes earth for heaven grace for glory And let thus much suffice for the first part of true repentance c. The second part of true repentance lyes in confession of sin which flows out of a contrite heart I mean not a bare formal empty confession such as is common amongst the worst of sinners as that we are all sinners and stand in need of a Saviour God help us God be merciful unto us c. but of such a confession of sin as ariseth from a true sight and full sense of sin and from the due apprehensions of a righteous Law that is transgressed and a holy God that is provoked c. When tongue and heart goes together when the tongue speaks out of the abundance of the heart when the tongue is the faithful interpreter of the heart freely ingenuously and humbly acknowledging iniquity transgression and sin and the penitent judging himself worthy of death of wrath of hell and unworthy of the least mercy and favour from God c. Now such a confession as this is you shall find in repenting sinners and if you look again you shall find those persons so confessing to be under the capacity of the promise of the forgiveness of their sins c. First You shall find repenting sinners confessing their sins Ezra 9.6 O my God I am ashamed and blush to lift up my face unto thee my God for our iniquities are increased over our head and our trespass is grown up unto the heavens Repenting sinners confess their sins c. Ver. 10. And now O our God what shall we say after this for we have forsaken thy commandements c. Psal 51.3 I acknowledge my transgressions and my sin is ever before me Ver. 4. Against thee thee only have I sinned and done this evil in thy sight Dan. 9.4 5. I prayed unto the Lord my God and made my confession and said O Lord the great and dreadful God c. We have sinned and committed iniquity and have done wickedly and have rebelled even by departing from thy precepts and from thy judgments c. Ver. 8. O Lord righteousness belongeth unto thee but unto us confusion of face as at this day Luke 15.18 I will arise and go to my father and will say unto him father I have sinned against heaven and before thee Ver. 19. And am no more worthy to be called thy son c. 1 Cor. 15.9 For I am the least of all the Apostles that am not meet to be called an Apostle because I persecuted the Church of God 1 Tim. 1.13 Who was before a blasphemer and a persecuter and injurious c. Isa 53.6 All we like sheep have gone astray we have turned every one to his own way and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all I might easily
sin not to swear and whore and curse and be drunk and prophane Sabbaths and dispise Ordinances yea there are many that are so far from being ashamed of their abominations that they even glory in them like those in that Phil. 3.19 They shew their sins as Sodom they make both a sport of acting and a jest of confessing their sins Thus Austin confesseth that it was sometimes with himself before the Lord wrought upon him I was stricken with such blindness as that I thought it a shame unto me to be less vile and wicked than my companions whom I heard boast of their leudness and glory so much the more by how much they were the more filthy therefore saith he lest I should be of no account I was the more vicious and when I could not otherwise match others I would feign that I had done those things which I never did lest I should seem so much the more abject by how much I was the more innocent and so much the more vile by how much I was the more chast But for a close remember this The true penitent knows that the more God has been displeased with the blackness of sin the better he will be pleased with the blushing of the sinner and therefore he can't but blush when either he looks upon sin within him or God above him But Seventhly Penitential confession 't is believing and fiducial 't is mixt with some faith Hosea 14. â— though not alwayes with a strong faith 't is not like the confession of a Malefactor to the Judge but like the confession of a child to his father or like the confession of a sick man to his Physician As a penitent man has one eye of sorrow upon his sin so he has another eye of hope upon pardoning grace Thus David Psal 51. though he had sinned greatly yet he hangs upon free mercy and begs his pardon believingly Thus Daniel Dan. 9.9 To the Lord our God belongs mercies and forgivenesses though we have rebelled against him Thus Sechaniah Ezra 10.2 Ezra 10.2 And Sechaniah the son of Jehiel one of the sons of Elam answered and said unto Ezra we have trespassed against our God and have taken strange wives of the people of the Land yet now there is hope in Israel concerning this thing If it were not for hope the heart would break there was hope among them that Israel would repent and there was hope among them that God would have mercy upon their repentance And the same spirit was working in the Prodigal I will arise and go to my father and will say unto him father I have sinned against heaven and before thee Luke 18.18 Though he was a Prodigal yet he would go to God as to a father who knew how to pity and forgive the mourning and repenting child When confessions of sin are mingled with hopes of mercy and the soul draws neer to God as a father then the heart breaks most and melts and mourns most That confession of sin that is not mixt with some hope of pardon and with some faith in the mercy of God is not penitential but desperate Cain in some sort confesses Gen. 4.16 but then he flies into the Land of Nod and there he falls a building and planting partly in contempt of the dreadful doom God had past upon him and partly to drown the noise of his conscience and despairing of ever obtaining pardon in this world 2 Cor. 5.1 2. or enjoying a house not made with hands in another world Judas likewise confesses his most hainous sin I have sinned in betraying innocent bloud but having no hope of pardon Mat. 27.3 4. no faith in that innocent blood he had shed he goes out and hangs himself Judas had no faith to mingle with his confession he confesses despairingly not believingly and so goes forth and strangles himself Since Adam fell in paradise there has not been one wicked man in the world continuing in that state that has ever mixt faith with his sorrows believing with his confessing 't is only the penitent man that confesseth sin believingly and that is pardoned graciously The confessing penitent reasons thus with God Lord though I am a sinful creature yet thou art a merciful God though I am unworthy of mercy yet thou forgivest sins freely though my sins reach as high as heaven yet thy mercies teach above the heavens I am here ready and willing to accuse and condemn my self and therefore be thou as ready and as willing to absolve me and forgive me O Lord though my sins are very many yet thy mercies are exceeding more though I have multiplied my sins yet thou canst multiply thy pardons though I am a sinner a very great sinner yet there is mercy with thee that thou mayest be feared and loved served and trusted and therefore in the face of all my sins provocations and unworthiness I will look up for mercy and wait for mercy But Eighthly and lastly True penitential confession is joyned with reformation That confession of sin that carries forgivness of sin with it Psal 51.10 is attended with serious desires and earnest endeavours of reformation therefore forsaking of sin is annext to confession of sin Prov. 28.13 He that covereth his sins shall not prosper but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy Confession of sin must be joyned with confusion of sin or all 's lost God will never cross the book he will never draw the red lines of Christ's bloud over the black lines of our transgressions except confessing and forsaking go hand in hand He that does not â—orsake his sin as well as confess it forsakes the benefit of his confession And indeed there is no real confession of sin where there is no real forsaking of sin 't is not enough for us to confess the sins we have committed but we must peremptorily resolve against the committing again the sins we have confest we must desire as freely to forgo our sins as we do desire God to forgive us our sins Confession of sin is a spiritual vomit now you know a man that is burdened in his stomack is heartily willing to be rid of that â—oad on his stomack that doth oppress nature and so a man that is real in his confession of sin is as heartily willing to be rid of his sin that lyes as a loâ—d upon his conscience as any sick man can be heartily willing to be rid of that load that lyes upon his stomack The penitential confessor doth as heartily desire to be delivered from the power of his sins as he does desire to be delivered from the sting and punishment of his sins This is observable in the confession of good Sechaniah Ezra 10.2 3. We have trespassed against our God and taken strange wives of the people of the Land Now therefore let us make a covenant with our God to put away all the wives and such as are born of them
according to the counsel of my Lord and those that tremble at the commandement of our God and let it be done according to the Law And this was the former practise of the children of Israel who joyned reformation with their confession as you may see in that Judg. 10.15 We have sinned Ver. 16. And they put away the strange Gods from among them and served the Lord and his soul was grieved for the misery of Israel That Job 34.31 32. is observable Surely it is meet to be said unto God I have born chastisement I will not offend any more that which I see not teach thou me if I have done iniquity I will do no more And the same spirit you may find working in those that were once given up to sorcery and witchcraft Act. 18. And many that believed came and confessed and shewed their deeds Ver. 19. Many also of them which used curious arts brought their books together and burned them before all men Penitential confession leaves a holy awe and dread on the soul to take heed of committing sins confest Though a godly man may in an hour of temptation or in a day of desertion or in a season of God's with-holding the gracious influences of heaven from falling upon his soul commit a sin which he has seriously confest and sadly bewailed yet he retains in his course and practise such a holy fear and awe upon his heart as in some measure proves armour of proof against future commissions of sin But now wicked men are very ready bold and venturous to commit the same sins they have confest as you may see in Saul one while you shall have him confessing his sinful injuries against David with tears and soon after you shall find him pursuing of him in the wilderness of Zaph with three thousand chosen men at his heels Compare 1 Sam. 24.16 17. with Chap. 26.2 3 4 Exod. 9 27 34. The same evil spirit was predominant in Pharaoh one day you shall have him confessing his sin and promising to let Israel go and the next day you shall find his heart hardned and he peremptorily resolved that Israel shall not go And so the Harlot made the confession of her sin Prov. 7.14 to be but a provocation to more sin The wicked sometimes confess their sins but they never forsake their sins 2 Pet. 2. ult after confeâ—sion they commonly return with the dog to his vomit as Fulgentius Fulgent de Rem peccat l. 1. c. 12. hath worthily observed Many saith he being pricked in conscience confess that they have done ill and yet put no end to their ill deeds they humbly accuse themselves in God's sight of the sins which oppress them and yet with a perverse heart rebelliously heap up those sins whereof they accuse themselves The very pardon which they beg with mournful-sighs they impede with their wicked actions they ask help of the Physician and still minister matter to the disease thus in vain indeavouring to appease him with penitent words whom they go on to provoke by an impenitent course Well remember this real confession of sin is alwayes attended with real endeavours of turning from sin Look as the Patient layes open his diseases to the Physician for this very purpose that he may be cured and healed so the penitent soul confesses his sins to the Physician of souls on purpose to be cured and healed The daily language of the penitent soul is this Lord when wilt thou heal the maladies of my soul when wilt thou heal my unâ—elief and heal my pride and heal my vain glory and heal my hypocrisie and heal my impurity and heal my hard heartedness and heal my carnalness and heal my worldliness and heal my selfishness c. Lord I do as earnestly beg grace to heal my soul as I do mercy to pardon my soul And let thus much suffice for the second part of true Evangelical repentance The third part of true Repentanceâ— lyes in turning from all sin to God That great and precious promise of forgiveness of sin is made over to repenting and â—â—â—â—ning from sin all who truly repent of their sins and turn from their sins shall receive the forgiveness of their sins pardon of sin is for that man and that man is for pardon of sin who truly repents and returns from his sin Four things speak out this c. First Scripture exhortations to repent that so our sins may be forgiven Ezek. 18.30 Repent and turn your selves from all your transgressions so iniquity shall not be your ruine Acts 2.38 Repent and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of your sins Acts 3.19 Repent and be converted that your sins may be blotted out c. Secondly Express promises that our sins shall be forgiven upon our repentance 2 Chron. 7.14 If my people shall turn from their evil way then will I forgive their sin Prov. 28.13 Whose confesseth and fâ—rsaketh his sin shall find mercy Ezek. 18.21 If the wicked will turn from all his sins which he hath committed and do that which is lawful and right he shall surely live he shall not die Ver. 22. All his transgressions which he hath committed they shall not be mentioned unto him Thirdly A most certain assurance of the forgiveness of sins upon repentance though they have been never so great and hainous Isa 1.16 17 18. Wash ye make you clean put away the evil of your doings cease to do evil learn to do well Come now and let us reason together saith the Lord though your sins be as scarlet they shall be as white as snow though they be reâ— like crimson they shall be as wool Fourthly Express records and instances of forgiveness unto such as have repented and turned from their sins 2 Sam. 12.13 And David said unto Nathan I have sinned against the Lord and Nathan said to David the Lord hath also put away thy sin Jer. 31.18 19 20. I have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself turn thou me and I shall be turned c. Surely after that I was turned I repented and after that I was instructed I sâ—ote upon my thigh I was ashamed yea even confounded because I did bear the reproach of my youth Is Ephraim my dear son â—s he a pleasant child for since I spake against him I do remember him still therefore my bowels are troubled for him I will surely have mercy upon him saith the Lord. Luke 7.38 And shee stood at his feet behind him weeping and began to wash his feet with tears and did wipe them with the hairs of her head and kissed his feet and anointed them with ointment Ver. 47. Wherefore I say her sins which were many are forgiven Chap. 15.18 19 20. I will arise and go to my father and will say to him father I have sinned against heaven and before thee and am no more worthy to be called thy son And he arose and came to his
to the bottom of the Sea as well as a hundred so one sin lived in and indulged will sink a man to the bottom of hell as well as a hundred I have read of a great Roman Captain who as he was riding in his triumphant Chariot through Rome had his eyes never off of a Curtizan that walkt along the street which made one say Behold hoâ— this great Captain that hath conquered such and such Armies is himself conquered by one silly woman There is never an Hypocrite in the world but lyes under the conquest of one base lust or another but lives under the reign and dominion of one sin or another That soul that can in sincerity of heart appeal to a heart-searching God that 't is otherwise with him viz. That he does not live nor allow himself in any one sinful way or practise that soul I dare assure in the Lord's name is no hypocrite Psal 139 23 24. Thirdly As an Hypocrites heart is never throughly subdued to a willingness to part with every lust so neither is his heart throughly subdued to a willingness to perform all known duties sometimes he is all for publick duties but makes no conscience of closet-duties or of family-duties sometimes he is all for the duties of the first Table but makes no conscience of the duties of the second Table and sometimes he is all for the duties of the second Table but makes no conscience of the duties of the first Table if he obeyes one command he willingly lives in the neglect of another if he does one duty he will be sure to cast off another as he is not willing to fall out with every sin so he is not willing to fall in with every duty An Hypocrites obedience is alwayes partial 't is never universal he still baulks or boggles with those commands that cross his lusts The Pharisees fasted Mat. 23.23 Chap. 6. prayed gave alms and paid tythes O but they omitted the weightier matters of the Law judgment mercy and faith and they were unnatural to parents and under a pâ—etence of praying Mat. 15.4 5 6. they made a prey of widows houses under a pretence of piety they exercised the greatest covetousness unrighteousness and cruelty and that upon widows who are usually the greatest objects of pity and charity they made no bones of robbing the widow under a pretence of honouring of God So Judas under a pretence of laying up for the poor robbed the poor he pretended to lay up for the poor John 12.6 After some men have made a long and high profession some one beloved lust or other which they would never let go parts Christ and them for ever but he intended only to lay up for himself and to provide against a rainy day it is probable that he had no great mind to stay long with his Lord and therefore he was resolved to make the best market he could for himself Judas being willing to set up for himself under a cloak of holiness he practises the greatest unfaithfulness Though the Eagle soars high yet still her eye is upon her prey so though Judas did soar high in profession yet his eye was still upon his prey upon his bags and so he might have it he cared not who went without it so he might be rich he did not care though his Lord and his retinue grew never so poor Judas under all his shews of sanctity had not so much as common honesty in him counterfeit holiness is often made a stalking horse to much unrighteousness but certainly it were better with the Philosopher to have honesty without Religion than to have Religion without honesty An Hypocrite may exercise himself in some outward easie ordinary duties of Religion but when shall you see an Hypocrite laying the ax to the root of the Tree or a searching and trying his own heart or severely judging his bosom sins or humbly mourning and lamenting over secret corruptions or doubling his guards about his own soul or rejoycing in the graces services or excellencies of others or striving or pressing after the highest pitches of grace holiness and communion with God or endeavouring more to cast out the beam out of his own eye than the mote out of his brother's eye or to be more severe against his own sins than against the sins of others Alas an Hypocrite is so far from practising these duties that he thinks them either superfluous or impossible An Hypocrites obedience is alwayes a limited and stinted obedience it is either limited to such commands which are most sutable to his ease safety honour profit pleasure c. or else it is limited to the outward part of the command and never extends it self to the inward and spiritual part of the command as you may see in the Scribes and Pharisees their obedience was all outward they had no regard at all to the inward and spiritual part of any command as is evident in that high charge that Christ gives in against them Mat. 5. They did not murder they did not commit adultery they had an eye to the outward part of the command but Christ charges them with unjust and adulterous thoughts unchast glances contemplative wickedness speculative uncleanness c. they having no regard at all to the inward and spiritual part of any command common grace looks only to some particular duties but saving grace looks to all Renewing grace comes off to positives as well as negatives Isa 1.16 17. Tit. 2.11 12 13. it teacheth us to cease to do evil and it learns us also to do good it teacheth us to deny all ungodliness and worldly lusts and also to live soberly righteously and godly in this present world These words contain the sum of a Christians duty to live soberly towards our selves righteously towards our neighbours and godly towards God is true godliness indeed and the whole duty of man There is never an Hypocrite in the world that can sincerely appeal to God and say Lord Psal 119.6 Luke 1.5 6. Acts 13.22 thou knowest that my heart is subdued to a willingness to perform all known duties I would willingly do the best I can to observe all thy royal Laws Lord I unfeignedly desire and really endeavour to have an eye upon every command of thine and to live up to every command of thine and it is the real grief of my heart and the daily burden of my soul when I violate any of thy blessed Laws He that can in uprightness thus appeal to God shall never miscarry in that other world But Fourthly There is never an Hypocrite in the world that makes God or Christ or holiness or his doing or receiving good in his station relation or generation his grand end his highest end his ultimate end of living in the world pleasures profits and honours are the Hypocrites all he aims at in this world they are his Trinity which he adores and serves 1 John 2.16 and sacrificeth himself unto
world the flesh and the devil Well remember this for ever There are three things an hypocrite can never do 1. He can never mourn for sin as sin 2. He can never mourn for the sins of others as well as his own Moses Lot David Jeremiah Paul and those in that Ezek. 9.4 6. mourned for others sins as well as their own but Pharoah Ahab Judas Demas Simon Magus never did 3. He can never hate sin as sin But Eighthly No hypocrite is habitually low or little in his own eyes no hypocrite has ordinarily mean thoughts of himself 1 Cor. 8.1 2. John 7.49 9.34 or a poor esteem of himself no hypocrite loves to lessen himself to greaten Christ to debase himself to exalt Christ no hypocrite loves to be out-shin'd all hypocrites love to write an I not a Christ upon what they do The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself Luke 18.11 12 Munday and Thursday were the Pharisees fasting dayes because Moses went up to the Mount on a Thursday and came down on a Munday saith Drusius God I thank thee that I am not as other men are extortioners unjust adulterers or even as this Publican I fast twice in the week I give tythes of all that I possess All hypocrites stand not only upon their comparisons but also upon the disparisons I am not as this Publican All hypocrites stand much upon their negative righteousness and their comparative goodness There is no hypocrite in the world but sets down his penny for a pound and alwayes prizes himself above the Market 2 Kings 10.15 16. And when he was departed thence he lighted on Jehonadab the son of Rechab coming to meet him and he saluted him and said to him Is thine heart right as my heart is with thy heart and Jehonadab answered it is if it be give me thine hand and be gave him his hand and he took him up to him into his chariot and he said come with me and see my zeal for the Lord. Comets make a greater blaze than fixed Stars Come see my zeal for the Lord. Jehu his words were for the Lord but his project was for the kingdom The Actor in the Comedy said with his mouth O coelum O heaven but with his finger he pointed to the earth Lapidaries tell us of a stone called the Chelydonian stone that it will retain its vertue no longer than it is enclosed in gold a fit emblem of an hypocrite of a Jehu John 12.43 Jehu made a great blaze but he was but a Comet An hypocrite alwayes loves the praise of men more than the praise of God he loves more to be honoured by men than to be honoured by God John 5.44 How can ye believe which receive honour one of another and seek not the honour which cometh from God only Nothing below that power which raised Christ from the grave can make an hypocrite purely nothing in his own eyes An hypocrite is alwayes a great thing in his own eyes Accius the Poet though he were a Dwarf yet would be pictured tall of stature The application to the hypocrite is easie and when he is nothing a great nothing in others eyes he can't bear it An hypocrite can't endure to be out-shin'd in gifts in graces in experiences in duties in communion with God in spiritual enjoyments An hypocrites heart is full of pride when his deportment is most humble he alwayes thinks best of himself and worst of others he looks upon his own vices as graces and he looks upon other mens graces as vices or at least as no true currant coyn A proud spirit will cast disgrace upon that excellency that himself wants Eusebius Eccl. Hist l. 4. c. 13. as Licinius who was joyned with Galerius in the Empire he was so ignorant that he was not able to write his own name he was a bitter enemy to learning and as Eusebius reports of him he called the liberal Arts a publick poyson and pestilence The emptiest barrels makes the loudest sound the worst metal the greatest noise and the lightest ears of corn hold their heads highest An hypocrite may well lay his hand upon his heart and say is it not so with me is it not just so with me But now sincere Châ—istians they are men of another spirit of another temper of another mettle of another mind their hearts lye low when their gifts and graces and spiritual enjoyments are high Abraham is but dust and ashes in his own eyes Gen. 18.27 The higher any man is in his communion with God the more low that man will be in his own eyes Dust and ashes are poor base vile worthless things and such a thing as these was Abraham in his own eyes So Jacob was a plain man Gen. 32.10 an upright man and lo what a low esteem had he of himself I am not worthy of the least of all the mercies which thou hast shewed unto thy servant c. In the Hebrew it is I am little before thy mercies for the Hebrews have no comparative Gen. 31. from ver 38. to 41. The least mercy saith Jacob is more worth than I more weighty than I and therefore they are wont to express this by a positive and a preposition When Jacob had to do with Laban he pleads his merits but when he has to do with God he pleads nothing but grace setting a very low esteem upon himself he looks upon himself as less than the least of mercies and as worse than the worst of creatures the least of my mercies are greater than I deserve and the greatest of my troubles are less than I deserve saith Jacob. The language of a plain hearted Jacob is this O Lord I might with Job have been stript of all my comforts and enjoyments at a clap and set upon a dunghil I might with Lazarus have been begging my bread from door to door Lam. 5.9 or I might have been getting my bread with the peril of my life because of the sword of the wilderness or I might have been with Dives in hell a crying out for a drop of water to cool my tongue A sincere Christian cannot tell how to speak good enough of God Luk. 16.24 nor ill enough of himself Agur was one of the wisest and holiest men on earth and see how greatly he debases himself Prov. 30.1 2. Surely I am more brutish than any man and have not the understanding of a man Agur had seen Ithiel God with me and Ucal God almighty and this made him so vile and base in his own eyes this made him villifie yea nullifie himself to the utmost Job was a non-such in regard of those perfections and â—grees of grace of integrity of sanctity that he had attained to beyond any other Saints in the World in his time and day You know no man ever received a fairer or a more valuable certificate under the hand of God or the broad Seal of
by any fears or dangers on the other Sincere Christians have not taken up Religion on such slight grounds as to be either flattered or frighted out of it sincere Christians reckon upon afflictions Joh. 16. ult Acts 14.22 2 Tim. 4.8 temptations crosses losses reproaches on the one hand and they reckon upon a crown of life a crown of righteousness a crown of glory on the other hand Jer. 6.16 and hereupon they set up their staff fully resolving never to depart from the good old way wherein they have found rest to their souls Sincere Christians take Christ and his wayes for better for worse for richer for poorer in prosperity and adversity they resolve to stand or fall to suffer and reign to live and die with him When all outward incouragements from God shall fail yet a sincere Christian will keep closs to his God and closs to his duty Heb. 3.17 18. Although the fig-tree shall not blossom neither shall fruit be in the vines the labour of the Olive shall fail and the fields shall yield no meat the flock shall be cut off from the fold and there shall be no herds in the stalls yet I will rejoyce in the Lord I will joy in the God of my salvaâ—ion When all necessary and delightful mercies fail yet he will not fail in his duty though God with-hold his blessings yet he will not with-hold his service in the want of a livelihood he will be lively in his duty when he hath nothing to subsist by yet then he will live upon his God and joy in his God and keep closs to this God Though war and want come yet he will not be wanting in his duty Mark there are three things in a sincere Christian that will strongly encline him to keep closs to the Lord and closs to his wayes in the want of all outward incouragements 2 Cor. 5.14 Phil. 4.12 13. Rom. 14.7 8. and in the face of all outward discouragements And the first is a forcible principle Divine Love the second is a mighty aid the Spirit of God and the third is a high aim the Glory of God Look as Ruth kept closs to her mother in the want of all outward incouragements and in the face of all outward discouragements And Ruth Ruth 1.16 17. said whither thou goest I will go and where thou lodgest I will lodge and nothing but death shall part thee and 〈◊〉 So saith a sincere Christian I will take my lot with Christ were ever it falls I will keep closs to the Lord and closs to my duty in the want of all outward incouragements and in the face of all outward discouragements Though outward incouragements be sometimes as a side wind or as oyl or as chariot wheels means to move a Christian to go on more sweetly easily and comfortably in the wayes of God yet when this wind shall fail and these chariot wheels shall be knockt off a sincere Christian will keep closs to the Lord and his wayes All this is come upon us Psal 44.17 18 yet have we not forgotten thee neither have we dealt falsly in thy covenant our heart is not turned back neither have our steps declined from thy wayes But what do they mean by saying All this is come upon us Why that you may see in the foregoing part of the Psalm Thou hast cast us off and put us to shame Vers 9 10 11 12 13 14. The Jews sold Christ for thirty peace and the Romans sold thirty of them for a penny as Josephus relates and goest not forth with our armies thou makest us turn back from the enemy and they which hate us spoyl for themselves thou hast given us like sheep appointed for meat and hast scattered us among the heathen thou sellest thy people for nought and dost not increase thy wealth by their price thou makest us a reproach to our neighbours a scorn and derision to them that are round about us thou makest us a by-word among the heathen a shaking of the head among the people Antiochus Epiphanes lookt upon the Jews Religion as superstition his wrath and rage was exceeding great both against the Jews and against their Religion he practised all manner of cruelty upon the miserable Jews but yet there was a remnant among them who were faithful to the Lord and to his Covenant and to his Laws and to his wayes even to the death though in the time of the Maccabees many revolted to Paganism yet some maintained their constancy and integrity to the last That is a great word of the Prophet Micah Mich. 4.5 For all people will walk every one in the name of his God and we will walk in the name of the Lord our God for ever and ever This absolute and peremptory resolution to be really the Lord's and for ever the Lord's is of the essence of true conversion 'T is not the world's flatteries that can bribe off a sincere Christian from the wayes of God nor 't is not the worlds frowns that can beat off a sincere Christian from the wayes of God But an hypocrite will never an hypocrite can never hold it out to the end his ground-tackle will never hold when the storm beats strong upon him An hypocrite is hot at hand but soon tires and gives in But Tenthly No hypocrite ever makes it his business his work to bring his heart into religious duties and services he never makes conscience of bringing his heart into his work Mat. 15 8. â— Mark 7.6 An hypocrite is heartless in all he does Psal 78.34 When he slew them then they sought him and they returned and enquired early after God The Fox when caught in a gin looks pitifully but it is only to get out They worshipped the Lord as the Indians do the devil that he may do them no hurt Ver. 36. Nevertheless they did flatter him with their mouth and they lyed unto him with their tongues Ver. 37. For their heart was not right with him neither were they stedfâ—st in his Covenant All lip-labour is but lost labour When mens hearts are not in their devotion their devotion is meer dissimulation These hypocrites sought God and enquired early after God but it was still with old hearts which are no hearts in the account of God They made lip work of it and head-work of it but their hearts not being in their work all was lost their seeking lost their enquiring lost their God lost their souls lost and eternity lost Hos 7.14 And they have not cried unto mâ— with their hearts when they howled upon their beds When mens hearts are not in their prayers all their praying is but as an hideous howling in the account of God As dogs bruit beasts and Indians do when they are hunger-bit The cry of the heart is the only cry that God likes loves and looks for he accepts of no cry he delights in no cry he rewards no cry but the cry
sense of his integrity and the evidence he had of his own uprightness his own righteousness Job 27.5 Till I die I will not remove my integrity from me Ver. 6. My righteousness I hold fast and will not let it go my heart shall not reproach me so long as I live Job was under great afflictions sore temptations and deep desertions now that which was his cordial his bulwark in those sad times was the sense and feeling of his own uprightness his own righteousness the sense and feeling of the grace of God in him kept him from fainting and sinking under all his troubles So 1 Joh. 2.3 Hereby we know that we know him if we keep his commandments c. In these words two things are observable First that where there is a true knowledge of Christ there is an observation of his commandements Secondly that by this observation of his royal Law we may know that our knowledge is sound and sincere He speaks not of a legal but of an evangelical keeping of his commandements A conscionable and serious endeavour to walk in a holy course of life according to God's will revealed in his Word is a most certain mark or evidence that we have a saving knowledge of God and that we are his children and heirs of glory Such who sincerely desire and unfeignedly purpose and firmly resolve and faithfully endeavour to keep the commandements of God these do keep the commandements of God evangelically and acceptably in the eye of God the account of God So ver 6. He that saith he abideth in him ought himself also so to walk even as he walked Here you may observe two things First that by faith we are implanted into Christ Secondly that we discover our implantation into Christ by our imitation of Christ Such as plead for sanctification a an evidence of justification don't make their graces causes of their implantation into Christ or of their justification before the throne of Christ but they make them testimonies and witnesses to declare the truth of their real implantation into Christ and of their being justified before the throne of Christ So 1 Joh. 3.14 We know we are translated from death to life because we love the brethren The Apostle makes this a great sign of godliness to love another godly man for godliness sake and the more godly he is the more to love him and to delight in him Now mark this love of our brethren is not a cause of our translation from death to life for the very word translated supposeth such a grace such a favour of God as is without us but a sign of our translation from death to life But of this I have said enough already as you may see if you will but read from page 189. to page 200. of this Book But The most ordinary and safe way of coming to assurance is the discoursive way in which a believer from the fruits and effects of grace infers he hath the habit and from the habit concludes his jâ—stification adoption and as this is a way least subject to delusion so it is also most suited to a rational creature whose way of acting is by discourse and argumentation The sixth Proposition is this There are many scores of precious promises made over to them that believe to them that trust in the Lord to them that set him up as the great object of their fear to them that love him to them that delight in him to them that obey him to them that walk with him to them that thirst after him to them that suffer for him to them that follow after him c. Now all these scores of promises are made for the support comfort and encouragement of all such Christians whose souls are bespangled with grace But now if we may not lawfully come to the knowledge of our faith love fear delight obedience c. in a discoursive way arguing from the effect to the cause What support what comfort what advantage shall a sincere Christian have by all those scores of promissory places of Scripture Doubtless all those scores of promises would be as so many Suns without light as so many springs without water as so many breasts without milk and as so many bodies without souls to all gracious Christians were it not lawful for them to form up such a practical syllogism as this is viz. The Scripture doth plainly and fully declare that he that believeth feareth loveth obeyeth c. is blessed and shall be happy for ever But I am such a one that doth believe fear love obey c. therefore I am blessed and shall be happy for ever Now although it must be granted that the major of this Proposition is Scripture yet the assumption is from experience and therefore a godly man being assisted therein by the holy Ghost may safely draw the conclusion as undeniable O that you would seriously consider how little would be the difference should you shut out this discoursive way betwixt a man and a beast if a man should assent to a thing unknown through an instinct and impression and should to one who asks him a reason of his perswasion be able to return no other answer but this I am perswaded because I am perswaded But The seventh Proposition is this That the Scripture giveth many signs and symptoms of grace so that if a man cannot find all yet if he discover some yea but one he may safely conclude that all the rest are there he who hath but one in truth of the forementioned characters in this book hath seminally all he who hath one link of the golden chain hath the whole chain Look as he who hath one grace in truth hath every grace in truth though he doth not see every grace shining in his soul so he that hath in truth any one evidence of grace in his soul he hath virtually all And O that all weak dark doubting Christians would seriously and frequently ponder upon this Proposition for it may be a staff to uphold them and a cordial to comfort them under all their fears and faintings But The eighth Proposition is this Without the light of the holy Ghost our graces shine not our graces are only the means by which our condition is known to us Rom. 9.2 the efficient cause of this knowledge is the Spirit illustrating our graces and making them visible and so helping us to conclude from them 1 Cor. 2.12 Now we have received not the spirit of the world but the spirit which is of God that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God Our graces our sanctification as well as our election vocation justification and glorification are freely given to us of God and the Spirit of God is given as well to discover the one as the other to us Mark the things freely given us may be received by us and yet the receit of them not known to us therefore the Spirit for our further
You know in time of War there are the outworks and there are the royal Forts Now when the Soldiers are beaten out of their out-works they retire to the royal Forts and there they are safe and then they cast up their caps and bid defiance to their proudest enemies Now our graces and our gracious evidences they are our out-works and from these we may be beaten in a day of desertion and temptation c. Now if we make our retreat to the five following royal Forts we may in a holy sence cast up our caps and bid defiance to an host of Devils yea to all the powers of darkness Qu. But Sir Pray let us know which are these Royal Forts Ans They are these three that follow The first is the free rich infinite soveraign and glorious grace of God Gen. 6.8 Exod. 19.5 Eph 1.5 6 7. 1 Tim. 1.13 14 15 16. The grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant The original word is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 was over full redundant more than enough more than might serve the turn for him who was the greatest of sinners By free-grace you are to understand the gracious good will or favour of God whereby he is pleased of his own free love to chuse and accept of some in Christ for his own This we call first grace because it is the fountain of all other grace and the springs from whence they flow and it 's therefore called grace because it makes a man gracious with God Now mark there have been many Christians who have had no assurance of the love of God no sight of their interest in Christ no sealing of the spirit nor no one clear evidence of grace that they durst rest the weight of their souls upon nor no one promise in the whole Book of God that they durst apply or rest upon who yet daily casting or rowling themselves their souls and their everlasting concernments upon the infinite free rich and soveraign grace of God in Christ have found some tolerable peace comfort and refreshment in such a practise all their dayes A Christian may lose the sight of his graces and the evidences of his gracious estate he may be so much in the dark he may be so much benighted and bewildered in his spirit that there may be no way under heaven left to him to enjoy peace comfort rest quiet settlement or contentment but by casting or rowling of his soul upon the free rich infinite and soveraign grace of God in Christ and here casting anchor the poor bewildered deserted tempted Isa 50.10 tossed soul may be safe and at rest The free love and favour of God will be a lamp to the soul in the darkest night Psal 4.6 Socrates prized the Kings countenance above his coyn What is then the countenance of a God to a gracious soul it will be a sweet lump that will sweeten the bitterest cup it will be a singular cordial against all faintings it will be armour of proof against all temptations it will be an everlasting arm to you under all afflictions it will be a Sun and a shield to you in every condition Psal 80.3 Cause thy face to shine and we shall be saved Divine favour is that pearl of price that is most desirable Dan. 9.17 The Lord make his face to shine upon his sanctuary that is desolate for the Lords sake Numb 6.24 The Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you Psal 67.1 God be merciful to you and bless you and cause his face to shine upon you Job 2.4 Life is a very desirable thing skin for skin yea all that a man hath will he give for his life and yet the loving kindness of God is better than life Psal 63. Thy loving kindness is better than life The Hebrew word is Chajim lives to note that the loving kindness of God is better than many lives yea than all lives and the revenues of life put many lives together put all lives together and yet there is more excellency in the least discovery of divine love than in them all Many a man has been weary of his life but who have ever been weary of divine love Dear Christians are your graces or gracious evidences shining and sparkling O then solace your selves mostly in the free love and favour of God for in his free favour lyes the life of your souls the life of your graces the life of your comforts yea in his free favour your all is bound up If your graces or evidences are so clouded and darkned that you are in a stormy day beat out of your out-works O now run to the free grace and favour of God as to your Royal Fort as to your strong Tower as to your City of Refuge where you may be safe and happy for ever In such a day ponder much upon these Scriptures Hos 14.4 I will heal their back-sliding I will love them freely God's love is a free love having no motive or foundation but within it self all the links of the golden chain of salvation are made up of free-grace The people of God are freely loved Deut. 7.6 7 8. and freely chosen John 15.16 19. Eph. 1.4 and freely accepted Eph. 1.6 and freely adopted Eph. 1.5 Gal. 4.5 6. and freely reconciled 2 Cor. 5.18 19 20. and freely justified Rom. 3.24 Being justified freely by his grace and freely saved Eph. 2.5 By grace ye are saved Ver. 8. For by grace are ye saved Tit. 3.5 Not by works of righteousness which we have done but according to his mercy he saved us Thus you see that all the golden rounds in Jacob's Ladder that reaches from heaven to earth are all made up of free-grace Free-grace is the foundation of all spiritual and eternal mercies free-grace is the solid bottom and foundation of all a Christians comfort in this world Were we to measure the love of God to us by our fruitfulness holiness humbleness spiritualness heavenly-mindedness or gracious carriages towards him how would our hope our confidence every hour Rom. 4.16 yea every moment in every hour be staggered if not vanquished Bâ—t all is of grace of free-grace that the promise might be sure and that our salvation might be safe O Sirs it is free-grace that will strengthen you in all your duties and that will sweeten all your mercieâ— Rom. 8.33 34 35 36. and that will support you under all your changes and that will arm you against all temptations answer all objections and take off all Satans accusations that may be cast in to disturb the peace and quiet of your souls and therefore whether your graces or gracious evidences do shine or are clouded yet still have your recourse to the free-grace of God as to your first Royal Fort your first City of Refuge and still cry out Grace grace When your gracious evidences are clearest and fullest it then concerns you to look upon free grace as your choicest and safest City
with those who say it is an Hebraism the plural righteousnesses noting that most perfect compleat absolute righteousness which Christ is pleased to put upon his people Upon the account of this righteousness of Christ the Church is said to be without spot or wrinkle Eph. 5.27 and to be all fair Thou art all fair my love Cant. 4.7 Col. 2.10 there is no spot in thee And to be compleat And ye are compleat in him which is the head of all principality â—nd power Rev. 14.5 And to be without fault They are without fault before the throne of God And so Col. 1.21 And to present us holy and unblamable and unreprovable in the sight of God But Fourthly This righteousness of Christ will answer to all the fears doubts and objections of your souls How shall I look up to God the Answer is in the righteousness of Christ How shall I have any communion with a holy God in this world the Answer is in the righteousness of Christ How shall I find acceptance with God the Answer is in the righteousness of Christ How shall I dye the Answer is in the righteousness of Christ How shall I stand before a Judgment-seat the Answer is in the righteousness of Christ Your sure and only way under all temptations fears conflicts doubts and disputes is by faith to remember Christ That was a rare speech of Luther Ipsâ— videret ubi anima mea mansura sit qui pro ea sic solicitus fuit ut vitam pro ea posuerit let him see to it where my soul shall rest who took so much care for it as that he laid down his life for it and the sufferings of Christ as your Mediator and Surety and say O Christ thou art my sin in being made sin for me and thou art my curse in being made a curse for me or rather I am thy sin and thou art my righteousness I am thy curse and thou art my blessing I am thy death and thou art my life I am the wrath of God to thee and thou art the love of God to me I am thy hell and thou art my heaven O Sirs if you think of your sins and of God's wrath if you think of your guiltiness and of God's justice your hearts will fail you and sink into despair if you don't think of Christ if you don't rest and stay your souls upon the Mediatory righteousness of Christ But Fifthly and lastly The righteousness of Christ is the best title that you have to shew for a Kingdom that shakes not Heb. 12.28 1 Pet. 1.3 4 5. 2 Cor. 5.1 2 3 4. for riches that corrupt not for an inheritance that fadeth not away and for an house not made with hands but one eternal in the heavens The righteousness of Christ is your life your joy your comfort your crown your confidence your heaven your all and therefore whether your graces or gracious evidences do sparkle and shine or are clouded or blotted yet still keep a fixed eye and an awakned heart upon the Mediatory righteousness of Jesus Christ for that 's the righteousness by which you may happily live comfortably die and boldly appear before a Judgment-seat But The third Royal Fort that Christians should have their eyes their hearts fixed upon whether their graces or gracious evidences sparkle and shine or are obscured and clouded is the Covenant of grace The Covenant of grace is a new compact or agreement which God hath made with sinful man out of his own meer mercy and grace Deut. 4.23 Isa 55.3 54.7 8 9 10. Jer. 31.31 Psal 50.5 c. Hos 14.4 Tit. 3.6 Eph. 1.5 6 7. Chap. 2.5 7 8. Rom. 9.18 23. Jer. 32.38 39 40 41. Ezek. 36.25 26 27. wherein he undertakes both for himself and for faln man wherein he engages himself to make faln man everlastingly happy All mankind had been eternally lost and God had lost all the glory of his mercy for ever had he not of his own free-grace and mercy made such an agreement with sinful man This Covenant is called a Covenant of grace because it flows from the meer grace and mercy of God There was nothing out of God nor nothing in God but his meer mercy and grace that moved him to enter into Covenant with poor sinners In the Covenant of grace there are two things considerable First the Covenant that God makes for himself to us which consists of these Branches 1. That he will be our God 2. That he will give us a new heart a new spirit 3. That he will not turn away his face from us from doing of us good 4. That he will put his fear into our hearts 5. That he will cleanse us from all our filthiness and from all our Idols 6. That he will rejoyce over us to do us good Secondly here is the Covenant which God doth make for us to himself which consists in these things 1. That we shall be his people 2. That we shall fear him for ever 3. That we shall walk in his Statutes keep his Judgments and do them 4. That we shall not depart from him Upon many accounts I may not enlarge on these things but by these short hints 't is evident that the Covenant of grace is an entire Covenant made by God both for himself and for us O Sirs in the Covenant of grace God stands engaged to give whatsoever he requires 1 Chron. 28.9 First He requires us to know him and he has engaged himself that we shall know him Jer. 24.7 I will give them a heart to know me that I am the Lord. And Jer. 31.34 They shall all know me from the least of them to the greatest of them Heb. 8.11 But Secondly The Lord frequently requires his people to trust in him Psal 62.8 Isa 26.4 2 Chron. 20.20 And he has engaged himself that his people shall trust in him Zeph. 3.12 I will leave in the midst of thee an afflicted and poor people and they shall trust in the name of the Lord. But Thirdly The Lord frequently commands his people to fear him Deut. 6.13 Chap. 8.6 And he has engaged himself that they shall fear him Jer. 32.40 I will put my fear into their hearts that they shall not depart from me Hos 3.5 They shall fear the Lord and his goodness But Fourthly The Lord frequently commands his people to love him Deut. 11.1 Psal 31.23 O love the Lord all ye his Saints And he has promised and engaged himself that his people shall love him Deut. 30.6 The Lord thy God will circumcise thy heart and the heart of thy seed to love the Lord thy God with all thine heart and with all thy soul But Fifthly The Lord frequently commands his people to call upon him and to pray unto him Psal 50.15 1 Thes 5.17 c. And he has promised and engaged himself to pour upon them a spirit of prayer Zech. 12.10 I will pour upon the house of
I restore him fourfold Thus you see that true penitents make a particular confession of their right eye sins and of their right hand sins and indeed what is confession of sin but a setting our sins in order before the Lord and how can this be done but by a distinct and particular enumeration of them But to prevent mistakes this must be taken with a grain of salt this must be understood with this limitation we are to confess our sins distinctly particularly so far as we know them so far as we are acquainted with them There are many thousand sins which we commit that we know not to be sins and there are many thousand sins committed by us that can't be remembred by us Now certainly it is impossible for us to recount or confess those sins that we know not that we remember not so that our particular confessions can only reach to known sins so far as we can call them to mind for indeed our particular acts of sin are innumerable they are more in number than the hairs of our head and indeed we are as well able to tell the stairs of heaven and to number the sands of the Sea and to recount all the sparing mercies the pitying mercies the preventing mercies the succouring mercies the supporting mercies and the delivering mercies of God as we are able to tell to number to recount the individual particular acts of sin that we are guilty of yet so far as the knowledge and memory of a penitent Christian reaches so far his confession reaches But now wicked men confess sin in the general in the lump as Tharaoh I have sinned and their conâ—essions are commonly confused and at random When and where do you find wicked men confessing their sins distinctly or particularly before God or man this is none of the least of their miseries that they have not a clear distinct particular view of their own corruptions and abominations But Fifthly The true penitent does not only distinctly and particularly confess his sins but he does very highly aggravate his sins Psal 32.5 Levit. 16.21 by confessing not only the kinds and acts so far as he knows and remembers them but the circumstances of them also There are sometimes some circumstances that may somewhat lessen a penitent mans sins now these he readily and easily passes over but then there are other circumstances which do exceedingly heighten and aggravate his sins and that makes them more hainous and dangerous and these he carefully and faithfully acknowledges The penitential confessions recorded in the old and new Testament are full of exaggerating expressions as is evident in these instances Ezra at once heightens and aggravates their sins by this circumstance that they had been committed against manifold experiments that they had had both of the severity and also of the mercy of the Lord Ezra 9. and so does Nehemiah also Neh. 9. The like instance you have in Daniel Chap. 9. 5 6. We have sinned and have committed iniquity and have done wickedly and have rebelled even by departing from thy precepts and from thy judgments neither have we hearkened unto thy servants the Prophets which spake in thy Name to our Kings our Princes and our Fathers and to all the people of the Land In these words you have seven circumstances that Daniel useth in confessing of his and the peoples sins and all to heighten and to aggravate them First We have sinned Secondly We have committed iniquity Thirdly We have done wickedly Fourthly We have rebelled against thee Fifthly We have departed from thy percepts Sixthly We have not hearkened unto thy servants Seventhly Nor our Princes nor all the people of the Land These seven aggravations which Daniel reckons up in his confession are worthy of our most serious consideration The same spirit you may find working in Peter Mark 14.72 When he thought thereon be wept or neerer the Original When he cast all these things one upon another he wept Ah wretch that ever I was born that ever I should deny the Lord that bought me that ever I should deny him who hath not only externally but also internally called me that ever I should deny him that made me an Apostle that fed me at his table that beautified me with his grace and that in the Mount shew'd me some glimpses of his glory that ever I should deny him who has brought me out of a state of death and wrath into a state of life and love that ever I should deny him that has been the best the wisest the holiest the tenderest the faithfullest and the noblest Master that ever man served Ah wretch that I am he forewarned me of this sin before-hand that I might be not only cautioned but armed against it and yet I denied him I promised him before-hand that I would never deny him that I would never forsake him that I would never turn my back upon him and yet like a base coward I have denied the captain of my salvation yea this very night and no longer ago did I say again and again that I would not deny him and yet now even now I have most shamefully denied him yea I told him that though all others should deny him yet would not I deny him and yet in all the world there is not such another to be found that has so sadly so desperately denied him as I have denied him and that before a silly Maid nay more beast that I am to my denying of him I have added a most incredible lye saying I know not the man when there was not a man in all the world that I was so well acquainted with as I was with Christ feeding constantly at his table There was scarce any Jew which knew not Christ by sight he being very famous for the many miracles that were wrote by him and drinking constantly of his cup and living constantly upon his purse and waiting constantly upon his person and being a constant eye-witness of all the famous miracles that were wrought by him nay yet more monster that I am I did not only lye but I also bound that lye with an hideous Oath I did not only say that I knew not the man but I also swore I knew not the man nay yet more than all this I did not only basely deny him I did not only tell an incredible lye against my own light and conscience I did not only bind a fearful lye with a hideous oath but I also fell a cursing and damning of my self for so much the Greek word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 imports I wisht that the curse the wrath or vengeance of God might fall upon me if I knew the man I wisht my self separated from the presence and glory of God if I knew the man And wo and alas to me all this I did when my Lord and Master was neer me yea when he was upon his trial yea and yet more when all the world had forsaken him yea and yet more
when I had the greatest and loudest call that ever I had to have stood by him and to have given my testimony for him And thus Peter casting up all these circumstances and aggravations together and meditating seriously on them he went out and wept bitterly Another famous instance of this you have in Paul Act. 26.10 11. In these two verses the Apostle layes down no less than eight aggravations of his sins and all to greaten and heighten them that his soul might be the more ashamed and humbled in him c. First That they were not the worst but the best of men viz. Saints that they were not sinners but Saints that they were not drunkards swearers adulterers murderers oppressors Sabbath-breakers but Saints Saints by calling Saints by their high holy calling Saints by profession Saints by a Gospel-conversation The Saints have I cast into prison Secondly To cast a man into prison for theft for murder for perjury is no iniquity I but sayes he many have I cast into prison for professing the name of Jesus of Nazareth O! 't is dreadful to persecute men meerly for professing of Christ and yet this I did though their profession and practise went together though they lived as they profest though I had nothing against them but in the matters of their God yet upon that very single account did I persecute them Thirdly If it had been but one or two or three or five or ten Saints that I had persecuted the matter had not been much O but they were a great number many of the Saints did I cast into prison I have been a cruel ravening wolf that have suckt the bloud not of a few but of many of the precious lambs of Christ I have neither spared nor pitied any sex but have broken into every house haling and dragging both men and women to prison Act. 8.3 As for Saul he made havock of the Church entring into every house and haling men and women committed them to prison Fourthly Though he had cast them into prison yet if he had given them but some liberty in a prison as Joseph had Act. 9.1 2. and as others have had and as himself once had when he begot Onesimus in his bonds Philemon v. 10. and when Onesiphorus oft refreshed him and was not ashamed of his chain 2 Tim. 1.16 c. or as the primitive Christians had the matter had not been so great O but I kept them closs prisoners Many of the Saints did I shut up in prison I shut them up from friends from relations and from all comfortable accommodations and thus he further aggravates his sin Fifthly If he had rested there if he had proceeded no further the matter had not been so bad O But I gave my voice against them to put them to death My heart and my hand was not only against them but my tongue also if I could not kill them with my hand I was ready and willing to kill them with my tongue if the casting voice fell upon me I would be sure to give it against them I never wanted a word to do them a mischief if they wanted a word instead of a knife to cut their throats I would be sure to lend them one Sixthly He rises yet higher for he does not only severely punish their bodies but he does what he can to damn their souls I compelled them to blaspheme like that Italian who first made his enemy deny God and then stabb'd him and so at once murdered both body and soul As there is no love to soul love so there is no cruelty to soul cruelty and as there is no mischief to soul mischief so there is no murder to soul murder and yet in this murder had Paul a hand 'T is sad to compel a man to bear a burden beyond his strength to lye in chains to forsake his own countrey c. but 't is infinitely more sad to compel a man to sin to the least sin but saddest of all to compel a man to blaspheme And yet this I did sâ—yes Paul c. Seventhly He yet further aggravates his sin by his madness by his exceeding madness against the Saints in those words And I was exceedingly mad against them He was mad with rage and wrath he was exceedingly mad with passion and fury against the dear Saints of God mad men think madly and mad men speak madly and mad men act madly against those they are mad with and so did he against the Saints The Alcoran saith That God created the Angels of light and the Devils of the flame Certainly as God's children are children of the light so Satan's children are furious children wrathful children children of the flame children of madness and such a one was Paul c. Eighthly and lastly I did persecute them to strange Cities them I did not kill I did scatter I forced them to leave both house and home them whom God had joyned together I put asunder I made the husband run one way and the wife and children another way and all of them glad to hide their heads in a corner And thus you see that true penitents in the confession of their sins do cloath their sins with the highest aggravations imaginable A penitent in his confession of sin cryes out O! the sparing mercies the preventing mercies the succouring mercies the supporting mercies the renewed mercies the delivering mercies that I have with a high hand sinned against O that clear light O that free love O that Gospel grace O those bowels of mercy that I have sinned against O the fatherly corrections the dreadful warnings the high resolutions the serious protestations the frequent vows and promises that I have desperately sinned against O the checks of conscience the rebukes of conscience the lashes of conscience the wounds of conscience and the frequent motions of the spirit and strivings of the spirit that I have sinned against c. But now wicked men confess their sins slightly carelesly triflingly they are careful and skilful to hide their sins to cloak their sins and to extenuate and lessen their sins and with the unjust Steward for an hundred to set down fifty Luke 16.6 All wicked men do commonly flatter themselves that either their sins are not sins when indeed they are or that they are not great and grievous sins when indeed they are or that they are not so great and grievous as other mens sins are when indeed they are more grievous and hainous than other mens sins are so far are they from aggravating of their sins the truth is wicked men are so far from aggravating of their sins that they are still extenuating of them and that by fathering of them sometimes upon their constitutions sometimes upon bad company sometimes upon their callings sometimes upon Satan and sometimes upon chance as they call it c. But no more of this enough is as good as a feast Sixthly The true penitent confesses his sins humbly sorrowfully In