unwritten_a paper_n which_o remain_v may_v seem_v to_o imply_v she_o design_v more_o this_o be_v just_a the_o forty_v part_n of_o what_o she_o have_v write_v for_o she_o child_n use_n be_v 6_o page_n in_o her_o book_n of_o twelve_o score_n so_o that_o i_o have_v enough_o if_o i_o will_v enlarge_v to_o tire_v myself_o and_o satisfy_v not_o to_o say_v clog_n my_o reader_n but_o i_o will_v consult_v my_o own_o ease_n and_o they_o in_o add_v little_a more_o of_o what_o a_o account_n be_v give_v sect._n 12._o under_o eleven_o or_o twelve_o distinct_a head_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o tempt_v to_o add_v the_o example_n to_o the_o rule_n i_o mean_v the_o large_a form_n of_o prayer_n and_o thanksgiving_n each_o contain_n 16_o page_n but_o i_o will_v forbear_v only_o as_o i_o touch_v a_o few_o line_n of_o the_o beginning_n and_o end_n of_o the_o thanksgiving_n before_o so_o i_o shall_v give_v a_o little_a taste_n of_o this_o prayer_n which_o she_o begin_v thus_o good_a lord_n give_v i_o to_o know_v 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unworthy_a creature_n everlasting_a praise_n shall_v be_v render_v unto_o thou_o through_o jesus_n christ_n that_o give_v i_o the_o victory_n for_o thou_o have_v redeem_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o grave_a i_o beseech_v thou_o receive_v i_o into_o thy_o eternal_a kingdom_n and_o glory_n that_o neither_o death_n nor_o life_n thing_n present_a nor_o thing_n to_o come_v may_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v i_o from_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n my_o lord_n then_o she_o proceed_v to_o pray_v for_o the_o church_n of_o which_o a_o taste_n be_v give_v in_o her_o monday-morning_n prayer_n sect._n 7._o pag._n 45._o gracious_a lord_n the_o mercy_n i_o ask_v of_o thou_o for_o my_o own_o soul_n i_o earnest_o beg_v of_o thou_o for_o thy_o church_n and_o people_n bless_a lord_n thou_o have_v make_v the_o earth_n by_o thy_o power_n establish_v the_o world_n by_o thy_o wisdom_n and_o stretch_v out_o the_o heaven_n by_o thy_o discretion_n thy_o arm_n be_v not_o shorten_v that_o thou_o can_v not_o save_o good_a lord_n take_v care_n of_o zion_n build_v up_o the_o wall_n of_o jerusalem_n that_o in_o zion_n there_o may_v be_v deliverance_n and_o holiness_n in_o thy_o house_n let_v the_o mountain_n of_o thy_o house_n be_v establish_v in_o the_o top_n of_o the_o mountain_n be_v thou_o a_o wall_n of_o fire_n round_o about_o and_o her_o glory_n in_o the_o midst_n thereof_o but_o i_o forget_v myself_o it_o be_v hard_a to_o stop_v my_o pen._n then_o i_o beseech_v thou_o especial_o for_o the_o land_n of_o my_o nativity_n the_o nation_n of_o which_o i_o be_o a_o sinful_a member_n here_o be_v a_o large_a paragraph_n the_o next_o be_v for_o the_o world_n give_v thy_o gospel_n a_o free_a and_o glorious_a passage_n through_o the_o world_n good_a lord_n pity_v those_o that_o sit_v in_o the_o region_n and_o shadow_n of_o death_n then_o i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v merciful_a to_o all_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o sorrow_n and_o affliction_n the_o disconsolate_a the_o sick_a those_o who_o contend_v with_o poverty_n imprisonment_n reproach_n disgrace_n then_o for_o they_o who_o suffer_v persecution_n for_o the_o truth_n then_o for_o her_o relation_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o almost_o ashamed_a that_o i_o have_v thus_o mangle_v so_o excellent_a a_o prayer_n so_o pious_o so_o judicious_o in_o such_o suitable_a scripture_n phrase_n and_o language_n i_o think_v it_o have_v be_v better_a to_o have_v transcribe_v the_o whole_a or_o let_v it_o quite_o alone_o but_o her_o friend_n may_v command_v a_o copy_n of_o it_o if_o they_o please_v have_v finish_v her_o intercession_n for_o other_o she_o return_v to_o conclude_v with_o renew_a petition_n for_o herself_o which_o i_o will_v venture_v to_o set_v down_o good_a lord_n be_v the_o god_n and_o portion_n of_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a creature_n and_o of_o those_o so_o dear_a unto_o i_o give_v i_o a_o relation_n to_o thou_o a_o affiance_n in_o thou_o and_o a_o dependence_n upon_o thou_o that_o in_o all_o my_o concern_v i_o may_v come_v to_o thou_o in_o who_o be_v all_o my_o fresh_a spring_n the_o riches_n of_o free_a grace_n to_o poor_a sinner_n and_o treasury_n of_o mercy_n purchase_v with_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n i_o beseech_v thou_o withhold_v not_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n from_o i_o but_o give_v i_o of_o that_o hide_a manna_n the_o sweet_a refresh_a income_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n into_o my_o soul_n and_o when_o my_o heart_n be_v overwhelm_v i_o beseech_v thou_o lead_v i_o to_o the_o rock_n that_o be_v high_a than_o i_o for_o thou_o have_v be_v a_o shelter_n to_o i_o lord_n be_v thou_o a_o strong_a tower_n to_o i_o to_o which_o i_o may_v continual_o resort_v for_o who_o have_v i_o in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o and_o if_o i_o know_v any_o thing_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n there_o be_v none_o comparative_a on_o earth_n that_o i_o desire_v beside_o thou_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n beside_o thou_o there_o be_v no_o saviour_n i_o beseech_v thou_o guide_v i_o 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husband_n but_o she_o that_o make_v ashamed_a be_v as_o rottenness_n to_o his_o bone_n prov._n 31.17_o she_o look_v well_o to_o the_o way_n of_o her_o household_n and_o cate_v not_o the_o bread_n of_o idleness_n she_o stretch_v forth_o her_o hand_n to_o the_o poor_a yea_o she_o reach_v forth_o her_o hand_n to_o the_o needy_a she_o rise_v also_o while_o it_o be_v yet_o night_n and_o give_v meat_n to_o her_o household_n col._n 3.18_o wife_n submit_v yourselves_o to_o your_o own_o husband_n as_o be_v fit_a in_o the_o lord_n eph._n 5.22_o wife_n submit_v yourselves_o unto_o your_o own_o husband_n as_o unto_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o wife_n see_v that_o she_o reverence_n her_o husband_n 1_o pet._n 3.1_o 6._o and_o ver_fw-la 3_o 4_o likewise_o you_o wife_n be_v in_o subjection_n to_o your_o own_o husband_n even_o as_o sarah_n obey_v abraham_n call_v he_o lord_n let_v not_o your_o adorn_v be_v plat_v of_o the_o hair_n wear_v of_o gold_n or_o put_v on_o of_o apparel_n but_o let_v it_o be_v the_o hide_a man_n of_o the_o heart_n in_o that_o which_o be_v not_o corruptible_a even_o the_o ornament_n of_o a_o meek_a and_o quiet_a spirit_n which_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n be_v of_o great_a price_n good_a lord_n grant_v i_o this_o with_o all_o the_o other_o grace_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n amen_n amen_n amen_n this_o last_o name_v scripture_n be_v the_o glass_n which_o she_o always_o dress_v herself_o by_o with_o exemplary_a modest_a decency_n as_o become_v a_o grave_n and_o holy_a matron_n and_o a_o minister_n wife_n as_o she_o will_v often_o urge_v as_o one_o reason_n of_o the_o plainness_n of_o her_o garb_n which_o be_v never_o sordid_a or_o negligent_a though_o always_o in_o black_a never_o appear_v abroad_o in_o any_o other_o colour_n so_o much_o as_o to_o a_o knot_n or_o ribbon_n i_o with_o great_a thankfulness_n acknowledge_v she_o be_v my_o crown_n and_o glory_n and_o thâ—_n heart_n of_o her_o husband_n do_v safe_o trust_v in_o she_o the_o four_o head_n which_o 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thâ—_n book_n chapter_n and_o verse_n oh_o how_o rich_o diâ—_n the_o word_n of_o god_n dwell_v in_o she_o how_o do_v shâ—_n meditate_v in_o it_o day_n and_o night_n that_o she_o coulâ—_n so_o ready_o turn_v to_o almost_o any_o place_n only_o by_o heâ—_n own_o memory_n and_o observation_n for_o she_o woulâ—_n sometime_o though_o seldom_o come_v to_o i_o into_o my_o study_n and_o say_v pray_v my_o dear_a tell_v i_o wherâ—_n be_v such_o word_n repeat_v they_o for_o i_o know_v noâ—_n how_o to_o find_v they_o by_o a_o concordance_n never_o have_v use_v one_o the_o five_o head_n the_o promise_v for_o the_o pardon_n of_o sin_n the_o faithful_a say_n of_o god_n worthy_a of_o all_o acceptation_n jesus_n christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_o sinner_n yea_o the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n in_o he_o all_o the_o promise_n be_v yea_o and_o in_o he_o amen_n then_o she_o begin_v with_o gen._n 3.15_o he_o shall_v â—ruise_v thy_o head_n a_o very_a comfortable_a word_n to_o â—er_n who_o have_v so_o many_o conflict_n with_o the_o old_a serpent_n her_o enemy_n as_o she_o always_o call_v he_o then_o follow_v a_o choice_a collection_n in_o ten_o page_n which_o she_o conclude_v with_o rom._n 10._o for_o the_o scripture_n say_v whosoever_o believe_v in_o he_o shall_v â—ot_n be_v ashamed_a the_o six_o head_n the_o promise_v to_o perseverance_n in_o grace_n god_n which_o begin_v a_o good_a work_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o his_o people_n will_v perfect_v it_o for_o he_o work_v all_o our_o work_n in_o we_o and_o for_o we_o and_o to_o he_o be_v the_o glory_n who_o be_v the_o author_n and_o finisher_n for_o we_o be_v keep_v by_o the_o power_n of_o god_n through_o faith_n unto_o salvation_n then_o follow_v twenty_o nine_o page_n of_o such_o promise_n the_o seven_o head_n the_o promise_v in_o affliction_n for_o support_n and_o comfort_n god_n do_v not_o willing_o grieve_v the_o child_n of_o man_n there_o have_v no_o temptation_n overtake_v you_o but_o such_o as_o be_v common_a but_o god_n in_o his_o faithfulness_n will_v not_o suffer_v it_o to_o be_v above_o strength_n but_o will_v with_o the_o temptation_n also_o make_v a_o way_n to_o escape_v for_o he_o know_v our_o frame_n whereof_o we_o be_v make_v and_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o then_o follow_v twenty_o one_o page_n of_o these_o promise_n upoâ—_n habak_v 1.12_o be_v not_o thou_o from_o everlasting_a o_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o holy_a one_o we_o shall_v not_o dyâ—_n she_o add_v bless_a be_v god_n for_o these_o word_n anâ—_n all_o his_o bless_a promise_n for_o which_o a_o reasoâ—_n will_v appear_v afterward_o when_o she_o show_v whaâ—_n support_v they_o yield_v she_o in_o a_o hour_n of_o temptation_n in_o the_o close_a she_o direct_v her_o word_n 〈◊〉_d her_o child_n for_o who_o use_n chief_o she_o haâ—_n take_v this_o pain_n have_v these_o great_a and_o precious_a promiseâ—_n cleanse_v yourselves_o from_o all_o filthiness_n of_o flesh_n anâ—_n spirit_n perfect_a holiness_n in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n for_o 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