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humble_a master_n wash_v thy_o foot_n john_n 13.5_o how_o shall_v this_o wonderful_a humility_n of_o so_o great_a a_o master_n have_v humble_v thy_o mind_n be_v so_o base_a a_o servant_n remember_v how_o he_o always_o extend_v the_o token_n of_o his_o love_n to_o thou_o as_o he_o do_v to_o the_o other_o apostle_n yet_o no_o kindness_n can_v restrain_v thy_o wicked_a will_n nor_o change_v thy_o covetous_a mind_n consider_v thou_o most_o ungrateful_a and_o cruel_a traitor_n how_o often_o my_o love_a jesus_n do_v mild_o admonish_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v retire_v from_o thy_o wicked_a purpose_n who_o all-seeing_a eye_n be_v able_a to_o penetrate_v into_o the_o dark_a corner_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o to_o search_v the_o secret_n of_o thy_o inward_a bowel_n it_o may_v have_v check_v thy_o guilty_a conscience_n when_o he_o say_v after_o he_o have_v wash_v his_o disciple_n foot_n you_o be_v clean_o but_o not_o all_o john_n 13.11_o and_o again_o i_o speak_v not_o of_o all_o of_o you_o i_o know_v who_o i_o have_v choose_v john_n 13.18_o but_o although_o these_o general_a reprehension_n be_v motive_n of_o small_a moment_n to_o mollify_v thy_o stony_a heart_n yet_o he_o speak_v unto_o thou_o particular_o say_v do_v that_o quick_o which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o do_v john_n 13.27_o do_v thou_o not_o clear_o see_v that_o he_o know_v thy_o inward_a thought_n and_o the_o secret_a plot_n of_o thy_o wicked_a counsel_n and_o who_o but_o god_n be_v able_a to_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o to_o discover_v our_o hide_a cogitation_n but_o be_v not_o thy_o heart_n as_o flinty_a as_o a_o adamant_n that_o it_o do_v not_o relent_v with_o sorrow_n be_v not_o thy_o forehead_n as_o hard_o as_o brass_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o blush_v for_o shame_n be_v not_o thy_o eye_n more_o dry_a than_o a_o rock_n that_o they_o can_v shed_v no_o tear_n when_o thy_o love_a master_n and_o my_o belove_a lord_n say_v mild_o unto_o thou_o what_o judas_n do_v thou_o betray_v the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o a_o kiss_n luke_n 22.48_o oh_o great_a humility_n exceed_o meekness_n most_o admirable_a clemency_n of_o my_o saviour_n jesus_n yet_o neither_o the_o mildness_n of_o his_o word_n nor_o wonderfulnesse_n of_o his_o work_n can_v soften_v thy_o obdurate_a heart_n or_o reclaim_v thy_o obstinate_a mind_n oh_o thou_o pernicious_a traitor_n my_o saviour_n call_v he_o friend_n mat._n 26.10_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o direful_a foe_n that_o the_o meekness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v a_o little_a calm_v the_o fury_n of_o his_o nature_n but_o the_o devil_n have_v sow_v such_o naughty_a seed_n in_o the_o furrow_n of_o his_o covetous_a heart_n that_o he_o become_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o deliver_v his_o love_a master_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o bloody_a enemy_n who_o hate_v his_o innocent_a life_n have_v long_v for_o opportunity_n to_o put_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n tell_v i_o thou_o damn_a judas_n what_o bring_v thou_o into_o such_o a_o hellish_a frenzy_n that_o thou_o do_v complot_v with_o the_o bloody_a jew_n to_o betray_v thy_o gracious_a lord_n with_o a_o token_n of_o kindness_n have_v thirsty_a covetousness_n so_o inflame_v thy_o mind_n that_o thou_o do_v run_v headlong_o to_o sell_v thy_o soul_n for_o a_o little_a piece_n of_o money_n if_o thou_o have_v come_v like_o a_o foe_n thy_o crime_n have_v not_o be_v so_o heinous_a nor_o thy_o cruelty_n so_o odious_a but_o thou_o like_o a_o cozen_a hypocrite_n do_v cunning_o mask_v thy_o deadly_a hate_n with_o the_o vizard_n of_o counterfeit_a love_n thou_o do_v salute_v my_o love_a jesus_n with_o no_o friendly_a but_o a_o deadly_a kiss_n that_o with_o this_o token_n of_o peace_n and_o kindness_n thou_o may_v cast_v a_o mist_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n that_o they_o may_v think_v thou_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o those_o wicked_a person_n who_o come_v to_o apprehend_v their_o lord_n &_o master_n thou_o think_v thou_o have_v complot_v so_o cunning_o and_o contrive_v thy_o matter_n so_o careful_o that_o all_o shall_v have_v be_v hide_v in_o darkness_n and_o no_o man_n have_v know_v thy_o damnable_a practice_n but_o only_o the_o curse_a crew_n of_o thy_o confederate_n but_o the_o devil_n who_o be_v the_o author_n to_o allure_v thou_o to_o this_o mischief_n do_v beguile_v thou_o with_o a_o deceitful_a imagination_n and_o so_o he_o will_v do_v all_o other_o that_o follow_v thy_o crooked_a step_n and_o walk_v in_o thy_o curse_a way_n such_o juggle_a hypocritical_a trick_n may_v often_o be_v hood_v from_o the_o dim_a sight_n of_o man_n but_o they_o can_v never_o be_v hide_v from_o the_o all-seeing_a eye_n of_o almighty_a god_n thou_o come_v with_o a_o word_n of_o peace_n in_o thy_o mouth_n when_o thou_o do_v pretend_v nothing_o but_o war_n in_o thy_o heart_n thy_o speech_n be_v as_o soft_a as_o butter_n but_o thy_o inward_a thought_n be_v more_o sharp_a than_o a_o raisor_n thou_o do_v presume_v to_o offer_v a_o traitor_n kiss_n mat._n 26.49_o to_o my_o bless_a saviour_n when_o thy_o lip_n be_v full_a of_o poison_n and_o thy_o throat_n a_o open_a sepulchre_n thou_o come_v like_o a_o subtle_a fox_n to_o salute_v he_o with_o a_o word_n of_o health_n when_o thou_o be_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o a_o hand_n of_o cruel_a soldier_n who_o mean_v he_o nothing_o but_o hurt_n so_o strong_a be_v the_o desire_n of_o filthy_a lucre_n to_o hale_v thou_o to_o mischief_n so_o eager_a be_v thy_o greedy_a appetite_n to_o bite_v at_o this_o pleasant_a bait_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v the_o kill_a hook_n for_o when_o thou_o do_v sell_v the_o precious_a life_n of_o thy_o love_a master_n thou_o do_v give_v thy_o damn_a soul_n to_o the_o devil_n to_o be_v torment_v with_o he_o for_o ever_o in_o the_o fire_n which_o flame_v continual_o and_o burn_v so_o extreme_o that_o the_o pain_n of_o the_o least_o sparkle_n of_o it_o be_v more_o than_o intolerable_a wherefore_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n so_o mollify_v my_o heart_n and_o moderate_v my_o mind_n which_o be_o thy_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v not_o give_v such_o direful_a and_o deadly_a kiss_n unto_o thou_o which_o be_v my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a master_n and_o grant_v unto_o i_o by_o thy_o gracious_a clemency_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o sweet_a kiss_n of_o loyal_a obedience_n and_o constant_a love_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v say_v unto_o thou_o kiss_v i_o with_o the_o kiss_n of_o thy_o mouth_n cant._n 1.1_o for_o thy_o love_n be_v better_a than_o wine_n run_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o neither_o let_v the_o bait_n of_o terrene_a pleasure_n nor_o the_o brunt_n of_o worldly_a sorrow_n hinder_v thou_o in_o thy_o way_n when_o thou_o go_v to_o kiss_v thy_o
less_o in_o return_v a_o gracious_a answer_n unto_o he_o yet_o malchus_n who_o ear_n he_o have_v a_o little_a before_o restore_v which_o peter_n cut_v off_o give_v he_o a_o blow_n on_o the_o face_n say_v answer_v thou_o the_o high_a priest_n in_o that_o manner_n john_n 18.22_o here_o my_o soul_n thou_o have_v good_a occasion_n to_o eat_v thy_o bread_n with_o tear_n and_o to_o mingle_v thy_o drink_n with_o weep_v when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v of_o this_o cruel_a blow_n give_v by_o a_o most_o wicked_a ungrateful_a wretch_n to_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o here_o thou_o may_v admire_v at_o the_o incomparable_a mildness_n and_o wonder_v at_o the_o wonderful_a patience_n of_o my_o gentle_a saviour_n who_o do_v modest_o bear_v so_o great_a a_o injury_n that_o he_o give_v not_o he_o a_o evil_a word_n who_o have_v do_v he_o such_o a_o cruel_a deed_n but_o say_v to_o he_o mild_o friend_n if_o i_o have_v speak_v evil_o bear_v witness_n of_o evil_n but_o if_o i_o have_v say_v well_o why_o smite_v thou_o i_o john_n 18.23_o oh_o how_o great_a be_v thy_o humility_n always_o my_o good_a jesus_n how_o exceed_v be_v thy_o patience_n in_o all_o thing_n even_o unto_o death_n but_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v oh_o thou_o barbarous_a &_o ungrateful_a wretch_n how_o shall_v i_o speak_v bitter_a enough_o of_o thy_o monstrous_a cruelty_n which_o do_v smite_v he_o on_o the_o face_n contrary_a to_o all_o humanity_n who_o of_o his_o own_o accord_n do_v speedy_o heal_v the_o hurt_n and_o salve_v the_o wound_n which_o his_o disciple_n have_v give_v thou_o oh_o monster_n among_o man_n unworthy_a of_o any_o pity_n who_o name_n shall_v be_v odious_a to_o all_o that_o be_v good_a when_o they_o hear_v of_o thy_o cruelty_n behold_v oh_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n what_o plentiful_a matter_n be_v offer_v unto_o i_o to_o breed_v a_o serious_a meditation_n in_o my_o mind_n and_o to_o engender_v a_o sincere_a compassion_n in_o my_o heart_n when_o i_o remember_v oh_o that_o i_o can_v continual_o remember_v it_o what_o clemency_n what_o benignity_n thou_o have_v use_v towards_o i_o what_o calamity_n what_o indignity_n thou_o have_v suffer_v for_o i_o for_o thou_o be_v so_o treacherous_o betray_v so_o wrongful_o apprehend_v so_o injurious_o bind_v so_o currish_o hale_v so_o cruel_o torment_v and_o so_o unmerciful_o beat_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o guilty_a soul_n but_o i_o pray_v thou_o my_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a jesus_n that_o as_o thou_o do_v yield_v thyself_o a_o captive_a to_o the_o jew_n so_o thou_o will_v grant_v i_o thy_o grace_n to_o subjugate_v all_o my_o sense_n to_o do_v thy_o bless_a will_n and_o to_o keep_v they_o in_o true_a subjection_n to_o obey_v thy_o holy_a law_n and_o that_o i_o may_v captivate_v all_o my_o understanding_n to_o perform_v the_o duty_n of_o thy_o happy_a service_n which_o shall_v redeem_v i_o from_o bondage_n and_o bring_v i_o a_o everlasting_a freedom_n as_o thy_o faithful_a apostle_n have_v teach_v i_o a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v lead_v from_o the_o house_n of_o annas_n to_o the_o house_n of_o caiaphas_n and_o also_o of_o the_o derision_n rail_v speech_n and_o cruel_a scourge_v do_v unto_o he_o there_o by_o the_o jew_n med_n ix_o to_o 26.57_o to_o mat._n 26.57_o caiaphas_n house_n where_o scribe_n assemble_v be_v and_o 14.55_o and_o mark_v 14.55_o priest_n and_o elder_n jesus_n christ_n be_v lead_v after_o to_o 18.28.29_o to_o john_n 18.28.29_o pilate_n where_o he_o meek_o bear_v their_o scoff_n and_o 19.2_o and_o john_n 19.2_o thorny_a crown_n upon_o his_o head_n a_o wake_v now_o oh_o my_o soul_n sleep_v no_o long_a in_o the_o bed_n of_o wanton_a sensuality_n drive_v away_o drowsiness_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o careless_a sloathfulnesse_n out_o of_o thy_o mind_n and_o turn_v thyself_o whole_o to_o thy_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n disdainful_o despise_v scornful_o deride_v cruel_o torment_v and_o unmerciful_o scourge_v oh_o how_o shall_v thy_o hart_n be_v fraught_v with_o sadness_n and_o thy_o mind_n be_v fill_v with_o sorrow_n when_o thou_o shall_v find_v thy_o lord_n thy_o god_n subject_a to_o pain_n and_o affliction_n blow_n and_o reproach_n for_o he_o be_v whip_v all_o the_o night_n and_o he_o be_v chastise_v in_o the_o morning_n therefore_o let_v thy_o eye_n wax_v dim_a with_o weep_v let_v thy_o joy_n be_v turn_v into_o mourning_n &_o the_o voice_n of_o melody_n into_o woeful_a lamentation_n when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v upon_o the_o sorrowful_a misery_n and_o scornful_a reproach_n which_o thy_o innocent_a saviour_n do_v suffer_v for_o thy_o sake_n let_v all_o vain_a cogitation_n and_o idle_a thought_n be_v chase_v out_o of_o my_o mind_n by_o which_o it_o may_v be_v fond_o distract_v and_o vain_o shiver_v in_o this_o godly_a meditation_n so_o that_o it_o may_v be_v whole_o reflect_v towards_o thou_o and_o think_v upon_o nothing_o but_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesu_n let_v it_o think_v upon_o the_o contumelious_a reproach_n odious_a railing_n and_o grievous_a blow_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v be_v under_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a priest_n as_o a_o harmless_a sheep_n among_o ravenous_a wolf_n or_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o devour_a lion_n and_o grant_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a lord_n that_o while_o i_o ponder_v these_o thing_n in_o my_o mind_n tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n may_v fall_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o sigh_n of_o unfeigned_a sorrow_n arise_v from_o my_o heart_n to_o bewail_v the_o horror_n of_o my_o sin_n which_o be_v as_o cruel_a tormentor_n to_o afflict_v thy_o body_n and_o as_o sharpe-pointed_n needle_n to_o enter_v into_o thy_o tender_a flesh_n last_o let_v we_o meditate_v devout_o oh_o my_o soul_n how_o my_o kind_n jesus_n be_v post_v over_o unto_o caiaphas_n after_o he_o have_v be_v deride_v and_o buffet_v in_o the_o house_n of_o annas_n behold_v how_o this_o innocent_a lamb_n be_v hale_v to_o the_o shambles_n by_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o bloody_a butcher_n behold_v thy_o belove_a jesus_n bring_v with_o his_o hand_n bind_v before_o caiaphas_n the_o high_a priest_n environ_v with_o a_o great_a multitude_n of_o scribe_n and_o pharise_n all_o cry_n out_o against_o he_o the_o base_a people_n rail_v upon_o he_o with_o vile_a and_o odious_a word_n ban_v and_o curse_v he_o for_o his_o bless_a deed_n they_o malicious_o accuse_v he_o &_o wrongful_o charge_v he_o but_o their_o testimony_n be_v find_v to_o be_v false_a and_o their_o witness_n untrue_a true_o thou_o may_v say_v that_o which_o the_o prophet_n speak_v of_o thou_o they_o deliver_v i_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o ungodly_a and_o they_o cast_v i_o forth_o among_o the_o wicked_a and_o they_o have_v not_o spare_v my_o life_n the_o strong_a be_v gather_v against_o i_o and_o they_o stand_v like_o giant_n against_o i_o but_o although_o their_o demean_n our_o towards_o thou_o my_o loving_a saviour_n be_v without_o all_o piety_n and_o their_o word_n and_o deed_n without_o all_o pity_n yet_o thou_o do_v not_o open_v thy_o mouth_n to_o utter_v any_o word_n of_o reproof_n but_o thou_o do_v hear_v their_o spiteful_a taunt_n with_o patience_n and_o answer_v their_o malicious_a calumniation_n with_o silence_n and_o therefore_o the_o high_a priest_n begin_v to_o be_v displease_v and_o rise_v up_o from_o his_o seat_n ask_v thou_o in_o his_o anger_n why_o thou_o do_v not_o answer_v to_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v object_v against_o thou_o mat._n 26.62_o attend_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o consider_v the_o unspeakable_a mildness_n of_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n how_o patient_o how_o humble_o he_o hold_v his_o tongue_n as_o one_o that_o be_v dumb_a and_o can_v not_o speak_v and_o remain_v as_o one_o that_o be_v deaf_a when_o they_o revile_v he_o in_o their_o madness_n and_o rail_v upon_o he_o in_o their_o fury_n sustain_v with_o patience_n their_o false_a calumniation_n and_o forge_a objection_n and_o therefore_o his_o wonderful_a patience_n do_v make_v they_o more_o mad_a and_o his_o silence_n do_v the_o more_o exasperate_v they_o in_o their_o fury_n when_o 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tongue_n do_v not_o cease_v to_o prattle_v when_o multitude_n do_v flock_n after_o thou_o through_o the_o city_n and_o when_o the_o base_a people_n do_v swarm_v after_o thou_o through_o the_o village_n and_o desert_n and_o be_v not_o thou_o he_o which_o preach_v to_o the_o rude_a multitude_n in_o the_o temple_n and_o please_v their_o giddy_a humour_n with_o thy_o long_a oration_n be_v so_o impudent_a to_o inveigh_v against_o we_o pharise_n doctor_n of_o law_n and_o ruler_n of_o the_o people_n call_v we_o hypocrite_n check_v we_o rude_o for_o our_o manner_n and_o reprove_v we_o rash_o for_o our_o doctrine_n neither_o respect_v the_o dignity_n of_o our_o person_n nor_o dread_v the_o force_n of_o our_o authority_n now_o behold_v we_o have_v thou_o sure_a enough_o thou_o can_v not_o escape_v our_o hand_n thou_o be_v bind_v for_o fear_n of_o start_v we_o be_v no_o babe_n to_o be_v win_v with_o fair_a word_n now_o we_o have_v thou_o thou_o wretch_n as_o thy_o wicked_a deed_n have_v deserve_v such_o shall_v be_v thy_o recompense_n we_o be_v none_o of_o the_o rude_a and_o base_a multitude_n thou_o can_v not_o gull_v we_o with_o thy_o flatter_a speech_n nor_o beguile_v we_o with_o false_a apparition_n suppose_v oh_o my_o woeful_a soul_n that_o thou_o do_v hear_v the_o cruel_a jew_n bellow_v out_o such_o bitter_a taunt_n against_o my_o harmless_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o rage_n add_v more_o cruel_a deed_n to_o their_o cruel_a word_n for_o all_o of_o they_o like_o madman_n rush_v upon_o he_o in_o their_o violent_a fury_n some_o thump_v he_o with_o their_o hand_n some_o spurn_v he_o with_o their_o foot_n some_o strike_v he_o on_o the_o neck_n and_o as_o their_o hand_n be_v nimble_a to_o load_v he_o with_o blow_n so_o their_o tongue_n be_v not_o idle_a from_o rail_v and_o revile_v he_o with_o scornful_a word_n oh_o how_o wonderful_o be_v my_o lord_n deride_v how_o unworthy_o be_v he_o scorn_v yea_o some_o so_o barbarous_a be_v their_o mind_n and_o 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unspeakable_a mercy_n the_o sovereign_a medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o misery_n therefore_o grant_v i_o my_o humble_a and_o lowly_a jesus_n which_o be_o thy_o poor_a and_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v suffer_v any_o contempt_n with_o humility_n for_o thy_o cause_n &_o endure_v any_o vile_a reproach_n with_o alacrity_n for_o thy_o sake_n esteem_v it_o my_o chief_a honour_n to_o be_v scorn_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o account_v myself_o most_o happy_a when_o i_o suffer_v any_o persecution_n for_o thy_o holy_a name_n possess_v my_o heart_n with_o true_a humility_n that_o my_o thought_n may_v not_o thirst_v after_o vain_a glory_n nor_o my_o affection_n hunt_v after_o worldly_a honour_n for_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n that_o thou_o do_v resist_v the_o proud_a and_o that_o thou_o give_v grace_n to_o the_o humble_a james._n 4.6_o pro._n 15.25_o and_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n that_o he_o which_o desire_v to_o ascend_v to_o the_o place_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n must_v ascend_v unto_o it_o by_o the_o step_n of_o humility_n therefore_o thou_o which_o art_n only_o able_a teach_v i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v true_o humble_v so_o that_o my_o mind_n may_v not_o swell_v with_o pride_n in_o time_n of_o my_o prosperity_n nor_o any_o ambitious_a thought_n find_v any_o harbour_n in_o my_o heart_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o peaceable_a tranquillity_n that_o i_o may_v sing_v with_o the_o sweet_a singer_n david_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o thou_o have_v humble_v i_o and_o that_o i_o may_v more_o easy_o learn_v to_o level_v my_o thought_n by_o the_o rule_n of_o humility_n inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o love_n for_o if_o my_o heart_n be_v incense_v and_o kindle_v with_o thy_o love_n my_o desire_n will_v be_v ready_a to_o perform_v thy_o will_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v cheerful_a to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n which_o do_v teach_v i_o to_o be_v lowly_a in_o mind_n and_o humble_a in_o heart_n a_o meditation_n how_o pilate_n cause_v jesus_n to_o be_v scourge_v and_o how_o afterward_o he_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o he_o med_n xii_o though_o pilate_n mouth_n do_v jesus_n 21.4.14_o jesus_n luke_n 21.4.14_o justify_v and_o pilate_n 27.19_o pilate_n mat._n 27.19_o wife_n the_o like_a do_v testify_v yet_o 15.15_o yet_o mat._n 15.15_o scourge_v he_o be_v therewith_o not_o please_v they_o cry_v his_o blood_n on_o 27.25_o on_o mat._n 27.25_o we_o and_o we_o he_o crucify_v when_o pilate_n have_v strict_o examine_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o can_v find_v no_o cause_n why_o the_o cruel_a jew_n shall_v so_o grievous_o accuse_v he_o but_o know_v that_o they_o have_v deliver_v he_o for_o envy_n and_o do_v spite_v he_o for_o malice_n he_o be_v willing_a to_o have_v set_v jesus_n at_o liberty_n but_o the_o furious_a jew_n do_v so_o greedy_o thirst_v after_o his_o
innocent_a blood_n and_o so_o eager_o desire_v to_o have_v he_o put_v to_o a_o shameful_a death_n that_o they_o cry_v out_o in_o a_o rage_n and_o exclaim_v in_o their_o fury_n set_v barrabas_n at_o liberty_n and_o crucify_v jesus_n but_o when_o pilate_n perceive_v that_o nothing_o can_v calm_v the_o storm_n of_o their_o rage_n and_o repress_v the_o violence_n of_o their_o madness_n but_o effusion_n of_o his_o innocent_a blood_n than_o he_o command_v that_o my_o harmless_a jesus_n shall_v be_v cruel_o scourge_v think_v that_o the_o stream_n of_o blood_n run_v down_o from_o his_o sacred_a body_n will_v have_v allay_v the_o heat_n of_o their_o malice_n &_o quench_v the_o flame_n of_o their_o fury_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v his_o life_n that_o they_o only_o seek_v nothing_o but_o his_o innocent_a death_n can_v satisfy_v their_o bloody_a mind_n yea_o nothing_o but_o cruel_a death_n can_v tame_v their_o brutish_a rage_n matth._n 26._o but_o stay_v here_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o may_v review_v again_o thy_o innocent_a jesus_n accuse_v unjust_o revile_v malicious_o spiteful_o scorn_v and_o cruel_o scourge_v by_o the_o commandment_n of_o pilate_n they_o crown_v his_o head_n scornful_o with_o prick_v thorn_n and_o do_v tear_v his_o tender_a flesh_n with_o their_o cruel_a whip_n oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n mollify_v my_o hard_a hart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v whole_o dissolve_v into_o stream_n of_o sorrow_n with_o the_o memory_n of_o thy_o bitter_a scourge_v and_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v wound_v so_o that_o it_o may_v send_v forth_o deep_a groan_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o affliction_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o my_o thought_n and_o affection_n may_v be_v so_o serious_o affect_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o tedious_a passion_n that_o my_o sense_n may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o thy_o grievous_a pain_n for_o i_o myself_o most_o love_a lord_n be_o nothing_o able_a to_o perform_v that_o indeed_o which_o i_o do_v desire_n and_o conceive_v in_o my_o mind_n i_o do_v often_o time_n purpose_v with_o myself_o to_o meditate_v on_o thy_o passion_n and_o to_o think_v serious_o upon_o thy_o affliction_n and_o to_o ruminate_v in_o my_o secret_a thought_n what_o ignominious_a cruelty_n be_v act_v against_o thou_o when_o thou_o do_v finish_v the_o work_n of_o my_o redemption_n but_o alas_o my_o sense_n be_v replenish_v with_o such_o stupidity_n and_o dulness_n that_o i_o be_o not_o touch_v with_o any_o sensible_a compassion_n because_o my_o understanding_n be_v distemper_v with_o vain_a and_o fond_a cogitation_n and_o my_o heart_n be_v become_v so_o hard_o that_o it_o be_v unapt_a to_o conceive_v any_o tender_a affection_n while_o i_o meditate_v upon_o the_o grievous_a pain_n and_o muse_v on_o the_o great_a affliction_n which_o thou_o do_v sustain_v and_o patient_o endure_v to_o satisfy_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n due_a unto_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n i_o can_v taste_v the_o sweetness_n i_o can_v relish_v the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o passion_n because_o the_o matter_n be_v tedious_a to_o my_o corrupt_a thought_n and_o unpleasant_a to_o my_o carnal_a desire_n for_o so_o unconstant_a and_o instable_n be_v my_o heart_n so_o mutable_a and_o variable_a be_v the_o motion_n of_o my_o mind_n that_o they_o be_v both_o soon_o distract_v alienate_v and_o divorce_v from_o that_o heavenly_a meditation_n by_o swarm_n of_o idle_a fantasy_n &_o foolish_a cogitation_n but_o from_o whence_o oh_o lord_n do_v these_o noisome_a weed_n grow_v up_o in_o my_o hart_n how_o be_v it_o that_o they_o find_v such_o a_o fertile_a soil_n in_o my_o mind_n true_o because_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o plant_v with_o thy_o love_n nor_o my_o mind_n furnish_v with_o thy_o grace_n for_o i_o can_v never_o have_v my_o fill_n of_o those_o thing_n wherein_o i_o take_v too_o much_o delight_n my_o mind_n can_v be_v draw_v from_o their_o society_n because_o they_o have_v win_v my_o favour_n &_o have_v get_v my_o love_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n because_o i_o love_v thou_o so_o little_a and_o dote_v upon_o worldly_a vanity_n so_o much_o my_o hart_n slide_v away_o from_o thou_o &_o my_o affection_n be_v divert_v from_o thou_o and_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n how_o prone_a &_o ready_a i_o be_o to_o consent_v to_o every_o wicked_a motion_n and_o how_o impotent_a and_o feeble_a i_o be_o to_o go_v about_o any_o good_a action_n therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o not_o to_o correct_v i_o in_o thy_o wrath_n nor_o to_o proceed_v against_o i_o with_o severity_n of_o thy_o justice_n but_o to_o have_v pity_n on_o i_o a_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n and_o to_o confirm_v my_o unconstant_a hart_n with_o a_o steadfast_a delight_n in_o thy_o love_n &_o to_o establish_v my_o wander_a mind_n according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n so_o that_o no_o pleasure_n be_v it_o never_o so_o sweet_a may_v be_v able_a to_o allure_v i_o to_o leave_v thy_o bless_a love_n nor_o any_o tribulation_n be_v it_o never_o so_o bitter_a constrain_v i_o to_o forsake_v thy_o happy_a service_n drive_v all_o idle_a care_n out_o of_o my_o mind_n &_o purge_v all_o corrupt_a thought_n out_o of_o my_o hart_n and_o draw_v i_o whole_o unto_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v remember_v with_o a_o devout_a compassion_n &_o call_v to_o mind_n with_o a_o serious_a meditation_n how_o many_o what_o great_a &_o grievous_a torment_n what_o scornful_a derision_n thou_o do_v suffer_v in_o thy_o most_o precious_a body_n by_o the_o commandment_n of_o pontius_n pilate_n who_o contrary_a to_o the_o equity_n of_o thy_o cause_n and_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n joh._n 19.4_o command_v thou_o to_o be_v scourge_v without_o all_o pity_n when_o as_o he_o himself_o with_o his_o own_o word_n have_v justify_v thy_o innocency_n oh_o what_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n shall_v stream_n from_o my_o eye_n what_o groan_n and_o sorrowful_a sigh_n shall_v arise_v from_o the_o depth_n of_o my_o heart_n how_o shall_v all_o my_o sense_n be_v overwhelmed_n with_o a_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n when_o i_o meditate_v on_o the_o flinty_a heart_n and_o cruel_a hand_n of_o those_o tormentor_n who_o scourge_v my_o love_a redeemer_n my_o heart_n can_v conceive_v the_o outrage_n of_o their_o tyranny_n my_o tongue_n be_v too_o weak_a to_o express_v their_o barbarous_a inhumanity_n who_o be_v as_o eager_a to_o lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o my_o poor_a jesus_n as_o ravenous_a wolf_n be_v greedy_a to_o devour_v a_o tender_a lamb_n or_o hungry_a lion_n to_o cease_v upon_o their_o prey_n they_o make_v haste_n to_o unbind_v his_o arm_n and_o to_o untie_v his_o hand_n but_o it_o be_v not_o do_v to_o release_v he_o of_o his_o cruel_a band_n or_o to_o afford_v he_o any_o little_a ease_n but_o that_o they_o may_v strip_v he_o of_o his_o garment_n to_o scourge_v his_o naked_a body_n with_o their_o torment_a whip_n and_o to_o make_v his_o vein_n spout_v out_o blood_n with_o their_o cruel_a stripe_n ah_o ruthful_a spectacle_n to_o pitiful_a eye_n and_o able_a to_o have_v make_v a_o deep_a impression_n of_o tender_a compassion_n in_o their_o heart_n if_o they_o have_v not_o be_v more_o hear_v than_o marble_n what_o savage_a thought_n reign_v in_o their_o murder_a mind_n what_o monstrous_a indignity_n be_v do_v unto_o my_o love_a redeemer_n to_o be_v strip_v of_o his_o garment_n and_o to_o stand_v naked_a before_o such_o vile_a and_o base_a vassal_n who_o clothe_v the_o heaven_n with_o exceed_a glory_n and_o adorn_v the_o earth_n with_o admirable_a beauty_n now_o when_o they_o have_v strip_v he_o of_o his_o clothes_n they_o bind_v he_o to_o a_o pillar_n to_o endure_v their_o cruel_a stripe_n have_v banish_v pity_n from_o their_o heart_n and_o embrace_a cruelty_n with_o their_o hand_n sometime_o they_o lash_v he_o on_o the_o back_n sometime_o they_o scourge_v he_o on_o the_o breast_n now_o they_o let_v their_o smart_a whip_n fly_v on_o his_o shoulder_n anon_o they_o strike_v he_o on_o his_o arm_n they_o suffer_v no_o part_n of_o his_o body_n to_o be_v free_a from_o blow_n and_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o bitter_a word_n while_o yet_o they_o be_v execute_v their_o cruel_a deed_n but_o what_o tiger_n heart_n harbour_v in_o their_o breast_n oh_o my_o innocent_a saviour_n which_o rob_v they_o of_o grace_n and_o they_o disrobe_v thou_o of_o thy_o clothes_n what_o hellish_a fury_n arm_v their_o hand_n which_o bind_v thou_o to_o a_o pillar_n and_o scourge_v thy_o bless_a body_n how_o exceed_o execrable_a be_v their_o savage_a cruelty_n how_o rare_a and_o admirable_a be_v thy_o silent_a patience_n it_o be_v i_o it_o be_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n which_o deserve_v to_o be_v scourge_v with_o the_o whip_n of_o everlasting_a torment_n and_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a saviour_n
look_v upon_o my_o miserable_a woeful_a and_o distress_a estate_n with_o thy_o eye_n of_o pity_n be_v willing_a to_o be_v scourge_v for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n and_o be_v innocent_a to_o suffer_v for_o my_o offence_n that_o the_o stream_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n may_v wash_v away_o the_o filthy_a stain_n of_o my_o heinous_a sin_n alas_o how_o be_v the_o wonderful_a glory_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n of_o thy_o superexcellent_a beauty_n decay_v how_o be_v the_o graceful_a decency_n of_o thy_o amiable_a feature_n diminish_v and_o how_o much_o be_v the_o delightful_a comeliness_n of_o thy_o most_o sacred_a body_n disgrace_v oh_o let_v my_o eye_n send_v forth_o a_o sea_n of_o tear_n and_o let_v my_o perplex_a heart_n break_v into_o piece_n with_o exceed_a sorrow_n to_o see_v my_o belove_a saviour_n stain_v with_o his_o own_o blood_n and_o leopardlike_a bespot_v with_o deformity_n who_o do_v far_o excel_v all_o the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o his_o glorious_a beauty_n now_o thou_o see_v oh_n my_o soul_n how_o the_o snow-white_a skin_n of_o the_o body_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v change_v into_o a_o bloody_a tincture_n thou_o may_v see_v and_o sigh_v when_o thou_o see_v how_o his_o tender_a flesh_n be_v make_v black_a and_o blue_a with_o the_o cruel_a blow_n which_o cruel_a tormentor_n inflict_v upon_o he_o who_o stony_a heart_n have_v no_o sense_n of_o his_o grievous_a pain_n when_o they_o see_v with_o their_o eye_n and_o yet_o alas_o they_o will_v not_o pity_v his_o woeful_a case_n how_o the_o blood_n run_v out_o of_o his_o vein_n as_o water_n flow_v out_o of_o a_o fountain_n mourn_v and_o lament_v oh_o my_o soul_n send_v forth_o deep_a groan_n and_o sorrowful_a sigh_n at_o so_o pitiful_a a_o sight_n for_o now_o thou_o can_v not_o say_v my_o belove_a be_v white_a and_o ruddy_a cant._n 1.14_o as_o sometime_o thou_o may_v but_o rather_o say_v my_o belove_a be_v black_a and_o blue_a his_o precious_a blood_n gush_v out_o of_o his_o vein_n and_o his_o tender_a flesh_n mangle_v with_o grievous_a wound_n who_o be_v so_o cruel_o mind_v and_o so_o stony-hearted_a which_o can_v be_v move_v to_o shed_v plentiful_a tear_n when_o he_o view_v my_o sweet_a saviour_n jesus_n so_o savage_o abuse_v without_o any_o pity_n and_o so_o spiteful_o taunt_v and_o malicious_o torment_v without_o any_o mercy_n now_o when_o those_o curse_a tormentor_n have_v almost_o tire_v their_o hand_n but_o yet_o not_o tame_v the_o cruelty_n of_o their_o heart_n they_o clothe_v he_o with_o a_o vesture_n of_o purple_a colour_n set_v a_o crown_n of_o sharp_a thorn_n on_o his_o head_n and_o put_v a_o reed_n for_o a_o sceptre_n into_o his_o hand_n calling_z he_o king_n in_o derision_n with_o their_o blasphemous_a mouth_n who_o they_o account_v more_o base_a than_o the_o mean_a abject_a in_o all_o the_o world_n mat._n 27.2_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o thou_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n to_o keep_v back_o the_o tide_n of_o thy_o stream_a tear_n when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v in_o thy_o perplex_a mind_n and_o as_o it_o be_v view_v within_o thy_o secret_a thought_n how_o cruel_o thy_o harmless_a saviour_n be_v torture_v by_o those_o bloody_a tormentor_n how_o spiteful_o he_o be_v tant_v and_o shameful_o mock_v by_o those_o blasphemous_a wretch_n there_o be_v no_o man_n oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o do_v afford_v thou_o so_o much_o as_o a_o sign_n of_o pity_n in_o thy_o great_a pain_n thou_o may_v not_o have_v a_o chirurgeon_n to_o staunch_v thy_o bleed_a wound_n no_o man_n seek_v to_o ease_v thy_o smart_n nor_o to_o bathe_v thy_o scourge_v body_n no_o man_n offer_v thou_o a_o cup_n of_o water_n to_o refresh_v thy_o faint_a spirit_n oh_o let_v shower_n of_o tear_n trickle_v down_o my_o cheek_n and_o let_v a_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n overflow_v my_o heart_n when_o i_o enter_v into_o a_o serious_a meditation_n of_o the_o grievous_a pain_n derision_n and_o affliction_n which_o my_o innocent_a redeemer_n patient_o endure_v oh_o then_o let_v my_o eye_n send_v forth_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n because_o my_o merciful_a &_o love_a jesus_n suffer_v all_o those_o intolerable_a extremity_n for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n that_o he_o may_v pay_v the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n and_o deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o everlasting_a captivity_n oh_o how_o shall_v i_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n sound_v the_o bottomless_a profundity_n of_o thy_o unspeakable_a mercy_n and_o how_o can_v i_o search_v the_o endless_a depth_n of_o my_o own_o wretched_a misery_n touch_v my_o heart_n oh_o lord_n by_o the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o teach_v i_o by_o the_o sacred_a document_n of_o thy_o unsearchable_a wisdom_n so_o that_o the_o affection_n of_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v faithful_o affiance_v and_o for_o ever_o affix_v unto_o thy_o immeasurable_a love_n and_o my_o mind_n evermore_o employ_v in_o the_o divine_a meditation_n of_o thy_o holy_a law_n instruct_v i_o to_o lay_v up_o in_o the_o store-house_n of_o my_o perpetual_a memory_n how_o 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body_n with_o costly_a attire_n let_v i_o think_v of_o thy_o nakedness_n that_o it_o may_v assuage_v my_o swell_a pride_n and_o induce_v i_o to_o abate_v somewhat_o of_o my_o superfluity_n to_o clothe_v and_o relieve_v my_o poor_a brethren_n in_o their_o naked_a necessity_n and_o when_o my_o table_n be_v furnish_v with_o delicate_a meat_n and_o my_o cup_n fill_v with_o delicious_a wine_n then_o oh_o my_o love_a saviour_n let_v i_o remember_v thy_o hunger_n oh_o let_v i_o not_o forget_v thy_o thirst_n that_o i_o may_v be_v sober_a in_o my_o diet_n and_o temperate_a in_o my_o drink_n and_o remember_v to_o refresh_v poor_a hungry_a lazarus_n when_o he_o lie_v cry_v and_o crave_v at_o my_o gate_n when_o i_o enjoy_v my_o liberty_n let_v i_o think_v of_o thy_o imprisonment_n that_o i_o may_v not_o let_v my_o affection_n run_v riot_n but_o tame_a their_o wild_a motion_n before_o they_o break_v forth_o into_o desperate_a action_n let_v not_o worldly_a pleasure_n have_v such_o sovereign_a dominion_n over_o my_o peaceable_a thought_n but_o that_o i_o may_v always_o have_v some_o taste_n of_o the_o pain_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v for_o my_o sin_n with_o patience_n and_o sustain_v for_o my_o transgression_n with_o silence_n last_o let_v i_o never_o despair_v of_o thy_o potent_a mercy_n though_o by_o my_o own_o merit_n i_o find_v i_o have_v deserve_v nothing_o else_o but_o hell_n and_o damnation_n now_o that_o this_o bless_a work_n of_o thy_o excellent_a goodness_n oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n may_v be_v affect_v in_o i_o make_v a_o deep_a impression_n of_o thy_o love_n in_o my_o bowel_n and_o engrave_v the_o true_a character_n of_o thy_o kindness_n on_o my_o heart_n so_o that_o nothing_o may_v please_v my_o taste_n nothing_o breed_v my_o delight_n nothing_o affect_v my_o desire_n but_o only_o thou_o my_o king_n &_o god_n my_o saviour_n and_o my_o redeemer_n kindle_v the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n within_o my_o bone_n that_o my_o ardent_a zeal_n may_v never_o be_v quench_v towards_o my_o belove_a lord_n jesus_n who_o do_v willing_o abide_v the_o curse_n and_o die_v on_o the_o cross_n to_o pay_v my_o debt_n and_o to_o deliver_v my_o soul_n out_o of_o the_o prison_n of_o eternal_a death_n but_o stay_v not_o here_o my_o soul_n turn_v thy_o eye_n towards_o thy_o afflict_a jesus_n view_v he_o harmless_a and_o innocent_a and_o see_v in_o what_o scornful_a habit_n injurious_a pilate_n do_v present_v he_o to_o the_o bloody-minded_a jew_n his_o body_n be_v array_v in_o a_o robe_n of_o purple_a his_o cheek_n bedew_v with_o blood_n run_v out_o of_o the_o vein_n of_o his_o head_n wound_v with_o a_o crown_n of_o sharp_a thorn_n a_o ruthful_a spectacle_n which_o may_v have_v make_v their_o stony-heart_n have_v melt_v with_o compassionate_a pity_n but_o alas_o what_o can_v
mollify_v those_o heart_n which_o be_v full_o fraught_v with_o cruelty_n think_v oh_o my_o soul_n thou_o do_v hear_v pilate_n that_o unjust_a and_o wrongful_a judge_n utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n unto_o the_o mutter_a jew_n behold_v i_o bring_v he_o forth_o unto_o you_o that_o you_o may_v know_v i_o can_v find_v no_o cause_n to_o pronounce_v judgement_n against_o he_o but_o because_o you_o pretend_v some_o matter_n behold_v how_o i_o have_v punish_v the_o man_n to_o calm_v the_o tumult_n of_o your_o enrage_a mind_n look_v upon_o he_o with_o your_o eye_n see_v how_o miserable_a woeful_a base_a and_o contemptible_a he_o appear_v in_o your_o sight_n you_o need_v not_o stand_v in_o fear_n that_o he_o will_v seek_v to_o rule_v over_o you_o as_o a_o king_n you_o may_v see_v his_o power_n be_v too_o weak_a to_o compass_v a_o kingdom_n you_o may_v see_v how_o bitter_o he_o have_v be_v scourge_v scoff_v at_o by_o the_o people_n scorn_v of_o the_o multitude_n rude_o hale_v and_o rough_o handle_v by_o the_o soldier_n you_o need_v not_o dread_v he_o as_o a_o man_n dangerous_a to_o the_o state_n though_o he_o have_v a_o mind_n yet_o he_o have_v no_o might_n to_o raise_v up_o any_o tempest_n of_o sedition_n wherefore_o you_o may_v now_o set_v he_o at_o liberty_n after_o he_o have_v be_v scourge_v without_o any_o fear_n of_o peril_n and_o let_v he_o go_v without_o any_o dread_n of_o danger_n but_o consider_v here_o my_o soul_n that_o although_o unjust_a pilate_n contrary_a to_o equity_n of_o law_n testimony_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n and_o sentence_n of_o his_o own_o mouth_n have_v extreme_o punish_v my_o love_a saviour_n and_o have_v authorise_v his_o base_a officer_n to_o use_v he_o at_o their_o pleasure_n and_o to_o abuse_v he_o in_o their_o jest_a humour_n and_o although_o their_o taunt_n be_v bitter_a without_o mean_a their_o derision_n intolerable_a without_o any_o spark_n of_o modesty_n and_o their_o torment_n excessive_a without_o measure_n yet_o none_o of_o they_o nor_o all_o of_o they_o can_v once_o delay_v the_o fury_n of_o the_o hasty_a executioner_n nor_o allay_v the_o heat_n and_o fiery_a hatred_n of_o the_o envious_a cruel_a jew_n kindle_v in_o their_o burn_a breast_n without_o cause_n against_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n but_o although_o they_o see_v he_o so_o deform_v so_o ignominious_o disgrace_v and_o grievous_o afflict_v yet_o it_o can_v not_o satiate_v no_o it_o can_v not_o so_o much_o as_o slake_v the_o thirst_n of_o their_o bloody_a mind_n they_o be_v so_o far_o transport_v beyond_o the_o limit_n of_o reason_n in_o their_o choleric_a mood_n and_o fret_v without_o measure_n to_o see_v his_o life_n prolong_v the_o space_n of_o a_o moment_n that_o they_o exclaim_v in_o their_o madness_n crucify_v he_o crucify_v he_o his_o very_a breath_n be_v odious_a unto_o we_o if_o thou_o let_v he_o go_v thou_o be_v not_o caesar_n friend_n joh._n 19.12_o oh_o you_o perverse_a and_o peevish_a nation_n oh_o you_o wicked_a and_o viperous_a generation_n be_v it_o not_o enough_o to_o have_v stop_v your_o clamorous_a mouth_n to_o have_v mollify_v your_o flinty_a heart_n and_o to_o have_v stay_v your_o bloody_a hand_n when_o you_o see_v my_o meek_a and_o kind_a saviour_n so_o cruel_o scourge_v currish_o scorn_v and_o pitiful_o torment_v as_o though_o he_o have_v be_v a_o man_n dangerous_a to_o your_o state_n and_o a_o pernicious_a foe_n to_o your_o country_n but_o although_o all_o those_o insupportable_a injury_n and_o opprobrious_a indignity_n be_v contrary_a to_o all_o piety_n and_o without_o any_o pity_n inflict_v upon_o he_o when_o as_o by_o the_o testimony_n of_o pilate_n a_o stern_a &_o severe_a judge_n he_o be_v pronounce_v to_o be_v innocent_a and_o clear_a from_o all_o offence_n joh._n 19.6_o yet_o you_o suppose_v that_o all_o those_o torment_n be_v too_o little_a and_o nothing_o too_o much_o which_o be_v unjust_o do_v to_o that_o innocent_a lamb_n who_o open_v not_o his_o mouth_n once_o to_o murmur_n or_o mutter_v against_o his_o cruel_a persecutor_n here_o have_v thou_o cause_n oh_o my_o soul_n to_o admire_v the_o unspeakable_a mildness_n of_o my_o jesus_n and_o to_o stand_v amaze_v at_o the_o implacable_a cruelty_n of_o the_o jew_n when_o pilate_n perceive_v that_o his_o word_n can_v not_o prevail_v to_o slake_v the_o flame_n of_o their_o envious_a mind_n but_o rather_o add_v more_o fuel_n to_o their_o boil_a fury_n and_o that_o delay_n of_o his_o death_n do_v so_o mad_a &_o vex_v their_o confuse_a thought_n that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v quiet_v before_o they_o have_v shed_v his_o innocent_a blood_n then_o he_o willing_a to_o satisfy_v their_o frantic_a humour_n and_o to_o show_v himself_o a_o friend_n unto_o caesar_n presume_v against_o the_o contradiction_n and_o care_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n to_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n yea_o of_o a_o most_o vile_a and_o shameful_a death_n against_o the_o innocent_a lamb_n my_o love_a lord_n jesus_n nevertheless_o he_o will_v make_v a_o fair_a show_n to_o the_o world_n that_o he_o do_v acquit_v he_o in_o his_o heart_n although_o he_o condemn_v he_o with_o his_o mouth_n and_o take_v water_n he_o wash_v his_o hand_n before_o the_o people_n say_v i_o be_o innocent_a from_o the_o blood_n of_o this_o just_a man_n look_v you_o unto_o it_o mat_n 27.24_o then_o all_o the_o people_n cry_v out_o aloud_o with_o open_a mouth_n and_o bloody_a mind_n his_o blood_n be_v upon_o we_o and_o our_o child_n mat._n 27.25_o and_o indeed_o at_o last_o they_o find_v the_o woeful_a effect_n of_o their_o bloody_a wish_v they_o feel_v the_o smart_n of_o their_o bloody_a desire_n though_o then_o in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o fury_n they_o dread_v no_o danger_n nor_o dream_v on_o the_o day_n of_o their_o sorrow_n wherein_o their_o city_n be_v fill_v with_o slaughter_a body_n and_o the_o channel_n of_o their_o street_n stream_v with_o blood_n although_o my_o tender_a heart_a saviour_n have_v foretold_v they_o of_o their_o woeful_a desolation_n and_o with_o weep_a tear_n forewarn_v they_o of_o their_o doleful_a destruction_n but_o they_o stop_v their_o ear_n and_o will_v not_o hear_v his_o voice_n flatter_v themselves_o in_o their_o deceitful_a security_n and_o laugh_v at_o his_o word_n in_o the_o fair_a day_n of_o their_o prosperity_n but_o here_o cease_v a_o while_n my_o sorrowful_a soul_n to_o meditate_v on_o the_o malicious_a madness_n of_o the_o bloodthirsty_a jew_n who_o clamorous_a voice_n can_v not_o be_v pacify_v before_o the_o corrupt_a judge_n curse_a pilate_n have_v condemn_v my_o dear_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o consider_v the_o heinous_a and_o hateful_a condition_n of_o pilate_n sin_n and_o view_v the_o woeful_a horror_n of_o his_o wretched_a soul_n who_o for_o fear_n of_o caesar_n and_o favour_n of_o the_o people_n do_v contrary_a to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o his_o conscience_n and_o custom_n of_o law_n pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o my_o poor_a jesus_n who_o never_o mean_v hurt_v nor_o think_v any_o evil_n tell_v i_o thou_o wicked_a judge_n how_o can_v thou_o pretend_v any_o shadow_n to_o cover_v thy_o sin_n where_o can_v thou_o think_v to_o find_v a_o place_n of_o refuge_n for_o thy_o guilty_a soul_n do_v thou_o more_o dread_a the_o displeasure_n of_o the_o people_n than_o the_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v thou_o stand_v in_o more_o awe_n of_o mortal_a man_n then_o of_o the_o eternal_a god_n do_v thou_o more_o regard_n to_o protest_v thyself_o a_o friend_n unto_o caesar_n who_o although_o he_o be_v a_o great_a king_n be_v but_o a_o feeble_a creature_n than_o thou_o have_v care_v to_o discharge_v thy_o office_n to_o god_n thy_o omnipotent_a creator_n tell_v i_o do_v not_o thy_o heart_n ache_v and_o all_o thy_o body_n tremble_v so_o soon_o as_o wrongful_a judgement_n have_v pass_v out_o of_o thy_o lip_n against_o my_o innocent_a saviour_n be_v thou_o not_o torment_v with_o the_o sting_n of_o thy_o wound_a conscience_n or_o be_v thou_o deprive_v of_o all_o thy_o sense_n so_o soon_o as_o thou_o have_v utter_v that_o wrongful_a sentence_n thou_o do_v know_v that_o the_o jew_n have_v deliver_v he_o of_o envy_n matth._n 27.28_o and_o will_v thou_o be_v a_o instrument_n to_o satisfy_v their_o wicked_a malice_n thou_o be_v ordain_v a_o judge_n to_o execute_v justice_n and_o to_o give_v righteous_a judgement_n wherefore_o how_o horrible_a be_v thy_o sin_n how_o woeful_a be_v the_o state_n of_o thy_o guilty_a soul_n when_o thou_o have_v condemn_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n bitter_a and_o sweet_a water_n do_v not_o flow_v out_o of_o the_o selfsame_o fountain_n yet_o thou_o with_o the_o selfsame_o mouth_n do_v justify_v my_o saviour_n as_o a_o innocent_a person_n and_o by_o and_o by_o with_o the_o selfsame_o mouth_n condemn_v he_o as_o a_o heinous_a malefactor_n how_o odious_a
shall_v the_o cry_a voice_n of_o murder_a jew_n have_v be_v to_o thy_o ear_n how_o shall_v thou_o have_v hate_v their_o bloody_a heart_n detest_a their_o unlawful_a request_n and_o loathe_v their_o malicious_a desire_n when_o they_o cry_v out_o unto_o thou_o in_o their_o fury_n &_o exclaim_v in_o their_o madness_n let_v barrabas_n go_v free_a let_v barrabas_n go_v free_a crucify_v crucify_v jesus_n matth._n 27.21_o thou_o know_v well_o enough_o that_o wicked_a barrabas_n have_v make_v a_o insurrection_n disturb_v the_o peace_n and_o commit_v murder_n and_o that_o thou_o can_v find_v no_o fault_n nor_o ferret_v out_o any_o offence_n in_o the_o life_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n but_o that_o the_o spiteful_a jew_n have_v accuse_v he_o for_o envy_n and_o seek_v his_o death_n to_o satisfy_v their_o malice_n for_o indeed_o his_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o mirror_n of_o excellent_a virtue_n his_o hand_n be_v clean_o from_o evil_a action_n his_o heart_n be_v pure_a from_o sinful_a cogitation_n say_v thy_o eye_n be_v so_o blind_v that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o divinity_n yet_o thou_o do_v see_v and_o thy_o mouth_n do_v testify_v that_o thou_o do_v see_v the_o apparent_a virtue_n of_o his_o innocent_a humanity_n what_o do_v move_v thou_o to_o pronounce_v false_a judgement_n to_o shed_v his_o innocent_a blood_n be_v thou_o so_o fond_a to_o purchase_v favour_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n do_v thou_o so_o dote_v after_o the_o love_n of_o the_o people_n who_o mind_n be_v more_o mutable_a than_o the_o wind_n alter_v their_o affection_n every_o moment_n that_o contrary_a to_o the_o sense_n of_o law_n testification_n of_o thy_o conscience_n and_o approbation_n of_o thy_o own_o word_n thou_o be_v seduce_v to_o condemn_v such_o a_o innocent_a person_n thy_o wife_n do_v admonish_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o that_o righteous_a man_n who_o suffer_v many_o thing_n because_o of_o he_o in_o her_o sleep_n and_o therefore_o 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spot_v of_o innocent_a blood_n curb_v thou_o oh_o lord_n the_o furious_a passion_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o quench_v the_o flame_n of_o bloody_a wrath_n when_o it_o begin_v to_o be_v kindele_v in_o my_o breast_n that_o my_o heart_n may_v not_o imagine_v to_o slay_v the_o innocent_a nor_o my_o hand_n be_v defile_v with_o their_o blood_n keep_v i_o that_o i_o walk_v not_o in_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o wicked_a when_o they_o lay_v snare_n and_o dig_v pit_n for_o the_o destruction_n of_o any_o of_o thy_o dear_a child_n i_o know_v oh_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o ready_a every_o moment_n to_o wander_v astray_o unless_o thou_o direct_v my_o foot_n by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o guide_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n by_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o word_n i_o confess_v my_o heart_n be_v taint_v with_o original_a vice_n and_o my_o hand_n be_v stain_v with_o actual_a offence_n all_o my_o part_n be_v defile_v yea_o my_o whole_a body_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o vessel_n full_a of_o corrupt_a liquor_n i_o be_o prone_a to_o commit_v all_o evilnesse_n with_o greediness_n but_o alas_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o motion_n to_o do_v any_o goodness_n i_o be_o forward_a to_o persecute_v thou_o with_o the_o cruel_a jew_n and_o to_o give_v my_o consent_n to_o shed_v thy_o innocent_a blood_n with_o curse_a pilate_n yea_o i_o daily_o crucify_v thou_o by_o my_o sin_n and_o pierce_v thy_o bless_a side_n with_o my_o iniquity_n i_o cause_v thou_o to_o be_v unjust_o accuse_v and_o wrongful_o condemn_v have_v not_o my_o curse_a word_n and_o bloody_a oath_n be_v like_o sharp_a spear_n to_o wound_v thy_o heart_n and_o my_o cruel_a deed_n like_o nail_n to_o fasten_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n wherefore_o wound_v thou_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v not_o lie_v still_o snort_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o careless_a security_n and_o continue_v senseless_a in_o the_o lethargy_n of_o sin_n purge_v the_o dross_n of_o my_o vicious_a heart_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o purify_v my_o corrupt_a cogitatious_a by_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o grace_n oh_o let_v this_o holy_a fire_n be_v still_o burn_v in_o my_o breast_n that_o it_o may_v consume_v the_o corruption_n of_o my_o infectious_a sin_n that_o clean_v so_o fast_o unto_o my_o bowel_n bow_v down_o thy_o ear_n oh_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n unto_o my_o humble_a petition_n and_o give_v a_o gracious_a answer_n to_o my_o earnest_a supplication_n then_o i_o shall_v be_v embolden_v to_o come_v before_o thy_o majesty_n and_o to_o approach_v near_o unto_o thy_o seat_n of_o mercy_n oh_o let_v my_o morning_n and_o evening_n sacrifice_n of_o thanksgiving_n my_o loving_a lord_n and_o bountiful_a jesu_n send_v up_o a_o sweet_a savour_n into_o thy_o nostril_n which_o do_v suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v scorn_v scourge_v and_o condemn_v by_o the_o sentence_n of_o wicked_a pilate_n only_o for_o my_o sake_n and_o my_o sin_n to_o set_v my_o captive_a soul_n at_o liberty_n and_o with_o the_o effusion_n of_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n to_o pay_v so_o dear_a a_o price_n for_o the_o purchase_n of_o my_o redemption_n grant_v that_o the_o remembrance_n of_o such_o a_o worthy_a and_o more_o than_o wonderful_a benefit_n may_v evermore_o be_v fresh_a in_o my_o memory_n and_o lay_v up_o as_o a_o most_o precious_a jewel_n in_o the_o safe_a closet_n of_o my_o thankful_a mind_n and_o at_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o last_o judgement_n and_o general_a assize_n when_o thou_o shall_v come_v to_o judge_v the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a enter_v not_o into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n nor_o remember_v my_o iniquity_n but_o judge_v i_o with_o thy_o elect_a according_a to_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v possess_v the_o kingdom_n with_o they_o which_o thou_o have_v
prepare_v for_o they_o from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n oh_o let_v my_o prayer_n come_v before_o thy_o presence_n let_v the_o zeal_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o lift_v up_o of_o my_o hand_n towards_o thy_o throne_n of_o mercy_n move_v thou_o to_o grant_v the_o request_n of_o my_o humble_a petition_n amen_n a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n carry_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o shoulder_n be_v lead_v to_o mount_n caluarie_n to_o be_v crucify_v and_o of_o those_o thing_n which_o happen_v by_o the_o way_n med_n xiii_o our_o bless_a saviour_n christ_n the_o perfect_a 19.17_o perfect_a john_n 19.17_o gain_n do_v 27.32_o do_v matth._n 27.32_o bear_v the_o cross_n whereon_o himself_o must_v die_v simon_n of_o 23.26_o of_o luk._n 23.26_o cyrene_n sometime_o they_o constrain_v to_o do_v 15.21_o do_v mark_n 15.21_o it_o so_o say_v the_o truth_n that_o can_v lie_v he_o which_o will_v come_v after_o i_o let_v he_o deny_v himself_o take_v up_o his_o cross_n and_o follow_v i_o matth._n 16.24_o run_v and_o make_v haste_n oh_o my_o soul_n at_o the_o voice_n of_o our_o most_o sweet_a redeemer_n who_o bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o own_o shoulder_n joh._n 19.16.17_o do_v invite_v thou_o to_o carry_v thy_o cross_n if_o thou_o desire_v to_o follow_v his_o step_n oh_o how_o sweet_a how_o delectable_a how_o delightful_a be_v it_o to_o carry_v the_o cross_n after_o my_o jesus_n his_o happiness_n can_v be_v utter_v his_o blessedness_n can_v be_v imagine_v which_o do_v follow_v thou_o my_o lord_n jesu_n in_o thy_o bless_a path_n he_o walk_v not_o in_o darkness_n he_o come_v not_o near_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n but_o shall_v have_v the_o light_n of_o life_n come_v therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o follow_v our_o jesus_n bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o own_o shoulder_n let_v we_o leave_v all_o and_o follow_v he_o with_o alacrity_n let_v nothing_o stop_v our_o passage_n let_v not_o any_o thing_n hinder_v we_o in_o our_o course_n look_v upon_o thy_o lord_n thy_o creator_n thy_o redeemer_n consider_v his_o tedious_a labour_n his_o grievous_a affliction_n his_o intolerable_a torment_n all_o of_o they_o without_o any_o mean_a none_o of_o they_o have_v any_o moderation_n let_v thy_o whole_a mind_n be_v ponder_v on_o they_o let_v they_o be_v the_o continual_a matter_n of_o thy_o daily_a meditation_n let_v thy_o heart_n be_v wound_v with_o the_o sword_n of_o sorrow_n and_o let_v thy_o eye_n be_v drown_v with_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n let_v thy_o heavy_a groan_n and_o sorrowful_a sigh_n begin_v in_o the_o morning_n and_o let_v they_o not_o cease_v in_o the_o evening_n oh_o let_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o lamentation_n demonstrate_v the_o burn_a zeal_n of_o thy_o compassion_n which_o thou_o do_v bear_v to_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n mourn_v with_o true_a contrition_n of_o heart_n for_o thy_o iniquity_n and_o weep_v with_o hearty_a sincerity_n for_o thy_o sin_n which_o cause_v thy_o christ_n to_o carry_v so_o heavy_a a_o cross_n here_o be_v plentiful_a matter_n for_o thy_o meditation_n here_o want_v no_o motive_n to_o stir_v up_o in_o thou_o a_o feel_a compassion_n for_o thou_o see_v how_o he_o be_v scorn_v and_o despise_v how_o cruel_o how_o currish_o he_o be_v abuse_v by_o the_o perfidious_a jew_n who_o be_v so_o obdurate_a in_o heart_n oh_o my_o most_o patient_a jesus_n who_o have_v his_o affection_n so_o barren_a of_o compassion_n that_o he_o have_v no_o sense_n of_o sorrow_n when_o he_o enter_v into_o a_o serious_a contemplation_n of_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o affliction_n and_o meditate_v on_o the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o passion_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v to_o pay_v the_o ransom_n of_o our_o sinful_a soul_n and_o to_o deliver_v they_o out_o of_o the_o band_n of_o eternal_a captivity_n for_o all_o the_o night_n thou_o be_v weary_v with_o the_o out-cry_n of_o contumelious_a tongue_n and_o tire_v with_o the_o violence_n of_o cruel_a hand_n hurry_v and_o hale_v from_o the_o garden_n where_o thou_o be_v with_o thy_o love_a disciple_n and_o although_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o go_v of_o thyself_o yet_o the_o churlish_a crew_n of_o hard-hearted_a soldier_n be_v so_o froward_a that_o their_o sturdy_a hand_n be_v always_o ready_a to_o tug_v and_o pull_v thou_o forward_o to_o vex_v thy_o feeble_a body_n and_o to_o grieve_v thy_o righteous_a soul_n for_o it_o be_v their_o solace_n to_o procure_v thy_o sorrow_n it_o be_v their_o pleasure_n to_o augment_v thy_o pain_n and_o they_o think_v every_o moment_n a_o month_n before_o they_o do_v present_v thou_o to_o annas_n where_o thou_o be_v rebuke_v with_o taunt_a check_n &_o buffet_v with_o ungentle_a blow_n on_o thy_o tender_a cheek_n and_o after_o that_o thou_o have_v with_o exceed_v patience_n endure_v the_o bitter_a tempest_n of_o their_o fury_n they_o bring_v thou_o from_o thence_o to_o the_o house_n of_o caiphas_n there_o to_o abide_v another_o storm_n of_o their_o malicious_a cruelty_n sometime_o they_o rail_v upon_o thou_o with_o their_o curse_a tongue_n 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against_o thou_o and_o execute_v their_o devilish_a devise_n upon_o thou_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n yet_o all_o of_o they_o be_v too_o little_a to_o calm_v the_o tempest_n of_o their_o hateful_a fury_n but_o then_o this_o curse_a crew_n do_v hurry_v thou_o from_o the_o ungracious_a court_n of_o proud_a herod_n to_o the_o graceless_a house_n of_o pontius_n pilate_n where_o thou_o be_v taunt_v and_o check_v again_o with_o cruel_a quip_n and_o sharp_o scourge_v with_o smart_a whip_n strip_v naked_a contrary_a to_o all_o humanity_n and_o beat_v with_o bitter_a blow_n without_o any_o pity_n their_o whip_n be_v sharp_a to_o tear_v thy_o flesh_n their_o tongue_n be_v as_o keen_a as_o razor_n to_o wound_v thy_o soul_n they_o pierce_v thy_o head_n with_o a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n &_o put_v a_o feeble_a reed_n in_o thy_o hand_n flout_v thou_o with_o the_o name_n of_o a_o king_n and_o bend_v their_o knee_n do_v worship_v thou_o in_o derision_n offend_v thy_o sacred_a ear_n with_o their_o curse_a word_n and_o afflict_v thy_o wound_a body_n with_o their_o bloody_a hand_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o spiteful_o scorn_v bitter_o scourge_v and_o vile_o contemn_v at_o last_o thou_o be_v wrongful_o condemn_v to_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o doleful_a death_n but_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n who_o do_v afford_v thou_o any_o comfort_n in_o thy_o exceed_a sorrow_n who_o do_v approach_v to_o cure_v thy_o bleed_a wound_n alas_o there_o be_v no_o man_n by_o which_o be_v move_v with_o any_o sorrowful_a compassion_n for_o thy_o undeserued_a calamity_n but_o every_o man_n be_v forward_o to_o augment_v thy_o misery_n now_o they_o lay_v a_o most_o huge_a and_o heavy_a cross_n upon_o thy_o wound_a shoulder_n the_o weight_n of_o it_o do_v make_v thy_o knee_n to_o tremble_v thy_o leg_n to_o fail_v and_o thy_o whole_a body_n to_o faint_v and_o thus_o thou_o do_v go_v forward_o to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n guard_v with_o a_o band_n of_o arm_a soldier_n and_o hem_v in_o on_o every_o side_n with_o a_o rabble_n of_o bloody_a tormentor_n multitude_n of_o the_o base_a and_o rude_a people_n do_v flock_n together_o out_o of_o every_o quarter_n they_o crowd_v and_o thrust_v one_o another_o to_o see_v thou_o but_o alas_o it_o be_v not_o to_o afford_v thou_o any_o compassionate_a pity_n but_o to_o laugh_v and_o rejoice_v at_o thy_o misery_n they_o proclaim_v out_o the_o malice_n of_o their_o heart_n against_o thou_o in_o their_o madness_n and_o rail_v and_o revile_v thou_o in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o fury_n they_o all_o strive_v like_a bear_n and_o fierce_a lion_n to_o approach_v near_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o opprobrious_a speech_n what_o hateful_a and_o odious_a rail_n what_o curse_a word_n what_o uncharitable_a deed_n do_v my_o most_o humble_a and_o patient_a jesus_n suffer_v by_o those_o wicked_a
23.46_o of_o his_o dear_a life_n what_o more_o can_v he_o 19.30_o he_o joh._n 19.30_o abide_v now_o bless_v jesus_n and_o my_o belove_a saviour_n be_v come_v unto_o mount_n caluarie_n where_o he_o be_v to_o make_v the_o last_o period_n of_o all_o his_o humane_a misery_n by_o suffer_v a_o most_o bloody_a vile_a and_o violent_a death_n be_v cruel_o nail_v to_o that_o cross_n which_o of_o late_o lie_v so_o heavy_a upon_o his_o shoulder_n that_o his_o whole_a body_n do_v shake_v and_o tremble_v under_o the_o burden_n oh_o bless_a mountain_n happy_a for_o thy_o dignity_n happy_a for_o thy_o fertility_n because_o it_o please_v the_o lord_n christ_n to_o suffer_v upon_o thou_o but_o who_o shall_v ascend_v up_o to_o the_o hill_n of_o the_o lord_n where_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v crucify_v true_o he_o that_o have_v innocent_a hand_n and_o a_o clean_a heart_n he_o which_o love_v the_o lord_n jesus_n with_o all_o his_o heart_n with_o all_o his_o soul_n with_o all_o his_o strength_n he_o shall_v 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out_o on_o the_o cross_n as_o if_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o receive_v any_o penitent_a sinner_n refuse_v not_o to_o receive_v i_o a_o wretched_a sinner_n who_o wound_v with_o the_o horror_n of_o my_o sin_n do_v come_v unto_o thou_o as_o my_o physician_n who_o be_v only_o able_a and_o willing_a to_o heal_v my_o wound_n let_v thy_o precious_a blood_n stop_v the_o bloody_a issue_n of_o my_o sin_n thy_o mercy_n and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o mercy_n can_v cure_v my_o malady_n that_o one_o and_o that_o alone_a be_v all_o my_o remedy_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o say_v with_o thy_o apostle_n i_o be_o crucify_v with_o thou_o crucify_v my_o wanton_a flesh_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o thy_o fear_n mortify_v my_o rebellious_a thought_n with_o dread_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o meditation_n of_o thy_o judgement_n let_v it_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o my_o hart_n let_v it_o be_v the_o daily_a exercise_n of_o my_o mind_n let_v it_o be_v the_o object_n of_o all_o my_o thought_n to_o think_v on_o my_o lord_n jesus_n and_o he_o crucify_v i_o can_v wonder_v enough_o though_o i_o never_o cease_v to_o wonder_v at_o thou_o my_o jesu_n my_o saviour_n and_o my_o redeemer_n yet_o let_v i_o never_o cease_v to_o marvel_v at_o the_o wonderful_a work_n of_o thy_o passion_n which_o thou_o do_v so_o patient_o suffer_v that_o by_o thy_o innocent_a death_n thou_o may_v cancel_v the_o obligation_n of_o our_o infinite_a debt_n &_o affix_v it_o to_o thy_o cross_n that_o thou_o may_v deliver_v we_o poor_a and_o miserable_a wretch_n from_o the_o danger_n of_o the_o curse_n which_o be_v go_v out_o against_o we_o oh_o how_o can_v my_o meditation_n attain_v to_o the_o length_n of_o thy_o admirable_a love_n how_o can_v my_o cogitation_n measure_v the_o breadth_n of_o thy_o clemency_n how_o shall_v my_o deep_a imagination_n dive_v into_o the_o depth_n of_o thy_o mercy_n my_o eye_n be_v too_o dim_a to_o perceive_v the_o beauty_n my_o ear_n be_v too_o dull_a to_o hear_v the_o greatness_n my_o hart_n be_v too_o gross_a to_o conceive_v the_o goodness_n my_o taste_n be_v too_o weak_a to_o relish_v the_o sweetness_n my_o tongue_n be_v too_o feeble_a to_o declare_v the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o love_n no_o word_n be_v they_o never_o so_o many_o can_v express_v the_o quantity_n no_o eloquence_n be_v it_o never_o so_o excellent_a can_v relate_v the_o quality_n oh_o with_o what_o humility_n of_o mind_n with_o what_o exceed_v patience_n with_o what_o kind_n and_o tender_a affection_n do_v thou_o suffer_v the_o extreme_a pang_n of_o thy_o bitter_a affliction_n how_o be_v my_o mind_n amaze_v with_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o be_v all_o my_o thought_n confound_v with_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o clemency_n how_o be_v my_o soul_n ravish_v with_o the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n what_o do_v move_v thou_o oh_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n but_o thy_o unspeakable_a love_n what_o do_v induce_v thou_o but_o thy_o incomparable_a mercy_n to_o pay_v so_o dear_a a_o price_n for_o my_o redemption_n oh_o let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o infinite_a bounty_n never_o depart_v out_o of_o my_o mind_n let_v all_o my_o affection_n be_v inflame_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n let_v the_o sweetness_n and_o greatness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v my_o chief_a meditation_n mortify_v my_o disobedient_a cogitation_n with_o thy_o fear_n and_o crucify_v my_o rebellious_a action_n on_o thy_o cross_n that_o although_o sin_n must_v dwell_v and_o remain_v in_o i_o yet_o it_o may_v not_o reign_v and_o rule_v over_o i_o a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o derision_n and_o scornful_a speech_n utter_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o be_v nail_v on_o the_o cross_n by_o the_o jew_n and_o one_o of_o the_o thief_n which_o be_v crucify_v with_o he_o and_o of_o the_o second_o word_n he_o speak_v on_o the_o cross_n med_n xv._o betwixt_o 15.27_o betwixt_o mat._n 27.38_o mark_n 15.27_o thief_n christ_n suffer_v for_o no_o fault_n he_o shed_v his_o precious_a blood_n the_o 19.6_o the_o mark_n 23.4_o john_n 19.6_o sun_n thereat_o ashamed_a 27.52_o ashamed_a mar._n 15.33_o matth._n 27.45_o and_o 27.52_o ore-uaild_a his_o face_n the_o grave_n give_v up_o their_o dead_a with_o wonder_n more_o that_o can_v here_o be_v name_v now_o ruminate_v oh_o my_o sorrowful_a and_o lament_a soul_n what_o scornful_a speech_n what_o spiteful_a derision_n and_o bitter_a reproach_n be_v breathe_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o envious_a jew_n against_o my_o patient_a and_o silent_a jesus_n after_o they_o have_v nail_v his_o pure_a hand_n &_o bless_a foot_n to_o the_o cross_n call_v home_o all_o thy_o wander_a cogitation_n that_o they_o may_v be_v sole_o and_o whole_o intentive_a to_o this_o heavenly_a and_o divine_a meditation_n let_v stream_n of_o tear_n gush_v out_o of_o my_o melt_a eye_n let_v they_o penetrate_v into_o my_o bosom_n that_o they_o may_v mollify_v my_o stony_a heart_n so_o that_o it_o may_v be_v so_o deep_o wound_v with_o sorrowful_a compassion_n as_o if_o i_o have_v be_v a_o eyewitness_n of_o his_o painful_a passion_n when_o his_o innocent_a hand_n and_o bless_a foot_n stream_v forth_o precious_a blood_n yet_o the_o stream_n of_o it_o can_v not_o quench_v the_o fire_n of_o their_o malice_n they_o can_v not_o calm_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o stormy_a mind_n nor_o breed_v any_o one_o thought_n of_o pity_n in_o their_o cruel_a heart_n it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a for_o they_o to_o torment_v he_o with_o their_o bloody_a hand_n but_o now_o at_o his_o undeserued_a death_n they_o rail_v and_o revile_v he_o with_o their_o blasphemous_a mouth_n for_o as_o their_o heart_n be_v stony_a not_o apt_a to_o take_v any_o print_n of_o compassion_n and_o their_o hand_n fill_v with_o
offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o wine_n of_o my_o true_a devotion_n with_o the_o myrrh_n of_o mortification_n and_o gall_n of_o hearty_a contrition_n but_o as_o it_o may_v be_v doleful_a unto_o thou_o my_o soul_n to_o hear_v thy_o love_a jesus_n cry_v out_o sitio_fw-la i_o thirst_v so_o let_v it_o be_v joyful_a unto_o thou_o to_o hear_v he_o take_v his_o farewell_n with_o consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la it_o be_v finish_v joh._n 19.30_o oh_o let_v the_o meditation_n of_o this_o word_n be_v more_o sweet_a unto_o i_o than_o the_o honey_n which_o samson_n find_v in_o the_o carcase_n of_o the_o lion_n when_o he_o be_v hungry_a judg._n 14_o 8._o and_o more_o delectable_a unto_o i_o than_o the_o water_n which_o he_o find_v in_o the_o jawbone_n of_o the_o ass_n when_o he_o be_v thirsty_a judg._n 15.19_o for_o now_o have_v my_o bless_a redeemer_n fulfil_v the_o sacred_a decree_n of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n concern_v my_o salvation_n and_o appease_v the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n kindle_v against_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n now_o he_o have_v cancel_v the_o obligation_n of_o my_o infinite_a debt_n and_o not_o with_o silver_n and_o gold_n but_o with_o his_o own_o most_o precious_a blood_n purchase_v my_o redemption_n and_o by_o his_o death_n conquer_a death_n hell_n and_o the_o devil_n oh_o happy_a death_n that_o have_v redeem_v i_o to_o eternal_a life_n oh_o glorious_a victory_n although_o my_o saviour_n obtain_v it_o so_o dear_o therefore_o let_v i_o not_o be_v careless_a to_o sell_v that_o so_o cheap_a which_o my_o saviour_n have_v buy_v so_o dear_a let_v i_o consecrate_v my_o soul_n and_o body_n whole_o to_o he_o for_o they_o be_v his_o own_o he_o have_v dear_o buy_v they_o direct_v my_o spirit_n oh_o lord_n by_o the_o level_a of_o thy_o perfect_a word_n let_v the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v day_n and_o night_n in_o thy_o sacred_a law_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o daily_o the_o calf_n of_o my_o unfeigned_a lip_n speak_v of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n early_o in_o the_o morning_n and_o tell_v of_o thy_o manifold_a mercy_n late_o in_o the_o evening_n send_v down_o a_o gracious_a rain_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n into_o the_o furrow_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o the_o memory_n of_o thy_o innumerable_a benefit_n may_v perpetual_o flourish_v in_o my_o mind_n and_o thy_o everlasting_a praise_n evermore_o sound_a in_o my_o mouth_n for_o thou_o alone_o be_v my_o redeemer_n oh_o lord_n god_n of_o my_o salvation_n a_o meditation_n how_o christ_n give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o of_o the_o wonder_n which_o be_v see_v at_o his_o death_n med_n xix_o strange_a 15.38_o strange_a mar._n 15.38_o wonder_n at_o our_o saviour_n death_n be_v wrought_v the_o grave_n do_v 27.51_o do_v matt._n 27.51_o open_a and_o the_o dead_a come_v forth_o the_o temple_n rend_v in_o 23.45_o in_o luke_n 23.45_o twain_o dumb_a creature_n seek_v to_o express_v to_o blind_a 19.40_o blind_a luk._n 19.40_o jew_n their_o maker_n worth_n lift_v up_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o behold_v how_o the_o countenance_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v cover_v with_o a_o deadly_a paleness_n his_o sight_n begin_v to_o fail_v and_o his_o heart_n to_o faint_v yet_o a_o little_a before_o the_o departure_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o in_o his_o great_a pang_n he_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o loud_a voice_n as_o if_o he_o have_v feel_v no_o pain_n say_v father_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n and_o when_o he_o have_v say_v thus_o bow_v down_o his_o head_n and_o close_v his_o eye_n he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n luke_n 23.46_o now_o so_o soon_o as_o his_o bless_a soul_n be_v dissolve_v from_o his_o breathless_a body_n the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v into_o two_o piece_n from_o the_o top_n the_o bottom_n the_o earth_n do_v quake_v the_o stone_n be_v rend_v the_o grave_n open_v and_o many_o body_n of_o the_o saint_n which_o sleep_v arise_v out_o of_o their_o grave_n come_v into_o the_o holy_a city_n and_o appear_v to_o many_o awake_v thou_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n lie_v no_o long_o snort_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o careless_a security_n what_o will_v thou_o say_v what_o will_v thou_o do_v oh_o my_o soul_n thou_o see_v that_o the_o earth_n tremble_v &_o quake_v that_o the_o stone_n do_v cleave_v in_o piece_n and_o that_o the_o beholder_n be_v all_o amaze_v at_o the_o death_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n oh_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o senseless_a oh_o my_o soul_n and_o as_o it_o be_v dead_a without_o motion_n at_o the_o recordation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o meditation_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o thy_o saviour_n oh_o let_v the_o sinful_a veil_n of_o the_o temple_n of_o thy_o head_n rend_v into_o piece_n which_o cover_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o understanding_n let_v thy_o earthly_a body_n tremble_v with_o horror_n and_o thy_o stony_a heart_n cleave_v in_o sunder_o with_o terror_n of_o thy_o impiety_n and_o now_o arise_v thou_o out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o thy_o iniquity_n let_v thy_o eye_n waste_v and_o consume_v away_o with_o weep_v and_o let_v thy_o heart_n melt_v away_o with_o sigh_v that_o thou_o may_v show_v some_o sign_n of_o sorrow_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o some_o token_n of_o true_a repentance_n for_o thy_o transgression_n which_o cause_v the_o bitter_a passion_n and_o procure_v the_o cruel_a death_n of_o thy_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o cry_v out_o with_o the_o astonish_a centurion_n very_o this_o man_n be_v righteous_a he_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n mat._n 17._o lift_v up_o thy_o hand_n &_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o faithful_a heart_n oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n my_o sweet_a saviour_n and_o love_a redeemer_n how_o terrible_a be_v my_o trespass_n how_o heinous_a be_v my_o transgression_n that_o nothing_o but_o thy_o precious_a blood_n can_v wash_v out_o the_o stain_n of_o my_o iniquity_n and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o death_n deliver_v i_o out_o of_o the_o chain_n of_o everlasting_a captivity_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o gratulate_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o perfect_o relish_v the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n how_o shall_v i_o thorough_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o compassion_n for_o how_o do_v thy_o love_n exceed_v in_o greatness_n how_o do_v mercy_n abound_v in_o goodness_n and_o how_o do_v thy_o compassion_n excel_v in_o sweetness_n that_o thou_o be_v the_o true_a and_o natural_a son_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v make_v man_n that_o we_o be_v sinful_a man_n shall_v be_v make_v the_o son_n of_o god_n yea_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n vessel_n of_o sin_n and_o vassal_n of_o satan_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v man_n shall_v be_v make_v subject_n to_o the_o same_o passion_n to_o the_o same_o affection_n to_o the_o same_o affliction_n that_o we_o be_v yea_o obnoxious_a to_o death_n to_o pay_v our_o debt_n but_o yet_o thy_o life_n be_v never_o infect_v with_o any_o sinful_a action_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o affect_v with_o any_o evil_a cogitation_n oh_o my_o kind_a jesu_n oh_o thou_o innocent_a lamb_n oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o i_o consider_v thy_o calamity_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o i_o ruminate_v thy_o mercy_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o cause_n i_o find_v to_o be_v faithful_o affect_v towards_o thou_o for_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o to_o be_v afflict_v with_o thou_o for_o thy_o grievous_a torment_n oh_o let_v i_o behold_v in_o my_o serious_a meditation_n and_o see_v with_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n how_o thy_o most_o sacred_a body_n be_v bruise_v with_o cruel_a blow_n thy_o tender_a flesh_n mangle_v with_o bleed_a wound_n thy_o venerable_a head_n perfor_v and_o pierce_v with_o a_o crown_n of_o prick_a thorn_n thy_o beautiful_a forehead_n spot_v and_o thy_o comely_a hair_n knot_v with_o congeal_a blood_n thy_o nostril_n offend_v with_o stink_a spittle_n and_o thy_o bless_a mouth_n distaste_v with_o gall_n and_o vinegar_n thy_o most_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o a_o veil_n thy_o amiable_a face_n buffet_v with_o fist_n and_o defile_v with_o dust_n thy_o chaste_a ear_n fill_v with_o reproach_n thy_o naked_a body_n scourge_v with_o whip_n thy_o weary_a shoulder_n shrink_v and_o thy_o weak_a knee_n fail_v under_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o the_o cross_n thy_o most_o holy_a hand_n pierce_v &_o thy_o bless_a foot_n bore_v with_o sharp_a iron_n nail_n thy_o bless_a side_n open_v and_o thy_o heart_n wound_v with_o a_o spear_n oh_o let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o grievous_a torment_n my_o love_a jesu_n let_v the_o memory_n of_o thy_o bleed_a wound_n and_o scornful_a reproach_n wound_v my_o heart_n with_o woeful_a compunction_n and_o pierce_v into_o my_o harden_a bowel_n that_o they_o may_v relent_v with_o tender_a compassion_n that_o i_o may_v feel_v some_o sense_n of_o painful_a sorrow_n for_o thy_o
sake_n see_v thou_o have_v suffer_v so_o much_o for_o my_o sin_n but_o before_o thou_o pass_v any_o further_a oh_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o let_v it_o pass_v without_o earnest_a meditation_n how_o that_o although_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o tormentor_n of_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n be_v so_o poison_v with_o impiety_n and_o their_o hand_n so_o pollute_v with_o cruelty_n that_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o their_o scorn_n and_o reproach_n kill_v his_o innocent_a body_n with_o their_o torture_n yet_o that_o the_o fury_n of_o their_o malicious_a heart_n be_v so_o restrain_v and_o the_o violence_n of_o their_o cruel_a hand_n so_o repress_v that_o they_o can_v not_o break_v one_o bone_n of_o his_o bless_a body_n as_o they_o do_v of_o the_o malefactor_n which_o be_v crucify_v with_o he_o because_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n have_v say_v they_o shall_v not_o and_o therefore_o their_o hand_n be_v fetter_v that_o they_o can_v not_o exod._n 12.46_o num._n 9.12_o zach._n 12.10_o wherefore_o let_v this_o meditation_n comfort_v thy_o droop_a heart_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o consolate_v thy_o faint_a spirit_n in_o the_o sour_a fit_n of_o any_o worldly_a misery_n and_o in_o the_o sore_a conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n that_o can_v betide_v thou_o that_o no_o tyrant_n be_v he_o never_o so_o mighty_a or_o his_o heart_n never_o so_o malicious_a can_v imagine_v more_o in_o his_o cruel_a thought_n or_o act_v any_o more_o with_o his_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o than_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v predestinate_v and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o high_a have_v always_o determine_v let_v this_o resolution_n be_v as_o a_o precious_a balm_n to_o heal_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o as_o a_o sovereign_a salve_n to_o cure_v thy_o sore_n that_o they_o may_v not_o fester_v with_o dispairefull_a repine_n or_o rancour_n with_o impatient_a mourning_n let_v no_o dread_n of_o danger_n throw_v down_o the_o fort_n of_o thy_o hope_n let_v no_o tempest_n 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wrought_v joseph_n 27.90_o joseph_n mar._n 27.90_o enshrine_v the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n wrap_v in_o a_o 15.46_o a_o luk._n 23.53_o mark_n 15.46_o cloth_n which_o he_o of_o purpose_n buy_v oh_o happy_a man_n that_o do_v such_o love_n afford_v as_o there_o be_v a_o wicked_a and_o covetous_a judas_n oh_o my_o soul_n among_o the_o faithful_a disciple_n of_o thy_o love_a jesus_n to_o betray_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a death_n so_o there_o be_v a_o kind_a joseph_n find_v among_o the_o jew_n who_o bring_v he_o honourable_o to_o his_o grave_n oh_o who_o be_v able_a to_o relate_v the_o lamentation_n to_o express_v the_o sorrow_n and_o utter_v the_o grief_n of_o the_o virgin_n marie_n mourn_v for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o dear_a son_n and_o other_o woman_n who_o do_v behold_v he_o with_o their_o compassionate_a eye_n when_o like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o bewail_v his_o departure_n from_o they_o with_o flood_n of_o tear_n now_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v hear_v the_o virgin_n marie_n discover_v the_o inward_a sorrow_n of_o her_o heart_n of_o her_o grieve_a and_o wound_a heart_n utter_v out_o of_o her_o doleful_a mouth_n passionate_z as_o she_o be_v a_o tender_a heart_a woman_n and_o more_o compassionate_a as_o she_o be_v a_o love_a mother_n when_o she_o see_v the_o wound_a and_o breathless_a body_n of_o her_o son_n take_v down_o from_o the_o cross_n let_v she_o sorrowful_a word_n penetrate_v thy_o ear_n and_o pierce_v thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v bewail_v the_o debt_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o she_o lament_v the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a manner_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a son_n what_o be_v my_o felicity_n which_o i_o have_v by_o thou_o in_o thy_o life_n be_v it_o any_o thing_n else_o but_o extreme_a misery_n at_o thy_o death_n how_o be_v my_o chief_a joy_n change_v into_o sorrow_n my_o mirth_n into_o mourning_n how_o be_v my_o rejoice_v turn_v into_o lament_v my_o cheerfulness_n turn_v into_o heaviness_n nothing_o can_v mitigate_v my_o calamity_n nothing_o can_v ease_v my_o malady_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v oh_o my_o most_o dear_a son_n what_o heinous_a crime_n have_v thou_o commit_v what_o odious_a treason_n have_v thou_o perpetrate_v that_o thou_o be_v condemn_v to_o die_v such_o a_o shameful_a and_o bitter_a death_n thy_o pure_a hand_n be_v never_o defile_v with_o any_o evil_a action_n and_o thy_o harmless_a heart_n do_v never_o harbour_v any_o wicked_a cogitation_n thy_o eye_n be_v never_o bewitch_v with_o worldly_a vanity_n nor_o thy_o ear_n delight_v with_o lewd_a discourse_n thy_o mouth_n do_v utter_v forth_o wisdom_n and_o thy_o tongue_n speak_v nothing_o but_o the_o truth_n thy_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o mirror_n of_o piety_n thy_o word_n deserve_v no_o reprehension_n thy_o deed_n be_v without_o all_o
thy_o daily_a consume_a life_n thou_o may_v see_v the_o bright_a and_o glorious_a appear_v of_o that_o evershining_a morning_n who_o ever-glistering_a sun_n shall_v never_o set_v nor_o his_o golden_a beam_n be_v ever_o obscure_v with_o any_o cloudy_a evening_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v also_o see_v with_o thy_o clear-sighted_a eye_n never_o weary_v in_o behold_v to_o thy_o soul_n eternal_a solace_n to_o the_o infinite_a joy_n of_o thy_o triumph_a mind_n and_o constant_a delight_n of_o all_o thy_o purify_a sense_n the_o resplendent_a and_o radiant_a beam_n of_o the_o glifter_a sun_n of_o conspicuous_a righteousness_n in_o which_o thou_o may_v behold_v the_o bountiful_a the_o beautiful_a the_o glorious_a bridegroom_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n unite_v with_o his_o everlasting_a most_o dear_a best_a and_o only_o belove_a spouse_n who_o he_o have_v deck_v with_o his_o rich_a and_o royal_a robe_n adorn_v with_o superexcellent_a and_o admirable_a beauty_n have_v with_o his_o own_o 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25.1.5.6_o glorious_a mat._n 19.15_o &_o 25.1.5.6_o bridegroom_n alas_o too_o well_o i_o remember_v it_o oh_o who_o have_v i_o name_v very_o not_o so_o kind_a a_o spouse_n of_o my_o chaste_a virginity_n as_o a_o terrible_a 2.1_o terrible_a wis_v 17.1_o mat._n 16.27_o rom._n 2.1_o judge_n of_o my_o odious_a impurity_n alas_o woeful_a be_v the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o decay_a pleasure_n why_o do_v thou_o more_o and_o more_o increase_v the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o possessor_n how_o miserable_a be_v the_o lot_n of_o wicked_a and_o heinous_a offence_n to_o who_o both_o good_a and_o evil_a do_v breed_v nothing_o else_o but_o torment_n and_o torture_v for_o a_o evil_a 17.10_o evil_a wis_v 17.10_o conscience_n do_v trouble_v and_o vex_v i_o and_o horror_n of_o that_o unquenchable_a fire_n do_v terrify_v i_o in_o which_o i_o fear_v i_o shall_v burn_v continual_o and_o never_o be_v consume_v the_o remembrance_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n and_o of_o the_o reward_n of_o it_o do_v afflict_v and_o 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my_o wretched_a bosom_n to_o vex_v and_o molest_v i_o from_o what_o glorious_a and_o delightful_a state_n of_o felicity_n have_v thou_o tumble_v i_o headlong_o to_o languish_v in_o continual_a misery_n on_o this_o side_n bitter_a sorrow_n do_v sting_v i_o on_o the_o other_o side_n extreme_a pang_n and_o terrible_a fear_n do_v torment_v i_o while_o my_o mind_n be_v distract_v with_o heavy_a meditation_n upon_o my_o unrecoverable_a loss_n and_o as_o my_o loss_n be_v void_a of_o hope_n and_o consolation_n so_o my_o torment_n will_v admit_v no_o moderation_n and_o a_o sea_n of_o woe_n do_v overflow_v i_o but_o if_o that_o which_o be_v good_a and_o that_o which_o be_v evil_a do_v both_o alike_o punish_v and_o just_o afflict_v i_o so_o that_o i_o often_o feel_v the_o horror_n of_o death_n while_o i_o live_v in_o this_o wretched_a life_n my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v tell_v i_o and_o my_o perplex_a thought_n teach_v i_o that_o i_o have_v worthy_o deserve_v it_o for_o thou_o my_o soul_n disloyal_a perjure_a against_o god_n thy_o creator_n and_o become_v a_o filthy_a strumpet_n to_o the_o dishonour_n of_o christ_n thy_o love_a lord_n and_o redeemer_n art_n woeful_o throw_v down_o from_o thy_o glorious_a &_o high_a estate_n of_o unspotted_a virginity_n into_o the_o bottomless_a lake_n of_o loathsome_a adultery_n thou_o sometime_o espouse_v to_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n be_v now_o become_v a_o harlot_n to_o the_o tormentor_n of_o hell_n alas_o for_o thou_o that_o be_v cast_v out_o of_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n who_o do_v so_o kind_o regard_v thou_o and_o be_v expose_v to_o the_o malice_n of_o the_o devil_n who_o will_v most_o cruel_o torment_v thou_o nay_o rather_o thou_o which_o have_v cast_v away_o god_n and_o embrace_v the_o devil_n for_o thou_o be_v change_v most_o miserable_o from_o a_o virtuous_a virgin_n to_o a_o vicious_a strumpet_n and_o a_o impudent_a harlot_n thou_o first_o have_v offer_v a_o unkind_a refusal_n of_o thy_o first_o love_n to_o god_n thy_o 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burden_n of_o thy_o unsupportable_a sorrow_n
thou_o do_v mild_o suffer_v the_o temptation_n and_o illusion_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o at_o last_o with_o thy_o holy_a word_n do_v put_v he_o to_o a_o shameful_a foil_n and_o force_v he_o like_o a_o coward_n to_o fly_v the_o field_n matth._n 4.10.11_o to_o make_v such_o bickerment_n more_o tolerable_a and_o easy_a unto_o we_o and_o to_o instruct_v we_o that_o whensoever_o christian_a warrior_n shall_v manage_v this_o double-edged_a sword_n aright_o that_o their_o common_a enemy_n will_v soon_o be_v daunt_v take_v himself_o to_o flight_n and_o they_o always_o obtain_v a_o glorious_a conquest_n section_n vii_o at_o length_n thou_o come_v to_o the_o lose_a sheep_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n lift_v up_o the_o bright_a lamp_n of_o thy_o divine_a word_n open_o to_o give_v light_n to_o the_o world_n which_o be_v obscure_v with_o thick_a cloud_n of_o sinful_a darkness_n that_o man_n see_v their_o sin_n may_v then_o sigh_v for_o their_o forepast_a iniquity_n &_o seek_v by_o speedy_a and_o true_a repentance_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n matth._n 5.1.2.3.4.5.6.7_o etc._n etc._n and_o thou_o also_o proclaim_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n to_o all_o obey_v the_o word_n do_v confirm_v the_o verity_n of_o thy_o infallible_a word_n with_o many_o wondrous_a and_o miraculous_a deed_n thou_o do_v plain_o declare_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o divinity_n and_o manifest_v the_o incomprehensible_a essence_n of_o thy_o godhead_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o those_o which_o be_v disease_v and_o be_v affect_v and_o grievous_o afflict_v with_o many_o infirmity_n luke_n 5.12.18_o perform_v all_o thing_n of_o thy_o free_a mercy_n without_o any_o merit_n to_o all_o nation_n that_o by_o thy_o gracious_a word_n and_o merciful_a work_n thou_o may_v gain_v the_o salvation_n of_o all_o true_o repent_v for_o their_o sin_n &_o seek_v by_o thy_o only_a mercy_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n but_o their_o foolish_a heart_n oh_o lord_n be_v darken_v their_o reason_n infatuate_v &_o their_o understanding_n blind_v they_o malicious_o despise_v proud_o contemn_v and_o careless_o reject_v thy_o bless_a word_n behind_o they_o neither_o do_v they_o oh_o lord_n admire_v no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o regard_v thy_o wondrous_a work_n which_o by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n thou_o have_v powerful_o wrought_v among_o they_o except_o a_o few_o noble_a champion_n which_o thou_o do_v choose_v among_o the_o weak_a and_o abject_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n that_o by_o they_o thou_o may_v batter_v down_o strong_a hold_n &_o throw_v down_o high_a tower_n that_o thy_o invincible_a power_n may_v appear_v in_o their_o weakness_n &_o so_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o majesty_n may_v shine_v the_o bright_a neither_o be_v they_o only_o unthankful_a to_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a benefit_n and_o great_a kindness_n but_o they_o do_v very_o spiteful_o reproach_v thou_o oh_o lord_n of_o lord_n and_o spit_v out_o the_o gall_n of_o their_o malice_n against_o thou_o plot_v in_o their_o devilish_a mind_n and_o perform_v with_o their_o desperate_a hand_n whatsoever_o their_o unbridled_a lust_n do_v command_v they_o for_o thou_o do_v the_o work_n of_o god_n which_o no_o other_o have_v do_v how_o malignant_a be_v their_o word_n how_o malicious_a be_v their_o speech_n for_o they_o say_v in_o their_o mad_a mood_n and_o furious_a folly_n this_o man_n be_v not_o of_o god_n he_o cast_v out_o devil_n by_o the_o prince_n of_o devil_n he_o have_v the_o devil_n he_o seduce_v the_o people_n he_o be_v a_o glutton_n and_o a_o drinker_n of_o wine_n a_o friend_n of_o publican_n and_o sinner_n matth._n 11.9_o why_o do_v thou_o weep_v oh_o man_n why_o be_v thy_o thought_n perplex_v and_o the_o peace_n of_o thy_o mind_n disturb_v when_o thou_o do_v feel_v the_o sting_n of_o venomous_a tongue_n or_o endure_v the_o stormy_a tempest_n of_o injurious_a word_n do_v thou_o not_o hear_v what_o monstrous_a slander_n bitter_a taunt_n and_o opprobrious_a speech_n be_v belch_v out_o against_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n only_o for_o thy_o cause_n and_o thy_o sin_n yet_o he_o do_v patient_o digest_v the_o extreme_a bitterness_n of_o their_o cruel_a malice_n and_o do_v always_o seek_v by_o gentle_a mildness_n and_o work_n of_o mercy_n to_o mollify_v their_o hard_a heart_n and_o to_o induce_v they_o to_o true_a repentance_n if_o they_o have_v call_v the_o master_n of_o the_o house_n belzebub_n how_o much_o more_o will_v they_o call_v they_o of_o his_o household_n mat._n 10.25_o luke_n 11.15_o but_o thou_o oh_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n do_v patient_o hear_v and_o constant_o sustain_v their_o blasphemous_a word_n spiteful_a derision_n and_o taunt_a speech_n although_o oftentimes_o they_o be_v carry_v with_o such_o a_o violent_a stream_n of_o rage_a fury_n against_o thou_o that_o they_o assail_v thou_o with_o stone_n hate_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o bless_a life_n and_o hasten_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o curse_a death_n and_o thou_o become_v before_o they_o as_o a_o man_n which_o hear_v not_o all_o and_o as_o one_o that_o be_v dumb_a have_v no_o word_n of_o reproof_n in_o thy_o mouth_n section_n viii_o last_o they_o value_v thy_o righteous_a and_o precious_a blood_n but_o at_o thirty_o piece_n of_o silver_n betray_v unto_o they_o by_o thy_o unkind_a disciple_n the_o son_n of_o perdition_n greedy_o desire_v with_o extreme_a hate_n without_o any_o shadow_n of_o just_a cause_n to_o hasten_v thy_o cruel_a death_n it_o be_v not_o a_o strange_a thing_n or_o a_o conceal_a secret_n exclude_v from_o the_o search_n of_o thy_o knowledge_n because_o the_o most_o covert_a cogitation_n of_o every_o heart_n be_v open_a unto_o thou_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o own_o disciple_n shall_v prove_v disloyal_a treacherous_o conspire_v against_o thou_o and_o like_o a_o traitor_n sell_v thou_o his_o gracious_a lord_n &_o kind_a master_n for_o a_o small_a piece_n of_o money_n when_o as_o at_o the_o supper_n where_o thou_o do_v wash_v thy_o disciple_n foot_n thou_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o handle_v wash_v and_o wipe_v with_o thy_o most_o holy_a hand_n the_o curse_a foot_n of_o that_o damn_a traitor_n swift_a to_o shed_v blood_n kneel_v down_o before_o he_o john_n 13.4.5_o oh_o wonderful_a example_n of_o humility_n oh_o patience_n most_o worthy_a of_o continual_a admiration_n but_o why_o do_v thou_o walk_v with_o thy_o outstretch_v neck_n oh_o earth_n and_o ash_n do_v pride_n still_o lift_v thou_o up_o do_v fret_a anger_n evermore_o molest_v thou_o behold_v and_o look_v upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n the_o mirror_n of_o humility_n and_o meekness_n the_o creator_n of_o every_o creature_n the_o fearful_a judge_n of_o the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a bow_v his_o knee_n before_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o man_n that_o shall_v traitorous_o betray_v he_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o deadly_a foe_n who_o long_o thirst_v for_o his_o innocent_a blood_n loathe_v his_o godly_a life_n and_o can_v never_o quench_v the_o rage_a flame_n of_o their_o fury_n until_o they_o have_v act_v the_o lamentable_a tragedy_n of_o his_o most_o cruel_a death_n learn_v therefore_o of_o he_o because_o he_o be_v meek_a in_o mind_n and_o lowly_a in_o heart_n debase_v thy_o high_a and_o lofty_a look_n and_o let_v the_o feel_a sense_n of_o thy_o scornful_a pride_n confound_v and_o cast_v down_o thy_o haughty_a thought_n and_o blush_v at_o thy_o furious_a madness_n and_o sigh_v at_o the_o inward_a sight_n of_o thy_o impatient_a folly_n this_o also_o oh_o loving_a lord_n be_v a_o plain_a argument_n of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n and_o extraordinary_a favour_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o public_o detect_v the_o mischievous_a malice_n and_o open_o disclose_v the_o horrible_a treason_n of_o thy_o graceless_a disciple_n and_o odious_a traitor_n but_o do_v only_a in_o the_o assembly_n of_o his_o brethren_n very_o slight_o admonish_v he_o to_o hasten_v his_o intent_a purpose_n john_n 13.27_o nevertheless_o neither_o the_o sweet_a stream_n of_o thy_o mercy_n can_v quench_v the_o burn_a fire_n of_o his_o fury_n nor_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o humility_n stay_v the_o rage_n of_o his_o madness_n but_o he_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o house_n labour_v diligent_o to_o bring_v his_o wicked_a designment_n into_o act_n which_o as_o yet_o lay_v cover_v in_o his_o treacherous_a heart_n john_n 13.30_o section_n ix_o how_o do_v thou_o fall_v from_o heaven_n oh_o cleere-shining_a lucifer_n which_o do_v appear_v so_o bright_a at_o thy_o rise_n in_o the_o morning_n thou_o once_o be_v beautiful_a with_o exceed_a glory_n place_v in_o pleasant_a paradise_n where_o all_o thing_n be_v abound_v which_o may_v breed_v delight_n who_o happy_a state_n do_v stand_v still_o at_o a_o stay_n subject_a to_o no_o contrary_a change_n have_v the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n for_o thy_o love_a companion_n &_o pure_a manna_n of_o the_o divine_a word_n for_o thy_o daily_a food_n how_o be_v thou_o now_o tumble_v
down_o and_o consort_v with_o the_o son_n of_o darkness_n why_o have_v thou_o refuse_v sweet_a honey_n to_o feed_v on_o gall_n and_o wholesome_a food_n to_o cloy_v thy_o stomach_n with_o stink_a dung_n at_o that_o time_n oh_o sweet_a christ_n thy_o family_n be_v clear_v &_o thy_o household_n purge_v when_o such_o a_o leprous_a person_n and_o deadly_a disease_a creature_n go_v out_o into_o the_o world_n from_o the_o company_n of_o the_o angel_n society_n for_o then_o at_o last_o be_v the_o thirsty_a soul_n of_o that_o bless_a company_n plentiful_o fill_v with_o sweet_a flow_a stream_n of_o thy_o divine_a word_n and_o with_o the_o most_o pleasant_a liquor_n of_o thy_o true_a celestial_a nectar_n which_o thou_o be_v always_o able_a and_o evermore_o willing_a to_o give_v unto_o thy_o faithful_a servant_n when_o he_o be_v worthy_o cast_v out_o from_o thy_o most_o holy_a and_o bless_a family_n who_o thou_o do_v know_v to_o be_v unworthy_a to_o taste_v one_o drop_n of_o that_o live_a water_n which_o quench_v the_o thirst_n of_o all_o sinful_a soul_n for_o ever_o when_o thou_o of_o thy_o free_a love_n do_v afford_v they_o to_o drink_v of_o that_o bless_a fountain_n be_v their_o thirst_n never_o so_o great_a or_o the_o people_n never_o so_o many_o which_o resort_n to_o receive_v refresh_v by_o it_o section_n x._o now_o when_o thou_o have_v give_v a_o new_a commandment_n to_o thy_o love_a disciple_n that_o they_o shall_v knit_v their_o heart_n together_o with_o the_o true_a union_n of_o perfect_a love_n john_n 13.34_o and_o arm_n themselves_o with_o patience_n against_o the_o approach_a day_n of_o their_o fiery_a trial_n and_o also_o have_v dispose_v the_o kingdom_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n to_o thy_o faithful_a brethren_n thou_o camme_v to_o the_o place_n with_o they_o well_o know_v unto_o covetous_a judas_n that_o traitor_n which_o do_v betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n who_o be_v as_o greedy_a to_o buy_v as_o he_o be_v covetous_a to_o sell_v thy_o innocent_a and_o precious_a blood_n yet_o thou_o do_v not_o audacious_o object_v thyself_o unto_o sudden_a danger_n or_o desperate_o throw_v thyself_o into_o peril_n but_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o offer_v and_o lay_v down_o thy_o own_o life_n to_o deliver_v we_o poor_a condemn_v vassal_n from_o the_o heavy_a doom_n of_o eternal_a death_n know_v all_o thing_n which_o shall_v come_v upon_o thou_o john_n 18.4_o oh_o unsearchable_a profundity_n of_o thy_o infinite_a love_n oh_o glorious_a beam_n of_o thy_o gracious_a mercy_n for_o like_o a_o tender-hearted_a father_n thou_o have_v willing_o cast_v thyself_o into_o sudden_a danger_n to_o have_v deliver_v thy_o child_n from_o some_o imminent_a peril_n or_o if_o thou_o have_v adventure_v thy_o life_n to_o have_v rescue_v thy_o friend_n from_o threaten_a death_n this_o without_o doubt_n have_v be_v a_o deed_n of_o true_a natural_a affection_n and_o excellent_a love_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v of_o thy_o own_o accord_n offer_v thyself_o to_o death_n to_o save_v thy_o deadly_a enemy_n and_o willing_o shed_v thy_o blood_n to_o ransom_n thy_o mortal_a foe_n this_o oh_o sweet_a saviour_n be_v a_o miracle_n of_o superadmirable_a kindness_n beyond_o the_o compass_n of_o all_o understanding_n section_n xi_o when_o thou_o be_v come_v to_o the_o place_n where_o wretched_a judas_n have_v bargain_v to_o betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a jew_n thou_o be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o confess_v the_o heavy_a pang_n which_o thou_o do_v sustain_v by_o thy_o approach_a passion_n in_o the_o audience_n of_o thy_o brethren_n which_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o endure_v not_o for_o thy_o own_o desert_n but_o by_o thy_o own_o desire_n for_o our_o sake_n and_o our_o sin_n say_v my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o unto_o death_n mat._n 26.38_o so_o ponderous_a be_v the_o burden_n of_o our_o iniquity_n so_o heavy_a be_v the_o weight_n of_o i_o yea_o of_o all_o our_o sin_n lay_v upon_o thy_o shoulder_n and_o there_o bow_v thy_o knee_n on_o the_o ground_n and_o fall_v down_o with_o thy_o face_n on_o the_o earth_n thou_o do_v in_o thy_o bitter_a agony_n offer_v up_o thy_o humble_a petition_n to_o god_n thy_o father_n say_v my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o matth._n 26.39_o indeed_o that_o cup_n contain_v a_o deep_a draught_n to_o be_v take_v of_o thou_o for_o the_o health_n of_o our_o languish_a soul_n more_o bitter_a than_o coloquintida_n to_o the_o mouth_n or_o gall_n in_o the_o maw_n and_o no_o doubt_n but_o the_o bloody_a sweat_n which_o trickle_v down_o on_o the_o earth_n by_o drop_n from_o thy_o most_o holy_a flesh_n do_v plain_o declare_v the_o sorrow_n of_o thy_o perplex_a mind_n and_o the_o anguish_n of_o thy_o sorrowful_a soul_n luke_n 22.44_o oh_o powerful_a lord_n jesus_n what_o mean_v or_o what_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o lamentable_a supplication_n do_v thou_o not_o whole_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n offer_v up_o thyself_o for_o a_o sacrifice_n to_o thy_o father_n and_o willing_o shed_v thy_o blood_n to_o pay_v the_o price_n of_o our_o ransom_n yes_o very_o oh_o gracious_a lord_n it_o be_v thy_o exceed_a great_a love_n and_o only_a mercy_n that_o do_v move_v thou_o so_o patient_o to_o undergo_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n that_o thou_o may_v deliver_v we_o condemn_v sinner_n from_o his_o just_a and_o heavy_a displeasure_n that_o by_o thy_o stripe_n we_o may_v be_v heal_v and_o that_o by_o thy_o free_a and_o voluntary_a death_n we_o may_v be_v restore_v to_o a_o second_o and_o everlasting_a life_n but_o we_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v willing_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o our_o misery_n and_o in_o thyself_o express_v unto_o we_o a_o true_a passion_n of_o our_o weakness_n for_o the_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n of_o all_o thy_o feel_a member_n that_o no_o man_n may_v despair_v or_o let_v go_v the_o anchor_n of_o steadfast_a hope_n when_o our_o weak_a flesh_n faint_v and_o our_o natural_a faculty_n fail_v but_o yet_o the_o spirit_n be_v ready_a to_o abide_v the_o painful_a pang_n of_o any_o passion_n and_o to_o suffer_v the_o conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n whatsoever_o true_o thou_o do_v express_v the_o natural_a weakness_n of_o the_o flesh_n in_o thyself_o by_o those_o token_n unto_o we_o that_o we_o may_v the_o soon_o be_v provoke_v to_o embrace_v thou_o with_o more_o love_n and_o grateful_o to_o yield_v thou_o great_a thanks_o whereby_o also_o we_o be_v teach_v that_o thou_o do_v true_o bear_v our_o disease_n and_o infirmity_n and_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o run_v through_o the_o thorn_n of_o grievous_a passion_n without_o the_o sense_n of_o painful_a affliction_n for_o that_o voice_n seem_v to_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o flesh_n not_o of_o the_o spirit_n by_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v add_v the_o spirit_n indeed_o be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a mark_v 14.38_o and_o thou_o do_v open_o declare_v that_o the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n when_o thou_o do_v go_v forth_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n to_o meet_v those_o bloody_a mind_a person_n conduct_v by_o their_o damnable_a general_n traitorous_a judas_n in_o the_o night_n time_n furnish_v with_o lantern_n torch_n and_o weapon_n seek_v without_o any_o cause_n rage_v with_o malice_n to_o destroy_v thy_o harmless_a life_n and_o cruel_o to_o shed_v thy_o innocent_a blood_n and_o there_o do_v open_o discover_v thyself_o to_o their_o eye_n and_o offer_v up_o thyself_o to_o their_o bloody_a hand_n lest_o they_o may_v think_v themselves_o behold_v to_o their_o bloody_a guide_n and_o that_o by_o his_o crafty_a policy_n thou_o have_v be_v sudden_o and_o unwilling_o apprehend_v for_o thou_o do_v not_o repel_v or_o put_v back_o that_o cruel_a monster_n come_v to_o kiss_v thy_o most_o holy_a mouth_n but_o do_v gentle_o put_v thy_o mouth_n in_o which_o there_o be_v find_v no_o guile_n to_o his_o mouth_n abound_v with_o venom_n and_o fill_v with_o malice_n who_o under_o token_n of_o love_n pretend_v nothing_o but_o deadly_a hate_n and_o with_o a_o dissemble_a kiss_n to_o betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o who_o be_v ready_o arm_v to_o kill_v thou_o and_o although_o desperate_a judas_n become_v his_o own_o hangman_n mat._n 27.5_o yet_o many_o do_v follow_v his_o step_n and_o desperate_o run_v to_o their_o wilful_a &_o woeful_a destruction_n oh_o innocent_a lamb_n of_o god_n how_o can_v thou_o endure_v that_o such_o a_o ravenous_a wolf_n shall_v come_v near_o unto_o thou_o that_o come_v so_o greedy_o to_o devour_v thou_o what_o fellowship_n have_v light_a with_o darkness_n what_o agreement_n have_v thou_o with_o beliall_n but_o this_o oh_o lord_n be_v a_o deed_n of_o thy_o gracious_a benignity_n and_o a_o act_n of_o thy_o exceed_a
to_o the_o quick_a with_o a_o pathetical_a compunction_n and_o bathe_v his_o bleed_a wound_n with_o the_o stream_a tear_n of_o thy_o true_a and_o zealous_a repentance_n weep_v forth_o shower_n of_o tear_n and_o melt_v thou_o also_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o compassion_n and_o sigh_v with_o hearty_a contrition_n and_o make_v deep_a wound_n in_o thyself_o with_o a_o sharp_a point_n of_o sorrowful_a compunction_n when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o this_o lovely_a and_o worthy_a person_n who_o thou_o see_v afflict_v with_o such_o terrible_a torment_n and_o wound_v from_o the_o crown_n of_o the_o head_n to_o the_o sole_a of_o his_o foot_n that_o with_o the_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n he_o may_v wash_v away_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o now_o my_o perplex_a soul_n thou_o have_v see_v the_o sorrow_n distress_n weakness_n and_o misery_n of_o thy_o love_a saviour_n as_o he_o be_v the_o seed_n of_o the_o woman_n ordain_v to_o break_v the_o head_n of_o the_o serpent_n who_o clothe_v with_o the_o base_a garment_n of_o our_o frail_a humanity_n be_v subject_a to_o all_o our_o infirmity_n the_o infection_n of_o our_o sin_n only_o except_v and_o see_v he_o languish_v on_o the_o cross_n torment_v flout_v scorn_v and_o villainous_o handle_v by_o the_o barbarous_a multitude_n thou_o have_v have_v cause_n to_o groan_n sigh_n and_o sob_v move_v with_o a_o sensible_a pity_n and_o touch_v with_o a_o feel_n and_o woeful_a compassion_n section_n xviii_o but_o now_o direct_v thy_o eye_n from_o his_o lamentable_a misery_n and_o serious_o contemplate_v the_o mighty_a power_n of_o his_o magnificent_a majesty_n and_o then_o all_o thy_o sense_n will_v be_v amaze_v with_o sudden_a fear_n and_o thyself_o astonish_v with_o wonderful_a admiration_n for_o what_o say_v the_o scripture_n now_o from_o the_o sixth_o hour_n be_v there_o darkness_n over_o all_o the_o land_n until_o the_o nine_o and_o the_o sun_n be_v 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great_a high_a priest_n do_v offer_v unto_o thou_o thy_o holy_a child_n the_o lord_n jesus_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o brethren_n and_o let_v thy_o wrath_n be_v appease_v which_o our_o iniquity_n have_v most_o just_o procure_v against_o we_o remove_v far_o out_o of_o thy_o sight_n the_o multitude_n of_o our_o innumerable_a transgression_n and_o let_v his_o innocent_a death_n pay_v the_o full_a sum_n of_o our_o heavy_a debt_n behold_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o our_o jesus_n do_v cry_v unto_o thou_o from_o the_o cross_n beg_v mercy_n at_o thy_o hand_n for_o our_o many_o misdeed_n pardon_v for_o all_o our_o heinous_a sin_n and_o speak_v better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n what_o mean_v this_o oh_o lord_n do_v he_o still_o hang_v naked_a and_o nail_v on_o the_o cross_n be_v his_o vein_n new_o lance_v will_v his_o bleed_a wound_n never_o be_v staunch_v shall_v his_o side_n remain_v evermore_o pierce_v and_o his_o skin_n always_o dye_v with_o blood_n do_v not_o 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heavenly_a and_o love_a father_n the_o coat_n of_o thy_o true_a son_n joseph_n alas_o a_o most_o cruel_a beast_n devour_v he_o and_o have_v tread_v his_o garment_n under_o foot_n in_o his_o fury_n and_o have_v stain_v all_o the_o beauty_n and_o disgrace_v all_o the_o glory_n of_o it_o with_o spot_n of_o gorebloud_n behold_v that_o ravenous_a beast_n have_v leave_v five_o pitiful_a rent_n in_o it_o this_o oh_o lord_n be_v the_o garment_n which_o thy_o innocent_a child_n leave_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o egyptian_a harlot_n choose_v rather_o to_o loose_v his_o cloak_n then_o to_o forgo_v the_o precious_a jewel_n of_o his_o unspotted_a chastity_n by_o pollute_v his_o undefiled_a body_n with_o filthy_a adultery_n choose_v rather_o be_v spoil_v of_o garment_n of_o the_o flesh_n to_o descend_v into_o the_o prison_n of_o death_n then_o to_o obey_v that_o adulterous_a voice_n by_o which_o it_o be_v very_o well_o say_v all_o these_o thing_n i_o will_v give_v thou_o if_o thou_o will_v fall_v down_o &_o worship_v i_o mat._n 4.9_o as_o joseph_n do_v willing_o forgo_v his_o cloak_n when_o he_o be_v allure_v to_o have_v commit_v folly_n with_o his_o adulterous_a mistress_n and_o now_o omnipotent_a lord_n and_o gracious_a father_n we_o know_v that_o thy_o son_n live_v &_o reign_v over_o all_o the_o land_n of_o egypt_n &_o in_o every_o place_n of_o thy_o universal_a monarchy_n for_o he_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o the_o prison_n of_o death_n &_o hell_n into_o thy_o glorious_a kingdom_n crown_v with_o the_o imperial_a crown_n of_o eternal_a immortality_n and_o have_v change_v his_o garment_n of_o the_o flesh_n immortality_n flourish_v for_o ever_o be_v receive_v of_o thou_o with_o exceed_v glory_n for_o he_o have_v subdue_v and_o conquer_v the_o kingdom_n of_o pharo_n and_o with_o his_o own_o noble_a valour_n
with_o a_o honourable_a triumph_n have_v enter_v the_o heaven_n and_o behold_v he_o be_v crown_v with_o glory_n and_o honour_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o majesty_n who_o be_v our_o advocate_n make_v continual_a intercession_n for_o we_o that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o wrath_n and_o disobedience_n by_o nature_n may_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o thou_o for_o ever_o by_o the_o exceed_a riches_n of_o thy_o grace_n for_o he_o be_v flesh_n &_o he_o be_v our_o brother_n look_v oh_o lord_n upon_o the_o amiable_a face_n of_o thy_o sweet_a christ_n which_o become_v obedient_a unto_o thou_o even_o unto_o death_n that_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v in_o behold_v he_o may_v send_v down_o the_o comfortable_a dew_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o neither_o let_v his_o scar_n depart_v for_o ever_o out_o of_o thy_o sight_n that_o thou_o may_v remember_v what_o a_o great_a satisfaction_n thou_o have_v receive_v of_o he_o for_o our_o sin_n i_o wish_v it_o may_v please_v thou_o to_o 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take_v section_n xix_o for_o what_o oh_o sweet_a saviour_n shall_v thou_o have_v do_v which_o thou_o have_v not_o willing_o do_v to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o my_o salvation_n thou_o have_v dive_v and_o cast_v thyself_o over_o head_n and_o ear_n into_o the_o troublesome_a ocean_n of_o thy_o stormy_a passion_n that_o thou_o may_v draw_v i_o whole_o out_o alive_a from_o those_o perilous_a water_n when_o the_o wave_n have_v enter_v even_o into_o thy_o soul_n for_o thou_o do_v willing_o subject_v thyself_o to_o the_o pain_n of_o death_n that_o thou_o may_v restore_v my_o soul_n unto_o i_o which_o i_o have_v so_o wilful_o lose_v luke_n 1.71_o and_o now_o behold_v i_o be_o oblige_v unto_o thou_o by_o a_o double_a debt_n because_o thou_o have_v twice_o give_v i_o my_o soul_n once_o by_o creation_n and_o once_o by_o redemption_n what_o have_v i_o that_o i_o may_v more_o just_o give_v thou_o then_o my_o soul_n but_o for_o thy_o precious_a soul_n vex_v perplex_a and_o trouble_v with_o so_o many_o and_o such_o heavy_a tribulation_n i_o find_v not_o what_o recompense_n man_n can_v be_v able_a to_o render_v unto_o thou_o in_o any_o sort_n to_o gratify_v the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o desert_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o give_v thou_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o their_o beautiful_a furniture_n and_o the_o glorious_a ornament_n of_o they_o i_o can_v in_o no_o wise_n attain_v the_o measure_n or_o discharge_v the_o infinite_a sum_n of_o such_o a_o everlasting_a debt_n but_o that_o i_o may_v render_v both_o that_o which_o i_o owe_v and_o also_o that_o which_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o be_v a_o matter_n whole_o belong_v to_o thy_o liberal_a bounty_n and_o must_v only_o flow_v from_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o thy_o beneficial_a goodness_n thou_o be_v to_o be_v love_v oh_o lord_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o must_v tread_v in_o thy_o path_n and_o follow_v thy_o step_n which_o have_v endure_v all_o the_o extremity_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n with_o exceed_a patience_n and_o be_v lord_n of_o life_n have_v of_o thy_o own_o accord_n vouchsafe_v to_o yield_v thyself_o unto_o death_n to_o redeem_v i_o and_o all_o faithful_a repentant_a sinner_n to_o the_o joy_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o how_o shall_v that_o thing_n be_v effect_v and_o wrought_v to_o i_o but_o only_o and_o whole_o by_o thou_o through_o thy_o mighty_a power_n which_o be_v able_a to_o work_v all_o thing_n in_o heaven_n above_o and_o in_o the_o earth_n beneath_o let_v my_o soul_n cleave_v unto_o thou_o let_v it_o be_v unite_v unto_o thou_o with_o the_o bond_n of_o everlasting_a love_n because_o all_o the_o virtue_n and_o faculty_n of_o it_o depend_v only_o upon_o thou_o and_o because_o it_o must_v needs_o sink_v into_o a_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o endless_a misery_n if_o it_o be_v but_o a_o moment_n debar_v from_o thy_o love_a mercy_n and_o now_o oh_o lord_n my_o gracious_a redeemer_n i_o worship_v thou_o as_o true_a god_n i_o trust_v in_o thou_o i_o hope_v in_o thou_o i_o covet_v &_o long_o to_o approach_v so_o near_o unto_o thou_o as_o the_o feeble_a wing_n of_o my_o mount_a desire_n will_v carry_v i_o let_v thy_o strong_a hand_n support_v my_o weakness_n let_v the_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o mercy_n supply_v the_o want_n of_o my_o infirmity_n let_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o unsearchable_a goodness_n never_o depart_v out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n let_v a_o memorial_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n by_o which_o thou_o have_v wrought_v my_o everlasting_a salvation_n be_v perfect_o write_v within_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n so_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v still_o be_v view_v it_o and_o let_v it_o be_v deep_o engrave_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o inward_a thought_n and_o cogitation_n may_v evermore_o be_v meditate_v and_o muse_v upon_o it_o let_v thy_o crown_n of_o thorn_n thy_o red_a bloody_a nail_n thy_o pierce_a side_n thy_o grievous_a wound_n thy_o precious_a blood_n thy_o death_n and_o burial_n be_v evermore_o 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all_o fear_n of_o any_o dreadful_a danger_n always_o joyful_a always_o satisfy_v with_o the_o most_o delightful_a sight_n of_o god_n their_o creator_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a obedience_n any_o one_o shall_v perform_v towards_o god_n here_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o bountiful_a reward_n he_o shall_v receive_v of_o he_o there_o and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o entire_o and_o dear_o he_o shall_v long_o after_o god_n by_o so_o much_o the_o near_o he_o shall_v approach_v unto_o he_o and_o see_v he_o who_o so_o exceed_o he_o covet_v to_o view_v and_o desire_v to_o behold_v to_o this_o kingdom_n bring_v i_o oh_o god_n by_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n finis_fw-la
shall_v all_o my_o sense_n be_v afflict_v with_o mourning_n when_o my_o mind_n do_v contemplate_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o meditate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o thy_o soul_n afflict_v with_o the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n which_o inflame_v thy_o heart_n with_o excessive_a heat_n and_o dry_v up_o the_o moisture_n of_o thy_o bowel_n with_o immoderate_a thirst_n and_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n swell_v with_o weep_v and_o my_o hart_n be_v weary_v with_o groan_v to_o bewail_v my_o sin_n which_o so_o sharpen_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o gentile_n with_o the_o eagerness_n of_o cruelty_n and_o so_o shorten_v the_o hand_n of_o the_o jew_n with_o the_o malice_n of_o impiety_n that_o they_o retain_v no_o spark_n of_o pity_n in_o their_o heart_n nor_o will_v extend_v their_o hand_n to_o give_v thou_o any_o comfortable_a refresh_n in_o thy_o great_a extremity_n but_o as_o their_o heart_n and_o bowel_n be_v fill_v with_o sharp_a sour_a and_o malicious_a humour_n so_o they_o 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that_o my_o saviour_n shall_v be_v afflict_v with_o thirst_n at_o his_o death_n who_o have_v tell_v we_o and_o it_o be_v true_a that_o he_o have_v tell_v we_o that_o he_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n tell_v i_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n how_o be_v thy_o moisture_n consume_v what_o cause_v thy_o thirst_n be_v thou_o not_o he_o which_o cry_v if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v to_o i_o &_o drink_n joh._n 7.37_o be_v thou_o able_a to_o satisfy_v other_o that_o be_v thirsty_a and_o be_v thou_o thyself_o oppress_v with_o thirst_n be_v not_o thou_o he_o my_o love_a saviour_n which_o say_v to_o the_o woman_n of_o samaria_n that_o thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n &_o that_o he_o which_o shall_v drink_v of_o this_o water_n shall_v never_o thirst_v any_o more_o but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o well_o of_o water_n in_o he_o spring_v up_o unto_o everlasting_a life_n thy_o speech_n my_o saviour_n be_v verity_n and_o thy_o word_n be_v truth_n thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o 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